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Manqoba: Hai Kele man! Hai come on.

Me: What?

Manqoba: Can you just be you?

Me: But I am me! Please go get it.

Manqoba: don't you have hands? Can't you walk?

Me: oh? Is that how it is now?

Manqoba: No but you abusing Me.

Me: just get me the ice-cream

He got up and went to get me the ice-cream.

Me: Not this one

Manqoba: Which one then?

Me: bar one ice-cream.

Manqoba: Hai Kelebogile man! Your cravings get to me!

Me: You knocked me up.

Manqoba: Blame me! Blame me please!

He went back to the kitchen to get what I wanted.

Me: Thank you

Manqoba: Pleasure.

He took his keys.

Me: And now?

Manqoba: I'm going out

Me: Where to?

Manqoba: To the pub to meet with the guys

Me: Why?

Manqoba: To get a few drinks.

Me: But you have beers in the fridge.

Manqoba: I don't want those.

Me: you just want to get away from me

Manqoba: You just going crazy.

Me: no

Manqoba: I really can't wait for next week. I'm counting down till you give birth.

Me: wow! some husband you are.

Manqoba: some wife you are. You abusing me.

Me: Fine go then.

Manqoba: I'm going vele!

Me: can I have chocolate?

Manqoba: Kelebogile man!

He was very pissed.

Me: Its in the fridge.

Manqoba: Yeses!

He went back to the kitchen. I spent the whole day sending him there for various foods. Junk mostly..not
to mention the shop.

Me: Thank you

Manqoba: this is why the kids left!

Me: So you leaving me too?

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: Okay..

Manqoba: Bye.

Me: Bye.

He took his phone. Minutes later...he shouted my name.

Me: yes?

Manqoba: Bring the keys.

Me: what keys?

Manqoba: The house keys.

Me: I dont know

Manqoba: Kelebogile give me the keys.

Me: I dont have the keys.

Manqoba: You can't keep me in here.

Me: I don't have the keys.

Manqoba: You really going to lock me in?

Me: You have beers in the fridge. Drink those.

Manqoba: Kelebogile!

Me: Manqoba!

Manqoba: Don't drive me crazy.

Me: I just want to spend the day with you.

Manqoba: I don't!

Me: You're not going anywhere.

Manqoba: I bet you hid the spare keys as well.

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Are you crazy?

Me: Maybe.

Manqoba: So what do you want me to do?

Me: Chill with me and drink your beers.

Manqoba: Kelebogile give me the keys

Me: No.

Manqoba: Kele please!

Me: You're suppose to spend time with your wife

Manqoba: I spend more than enough time with you.

Me: It's not enough for me.

Manqoba: I haven't seen my friends in a week.

Me: So?

Manqoba: Woman!

Me: Man!

Manqoba: Give me those keys please!

Me: No.

Manqoba: I really need to get away from you.

"Kele!"

Manqoba: Kim's here.

Me: No..shhhh....

Manqoba: Kelebogile man! Kim we coming!

I threw Remo's Teddy bear at him.

Me: Waphapha!

I went to unlock the door. Kim and Lora were outside.

Kim: Hello preggers.

Me: Hello.
Kim: We came to fetch you.

Me: where to?

Manqoba: Thank you for rescuing me...money for wine.

He gave Kim some notes.

Kim: Thank you!

Me: Next time call tuu.

Lora: what's wrong with you?

Manqoba: she's just mad she didnt lock me up.

Lora: For what?

Kim: Kele are you crazy?

Manqoba: Good question..bye ladies

They said bye to him and he left.

Me: And now?

Lora: We going to Nthato's.

Me: okay.

Kim: Come on.

I locked the door. We got into Kim's car and she stopped at the bottle store.

Me: Oh my God!

Kim: Kele shut up tuu.

Me: Hurry.

Kim: Why?

Me: coz I just want to get there.

Kim: Chill.
She went in.

Lora: How are you feeling?

Me: Tired.

Lora: makes sense.

Me: I actually can't wait to give birth.

Lora: You two are still making bets?

Me: Yes.

Lora: You and Manqoba!

Me: It's an "us" thing!

Lora: What's in it for you now?

Me: new wardrobe.

Lora: Kele! And him?

Me: I build him and his sons a game room.

Lora: pray you win.

Me: Oh I will.

Lora: He still thinks it's a girl?

Me: Yep

Lora: I hope it's a girl too.

Me: Nah.. Remo is too much as it is.

Lora: Remo is adorable

Me: Yes I know but still.

Lora: You have issues

Me: No I don't.

Lora: Yes you do.

Me: How are things going between You and Sonwabo?

Lora: Just great.

They were engaged! she and Boikanyo had finalised their divorce and Boikanyo had found another
girlfriend...Siphokazi. Trust Kim to have issues with her

Me: That's good. What are we going to do at Nthato's?

Lora: See her and the baby.

My cuz cuz had given birth to a baby girl 2 months ago. Close to 3. Cute kid.

Kim: Tsek nawe man! Go die!

She got into the car.

Me: And now?

Kim: Imagine! Its that stupid man!

Me: You're fighting again!

Kim: he's mad coz I didnt stand in line.

Me: Shame

Kim: He'll be strong.

She started the engine and we left the bottle store.

Me: No!

Kim: Yes. Come. Aunt Dikano wants to see you

I got off the car and we went in. As soon as we stepped into the lounge... I heard "Surprise"

Me: What? I said I don't want a baby shower.

Kim: Do we look like we care?

Me: Y'all don't even know the gender.

Mbuyi: We made sure everyone buys neutral colors

Angie: Just enjoy!

Nthato: Exactly!

Me: Well thanks guys.

A few of my cousins were there. Aunt Moipone was there. As well as Manqoba's mum. The kids were
there too.

Aunt Moipone: You look exhausted!

Me: Mam'golo you have no....

I was Suddenly pushing and sweating. Manqoba was on my side as I gave life. I was so happy when it
was all over. Atleast I spent 2 hours in Labor. Unlike when I was pregnant with Ona.

Me: not this again. Why do you always see them first?

Manqoba: Coz I'm the father.

Me: Okay let me.

He passed the little one to me. There was a credit card on the tiny body

Me: They should have named me Manqoba. I'm such a conqueror though.

Manqoba: You win again.

Me: Want to name him?

Manqoba: Sandile.

Me: That's a nice name.

Manqoba: and you?

Me: Oarabile.

He took him from me. I looked at him as he held him in his arms.
Manqoba: Welcome to the world mjita. You know he's going to pay for making me lose the bet right?

Me: I dare you! Give me my kid!

Remo: I don't like him papas

Manqoba: Why?

Remo: He's too small.

Sihle: Coz he's still a baby you dweeb

Remo: You also a dweeb

Ona: He looks like Sihle when he was young..

Sihle: means he's good looking.

Remo: mubi ngwana o! (This baby is ugly)

Ona: o Na le moya waitsi.

Remo: Never never Ona!

Well Atleast she and Ona were getting along! Remo was a problem though.

Ona: So what's his name? We naming him too?

Sihle: Ronaldo.

Me: You crazy.

Ona: Robert?

Remo: John!

Sihle: Phillp.

Ona: Joseph.

Remo: No Donald!

Sihle: No. Messi.

Ona: Let's name him Rooney.

Remo: Bean!

Ona: Tom?
Sihle: Jerry!

Me: Hey Keep quiet!

Manqoba was looking at his children and laughing.

Manqoba: Your kids!

Me: They are yours too.

Manqoba: I'm not the crazy one.

Me: am I?

Manqoba: 70% of the craziness comes from you.

Me: Yeah right.

Remo: Kate what's his name?

Sihle: Mum. Ronaldo.

Me: No. You not naming my son after your favorite soccer player

Ona: Rooney

Me: No!

Remo: Goofy?

Me: No Remo.

Remo: Mara Kate why?

Me: Coz I said so.

Sihle: So we can't choose a name for him?

Me: No.

Ona: Because?

Me: Because your dad and I have already named him.

Sihle: What's his name then?

Manqoba: Sandile Oarabile Sibiya.

Ona: She's the odd one?

He was talking about Remo.

Me: Yes Sir..

Sihle: Mum this is not your child..

Manqoba: Bafo don't start..

Ona: No but it makes sense...we all S.O.S or O.S.S and she's just odd...she's R.O.S

Me: Yeah coz she's the only girl

Ona: She's not yours.

Me: Stop that nonsense. You going to make her cry like you did the last time..

Sihle: She's too forward this one.

Remo: Fentse don't do that!

Me: Okay. Can you keep quiet now?.

Remo: Why?

Me: Coz the baby is sleeping...

Remo: Where is he going to live?

Me: With us.

Remo: In my house?

Me: You have a house?

Remo: Yes. Your house .

Me: Okay. He's going to live there

Remo: Papas

Manqoba: Princess.

Remo: He's not coming to live with us.

Manqoba: he is

Sihle: Why doesn't she leave?

Remo: Fentse stop it!

Ona: No you stop it!

Me: Wow okay. They are driving me crazy baby please take them home

Sihle: I'm staying

Me: No you're not.

Sihle: Why?

Me: Coz you have to go to school tomorrow

Sihle: I'm in grade 1. They don't care if I'm absent or present

Me: Do we pay fees for you to stay home?

Sihle: No.

Me: Thank you..

Remo: Good Kate! Do we pay fees for you to stay home Fentse?

Ona: Shut up!

Remo: Ona don't talk to me like that.

Manqoba: Say bye to your mother

Sihle: I'll see you tomorrow.

Me: Bye baby.

He kissed my cheek...

Ona: Bye ma...

Me: Bye Angel.

He kissed me too.

Remo: You must come back

Me: I will.

Remo: Without Goofy.

Me: Remofilwe bye.

Remo: Bye Katherine!

They left. I wanted to sleep. I really was exhausted. How nice! I gave birth on my baby shower. I put my
head down and a minute later, I was woken up.
Uncle: Nana.

Me: Malume Putla.

Uncle: Did I wake you up?

Me: Just put my head down

Uncle: Just saw your children and your husband

Me: They make alot of noise. I'm surprised he didn't wake up.

Uncle: how do you feel?

Me: Free.

Uncle: And have you two decided on a name?

Me: Yes Sandile Oarabile.

Uncle: Beautiful.

Me: Thank you

Uncle: Remo is not too happy.

Me: Saw her?

Uncle: we bumped into them.

Me: "we?"

Uncle: Dikano, Moipone and I. They went to the restrooms.

Me: They drink alot of tea. They should stop.

Uncle: Try telling them that.

He picked Sandile and put his hand on his little forehead. His prayer was silent and after that he put him
back. It was something he did...with all the kids that were born into the family. Something Nthato
couldn't understand at first. The aunts came in minutes later

Aunt M: You and Manqoba are blessed

Aunt D: Very. 3 boys

Me: Would have been 4

Uncle: Don't do that to yourself

Me: I think about it everyday.

Aunt M: It happens child. It's life.

The therapy sessions Manqoba had booked me into were helpful. I really had alot that I still hadn't dealt
with. I still hadn't dealt with mum's death. It was all so sudden, then my pregnancy with Ona and after
that I had to force myself to deal with my dad's death and my miscarriage had opened old wounds. I
sometimes tossed and turned all night just thinking of everything.

Me: As old as I am... I wish mum was here.

Aunt D: Oh she would have loved your children.

Uncle P: She does.

Aunt M: True. And we all do. Though you drive us crazy.

I giggled. I drove Aunt M crazy during my pregnancy...there was something wrong with this 4th
pregnancy. The only person who understood me was my mother in law. She was very patient with me.

Me: I'm sorry.

Aunt D: I hope this is your last.

Me: Oh it Is. I'm having my tubes tied after 3 months .

Aunt D: Good. Where's your mother in law.

Me: She went to Cape town. She'll be so sad..

Uncle: she's probably on her way back.

My phone vibrated. Speak of the devil!

Me: Hello ma.

M's mum: Hello Nana... I'm on my way back.

I looked at uncle Putla. Wild guess!

Me: Okay ma.

M's mum: How's he?

Me: He's fine..sleeping actually.

M's mum: Oh Bantu! I'll see you tomorrow okay?

Me: No problem ma

M's mum: bye.

Me: Bye ma.

She hung up.

Me: She's definitely on her way back.

Aunt M: You Need to come home.

Me: Why?

Aunt M: You have a new child right?

Me: Yes but...

Uncle: Kele... This coming weekend.

Me: Okay.

Aunt M: We'll have a little celebration

Aunt D: You have no choice.

Me: Well seems like...

The little one woke up. Aunt Dikano took him and calmed him down.

Aunt M: Remo has a problem with him.

Me: Remo has issues she needs to deal with

Aunt D: She takes after you.

Me: I was never like that!

Uncle: You were worse

Aunt D: I think this little one is going to take after Sihle.

Me: I think So too.

Aunt D: He didn't want to stay behind?

Me: He did. You know how Sihle is

Aunt D: Your children Kelebogile!

Uncle: Characters I tell you.

Aunt M: Ofentse wants a sugar mama.

Me: He's serious?

Aunt M: Yes.

Me: That Kid!

I spoke to the aunts. Uncle Putla was suddenly quiet, Sandile had fallen asleep again. He put him down.

Aunt D: Will you be fine?

Me: Yes I will. Manqoba is probably on his way back.

Uncle: Kele....be careful.

Me: Careful of what Malume.

Uncle: Baby just be careful.

I looked at him.

Uncle: Please.

Me: Manqoba no!

Manqoba: Kele Keng?

Me: It's hot.

Manqoba: I know

Me: Can you not do that to him? He's only two days old

Manqoba: He needs a bit of sunlight

Me: No! oh my goodness! You such a horrible father

Manqoba: He likes it.

Me: He doesn't. Manqoba cover him

Manqoba: Kele man!

Me: Give me my son!

Manqoba: Would he be here if it weren't for me??

Me: No but....

Manqoba: But exactly!

I clicked my tongue and left him behind. We had just been discharged. I walked to the car and waited for
him to unlock it

Manqoba: Mad at me?

Me: Are you going to give me my son now?

Manqoba: I'm putting him in the car seat

Me: No!

Manqoba: Why you so possessive?

Me: He's mine!

Manqoba: he's ours

Me: You not putting my child in any car seat

Manqoba: He needs to learn...

Me: Learn what?

Manqoba: Learn to sit on his Own

Me: How old is he?

Manqoba: Two days old

Me: Exactly! Give me my son! Manqoba man!

He giggled opened the backseat door and I got In. He passed him to me..

Me: Thank you!

Manqoba: Pleasure
Me: Don't ever hold him again.

Manqoba: Give me back my sperm then!

I laughed.

Me: Why did you even fetch us?

Manqoba: You still crazy!

Me: No.

Manqoba: You are.

He got into the driver's seat.

Manqoba: So I gave it some thought.

Me: yes?

Manqoba: I'm not having another child with you.

Me: Who said I want another child with you?

Manqoba: I'm just saying.

Me: I'm just asking too.

Manqoba: Just to clarify it. You drove me crazy.

Me: Good! I'm glad I did. I'm going to tie my tubes after three months.

Manqoba: Great.

Me: Vele!

Manqoba: you might try to trap me

I giggled.

Me: oh?

Manqoba: Yes. I'll even accompany you on the day.

Me: No.don't come

Manqoba: I need to support you.

Me: I don't need your support.

Manqoba: What kind of husband would I be?

Me: A great one! Stay away!

He looked at me using the rearview mirror and smiled.

Manqoba: I love you anyway.

Me: I'm sure you do.

Manqoba: You not going to tell me you love me too?

Me: Kanti ke force?

He chuckled.

Manqoba: Thanks MaSibiya.

Me: Pleasure.

Manqoba: Some wife you are.

Me: I'm a great wife.

Manqoba: Baby tell Me...

Me: You are about to accuse me of something.

He giggled.

Manqoba: what did you do?

Me: Where?

Manqoba: We have 3 sons

Me: So you think I did something?

Manqoba: Yes
I giggled.

Me: You just blessed. Rejoice.

Manqoba: Right!

Me: You not happy with what I gave you?

Manqoba: I'm very happy with what you gave me. Trust me!

Me: So?

Manqoba: You just win Alot

Me: Hebathong!

Manqoba: Really

Me: you make It sound as if it's a bad thing.

Manqoba: You don't think it is?

Me: No.

Manqoba: Fine then!

Me: Awesome. I'm hungry.

Manqoba: Are you talking to me?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: I thought you talking to your son.

Me: My son is sleeping.

Manqoba: Wake him up And tell him.

Me: drive-thru Manqoba!

Manqoba: Ask!

Me: Please.

Manqoba: please what?

Me: Please Hubby.

Manqoba: yes. Manners MaSibiya.

Me: Spicy Mcfeast.

Manqoba: How do you eat that?

Me: It's nice. Get yourself one as well.

Manqoba: No. It's too hot.

Me: Drive faster.

Manqoba: There's food at home.

Me: I don't feel like Mam'Flo's porridge.

Manqoba: she didn't make any Porridge.

Me: I still don't feel like a home cooked meal.

Manqoba: Fine.

We got my food and when we got home...we found Aunt Dikano, Aunt Moipone and Manqoba's mum
with Mam'Flo.

M's mum: Finally! What took you guys so long?

Manqoba: Your daughter in law wanted to grab something to eat.

Aunt M: Junk?

Me: Yes..

Aunt M: Kele, you breastfeeding.

Me: I haven't even greeted hle.

Aunt D: Greet then tell us why you eating junk food..

Me: Dumelang Bagolo..

Aunt M: Dumela le wena why are you eating junk?

Me: There's nothing wrong with the food I'm eating..

M's mum: Back in the day, we used to eat healthy food.

Aunt M: Yes...Mam'Flo made you some porridge

Me: I'm on my fourth child.

Aunt D: So?

I gave up!

Aunt M: I'll dish up for you.

Me: So what's going to happen to my food?

M's mum: Ona will have it when he gets back from school.

Me: I'm going to put him down.

Aunt D: Bathong...Kelebogile. Bring that Child here.

She took him..

Me: Please don't...

He was up!

Aunt D: Hello Nana.

Mam'Flo: He looks like Sihle..

M's mum: Too Much.

Aunt M: There you go.

She was back with a bowl full of porridge. She had dished up for Manqoba too.

I had to pump some milk first then Manqoba and I went to the gazebo.

Manqoba: Feel Okay?

Me: No.

Manqoba: It really isn't so bad.

Me: I ate enough of this when I was pregnant.

Manqoba: You seem to have no choice.

Me: What are they even doing here?

Manqoba: They are here to see their grandson.

Me: Please tell them to leave.

Manqoba: Baby are these your after birth effects?

Me: what's that suppose to mean?

Manqoba: You still crazy.

Me: No. People drive me crazy. Like you for instance

Manqoba: Listen to you. You tried to lock me up.

Me: I wanted to spend time with you.

Manqoba: By forcing me to do... And now? Yini?

Me: Baby calm down.

The aunts and uncle had arrived.

Manqoba: What are they doing here?

Me: Can you just calm down?

Aunt K: We came to see the new baby.

Manqoba: For what? Did he say he wants to see you? leave my house! Now!

Me: You can go in.

Uncle: thank you Kele.

They went in.

Manqoba: Kelebogile!

Me: No don't shout at me.

Manqoba: Why do you keep on defying me?

Me: I'm not. They are still your family.

Manqoba: Fine you deal with them then.

Me: Calm down!

Manqoba: This had better be the last time they come here

Me: Please calm down! Please.

He did.
Me: Come.

Manqoba: No. I'm going to see Lutho. I can't stand those 3. Make sure they're gone when I come back.

Me: Okay. You not going to finish your porridge?

Manqoba: No

Me: Okay

He got into his car and left. He was pissed. I took the bowls in and went to the kitchen then to the
lounge. Manqoba's mum was clinging onto Sandile.

Aunt Thenjiwe: Can I talk to you Ntombi?

M's mum: About what?

Me: It's okay ma

She followed me to the kitchen.

Me: Yes Aunt Thenjiwe?

Aunt T: You had them all fooled Ne?

Me: Askies?

Aunt T: Take that child to his family. The Sibiyas don't and will not acknowledge that son of yours. That
is not Manqoba's son

I giggled.

Me: Bakwena ba kae!

Aunt T: Call on your ancestors. They need to help you.

Me: this is my house!

Aunt T: Wrong! This is Manqoba's house.

Me: Ao? It is? Okay then...for as long as I'm married to him...what's his is mine.

Aunt T: Take that child and...

Me: Get the hell out of my house.

Aunt T: Take your child and get the hell out of this house. This is not his father's house.

Me: You are something! I don't know if it's the ruralness or what...you come into my house, insult me
and my son? You have some nerve don't you? Out!

Aunt T: Weeh Kelebogile...

Me: I said OUT!

My voice was sharp and high.

M's mum: is everything fine?

She asked from the lounge.

Me: Out! Out of my kitchen!

She went to the lounge and I followed her there.

Aunt D: What's wrong?

Me: I want them to leave now.

M's mum: What did you do now?

Aunt T: I told her the truth.

Aunt D: What truth?

Aunt K: She told her that this is not Manqoba's son.

M's mum: Thenjiwe.

Aunt T: Gabisile

M's mum: Do you know Zethu's father? Do you even know where your husband disappeared to? Wena
Khethiwe, they left you for another woman is that why you so bitter?

Uncle Ndabe: Gabisile...

 M's mum: Quiet! I'm not talking to you. This is my son's house. This is Kele's house. I will not allow you
to disrespect her in her own house. You have daughters that have slept with the whole of Natal and
don't know who the fathers are....Atleast Kelebogile knows who fathers her four children.

Aunt T: Sib....

M's mum: Get up! Take whatever that you came here with, my grandson doesn't need it and until
you've all grown braincells then you can come. For now tell your daughters to write to uTatakho or
Khumbul'ekhaya and tell them to look for their children's fathers. Out!

They slowly got up, took the gifts they brought and walked towards the door. Aunt Thenjiwe looked
back.

M's mum: don't look at me like that. Out!

They finally disappeared

Aunt M: Hebathong! MaZulu a!

M's mum: Don't let them get to you baby

Me: I won't. Thanks ma

M's mum: No problem. Go put him down.

She passed Sandile to me.

Aunt D: where's Manqoba?

Me: He went to see Lutho.

Aunt D: Okay.

Me: I'm going to lie down a bit

M's mum: You'll need all the rest.

I walked away from them and went to the bedroom. Manqoba had put the cot in our bedroom. And so it
began...something I hoped I wouldn't do again...forever but I was at it again. How I missed work! I gently
put him down. Stared at his adorable face for what felt like 5 minutes and I then slept. I was woken up
by Manqoba. The aunts and my mother in law were gone.
Me: why did you do that?

Manqoba: Do what?

Me: wake him.

Manqoba: Coz I wanted to.

Me: Mara what kind of a father are you? We spoke about this before

Manqoba: Spoke about what?

Me: That you won't wake the baby up when it arrives.

Manqoba: no baby, you spoke, I listened. I didn't nod in agreement, I didn't even say anything.

Me: Yeah but...

Manqoba: You can go back to sleep. Pump Ne?

Me: Now?

Manqoba: Yes baby now. I'm checking his diaper.

Me: You don't want some milk?

Manqoba: No thank you..

Me: But you, Ona and Sihle liked it.

Manqoba: We lied. We didn't want to make you feel bad.

Me: Mxm! O sile.

Manqoba: Pump mama.

I did

Me: There you go.

Manqoba: Thank you.

Me: Don't take him to the sun.

Manqoba: why are you treating him like an egg?

Me: Coz he is.

Manqoba: I feel like we going to have a problem here..

Me: he's my last child.

Manqoba: MaSibiya... Loosen up a bit. Go to sleep.

Me: When are those two coming back?

Things had changed. Ona used the taxi in the afternoon but We'd drop him off in the morning. Sihle and
Remo were still dropped off and picked up by us though. Ona needed his "space" so he said...he was in
grade 8 after all. Introduced to a new world. Sihle...phewww...Manqoba's son Ne? He didn't like school.
He did like reading and writing though. What I liked was that he was eager to learn...just not at school
and the princess? The princess had changed schools. 3 disciplinary hearings for a child who was only
turning 3 in 2 months time. Manqoba's daughter! how nice! She had (after the first disciplinary
hearing)...pulled some girl's braids over a crayon and the third one... She disturbed other kids during nap
time. By either singing Songs Ona had made her listen to or by singing her nursery rhymes loudly. She'd
sometimes give the teachers a hard time telling them to call papas. We were crossing fingers that she
wouldn't be much trouble in the new crèche and so far it was good. She liked it.

Manqoba: Mam'Flo was getting ready to fetch them.

Me: You not going to fetch them?

Manqoba: Have you met your daughter? I owe her red bottom heels as we speak. I even owe her a
manicure.

Me: You better keep your promises.

Manqoba: do I have a choice?

Me: Nope.

Manqoba: Sleep baby. We going to watch a soccer match .

Me: Have fun.

Manqoba: We will.

Me: Bye

Manqoba: Bye MaSibiya.

He and Sandile left the room and I went back to sleep. I woke up an hour later and went to the lounge.
Sihle, Manqoba and Sandile were all sleeping on the couch. I took the little one to the bedroom and
carried Sihle to his.

Me: Hey wake up!

He managed to open his eyes

Manqoba: Where are my sons?

Me: sleeping. Where's Remo?

Manqoba: She's with Mam'Flo.

Me: want to go to the bedroom?

Manqoba: no. I'm fine here.

Me: Okay but just know I won't masage your neck and back.

Manqoba: Fine. I'll go to the spa.

Me: Good. You're smart. Its what attracted me to you anyway.

He Chuckled. I got up and went to the cottage.

Remo: Strus Mam'Flo'Flo.

Mam'Flo: He's your brother.

Remo: I dont like him.

Mam'Flo: Baby you have to..

Remo: He's stealing papas from me.

Mam'Flo: No Remo. He won't

I knocked.

Remo: Come in!

I slowly went in.

Me: Hello baby.

Remo: Hello Kate.

Me: How are you?

Remo: I'm not good.

Me: Why?

Remo: Why did you bring Goofy home?

Me: Where did you want him to go?

Remo: I don't like your baby

Me: He's your brother..

Remo: No..he's Ona's brother..

Me: Remo.

Remo: Kate

Me: he's my son. Your dad's son. Your brother.

Remo: He's your son. Kate I don't like him. Take him to gogo's

Me: No. That's not going to happen..

Remo: He's stealing papas from me.

Me: No! he is not..

Remo: O Na le moya Kate Ne Mam'Flo'Flo?

Me: Okay....Mam'Flo I'm leaving.

Mam'Flo: good idea baby.

Remo: he must go to Gogo's Kate.

I went out, I watched As Ona opened the gate and walked In. He looked exhausted.

Me: Hello..

Ona: Hello ma. I'm so happy you back.

He came to hug me.

Me: Missed me?

Ona: Yes. A lot.

Me: I missed you too. How was school?

Ona: Fine. I'm tired. Where's the new one?

Me: he's sleeping.

Ona: where's Remo? I hope she's not trying to strangle him.

Me: No. She's with Mam'Flo.

Ona: okay that's good..

Me: Homework time yeah?

Ona: Ma!

Me: grab something to eat. Actually there's some food in the oven..

Ona: food?

Me: Spicy McFeast Ona.. It's not pap.

He giggled.

Ona: Thank you ma!

Me: must be nice to be the firstborn hey?

Ona: Too nice.

Me: how's Stacy doing?

Ona: Ma....please ask about her tomorrow. Stacy ke problem mama.

Me: I'm sorry.

Ona: Please wake me up after an hour.

Me: Okay.

Ona: Thank you.

Me: no problem..

Ona: Love you..

Me: Love you too.. Go eat before you faint..

He kissed my cheek and went into the house. I sat on the lawn and was joined by Manqoba.

Manqoba: Where's the princess?

Me: she's mad at you.

Manqoba: Oh I know that.

Me: Is he still sleeping?

Manqoba: yes. How were your visitors?

Me: So Aunt Thenjiwe says Sandile is not yours..

Manqoba: Serves you right.

Me: Wow!

Manqoba: Next time listen to me!

We chilled outside and went in 30 minutes later when Sandile woke up. Remo complained till we all
went to bed. The next morning, Manqoba went to drop them off. He had a meeting at 8:30. I was busy
dressing Sandile, when I heard a knock.

Mam'Flo: I'll get it.

Me: Thanks Mam'Flo.

Minutes later she called me. I picked Bile and went to the lounge. The aunts were back. With some lady
and they had started burning Helichrysum petiolare( imphepho). There was animal skin placed on the
floor.

Me: And now? who's this?

Aunt K: she's the traditional healer.

Aunt T: She's here to help you find that child's father.

Me: Sorry?

Aunt T: The father of the child

Me: Please get out of my house

Aunt K: Kelebogile.

Me: Out!

Aunt T: We'll be back.

Aunt K: we'll come back when Manqoba gets back from work.

Aunt T: Let's go.

Aunt K: We going to expose you

Me: Leave my house!

They got up, gathered their things and left

Me: Damn it!

Mam'Flo: Calm down.

Me: Sorry!.

Mam'Flo: Don't let them get to you.

Me: I'll try not to.

Mam'Flo: Good.

I went back to the bedroom with Bile. I put him down and tidied up. I called Manqoba in the hope that
he'd maybe pick up but he didn't obviously.

"Kele"

Bile and I went back to The lounge..

Kim: Girl!

Me: Hey Kimmy. You just missed Manqoba's aunts.

Kim: What do they want now?

She took Bile from me.

Kim: Bathong! He's so cute!

Me: I know right?

Kim: He actually looks Sihle.

Me: I'm glad you here.

Kim: what did they do now?

Me: so that's not Manqoba's son.

Kim: Hai wena! Are they crazy?

Me: They even brought a traditional healer here.

Kim: For what? To prove that he's not a Sibiya?

Me: yes.

Kim: Why didn't you call Me Mara Kele?

Me: Coz I know how you are.

Kim: Kele, next time..

Me: Those poor pensioners.

Kim: what? They are Trouble makers.

Me: Can we not talk about this?

Kim: Coz I'm getting a headache yes! And I'm Still adoring your son.

Me: want something to eat?

Kim: no I want wine.

Me: Why?

Kim: Kele I have stress.

Me: why?

Kim: Get the wine.

Me: Okay..

I want to get her wine and a glass.

Me: What did Tlotlo do?

Kim: have you spoken to Lora?

Me: No why?

Kim: She's pregnant.

Me: Really? That's great. She's always wanted to have So's child anyway.

Kim: Yes that's great.

Me: Is that what's eating you?

Kim: no. Pour me a glass first..

Me: Okay.

She took out something from her bag..

Me: Your scan? That's sweet.

I started screaming.

Kim: Kele please tuu

Me: You not happy?

Kim: Happy that I'm 3 weeks pregnant? No!

Me: why?

Kim: I don't want a kid

Me: Come on!

Kim: why does it happen to two people at the same time?

Me: You mean you pregnant and Lora is too?

Kim: Yes. like you and Nthato. You and Lora!

Me: Look Kim doesn't matter.

Kim: Kele, I don't...give me that.

She took the glass and I snatched it again..

Me: No one's drinking this. You pregnant.

Kim: Hai Voetsek Kele man

Me: Yho such tantrums!

Kim: What will I do Mara?

Me: Give birth.

Kim: I don't want a child.

Me: You will.

Kim: Really?

Me: Look at me...I only wanted two kids...ended up having four.

Kim: I'm so depressed.

Me: What's the real issue here?

Kim: The issue is... I won't be drinking wine anymore. Well for the next 8 months.

I laughed.

Me: So that's why you depressed not coz you pregnant?

Kim: I regret sleeping with your brother waitsi and something told me that night that he'd..

Me: Okay stop!

She clicked her tongue.

Kim: Men Mara! Wena Sandile...

Me: Don't point at him Like that.

Kim: Suka! He's still a man.

Me: He's still a baby.

Kim: He's going to grow to be a man akere?

Me: Okay whatever!

Kim: how's the Princess doing?

Me: Yho Kim!

Kim: That bad?

Me: you have no idea. She doesn't like him.

Kim: So Manqoba's needs to choose?

Me: She's angry at him. They are not on speaking terms.

Kim: Your daughter has issues.

Me: Tell me about it Kim.

Kim: She'll get used to it.

Me: She really has no choice.

Kim: Be careful of her.

Another knock!

Me: That actually sounds Like Lora's knock.

Kim: waloya Kele waitsi.

Me: I've spent 13 years with Lora. 11 with you so I think I know you well enough. Come in Lora

She came in. She greeted Mam'Flo then came to join us.

Lora: Ladies.

Me: Hello Mrs Sonwabo.

Lora: Hello Mrs Manqoba. Mrs Tlotlo.

Kim: How are you?

Lora: I'm fine.

Me: Want something to drink?

Lora: No. I'm fine..

Me: When were you planning on telling me?

Lora: Telling you what?

Me: That you pregnant.

Lora: Kele, I announced it on the groupchat

Me: Really?

Lora: Yes

Kim: okay...I didn't mention that.

Lora: Don't bite My head off. Hello little Sihle.

She took Bile from Kim.

Lora: You look tired

Me: I am.

Kim: This is What I don't want

Lora: Sleepless nights?

Kim: Yep.

Lora: It will eventually come to an end

Kim: When?

Me: After a few months. It really isn't that bad

Kim: It is.

Lora: Kim what's eating you?

Me: She's pregnant.

Lora: what? That's great!

Me: It is.

Lora: So we basically deal with double blessings in this squad?

Me: so it seems.

Lora: which is still a great thing.

Me: of course!

I went to get the pizza menu. I called in and we chilled with the girls. They left at around 15:00 and
Manqoba came back 20 Minutes later

Manqoba: MaSibiya.

Me: Bab'Sibiya.

Manqoba: You called? I was in a meeting You know?

Me: Thought you on paternity leave.

Manqoba: I am but I still have meetings to get too. Where's my son?

Me: Sleeping.

Manqoba: Okay...What's up?

Me: your aunts were here.

Manqoba: for what?

Me: With a traditional healer.

Manqoba: Hebanna!

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: what's wrong with them?

Me: You asking the wrong person.

Manqoba: Did they say when they'll be back?

Me: later.

Manqoba: I'll call them

Me: Manqoba...

Manqoba: It's high time we dealt with them don't you think?

Me: I'm not getting involved.

Manqoba: Even Better. Know your place vele.

He went outside to make the call while I watched TV.

Me: Please don't cause any havoc

Manqoba: Don't plan on doing that.

Me: Thank you.

We watched TV and a few minutes later they came back with their traditional healer.

Aunt K: Manqoba.

Manqoba: Aunty.

Aunt K: We're here to help you.

Manqoba: Help me?

Aunt T: Yes. Kele's son.

Manqoba: Baby bring your son.

Me: Okay.

I went to get Bile from the bedroom.

Manqoba: yes?

Aunt T: He's not yours. The traditional healer is here to prove that

Manqoba: Oho. I see.

Knock!

Manqoba: Sho!

The person came in.

"Sanibonani"

Aunt T: This is a family meeting child.

Manqoba: it's fine. Have a seat.

"Thanks"

Aunt K: Manqoba.

Manqoba: Carry on Aunty

Aunt K: He's not yours

Manqoba: Okay. Can I just ask a question?

Aunt T: Yes.
Manqoba: Why can't you leave us alone?

Aunt K: We trying to help you.

Manqoba: Let me help you then...Mjita?

"Kau?"

Manqoba: Last time, Ona got the police to come and take them to Uncle Ndabe's house. They didn't
learn.

Mogale: So this is harassment?

Manqoba: Exactly!

Me: Manqoba...

Manqoba: Quiet MaSibiya. Since they didn't learn the first time, I hope they will now. Send lightning my
way, send Baboons, send whatever. I could give zero fucks.

Aunt K: Manqoba you can't...

Manqoba: Family or not! I don't care...Lock them up MogaIe.

I watched as Mogale and his colleagues put them in the van and drove off. I looked at Manqoba who
was closing his gate.

Me: Did you just do that?

Manqoba: Yeah

Me: They are old.

Manqoba: Then they should behave that way. I'm going to fetch Ona. He asked me to.

Me: okay

Mam'Flo had already gone to fetch Sihle and Remo.

Manqoba: Don't even think of contacting Mogale

Damn it! He had read my mind

Me: I won't

Manqoba: Stop thinking about it..

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: Good..

He got into his car and left. I got a call from Mbuyi just after I went back into the house

Mbuyi: Sissy..

Me: Hey sis. How are you?

Mbuyi: Not great

Me: Why?

Mbuyi: Haven't seen you since.

Me: I know things are a bit hectic there...

Mbuyi: You have no idea. How's Sandile doing?

Me: He's doing okay. Sleeping most of the time

Mbuyi: He's really Cute. Kim sent me a picture

Me: I haven't even taken one picture of him yet you guys have already done that!

Mbuyi: Some of us like new additions. Unlike you

Me: Oh Sissy. If you only knew.

Mbuyi: That bad?

Me: Bad doesn't even cover it.

Mbuyi: Being a mother to a newborn..

Me: Tell me about it. It's only been 3 days but I'm so exhausted.

Mbuyi: Get you.

Me: But is everything fine?

Mbuyi: Need you to talk to Lehlo. Explain to him that we can only send out 4 buses And not 5

Me: What? Why?

Mbuyi: One bus has a problem .

Me: Are they on it?

Mbuyi: Yes. Please call him. I know he has a soft spot for you..

Me: okay.

Mbuyi: will you do it?

Me: Yes I will.

Mbuyi: Thank you.

Me: No problem.

Mbuyi: Will see you later..

Me: Okay bye

She hung up and I video called Lehlo.

Lehlo: Can't see you.

Me: Can you see me now?

Lehlo: Yes

Me: Hey Lehlo.

Lehlo: Hello Mummy. How are you?

Me: Good and you?

Lehlo: Awesome. Can I see the little one?

Me: no. You pay first to see him.

Lehlo: Heban! Is he the King's son?

Me: Yes.

Lehlo: I'll see him When I come there .

Me: When?

Lehlo: After the weekend.

Me: oh you Manqoba's client now.

They had ironed things out. Lehlo and I had a sister-brother relationship now.
Lehlo: Yes.

Me: Still haven't found someone?

Lehlo: Kele don't start with that.

Me: fine. Sorry.

Lehlo: So what's up?

Me: Business.

Lehlo: okay....

Me: we can give you 4 buses

Lehlo: Why?

Me: There's a problem with the fifth and the others are booked .

Lehlo: Eish.

Me: but we can organise a mini bus for you. Is that fine?

Lehlo: Yes.

Me: Two?

Lehlo: That will be fine.

Me: Okay then.

Lehlo: thank you.

Me: No thank you. I know how you can be. Bye.

Lehlo: Bye Kele..

Me: See you soon?

Lehlo: Of course.

I ended the call and heard Sihle's voice outside. He and Remo finally came in with Mam'Flo.

Sihle: Hello ma..

Me: hello baby.

He kissed my cheek.
Sihle: Sho mjita.

Remo: Hello Kate.

Me: Hello baby.

She looked at Sandile.

Me: You still don't like him?

She sat next to him.

Remo: I don't know.

Sihle: No she'll have to be strong.

Remo: Does he like me?

Me: Well yes.

Remo: Really?

Me: Yes baby.

Remo: Okay I like him then..

Me: There we Go.

Remo: I want Red bomtom heels.

Sihle: Bottom. Bott-om

Me: Fentse stop it.

Remo: Sile wena Fentse.

She played with Sandile's fingers

Me: You still think he's ugly?

Remo: No but He's not as nice as I am..

I bit my lip.
Sihle: Says the ugly one. Go to Mam'Flo

Remo: Why?

Sihle: You said you hungry

Remo: Mam'Flo'Flo!

Mam'Flo: Remo.

Remo: Can I have some moddles?

Sihle: Noddles. Go.

Remo: I'm going

Sihle: Yes go.

Remo: I'm going to tell Nombu to leabe you..

Sihle: I already left her. Go to Mam'Flo.

She got up and went to the kitchen.

Me: What do you want?

Sihle: Ma?

Me: I'll slap you.

Sihle: Okay mama...look...

Me: No.

Sihle: Ma!

Me: Keng?

Sihle: please listen

Me: Okay..

Sihle: So I don't like going to school

Me: Well I know that

Sihle: The teacher told us that there are some kids that are schooled at home.

Me: Yes I know that.

Sihle: Can I also have that?

Me: Who's going to pay for that?

Sihle: You.

Me: Ao?

Sihle: Yes

Me: Hamba wena Zulu boy!

Sihle: They make alot of noise in class

Me: They should. That's What kids do

Sihle: And I dont like what we doing there?

Me: What do you want to do?

Sihle: I want to do what Ona is doing

Me: You are too young to do that.

Sihle: Ma!

Me: No!

Sihle: please.

Me: I said No.

Sihle: Eh Bafo...talk to your mum

I giggled.

Me: Leave my son alone

Sihle: Mum please

Me: No.

Sihle: I'll ask dad.

Me: Then I'll kick you and your father out of my house.

Sihle: Ma.

Me: Sihle no.

Sihle: Okay.

Me: Good. Go eat..

Sihle: I dont want food.

Me: Stay hungry then

I took Sandile to his cot and started preparing dinner. On Friday, we picked the kids from school then
went to Free State. Tlotlo, Kim, So and Lora had arrived when we got there. Mam'Flo, Aunt Dikano and
Ntate Oupa had left the day before. We went in to greet them then I went out to Tlotlo. Manqoba
chilled with Kim, Lora and Sonwabo.

Tlotlo: I thought this was something small.

Me: Me too. You know how Aunt Moipone is.

Tlotlo: You good?

Me: yes you?

Tlotlo: I'm great.

Me: Happy-Daddy to be vibes?

Tlotlo: Yes. Though your sister in law is not so happy.

Me: She'll eventually warm up to it.

Tlotlo: she really has no choice.

Me: True.

Tlotlo: You sure you okay?

Me: No. Manqoba had his aunts Arrested

Tlotlo: For?

Me: harassing us..

Tlotlo: now you want to drop the charges.

Me: Yes.

Tlotlo: Drop them after a few days. They need to learn.

Me: You think?

Tlotlo: I know.

"My my my"

We turned. My cousin...Phemelo. She was next to our cars.

Phemelo: If it isn't the rich kids!

Tlotlo: Can you not start with that?

Phemelo: Back in the Bundus. Ne?

She was Loud.

Sonwabo: Keng wena?

Phemelo: Kele and Tlotlo...you stole from me!

Me: Stole what?

Phemelo: Your father should have been my father had he not met your mother! You know he was my
mother's first right?

Tlotlo: Are you crazy?

Sonwabo: Forget crazy! What is she talking about?

Phemelo: Your mum stole What could and should have been my legacy. But no...your mother was too
much of a bitch right? I bet its her bitching around that killed her but you know What...I'll destroy the
bitch's kids. Just you wait and see! Watch me!

Me: I am going to pretend as if I didn't hear that. That she didn't call my late mother a bitch.

Phemelo: Coz its the fucking truth.

Me: For your sake baby. For Your sake...

Uncle: And now?

Lora: It's nothing malume.

Uncle: You sure?

Me: Yes.

Phemelo: Dumela Malume.

Uncle: Hello Phemelo. I hope you not up to no good.

Phemelo: Was greeting my cousins

Uncle: Okay. Careful what you say to Kelebogile. Don't anger her.

Phemelo:We here to rejoice.

Uncle: Good. No fights.

Me: Don't worry about it Malume

Uncle: Okay Nana..

He looked suspicious but walked away

Phemelo: Move out of my way.

She pushed me then went in.

Kim: Did she just...Kele oh no you didn't.

Sonwabo: Kim...it's best this way.

Manqoba: Come.

He took my hand and we took a walk

Manqoba: This place is dry..

Me: You always say that.

Manqoba: But it is baby. The mountains are beautiful though

Me: Yeah true. That's one thing mum loved about this place.

Manqoba: I'm proud of you..

Me: Huh?

Manqoba: That you didn't fight with her

Me: Don't be proud yet.

Manqoba: Baby?

Me: I know I promised but no...she disrespected my mother. No one has ever done that and I should
just sit and watch as if I'm not offended.

Manqoba: Babe...come on.

 Me: there's a reason why I don't talk about mum so much coz even now...as old as I am, married and
mother of 4.. Mum's death still cuts me deep. Not a day passes by without flashbacks of how she died.
How she sent me to get her a glass of water and When I went back into the bedroom, there was no life
in her anymore. 14...grade 8 and months later I had to deal with the "new wife". Deal with kids dad had
while he was married to my mum.

I had a lump in my throat.

Me: So When someone speaks about my mother like that.. I lose it coz it brings back days I'd bunk
classes just to take care of her. Days I'd watch the Cancer eat her away from me and at that tender age,
all I could do was watch and pray about it. That's why whenever I have to come here I'm always
reluctant. There's a part in me that's been broken since mum died and nothing can ever fix that... So
should I go back there and start throwing in punches, if I start strangling and kicking Phemelo don't try
to stop me. It's a healing process.

My cheeks were wet. He pulled me to his chest and put his arms around me.

I didn't Want him to say anything... He knew that. Minutes later I freed myself from his arms and he
wiped the tears off my face

Manqoba: when am I getting my credit card back?

I giggled

Me: Never.

Manqoba: then you'll have to join your aunts

Me: I am with my aunts

Manqoba: The ones in jail.

We continued walking.

Me: You'd never

Manqoba: I would
Me: Really?

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: I'd divorce You.

Manqoba: You wouldn't

Me: I would. Trust me.

Manqoba: You once attempted to.

Me: Then you tore those up in my face

Manqoba: Coz you were crazy

Me: Ane you weren't when you sent yours with chocolate and wine?

We both laughed.

Manqoba: we've done some crazy shit hey.

Me: Yeah. Way too crazy.

Manqoba: Yet here we are.

Me: We did vow to be there for each other through thick and thin though.

Manqoba: Yes that's true

Me: And you also vowed to carry me when I'm tired

Manqoba: When did I say that?

Me: on the day we got married .

Manqoba: Baby we got married 7 times already.

I laughed.

Me: 6 close to 7 years ago.

Manqoba: I've been married to you that long?

Me: Hey. You make it sound as if its a bad thing.

Manqoba: it is.

Me: Hey! Other couples have been married for 30-40 years.
Manqoba: Okay true

Me: Think we can make it?

Manqoba: Yeah..of course. God doesn't make mistakes. He knew what he was doing when he paved my
way back to you.

Me: Ao?

Manqoba: Ruri MaSibiya!

Me: Listen to this Zulu guy!

Manqoba: I'm trying to impress my...wait...what are you again?

Me: Hai Suka man! Sotho.

He giggled.

Manqoba: Don't get mad! You confuse me

Me: Fine whatever. So that's my father's home.. That blue house.

Manqoba: Do they still live here?

Me: Yeah.

Manqoba: let's go.

Me: I don't like them much.

Manqoba: They are still family..

Me: I know.

Manqoba: Does your grandmother live there?

Me: Yeah.

Manqoba: She wasn't at your dad's funeral right?

Me: She had issues with Zodwa. I last saw her at mum's funeral.

Manqoba: And at our wedding?

Me: wait...she has issues with everyone

He giggled.
Manqoba: Family politics MaSibiya.

Me: it never ends.

Manqoba: what did Phemelo mean?

Me: Her mother had a crush on dad.

Manqoba: and your dad had his eyes on your mum.

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: so MaMerope o shapile stina indirectly?

I giggled.

Me: No....yes...whatever man Bab'Sibiya!

Manqoba: fine are we going there?

Me: Okay yeah...

Manqoba: and dont be offish.

Me: what does that even mean?

Manqoba: Be nice to them..

Me: I'm a nice person.

Manqoba: Fine. Come.

We walked towards the house.

Manqoba: Ready?

Me: Yes Mr Khumbul'ekhaya

We then walked towards the door and he knocked.

"Come in"
I opened the door and we walked in. Dad's 83 year old mother sat on the couch. She was with my cousin
Tshidi. We greeted.

Koko: Hebathong! Kelebogile!

Tshidi: You look so pretty.

Me: Thanks Cuz.

Koko: Is this your husband?

Me: Yes. Manqoba meet my dad's mother.

Manqoba: NIce To meet you koko .

Koko: Nice to meet you too. Where are your kids. I heard you have a daughter now. Ken told me.

Me: We have another son now.

Koko: And when will I meet them?

Me: Before we leave..

Tshidi: juice?

Me: N...

Manqoba: Yes please.

Tshidi: Okay.

I looked at him and he looked me disapprovingly.

Koko: Kele?

Me: Ma?

Koko: I've always wanted to come to Gauteng but as you can see...ke scrap. I can't walk on my own
anymore. I need to apologise to you and Mbuyi for not being there

Tshidi gave us our drinks

Me: Thanks.

Tshidi: No problem.
Koko: I apologise for not being there for you child.

Me: You had your own reasons. I bear no grudge.

Koko: really?

Me: yes.

Koko: oh thank you child.

We sat with them for about an hour or so then went back to the family house. The others were
apparently at the shop the family owned. I ignored Phemelo the whole night though I was really
tempted to beat the shit out of her. The next morning we had to go to mum's Grave with uncle Putla
and the kids..Tlotlo's kids included and when we went back, there were two tents Up and the deco
people were already setting up.

Uncle: Shut up! Don't say anything just be grateful.

Me: Okay.

I went to put Sandile down as he was sleeping. It was so busy. I went outside and found an ambulance
outside. Mpho, my paramedic cousin came out of it. He was with two friends of his...from work. I
greeted them and they went in.

Me: Aren't you on duty?

Mpho: No. I came here for your son's party/reunion

Me: Hai wena and that?

Mpho: Uncle Putla said we might need it.

Me: Why?

Mpho: You know how the family gets

Me: True.

Mpho: You look good hey

Me: you too.

Mpho: I know right.

I laughed. We spoke then I had to get myself and the kids ready for the celebration.
Kim: Look at this wine hle.

Me: Leave it.

We were seated under the tent...our own table. Sandile was with Aunt Dikano. Remo next to his father,
opposite us and Ona and Sihle were with Mpho's kids and the rest of the children. They had a table just
for the kids set out. Phemelo was just behind with the other cousins that had issues with me since we
were young. It was nice to see the family though. It was packed. Uncle Putla stood up, got the mic from
the DJ. He told us to stand and he said a prayer. We sat down after that and he started welcoming the
family.

Uncle: It's always so nice to see everyone. The family should always have such celebrations. We
welcome Lora to the family. Welcome nana.

We clapped.

Uncle: We welcome the little one too. We Welcome the Zulu boy to the Sothos.

Giggles.

Uncle: Tlotlo and Kele, this is for you two. We've done this for the others so we doing it for you too.

Phemelo: The Bitch's kids right?

She said that out loud. I forgot about everything and did what my head told me to do. I pulled her hair
out, threw in a few punches, Manqoba tried to pull me and I kicked her to the table that the other
cousins were seated at. Everything that was on the table fell on to her. Mpho And the friend ran to her.
Her lip was bleeding.

"I don't think she's breathing"

Mpho: There is no pulse. I can't feel Any pulse

Aunt Maletsatsi: You've killed my daughter

Uncle: Maletsatsi keep quiet!

Mpho's friend performed CPR and she was resuscitated. I folded my arms and watched. I could feel
everyone's eyes on me and while my eyes just concentrated hard on Mpho and the friend.

Mpho: She's back.

The third friend got the stretcher and they took her into the ambulance for whatever reason. It was still
silent. Her mother went with them.

Kim: I was ready to start the funeral arrangements.

Me: So was I.

Aunt M: Kelebogile! House now!

Me: For eng?

Aunt M: You almost killed your cousin.

Me: See that's the problem..."almost ". I should have killed her.

Uncle: Kelebogile... Let's go to the house.

I followed the three of them to the house. Everyone was now in whispers. Tlotlo followed in with
Manqoba.

Uncle: Sit down

I sat down.

Me: can I have my son?

Aunt D: no.

Me: Okay.

I crossed my legs.
Uncle: You almost killed someone. Doesn't that bother you?

Me: No. She insulted my mother. Should I just keep quiet?

Aunt D: You have anger issues...

Uncle: Didn't Tlotlo book you and Kim in for anger management?

Tlotlo: she didn't go.

Uncle: I knew that was going to happen.

Me: That's why you asked Mpho to bring in the ambulance.

Uncle: Exactly. It was meant to happen.

Tlotlo: Malume?

Uncle: That was the first step of dealing with your mum's death for her. Kele hasn't let her mother go.
Had she done that then she wouldn't be attacking people like that. You have to let go coz every time you
get into a fight with someone, something comes over you. All the hurt and anger that you've bottled up
inside causes you to beat people and land them in hospital. You almost killed someone today... Go to
your mother's grave alone. Sit down, say whatever you want to say...cry if you have to and if that
doesn't work your husband I know, will be more than willing to help you.

I looked at Manqoba. His eyes were on Me all the time. Mpho came in with Phemelo.

Aunt M: Are you fine?

Phemelo: Yes I'm fine..

She sat down.

Tlotlo: Will she be fine?

Mpho: absolutely

Tlotlo: Thanks Mpho

Mpho: No problem Cuz. You saw this uncle?

Uncle: I did.

Mpho: she deserved it though..

Aunt M: How can you say that?

Mpho: How can she insult Rakgadi the way she did? For What? Just coz Kele's father wanted Rakgadi
and not hers? Come on. Let's grow up. Brian should have not helped you. Should have left you to die.
You need to grow up. Act like a mother of 6. If you can't find anything to do go look for a job so you can
stop relying on men to take care of you and your children. Take a good look at yourself, you look 63 yet
you 36

Aunt D: Mpho! Hey Mpho!

Uncle: she needs to hear it.

Mpho: Im done Rakgadi. You better grow up. If She beats you up again...you going straight to hell.

He got up and left the room. Pissed as hell. I loooved Mpho. When we were growing up, he'd come visit
us and he'd make alot of sense. He was a straight talker. He reminded me of my husband.

Phemelo: Umm...Kele?

I looked at her.

Phemelo: Forgive me for disrespecting Ngwane's memory.

Me; Why apologise when you know you going to do it again? Clearly it's something you are used to..

Aunt Mal: Kelebogile, she could have you arrested you know?

Me: Then why doesn't she? Go on.

Manqoba: MaSibiya.

Me: Bab'Sibiya

Manqoba: Want to step out?

I looked at Sandile who was asleep. I got up and he followed me out. The deco people were fixing the
table. Nothing was broken coz of the synthetic grass used to cover the grass. Two mini buses parked just
as we headed out of the yard.

Nthato: We're here!

Me: Hey cuz..

Mbuyi: You look pissed

Lutho: Please tell me ya'll havent dished up yet?

Me: No they haven't.

Nthato: What's wrong with you?

Manqoba: She almost killed Phemelo

Jabu: What did she do now?

Nthato: I bet she's still on about that "Your mum stole my mum's potential husband" nonsense

Me: Went as far as calling my mother a bitch

Nthato: What?

Me: Yeah.

Manqoba: anyway we'll see you guys in a few..

Angie: Okay cool..

They made their way to Kim and Lora. Manqoba and I walked to the car and he started driving.

Manqoba: you okay?

Me: Yeah I am.

Manqoba: You sure?

Me: Very

Manqoba: Look, Kele...I know You were provoked...

Me: And I can't be fighting everyone.

Manqoba: yes baby

Me: I know...I do.

Manqoba: maybe you need to see more of the psychologist.

Me: You don't think I've had enough sessions?

Manqoba: No. You scared Remo. Well your sons are used to seeing you like that. I mean you've thrown
cans at people in shops, you've fought psychos...

Me: Okay stop.

Manqoba: Okay but you get what I'm saying

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Should I make more appointments?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: okay then

He stopped when we reached the destination.

Me: No!

Manqoba: Yes baby.

We were at the gravesite.

Me: Not now. It was hard enough being here in the morning.

Manqoba: Baby just go. I'll wait for you here

Me: Okay.

I slowly opened the door..

Me: You not coming with?

Manqoba: No. There you go.

He gave me a box of tissues.

Me: Wow thanks.

Manqoba: Your bottle of water.

I looked at him..he was so calm. I took it then slowly got out of the car. I closed the door and slowly
walked towards mum's resting place. I was doing what I hadn't done in 16 close to 17 years. I had never
given myself time to go there and just pour my heart out. Or cry my heart out. I already had a lump in
my throat. I Sat on the tombstone and looked at the message on it. I suddenly had flashbacks of the
times I spent with her. How she'd paint my nails, Brush my hair. Make me sing. How We'd bake and cook
together. How We'd Dance to ABBA's "slipping through my fingers" and Garth Brook's " The Dance". I
suddenly started talking.

Me: I'm not sure if you can hear me...but I've been told you can...I miss you everyday of my life. When I
look at my daughter, her eyes remind me of you. There are days When I just wake up and wish I could
hear your voice again, days I want to be in your arms and just hear your sweet laughter. Right now, I just
wish you could respond. I just want to see you again...tell you about my children and how crazy they are.
I know you would have loved them...no they would probably be living with you. You were gone too....

I just Burst into tears. I felt myself scream and suddenly I was in my husband's arms. He managed to
calm me down. Wiped the tears off my face and passed me the water. The tears had stopped and I just
buried my face in my hands and he kept quiet. We sat in silence till his phone rang .

Manqoba: Okay...okay Malume....bye..

He hung up and I managed to list my face .

Manqoba: Sandile needs you and the celebration is back on.

I looked at my watch. It was 14:43. I took a deep breath, looked at mum's date of birth, looked at the
message again and stood up

Me: We can go..

Manqoba: Sure?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Okay.

We went back home. I was quiet. He was too. He knew I was not okay. I went straight to the bedroom
and took Sandile from Aunt Dikano to feed him.

Aunt D: Kele?
Me: Ma?

Aunt D: Are you okay?

I nodded.

Aunt D: You don't want to talk about it?

I shook my head. I really couldn't let out a single word.

Aunt D: Kele?.

I looked at her.

Aunt D: You'll be okay..

Aunt Moipone came into the room.

Aunt M: Kele?

I looked at her.

Aunt M: Why is she not saying anything?.

Aunt D: She doesn't feel like talking

My eyes fell back on my son.

Aunt M: Kele we've made a decision...

Eyes still on my son

 Aunt M: You are dangerous. And you might be of danger to the ones around you. So we've decided that
your three kids should stay here in Free state or I'll take them with to Taung.

Aunt D: What?

Aunt M: Dikano you can see that Kele is not okay.

Aunt D: Because she hit Phemelo all of a sudden she's not okay

Aunt M: What if the kids do something to anger her and she ends up beating them up Like she did to
Phemelo?

Aunt D: Manqoba and Kelebogile's kids are well mannered and their parents know how to discipline
them.

Aunt M: Dikano, we have made a decision.

Aunt D: who's we?

Aunt M: The other aunts and I. Josephine being the second oldest agrees with me

Aunt D: so you are discussing my child?

Aunt M: we know you love Kelebogile, I mean you raised her since she was 18 but we are really doing
this for her.she'll thank us later.

Aunt D: you know these kids are not Letlatlas right? They are Sibiya children. You think Manqoba will
allow you to do that?

Aunt M: I'll talk to Manqoba. Make him see reason

Aunt D: Leave these children alone Moipone. You have your own children to worry about

Aunt M: Dikano!

Aunt D: I've been worrying about them akere? I'll continue doing so.

Sandile got full. I burped him. Covered him then stood up and went out to look for Uncle Putla. The
celebration was really on.

Uncle: Are you okay Nana?

Me: I'll be fine .

Uncle: where did you and Manqoba disappear to?

Me: He took me to the gravesite.

Uncle: explains why you so down. Feel a little lighter?

I actually did.

Me: Yes.

Uncle: That's good. What is it that you want to talk to me about?

Me: I'm going to distance myself from this family.

Uncle: Why?

Me: Malume... I am so tired of everything. I am literally tired of it all. It's the cousins that have issues
with me. Aunt Moipone is always up in my business. I'm tired. Can't I be happy? Can I not just live in
peace? Live with my children and my husband in peace?

Uncle: ao Nana.

Me: I mean...I have you and Aunt Dikano and that's really all I need. My friends have become family...

I looked at them. They were all laughing at something.

Uncle: What happened?

Me: Aunt Moipone happened.

Uncle: What does she want now?

Me: Ona, Sihle, Remo.

Uncle: I don't understand

Me: She wants them to come live here or go to Taung. Apparently I'm a great danger to them.

Uncle: we'll talk about this when all of this is over.

Me: no. I'm taking my children and we going back to Gauteng today.

Uncle: No you're not. Kele, just listen..

Me: Fine Malume

Uncle: good. Go back into the house with that child

He was now sleeping.

Me: Okay.

I turned and went to put Sandile down. Aunt Dikano told me to go to my friend's and that she'd call me
When she needed me.

Sihle: Ma!

Me: Hey kid.

Sihle: you okay?

Me: Yes why?

Sihle: You don't look okay.

Me: I am okay

Ona: Is it about granny?

He joined us. He must have been listening to Sihle, he got us chairs

Me: Sorry?

Ona: Your late mum..

Sihle: You were not okay in the morning.

Ona: She's still not okay.

Me: Oh no. I'll be fine boys.

Ona: Really?

Me: Yes

Sihle: Nice kick ma!

Ona: and nice punches you threw in there

Sihle: next time, add choke slam ma.

I managed to giggle
Me: Where's your sister?

Ona: she's coming. There

She came to us.

Remo: Kate!

Me: Remo

Remo: when are we going home?

Me: tomorrow

Remo: why?

Me: When do you want to go home?

Remo: Today.

Me: Your grandfather won't allow us to.

Remo: Why?

Me: Baby I don't know

She went to fetch Uncle Putla.

Remo: Khulus

Uncle: Nanas

Remo: why can't we leave today?

Uncle: because I said so.

Remo: Why?

Uncle: Kelebogile your child..

Remo: if we stay...Kele will kick other people

Uncle: how do you know that?

Remo: I don't know.

I giggled
Uncle: You'll leave tomorrow

Remo: Haaa Khulus

Uncle: Haa Nanas.

He walked away from us.

Remo: Kate?

Me: yes Remo.

Ona: She's about to ask.

Me: I can sense that

Remo: Why did you kick that woman?

Me: she made me angry

Remo: She doesn't have hair now.

Me: yes I know.

Remo: Was that brabzillian?

Me: Does it look like brabzillian?

Remo: no.

Ona: It's Chinian.

Me: Hai wena!

Sihle: Is there such a weave?

Me: No..

Remo: It's Chinian?

Me: no Nana don't listen to Ona. Where have you ever heard of such?

Ona: all these weaves end with "ian" right? Peruvian, Indian...Brazilian.

Remo: so that one is Chinian Ona?

Ona: Yes Momo.

Sihle: do you want it?.

Remo: Haa Fentse. It comes off fast fast.

Ona: and brabzillian doesn't?

Remo: No. Is Aunt Angie's Brabzillian?

Me: Yes..

Remo: Kate go pull it out. You'll see Ona it won't come off.

The 3 of us giggled.

Me: I must go pull it out?

Remo: Yes Kate.

Me: No.

Remo: haaa Kate!

Me: no Remo.

Remo: Okay. It's fine Kate

Me: Thank you. Have you three eaten anything?.

Ona: Yes

Remo: No.

Sihle: Yes.

Me: Why didn't you eat Remo?

Remo: I don't like the food

Me: Why?

Remo: I asked if you cooked it and they said no then I didn't eat.

I looked at her.

Me: Remofilwe!

Remo: Katherine!

Me: You not hungry?

Remo: Can I have chips?

Me: Okay...
I gave Ona a R50 note

Remo: Why you giving it to Ona?

Me: Coz he's the oldest

Sihle: He'll keep the change ma

Me: Coz he's the oldest yes .

Sihle: Apartheid

Me: Shame. Be strong

Ona: Yes! Let's go..

Remo: Sile wena Ona.

Ona: you'll starve yaz.

They kept quiet and followed Ona. The shop was just four houses from the family home. I went to Join
the friends. Sonwabo was with Mpho.

Lora: You okay?

Me: Yes..

Lora: Want something to drink?

Me: No I'm fine.

I could feel Manqoba's eyes on me.

Lutho: Kele?.

Me: Yes sir?

Lutho: Another outing.

Me: When?

Lutho: after 3-4 months

Me: Okay.
Mandla: are you okay?

Me: Yes why?

Boikanyo: you usually challenge us when we talk about outings

Me: Not this time. Things change B.

Kim: What won't change is the fact that Siphokazi is not welcome okay? And I'm glad you didn't bring
her with.

Manqoba: Okay Kim, we understand that you have issues okay? But try to be nice to her. Try to tolerate
her .

Kim: For whose sake?

Me: For Boikanyo's sake!

Angie: Yeah besides...we need to support each other..

Kim: Even if we don't agree with the decisions one makes?

Lora: Look Kim, Boikanyo is happy with Siphokazi. Can't you just accept that?

Nthato: Exactly!

Kim: Fine!

Me: Thank you. Now where are we going to this time?

We discussed the next outing. I actually felt better. I even managed to laugh...a lot! They had booked
into a lodge so later they left and went there. I spoke to Manqoba about Moipone and he asked me to
call a family meeting. The kids were present as well. Manqoba had decided that his kids should have a
say in this

Ona: Why?

Sihle: Who said we not happy at our house?

Remo: Fentse what did koko say?

Aunt M: I said I want you to live with me.

Remo: Why?

Aunt M: I want to raise you kids

Ona: Mum and dad are doing that right?

Remo: We going to eat Brown porridge everyday?

Aunt Moipone fed them that every time she came by. To help them grow apparently.

Aunt M: No. There's nothing wrong with porridge.

Sihle: And I really don't like it.

Ona: I'm not going anywhere.

Remo: We going to live here Fentse?

Aunt M: Yes or we going to Taung..

Remo: No. Papas!

Aunt M: Leave Papas. I'm going to find you schools okay?

Remo: Never koko! Never never waitsi! Strus Bob.

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Aunt M: Kelebogile!

Me: Ma?

Aunt M: are these children of yours aware of what I'm capable of?

Me: Yes.

Aunt M: tell them to not disrespect me.

Me: I really don't think these children were disrespectful.

Remo: Ka...

Me: Keep quiet!

Aunt M: Wabona?

Manqoba: With all due respect ma, these are my children. And in my house, These children know their
place, how to behave and how to carry themselves. Why would Kele give birth to them only to hurt
them?

Aunt Josephine: We are not saying Kelebogile is not a good mother to her children, we just think that
the kids should...

Manqoba: Kahle ma....I dont come to your house and start making rules do I?

Aunt J: No.

Manqoba: Respect my children's decision. They said no and respect Kele's marriage. I don't remember
my wife involving herself in your personal issues
Uncle: That's a valid point Manqoba

Manqoba: So can you not do this again Aunt Moipone?

They kept quiet

Manqoba: Thank you. Bantwana ba kwa Sibiya? (Sibiya children?)

Sihle: Yebo Bafo?

Manqoba: Let's go for a walk.

Remo: Ice-cream papas..

Ona: I think we should Go for a drive..

Sihle: Cowhead?

Ona: There's no cowhead here..

Sihle: Mum it must such to be a Sotho Ne? What do they eat?

Ona: Horse meat! I read about it somewhere.

Me: hey!

Sihle: Choke slam mama.

Remo: Kate will pull that hair cut off your head wena Shob..

Ona: Okay Mfethu let's go..

Me: These Zulus! Go vele

They giggled and left with their father. Aunt Dikano and Uncle Putla giggled..

Aunt M: Those kids are disrespecrful.

Uncle: No those kids are smart.

Aunt Mal: Kang? Talking to adults like that?

Aunt D: Those kids were taught to speak their minds and its a good thing..

I took Sandile from Uncle Putla and went to the room outside. They should have taken me with really.
Just then I heard a knock on the door.
Me: Come in.

Mpho: Is it safe to?

Me: Yes.

Mpho: not breastfeeding?

Me: Just come in.

He giggled then came in. I was changing Sandile's diaper

Mpho: Never thought I'd see you do this

Me: Really?

Mpho: okay I never thought you'd have other kids after Ona

Me: Life wena man. And you? What's wrong with you?

Mpho: Don't start

Me: So many baby mamas..

Mpho: Its just 6

Me: Mpho!

Mpho: I know I'm a whore

Me: I'm glad you know that.

Mpho: Must say.. Interesting kids you have

I giggled

Mpho: Especially Remo. She takes after you

Me: You sound like the dad .

Mpho: you guys are doing a great job on them.

Me: You think?

Mpho: Absolutely. Smart kids

Me: Thank you.

Mpho: I missed you.

Me: I missed you too Cuz

Mpho: I don't think so

Me: Life has been very tough and rough.

Mpho: Can relate

Me: Well what's been hard on your side?.

Mpho: These baby mamas man.

I laughed. My cousin though.

Me: but I warned you though.

Mpho: I know.

Me: Since we were young

Mpho: yho yes Mistress!

Me: Im not a mistress

Mpho: Teacher GE.

Me: good coz mistress is not a good term.

Mpho: Okay fine...

Me: So tell me what's been going on.

Mpho: Remember Mmathapelo?

Me: your first baby mama?

Mpho: No. Second..

Me: yes.

Mpho: She wants me to marry her.

Me: why?

Mpho: Coz we share a kid.

Me: Does she know about the others after hers?

Mpho: You think she cares?

Me: So what did you say?

Mpho: Kele nothing.

Me: Shame..

Mpho: Help please..

Me: I don't think so.

Mpho: Some cousin you are.

Me: you deserve it.

Mpho: ouch!

Me: No you just dont listen.

Mpho: I do.

Me: No marry her.

Mpho: Kelebogile!

Me: Keng?

Mpho: Really?

Me: Yeah you not getting any younger.

Mpho: Thanks for reminding me.

Me: I'm trying my utmost best to be supportive

Mpho: Try harder.

Me: But warned you though.

Mpho: Stop saying that.

Me: Mpho you in the medical field. You telling me you don't know a thing or two Bout condoms?

Mpho: Hebanna!

Me: I'm just asking..

Mpho: I'm going to get drunk..

Me:Here you go.

I gave him condoms.

Mpho: Thank you.

Me: You going to need them.

Mpho: Wow.

Me: I love you.

Mpho: I love you too babe.

He left the room and I played with my son till he fell asleep. I slept too. I was woken up by Manqoba
who dropped something.

Me: hi

Manqoba: hey.

Me: Can I sleep before he wakes up?

Manqoba: I'm sorry.

Me: How was the drive?

Manqoba: Fun actually.

Me: Where are they?

Manqoba: In the room they were sleeping in last night.

Me: Okay bye.

Manqoba: hao?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Just like that?

Me: I love you.

Manqoba: I love You too.

I pulled the duvet up and slept. I was woken up by Sandile but the dad had already taken over. He took
over the entire night. The next day we prepared to leave. Aunt Dikano and Mam'Flo as well as Ntate
Oupa were to come back the next day.

Aunt D: Drive safely.

Me: I will.

I was driving! Manqoba was too tired to.

Ona: Bye Koko Moipone.

Aunt M: Bye. Don't come back..

Sihle: Haa okay!

Remo: Okay koko. Bye bye.

Aunt M: bye.

Uncle: Safe travels.

Me: Thanks Malume. I love You.

Uncle: I love you too my baby.

I hugged him. We got the kids into the car. Manqoba sat at the back with His son. Remo was singing to
Her little brother. We finally got home and everyone was just so tired so we had an early night. Sandile
woke up 3 times that night... Maybe he was tired too. The next day, Manqoba took the kids to school
and I cleaned the house and was told to not make any breakfast coz he was getting takeouts.

Me: Thank you..

Manqoba: Pleasure.

Me: Babe?

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: Dont get mad.

Manqoba: Okay.

Me: don't you think you should drop the charges?

Manqoba: They committed a crime.

Me: Come on.

Manqoba: why?

Me: I've spent a night in jail before.

Manqoba: Me too.

Me: baby please

Manqoba: Next week.

Me: Manqoba.

His phone rang.

Me: Don't you dare answer that phone...I am...

Manqoba: Hello?

He moved From me. Minutes later he came back.

Manqoba: I need to go to the office.

Me: Bye.

Manqoba: Love you

I didn't respond. He was relieved. He left the house and an hour later Mbuyi came.

Mbuyi: Lehlo is very happy

Me: That's good.

Mbuyi: Yes it is. You look exhausted.

Me: So do you.

Mbuyi: Work

Me: That bad?

Mbuyi: And Mandla. You know...

We heard a knock

Me: Come in.

A male and a female came In.

Me: Hello.

"Hi"

"It is them"

"Lucky us"

Mbuyi: Can we help you?

Guy: I'm Kabelo.

Girl: And I'm Khutso.

They looked alike. They looked familiar. I had seen Their faces before

Kabelo: You must be Kelebogile. And you must be Mbuyi.

Mbuyi: Yes. We are. How can we help you?

Khutso: We are the children of the late Tshepo Merope.

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Me: Sorry?

Mbuyi: What?

Khutso: we're twins.

Kabelo: We know this is all so shocking.

Me: You think?

Kabelo: can we sit down?

Me: Yeah sorry.

They sat down.

Me: I'll get you guys something to drink.

I went to get them something to drink. Dad had two more kids that we knew nothing about? I found this
rather disturbing
Khutso: Thank you.

Me: Pleasure..

Kabelo: cute kid.

Me: Thanks.

Sandile was sleeping on the couch.

Me: okay...so can you explain this to us?

Khutso: Okay so we are two years older than you Kele.

Me: you guys are the same age as Mbuyi.

Kabelo: Yes.

Mbuyi: What?

Me: Dad was....

Mbuyi: a manwhore?

Me: player..

Mbuyi: Whose kids are you?

Kabelo: Hlengiwe's.

Mbuyi: The same Hlengiwe my mother used to fight with?

Khutso: Yes.

Mbuyi: Nobody mentioned you guys to us.

Me: exactly.

Khutso: we understand that.

Me: You guys were at the funeral right?

Kabelo: yes.

Mbuyi: You saw them?

Me: Yeah I did.

Khutso: Dad left us this..

She passed me a letter. Mbuyi and I read it. Dad was basically declaring the love he has for them and
that they should take care of their inheritance. Wasn't sure what it was.

Mbuyi: Inheritance?

Khutso: We don't know too

Me: that makes no sense.

Kabelo: Our mother passed away 7 months ago.

Me: oh I'm sorry.

Khutso: it's okay. She wasn't so honest really.

Me: oh?

Kabelo: She only gave us that letter as she was about to die. She said we should find you guys. Gave us
dad's lawyer's name as well. We've been trying to track him down.

Me: she kept the Letter since?

Dad had written my letter and theirs on the same day. Had the same dates

Kabelo: Yes.

Khutso: And apparently she made sure dad stays away from us.

Kabelo: though he was there for us financially.

Me: Wow!

I wasn't sure how that made me feel. Just then my phone rang. I moved from them.

Me: Malume?

Malume: How are you?

Me: I'm okay and you Malume?

Malume: I'm okay.

Me: Is everyone fine?

Malume: Yes Nana. And that side?

Me: We all good.

Malume: I'm worried about you.

Me: No Malume I'm fine. I did as you told me.

Malume: Its not that.

Me: Then?

Malume: I still need you to take care okay?

Me: Okay.

Malume: And be very cautious..

Me: Okay Malume...

Malume: And I'll keep praying

Me: Okay..thank you Malume.

Malume: bye Nana.

Me: Goodbye.

He hung up and I went back to the lounge.

Me: Pardon me..

Mbuyi: They'd like you to call Anthony.

Me: Okay.

I did.

Anth: I'll be able to come through tomorrow

Me: time?

Anth: Say around 14:00?

Me: No problem.

Anth: bye.

Me: Bye Anth. Thank you.

Anth: pleasure.
I hung up.

Khutso: Thank you.

Me: It's a pleasure..

Kabelo: Guess will see you guys tomorrow?

Me: yes sure.

Mbuyi: I'll walk you out.

Me: see you tomorrow. 14:00?

Kabelo: yes.

Me: Okay safe travels.

Sandile woke up. I calmed him down and Mbuyi walked them out while I changed his diaper.

Mbuyi: I'm calling uncle Ken.

Me: yes please!

Mbuyi: I'm on it.

She made the call.

Mbuyi: He'll be here shortly.

Me: it's a good thing he moved close by.

Mbuyi: He still thinks it's far.

Me: But Mbuyi can you believe that?

Mbuyi: Kele! I'm literally out of words.

Me: Their mother was cruel then.

Mbuyi: Forget the mother....why didn't dad tell us?

Me: Good question.

Mbuyi: Dad was tricky man!

Me: And too bad he can't answer now.

Mbuyi: Can we talk about something else?

Me: Getting a headache?

Mbuyi: Yes.

We changed the topic till Uncle Ken came...

Me: long time Ram'golo.

Uncle Ken: long time Nana. How are you?

Me: I'm good and you?

Uncle Ken: I'm okay. I last saw you at Sihle's grad party.

Me: yes..how's everyone doing?

Uncle Ken: They are all good.

He sat Down and picked Sandile. Mbuyi went to get him something something to drink.

Uncle Ken: What's with you and Boys?

Me: I really Don't know.

Uncle Ken: Congratulations. Where's Manqoba?

Me: He's at work.

Uncle Ken: Thank you Mbuyi.

We told him about Dad's twins.

Uncle Ken: yes.

Me: You know about them?

Uncle Ken: yes.

Me: What?

Uncle Ken: we even paid damage for them.

Mbuyi: They use dad's surname?

Uncle Ken: Yes Mbuyi. Call Anthony so we can talk about their inheritance

Me: You know about that too?

Uncle Ken: Yes.

Mbuyi: Kele already called Anthony

Uncle Ken: Good. All will be revealed with them there.

Me: Okay..

Uncle: for now...you two need to stop doubting them and accept them

Mbuyi: Easier said than done

Uncle: Mbuyi, Kelebogile...accept them

Me: We'll try.

Uncle: good..I'm not staying. I need to head back..

Me: 14:00

Uncle Ken: That's the time Anthony set?

Me: Yes.

Uncle Ken: Okay..

Me: Bye Ram'golo

He passed Sandile to me and He and Mbuyi walked out. she came back minutes later.

Mbuyi: need to bounce.

Me: See you tomorrow.

Mbuyi: Yes you will.

Me: Bye sis..

Mbuyi: Bye.

I hugged her and she left.Manqoba came back 2 hours later.

Manqoba: Mamas.
Me: Hi.

Manqoba: You still mad at me?

Me: Why? Oh...no.

Manqoba: really?

Me: yes.

Manqoba: Kele!

Me: Fine.

I had to tell him.

Me: And Uncle Putla keeps warning me about I don't know what...

Manqoba: Don't worry.

Me: You know I worry.

Manqoba: Well this time don't. Let's watch a movie

Me: Action?

Manqoba: No comedy. Cheer up!

Me: Fine.

We watched the movie and later, at around 18:00, Manqoba's mum came to fetch Remo, Ona and Sihle.
She hadn't seen them in days so she was making up for lost time..we slept early. Woke up a few times
that night And the next day, I waited for 14:00. Manqoba had a meeting with Lutho! And Mbuyi called to
say she couldn't make it to the meeting. She had one with the clients. She had forgotten about it.

Anth: Hello everyone.

We greeted him back.

Anth: Your dad's second part of the will.

Me: second part?

Anth: Yes.
He passed me a letter that showed that the will shouldn't be read without the twins' presence and Uncle
Ken.

Anth: Ready?

Kabelo: Yes.

Anth: The Butchery should be inherited By....

Me: Butchery? Dad had A Butchery?

Uncle Ken: Yes the one I run. He asked me to take care of it. Till your sister and brother show face and
until Hlengiwe lets go of them.

Anth: Can I please continue?

Me: Yes sorry..

Anth: To be Inherited By Kabelo Merope and Khutso Merope.

They looked and smiled at each other.

Anth: He left money as well.. You need to use it wisely.

Kabelo: Okay.

Anth: 50% of the Butchery to be inherited By Kelebogile Merope. 25% by Kabelo Merope and 25% By
Khutso Merope.

Khutso: WHAT?

Me: Why?

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Khutso: Why?

Kabelo: What do you mean?

Khutso: I mean why should we share the business?

Anth: Do you have something against it?

Kabelo: Well clearly she does. I don't know why though

Khutso: no. I'm not. It's okay.

Anth: Great. My job here is done. Want me to draft the papers?

Me: not yet..

Anth: We'll keep in touch

Me: sure. Thanks Anth

Anth: Glad I could help. Uncle Ken

Uncle Ken: Thanks boy.

Anth: pleasure.

I walked him out.

Me: talk soon.

Anth: Sure thing.

I went back in..

Uncle Ken: you kids happy?

Kabelo: yes. Well I know I am. Little sis?

He was talking to me

Me: I'm okay

Uncle: Tshepo loved you all

Khutso: Yes he did..

Uncle Ken: Even you Kele. Forgive him.

Me: Hao Malume. I forgave dad ages ago

Khutso: What did she do?

Uncle Ken: She'll tell you. I need to go. I'm glad you kids will finally take over.

Me: Bye Ramgolo. I'll talk to you on the phone

He said bye to them and Kabelo walked him out. When he came back he asked the same question...
Kabelo: What did you do?

Me: I had my first child When I was 18 so dad kicked me out.

Kabelo: y'all never made peace?

Me: Not really. When I went there to tell him that I forgive him....he had already passed on.

Kabelo: Ouch.

Me: It's okay .

Khutso: So how many kids do you have?

Me: 4

Kabelo: and you married?

Me: Yes...

Khutso: You inherited the transport business right?

Me: Yes ..

Kabelo: you and Mbuyi did an amazing job hey. Great services!

Me: thanks.

Khutso: Dad had a tavern in Katlehong.

Me: It was inherited by Mam'Zo so before she died she gave it to me.

Khutso: You are favoured hey. You seem to be inheriting everything.

Me: the transport and Pub business were my idea so maybe that's why they decided I should have
them.

Kabelo: What's your problem?

Khutso: I don't have a problem

Me: I hope so. For your sake.

She Kept quiet.

Kabelo: Is this your family?

Me: Yeah.
He was looking at the family photo.

Kabelo: Cute kids. Your daughter looks like you. This is beautiful

Me: Thank you.

Kabelo: Pleasure

Khutso: Your husband's lucky. He married you..

Me: What's that suppose to mean?

Khutso: I mean you have money and all.

Me: Yeah Coz I work for it. And my husband makes his own money as well. You seem to have a problem
with my financial state

Khutso: No I don't. I feel like some things are unfair you know?

Kabelo: Hai Khutso man! Forgive my sister..

Me: No. I need her to say what's on her mind..

Khutso: You've basically taken everything .

Me: Khutso, If you have a problem, go to dad's grave and tell him.

She kept quiet again.

Kabelo: I think we should go.

Me: Yeah I think so too.

Khutso: will you call Anthony'?

Me: Oh I will. Don't worry..

I was so calm..

Kabelo: See you around?

Me: Yeah sure.

He hugged me then kissed my forehead.

Kabelo: Bye little sis.

Me: Bye.

They left and I sat on the couch and looked at my son who was sleeping peacefully. I watched TV and
minutes later, Manqoba came back.

Me: You just missed the twins...

Manqoba: Eish. Got held up at the pub.

Me: Oh how's it going?

Manqoba: Good actually.

Me: That's good.you should have popped into the other one as well

Manqoba: So you can bite my head off? That pub's yours. I only care about the one we own together.

Me: Oh okay. That's fine!

Manqoba: anyway... How did it go?

Me: You don't Want to know

Manqoba: I do.

Me: Dad had a butchery.

Manqoba: What?

Me: Yes. Uncle Kenny has been Running it.

Manqoba: Your brother and sister should be happy .

Me: Kabelo is. Dad left them some funds as well.

Manqoba: And the other one?

Me: She has issues

Manqoba: Why? She wanted More?

Me: Dad gave them 25-25.

Manqoba: And the 50?

Me: me.

Manqoba: and you not happy.

Me: No. I have enough baby.

Manqoba: yeah but your dad wanted you to have it.

Me: As if I'm not stressed enough.

Manqoba: Quit your job. Run the pubs. Run the butchery. Help Mbuyi run the transport business then
you'll be fine.

Me: I love My job..

Manqoba: MaSibiya.. The kids will be fine. You can retire now.

Me: No. If I run all these then the managers will be out of jobs.

Manqoba: Okay makes sense

Me: I'm tryna get to your level..

Manqoba: Ao?

Me: Yes

Manqoba: You already are.

Me: tell me about that tele what what idea .

We spoke about a lot.

Me: Can I ask?

Manqoba: Yes Mrs Sibiya.

Me: You on paternity leave..

Manqoba: I was waiting for that

Me: Yet you are always at work. How does that work?

Manqoba: No MaSibiya... Thing is...

Me: There's no "thing is"...tell Lutho and Val to stop calling you

Manqoba: MaSibiya...

Me: Or I will.

Manqoba: fine. Sorry

Me: Don't do It again..

Manqoba: Yes I won't.

Me: Good!

Manqoba: Sihle told me what happened last week.

Me: What happened?

Manqoba: Home schooling?

Me: Oh he ran to you

Manqoba: well yes. I'm his father right?

Me: Did he tell you I said " no"

Manqoba: Yes he did

Me: Then I don't know why we discussing this

Manqoba: You know Sihle is not like Ona and Remo right?

Me: Oh?

Manqoba: He's the younger version of me .

Me: I'm aware of that .

Manqoba: He does his things differently. Likes Bending rules here and there

Me: You love your son Ne?.

Manqoba: Hao MaSibiya...

Me: The answer is still "no".

Manqoba: Kele...

Me: Manqoba....your son doesn't like school. Period

Manqoba: no. He loves school he just doesn't like the idea of being stuck in a classroom

Me: Defend him all you want. He'll eventually get used to it.

Manqoba: Some mother you are!

Me: I gave birth to that boy. He just wants to be at home so he can have enough time to play games,
watch those racing cars videos of his and all that other nonsense he likes doing

Manqoba: Thank God you not my mother..

Me: Right! I'm a great mother.

Manqoba: Yeah right.

We chilled with Sandile. Mbuyi called to ask how the meeting went. She was glad she wasn't there. I
sent Anth in email to tell him that he can get the paperwork ready and after two weeks he delivered. I
had asked Kabelo and Khutso to come over. Khutso arrived first

Me: This is my Husband. Baby, this is Khutso...dad's daughter.

Manqona: Nice to meet you

Khutso: Likewise.

Manqoba: see you later okay?

Me: okay.

Manqoba: I love you...

Me: I love you too.

We kissed and he left.

Khutso: You two are cute

Me: Want something to drink?

Khutso: Juice please.

Me: Okay...

I got her juice.

Me: Where's Kabelo?

Khutso: on his way. He's never on time.

Me: Okay.

Khutso: Kele?

Me: Yeah?

Khutso: Forgive me for what I did.

Me: When?

Khutso: When the Will was read

Me: It really is okay. I understand why you were angry.

Khutso: I don't know why I was though

Me: Let it go.

Khutso: We cool little sis?

Me: Yeah sure

Khutso: nice house by the way

Me: Thank you. Where do you guys live?

Khutso: Nigel.

Me: okay

Khutso: So...I want us to get to know each other.

I just looked at her.

Khutso: Maybe...

Me: maybe what?

Khutso: For the next few days...I should move in with you and Manqoba

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Me: Listen....

"Sorry I'm late"

Me: It's okay

Kabelo: And sorry I didn't knock

I giggled

Me: Its fine.

Kabelo: How are you?

Me: Good thanks and yourself?

Kabelo: I'm late

Me: Clearly .

Kabelo: Oh you sarcastic

Me: In a way. Let's get to it?

Kabelo: yes please.

I passed them copies of the documents. We discussed everything that had to be discussed

Me: Happy?

Kabelo: Yes I am.

Me: You Khutso?

Khutso: no problem at all..

Me: Great

Khutso: we done?

Me: I think so.

Kabelo: When am I meeting the brother in law?

Me: I don't know hey. He's always busy

Kabelo: And the kids?

Me: Soon. They also never around.

Kabelo: Okay. I need to get back to work.. I'll see you okay?

Me: Sure thing..

Kabelo: sharp Khutso...

Khutso: Sharp..

He left. Sandile woke up a minute after and I calmed him down, Changed his diaper and fed him.
Khutso's eyes were on him.

Khutso: Your son is really cute.

Me: Thank you. Do you have any kids?

Khutso: Yeah. 5

Me: Married?

Khutso: Divorced. Abusive relationship

Me: Oh sorry to hear that

Khutso: It's okay..

Me: Okay

Khutso: So about the move in until I leave?

Me: I need to talk to my Husband about that first.

Khutso: I don't think he'll mind

Me: yeah. I'll talk to him.

Khutso: okay little sis. I need to go now.

Me: Okay sure.

Khutso: Bye.

Me: Bye babe.

She took her bag and left. I burped Sandile and put him to sleep again. Just as I was relaxing, I heard a
knock.

Me: Come in!

Kim: Kele!

Me: hey Kim. Keep it down.

Kim: Oh sorry.

Me: How are you?

Kim: Nauseous and you?

Me: I'm fine. You look beautiful

Kim: Really?

Me: Yeah.

Kim: I'll keep falling pregnant then.

Me: And who's going drink the wine?

Kim: Eish. That's the problem

Me: Why aren't you at work?

Kim: There's a bitch I need you to sort out.

Me: No Kim...I almost killed someone last week.

Kim: Yes I don't need you to almost kill someone... I need you to Kill someone

Me: I already said no.

Kim: Kele!

Me: Kim!

Kim: After all we've been through?

Me: We can't always be fighting.

Kim: Aowa wena...some bitch is texting and calling my man and you telling me to "not fight"

Me: Coz you pregnant.

Kim: That's why I came here.

Me: Kim no.

Kim: Kele tuu

Me: Is Tlotlo entertaining that bitch?

Kim: No.

Me: Then leave it alone.

Kim: Kele...either you with me or not.

Me: I'll call her.

Kim: Yes there we go. That's the first step.

She took my phone And put in the numbers.

Kim: coz if I put my hands on her...

Me: look why dont you just burn something?

Kim: Like her car?

Me: Her house!

Kim: Even better. I must find out where she lives

I giggled.

Kim: These bitches!

She clicked her tongue and I laughed. Kim though.

Kim: How have you been?

Me: I've been fine.

Kim: Really?

Me: Yeah. I have a brother and sister

Kim: hello. Tlotlo and Mbuyi

Me: No. Dad's other kids.

Kim: From where now?

Me: springs apparently. They are twins.

Kim: What do they want? Their inheritance?

Me: They already have it.

Kim: This is big.

Me: I know

Kim: When am I meeting them?

Me: Soon

Kim: You like them?

Me: just the guy

Kim: you and guys .

Me: oh whatever. What do you want to drink?

Kim: Kele wine!

Me: But You can't.

Kim: I know!

Me: It's frustrating right?

Kim: You have no idea..

Me: You'll be fine. Let's just say you in rehab.

Kim: Voetsek! I'm hungry..

Me: What do you want to eat?

Kim: what do you have?

Me: Feel free to go to the kitchen..

Kim: Okay. where's Manqoba?

Me: He went somewhere..

Kim: Where?

Me: I don't know Kim.

Kim: You didn't ask?

Me: No.

Kim: Why?

Me: stop asking so many questions .

Kim: Fine!

Me: Go make something to eat.

Kim: I am vele.

She got up and went to the kitchen. Minutes later she came back

Kim: There's a gathering here.

Me: Here?

Kim: Yes...

Me: Kim this is my house.

Kim: I know.

Me: so how do you make decisions without telling me?

Kim: Kele?

Me: Kim?

Kim: You have a newborn baby....do you think we expect you to Come to our houses?
Me: Well obviously not but still...

Kim: Kele...be grateful.

Me: Fine Kim.

Kim: There'll be here in 20.

Me: Wow thanks for the heads up Kim

Kim: pleasure.

Me: Whatever!

20 minutes later, They arrived. Manqoba knew about it.

Me: Braai?

Kim: Ke Friday.

Me: Fine.

Lutho: we are officially welcoming him to the squad.

Me: oh okay. By making noise?

Kamo: Friend, he needs to get used to it.

Me: Kamo please keep it down a bit

Kamo: hai Kele Man!

Me: take The speakers Outside

Kamo: Fine. You such a control freak.

Me: My house.

Kamo: Your rules...

Me: Exactly.

He took the speakers outside and had Lutho connect them. The rest of them were outside. Mbuyi and
Lora in the kitchen. Kim went out as well.

Kamo: Kele.

Me: Kamo.
Kamo: What happened to us mara?

Me: What do you mean?

Kamo: You hardly have time for me?

Me: No. You always with Lungelo

Kamo: Hawu Kele.

Me: no really though Kamo.

Kamo: I have so much to tell you.

Me: Yeah?

Kamo: Lungelo's child is a problem

I giggled.

Me: thought you liked him.

Kamo: I do like him.

Me: Then?

Kamo: He's just too demanding

Me: All kids are demanding.

Kamo: that one!

Me: Look, just be there for him.

Kamo: Right?

Me: Yes. You still want to adopt?

Kamo: Yes.

Me: that's good.

Kamo: but these things take time.

Me: You two have been postponing since.

Kamo: It's not easy for us

Me: yeah but it's not like same-sex couples aren't allowed to adopt. Kamo you not getting any younger.

Kamo: Wow thanks for reminding me

He turned his back on me And headed out.

Me: Ka...

Kamo: Shut up!

I giggled. It was fun and all and they left at 22:30.

Manqoba: MaSibiya.

Me: Hey.

Manqoba: How was your meeting?

Me: It was fine.

Manqoba: Really?

Me: Yeah. Khutso wants...

Manqoba: Baby bona.

Me: Okay

Manqoba: Your sister ne?

Me: No. She's not my sister.

Manqoba: Okay your dad's daughter ge.

Me: Yeah?

Manqoba: I don't want her near you, Near my children, Near me and near my house okay?

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Me: Right.

Manqoba: What did you want to say?

Me: oh I forgot.

Manqoba: Tell me when you remember

Me: okay. Can I ask?

Manqoba: Yes

Me: Why?

Manqoba: why?
Me: Why don't you want her here?

Manqoba: I get this bad vibe when she's around.

Me: really?

Manqoba: Yes. I get uncomfortable

Me: Okay. I understand

Manqoba: Baby you know I'm handsome right?

I giggled.

Manqoba: No I'm serious.

Me: Yes you are.

Manqoba: And as handsome as I am...I have eyes for you only.

Me: right...

Manqoba: Your sister...

Me: No.

Manqoba: Sorry. Your dad's daughter was undressing me with her eyes.

Me: Oh my God!

Manqoba: No baby I'm serious..

Me: Fine.

Manqoba: You get me right?

Me: Yeah I do.

Manqoba: Thanks.

Me: Pleasure..I'm going to take a bath..

Manqoba: Can I come?

Me: No. Look after your son.

Manqoba: He just fell asleep 5 minutes ago.

Me: Yeah so?

Manqoba: So that means he wont be up for like an hour or so.

Me: I dont care.

Manqoba: You know when we got married...

Me: No! No! No! That's not going to work

Manqoba: Kele!

Me: You'll touch me after 3 months.

Manqoba: what?

Me: Yeah.

Manqoba: why?

Me: coz you might knock me up again.

He laughed.

Manqoba: I won't. I promise

Me: No.

I looked at him.

Manqoba: but you are also undressing me with Your eyes

Me: No I'm...you know what?

Manqoba: What?

Me: nothing

Manqoba: Okay mama.

Me: Don't Come.

Manqoba: Its fine. I wont.

Me: Good.

I went to the bathroom to just relax in the warm water. It felt so good.

Manqoba: I still can't Come in?

I opened my eyes.

Me: No.

Manqoba: please.

Me: No baby.

Manqoba: But I said "please"

Me: And I said "no"

Manqoba: Yaz Kele I'll call the elders.

I giggled.

Me: Call them

Manqoba: I'll call Aunt Moipone

Me: I'll call Remo.

He laughed.

Manqoba: Nice one babe.

Me: You can join me

Manqoba: okay rules then!

Me: Dont try to kiss me.

Manqoba: Got it.

Me: Don't touch my Neck, dont touch my ear, keep your hands off my navel

Manqoba: Okay

Me: And dont try to kiss me.

Manqoba: so many "donts".

Me: yes.

Manqoba: And the "do's?"

Me: Do keep your hands off me. Do behave. Do...

He giggled.

Manqoba: Fine! Smart ass! I will.

He joined me.

Manqoba: when am I meeting your brother?

Me: Soon

Manqoba: So you dont address him as "dad's son?"

Me: No.

Manqoba: Why?

Me: I like him.

Manqoba: really?

Me: Yeah. He's chilled.

Manqoba: well that's good. Turn around.

Me: Manqoba I said no.

Manqoba: Kele man!

Me: you'll go out phela!

He laughed.

Manqoba: I cant even massage you?

Me: You'll massage me with my clothes on

Manqoba: do you get massaged with your gown on at the spa?

Me: The masseuses dont want to sleep with Me

Manqoba: Yho MaSibiya! Why on earth did I marry you?

Me: Coz you love me.

Manqoba: unfortunately.
Me: You'll be strong. You can wash my back though.

Manqoba: No.

Me: Ao?

Manqoba: I'm not a back washer.

Me: Fine then. Out of my water!

Manqoba: Community sisi. What's yours is mine

Me: Hai suka!

Manqoba: so your water is basically mine.

I clicked my tongue.

Manqoba: I still love you though.

Me: And I Dont.

Manqoba: Oho. But your eyes don't tell me that

Me: When are my kids coming back?

Manqoba: You kids are in Durban

Me: What?

Manqoba: Mum told you right?

Me: No. My phone was off the entire day.

Manqoba: Well your kids are gone then

Me: Oh wow.

Manqoba: You said?

Me: Well wouldn't you be?.

Manqoba: No..they are giving us time to spend together.

Me: you think?

Manqoba: Don't you want to spend time with me?

Me: no.

Manqoba: We going to see the doctor tomorrow. A psychiatrist.

Me: For what?

Manqoba: I need to get your head checked..

I laughed..

Me: you need to get yours checked

Manqoba: what sort of wife are you? One who doesn't like spending time with her husband.

Me: I'm different.. Its what attracted you to me in the first place.

We finished "bathing" and Sandile was still sleeping peacefully. My little Bile was tired. Lutho and Mtho
were harassing him everytime he tried to sleep they'd wake him up.

My phone rang.

Me: Hello?

"Hi, Its Khutso"

Me: It's 23:30

Khutso: oh sorry. Can't sleep.

Me: Oh okay.

Khutso: Did you talk to your husband?

Me: Yeah. You driving?

Khutso: Yes I am

Me: Call me when you reach your destination okay?

Khutso: Okay.

Me: Bye.

Khutso: bye.

I hung up.

Manqoba: who was that?

Me: Khutso.
Manqoba: So late?

Me: Tell me about it babe.

Manqoba: When she calls again...you must tell her I said she must stop coming here.

Me: I will.

Manqoba: Or you must give me the phone when she calls. Can have people undressing me with their
eyes. Making me feel uncomfortable in my own house

I looked at him and chuckled.

Manqoba: No baby I'm serious.

Me: Well obviously.

Manqoba: Your sister has spirits!

I giggled.

Me: What?

Manqoba: She has demons.

Me: Maybe wena Prophet Sibiya you should take her to church.

Manqoba: Whose sister is she?

Me: Kabelo and Mbuyi's.

Manqoba: Good. Ask them to take her to church.

Me: So silly.

Manqoba: No I'm serious.

Me: Fine. I'll tell her to stay away tuu!

Manqoba: Thank you wife!

Me: Pleasure Husband.

Manqoba: when are you changing that hairstyle?

Me: what's wrong with it?

 Manqoba: It's been on that head for ages now. I bet other hairstyles have started complaining about
that one!

I giggled.

Me: Manqoba Voetsek.

Manqoba: You want something to drink?

Me: Yeah.

Manqoba: Okay. Juice?

Me: please.

He went to the kitchen and about 5 minutes later, He called me.

Me: You need my help to...and now?

Manqoba: I don't know.

Me: What's going on?

Khutso: My room got double booked. They thought I checked out in the morning so they gave my room
to another guest. And there aren't other rooms available. Can I just spend the night here?

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Manqoba: there are a lot of lodges/guesthouses/ hotels you can book into

Khutso: I'm not too familiar with the places here

Manqoba: You familiar with Google?

Khutso: Yes I am

Manqoba: And Google maps?

Khutso: Yes I am

Manqoba: Then why didn't you use them?

Khutso: Sometimes these technological things lose us and we end up in places we don't know or end up
getting injured

Manqoba: Oh?

Khutso: Just one night

Manqoba: MaSibiya?

Me: Just one.

Khutso: Thank you so much.

Me: I'll show you the guestroom.

Khutso: Thank you

She picked up her overnight bag and followed me to the guestroom.

Me: You want anything?

Khutso: No I'm fine.

Me: Great.

Khutso: Bathroom?

Me: Right there .

Khutso: Thank you.

Me: Goodnight.

Khutso: Night.

I went to the bedroom. Manqoba was waiting for me. I closed the door and crawled up to him

Manqoba: Today she leaves..

Me: Yes she will.

Manqoba: She has lame excuses

Me: I know. Can we just sleep?

Manqoba: I'm sleeping with one eye open

Me: Fine baby. Do that.

Manqoba: I will.

Me: Goodnight?

Manqoba: What time is it?

Me: 00:13
Manqoba: No midnight snack?

Me: There are snacks in the kitchen. Dont eat in here though

Manqoba: You my snack.

Me: You really want me hey?

Manqoba: Yes .

Me: Keep on wanting.

Manqoba: I'll get you morning after pills

Me: Lies!

Manqoba: I will..

Me: You are my husband. I know you. And I know you won't

Manqoba: Aren't you back on the pill?

Me: You hid my pills. Some you even threw out.

Manqoba: Okay MaSibiya look...

Me: No. I don't want to look at anything.

Manqoba: I'm not even done.

Me: I don't care.

Manqoba: why you mad?

Me: You made fun of my weave..

Manqoba: I didn't mean it.

Me: No you did..

He smiled.

Me: exactly!

Manqoba: I didn't mean it in a bad way.

Me: You did.

Manqoba: Baby I really didn't

Me: You really did and I'm sleeping before he wakes up

Manqoba: Fine
Me: Goodnight

Manqoba: No kiss?

I kissed his cheek.

Manqoba: Hai MaSibiya.

Me: Hai Bab'Sibiya..

Manqoba: Keng kanti?

Me: You said you want a kiss

Manqoba: Yes mouth. I'm not your child

Me: No!

Manqoba: Oh?

Me: Yes .

Manqoba: Then when we start looking for cake elsewhere don't complain.

Me: Just know you'll be leaving great quality cake for something that can be baked by Remo.

Manqoba: Ouch!

Me: I'm just saying. Let's sleep..

He snuggled me in and I only slept for an hour and Sandile woke up. I checked his diaper, fed him and it
took me 30 minutes together him to sleep again. I didn't put him in his cot. He slept with us. I woke
about 2-3 more times that night and finally slept again at 5:30. When I woke up, Manqoba was on his
laptop. His son in his cot

Me: you moved him there?

Manqoba: Yes about 20 minutes ago.

I went to go brush my teeth.

Me: what time is it?

Manqoba: 6:54
Me: Oh okay..

Manqoba: You look tired

Me: I am tired.

Manqoba: Sleep..

Me: I can't..you working?

Manqoba: yes. Final touches to this.

Me: Then they say I'm a workaholic

Manqoba: Look, you are one. I'm waiting for your maternity leave to end

Me: yeah right.

Manqoba: what are we doing today?

Me: pumping milk, feeding it to your son and changing diapers.

Manqoba: Hey!

Me: What?

Manqoba: let's go out.

Me: For?

Manqoba: lunch or something

Me: You know that kid is still young to go out right?

Manqoba: baby, we've never followed these traditional customs. Okay maybe you did with Ona but
with Sihle and Remo you didn't

Me: You corrupting me.

Manqoba: You've always been corrupt

Me: Okay we'll go then..

Manqoba: great. You need some fresh air.

Me: Yes I do.

His phone rang. He answered and put it on loudspeaker

Manqoba: Hello ma?

Remo: no. It's the Princess

Manqoba: Oh hello my Angel. How are you?

Remo: I'm fine papas how are you?

Manqoba: I just miss you

Remo: I miss you too. Come

Manqoba: come where?

Remo: To Matal. It's nice here in Durbam.

Manqoba: we'll come with next time okay Princess?

Remo: okay Papas. Where's Goofy?

Manqoba: He's sleeping.

Remo: And Goofy's mum?

He looked at me and smiled.

Manqoba: she's here! talk to her.

Remo: Yes. Hello Kate!

Me: hello baby.

Remo: You're fine?

Me: Yes I'm fine. Why are you up so early?

Remo: Fentse.

Me: What did Fentse do?

Remo: he woke up at koma to 6

Me: at 6:45?

Remo: yes.

Me: Why?

Remo: I don't know.

Me: Where are they?

Remo: They went out.

Me: Okay Nana.

Remo: What do you want me to get you and papas?

Manqoba: You have money my Angel?

Remo: Yes papas. Gogo will pay

Manqoba: Okay Princess. Anything you want to buy.

Remo: Okay papas. Love you.

Manqoba: Love you too Princess.

Remo: Love you Kate.

Me: Love you too baby.

Remo: You must tell Goofy I said hi.

Manqoba: We will.

M's mum: Remo! Hey! This child!

Remo: Gogo I stole your phone.

M's mum: You not even scared to tell me that

Remo: Ona didn't want to give me his.

We were now listening to them.

M's mum: Manqoba!

Manqoba: Ma?

M's mum: Buy your daughter a phone.

Remo: Kate said no.

M's mum: Hai suka! Go brush your teeth....This daughter of yours! Are you kids okay?

Manqoba: We are fine ma. Having fun with the kids?

M's mum: If I die of a heart attack, know Sihle and Remo killed me. How's Sandile doing?

Manqoba: He's okay.

M's mum: This white woman is telling me I have a minute remaining. I'll talk to Kele later okay?

Manqoba: Okay bye ma

M's mum: Bye boy.

She hung up and Manqoba recharged her account.

Me: Want to get up?

Manqoba: Yes.

He closed his laptop and got up. I made the bed and we moved to the kitchen to make tea. Manqoba
took his son with.

Manqoba: When is your sister walking up?

Me: I don't know

Manqoba: She needs to get out of this house you know?

Me: Yes she will. Don't worry.

Manqoba: I don't think I am

Me: Don't be.

Manqoba: I told you she has spirits

Me: you did. Baby...

Manqoba: yes wife.

Me: Uncle Putla has been telling me to be careful..

Manqoba: Of your sister .

Me: Hai man Babe, I don't like her but I don't think she's harmful

Manqoba: Baby you know, I love your family members. Including Aunt Moipone. She's probably the one
I love most...

Me: More than me?

Manqoba: Maybe

I hit him with the dishcloth

Me: You've always had a spot for older women vele.

He giggled.
Manqoba: nice one. Touché. But her...hai man.

Me: Don't worry. She's bouncing.

Manqoba: She better.

We went to the lounge to have our tea there

Me: Keng offside kanti?

We were watching a repeat.

Khutso: Morning!

She had a shirt on.

Me: hi.

Manqoba: Morning. Our guests dress appropriately in this house

Khutso: Oh sorry it was just too hot last night.

Manqoba: Yeah but It's not too hot this morning

Khutso: I'll go change. I wanted to make you breakfast. Just to thank you for letting me spend the night.

Manqoba: No need to. If it's not prepared by your sister, I wont eat.

I looked at him.

Manqoba: Behave. And give up already. Whatever it is you trying to do won't work.

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She looked so embarassed. I just took my son from the couch and played with him.

She turned and went back to the guestroom.

Me: Woah!

Manqoba: Breakfast?

I giggled.

Me: You're making it?

Manqoba: yes..

Me: That was so mean.

Manqoba: No it wasn't.

Me: I feel bad for her.

Manqoba: She'll have to be strong.

Me: She was probably feeling hot for real.

I was teasing him..

Manqoba: Really?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: There's a reason why they made fans baby you know?

Me: Yeah but sometimes it doesn't help.

Manqoba: MaSibiya?

Me: Bab'Sibiya?

Manqoba: It's July!

Me: Yes I know that.

Manqoba: How can it be hot?

Me: Weather patterns change.

Manqoba: no!

Me: Hey!

Manqoba: if we were in Limpopo I'd agree with her. That place is always hot but we in Joburg babe.

Me: Fine. But I'm not hungry.

Manqoba: Why?

Me: Its 8:00

Manqoba: Yeah so?

Me: It's too early for breakfast.

Manqoba: You have a bad habit.

Me: No don't start with that.

Manqoba: I should start with that. You only have one meal.

Me: I thought Aunt Dikano lived in Swaneville.

Manqoba: you know I'm right

Me: Fine. But I'm not hungry. I'm getting fat

Manqoba: You should.

Me: What?

Manqoba: it shows you well taken care of.

Me: But Im not.

He looked at me and smiled.

Manqoba: Just follow me to the kitchen.

I did. He started making breakfast. Khutso came into the kitchen.

Khutso: Thanks for letting me spend the night.

Me: You leaving?

Khutso: Yes. I need to get back to my kids.

Me: stay for breakfast.

Khutso: I'm not hungry.

Manqoba: Safe travels.

Khutso: thank you.

Manqoba: Pleasure.
Me: I'll walk you out..

I walked her to her car.

Khutso: Thanks.

Me: Say hi to the kids for me.

Khutso: I will.

Me: Bye.

Khutso: Bye

She hugged me and got into her car. I opened the gate for her and she drove out. We waved at each
other and she drove off. I went back into the house.

Manqoba: There you go.

Me: Thank you.

Manqoba: Pleasure

Me: what happened to you?

Manqoba: What do you mean?

Me: You used to be nice.

Manqoba: I was nice.

Me: No you weren't

Manqoba: Baby I was....she said "thanks" and I said "pleasure"

Me: wow.

Manqoba: How's that not being nice?

Me: You are just silly.

Manqoba: No. Not true.

Me: Yeah right

We finished eating, washed The dishes then went to clean Sandile up together. He fell asleep right after
that and we went to take a shower. We drove to Aunt Dikano's.

Aunt D: You kids! You know you not suppose to gallivant right?

Me: We came to see you.

Aunt D: Who said I can't Come to you?

Manqoba: we were just trying to be nice kids

Aunt D: you are very nice kids but don't come here until he's atleast 2 months old.

Manqoba and I looked at each other and smiled.

Aunt D: I'm serious!

Me: We understand.

Aunt D: good. How are you kids doing?

Manqoba: we fine ma.

Me: dad's children rocked up of out nowhere

Aunt D: dads kids?

Me: Yes dad had other children.

Aunt D: Kele?

Me: You didn't know?

Aunt D: I did.

Me: Did mum know?

Aunt D: no. I think you father kept it a secret.

Me: so how did you know?

Aunt D: Zodwa once told me about them.

Me: Ma!

Aunt D: really!

Me: And you didn't tell me?

Manqoba: It wasn't her place to.

Aunt D: Thanks Manqoba.

I kept quiet

Aunt D: How do you feel about them?

Manqoba: I personally don't like the sister ma.

Me: Andrew!

Manqoba: Fine! Your dad's daughter!

Me: That's it!

Aunt Dikano giggled.

Aunt D: why?

Me: he thinks she has demons.

Aunt D: then she probably does.

Manqoba: See MaSibiya?

Me: Yes fine. I just Dont like seeing the worst in people.

Manqoba: We get that. But you'll get killed.

Aunt D: She will not listen to you.

Manqoba: I know ma..Im talking to a wall.

I pinched him.

Me: I'll prove you wrong.

Manqoba: Please!

Aunt Dikano giggled.

Aunt D: It's good to see you two this happy.

Me: And you also happy. With Bra Oupas of course.

Manqoba: Old people are always happy.

Me: True though. They have nothing serious to stress about.

Manqoba: they only have to stress about where the put their false teeth.

Me: that only.

Aunt D: Hey!

Me: We sorry.

Aunt D: Your uncle is coming next week.

Me: He has another vision?

Aunt D: yes

Me: About?.

Aunt D: He didn't say.

Me: I hope it's not about me. Let it be about Sonwabo or Nthato

Aunt D: They've had their share

Me: you think?

Aunt D: Yes..

Me: Okay.

Aunt D: Its probably not about you

Me: I hope it isn't. I'd rather die

Aunt D: Kele!

Me: It's true..

We chilled with her for like an hour or so then we went for lunch. Aunt Dikano was against us going with
Bile but eventually let us go.

Me: Why?

Manqoba: What do you mean? I need a new car

Me: You don't need a new car. You want one.

Manqoba: Why should we always debate about this?

Me: Okay I'll make things simple for you..

Manqoba: Yes?

Me: Buy your car, don't bring it to my house

He laughed.

Manqoba: What?

Me: I'm serious

Manqoba: How does that even work?

Me: It works well.

Manqoba: Baby are you fine?

Me: Yes I am.

Manqoba: No you're not.

Me: I gave you my blessings

Manqoba: That wasn't a blessing..

Me: It was

Manqoba: No it's not. Fine...I won't get a new car then

Me: I didn't say you shouldn't

Manqoba: You indirectly said it.

Me: Okay baby get a new car

Manqoba: So you can smash its windows and your sister in law burn it?

Me: No we not that bad.

Manqoba: Yes you two are crazy .

Me: When are you going to Mogale?

Manqoba: They are spending another week in there

Me: Hai Manqoba come on.

Manqoba: Okay I'll go to him after I drop you guys off.

Me: Thank you.

We had lunch then he dropped me off at home. I got a call from Kabelo asking where I am and 30
minutes later, he arrived .

Me: How are you?

Kabelo: Good. Have you seen Khutso lately?

Me: She slept over last night

Kabelo: why?

Me: What do you mean?

Kabelo: Kele, you my newly found sister and believe you me, I've grown to love you very much. The past
5 years I've been living my life without mum and your sister. I had disowned Khutso and Distanced
myself from my mother coz she always took Khutso's side. Khutso is the reason my wife and I got
divorced but we luckily we fixed things. I only reconciled with her and mum 2 months before she passed
on. My wife forcing me to. But I still don't trust her.

I looked at him.

Kabelo: Do me a favor, keep her at a distance. I'd hate to see you unhappy and alone

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Kabelo: Okay?

Me: Okay.

Kabelo: Good. I hope you heard what I said.

Me: I did.

Kabelo: See you next week?

Me: No problem

Kabelo: too bad you can't come with

Me: You going partying?

Kabelo: Yes. It's Saturday.

Me: Have fun

Kabelo: Oh I will.

Me: Bye.
Kabelo: Love you

Me: I love you too Belo.

He hugged me and Kissed my forehead.

Me: Bye!

Kabelo: Bye.

Me: Don't drink and drive.

Kabelo: I've lived longer.

Me: Hey that's not an excuse!

Kabelo: Kele.

Me: Kabelo

Kabelo: I'm the older one.

Me: So?

Kabelo: Respect me.

Me: Fine..go die then.

He laughed.

Kabelo: Sies!

Me: it's what you want.

Kabelo: I have a wife and 3 kids to take care of Nana.

Me: Good. Atleast your brain works.

Kabelo: So rude!

Me: Be safe.

Kabelo: You too

Me: Sharp.

He left and I went to lock the door. I took a nap and was woken up by a call from Ona.
Me: Hey boy..

Ona: Hello ma.

Me: How are you?

Ona: I'm okay. And You?

Me: I'm fine baby. How's Durban?

Ona: It's fun.

Me: Is It?

Ona: Yes.

Me: You not giving your grandmother a hard time?

Ona: Okay...I'm not. Your daughter is.

Me: she still wants to buy everything in the shop?

Ona: Yes.

Me: Where is she now?

Ona: sleeping.

Me: And Sihle?

Ona: He's also sleeping.

Me: So early?

Ona: it was a very busy day.

Me: Can tell. I miss you kids..

Ona: We'll be back soon.

Me: I can't wait.

Ona: Where's the little one?

Me: Sleeping too

Ona: he's always sleeping.

Me: He doesn't have a girlfriend to text.

Ona: yho ma!

Me: What?

Ona: We have to catch up.

Me: Yes we have to.

Ona: I'll tell you all about it tomorrow

Me: Okay Nana.

Ona: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

Ona: Bye ma.

Me: Bye baby.

He hung up and I went back to sleep. I was woken up by Manqoba when he dropped something. .

Me: Keep it down.

Manqoba: I am sorry.

Me: it's fine.

Manqoba: Wake up!

Me: I'm up

Manqoba: Good.

Me: I don't exactly have a choice

His son woke up.

Manqoba: I'll take care of it..

Me: It's your turn anyway..

Manqoba: I know MaSibiya.

I watched as he calmed Bile down, checked the diaper and fed him his bottle then burped him.

Me: You're a pro now.

Manqoba: Well I live in a Democratic house.

Me: Yes equality papas.

Manqoba: If I was Your typical Zulu man....

Me: it wasn't going to work..

Manqoba: Okay yes. You are the most stubborn woman I've ever come across

Me: You have nothing great to say about me.

He giggled.

Manqoba: I do.

Me: Like?

Manqoba: You are beautiful.

Me: and?

Manqoba: You smart, you are kind, great mother, you beat the shit out of people...

I giggled.

Manqoba: you're just great.

Me: Well thank you.

Manqoba: You see? I do have great things to say about you.

Me: Atleast.

Manqoba: well it's not like you have anything nice to say about me..

Me: Really?

Manqoba: Yes. Do you?

Me: Yes. What did Mogale say?

Manqoba: They'll be out on Monday.

Me: That's good

Manqoba: Nevermind that....I'm still waiting for you to say good things about me .

Me: Okay fine.

Manqoba: I'm listening.

Me: You're also smart.

Manqoba: Yes?

Me: Sweet, charming, you have a nice body. And you kind

Manqoba: And?

Me: generous

Manqoba: and?

Me: Great in bed.

Manqoba: That I know...and?

Me: And Handsome.

Manqoba: That's it. I'm Happy now

Me: Whatever.

Manqoba: thank you Mamas..

Me: You love compliments hle.

Manqoba: Yes from you.

Me: You don't like the compliments other women give you?

Manqoba: They come lustfulness.

I giggled.

Manqoba: it's true.

Me: Manqoba can I sleep?

Manqoba: No.

Me: Why?

Manqoba: The kids are coming back tomorrow.

Me: I know that.

Manqoba: That means my wife is coming back.

Me: Oh yes!

Manqoba: Enjoy it while it lasts.

Me: Okay... Movie?

Manqoba: Action.

Me: no.

Manqoba: Sci-Fi

Me: No.

Manqoba: Hai Kele

Me: Romcom.

Manqoba: are you serious?

Me: yes..

Manqoba: No baby..

Me: I'm sleeping then..

Manqoba: Fine. Action afterwards

Me: Deal..

Manqoba: And don't sleep.

I went to make us popcorn and we watched the movie then slept the next day, I cooked for my babies. I
couldn't wait to see them. They got home at around 12:30. M's mum just dropped them off stayed for 5
minutes and left. She was exhausted.

Remo: Papas how do I look?

Sihle: Ugly.

Me: You bought a wig?

Remo: Yes. Chinian wig.

I looked at Ona who giggled.

Manqoba: You are such a bad brother bafo.. Why did you choose this wig?

Ona: Sihle did..

Manqoba: Blonde bafo?

Sihle: Mfethu, Blonde girls need blonde hair..

Ona: Couldn't agree more.

They fist pumped.

Manqoba: let's go take pictures Princess..

Remo: Lets go papas.

They went outside.

Me: Catch up time?

Ona: Yes..

Me: what's going on? where's Stacy?

Sihle: he has a new girlfriend.

Ona: No I dont.

Sihle: Yes you do. Ma, let me tell you about it.

I listened to them. We spent the entire day with them. Such fun! The next day, I woke them up.

Remo: Wakey wakey Fentse

Me: Fentse wake up.

Sihle: I'm sick ma.

Remo: No you're not.

Sihle: Yes I am.

Me: Siphesihle wake up.

Sihle: I've got tonsils.

Me: No you don't..

Sihle: I have Flu.

He faked a cough.
Manqoba: let it go MaSibiya.

Me: This kid needs to Go to school.

Manqoba: He's sick.

Me: Manqoba!

Remo: sile o papas..

Manqoba: I'll talk to him.

We left the room and Manqoba drove Ona and Remo to school.

Sihle helped me clean up then we watched cartoons. An hour later, we heard a knock on the door.
Sandile was in his cot. Sihle went to get the door.

Khutso: Hello.

Sihle: Hi.

Khutso: Hey Kele.

Me: Hi. What are you doing here?

Khutso: Oh do you have extra copies of the documents?

Me: Yes. Sure. Sit down.

Sihle went to the kitchen and I went to look for the documents and 3 minutes later, I heard Sihle's voice.

Sihle: Sorry sisi...what are you doing?

I quickly went out.

Me: Fentse what's wrong?

Sihle: Ma, she just poured something into Sandile's bottle

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"You almost killed her.....Be careful" that was the only words in my head as I looked at her. Everything
within me wanted to beat the shit out of her yet Uncle Putla's voice was the only thing in my mind.

Khutso: Kele I...

Me: Can you please get up and never look back.

Khutso: okay...

Me: Before I do something that will land me up in jail and you in a coffin.

She got up.

Me: Take that bottle with you.

She took it.

Sihle: And don't ever Come to this house again.

She looked at Sihle.

Sihle: Witch!

Me: Please leave.

Khutso: You going to...

Me: I said leave! Let the Almighty deal with you.

She then took her handbag. Still something in her hand and she walked out. I heard her drive off.

Sihle: Mum!

I had a lump in my throat. I looked at Sihle.

Me: Yes baby?

"Thank God for you child" that is what my heart was saying.

Sihle: Who's that?

Me: your grandfather's daughter..

Sihle: What was in her hand? What was she putting in there? It was brown in color I think.

Me: Poison I think.

Sihle: So she wanted to Poison Sandile?

Me: Yes.

Sihle: So I was right When I called her a witch?

I giggled.

Me:Yes, go lock the door. Its a bit dusty outside

He quickly went to close the door.

Sihle: When's dad coming back? I want to tell him about my grandfather's daughter...

Me: You...

My phone rang.

Me: Belo..

Kabelo: Hey. Are you okay?

Me: Umm yes. Yes I am..

Kabelo: You sure?

Me: no.

Kabelo: What happened?

Me: I'll tell you when you come.

Kabelo: We have to meet with Anth tomorrow.

Me: Oh it slipped my mind. Yes. After 12 right?

Kabelo: yes. I hope you keeping your distance from Khutso akere?

Me: Yes

Kabelo: I'll call you everyday to remind you.

Me: Ok Kabelo.

Kabelo: No. It's big brother.

Me: Okay big brother...

Kabelo:: Talk again little sister.

Me: Bye.

Kabelo: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

"Kelebogile man"

Sihle: Siyeza!(we coming)

Sihle went to get the door

Kabelo: Bye

Me: Bye K.

He hung up. My eyes fell on Tlotlo and Sihle.

Tlotlo: Why didn't you go to school?

Sihle: I'm sick Uncle.

Me: he's lying...

Tlotlo: You still don't like school?

Sihle: No. It's boring.

Tlotlo: Why?

Sihle: the things they teach us there. It's boring

Tlotlo: What do you want them to teach?

Sihle: The things Ona is being taught at school..

Me: This child is crazy. He's not even on that level yet ..

Tlotlo: He's a smart kid, Ona likes sharing what he learns with him. You can't exactly Blame him..

Me: no he must just stay in his lane.

Tlotlo: Where's the Princess?

Me: school. .

Tlotlo: Without Fentse?

Me: She couldn't exactly understand why he's staying behind..

Tlotlo: you going to school tomorrow?

Sihle: no..

Tlotlo: Kele your child!.

Sihle: I'm getting home schooled Uncle....

Tlotlo: Serious?

Sihle: yes..

Me: No you're not...

Sihle: I'm going to play games

Me: Good idea

He went to Ona's bedroom.

Tlotlo: Little

Me: Biggy

Tlotlo: You okay?

Me: Yes you?

Tlotlo: not great.

Me: Why?

Tlotlo: You don't love me ne?

Me: I do.

Sandile started crying.

Me: Wait.

Tlotlo: okay

I went to the bedroom To get him. I managed to calm him down then went back to Tlotlo who was
looking for something to eat in the fridge

Tlotlo: Make me something to eat

Me: I'm not your wife .

Tlotlo: Hey wena!

Me: But I'm not.

Tlotlo: I'm your mother's child.

Me: No.

Tlotlo: Kele!

Me: Fine!

Tlotlo: You Keep forgetting I'm 7 years older than you

Me: Are you now?

Tlotlo: Bring that child here.

I passed Sandile to him.

Me: Change his diaper.

Tlotlo: Ask..

Me: Did you ask me to make you something to eat or did you command me to?
Tlotlo: hey you rude hey. I feel sorry for Manqoba.

Me: I know right? Says the one with the crazy wife

Tlotlo: She tells me that you have new siblings.

Me: Yeah.

He changed Sandile's diaper then we went to the kitchen. I made him and Sihle food.

Me: Fentse come get your food

He thanked me for the food then went to the lounge.

Tlotlo: When will I meet them?

Me: You'll meet the guy soon.

Tlotlo: And the girl?

Me: You won't. She has issues.

Tlotlo: So when were you going to tell me about them?

Me: I knew Kim would tell you.

Tlotlo: Who's your mother's child between me and Kim?

Me: Kim.

Tlotlo: Makes sense. Explains the violence.

Me: Hai suka Tlotlo waitsi..

He got a call.

Tlotlo: Okay Mama...yes, Im with her now....I'll tell her...bye.

He hung up.

Me: Yes?.
Tlotlo: Uncle Putla is around. Aunt Dikano asked me to tell you that. She can't reach you.

I checked my phone...

Me: no signal..

Tlotlo: okay. You'll go right?

Me: He wants to see me now?

Tlotlo: no. I don't think so.

Me: Okay. I'll go Tomorrow.

Tlotlo: Good. So...

Me: Yes?

Tlotlo: Want us to fix Uncle Jafta's tombstone

Me: you mean new one?

Tlotlo: Yes.

Me: Okay. You can choose it. I dont like mum's.

Tlotlo: okay. You can choose hers then.

Me: great.

Tlotlo: thanks for the food.

Me: Wash the dishes.

Tlotlo: No. Some of us work.

Me: don't come here again.

Tlotlo: Nice try. Thanks Little. Bye Mshanas.

He left and I chilled with Sihle and Sandile. We didn't tell Manqoba what went down. He'd kill me. Sihle
went to school the next day and I left Sandile with Mam'Flo so I could go to the meeting with Kabelo,
Anth and Khutso.

Anth: Yes that's it.

Khutso's phone rang and she excused herself. We were at some restuarant.

Me: Thanks Anth.

Anth: It's a pleasure. Need to go now.

We said bye to him and he left.

Me: Okay mixed grill for me. I'm going to the bathroom. I need to wash my hands.

Kabelo: okay. Drink?

Me: whatever You having.

Kabelo: Okay.

I went to the bathroom.

"No dont worry girl"

It was Khutso's voice.

Khutso: she can't have it all....Why should she?...oh you just wait and see. Just keep doing what you
doing. She won't even know what hit her

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I closed the tap and looked at myself on the mirror

Khutso: Okay friend....good...bye!

She opened the door and

Khutso: Ke...
I immediateky kicked her and her back hit against the wall and her head against the hand dryer. I went
to her and slapped her then as I was about to Punch her in the face some girls pulled me away. Her hair
was a mess

Me: Fuck you!

Khutso: Are you crazy?

Me: You ain't seen nothing yet.

Khutso: What is it wena?

Me: What the fuck do you want from me?

Khutso: why did you kick and beat me up?

Me: Fuck you! I dare you to try me again. You won't live!

Khutso: Crazy Bitch!

I walked out of the restroom. Eyes on me from the ladies in there and I went to Kabelo.

Kabelo: Yoh! Why you so angry?

Me: Your twin sister.

Kabelo: What did she do?

Me: There she is. You can ask her.

She was coming out of the restroom.

Kabelo: What happened to you?

Khutso: ask this bitch

Kabelo: She beat you up?

Khutso: Stop asking Rhetorical questions.

He laughed
Kabelo: Where have you been baby sis

Kabelo: I love you! I've ordered. Take your bag wena.

She took her bag

Kabelo: Bye

Khutso: Voetsek.

He laughed again and we watched as she left.

Kabelo: Good job.

Me: Thank you.

Kabelo: She deserved it.

Me: She tried to poison my baby

Kabelo: She always pulls that stunt.

Me: what?

Kabelo: She tried to kill my wife once.

Me: What?

Kabelo: she ended up in hospital after she had a cup of tea Khutso made her.

Me: Are you serious?

Kabelo: Cyanide.

My mouth hung open

Kabelo: I know

Me: She's so evil.

Kabelo: Hence I told you to stay away from her. You don't listen akere?

Me: She showed up.

Kabelo: she has another thing up her sleeve.I know her

Our food came.

Kabelo: Kele. Please

Me: Heard you

Kabelo: Good. You should.

My phone rang.

Me: Hey.

Manqoba: Hai wena! You having an affair?

Me: What?

Manqoba: you just said "hey"

Me: Okay baby hello.

Manqoba: Hello MaSibiya.

Me: How are you?

Manqoba: I'm fine. Where are you?

Me: Im having lunch with my brother

Manqoba: OK. I'm at home anyway

Me: great. I'll come by with Kabelo. Want me to get you some food?

Manqoba: please.

Me: Okay cool. Will bring some for you and Mam'Flo.

Manqoba: be safe

Me: I will.

Manqoba: bye my love.

Me: Bye baby.

I hung up.
Me: You coming with me right?

Kabelo: where?

Me: To meet Manqoba

Kabelo: Okay.

Me: And Belo dont mention the poison thing.

Kabelo: You didn't tell him?

Me: No! You don't know that man.

Kabelo: Kele!

Me: It's best thing way .

Kabelo: Okay...I won't

Me: Thank you.

I ordered food For Manqoba, the kids and Mam'Flo. We settled the bill after lunch then Belo drove
behind me to the house.

Me: Baby this is my brother Belo.

Kabelo: Kabelo..

Manqoba: you give everyone a nickname hey..

Me: People I love yes.

Manqoba: Oh so you dont love me?

Me: Yes.

He and Belo giggled...

Me: Where's my son?

Manqoba: With Mam'Flo.

Me: Okay. I'll leave you two then

Manqoba: okay baby.

I took Mam'Flo's food and went to the cottage.

Me: Hello Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: Hello Baby girl.

I looked at my son who was sleeping.

Me: here you go.

Mam'flo: Thank you.

Me: Pleasure ma .

Mam'Flo: You okay?

Me: I am..

Mam'Flo: Kelebogile.

Me: ma?

Mam'Flo: I think I've known you for 7 years now

Me: it's nothing I can't handle ma

Mam'Flo: You sure?

Me: Yes Mam'Flo

Mam'Flo: Okay if you are then it's okay .

Me: And please finish your food

Mam'Flo: You like feeding me junk.

Me: It's not junk

Mam'Flo: Kele, I'm old

Me: Yes. You need to eat nice food.

Mam'Flo: Hai suka

I giggled..

Me: Enjoy Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: I will

I took Sandile from the bed and went back to the house. Manqoba and Kabelo were deep in
conversation. I went to watch TV in the bedroom and about 30 minutes later, Kabelo called me.

Kabelo: See you soon okay?

Me: I need to meet the wife and kids.

Kabelo: You'll let me know when you ready .

Me: Okay then.

Kabelo: bye Baby sis..

Me: sharp.

I hugged him and Manqoba walked him out. minutes later,he came back.

Manqoba: I'm going to fetch Ona..

Me: What are you and Ona up to?

Manqoba: what?

Me: why dont you fetch them all?

Manqoba: okay I will.

Me: good. Thank you.

Manqoba: and we not up to anything

Me: I hope so.

Manqoba: You have nothing to worry about

I looked at him.

Manqoba: I promise..

Me: Fine.
He took his car keys and left. I played with my son and waited for the three to get home.

Sihle: Hai Olwethu man!

Remo: Fentse please.

Sihle: No.

Remo: I'll buy you a Kota.

Sihle: No.

Remo: Cowhead

Sihle: You don't have money

Remo: Fentse I do. Let me play

Sihle: no.

Ona: I'm going to the shop

Remo: Can I come with?

Ona: No

Remo: why?

Ona: I don't want you to come with.

Remo: why are you like this Ona Mara?

Ona: Coz I'm like this ..

Remo: You must go to Karabo's house

Me: Who's Karabo?

Remo: I don't know. I heard him talking to Karabo on the phone..

Me: Ona who's Karabo?

Remo: Tell Kate Ona .

Ona: Sihle let's go. I don't know who Karabo is .

Remo: Haaa! Maka wena Shob. Sile futhi.

Sihle got up..

Remo: Can I come with please Ona?

Ona: No

Sihle: Stay there.

They left.

Remo: tjo..

Manqoba: Come here princess .

She went to him..

Manqoba: We'll Go out okay?

Remo: We must leave them behind.

Manqoba: Yes we will princess. You hungry?

Remo: Yes papas.

Manqoba: Come.

They went to the kitchen and left Me in the lounge with Sandile. I watched some show and suddenly
Sihle came running in.

Me: Hey! What did I say to you?

Sihle: Mum! Ona's been stabbed

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Me: where is he?

Sihle: Just go out ma you'll see him. Bafo!

I ran out. Luckily Sandile was asleep. Ona was at the corner house. I helped him up. He was stabbed on
his stomach.. His dad's car came around and we rushed him to the nearest hospital. I had used my shirt I
had under my vest to try and stop the bleeding but it didn't help. He was quickly taken in and attended
to

Me: Ummm....
I was in tears .

Manqoba: Don't worry about the other three.

Me: Okay.

I couldn't help but see the worry in his face. This was all my fault.

My phone rang...

Me: Hello?

Uncle: Which hospital are you in?

Me: lesedi clinic

Uncle: Okay..

He hung up. Manqoba kept moving up and down the hall way.

Me: Please stop

Manqoba: sorry.

He sat down..

Manqoba: Kelebogile, who'd want to hurt Ona though?

I kept quiet. I just couldn't bring myself to it.

Me: I don't know

Manqoba: I'm getting Fred on this.as soon as I get home, I'll ask Sihle what happened then we can deal
with this person.
Shit!

We kept quiet and waited for the doctor to come and update but nothing. Uncle Putla and Aunt Dikano
came.

Aunt D: how's he doing?

Me: We don't know.

Aunt D: Oh God!

Uncle: Kele.

Me: Malume?

Uncle: Come. I want to talk to you

We moved from them.

Uncle: How are you?

I looked at him.

Uncle: Answer my question

Me: I don't know how I feel.

Uncle: You almost lost one son. We not sure if Ona will make it or not.

My heart broke.

Uncle: Why dont you listen to me?

Me: I do.

Uncle: I told Dikano to tell Tlotlo to tell you to come. What did you do?

I looked at my hands then eventually the tears hit my palm.

Uncle: You better pray hard.

Still kept quiet.

Uncle: Where is Your sister now?

Me: You know her?

Uncle: I know everything. She's after everything you have.

Me: Well I know that..

Uncle: And You chose to not protect your children?

Me: That's not true..

Uncle: Does Manqoba know?

I shook My head..

Uncle: I'll sing at your funeral.

He walked away from me. I sat on one of the chairs and just wept. My heart was fighting for his life. My
bestfriend. The one person who really completed me and it was all my fault! What kind of a mother was
I? I looked up again and saw the doctor and quickly rushed to him.

Aunt D: How's he?

Doc: the cut was too deep, we want to see what internal parts might have been injured. we still working
on him. He's lost a lot of blood though

Uncle: Will he be fine?

Doc: we don't know yet Sir

And at that point I dont know what happened, next thing I was in a ward as well.

Kim: Kele!

Me: Hi Kim. How's Ona doing?

Kim: He's in good hands.

Me: Please take me to him.

I tried to get out of the bed.

Kim: No.

Me: What happened to me?

Kim: Aunt Dikano said you collapsed

Me: Oh.

Kim: Kele?

Me: Kim?

Kim: What's going on?

Me: With?

Kim: You.

Me: Nothing.

Kim: Kele I'll beat you up hey.

Me: really it's nothing..

Kim: you've been offish since your sister and brother showed up.

Me: It's nothing I can't handle

Kim: you better handle it.

Some doctor came in.

Doc: How are you feeling?

Me: Fine.

Doc: You under alot of stress . You need to take it easy.

Me: Okay. Can I go home now?

Doc: yes you can.

Me: Thank you

Doc: I have pills prescribed for you. You can get ready to leave now

Me: Okay thank you.

Doc: No problem.

She left.

Kim: you better handle it.

Me: Where's Manqoba?

Kim: he went back home.

Me: Oh okay.

Lora rushed in.

Me: You shouldn't be running in like that..

Lora: How are you?

Me: Im fine

Lora: What did the doctors say?

Me: Okay they said...stress levels or something like that .

Lora: Kele are you okay?

Me: Yes .

Lora: No you're not

Kim: There's something she's hiding

Me: There's nothing I'm hiding. I need to go see my son.

Kim: Ona's in ICU.

Me: What?

Kim: yeah. The doctors are keeping him in there.

Me: Okay... I need to see him.

The nurse back in with the doctor and I was let go. Given some pills then I went to see Ona. Kim stood
outside

Lora: He'll he fine.

Me: This keeps happening

Lora: Babe, Don't worry about it

I looked at Ona

Me: Lora, I can't.

Lora: Okay. Let's go.

We went out to Kim.

Lora: You gon stay here the entire night?

Me: Yes.

Lora: Kele you serious?

Me: Yes.

Lora: No one's going to Try to hurt him.

Me: I'm not taking another chance.

Lora: Well I'll all Manqoba to come then.

She did.

Kim: You need to tell me who the person is.

Me: Kim please!

Kim: I'm only trying to protect you.

Me: Okay fine.

Kim: Who stabbed Ona?

Me: Khutso.

Kim: who's that?

Me: the "sister"

Kim: what? Give me her address.

Me: No Kim.

Kim: Kelebogile.

Lora: Kim you pregnant, what if she also tries to stab you?

Kim: Girl please....I have colored genes in me. I can handle the knife better than she can.

Me: No Kim..

Kim: you....

I cleared my throat to shut her up when Manqoba headed towards us.

Manqoba: Ladies...

Lora: Hello.

Kim: Hello. Bye.

Manqoba: Okay...

I said bye to them and they left

Manqoba: Sihle said Ona was stabbed by some lady. She apparently had her face covered. Apparently
drives a black Rio.

Me: Okay...

Manqoba: we have no leads on this. I've got Mogale on this.

Me: Okay...Baby?

Manqoba: Yes MaSibiya?

Me: I know who did this...it was Khutso.

Manqoba: What?

Me: Yes. She tried to poison Sandile on Monday but Sihle saw her...

Manqoba: you let your sister into our house after I told you not to?
Me: no...I didn't..I was...

Manqoba: So you'd rather have your children dead than see your allegedly "sister" in jail?

Me: no that's not it...

Manqoba: I swear...I swear on Fezile Sibiya's grave! Should something and I mean anything happen to
my son in there...your family will be burying you and your sister next week. Trust me!

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Me: okay look...I'm sorry..

Manqoba: Will your apology change the fact that my son is in there fighting for his life?

Me: no. Manqoba why you acting like I wanted this to happen?

Manqoba: Because you did...If you cared for your children, if you cared for me then you would have
listened to me and Uncle Putla but you know it all right?

I got up from the couch, left the waiting room and went to the cafeteria. I didn't want to say anything to
him anymore. He'd murder me. My phone rang.

Me: hello.

Kabelo: Are you okay?

Me: I'll be fine .

Kabelo: Mbuyi told me about Ona. Do you need anything?

Me: No we okay.

Kabelo: I'm off tomorrow so I'll be there in the morning okay?

Me: Okay.

Kabelo: Hang in there.

Me: I will..

Kabelo: I love you.

Me: I love you too Belo.

He hung up. I went back to the waiting room and Manqona was doing something on his phone.
Me: Andrew?

Manqoba: Yes Katherine.

Me: Can we talk?

Manqoba: Okay go on .

Me: I'm very sorry. I know I was suppose to listen to you but really....she just pitched.

Manqoba: and you didn't throw her out because?

Me: I didn't think she was up to something.

Manqoba: For a smart woman you tend to be quite dumb at times hey.

I raised my eyebrows.

Manqoba: This person was up to something when she only had a shirt on. She's always up to something.
Our Job is to protect our children.

Me: I know.

Manqoba: You not doing your job then. Pray Ona makes it. I swore on my father's grave and I'm not
going back on my words. I'll kill you Kele.

My eyes quickly fell on the table.

Manqoba: Sandile needs you. I'll get you an uber .

Me: Okay thanks.

After 5 minutes, I was on my way home. When I got there it was around 20:30. mam'flo was watching
TV with the kids. They were awfully quiet.

Me: Hey babies.

Remo: Where's Ona?

Sihle: Will he be fine?

Remo: Why didn't you bring him home Kate?

She looked very sad. Fentse did too.

Sihle: Mum!

Me: Fentse please .

Remo: Kate, Ona... I want him home.

Me: Yes he'll be back baby .

She walked away from me and went back to the couch. I took Sandile from Mam'Flo.

Me: don't you kids want to sleep?

Sihle: No..

Me: it's late..

Remo: I'm waiting for Ona to come back

Me: He's not coming back today.

Sihle: Sweety let's go.

He took her hand and they went to the bedroom.

Mam'flo: they'll be fine..goodnight baby.

Me: Goodnight ma.

Mam'flo: Get some rest okay?

I nodded and fed my son. He fell asleep a few minutes later, and I went to check on Remo and Sihle who
were sleeping on Sihle's bed. I tucked them in and went to take a bath then slept. They didn't go to
school the next morning, they even refused to eat. They just wanted to see their brother.

Remo: Kate. Hurry.

Me: Remo wait.

Remo: where's papas?

Me: I think I just heard his car Outside.

She quickly ran out.

Me': You sure you don't want anything to eat?

Sihle: Mum I'm fine.

Me: Okay Fine.

Remo: you tired papas?

Manqoba: Yes Nana.

Remo: Where's Ona?

Manqoba: still in hospital..

Remo: we going now..

Manqoba: Really? With Your mum?

Remo: Yes..

Manqoba: Okay.

Remo: You coming papas?

Manqoba: No princess. I need to sleep.

Remo: Okay.

Manqoba: Bafo

Sihle: Mfethu.

Manqoba: O grand?

Sihle: Sharp mfethu.

Manqoba: MaSibiya.

Me: Hey.

Manqoba: you okay?

He took Sandile from me.

Me: How's Ona doing?

Manqoba: nothing's changed.

Me: Oh okay.

Manqoba: You taking the little one with?

Me: Yes..

Manqoba: Okay..I'm going to sleep.

He passed Sandile back to me then I left with Remo and Sihle.

Remo: is he coming home with us?

Me: no.

Remo: Why?

Me: we'll wait for the doctor to tell us if we can take him home or not..

Remo: I'll talk to the doctor.

Me: and say what?

Remo: I Don't know.

Me: You like talking to doctors Dont you?

Remo: Yes.

We finally got to the hospital. Ona was moved to another ward so they only let the kids in for 5 minutes.
As they were coming out, Manqoba's mum came.

M's mum: Kelebogile.

Me: Ma?

M's mum: I had to hear this from Dikano. Who did this to Ona?

Me: We still trying to figure it out ma.

M's mum: Good...coz if something happens to my grandson...heh!

She greeted the kids then went in.

Remo: Where's the doctor?

Me: There.

He approached us.

Doc: How are you doing?

Me: I'm okay doctor.

Remo: when is Ona coming home?

Doc: Hello babygirl.

Remo: Hello Doctor.

Doc: What's your name?

Remo: Princess Remo..

Doc: okay Princess...your brother will be out in a few days.

Sihle: Will he be fine?

Doc: Yes boy..

Me: So does that mean...

Doc: He's recovering well yes. Everything is fine.

Me: Oh thank God.

Doc: we just checking if there aren't any infections.

Me: Okay.

Doc: But I'm pretty sure he'll be up later.

Me: Oh okay.

Doc: Let me go check up on him then..

He joined Manqoba's mum in the ward and about 30 minutes later, we went home. Remo and Sihle
eventually ate then fell asleep on the couch. I took Sandile to his cot.

Manqoba: You're back?

He was on his laptop.

Me: Yes..

Manqoba: How's Ona doing?

Me: The doctor said he'll be fine..

Manqoba: Great and Where are the kids?

Me: Sleeping. I'm going back to the hospital in 2 hours .

Manqoba: Okay we'll go together then.

Me: Cool..

I left him and went to the kitchen to make him something to eat. We chilled for about an hour then we
left the kids with Mam'Flo coz they were still sleeping we took Sandile with though. Ona was awake. Oh
my heart danced..

Me: Hey baby.

Ona: Hello mama.

Me: You Okay?

Ona: I'll be fine.

"Ona". It was Stacy. She quickly ran to his bed. Greeted us and hugged him. Manqoba and I looked at
each other.

Manqoba: Should we leave?

Ona: Yes..please step out mfethu.

I looked at him.

Manqoba: Okay Bafo.MaSibiya!

Me: Haibo.

Manqoba: Leave MaSibiya Junior. We'll come back later Bafo.

Ona: dankie Bafo.

Manqoba: Pleasure boy. Bye Stace.

Stacy: Bye papa. Bye ma.

Me: Bye Angel.

We left the ward. I was sad. So it was a trip for nothing. I was quiet in the house yet very anxious. When
we got home I went to put Sandile in his cot and went to the lounge. The house was quiet

Manqoba: Kele!

Me: shhh...you making noise.

Manqoba: Remo and Sihle... where are they?

Me: Aren't they with Mam'Flo?

Manqoba: No. They not in the cot...

He picked up a note.

Me: what's that?

Manqoba: " Let's meet...give me what's mine...all my businesses and Take what's yours. Khutso M."

Me: Wh...

Before I could say anything I was out of breath....Manqoba was strangling me. I tried to free myself from
him.

Me: I....I....

I was suddenly freed when someone pulled him away. I tried to catch my breath.

Lutho: Are you crazy Mfethu? What are you doing?

Manqoba: I'll fuck you up Kelebogile...

He was furious.

Manqoba: You better go out there and get those kids!

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I got up from the floor. I could feel the lump in my throat. I wanted to cry. I went to take the toolbox
from the garage and my car keys from the kitchen counter and drove out. I called Kabelo.

Kabelo: She did what?

Me: Yes.

Kabelo: I'm on my way.

Me: I dont even know where to start looking?

Kabelo: she doesnt know alot of places so I'm going to send you the 3 locations she might be at.

Me: Okay. What if she changed?

Kabelo: Khutso's dumb she won't change anything.. I'll get the police okay?

Me: Okay.

Kabelo: Im on my way.

I hung up. He sent me the addresses and I drove. All alone. I was a wreck. I got a call.

Me: Hello?

Uncle P: Kelebogile

Me: Malume?

Uncle P: Be careful.

He hung up. I drove even faster. Uncle Putla sometimes felt like a ghost. He'd say what he wanted to say
then hang up. There was no one at the first location. I drove even faster after I set the second location. I
called her as soon as I saw her car.

Khutso: Hello?
Me: Can you leave my kids and Mam'Flo out of this?

Khutso: No I want you to keep looking.

Me: Khutso are you sick?

Khutso: Maybe. Even Kabelo won't know where I am. Don't try looking for us.

I hung up and took the tool box out. Took the hammer and screw driver out. I had a pocket knife with. I
closed the toolbox and slowly walked to where her car was parked. I walked to the door then suddenly
heard my daughter's voice

Remo: Why did you tie us up?

Sihle: Isn't she crazy?

Remo: Papas will kill you yazi sisi.

Sihle: You so ugly. You the one who tried to poison my baby brother

Remo: Fentse call Kate to pull her chinian out. Sile lo.

Khutso: Hey shut up...I'll stab you both with this knife! Why isn't your stupid mum calling again?

Mam'Flo: Why are you so heartless?

I knocked.

Khutso: Who is it?

Me: open the door!

Khutso: What?

Me: I said open the fuckin door

I hit the door with the hammer.

Remo: Kate!

Sihle: Mum!
I hit it again.

Khutso: You will not get in! Do you have my papers with?

Me: Khutso open this door.

Khutso: My businesses first

I was getting enough of it. Next thing I knew I had used a brick to Smash one of the windows to get in.
Luckily there were no burglar gates there. Belo said It though. "Khutso is dumb". As I walked into the
house, trying to search for my children, I was kicked down. I tried to get up but she kicked even more.
The hammer was out of my hands. Outside the window so I had the screw driver and pocket knife to
depend on. I tried to get up again but she got on top of me and punched me in the face. I managed to
press my thumbs on her eyes and that got her off me as the eyes started hurting. She quickly revived
herself, trying to stab me...managed to scratch my right arm which was slightly bleeding but I stabbed
her with the pocket knife on her shoulder. A sudden image of the pain my son was in when he was
stabbed by her came in mind and I lost it. I just kept punching and slapping until I was pulled off her by
Kabelo.

"papas"

I heard Remo's voice. All of a sudden, I heard Sirens outside.

Belo: You okay?

Me: Yeah.

Belo: Why didnt you kill her?

She was coughing on the floor. Suddenly the police came in.

Belo: Here's the culprit.

Khutso: Kabelo? You doing this....to me?

She was in pain. I was too. They took her out.

Me: My children...

I tried to run out but Kabelo stopped me.

Kabelo: Take it easy...Manqoba is with them outside

Me: Mam'Flo?

Kabelo: Also with them. Lets get you cleaned up outside

There were paramedics outside. Helping Khutso with the wounded shoulder and Kabelo took me to one
who cleaned me up.

Kabelo: I told you your sister's dumb.

Me: You did.

Kabelo: She'll rot in jail now...

Me: Well I hope so.

The detective came to take my statement after that I thanked Belo then he left and I went to Manqoba's
car to go check up on my kids

Me: You okay?

Remo: I'm hungry

Me: Your dad will get you something to eat.

Sihle: You not coming?

Me: no. I need to go to Sandile. Where's Mam'Flo?

Sihle: She's in Your car.

Manqoba was with Fred. I greeted him and went to the car.
Me: Mam'Flo you okay?

Mam'Flo: I'm fine. Is that idiot your sister?

Me: Apparently so.

Mam'Flo: Not the brightest Crayon in the box.

Me: I'm sorry you had to go through that Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: It's okay

Me: Ready to go?

Mam'Flo: You sure you'll be able to drive?

Me: Yes.

Mam'Flo: Okay then.

I was in pain. I drove us back home and when I got there, it was as I had figured out that Manqoba had
left Sandile with Nox. Lora and Kim were there

Lora: You okay?

Me: yes friend. Hey skwiza..

Nox: Hey. Found the kids?

Me: Yes. They with Manqoba

Kim: Why didnt you take me with?

Me: Kim you're pregnant. Mam'Flo?

Mam'Flo: No I'm fine.

Me: Okay.

Mam'Flo: I'm going to rest.

She went out to the cottage .

Kim: You know I would have killed her right?

Me: yes. That's why I didn't call you

Kim: Kele!
Nox: Kele you sure you fine?

Me: yes. Compared to what Khutso's feeling. I'm perfect.

Lora: I'm glad everyone's fine.

Kim: I still dont get why you didn't call me...

Me: Kim...you're pregnant.

Kim: I'm not disabled.

Me: I wouldn't do anything to put my niece or nephew in danger.

Kim: Oh...and I should let someone mess with my nephews and my niece?

Me: No Kim...

She got up and took her bag.

Kim: let's go Lora.

Me: What?

Lora: Kim! No.

Me: Kim your hormones are...

Kim: okay...stay Lora. Kele...You such a bitch though.

I looked at Nox and back at Kim. I watched her walked away.

Lora: Dont mind her.

Me: Wow..

Nox: Kim's crazy..

Lora: You have no idea Nox

I took Sandile from her

Nox: I need to get going..

Me: Thank you..

Nox: It's my duty. He's an angel. See you around. I need to go see Ona..

Me: Okay then. Tell him I'll see him in the morning. He chased me out.

Lora: Let me guess...Stacy?

Me: Yep.

Nox: Your son would choose Stacy over us anytime.

Me: That is what I figured out

Nox: I'll see you guys soon.

She left. Lora and I chilled then she too left. I got a text from Manqoba...he told me to not cook so I just
chilled with my son. Went to check up on Mam'Flo and got a call from Uncle P.

Me: Yes they are fine..

Uncle: I'll see you all tomorrow

Me: Okay Malume.

Uncle: Bye Nana

Me: Bye Uncle.

I hung up. Manqoba came Back with the two an hour later, we chilled with them, had dinner then they
went to bath.

Remo: Night Kate. Come papas.

She left with her father who had to tuck her in as always.

Me: Night baby.

Sihle: night ma.

Me: I love you.

Sihle: I love you too.

He kissed my cheek and went to his bedroom. I went to check up on Sandile then went to bath. When I
finished taking my bath, Manqoba had a towel around his waist so he must have taken his shower in the
other bathroom. I changed into my pyjamas and looked at my neck which had prints on from the
strangling. My whole body ached. I took Sandile from his cot.

Me: Goodnight..

Manqoba: And now?

Me: I'll sleep in the guestroom...I don't want to die in my sleep.

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I took Sandile's things and went to the guestroom.. I locked the door. Minutes later, he tried to open the
door then knocked...

Manqoba: Please open the door

Me: my son is sleeping. You making noise.

Manqoba: MaSibiya please.

Me: No. I don't want to talk to you.

I really didn't want to.

Manqoba: MaSib...

Me: Please go away.

Manqoba: Okay.

I waited a few minutes then went to switch the lights off and cried myself to sleep. Never mind the fact
that my own sister tried to hurt My kids....Manqoba strangled me. Had it not been for Lutho then I'd be
dead. I could feel his hands around my neck. How I couldn't breath. How I saw my life flashing before
me. What was this? What had we become? Yeah sure we fought. I mean you all know but like this....I
don't know. I woke up when Sandile did. I fed him, checked his diaper then after 30 minutes he slept
again. He didn't wake up again. Thank the heavens. In the morning, I got the kids ready for school

Remo: When's Shob coming home?

Me: The doctor will tell us

Remo: What's that?

Me: What?

Sihle: On your neck.

I looked at Manqoba then my eyes fell back on them..

Me: Khutso was trying to strangle me

Remo: Sile lo Khutso yaz.

Me: She's very silly Baby.. Finish up.

Sihle: do we have to go to school?

Me: Yes .

Remo: Why?

Me: Coz Kate said so..

Remo: Why does Kate say so?

Me: Coz I'm the mother

Remo: Okay. I want creamers.

Manqoba: you want what?

Remo: Creamers papas.

Manqoba: What's that baby?

Remo: Shoes .

Sihle giggled. I smiled.

Sihle: Creep. Creepers!

Remo: Yes Cream. Creamers.

Sihle: I think she should wear that blonde wig today.

Me: Hey!

I pinched him.
Sihle: Ouch!

Me: You were once her age

Sihle: Yes but I wasn't like that.

Me: Eat up and stop being a bad brother .

Remo: He's not a bad brother Kate .

Me: He's a good brother?

Remo: No..

Me: then?

Remo: i don't know.

She looked adorable. They finished eating and left. I cleaned up and went to check on Sandile. I moved
him to the couch. I cleaned for about 3 hours. Feeding Sandile in between all that and went to take a
bath when he slept. I bathed him When he woke up and we went to the hospital. Mam'Flo had other
appointments.

Me: hey wena

Ona: Hello mama.

Me: How are you?

Ona: I'm fine. You don't look okay .

Me: I was in a fight.

Ona: With who now?

Me: The person who stabbed you.

Ona: You found him?

Me: Her

Ona: what?

Me: She's my sister.

Ona: Aunt Mbuyi?

Me: No. I told you about my newly found sister right?

Ona: Oh her
Me: Yes Angel. She's in jail now. Her bail hearing's on Monday.

Ona: I'm glad you found her.

Me: I'm glad too. She had kidnapped Sihle and Remo.

Ona: What? Are they okay?

Me: Yes they are. Don't worry about them.

Ona: ma, you know they are my brother and sister right?

Me: I know. But they are okay

Ona: Okay then.

Me: You want to tell me why you chased me out yesterday?

Ona: ma, Stacy almost lost her future husband. You can imagine what she was going through.

I giggled

Me: Her what?

Ona: Her future husband. She had to see me

Me: Who's more important between me and Stacy?

Ona: Haa Mama don't do that that

Me: Its a simple question.

Ona: You're both important.

Me: Don't act smart with Me. I said who's "more" important.

Ona: Mum you jealous?.

Me: Well of course I am.

Ona: But Why?

Me: Cos you my son. I shouldn't be sharing you with other people

Ona: Eh! Mama, you know you'll always be my number one. How many times do I have to tell you?

Me: You don't tell me enough. That's why I find It hard to believe it

Ona: Okay I'm sorry ma

We both giggled.
Me: It's good to have you back child

Ona: It's good to be back ma. I missed you.

Me: I missed you too.

Ona: So she tried to strangle you as you were fighting

My heart stopped for a second. I found it hard to lie to Ona

Me: Yes.

Ona: I'm sorry .

Me: it's over now

Ona: Where's dad?

Me: He'll probably come in the afternoon .

Ona: okay no problem.

Me: Nurse call button. I want to know when are you coming back home?

Ona: the doctors said day after tomorrow.

Me: Saturday?

Ona: Yes Ma'am..

Me: Okay that's good then .

Ona: How's Remo doing ma?

Me: You miss her?

Ona: I miss them too much..

Me: They'll come with Your dad.

Ona: But we going to fight

Me: I know.

Ona: She doesn't love me that one..

I giggled..
Me: Oh she does. She loves you very much.

Ona: Well she has a funny way of showing it

Me: Says the one who bullies her.

Ona: But I have to bully her.

Me: Says who?

Ona: The big brother book.

Me: Oh shut up!

He giggled.

Ona: I have to bully them all..including him.

He pointed at Sandile.

Me: I dare you son. I do.

Ona: Mum, I feel like you love him More..

Me: are you crazy?

Ona: No..

Me: You are...

Ona: that's how it feels

Me: The same way you love Stacy more than me Akere?

Ona: No...ma...look...

He laughed again.

Ona: I think I need to rest now

Me: Good idea

Ona: Some mother I have

Me: You have an awesome mother

Ona: No doubt

Me: I love You

Ona: I love you too ma

I kissed his forehead and Sandile and I left. We went to Aunt Dikano's.

Uncle: You in pain?

Me: I feel better today

Aunt D: What's that on your neck?

Me: it's nothing

Uncle: Her death..

Aunt D: What?

Uncle: She almost died.

Aunt D: Who tried to kill you?

Uncle: Her husband. She doesn't listen.

Aunt D: Kelebogile!

Me: Ma...I don't even want to talk about this.

Uncle: Okay.

He kept checking his phone.

Me: You expecting a call?

Uncle: Yes your aunt is coming

Me: okay

I didn't ask which one. I didn't care. I didn't even want any at my house

Aunt D: You want something to eat?

Me: I'm leaving now.

Uncle: you got here 5 minutes ago.

Me: Yes. I want to go rest..

Aunt D: Okay then. We'll see you at the hospital later on

Me: Okay..

She walked me out and When I got home, I played with Sandile for a while then when GE fell asleep I
slept too. I was woken up by a very loud knock .

Me: And now? Keng wena? Why are you knocking so damn hard on my door?

Aunt Maletsatsi: Kelebogile Dumela.

Me: Dumela Mam'Golo..

Phemelo: Can we come in?

Me: Yeah sure.

They stepped in.

Aunt Maletsatsi: You see how beautiful her house is?

Phemelo: Yes I do ma.. Exactly how you described it.

Me: Okay thank you but what can I do for you?

Aunt Ma: Since you attacked your cousin...she hasn't been feeling well.

Me: Ao?

Phemelo: Yes

Me: What do you suffer from?

Phemelo: Um...migraines, chest pains and my right arm sometimes hurts

Me: Okay so what must I do?

Aunt Ma: Since you did this to her...she's become incapable of doing alot of things

Me: Oh Okay...

Aunt Ma: We've brought her son here to live with you.

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Me: Sorry?

Aunt Ma: You heard us

Me: Mam'golo....you'll see that in hell.

Phemelo: But you...

Me: Bona, I'll take you to the doctor so they can find out what's wrong with you. I doubt if there's
anything wrong though but I'll do that. You think I'm stupid Ne?

Aunt Ma: What do you mean?

Me: The person who was supporting this kid probably found out that he ain't is and now you coming
here with Dumb excuses? I have 7 kids to finance. Leave my house!

Aunt Ma: Kele you know...

Me: Mam'golo, please leave my house. I'll get you an uber.

Phemelo: and this child?

Me: Hey Phemelo! My child is in there sleeping. I already have problems of my own. Do yourself a favor
and go wait outside.

I got my phone and got them an uber. Gave them money to pay for it then went back to the house to
rest again. Only this time...I was woken up by Manqoba.

Me: I'm really trying to sleep.

Sandile was still sleeping.

Manqoba: can we talk?

Me: Now?

Manqoba: Baby please.

Me: fine

I sat up

Manqoba: Thank you

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: I have to apologize for what I did

Me: Okay

Manqoba: Baby I'm really sorry

I looked at him.

Manqoba: I was angry and worried

Me: And I wasn't?

Manqoba: You were. I'm very sorry. Please forgive me

Me: I don't know .

Manqoba: Please. Not talking to you is killing me.

Me: Oho. Can I go back to my sleep?

He sighed..

Manqoba: Okay MaSibiya

He woke Sandile up and took him to the lounge. I watched as they walked out of the guestroom and
after 5 minutes fell back asleep. I was just tired. I woke up about two hours later and found him sleeping
in the lounge. Sandile was on his chest. I took him slowly and Manqoba woke up.

Me: Sorry.

Manqoba: it's okay.

I took Bile to his cot and went back to get my phone from the charger

Manqoba: Kele?

Me: Hey?
Manqoba: Can we talk now?

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: Please forgive me.

Me: You almost killed me.

Manqoba: I know.

Me: The mother of your kids... You think I'd do anything to put my kids in danger? Really?

Manqoba: Kele, I'm really sorry.

Me: Fine.

Manqoba: Forgiven?

Me: you gon have to more than that

Manqoba: anything.

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: Starting now.

Me: not now. I still have to draw up a "to-do" list.

Manqoba: Okay MaSibiya.

Me: And don't ever do that again.

Manqoba: I wont. I swear..

Me: And control your temper.

Manqoba: Look who's talking..

I looked at him.

Me: Whatever. You can start making lunch..

Manqoba: Yho.

Me: Go ahead

He got up and went to the kitchen. I called Kim.

Kim: I'm at work.

Me: No you're not.

Kim: Kele keng?

Me: You mad at me?

Kim: What do you think?

Me: Can you come over now?

Kim: No.

Me: Kim..

Kim: Kele.

Me: Please .

Kim: fine. I'll see you in an hour

Me: Thanks Kimmy.

She hung up. She was really mad at me. Manqoba made lunch for us and Kim. After that we washed the
dishes and and he went to fetch the kids so they could go to hospital..

Kim: I'm hungry.

Me: There's food in the oven.

Kim: okay.

She went to get her food and came back .to the lounge

Kim: Where's Oarabile?

Me: He's still sleeping.

Kim: Okay. What do you want?

Me: I wanted to say im sorry.

Kim: For?

Me: For not taking you with when I went to get the kids

Kim: And?.

Me: And I was trying to protect you.

Kim: Kele, Im a few months older than you. You need my protection. Not the other way round.

Me: Okay I apologize

Kim: And you know Im a soldier. I love war .

Me: I said I'm sorry.

Kim: Yho Attitude!

I giggled..

Me: Forgive me.

Kim: I can't stay mad at you for too long. Then I wont have a crazy partner

Me: Oh?

Kim: yes. Pour me some wine..

Me: No Kim.

Kim: One glass.

Me: No

Kim: But I always gave you what you wanted when you were pregnant

Me: Kim.

Kim: A glass doesn't kill. That's what the doctor said

Me: Okay fine.

Kim: I want to go into early labor you know. Atleast at 6 months.

I giggled and went to get her a glass of wine.

Me: So you can go back to your drinking?

Kim: Of course

Me: Kim...we won't run out of wine you know.

Kim: We'll run out of the things needed to produce wine .

Me: Who said that?

Kim: Kimberly Motaung. Wife to Tlotlo Motaung. How's Ona doing?

Me: He's okay..

Kim: And when is he coming back home?

Me: Saturday..

Kim: Oh that's good. Party?

Me: No.

Kim: why?

Me: I'm broke.

Kim: Sies! Don't lie

Me: Okay I dont feel like celebrating.

Kim: What's eating you?

Me: Family stuff

Kim: Really?

Me: Yes .

Kim: Which family?

Me: My family.

Kim: Think I want to know?

Me: no. You'll want to kill them.

Kim: Vele.

Me: How's Tlotlo doing?

Kim: Tlotlo is okay. He said he'll see you later at the hospital.

Me: I'm not going later on.

Kim: Why?.

Me: Stacy will probably be there then Ona will chase everyone out

Kim: Heeeh! Your son..

Me: my world Kim

Kim: Thank God I dont have a son

Me: Keep Thanking Him.

Kim: You going to have alot of problems. Sihle is going to be a womanizer like his father

Me: Dont say that.

Bile cried

Kim: And that one too.

Me: What kind of an aunt are you?

Kim: An awesome aunt.

Me: Im raising Kings.

Kim: Even worse. They'll want to practice polygamy

I went to get Bile.

Kim: Mara Kele...why did you go for a Zulu man?

Me: Kim...don't start..my kids will not be like the typical Zulu people.

Kim: I hope so.

Me: I'm telling you.

We chilled for some time then she left. I needed her so I could laugh. How I loved Kim! She already had
our next target....Siphokazi. Boikanyo's girlfriend. Manqoba had told me that he'd be back late with the
kids at around 19:00. I suddenly heard Uncle Putla's voice outside and quickly went to open the door.

Me: no Malume...I told them I don't...

Uncle: Shhh...

They came in. Aunt Moipone was also with them. They sat down and I offered them a drink.

Uncle: I know what Maletsatsi and Phemelo did.

Me: Oh?

Uncle: I'm here to fix that.

Aunt Moi: They were wrong Kele.

Aunt D: And there's absolutely nothing wrong with Phemelo.

Phemelo: There is....I can....

Aunt D: Shut up. I told you to write to Utatakho.Mpho told you too in Free State and you refused to
listen.

She kept quiet.

Uncle: They here to apologize to you.

Me: Malume?

Uncle: Nana?

I took a deep breath.

Me: I have not known peace since my mother passed on. Its one thing after another and The worst part
of it is that this family is inflicting pain. I want Aunt Maletsatsi and Phemelo to take this home to the
other aunts and cousins that hate me and my family. I don't want you near my house, near my children,
near Me. Should you try to get close to me consider yourself a prisoner.... When Tlotlo and I come to fix
mum's tombstone and tombstones of the other elders. I'll call a meeting. Now... For the last time... Out
of my house!

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Uncle: You sure?

Me: 100% sure Malume. And even if they are not present when Tlotlo and I unveil again then that's
fine..

Aunt Ma: Kelebogile... Are you listening to yourself?

Me: Yes.

Aunt Moi: This child!

Aunt D: Good! I'm proud of you. Let's all go. You coming with to the hospital?

Me: No.

Aunt D: Okay then. I'll see you tomorrow.

I hugged her and they slowly left my house. I sat down and closed my eyes. I felt free. Like a burden had
been lifted off my shoulder. I suddenly heard the kids shouting outside
Sihle: Hai wena man!

Remo: Fentse stop it!

Me: Hey! You making noise.

Remo: Hello Kate.

Me: Hello Nana.

Remo: How are you Kate?

Me: I'm okay baby.

Remo: Papas got me this.

Me: come inside

They went inside .

Remo: It's nice Kate.

Me: It is.

Remo: You like it?

Me: Yes I do.

Sihle: She doesn't..

Me: That's not true.

Sihle: She didn't get the "creamers"

Me: Oh I see.

Remo: And I got a skimmy Jean.

Me: And another crop top?

Remo: No Kate. Shoulder off top.

Me: Off-shoulder..

Remo: Yes .

Me: Okay. Put those things in your bedroom.

Remo: Okay.

They took their shopping bags. I crossed my arms

Manqoba: I got you something as well.

Me: I'll look at it later

Manqoba: What did I do now?

Me: Those sneakers

Manqoba: What about them?

Me: they are expensive!.

Manqoba: Hai MaSibiya!

Me: yes?

Manqoba: there's a Queen and Princess in this house..

Me: Yeah so?

Manqoba: The princess deserves to be spoilt too. You got your first Prince a hoover board for his
birthday and I didn't complain

Me: You buy Remo something new every week .

He took out his card and put it in my hand.

Manqoba: You can go buy whatever as well. I'm not going to work. I'll stay with Sandile

Me: That's not what...

Manqoba: That's exactly what you meant MaSibiya.

Me: Well thanks for the card.

Manqoba: Pleasure..

Sihle came back to the lounge.

Sihle: Bafo, your daughter is calling you.

Manqoba: Princess!

Remo: Papas

Manqoba: what's wrong?

She ran out. She was wearing her new outfit

Remo: Pictures papas ..

Manqoba': okay princess..

He took his phone from the table and went to his princess

Me: You look tired

Sihle: Shopping with Remo is like shopping with you.

Me: Hey!

Sihle: Really.

Me: Okay take your bath and sleep

Sihle: Am I going to school tomorrow?

Me: Yes.

Sihle: Haaa why?

Me: Coz you have to.

Sihle: But it's Friday.

Me: I know.

Sihle: ma?

Me: No.

Sihle: why?

Me: who's the parent?

Sihle: Kelebogile Katherine Sibiya

Me: And who's the child?

Sihle: Siphesihle Ofentse Sibiya.

Me: who does this house belong to?

Sihle: It belongs to Kelebogile Katherine Sibiya.

Me: And who makes the rules?

Sihle: Ona, Sihle and Remo.

I giggled and hit him playfully on his mouth .

Me: Manqoba and Kelebogile make the rules.

Sihle: That's not fair.

Me: It is .

Sihle: Ma!

Me: You going to school tomorrow.

Sihle: Okay.

Me: Good. How's Ona doing?

Sihle: He's back. I won't be bored anymore.

Me: Happy?

Sihle: Yes. But we found Stacy there.

Me: Oh?

Sihle: she's still your daughter in law?

Me: Yes.

Sihle: Oho!

Me: What aren't you telling me?

Sihle: Haaa nex mama.

Me: go bath then sleep.

Sihle: I will bye ma.

He walked away from me and I went to check up on Sandile. He woke up as I turned.

I took him from the cot and calmed him down, fed him and changed his diaper. Manqoba came back 30
minutes later.

Me: Shame.

Manqoba: remind me why I have a daughter again?

Me: You wanted one!

Manqoba: Eish.

Me: That bad?

Manqoba: Shopping with Remo is like shopping with you.

I looked at him.

Manqoba: what's wrong?

Me: That's exactly what your son said.

Manqoba: Coz it's the truth.

Me: No it's not.

Manqoba: You like your gift?

Me: haven't opened it actually.

I put Sandile down and went to the lounge to take the gift then went back to the bedroom to open it.

Me: Oh this is stunning.

Manqoba: You like?

Me: I love.

Manqoba: I'm happy.

Me: And it's more expensive than those sneakers.

I was teasing him. He just looked at me and laughed.

Manqoba: You know I'd choose my daughter over you anytime right?

Me: Well I know that.

Manqoba: Dankie.

Me: Thank you.

Manqoba: Another addition to your watch collection.

Me: I'm buying another one tomorrow.

Manqoba: No you're not.

Me: I am. And I'm going to take a bath now.

Manqoba: Okay then.

I went to take a bath and he took his after I did.. Sandile was not sleeping. When he was done, I told
Manqoba what went down.

Manqoba: Thats a bit harsh don't you think?

Me: No. What's harsh is that you had two old people thrown in jail.

Manqoba: see those two deserve it.

Me: Well they deserve it too.

Manqoba: Okay let's agree to disagree.

Me: Case closed.

We caught up on a lot them eventually slept. The next day, He took Sihle and Remo to school and when I
was done cleaning, He drove Me to the mall.

Me: have fun.

Manqoba: Have fun too.

Me: oh I plan too.

Manqoba: Kele there's a limit.

Me: Sorry?

Manqoba: I'm serious.

Me: No. It's part of the list.

Manqoba: The things I have to do to show I'm sorry?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Okay fine.

Me: bye
Manqoba: Bye MaSibiya

I kissed him and Sandile and got off the car. It was Therapy time! Something I hadn't done in ages.

Me: Look after my baby.

Manqoba: I will Kele...

Me: Thank you.

I walked away and began my shopping. Well I was losing the baby fat so that was good. Thank God for
Khutso...because of her my stress levels had gone up and I hardly ate.

"Beautiful watch"

Me: Oh thank you.

"Pleasure"

She looked stunning.

Me: You are pretty.

"So are you...lunch on me?"

Me: Ummm.

"Oh Ntokozo"

Me: Kelebogile.

Ntokozo: Nice to meet you.

Me: Nice to meet you too.

And that was it. I had found myself a shopping partner. Really lunch was on her. She was a house wife.
Also had four kids and just enjoyed being a stay home mum she said. She didn't understand why I
worked so hard though but she was really good company. I called Manqoba when we were done. We
took her bags to her car and She waited with me.
Manqoba: likewise.

Ntokozo: I'll call you girl.

Me: Anytime.

I hugged her and got into the car. We watched as she got into hers. She hooted as a sign to say bye and I
hooted back. She drove in front of us and we parted ways when we got to the traffic lights

Manqoba: New friend?

Me: Wouldn't say that.

Manqoba: She's a bit too much don't you think?

Me: No. I think she's fun to be around. She makes a great shopping partner.

Manqoba: Interesting but cut the little string. I don't like her

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Me: why?

Manqoba: Aren't the friends you have enough for you?

Me: What's wrong with having acquaintances?

Manqoba: why her?

Me: Why not her?

Manqoba: You too good for her

Me: You so judgemental

Manqoba: baby I don't like her.

Me: Well I do.

Manqoba: Damn it Kelebogile! Why you so stubborn?

He was getting frustrated.

Me: I am 31 years old. Old enough to make my own decisions if I feel like hanging out with Ntokozo then
I will. What's wrong with you?
Manqoba: We've had too many things going on. I didn't want to risk our safety again.

Me: she won't even get to know our kids.

Manqoba: What about you?

Me: I'm old enough to take care of myself

Manqoba: okay.

Me: Done.

Manqoba: That's fine

Me: Thank you. Had a great time with the kid?

Manqoba: Well yes I did

Me: Really?.

Manqoba: Your children aren't troublesome.

Me: they have me as their mother babe.

Manqoba: Oh wow.

Me: Yes! We going to fetch Remo and Sihle then we heading to the hospital right?.

Manqoba: Yebo MaSibiya.

Me: Thank you..

Manqoba: So tell me...

Me: Yes?

Manqoba: You are really getting your tubes tied?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Really MaSibiya?

Me: Yebo

Manqoba: not even one more?

Me: Well we had one more. The heavens took him back.

He kept quiet for about 3 minutes.

Manqoba: I'm sorry.

Me: It's okay.

Manqoba: so you really don't want one after Sandile?

Me: Nope.

Manqoba: why?

Me: Scared I might be as insecure as I was when I was pregnant with Bile. I just didn't trust anyone or
anything. Didn't want to risk losing him too.

Manqoba: I understand..

Me: you see?

Manqoba: I absolutely see.

Me: So forgive me

Manqoba: Already forgiven.

Me: We should probably adopt.

Manqoba: no too complicated.

Me: No it's not.

Manqoba: Baby it is. What happens When the ancestors want their child?

Me: That's not possible..

Manqoba: You too westernized. It is possible.

Me: So you telling me your ancestors wanted Ona?

Manqoba: I strongly believe they led me to him. I'd often have sleepless nights just thinking of you two.

Me: Okay maybe you're right .

Manqoba: I'm right vele

Me: Fine! I get it.

Manqoba: Going to Tanzania soon. You coming with?

Me: For?

Manqoba: We opening another branch there.

Me: Oh no wonder you spending so Much.

Manqoba: Cos I'll be making more money soon

Me: Okay so when is soon?

Manqoba: After Sands turns a month

Me: So soon?
Manqoba: but baby he's adjusted to formulae.

Me: no he hasn't. He's still dependant on me

Manqoba: You'll pump out 20 litres of milk

I giggled

Me: No. We taking My son with

Manqoba: You love him more than the three musketeers

Me: That is not true

Manqoba: It is.

Me: No it's not. He needs my attention .

Manqoba: You weren't like this with Remo.

Me: You always clung on to her.

Manqoba: You weren't like this with Sihle

Me: He was always with your mum or aunt Dikano.

Manqoba; He's staying behind .

Me: You have issues with my son...

Manqoba: I don't .

Me: You do. Drive faster. Sihle doesn't like waiting for too long

Manqoba: Okay mama ka Sihle..

He drove faster and when we got there.. Sihle was waiting for us at the gate talking to the guard. We
greeted the man and Sihle got into the front seat

Sihle: Bafo?.

Manqoba: Hade boy! (Sorry boy!)

Sihle: Eish. Flop vele?.

Manqoba: e Groot (a big one)

Me: Hey! What flop?

Manqoba: it's guy stuff .

Sihle: Hello ma..

Me: hello Siphesihle

Sihle: Haa what did I do now?

Me: What are you and your dad talking about?

Sihle: Hai mama it's guy stuff like dad said

I hit him on his shoulder and hit Manqoba too.

Me: The truth!

Sihle: Mum it's nothing.

Me: Manqoba!

Manqoba: Can't my son and I plan something without involving you?

Me: You can't .

Sihle: No MaSibiya .

Me: Don't call me that

Sihle: okay. No mama.

Me: Fine.

Manqoba: you angry?

Sihle: she is.

We got to Remo's school and Sihle went to get her .

Remo: Why?.

Sihle: get in.

Remo: You going to let me use your tablet?

Sihle: no.

Remo: Why?

Sihle: Ask Ona to

Remo: he's not here

Sihle: We going to see him.

He helped her get in.

Remo: Hello papas

Manqoba: Hello Angel

Remo: Hello Kate

Me: Hey baby

Manqoba: How was school?

Remo: it was fine. They said I look nice

Manqoba: You do Princess

She was smiling from ear to ear.

Remo: Thank you papas.

Manqoba: Pleasure my Angel.

We drove off.

Remo: When is Bibi coming?

Me: Soon. She's still busy with her studies

Sihle: Tumi and Ara?

Manqoba: Next week. I spoke to Glen.

Me: Okay that's great then..

Remo: I miss Bibi

I called Nthabi.
Nthabi: Aus'Kele..

Me: Hello my baby.

Nthabi: How are you and the new one doing?

Me: We doing Fine. How are you?

Nthabi: I'm okay. I'm on my way to the hospital to see Ona. Why didn't you tell me?

Me: You can shout at me when you get there. I'm on my way too

Nthabi: With Momo?

Me: Yes.

Nthabi: and Fentse?

Me: Yes babe. You'll talk to Remo when we get there then

Nthabi: okay see you just now.

I hung up.

Remo: Kate?

Me: you'll see her at the hospital

Remo: Drive faster papas.

He did. When we got to the Hospital Nthabi was already there.

Me: Well that was quick.

She hugged us all. Stacy was there as well.

Remo: Bibi, where's Itumeleng?

Nthabi: I left him.

Remo: Good. He's Bubbish.

Sihle: He's rubbish vele. I told you to leave him.

Nthabi: I'm older than you.

Sihle: You shouldn't be dating.

Remo: Where's Matham?

Nthabi: I Dont know where Nathan is..

We went into Ona's ward. He was very happy to see them. Remo sat on the bed.

Remo: Slacy...

Stacy: Princess?

Remo: Myeke lo( leave him)

Ona: Hai wena why?

Remo: Sile lo..

Ona: mama why did you bring her here?

Remo: I came to fetch your tablet.

Ona: Came to fetch?

Remo: Yes

Ona: ask your dad to buy you yours. And why are you wearing a crop top?

Remo: I look nice Ne? You like my skimmy jean?

Ona: No.

Sihle: It makes you look skinnier..

Remo: Haa Fentse

Ona: Where's your wig?

Remo: I dont know. Kate took it.

Me: Hebathong!

Manqoba: I think we should step out.

Me: please.

We stepped out. The nurses had to chase them out coz they didn't want to leave anymore. We waited
for Kgomotso to fetch Stacy then we went to drop Nthabi off at res. We then went back home and
chilled with the kids. We watched a movie with them then all went to bed. When I woke up at 23:30,
Manqoba was not in bed. I went to the lounge and saw the light of a cellphone in the dining room. he
clicked his tongue and hung up and I switched the lights on.

Me: Who are you talking to and what are you doing with my phone?

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He put it down.

Me: I asked you a question

Manqoba: I was making a call.

Me: Well obviously. But to who?

Manqoba: Ntokozo.

Me: Why?

Manqoba: I just want her to stay away from you.

Me; Why?

Manqoba: Like I said... I don't like her.

Me: You lying

Manqoba: I'm not.

Me: Give me my phone

He gave me my phone

Me: Stay away from it.

Manqoba: Kelebogile...

I heard Bile cry from the bedroom.

Me: Until you tell me the truth.

I walked away from him and went to Bile. Calmed him down and got him to sleep again. Manqoba came
back in.

Me: Get a blanket and Go to the guestroom.

Manqoba: What?

Me: you heard me.

Manqoba: Kelebogile.

Me: Turn the lights off.

He took the blanket. Turned the lighter off and I went back to sleep. The next day, we went to fetch Ona
from the hospital then went to M's mum. She had called us over.

M's mum: I'm taking them for the week..

Remo: Yes gogo!

M's mum: not you

Remo: Haaa gogo.

Ona: Good idea gogo

Remo: Sile wena Ona! Go back to hospital..

Ona: Maybe I will. You annoying.

Remo: You also annoying.

Ona: Remo I'm older than you.

Remo: I'm younger than you.

Ona: good respect me.

Sihle: Can I go back home with you mum?

M's mum: You not going anyway.

Sihle: Please tell them to shut up then gogo

Remo: Fentse be nice to me.

Sihle: Be nice to me by keeping quiet.

Remo: Okay Fentse.

She kept quiet then Was back at it again. Manqoba and I left. The friends were coming over for drinks so
we stopped at the liquor store, stocked up then went to the house

Manqoba: What's on your mind?

Me: " your dishonesty is all over your breath "

Manqoba: What? Kelebogile don't go all Beyonce on me.

Me: I asked you to tell the truth

Manqoba': Kelebogile I was honest.

Me: Oho.

Manqoba: I'm serious.

Me: Continue lying. I'll find out why you don't like her.

Manqoba: It's....

"Hello"

Me: Hey Angie.

She hugged me.

Me: how are you?

Angie: I'm fine and you?

Me: I'm okay.

Lutho: Kele..

Me: Hey Lutho.

Lutho: You okay?

Me: I'm fine.

I wanted to ask him about Ntokozo but something deep inside me told me "no".
Me: I'll be back. Excuse me.

I went to put Sandile now. The rest of them came.

Kim: So next outing?

Me: Count me out .

Manqoba: Count me out too.

Lutho: Same here Kim.

Kim: why?

Manqoba: Well Lutho and I have to go to Tanzania.

Kim: Take us with.

Lutho: No Kim.

Siphokazi: I think they are going there to work. Not to drink wine.

Lora: Kim can you...

Kim: Who was talking to her?

Me: haibo!

Siphokazi: you weren't but I am. I'm getting sick and tired of stinking ass attitude.

Kim: I'm not getting sick! I Am sick of your old ass! Who the fuck was...

Siphokazi: I told your...

Me: Sorry? Hello? Hi.

They stopped

Me: My house! Respect it! My child is in there sleeping. Respect that. Nthato's daughter is also sleeping.
Respect that! Kim....I know you don't like her but tolerate her. Damn it! This is getting boring! You two
are behaving like kids! Hai man!

Siphokazi: Your sister in law is the one with a problem.

Me: Y'all both have issues. Keep them out of my house. This ain't a shebeen. This is Kelebogile and
Manqoba's house. You'll never find us screaming And shouting at each other so dont do it.
Kim: Fine..sorry K!

Me: Thank you.

She was still pissed though.

Siphokazi: I'm sorry.

Me: Great. Moving on.

Jabu: Thank you Kele

Boikanyo: When are you gents coming back?

Lutho: Not sure

Mandla: Kim can start planning after they come back then.

Kim: You cool with that?

Lutho: for like two days though.

Kim: Okay fine. We need it

Lora: I agree

Nthato: where's So today?

Lora: He had to go to work. I'm hungry .

Me: You know where the kitchen is..

Manqoba: We going outside. Update us Kim okay?

Kim: I will.

They took their drinks and went outside.

Lora: You okay?

Me: Yes I Am.

Mbuyi: You sure?

Me: Yes sissy.

I heard Nthato crying from the room she had put her in.
Me: Nthato! Bedroom

Nthato: Oh my god! She's up!

She ran to the bedroom to the little one came back with her.

Kim: okay so Hilda, remember that place you said you sure online? What was it called again?

Siphokazi: there's this place I know of. It's quite nice.

Kim: Is That Sandile crying?

Me: yes it...

Kim: I'll get him. Hilda, the name of the place .

Hilda: I'll think of it..

She went to get Sandile.

Angie: what are you two feeding these kids?

Nthato: Milk.

Mbuyi: These kids are fat

Kim: I like fat kids.

Me: I like them too. Look at how cute Nthato's kid is.

My phone rang.

Me: Hello?

Ntokozo: Hey girl.

Me: How are you?

Ntokozo: Good and you?

Me: I'm okay.

Ntokozo: think we can meet up tomorrow?

Me: Yeah sure. No problem. Sms me the details.

Ntokozo: no problem. Have a great day.

Me: You too babe.

I hung up. We had such fun with the girls. The guys were making noise about something outside and
they left really late.

Manqoba: I'm sleeping in the guestroom again?

Me: Yep.

Manqoba: Okay. Kele?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Turn it Off.

Me: Turn what off?

Manqoba: This "pray you catch me" of yours.

Me: Why?

Manqoba: I want to talk to you.

I turned it off.

Manqoba: I am trying to protect you.

Me: From what?

Manqoba: You don't even know this "friend" of yours.

Me: I'll get to know her. Stop this madness.

He looked at me and left the room. I went to take a bath and slept. The next day, I cleaned, cooked,
cleaned Sandile up and took my bath.

Manqoba: And now?

Me: We going out.

Manqoba: "we?"

Me: My son and I.

Manqoba: Oho okay.

He left the bathroom. I finished fixing my face, packed Sandile's bag.

Me: Your food's in the oven.

Manqoba: Thank you.

Me: Behave okay?

Manqoba: Okay.

He left the room.I took Sandile from the bed.

Me: Manqoba!

Manqoba: MaSibiya

Me: Where are the car keys?

Manqoba: You not going anywhere. I told you I dont like this friend of yours

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Me: I'm not doing this with you.

Manqoba: Kelebogile!

Me: Give me the keys

Manqoba: No....

Me: Manqoba man!

Manqoba: You'll stay here with me and watch TV.

Me: I'm not your child .

Manqoba: You are my wife .

Me: Don't piss me off

Manqoba: Not trying to.

he sat down on the couch and changed the channel

Me: Can you give me the keys?

Manqoba: I said no. And put my son down

I put Bile down

Manqoba: Come sit next to me

Me: Fuck you.

I went to the bedroom and called Ntokozo.

Ntokozo: Its okay Darling. Breakfast tomorrow?

Me: No problem. Its on me .

Ntokozo: Okay Darling..

Me: Forgive me..

Ntokozo: Forgiven

Me: See you tomorrow

Ntokozo: Sure thing ..

I hung up and watched TV in the bedroom.. I went to take Bile From Manqoba when I heard him crying
in the lounge. I played with him till he fell asleep

Manqoba: You not talking to me?

I Kept my eyes on the screen. He moved to it and switched it off.

Me: Nice!

Manqoba: Nice eng?

Me: I can't go out, I can't watch TV. What's next? I'll only go to the bathroom if I have your permission?

Manqoba: Don't be ridiculous!

Me: oh?

Manqoba: I'm trying to protect you

Me: From what?

Manqoba: From the people in this world .

Me: I don't need your protection. I'm not your child. I told you this before. I've given you 4 kids. Protect
them.

Manqoba: You don't get it do you?

Me: No. You don't. I AM NOT YOUR CHILD! Stop controlling me.

Manqoba: I'm not.

Me: My mother is in the free state. Dead and buried. My father is in west park. also dead and buried.
Stop this!

He turned.

Me: The tv was on when you got here

Manqoba: remotes were invented for a reason

He left The bedroom. I switched the TV on again, fell asleep and was woken up by Manqoba's voice

Manqoba: What did I say to you?

Uncle Ndabe: Calm down Mshana

Sandile was not on the bed anymore. I went to the lounge

Me: Dumelang..

Aunt K: Hello Kele. Unjani sisi....

Manqoba: What do you want? I asked a question.

Me: Will you calm down?.

He looked at me

Me: Thank you

I went to get them something to drink. I could sense Manqoba's fury. He had only dropped the charges
coz I told him to.

Uncle N: thank you Koti.

Aunt T: How are you Kele?

Me: I'm okay ma ..

Aunt T: The little one is quite fresh.

Manqoba: can you start talking?

Aunt T: Okay... We came here to apologize.

Aunt K: We haven't treated you right Kele. We need you to forgive us.

Aunt T: We really shouldn't have meddled

Aunt K: We apologize for saying Sandile is not a Sibiya

Uncle: Also for bringing in two women in Your home.

Aunt K: We apologize to you too Manqoba.

Aunt T: We are very sorry.

I looked at them. "Set yourself free by forgiving those who do you wrong" ...the words mum always said
were playing in my mind.

Me: You're forgiven.

I could feel Manqoba's eyes on me.

Aunt T: oh thank you Kele.

Aunt K: And you'll never see us here again

Me: No...This doesn't mean you've stopped being family.

Uncle Ndabe: You have a good heart..

Me: We all human.

Aunt K: Manqoba?

He looked at them.

Aunt K: Forgive us Fezile's son.

He kept quiet.

Aunt T: we have to go.

They were heartbroken. I could see it. I felt like deep down they loved Manqoba. Well of course they
did. He was their brother's son after all. I walked them out.

Me: I'll talk to him.

Uncle N: Thank you.

Me: No problem. Safe travels.

Aunt K: You are a really a good person. We apologize for everything we've put you through.

Me: its all in the past now..

Aunt T: Thank you

We hugged and they left. I went back inside.

Me: You need to get off your high horse .

Manqoba: sorry?
Me: if you not controlling people you being rude to them.

Manqoba: hello?

Me: Why were you so rude?

Manqoba: rude?

Me: Why cant you be nice to your aunts?

Manqoba: Kelebogile dont start with me.

Me: They came here to apologize. They've realized what they did was wrong. You had them thrown in
jail you think that wasn't enough?

He clicked his tongue and continued changing channels. I shook my head and took my Son from the
couch and went back to the bedroom.. I later got a call from Mbulelo.

Me: Hey partner..

Mbu: hey you.

Me: You good?

Mbu: I'm okay. How's the little one doing?

Me: He's fine and is your princess still cute?

Mbu: The cutest being on this earth.

I giggled.

Me: I miss you.

Mbu: I miss you too. Work is not the Same without you.

Me: Just two more months.

Mbu: That's too far hey

Me: I'm sorry.

Mbu: Just take the guy to crèche

I laughed.
Me: You're crazy.

Mbu: I'm serious.

Me: I love my son.

Mbu: He'll understand .

Me: no he won't.

Mbu: I'm just kidding

Me: I know you are. How's work though?

Mbu: like I said...not the same without you. Your clients want you.

Me: Well they'll have to be strong though

Mbu: Exactly my thoughts

Me: but I'm glad you still love me man.

Mbu: I won't stop partner

Me: Where's Babalwa?

Mbu: Here. Want to talk to her?

Me: Please

Mbu: Baby.... Kele wants to talk to you.

A minute later...

Babalwa: hey you.

Me: Hello girl

Babalwa: You good?

Me: I'm okay.

Babalwa: You sound tired

Me: Joys of being a mother you see?

Babalwa: Tell Me about it. Should come and see you tomorrow

Me: Tuesday. I have to be somewhere tomorrow.

Babalwa: That's okay. See you on Tuesday then.

Me: Great babe. Look forward to seeing you.

Babalwa: Me too.

Me: Bye babe..

Babalwa: bye mummy.

I said bye to Mbuelelo and hung up. I watched TV till late. Playing with Sandile in between. I put him to
sleep at 21:30 then went to bath and slept. The next morning, I cleaned and got ready to go out with my
son. The keys were on the table now.

Manqoba: Hi.

Me: Hey..

Manqoba: Going somewhere?

Me: Yeah.

Manqoba: where to?

Me: Does it matter?

Manqoba: Don't you think it does? I mean you taking my son with .

Me: Okay Stay with your son then.

I put Sandile down on the couch.

Me: don't forget to burp him..

He just looked at me..

Me: Okay bye

Manqoba: Kelebogile Sibiya

Me: Manqoba Sibiya.

Manqoba: Don't!.

Me: Don't start with Me..

Manqoba: I dare you to walk out of that door! I dare You!

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Me: Okay.

I walked out.

Manqoba: Kelebogile!

I could hear him shouting from the kitchen. I got into my car and drove out.

Manqoba: Kele!

I drove straight out and drove to the mall..

Ntokozo: Hey!

Me: Hey. You good?

Ntokozo: I'm awesome and you?

Me: I'm okay. I'm thirsty. You ordered a drink?

Ntokozo: No. Was waiting for you.

I called the waiter and we ordered drinks.

Me: so how was your weekend?

Ntokozo: It was okay and yours?

Me: Filled with friends and family.

Ntokozo: well that must have been nice.

Me: It was hey. Enjoyed yours?

Ntokozo: no. My kids were with my mum.

Me: And your husband?

Ntokozo: That one Kele. I'd rather not hey .

Me: That bad?

Ntokozo: You have no idea

Me: I'm sorry.

Ntokozo: He's always at work.

Me: Ouch.

Ntokozo: It actually feels like we drifting apart.

Me: you tried talking to him?

Ntokozo: It never works.

She looked rather depressed.

Me: Okay... Let's talk about something else then.

Ntokozo: Like the fact that we going to the spa after this .

Me: What?

Ntokozo: Yes. Appointment at 11:30

Me: Well that should be fun.

Ntokozo: I seriously think we both need it.

Me: Well I really need to be pampered .

Ntokozo: I need it too.

Me: That depressed?.

Ntokozo: you have no idea

We called the waiter again and ordered food. I got a call from Belo .

Me: Belo .

Kabelo: Hey little sis..

Me: you okay?.

Kabelo: I'm super good .

Me: Why?

Kabelo: Just came from the bail hearing.

Me: oh how did that go?

Kabelo: Your sister's been denied bail.

Me: When's her next appearance?

Kabelo: Next month .

Me: I dont think I want to be a part of that .

Kabelo: You actually will be .

Me: See that's what I dont Want

Kabelo: No choice Really.

Me: That's true.

Kabelo: Listen...we have to go to the butchery

Me: okay?

Kabelo: Today

Me: time?

Kabelo: 16:00

Me: Okay no problem.

Kabelo: See you then?

Me: Sure thing.

Kabelo: Bye babysis.

Me: Bye big brother

I hung up.

Ntokozo: Everything okay?

Me: Yes

Ntokozo: right so you thought about quitting your job?

I giggled.
Me: No.

Ntokozo: why?

Me: I love my Job.

Ntokozo: You'll love being a housewife.

Me: I doubt.

Ntokozo: I'm married to a very Traditonal man.

Me: so it wasn't your choice to be a housewife?

Ntokozo: he told me my place is in the kitchen.

Me: I would never.

Ntokozo: Well Thank God you didnt meet my husband.

Me: Thank the Lord.

Ntokozo: After I fell pregnant with our first child, we were forced to get married.

Me: Forced?

Ntokozo: Yes. By my in laws.

Me: Shame man.

Ntokozo: No it's life.

Me: And love

Ntokozo: Wouldn't exactly say. Sometimes you learn to love or like someone

Me: What?

Ntokozo: I'll tell you about it when we get pampered

We finished eating and went to the spa.

Me: I actually needed this

Ntokozo: So did I..

Me: thank you.

Ntokozo: Pleasure.

Me: want to continue?

Ntokozo: Yes. What I was saying is...we learn to like, or love the people we with .

Me: And what would you say?

Ntokozo: What was suppose to be a one night stand turned into marriage.

Me: so what is it?

Ntokozo: Its like.

Me: But if you not happy then why Dont you leave?

Ntokozo: My children.

Me: What about you?

Ntokozo: The elders will probably bite my head off.

Me: You know what I think?

Ntokozo: No.

Me: You deserve to be happy too.

Ntokozo: Not everyone thinks like you.

Me: but you matter as well.

Ntokozo: It's not easy

Me: Love someone else?

She looked at me.

Ntokozo: Always did.

Me: I'm sorry.

Ntokozo: He's out there somewhere. Living his life. Probably loving someine else .

Me: Hey you never know.

Ntokozo: I'm telling you.

Me: He'll probably come back.

Ntokozo: Ace hurt me. Left me for someone else

Me: They all do Nto.

Ntokozo: I loved that Guy.

Me: Let it go.

Ntokozo: I have to.

Me: I need to go to the bathroom. I'm pressed

Ntokozo: Okay. Cool.

Me: which way is it babe?

Masseuse: Straight down the passage..it's on your left.

Me: Thank you.

I got up and went to the bathroom. I came back minutes later. She was really enjoying herself.

Ntokozo: You and your family should come over for dinner sometime..

Me: I'll talk to My husband about it.

Ntokozo: please do.

Me: Dont worry

Ntokozo: maybe he'll teach my husband a thing or two.

I giggled.

Me: Try to be happy.

Ntokozo: I'm happy when I'm out...

I shook my head.

Ntokozo: But everything comes to an end right.?

Me: If you put an end to it.

Ntokozo: Oh Kele. My husband would say you too modernized

Me: Yes coz this aint the dark ages.

Ntokozo: He would have sent you straight to KZN.

I giggled. We finished up at 14:30.

Me: Thank you. This was fun .

Ntokozo: its a pleasure.

Me: I'm taking you out next time.

Ntokozo: I wonder where.

Me: Oh Don't worry about that.

Ntokozo: Okay. Talk soon.

Me: Definitely.

I hugged her and we got into our cars. The spa treatment did me good. I got a call From Aunt Dikano
called me on my way home.

Aunt D: Bathong Kelebogile!

Me: Ma?

Aunt D: When are the kids coming?

Me: oh maybe on the weekend

Aunt D: Why not today?

Me: They in Dobsonville.

Aunt D: Ko Gabisile?

Me: Yes Ma'am.

Aunt D: ao Bathong.

Me: I'm sorry.

Aunt D: It's okay.

Me: how's Uncle Putla and Aunt Moipone doing?

Aunt D: They are fine. They are leaving tomorrow

Me: I'll come and see me at around 17:00 or 17:30

Aunt D: we'll come there.

Me: Okay see you then.

Aunt D: Bye baby

Me: bye mama.

I hung up and drove faster. I missed my kid. When I got home, I went to greet Mam'flo...she was back
then went inside the house.

Me: Hello Nanas

I picked Sandile from the couch and kissed him. He looked happy to see me.

Me: Hello Bab'Sibiya.

Manqoba: Kelebogile.

Me: yes baby?

Manqoba: I had to get to a meeting at 14:15.

Me: so why didn't you? Mam'Flo was here mos.

Manqoba: Mam'Flo got here at 14:00. My meeting was suppose to begin at 14:15. Its another 45-50
minute drive from here to Midrand. Was I suppose to fly there?

Me: Dont make this my fault

Manqoba: It is coz I called you at 12:30...twice your phone went unanswered and I sent you a text to
come back

Me: I didn't get any of those.

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He passed me his phone.

Manqoba: Check the log and the messages sent

I did.

Me: I'm sorry.

Manqoba: Thanks Kele.

Me: I didn't get it.

Manqoba: Coz the person you were with probably deleted everything

Me: Come on.

Manqoba: I missed a very important meeting

Me: Can't you reschedule?

Manqoba: no. I had it cancelled the first time.

He looked frustrated.

Me: I'm really sorry.

Manqoba: Yeah me too.

Me: for what?

Manqoba: for having a wife like you. You don't listen..

He took his car keys and left. I felt so bad. I just sat down and watched TV. At 16:00, Belo came to fetch
us.

Belo: Where's my sbali?

Me: I don't know where he went.

Belo: Ao?

Me: Yeah. He just went out.

Belo: Kele you okay?

Me: I'm fine..

Belo: okay you driving.

Me: What?

Belo: Yes. I'm sitting at the back.

Me: I'm not a chauffeur.

Belo: I'm sure you not

He gave me his car keys

Belo: let's go.

He took Sandile and I went to Mam'Flo.

Mam'flo: Be safe.

Me: we will.

I went to the car.

Belo: No speeding.

Me: I don't speed.

Belo: Well you look like you do.

Me: I absolutely don't.

Belo: We'll see.

I drove.

Belo: I told Khutso to sign over her 25% to Mbuyi

Me: why?

Belo: she's going to be in for a long time.

Me: and what did she say?

Belo: She signed them over.

Me: Are you serious?

Belo: Yep.

Me: Oh wow!

Belo: We don't need people like her in this

Me: okay if you feel so.

Belo: strongly do
We got to the butchery. Uncle Ken was There. He showed us around. Showed us the books.

Uncle Ken: happy?

Me: Well yes .

Belo: Thanks Malume.

Uncle Ken: No Problem.

Belo: Kele what's on Your mind?

Me: Okay can we sit down?

We all sat down. We were in the office anyway.

Me: I've decided.

Belo: Okay?

Me: I don't have to be a part of this.

Belo: Why?

Me: I have the transport business, I have two pubs and I have work to deal with so Malume...

Uncle Ken: Yes child?

Me: I'm giving you 25% of my shares. The other 25% will be shared equally between Belo and Mbuyi.

Uncle Ken: Are you sure?

Me: Yes. I been you've been taking care of the business.

Belo: That's sweet of you.

Me: I'm Candy Belo.

They laughed.

Uncle: Thank you

Me: its a pleasure Malume. Well I'll tell Anth to get the paperwork done. I need to go back home now.

Uncle: Safe travels.

Me: Thanks Lume. See you in a day or two.

Uncle: Okay baby girl.

I hugged him.

Belo: Bye Uncle.

Uncle Ken: Bye boy.

He walked us out and we got into the car and left.

Belo: you are not from this earth.

Me: I am.

Belo: Really?

Me: Yes.

Belo: I think you were born in Jupiter or Uranus.

Me: Nope.

I giggled.

Me: people like me do exist.

Belo: Now I know.

Me: and I'll probably drop the charges against Khutso.

Belo: Now you losing it.

I laughed.

Me: okay not that.

Kabelo: I'd beat you up.

Me: You crazy. I'm not your child.

Belo: You my sister. You automatically my child

Me: You must be high on something.

Belo: take that back.

Me: I am sorry.

Belo: Good.

We got to my house.

Me: Say hi to the wife and kids for me .

Belo: I will.

Me: bye Brother.

Belo: Bye babysis

Me: Bye Biggy.

I took Sandile, got out of the car and I watched him drive off. I went in and Manqoba wasn't back yet. I
made a quick meal and chilled with Sandile. I jumped up when I heard the door open

Me: Hey.

Manqoba: Hi.

Me: do you want food?

Manqoba: No.

Me: I'm really sorry

He threw the keys on the table.

Manqoba: Sit down.

I sat down.
Manqoba: when I talk to you...I address you with respect.

Me: I know and...

Manqoba: Shut up!

I kept quiet.

Manqoba: I'm getting tired of your stubbornness. It is annoying. When I tell you to not to do something
then dont.

Me: Without questioning it?.

Manqoba: Do I question everything you say or do?

Me: No.

Manqoba: Then why should you do that to Me?

I kept quiet.

Manqoba: I'll tell you why...

I looked at him.

Manqoba: Because you are inconsiderate, you are selfish. You still think-even after 7 years- that you
single.

Me: That's not....

Manqoba: Did I say I'm done?

Me: No.

Manqoba: You can't be away from a newborn for 5 hours

Me: But I...

Manqoba: No buts. Don't even try to justify yourself.

I became speechless.
Manqoba: you are married act like it. I'm going to bed.

He took Sandile who was sleeping and they went to the bedroom. I went to bed after an hour or so. The
next day Babalwa came to see me. She left at around 14:00.

Lora: Hold on...yeah take this to the PR department. Sure...thank you...okay I'm back.

Me: You busy?

Lora: Yeah but I always have time for you.

Me: Okay... So he called me selfish.

Lora: You can't exactly leave a child for 5 hours though

Me: Okay that was wrong. But he refused to let me go with him

Lora: For all you know....this Ntokozo girl could be a bitter person Manqoba is trying to protect you
from.

Me: no I doubt.

Lora: this is probably the only way he can protect you from her.

Me: maybe.

Lora: Not maybe. Cook him something nice or buy him his favorite food and take it there.

Me: Think it will work?

Lora: Yes. Got to Go. Love you

She hung up. I packed Sandile's bag and drove us to his office.

Lutho: Is that For me?

Me: No.

Lutho: some friend you are.

Me: next time. Is he in?

Lutho: yes.

Me: okay. Thank you.

Lutho: And make it quick K. We have a meeting in 45

Me: I will.

I went down to his office. Stopped before I could go in.

Manqoba: Are You crazy?

Ntokozo: No. You broke my heart. You led me to this loveless marriage. Had you not left me for Kele
then I wouldn't have had that one night stand with Nhlakanipho. Then I wouldn't be stuck in this.

Manqoba: Ntokozo... We weren't even serious. You know I was always a man-whore before life led me
back to Kele again. Look I've Never loved you. I've always loved my wife.

Ntokozo: You can't. You broke my heart.

Only then did It hit me! A name I had forgotten. The same name they gave him when he was still a
soccer player. He must have always used it when he was in varsity.

Manqoba: I have never loved you. Look we were just fucking. I'm sorry if that made you feel or think
otherwise

Ntokozo: You broke my heart. Kelebogile stole my happiness.!

Manqoba: Okay Ntokozo this is bullshit! Get out of my office!

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I looked at the Angel I held in my arms and turned. I left the food at the reception. Told Val to give it to
Lutho and went to my car and left. I went to Aunt Dikano's

Me: Malume, you not gone?.

Uncle: Kele, you the Queen of Gauteng now? You tell us when we should leave.

Me: That's not what I meant.

Uncle: I know Nanas.

Aunt Moipone: You must Come to Taung for a few weeks.

Me: Why?

Aunt M: So you can gain weight

Ntate Oupa: Moipone. Leave the child alone.

Aunt M: She's thin

Ntate: She wants to be fit

Aunt D: She needs to eat.

Ntate O: No my love. She is a....what do you kids call it?

Me: I don't know.

Ntate O: Mummy yummy man.

I giggled

Aunt M: she'll be mummy yummy ko Natal. She's thin

Me: Its yummy mummy not mummy yummy

Aunt D: Hai suka!

I giggled

Uncle: What is stressing you out?

Me: nothing

Aunt D: Don't lie to us

Me: It's nothing I can't handle

Aunt M: See why I want you to come to Taung.

For the first time, I agreed with Aunt Moipone. I needed the break. A different place could do me some
good. I needed serenity.

Me: I think I'll drive down with you.

Aunt M: When?

Me: When I've made sure the kids are okay...

Aunt D: I'll go too

Ntate O: And leave me here?

Aunt D: Yes .

Uncle: wives don't do that Ausi..

Aunt M: look who's talking. When are you getting a new wife?

Uncle: When are you getting a new husband?

I loved being around these oldies of mine.

Aunt M: Hai suka!

Me: You need to use a Zulu accent when you say that

Aunt D: Voetsek wena man!

I giggled

Me: It's good to be home..

Ntate O: Its good to have you home.

Me: As always

Aunt D: Go cook..

Me: But I'm a guest.

Uncle: You just said "it's good to be home"

Me; I didn't mean it .

Aunt M: To the kitchen!

Aunt D took Sandile and I went to the kitchen to start cooking. I was really trying not to think about
Manqoba. My phone rang twice and I ignored his calls. It rang again.

So: you should answer your phone.

Me: Don't do that.

So: I'm sorry..

Me: You good?

So: Yeah you?

Me: I'm awesome.

So: Smells good.

Me: it does?

So: Yes. Out with it.

Me: Out with what?

So: Whatever's bothering you

Me: No I'm fine. Really

So: Okay.

Me: How are you and Lora doing?

So: We're good

Me: We missed you on Saturday.

So: Had to work.

Me: Okay.

So: How are the kids doing?

Me: Well they are fine.

My phone rang again.

So: Atleast tell the person you don't want to talk to them.

I switched my phone off.

Me: not answering should be a sign

So: yho

Me: You started shopping?

So: Yeah.

Me: Excited?
So: Having a child with the woman I've always loved. I'm the happiest man on this earth.

He really was happy .

Me: Very happy for you Cuz

So: Well thank You.

Me: Handle with care. She's fragile .

So: I've known that since we were young

Me: good. I'd kill you if you didn't

So: Well I also know that

I giggled

Me: And the wedding plans?

So: Ha! I feel like I'm in an interrogation room.

Me: Okay pardon me .

So: The wedding plans are going well.

Me: So it's going to be...

So: Something intimate yes

Me: I was going to say big.

So: Well no.

Me: Oh okay .

So: She doesn't want anything big.

Me: I understand.

So: So...tell me about your newly found Siblings

Me: My brother is cool.

So: and Your sister is in jail

Me: Yes .

So: Poor girl.

Me: Poor girl?

So: She must really curse the day she met you.

Me: Hai suka.

So: She only knew you for what? A week...but already you stabbed her and have her in jail.

Me: What was she thinking coming after me?

So: You are a bully..

Me: I am a fighter..

So: No. You're a bully.

Me: You won't eat my food.

He giggled...

So: Fine you're fighter then.

Me: There we go. I'll dish up for you

So: Tlotlo told me that you want to fix Kgadi's tombstone.

Me: Yes .

So: And do the same for the other members who are deceased

Me: Correct. For your dad and my mum especially. And Nthato's mum.

So: I'm going to help out

Me: No problem.

So: Don't you think Nthato wants to be involved in this too?

Me: I'll call her..

So: Call a meeting rather...

Me: Okay.

So: soon.

Me: Yes So.

We chilled and spoke. We dished up then we washed the dishes together. I went to Dobsonville
afterwards.
Me; And you better go to school tomorrow.

He was watering the plants. He stopped when he saw me and we went inside the house.

Ona: I will ma.

Me: You've fully recovered now

Ona; Yes and I miss my girlfriend

Me: You don't miss your mum?

Ona: you gulit tripping me?

Me: I'm just asking.

Ona: ma, I do miss you..

Me: Oho. I got you some fruits .

Ona: Thank you mum.

Me: Where's gogo?

Ona: She left 20 minutes ago. She went to fetch those two.

Me: You not giving her a hard time?

Ona: Well I'm not..

Me: Ona .

Ona: Ma, I've been catching up on school work.

Me: That's good. I'm going to your school next week.

Ona: Why?

Me: What do you mean why? I go to your school every month to check on your performance. And I pray
for your own sake those marks haven't dropped..

Ona: No they haven't.

Me: Don't make your incident an exuse

Ona: I won't.

Me: You think you need counselling after what happened?

Ona: No. I'm stronger than I look.

Me: Okay baby. But I'm still taking you to counselling though.

Ona: Ma!

Me: Hai suka.

He laughed.

Ona: I love you.

Me: I love you too. I'm leaving now. I know they'll be back late.

Ona: clipper nyana..

Me: Clipper Yang?

Ona: Hao mama.

Me: Don't ask me for airtime.

I gave him R200.

Me: 50/50 for Sihle and Remo.

Ona: Okay..

Me: You better give them their money

Ona: Mum, I will.

Me: You better. I'll call them.

Ona: You don't trust me?

Me: No.

Ona: It's me. Your first son.

Me: My first son is a crook.

He just laughed and walked me out. I kissed him and stopped at the filling station. As I was about to
leave the filling station, a car blocked my way. I quickly stepped on the brakes. She got out of the car.

Ntokozo: Hey girl.

Me: What the...

Ntokozo: I saw your car here... Figured it was you and I just had to stop you. I was with your husband

Me: I know.

Ntokozo: I know you know. I've been tracking you down since you Left his office. His PA did say you
were there.

Me: okay so?

Ntokozo: You must know about us then..

Me: Clearly.

Ntokozo: You stole from me.

Me: Oh?

Ntokozo: I'm going to get you. I will fight you both emotionally and physically if I have to. You need to
feel the pain..

Me: If I were you I'd book myself a ward at the hospital. Move out of my way..

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Ntokozo: This is not over

Me: Damn right it ain't!

We clicked our tongues at the same time and she got into her car and moved out of my way. When I got
to the house. Manqoba was there. I went past him and went to put Bile in his Cot.

Manqoba: Can we talk?

Me: about your lies? Yeah sure.

I followed him to the lounge.

Manqoba': I'm not sure what you heard.

Me: I heard everything.

Manqoba: Okay she's an ex.

Me: I heard that too.

Manqoba: Look, Ntokozo and I were...okay look she was my fuck Buddy.
Me: Not according to her.

Manqoba: I know.

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: Kele, I'm sorry.

Me: I asked you what your problem is with her and you didn't tell me.

Manqoba: Baby I know.

Me: Manqoba... I'm getting tired of this.

Manqoba: I was trying to protect you from her. She's on a mission to destroy Us.

Me: And you let her. Had you been honest with me from the start then this wouldn't be happening. I've
got your bitch after me and this time I'll probably go to jail.

He kept quiet.

Me: You Dont love me.

Manqoba: what?

Me: If you did then I wouldn't have to go through so much because of you.

Manqoba: Kele?

Me: if it ain't your sugar mamas...I'm dealing with bitches you impregnated, if it ain't that I'm dealing
with clients you fucking and bitches with phantom pregnancies. Now I have to deal with bitter exes?

Manqoba: Kelebogile look...

Me: No...

I could feel my cheeks getting wet.

Me: I dont Want to look at anything. I'm tired. I am tired of this. You think I enjoy fighting with your
floozies that keep rocking up?

Manqoba: No baby I'm....

Me: Don't apologize. I dont want to hear it.

He kept quiet.
Me: Then you say I'm the selfish one yet you can't even tell me the truth.

He tried to take my hand.

Me: Don't touch me! Keep your hands off of me!

He put his hand down and I went to the bathroom. I shut the door and suddenly just cried when I
remembered everything. Even things I had hoped I wouldn't remember! I sat down with my back against
the door and cried. It was at that moment that I really missed my mother. That I really wished I could
just crawl up to her, put my head on her lap and hear her say "everything is going to be ffine

Manqoba: Baby please Come out of there.

He tried to open the door but failed as I was sitting behind it.

Manqoba: Kele please.

I tried to say something but just couldn't. He eventually walked from the door..I had the final tear drop
and went to wash my face. I slowly got out of the bathroom.

Manqoba: MaSibiya can we please try to fix this?

Still no words.

Manqoba: Okay. I'll give you space.

He left the room. I just wanted to be alone. I changed into something more comfortable and went to the
kitchen to start cooking. I had to do something. To get my mind off things.
Me: Hey.

Lehlo: Hey. Have you been crying?

Me: no. I'm blocked .

Lehlo: oh okay.

Me: Yes.

Lehlo: listen... I'm trying to get a hold of your husband. His phone is off.

Me: Oh hold on...

Lehlo: thank you lil..

I took the phone to Manqoba then went back to the kitchen. Minutes later, he came to the kitchen and
put my phone on the counter .

Manqoba: Thank you.

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: Can you atleast talk to me?

Me: And say what to you?

Manqoba: Kele come on. Please..

Me: Can you let me breathe?

Manqoba: Okay.

He left the kitchen and when I was done, I went to the cottage to chill with Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: Kele this is not healthy.

Me: what Mam'Flo?

Mam'Flo: all this fighting.

Me: Mam'Flo, I dont like it one bit either

Mam'Flo: The problem is not you two. You two love each other. What you kids need to is stick together
and fight this

Me: How do you fight something with someone who's not honest with you?.
Mam'Flo: you know what I think?

Me: No.

Mam'Flo: Manqoba is aware that he has a crazy wife. When he doesn't give you reasons to why he says
certain things or tries to keep you from certain people from his past...he is trying to protect you.

Me: From what exactly? The truth?

Mam'Flo: No. Jail. We all know you have a temper. We know that you snap and when you do it often
leads to people being breathless or in hospital. That is exactly what your husband is protecting you from.

I took a deep breath.

Mam'Flo: You can't stay mad at him forever.

Me: well I can.

She giggled.

Mam'Flo: Go fix it. And Bring Sandile here

Me: Okay Mam'Flo.

I left the cottage and went to fetch Sandile.

Mam'Flo: okay Kele go now.

Me: I will Mam'Flo.

Mam'flo: now!

Me: You chasing Me out?

Mam'Flo: Yes

Me: Life's tough

Mam'Flo: Always been.

I Smiled and went back to the house. Manqoba was busy on his laptop.
He closed it when he saw me sit next to him.

Manqoba: ready to talk?

Me: Yeah.

Manqoba: Okay. I'm all ears.

Me: Look, You should have been honest with me.

Manqoba: I agree..

Me: and Forgive me for questioning everything you do or say but I'm like that.

Manqoba: it gets to me.

Me: Yeah I know but please learn to live with it .

Manqoba: Okay fine. I'll take care of this Ntokozo issue.

Me: No. I will.

Manqoba: Kelebogile.

Me: I won't beat her up.

Manqoba: You lying to me.

Me: Its me she's after.

Manqoba: It doesn't matter.

Me: I won't let it get physical

Manqoba: really?

Me: I promise.

Manqoba: I'm really sorry.

Me: I'm not going to apologize for being stubborn

Manqoba: I wasn't expecting your apology.

Me: good.

I went to dish up for us and he washed the dishes. The next morning, Manqoba had to Go to PTA for a
meeting. I called Lutho for a favor and he came through for me as always.

Lora: I'm coming over.

Me: No you can't.

Lora: why? I feel like a home cooked meal.

Me: Heeeh. Ask So to cook for you.

Lora: he can't cook.

Me: Come tomorrow..

Lora: Some friend you are.

Me: I'm sorry

Lora: I'll see you tomorrow

Me: Okay babe.

Lora: I love you.

Me: I love you too Lo.

Lora: Bye.

Me: Bye.

I hung up and called Ntokozo.

Ntokozo: I'll see you in a few.

Me: No problem.

She hung up. I finished getting ready. Mam'Flo told me to leave Sandile with her. When I got to the meet
up place, I found Ntokozo waiting for me.

Me: Hi.

Ntokozo: you finally came to your senses?

Me: listen... You have a husband.

Ntokozo: a husband I dont love.

Me: How's that my problem?

Ntokozo: Kele it is

Me: Are you crazy?

Ntokozo: No.

Me: Listen...

Ntokozo: No you listen. You stole from me.

"Stole what? Why aren't you at home"

Ntokozo: Sawubona baba.

Her head suddenly faced the table. The guy didnt even look like your typical Zulu man. He was a guy in
suits, nice watch. Clean and neat.

Me: Can you take a seat?

Nhlakanipho: Thank you. Kele right?

Me: Correct.

Nhlakanipho: Aren't you Sibiya's wife?

Me: that's right.

Nhlakanipho: Nice to meet you.

Me: Likewise. Sorry if I disturbed Your busy schedule.

Nhlakanipho: Not a bit.

Me: I have issues with your wife

Nhlakanipho: Oh?

Me: Yes. I need her to stay away from my husband. Sir, see the thing with me is I have a temper, I don't
want your kids to grow up without a mother and I Dont want mine to grow up with a mother who's gon
be in jail serving time for murder. Please talk to Your wife.

He was angry.

Nhlakanipho: okay... I'll deal with her!

Me: That's all I ask. Thank you for your time.

I stood up and took my bag.

Me: Till we meet again "friend"

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Sihle: mum!

Me: Yes?

Sihle: I can't find it

Ona: Mum!

Me: Ona!

Ona: There's only the white one

Sihle: Mum!

Me: Sihle, your shirt is in there. Look harder

Ona: Ma!

Me: Look for your towel in your closet.

Ona: Okay

Remo: Katie!

Me: Yes baby?

Remo: I cant.

Me: Okay. I'll come straighten it for you

Sihle: Mum!

Me: Sihle stop calling me. Im not your wife.

Sihle: And my shoelaces?

Me: In your drawer Sihle

Sihle: Thank you

Remo: Kate

Me: Baby I'm coming. Go fetch the straightener

Remo: Okay
They were all driving me crazy except my little Angel who was just moving his feet up and Down. It was 2
weeks after the Ntokozo drama and Manqoba and I were cool. Bile was a month old and the 3
musketeers were getting ready for their trip with their grandmother.

Me: Are you done boys?

Sihle: Yes we done

Remo: There you go.

Me: Thank you

Remo: Make it look like yours

Me: Baby this is a wig.

Remo: Haa Kate.

Me: Okay baby.

Ona: Her first one got burned..

Remo: You did that .

Sihle: No. It was chinian that's why

Remo: it wasn't.

Ona: It was

Remo: It was brabzillian.

Sihle: Brazilian weaves don't burn when they get straightened out .

Remo: sile wena Fentse.

Ona: Nawe man.

Sihle: I'm gon tell gogo to leave you behind .

Remo: Never never shame! I want my money wena Ona

Me: What money?

Remo: he took the money Gogo gave me ..

Me: How much?

Remo: R80..

Ona: No R60

Remo: I'm going to take you to reach out wena Ona .

Me: Speak out baby.

I couldn't help but laugh

Me: See? Y'all teach them what these shows are about and they threaten to take you there. Pay the
child

Remo: Yes pay me.

Sihle: Don't pay her Ona

Remo: Fentse why?

Ona: Coz I've done a lot for you. I always buy you sweets and munchmallows.

Remo: I didn't ask you to.

I laughed.

Me: And this child is definitely mine.

We high fived.

Ona: you not getting the money.

Me: then you have me to deal with.

Ona: life's not fair.

He took out his wallet and gave Remo her money.

Remo: Bring more

Sihle: For what?

Remo: Shhh Fentse. I'll give you the money Ne?

Ona: I owed you R60

Me: Yeah but she wants Interest.

Ona: What does she know about interest

Me: Ona!

He gave her R20

Remo: thank you.

Ona: Mxm.

Me: Okay gogo will be here shortly. Go get your bags

They went to get their bags

Remo: Goofy you must behave okay?

She was pointing at him.

Remo: Dont touch my things ne?

Me: But he wont.

Manqoba came in with his mum.

M's mum: Ready babies?

Remo: Yes gogo.

Sihle: Remo can you keep quiet for a minute?

Ona: Please!

Remo: Buzz off Ona..

Ona: Hai wena. I'll smack you. I'm not your age .

Manqoba: Not going to happen. Let's Go.

Remo: Bye Kate.

She came back to hug me and kissed my cheek.

Me: Bye baby.

Sihle: Bye mum...

I hugged him.

Sihle: You going to miss me?

Me: too much.

Sihle: I'm going to miss you too.

He kissed my cheek..

Me: Love you babies

Remo: Love you too Kate

Ona: Love you too ma.

For some reason I was sad.

Manqoba: Okay so...R150 for you Bafo There you go

Ona: Thanks Mfethu.

Manqoba: R100 for you mjita

Sihle: dankie Bafo.

Manqoba: And R50 for you princess.

Remo: Thank you papas .

Manqoba: Don't crook the kid .

Ona: I won't

M's mum: You'd swear he was born in a bank.

We giggled.

M's mum: let's get going

Manqoba walked them out and came back a few minutes later.

Manqoba: Finally at peace?

Me: Yes. Finally! I actually couldn't wait for your mum to come.

Manqoba: What kind of a mother are you?

Me: I'm a great mum and I love my kids but baby those kids!

Manqoba: They aren't bad

Me: they are terrible

Manqoba: They are still your kids

Me: well I know that.

Manqoba: and it's something you should live with

Sandile was asleep now. His father took him to his cot and came back to me..

Me: You want to watch a movie?

Manqoba: No.

Me: Then?

He kissed me.

Manqoba: I have something else in mind.

His warm hands reached for my bra underneath the vest I had on.

Me: no.
He got his hands off me.

Manqoba: "no?"

Me: no.

Manqoba: I haven't touched you in what...2 months?

Me: Im not in the mood

Manqoba: Okay. I'm going out .

Me: You...

Manqoba: It's chilled.

He took his car keys And left the room. I fell asleep on the couch a few minutes later and was woken up
by Sandile. Manqoba came back at around 20:30.

Me: Phuza Thursday?

Manqoba: For others not me. The pub is quite busy..

Me: Oh okay..

Manqoba: Have an early meeting tomorrow. Goodnight.

Me: Night.

And just like that he went to bed. I slept at around 10pm and the next morning, he had left for his
meeting. I spent the day spring cleaning. I finished at around 17:00

And was very exhausted. I had to deal with the house and Sandile. I took a nap when Sandile was asleep
and woke up at around 18:30. Manqoba was not back. I tried to call him but his phone was off. And so
the hours went by and I eventually slept at 00:00 coz I had grown tired of calling a cellphone that was off
and waiting up for him. I woke up at 7:30 to get ready for the breakfast date Lora had promised me 3
days before.

Lora: I'm here.

She was screaming from the gate.

Me: Im coming!

I went to open the gates for her.

Lora: You done?

Me: Yes I'm done.

Lora: We havent done this in ages.

Me: I know right?

Lora: Are You okay?

Me: yes I am.

Lora: The truth now

Me: Manqoba didn't Come back home. I'm worried about him.

Lora: He was probably busy with work.

Me: so why didn't he call then? Anyway let's go.

She took Sandile and I took his bag. Just as I had finished locking the door, a text came through.

Me: what?

Lora: is everything okay?

Me: No. Payment notification. R9750,00 Lora!

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Lora and I looked at each other.

Me: what the hell is going on?

Lora: It's probably nothing.

Me: Its probably everything.

Lora: No. Come let's go.

Me: Lora?
Lora: He probably has a good explanation.

Me: Well I hope he does

Lora: Come.

We got into her car and she drove to the mall.

Lora: Are You listening?.

Me: Yes. You said she's incompetent

Lora: And?

Me: And she's too...

Lora: Too what?

Me: I don't know.

Lora: Kele!

Me: I'm sorry.

Lora: Stop staring at your phone. You haven't even touched your food .

Me: Okay sorry.

She took my phone.

Lora: We going to Kim's after this.

Me: Why?

Lora: To chill.

Me: Oh.

Lora: and get your mind off things yeah?

Me: Yeah.

Lora: Good.

Me: So what's been happening in your life?

Lora: Don't even ask.

Me: that bad?

Lora: Boikanyo's mother is bitter AF

Me: Her old self is still troublesome

Lora: So now apparently So can't raise her grandchildren

Me: oh?

Lora: I'm getting a protection order against her

Me: You can't be serious.

Lora: Oh I'm dead serious.

Me: Lora!

Lora: Boikanyo and I have an agreement. Where does she fit in?

Me: Mothers In law will always be that hey

Lora: I've tolerated her way too long now..

Me: Calm down!

Lora: I'm calm.

I giggled

Me: No you're not.

Lora: I don't need this

Me: Exactly. We don't want you to miscarry

She took a deep breath.

Me: Stress levels down now?

Lora: almost.

Me: thank you.

We finished eating and we went to Kim's.

Me: Where are the girls?

Kim: out with their father.

Lora: Kim, don't you ever want to spend time with the girls?

Kim: I do spend time with them.

Angie: No.

Kim: what do you mean?

Mbuyi: You always shouting at the kids .

Hilda: Yeah Kim.

Kim: They Dont listen.

Angie: which kid does?

Me: Kim, you too...

Kim: Too what?

Me: the kids are scared of you

Kim: They should be.

Angie: No.

Me: You need to be a mother and a friend to them.

Lora: Exactly.

Nthato: You too hard on the kids .

Me: Yes

Kim: You want me to be like you?

Me: No what...

Nthato: Yes. The girls are going to be scared to talk to you when they grow up

Kim: You want them to tell me about boys and all that nonsense

Lora: who do you expect them to talk to?

Kim: Their aunt.

She pointed at me.

Kim: They feel More comfortable talking to her after all.

Nthato: Oh Poor Kele!

Me: welcome to my world.

Hilda: You didn't invite Siphokazi over?

Kim: To whose house?

Me: To Tlotlo's house

Kim: Kele you'll leave my house

We laughed..

Lora: But You really need to accept her.

Kim: why?

Angie: For Boikanyo's sake.

Mbuyi: that's right.

Nthato: You need to learn how to love people

Kim: I love you guys

Me: Everyone in general.

Angie: You such a problem

Kim: I'm a nice problem.

Me: There's no such.

Kim: Okay fine then. I'll try to accept her.

Hilda: Yes. Thank you.

Lora: I feel like going out today.

Kim: me too..There's this cool place...

Mbuyi: You two are pregnant.

Lora: Not sick.

Nthato: Count me out

Me: Count me out too.

Kim: these new babies have made y'all boring

Nthato: We getting old .

Kim: You in your thirties

Nthato: Doesn't matter

Mbuyi: Spend the night watching chick flicks with Tshepi and Keletso.

Me: good idea Mbuyi.

She rolled her eyes at us.

Kim: Can we atleast go out now?

Me: for what?

Kim: Lunch.

Angie: Okay let's go then.

Kim: You're driving Hilda.

Hilda: no problem.

We all left with Tlotlo's crew bus.

Kim: These kids are angels.

Nthato: Of course though...they are our kids.

Kim: Oh shut up!

We got to the restaurant.

Angie: After 2 months?

Mbuyi: yes .

Kim: is that okay with you two?

Nthato: yes

Me: well...

Kim: Don't tell us about work..

Me: Okay it's fine .

Lora: great.
Kim: where to now?

Angie: We head out of the country

Nthato: Jabu Would freak out

Kim: This is the problem with being married. Tlotlo would freak out too.

Mbuyi: Since when do you care what Tlotlo thinks?

Lora: She's Always cared

Kim: You need to always consider your husband's opinions okay?

Hilda: Hamba Kim.

Nthato: She's schooling us.

Kim: I have to .

Angie: So is that why you cut down on the wine after Tlotlo told you to?

Kim: Yes.

Me: But you didn't go to the anger management classes.

Kim: I did.

Nthato: Only twice .

Kim: Look, I don't have any anger issues.

Me: let's agree to disagree

Kim: Says the one with the temper.

Angie: hey hers is worse than yours.

Mbuyi: It is on another level.

Me: Can we not talk about tempers?

They changed the topic. We had a great time then Lora dropped me off at home.

Lora: see you during the week yeah?

Me: Definitely

Lora: And don't worry about a thing.

Me: I'll try not to.

Lora: Okay then. Bye friend.

Me: Bye friend.

I hugged her, she got back into her car and Left. Manqoba was not back, the gates were still locked,
everything was as I had left it. I went to put Sandile down and went to make myself a cup of tea. Just
then I got a call from Ona

Me: Hey baby..

Ona: Hello ma.

Me: You okay?

Ona: Yes I Am And you?

Me: Just missing you kids. Having fun?

Ona: Yes loads of fun..

Me: That's good to hear. What are you kids doing?

Ona: Well Sihle And Remo are swimming.

Me: And Lethu?

Ona: She's with Gogo somewhere in the garden .

Me: I hope you kids are taking pictures

Ona: Mum...Im with Remo. I'm running out of space in my phone.

Me: That's good then. You must send them to me.

Ona: I will ma.

Me: thank you

Ona: How's The little Bafo doing?

Me: Sleeping as always.

Ona: That one's always sleeping.

Me: You were always sleeping too.

Ona: I'm pretty sure I wasn't like that.

Me: Yeah right.

I heard the gates open.

Ona: I was just checking up on you.

Me: thank you baby. I'll talk to you tomorrow.

Ona: love you ma.

Me: Love You too my angely.

He hung up. Suddenly the door opened. Manqoba was in a new outfit. He had slim fit navy pants and
had a black shirt on. The same shoes he had on the day before. I looked at him and his eyes were
bloodshot red.

Manqoba: MaSibiya

Me: Hi.

Manqoba: Goodnight.

He headed to the bedroom.

Me: Are you cheating on me?

He turned and looked at me.

Manqoba: I've had a long night and a long day. I dont have time for your insecurities and tantrums! Get
off my back okay?

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"Gone to Lutho's.. M"

That's what I woke up to the next day. When I checked the time it was 8:45. I slowly crawled out of bed
and checked on my son who was sleeping peacefully. He looked so adorable. I made the bed and went
to brush my teeth and wash my face. I took a quick shower and waited for Sandile to wake up so I could
bath him and we could leave. I took his bag and mine and drove to Aunt Dikano's.

Aunt D: Ready?
Me: its a church service ma.

Aunt D: You haven't been to church in ages .

Me: I know.

Aunt M: Maybe that's why you have so many problems...

Me: even pe...okay.

It wasn't worth it. The service was freshing. I had a great time! Aunt Dikano had even spoken to the
pastor about baptizing Sandile. Aunt Dikano though!

Me: You should have spoken to me first you know?.

Aunt D: You weren't even thinking about it

Me: I was.

Aunt M: Don't lie.

Me: Okay I wasn't .

Aunt D: It helps having me around hey?

Me: It does..

Aunt D: Good. Remember that when I'm gone.

Me: You won't be gone for a very long time

Aunt M: How do you know?

Me: God cant take away all the people I love and need

Aunt D: That makes perfect sense. He's loving

Me: you see Aunt M?

Aunt M: I see babygirl.

Me: You cooked ma?

Aunt D: You hungry?

Me: Very.

Aunt D: I cooked.

Me: oh thank the heavens

Aunt M: You look hungry.

I giggled.

Me: thanks Mam'golo.

Aunt M: oh it's a pleasure. You coming with me to Taung?

Me: I haven't decided yet.

Aunt D: I think it could do you some good..

Me: Really?

aunt M: Yes

Me: But I have kids who go to school.

Aunt M: Manqoba's mother will not mind

Me: I will go crazy .

Aunt D: You need the break. There's something weighing you down as we speak..

This the exact reason I didn't Want to be around Aunt Dikano. She just knew me too well.

Aunt D: What is it?

Me: It's nothing big .

Aunt M: Kele, you must tell us so we can help

Me: some things I need to handle myself

Aunt D: I hope you know what you doing .

Me: I do

Aunt D: okay.

We finally got home. Uncle Putla and Ntate Oupa were out so I kept their food in the oven. When we
were done eating, I washed the plates, fed Sandile and I then drove to Kamo's mum's place....he was
there for the day. I had left Sandile with Aunt D and Aunt M

Kamo: You're lazy. Why didn't you walk?

Me: Coz Im full

Kamo: You crazy.

Me: where's mum?

Kamo: She went out

Me: Oh okay.

Kamo: You went to church?

Me: Yes .

Kamo: Tjo.

Me: What do you mean "Tjo"

Kamo: I cant remember when last I went to church

Me: when you and Lungelo got married?

Kamo: That's right. Get your car in and let's go.

Me: We not going to drink right?

Kamo: You accompanying me to the bottle store.

Me: oh okay

Kamo: I'll buy you juice.

Me: wow. Thank you.

I parked the car in and we walked to the bottle store.

Me: Some things don't change do they?

Kamo: No. Same old drunkards. Same old dance moves.

Me: they just lost their teeth.

Kamo: that's the only change in them.

Me: I missed you.

Kamo: I missed you too Friend.

He got his drinks and we went out.

Kamo: You okay?

Me: Yeah

Kamo: I've known you since you were 18

Me: Kamo life's rough.

Kamo: what's wrong?

Me: everything.

Kamo: you know everything is going to be Okay right?

Me: Nothing's going right in my life Kamo.

Kamo: hey we all feel like that at times.

I looked at him.

Kamo: You know what I think you need?

Me: No.

Kamo: getaway.

Me: well Aunt Moipone wants me to go with her to Taung.

Kamo: Hai no.

Me: What?

Kamo: Somewhere nice

Me: Taung is nice

Kamo: I ain't talking about the Bundus.

I giggled.

Me: you're hurting me.

Kamo: You shouldn't be hurt.

Me: I am.

Kamo: I'll see what I can do.

Me: So sweet.
I kissed His cheek.

Kamo: Kele stop it. These bitches will start thinking I'm straight.

I giggled.

Me: Oh sorry. How's Lungelo doing?

Kamo: He's okay.

Me: Still deeply in love?

Kamo: Sort of.

Me: Don't seem so sure.

Kamo: Hey couples fight.

Me: You two fight?

Kamo: Yes.

Me: really?

Kamo: Well for instance, Today. His baby mama is causing trouble.

Me: Eish.

Kamo: You see why you should be sure of your sexuality at a young age? Now I have to deal with this.

Me: Shame man!

Kamo: Nothing I cant deal with.

Me: I trust you.

Kamo: You know me.

Me: I really missed you.

Kamo: I missed you too.

Me: You don't even come over anymore

Kamo: What about those chilled sessions we always have at your place?

Me: Without everyone else.

Kamo: You always busy

Me: Im always at home.

Kamo: that's not true

Me: fine but still

Kamo: We need to make an appointment to see you.

Me: Such lies you tell.

Kamo: okay fine. I'll start coming around.

Me: Please. Use this time.

Kamo: before you go back to being a workaholic?

Me: I'm not a workaholic

Kamo: Keep denying yes?

Me: Okay fine. Just Come okay?

Kamo: I'll Come.

Me: There we go.

We chilled for about an hour or so...I lost track of time really and I went back home.

The oldies were chilling outside. I greeted uncle Putla and Ntate Oupa.

Me: is he sleeping?

Aunt D: you know him.

Me: We have to get going now.

Uncle: i want to talk to you.

Me: Okay.

We went to the kitchen.

Uncle: You okay?

Me: no.

Uncle: Whats wrong?

Me: I don't know.

Uncle: marital problems?

Me: Yes Malume.

He sat down.

Uncle: I hope you two sort it out.

I nodded.

Uncle: In a right way. Coz if not...

He shook his head.

Uncle: you'll end up killing each other.

Me: It won't get that far.

Uncle: Just talk to your husband Kelebogile. I hope you two sort out whatever issues you have. You can
go now

Me: Okay Malume

I went to fetch My son and our things.

Me: Bye oldies

Aunt D: drive safely.

Me: I will ma.

I strapped Sandile in and Drove home. It was around 19:00, When I got there Manqoba was not home. I
called him but his phone went unanswered. I played with Sandile till he fell asleep again and I went to
bath. I waited up for Manqoba till I passed out on the couch. The next morning, I heard him drive out
which meant he came back after I had put Sandile back to sleep at 4:12. I looked at him through the
window and was disturbed by Sandile. I went to get him. I cleaned up, got ready to go to Manqoba's
office at around 12:00
Me: Val

Val: Hey Kele. How are you?

Me: I'm okay. Is he in?

Val: Yes he is.

Me: Okay great..

Val: Kele... He said he doesn't want to be disturbed by anyone

Me: Im not anyone.

I Made my way to his office.

Manqoba: Okay. Later.

I went in.

Me: what's going on with you?

Manqoba: Nothing. Kele....I'm very busy hey. I have to...

Me: well I aint going anywhere.

Manqoba: I'll ask the security to escort you out then.

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Me: sorry? Security for your wife?

Manqoba: I'm very busy. I need to prepare for this meeting I have in an hour.

I looked at him.

Manqoba: Kele, I asked Val to let nobody in.

Me: We need to talk.

Manqoba: look, I know that

Me: Then cancel your meeting..

Manqoba: I can't do that. We'll talk when I get home.

Me: You get home when I'm sleeping, when I wake up you gone again.

Manqoba: Can we please do this at home? I really have to prepare for this

I took my baby and left his office. I drove home with a lump in my throat. I just wanted to cry but
couldn't. When I got home, I just put my head down and slept till I was woken up by Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: Come eat.

Me: I'm not hungry

Mam'Flo: okay go sleep on the bed then. You need to get off this couch

Me: It's fine Mam'Flo. I'm up now.

Mam'Flo: You okay?

Me: I haven't Been getting enough sleep that's all.

Mam'Flo: New babies!

If only she knew!

Mam'Flo: You really need to rest .

Me: well I would Mam'Flo but I'm expecting Tlotlo,Nthato and So in a...

"Anyone home?"

Me: There we go.

Mam'Flo: okay then but get some rest when they leave.

Tlotlo: Anyone home!

Me: come in Tlotlo!

He came in .
Tlotlo: Hello Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: hello Tlotlo.

Tlotlo: how's the old age treating you?

Mam'Flo: so-so Nana.

Tlotlo: That's good to hear.

Mam'Flo: Evil child.

She hit him with Sandile's vest.

Me: You want something to drink?

Tlotlo: Beer

Me: on a Monday?

Mam'Flo: You stressed?

Tlotlo: Something like that Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: don't give him any beer.

Me: I wont.

Mam'flo: I'll leave you kids to it then.. I'm taking Sandile okay? Go get him.

I went to get Sandile from the bedroom and Mam'Flo went to the cottage with him.

Tlotlo: Beer please

Me: You know that's not going to happen right?

Tlotlo: I'm not going back to the office

Me: Why?

Tlotlo: I need to rest.

Me: Lucky you.

Tlotlo: don't say that. Your sister in law is driving me crazy

Me: Why?

Tlotlo: her mood swings.

Me: It's called pregnancy

Tlotlo: You weren't... No wait you were worse

Me: No

Tlotlo: you once...

Me: Okay okay I get it!

Tlotlo: get me My beer

Me: This is my house. You cant...

Tlotlo: Okay can you please get me a Beer?

Me: Thats better.

I went to get him his beer.

Tlotlo: Thank you.

Me: Don't get used to this.

Tlotlo: yes mum!

Me: Good.

He looked at me.

Me: What's wrong?

Tlotlo: You exactly like mum

Me: Am I?

Tlotlo: The way you move, the you talk, the things you do..

Me: Really?

Tlotlo: Minus your temper. Mum wasn't violent.

I giggled.

Me: Yeah she wasn't.

Tlotlo: Maybe that's why I dont want to be around you so much.

Me: The truth finally comes out.

Tlotlo: It has to.

Me: Well that hurts.

Tlotlo: Ao Kele.

Me: But Keletso looks like Mum too.

Tlotlo: no.

Me: I'm telling you.

Tlotlo: I choose to ignore that.

Me: Well...deny all you like.

Suddenly we heard Nthato and Sonwabo outside.

Nthato: Kele!

Me: We here.

Nthato: Where?

Me: lounge. Stop screaming.

Nthato: We outside

Me: Nthato Just get in.

Nthato: So rough.

She and So came in.

Nthato: So rude

Me: You can't just.

So: Can I get a beer too?

Me: What's up with you two?

Nthato: On a Monday?

Me: Imagine!
Nthato: Y'all have women issues?

So: No..work.

Me: Really?

Nthato: he's lying.

So: I'm not.

Me: If you say so.

Nthato: Where's Oarabile?

Me: with Mam'Flo.

So: when are those three coming back?

Me: Today. They missed school.

Nthato: I actually Miss Remo.

So: No. I don't. I'm tired of her

Me: You tired of my kid?

So: Your kid is like Nthato's kid. They are so demanding.

Tlotlo: when they see us you'd swear they see Banks.

Nthato: No that's Ona and Tshepi.

Tlotlo: No My daughter doesn't love money.

Me: Have you met Rea?

So: No. That one's a lady.

Me: Okay...Okay. Tombstone unveiling?

So: can you Get me a beer first?

Me: Fine.

I went to get him his beer.

Me: Right shall we?.

Nthato: Yes we shall

So: How many stones are we unveiling?

Me: I think 6
Tlotlo: You included the uncles?

Me: Yes

Nthato: Okay so date?

So: After your 3 months Kele?

Me: Even before that.

Nthato: okay next month then..

Me: great.

Tlotlo: right...the whole family's invited

Me: No.

So: Kele please don't start

Me: I've already disowned them.

Nthato: Okay just this once

So: No kicking people till they are out of breath

Me: Tell them to not mess with me

So: I will.

Me: Right so when are we going down to The Free state?

Nthato: To choose the tombstones?

Me: yes.

Tlotlo: Is this weekend okay?

So: Perfect..

Me: Okay then. No problem.

Nthato: We'll Talk about the food and everything else later on?

Me: Yes.

Tlotlo: Leave that to Aunt Moipone.

So: No. I Dont want to eat bogobe ba ting

Me: I personally love that

Tlotlo: You alone..

So: Caterers yeah?

Nthato: Fine
So: Lora and Kele must cook.

Me: Not doing that .

So: So lazy.

Me: I have a little baby.

So: What an excuse .

Me: And Lora can't be inhaling smoke. It's not good for the baby.

So: Hai suka.

Tlotlo: Gas stove?

Me: We getting caterers

Tlotlo: Okay we done?

Me: I think so.

Nthato: See you guys soon..

Tlotlo: Going back to work?

Nthato: yes and You're not?

Tlotlo: no. I need to rest.

Nthato: Kim?

Tlotlo: You know her

So: Sorry dawg

Nthato: no he deserves it.

Me: yes.

Tlotlo: You two are heartless

Me: that's what you men get for knocking us up.

Tlotlo: oh shut up little.

They left after 15 minutes. I spoke to the kids over the phone and said they coming back the next day.
Manqoba came back at 18:30.

Manqoba: hi.

Me: Hey.
Manqoba: You wanted to talk?

Me: yeah.

Manqoba: All yours.

Me: You cheating?

Manqoba: Kele please don't start with that.

Me: Manqoba don't drive me crazy. You back to your hoeing life And you telling to not start with that?

Manqoba: Kele...

Me: No. You don't come back home, don't call.have me worried and spend money on your bitches then
threaten to have security escort me.

Manqoba: I have been working in the office since Friday. Been working on the Tanzania branch.

Me: Oh? Can you explain the new clothes?

Manqoba: I had a meeting the next morning, couldn't exactly come back home to refreshen up and
change. Booked into the nearest lodge.

Me: Right. So you couldn't call?

Manqoba: fine that I apologize for.

Me: No you don't! You've spent close to 10 grand on your bitches and hoes.

He took out some piece of paper.

Manqoba: I told you I was working. I don't have time to be spending money on bitches and hoes. I dont
even have time for cheating.

He gave me the piece of paper.

Manqoba: that's what I spent Your close to 10 grand cash on. Building material that is going to be
delivered tomorrow. Material for that game room the boys asked me to build them. Next time...Please
ask before you assume

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I didn't know what to say. He stood up and went to the bathroom to take his shower. I just stared at the
TV. When he was done, he went to fetch a bottle of water in the fridge
Me: Should I warm up your...

He shook his head.

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: I'm not hungry. I'm going to bed.

Me: O-kay.

He headed back to the bedroom and I watched TV till 21:00, I went to take my bath after putting Bile to
sleep then I slept too. Woke up about 3 times that night and at 6 was woken up by something Manqoba
dropped.

Manqoba: Sorry. Didn't mean to wake you.

Me: it's okay.

Manqoba: See you later?

Me: I need to...

His phone rang.

Manqoba: Excuse me.

He answered his phone.

Manqoba: yeah...I'm about to leave now....Sho Lutho mfethu.. I'll be on time Kau.

He hung up

Manqoba: I need to go.

Me: Yeah but you need....

Manqoba: Really need to go

Me: Okay.

He took his things and left. I turned the TV on to watch the news and Sandile woke up an hour later. At
around 8:00, I started cleaning and finished at around 10 and got my things ready. I waited for the
people from the hardware to deliver the building material then went to the Sibiya home. the kids were
at school.

M's mum: Hello Kele. You so thin

Me: I am?

M's mum: Yes you are. What's He doing now?

Me: Oh nothing ma.

M's mum: You sure?

Me: Yes. How was the trip with the kids?

M's mum: Oh it was amazing.

Me: Im glad you had fun with them ma.

M's mum: I love my grandchildren

Me: Did they give you a hard time?

M's mum: Not even. But I spent alot of money on make up and hair though.

Me: Remo?

M's mum: Manqoba's child is a problem.

Me: I'm sorry.

M's mum: But I'm not complaining. They want to spend a week. You have no problem

Me: I don't coz I had actually come here to ask you to take them for a week

M's mum: That tired?

Me: Yes ma. And I need to go home.

M's mum: Why?

Me: We need to start preparing for the unveiling we planning with Tlotlo, So and Nthato.

M's mum: Okay no problem..

Me: Thank you ma

M's mum: When do you leave?

Me: just now.

M's mum: okay then

Me: I'll call them When I get home.

M's mum: Kele are you sure you okay?

Me: I'm fine

M's mum: Don't lie to Me.

Me: okay ma, I'm not.

M's mum: Manqoba again. What now?

Me: Okay... We fighting.

M's mum: Why?

I told her

M's mum: Is that boy crazy?

Me: I think it's my fault

M's mum: No it's not. Its still too early for you to sleep with him again. Tradition Forbids.

I kept quiet.

M's mum: I'll sort him out

Me: No ma..don't!

M's mum: Kele, you are my daughter and if you not happy then I'm not.

Me: I just jumped into conclusions.

M's mum: you are woman. It's something women have. I'd also jumped into conclusions before you told
me what he used the money on. Don't worry okay?

Me: Okay ma

M's mum: Go clear your head and I'll deal with Manqoba.

Me: Thank you ma.

She walked me and Sandile out

M's mum: greet everyone at home okay?

Me: I will ma..

M's mum: Bye Kele

Me: Bye ma.

I hugged her and we drove off. When I got to the filling station, I tried to call Manqoba but his phone
was off. I drove to Aunt Dikano's afterwards.

Aunt M: You coming?

Me: Yes. We leave now.

Aunt D: I'm going with you..

Aunt M: Really?

Me: yes.

Aunt D: And you almost missed her

Her bags were on the couches

Me: thank God

Aunt M: ready?

Me: Yes .

Aunt M: Okay good then..

Me: Where's Uncle Putla?

Aunt D: he went out with Oupa..

Me: Oh okay. Tell them I said bye to them.

Aunt D: The kids?

Me: With Manqoba's mum..

Aunt D: Okay let's ask for travelling mercies then.

We joined hands and prayed.

Aunt D: Will join You in a day or two.

Me: no problem

She took Sandile from one of the couch and I took the bags.

Aunt D: Call when you arrive okay?

Me: We will.

Aunt M: God be with you Dikano.

Aunt D: May he be with you too.

Aunt Moipone got in and Aunt Dikano passed Sandile to me. I put him in his car seat and strapped him
in.

Aunt M: why dont you just let me hold him?

Me: Coz I want you to sit comfortably.

Aunt M: These kids.

Me: Oh relax Ma.

Aunt Dikano giggled..

Aunt D: You can just stay here with me you know?

Aunt M: Hai Dikano! Stop being poison.

We laughed and I went to get into the driver's seat.

Me: Okay bye ma.

Aunt D: Bye baby. Bye Ausi.

Aunt M: Bye ngwana Mme.

We departed.

Aunt M: You still know your way to Taung?

Me: Ao Mam'golo.

Aunt M: no I have to ask.

Me: Okay I do.

Aunt M: You sure?

Me: I am

Aunt M: Okay then.

Me: So you can relax

Aunt M: Father Lord help us.

Me: Ma!

Aunt M: No. I dont want to get lost.

Me: We won't.

I giggled. Aunt Moipone though! So dramatic! We stopped for snacks and I tried to call Manqoba again.
His phone was still off. I drove us safely to Taung. We arrived at 17:45

Me: okay we here.

Aunt M: I really doubted you.

Me: Well I know that. We here now.

Her daughter Osego welcomed us...she was a year older than me. She helped Get the bags out.

Osego: Welcome back.

Me: Good to be back.

Osego: Hello mama

Aunt M: Did you Cook?

Osego: no ma.

Aunt M: Why?

Osego: I'll start cooking now.

Me: no don't. I bought takeaways

Aunt M: kae?

Me: When you were sleeping.

Aunt M: I was fast asleep mos.

Me: Old age.

We went inside. Sandile was sleeping.

Me: Where are the others?

Aunt M: I only live with Osego now.

Me: Why?

Osego: She kicked them out.

Me: Mam'golo why?

Aunt M: They not even trying to look for jobs but always pregnant. I'll live with Osego and her three
children. I'm fine. She's the youngest but she's way better than the sisters

I smiled at her.

Me: Good job sis.

Osego: Thank you.

I was complimenting her on the renovations. The house looked so beautiful. She led me to the bedroom
I'd be sleeping in.
Me: Thank you.

Osego: Pleasure. We have a lot to catch up on.

Me: Well yes. I last saw you at my wedding.

Osego: I need to get a new Job.

Me: Yeah please. The one you have is keeping you from family.

Osego: Tell me about it.

My phone rang.

Me: Hello.

Silence!

Me: Hello.

Manqoba: Kelebogile.

Me: hello?

Manqoba: You want to tell Me why you not At home?

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Osego: Call me when You done

Me: no problem.

She left the room.

Me: Manqoba how are you?

Manqoba: Kele..

Me: How was your day?

Manqoba: it was okay. Where are you?

Me: Manqoba please.

Manqoba: it's a simple question.

Me: I'm in the north west.

Manqoba: What?

Me: Yeah.

Manqoba: North west?

Me: Yes. At Aunt Moipone's

Manqoba: And you didn't tell me this because?

Me: because I tried calling you and Your phone was off

Manqoba: no note?

Me: I tried to call you.

Manqoba: Okay Kelebogile

Me: Yes

Manqoba: when are you coming back?

Me: I dont know yet

Manqoba: You Dont know yet? Kelebogile....

Me: Stop shouting. I have a headache.

Manqoba: Are you aware that you are someone's wife?

Me: Yeah.

Manqoba: yet you don't act like it.

Me: You have your phone off 90% of the time nowadays. What was I suppose to do??

Manqoba: you had me fuckin'...

I suddenly had an incoming call from Ona so I ended his.

Me: Hello my baby.

Ona: Hello mama.

Me: How are you?

Ona: I'm okay. Gogo tells me you left.

Me: yes baby

Ona: You okay?

Me: Yes I'm fine. I just need to recharge after all that's happened You know?

Ona: Totally understand. Take your time.

And that moment I felt proud! I had given birth to a king

Me: Thanks my Angel.

Ona: You in The free state?

Me: No baby. Taung.

Ona: Ko koko Moipone?

Me: Yes.

Ona: Well thank God we have school

I giggled.

Ona: Please come back with my baby brother

Me: so silly...I will.

Ona: thank you.

Me: Where are the two rats?

Ona: Here .

Me: hung up and I'll call you back.

Ona: Okay ma.

He did and when I called him back Sihle answered.

Sihle: why did You leave me behind?

Me: Hello Sihle

Sihle: Hello ma

Me: How are you?

Sihle: I'm okay. Why did you leave me behind?.

Me: How was school?

Sihle: It was okay.

Me: That's good. Homework done?

Sihle: yes

Me: That's great.

Sihle: Ma!

Me: Hello papa.

Sihle: Why did you leave me behind?

Me: You have school

Sihle: I don't like school.

Me: I know that.

Sihle: So why do I have to Go then?

Me: coz I said so.

Sihle: Okay When are you coming back?

Me: Next week.

Sihle: so far?

Me: No it's not.

Sihle: It is.

Me: No. I'll be back don't worry.. I love you okay?

Sihle: I love you too ma.

Me: where's Remo?

Sihle: She's here. Remo!

Remo: Yes Fentse.

Sihle: mum wants to talk to you

Remo: Okay

He gave her the phone.

Remo: Hello Kate.

Me: hello baby.

Remo: how are You?

Me: I'm fine. How are you?

Remo: I'm fine. Where are you?

Me: I'm in Taung.

Remo: Why?

Me: Here to visit koko Moipone

Remo: Haa Kate why?

Me: Coz she asked Me to

Remo: when are you coming back?

Me: Next week.

Remo: okay

Me: what did you buy me?

Remo: nothing Katie. I got another wig.

Me: Really?

Remo: yes.

Me: Okay you'll show It to me when I come back.

Remo: Okay Katie.

Me: What are you doing?

Remo: We watching Klever.

Me: Klever?

Remo: Yes too much funny.

Me: Oh okay..let me speak to Ona.

Remo: Okay.

Me: i love you.

Remo: I love you too Kate

She called Ona.

Ona: Ma?

Me: who's Klever?

Ona: Trevor.

Me: As in Trevor Noah?

Ona: yes.

I giggled. I missed my kids though.

Ona: I told you to take her for lessons.

Me: Hey stop it.

Ona: okay. But consider it ma.

Me: Fine.

Ona: Have a good night ma.

Me: I'll talk to you kids tomorrow then.

Ona: Okay ma.

Me: I love you.

Ona: I love you too Dimamzo.

I hung up. As soon as I put my phone down, I had a call from Manqoba. I left the phone there and went
to Osego's room.

Me: All yours

Osego: thought you'd never finish.

Me: My kids talk too Much

Osego: See that I know. Heard Remo put mum in her place in Free State.

I laughed.
Me: You can't say such in her house

Osego: You're right. We should discuss this outside.

Osego! Another favorite sister-cousin of mine. Down to earth, loving, caring, kind and crazy in her own
unique way.

Me: Too bad it's cold.

Osego: We'll discuss this tomorrow then

Me: Definitely.

Osego: You came just in time.

Me: For?

Osego: My time. Its my last day at work tomorrow.

Me: What?

I smiled.

Osego: my leave starts on Thursday.

Me: That's great! Atleast I won't be stuck with Aunt Moipone alone.

Osego: Yes. But your son will be.

Me: Sego!

Osego: We need to have girl time. Catch up on life. You need to see your exes.

Me: I don't have any exes here please

Osego: Thapelo?

I giggled.

Me: Thapelo is not an ex

Osego: What is he?

Me: just someone I had a crush on.

Osego: He had a crush on you too.

Me: Is he still cute?

Osego: Like I said..." You need to see your exes"

Me: And where's Your Bo?

Osego: Which Bo now?

Me: Modise.

Osego: That asshole.

Me: He's the father of two kids of your kids.

Osego: Biggest mistake of my life.

I giggled.

Me: Why?

Osego: He's so ugly now.

Me: You should say that... He's Your ex. We all have bad things to say about them

Osego: You'll see him.

Me: Oh Sego!

We kept laughing and talking about a whole lot. Her eldest daughter who was 15 adored Bile. She didn't
want to let go of him. The next morning, I cleaned the house and Aunt Moipone kept calling her
neighbors to come and see me. Old people though! I cooked after seeing the guests for that day and I
chilled with Osego when she came back from work.

Osego: You think?

Me: Absolutely. And Aunt Moipone would be thrilled.

Osego: Right.

Me: You love him right?

Osego: yeah

Me: Then let him send the letter. Some of us would like to dress up for your wedding.
She giggled and suddenly a car parked outside the gate.

Me: See that must be him. I'm going inside.

Osego: No that's not his car. I've never seen that car before

I looked carefully.

Me: oh crap.

Osego: you know it?

Me: Yeah. I'll find you inside then.

Osego: you'll be fine?

Me: Yes.

She went back in and I walked towards the company car. He stepped out with a small bag in hand.There
was someone in there. A guy.

Manqoba: Thanks Mjita.

Guy: sure sure boss.

We drove off.

Manqoba: We hanging up on each other now?

Me: Yeah. Had to answer An important call.

Manqoba: More important than me?

Me: my kids are more important than you yes!

Manqoba: When are you going to start behaving accordingly?

Me: If you here to fight, get back into that car and make your way back to Gauteng please. I came here
to find peace and to recharge.

Manqoba: I'm not here to fight you either.

Me: Then what are you doing here?

Manqoba: Came here to get you.

Me: Are you crazy? You don't own me. I don't want to be around you don't you get that?

Manqoba: Kele, we need to talk this out like adults. Go get your bags and let's go home.

Me: you going to have to kill me first. I said No.

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Manqoba: Kelebogile. I'm serious

Me: Go back home.

Manqoba: Kelebogile....

Me: You can't come here and start throwing orders at me.

Manqoba: I'm not ordering you around.

Me: I'm sure not.

Manqoba: You have to know how to behave accordingly. You can't just up and leave!

Me: "know how to behave" you're fine one to talk.

Manqoba: I thought you moved on from that.

Me: you did. I didn't. You do a whole lot of nonsense and I'm suppose to be cool with it?

Manqoba: Didnt I apologize for that?

Me: You didn't apologize for anything.

Manqoba: Can you go get your things so we can so back home?

Me: Okay.

I went inside. Got the car keys and drove out.

Manqoba: And now?

Me: You can go now.

Manqoba: Kelebogile!

Me: get into that car and go back to this "home" you think we have. I told you I'm not going anywhere.

Manqoba: Kelebogile..

Me: I'm serious. I Dont want to be around you.

He put his bag in the backseat and got into the car.

Manqoba: Fine!

Me: Bye!

I went back inside the house.

Aunt M: Kele?

Me: Ma?

Aunt M: What was that noise outside?

Me: Oh it was nothing. just people passing by.

Aunt M: Batho ba mo Taung!

I was sort of relieved. I was glad she didnt come out.

Aunt M: So who were you with outside?

Me: Oh. A colleague of mine

Aunt M: Okay.

She had questions... I could sense it. I went to Osego's bedroom.

Osego: You okay?

Me: Yes

Osego: who was that?

Me: Manqoba.

Osego: Mum had better not find out about that.

Me: who did you say I'm with?

Osego: I said it's a colleague.

Me: and she believed you?.

Osego: no. She had her suspicions.

Me: well then...

Osego: she'd go crazy if she found out it was Manqoba and he didnt come in.

Me: I know.

Osego: You sure you're Fine?

Me: Absolutely.

Osego: Okay.

Me: We were still planning your wedding.

She giggled..

Osego: That's not your department.

Me: What does that even mean?

Osego: it means you should just come to the wedding.

Me: Ouch..

Osego: Not in a bad that's Kim's department.

Me: Oh yes. She excels in it.

Osego: Definitely. So sorry.

Me: I'll just look nice .

Osego: Yeah you in the outfit, make-up and hair side

I laughed.

Me: But on the real though. You should let Tebogo put a ring on it

Osego: I probably will.

Me: Thank you very much.

My phone rang.
Osego: One would swear you work at a call center.

Me: I'm sorry.

I answered my phone

Me: Hey friend.

Lora: hey you good?

Me: I'm good

Lora: Where are you?

Me: I'm in Taung.

Lora: And you didnt tell me.

Me: Yes. I'm sorry. It was all last minute things.

Lora: When are you coming back?

Me: Next week.

Lora: That's far.

Me: Now you sound like Sihle.

Lora: Coz it is far.

Me: look, Tlotlo, Nthato and So are coming down to the free State this weekend. Why Don't you come
down with them?

Lora: Well I would but mum wants me to come over.

Me: Then you'll just have to see me next week then.

Lora: lunch won't be the same without you.

Me: Thank God I'm not there. You've turned me into your personal chef.

Lora: It's this baby not me.

Me: I'll see you next week then.

Lora: Recharging?

Me: Have to

Lora: No doubt about that friend.

Me: Talk soon yeah?

Lora: Yes will talk tomorrow.

I giggled.

Lora: Take care.

Me: You too friend.

Lora: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

Lora: Hope you'll be able to tell Me what's eating you tomorrow..

She just knew me too well.

Me: Maybe I will.

Lora: Bye then.

Me: Bye babe.

She hung up. Osego and I went to talk to Aunt Moipone and just chill with the kids. The next morning,
we were woken up by Aunt Moipone who was screaming.

Aunt M: Get up. We need to go to the police station .

Me: why?

Aunt M: Your car has been stolen.

Me: Oh no. It hasn't been stolen.

Aunt M: what?

Me: my colleague needed transport.

Aunt M: What?

Osego: See ma, he came with the company car, he must have had to leave it here In Taung.
Me: So I just said he should take my car since Aunt Dikano is coming this afternoon so we won't have to
use two cars.

Aunt M: Oh okay. I almost had a heart attack. Is it safe?

Me: yes.

Aunt M: You sure?

Me: Manqoba called to confirm that he left it at the house.

Aunt M: Oho okay.

Osego: we can go back to sleep right?

Aunt M: no. You need to wash. She must clean then you must go to the shops.

Me: But why?

Aunt M: Kele...

Osego: she didn't get enough sleep.

Me: yes. Sandile just didn't want to sleep.

Aunt M: One more hour.

Osego: Two?

Aunt M: Jy's mal! Ask Tebogo to give you two more hours.

We giggled and she left the room.

Me: Thanks Cuz.

Osego: spare you the lecture and the explaining you had to do.

Me: Yeah

Osego: That bad?

Me: What?

Osego: Marital problems?

Me: They give me a headache.

Osego: Say no more.

Me: Glad you understand.

Osego: I do.
We slept again and we were woken up an hour later to do the chores and go to the shops. I was very
happy to see Aunt Dikano and believe you me...I felt lighter. On the weekend Osego and I drove to Free
state to go meet with the cousins and my Brother. We left Sandile with The aunts.

Tlotlo: You all happy?

Nthato: Yes

So: Good.

Tlotlo: Kele and Sego?

Osego: I think they are beautiful.

Me: Yes. We done.

Nthato: Great..can we go home now?

Me: no. Can we go eat?

Tlotlo: You getting fat yet you still want to eat.

So: You've gained weight in just 4 days.

Nthato: This is why I don't want to go to Taung

We went to get lunch and got Uncle Putla food as well.

Uncle: You okay?

Me: Yes I am.

Uncle: You even gaining weight.

Me: Taung had been good to Me.

Uncle: I see that. I'm happy. When are you going back to Jo'burg?

Me: Friday

Uncle: Try to keep calm when you get there okay? Keep this spirit

Me: I will.

Uncle: Go join the party. I'm going to Mike's

I went To join the cousin squad. They were having drinks.

So: You two are going back to Taung today?

Me: Yes. We have to. I have a baby..

Tlotlo: Shame. Kana.

We chilled for about two hours then drove back to Taung. I enjoyed myself. On Friday Aunt Dikano and I
drove back to Jozi. She dropped me off at around 18:30.

Aunt D: Come see me tomorrow with the kids

Me: they left with their Grandmother. They told me they going to Hamaanskraal for a family friend's
wedding.

Aunt D: Those kids. Okay come with Bile then.

Me: I will ma.

We says our goodbyes and I went inside the house. Manqoba was getting a snack.

Manqoba: Welcome back.

Me: Thank you.

I went to put my son down then went back to the kitchen

Me: How are you?

Manqoba: I'm okay.

Me: Want to talk now?

Manqoba: Not now.

Me: Still moody AF okay... I didn't know men PMS too

He looked at me and clicked his tongue.

Manqoba: did Aunt Moipone teach you how to behave?

Me: Did your mum school you on how to behave too?

Manqoba: about that...can you not involve mum in our marital affairs?

Me: She's my mother in law. I have to tell her so she can discipline you.

Manqoba: Do I look like I need discipline?

Me: Well can't you see that? You acting like a flipping fuckin'....

And a hot slap! I hit him back and we were suddenly In a physical fight. As in Kicking, punching,
strangling. I remember seeing his nose bleed after I hit him with my elbow when he had his one arm
around my neck. There were pieces of broken glasses almost everywhere...I don't know what I was
thinking when I took him on. One minute I was kicking him and the next I don't know what happened.
My eyes opened when I heard someone called my name.

"Kele, wake up"

My eyes opened up. My whole body ached.

Me: Friend, what's... Where...

I cleared my throat.

Lora: You're in hospital. Your neighbor called the police when she heard you two fighting. Manqoba's in
jail.

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Me: What?

Lora: Yes. Don't worry about him

Me: Water...please.

She poured me a glass of water and I drank up.

Me: Thank you..

Lora: Pleasure.

Me: How can I not worry about him?

Lora: Kele are you crazy? He assaulted you.

Me: We assaulted each other.

Lora: You in hospital

Me: Yeah coz I passed out. What time is it?

Lora: 9:00am.

I pressed the nurse call button.

Lora: What are you doing now?

Me: I want to go home.

Lora: Kele!

Me: Lora please... I have a son who needs me.

The nurse came in.

Nurse: How are you feeling?

Me: Good thanks and yourself?

Nurse: I'm Okay. I'll bring your...

Me: no. Please call the doctor!

Nurse: Okay.

Me: Thank you.

She left the room.

Lora: Never in my life have I seen such!

Me: such what?

Lora: You want to discharge yourself?

Me: I have a baby to attend to.

The doctor came in.

Doc: How are we feeling today?

Me: We feeling fine. Can I go home?

Doc: well everything seems to be fine.

Me: Thank you doctor.

Doc: But you need to rest.

Me: I will

Doc: I'm going to ask them to bring you food then you can take your meds then youre free to go .

Me: Thank you

Doc: No problem.

She left the room.

Me: See that was easy. Where's my son?

Lora: aunt Dikano.

She helped me get out of bed so I could go brush my teeth. She had brought my things. I took a rather
quick shower though I was in pain and Lora helped me change into clean clothes. She forced me to finish
my food, I took my meds and I was finally discharged.

Lora: You sure you can do this?

Me: Yes I can. That bastard can fight hey!

She giggled.
Lora: Kele, what happened?

She helped me get into the car, then she got into the driver's seat.

Me: Manqoba And I had an argument.

Lora: an argument so bad that it landed you in hospital and him in jail.

Me: It got too physical.

Lora: That's not good.

Me: I don't want to talk about it.

Lora: one question though.

Me: Yeah?

Lora: You not going to let him stay in jail right?

Me: All I know is...I just want to see my soShe

She just shook her head and Started driving.

Lora: Some person you are.

Me: I know

Lora: You two have to fix this.

I kept quiet. We got to Aunt Dikano's and boy was I glad to see my son. Uncle Putla was there. He just
stared at me.

Aunt D: How are you feeling?

Me: I'll be fine.

Aunt D: Kelebogile!

Me: ma?

Aunt D: What is wrong with you two?

Uncle: You asking the wrong question... What is wrong with her. What did I tell you in Free State?

Me: To keep calm.

Uncle: yet I'm here. Coz I could feel it that something's wrong. Kele, you'll kill me. You are going to give
me a heart attack. You don't listen. Manqoba is in jail now, also hurt.

Me: I'm sorry.

Uncle: How's that going to fix anything?

I had never seem Uncle Putla so pissed

Uncle: What angers me is I told you to fix things or else one of you will die.

I kept quiet.

Uncle: Go rest.

I took Bile from the couch and Lora and I went to the bedroom. An overnight bag of mine was packed.
and So were Bile's clothes

Lora: I'll come back later okay?

Me: Okay friend.

Lora: Rest.

Me: I will.

Lora: I love you.

Me: I love you too and Thank you.

Lora: no problem.

She kissed Bile then left. I played with my son then suddenly heard Aunt Moipone's voice

Me: Oh crap!
I just wanted to die.

Aunt M: Kelebogile!

Me: Ma?

Aunt M: Where are you?

Me: I'm in the bedroom.

She came in.

Aunt M: And now? Is this why you didn't want to stay a little longer in Taung?

Me: no Mam'golo

Aunt M: Are you and your husband crazy? Where is he?

Me: He's in jail.

Aunt M: Kelebogile...

Me: ma?

Aunt M: so you And your husband have turned into wrestlers now?

Me: No

Aunt M: I thought you two loved each other

Honestly! That's what I thought too. She looked at me

Aunt M: What is going on Nana?

I had never seen Aunt Moipone calm! Ever! That was my first. She sat on the bed.

Me: I don't know...we just keep on fighting and fighting.

Aunt M: Couples fight but it should never get this physical. Look at yourself.
I didn't know what to say.

Aunt M: I hope you two can fix it.

I didn't think so.

Aunt M: For the sake of your love and the kids you two have. This has to stop. This is not how marriage
should be

She got up from the bed, took my son...these folks though and went back to the lounge. I looked at my
face which was not bruised at all. My neck had marks though and my waist had bruises too. I wondered
how Manqoba was. I slept again and was woken up by Sonwabo.

So: Cuz?

Me: Hey.

So: there you go.

Me: You my nurse now?

So: So It seems. Eat up then take your meds.

I took the soup.

Me: Thank you

So: You okay?

Me: I'll be fine

So: Not too hurt?

Me: well I am.

So: I went to see Sbali.

Me: Ka Saturday?

So: We begged them

Me: we?
So: Lutho, Tlotlo and I.

Me: Oh

So: He's frustrated. He wants you to come see him

Me: We probably going to fight again..

So: No. Just go see him

Me: i'll go on monday .

So: Okay then. Eat up!

Me: Im eating up.

So: You should go back to Taung.

Me: I think I should too..

So: So you can eat.

Me: Hai suka!

So: And atleast there you can't exactly act like Chuck Norris .

I giggled.

Me: Wow! Thanks So.

So: Some wife you are.

Me: I know

We chilled till late. The next day I spent the whole day in bed. Manqoba's mum heard what happened
and said she's keeping the kids from us. I totally understood. She didn't want them to find out what
happened. On monday Morning,I drove to the police station in Aunt Dikano's car to see Manqoba. He
was limping, his nose still a bit bruised and he had a bandage around his right hand.

Me: Hi..

Manqoba: Hello Kelebogile .

Me: You okay?

Manqoba: What do you think?

Me: Manqoba don't talk to me like that...

Manqoba: Look, I just need you to get me out of here!

He snapped.

Manqoba: Had you not...

Me: So now you pinning this on me?

Manqoba: Damn it Kele!

He hit the table. It gave me a fright. He really was frustrated.

Manqoba: Just get me out of here woman! Can you stop acting so bitchy about it!

Me: go to hell!

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Me: No why?

Lora: You have to come back.

Me: Yeah. Tomorrow Lora.

Lora: Good. You've been gone for too long.

2 and half weeks later Manqoba was still in jail and I was back in Taung. The kids were told that their
father was in Tanzania. His mother had specifically ordered me to keep him in there

Me: I'll see you tomorrow okay?

Lora: You know where you going back to?

Me: Yeah Aunt Dikano's place.

Lora: Okay then. I'll see you tomorrow

Me: Bye friend

Lora: bye babe

I hung up.
Osego. Do you have to go?

Me: Yes.

Osego: Really?

Me: My kids Sego.

Osego: Eish.

Me: I enjoyed my stay though. I really think I should move here

Osego: That nice?

Me: Yeah. Serenity at it's best

Osego: totally get you

Me: But I'll be back When Tebogo's uncles come here.

Osego: Mum is so excited.

Me: It is exciting.

Osego: Really?

Me: Yeah. What's discouraging you?

Osego: your marriage. You and Manqoba were inseparable.

Me: See, that's one marriage that shouldn't discourage you.

Osego: Really?

Me: We are unpredictable.

She laughed.

Osego: that's true.

Me: Love yours

Osego: plan to.

Me: so...I hope you started planning.

Osego: Don't even know where to begin.

Me: Deco. Then worry about your dress Coz it's going to leave you indecisive.

Osego: Makes sense. You and Lora are going to be the cooks.
Me: thought I'm the maid of honor.

Osego: Yes you are. You just need to make the salads the day before then the women will take care of
the basics

Me: Okay no problem. But I would have easily helped you with the catering.

Osego: You serious?

Me: Yes. Listen, Weddings are expensive and you can't do it all alone so let me take care of the catering
then you can worry about your dress and deco yes?

Osego: oh Thanks Cuz.

Me: that is what family is for. And imma help you buy Tebogo's family gifts.

Her lower lip dropped.

Me: I know right? Close your mouth

She giggled.

Osego: But you have the unveiling to take care of.

Me: that has already been taken care of. The four of us are in it so it can't exactly cripple our pockets
and besides we just waiting for the day to unveil then we done. And remember....you also contributed
towards it so it's my way of saying thank you.

She looked at me.

Osego: thanks Cuz.

Me: Oh its a pleasure

Osego: it means a lot to me.

Me: I'm glad it does .

My phone rang
Osego: Hayi suka! Kele man!

I laughed

Me: Hello?

Thaps: Want to step out?

Me: oh sure.

Thaps: Cool.

I hung up. Remember Thaps? The guy Osego thought is my ex but was my crush. Nothing happened
between us.

Osego: who's that?

Me: Thapelo.

Osego: oh.

Me: Yeah. He's a good guy.

Osego: he is.

Me: I'll be back soon.

Osego: Okay then.

Me: We just outside .

Osego: cool.

He was standing outside his car.

Me: Thaps

Thaps: Keles.

Me: You okay?

Thaps: yeah. Just thought I should Come and check up on you after my wife gave you attitude the last
time we were together.
Me: I'm perfectly fine.

Thaps: Sure?

Me: Yes. I hope I didnt cause any trouble.

Thaps: no dont worry about it.

Me: You sure Thaps?

Thaps: yes. We childhood friends. Its not a big deal man!

Me: Okay then

Thaps: But I apologize on her behalf..

Me: No need to. Every wife does that hey.

Thaps: So you also insecure?

Me: Every woman is.

Thaps: I see.

Me: You should..being blind is not nice.

He smiled.

Thaps: when are you going back home?

Me: Tomorrow.

Thaps: eish .

Me: Why?

Thaps: wanted you and Sego to come over we having a braai this weekends.

Me: Tryna get me killed by your wife I see

He laughed.

Thaps: Thought you the Jackie Chan of the family. No one can take you on.

I giggled

Thaps: You still like fighting?

Me: Only when Provoked

Thaps: Makes sense

Me: But I'm sorry though.. Next time.

Thaps: I understand. Have a safe trip tomorrow

Me: I will.

Thaps: Say hi to the kids.

Me: I will. Do the same.

Thaps: Will do.

Me: bye Thaps.

Thaps: till we meet again?

Me: And it will be soon. Don't worry

I hugged him and he got Into his Car and left.

I went back inside.

Aunt M: who was that?

Me: It was Thapelo.

Aunt M: Kelebogile you know he's married right?

Me: Ma, I know. Nothing's going on between us.

Aunt M: I hope so.

Sandile was sleeping on the couch.

Aunt M: Come. Take him to bed..

I took him to bed. Went back to Osego's bedroom. She was going through some bridal magazine.

Me: Well...well...well... Atleast you have a bridal book.

She giggled.

Me: Let's see what we have there.

We went through it. Looking at this and that.We had a good time though. The next day I packed my bags
And got ready to hit the road.

Me: See you soon Cuz.

Osego: Call when you get home.

Me: I will.

Aunt M: Bye Nana.

Me: Bye Mam'golo.

I hugged them. Put Bile in his car seat. Hugged them again and drove to Jo'burg. Lutho had asked me to
tell him when I was back so before I went to Aunt Dikano's....I met up with him.

Lutho: How are you? You even lighter

Me: Taung was good to me.

Lutho: I'm glad. Been worried about you.

Me: I'm fine.

Lutho: You sure?

Me: Yeah. How's your friend doing?

Lutho: I last saw him last week. Manqoba is on another Level K. I don't know what's going on with him.

Me: Well I don't know then.

Lutho: Maybe you should go talk to him? Maybe he'll listen to you.

Me: Lutho, if he's not opening up to you...what good will I do?

Lutho: Please... Kele, I don't know what's going on between you too. I don't even want to know. All I
know is this is affecting everyone who cares about you two. Please fix it

I looked at him
Lutho: Please. I have to go now. I have a meeting in 15 minutes

Me: Okay then. Bye

Lutho: Bye K.

He paid for our drinks And left. I left after he did and I went home. Lora and the girls cane to see me. I
missed them a lot! The next day, I woke up very Early. Woke up before Sandile who usually woke me up.
I started cleaning the house.

Aunt D: couldn't sleep?

Me: Sort of. Morning ma.

Sandile woke up.

Aunt D: I'll get him.

She went to get him then came back.

Aunt D: Morning child. Going somewhere?

Me: yes actually. Going to see Kim.

Aunt D: You leaving him with me.

Me: oh okay ma.

Aunt D: Porridge?

Me: Had enough of that in Taung.

Aunt D: Okay then.

She put Bile in his pram and they went to the kitchen.I finished cleaning , took a bath and I went where
the road led me.

Me: Hi.

Mogale: Kele you Okay?

Me: Yeah. Listen I'm here to drop the charges against Manqoba

Mogale: you sure?

Me: yeah. Let him go.

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After half an hour the charges were dropped and he was released.

I just looked at him. He looked like a mess

Manqoba: Hi.

Me: Hello.

Manqoba: How are you?

Me: I'm good and you?

Manqoba: Im okay.

Me: Thanks Mogale..

Mogale: Sure thing.

Manqoba: Sure Kau.

We stepped out. He was just quiet...he got into the passenger seat and I into the driver's seat. He looked
exhausted .

Me: Your mum's?

Manqoba: Please.

Me: Okay.

I started driving.

Manqoba: How are the kids doing?

Me: fine. Spoke to them over the phone.

Manqoba: and Sandile?

Me: He's okay.

Manqoba: Pretty sure he's grown over the past two weeks.

Me: He has.

Manqoba: Can you stop driving?

Me: Okay

I pulled over some park.

Manqoba: can we go sit there?

Me: Okay.

We went to sit on one of the benches.

Manqoba: Okay Kele....I'm sorry for everything I've put you through.

I looked at him.

Manqoba: I apologize for not coming back home, for taking the money and not consulting you. For
fighting you. I really hope you forgive me.

I took a deep breath.

Me: I'm sorry for everything too. I really am.

Manqoba: Water under the bridge?

Me: Yeah...Water under the bridge

Manqoba: you're sure you okay?

Me: absolutely.

Manqoba: I love you.

Me: I Love you too. Can we go now?

Manqoba: Yes. I need to take a bath.

Me: Okay.

We went back to the car And drove to his mum's.

M's mum: What is he doing here?

Me: I dropped the charges.

M's mum: Kele you don't listen do you?

Me: Ma?

M's mum: I said he must spend two months in there.

She hit him on the back of his head.

Me: I think two weeks was enough.

Ms mum: No. You Dont have any brain cells do you Manqoba?

Manqoba: Mama...

M's mum: Just answer the question..

Manqoba: Yes I do.

M's mum: You act like you Dont. How can you fight your own wife? Forget that...what are you doing
here?

Manqoba: Ma?

Ms mum: What are you doing here?

Manqoba: I'm here to spend some time here

M's mum: who invited you?

Manqoba: I need an invitation to come home?

M's mum: is this your house?

Manqoba: No ma.

M's mum: Go bath!

He went to the bathroom..

M's mum: Kele?

Me: Ma?

M's mum: You should have let him stay there a little longer..

Me: no ma.

M's mum: Why do you love this boy so much?

Me: I dont know.

M's mum: Kids of today. So you have sorted out your issues?

Me: Not yet.

M's mum: Okay then. You hungry?

Me: A little. Let me help you.

M's mum: Kele can you just for once sit down and relax?

I giggled.

M's mum: just sit down okay?

Me: Okay ma.

She went to the kitchen and I found something to watch..

Minutes later Manqoba came back dressed In clean clothes. Sweatpants, a shirt and was in his mother's
slip ons. His mum came back from the kitchen with our food.

M's mum: You see?this is what I don't want. Who gave you my shoes?

Manqoba: No one..

M's mum: you must go back to your house. Every time you come to mine you Leave with a pair.

Manqoba: I've been asking you to get me a pair.

M's mum: You've been taking pairs

Manqoba: But they don't fit.

M's mum: leave my shoes alone. I dont want you here.

Manqoba: Okay ma...I'm very sorry for assaulting your daughter in law..

M's mum: And?

Manqoba: It won't happen again.

M's mum: Of course it won't. Act like you have a brain next time!

I was staying out of it.

Manqoba: Yes ma. Kele and I have spoken about this...

M's mum: Fine. Let's pray.

She blessed the food.

M's mum: I'm going to fetch Remo and Sihle from school.

Me: Okay ma.

M's mum: Dont assault each other.

Me: We won't.

She took his car keys and left.

Manqoba: know where my phone is?

Me: Your mum has it..

Manqoba: oh Okay.

Me: When will the builders start working on your game room?

Manqoba: I don't know yet.

Me: Okay no problem.

Manqoba: you've gained weight.

Me: I was under Aunt Moipone's car so you can imagine .

Manqoba: Mabele every morning?

Me: Pap every night

Manqoba: and in the afternoon?

Me: Osego and I Always went out

Manqoba: You going to lose weight now?

Me: Might just

Manqoba: Don't.

Me: I'll see

Manqoba: How are the unveiling preparations going?

Me: We done.

Manqoba: oh that's nice.

I suddenly heard Ona's voice outside.

Ona: Hai man Siya Sho! Ja...we'll talk later Kau. Heita...sharp sharp. Gogzin magogo.

He Was very loud.

Ona: Gogo!

He opened the door.

Me: But you making noise though

He suddenly had a grin on his face. Dimamzo!

He came to hug me.

Ona: I missed you.

Me: I missed you.

Ona: Timer!

Manqoba: hola boy.

Ona: Fede Bafo?

Manqoba: Sharp fede Mfethu?

Ona: Grand Bafo. I missed you both hey.

Me: We missed you too.

Ona: Where's Gogo?

Manqoba: She went to fetch Sihle and Remo.

Ona: and Sandile? Mum I hope you didn't leave him in Taung.

I giggled.

Me: He's with Aunt Dikano

Ona: Oh okay..let me go change then.

Me: Okay boy.

He went to change and came back to chill with us

Remo: papas! Yho papas!

She ran to him. He picked her up and lifted her

Remo: You missed your Princess?

Manqoba: yes I did princess.

Sihle: Bafo!

Manqoba: heita bafo.

They looked happy to see each other. Remo just kept clinging onto the father.
Remo: I have a new wig. What did you get me from Tamzambia?

He quickly picked on it.

Manqoba: Nothing princess. I'll get you something when I go back okay?

Remo: Okay papas.

We chilled with them. Sihle decided to leave with me. He really missed me. The next day I took him to
school. Aunt Dikano and I spent the day just talking. Manqoba had called me in the morning to check up
on his two sons and me.

Aunt D: but I strongly advise you two to go for counselling.

Me: Yes we will ma.

Aunt D: Good coz this is not healthy.

We heard a knock on the door. I went to get it.

"Kelebogile Sibiya?"

Me: yes it is.

"Please sign here".

I signed.

Me: Thank you.

" pleasure"

I went back to the lounge. I opened it.

Aunt D: Whats that?

Me: Money I think.

She giggled.

Aunt D: keep dreaming my child.

My smile suddenly turned into a frown.

Aunt D: Kele? What is it?

Me: It's...

Aunt D: its what?

Me:Divorce papers.

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Aunt D: Oh Nana I'm sorry..

Me: It's Okay.

Aunt D: Is it?

Me: Yes..

Aunt D: No child.

Me: I'll be fine

Aunt D: You're sure?

Me: Yes. Can I go put my head on?

Aunt D: okay child .

The pain reflected on her face. She hated seeing me sad. I got up from the couch and went to the
bedroom.. Locked the door and suddenly cried with my face buried in between the pillows. Was this
really happening? I mean I loved this man! I thought we were fixing things! How could I have been so
stupid? I cried myself to sleep till I eventually slept. I was woken up By a knock on my door about an
hour later
Kim: Kele!

Me: I'm coming!

I got up and went to unlock the door.

Kim: Are you crying?

Me: No..

Kim: Why are your eyes like that then?

Me: Like what?

Kim: You have eye bags.

Me: Oh no..it's nothing.

Kim: Really?

Me: Yes.

Kim: Okay let's go.

Me: Go where?

Kim: To Nthato's

Me: for?

Kim: to chill..

Me: Kim...I have a son to take care of. It's during the week for heaven's sake.

Kim: Aunt Dikano will look after him.

Me: I don't even feel like...

Kim: Kele, dont drive me crazy!

Me: Fine!

Kim: I'll fix the bed. Go fix your face.

Me: Okay.

I went to brush my teeth then fix my hair and face. Ntate Oupa said he'd fetch Sihle from school.

Kim: You sure you okay?

Me: Yes.

Kim: are you ever going to let Manqoba out of jail?

Me: I dropped the charges yesterday

Kim: You two fixed things?

Me: No.

Kim: You'll be fine.

Me: You making a whole lot of sense today.

Kim: I'm hungry. That's why.

I giggled.

Me: Makes sense.

We finally got to Nthato's.

Hilda: Kele!

Me: Sorry!

Angie: You not paying attention

Me: I am.

Lora: What did Nthato say?

Me: You said something about Jabu.

Nthato: What about Jabu?

Me: I don't know.

Kim: braai!

Hilda: Oh.

Lora: please pay attention.

Me: I am now.

Lora: Great..
They carried on then moved on to the next topic.

Angie: So I got this.

She showed us lingerie

Angie: Think he'll like it?

Kim: If he doesn't then you must know he's seen better .

Lora: Kim!

Kim: But I'm being for real though

Mbuyi: I'm with Kim.

Hilda: That's just too sexy.

Nthato: Well would like it in black...

Angie: I'll take you to the shop

Kim: She needs to lose the baby fat first..

Nthato: Yes that's right! I can't seem to lose any

Me: You lose weight after you stop breastfeeding.

Nthato: You had lost the babyfat before you went to Taung..

Me: I was stressed..

Nthato: I need to hit the gym then

Kim: I agree. Look at your hand..

Hilda: You so mean..

Kim: I'm honest..

Nthato: No you're mean..

Kim: Okay Angie, you must take her then.

Angie: I will

Mbuyi: When are you going to Tanzania?

Angie: Next week.

Mbuyi: You are going to have loads of fun

Kim: You must show that man flames .

Angie: Oh I plan to..

Nthato: You go girl.

Kim: You must get me a toy boy

We giggled.

Mbuyi: You are so obsessed with toy boys.

Kim: They give me life!

Lora: You molesting

Hilda: She is. I agree with you.

Kim: If he likes it then Its not molestation

Nthato: Tlotlo needs to know about this.

Kim: I told him he can get a younger me.

Kim though! I couldn't help but laugh.

Nthato: and he's okay with that?

Kim: He has no choice.

Angie: You're crazy.

Kim: But really guys. I need to get a toy boy.

Lora: But why?

Kim: To experience what MaSechaba and what's her face experienced with Lutho and Manqoba.

Hilda: That Poor Petronella almost died

Kim: She deserved it.

Lora: Have you sorted out that bitch that's trying to hook up with Tlotlo?

Kim: No. Kele is suppose to deal with her.

Mbuyi: but why her?

Kele: Well I would but I'm pregnant.

Angie: You know Tlotlo would never cheat on you right?

Kim: I know. I sleep with a pocket knife under my pillow..

They spoke about a whole lot of nonsense but I just couldn't shift my mind from the divorce papers.

Nthato: Saturday?

Me: Yeah.

Mbuyi: My house.

Hilda: You better Cook.

Lora: I feel like I'm going to have pizza cravings on that day.

Angie: you crazy. You can predict your cravings now?

Lora: I'm tired of home cooked meals .

Mbuyi: Yeah but it's not up to you anymore.

Kim: Ready to pop?

Lora: Yes..

Hilda: You not even showing yet.

Lora: I am

Kim: only a little bit.

Lora: But I'm ready.. You not Kim?

Kim: after I give birth, I'm trapping Tlotlo with another one.

We giggled.

Mbuyi: You love the pampering?

Kim: Oh yes. I'll give him 20 kids just for that .

Hilda: We should warn Tlotlo.

Angie: I agree

Kim: I dare you to.

We hugged and Lora offered to take me home.

Lora: You okay?

Me: Yes I am

Lora: You were awfully quiet today.

Me: I'm still trying to get what I've just been through.

Lora: Understand perfectly

Me: Thank you friend. See you On Saturday?

Lora: Yes.

Me: say hi to So and the girls..

Lora: I will.

We hugged and I went Inside

Me; Hey baby

Sihle: hello mum

Me: Homework?

Sihle: Yes

Me: Need My help?

Sihle: no.

Me: Let me see.

He passed me his book.

Me: That's all right

Sihle: Can I go get a job now?

I giggled.
Sihle: Mum I'm serious

Me: Baby why don't you love school? Is there someone bullying you?

Sihle: Yes

Me: Who?

Sihle: the noise those kids make..

Me: Siphesihle I'm serious.

Sihle: I'm serious too Kelebogile

Me: but I can't homeschool you!

Sihle; Why?

Me: you need to be around other kids. Get familiar with other personalities.

Sihle: No.

Me: well you don't have a choice

Sihle: I'll wash your car.

Me: No..

Sihle: I'll clean..

Me: No.

Sihle: Tjo.

Me: Finish up and then we move on to reading today's newspaper okay?

Sihle: Okay

He finished doing his homework and I checked it. We read about 5 articles. He loved that! He then went
to bath, ate then slept. I spoke to aunt Dikano for an hour then went to bath too...then slept. Drove
Sihle to school the next day. He was so bored then webt back home. After completing my chores... I
asked Manqoba if we could meet up and he agreed.

Me: Hi.

Manqoba: MaSibiya..

Me: How are you?

Manqoba: Good. You?

Me: I'm fine. Got your papers .

I took them out

Me: Thought we were working on it.

Manqoba: I thought so too. Thing is Kele, we can't keep fighting like this. Not doing this coz I don't love
you anymore matter of fact, I'd buy you the entire universe if I could but baby we can't be happy for two
days then fight for two weeks. It needs to be the other way around. This is not healthy. Not for me, not
for You and definitely not for our kids.

Me: I see.

I had a lump in my throat. I found a pen in my bag, signed the papers with tears in my eyes And handed
them back to him.

Me: I wish you all the best in life.

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I stood up, took my bag and left. When I got to the car I cried! I just broke down! It was something I
couldn't not believe had happened. 7 years down the drain? Really?

"Pull yourself together"

It was the little voice in my head. I had to. I wiped the tears off my face and went to my house to start
packing mine, Ona, Remo and Sandile's clothes. I was not going to live there. Too many memories. In
almost room I saw Manqoba, it all came back to me. All the things we did. All the fun we had.

"It's over"

It really was. It took me close to 4 hours to pack their bags. I was going to come back for more. I drove
back to Aunt Dikano's after that.

Aunt D: Backroom.

Me: Okay.
I took the bags there.

Aunt D: Are you okay?

Me: I'm fine.

Aunt D: Don't lie to me.

Me: I signed the papers

Aunt D: oh Nana.

She pulled me into her arms and I softly sobbed .

Aunt D: you'll be okay..

Me: I'm never going to be happy will I?

Aunt D: You will be..

Me: I'm going to put my head down.

Aunt D: Okay child.

Me: Is Sandile sleeping?

Aunt D: Yes he's in my bedroom

Me: Okay ma.

I went to my bedroom and put my head down. Honestly... I just never wanted to wake up but I was and I
was woken up by Ona.

Ona: Ma!

Me: Ona stop it. You're making noise

Ona: Im sorry..

Me: How was school?

Ona: It was okay.

Me: Where's koko?

Ona: she went to fetch

Me: you decided to come here today?

Ona: Yes.

Me: Okay. How's Your gogo doing?

Ona: she's okay.

Me: Hungry?

Ona: Very.

Me: What do you want to eat?

Ona: Kota.

Me: You have money?

Ona: No I dont.

Me: go get my purse then..

I sat down next to Sandile. He had toy in his hand.

Ona: There you go.

Me: Thank you.

Ona: Mum you're okay?

Me: I'm fine.

Ona: No you're not. You'll tell me about it when I come back.

I gave him money.

Ona: You want one too?

Me: No..get Sihle one though.

Ona: Okay.

He went to change then went to the café. I got a call from Belo.

Me: Hey Biggy

Belo: How are you?

Me: I'm fine.

Belo: You back from Taung?

Me: Yes I am.

Belo: okay I'll come and see you tomorrow then.

Me: No problem.

Belo: You sure you're fine?

Me: yes

Belo: Okay greet the kids for me.

Me: I will.

Belo: Take care babysis.

Me: You too Biggy.

Belo: Bye then

Me: Bye.

I hung up. Ona came back 25 minutes later.

Ona: Okay...let's talk ma.

Me: about?

Ona: whatever's eating you.

Me: You think something's eating me?

Ona: Yes.

Me: Its nothing you should worry about.

Ona: Too late ma.

Me: Okay.

Ona: All ears.

Me: Your dad and I have separated.

Ona: Are you serious?

Me: Yes.
Ona: why?

Me: we had a lot of differences.

Ona: You couldn't work it out?

I shook my head.

Ona: so its for real this time?

Me: Yes.

Ona: Okay.

Me: Okay?

Ona: Mum, I'm not about to worry myself about you and dad. Take your break from him

Let him take his from you. I told you before... You two will be fine.

I looked at him

Ona: you sure you don't want some?

Me: no. Eat up.

Ona: Don't say I didn't offer you any food .

Me: I won't. How's Stace doing?

Ona: she's okay.

Me: Really?

Ona: Yes mama

Me: And Zanele?

Ona: Mum....I told you I don't know who that person is.

Me: well if you say so.

Ona: Kill me if I start being a player.

Me: I'm waiting for you to turn 16

He laughed
Ona: Good to have You back ma.

Me: I'm sure it is.

Sihle and his grandmother cane back.

Sihle: Sanibonani.

Me: Sawubona le wena Ofentse.

Sihle: Any food? Where's mine Mfethu?

Ona: Kitchen.

Sihle: Dankie..

He went to the kitchen to get his food.

Me: How was your day Ofentse?

Sihle: It was okay. How was yours mum?

Me: It was fine. Enjoyed it?

Sihle: Not Really.

Me: You'll enjoy it tomorrow.

Ona: Still want to be homeschooled?

Sihle: Yes.

Ona: dreams come true..keep dreaming.

Sihle: Eish Mfethu.

Ona: Life is tough boy. You still haven't found a girlfriend?

Me: no don't. I'll kill you if you do.

Aunt D: Where do you get these kids from?

Me: I dont know ma.

Sihle: Hospital koko.

She giggled..

Aunt D: Hai suka.

Sihle: But you asked koko.

Aunt D: silly boy.

I listened to Sihle and Ona talk.I laughed so much. I missed Remo. Lora came to see Me later on.

Lora: You okay?

Me: Yes you?

Lora: Hanging in there.

Me: What's wrong?

Lora: Work is hectic.

Me: that bad?

Lora: You have no idea.

Me: Try not to stress.

Lora: I'll try. I'm stressing about you

Me: Why?

Lora: You sure you okay?

Me: Okay you not letting this go right?

She shook her head

Lora: The same way you don't let it go when there is something bothering me.

Me: Okay then....fine.

I took a deep breath.

Me: Manqoba and I are getting a divorce.

Lora: What?

Me: yeah. I signed the papers today .

Lora: I'm sorry friend.

Me: I feel so torn apart.

Lora: I know. And you should but pull yourself together.

Me: you make it sound so easy.

Lora: It gets better with time.

Me: Really?

Lora: Believe me.

We took a walk and she really tried to Cheer me up. It was felt good talking to Lora. She really should
have studied psychology. When we went back home, Uncle Putla's car was parked outside. Lora and I
went to greet him then I walked Lora out.

Lora: See you on Saturday?

Me: Yes.

Lora: Okay then.

We hugged.

Lora: You'll be okay. Okay!

Me: Okay.

She got into her car and left. I stood at the gate for about 20 minutes.

Uncle: When last did you do that?

I turned and looked at him.

Me: Last did this before I got married.

Uncle: You loved it.

Me: Still love it. You should buy a house here.

Uncle: Coz I'm always in Johannesburg.

Me: Yes.

Uncle: I'll consider it. But you know I have to always check up on you and your aunt.

Me: Well maybe her. Not Me anymore. I think the drama is over now.

Uncle: You'll be Okay you know?

Me: That's what Lora said.

Uncle: She's right.

Me: I guess so.

Uncle: You know what they say?

I shook my head.

Uncle: "some things are better left in the past and true things are destined to repeat themselves"

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Ona: No she's too much ma.

Me: Don't say that.

Ona: I Am telling you.

A year and 8 months months later. Divorced, still a workaholic as you all put it and very happy with my
kids. They all lived with me. Yes..even papas' princess. I guess she realized she can't live without her
brothers. Manqoba and I had sold our old house. I had bought a new house and he did too. He and I
hardly saw each other...only spoke over the phone. (I hardly saw my friends too)...work was hectic...He'd
fetch the kids from school on Friday...including Sandile who was a year and a couple of months old...
Wait...he was almost 2 but like the brothers and sister...he was outspoken. Remo a month from turning
4. Sihle almost 9 a bit far from it though and Ona was a gent in grade 10. Aged 15...then bring them back
on Sunday..Lora and Kim had given birth to girls...very adorable.

Me: If she makes your father happy then you must accept that.
Ona: Really mama?

Me: Yes

Ona: I'm not sure about that.

Me: You'll just have to accept her.

Ona: Dad's not happy

Me: No! Ona stop it.

Ona: don't say I didn't tell you.

Me: Let your father be.

Ona: You must tell your Choms to accept that coz she thinks otherwise.

"I heard you"

Ona: Yes you did.

Remo: What are you saying about me?

Ona: Don't worry about it.

Remo: Choms what did he say about me?

Me: Ask him.

Remo: Who's that woman papas is always with? What's her name Ona?

Ona: Linda.

Remo: Choms I Dont like her

Me: but why?

Remo: She's stealing papas from me..

Me: You sure that's not what Ona told you Choms?

Remo: No. Papas must Come live with us.

Ona: And I agree.

Remo: You can't pull her hair out too?

I giggled.
Me: No I can't. I don't even know her.

Remo: Ona will show you her photo.

Ona: I dont have her picture.

Remo: I'll get it for you Choms.

Me: I'm not pulling anyone's hair out .

The door opened.

Remo: Hello Fentse .

Sihle: Hello sweety. You fine?

Remo: I'm fine.

Sihle: Bafo!

Ona: Sho mfethu. How was your practice?

Sihle: It was fine.

Ona had forced Sihle to join him. Soccer! It was an initiative started by some 18 year olds to keep the
boys from the street. They recruited boys from the age of 9. I thought that was a great decision Ona had
made for his little brother.

Sihle: Why didn't you come today?

Remo: Coz he's lazy.

Ona: Hai shut up wena!

Remo: You are.

Me: Why didn't you go though?

Ona: We didn't have to go today..

Me: Oh okay then..

Ona: Waphapha wena!

Remo: Le wena. Tsebe tsa papas!

Sihle: I'm hungry.

Me: Almost done cooking.

Sihle: Where's Goofy?

Me: Sleeping. Dont wake him up.

Sihle: I wont. I'm going to bath..

Remo: Yes you stink.

Sihle: Your ears man!

She giggled and he went to take his bath. My husband woke up a few minutes later.

Bile: Momos

Remo: Hello goofy.

Bile: Where are the sweets .

Remo: Ask Ona..

Bile: Mjita! Where are my sweets?

Me: You not going to eat those.

Bile: Gile why?

Me: Coz Gile said so.

Bile: But Bile wants them

Me: But Gile said no.

Bile: I'm moving out then

Me: go then..

Bile: Momos come help me with my bags .

Me: I bought those clothes leave them.

Bile: eh lo girl!

I hit his hand.

Bile: Ah! Say sorry Gile.

Me: no.
There was a knock.

Ona: Who is it?

Me: I'll get it .

Ona: okay ma

I went to get the door.

Mbulelo: Kele.

Me: Ha! Its after work Bathong .

Mbulelo: I know.

Me: And it's a Thursday!

Mbulelo: Okay this is important..

Me: It couldn't wait till tomorrow?

Mbulelo: No..it's important.

Me: Okay. Ona!

Ona: Ma!

Me: Dish up for yourself and the kids

Ona: Okay.

Remo: Ona Choms said I should!

Ona: Remo stop it!

Bile: No Bafo. You stomp it. Leave Momos alone!

Me: Just dish up please!

Mbulelo greeted them and we went to the dining room. We spent an hour in there just working.

Mbulelo: See that's where the problem is .

Me: Okay I'll work on it tonight.

Mbulelo: sorry I took your family time.

Me: It's Okay.

Mbulelo: And I'm not coming in tomorrow.

Me: What?

Mbulelo: I have to be somewhere.

Me: You letting me handle Johnson Alone?

Mbulelo: yes.

Me: This was your baby.

Mbulelo: It's yours now.

Me: So silly

Mbulelo: Here's the file you going to need

Me: Okay thank you..

Mbulelo: you don't mean that

Me: of course I don't.

Mbulelo: I'm sorry but you know when family duty calls right?

Me: I totally understand.

"Gile! Its time to sleep now"

Mbulelo: I need to get going now then..

Me: Say hi to Babs and the kids for me.

Mbulelo: I will.

I walked him out and went back to the kids

Me: You two washed the dishes?

Remo: They did but I dont think the dishes are clean enough. Go back to the kitchen!

Sihle: Hai wena!

Me: it's time to sleep Now

Bile: Goodnight Momos. Goodnight Bafo.

He took the Remote.

Bile: I want to watch Mr. Bean

Me: no you're not. Let's go.

Sihle went to bed. I went to tuck Remo in.

Remo: I dont Like Linda Choms.

Me: you have to.

Remo: Ka force?

Me: No.

Remo: don't forget to pull her hair out maybe she'll stop stealing papas from me.

I giggled.

Me: I will.

Remo: night Choms

Me: night Chom.

I kissed her.

Remo: Goodnight Kate!

Me: I love you.

Remo: I love you too.

I switched her lights off and I went back to the lounge. Bile was now sleeping on the couch. Ona was
coming out of his bedroom, with books in his hand.
Me: Study smart

Ona: I will.

I took Bile from the couch. Went to put him in his bed and started working. I slept very late. The next
day I took them all To school. Remo and the little one were making noise. It must have been the fact
that it was a Friday. I went to work, got into my meetings and thanked the man above that it was the
weekend. I went straight home to chill and just relax. I was at peace. The next day, Manqoba called me
to Come and get the kids Coz he had to attend something. Some meeting. I drove to his house. When I
got there, Ona was on his phone.

Me: Where's your dad?

Ona: He went to the mall. He must be making his way back.

Me: And those three?

Ona: two Inside the house. Fentse is playing with the kids from that house.They've been in there for a
while.

Me: Ona! They are probably up to no good

Ona: They are watching a movie ma.

I went in.

Me: what the... Remo!

Remo: Hello Choms.

Bile: Hello Gile.

Remo: you like?

Me: what are you..

Manqoba: MaSibiya.

Me: Hi.

He was back.
Manqoba: And now?

Ona: yho! Are those Aus'Linda's clothes you are cutting up to make clothes for your Doll Stephanie?

Remo: I'm going to make a dress here. You like it Choms?

"Baby, you know I was..."

There she was.

Linda: Hey.

Me: Hi.

Linda: Nice to meet you.

Me: Same here.

Linda... I've... Is that my dress?

Bile: No..it's Momo's doll's dress.

Linda: That's my favorite dress.

Remo: It's mine too. It's going to look nice on Stef right?!

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Bile: Gile will sew for us..

Remo: You will Choms?

Me: Choms?

Remo: yes Choms?

Me: Don't you think you should apologize to Linda?

Remo: Why?

Me: You cut her dress

Remo: so Stef mustn't have clothes?

Me: No...I didn't say that.

Bile: Momos...take this one. Cut!

It was Linda's Shirt.

Bile: Take.

Manqoba: MaSibiya!

Me: I'll talk to them

Linda: I can't believe this! What am I...

Manqoba: Linda can you calm down? Stop acting as if it cost you R1m. It can be replaced.

Sihle came back.

Sihle: Yoh. And then? What happened to your clothes Linda?

Linda: Can't you see? You blind?

I slapped her and Manqoba held her back.

Me: Don't talk to my son like that! Imma kick your ass next time! Tell your bitch to stay In her lane.
These are my kids! No one talks to them like that! Let's go.

Remo: Sile lo ne Chinian!

Me: Hey move it!

Remo: Bye bye papas!

Manqoba: Bye Princess.

She went to kiss him

Manqoba: I love you.

Remo: I love you too.

He said goodbye to his sons, told them he loves them and they all left the house. I clicked my tongue
and followed them out. They got into the car and I started driving.

Bile: Chopslam Gile.

Ona: Choke slam bari.

Remo: You should have pulled her hair out Choms

I stopped the car.

Bile: This is not MapDonald's Gile.

Me: I know. I want you three to listen to me.

Remo: Choms...

Me: Quiet!

Bile: Don't shout at Momos!

Me: Oarabile! I said Quiet!

It was quiet.

Me: You will not... Remofilwe are you listening?

Remo: Yes mum.

Me: You will not do that again! Don't you ever cut people's clothes again okay?

Remo: But Stef needed clothes.

Me: Ask me next time. Onalerona and Ofentse.

Sihle: I didn't do anything.

Me: Did I say you can talk?

Sihle: No.

Me: That is the woman your father wants to be with. Respect her..

Sihle: Haa but what did I say or do?

Ona: but we don't like her

Me: It doesn't matter. Respect her.

They kept quiet.

Me: Am I clear?

Sihle and Ona said yes except my Choms. That kid was a younger me! Stubborn and did what her head
told her to do.. I started driving again.

Me: Remo?

Bile: it's Momos... Why did you shout at her?

Me: Coz I want to.

Bile: O umfair wena Gile

Me: Le wena o "umfair". Sleep. You all going to Koko's.

Bile: I'm not going

Me: Yes you are..

Remo: Koko Moipone is there.i

Me: I know. That's why I'm taking you there

Ona: Take them!

Me: you included

Ona: No. I know my way to Dobsonville

Bile: Why don't you take us to Donnosville Mara Gile?

Remo: We going to eat bogobe ba ting in Swaneville.

Sihle: Its good for you. Look how skinny you are..

Remo: I'm not skinny.

Sihle: You look like you suffer from..what is it? Say it Ona. Kwashi what?

Ona: Kwashiorkor

Sihle: Yes that one.

Bile: Ke wena Kwassa wena Sihle. Not Momos..

Oh Bile! The love he had for Remo! He was the overprotective brother. You mess with Remo, you mess
with Sandile type of thing. I drove them to Swaneville and they all didn't want to get out of the car when
we got there except Ona.
Me: let's go.

Sihle: Why are we here?

Me: I told you I'm leaving you here.

Gile: This is not Donnosville

Me: I know.

Remo: But Choms we said we want to go to Gogo's

Me: You're here now.

It was punishment for what they did.

Bile: You umfair Gile.

Me: I know Bile. Out of my car.

They slowly got out.

Sihle: I can taste the bogobe ba ting and cabbage from here.

Me: Good. Its what you having for dinner tonight.

Food they hated! Sihle thought it was too sour, Remo thought it started like Traditional beer, Bile didn't
eat any of that. He just liked his mpogoqho and Ona...he didn't choose.

Aunt Dikano was very happy to see them.

Me: Okay bye babies

They all kept quiet.

Aunt M: You gave them Castor oil before they came here?

Me: No..

Aunt M: Why are they so sour then?

Me: Oh Mam'golo... Cast your worries aside. They'll be fine.

Ona: Im going to see Siya..

Me: Bye boy..

Aunt D: Dont be back late.

Ona: I wont..

Me: I'm leaving too.

Aunt D: I'll see you tomorrow 10'o...

Me: 10'o clock sharp. I know ma.

Aunt M: Don't b

Me: I won't.

I was back in church! Maybe I needed everything that had happened to Me. I was at peace. I wasn't
dealing with Any crazy exes. The people who tried to hurt me were in jail. I was living for me and my
kids. They didn't even walk me out. I went to my car and drove back home. I worked till I fell asleep and
the next day, got ready to go to church. The kids weren't as mad as they were the day before. We then
had lunch and after Ona and I waned the dishes, they forced me to drive to Dobsonville. Manqoba's
mum had decided all her grandchildren should have fun when they went to her house so she built them
a playroom and had a pool...what a waste I thought! Remo and Bile had their inflatable one since they
were still too small for the big one...so they went there for that oh and fridge filled with goodies.

Nox: you saw her?

Me: Yes.

Nox: I don't like her.

Me: You must support your brother

M's mum: I don't even know a thing about her..

Nox: Manqoba won't tell you about her.

M's mum; He knows I won't even allow her to sit on my couch..

My mother in law though!...wait...former.

Me: He is a grown man

M's mum: Without a brain

Me: You'll have to accept it.

Nox: Kele...

Me: Life goes on Nox.

Nox: no doubt but there's something offish about her.

M's mum: Kelebogile talk to Manqoba.

Me: Mama, I have no interest in Manqoba's person life. He is a grown man. What he and I discuss is
strictly business and the kids

Nox: Remo is the solution to all of this

I giggled.

Me: I'm sure she is.

We chilled for about two hours then we left. When we got home, they just went to bath then slept.
Except Ona who had to study. He was in grade 10 so I wasn't going all easy on him. He had to study for
Atleast 2 hours then he could go to sleep. The week was busy and crazy. On Thursday I had to Go meet
with the friends at the pub I owned with Manqoba. Kim had threatened to stab Me if I didn't come.
Yes...some things hadn't changed.

Lora: Look who's here.

Me: Hi everyone

Mandla: Good to see you.

Me: Good to see you too.

Jabu: where have you been?

Me: Work and home.

Lutho: Heard you and your partner are doing great things for the company

Me: We try

Boikanyo: still modest.

I giggled..

Kim: I'm glad you listened to me.

Me: You threatened me. KT? Gin and tonic please

KT: rough day?

Me: Too rough

KT: Coming right up. Good to see you..

Me: Good to see you too.okay Kim what's up?

Kim: We going on a couples retreat

Me: Again?

Hilda: We had to cancel the one we had initially planned remember?

Me: Oh okay..

Kim: we going to another one in two months.

Me: oh okay. But I can't exactly come you know?

KT served me my drink.

Mbuyi: reason being?

Me: Couples!

Lutho: Hai Kele man! Kim is just decorating it. We going as friends.

Me: Okay.

Kim: So?

Me: Okay.

Kim: Good. Right moving on...

Me: Please move on without me. I need to get to my kids.

Hilda: Heeeh we haven't seen you in what feels like 2 months and you want to leave already?

Me: Okay girls. My house this Saturday. Drinks on me yes? I need to go. It was nice seeing you all.

I got up, went to pay for the drink and got a call from Ona's phone.
Me: Bile, I'm coming.

Bile: When?

Remo: Its late you know?

Me: Yes. I'm coming.

I waved goodbye at the friends and suddenly as I was about to head out, I bumped into someone.

My phone flew out of my hand. Everything in my bag fell out.

"Forgive me"

Me: It's okay.

"Here you go"

The eyes drew me in.

He passed my phone and helped get everything back into my bag.

"See you soon"

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He helped me get back and passed me my bag.

"Drive safely"

Me: Thanks.

I left the pub and drove back home. I kept thinking about his eyes and his voice. He was handsome. Basic
handsome. Nothing close to Manqoba but he was a looker. When I got home my parents were waiting
for me

Remo: Its late.

Me: I know..

Bile: why are you late?

Me: I was out. Can you two just leave me alone.

Remo: Choms did You see what time it is?

Me: 18:30

Remo: Ona and Fentse are not back yet.

Me: They'll be home in a few minutes. Hello Mam'flo.

Bile: ask her where she's coming from Flo'Flo

Mam'flo: no I wont. How are you Kele?

Me: I'm fine and you Mam'flo?

Mam'flo: I'm okay. How was work?

Me: Work was fine. And your day?

Mam'flo: It was fine.

Bile: You didn't bring us anything?

Me: No

Remo: Why?

Me: I didnt stop at the shops.

Remo: But you late .

Me: Yes I know that .

Bile reached out his hand to me

Me: And now?

Remo: You owe us Choms.

Me: No I dont

Remo: You do.

I gave them money

Bile: You must omeos tomorrow.

Me: I don't have time to stop and but Oreos.

The door opened. The gents were back.

Sihle: Mam'flo

Mam'flo: Hello Fentse.

Ona: They didn't give you a hard time today?

Remo: No we didn't. We not your kids wena Ona

Ona: I'll smack you.

Bile: I'll kick you

Me: Hey! Stop it!

Sihle: Hello ma.

Me: Hello baby. How was school?

Sihle: It was fine.

Me: That's good. Go bath And we'll start with your homework okay?

Sihle: Ona already helped me. Did my work before we went for soccer practice.

Me: Oh okay. Thank Ona.

Ona: No problem ma. You good?

Me: I'm good. Did your homework?

Remo: no he didn't.

Ona: that's because I don't have any smarty.

Remo: whatever.

Me: Okay I'm going to take a bath. Do not kill each other .

I took my bag And went to take my bath about 15 minutes later, I heard Bile talking on the phone.

Bile: She's bathing...why?...she's not at work...she's at home

I quickly got out of the bathtub. Put a towel on and slipped my shoes on. I quickly went into my
bedroom And snatched the phone from him.

Bile: Gile why?

Me: Go back to the lounge.

He left the bedroom..

Me: Hello?

"Hi"

Me: Who's this?

"Lwandle, the guy who you bumped into earlier on"

Me: oh sorry. Forgive my son.

He laughed..

Lwandle: It's all good.

Me: So my numbers...

Lwandle: I took one of your business cards.

Me: oh! Thief.

Lwandle: Had to.

Me: I see

Lwandle: hope you don't mind.

Me: It's done.

Lwandle: Can I take you out tomorrow night?

Straight to the point!

Me: I have to work tomorrow night

Lwandle: on a Friday?
Me: Yes

Lwandle: please

Me: I'll get back to you about it.

Lwandle: Thank you. That's all I ask.

Me: Bye .

Lwandle: Have a good night.

Me: You too.

I hung up and went back to the bathroom. I finished bathing and changed into my PJs. The kids were
watching some movie while eating.

Remo: Are we going to papas tomorrow?

Me: I'll call and ask him.

Remo: Okay Choms..

Me: No cutting up Linda's clothes okay?

Sihle: She doesn't live with dad

Me: Doesn't matter.

Ona: She probably took all her clothes.

Me: Okay...dont with anything that's hers then

Ona: Okay.

Me: Be nice. Would you like it if another person's children cut up my clothes?

Remo: Her children ruined my doll the last time we were there

Sihle: Yeah that was wrong and they didn't even apologize

Me: fine. Sorry then.

Ona: don't say sorry. These three beat them up! One on one

Me: What?

Remo: They were being rude to us.

Sihle: And the third one pushed Bile down.

Me: Where was your dad when all of this happened?

Ona: Work

Me: And Linda?

Ona: Shopping.

Me: Who was there?

Ona: Mam'Grace.

Me: Don't ever do that again!

Remo: They must never do that again Choms.

I kept quiet and listened to them complain. Ona hadn't told me about their fight Coz he knew I was
going to hurt his siblings. They all went to bed and the next Friday, I took them to school.

Remo: Choms. Don't forget to call papas

Me: I won't.

Bile: Bye Gile..

Me: Bye babies

I kissed them and they went in. I went to work. Fridays were always busy for me though.

I got a call from Lwandle.

Me: Hello

Lwandle: Busy?

Me: Very..

Lwandle: okay then...gave it some thought?

Me: haven't had time..

Lwandle: Can I make a quick decision for you?

I giggled.

Me: Feel Free

Lwandle: I'll pick you up at 19:00. Please send your address after work or during your lunch hour .

Me: Okay then .

Lwandle: Have a great one

Me: You too.

I hung up and 5 minutes later, got into my meeting. Went back to my office. I called Manqoba

Manqoba: MaSibiya.

Me: How are you?

Manqoba: Hold on...Val...I'm still on the phone. Tell them to wait.

I heard Val say "okay".

Manqoba: sorry.

Me: It's okay. The kids and I want to know if you fetching them from school today or should we just let
Mam'Flo fetch them?

Manqoba: I Have a brainstorming session today. I'll come fetch them tomorrow morning then bring
them back on Monday if that's Okay with you.

Me: No problem. Bye.

Manqoba: Have a great day MaSibiya

I hung up and continued working. At around 12:00, Lora brought me food

Me: And to what do I owe this?

Lora: I just missed you. I haven't seen you in ages

Me: You going to see me tomorrow.

Lora: Had a meeting here at Martin's..

Me: Oh Okay

Lora: and knowing you...you probably starving yourself so I thought why not?
Me: Well thank you.

Lora: We should go for a movie tonight

Me: I have plans tonight

Lora: With your laptop?

Me: No. With a person

Lora: Who?

Me: Someone.

Lora: that guy you bumped into yesterday?

Me: Yeah him.

Lora: Yeah. I saw how he was looking at you.we all did.

Me: You are all inquisitive.

Lora: Bring him to the retreat.

Me: I don't even know him

Lora: You will. He's cute

Me: He is.

Lora: Mmm...

I giggled. We had our lunch and she left. I went to fetch the kids from school actually and got a call from
Nox that she wanted to have them over for that Friday night. It wasn't a train smash. That meant
Manqoba would fetch them From his sister's.

Me: Your aunt is on her way. Wear these jackets before you go out okay?

Ona was in his bedroom talking to Stacy and Mam'Flo was in the kitchen.

ihle: Where are you going?

Me: out .

Bile: Where?

Me: I'm not your age.

There was a knock.

Me: that must be your aunt. Go get it Remo.

She and Bile ran to the door

Bile: Why Are you looking for her?

Remo: where are you taking her?

Sihle went to the door.

Lwandle: Sho boy.

Sihle: Heita.

Me: Come in

Remo: Come in where?

Sihle: Mum do you know him?

Me: Yes.

I went to the door. Go back to the lounge

Bile: Gile where are You going?

Me: I'll see you kids when you come back

Remo: you stealing Choms from us?

Lwandle: No I'm not.

Sihle whispered something to Remo and she ran to the lounge

Me: Can you follow her?

They stood at the door.

Me: I'm talking to..

Remo: Here you go.

She gave Sihle his jacket and Bile's then put hers on.

Me: And now?

Sihle: we coming with you.

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Me: No you're not.

Sihle: We are.

Me: Ofentse!

Remo: No. Don't shout at Fentse Choms.

Lwandle wanted to laugh.

Lwandle: will wait for you in The car.

Me: Okay.

He walked away.

Bile: Okay let's go.

He zipped up his jacket.

Me: You're not going anywhere!

Remo: We going with you.

Sihle: What he kidnaps you?

Me: Take the registration number down then.

Bile: Bani yena lo Gile? ( who is he anyway?)

Me: Ona!

Ona: I'm coming.

Sihle: Woza Bafo. We going.

Remo: Hurry Ona.

Ona came.

Bile: let's go. He's here now.

Me: can you take your siblings into the lounge.

Ona: What's going on?

Sihle: MaOledi bra, o vaya no munye umjita so mfethu( mum, bra,she's going out with some guy)

I looked at him.

Ona: Baya waar?( where are they going?)

Sihle: Eh ntwana angi'cavi(I dont know) where you going mum?

Me: I told you it's none of your business

Remo: Choms it is.

Me: Okay.... There's your aunt..

Nox had just parked her car.

Sihle: she'll wait for us

Ona: Who's this guy you going out with?

Me: Do I answer to you?

Ona: No but We need to know.

Me: No you don't.

Nox came in.

Bile: Hello Aunty.

Nox: Hello Nana.

Bile: You can go back home...you'll fetch us tomorrow..

Remo: We going out with Choms.

Nox: you are?

Me: no they not. Thank the good Lord for you

I went to get their bags.

Me: Bye Mam'Flo. We out.

Mam'Flo: Bye babies

Me: Let's go.

Bile: This is umfair.

Me: I know..

Ona: Mum...be careful please.

Me: Have fun at your aunt's.

Sihle didn't want to get into the car.

Me: In!

He went in reluctantly. I closed the door.

Nox: See you soon.

Me: Have fun.

Nox: You too.

Me: Bye babies.

The three kept quiet and only Ona said bye to me but it wasn't the " bye" I was used to. They drove off
and I went to get into Lwandle's car. I took a deep breath.

Me: Apologies.

He laughed.

Me: What's up?

Lwandle: You have awesome kids

Me: No. Troublesome. We can Go.

He started his engine.

Lwandle: It's cute how overprotective they are

Me: No. It's too much. Those kids think they own me.

Lwandle: they adore you though.

Me: Oh I adore them too.

Lwandle: I know. Your eyes tell a lot when you look at them.

Me: I'm sorry they were not nice to you.

Lwandle: They weren't nasty either

That's true. They werent.

Me: Sorry though.

Lwandle: Oh Kele... It's okay.

Me: Okay then.

Lwandle: Stop apologising

Me: Okay. Sorry.

He shook his head and giggled. We finally got to the restaurant and he opened a chair for me.

Me: Thank you.

Lwandle: Pleasure. Want something to drink?

Me: Just juice.

Lwandle: Not much of a drinker?

Me: No.

Lwandle: Career-driven, workaholic and rough?

I looked at him And he called the waitress to order the drinks.

Lwandle: Am I right?

Me: career driven yes! Workaholic? Not so sure. Rough...I don't know.

Lwandle: I'll tell you why I said you rough.

Me: Please.

Lwandle: Remember when there was that "we are the thirties" event and the K&M pub?

Me: Yes.

Lwandle: You and your sister threw bottles at each those guys who were trying to touch you.

I laughed.

Me: oh wow! I had even forgotten about that.

Lwandle: rough?

Me: Yes.

Lwandle: There we go.

We ordered food
Me: want to tell me about yourself now?

Lwandle: Okay...I own a small logistics company. Maseko logistics.

Me: That's nice. Family?

Lwandle: okay so I have 5 kids.

Me: same baby mama?

Lwandle: first one from a girl I dated in high school and four from my ex wife

Me: Interesting. And why aren't you together?

Lwandle: Cheating

Me: men and cheating.

Lwandle: no. I didn't cheat. She did.

Me: Really?

Lwandle: I swear. See the thing is ..I'm the fragile type. I don't mess with people's hearts.

Me: I'm.sure.

Lwandle: and you? Why you divorced?

Me: Okay so...we always fought. There was always drama around us. Don't want to get into it

Lwandle: I totally understand. So you are a BA

Me: Yes.

Lwandle: Should come and analyze my business.

I giggled

Me: Maybe I will

Lwandle: please.

Me: After you take me to your cuisine

Lwandle: Done. Tomorrow.

Me: next week Friday? Family time and

Lwandle: No problem.
We spoke about a lot. He was a very nice guy. A great listener. He was funny and sweet. Smart as well.
Don't worry...we were...I don't know ..friends? It was too early to tell. He dropped me off at home at
around 23:00.

Lwandle: See you soon?

Me: Yes.

Lwandle: Goodnight

We hugged and he waited for me to go in before he drove off. I went to take a quick shower then slept.
The next day, I woke up at around 12:00, I was tired. I quickly cleaned took a bath, went to buy drinks
and started preparing a meal for the girls. They came at around 14:30.

Lora: So?

Me: So eng?

Lora: How was your date?

Kim: You went On a date?

Angie: with who?

Mbuyi: Kele!

Me: With Lwandle.

Kim: Who's that?

Lora: The guy who bumped into her on Thursday

Hilda: you go girl!

Nthato: when are we meeting him?

Kim: I don't like him.

Lora: you don't even know him.

Kim: I know. You should just go back to Manqoba.

Me: Hello Kim...he divorced me. He has moved on. Why shouldn't I?

Angie: Exactly!

Kim: I don't like the girl he's with either. One of you needs to pack.

Me: That's not going to happen.

Kim: Where's Uncle Putla to knock some sense into you.

Nthato: If they are meant to be then they'll be...tell us about the date.

We spoke about a whole lot. We had fun..they left really late and the next day, I was at church the
whole day. There was some fundraising event for orphans. I just took a bath then slept when I got back
home. The next day was work work work and when it was knock off time I rushed home to rest. About
an hour later...the kids came back. they found me in the kitchen, greeted me and left me with their
father.

Me: Is there a problem? Another dress?

Manqoba: No. Just wanted to check up on you.

Me: thats sweet of you. Im fine.

He looked at me.

Me: say what's on your mind.

Manqoba: how was your date?

Me: Ah! Really? It was okay.

Manqoba: What's his name?

Me: why you asking?

Manqoba: just curious.

Me: Fine. If it will make you feel better. Lwandle Maseko. You happy now?

Manqoba: You trust the guy?

Me: Look, Lwandle is not like Cornet. In fact not all guys are crooks.

Manqoba: I think you should just be careful.

Me: thanks for that.

His phone rang.

Manqoba: Heita Fred. Thanks for getting back to me. Listen...I have a new job for you.
My mouth dropped

Manqoba: Lwandle Maseko mfethu. Background check....ASAP! Sho sho

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Manqoba: Thanks champ.

He hung up.

Me: listen... Maybe We should step out. Follow me.

He followed me into the garden

Manqoba: Yes MaSibiya?

Me: Can you do me a favor and stay out of My personal life

Manqoba: I'm not in it

Me: Manqoba don't drive me crazy. You don't find me sticking my nose in your business do you?

Manqoba: I'm just looking out for you.

Me: did I ask you?

Manqoba: You didn't have to.

Me: Manqoba stop this nonsense!

Manqoba: I'm just looking out for you!

Me: And I am saying don't. Look out for your Lindo, Slindo whatever her name is.

Manqoba: I would but I don't care for her as much as I do for you

Me: Well take the care you have for me and give it to her.

He looked at me.

Manqoba: I love you MaSibiya. Don't you forget that. And I'll keep looking out for you.
I clicked my tongue.

Manqoba: Tell the kids I love themHe

He got into his car and left. I went back into the house and started cooking. I was so mad at him.
Manqoba was a problem man! Ona came into the kitchen.

Ona: yho. What did the spoons do?

Me: Huh?

Ona: mum are you okay?

Me: Yeah I'm fine.

Ona: Really?

Me: Yes .

Ona: No you're not

Me: Okay...can I set something straight?

Ona: Okay.

He sat down.

Me: Right...your dad and I are divorced you know that right?

Ona: Separated.

Me: Okay fine. Whatever Onalerona.

Ona: Yes ma?

Me: what I do...who I go out with is none of your dad's business so stop discussing me with him

Ona: I'm not discussing you with dad. When dad asks how you are What should we say?

Me: Just tell him I'm fine.

Ona: And when he asks where?

Me: that doesn't concern him.

Ona: And when he asks about life?

Me: Tell him about your life and leave mine out of it okay?

Ona: Okay.

Me: good.

Ona: You not going to tell me who that guy is?

Me: So you can start finding ways to Sabotage him? I think not.

Ona: I'm not

Me: You are. Grate those tomatoes..

Ona: It's a bit umfair as Bile would say.

Me: What exactly?.

Ona: I tell you everything that's going on in my life

Me: You should.

Ona: I thought you and I are best friends

Me: Yes that's right..

Ona: So what changed?

Me: nothing.

"Ma!"

Me: Sihle!

He opened the fridge.

Sihle: I'm hungry

Me: We cooking

Sihle: Can I have your snacks?

Me: Feel free.

Sihle: Thank you.

He looked at me the same his father did.

Me: I already said you can Have my snacks.

Sihle: Who is that guy who came here on Friday?

Me: It doesn't matter..

Sihle: To who?

Me: To you..

Sihle: kanti Kele aren't you my mother?

Me: I don't ask you about your girlfriends.

Sihle: I don't have a girlfriend.

Me: Really?

Sihle: yes

Me: Okay. I don't know who that guy is

Sihle: but he came here looking for you

Me: I know...weird right?

Sihle: Okay he must not Come back here then.

I laughed.

Me: ngwana Manqoba man! You take after your father. Get your own house then you can start making
your own rules..

He took the snacks and left the kitchen. Bile and Remo were watching cartoons so that usually kept
them quiet.

Ona: I'm done.

Me: Thank you.

Ona: pleasure ma.

Me: Homework time.

Ona: Yes. Till next time ma.

Me: Not going to tell you about anything. You just like your brother and father wena.

Ona: we are his products after all ma.

Me: Shut up!

I threw the dish cloth at him and he smiled at me .

Ona: You know I love you right ma?

Me: Hai suka.

He giggled and went to his bedroom. Just then my phone rang

Me: Hello?

Lwandle: Either the date was a disaster or I'm bad company

I giggled.

Me: Hello Lwandle.

Lwandle: Ms Kelebogile. How do you do ma'am?

Me: I am really good and you?

Lwandle: a bit heartbroken. Your phone was off the entire weekend .

Me: oh pardon me Sir...I was trying to avoid calls From work

Lwandle: ah. And we suffer too.

Me: I'll get another simcard .

Lwandle: Good thinking. How was your weekend?

Me: My weekend was quite fun and yours?

Lwandle: So-so.

Me: Not too fun?

Lwandle: Bullied by my children? Not so nice. Currently suffering from a backache.

Me: Ouch. That bad?

Lwandle: Yes.

Me: Oh I'm sorry.

Lwandle: I'll live.

Me: we all have to..

Lwandle: So the reason for my call...

Me: Listening.

Lwandle: Think you can squeeze me in before Friday?

Me: You cancelling Friday?

Lwandle: No. Want to see you on Friday and before that.

Me: Okay.

Lwandle: Is that Okay?

Me: Yeah. I'll settle for Wednesday.

Lwandle: That is perfect.

Me: Okay then...my pots will burn if we go on.

Lwandle: Okay. I'll let you go.

Me: Thank you..

Lwandle: Talk to you later.

Me: Sure thing.

He hung up and continued cooking. I dished up for them after they had taken their baths.

Remo: When are you going out again?

Me: I'll go out when you kida are not here

Remo: we told papas about that one who wanted to steal you.

Me: He didn't want to steal me..

Bile: He did. Gile, he must not come back here Ne?

Manqoba's sons took after him.. Must have been the Zulu genes!
Bile: Ne Gile?

I looked at Him.

Bile: Good girl.

Remo: when are we going shopping?

Me: Ask your dad to take you.

Remo: But its your turn.

Me: No. Waste your dad's money..

Ona: It's not waste.

Me: it is. You like buying things you don't need.

Sihle: Some things are a need

Remo: yes. Like Lipstick.

Ona: mistick.

Remo: I didn't say that!

Me: You did Choms.

Sihle: She needs Masbara too.

Remo:: Sile Fentse!

Ona: Oh Klever madoda!

I giggled. Bile had disappeared. That kid was naughty!

Me: Oarabile!

Bile: Gile.

Me: What were you doing?

Bile: Here's your lickstick Momos.

Me: That's mine.

Bile: No Gile. Its Momos' lickstick. Buy yours.

Sihle: Hai some sisters are loved.

Ona: I'll never..I'd rather get Stacy lipstick.

Bile: when is Spacy coming?

Ona: Who?

Bile: Spacy Ona mfethu.

Sihle took the plates and I followed him to the kitchen leaving Ona to answer every question Remo and
Bile had. We washed the dishes and took the two to bed then I slept too. Dropped them off at school
the next morning and worked till lunchtime.

Me: come on! Tell Fred to keep his dirty info I'm not interested

Manqoba: I'm not here for that.

Me: What are you doing here then? Manqoba please tuu. I don't need stress .

Manqoba: well I have stress.

Me: How's that my problem?

Manqoba: Coz my kids are yours too.

Me: what now?

He passed me his phone.

Manqoba: You see?

Me: Is this Linda's car?

Manqoba; Those kids offered to wash the car only to find out that they were painting those flowers on
those two doors. The passengers' side?

Me: and you only saw this today?

Manqoba: she was off yesterday. Didn't use the car the entire weekend so yes. She saw this today.

That looked like something Remo would do. She had painted her flowers in black. On a white car.

Manqoba: What are you saying or doing to those kids? Coz this behavior is unacceptable!

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Me: You blaming me for this?

Manqoba: no. All I'm saying is...okay MaSibiya just talk to your kids okay?

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: Thank you.

He got up And left my office. I continued working and went to meet up with Belo for lunch ..

Belo: you look radiant

Me: Really?

Belo: Yes

Me: Why now! Thank you.

Belo: Whatever.

Me: So silly

Belo: How are you?

Me: I'm good .

Belo: I'm good too.

Me: I didn't ask

Belo: I'm letting you know

Me: Yeah right.

Belo: You like the rudest little sister ever.

I giggled.

Me: But I'm not interested in how you are coz you're fine. I can see that

Belo: Oh Shut up!

Me: Okay.

I looked at him.
Belo: I didn't mean it in a literal way.

Me: Ao?

Belo: okay you can talk

Me: how are the kids doing?

Belo: Fine and those talkative kids of yours?

Me: Still Talkative

Belo: You should bring them over for one weekend..

Me: I will.

Belo: You still single?

I laughed

Me: You ask me this every time we meet.

Belo: I'm curious

Me: yes I'm still single

Belo: Really?

Me: Yes.

Belo: that's not what I saw last week Friday.

Me: what?

Belo: Midrand..

My mouth dropped.

Belo: You were on a date.

Me: You stalking me?

Belo: Ngwana rra no. Ever heard of the term Coincidence?

Me: Yeah right.

Belo: you were laughing and smiling the entire evening.

Me: Wow Belo.

Belo: but it's a simple question though. You still single?.

Me: And I gave you a simple answer "yes"

Belo: You know you can tell Me anything right?

Me: Yeah but there isn't much to tell.

Belo: like his name?

Me: why?

Belo: Aren't you my little sister?

Me: Okay he's a friend..

Belo: Thats not what I asked..

Me: Then?

Belo: I said what's his name.

Me: Lwandle.

Belo: From?

Me: Mpumalanga.

Belo: His swati?

Me: Sort of. Mum's Zulu dad's swati.

Belo: you crossing borders now.

Me: Explore.

Belo: Tired of KZN?

Me: You can say that.

Belo: You can't grow tired of home.

Me: What?

Belo: That's where you belong.

Me: Belo...Don't start.

Belo: Okay then.

Kabelo really liked Manqoba. They got on well.

Belo: So when are we meeting This ocean of yours?

I giggled.

Me: You'll meet my ocean soon.

Belo: I hope he won't break Your heart.

Me: He can't. We not dating.

Belo: Ao?

Me: told you I'm still single.

Belo: Guess both you and your husband are still single.

Me: You haven't met his girlfriend?

Belo: Linda?

Me: Yes

He giggled.

Me: Keng?

Belo: You'd be surprised little. Eat up.

Me: Okay.

We ate up.

Belo: there's a little something something at the butchery.

Oh wait...they had turned it into a butchery and chesa-nyama lounge. It was a great place to be.

Me: When?

Belo: Friday.

Me: Eish.
Belo: Eish?

Me: I have plans.

Belo: bring your plans. Your girls will be there. Mbuyi invited them

Me: And You invited Manqoba?

Belo: no. I invited Tlotlo.

Me: I'm not coming.

Belo: But when you have functions at your pubs I come. How does this work?

Me: You guilt tripping me?

Belo: I'm not guilt tripping you..I'm being honest.

Me: Fine!

Belo: Fine?

Me: I'll come.

Belo: Simple.

Me: yeah right.

We finished our food and drinks then he settled the bill and I went back to the office. I found Mbulelo
putting flowers in a vase

Me: Heeeh! You got flowers?

Mbulelo: these are for you.

Me: You got me flowers?

Mbulelo: You know I buy you chocolate.

Me: I was worried there for a second..

Mbulelo: Here You go.

He passed me the vase.

Mbulelo: I signed for you.

Me: thank you.

Mbulelo: Didn't know we signing up with Maseko Logistics.

Me: You opened the card?

Mbulelo: no. The delivery guy said its from Maseko logistics.

Me: Oh.

Mbulelo: You signed them up as a surprise? That company is growingl rapidly.

Me: No I didnt sign them up.

Mbulelo: Oh?

Me: I know someone who works there.

Mbulelo: Ah! I see. Okay. I'm getting back to work.

I giggled.

Me: Bye.

Mbulelo: bye le wena Kele..

I went back to my office and opened the card. " Can't wait to be with you again tomorrow, hope you
have a great day...L.A.Maseko" I decided to call him.

Lwandle: I take it you got your flowers.

Me: I did. Thank you Lwandle "Albert" Maseko.

He laughed

Lwandle: wow thanks for the new name. But the "A" stands for Arnold.

Me: apologies

Lwandle: it is okay

Me: Need to get back to work.

Lwandle: Have to run. Have a meeting to get to. See you tomorrow?

Me: Yes.
Lwandle: I'll come pick you up

Me: That's a bad idea.

He giggled.

Lwandle: Okay I'll send You the location then

Me: thank you

Lwandle: talk later.

Me: Okay bye then.

I hung up and continued working then went home. I found Remo and Bile sleeping. Sihle and Ona had
apparently left for their soccer practice.

Mam'Flo: that's wrong.

Me: I know Mam'Flo. I dont know what's going on with them..

Mam'Flo: but these kids are not like this. Something must have triggered this whole thing.

Me: I don't care what but it needs to stop. This is not on

Mam'Flo: You always teach these kids to listen to both sides of the story. Listen to their explanation.

Me: okay Mam'Flo. I'll take over..

Mam'Flo. You sure?

Me: yes..

Mam'Flo: Okay then

I went to change and took over the cooking. Sihle and Ona arrived the same time Remo woke up. I didn't
even greet them.

Me: Sit down!

They sat down.

Remo: What did we do?

Me: maybe you can tell me.

Remo: nothing.

Me: Linda's car.

Ona: what about it ma?

I showed them the picture.

Ona: Okay I dont know anything about that

Me: Remo?

Remo: I did that.

Me: Why?

Remo: I was redecorating.

Me: Redecorating someone's car? This must stop. What did that poor lady do to you?

Sihle: she made us feel uncomfortable In our own father's house

Me: what? Can you elaborate on that?

Ona: remember when we said her child pushed Bile down and they fought with them?

Me: Yes?

Ona: Instead of reprimanding the 6 of them she shouted at your 3. Remo and Fentse had every right to
fight for Bile coz when he was pushed. He almost hit his head

Sihle: Then when her son used Remo's shirt...(that Minnie mouse shirt you were asking us about) to
slide on the tiles. When we told her about it she just brushed us off.

Ona: so how do you expect them to be nice to her if she can't be nice to them?

Me: That's not an excuse. Why don't you tell your dad about it?

Ona: Dad gets home late and the next day she's all over dad and doesn't give us space to talk to him.

Me: fine I'll talk to your dad but Dont you ever do that again! You owe her an apology

Ona: mum, not to be disrespectful or anything...but we don't want to be around dad's partner and we
don't want to be around yours too. We haven't come to terms with you and dad's split up coz we...okay I
live in hope that you'll get back together. So to keep the peace, I apologize on Remo's behalf. I also ask
that you apologize to Aus'Linda on our behalf and please...please tell her to not come over When we're
there..
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Ona: I'm going to start working on assignment

They all left me in the lounge. I just sat on the couch just processing everything that Ona had just said. I
called Manqoba.

Manqoba: MaSibiya?

Me: Hi.

Manqoba: you okay?

Me: yeah....listen can we meet in like an hour or so?

Manqoba: Where?

Me: Anywhere.

Manqoba: Is my house okay?

Me: Yeah sure.

Manqoba: Cool then

I hung up and went to dish up for them.

Me: I'm going out okay? Please give Bile his Food when he wakes up.

Ona: okay ma.

Remo: where you going?

Me: I'll be back.

Sihle: Drive carefully mum..

Me: I will.

I took my car keys and drove to Manqoba's house.

Manqoba: Kele are you sure you're fine?

Me: Yeah.

I sat down.

Manqoba: okay what's up?

Me: So I spoke to the kids.

Manqoba: Okay...Did they tell you what their problem is?

Me: Yeah actually.

Manqoba: Okay.

His phone rang, my eyes fell on it and the caller was "Linda". He switched his phone off

Me: Okay...so the kids don't like Linda.

Manqoba: I think that's pretty obvious

Me: Linda's kids pushed Bile down, and they were in a fight with them turns out your girlfriend took her
children's side. And her son was apparently Using your daughter's shirt to slide down your tiles. When
they told her about it she brushed them off.

Manqoba: So why didn't they tell me about it?

Me: said you came back late and they didn't get the chance to.

Manqoba: Oh...

Me: Sihle says Linda makes them feel uncomfortable in their Father's house.

Manqoba: Okay I'll take care of that

Me: They strongly apologize and one last thing...

Manqoba: Yes?

Me: Ona said Linda shouldn't be here when they are around. He said they are still coming to terms with
the split so yeah...

Manqoba: okay. Noted.

Me: Yeah And don't worry you not the only person with instructions.

Manqoba: I hear you MaSibiya.

Me: Thank you.

Manqoba: how's your Ocean doing?

I looked at him. Kabelo and Manqoba had issues for real

Me: Not that it concerns but he's fine

Manqoba: Okay... You not going to ask what I found out about him?

Me: You going to tell me anyway

Manqoba: Yeah. True.

Me: So?

Manqoba: you safe

Me: I know.

Manqoba; He's clean.

Me: I know. Dig up some dirt on your girlfriend now. Who knows you might find yourself dealing with a
crazy ex husband. You attract a lot of crazy anyway

He looked at me And smiled

Manqoba: She's never been married.

Me: shame. Bye..

Manqoba: You not staying for a drink?

Me: No.

Manqoba: why?

Me: Coz I need to get back to my kids.

Manqoba: And Mam'Flo is incapable of taking care of them?

Me: Goodbye.

Manqoba: Okay can you drop the kids off here on Thursday?

Me: why not on Friday?

Manqoba: Ao Kelebogile?

Me: Okay I'll bring them over

Manqoba: Thank you.

I got up From the Couch and He walked me out.

Manqoba: Drive safely.

Me: okay.

He opened the door for me and I got in. I opened the window and he closed the door.

Manqoba: Dream of me.

Me: That would be a nightmare.

He laughed.

Manqoba: Ouch! Love you yezwa?

Me: Bye Manqoba.

Manqoba: Goodnight MaSibiya.

I drove off..when I got home the kids were sleeping. Even Ona. I went to take a bath them slept too.
Took them to school the next day and decided to work from home. Actually I spent half the day cooking
Remo's lamb stew. She had asked me to. Mam'Flo fetched them from school coz I also had to get myself
ready for the date I had with Lwandle.

Remo: Where you going?

Me: Out.

Bile: Can I come?

Me: No.

Bile: why?

Me: Coz I said so.

Remo: What time will you be back?

Me: I don't know.

Remo: Who you going out with?

Me: So many questions.

Remo: Okay sorry.

Me: cooked your stew.

Remo: Thank you Choms. We still going to papas tomorrow?

Me: Yes.

Bile: when are we going to MapDonald's?

Me: ask your dad to take you.

Bile: tjo Gile.

Me: How do I look?

Bile: Mubi Gile.

I looked at him.

Me: Fana nawe! How do I look Choms?

Remo: no eye shadow today?

Me: Nope.

Remo: You look beautiful.

Me: Thank you. I'm leaving now.

I got my bag and They followed me out.

Me: Ask Ona to dish up for you later on Okay?

Remo: Okay.

Me: Love you babies.

Remo: Don't be back late Katie.

Me: Okay mum!

I kissed them then said goodbye to Mam'Flo and went to meet up with Lwandle

Lwandle: You look beautiful.

Me: Thank you. Don't look too bad either.

Lwandle: thank you.

Me: Nice house.

Lwandle: We try.

Me: Ah. Modest.

Lwandle: But we do try though.

Me: right. You cooked?

Lwandle: I cooked.

Me: You mean you didnt get takeaways

Lwandle: I co own a cuisine. Went to Culinary school before I studied logistics.

Me: Really?

Lwandle: Yes.

Me: Ah Ke popile mos!

He laughed.

Lwandle: Having sons Ne?

Me: Having sons yes.

Lwandle: There you go.

He passed me my drink.

Me: Thank you.

Lwandle: It's really good to see you.

Me: Its really good to see you too. Thanks for the flowers.

Lwandle: Its a pleasure.

We dished up then dug in. We laughed and spoke about alot and When I was about to leave, we kissed.
It felt so magical.

Lwandle: you want to clarify this?

Me: I think we should just have fun and see how it unfolds.

Lwandle: that's fine with me.

We kissed again and I left. Got home and slept. the next day after work, we went to get the kids' bags
and we went to Manqoba's house. We found Linda there..she was cooking tripe. Something Manqoba
didnt like. We greeted her and I decided to wait for Manqoba before I could leave. He came in 10
minutes later.Ona went to put Bile down

Manqoba: Hi..thought I...

Linda: I know...will be bouncing soon.

Manqoba: Okay then. Is that tripe?

Linda: yes you like it?

Manqoba: Not a fan

Remo: Hello Papas.

Manqoba: Hello Princess.

Remo: Ta-da!

She gave him a lunch box. With the lamb stew I had cooked the day before. I wasn't even aware that she
had dished up some for him.

Manqoba: Hey! Thanks Princess.

Me: Hebathong!

Remo: Sorry Choms.

Sihle: Now we know who always stole the meat from the pot. It's you Remo.

Remo: And papas..

Ona: Oh that explains why the pot was always half empty.

Me: And you two always denied it.

Linda sat down on one of the chairs

Manqoba: We couldn't exactly wait till dinner time though.

Me: You two still stole though..It cant be justified. Stealing is stealing.

Ona: Okay hunger is hunger. Can we have the money now ma?

They had asked me to give them money for Kotas. They thanked me for it and went to the shop.

Me: Need to go now. Linda I'm very sorry for everything my children did to you.

Linda: It's fine..

Me: Okay I'll fix it.

Linda: nah Dont worry..babe fixed it.

Me: Okay...forgive them once again... let me get going then

Manqoba: oh wait...hold on.

He took out an envelope from his laptop bag.

Me: What's this?

Manqoba: only way to find out MaSibiya.

I opened it. It was an invite.

Me: You inviting me to your gala dinner?

Manqoba: Not mine. A client's.

Me: oh. You Dont want to go?

Manqoba: I am. I'm taking you there as my plus one.

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I looked at Linda and she immediately snatched the envelope from me..

Manqoba: And then? What are you doing? Give it back!

Linda: No...

Manqoba: Linda!

She gave it back to me then clicked her tongue.

Linda: How can you disrespect me like this?

Manqoba: Disrespect?

Linda: Yes

Manqoba: Am I suppose to take you with kanti?

Linda: What do you think?

Manqoba: Haibo sisi.... Entlek what are you still doing here? I told you to not come over when my kids
are around

Her mouth hung open.

Me: Look Linda...you can go with him.

Manqoba: Will you ever learn to keep quiet?

I kept quiet .

Manqoba: Move it. And give me my spare keys I don't know who gave them to you

She gave him his keys.

Manqoba: Sharp. Take your tripe with

Me: Manqoba!

Manqoba: Awume nawe tuu!

She went to take her bag and took the pot with.

Me: did you have to do that?

Manqoba: So...you'll go shopping for a dress right?

Me: You are unbelievable!

Manqoba: I'll pay for it!

Me: Manqoba?

Manqoba: Hello baby?

He was so calm!

Me: Okay you know what...I'm leaving.

Manqoba: Stay over for dinner.

Me: No...you need to apologize to Linda and take her to the function

Manqoba: You are my plus one. You've always been my plus one why should it change now?

I took my car keys. I was still in shock. Was this man crazy?

Me: bye.

Manqoba: let me...

Me: No don't walk me out

He smiled.

Manqoba: drink a lot of water when you get home. It will help okay?
I shook my head.

Manqoba: To the moon and back okay?

Me: Shut up!

I said it in a way that would make anyone laugh and I wasn't even aware. He smiled at me again and I
clicked my tongue and left. I drove to Lora and Sonwabo's.

Lora: Hey.

Me: Hey.

Lora: You okay?

Me: I'm fine.

Lora: Really?

Me: what are you cooking? Smells good.

Lora: stay over

Me: Oh I plan to

Lora: Where are you coming from?

Me: Manqoba's place

Lora: are the kids okay?

Me: Yes. They are fine. Just went to drop them off there .

Lora: okay. So how's the new girlfriend?

Me: Poor lady.

Lora: Poor?

Me: Lora...I don't even know why She's with Manqoba. That man is...

She laughed .

Lora: what did he do now?

Me: So as I was about to leave, he asked me to be his plus one to some gala dinner.

Lora: so?
Me: So? The girlfriend was there.

Lora: Ouch!

Me: I know right? How rude!

Lora: Okay I think I'm gon ride Kim's boat now. You two should...

Me: I'll leave if you say it.

Lora: But you know its true.

Me: No.

Lora: Okay fine... How's Lwandle then?

Me: I don't know hey. I haven't spoken to him today. Wait....

I remembered that my phone had been off since morning. I switched it on and found a few missed calls
from him so I called him back

Lwandle: So you going to switch your phone off after every date?

Me: No. I'm sorry.

Lwandle: Mmm...you can make it up to me

Me: How?

Lwandle: By going out to the movies with me tonight

Me: On a Thursday?

Lwandle: Best day to.

Me: can't...

Lwandle: why not?

Me: I'm having dinner with my best friend/sister in law/ cousin in law

He laughed .

Lwandle: Okay Ma'am. I understand

Me: thank you Sir

Lwandle: call you later. Don't switch your phone off

Me: I won't

Lwandle: bye then

Me; Bye

I hung up.

Lora: Stop blushing

Me: I'm not

Lora: You are .

Me: maybe

Lora: You like him?

Me: Yeah. He's a fun guy, he's funny, he's sweet. A great cook, we different but we blend in well.

Lora: he is definitely liked

Me: he is

So: Who?

Me: hai wena

So: Hey baby.

He kissed Lora

So: You don't miss being kissed like this?

Me: No.

So: You are lying

Me: How can I miss being kissed when I'm getting kisses Mara?

So: From who?

Lora: She has a new Bo

So: Does your husband know you're cheating on him?

Me: Heh! I have a husband?

So: Manqoba.
Me: You are really getting old. We got divorced

So: you two separated.

Me: Divorced .

So: Okay Kele..

Me: good .

So: You should go see Uncle Putla

Me: No.

So: He's around ebile.

Me: I'll see him on Sunday after church

So: okay good.

Me: yes dad

So: Who's this boyfriend of yours?

Me: no one

So: Really babe?

Lora: she'll tell you when he's ready .

So: Bring him tomorrow

Me: Tomorrow?

Lora: To Mbuyi and Belo's event.

Me: We have plans. I'm going to have to disappoint them.

So: Some sister you are

Me: They'll have to forgive me.

So: What a sister!

Me: great one right?

So: Not even close

So I joined So's beautiful family for dinner. He and Lora made a beautiful couple. I went home after I
helped Lora with the dishes, went straight to the tub. Spoke Lwandle for about an hour. Just nonsense!
The next day I woke up in high spirits. It was a Friday after all and believe it or not...I couldn't wait to see
Lwandle later on. I also had to meet with the friends during lunch.
Kim: You are always late!

Me: I'm sorry guys.. Kim I'm Only 3 minutes late hle.

Lutho: Traffic?

Me: Yes. Midday traffic. Pardon me.

Kim: Okay. Right on it... I managed to get the place. It's basically a chalet

Lora: okay that's nice.

Nthato: Pool?

Kim: there is. we need to pay in by next week.

Me: Okay. How many nights are we spending there?

Kim: 2

Mandla: You can't exactly call that a getaway.

Mbuyi: I agree Kim

Lutho: Look Kim, some of us need it

Manqoba: How about you call in again and make it a 4 nights type of thing

Me: Whoa!...that's a lot.

Jabu: Kele... Forget about work.

Me: Okay then..sorry.

Kim: B, you still bringing Siphokazi?

Boikanyo: yes Kim..

Kamo: Get us a big room Kim..

Lungelo: are the rooms soundproofed?

Me: this is quite alot to take in. Some of us are single!

They laughed.

Kim: I'll ask, Kamo. Get eardrums Kele

Me: I will

Kim: right onto the food. R500 each?

Lungelo: Kim, we hardly eat when we out.

Me: But we Still need to.

Manqoba: Says the one with Cibophobia(fear of food). Let's just get meat.

Angie: The love you have for meat is disturbing.

They discussed what they had to and we went back to work. I went home to prepare for the date I had
with Lwandle. We had fun. We went to his cuisine then to his house after that...we ended up kissing on
the couch. It was only a matter of time till shirts went flying off our bodies. His eyes really drew me in
and as we passionately kissed.. They all came flooding in. He looked at me.

Lwandle: Is there something wrong?

Me: I don't think I can. Please call me a cab or take me home

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Lwandle: Okay. I'll take you home.

Which planet was he from?

Lwandle: sorry if I...

Me: It's not you

Lwandle: Really?

Me: Yes.

We put on our shirts.

Lwandle. Okay. You sure you don't want to sleep over?

I smiled

Lwandle: You good company.

Me: really?

Lwandle: yes. And I'm pretty sure we have a lot to talk about.
Me: okay fine

Lwandle: Tea? Coffee?

Me: You have something stronger than that?

He giggled

Lwandle: Whiskey?

Me: Bring it on..

Lwandle: Thought you not a fan of alcohol.

Me: I'm not but it's Friday .

Lwandle: okay coming up.

He went to get us a bottle

Me: This is...

I cleared my throat

Me: Will I Have a voice in the morning?

Lwandle: drink it as if it's water

Me: But it's not

Lwandle: Kele, just do as I say okay?.

Me: Okay

I drank up.

Lwandle: Easy you see?

Me: Am I going to have a voice though?

Lwandle: Yes.
Me: Okay.

Lwandle: Okay so you were still saying....

Me: Oh yes...so he tried to crook me.

Lwandle: Atleast he tried I was crooked.

Me: But how do you guys not see these gold diggers coming your way?

He giggled

Lwandle: You ladies are very manipulative.

Me: "you" leave me out

Lwandle: Allow me to generalize

Me: Okay so she left you dry?

Lwandle: No. She stole about 12 grand

Me: Maybe she And the guy who tried to crook me once dated.

He laughed.

Lwandle: Maybe...this is quite a small world .

Me: It's a tiny world.

Lwandle: best way to describe it actually

Me: So you not having the kids over this weekend?

Lwandle: no. They went to Kimberley.

Me: must miss them

Lwandle: I was with them last night. Those kids are too demanding

Me: They all are

Lwandle: yours must be better.

I giggled.
Me: That's very funny.

Lwandle: But I'm serious though

Me: You've met those kids. They even set rules for me so you can imagine how life is

My phone rang.

Me: Manqoba

Bile: Its Me.

Me: Oh hey nana

Remo: where are you?

Me: Why?

Bile: we at home

Me: doing what there?

Remo: we came to fetch my shoes. Why arent you home?

Me: coz im out

Remo: are you at work?

Bile: Ka hum past 8?

Ona: hai nina! It's 19:45

I giggled.

Me: Get your things and leave my house

Remo: We waiting for you first

Bile: Buya Gile.

Me: I'll come see you kids tomorrow

Bile: no.

Me: Yes. Bye

Remo: Kate...

Me: I love you all okay?

Sihle: Goodnight

Me: night.

I hung up before they could say anything.

Lwandle: The parents?

Me: Yes. They want me to come back

He giggled

Lwandle: Arent they with their father?

Met: They are. They want me to come see them so they can leave.

Lwandle: So you only suppose to go to work?

Me: According to them yes

Lwandle: Times are hard.

Me: very.

We had a great night. Just laughing and talking about almost everything. He really was a fragile guy. We
slept on the couch And the next day, we washed our faces, brushed our teeth and he drove me home.

Lwandle: See you soon?

Me: Yes. Not tomorrow though

Lwandle: don't worry I know.

Me: See you soon then

Lwandle: Bye. I'll keep in touch .

Me: Bye

I kissed him And went in. I found Mam'Flo sitting outside her little cottage.
Mam'Flo: Hello Nana

Me: Hello Mam'Flo

Mam'Flo: you okay?

Me: I am fine you?

Mam'Flo: I'm fine. New boyfriend?

I looked at her.

Mam'Flo: Kele?

Me: I won't say a thing

Mam'Flo: Why?

Me: Coz I'm going to sleep

Mam'Flo: Okay.

I giggled. The people in my life were so nosey though. I fell asleep as soon as I put my head down and
was woken up by Kim's call.

Me: Yes Kim!

Kim: We meeting in an...wait are you sleeping?

Me: Yes

Kim: We meeting in an hour

Me: With?

Kim: The girls

Me: Okay.

Kim: your pub?

Me: Which pub?

Kim: The pub you and Manqoba own Kele

Me: Oh okay..see you soon.

Kim: don't be late..

Me: Yes Kim!

She hung up and I went to take my bath then got ready to meet with the girls

Kim: You're late... Again.

Me: It's only a minute

Kim: you still late .

Lora: oh Kim

Mbuyi: Kele needs to learn how to be punctual..

Me: You called me here to gang up on me?

Angie: I think they spoke about it .

Me: they probably did. What's the occasion?

Nthato: you need an ocassion to chill with us?

Me: Okay No

Hilda: What's going on with you these days?

Kim: It's ...what's his name?

Me: Not Even. Work has been hectic.

Kim: and this where the Getaway comes in.

Lora: I actually can't wait for that

Mbuyi: Can't we leave the guys behind?

Me: Yeah can't we?

Kim: No. The guys are excited about this.

Me: how nice!

Hilda: you'll Have fun .

Me: buy alot of alcohol then.

Kim: Since when?

Me: To keep me company..

Lora: What is happening to you?

Kim; She's fine like this.

Nthato: Well Atleast she's not uptight anymore

Me: I've never been uptight.

Mbuyi: Lora is the uptight one

Lora: We cant all be crazy.

Kim: Why are they pointing at you?

Me: Who?

Mbuyi: Them. At the door.

I looked at them.

Me: oh thats Manqoba's girlfriend.

Kim: No. She looks like Rebound material.

KT Led the way And they sat at the table behind us

Lora: No drama please.

Me: Okay.

Kim: Right...so

They started laughing.

Kim: can we work on that alcohol list?

Me: Something carribean.

Lora: Something cocktail

"Are you being serious?

Linda: Absolutely! I don't know who she thinks she is.

They were really loud now. Overshadowing our voices.

Kim: Haibo!

Mbuyi: Can you ladies keep it down?

Linda: And if I don't? Meet the hoe that's trying to get between me and babe ladies.

She pointed at me again

Kim: Did she...in your pub? Oh hell no!

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Me: Kim don't!

Linda: Let her try.

Me: Shut the fuck up!

"Is this bitch talking to you friend?"

Kim: Can you let me handle this?

Linda: This why babe left your...

She was loud. Her friends were also talking

"Hello! And now?"

She kept quiet. So did her friends!

Manqoba: I asked a question.

Kim: ask your bitch

Manqoba: Linda?

Linda: You letting her call me a bitch?

Manqoba: Answer the damn question!

She couldn't.
Manqoba: okay so this is What we going to do....

"Please, We can't be disrespected in your own pub?

Kim: Can't you...

Manqoba: Kim...please calm down

Kim: Okay.

Manqoba: Thank you. Right sisi...Hlisa Ne?Uyaphapha.

He was talking to Linda's friend

Linda: But ba...

Manqoba: Can you and your girls take your bags and leave this pub

Linda: what?

Manqoba: You heard me...don't ever come back here.

Linda: Are you being serious?

Manqoba: Do you need assistance?

Linda: Let's go girls

They looked embarrassed. They got up, took their bags and left.

Manqoba: Sorry about that ladies

Lora: It's okay .

Kim: It's not. Fill it up!

She was referring to the table.

Manqoba: okay Kim.

He went to the counter and minutes later, Kim's Table was filled.
I went to talk to KT.

KT: Everything is still going fine.

Me: Well that's good..

KT: Don't stress K.

Me: Okay KT

KT: You good?

Me: Yes. Absolutely you?

KT: Hanging in there.

Me: What's wrong?

KT: Nothing. Crazy shifts

Me: Eish. I'm sorry

KT: Job ke job right?

Me: Ah! You said it's what you want.

KT: Oh I wouldn't trade it for the world.

Me: Well that's good to hear. Your face brings in all these young girls

KT: well I'm hot that I do know.

I giggled.

Me: Keep doing a great Job.

KT: I will.

Manqoba came out of the office.

Manqoba: KT can I steal Her?

KT: Yes. I've got ladies to charm.

Me: oh yes! You go babe.

He giggled then went to attend to some table

Me: Okay what's up?

Manqoba: Had a great night?

Me: I did. Is that what you wanted to talk to me about?

Manqoba: no.

Me: Then?

Manqoba: I asked you to be my plus one

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: "okay?"

Me: I'll be your plus one.

Manqoba: Really?

Me: Yeah really.

I opened my hand.

Manqoba: Already?

Me: Yeah but you asked.

He reached for his wallet in his pocket And put it in my hand. I took out his card

Me: Thanks

Manqoba: Pleasure MaSibiya.

Me: How are my kids doing?

Manqoba: I took them to their gran's.

Me: Why?

Manqoba: I couldn't handle the little ones.

Me: Oh?

Manqoba: Those kids talk a lot.

Me: Yeah they are your kids. Find a way to handle them.

Manqoba: they are going to mum's for the week.

Me: Oh great!

I was happy actually. I needed time to myself.

Me: Thank for the card. Bye Ne?

He looked at me and smiled

Manqoba: Bye MaSibiya.

I went back to the girls

Me: I have to go.

Kim: Where to?

Me: I Have work to do

Mbuyi: Are you serious?

Me: You guys are making take days off work right?.

Angie: okay makes sense that way

Me: I'll see you guys soon okay?

Hilda: Okay babe.

Me: Have fun

Kim: We will.

I went home to work And after about two hours...I heard a knock.

Me: Coming.
I went to get the door.

Aunt D: Hebathong.

Me: Dumelang Bagolo.

Uncle: Dumela Nana

Me: Come in.

I led them to the lounge.

Uncle: You working?

Me: Yes Malume

Aunt D: on a Saturday?

Me: we going on some getaway next week so I have to work.

Uncle: So says you need to see me.

Me: So insisted that I see you.

Uncle: Why?

Me: I don't know.

Uncle: who's this new person in your life?

Me: So told you?

Uncle: No

Me: He did.

Uncle: what's his name?

Me: Lwandle

Uncle: Okay

Aunt D: When are we going to meet him?

Me: Never .

Uncle: I feel for him..

Me: Why?

Uncle: You have a lot of unresolved issues

Me: We not in a relationship

Uncle: okay Nana.

Aunt D: Be careful Kele..

Uncle: no. You warning the wrong person

Aunt D: How do the kids feel about him?

Me: Ona asked Manqoba and I to keep the people in our lives from him

Aunt D: Smart kid.

Me: he is. Drink?

Aunt D: juice

Uncle: Just water baby.

I went to get them their drinks. Uncle P didn't say much. Aunt D kept asking alot of questions though.
They left really late. On Wednesday, I went to that Gala dinner with Manqoba and On Thursday, I
packed for the trip and went to see the kids at M's mum's house. Took a uber there coz we had hired a
bus for all of us. So we had to meet at Kim's at 17:00

Me: You will behave right?

Bile: Where are you going?

Me: I don't know.

Bile: What if the kipnap you?

Me: They won't kidnap me.

Remo: Who are you going with Choms?

Me: with Aunt Kim and the others okay.

Sihle: when will you be back?

Bile: gogos. Pack my bag please.

M's mum: Where you going?

Bile: Going with Gile.

Me: no. You staying..

Sihle: Ma!

Me: after The weekend.

Remo: You leaving me Choms?

Bile: Gogos. Pack.

Me: no. Gogo don't. I love you Okay?

I gave them some money

Me: Give Ona his when he gets back

Bile: Why? He stole my money

Remo: Mine too Choms.

Me: Just give him okay?

Bile: Hayi Gile.

Me: Okay Fine. Bye babies.

I hugged and kissed them then ubered myself to Kim's. I was late as usual but Kim didnt bite my head
off. I slept all the way to the place. When we got there Kim woke me up. It was a beautiful place though.
The people who worked there warmly welcomed us and showed us where we'd be staying.

Lora: This is nice..

Kamo: Too nice.

I got a call from Mbu. It was about a file. It was a 2 minute call and when I went back in they were
talking about settling in and were setting rules. Wait....they had settled in.

Me: Kim?

Kim: Kele?

Me: There's a problem.

Kim: Is there?

Me: Yes. Shouldn't there be 9 bedrooms instead of 8?

Kim: No. It's right. There are 8 couples.

Me: No 7.

Kim: No. 8. I already took your bags to your bedroom.

Me: Ao?

Kim: Yes. You sharing a bedroom with Manqoba

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Me: Are You serious?

Kim: Yes.

Me: Oh okay.

Kim: Problem solved. Come. Let me show you the room.

She took my hand and led me to the bedroom.

Kim: Okay you know it now. You can go in.

Me: Thanks Kim.

I rolled my eyes at her

Kim: its a pleasure sister in law. You know I always got you.

Me: Bye.

Kim: Change then Come downstairs for something to eat.

Me: Fine.

Kim: Tell Manqoba to come down as well.

Me: Okay.

She went back and I opened the door.

Manqoba: Yes princess...I will.

Remo: Where's Choms?

The phone was on loudspeaker.

Manqoba: she's here.

Remo: Okay. You must buy me something nice okay?

Manqoba: Okay baby.

Remo: When are you taking me to the movies again papas?

Manqoba: When I get back there but you always talk during the movie.

Remo: I shouldn't talk?

Manqoba: No.

Remo: Haa papas. Who said so?

Manqoba: The people there.

Remo: No papas its my money. Next time they must come to me and tell me that. Ba sile yaz!

I bit my lip so I couldn't laugh. Remo! Remo! Remo! Remofilwe Ne? She and her dad! Still tight. You'd
swear they were The same age when they spoke.

Manqoba: okay you'll tell them when we go then.

Remo: Papas let Me go put Ona's phone back.

Manqoba: You stole your brother's phone?

Remo: he stole my money.

He giggled. So did I.

Manqoba: I love you.

Remo: I love you too Papas.

Manqoba: goodnight princess

Remo: night papas. Say goodnight to Choms.

Me: Goodnight Choms.

Remo: Hello Choms..

Me: Hello my angel. I'll call you tomorrow okay?

Remo: Okay love you.

Me: Love You too baby.

She hung up.

Me: nice kid you have.

Manqoba: Thank you.

Me: Pleasure.

Manqoba: you good?

Me: About sharing a bed with you?

Manqoba: That too.

Me: well I don't have a choice.

Manqoba: it's not so bad.

Me: We are exes.

Manqoba: Divorce papers don't define us.

Me: oh?

Manqoba: Look, you'll always be my wife.

Me: I'm sure.

Manqoba: I'm glad you sure

He and I giggled at the same time.

Manqoba: I'll be a good roommate

Me: Don't try to touch me.

Manqoba: Dont too.

Me: Great. No calls during the night.

Manqoba: From who?

Me: Your girlfriend.

Manqoba: I dont have a girlfriend.

Me: Oho.
Manqoba: Okay fine. No late night calls. But I know I wont get any. Tell your guy to call in the morning
okay?

Me: fine!

Manqoba: Thanks.

I looked at him.

Me: You have issues.

Manqoba: no I dont.

Me: You do.

Manqoba: Look, I just don't like the fact that you spending time with another guy

I lifted my eyebrows.

Me: Are You serious?

Manqoba: Yeah.

Me: You divorced me! You have a girlfriend. Are you crazy?

Manqoba: I told you...she's not my...okay! Maybe I'm still hung up on you.

Me: Well I'm not then. So you'll have to be strong.

Manqoba: Seems like I have to be.

Me: Great.

I changed my shirt.

Me: Let's go before Kim...

Kim: Kele! Nqobas!

She was shouting from downstairs

Manqoba: You know her well.

Me: 11 years is a long time.

Kim: Hello!

We went out of the room.

Me: We coming.

We went down to them.

Me: yes Kim?

Kamo: Kele, we came here to spend time as friends. You and Manqoba can't lock yourselves in that
bedroom. It's unacceptable.

Me: Remind me why I came here again.

Kim: Hai wena. We wanted to make rules.

Me: Thought you guys did that.

Lutho: They were. Madam Kim ain't done.

Me: Oh okay.

Kim: Sit please.

Manqoba and I sat down.

Kim: So and Lora are responsible for Lunch.Kele for Dinner. Manqoba, Mandla and Lutho, you guys are
the braai masters.

Mandla: obviously.

Kim: please behave When you are around that meat. The last time you two braaied...

Lutho: You had to buy more meat. We know. We still apologize.

Kim: Okay. Mbuyi and Angie will wash the dishes.

Siphokazi: they'll wash them in the morning then Boikanyo and I will wash them at night.
Boikanyo: Cool with that Kim?

Kim: Sure thing.

Nthato: And my babe and I are here to rest. Thank You Kim.

Jabu: You know we need it.

Kim: No...I'm coming there. La phapha

We laughed.

Kim: You are responsible for breakfast. Kamo and Lungelo will help out. You'll take turns.Can you two
stop?

They were all lovey-dovey.

Angie: Let them be Kim.

Lungelo: ain't Tlotlo giving you enough love?

Me: Are You Biggy?

Tlotlo: I give enough love little. Right baby?

Kim: Of course you do my love

So: what will your "love" be doing?

Kim: Relaxing.

Me: some people are loved!

Tlotlo: why you jealous?

Me: You wish!

Kim: We'll wash the dishes in the afternoon.

Me: Right. Done?

Kim: Not quite. Can you couples try to keep it down okay? Kamo and Lungelo .

Me: I thought we had agreed on eardrums.

Kim: Black people dont know what that is.

Kamo: use tissue to block your ears.

Lungelo: There's a solution.

Giggles.

Me: and we done right?

Kim: Yes we are..

Me: Okay goodnight everyone.

Mbuyi: You were sleeping on the way. Keep your arse on that couch.

Mandla: And you are responsible for dinner.

Me: You guys bought takeaways.

Kim: Kele do your duties.

Manqoba: I'll help you.

Kim: Problem solved.

Manqoba and I went to dish up for them then Kazi and Boikanyo washed the dishes. We chilled till late.
Alot of nonsense was said.Manqoba kept his hands to himself. The next day we had breakfast and we
apparently had activities to do.

Me: Are you serious?

Kim: Yes.

Angie: Hiking Kim?

Kim: The Tour guide is waiting for us Ne? Can you go change those shoes ladies?

Lora: I Cant believe this.

Kim: Believe it. Go on.

Lora and I went to put on our sneakers then found the tour guide waiting for us.

Kim: You'll Have fun

Mbuyi: I doubt

Kim: The guys aren't complaining.

Nthato: Yeah they will probably like it

Siphokazi: are we going to do something else later on?

Me: something that includes water

Kim: You'll swim. Let's go.

The guys were ahead of us. They really seemed to like It. After all they enjoyed being outdoors. About
two hours later, we went back.

Kim: See that wasn't bad.

Me: Well it wasn't.

Lutho: who's that?

Me: Where?

Manqoba: Gate. Y'all invited other people?

The person had a overnight bag.

Kim: Kele?

Me: I dont know.

We walked a bit faster

Kim: Oh Hemel! Nee man!

Manqoba: What are you doing here?

Lutho: How do you know we're here?

Linda: I asked a friend of mine to track your phone. I'm here to join you.

Manqoba: Did I ask you to?

Linda: no you didn't but...

She gave Kim and I ugly stares.

Kim: Mara cant y'all let me? Just this once?

Me: No. Shhh..

Manqoba: But ini?

Linda: I wanted to be with you. Make sure everything is good. Cant have people stealing you from me

another ugly look.

Manqoba: do me a favor, do yourself a favor...go back home!

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Me: I'm hungry.

Mandla: Me too.

Me: Can the people responsible for lunch start working on it?

So: Fine. Let's go.

We all went in. Leaving Linda and Manqoba outside

Lutho: You good?

Me: I'm awesome. You want to tell me why he's mistreating his girlfriend?

Lutho: she's not his girlfriend.

Me: Why do you keep saying that?

Lutho: Coz its the truth K.

Me: It's still wrong.

Lutho: No. Sometimes you need to see if you loved or not.

Me: That's just cruel. That's not on..talk to your friend.

Lutho: Talk to Linda. She's not you. You want a drink?

Me: Yeah..some lovodka would do.

Lutho: Since When?

Me: Since now.

Lutho: Coming right up.

Me: Thank you.

Minutes later, he brought me my drink. Manqoba came back too. Without Linda.

Me: Here's your chance to talk to him yes? Have fun.

Lutho: Bye.

Me: Bye L.

I went back inside. So And Lora were having a good time in the kitchen. The others were getting ready to
go to the pool.

Lora: No I didn't.

So: Baby stop denying it. You know you did.

Me: You guys look good together.

So: We know right?

He kissed her cheek.

Me: You can stop now.

So: little, go kiss Manqoba, there he is.

Me: No thanks.

Lora: Poor girl.

So: There's no poor girl. You ladies should learn to take a hint.

Me: That's just cruel.

So: no. Y'all like hurting yourselves unnecessarily. Kele, a guy truly loves one girl.

Me: I'm sure.

My phone rang.
Me: Excuse me.

Lora: Okay friend.

I answered my phone.

Me: hey.

Lwandle: Hey you good!

Me: I am.

Lwandle: Want to Skype?

Me: Let me quickly get to my laptop then.

Lwandle: Okay

Me: Give me 5

Lwandle: Okay babe.

I ran up to the bedroom.

Lwandle: nice to see your beautiful face.

Me: nice to see your handsome fave

He smiled.

Lwandle: You having fun?

Me: Was forced to go hiking today

Lwandle: Forced?

Me: Yeah. My sister in law is...

Lwandle: A control freak?

Me: Yes.

Lwandle: Was it that bad?

Me: No it wasnt but I won't do it again.

Lwandle: You needed it. I feel like you work too much.

Me: No I dont.

Lwandle: You do.

Me: You Have a problem with it?

Lwandle: No. I love women who work hard.

Me: Really?

Lwandle: Yes. I personally think it's a turn on.

Me: Oh wow!

Lwandle: you look surprised.

Me: I am.

Lwandle: Why?

Me: Alot of guys would disagree with you.

Lwandle: See, those guys are the controlling type. They are the guys that were raised in a 80/20 home.

Me: You reckon?

Lwandle: yes. My opinion though.

Me: An opinion I think makes a lot of sense.

Lwandle: I make alot of sense babe.

Me: That I agree with. You at work?

Lwandle: I have a meeting in 5

Me: Yet here you are.

Lwandle: I needed to see you.

Me: Well that's sweet.

He laughed..

Lwandle: Women who call me "sweet" end up with bad cavity.

I laughed.
Me: Nice line.

Lwandle: Thank you.

Me: You should Consider a career in hiphop.

Lwandle: might just do that. Talk to you later?

Me: Yes.

Lwandle: Have fun okay?

Me: Have a fun too.

Lwandle: I'll try.

Me: Bye L.

Lwandle: Bye K.

He ended it and I decided to change into my swim wear. Manqoba came in.

Me: what happened to knocking?

Manqoba: Sorry.

Me: Fine

Manqoba: nice swimsuit.

Me: Thank you.

Manqoba: it's a pleasure.

Me: You sent your girlfriend home?

Manqoba: she's not my girlfriend.

Me: I dony like how you treat her.

Manqoba: Kele...don't start okay?

Me: actually yeah..I won't.

Manqoba: Thank you. Lutho just gave a lecture as it is.

Me: Then I won't. Bye

Manqoba: Bye MaSibiya. Meet you at the pool.

I left the bedroom.

Me: You guys aren't done?

Lora: No.

Me: Because you are kissing each other instead of cooking.

So: Kele, I told you to...

Me: Shut up So!

He laughed.

So: The food will be ready in a few.

Me: Better.

Lora: you guys though.

Me: Can't get used to it?

Lora: It's hard to.

So: You'll get used to it baby. She's just being a bitch.

Me: Says the bigger bitch.

So: whose cousin are you?

Me: Yours. Bye.

So: Go vele.

Me: It's not your chalet.

So: Is it yours?

I rolled my eyes at him.

So: Exactly. Go on.

Me: Waphapha.

I went to the pool. They were having drinks there.

Angie: want a drink?

Kim: Don't even ask.

Me: Tryna get me drunk.

Kim: you started that all by yourself by drinking vodka.

Me: You keeping an eye on everyone?

Lutho: She's keeping an eye on everyone

Mandla: she's the bar lady.

Jabu: So goodluck trying to sleep sober tonight.

Hilda: Want to go back home now?

Me: I wish I could.

Kim: Shame...you not going back.

Me: Clearly!

Kim: So chill and drink on..

My phone rang again.

Kim: Kele!

Nthato: Its probably work.

I answered my phone.

Me: Hello baby.

Ona: Hello ma.

Me: How are you?

Ona: I'm Okay ma.

Me: I'm okay too. Thanks for asking.

He giggled.
Ona: Sorry ma. Just had a long day at school.

Me: Long day ka Friday?

Ona: Yes. We had to attend maths twice.

Me: Thought you loved maths.

Ona: Not on a Friday.

Me: Really?

Ona: Okay no. That's not it

Me: I know. The truth now.

Ona: I need money.. Your kids refused to give me my money.

Me: Coz you stole from them.

Ona: Ma, I didn't.

Me: You did..what do you need the money for?

Ona: there's this car spinning event Siya and I would like to go to.

Me: no. You need to study.

Ona: But ma, I've been studying. I need a break too. And we'll be back before 8. You can ask gogo too.

Me: Who's taking you there?

Ona: No one. We'll taxify.

Me: Okay fine. I'll send you some. You still owe me 6 grand.

He laughed

Ona: I'm almost done with school ma.

Me: good. You need to pay me back.

Ona: I will ma. Thank you

Me: Okay boy..

Ona: I love you.

Me: I love you too baby

I hung up, sent him some money and lunch was served. I had to prepare dinner and we had more drinks.
We had turned It into a party. It was fun. Felt like we were teens again. When I woke up the next
day...my head was heavy.

Manqoba: Morning.

Me: Morning..

Manqoba: How are you?

Me: Hung over.

Manqoba: Here you go.

It was a bottle of cold water.

Manqoba: Everyone is still sleeping.

I felt my body nude. I looked at the floor and everything was there..the clothes I Had changed into after
showering the night before.

Me: what hap...did we?

He laughed.

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: Oh fuck! Flip! Fuck! Why?

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Me: Are you serious?

Manqoba: Yes drink up.

I drank the water.

Me: Manqoba you kidding right?

Manqoba: No. I'm serious. Why do you make it seem as though it's bad?

Me: It is

Manqoba: No it isn't.

Me: it is. You and I are exes.

Manqoba: Can you stop saying that?

Me: Well sorry but its the truth

Manqoba: you wanted me as much as I wanted you MaSibiya. What's the problem?

Me: Argh!

I put my head down on the pillow and covered my face with his.

Manqoba: Your sex game is still on a 100 I must say.

I removed the pillow and I looked at him..

Me: You sleeping on the floor today..

Manqoba: why?

Me: Coz I said so..

I couldn't feel my knees. Damn it! It did happen, my mind suddenly took me back to the night...I
suddenly remembered bits and pieces of it.

Manqoba: Want coffee?

Me: No. I want you to get out of my face.

Manqoba: And Go where?

Me: I Dont know.

Manqoba: And you don't care?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Want me to massage your legs?

Me: What's that on shoulder?

Manqoba: Your fingers..

Me: What happened last night?

He smiled.

Manqoba: we made love.

Me: Well I know that. How?

Manqoba: I'm not going to answer that question.

Me: Yeah...actually don't. Can you get out?

Manqoba: Why?

Me: I want to get dressed.

Manqoba: Kele, I've seen you naked a million times. I saw you naked last night. You still naked. What's
new?

He went to get my gown from the wardrobe.

Manqoba: There you go.

Me: Thanks.

It was a sarcastic "thanks".

Manqoba: Pleasure.

It felt like I had pins on my feet when I got off the bed. I put my gown on and went to brush my teeth
and wash my face.

Manqoba: you need to be carried downstairs?

Me: No leave Me alone.

Manqoba: okay. Maybe I knocked you up..

I giggled.

Me: I still got my tubes tied. Sorry..

Manqoba: Eish!

Me: hard luck.

I pushed myself to the door and he followed me out. I went down slowly.

Kim: there they are!

Manqoba: Good morning Kim..

Kim: Morning.

Lungelo: there's nothing good about the morning.

Me: Why not?

Kamo: can you two stop acting like teens?

Me: huh?

Kim: The noise you guys were making.

Tlotlo: Should have really gotten earplugs.

Me: Apologies

Kim clicked her tongue.

Me: Where are the others?

Kim: Still sleeping

Me: I'm hungry

Lungelo: You should be

Kim: Jabu and Nthato need to start working on the breakfast.

She went to wake the rest of the friends up. They came to the living room about 10 minutes later.

Lutho: Can they get a room that's a bit far from ours next time?

Angie: or leave them behind next time.

Manqoba: You guys are exaggerating now.

Me: Can we move on from this now?

Lutho: Just behave next time.

Lora: I think they got it now guys. Leave them alone.

Me: Thanks Friend.

Mbuyi: Okay..What's today's plan?

Kim: we going abseiling.

Siphokazi: That's all?

Kim: No. Raft building and we going paint balling.

Boikanyo: And when exactly are we going bungee jumping?

Kim: You and that! We going tomorrow

Me: can you count me out?

Kim: No. We all going.

I kept quiet. I wasn't going to win. Truth is, I was exhausted. So exhausted all I wanted to do was sleep.
Jabu and Nthato made breakfast and we all went to bath then went to meet with the facilitator/tour
guide. Whatever you decide to call it.

Lora: You okay?

Me: Yeah.

We were walking slowly behind the others.

Lora: No you not.

Me: I have pins under my feet.

She giggled.

Lora: Sorry.

Me: Getting old for this nonsense.

Lora: You ain't getting old for anything. You only 33

Me: almost 40

Lora: Far from 40.

Me: okay but still Lo.

Lora: What now?

Me: Nothing. What happened was a mistake.

Lora: nothing is ever a mistake..

Me: Trust and believe. This was.

She looked at me and smiled .

Me: Your smile makes me feel a lot better thank you. I feel like an idiot.

Lora: understandable.

Me: Really?

Lora: yes. How's Lwandle doing?

Me: I'm trying hard to not think about him.

Lora: you like him?

Me: Yeah. He's really...he's different.

Lora: Oh?

Me: Yes. He's calm, driven, ambitious, he's a hardworker.

She looked at me
Me: What's wrong?

Lora: nothing. Go on.

Me: I'm not going to go on.

Lora: What makes you regret sleeping with Manqoba? Lwandle?

Me: Sort of. Part of it.10% of it

Lora: you not dating.

Me: I know but still.

Lora: dont worry about It

Me: Shouldn't I?

Lora: No. Don't. Unless you guys are official..

Made sense. Still felt otherwise though.

Lora: When am I meeting him anyway?

Me: you keep asking that question

Lora: I'm your best friend

Me: Well I know that..

Lora: So?

Me: Soon

Lora: great its out of the way now.

Kim: Can you two hurry up?

She was shouting.

Kim: Come on!

Me: We are coming Kim..

Kim: Come then .

I tried to walk a bit faster and we had the activities done. We decided to then go out for lunch coz we
were all so tired.

Kim: I managed to get one activity for later on.

Nthato: why?

Kim: Nthato...we here to have fun.

Me: exactly... We not here for some fitness programme.

Mbuyi: Thank you Kele.

Manqoba: You ladies like complaining.

Jabu: yaz mjita. Let's just have fun and you'll go home and sleep.

Kim: Thank you.

Angie: This is abuse to the body though.

Me: It is. I'm not going..

Kim: you are! It's non-negotiable. Right...onto the next outing

Me: Already?

Mandla: Kim, you work for outings don't you?

Kim: We all work hard so we deserve to spoil ourselves.

Me: After every two months?

Kim: Yes..

Manqoba: Kim we have kids

Lutho: Exactly.

Kim: Okay when then?

Mbuyi: some time in Feb.

Kim: Bathong it's September. What are we going to do in December?

Boikanyo: you'll come up with something.

Kim: Fine then!

We had lunch then went back to the place. The last three days were fun then On the last day, We went
back home. Manqoba and I were dropped off at his place. He had offered to drive me home.
Manqoba: You okay?

Me: Yeah..

Manqoba: You've been quiet after that night.

Me: Really? Just keep driving.

Manqoba: Hebanna.okay.

He kept driving.I sat in silence.

Manqoba: we here.

Me: thanks for the ride.

Manqoba: Kelebogile?

Me: Okay listen...what happened shouldn't have happened....I need you to stay away from me okay?
Don't ask me to be your plus one or anything. contact me If Its about our business or the kids. Whatever
hold you had over me...is non existent now. We are done! And that's it!

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3 weeks later, I was myself again. Spent more weekends with Lwandle. It was nice. I was happy. No
drama.

Me: will you hurry up Fentse?

Bile: Leave him behind Gile.

Me: no. He's my son.

Bile: nna?

Me: Wena eng?

Bile: I'm not your son?

Me: You are Bile.

Bile: Let's leave him.

Remo: Fentse! Do I look nice Choms?

Sihle: I'm coming Remo man! Ma, I'm coming

She was putting on lipstick..Friday...drove them all crazy.

Me: You do baby.

Fentse finally came out.

Remo: You still look ugly

Sihle: Huh?

Remo: You were putting on make-up akere?

Sihle: Shut up!

Me: Fine. Let's go.

Ona hooted. He was already in the car. They took their bags and I locked the door.

Ona: You'll make me late come on!

Remo: it's not us.

Ona: It is. You were putting on make-up.

Bile: Hai Ona Mfethu. She was putting on lickstick.

Sihle: lip.lipstick.

Me: Leave my kids alone.

Remo: Sile wena Ona..

Ona: Sile nawe man!

Me: Okay okay...cut it out.

Sihle: Are we still going on that outing ma?

Me: Yes. 0

Bile: Wa Sala mos. (You staying behind)

I had planned an outing with them for them. Mum and kids time!
Me: We are all going.

Sihle: Still going After 2 weeks?

Me: Yes we are. Ready?

Remo: Am I getting a bikini?

Ona: For what?

Remo: To swim.

Me: Yes. We'll go shopping next week okay?

Remo: Yes!

Bile: what's a Bikimo Momos.

Ona: Costume!

I giggled.

Me: Ona stop it! Can you stop being black?

Ona: it's the only way he'll understand

Me: Stop being Silly.

Bile: You must bring Spacy Ona. Mosadi waka (my wife)

I raised my eyebrow and looked at him using the review mirror. He said it so proudly. Hitting his chest
even. How old was he?

Sihle: Eh! This one wants to die.

Remo: Stacy is not coming Bile.

Bile: Why?

Remo: Coz choms said so.

Bile: Eh lo girl! Gile why?

Me: Your "eh lo girl" thing is rubbing off on my son wena Fentse.

Sihle: But I always say that when I'm watching TV.

Me: Stop saying that then. Wena Bile... I'm not "girl"
Bile: Okay Gile...why isn't Spacy coming?

Me: we'll go with her next time.

Ona: Entlek...Stacy ke wa mang?(who does Stacy belong to?)

Bile: Ke Wethu mfethu

He liked Mixing languages. We got to Ona's school.

Ona: before I break his bones.

Remo: Before I break your bones too. Leave Bile alone.

Bile: Ke Nna Joce Lena wena Mfethu. (Im Joce Lena) You won't break me.

Sihle: Tjo.

He laughed

Ona: ke wena mang? (Who are you?)

Bile: Joce Lena.

Sihle laughed again.

Sihle: John Cena Bafo. Yho.

I giggled.

Me: Leave my son! Go to school. See you on Monday okay?

Ona: Bye mama.

He kissed my cheek. Fist pumped Sihle, kissed Remo's Forehead and Fist pumped Bile.

Ona: Sharp Joce Lena.

Bile: Sharp Bafo.

He went in. I drove the others to school. The energy they had was out of this world. Everyone was In
high spirits at the office as well.

Mbu: Good morning.

Me: Good morning.

Mbu: Coffee?

Me: Thank you.

He passed me coffee.

Me: Why is Everyone in such high spirits?

Mbu: It's Spring. Everyone is always in high spirits.

Me: 3 weeks ago was spring too but y'all werent this happy.

Mbu: You know how we get

Me: Well I guess so.

Mbu: You look good.

Me: Thank you.

Mbu: It's the flower and chocolates guy Ne?

I giggled. Mbu had signed for chocolates a few days ago. From Lwandle

Me: No.

Mbu: Then?

Me: My kids make me happy.

Mbu: Okay if you say so.

Me: I do. Can I work now?

Mbu: You can.

My cellphone rang. He looked at It.

Mbu: Speak of the devil.

Me: out of my office.

Mbu: I'm out vele.

He got up And left my office.

Me: Hey you.

Lwandle: Hey...high spirits?

Me: Yes actually. Everyone is in high spirits so I thought I should join them.

Lwandle: It's a beautiful day

Me: Indeed It is.

Lwandle: Still mine this weekend?

Me: Yours every weekend.

Lwandle: Should I fetch you?

Me: Yes you should.

Lwandle: Okay be ready at 18:00

Me: I will.

Lwandle: Enjoy the rest of your day

Me: I will. You too.

Lwandle: counting down that's what I'll be doing the entire day

Me: Ah. Production time

Lwandle: Eish. Kana!

I giggled.

Me: Bye then.

Lwandle: Bye babe.

I hung up und worked. The last time I had seen or spent time with the girls was when we went for that
"holiday". So after work, we met up at some bar.

Kim: Nice to see you.

Me: Nice to see you too.

Hilda: You want to apologise?

Me: For?

Nthato: Missing the spa treatment

Mbuyi: For missing Lungelo's braai.

Lora: For missing Kamo's birthday celebration.

Me: All those happened over the past 3 weeks?

Kim: We told you on the group.

Me: I'm hardly on WhatsApp girls.

Kim: can you come back to us?

I checked my watch.. it was 16:57

Me: Oh okay.

Angie: Kele!

Me: So Sorry

Kim: What's going on with you?

Me: oh Nothing.

Nthato: Who's keeping you busy?

Me: oh no one.

Angie: She's lying.

Hilda: Ke Lwandle

Me: I have to go.

Kim: You just got here.

Me: can we meet again Tomorrow?

Lora: Kele!

Me: I love you girls.

I took my bag and ran to my car. Drove home, took a quick shower and got ready for tge date with
Lwandle. He took me to the coolest " chesa nyama" ever. I liked it. We had so much fun and he drove
me home.

Me: Something to drink?

Lwandle: No. I'm good.

Me: Sure?

Lwandle: Yes.

Me: thanks. I had a good time.

Lwandle: I'm glad you did. Need to bounce now. I have a meeting tomorrow morning.

Me: Okay. Let Me walk you out.

I walked him to the door and we hugged.

Lwandle: Can't wait to see you soon.

Me: Me too.

His eyes drew me in again and we kissed. I closed the door by kicking it and took his shirt off. He started
unbuttoning about three of my buttons then stopped

Lwandle: Kele, if you...

Me: no. Go on!

He kissed me again and carrying me to the bedroom. He took the shirt off now and I taking off his belt.
He ran his fingers on my skin and unclipped bra. His fingers then explored my naked upper body, slowly
reaching for my navel. His lips on my Neck. I was ready. He unbuttoned my jeans and slowly went down
on me. I couldnt keep still.The adrenaline rush. Damn! He took his time and he suddenly drove into me.
We were protected. The next day, I woke up on his chest. He was sleeping. I took his shirt and put it on
then woke him up.

Me: morning.

Lwandle: Hey. You okay?

Me: Yes I am.

Lwandle: why you up Early?

Me: to wake you up. You have a meeting in an hour.

Lwandle: Oh shit.

He jumped up and got dressed.

Me: I know right?

Lwandle: I'm going to be late.

Me: Cancel.

Lwandle: Wish I could.

Me: You can go topless. I'm keeping this shirt.

Lwandle: Wow thanks.

Me: Besides you look nicer.

Lwandle: Careful. I'll start wearing pants only.

I giggled.

Lwandle: See you later?

Me: Yes.

I walked him to the door again.

Lwandle: Come here.

I kissed him while opening the door. Someone cleared their throat. We stopped.

Lwandle: Later okay?

Me: Okay.

Lwandle: hola.

Manqoba: Sho

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I watched as Lwandle got into his car and drove out. I waved at him and he hooted.

Me: early so?

Manqoba: Hello Kelebogile.

Me: hi.

Manqoba: How are you?

Me: Great thanks and yourself?

Manqoba: ke ma nyala a eng? ( what nonsense is this?)

Me: Hey! Don't talk to me like that. This is my house.

Manqoba: So this is how it's going to be now?

Me: Be now what? What are you doing here?

Manqoba: here to Fetch Remo's dress. She said its pink. You apparently got it for her. Mum's taking
them out so she wants to wear that dress.

Me: fine. Come in.

He followed me in. I went to get the dress and the sandals she liked wearing it with.

Me: Tell them to have fun.

Manqoba: The same way you having fun with another man right?

Me: However way you'd like to put it..

He clicked his tongue.

Me: Next time call.

Manqoba: Whatever Kelebogile.

Me: Whatever Manqoba! Get your crazy self out of my house. You have Linda what's your problem?

He clicked his tongue again. Took the dress and shoes then left. I closed The door behind him and went
to make the bed. I went to take a bath, made myself some breakfast and I watched TV in my gown. I got
a call From Lora.

Me: Hey Friend.

Lora: Hey you good?

Me: Absolutely. You?

Lora: I'm okay. We are meeting at 15:00 okay? Everyone. You know where right?

Me: Okay I'll see you guys then.

Lora: You better come.

Me: I will.

Lora: I'm serious.

Me: I will come.

Lora: Good.

I heard a knock on the door.

Me: I Have to go.

Lora: Kele!

Me: I will.

She hung up. I went to get the door.

Me: Oh Bibi.

Nthabi: Hello Aus'Kele.

I hugged her.

Me: You look so pretty.

Nthabi: Thank you.

Me: you finally decided to come see me?

Nthabi: Yes

Me: After full 2 weeks.

Nthabi: this semester is hectic.

Me: Go put your bags in your usual bedroom.

Nthabi: Okay.

Me: And get yourself something to drink.

Nthabi: Can I get myself wine?

Me: never!

She giggled and went to put her bags, got herself some juice

Nthabi: They are all gone?

Me: Yes

Nthabi: Even Momos and Bile?

Me: Yes baby.

Nthabi: Oh man!

Me: I'm sorry. How are Ara and Tumi doing?

Nthabi: Grown. Arabang has an attitude.

Me: and she's only 9 years old.

Nthabi: Tell me about it Aus'Kele.

Me: She'll grow out of it.

Nthabi: They wanted to come with.

Me: so why didn't they?

Nthabi: I told them to stay home. I don't have time for them

Me: And why's that?

Nthabi: I'm going somewhere

Me: Where?

Nthabi: I'm going to meet with Itu

Me: where?

Nthabi: We going out for lunch .

Me: Where?

Nthabi: Rosebank.

Me: You better not be back late.

Nthabi: I won't.

Me: Good .

Nthabi: I'll go back to Res next week Sunday is that okay? I'm only going in 3 times this coming week.

Me: I Have no problem. Your little squad will be happy

Nthabi: I miss them so much.

Me: Oh they miss you too

Nthabi: I'm going to get ready now..

Me: Feel free. When you go out take Ona's key....I might be back late as well.

Nthabi: Okay Aus'Kele.

Me: Have you spoken to your parents?

Nthabi: I don't have parents.

Me: Baby, what did Aunt Dikano say to you?

Nthabi: I know what koko said. I'm just not ready to forgive yet. You all I need and I'm good with that.

I kept quiet. She had made up her mind about it.

Me: Go on then.

Nthabi: okay.

She went to get ready to go out.

Me: there you go.

I have her some notes

Me: You know what to do right?

Nthabi': Taxify?

Me: Or uberfy.

She laughed

Nthabi: New word?

Me: got to nana have fun. Don't be back late.

Nthabi: I won't.

She left. I continued watching TV and got another call...from Aunt Dikano this time.

Me: Hello ma?

Aunt D: O kae?

Me: I'm fine. You?

Aunt D: Not Fine have you forgotten about me?

Me: no ma. This week has been busy

Aunt D: Ao?

Me: Yes ma.

Aunt D: Are you coming today?

Me: no..I already have plans for today ma.

Aunt D: Kelebogile!

Me: I'll see you at church tomorrow..

Aunt D: I want to see you today.

Me: Okay.

Aunt D: Good. Byebye.

She hung up. As soon as I removed my phone from my ear, a text from Lwandle came through. "Coming
to fetch you in 20, get ready". And so I did. After 20 minutes there was a knock.

Me: Right on time.

He looked very nice. Jeans, black top and had a leather jacket.

Lwandle: Yes I am. Here you go.

He passed me helmet and a leather jacket.

Me: What?

Lwandle: Bike today.

Me: Are you for real?

Lwandle: Yes. Lock up.

I giggled and did as I was told.

Me: Nice bike.

Lwandle: Thank you. Ready?

Me: I don't know.

Lwandle: Just hold on to me..

Me: Okay then.

We got on to it and I tightened my grip around him. We departed. We stopped at some spots that I
wanted to see and it went for what seemed to be 3hours. We finally stopped at the Pub. We were
thirsty.

Me: okay that was fun.

Lwandle: Should get you your own.

Me: No.

Lwandle: what do you mean "no"?

Me: I'd rather be a passenger always.

Lwandle: well I wouldn't mind then.

Me: Deal?

Lwandle: Deal.

We ordered drinks from KT and suddenly Kim screamed out my name.

Lwandle: Ah Trouble?

I giggled.

Me: Yes.

Lwandle: You'll find me over there.

He showed me the spot

Me: Don't want to meet them?

Lwandle: Not today.

Me: Actually thats a good idea. I'm in trouble.

I had forgotten about Lora's call. I went up to them slowly.

Kim: Didn't Lora call you?

Me: She did

Kamo: Then?

Me: It slipped My mind .

Lutho: Nice jacket. Into Bikes now K?

Me: try something new right?

Lutho: Agree with you.

Tlotlo: Care to join us now?

Me: I really Can't. I'm with someone.

I could feel Manqoba's eyes on me

Me: I'll see you guys soon?

Kim: Hebathong! Kelebogile..

Me: I promise Kim.

I went back to Lwandle.. We had our drinks then he dropped me off at home coz I had to go to Aunt
Dikano's. I came back late and found Nthabi sleeping. I took a quick shower and slept too. The next
morning Nthabi and I went to church and after that she decided she wanted to stay with Aunt Dikano
and would come back on Monday when her squad did coz she didn't have class. She had even packed a
bag. I went home. Lwandle was coming over. He came 10 minutes after I did.

Lwandle: Prayed for me?

Me: I did. Want something to Eat?

Lwandle: Yes please.

I had cooked before I left. I dished up for us,warmed up the food we went to chill on the couch.
Lwandle: so you can cook.

Me: You thought you The only one who could?

Lwandle: Well I do have a cuisine and I at some point went culinary school.

Me: Show off.

He giggled.

Lwandle: Have to.

Me: Really?

Lwandle: Yes.

Me: And why don't you eat pumpkin?

Lwandle: I don't like it

Me: Really? You'll like mine. Open up.

He opened up and I fed him some.

Lwandle: Tastes nice..like you.

Me: Oh?

Lwandle: Yes.

Me: maybe you should have taste again.

He reached for my lips.

"Came to...

We stopped. He looked at me.

Ona: fetch...my...assignment

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He closed the door then he went to his bedroom, took the file that had his assignment and minutes
later, I heard him say "bye ma". Which meant he used the kitchen door to exit. I thought I should give
him his space.

Lwandle: And that?

Me: don't mind him.

Lwandle: Is the divorce still taking it's toll on him?

Me: Sort of.

Lwandle: Understandable.

Me: You think?

Lwandle: Yes it happens to the best of us

Me: parents got divorced?

Lwandle: When I was 9. My father was a beast.

Me: Ouch .

Lwandle: Hit everyone with anything that he found and was within his reach.

Me: Hey that was bad.

Lwandle: we grown now.

Me: Thats true.

Lwandle: Don't worry about him much...he'll come around. We all fo.

I looked at him.

Lwandle: what's wrong?

Me: Sounds smart

Lwandle: I am smart. Call him.

I called Ona.
Me: Voicemail.

Lwandle: Try him later.

Me: Okay then.

Lwandle: You busy this week?

Me: Very.

Lwandle: Eish.

Me: why?

Lwandle: Wanted to take you with.

Me: To where?

Lwandle: P.E

Me: Can't L. Got a lot this week.

Lwandle: Rain check?

Me: Yes.

" hello"

Lwandle: Expecting someone?

Me: No. Those are my girls.

Lwandle: Think I'll use the same door Ona used.

Me: You really Dont want to meet them?

Lwandle: Not now.

Me: Okay then.

"Kele"

Lwandle: talk to you later

Me: Okay.

He used the Kitchen door and I went to open the door

Mbuyi: We've been waiting.

Me: Its hasn't been long.

They had coolerboxes with.

Kim: Nice to see you Kele.

Me: Nice to see you too. Let me get the Garden Umbrella.

Lora: Need help?

Me: Please

We went to the backroom I used as my storage room to get the umbrella. I then had to inflate the two
aerospaces so we could all sit on them

Kim: You want to tell us why You've turned your back on us?

Me: I haven't turned my back on you.

Nthato: You have.

Me: I havent.

Mbuyi: Then?

Me: Ive been busy

Angie: With what?

Me: my life..

Lora: Okay Kele...we not saying you shouldn't spend With your new Bo.

Hila: When we plan something please pitch

Me: Okay..

Kim: remember that Saturdays belong to us .

Me: Kim, that has changed.

Kim: Kele!

Me: Look, I see you guys during the week.

Lora: And the guys?

Me: okay...i'll fix that.

Kim: Great. How's that cute guy of yours?

Me: He's cute now?

Kim: I didn't say he's not.

Nthato: I saw him driving out.

Me: I know you did.

Lora: You still not going to introduce him to us?

Me: All in due time.

Mbuyi: You look happy.

Kim: It's still new

Me: No it isn't .

Lora: He looks like a nice guy .

Me: He is

Hilda: Cornet started off as a nice guy too

Me: Not all guys are like Cornet Hil.

Angie: She's just telling you to be careful.

Me: I'm perfectly fine.

Kim: How does M feel about this?

Me: I really give zero fucks about him at this point.

Mbuyi: That's a bit harsh

Me: No it's the truth. He divorced me, he didnt care when he did I'm moving on with my life so why
should I care What he feels?

Angie: Well I guess you make sense now.

Kim: She doesn't.

Me: Kim don't start..

Lora: Okay look you're a grown woman.

Me: Thank you. Well atleast someone acknowledges that.

I looked at Kim
Kim: Mxm. I don't like him.

Me: He's not yours to Like.

Kim: Err...di...

Lora: Kim stop it! She's right.

Mbuyi: I hope you know what you doing.

Angie: I hope so too.

Me: I do. Can y'all stop worrying now?

Hilda: Okay.

Nthato: I won't stop. You need Aunt Moipone to intervene.

Me: Leave her out of this. Can we stop talking about Lwandle?

Kim: He's the reason we here.

Mbuyi: Well part Of the reason.

Me: Y'all came here to confront me?

Lora: And that's done.

Me: right.. Moving on.

Mbuyi: Lungelo and Kamo are celebrating their anniversary next weekend.

Me: Eish..

Kim: O qadile! Come with Lwandle

Me: It's not even about him.

Hilda: Then?

Me: My kids and I are going away.

Kim: Postpone.

Me: I Already promised them

Lora: As long as it doesn't involve Lwandle... Kamo will forgive you.

Me: I'll make it up to him.

Nthato: he'll go crazy.

Lora: No he won't.

Me: Vodka will do the trick.

Kim: you think?

Me: yes.

Lora: That should work

Me: see Kim? We know him well.

Kim: okay then. I'll tell him to not accept that.

Me: you are so evil.

We chilled. It was fun as always

Mbuyi: You always accuse Lutho of that.

Angie: Believe me Mbuyi.

Me: Angie, he did it once. He'd be a fool to do it twice.

Angie: See...not he would be...he is a fool.

Nthato: no man. Not Lutho.

Me: Maybe Manqoba. Not him. That was a mistake.

Kim: Look Angie, if your gut feeling says he is cheating then he probably is.

Me: Oh Kim!

Hilda: Kim stop it.

Kim: Im being realistic.

Me: Okay what makes you think he is?

Angie: His phone is always on silent. He hardly spends time with the kids..

Me: you know Lutho and Manqoba have 3 branches to run

Angie: doesn't matter Kele. Talk to him. You two are close.

Me: Say what to him?

Lora: You want her to get the truth out of him?

Me: And then what?

Kim: Then we kick the bitch.

Lora: Kim!

Kim: no I'm serious.

Mbuyi: You and war!

Kim: Tight.

Angie: You'll do it Kele?

Me: Hai Angie. I dont want to get involved hey. I can help Kim beat the bitch up though.

They laughed

Angie: Okay...something will show..

Me: it always does.

They left Late as usual and the next day, I went to work. An hour after I started working, I got a call from
Manqoba.

Me: yes Andrew?

Manqoba: what did you do to Ona?

Me: What?

Manqoba: Ona was angry and a bit sad when he came back from your house.

Me: Oh he found me with Lwandle.

Manqoba: Didn't he ask you to keep your partner from him?

Me: he asked us.

Manqoba: Right..and I listened... I cut ties with Linda coz the kids didn't like her!

Me: How was I suppose to know that Ona is going to come while I'm with him? You think Ke le Sangoma
or a prophetess?

Manqoba: You know the kids pop in anytime when they are with me or at mum's coz they always forget
things. Especially on Sundays coz the next day they have school. Can you act like a mother?

Me: Wang tlwaela waitsi.

I hung up! He called a few times. I ignored his calls. I worked till 16:00 and went home. I found Mam'Flo
with Bile and Remo we were with Mam'Flo.

Bile: come help me with the pumzles Gile.

Me: hello to you too Bile. Hello Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: Hello baby.

Me: hello Choms.

Remo: Hello chom-choms.

Me: it's a new one. Is Bibi here?

Remo: Nope.

Bile: Bibi is coming?

Me: yes. I'll come help you with your puzzles okay?

Remo: hurry.

Me: yes I will.

I went in. Sihle was watching something.

Sihle: Hello ma.

Me: Hello baby. How was school?

Sihle: Same old.

Me: And your weekend?

Sihle: It was nice.

Me: Okay where's Your brother?

Sihle: In his bedroom.

Me: Ona!

He came out with two suitcases.

Ona: Yes?

Me: Yes? Onalerona! And now?

He kept quiet.
Me: Onalerona!

He snapped.

Ona: Moving out cant you see?

Sihle: eh...I Dont want to see...

I lost it and slapped Ona.

Sihle: This. Eish san!

Me: Now you listen to me...this is my house. You don't talk to me like that. Just because you think you
growing a beard and your voice is getting deeper doesn't mean you can disrespect me! Since you think
you are man, you better leave those bags there and go fend for yourself. The only thing you'll come out
with from this house is that soccer kit you have on. Giving you a minute to leave my house!

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He looked at me. Shocked.

Me: I said out! I better not find you here when I come back from my bedroom.

I went to my bedroom to change. When I went back to the lounge, Sihle was alone again watching TV

Me: Where's your brother?

Sihle: He left.

Me: can you take these bags back to his bedroom baby?

Sihle: Okay.

He got up from the couch and took the bags. I went to the kitchen to start cooking..Mam'Flo came in

Mam'Flo: Kele?

Me: ma?
Mam'Flo: Where's that kid going?

Me: I don't know.

Mam'Flo: you don't care?

Me: I threw him out. He can go get his own house

Mam'Flo: Kele, If you two had a fight then it shouldn't Get to this.

Me: I won't be disrespected in my own House. He must go to his Grannies' houses or his father's house.
I raised those kids to be free and not to be disrespected. He must know when And where to draw the
line.

Mam'Flo: what did you do to him?

Me: I slapped him. And I'd be glad to do it again. Wa tells ngwana Manqoba Mam'Flo

She just looked me. I had made her speechless.

Mam'Flo: I'll be outside.

Me: Bye Mam'Flo

She went back to Remo and Bile. Sihle came in minutes later, looking for something to eat.

Me: I found you eating when I got back from work

Sihle: It was only 4 slices of bed.

Me: you eating another 4 now. Where does all this food go to coz you still skinny?

Sihle: No mama. Ke fit

Me: hai suka. You are skinny. You going to have dinner?

Sihle: Food is for eating .

I looked at him and smiled. The most neutral kid...Sihle! Shout at him now, he forgets now. The gentle
brother as everyone called him. One wouldn't say he was talkative when he was young. He had grown
quiet. Humble! Spoke when necessary.

Sihle: when will the food be ready?

Me: I just started cooking

Sihle: No snacks this weekend mama?

Me: You eating bread. What are You doing with snacks.

Sihle: Snacking.

Me: You have problems?

Sihle: Yes. The remote control is not working. I think the batteries are dead.

I laughed.

Me: I'm serious

Sihle: Hao mama?

Me: I need to get you something for those worms

Sihle: it's not worms.

Me: Then?

Sihle: Its in the GNA or PNA...Ona mentioned it.

Me: DNA.

Sihle: That one mama. Sibiya men eat..

Me: Men?

Sihle: Yes

He showed me his nonexistent muscles

Me: Oh those are just bones

Nthabi: I agree.

Sihle: Mona Man!

Nthabi: Suka.

She hugged Sihle.

Sihle: E kae bari e ya Hao? (Where's that boyfriend Of yours?)

Nthabi: This child!

Sihle: I hope he's not making you cry like that one. Why le rata dilo so Mara? (Why do you like things?).
Hai! I'm going to watch TV ma. She'll start complaining about data. You not using my phone this time
ende!

Nthabi: I just got here and you already biting my head off?

Me: he cares

Bile: Mosadi waka.

Me: How many wives do you have?

Bile: 3.

Me: Really?

Bile: Bibi le Spacy.

We laughed. The kids and numbers!

Sihle: This one's going to fail. Don't even waste money on school fees.

He left the room.

Remo: Choms where's Ona?

Me: He left.

Remo: Yes! For good?

Me: I think so.

Bile: why?

Me: I kicked him out.

Remo: good. He always takes my money that one. You know he ruined Stefanie's dress on Saturday.

Nthabi: who's Stefanie?

Remo: My Doll.

Nthabi: You still name your dolls?

Bile: Every child must have a name. That's what gogo said.

Nthabi: Okay let's go make more clothes for Stefanie. You coming?

Bile: No. I'm not a girl.

Me: but you were...okay...Remo use the material I gave you the last time okay?

Remo: Okay Choms.

She and Nthabi left the room.

Bile: Gile when are you dishing up?

Me: Soon..

Bile: When?

Me: When the food is ready

My phone rang. He quickly took it and answered it. Only God knows who taught him how to.

Bile: Hellooo...le Sandile. Why?...ufunani kuye?...she's not here.

I quickly took the phone from him..

Me: Go to Fentse!

He left the kitchen.

Me: Sorry..

Lwandle: Your PA said you not here.

Me: That kid is something else. How are you?

Lwandle: Quite fine actually.

Me: You driving?

Lwandle: On my way to see that first child of mine. She's apparently been suspended from school.
Me: These kids. Why?

Lwandle: That's what I'm going to find out.

Me: Had a good day though?

Lwandle: Had a rough day you?

Me: my day was fine till I got home.

Lwandle: elaborate.

Me: I kicked Ona out.

Lwandle: What? Kele why?

Me: He was being disrespectful to me so I slapped him and threw him out

Lwandle: That's not how you should have handled it.

Me: I won't be disrespected by my own child.

Lwandle: Do you know where he is now?

Me: No.

Lwandle: can you hang up and find out where that boy is. I know you angry at him but Babe come on.

Me: Believe me when I say...Onalerona is okay where he is.

Lwandle: Believe me when I ask you to do as I say...

Me: Lwandle, I'll talk to you later.

Lwandle: Okay then..

I hung up and Continued cooking. A few minutes later, another call came through.

Me: hello

Osego: Hey Cuz.

Me: Oh hey girl.

I was so happy to hear her voice.

Osego: You okay?

Me: yes you?

Osego: Im good. I'm coming tomorrow.

Me: You are?

Osego: Yes.

My heart jumped

Me: I can't wait

Osego: see you tomorrow

Me: Love you.

Osego: I love you more babe

I hung up.

Bile: Gile!

He was calling my name from the lounge. I went to him

Me: Yes Bile?

Bile: You must say "yes dad"

Me: You crazy. What do you want?

Bile: Water

Me: So you had to call me all the way here to tell me that?

Bile: yes. The kitchen is not far.

Sihle: Is the food ready?

Me: No.

Sihle: Haa mama!

Me: A few more minutes.

Sihle: Hai I've been waiting ma.

Me: You ate 8 slices of bread

Sihle: I'm still hungry.

Bile: Gile tuu.

Me: follow me to the kitchen.

Bile: I'm remaxing.

Me: Relaxing. Follow me!

He got up from the couch and followed me to the kitchen

!ÀBile: Why did you shout at me?

Me: when?

Bile: When I answered Your phone.

Me: Who asked you to answer my phone?

Bile: Who was calling you?

Me: I asked you first Bile.

Bile: Mara le nna I asked you mos Gile.

My phone rang again! My goodness. He tried to reach for it but I got to it first

Me: Hello?

"Hello?".

Me: Who's this?

" Liyana, Lwandle's first child "

Me: Okay. How are you child?

Liyana: not good. But I will be if you could just do this for me?

Me: Yes?

Liyana: Stay away from my dad!

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She hung up. I looked at my phone. I was shocked.

Bile: Gile!

Me: Hello Nana

Bile: my water.

Me: Oh okay.

I got him some water.

Bile: You must listen to me. Give me your phone

Me: No.

Bile: Gile!

Me: Bile stop it. Go play with Sihle's phone.

Bile: Haa!

Me: Go.

Bile: You chasing me out of kitchen?

Puppy eyes! I felt bad. I picked him up.

Bile: Hm Gile?

Me: No I'm not.

Bile: you going to give me your phone now?

Me: No

Bile: You going to buy me one?

Me: Maybe.

Bile: Please.

Me: maybe.

Bile: iPhone Gile Ne?

Me: who told you there's an iPhone?

Bile: Ona.

Me: oh I see. So you have the money right?

Bile: No.

Me: Then who does?

Bile: You!

Me: I'm not buying you an iPhone.

Bile: Haa Why?

Me: Because I don't want to.

Bile: I'll ask Bafo.

Me: Okay baby go ahead..

Bile: Put me down Gile.

I put him down. He was upset.

Me: Bye.

Bile: Bye Gile.

He left the kitchen.

"Ma!"

Me: Ofentse!

He came into the kitchen again.

Sihle: Kanti?

Me: Kanti eng?

Sihle: Food.

Me: oh okay.

Sihle: You going to dish up now?

Me: Yes..

Sihle: I don't believe you

He took out the plates.

Me: And now?

Sihle: I'm helping you dish up..

Me: Coz you don't trust me do you?

Sihle: That you'll dish up?

Me: Yes

Sihle: No mum. Here you go.

He passed me a dishing up soon.

Me: Thanks Son.

Sihle: Pleasure ma.

I started dishing up. I dished up for him first.

Sihle: More meat please..

Me: Sihle you...

Sihle: I said please ma.

Me: Fine.

I took his plate, dished up for him and gave it back to him.

Sihle: Thank you ma.

Me: Pleasure.

He went to the lounge. I called everyone else to come take their food then we ate, Nthabi and Sihle
washed the dishes then he, Bile and Remo went to bath then slept.
Nthabi: Aus'Kele?

Me: Hello Nana.

Nthabi: Can I talk to you?

Me: Okay.

I lifted my eyes from the laptop and looked at her

Me: Come.

She Sat down.

Nthabi: Remo tells me you kicked Ona out.

Me: No, Ona wanted to move out, I told him he can leave but he should leave my things behind.

Nthabi: he did?

Me: yes.

Nthabi: why?

Me: we sort of had a fight.

Nthabi: That made you slap him?

Me: Oh you spoke to him?

She nodded.

Nthabi: He's in Dobsonville.

Me: Teach him how to address me.

Nthabi: tjo Aus'Kele.

Me: No I'm serious. Ona o wa hao has no manners. Teach him some.

Nthabi: I will. Forgive him please.

She got up.

Nthabi: I'm going to study.

Me: Okay baby study...

Nthabi: Smart not hard. Got you.

Me: Thats it.

She went Into her bedroom to study and I continued checking my emails. I decided to call Lwandle when
I was done.

Lwandle: Hey baby..

Me: Hey. How did you go?

Lwandle: Liyana is a headache. I don't think she's my kid.

Me: She is..

Lwandle: I doubt..

Me: What is she suspended for?

Lwandle: Fighting and vandalizing property.

Me: Oh. She called me.

Lwandle: What?

Me: a while after we spoke.

Lwandle: Oh crap. I left my phone in the car When I went in so it means she took your mumbers When I
sent her to get me my wallet.

Me: Well yes. She said I should stay away from you.

Lwandle: I'll fix this. That kid is bitter

Me: Don't worry about it.

Lwandle: no I really will. Trust me.

I kept quiet
Lwandle: You still there?

Me: Yeah..

Lwandle: You called Ona?

Me: Ona is safe.

Lwandle: You sure?

Me: Yeah. He's at his Granny's.

Lwandle: Well atleast we know he's safe. You need to talk to him tomorrow.

Me: Who's the parent?

Lwandle: Why you so stubborn?

Me: Only my mother could answer that. I don't know too.

Lwandle: Too bad.

Me: It's a pity. We'll talk tomorrow?

Lwandle: You working?

Me: I was. I'm going to bed now.

Lwandle: okay. Goodnight then

Me: Night L.

I hung up, went to bath then slept. The next day, I dropped Nthabi off first, she had a test to write, I then
dropped the kids off and went to work. At around 12:30, I received a call from reception.

"Yeah send him through Claud, thanks"

Minutes later, there was a knock.

Me: You moved out of school too?

Ona: No ma..

Me: Okay. What are you doing here?

Ona: watershedding so they let us go early..

Me: okay I see.

Ona: Can I sit down?

Me: Feel free boy.

He sat down.

Ona: I'd like to apologize for talking to you the way I did. I deserved that slap.

Me: You right. You deserved even more.

Ona: I know you didn't know that I'd come when you were with Uncle Lwandle so I shouldn't have acted
that way.

Me: Okay.

Ona: You forgive me ma?

Me: Yes. Look, you my child. I'm suppose to automatically forgive you. That slap was a sign of
forgiveness.

He laughed.

Ona: That really hurt.

Me: I'm glad it did. I know you staying strong for my sake and your siblings' sake and I appreciate that.
And I'll keep Lwandle from the house now okay? To avoid these walk-ins. Deal?

Ona: Deal. Here you go! Peace offering.

Me: Whose money did you steal now?

Ona: I borrowed it from Stacy.

It was chocolate.

Me: Not going to help you pay her back.

Ona: Well I know you won't ma. Can I move back in?

Me: Of course you can.

Ona: I love you.

Me: I love you too. Now get out of my office.

He giggled and there was another knock. It was Anthony. I hadnt seen him in ages. We only
communicated via emails and it was just "checking up on you" emails. And some for business.

Ona: Bye ma. Uncle Anth.

Anth: Hello boy. You leaving?

Ona: Yes. Kicked out.

Anth: Hade boy boy.

Ona: Life. See you at home ma.

Me: bye baby.

He left.

Me: Oh my! I havent seen you since...

Anth: Since the meeting you and Manqoba had on how y'all want to split things up?

Me: Yes.

Anth: Good to see me right?

Me: Yeah.

I hugged him.

Anth: Have a client here so when we were done, I came here.

Me: Nice to see you.

Anth: same here. How's life? How are the other 3 doing And the husband?

Me: Ex-husband Anth man!

Anth: Hai wena! Are you being real?

Me: you saw the divorce through.

Anth: I saw no divorce of yours through. Your husband filed for a dismal form a week after that meeting
we had. You didnt know?

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I found a parking spot.

Me: let's go.

Manqoba: Are You serious?

Me: As a heart attack.

Manqoba: okay.

Me: Shall we?

Manqoba: No problem

We got out of the car and walked towards the reception area.

Receptionist: She'll be with you in a few

Me: thank you.

I went to sit next to him. He was quiet. Playing a game on his phone. A few minutes later, We were
taken into the doctor's office.

Me: Hello.

Doc: Hello. How are you sir?

Manqoba: Why are you looking at me like I'm crazy?

Me: Maybe coz you are. Im here to get his head checked.

Manqoba: sisi, Pardon my wife. She's the crazy one here. See the thing is...

Me: Manqoba stop it!

Doc: I think we ready to go into...okay let me call the porters to come take you okay?

Manqoba: you want your licence to be revoked ma'am?

Me: Andrew!

Manqoba: I'm not talking to you.

Doc: no sir.
Manqoba: Right... We apologize for wasting your time. Come.

Me: can you strap him in?

Manqoba: Kelebogile... Let's go.

Me: Manqoba don't you...

He carried me over his shoulder and walked out of the office. He only put me down when we were
outside and snatched the car keys from my hand.

Me: hey!

Manqoba: Are you crazy? You need to get your head checked not me.

Me: Manqoba man! Whats wrong with you?

Manqoba: All this nonsense coz of a dismal form? Awume wena man!

Me: Awume ko nna? Manqoba, you divorced me!

Manqoba: No. Withdrew it.

He opened the passenger door.

Manqoba: get in.

I got in and he got into the driver's seat

Manqoba: Right...what's so hard to understand?

Me: sorry?

Manqoba: Is it difficult for you to understand that you are still my wife?

Me: See that's the thing...I dont want to be your wife Anymore.

Manqoba: well you are..

Me: See I'm going to ask Anth to draw up new divorce papers...you going to sign them And that's that

Manqoba: See, that's not going to happen.

Me: I don't want you!

Manqoba: Really? I'll let You cool down.

He started the engine and we drove out. I stared out the window while he sang along to "caravan of
love". A song he Really loved. He drove to Aunt Dikano's.

Me: And now?

Manqoba: And now eng? I want to see Aunt Dikano. You want me to get my head checked for that too?

Me: Shut up!

We got out of the car. Uncle Putla was with Tlotlo outside.

Tlotlo: You not at work?

Me: Yes..

Tlotlo: Why?

Me: I had things to do. I'm on leave anyway.

Tlotlo: how did that happen?

Me: Im human too. I need a break..

Tlotlo: that's a first.

I rolled my eyes at him.

Tlotlo: I'll slap you so hard you'll wish you were never born.

Uncle: Tlotlo...leave her alone.

Tlotlo: Wa tella wena le bo snax. What are you doing here?

I kept quiet. He had promised to slap me and I was ready to say something that would make him want to
slap Me so I kept it shut.

Tlotlo: I'm talking to you.

Me: We here to see Aunt Dikano.

Tlotlo: so you couldn't say that?

Uncle: Tlotlo, leave her alone. Go inside. I want to talk to them.

He got up and went into the house. I sat on the lawn next to Uncle Putla.

Uncle: Kele?

Me: Malume?

Uncle: Why are you so angry?

Me: Angry?

Uncle: yes. You not showing it but you angry. What's wrong?

Me: Ke Manqoba Malume.

Uncle: And what did you do Son?

Manqoba: I filed for a dismal form.

Uncle Putla smiled

Uncle: See, the problem with young people. You don't listen

Manqoba: Malume?

Uncle: Listen carefully...You two are one. You two have been one since you first laid your eyes on her
and she, hers on you. Kelebogile, what did I say to you after you told me that Manqoba wanted a
divorce?

Me: You say a lot uncle Putla.

Manqoba: "true things?"

Me: I remember.

Uncle: That's it. So why are you two fighting?

We kept quiet.
Uncle: Where is your new boyfriend?

Me: He's at work.

Uncle: Oh.

He looked at me.

Uncle: I see. I hope you kids do the right thing.

He echoed the words Manqoba had said to me the previous day in his office. I kept quiet.

Uncle: Goodbye kids. I'm going to see Petros.

He slowly got up from the chair and walked out. Our eyes locked for what seemed to be 5 minutes And
he eventually got up and went inside the house. Osego came out a few minutes later.

Osego: They approved it?

Me: Yes they did. We can have fun now.

Osego: Hopefully

She didn't look okay.

Me: What did he do now?

Osego: Huh?

Me: Tebogo..

Osego: oh.

Me: is everything Okay?

Osego: He just called me. Said the most horrible things to me .

Me: maybe this will do you some good you know?

Osego: I'm moving back home.

Me: You sure?

Osego: I know mum's alot to deal with but I was at peace .

Me: And this?

Osego: I'll walk away from it. I can't love him more than I love my kids.

Me: That's true.

Osego: life.

Me: Life Cuz!

Osego: your aunt will not be happy about this

Me: I can imagine how she's going to react..

Osego: she's something else..

Me: But She'll have to understand

Osego: You think?

Me: aunt Moipone is not as hardcore as she seems.

Osego: Yeah...cos you can handle her

I giggled

Me: no.

Osego: I'm telling you.

Me: she loves her grandchildren so I'm pretty sure she won't let them suffer

Osego: Makes sense .

Me: Makes a lot of sense right?

Osego: Yes Kele.

We giggled then we went in. Aunt Dikano was talking to Manqoba and Tlotlo

Aunt D: Kelebogile, dish up for Manqoba and Tlotlo.

Me: Dumela mama..

Aunt D: I saw you in the morning. Dish up for everyone else. Yourself included
Me: I'm not hungry.

Aunt D: Kelebogile!

Me: Okay ma.

Osego And I went to dish up. Ntate Oupa was out as always. Gone to bet on his horses. How he loved
that!. We ate then Manqoba told Osego to sit down and that he'd help me with the dishes. We were
both quiet. We both found comfort in that especially when we were going through something.

Manqoba: Do I need to uber home?

Me: No. I fetched you from your house so I'll take you back.

Manqoba: Okay.

Me: Cool.

He packed the last few dishes and went to say Bye to aunt Dikano and Tlotlo.

Me: Let's go Cuz..

Aunt D: No. She's staying behind.

Me: But she doesn't have..

Aunt D: I'll provide her with everything she needs. I need to talk to her

Osego nodded When I turned my face to her.. I said bye to Tlotlo and Aunt Dikano.

Me: See you tomorrow right?

Osego: Yes..

Manqoba and I left. Silence all the way.I dropped him off at his house.

Manqoba: tell the kids I love them okay?

Me: Okay..
Manqoba: And call or text when you get home.

I nodded. he closed the door and watched as I drove off. The kids paid no mind to me. They were
watching a movie when I got there, so I prepared a quick meal for them then I went Lwandle's. He had
asked to see me.

Me: Cooked?

Lwandle: Yes I did. Nice to see you.

Me: Nice to be around positive energy.

Lwandle: Long day?

Me: Days.

Lwandle: Want to talk about it?

Me: Rather not.

Lwandle: Okay then.

Me: How's Liyana doing?

Lwandle: Doing good...in her place..

Me: Lwandle!

Lwandle: No. She must know her place. No child of mine will control me.

Me: okay okay.

Lwandle: How's Ona?

Me: Fine. He apologized .

Lwandle: Smart kid..

Me: Yeah. You said you wanted to talk to me about something?

Lwandle: Yes. Look...

Me: Okay..

Lwandle: You don't have to know what you feel now, but listen to me...Kele, I have fallen for you. And
it's getting deep. I love spending time with you and I'm sure you've seen how happy I am When you're
around. I guess What I'm trying to say is...I'd like you to be in my life...Forever. If there is such.

I almost choked on my drink.

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Lwandle: Are You okay?

Me: Ummm yeah.

Lwandle: You sure?

Me: Yes...um Lwandle?

Lwandle: yes Kele?

Me: I'm about to ask a rhetorical question okay?

Lwandle: Okay.

Me- What does that mean?

Lwandle: It means... At some point... I want to make you my wife.

I kept quiet.

Lwandle: Only when you Ready though okay?

Me: okay.

Lwandle: Right...food time?

Me: Wow.

Lwandle: What's wrong?

Me: You so easy to be with.

Lwandle: I get that a lot.

Me: Why?

Lwandle: I dont know.

Me: Maybe coz You fragile?

Lwandle: Maybe.

Me: Let me help you.

Lwandle: I want you to relax

Me: Well I want to help you.

He giggled.
Lwandle: Okay then.

He took my hand and we went to the Kitchen to dish up.

Lwandle: You took leave?

Me: Yes. I need to start preparing for the Trip And my cousin is in town.

Lwandle: So I'm all alone this weekend?

Me: Unfortunately.

Lwandle: That's too bad.

Me: You'll be okay.

Lwandle: Do I have a choice?

Me: No you don't.

Lwandle: What's on your mind?

Me: Huh?

Lwandle: Your mind is elsewhere tonight.

Me: I don't think I want to spoil our night .

Lwandle: Okay then.

We went to sit in the lounge and ate.

Me: You going to work tomorrow?

Lwandle: You don't want me to?

Me: I actually don't.

Lwandle: Ah okay.

Me: So?

Lwandle: Because you not going to be with this weekend so yeah.

Me: cool then.

Lwandle: happy?
Me: Very.

We ate and washed the dishes then I went home. The kids were sleeping so I just took a shower then
went to bed. The next morning, I had to get Remo and Bile ready for school. Nthabi left early.

Bile: I can't find my toopaste.

Me: where did you put it last night?

Bile: I don't know.

Me: So how should I know?

Remo: Choms.

She came to the lounge .

Me: Yes Choms? Ofentse please go find his toothpaste..

Ofentse: okay.

He went to help his little brother.

Me: Yes baby?

Remo: Please help me.

She passed me her lip gloss. Remo though.

Remo: and the eyebrows.

Me: You too young for all this.

Remo: I want to look nice too Choms.

Me: Fine then.

I did everything she asked me to do. When they were all ready we left the house.
Remo: Today?

Me: Yes today I promise..

Sihle: Do we have to?

Me: Yes.

Sihle: why?

Remo: Coz we going shopping.

Me: Well basically baby.

Sihle: I'll stay in the car.

Remo: You just like dad wena Fentse.

Me: He is

Ona: Look, we'll go our separate ways then meet at the food court

Remo: I want to help you choose your clothes

Sihle: No. We don't want to go with you.

Bile was playing a game on Ona's phone so he really wasn't on board.

Remo: Why?

Ona:because we don't want to.

Remo: Le sile lona..

Sihle: le wena.

Ona: Deal ma?

Me: Deal. No sneakers though.

Sihle: ma why?

Me: It's hot. What do you need sneakers for?

Ona: So we getting flip flops.

Me: Basically.

Remo: And shorts.

Ona: I wasn't talking to you

Remo: But nna Ona I wa...

Ona: Waphapha wena

Me: Hey!

They stopped..

Me: It's only 7:25 but you are already fighting.

Remo: You must go back to where you were on Monday wena Ona.

Me: Remofilwe!

Bile: Why you shouting at Momos?

Me: Coz she's my child and I can.

Bile: You must shout at Ona.

Sihle: can I get dropped off first?

Remo: Fentse why?

Sihle: Coz you making noise..

Bile: no Bafo, it's Ona.

Ona: I'll start taking a taxi to school now.

Me: That's not going to happen hey.

Sihle: Ma!

Me: I heard you.

Sihle: Thank you ma.

I made my way to Sihle's school..he was happy when he got off.

Sihle: Bye ma..

Me: Bye baby.

He kissed my cheek.
Sihle: Sho Bafo.

Ona: Sho Sho boy.

Bile: Sho Mfethu.

Sihle: Sho boy. Bye sweety.

Remo: Bye Fentse.

He got into his school then we drove off.

Ona: Please don't come with them ma.

Me: in the afternoon?

Ona: Yes ma.. Rather fetch Sihle first..

Bile: You don't want us to see Spacy?

Ona: Yes that's right.

Remo: we don't want to see her vele.

She didnt mean it. He looked at her and laughed.

Ona: Bye babysis. I love you okay?

She kept quiet.

Ona: Fine then. I love you ma.

Me: Love you too boy.

Ona: Sharp boy.

He took his phone from Bile.

Bile: Sharp San.

I went to drop the remaining two off and went home to clean then bath.

Lwandle: babe, I need to meet with a potential client today so can we meet later on?

Me: No problem.

Lwandle: see you later on okay?

Me: Yes..

Lwandle: Not mad?

Me: Nope. Just hope you win the client in.

Lwandle: Thanks babe.

Me: Have a good one.

Lwandle: I will. You too.

Me: I will try too. Taking the kids shopping.

Lwandle: Woah. Good luck..

Me: Yeah. I need it. Thank you.

Lwandle: pleasure

I giggled. We said our goodbyes and I sat on the couch disappointed. I guess I was really looking forward
to Being with him. I was startled by my phone.

Me: Hey Kamo.

Kamo: Hello Kelebogile.

Me: Okay what did I do now?

Kamo: So because you have a new bae you forgot about us?

Me: No I already apologised to the girls for what happened on Saturday.

Kamo: This is not on Kele.

Me: I know I'll make it up to you.

Kamo: On Saturday.

Me: Eish I forgot to call you.

Kamo: Kele!
Me: I'm taking the kids on some weekend away thing.

Kamo: I'll forgive you coz I love your kids.

Me: Thank you.

Kamo: Okay bye then

Me: Bye babe.

I hung and responded to my emails. Minutes later, there was a knock.

Me: Just the person I was talking about..morning..

Manqoba: Hello MaSibiya.

Me: You look like you didn't sleep

Manqoba: Yeah. Had to work.

Me: Okay so what brings you here?

Manqoba: Brought the kids some clothes over the weekend

He had shopping bags with. Forgot to bring them here On Saturday.

Me: Oh thanks.

Manqoba: you said you were talking about me.

Me: Yeah. To Anthony. About getting divorce..

Manqoba: I told you that's not going to happen.

Me: Manqoba I'm with someone.

Manqoba: Someone you don't even love.

I looked at him.

Me: I'd rather spend the rest of my life with someone who gives me serenity than someone who brings
me drama every two months.

Manqoba: I'm not signing those when they get here

 Me: either you give me what I want or I'll be forced to practice polyandry. I really won't mind having
two husbands. After all I won't be the first to do It. Your choice.

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Manqoba: Kelebogile all this coz of a guy you just met?

Me: All this coz I'm tired. Anthony will bring the papers over after the weekend. Don't do what you did
the last time. I want you to sign them.

Manqoba: I said.. I told you that that won't happen..

Me: Okay we'll find a way to make it happen then. Can't you let me be happy? I've let you do you. Let
me do me!

He took his car keys from the table

Manqoba: Have fun with the kids this weekend. I'll send you some money to give to them.

Me: who said I'm done talking to you?

Manqoba: I'm done listening to you

And just like that he left. Manqoba! Damn it! I also took my car keys, locked the house and went to Aunt
Dikano's

Uncle: Hey! Come here .

Me: Oh sorry Malume. I didn't see you there

Uncle: come.

I went to sit next to him

Uncle: what's wrong?

Me: Manqoba

Uncle: Kelebogile. Didn't you talk it out yesterday?

Me: No. Malume, I'm tired of this now

Uncle: Tired of?

Me: Of fighting with Manqoba. Everyday there is something new

Uncle: Manqoba is not fighting with you

Me: Malume?

Uncle: you are fighting with him. Kelebogile...I know you desire peace

I nodded

Uncle: and you will get peace

Me: I am at peace.

Uncle: with the person you don't love?

Me: I like him.

Uncle: okay Nana

He kept quiet

Uncle: I hope you don't hurt him but I know you will. You have...I repeat...unresolved issues

Me: I don't have unresolved issues malume.

Uncle: Explain your anger that's causing you to not think straight.

Me: I am thinking straight.

Uncle: I said you have anger yesterday.

Me: I heard you Malume.

Uncle: I'm glad you did.

I stood up.

Uncle: Bye child.

Me: Bye Malume.

I went in.

Aunt D: Osego should come here often. Atleast I get to see you

Me: I do come

Aunt D: on Sundays

Me: That's not true

Ntate O: It is true. Hello Nana.

Me: Hello papa le kae?

Ntate: We are fine. How are the kids doing?

Me: They are fine.

Ntate: That's good to hear. I'm going out

Aunt D: I hope you not going to waste more money on your horses?

Ntate: Kanti ke ya mang?

Aunt D: Oupa!

Ntate: Dikano!

I stopped myself from laughing.

Aunt D: Go anyway.

Ntate: Oh I love you my liefie.

Aunt D: Hai suka. I love you too.

he left. Osego and I smiled.

Me: Must be nice to be old..

Osego: Must be really nice.

Me: So the only thing you fight about is that?

Osego: This morning they were fighting about coffee.

Me: They always fight about that. Aunt Dikano doesn't listen.
Aunt D: Hey wena!

Osego: But it really isn't good for you. Ntate Oupa us right.

Aunt D: Oh so Oupa has a defence team now?

Me: No. We just saying he's right .

Osego: Exactly ma..

Aunt D: Oho.

Osego and I giggled.

Osego: I'm leaving this afternoon.

Me: What? Why? We going to Bela-bela.

Aunt D: I told her to go sort out her things first then when she has there'll be plenty of time for you to
go out .

Me: So do you know what you going to do now?

Osego: Yes. my kids come first. Their happiness matters so if Tebogo can't have that then I can't either.

Aunt D: Glad you listened.

I nodded.

Me: So we need to go fetch your bags now?

Osego: Yes.

Me: Okay. Ma, we'll be back...

Aunt D: Okay baby.

We drove back to my house

Osego: I didn't even meet him.

Me: I'm sorry.

Osego: Tell him to come now.

Me: He's in a meeting Sego..

Osego: Oh such bad luck..

Me: apologies.

Osego: But you know I'll be back soon

Me: you better..

Osego: Are you okay?

Me: I'm never okay Babe.

Osego: I've noticed.

Me: Sometimes I just feel like the only thing that will give me peace is death..

Osego: You don't mean that

Me: I do.

Osego: Oh Cuz.

Me: Hey. It's life

Osego: Unfortunately.

Me: let's go

I locked the house once again and we drove back to aunt Dikano's.

Osego: you always here .

So: Yes. I'm here to check up on my Aunt..

Me: Everyday?

Aunt D: She's jealous coz she cant do the same..

Me: that's not true .

Aunt D: That is true.

I kept quiet.

So: It's because she's always with the new Boyfriend

Me: He's not my boyfriend man.

So: Then?

Me: We friends.

So: He's keeping you from us.

Me: You hardly spend time with me. Why you complaining?

So: I hardly... You hurting me...

Me: Hai get hurt vele. Its the truth .

Osego: Let Kele be..

Me: Thank you.

So: Fine.

Me: Thanks

So: You going to be with us this weekend?

Me: No..

So: Wabona Mam'golo?

Me: I'm taking the kids out

So: To their granny's? Ko Dobsonville?

Me: No. You so silly.

So: then?

Me: On a trip..

So: Really?

Osego: She is So.

So: Well that's good to hear..

Me: Yeah. Ask

So: But I did.

Me: whatever!

So: le wena man..

Aunt D: You two are like Ona and Remo .

We giggled. We chilled with Aunt Dikano then I had to drive Osego to the buses.
Osego: See you Okay?

Me: Okay Cuz...

Osego: Take care.

Me: You too. I love you..

Osego: I love you too

We hugged and she went to her bus. I stood there for like 3 minutes then headed back to my car. Had to
fetch the kids from school then we went shopping. The noise they were making! When we got home,
they were full and tired so they all bathed and slept. Nthabi had sent a text that she would not be
coming back, she'd be at res. She had a lot to work through and a test she had to study for. Manqoba
had also sent me a text that he'd come early to see his kids. He really missed them. The next morning, I
had to prepare them for school.

Remo: What time are we leaving?

Me: 16:00

Ona: why so late?

Me: 15:00 then.

Sihle: do we have to go to school?

Me: yes

Bile: why?

Me: Coz we paid the fees and you should go

Bile: if you don't pay the fees then we won't go to school?

Me: okay basically...

I knew where we were headed to

Bile: Don't pay the fees then Gile.

See?
Me: You are going to school. That it!

We heard a knock. Ona went to get it

Ona: bafo.

Manqoba: Sho boy

Remo: papas!

She hugged him.

Remo: I missed you.

Manqoba: I missed you too princess. I missed all of you. You all good ba ntwana ba kwa Sibiya?

Sihle: Si grand mfethu.

Bile: no cowhead bafo?

He had also joined the crew.

Manqoba; Hade boy. Next time Ne?

They all gathered around their father. They were all laughing about something now

Sihle: Ma?

Me: Yes baby?

Sihle: Can dad come with us?

I kept quiet

Ona: Yes. Please ma.

Remo: please Choms.

I looked at them and their pleading eyes

Bile: please Gile. Hai Gile say yes Hao.

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Me: Okay fine!

Remo: he can come?

Me: Yes he can..

Bile: Yes!

Sihle: Okay we can go to school now.

Me: Oh now you want to go?

Sihle: yes!

Me: Okay...let's go.

Ona took the car keys and his squad followed him out.

Manqoba: You okay with it?

Me: It means we have to share a room again coz all the others are booked. I was lucky I got the last two.

Manqoba: I'll be a good roommate.

Me: you have to be. We taking your car. 15:00 or 15:30

Manqoba: Okay.

His phone rang..

Manqoba: Ja sho. Will be there in 45...sharp.

He hung up.

Manqoba: I'll see You later.

Me: no problem.

He left. I heard him say bye to the kids while I locked the doors.

Me: Okay all buckled in?

Remo: Yes Choms.

Me: Let's go..

I dropped Remo and Bile off first.

Remo: Choms, don't be late okay?

Me: Yes I wont

Bile: Bye Gile.

Me: bye babies.

I kissed them and off they went.

Sihle: see? Peace at last ma..

Me: Those are my kids..

Ona: We just wish they werent.

Sihle: Can't they stay with gogo?

Me: no.

Ona: Leave them behind then.

Me: You suppose to be the sweet big brother.

Ona: No ma.

Me: You are. Don't be so silly

Sihle: Can't you give them up for what do you call it Ona?

Ona: Adoption bafo.

Sihle: Yes that..

Me: Your father... Your Bafo would kill me.

Ona: We won't tell him.

Me: The same way you didn't tell him when you wanted to sell Sihle on OLX

Ona: well yes. It would work though.

Me: No it won't. Bye Ona.

We had arrived at his school.

Ona: Give It some thought ma. There are many couples who don't have kids out there.

Me: that's not going to happen. Greet Stacy for me.

Ona: I will.

Sihle: Sharp Bafo.

Ona: sho mfethu. Bye ma.

Me: Bye baby.

He got off.

Me: Right! Last delivery right?

Sihle: Me.

Me: You want to tell me what's going on with you?

Sihle: Nothing's going on with me.

Me: really?

Sihle; Yes.

Me: Don't lie to me .

Sihle: will you shout at me?

Me: No.

Sihle: You promise?

Me: Yes..
Sihle: Okay.

He took a deep breath. I looked at him via the rearview mirror

Me: Spit it out..

Sihle: When is dad moving back in?

I kept quiet. I didn't know how to answer the question.

Me: Why are you asking me that question?

Sihle: I'm getting tired of going to his place every weekend.

Me: So you are?

Sihle: Yes.. I miss watching TV with dad.

Me: You have Ona..

Sihle: Ona's always on his phone. He doesn't like watching TV.

Me: Oh.

Sihle: And having someone to play soccer with at night. Plus I don't have someone to challenge me in
need for speed and we hardly braai since we Dont live with him anymore.

We got to his school.

Sihle: Bye ma.

Me: Just like that?

Sihle: I love you..

Me: I love you too baby.

He got off before I could even say anything. I just looked at him go into his school.

I drove back home and packed my bag. The kids had already packed. I was interrupted by a call from
Lora.
Me: Babe.

Lora: think I can catch you before you leave?

Me: Yes you can. You not at work?

Lora: No. I'll see you in 30

Me: Alright.

I hung up and finished packing. Lora got to me in under 25.

Me: Why didn't you go to work?

Lora: I'm tired..

Me: Nice to be you Ne?

Lora: I wish..

Me: You okay?

Lora: Yeah. I just missed you.

Me: Really?

Lora: Yes really..

Me: Okay I missed you too.

Lora: How are you holding up?

Me: I'm doing quite well actually. hungry?

Lora: Very.

We went to the kitchen ..

Me: How is the menu coming along?

Lora: not good. I need you.

Me: well unfortunately I can't.

Lora: Do you really have to go?

Me: Yes.
Lora: Take me with.

I giggled.

Me: I can't

Lora: Oh man!

Me: You'll be fine.

Lora: You think?

Me: Yes.

Lora: I hope. When are you and kids coming back?

Me: On Sunday. With their dad.

Lora: You tagging Manqoba along?

Me: Yes. I was begged to.

Lora: Kids will never get over their parents split hey?

Me: I guess.

Lora: Boitu is always asking about her dad.

Me: Oh well Lo...

Lora: It's life baby.

Me: That's true. Want more cheese?

Lora: yes please.

We chilled for some time till she left and I went to fetch the kids from school.

Sihle: Finally!

Remo: Where's papas?

Me: Coming..

Bile: I want KMC

Sihle: Eh. F.

Ona: KFC
Me: Go get your bags.

Ona: Remo come with my bag okay?

Remo: Im not your wife.

Me: Go get your own bags. So silly.

They went go get their bags and Their dad arrived.

Remo: Let's go Choms! Papas is here.

Me: Right behind you. Take your bags to your dad's car.

They headed out.

Bile: I'm sitting in front.

Remo: Choms is sitting in front..

We could hear them from outside.

Manqoba: Need help with your bags?

Me: Yes.

He took my bag.

Manqoba: it's just for two nights.

Me: Can you just carry that bag out and stop complaining?

Manqoba: I wasn'...okay.

He carried my bags out to the car while I locked the house. The kids were already seated and were
waiting for me. I closed the door and fastened my seatbelt
Remo: Ready papas?

Manqoba: When you are.

Remo: Let's go!

They were talking a whole lot of crap on the way. I was left in stitches till we got to Bela-bela but they
were happy and that's all that mattered.

Remo: Can we go swim?

Me: You can deep your feet in.

Bile: but its hot.

Me: And it's Late.

Bile: We not tired

Me: Fine. go.

They quickly changed and went off.

Me: You awfully quiet.

Manqoba: Am I?

Me: Yeah. Something bothering you?

Manqoba: No. I'm actually very happy. I'm with my kids.

Me: Manqoba out with it.

Manqoba: okay look Kele, I know I did you wrong. And you deserve to be happy.

I looked at him.

Manqoba: And because I love you much...I'm going to step back and give you what you want. I'm going
to let you go but bear in mind that I'll be waiting for you the same way you waited for me okay?

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His words replayed in my mind. He just stood up, changed and turned to Me.
Manqoba: I'll be with the kids

Me: Okay...

He left the room. The words kept echoing inside my head and my heart started beating faster. Why? I
don't know. My thoughts were interrupted by a call. That always happened to me!

Me: Ma?

M's mum: Kele.

Me: How are you ma?

M's mum: I'm not okay

Me: What's wrong ma?

M's mum: Where are my grandchildren?

I giggled first. The love she had for them!

Me: They are here with me.

M's mum: I was at your house.

Me: Oh we on that trip I told you about.

M's mum: It's this weekend?

Me: Yes ma.

M's mum: next time please remind me okay? I almost had a heart attack when I shouted their names
and none of them answered.

Me: Apologies ma

M's mum: Have fun okay?

Me: We will.

M's mum: Have any idea where that husband of yours is? His phone is off.

"Husband of yours" some things though!

Me: He is with us as well ma.

M's mum: Tell him to call me.

Me: I will..

M's mum: Some kids you give birth to and when they grow up and have money they forget that they
have mothers.

Me: I'll tell him to call you back ma

M's mum: And tell him I want my slippers.

I giggled.

Me: Yes ma.

M's mum: Bye MaSibiya jnr

Me: goodbye MaSibiya Snr.

And she hung up. I couldn't help but giggle. Manqoba's mum was something else! I also changed and
went to join them. They were having so much fun. Manqoba and Remo were having their own
photoshoot. The father being the photographer as always

Manqoba: Strike a pose princess

Remo: Like this?

She had sunglasses on. Her pink bikini on and had stolen my sunhat. She put her hands on her waist and
her left leg crossed over her right. She was in the moment

Manqoba: Like that .

Bile: You'll fall wena Momos. Why you putting your legs like that?

Ona: Let her fall. She thinks she's a supermodel .

Sihle: Nge lipstick e blue.. You look like Sc'otho.

Bile: Bani o Sc'otho manje?

I stopped myself from laughing.

Remo: I look pretty. O Na le moya wena

That hadn't changed! Even after she turned 4.

Me: Tell them Choms. Slay on!

Ona: She ain't slaying. She's lacking.

Manqoba: Can you leave my daughter alone?

Sihle: Hade Bafo.

Remo: go do something.

Sihle: We already swimming. Ain't that something?

Ona: Maybe she's blind. Can you not see Princess?

Remo: Ona, get a life!

Hamba Remo! Nthabi had taught her well when it came to Ona. She had told her to always tell
him...(whenever he said something Remo didnt like) to "get a life".

Ona: I already have a life.

Me: Ona can you stop being so mean to your sister?

Sihle: She must stop feeling herself

Manqoba: Okay. Leave her alone!

Ona: Okay pops

Sihle: Only coz you said we should

Remo: Sile laba. .

Manqoba: Princess.

Remo: Papas.

Manqoba: Shh. Let's go find another spot okay?

Remo: Okay papas.. Come Bile..

Bile: no Momos. I'm staying with Gile...

Remo: Okay.

She took her father's hand and they went to find their spot

Bile: Why?

Me: Coz I don't want to..

Bile: You don't want to borrow me your phone Gile?

Me: No I don't..

Bile: I won't call anyone.

Me: I dont want to give you my phone

Bile: e flat?

Me: yes

Bile: I'll charge it .

Me: Bile, I said no.

Bile: I'm not your child anymore

Me: Good. Coz I'm not your mother anymore

Bile: Ha Gile!

Me: Ha Bile!

Bile: Ke kwatile..(I'm angry)

Me: stay mad.

He went back to Sihle. Upset! Ona came to join me .

Ona: You're okay ma?

Me: Perfectly fine.

Ona: Really?

Me: You going to start interrogating me?

Ona: no. I just want to know if you fine or not ma. I care

I smiled at him..

Me: well that's a first.

Ona: I'm not sure What that is suppose to mean..

Me: don't worry about it ..

Ona: Okay ma..

Me: how's Stacy doing?

Ona: I don't know.

Me: You don't know how your girlfriend is doing?

Ona: I'm mad at her

Me: Why?

Ona: When I tell her to do something she does the opposite .

Me: Like?

Ona: I told her to wait for me near the library so we could have lunch together, I found her near the
science lab. I spent 15 minutes just looking for her.

I laughed

Ona: Ma!

Me: I'm sorry. You just seem so frustrated about it .

Ona: She doesn't listen.

Me: But it was a once-off thing

Ona: No it wasn't.

Me: oh?

Ona: Hai mama Stacy ke stress

Me: Ke stress sa hao..

Ona: Flop e daar..

Me: Hello?

Ona: Sorry ma .

Me: Thank you. No tsotsi taal with Me.

Ona: forgive me.

Me: Okay. Listen, just let Stacy be okay?

Ona: I must let her defy me?

This was Manqoba's kid! No doubt!

Me: She's not your wife.

Ona: I know ma

Me: So why do you want to be obeyed?

Ona: As a Zulu man I have to...

Me: As a What?

Ona: A Zulu man..

I looked at him.

Ona: You listening right?

I nodded.

Ona: it must show who the head is. I can't let Stacy think she's the pants in this relationship.

Me: Okay can I tell you something?

Ona: Yes please.

Me: This is not the dark ages. Stacy is not forced to do anything for you. If she feels like waiting for you
at the science lab and not at the library then that's fine. It's within her right..

Ona: no ma.
 Me: Yes boy. Welcome to the 21st century. Don't let these Zulu movies you always watching brainwash
you. It's a 50/50 thing. And stop shouting at Stacy.

Ona: I don't..

Me: You do. She's not your possession. And even if you marry her...she won't be. Treat her like a
Queen...no Princess. I'm the Queen

He laughed.

Ona: I heard You ma .

Me: Easy right?

Ona: Yes

Me: learn a few from your dad. He knows a thing or two

Though he can be a pain at times!

Ona: Got it..

Me: awesome.

We stayed out till late. They all slept after they showered. Manqoba and I slept too. He was very quiet.
Only said "goodnight" after we finished discussing a few things that concerned the business and we
turned our backs on each other. The weekend was fun. The kids had fun and we did. A lot of pictures
taken. On Monday, they were all so tired when I went to drop them off at school. I was still on leave so it
meant I could rest. At around 13:30 after I had finished cleaning, I got a call from Lwandle to meet for a
drink....I got ready and went to meet with him.

Me: Hey .

Lwandle: Hi how are you?

Me: Good. You?

Lwandle: Don't know. I'll be fine .

Me: is everything okay?

Lwandle: Is it why you choked on your drink when I told you what I want to build with you?
Me: Sorry?

He took out his phone, scrolled through a few pictures I was tagged in on by Ona. Manqoba was too. I
doubt he even knew those were taken. Pictures I didn't even know where taken. One where we were
both laughing at something on his phone. One where I was letting him taste My ice-cream after he
complained about the flavor that Bile chose for him. There were quite a few. Moments that obviously
meant something to Ona.

Lwandle: It's pretty clear that you two are still in love with each other..

Me: No that's not...we were just...

Lwandle: Don't try to justify this. I'm sorry I fell for someone who hadn't fallen out of love with her ex
husband.

Me: Lwandle don't...

Lwandle: It was nice knowing you

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Me: Lwa...

Lwandle: Say no more babe.

He paid for his drink and left. I watched as he walked away and a few minutes later I too left. I drove to
Kamo's workplace.

Me: Hey You

Kamo: surprise! Surprise!

Me: How are you?

Kamo: I'm okay. Going to meet with Lora actually. Want to tag along?

Me: Well...

Kamo: I'm not exactly taking no for an answer.

Me: I brought your anniversary gift.

Kamo: You didn't forget about me?

Me: Could never.

Kamo: Let's see.

He opened the gift bag.

Kamo: I've always wanted this watch wena!

Me: I know. You and I have always been collectors.

Kamo: thanks babe.

Me: It's a pleasure

I gave him Lungelo's and finally a gift for them both

Kamo: Thank you.

Me: no problem.

Kamo: We taking your car right?

Me: How nice!

Kamo: It is.

He gathered his things and we left.

Me: So I have drive you back here?

Kamo: You making up for lost time.

Me: Wow!

Kamo: You and Manqoba looked like you had a good time..

Me: Huh?

Kamo: I saw the pictures.

Me: Oh!

Kamo: cute actually.

Me: Ona took those. I wasn't even aware.

Kamo: He's a great photographer

Me: No Kamo.
Kamo: What?

Me: You'll start abusing my son now.

Kamo: I will not!

Me: Yes you will. Keep away from him.

Kamo: Fine!

Me: Good. Where did you say we going?

Kamo: Just keep driving.

We drove and found Lora waiting for us.

Lora: How was Bela-bela?

Me: It was fun.

Lora: Looked fun.

Me: Another one. Are you guys stalking me?

Lora: you couldn't miss those pics. Ona literally created an album

Me: That kid!

Lora: You look recharged

Kamo: She looks she's just been hit by a bus.

Me: Wow thanks Kamo.

Kamo: Pleasure. What do you want to drink?

Me: Anything.

Kamo: Okay.

He called the waiter and ordered drinks.

Kamo: Out with it .

Lora: Out with What?

Me: Lora you have something to spit out?

Lora: No.
Kamo: I'm talking about you.

Me: oh. Got nothing

Lora: Ah reminds me...

Me: Yes?

Lora: What if Lwandle sees those pics?

Kamo: He has you on social media?

Me: There's no "what if".

Lora: Kele?

Me: He saw those pics.

Kamo: Yoh.

Me: And I think he dumped me

Lora: You think?

Me: he said " it was nice knowing you "

Kamo: He definitely dumped you.

Me: Thanks for rubbing it in.

Kamo: you were never his though

Me: Can we not even talk about this?

Kamo: Your heartbroken?

Me: No

Kamo: Really?

Me: Yes really.

Lora: Food?

Me: Please!.

Kamo called the waiter again and we placed our order.

Kamo: Okay so maybe we should go out this weekend.

Me: Partying?

Lora: No...movies
Kamo: No...partying

Me: Just the three of us?

Lora: yes. Taking it back to when we were 21

Me: Hey those were fun times.

Kamo: When I was still with Skhalo

Me: That douche

Lora: You know he's married right? To a Lady.

Me: Are you serious.

Kamo: he's always been confused that one.

We laughed.

Me: But you loved him.

Kamo: keyword: Loved.

Lora: he was cute though

Kamo: And stupid

Me: Stop badmouthing him.

Kamo: there's nothing good about him.

Lora: Remember Abongile?

Kamo: Axolile wena.

Lora: Your ex

Me: No he's not my ex.

Kamo: He is

Me: No he's not. Stop it!

Kamo: Okay fine.

Me: Thank you.

Kamo: Pleasure.

Me: So what is it?

Lora: We going partying

Kamo: Will So let you go?

Me: Yes he will. I'll handle him

Lora: No. So is okay with me going out

Me: Great.

Kamo: where to?

Me: You'll decide on that.

Lora: no I'll decide..

Kamo: No. You'll take us to a boring place..

Me: Why you being mean to her?

Kamo: Im not being mean..

Lora: You are.

Kamo: Lora, you not the partying type.

Lora: I am..

Me: Actually. No. Im calling in Kim.

Kamo: Hallelujah!

Lora: Coz I'm such a bore right?

Kamo: You said that yourself

Lora: Kamogelo!

Our food came.

Kamo: you are not a bore. You just uptight

Lora: No I'm not.

Kamo: Yes you are.

Lora: Am I Kele?

I looked up at her with two fries in my mouth. I quickly chewed and swallowed them.

Me: I don't think so.

Lora: "think"

Me: You're not. Don't listen to him..

Kamo: How about we go to the strip club?

Lora: No! What? No!

I laughed.

Kamo: See what I mean?

He was testing her..

Kamo: Hai Sonwabo wabatho!

We ate then I had to drive Kamo back to his workplace then go fetch the three. They were still so tired
so it meant they slept all the way home. When Ona arrived he just slept too.I received a call from their
dad at around 16:30.

Manqoba: Ona's not answering his phone so I hope you don't mind me calling yours .

Me: No. No problem. They are all sleeping actually.

Manqoba: Are they fine? Did you...

Me: the kids are fine.

Manqoba: are you sure?

Me: Yes. They are just tired. Will you relax?

Manqoba: Okay then. Please tell them I called

Me: No problem.

Manqoba: Take care MaSibiya

Me: You too.

I hung up and went decided to cook.They woke up at around 19:00.except Bile who was still asleep. That
kid and sleeping! Tight! He was just like his uncle Mtho.
Me: Morning..

Sihle: Evening ma.

Me: Is it?

Sihle: Yes. I'm hungry

Me: As always. Go to the kitchen and get your food.

They all did. They were very tired. Even the energetic princess.

Remo: Choms?

Me; Yes baby?

They all sat down.

Remo: Did we tell you?

Me: Tell me what?.

Sihle: Dad bought a new house.

Me: That's nice. What's wrong with his old one?

Ona: He sold it. We were complaining about the space so he decided to get another one

Me: Okay.

Sihle: So can we move in with him?

Me: What?

Ona: Please.

Remo: The house is nice choms. We going to have a playroom. Ona, papas and Sihle will have their
gameroom.

Me: So you have decided on that?

Ona: Yes. Well dad doesn't know we planning on moving in with him yet .

Me: Oh okay..

Sihle: Can we go?

Remo: We'll come see you every weekend Choms..

I felt my heart break.

Me: If it's what you kids want...

They were suddenly smiling.

Ona: Thanks ma.

Me: No problem. Wash the dishes when you finish eating. I'm going to bath then sleep okay?

Remo: Goodnight Choms.

Me: Goodnight babies.

I left them there. Went to check up on Bile who was still sleeping and I went to bath then toss and
turned the entire night. They started packing the next day and on Friday afternoon, they left. I tried to
be strong. They were so happy. Even Bile moved. I went partying with Kamo, Lora and Kim on the
Saturday night. Just to feel better and on Sunday, buried myself in work until I decided to go have drinks
with Belo. The next morning, I couldn't wake up. I had a meeting at 10 and how I got through with It...I
don't know. When I went back to the office, I found Manqoba in my office. Lilies in a vase.

Me: Hey.

Manqoba: you okay?

I shook my head

Me: getting to old for this shit..

Manqoba: Hungover?

Me: My thighs and legs hurt..

Manqoba: That's what you get for partying up a storm.

Me: Ah. So Kamo already sent the video he took to the group?
Manqoba: Yes. I'm not staying. Just came to give you a gift.

Me: It's not my birthday...so?

Manqoba: today marks the day we first met. First day I spoke to you.

"October the 2nd"

We said it at the same time.

Me:17 years ago.

Manqoba: Yes

Me: Well thank you. Sorry I didn't get you anything.

Manqoba: you've never been good with dates.

Me: That's true .

Manqoba: Well enjoy your gift.This is from the kids.

It was a small box. It wasn't neatly wrapped like his gift

Me: Thank you. What's in here?

Manqoba: have no idea. Was told to just give it to you. Need to go. Talk soon?

Me: Okay.

He left my office and I opened my gift. I laughed When I saw it. It was an old picture of me. I think I must
have been 17. I couldn't understand how he kept all those horrible pictures. The Frame's design Was
letters which I eventually figured out that they were the names of the kids and his name. As well as The
baby I miscarried which Aunt Dikano had decided to name "Reamogetse". I placed it on my table and
opened the small box. It looked like a ring box but when I opened it. It was keys. There was a small note
folded just underneath the keys. It had Ona's ugly handwriting

" We got you your own keys. You're welcome Anytime..We still love you. The Sibiya kids"

Kele"
There was a loud knock on the door. I got up from the couch. I must have fallen asleep. I was
surrounded by paperwork, my laptop, calculators and books. My back ached. I Slowly walked to the
door.

Me: morning..

Kim: you still sleeping?

Me: Yes.

Kim: why?

Me: I was working the entire night..

Kim: On a Friday night?

Me: Kim...its still early what are you doing here?

Kim: Still early? It's 13:45.

Me: What?

Kim: The girls are coming in at 14:00. You forgot?

Me: No I didn't.

Kim: You did.

Me: Let me go bath.

Kim: I'll tidy up.

Me: Thanks Kim.

I went to take the quickest shower ever. I had luckily bought everything the day before after Work. As I
was combing my hair, my eyes fell onto the photo of my kids. It had been a month and 3 weeks since
they moved in with their dad and I hardly...I mean Hardly saw them. They were always out and about
with their dad but they called everyday

Kim: Kele!

Me: Im coming.

I tired my hair and went to her.

Me: yes Kim?

Kim: Finish up.

Me: but I am done though

Kim: Good

Me: I think we going to have to settle for pizza..

Kim: On a Saturday Afternoon?

Me: We don't have much time to Cook.

Kim: Are you serious?

Me: Yes Kim.

"We're here"

Me: See?

Nthato: Hello.

Me: Come in.

She and Mbuyi came in.

Mbuyi: You look horrible..

Kim: She woke up a few minutes ago.

Nthato: what?

Me: I was working the entire night

Mbuyi: on a Friday?

Kim: Same question I asked.

Me: You guys can get yourself some drinks.

Nthato: What are we going to eat?

Me: Pizza.

Nthato: Kele!

Me: Nthato please.

Mbuyi: Are you okay?

Me: Yeah. I'm fine.

Mbuyi: You sure?

Kim: There's more to this. Are you pregnant?

Me: no! What?

Nthato: You are moody AF that's why.

Me: I'm not moody.

Kim: she's pregnant.

Me: Kim...I had my tubes tired.

Kim: some women fall pregnant With their tubes tied.

Me: Well I'm not pregnant.

Nthato: Okay where are the drinks?

Me: Fridge..

She and Kim went to the kitchen. The rest of them arrived.

Angie: Are you serious?

Lora: Kele!

Hilda: And I'm hungry!

Me: Okay fine. Get the coolers then we'll Go to some chesa nyama okay?

Angie: Well that's better.

Me: we can go now.

I was tired really! And i missed my kids so much. They were in Rustenburg! I locked the house and we
left. They were talking about something. I Didnt know what though.

Lora: Kele!

Me: yes?

Hilda: We asked you a question.

Me: I didn't get it.

Kim: Of course.

Me: please repeat..

Hilda: When Is your last day at work? Its the festive season now.

Me: Oh next week Friday.

Lora: And then?

Me: And then I'm going to Taung.

Kim: Are you serious?

Me: Yeah..for a week.

Mbuyi: why?

Me: I miss Osego and Aunt Moipone.

Nthato: Kele are you sure?

Me: Yes. Very sure.

Kim: we had planned a few things though.

Me: I know...I know.

Kim: Kele come on!

Lora: we hardly see you anyway.

Mbuyi: We promised each other that we'd spend this...

I did actually! Or rather we did.

Me: I'll tell Osego to come this side then

Kim: Better.

Mbuyi: Way better.

Angie: So we lined up a few things.

She took out a list. She and Kim started Explaining everything to me and Lora. We left the chesa nyama
at around 22:00 and when I got home, I just slept. The next day, I didn't go to church. I slept till 11h30. I
cleaned the house, took a bath and started working again. At around 14:30, I was disturbed.
Aunt D: Kele!

Me: Ma?

Aunt D: Hai close that computer

Me: Lap...okay.

Uncle: Hello nana.

Me: Hello Malume.

Uncle: How are you?

Me: I'm okay. Can I get you something to drink maybe even something to eat?

Uncle: No we just ate. You can get us something to drink.

Me: Okay.

I went to the kitchen.

Aunt D: She's overworking herself.

Uncle: Ao Dikano!

I took the drinks to them.

Me: There you go Malume.

Uncle: thank you.

Me: Pleasure Malume.

Aunt: Why are you Overworking?

Me: I'm not ma..

Aunt: You are.

Me: I need to get the work done before the end of the week..

Aunt: But...

Uncle: Dikano leave it alone..

Aunt: she wont even Listen anyway.

Me: I'll be done by tonight ma

Aunt: Then You going to come home?

I kept quiet.

Aunt: Kele?

Me: ma?

Uncle: This kid is tired.

Me: Very malume

Aunt: Ka nnete? You've never been fine since those children left.

Me: Those kids don't have time for me.

Uncle: Don't worry. You'll be fine again.

Aunt: She has to. Look how thin she is.

Me: Please don't worry about me.

Uncle: remember what I told about the universe

I nodded. They left at around 17:00 and I went to bath and continued working. Slept late went to work
the next day. On Tuesday when I had to wake up my entire body ached. I forced myself to go to work
though.

Mbu: what is going on with you?

Me: Nothing why?

Mbu: Its time to knock off

Me: Really?

Mbu: Yes

I checked the time..

Mbu: You see?

Me: oh.

Mbu: Kele, you'll die young hey.

Me: Mbu...you sound like my aunt now.

Mbu: Good.. let's go.

I packed my things and we left.

Mbu: sleep when you get home.

Me: I will.

Mbu: bye.

Me: Bye Mbu.

I got into my car and drove.

Bile: Hai!

Remo: Im telling you.

I stood at the door. Oh my Angels! How I missed them. They were all laying on the floor with their dad.
Going through an album. They all couldn't see me.

Sihle: he looks like me.

Manqoba: You look like him.

Ona: That's granddad right?

Manqoba: Yes it is.

Remo: And who's this?

Manqoba: that's your mum.

Bile: Ke Gile o?

Manqoba: yes boy. Pretty right?

He shook his head. Manqoba hit him at the back of it playfully.

Sihle: Did mum get her gift?

Manqoba: Yes why?

Ona: Just asking.

Manqoba: what was in there?

Whenever we spoke on the phone they didn't ask me about the gift and i didnt too.

Remo; Keys.

Manqoba: What keys?

Ona: The spare keys.

Manqoba: Askies?

Ona: This house's spare keys

Manqoba: You guy helped me look for those keys knowing very well where they are?

Remo: Yes papas

Manqoba: some kids I have.

Ona: But you can feel her absence.

Sihle: Remember when she slapped you?

Ona: yho boy! Mum can slap

Sihle: I felt that too.

Remo: Good. Waphapha.

Ona: Entlek who was talking to you?

Remo: I was.

Manqoba: Princess stop it! Bafo!

Bile: abantwana bakho laba?(are these your kids?)

Manqoba giggled. I Did too. They all turned.

Remo: Kate!
Sihle: Ma!

The three of them ran to me.

Me: Hey babies.

Ona came to hug me.

Me: Nice to see you

Sihle led me to the couch. Sihle kept touching my face, Remo was brushing my hair with her hand and
Bile kept kissing my cheeks.

Me: I'm Fine! Okay... Okay...can you three stop?

They stopped and I giggled.

Me: I missed you guys too..

Ona: Want something to eat?

Me: Yes please.

Ona: wozani.

His squad followed him.

Manqoba: Have you been starving yourself?

Me: No.

Manqoba: You thin hey.

Me: Thanks Manqoba. You are rubbing it In..

Manqoba: Are you okay?

I didn't know what to say. So I just shook my head

Manqoba: What's wrong?

Me: I miss my family. I actually feel so empty without you guys

Manqoba: And I'm empty without you.

Me: Really?

Manqoba: Told you I'd wait

Me: Can I come back home?

Manqoba: Of course you can.

He Kissed my forehead

Me: Malume quoted something I didnt get then but I get now...he said..."If two points are destined to
touch, the universe will always find a way to make the connection-even when all hope seems to be lost.
Certain..."

He smiled.

Me: Whats up now?

Manqoba: "certain ties cannot be broken. They define who we are and who we can become. Across
space, across time, across paths we cannot predict..."

Manqoba and I: "Nature always finds a way"