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for the sand and its secrets as they endure such eternally
perpetual abuse, suffocated under the brackish brine.
Internal Cacophony of Suppressed Light
He would tease me, chase me, throw pieces of bark and paper
but I was always the first person he’d invite to his birthday party.
softly the lyrics into my ear as if they were his own eipstaliary of love.
I did not know he was mouthing the same words into another girl’s lips.
hoping to sweeten the pain that pulsates through its sticky fibers.
The man who’s wall she narrates with their story, lies
your ex-wife’s love child with another man after the divorce
seems a lot like trying to stoke a fire with dead coals.
The poetry assignments in this class have been like the first ray of sunshine in Alaska
after the winter solstice. They have prompted me to look into my past and shed light on ideas
that I have hid in the darkness for a long time.
What have you found useful or interesting or new or clarifying about poetry during
semester?
The last few classes where we talked about how to continue writing after the class were
extremely helpful. I feel like I have the resources I need to continue writing as well as being able
to eventually take my writing to the next level if I want to.
(For revised pieces) What did you change, where will I find the changes, and why did you
make these changes? Be sure to include examples from specific poems to support your
answers here.
First and foremost, all of my poem titles changed to better fit the felt idea of the poem
and draw the reader in. I changed the structuring of all the poems except for “I Thought This
Was What Love Was Supposed to Be” into couplets so I could have a structure trend throughout
all my poems.
I took the original poem of “Anxiety Like the Tongue of a Defenseless Mollusk At Low
Tide” to workshop, and one of the things I needed to work on was the clarity of the felt idea.
Originally, it was supposed to be about a panic attack, but after everyone’s feedback, I realized it
was actually more of an anxiety poem. A big part of the clarity of the felt idea is the title. I
changed it so the reader knows what to think before going into the poem. I also added two lines
(the second couplet) to reference the anxious feeling to the speaker as well so that the reader
knows the rest of the poem is a metaphor for their anxiety. I also changed the seagull image
slightly so it would appear more menacing and predatorial by changing “hovering” to “cutting
through the air”.
I basically rewrote the whole second poem so that the only character in the poem was the
speaker. The “you” that was in the previous draft will be saved for another poem. The only thing
I saved was the first stanza from the original.
When I took “I Thought This Was What Love Was Supposed to Be” to workshop, it was
brought to my attention that the “middle boy” seemed out of place because it was the only
section that was written through metaphors. In revision, I completely changed that whole section
to be more concrete and physical so it blended in with the other sections and was clearer. There
was another question that was raised as to whether or not the boys in the poem were all one
person or multiple different people. I chose to keep that as is because I think with the revised
middle it makes it more clear that they are all separate people.
I changed the second half of “A Narrative Written From Spider Silk” because the original
draft made no sense to me when I reread it. I also wanted to make sure the felt idea was clear: the
pain created in the relationship between the father and the daughter is always there like a
spiderweb in the corner of the room.
The last (and the title) poem is my favorite so I had to include it. I made minor changes
because this is such a raw poem and I tried very hard but I couldn’t part with any line or image. I
feel like the underlying message and feeling is present throughout all my poems this semester
(hence why it is the title poem). I played around with line breaks and punctuation so people
would read it how I want them to. It was originally in triplets, but I liked it in couplets better.
What discoveries did you make during the process of revision? What difficulties did you
encounter? Mention examples from specific poems.
The main thing I found during the process of revision is that I tend to want to write with
metaphors when a subject is hard for me to face up front. Because of this, the revision of poem,
“I Thought This Was What Love Was Supposed to Be” was a bit difficult in the middle part
because I wasn’t sure how to be blunt about it. I tried my best and I think it turned out pretty
good. I forced myself to be concrete and raw from the beginning in the title poem, and I love
how that one turned out. I guess you could say I discovered that being specific in poems about
personal experiences is great for the soul of the writer as well as the mind of the reader.
What tools do you think you have learned to use best in drafting your poems—imagery and
figurative language, specific language, sonic devices (for example, alliteration, assonance,
consonance), line breaks, form & structure, and rhythm? Give an example or two that
you’re pleased with—from your own poems.
I think I have done really well with the use of sonic devices like alliteration and
assonance as well as creating a good rhythm in my poems. I could quote the whole first poem,
but if I had to pick two lines that showcase my use of sound the best, I would say, “The waves
subside slower than when they arrived. / In their wake lay several shellfish strewn mercilessly”
are pretty good. I also think that I use decent figurative language and imagery in most of my
poems. I particularly like the lines “the only blanket dark enough to dissipate / my sorrows into
an inky lake. / I stick in my quill and draw myself a new smile” from the poem “Internal
Cacophony of Suppressed Light”.
What tools do you think you still have difficulties with? In other words, using them still
seems stiff or rubs against the grain for you? Give examples that other students or I
marked that you’re having a hard time revising.
I have a hard time figuring out how to change the clarity of the line while still keeping the
structure and rhythm of the poem. Specifically the second couplet in the first poem, “Anxiety
Like the Tongue of a Defenseless Mollusk At Low Tide” was difficult to change while still
keeping the couplet structure. I also have trouble with “sexy titles” in general. I gave my
maximum effort to try and create specific, unique and engaging titles, but it is really difficult to
do while still keeping in mind the felt idea of the poem. I will say that I do think I’m getting
slightly better at it though.
In what specific ways did you push yourself to stretch and grow as a student in this class
learning about the craft of writing poems? Be sure to discuss attendance, class
participation, your attention to the assigned readings and what you’re learning from them,
responses to other students’ work as well as the work on your own poems.
The main thing that I tried to improve was working on the structuring and line breaks of
my poems. There are some students in the class who are really good at this, so whenever we
would workshop their poems, I would pay attention to how they went about using their structure
and how people reacted to it. As far as attendance goes, I have only missed two classes which
has not hindered my learning of the material. I have turned in all of the assignments in on time,
and when I missed the last workshop, I made sure to email Jacob my responses to his poems. I
think the poet that influenced my learning the most this semester was Mai Der Vang. I went to
her reading as one of my literary events, and I’ll never forget what she said: “Your writing
doesn’t have to make sense to everyone”. That just really resonated with me because sometimes I
write in big metaphors that only really make sense to me when analyzing the poem, but on a
surface level, it sounds pretty good. I like her idea of writing as a mode of release, and I found
both of these aspects throughout her book.