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But I was not willing to have any body feel the weight of
gratitude towards me so I left them - I since heard that tho
Miss Emma did not escape a cold that still she did not suffer
afterwards from ill health whereas Miss Anne never entirely
recovered the bad effects of that accident and from the dog
having neglected her while it helped Miss Emma who had
been kind to him. 7
My dear Sir
I believe you must begin to be aware of the nature of my
letters the moment you see them, they are always asking some
kindness from you. I hope you will pardon it, for I am one of
those who having but few friends am obliged to throw all my
requests upon these, & consequently to appear as if I made
more than any other mortal, while perhaps others make twice
as many, but dividing them amongst their thousand intimates
no one is troubled by them.
I have at last thrown off my Doctorship and am as late as it is
about to begin a new profession that of law. As you know my
situation in life you must be aware of how great importance it
is to me to make every step in such a way that I neither lose
time nor money, the first because I am at an age when others
begin to gain, only beginning to study, the second because I
have nothing of my own & depend upon others for the very
means of making my first steps. My present intentions are to
put myself under an conveyancer and at the same time to keep
my terms in Lincolns Inn. As I am quite unacquainted person-
ally with any in the profession I am particularly anxious to
be known to some one of talent who could help me by his
advice and direct me in a career in which I do not know either
highroad or footpath. I am told that Mr Charles Butler is one of
the first Conveyancers in London, I am already aware of his
talents & condition; I have therefore almost resolved to go
under him in my study and am very anxious at any rate of
having the advantage of his experience, as being like myself a
Catholick, he is the person most competent to give me good
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These doubts may have been inspired partly by 'certain publications,' for
which Burgess gently reproached Polidori: 'I must tell [you] as a friend, I
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wish you had not been [their] author.' He did his best to confirm Polidori
in his newly recovered faith by explaining Pascal's wager, and men-
tioned the fees for ecclesiatical students (£40 per year); but he tried
tactfully to dissuade him from his plan. 20 He succeeded; Polidori went
into law.
He was admitted to Lincoln's Inn on 7 November. The admissions
register notes that he was about to take his mother's maiden name,
Pierce (or Pearce, as the register spells it).21 It is striking that he should
reject his father's name at the same time as he finally rejected both
medicine, the career his father had chosen for him, and literature, his
father's own career. But it is possible that he was simply tired of the
prejudice to which an Italian name had exposed him.
Less than ten months later, he was dead.