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Zvi GKUv †ivgnl©K AZxZ Av‡Q|
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wKš‘ †KD wb‡Z bv Avmvq nvmcvZvj KZ©„c¶ GKUv wgkbvwi
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cy‡iv n‡Z wgkbvwi K‡jR †Q‡o KwVb, A‡Pbv, AwbwðZ
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†cuŠ‡Q hve,Õ ejj I|
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gv_v †b‡o ejj ivbv| ÔcÖwZfv KLbI †P‡c ivLv hvq bv|Õ
iqvj A¨vjevU© nj-G AvR †mB Abyôvb|
†m›Uªvj A¨v‡ibvi Pvicv‡ki e· I M¨vjvwi¸‡jv f‡i
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†kªvZv, m½xZ I my‡ii mgS`vi|
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mevB cÖ¯‘Z, †KD †KD g„`y Uzs-Uvs k‡ã m~²fv‡e myi euva‡Q
Zv‡`i h‡š¿ Ñ †h-†KvbI gyn~‡Z© g‡Âi ci`v DV‡e| `k©K-
†kªvZviv Aaxi AvMª‡n A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
ci`vi Avov‡j Av‡qvRKiv mevB Lye e¨¯—| Z‡e †Kb
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†hb Zv‡`i mevi g‡a¨ Pvcv GKUv D‡ËRbv Qwo‡q c‡o‡Q|
†mB D‡ËRbv ax‡i ax‡i Mfxi D‡Ø‡M cwiYZ n‡”Q|
GZ¶Y wb‡Ri e‡·B e‡mwQj ivbv, myivBqvi Avm‡Z
†`wi n‡”Q †`‡L †÷‡Ri wcQ‡b P‡j Gj| Av‡qvRK‡`i
D‡ØM j¶ K‡i åƒ †KuvPKvj I|
AviI `k wgwbU ci AvZs‡K Nvg‡Z ïi“ Kij Zviv|
ÔKx e¨vcvi?Õ Zv‡`i GKRb‡K †W‡K wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
f`ª‡jvK Rvbv‡jb, myivBqvi d¬¨vU †_‡K iqvj A¨vjevU©
nj gvÎ cuvP wgwb‡Ui c_| Pwj−k wgwbU Av‡M iIbv n‡q‡Qb
wZwb| GLbI Zuvi bv G‡m †cuŠQv‡bvi KviYUv Zuviv eyS‡Z
cvi‡Qb bv|
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AvUKv c‡o‡Qb|Õ
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A¨vw·‡W›UI nqwb| me‡P‡q †hUv Avðh©, g¨vWvg‡K Avgiv
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Gevi wePwjZ bv n‡q cvij bv ivbv| Ôcywjk I ¯‹Uj¨vÛ
BqvW©‡K Rvbv‡bv `iKvi,Õ ejj I|
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D‡`¨v³v f`ª‡jvK|
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Zv‡`i g‡a¨ Am‡š—vl †`Lv w`‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| Awf‡hv‡M mie
n‡q DV‡Q Zviv|
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K‡qK wis w`j ivbv| †KvbI mvov †bB| Zvi d¬¨v‡U j¨vÛ
†dvb Av‡Q, Wvqvj Ki‡j wiO n‡”Q wVKB, wKš‘ wiwmfvi
Zzj‡Q bv †KD|

Aaxi A‡c¶vq AviI c‡b‡iv wgwbU cvi n‡jv| myivBqvi
†`Lv †bB| †`Lv †bB Zvi Mvwo ev ewWMv‡W©iI|
Zvici ¯‹Uj¨vÛ BqvW© †_‡K GKUv Lei Gj| myivBqvi
cÖvB‡fU KviUv †Ugm b`xi GKUv Nv‡Ui Kv‡Q cwiZ¨³
Ae¯’vq cvIqv †M‡Q| wfZ‡i †KD †bB|
mevi g‡b bvbv iKg Avk¼v RvMj| myivBqv‡K wK
wKWb¨vc Kiv n‡q‡Q? bvwK Lyb K‡i jvk ¸g K‡i †djvi
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Zvi m‡½ wb‡MÖv ewWMvW© BDmyd †gvi‡`RvI Mv‡qe n‡q †M‡Q
†egvjyg|
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evwZj Kiv n‡jv Abyôvb|
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†hvMv‡hvM ivLj ivbv| Z‡e e„_vB| †Kv_vI †_‡K †KvbI
Lei Gj bv Ñ bv fvj, bv g›`|
AgxgvswmZ GKUv inm¨ n‡q DVj †KmUv| GK `yB K‡i
cvi n‡q †Mj w`b¸‡jv| †hb ¯^cœ †`‡LwQj ivbv, ev¯—e `ywbqvq
myivBqv dviw`b e‡j †KvbIw`b †KD †Kv_vI wQj bv|
B‡Zvg‡a¨ wbD BqK© I XvKv †_‡K GKevi K‡i Ny‡i
G‡m‡Q ivbv| gvSLv‡b cvi n‡q †M‡Q wZb‡U gvm|
†mw`b we‡K‡j iqvj A¨vjevU© nj‡K cvk KvwU‡q ivbv
G‡RwÝi jÛb kvLvq †divi mgq g‡bi ci`vq †f‡m DVj
myivBqvi mij gyLUv| Avðh©! †Mj †Kv_vq †g‡qUv? wb‡Ri
ARv‡š—B GKUv `xN©k¦vm †djj I|
Awd‡m †cuŠ‡Q wi‡mckb KvD›Uvi‡K cvk KvwU‡q
Gwj‡fU‡ii w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv, Ôgvmy` fvB,Õ e‡j WvKj
I‡K PUc‡U wi‡mckwb÷ gwYKv Avd‡ivRv| ÔAvcbvi GKUv
wPwV|Õ
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†_‡g mv`v Gb‡fjvcUv wbj ivbv| Lv‡gi †Kv_vI †KvbI
÷¨v¤ú †bB| ïay †MvUv †MvUv ni‡d Bs‡iwR‡Z †jLv Ñ gvmy`
ivbv| Ô†K w`‡q †Mj?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj I| ÔKLb?Õ
ÔNÈv `y‡qK Av‡M,Õ ejj gwYKv| ÔgvSeqmx GK
f`ª‡jvK, gy‡L `vwo Av‡Q, gv_vq Uzwc, †Xvjv †RveŸv civ|
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Gb‡fjvc †Lvjvi ci mv`v GK UzK‡iv KvMR †ei“j|
Zv‡Z Uvbv nv‡Z Bs‡iwR‡Z K‡qKUv jvBb †jLv| Abyev`
Ki‡j `uvovq:
Lye wec‡` AvwQ Ñ myivBqv dviw`b|
d¨vgv¸¯—v †e| m¨vjv‡gm e›`i|
†Kqvi wd« weP K¬ve|
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myivBqv Zv n‡j †eu‡P Av‡Q!
fvj jvMvi Abyf~wZ n‡jv ivbvi Ñ Avevi †`Lv n‡e Zvi
m‡½! cigyn~‡Z© wb‡R‡K g‡b Kwi‡q w`j, myivBqvi wec`!
åƒ KzuP‡K wPš—v Ki‡Q ivbv Ñ d¨vgv¸¯—v †e, m¨vjv‡gm
e›`i Ñ mvBcÖv‡m bv? nu¨v, UvwK©k wicvewjK Af b`©vb
mvBcÖv‡m| ms‡¶‡c †hUv‡K ZzwK© mvBcÖvm ejv nq|
mgq bó bv K‡i mvBcÖvm m¤ú‡K© Rvbevi Rb¨ j¨vcUc

KgwcDUvi Ab K‡i GbKvU©v GbmvB‡K¬vwcwWqv I‡cb Kij
ivbv|
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f~ga¨mvM‡ii me‡P‡q eo Øxc mvBcÖvm| whïi R‡b¥i
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mvBwcÖqU, GB `yB †Mvôxi g‡a¨ Zxeª ؇›Øi Kvi‡Y †MvUv Øx‡c
Akvwš—i Av¸b Qwo‡q c‡owQj| Ewbk‡kv PzqvËi mv‡j
mvBcÖv‡mi DËiw`KUv `Lj K‡i †bq Zzi¯‹|
ivbv Rv‡b DËi mvBcÖv‡m gymjgvb, A_©vr ZzwK© mvBwcÖqU-
Gi msL¨vB †ewk; Z‡e wLªðvb mvBwcÖq‡Ui msL¨vI wbZvš— Kg
bq| wewfbœ RvZ I a‡g©i †jvKRb †gvUvgywU kvwš—‡ZB emevm
Ki‡Q ILv‡b|
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n‡jI, †mLv‡bI cÖPzi gymjgvb I Bûw` Av‡Q| mvBcÖvm fvM
n‡q hvIqvi ci AvBb-k„sLjv msµvš— bvbv iKg mgm¨v †`Lv
†`q, †hgb Ñ Aciva K‡i GKw`K †_‡K Av‡iKw`‡K cvwj‡q
hvq wµwgbvjiv| Gw`KUv †`Levi Rb¨ RvwZmsN †_‡K
cvVv‡bv Avg©W cywjk‡K `vwqZ¡ †`Iqv nq| `yB mvBcªv‡mi
cywjk Kwgkbviiv cÖwZ nßvq BD.Gb. cywjk Kg©KZ©v‡`i m‡½
ˆeVK K‡ib|
_vKzK QywU‡Z, wewmAvB †nW‡KvqvU©vi‡K Rvbv‡Z n‡e Kx
Kvi‡Y, †Kb ZzwK© mvBcÖv‡m hv‡”Q ivbv| †mj †dv‡b mivmwi
XvKvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Kij I| AcicÖvš— †_‡K wewmAvB wPd
†gRi †Rbv‡ij [AemicÖvß] ivnvZ Lvb mivmwi wiwmf
Ki‡jb KjUv|
myivBqv m¤ú‡K© hv Rv‡b ms‡¶‡c em&‡K Rvbvj ivbv|
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me‡k‡l †g‡qwU †Kv_vq Av‡Q Rvwb‡q ejj, Zvi GLb Lye
wec`, Zv‡K mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z Pvq I|
Ô†e`yCb Kb¨v †nvK ev bv †nvK, ¸Yx †nvK ev wb¸©Y; Avwg
PvB bv †KvbI †g‡qi m‡½ e¨w³MZfv‡e Rwo‡q c‡ov Zzwg,Õ
ej‡jb ivnvZ Lvb| ÔZ‡e we‡kl Kvi‡Y G-e¨vcviUv Avjv`v,
I‡K †Zvgvi Aek¨B mvnvh¨ Kiv DwPZ| DBk BD ¸W jvK,
gvB eq,Õ e‡j †hvMv‡hvM †K‡U w`‡jb wZwb|
d¨vgv¸¯—v †e|
m¨vjv‡gm e›`‡i †cuŠ‡Q cª_‡gB GKUv BqU fvov Ki‡e
ivbv| GLv‡b Ii Kvfvi : we‡`wk Uy¨wi÷, WvOvq dzwZ© Ki‡e,
cvwb‡Z gvQ ai‡e|
†RwUi w`‡K nuvU‡Q ivbv, wmUv‡iU Uvb‡Z Uvb‡Z GK
f`ª‡jvK I‡K cvk KvwU‡q D‡ëvw`‡K P‡j †M‡jb Ñ evZv‡m
MuvRvi g„`y MÜ †cj I|
†`LvgvÎ f`ª‡jvK‡K wPb‡Z †c‡i‡Q ivbv| Kcv‡j A¯úó
wPš—vi †iLv dzUj, fvej Ñ Kx e¨vcvi, wmwiqvb B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-
Gi wmwbqi G‡R›U Av`bvb †gb‡`‡im GLv‡b †Kb?
†RwU‡Z †ev‡Ui msL¨v Ggwb‡ZB †ewk bq, Zvi Dci
GKUv ev‡` †KvbI †evUB cQ›` n‡”Q bv ivbvi|
mv`v BqU IUv, bvg diPzbv, SKS‡K ZKZ‡K †Pnviv
†`‡L †evSv hvq gvwjK Lye hZœ K‡i IUvi|
†iBwjs †Nu‡l †djv †WK †Pqv‡i e‡m wSgv‡”Q GK †jvK,
nvZ w`‡q Kcvj I †PvL XvKv| ILv‡b GKUv †Pqvi Av‡Q,
GUv Av›`v‡R a‡i wb‡Z n‡”Q, KviY ˆ`Z¨vKvi †jvKUv emevi
ci †mUvi †KvbI AskB `„k¨gvb bq, wecyj _j_‡j Pwe© I
gvs‡m XvKv c‡o †M‡Q meUzKz| †jvKUvi nvZ I Nv‡oi
Abve„Z Ask †`‡L †evSv hv‡”Q Zvi Mv‡qi iO j¾vq †d‡j

†`‡e AvjKvZiv‡KI|
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wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔGKevi †Zv ejjvg †dv‡Ub, Avevi w`K`vwi Ki‡Qb
†Kb?Õ Suv‡Si m‡½ ejj weKU `vbe|
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AvIqvR †ei“j| ÔAfv‡e bv co‡j Avwg †evU fvov w`B bv|Õ
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ejj I| Ô†mR‡b¨B GZ iK‡gi Afve †Pv‡L co‡Q|Õ
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†g‡j ZvKvj ivbvi w`‡K| ÔGZ iK‡gi Afve gv‡b?Õ
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`y‡UvI weivU, we¯§‡qi av°vq wcwi‡Pi gZ eo n‡q Av‡Q|
Zvi bovPovq g‡b n‡jv `y‡j DVj BqU| dzUe‡ji gZ
kixiUv †iBwjs Uc‡K P‡j Gj †RwU‡Z|
wcQy nU‡e, Zvi my‡hvMB †cj bv ivbv, nvwZi cv‡qi gZ
GK‡Rvov nvZ w`‡q I‡K Rwo‡q aij †jvKUv| wb‡Ri PIov
ey‡Ki m‡½ wcl‡Q I‡K| SMovi gy‡W †bB I|
ÔAvB q¨vg mwi| wi‡qwj mwi|Õ ej‡Z PvBj ivbv, `g
wb‡Z Kó n‡”Q Ii| wKš‘ †jvKUv Qvo‡Q bv †`‡L eva¨ n‡jv
RywRrmyi GKUv RwUj cu¨v‡P I‡K wZbnvZ `~‡i wQU‡K
†dj‡Z| gvwU‡Z c‡oB GKjv‡d D‡V `uvovj `vbe, Kv‡jv
gy‡L SKS‡K mv`v nvwm| nvm‡Q ˆ`Z¨Uv| ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K
wPb‡Z cv‡ibwb, wg÷vi gvmy` ivbv, mvi| wKš‘ Avcbv‡K
Avwg wVKB wP‡bwQ,Õ mviv kixi Kuvwc‡q nvm‡Q †m Zvi mij
nvwm| ÔAvwg iWwiK-Gi fvB mv‡jfvb| †mB iWwiK, g‡b
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Av‡Q, †h Avcbv‡K e‡jwQj Ñ AvB jvf BD, g¨vb? g‡b
c‡o?Õ
GZ¶‡Y ivbvi †Pv‡L coj †Pnvivi wgjUv| KvVv‡gvi
wgjI cÖvq AweKj| Ô†Kb g‡b co‡e bv,Õ `xN©k¦vm †P‡c ejj
I| ÔZv Avcwb GLv‡b?Õ
ÔGLv‡b Avwg mi`vwi Kwi, wg÷vi ivbv| ZzwK© mvBcÖv‡mi
me Avwd«Kvb Avgvi wkl¨| †KD Avgvi bvg a‡i bv, †mUv
†evanq Rv‡bB bv Ñ mevB Avgv‡K Kvwd« mi`vi e‡j Wv‡K|
†eqv`wc K‡iwQ, †mR‡b¨ gvd Ki‡eb| Avcbvi R‡b¨ Avwg
Kx Ki‡Z cvwi ejyb| GLv‡b Avcbvi Kx KvR?Õ
ÔKx KvR GLbI Rvwb bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvcvZZ Uy¨wi÷
wn‡m‡e mgq KvUve, Ny‡iwd‡i Pviw`KUv †`Le, †jvKR‡bi
m‡½ cwiwPZ ne| Zvici †`Lv hv‡e|Õ
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e‡jB Rvwb,Õ ejj Kvwd« m`©vi| ÔAvcwb Avgv‡K wek¦vm K‡i
†h-†KvbI KvR w`‡Z cv‡ib| †`L‡eb KvRUv n‡q †M‡Q|Õ
BqU diPzbv fvov wbj ivbv AvMvgx c‡b‡iv w`‡bi Rb¨|
wb‡Ri †Pnviv LvwbKUv e`‡j wb‡q‡Q I, mn‡R hv‡Z †KD
I‡K wPb‡Z bv cv‡i|
A‡bK †f‡ewP‡š— wm×vš— wb‡q‡Q ivbv, nVvr K‡i myivBqvi
mvg‡b wM‡q `uvov‡bv DwPZ n‡e bv| cÖ_‡g Avovj †_‡K j¶
ivL‡e, eyS‡Z †Póv Ki‡e Kx ai‡bi wec‡` c‡o‡Q †m|
Zvici Ae¯’v ey‡S e¨e¯’v †b‡e|
wk¶v-`x¶v †Zgb bv _vK‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ eyw×gvb I wek¦¯—
GKRb gvbyl Kvwd« mi`vi mv‡jfvb; †Vuv‡Ui duv‡K mviv¶Y
†j‡M Av‡Q gy‡³vi gZ `y¨wZ Qov‡bv wbg©j nvwm| Aí mg‡qi
g‡a¨B Zv‡K fvj †j‡M †Mj ivbvi|
Kvwd« mi`v‡ii Av‡iKUv ¸Y, e›`i bMix m¨vjv‡g‡mi

†Kv_vq Kx Av‡Q, Kvi Kx cwiPq, me Zvi ïay Rvbv bq,
bL`c©‡Y| ivbvi KvQ †_‡K †Pnvivi eY©bv ï‡bB e‡j w`j
†Kv_vq cvIqv hv‡e Ii wcÖq evÜex‡K|
Zvi wnmv‡e Kg‡ewk wZbgvm n‡Z Pjj weP K¬ve †Kqvi
wd«-†Z Mvb MvB‡Q GK †g‡q, ivbvi eY©bvi m‡½ ûeû wg‡j
hv‡”Q Zvi †Pnviv| Z‡e †g‡qwUi bvg myivBqv bq, w`ji“ev|
Kvwd« mi`vi‡K wb‡q cÖ_gw`b we‡K‡jB †Kqvi wd« weP
K¬v‡e P‡j Gj ivbv|
K¬v‡ei gvwjK GKRb Rvg©vb, bvg wRwg †gv‡ij| eqm
mˇii Kg bq, wKš‘ kixi-¯^v¯’¨ GLbI AUzU| Kvwd« mi`vi
Zuvi m‡½ ivbvi cwiPq Kwi‡q w`j| Ôwg÷vi gvmy` ivbv,
Uy¨wi÷| gvQ aivi R‡b¨ Avgvi BqU fvov wb‡q‡Qb|Õ
fvwi AgvwqK Ges wbcvU f`ª‡jvK wRwg †gv‡ij, K¬v‡ei
†Kv_vq Kx Av‡Q me Nywi‡q †`Lv‡jb ivbv‡K|
e›`i bMix m¨vjv‡g‡m ïay †Kqvi wd« weP K¬v‡eB i‡q‡Q
K¨vwm‡bv d¨vwmwjwU| mvaviYZ BD‡ivc-Av‡gwiKvi Uz¨wi÷iv
GLv‡b Ryqv †Lj‡Z Av‡m, Z‡e Avie Rvnv‡bi wKQy †kL I
AvwgiI Av‡m| evi I K¨vwm‡bvi m‡½ Uz¨wi÷‡`i Rb¨ GLv‡b
_vKv I LvIqvi e¨e¯’vI Av‡Q|
ivZ KvUvevi Rb¨ BqU g›` bq, Z‡e PviZjvi GKUv
my¨BU wiRvf© K‡i ivLj ivbv| †Kqvi wd«‡Z wb‡Ri GKUv
Av¯—vbv _vK‡j ai‡Z mywe‡a n‡e myivBqvi Ici KviI
Ô†bKbRiÕ Av‡Q wK bv|
K¬v‡ei Zid †_‡K `y‡Uv weqvi Advi Kiv n‡jv
I‡`i‡K| evi-G e‡m ivbvi m‡½ †ek wKQy †jv‡Ki cwiPq
Kwi‡q w`‡jb wRwg †gv‡ij, Zv‡`i g‡a¨ cvBjU ivwn mvg`vwb
I mv‡R©›U Gbfvi †bK‡gwZb i‡q‡Q, i‡q‡Qb wmwiqvb Uy¨wi÷
Av`bvb †gb‡`‡imI|
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†gb‡`‡im m¤ú‡K© ejv n‡jv, Avš—R©vwZK e¨emvqx wZwb,
eû wgj-KviLvbvi gvwjK| ivbv ey‡S wbj, GUv Zuvi Kvfvi|
AviI K‡qKRb Zi“Y bZzb L‡Ïi i‡q‡Q, K¬ve gvwjK
wRwg †gv‡ijB Zv‡`i‡K †P‡bb bv, Kv‡RB cwiPq Kwi‡q
†`Iqvi cÖkœ DVj bv|
Z‡e Av`bvb †gb‡`‡im‡K †hgb GKbR‡iB wPb‡Z
†c‡i‡Q, G‡`iI Aš—Z wZbRb‡K †`LvgvÎ wP‡b †djj ivbv|
ga¨cÖv‡P¨i wewfbœ gymwjg iv‡óªi GmwcIbvR G‡R›U Zviv|
cyiv‡bv cÖkœUvB bZzb Avw½‡K Avevi RvMj ivbvi g‡b,
GZ¸‡jv B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi Acv‡iUi ZzwK© mvBcÖv‡m Kx Ki‡Q?
Zv‡`i fve †`‡L g‡b n‡jv wmwbqi wmwiqvb G‡R›U Av`bvb
†gb‡`‡i‡mi m‡½ †KvbI e¨vcv‡i civgk© Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q
Zviv| †gb‡`‡im ivbv‡K †P‡bb bv, wPb‡j cÖkœ K‡i †R‡b
wb‡Z cviZ ivbv Kx e¨vcvi|
cÖvB‡fU GKUv PvU©vi †Kv¤úvwbi gvwjK Zi“Y mvg`vwb,
†QvU GKUv wm‡c−b Pvjvq| cy‡iv`¯‘i GKUv Gqvi‡cv‡U©i
Dc‡hvMx hveZxq miÄvg I cÖ‡qvRbxq Av‡qvRb m¨vjv‡g‡m
Av‡Q, Z‡e †m-me Lye KgB e¨envi Kiv nq|
ivwn mvg`vwbi †Pv‡L-gy‡L welYœ I D`vm GKUv fve j¶
Kij ivbv| †mUv eyS‡Z †c‡i Ii Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wdmwdm
Ki‡jb e„× iwmK Rvg©vb, wRwg †gv‡ij, ÔcvBjU mvg`vwbi
gb Lvivc, KviY Avgv‡`i bZzb MvwqKv Zv‡K bvwK GK`gB
cvËv w`‡”Q bv|Õ
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GjvKvi AvBb-k„sLjv cwiw¯’wZ †ek fvjB Av‡Q|
Av`bvb †gb‡`‡i‡mi weË-ˆef‡ei Lei Rvbv †MjÑ

wmwiqvi wewkó bvMwiK, wgwjI‡bqvi e¨emvqx| `y‡Uv
widvBbvwi I w÷j wi-†ivwjs d¨v±wii gvwjK QvovI bvbvb
ai‡bi Avš—R©vwZK e¨emvi m‡½ RwoZ f`ª‡jvK| eqm
cÂvbœi Kg bv n‡jI, AvDU‡Wvi jvB‡di Uvb GLbI Zuv‡K
Qv‡owb, SuywK wb‡Z wcQcv nb bv|
Gici LyK K‡i †K‡k Kvwd« mi`vi mv‡jfvb ivbv‡K
Rvbvj, Ii †P‡q gvÎ K‡qK wgwbU Av‡M GB †gb‡`‡im
f`ª‡jvKB Zvi †evU diPzbv fvov Ki‡Z wM‡qwQ‡jb| †Zgb
AwfÁZv bv _vK‡jI, f`ª‡jv‡Ki Lye B‡”Q eo AvKv‡ii gvQ
ai‡eb| fvov Kiv GKUv †gvUi †evU wb‡q ïi“I K‡iwQ‡jb,
wKš‘ GKUv j‡Âi m‡½ av°v †L‡q †gvUi †evUUvi †ek ¶wZ
n‡q‡Q, †givg‡Zi Rb¨ mgq jvM‡e| e›`‡i fvj †KvbI †evU
fvov cvIqv Lye KwVb GKUv e¨vcvi, mi`viI Zv‡K wdwi‡q
w`‡q‡Q, Kv‡RB AvcvZZ nvZ-cv ¸wU‡q WvOvq e‡m _vK‡Z
n‡”Q Zuv‡K|
G wb‡q wb‡Ri Kcvj‡K `vqx Ki‡Qb †gb‡`‡im, †mŠRb¨
†eva †_‡K ivbv Zuv‡K Avk¦¯— Kij, ÔGKUv e¨e¯’v n‡qB
hv‡e| Avi Zv hw` bv nq, Avgv‡`i Bq‡U P‡j Avm‡eb|
AvgviI †Zv gvQ aivi Lye kL|Õ
m‡Ü wVK mvZUvq WvÝ †d¬v‡i †ewi‡q Gj GK`j bZ©Kx|
mevB Zviv ivkvb Zi“Yx, e¨v‡j wkíx| Zv‡`i bvP †kl n‡Z
WvÝ †d¬v‡i nvwRi n‡jv wgkixq GK †ewj WvÝvi|
GK gyn~Z© ci †d¬v‡ii GK †Kv‡Y iƒ‡ci Av¸b wb‡q †hb
c~wY©gvi Puv` DVj Ñ nv‡Z gvB‡µv‡dvb wb‡q Mvb aij GK
Zš^x wdwjw¯—wb| w`ji“ev bq, cÖ_g `k©‡bB Zv‡K wPb‡Z
cvij ivbv, myivBqv| Zvi Mv‡bi Zv‡j Zv‡j †Kvgi I †c‡U
†XD Zzj‡Q wgkixq †ewj WvÝvi|
AviI cÖvq Pwj−k wgwbU _vKj ivbv ILv‡b| cwi‡ekUv
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†Lqvj Kij, †Pviv †Pv‡L †`‡L wbj Dcw¯’Z †jvKRb‡K,
LuywU‡q cix¶v Kij myivBqvi cÖwZwU AvPiY|
bv, cwi®‹vi eySj ivbv, myivBqv I‡K wPb‡Z cv‡iwb|
KviYUv ïay QÙ‡ek bq, ivbv e‡m‡QI †ek A‡bKUv `~‡i|
AviI GKUv e¨vcvi ¯úó, AZ¨š— bvf©vm †eva Ki‡Q
myivBqv| LvwbK ci ci Gw`K-†mw`K Qy‡U hv‡”Q Zvi Aw¯’i
`„wó|
ciw`b Kv‡R †b‡g coj ivbv| KviI g‡b †KvbI iKg
m‡›`n bv RvwM‡q myivBqv m¤ú‡K© AviI Z_¨ msMÖn Ki‡Q
I|
`yw`b ci cwi®‹vi GKUv wPÎ cvIqv †Mj| weP K¬v‡ei
wZbZjvi GKUv my¨B‡U GKv _v‡K w`ji“ev Ii‡d myivBqv|
cÖwZw`b m‡Ü mvZUvq Abyôv‡b Av‡m †m, Zv Qvov IB my¨BU
†Q‡o mvaviYZ †Kv_vI Zv‡K †h‡Z †`Lv hvqwb|
¯’vbxq Zi“Y ev we‡`wk Uy¨wi÷ hviv weP K¬v‡e Avmv-hvIqv
K‡i Zviv cªvq mevB GB gayKÉx Aáivi Rb¨ cvMj, wKš‘
†KD Zviv Zvi KvQ †_‡K †KvbIiKg cÖkªq cvq bv|
myivBqvi m‡½ KLbI †KD †`Lv Ki‡Z Av‡m bv| Aš—Z
AvR ch©š— Av‡mwb|
Zvi Aemi mgq Kv‡U †ivgvw›UK eB c‡o, Kv‡b
IqvKg¨vb jvwM‡q Mvb ï‡b, Avi cvqPvwi K‡i|
AvR wZbw`b n‡jv m¨vjv‡g‡m G‡m‡Q ivbv, myivBqvi Mvb
ï‡b‡Q Pvievi| Zvi AvPiY †_‡K GKUv e¨vcvi cwi®‹vi n‡q
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iv‡Z wm×vš— wbj ivbv, wewmAvB †mUAvc †_‡K wMÖb
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Mvb †kl nIqvi ci, mivmwi Zvi wZb Zjvi my¨B‡U|

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`vIqvZ w`‡qwQ‡jb Avcwb, g‡b Av‡Q †Zv? f`ª‡jvK †mUv‡K
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Zvici wZh©K GKUv c_ a‡i bvg‡Z ïi“ Kij cvwbi Mfx‡i|
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†Mj gvQ¸‡jv|
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K‡i †i‡L‡Q, Sjg‡j †g‡Ni AvK…wZ wb‡q KLbI bx‡P
bvg‡Q, KLbI Dc‡i DV‡Q, cÖwZwU bovPovi m‡½ e`‡j
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IUv †gb‡`‡i‡miB nvZ n‡e|
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dvU‡ji wfZiUv Svcmv, †hb meyR Kzqvkv Sz‡j Av‡Q| Iw`K
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Zz‡j Dciw`‡K ZvKv‡jb|
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†b‡o †`Lv‡jb I‡K| Zuvi Wvb Kuv‡ai Kv‡Q †ek LvwbKUv
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AviI KvQvKvwQ nIqvi ci ivbv †`Lj †gb‡`‡i‡mi Wvb
nv‡Zi Dciw`KUv Lye Lvivc fv‡e wP‡i †M‡Q| m‡›`n †bB
cÖev‡j Nlv jvMvi dj|
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Ki‡Z PvB‡jb ivbv‡K| cigyn~‡Z©B Zuvi †PvL `y‡Uv eo n‡q
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AvU dzwU e¨vivKzWv|
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Rv‡b GB i³ AviI wnsmª gvQ‡K †W‡K Avb‡e| wdb civ cv
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Kij|
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AviI jvj n‡q DV‡Q cvwb|
†gb‡`‡i‡mi w`‡K GwM‡q Gj ivbv, †U‡b Zuv‡K †ei
Kij dvU‡ji gyL †_‡K| Iiv Nyi‡Q, †`Lj wØZxq e¨vivKzWv
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Av‡jvob I K¤úb DVj, eyØy` m‡i †h‡Z †`Lv †Mj gvs‡mi
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dvwj I nvo Szj‡Q IUvi gyL †_‡K|
meyR Kzqvkvi wfZi †_‡K i“cvwj AviI gvQ D‡V
Avm‡Q| ZvovZvwo †gb‡`‡i‡mi GKUv evû Lvg‡P aij ivbv,
Zuv‡K wb‡q D‡V Avm‡Q mvi‡d‡m|
AMfxi cvwb‡Z m‡i Gj Iiv, cÖev‡ji Dci w`‡q
muvZiv‡”Q| LvwbK ci gv_vi Dci diPzbvi †Lvj †`Lv †Mj|
†mUvi wcQ‡b, mvi‡d‡m gv_v Zzjj `yRb|
gB †e‡q cÖ_‡g Dc‡i DV‡jb †gb‡`‡im, †iwjs UcKv‡Z
Zuv‡K mvnvh¨ Kij Kvwd« mi`vi|
†W‡K D‡V G‡m gv¯‹ I A¨vKzqvjvO Lyj‡Q ivbv, †`Lj
wPr n‡q ï‡q nuvcv‡”Qb †gb‡`‡im, †PvL `y‡Uv eÜ| ixwZgZ
ivM n‡”Q Ii, ejj, ÔAvcbvi Rvbv wQj bv w¯úqvi wdwks-Gi
mgq kixi †_‡K i³ †ei“‡j Kx n‡Z cv‡i?Õ
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R‡b¥i wk¶v n‡q †M‡Q| ab¨ev`, wg÷vi ivbv Ñ g„Zz¨i gyL
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wiMvj LvIqve|Õ
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ÔAvcbv‡KI ab¨ev`, nvO‡ii c_ †_‡K Avgv‡K mwi‡q †bqvi
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hvB, Avcbvi Kuv‡a e¨v‡ÛR Ki‡Z n‡e| wMqvi¸‡jv mi`vi
Zz‡j ivL‡e|Õ
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Kuv‡a GKUv †Zvqv‡j, GKUz GKUz Kuvc‡Qb| GKUv M−v‡m
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nvm‡jb f`ª‡jvK|
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ci _ªUj Ly‡j w`‡q d¨vgv¸¯—v †e-i w`‡K Nywi‡q wbj
diPzbv‡K|
cye w`M‡š— Nb Nb we`y¨r PgKv‡”Q| †evanq GKUv So
Avm‡e|
m‡Ü wVK mvZUvq nviev‡i †cuŠ‡Q cyew`‡Ki cv_y‡i †RwU‡Z
BqU wfovj Kvwd« mi`vi| Zi“Y ZzwK© cywjk Awdmvi Gbfvi
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mi`v‡ii Quy‡o †`Iqv iwkUv Lc K‡i a‡i †djj|
B‡Zvg‡a¨ evZv‡mi MwZ †e‡o †M‡Q, mvMi n‡q DV‡Q
DËvj| †Pqv‡ii wcV †_‡K R¨v‡KUUv wbj ivbv, †Kweb †_‡K
†ewi‡q G‡m †`Lj Ii Rb¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Qb †gb‡`‡im|
gi‡P aiv †jvnvi gB †e‡q †RwU‡Z DVj Iiv|
mv‡R©›U †bK‡gwZb Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔwKQy †c‡jb, wg÷vi
ivbv?Õ
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Avgv‡`i m‡½ Mjv †fRv‡eb,Õ Avgš¿Y Rvbv‡jb †gb‡`‡im|
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mv‡R©›U †bK‡gwZb| Ôc‡i|Õ
Zvi m‡½ Mí Ry‡o w`j Kvwd« mi`vi| †RwU a‡i mvg‡b
G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv, Ii wcQy wb‡jb †gb‡`‡im|
†RwU †_‡K †mvRv weP K¬ve †Kqvi wd«‡Z P‡j Gj Iiv|
wKQy¶Y Av‡M cª_g Abyôvb †kl K‡i‡Q myivBqv, cÖ¯‘wZ Pj‡Q
wØZxqUvi| WvÝ †d¬viUv h‡_ó eo, Zvic‡iI †Uwej¸‡jv Lye
KvQvKvwQ †djv n‡q‡Q|
GKUv †UwejI Lvwj cvIqv †Mj bv| AMZ¨v evi-G emj
Iiv, ivwn mvg`vwbi cv‡k| Zvi R¨v‡K‡Ui me¸‡jv †evZvg
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M−vm|
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†`Ljvg Avcbv‡K| wKQy †c‡jb?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔAvcbvi e¨emv †Kgb?Õ
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dzj †jvW wb‡q G‡mwQ|Õ
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Zv‡K ej‡jb †gb‡`‡im|
M−vmUv GK †Xv‡K Lvwj K‡i Uzj Qvoj mvg`vwb| Ôab¨ev`,
Av‡iKw`b|Õ
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Kx‡mi?Õ
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mvg`vwb|
ÔGevi †Kv_vq Pj‡jb, ˆei“‡Z?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
Ônu¨v, wKQy †jvK‡K ˆei“‡Z wb‡q hvw”Q, ILvb †_‡K Zviv

gvSiv‡Z wjweqvi d¬vBU ai‡e|Õ
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Avgv‡`i,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ôwg÷vi †gb‡`‡im, wc−R,Õ Aby‡iva Kij mvg`vwb|
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AbyôvbUv wgm Kijvg Avwg|Õ
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†gb‡`‡im|
mvg`vwb we`vq wb‡q P‡j †h‡ZB mivmwi †gb‡`‡i‡mi
w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| ÔAvcbvi m‡½ Zv n‡j w`ji“evi cwiPq
Av‡Q?Õ kvš—K‡É Rvb‡Z PvBj I|
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ej‡jb wmwiqvb GmwcIbvR G‡R›U, Zvici evig¨vb‡K
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wd‡i Avevi ej‡jb, Ômy¨B‡U wd‡i Avwg GLb kvIqvi mvie|
Zvici Avgiv nq‡Zv GKm‡½ wWbvi †L‡Z cvwi, Kx e‡jb?Õ
Ôab¨ev`,Õ e‡j gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔAvR bq|Õ
ÔbZzb GKUv nvc©yb Mvb cvIbv n‡q‡Q Kvwd« mi`v‡ii,Õ
ej‡jb †gb‡`‡im| ÔfvewQ Kvj †KvbI GK mgq w`‡q
Avme|Õ
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gv_v SuvwK‡q P‡j †M‡jb f`ª‡jvK|
ûBw¯‹i M−v‡m gvÎ PzgyK w`‡q‡Q ivbv, GB mgq w`ªg w`ªg
k‡ã Wªvg †e‡R DVj| m‡½ m‡½ duvKv n‡q †Mj WvÝ †d¬vi|
Pvicv‡ki Av‡jv ¤−vb n‡q Gj| e¨vÛ-Gi cv‡k wLjv‡bi bx‡P
w¯’i n‡jv GKUv ¯úUjvB‡Ui e„ËvKvi Av‡jv|
iOP‡O cuywZ w`‡q evbv‡bv ci`v mwi‡q WvÝ †d¬v‡i XyK‡Q
myivBqv, nVvr wcb-cZb bxieZv †b‡g Gj K¨vwm‡bvi wfZi|
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Kv‡jv wR‡Ýi UªvDRvi c‡i‡Q †m, mv`v wmé kvU© w`‡q wMuU
†g‡i‡Q †Kvg‡i, gv_vi K‡W©vfvb n¨vU LvwbK euvKv n‡q Qvqv
†d‡j‡Q Zvi gy‡L| bvfxi Kv‡Q Szj‡Q w¯−‡O euvav wMUvi|
GK gyn~Z© ILv‡b `uvwo‡q _vKj myivBqv, Kx‡mi Rb¨ †hb
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q, Zvici Zvi AvOyj wMUv‡ii Zv‡i g„`y †UvKv
w`j, †mB m‡½ gayi my‡i aij Mvb|
m‡›`n †bB, fvej ivbv, Mjvi GB Ac~e© gvayh© wb‡q
GKw`b †MvUv `ywbqvi †kªô MvwqKv‡`i mvwi‡Z `uvov‡Z cvi‡e
myivBqv| Z‡e wbðqB †Kv_vI GKUv evav Av‡Q, Zv bv n‡j
iqvj A¨vjevU© nj-Gi †mB Abyôv‡b Abycw¯’Z _vKZ bv I
wKQy‡ZB|
myivBqvi wec`Uv‡K †gv‡UI †QvU K‡i †`L‡Q bv ivbv|
cici `y‡Uv Mvb †M‡q we`vq wb‡Z hv‡”Q myivBqv,
†kªvZv‡`i KiZvwj‡Z †MvUv K¨vwm‡bv †hb †d‡U co‡Z
PvBj|
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w`j| eo eo †XD‡qi Dci w`‡q Abvqv‡m G‡Mv‡”Q diPzbv|
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Ô†e−v-†nvj,Õ Rvbvj Kvwd« mi`vi|
Ô†mUv Kx wRwbm?Õ Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb †gm‡`‡im|
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cvwbi Dci gv_v Zz‡j Av‡Q|
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†f‡m P‡j‡Q Iiv| wi‡di `w¶Y †KvY Nyi‡Q BqU| IB
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Kij ivbv, ax‡i ax‡i GKw`K †_‡K Av‡iKw`‡K †Nviv‡”Q
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jvd w`‡q †W‡K †b‡g †Kwe‡bi w`‡K QyUj ivbv| GKUz
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G‡Ki ci GK dvqvi Ki‡Q|
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wewbgq Kij evwK mevB| GK mgq Nyij Kvwd« mi`vi,
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myivBqv|Õ
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gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔG Avwg †g‡b wb‡Z cviwQ bv| Gi
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†iwj‡Oi mvg‡b `uvwo‡q mvM‡ii w`‡K ZvKvj|
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cywjk jÂ| ûBjnvDm †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m nvZ bvoj mv‡R©›U
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Bq‡Ui †W‡K D‡V G‡m mv‡R©›U ejj, ÔmiKvix W‡K Lei
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cvVv‡”Q| Avkv KiwQ `ycy‡ii g‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e|Õ
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m¤úK©Uv †gv‡i‡ji gva¨‡g B‡Zvg‡a¨ †R‡b †d‡j‡Q Zviv|
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A‡c¶v Kij bv|
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cvi‡e I myivBqv‡K|
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Nv‡mi Dci c‡o i‡q‡Q IUv| †mw`‡K G‡Mvevi mgq mvM‡ii
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`uvwo‡q _vK‡Z †`‡L cv‡k G‡m w¯’i n‡jv †bK‡gwZb|
mvgvb¨ fuvR coj mv‡R©‡›Ui Kcv‡j| Avk¦¯— Kievi
fw½‡Z †QvÆ K‡i gv_v SuvKvj ivbv, Zvici `yRb GKm‡½
muvZ‡i †c−bUvi wfZi XyKj| wmU¸‡jv Av‡Q GLbI, K‡›Uªvj
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†KvbI jvk †bB| µz-Av‡ivnxiv †hb †mªd A`„k¨ n‡q †M‡Q|
†Kwe‡b XyKj †bK‡gwZb| wdDwRjvR a‡i evB‡i _vKj
ivbv| mvi‡d‡mi Dc‡i m~h© DV‡Q, cvwb †f` K‡i †b‡g
Avm‡Q Av‡jvi Avfv| Z‡e cÖv‡Yi †KvbI Dcw¯’wZ †Pv‡L
co‡Q bv|
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†Kweb †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m ivbvi Kuv‡a †UvKv w`j mv‡R©›U,
Zvici nvZ Zz‡j mvgyw`ªK Nvm¸‡jv †`Lvj Ñ wi‡di †Mvov
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†mªv‡Zi Uv‡b ï‡q Av‡Q me| m‡½ m‡½ ai‡Z cvij ivbv, Kx
†evSv‡Z PvB‡Q †m|
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Uv‡b `yÕGKUv jvk IB ¸nvq wM‡q c‡o‡Q|
†c−b †Q‡o w`‡q cvnvo-cÖvPx‡ii †Mvov j¶¨ K‡i G‡Mvj
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PIov| gv_v wbPz K‡i wfZ‡i Xy‡K mv‡R©‡›Ui Rb¨ A‡c¶v
Ki‡Q I|
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†gNUv †f‡O †Mj, †`Lv †Mj ¸nvi Qv‡` GKUv jvk AvU‡K
i‡q‡Q, bx‡Pi w`‡K gyL Kiv|
ivwn mvg`vwbi jvk| evZvm fwZ© GKUv jvBd-R¨v‡KU
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nvZ-cv w¯’i| kix‡ii †Kv_vI †KvbI AvNv‡Zi wPý †bB|
†bK‡gwZb I ivbv GKm‡½ DV‡Q, I‡`i c_ †_‡K Qy‡U
cvjv‡”Q gvQ¸‡jv| muvZ‡i ¸nvi gy‡Li w`‡K wd‡i Avm‡Q
Iiv `yRb|
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mvi‡d‡m gv_v Zzjj diPzbvi wcQb w`‡K| mevi Av‡M wLwRi
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I‡`i †evSvUv‡K wPb‡Z †c‡i AK¯§vr ey‡R Gj Zvi Mjv|
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ivwn mvg`vwbi jvkUv ZZ¶‡Y wPr K‡i †kvqv‡bv n‡q‡Q
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†c−b cvwb‡Z covi mgq m¤¢eZ K‡›Uªv‡j wQj I| †Kweb
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Ôm¤¢eZ Zwj‡q hvevi mgq wi‡d¬· A¨vKk‡b evZvm f‡i
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†e−v-†nvj w`‡q †ewi‡q Avm‡Z cvi‡e|Õ
†gb‡`‡im wR‡Ám Ki‡jb, ÔevwK mevB?Õ
ÔILv‡b Avi wKQyB †bB,Õ Reve w`j mv‡R©›U †bK‡gwZb|
ÔAvgvi g‡b n‡jv †c−‡b wKQy GKUvi we‡ùviY N‡U‡Q|Õ
åƒ †KuvPKv‡jb †gb‡`‡im| ÔwKQy ej‡Z Kx? `yB Bwćbi
GKUv?Õ
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KgcvU©‡g‡›U wQj| †j‡Ri cy‡ivUv Dwo‡q wb‡q †M‡Q|Õ
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nVvr bxieZv †b‡g Gj| nvqvZ ïay GKevi †Rv‡i wbtk¦vm
†djj, Zv Qvov A‡bK¶Y Avi †KvbI kã †bB| Zvici,
ax‡i ax‡i Rvb‡Z PvB‡jb †gv‡ij, ÔAvcwb ej‡Z PvB‡Qb,
mv‡R©›U, e¨vcviUv A¨vw·‡W›U bq?Õ
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nvqv‡Zi nvZ †_‡K GKUv †Zvqv‡j wb‡q ivwn mvg`vwbi gyLUv
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†bK‡gwZ‡bi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q|
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†KvbI m‡›`n †bB, m¨v‡evUvR|Õ
Qq
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†i‡L †M‡Q weQvbv Ñ a¯—vaw¯—i d‡j G‡jv‡g‡jv Ñ GLbI
†Zgwb Av‡Q| evwj‡ki GKUv Ask GLbI wbPz n‡q Av‡Q,
†hLv‡b gv_v †i‡LwQj †m| Suy‡K †mLvbUvq nvZ eyjvj I|
Zvici Nywg‡q coj|
ciw`b kvIqvi †m‡i bZzb Kvco ci‡Q ivbv, bK K‡i
wfZ‡i XyKj Zi“Y mv‡R©›U †bK‡gwZb| WªBs i“‡gi wm‡½j
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Gqvi A¨vÛ wm Uªv‡fj †_‡K wm‡c−b Iqvjivm d¬vB‡Ui
c¨v‡mÄvi wj÷Uv wb‡q G‡mwQ| gvÎ PviRb| w`ji“ev Ii‡d

myivBqv, d«vwR‡qv bv‡g GK eªvwhwjqvb e¨emvqx, wg‡mm
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†gv¯—vwKg? ZzwK© mvBwcÖqU?Õ Zx¶è n‡jv †Pv‡Li `„wó|
mv‡R©›U ejj, Ôbv, wdwjw¯—wb|Õ Zuvi m¤ú‡K© hv Rv‡b e‡j
†Mj †m|
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†gvmv‡`i nv‡Z ew›` n‡qwQ‡jb GB weL¨vZ c`v_© weÁvbx|
Qvov cvIqvi ci †_‡K †Luvov‡Zb|
ˆei“‡Z cvwj‡q G‡m wnheyj−vn‡K bvbvfv‡e mvnvh¨
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m‡½ hy‡×i mgq| ZLbB BRiv‡qwj‡`i †evgv nvgjvq AvnZ
nb| wPwKrmv wb‡Z ZzwK© mvBcÖv‡m P‡j Avm‡Z nq Zuv‡K|
GLv‡b G‡m GKUv wK¬wb‡K fwZ© n‡qwQ‡jb| wZwb †h †jevb‡b
wd‡i hv‡”Qb, Zv †m RvbZ bv|
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e¨v‡MR KgcvU©‡g‡›U †evgvUv Zviv ivLj Kxfv‡e?Õ
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†Zgb †jvKRb _v‡K bv, m‡Üi ci †c−‡bi Kv‡Q †cuŠQv‡bv
KviI R‡b¨ †KvbI mgm¨v bq|Õ
ÔGLb Kx Ki‡eb Avcbviv?Õ
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†e-i †a‡Kwjqv-q,Õ ejj †bK‡gwZb| ÔILv‡b BD.Gb. Avg©W
cywjk Kg©KZ©v‡`i m‡½ wgwUs Av‡Q| Avkv KiwQ m‡Üi
Av‡MB wdi‡Z cvie| wKQy Rvb‡Z cvi‡j eje Avcbv‡K|
†g‡qwUi K_v †f‡e Lye Lvivc jvM‡Q, wg÷vi ivbv| Avwg
mwZ¨B `ytwLZ|Õ
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mv‡R©›U P‡j hvIqvi `k wgwbU ci my¨BU †_‡K †ewi‡q
evi-G P‡j Gj ivbv|
†KD †bB ev‡i| Z‡e †U‡i‡m cvIqv †Mj wRwg
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†eªKdv÷ Lvb|Õ
gv_v bvoj ivbv| Ôïay Kwd|Õ
Kwd w`‡q †Mj I‡qUvi| ax‡i ax‡i KvcUv Lvwj Kij
ivbv| †gv‡i‡ji eqm n‡j Kx n‡e, ¯^v¯’¨ Lye fvj, wL‡`I
cÖPzi| mgq wb‡q Lv‡”Qb wZwb|
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Ômv‡R©›U †bK‡gwZb g‡b nq wMÖK mvBcÖv‡m †M‡jb, †ni
†gb‡`‡im‡KI Zuvi m‡½ †h‡Z †`Ljvg|Õ
ivbvi Rvbv Av‡Q, `yB mvBcÖv‡m Avmv-hvIqv Ki‡Z
cvm‡cvU©-wfmv jv‡M bv|
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mv‡R©›U †bK‡gwZb?Õ
m‡½ m‡½ LvIqv eÜ n‡q †Mj wRwg †gv‡i‡ji| gv_v
SuvKv‡jb| ÔBRiv‡qwj‡`i GB Ab¨vq AvPiY †KvbIg‡Z
†g‡b †bqv hvq bv|Õ
Ô†evgvUv KLb Kxfv‡e ivLv nq †c−‡b, Zvi GKUv aviYv
w`‡q‡Qb mv‡R©›U,Õ cÖm½ e`‡j ejj ivbv| Ô†mUv fyj|Õ
ÔKx iKg?Õ †KŠZ‚njx †`Lvj †gv‡ij‡K| ÔAvgvi †Zv †mUv
hyw³m½Z e¨vL¨v e‡jB g‡b n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔcÖ_‡g AvgviI ZvB g‡b n‡qwQj,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôc‡i
ïbjvg ivwn mvg`vwb me mgq wb‡R `uvwo‡q †_‡K †jvwWs-Gi
KvRUv KiZ| eQi K‡qK Av‡M GK wkwcs K¬vK© Zvi †c−‡b
`yB wK‡jv †n‡ivBb †Zvjvi †Póv Ki‡Z wM‡q aiv c‡o hvq,
†mB †_‡K †KvbI iKg SzuwK wbZ bv †m| Zv Qvov, jv‡MR

KgcvU©‡g‡›U me mgq Zvjv w`‡q ivL‡Z †`Lv †M‡Q Zv‡K|
`iRvq wKQy Kiv n‡j wbðqB †mUv Zvi †Pv‡L coZ|Õ
Ô†m‡¶‡Î †evgvUv KviI jv‡M‡R K‡i †Zvjv nq †c−‡b,Õ
†Pv‡L-gy‡L D‡ØM wb‡q ej‡jb †gv‡ij| Ônq‡Zv W±i
†gvmv‡ÏK gvmjv‡bi jv‡M‡RB wQj IUv|Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔAm¤¢e bq| hvi jv‡M‡RB †_‡K
_vKzK, we›`y-wemM© wKQyB RvbZ bv †m| KvRUv nq‡Zv †nv‡Uj
ev wK¬wb‡K Kiv n‡q‡Q| Z‡e W±i gvmjvb GZUv AmZK©
n‡eb, GUv wek¦vm Kiv hvq bv|Õ
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m¤¢e,Õ ej‡jb †gv‡ij| ÔAv‡ivnxiv †K †Kv_vq wQj Rvb‡Z
cvi‡j †mLvbKvi I‡qUvi, MvW© I g¨v‡bRvi‡K †Riv Ki‡j
wbðqB wKQy Z_¨ cvIqv hv‡e|Õ
Ô¸W AvBwWqv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZvwjKvi †KD Avcbvi
†nv‡U‡j wQj?Õ
gv_v bvo‡jb †gv‡ij| ÔW±i gvmjvb wQ‡jb AvZvZzK©
wK¬wb‡K| Avcwb PvB‡j ILvb †_‡KB Z`š— ïi“ Ki‡Z cvwi
Avgiv|Õ
Rvg©vb f`ª‡jvK mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z AvMÖn †`Lv‡”Qb, †mRb¨
g‡b g‡b K…ZÁ †eva Kij ivbv| Ôab¨ev`,Õ e‡j †Pqvi Qvoj
I| Ôgv_vq GKUv eyw× G‡m‡Q| Avcwb GKv AvZvZzK© wK¬wb‡K
hvb| Avwg hvB †`wL Av‡iKUv c¨v‡mÄvi wj÷ †hvMvo Kiv
hvq wK bv| Zv n‡j Rvb‡Z cvie evwK `yRb †Kv_vq
D‡VwQj|Õ
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n‡e| Z‡e cywjk‡K Rvbv‡bv `iKvi bv?Õ
Ômv‡R©‡›Ui wdi‡Z m‡Ü n‡q hv‡e, ZZ¶‡Y Avgv‡`i cvwL
D‡o †h‡Z cv‡i|Õ
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U¨vw· wb‡q †RwUi Kv‡Q P‡j Gj ivbv| wbPz cuvwP‡j e‡m
`yRb bvwe‡Ki m‡½ Mí Ki‡Q Pwe© I gvs‡mi wW‡cv Kvwd«
mi`vi mv‡jfvb| ivbv‡K †`‡L jvd w`‡q wm‡a n‡jv †m,
ay‡jv fwZ© c‡_ †b‡g Avm‡Q| ÔAvR Avgiv †ei“e, wg÷vi
ivbv?Õ
K_v bv e‡j ïay gv_v bvoj ivbv| Ii wcQy wb‡q K‡qK
cv nuvUj mi`vi, Zvici wcwQ‡q coj ax‡i ax‡i Ñ ivbv‡K
†`L‡Z w`‡Z Pvq bv Zvi †PvL `y‡Uv AKvi‡Y wf‡R D‡V‡Q|
Gqvi‡cv‡U© G‡m ivwn Gqvi A¨vÛ wm Uªv‡fj-Gi Awd‡m
XyKj ivbv| GKRb K¬vK©‡K wb‡Ri AvBwW KvW©Uv †`wL‡q
ejj, ÔKvj iv‡Z wm‡c−b Iqvjivm A¨vw·‡W›U K‡i‡Q, Rv‡bb
†Zv? †KmUv Z`š— KiwQ Avgiv|Õ
KvW©Uv LuywU‡q †`Lj K¬vK©| Zvici ejj, ÔwKš‘, mvi, ivbv
G‡RwÝi wK G-e¨vcv‡i Bb‡fw÷‡MU Kivi cviwgkb Av‡Q?Õ
Ô†gBbj¨v‡Û Av‡Q,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvcwb PvB‡j Av¼viv-i
cywjk †nW‡KvqvU©v‡i †dvb K‡i †R‡b wb‡Z cv‡ib GLv‡bI
Av‡Q wK bv|Õ
ÔwVK Av‡Q, mvi|Õ Sv‡gjv bv evwo‡q mn‡hvwMZv Kievi
wm×vš— wbj ZzwK© K¬vK©| ÔKx Ki‡Z n‡e ejyb|Õ
Ômv‡R©›U †bK‡gwZb‡K GKUv c¨v‡mÄvi wj÷ w`‡q‡Qb
Avcbviv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔIUvi GKUv Kwc `iKvi Avgvi|Õ
ÔAvwg bv, Avgvi KwjM w`‡q‡Q|Õ dvBwjs †Kwe‡b‡Ui
†`ivR Ly‡j GKUv KgwcDUvi wcÖ›U-AvDU †ei K‡i ivbvi
w`‡K evwo‡q w`j Zi“Y K¬vK©| Ôwbb, mvi, GUvB Avgv‡`i
dvBbvj Kwc| mv‡R©›U P‡j hvevi ci ˆZwi Kiv n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔdvBbvj Kwc?Õ ejj ivbv| Ôgv‡b?Õ
Ôgv‡b n‡jv, cÖvqB †`Lv hvq d¬vBU wgm Kij †KD Ñ nq
mgq gZ †cuŠQv‡Z cvij bv, bq‡Zv Ab¨ †KvbI Kvi‡Y hv‡e

bv,Õ e¨vL¨v Kij K¬vK©| ÔGiKg n‡j dvBbvj Kwc‡Z
Zv‡`i‡K Avgiv ivwL bv|Õ
wb‡Ri wfZi VvÊv GKUv Abyf~wZ n‡jv ivbvi| gvÎ GK
SjK Av‡jvq me AÜKvi †hb †K‡U hv‡”Q| KvD›Uv‡ii w`‡K
SuyKj I, mveav‡b ejj, ÔKvj iv‡Zi Iqvjivm d¬vBU wgm
K‡i‡Q †KD?Õ
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Zvi wmU eyK Kwi Avwg `ycy‡ii w`‡K, wKš‘ d¬vBU ai‡Z
Av‡mbwb wZwb|Õ
ÔZvi jv‡MR?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
ÔI¸‡jv Av‡MB †c−‡b †Zvjv n‡q wM‡qwQj| f`ª‡jvK‡K
Avwg RvbvB, mvZUvi g‡a¨ †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z n‡e me| wg÷vi
mvg`vwb PvB‡Zb, jv‡MR Av‡Mfv‡M Zzj‡Z n‡e|Õ
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ivbv|
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†gv‡i‡ji Kv‡Q hvw”Q| Bq‡U †`Lv n‡e|Õ
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ˆmK‡Z †ewi‡q G‡m nbnb K‡i nviev‡ii w`‡K G‡Mvj
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cvDÛ Nyl w`‡q ivwR Kivq cv‡cvm‡K|
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†Mj diPzbv|
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nviev‡ii D‡ëvw`‡K GKUv cyiv‡bv †RwU‡Z Bq‡Ui iwk
euvaj Kvwd« mi`vi| Ava NÈv ˆmKZ a‡i nuvUvnuvwUi ci weD
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w`j ivbv| Lvwj|
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ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj Kvwd« mi`vi| Ôwg÷vi ivbv, kn‡ii
evi¸‡jvq †LuvR wb‡Z n‡e|Õ
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Kvfvi Ki“b, Avwg evg w`K| `yÕNÈv ci †ev‡U †`Lv n‡e|Õ
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gy‡Li Nvg gyQ‡jb| ÔbvBU jvBd bvwK mwZ¨ B›Uv‡iw÷s|
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cvwb wQUv‡ZB Ávb wd‡i Gj|
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GK mvBcÖvm-cvD‡Ûi GKUv †bvU †ei K‡i fuvR Kij ivbv,
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Ôej‡j IB UvKv Avgvi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij †Q‡jUv, Dˇi
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gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔAv‡i, G †Zv GK`g cvwb|Õ `~‡i e‡m
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Zvici wm‡a n‡q Ry‡Zvi WMv w`‡q KzKziUvi †c‡U g„`y †LuvPv
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wf‡oi wfZi w`‡q GZ `ª“Z nuvU‡Q †Q‡jUv, Zvi wcQy
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ÒI, ieŸvwb!ÓÕ
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bvI|Õ
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ci hw` bv wdwi, †LuvR †b‡eb|Õ
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ÔAZ mgq †bB,Õ e‡j evwoUvi cv‡ki Mwj‡Z Xy‡K fvOv
†MU w`‡q wcQ‡bi DVv‡b P‡j Gj ivbv| Pviw`‡K AveR©bvi
¯—~c R‡g Av‡Q| GKUv eviv›`vq D‡V `iRvq bK Kij I|
Kvgivi wfZi †_‡K cv‡qi AvIqvR †f‡m Avm‡Q|
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wZivbv| Ôewjwb| nßv `y‡qK †a‡Kwjqvq wQj bv †m| nVvr
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Kvj iv‡Z wd‡i G‡m‡Q|Õ
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†i‡L †M‡Q mܨvq wdi‡e|Õ
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weQvbv †_‡K †b‡g coj wZivbv, iv‡M R¡jR¡j Ki‡Q †PvL
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we‡kl RvqMv¸‡jv †Kgb myMwVZ, †`‡ni euvab Kx my›`i|
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BZ¯—Z Ki‡Q ivbv|
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wec‡`i Avk¼v Ki‡Q ivbv| †nvj÷viUv wK¬c w`‡q
c¨v‡›Ui wfZi w`‡K AvUKv‡bv, Zj‡c‡Ui Kv‡Q| wc¯—‡ji
euvUUv Avj‡Zv K‡i ¯úk© Kij GKevi|

GKUz ciB eo GKUv Kv‡c K‡i a~gvwqZ Kwd wb‡q Gj
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ÔcÖvq gvmLv‡bK n‡jv †Kgb A™¢yZ AvPiY Ki‡Q ieŸvwb|Õ
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ej‡Z PvBj, eo GKUv `uvI gvivi my‡hvM †c‡q‡Q, e¨vcviUv
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wbB| `yeviB GKUv we‡kl evwo‡Z †M‡Q †m|Õ
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`iRvi w`‡K cv evovj ivbv| wKQy bv e‡j †ewi‡q †Mj|
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Nvg‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q Kvwd« mi`vi| nVvr Zvi †PvL `y‡Uv
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†W‡K Avb‡Z cv‡i †m| G-I †kvbv hvq †h mvM‡i †Wvev
gvbyl‡K Rv`ye‡j Zz‡j Avb‡Z cv‡i|Õ
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bvwK mi`v‡ii K_v ï‡b, wVK ej‡Z cvi‡e bv| Z‡e †Rvi
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ax‡i ax‡i wm‡a n‡”Q, evig¨vb GKUv nwK w÷K nv‡Z wb‡q
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ev‡iv dzwU GKUv j Av‡Q jyKv gvBj‡mi, Lye AvMÖ‡ni m‡½
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myBs †Pqv‡i e‡m GK nv‡Z ûBj a‡i Av‡Q ivbv, Av‡iK nv‡Z
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ivbv| diPzbv‡K †diZ cvwV‡q‡Q I m¨vjv‡gm e›`‡i|
Pwj−k wgwbU jvMj dvqvR ØxcUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q Avm‡Z|
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ejj I mv‡is‡K|
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Zz‡j Pj‡Q GKUv cv¤ú, bxj cvwbi wfZi w`‡q mvM‡ii
Zjvq evZvm cvVv‡”Q Ñ Zvi gv‡b Zjvq †KD Av‡Q|
wek¦vm Kiv KwVb †h gvÜvZv Avg‡ji K¨vbfvm myU GLbI
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†KD e¨envi K‡i, we‡kl K‡i Kg‡cÖmW Gqvi wmwjÛvi-Gi
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GKnviv| UKU‡K jvj kvU© I K¨vbfvm wRbm c‡i‡Q| j¤^v
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gZ GKivk Pzj Zvi Pvicv‡ki cvwb‡Z fvm‡Q| nvZ evwo‡q
†iBj UcKv‡Z Zv‡K mvnvh¨ Kij ivbv|
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nZf¤^ †`Lv‡”Q †g‡qwU‡K| ÔAveŸyi bvMvj cvw”Q bv!
AveŸy‡K Avwg Lyu‡R cvw”Q bv!Õ
ÔKZ bx‡P?Õ
Ô`k-ev‡iv d¨v`g... †ewkI n‡Z cv‡i| Avwg Avevi

bvgwQ|Õ wm‡a n‡jv †g‡qwU, †iB‡ji w`‡K Nyi‡Q|
GB mgq evZv‡mi weivU GKUv eyØy` we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv
mvi‡d‡m| e‡m coj ivbv, cv‡qi Ry‡Zv Avi R¨v‡KU Lyj‡Q|
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Zvici WvBf w`j|
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avivj cvZ †`Lv hv‡”Q| jyc I cu¨vP Ly‡j `ª“Z AviI bx‡P
bvgj ivbv|
cvnvo-cÖvPx‡ii Mv‡q, GKUv Kviwb‡m e‡m _vK‡Z †`Lv
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duvK n‡q †M‡Q Zvi gvÜvZv Avg‡ji K¨vbfvm myU | my‡Ui
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_vKv †jvKUv‡K gyn~‡Z©i Rb¨ A¯úófv‡e †`‡L wb‡q‡Q|
wmMbvj cvIqvi wZb †m‡KÛ ci mvov w`j †g‡qwU| Dc‡i
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DV‡Z ïi“ Kij ivbv, †gvj−v eLwZqvi‡K †U‡b Avb‡Q|
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A‡bK Dc‡i Zvgvbœvi †LvjUv †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| †gvj−v
eLwZqvi‡K †Q‡o w`‡q `ª“Z muvZ‡i Dc‡i DV‡Q, m‡½ _vK‡Q
ivwk ivwk eyØy`|
gBUvi cv‡k gv_v Zzjj ivbv| K‡qK †m‡KÛ wRwi‡q
wb‡q †iBj Uc‡K †`Lj µ¨v‡¼i nvZjUv cÖvYc‡Y †Nviv‡”Q
†g‡qwU, gyL †_‡K Uc Uc K‡i Nvg Si‡Q|
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nvZ I cv e¨_v Ki‡Q ivbvi| ey‡K gvivZ¥K GKUv Pvc|
†MvUv RMr †hb AÜKvi n‡q Avm‡Q| Zv m‡Ë¡I hZ †Rv‡i
cviv hvq jvBbUv Uvb‡Q I|
gBUvi cv‡k gv_v Zzjj †gvj−v eLwZqvi| Zvi †g‡q I
ivbv, `yRb wg‡j †iB‡ji Dci w`‡q Zy‡j Avbj Zv‡K| †W‡K
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†eªvÄ †nj‡g‡Ui ¯Œz Lyj‡Z †`L‡Q ivbv †g‡qwU‡K, GB
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I‡K wKQy ej‡Q †g‡qwU, AvIqvRUv †hb GKUv Uv‡b‡ji
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cvIqvi Abyf~wZ n‡jv ivbvi|
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w`‡q Zvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Av‡Q ivbv| Zvi GKnviv, cÖvq
wK‡kvimyjf KvVv‡gvq igYxq ˆewk󨸇jv GLbI †mfv‡e
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†KvbI cyi“l‡K AvK…ó Ki‡e|
Nyij AvBwib, j¶ Kij ivbv Zv‡K †`L‡Q| g„`y †n‡m
wR‡Ám Kij, ÔGLb Avcbvi fvj jvM‡Q?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj ivbv| ÔwWKg‡cÖkb-Gi R‡b¨ mgq w`‡Z
cvwiwb, mgm¨v †Zv n‡eB| Aek¨ GK-Avaevi GiKg n‡j
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e‡qm| †m eo Ki“Y `„k¨|Õ
K¤ú¨vwbqbI‡q †_‡K cv‡qi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj| †Kwe‡b
XyKj †gvj−v eLwZqvi| gv_vi me Pzj mv`v n‡q †M‡Q, eqm
n‡e mˇii Kg bq, Z‡e kixiUv GLbI k³-mg_©| emj
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Av‡Qb, evc?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj †m|
Ôgviv hvw”Q bv,Õ †KŠZzK K‡i ejj ivbv|
ÔZv n‡j ej‡Z n‡e Avcbvi fvM¨Uv †bnvZB fvj| Avwg
wbðqB mËi dzU bx‡P wQjvg| wd« WvB‡f AZ bx‡P Lye Kg
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†jvKB bvg‡Z cv‡i|Õ
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Avcbvi IB wMqvi Avgv‡K civ‡Z cvi‡eb bv|Õ wbtk‡ã
nvmj ivbv| Ô†MvUv e¨vcviUv †_‡K GKUvB fvj dj cvIqv
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Lye mn‡RB Avwg †givgZ K‡i wb‡Z cvie|Õ
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e¨envi Ki‡Z cvi‡e bv|Õ
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aij ey‡ov| ÔAvgv‡`i‡K euvP‡Z n‡e, gv| Avi Kx Kivi Av‡Q
Avgvi, ej!Õ
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gZ cvwV‡qwQ‡jb|Õ
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cvi‡e| jyKv gvBjm& ej‡jb Avcwb ivwR n‡Z cv‡ib|Õ
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†h‡Z Pvb?Õ
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d‡Uv-wdPvi ˆZwi KiwQ, GKUv gvwK©b g¨vMvwR‡b Qvcv n‡e|

ï‡bwQ nv‡g©vwb e›`‡ii †evU gv‡S-g‡a¨ gvQ wb‡q Aveyhv‡i
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Ônu¨v, Avmv-hvIqv †Zv wQjB| gv‡Qi me‡P‡q fvj `vg
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BRiv‡qwjiv KLb Kx AvPiY Ki‡e Zvi †KvbI wVK †bB|
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Avcwb ïay gyL dz‡U ejyb KZ|Õ
mk‡ã `g AvUKvj AvBwib| ÔGB UvKvq wb‡KvjvB‡qi
cvIbv †kva n‡q hv‡e, AveŸy| Avgv‡`i Avi †KvbI wPš—v
_vK‡e bv|Õ
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Avgv‡K nviv‡Z n‡Z cv‡i,Õ ejj †m| ÔwKš‘ wb‡KvjvB‡qi
†`bv †kva Kivi R‡b¨ Aš—Z PjwZ gv‡mi †kl w`b ch©š—
mgq cve nv‡Z|Õ
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†iBwj‡O fi w`‡q mvMi †`L‡Q| fvej, nv‡gv©wb‡Z wd‡i Ab¨
KvD‡K ai‡Z n‡e|
GK gynZ ~ © ci Ii cv‡k G‡m `uvovj AvBwib| ÔmwZ¨
`ytwLZ| Rvwb Avcbvi cÖwZ FYx Avgiv, †mUv †kva Kivi
my‡hvM nvZQvov KiwQ| wKš‘ GB †evUUvB AveŸyi Rxeb, ZvB
GUv nvivevi K_v fve‡Z cv‡i bv|Õ
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Ôwb‡KvjvB‡qi †`bv †kva Ki‡Z KZ UvKv jvM‡e?Õ
Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
DËi w`‡Z hv‡e AvBwib, nVvr Bwćbi AvIqvR ï‡b Nvo
†divj| Zvi `„wó AbymiY K‡i ivbvI ZvKvj|
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wd‡i Gj †m|
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ûB‡j _vKj|
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eLwZqvi|
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Ô†kv‡bv, ey‡ov kKzb, Zzwg Avgvi m‡½ GB my‡i K_v ej‡e bv|
wZbw`b a‡i Avwg †Zvgvi bvMvj cvevi †Póv KiwQ, wKš‘ bvbv
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Avgvi wKQy ejvi †bB|Õ
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ÔZzwg ej‡Z PvBQ Ñ Avgvi †evU,Õ ejj wb‡KvjvB|
nv‡Zi e¨vM Ly‡j GKUv WKz‡g›U †ei Kij †m| ÔGB Pzw³‡Z
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†m-B †kva Ki‡e|Õ
nVvr ev‡Ni gZ M‡R© DVj †gvj−v eLwZqvi|
wb‡KvjvB‡qi nvZ †_‡K †Quv w`‡q WKz‡g›UUv †K‡o wbj †m,
gy‡Vv cvKv‡bv Aci nvZ w`‡q Nywm Pvjvj Zvi bvK eivii|
wKš‘ eqm n‡q‡Q ey‡ovi| nvZ Zz‡j AvNvZUv mn‡RB †VwK‡q
w`j wb‡KvjvB, Zvici ey‡ovi kv‡U©i mvg‡bUv gyP‡o a‡i Vvm
K‡i GKUv Po Klj|
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AvBwib|
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a‡i Zv‡K wb‡Ri w`‡K †divj ivbv| ÔGKRb ey‡ov gvbyl‡K
gviQ †Kb?Õ ejj I| Ôeis Avgv‡`i eqm †g‡j|Õ
bvK-gyL KzuP‡K Nywm Pvjvj wb‡KvjvB, gv_vUv GKcv‡k
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†kl NywmUv †iBwjO Uc‡K fvwi kixiUv‡K Icv‡i cvwV‡q
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ci w¯úW‡ev‡Ui cv‡k †f‡m DVj|
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eo GKUv Bu`yi‡K Qy‡U cvjv‡Z †`Lj I|
Kvgivi Av‡iK cÖvš— †_‡K †MvOvwbi kã †f‡m Gj|
†`qvj a‡i †mw`‡K G‡Mvj U‡P©i Av‡jv, w¯’i n‡jv mi“
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ejj K‡b©j B‡qwjP| ÔAvn‡g` ieŸvwb|Õ
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ÔieŸvwb, Avgvi K_v Zzwg ïb‡Z cv”Q?Õ wMÖK fvlvq
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wR‡Ám Kij K‡b©j B‡qwjP| Ôwg÷vi ivbv †Zvgv‡K wKQy cÖkœ
Ki‡Z Pvb|Õ
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kixi _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q| †`qv‡j evwo †L‡q wd‡i Avm‡Q
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w`‡K ZvKv‡”Q|
nvm¨iZ †jvKUvi wcQy wb‡q fë †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj ivbv|
nvwm _vwg‡q mv‡R©‡›Ui D‡Ï‡k gv_v SuvKvj B‡qwjP| †m‡ji
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ÔcÖ_‡g wg÷vi ivbvi m‡½ K_v †m‡i wb‡Z PvB|Õ

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gv_v SuvKvj K‡b©j B‡qwjP| Ô†KD DcKvi Ki‡j Avgiv
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d‡Uv-wdPvi ˆZwi Kie| Avgvi K_v wek¦vm K‡i‡Q Iiv|
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ÔhvB †nvK, Zviv †gv‡UI ¸i“Z¡c~Y© bq| ¸i“Z¡c~Y© Avcwb|
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Avgvi `yÕGKUv cÖkœ Av‡Q Avcbvi Kv‡Q|Õ
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`y-w`b Av‡MB Avcbvi d‡Uv †Zvjv n‡q‡Q, bgybv msMÖn Kiv
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Ki‡Qb|Õ
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KwVb I VvÊv| GKUv nvZ Zz‡j AvOyj Lvov Kij B‡qwjP|
m‡½ m‡½ `iRvi cv‡k `uvov‡bv ˆmwbK `yRb `ª“Z GwM‡q
Gj| `y-Rb `y-nvZ a‡i ivbvi Nv‡oi wcQ‡b †U‡b Zzjj|
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GKUv nuvUz| wØZxqRb m‡i hvIqvi mgq †cj bv, Zv‡K wb‡q
wcQbw`‡K c‡o †Mj †PqviUv|
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w`‡K|
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†`qv‡j gv_v Vy‡K hvIqvq Kcv‡ji ¶Z †_‡K i³
Mov‡”Q, †Pv‡L †b‡g Avm‡Q jvj avivUv| GK nv‡Z †mUv
gyQj ivbv| GK ˆmwbK nu¨vPKv Uvb w`‡q `uvo Kivj I‡K|
Bw½‡Z B‡qwj‡Pi wcQy wb‡Z ejj|
cv_y‡i avc †e‡q KwiW‡i D‡V Gj Iiv| †kl gv_vq
`iRvi cv‡k GKRb †mw›Uª| ZvovZvwo `iRvUv Ly‡j w`j †m|
†`qv‡ji Mv †Nu‡l †djv Kv‡Vi †e‡Â e‡m i‡q‡Q †gvj−v
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Kvgivi Av‡iK cÖv‡š— †_‡g Av‡iKUv `iRv Lyjj, wfZ‡i Xy‡K
eÜ K‡i w`j KevU|
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ivbv| ˆmwbK `yRb `iRvi `ycv‡k cwRkb wbj|
ivbvi gv_v GLbI wVK gZ KvR Ki‡Q bv| Uj‡Z Uj‡Z
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Kij `yevi| `uvovj †`qv‡ji Mv‡q Kcvj †VwK‡q|
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cvjvevi my‡hvM cvIqv hv‡e wK bv|
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iv‡M Kuvc‡Q †gvj−v eLwZqvi| ÔI‡`i g‡b ivLv `iKvi
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Avgiv †KvbI µvBg Kwiwb|Õ
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Kjg Zz‡j c¨v‡W Kx †hb wjLj K‡b©j B‡qwjP, Zvici
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ivbv‡K wb‡q GKUv PIov c¨v‡m‡R XyKj MvW©iv| K‡qKUv
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c‡o hvevi K_v bv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I|
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gvm wZ‡bK Av‡M Zzi¯‹ †_‡K †jevbb n‡q ZzwK©
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cvi‡Q bv `¶ GKRb wgmvBj G·cv‡U©i Afv‡e|
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Zvici †_‡K IB Rvj jvMv‡bv n‡q‡Q|Õ
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cvgMvQ¸‡jv j¤^v n‡q `uvwo‡q Av‡Q cuvwPj †Nu‡l| g„`y evZvm
†c‡q iv‡Zi AvKv‡k LmLm kã Ki‡Q cvZv¸‡jv| WªvBfI‡q
nVvr euvK wb‡q‡Q| †eªK K‡l m`i `iRvq _vgj ivbv|
avc¸‡jv `ª“Z Uc‡K G‡m PIov nji“‡g Xy‡K coj Iiv|
VvÊv, kvš— cwi‡ek, bxie| GKw`‡Ki `iRv w`‡q KviI
Mv‡bi myi †f‡m Avm‡Q Ñ †`kvZ¥‡evaK Mvb, cweÎ f~wg
BRivBj‡K ¯^vaxb ivLvi Rb¨ AvZ¥Z¨v‡Mi AvnŸvb|
`iRvUv †V‡j Ly‡j †dj‡jb †jgbw¯‹| Kvgivi gvSLv‡b
†Uwe‡j e‡m `vev †Lj‡Q `yRb †jvK| Av‡iKRb e‡m Av‡Q
†`qvj †Nu‡l ivLv †Pqv‡i, †Kv‡ji Dci wMUvi|
ÔD‡V `uvovI mevB!Õ KK©k K‡É wb‡`©k w`j ivbv, nv‡Zi
A¯¿ evwM‡q a‡i Av‡Q|
Pg‡K DVj †jvK¸‡jv| Zvici gv_vi Dci nvZ Zz‡j
ax‡i ax‡i `uvovj| `yR‡bi eqm Kg, AvVv‡iv wK Ewbk| Z‡e
wMUvi †c−qv‡ii eqm n‡q‡Q, †PvL-gyL KwVb|
Ô†jd‡Ub¨v›U ivdv †Kv_vq?Õ wneª“ fvlvq Rvb‡Z PvBj
ivbv|
†KD gyL Lyjj bv| SU K‡i mvg‡b GwM‡q mve-

†gwkbMv‡bi e¨v‡ijUv GK †QvKivi †c‡U †muwa‡q w`j ivbv|
Avevi cÖkœ Kij, Ô†Kv_vq †m?Õ
Ô†KD gyL Ly‡jv bv,Õ wb‡la Kij wMUvi †c−qvi| Ô†ewk `~i
†h‡Z cvi‡e bv Iiv|Õ
†gwkbMvbUv D‡ëv K‡i wb‡q ˆZwiB wQ‡jb †jgbw¯‹,
†jvKUv _vg‡ZB Zvi gy‡L euvU w`‡q cÖPÊ GK evwo gvi‡jb|
wcwQ‡q †Mj †m, bv‡Ki weªR †f‡O mgvb n‡q †Mj †PnvivUv,
gv_v Vy‡K †Mj †`qv‡j; bvK w`‡q nono K‡i i³ †ei“‡”Q|
†cU †P‡c aiv †QvKivi w`‡K wdi‡jb †jgbw¯‹| Zuv‡K
GK-cv G‡Mv‡Z †`‡L ZvovZvwo ejj †m, ÔwK‡P‡b, mvi|
KwiW‡ii †kl w`‡K IUv, wmuwo‡K cvk KvUv‡Z n‡e|Õ
ÔPvKi-evKiiv †Kv_vq?Õ
gv_v bvoj †QvKiv| Ôiv‡Z Zviv †KD wfjvq _v‡K bv|Õ
ÔGKUv †g‡q G‡mwQj GLv‡b| Zvi Lei e‡jv|Õ
†XvK wMjj †QvKiv| ÔK‡b©‡ji Kv‡Q Av‡Q| K‡b©j e‡j
w`‡q‡Qb Zuv‡K †hb wei³ Kiv bv nq|Õ
ÔNiUv †Kvb&w`‡K?Õ
e‡j w`j †QvKiv|
Ôme eyS‡Z cvi‡Qb †Zv?Õ †jgbw¯‹‡K wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
ÔcÖvq me,Õ ej‡jb i“k BwÄwbqvi| ÔAvcwb †g‡qwU‡K
wb‡q Avmyb| Avwg GB wZbRb‡K †`LwQ|Õ
KwiWi a‡i nb nb K‡i G‡Mvj ivbv, wmuwoUv‡K cvk
KvUvj, euvK Ny‡i cv ivLj Av‡iKUv mi“ KwiW‡i| mvg‡bB
`iRv, Kev‡Ui Zjvq Av‡jv †`Lv hv‡”Q| nvZjUv a‡i ax‡i
ax‡i †Nvivj| `iRvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i †÷v‡f wWg fvR‡Q
†jd‡Ub¨v›U †neib ivdv|
Ny‡i †c−UfwZ© cvDi“wUi w`‡K nvZ evwo‡q‡Q †m, ivbv‡K
†`‡L åƒ †KuvPKvj| Ô†K Zzwg? Kx Pv...Õ
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ivdvi K_v ZLbI †kl nqwb, †gwkbMv‡bi euvU w`‡q Zvi
Nv‡oi cv‡k gvij ivbv| ¸wO‡q D‡V †Uwe‡j av°v †Lj
†neib ivdv| †g‡S‡Z †bwZ‡q coevi ci Avi boj bv|
gy‡Li Nvg gy‡Q Kvgiv †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj ivbv| KvQvKvwQ
†Kv_vI †_‡K A¯úó Kɯ^i †f‡m Avm‡Q| KwiWi a‡i
mveav‡b G‡Mvj I| GKUv euvK Nyij| _vgj Av‡iKUv `iRvi
mvg‡b| GB N‡iB K_v nw”Qj, †QvKiv wg‡_¨ e‡jwb| GK wK
`yÕgyn~Z© AUzU n‡q _vKj bxieZv| Zvici nVvr e¨_vq KwK‡q
DVj †KD, GKB m‡½ †n‡m DVj GKRb cyi“l| K‡b©j
B‡qwj‡Pi Mjvi AvIqvR wPb‡Z cvij ivbv|
KevU Ly‡j wfZ‡i XyKj I|
mvRv‡bv Kvgiv| †g‡S XvKv c‡o Av‡Q fvix BwÛqvb
Kv‡c©‡U| †Lvjv †d«Â DB‡Ûvi evB‡i Kv‡jv ivZ, ci`v¸‡jv
g„`y evZv‡m `yj‡Q|
cv_‡ii ˆZwi dvqvi‡c−‡mi KvQvKvwQ wWfv‡b QUdU
Ki‡Q AvBwib| Ii Rvgv-Kvco me wQu‡o bvwg‡q w`‡q‡Q
Rv‡bvqviUv †g‡S‡Z, wKš‘ wb‡Ri¸‡jv Lyjevi mgq cvqwb|
ev”Pv †g‡qwUi Dci ûgwo †L‡q i‡q‡Q K‡b©j| wb‡Ri wekvj
kixi w`‡q Zv‡K cÖvq †X‡K †i‡L‡Q, Zi“Yxi DVwZ †hŠeb
Dc‡fvM Ki‡Q mviv kix‡i nvZ eywj‡q| Avevi GKevi †n‡m
D‡V mk‡ã Pz‡gv †Lj Ii †Vuv‡U| wKjwej Ki‡Q AvBwib,
m‡i hvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q †jvKUvi fvix †`‡ni bxP †_‡K|
nVvr GK nvZ w`‡q I‡K wWfv‡bi m‡½ †P‡c †i‡L Aci
nv‡Z c¨v‡›Ui †evZvg Lyj‡Z ïi“ Kij K‡b©j| AvZ‡¼
†g‡qwU ¸wO‡q DV‡ZB Lj Lj k‡ã nvmj †m, Ô†KvbI fq
bvB, QyKwi, e¨_v jvM‡e bv|Õ
cyi“ Kv‡c©‡Ui Dci w`‡q wbtkã cv‡q G‡Mvj ivbv, nvZ
evwo‡q †UvKv w`j Kv‡gvb¥Ë K‡b©‡ji Kuv‡a|

SU& K‡i Nvo †divj B‡qwjP| ivbv‡K †`‡L nuv n‡q †Mj
Zvi gyL| ci¶‡Y `ª“Z bvg‡Z †Mj weQvbv †_‡K| Zvi GKUv
KbyB a‡i nu¨vPKv Uvb w`j ivbv, kixiUv Ny‡i †h‡ZB cÖPÊ
kw³‡Z jvw_ gvij bv‡K-gy‡L| †`qv‡j wM‡q av°v †Lj
Pwe©me©¯^ kixiUv| Ny‡i `uvovj| w`kv nvwi‡q †d‡j‡Q, ey‡S
DV‡Z cvi‡Q bv Kx Ki‡e|
weQvbv †_‡K †b‡g †duvcv‡”Q AvBwib, †g‡S †_‡K Zz‡j
†Quov Kvco-†Pvco w`‡q j¾v XvKvi †Póv Ki‡Q| ivbv eySj,
†Vuv‡Ui ZvRv ¶Z †_‡K i³ Mov‡”Q, G Qvov fvjB Av‡Q
†m|
Ôfq †c‡qv bv| kvš— nI,Õ ejj ivbv, ÔGLvb †_‡K †ewi‡q
†mvRv evB‡i ivLv wR‡c wM‡q I‡Vv| ILv‡b †Zvgvi AveŸy
Av‡Qb|Õ
†PvL gyQ‡Z gyQ‡Z Kvgiv †Q‡o †ewi‡q †Mj AvBwib|
Avo‡Pv‡L j¶ †i‡LwQj ivbv K‡b©j B‡qwj‡Pi Dci, Gevi
mivmwi Zvi w`‡K †P‡q gv_v bvoj, ÔDuûu!Õ
wWfv‡bi cv‡k Kwd †Uwe‡j ivLv †Uwj‡dv‡bi Wvqvj
†Nviv‡”Q †jvKUv| ivbv Ii Zj‡c‡Ui w`‡K ZvK Kij mve-
†gwkb Mv‡bi bj|
nvZ †_‡K wiwmfvi †Q‡o w`‡q ax‡i ax‡i wm‡a n‡jv
BRiv‡qwj K‡b©j, c¨v‡›Ui †evZvg me †Lvjv, wKš‘ †Pv‡L-gy‡L
fq ev D‡Ø‡Mi wPýgvÎ †bB| Ô†Zvgvi wKš‘ †kli¶v n‡e bv,
gvmy` ivbv,Õ kvš— Mjvq ejj †m|
†jvKUvi bvfx wN‡i K‡qKUv ¸wj Kij ivbv| SuvwK †L‡Z
†L‡Z Ny‡i †Mj B‡qwjP, wQU‡K dvqvi‡c−‡mi Dci coj|
ILvb †_‡K weùvwiZ †Pv‡L †P‡q i‡q‡Q ivbvi w`‡K| gi‡Z
†jvKUv †ek mgq †b‡e, Rv‡b ivbv, Z‡e GB Ae¯’vq Zv‡K
euvPv‡bv m¤¢e bq KviI c‡¶B| †dvqvivi gZ i³ †e‡iv‡”Q|
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KwiW‡i G‡mB ¸wji AvIqvR †cj ivbv| cigyn~‡Z©
†`Lj MvW© i“g †_‡K wcQy n‡U †ewi‡q Avm‡Qb †jgbw¯‹, ¸wj
Ki‡Qb †Kvg‡ii cvk †_‡K| avc¸‡jv GKm‡½ Uc‡K bx‡P
bvgj Iiv, †`Š‡o wM‡q D‡V coj wR‡c| GiBg‡a¨ wcQ‡b
D‡V c‡o‡Q AvBwib, cv‡k e‡m ev‡ci gv_vq nvZ eyjv‡”Q|
BwÄb ÷vU© w`‡q wRc †Q‡o w`j ivbv|
WªvBfI‡qi euvKUv Nyi‡ZB †`Lv †Mj I‡`i w`‡K Qy‡U
Avm‡Q †mw›Uª| w¯úW evwo‡q w`j ivbv, ûBjUv Gw`K Iw`K
†Nviv‡”Q Nb Nb| GKUv ¸wj Ki‡jb †jgbw¯‹| jvd w`‡q
evMv‡b wM‡q coj †jvKUv|
†MU w`‡q †ewi‡q Avmevi ci i“k wgmvBj BwÄwbqvi‡K
ivbv wR‡Ám Kij, ÔKx n‡qwQj ILv‡b?Õ
kªvM Ki‡jb K‡b©j †jgbw¯‹| ÔwMUvi-†c−qvi GKUv PvÝ
wb‡q †`Lj Avi Kx| jvd w`‡q Mvbi¨v‡Ki Kv‡Q †cuŠ‡Q GKUv
ivB‡dj bvgv‡Z hvw”Qj| B‡qwj‡Pi Lei Kx?Õ
ÔLye ev‡R GKUv A¨vw·‡W›U K‡i‡Q| g‡b nq euvP‡e bv|Õ
wcQb †_‡K ivbvi KuvaUv GKevi Quy‡jv AvBwib| ÔAvgvi
gv_vq wKQy XyK‡Q bv| G-me Avm‡j Kx n‡”Q, fvBqv?Õ
ÔGLb e¨vL¨v Kivi mgq †bB,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZvgvbœvq D‡V
Av‡M †Lvjv mvM‡i †e‡ivB, ZLb ï‡bv|Õ
Ô†evUUv Avgiv †diZ cve?Õ `g AvU‡K Rvb‡Z PvBj
AvBwib|
Ô†Póv †Zv KieB, †`Lv hvK Kx nq| fvj K_v, Bwb
wbwKZv †jgbw¯‹| `yM© †_‡K GKm‡½ †ewi‡qwQ Avgiv|Õ
N¨vP K‡i †RwUi cv‡k †eªK Kij ivbv, Zvici jvd w`‡q
bx‡P bvgj|
mvMi †_‡K D‡V Avmv Kzqvkv GLb A‡bK Mvp| nviev‡i,
cÂvk MR `~‡i, †bvOi †djv n‡q‡Q †gvUi µzhvi Zvgvbœvi|

ivbv‡K †MÖU‡Kv‡Ui †evZvg Lyj‡Z †`‡L †jgbw¯‹ wR‡Ám
Ki‡jb, ÔmuvZ‡i hv‡eb?Õ
ÔwWw½ cve †Kv_vq?Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZv Qvov, †ev‡U GKRb
MvW© Av‡Q, †h‡Z n‡e wbtk‡ã|Õ
VvÊv cvwb‡Z mveav‡b bvgj ivbv| Wye muvZvi w`‡q
G‡Mv‡”Q| `g †bIqvi Rb¨ gvÎ GKevi gv_v Zzj‡Z n‡jv,
†`o wgwb‡U †cuŠ‡Q †Mj †ev‡Ui K‡qK dz‡Ui g‡a¨| GB mgq
`y‡M©i P~ovq Avðh© GKUv Kvbœvi AvIqvR ïi“ n‡jv, KLbI
evo‡Q, KLbI Kg‡Q| mvB‡ib evwR‡q mZK© Kiv n‡”Q
ˆmwbK‡`i|
kã ï‡b Zvgvbœvi †Kweb †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj MvW©, `ª“Z
†nu‡U Avm‡Q †iBwjs-Gi w`‡K| eo K‡i k¦vm wb‡q Avevi Wye
w`j ivbv, †ev‡Ui Zjv w`‡q muvZ‡i Aciw`‡K P‡j G‡m gv_v
Zzjj Dc‡i, †QvÆ WvBwfs gBUvi cv‡k| avc †e‡q `ª“Z D‡V
coj I| wbtkã cv‡q †W‡Ki Dci w`‡q G‡Mvj| wcQb
†_‡K †Rvi‡m GKUv av°v w`‡ZB †iBj Uc‡K cvwb‡Z c‡o
†Mj wbi¯¿ MvW©|
÷vb©-G P‡j Gj ivbv, †U‡b Zzj‡e †bvOiUv| GB mgq
gyL Zz‡j ZvKv‡ZB †`L‡Z †cj WvOvq biK G‡Kev‡i †f‡O
c‡o‡Q|
`y‡M©i wfZiUv GLb Av‡jvwKZ| cÖKvÊ †MU Ly‡j †`qv
n‡q‡Q, wfZi †_‡K jvBb w`‡q †ewi‡q Avm‡Q †ek K‡qKUv
mvgwiK hvb| iv‡Zi evZvm GZUv `~‡iI e‡q wb‡q Avm‡Q
ˆmwbK‡`i nBPB|
mn‡RB cvwb †_‡K D‡V Gj †bvOiUv| †mUv‡K †W‡K †d‡j
`ª“Z ûBjnvD‡m P‡j †Mj ivbv| ÷vU©vi-G Pvc w`‡Z cÖ_‡g
wKQyB NUj bv| Gici gwiqv n‡q †evZvgUv †P‡c a‡i ivLj|
nVvr LKLK Kij, Zvici cy‡ivcywi R¨vš— n‡q DVj BwÄb|
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†RwU‡Z wfo‡Q Zvgvbœv, iv¯—v †_‡K euvK wb‡q ˆmK‡Zi
w`‡K Ny‡i †Mj `y‡Uv wgwjUvwi wRc| †iBwjs Uc‡K jvd w`‡q
†ev‡U coj AvBwib, Zvici wm‡a n‡q K‡b©j †jgbw¯‹‡K
mvnvh¨ Kij| `yRb aivawi K‡i †ev‡U bvgvj †gvj−v
eLwZqvi‡K| me‡k‡l †jgbw¯‹ bvg‡Qb| Avi †`wi bv K‡i
†evU †Q‡o w`j ivbv, w¯úW evov‡”Q|
P¨v‡b‡j XyK‡Q †evU, ûBjnvD‡m ivbvi cv‡k G‡m
`uvov‡jb †jgbw¯‹| ÔIiv wK Avgv‡`i wcQy †b‡e?Õ Rvb‡Z
PvB‡jb wZwb|
gv_v bvoj ivbv| Ônviev‡i Ggb wKQy †bB †hUv Avgv‡`i
GB †ev‡Ui †P‡q †ewk w¯úW Zyj‡Z cvi‡e| wPš—v KiwQ
P¨v‡b‡ji gy‡L, †nWj¨v‡Û, I‡`i wcj-e·Uv‡K wb‡q| IUvq
hw` †jvKRb _v‡K, wec‡` coe Avgiv|Õ
Ô†gvj−v Avi Zvi †g‡q‡K †Kwe‡b †i‡L Avwm Avwg,Õ
ej‡jb †jgbw¯‹| Ôcvëv dvqvi K‡i †`L‡Z n‡e wec`Uv
Kwg‡q Avbv hvq wK bv|Õ ûBjnvDm †_‡K †ewi‡q †M‡jb
wZwb|
Kzqvkvi wfZi Kx Av‡Q †`Levi Rb¨ †PvL †KuvPKvj
ivbv| evg w`‡K `yM©, IUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q G‡m‡Q Iiv|
†`L‡Z †cj Zxi †_‡K mvM‡i †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q Mvp I wb‡iU
`k©b †nWj¨vÛ| nVvr I‡`i Wvbw`‡K AÜKvi wP‡i iwOb
†mªv‡Zi gZ GK SuvK †Uªmvi QyUj|
Ô†nwf-†gwkbMvb,Õ ûBjnvD‡m †XvKvi mgq †PuwP‡q
DV‡jb †jgbw¯‹| ÔAvcwb †evU Pvjvb| I‡`i‡K Avwg
mvgjvw”Q|Õ
_i_i K‡i †Ku‡c DVj †evU, †Lv‡j GK SuvK ey‡jU
†j‡M‡Q| cv‡ki Rvbvjv w`‡q mve-†gwkbMv‡bi e¨v‡ij †ei
K‡i w`‡q cvëv ¸wj ïi“ Ki‡jb †jgbw¯‹| AviI wKQy¶Y

Uv‡M©U cÖ¨vKwUm Pvwj‡q †Mj BRiv‡qwjiv, Zvici jvf n‡”Q
bv †`‡L †_‡g †Mj ey‡jUe„wó|
K‡qK wgwbU ci †gvUi µzhvi Zvgvbœv †ewi‡q †Mj †Lvjv
mvM‡i| QyU‡Q dzj w¯ú‡W|
†Pv‡Ïv
cyevwj evZvm †ZwR n‡q IVvq †XD‡qi gv_vq mv`v †dbv I
eyØy` †`Lv hv‡”Q| `ª“Z m‡i hv‡”Q Kzqvkv, cÖwZ gyn~‡Z© evo‡Q
`„wómxgv| gvSvwi GKUv †g‡Ni Avovj †_‡K †ewi‡q Gj
Puv`Uv|
Pv‡U© GKevi †PvL eywj‡q †Kvm© mvgvb¨ e`j Ki‡Q ivbv,
GB mgq wfZ‡i XyK‡jb K‡b©j †jgbw¯‹| Ôbx‡P Kx Ki‡Q
Iiv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I|
ÔGLbI Ávb †d‡iwb K¨vc‡Ub eLwZqv‡ii,Õ ej‡jb
†jgbw¯‹| ÔAvBwib Zuvi †`Lv‡kvbv Ki‡Q|Õ
Ô†ev‡Ui †KvbI ¶wZ?Õ
ÔPviw`‡K ey‡j‡Ui MZ© †`Lv hv‡”Q| fvwM¨m ï‡q c‡owQj
†g‡qwU, Zv bv n‡j gviv †h‡Z cviZ|Õ Pv‡U©i w`‡K ZvKv‡jb
†jgbw¯‹| Ô†Kv_vq P‡jwQ Avgiv?Õ
Ôm¨vjv‡gm e›`i,Õ ejj ivbv| wRwg †gv‡ij m¤ú‡K© hZ
kxwNÖ m¤¢e me K_v Rvbv‡bv `iKvi wg÷vi †gb‡`‡im‡K|Õ
Ôdz‡qj?Õ
Ônv‡g©vwb e›`i Qvovi Av‡M U¨v¼¸‡jv fiv n‡qwQj, Zv‡Z
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mvZ‡kv gvBj cvwo †`qv hvq|Õ
ÔPgrKvi,Õ ej‡jb †jgbw¯‹| ÔAvgvi †Mvmj `iKvi, Avi
c‡b‡iv NÈvi R‡b¨ GKUv weQvbv|Õ
Ôwb‡R‡K wb‡q †KvbI `ywðš—v †bB?Õ
ÔKx‡mi `ywðš—v? Avcbvi cQ›`gZ †h-†KvbI †`‡k wb‡q
Pjyb, †mLvbKvi i“k `~Zvev‡m DVe Avwg| Mí †kl|Õ
†n‡m †djj ivbv|
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ÔAwfÁZv Av‡Q?Õ
ÔAv‡Q|Õ
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†jgbw¯‹ P‡j hvIqvi ci †`qvj †_‡K GKUv †Pqvi
bvwg‡q emj ivbv| nvZ evwo‡q GKUv Rvbvjv Ly‡j w`j I,
ZvRv evZvm fij dzmdz‡m| AÜKvi mvM‡ii w`‡K ZvKv‡ZB
Avevi cy‡ivUv `„wóc_ Ry‡o nvwRi n‡jv m‡¤§vnbx †mŠ›`h© wb‡q
†mB wcÖq gyL|
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Av¸bUv GLbI †mB Av‡Mi gZB `vD `vD R¡j‡Q wfZ‡i|
`iRv †Lvjvi kã n‡jv, wfZ‡i Xy‡K Avevi eÜ Kij
†KD| Nvo bv wdwi‡qI AvBwi‡bi Dcw¯’wZ †Ui †cj ivbv|
ÔKwd Pj‡e †Zv, fvBqv?Õ wR‡Ám Kij †m, GKUv †Pqvi
bvwg‡q emj|
nvwmgy‡L gMUv wb‡q PzgyK w`j ivbv| Ôab¨ev`| †Zvgvi
AveŸy †Kgb Av‡Qb?Õ
ÔwVK n‡q hv‡e| KvD‡K ej‡eb bv, GiKg Av‡MI `yB-
GKevi n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔGfv‡e g` †L‡j gvbyl gvivI †h‡Z cv‡i|Õ
Ôgviv †Zv gvbyl AviI A‡bK Kvi‡YB †h‡Z cv‡i,Õ ¤−vb

my‡i ejj AvBwib| ÔGB †hgb, Kx GK AÁvZ Kvi‡Y
wec‡`i g‡a¨ Suvwc‡q c‡o gviv hvw”Q‡jb Avcwb| †Kb,
fvBqv?Õ nVvr, Av‡eM a‡i ivL‡Z bv †c‡i, wbtk‡ã †Ku‡`
†djj †g‡qUv|
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m¨vjv‡gm e›`‡i wdiwQ|Õ
LvwbK ci GKUv `xN©k¦vm †P‡c †Pqvi Qvoj AvBwib|
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ivZ GKUvq ûBj ai‡Z G‡jb †jgbw¯‹|
†Kwe‡b Xy‡K ivbv †`Lj †gvj−v eLwZqvi GLbI †eûuk
n‡q c‡o Av‡Q| nv‡Zi Dci gv_v †i‡L Zvi cv‡k Nygv‡”Q
AvBwib| †¯úqvi ev‡¼ D‡V ï‡q coj I| Nyg P‡j Gj cÖvq
m‡½ m‡½|
Kuv‡a Pvc jvMvq Nyg †f‡O †Mj ivbvi| †PvL †gj‡ZB
AvBwi‡bi DwØMœ gyLUv †`L‡Z †cj mvg‡b| SU K‡i D‡V
e‡m cv `y‡Uv †g‡S‡Z †VKvj| ÔKx n‡q‡Q?Õ
Ô†evU wVKgZ Pj‡Q bv| K‡b©j Avcbv‡K WvK‡Qb|Õ
GZ¶‡Y †Lqvj Kij ivbv, GKUv †Uwe‡j e‡m a~gvwqZ
Kwd‡Z PzgyK w`‡”Q †gvj−v eLwZqvi| Ôfvj?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj
I|
Amy¯’ I `ye©j †`Lv‡”Q ey‡ov‡K| gv_v SuvwK‡q ejj,
ÔAvwg fvj, evc| Avcwb ZvovZvwo Ic‡i wM‡q †`Lyb †Kv_vq
Kx n‡q‡Q|Õ
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K¤ú¨vwbIbI‡q a‡i †W‡K IVvi mgq ivbv †Lqvj Kij,
†ev‡Ui †`vj LvIqvi fw½Uv Avoó, MwZI Lye Kg| †W‡K
DV‡ZB cyevwj evZv‡mi m‡½ Avmv cvwbi wQUv wfwR‡q w`j
Ii gyL| Z‡e AvKvk cwi”Qbœ, `„wómxgv fvj, w`M‡š—i Kv‡Q
Wy‡e hv‡”Q Puv`Uv|
ûB‡ji w`‡K wcQb wdi‡jb K‡b©j †jgbw¯‹| ÔKx
†Mvjgvj Rvwb bv, Z‡e j¶Y fvj g‡b n‡”Q bv Avgvi|Õ
ûBj aij ivbv| w÷qvwis Avoó n‡q Av‡Q, mvejxj
fveUv †bB, A_P _ªUj cy‡ivcywi †Lvjv| †jgbw¯‹i w`‡K
ZvKvj ivbv| ÔhZUv cviv hvq †mvRv K‡i a‡i ivLyb, BwÄbUv
†`‡L Avwm Avwg|Õ
W‡K †ewi‡q G‡m‡Q ivbv, K¤ú¨vwbIbI‡q a‡i D‡V Gj
AvBwib| Ôbx‡P Kx n‡”Q Avcbvi †`Lv `iKvi, fvBqv|Õ
Zvi wcQy wb‡q †Kwe‡b †b‡g Gj ivbv, _vgj `iRvi
mvg‡b| †g‡S‡Z GK Bw cvwb R‡g‡Q| GiBg‡a¨ n¨vPUv
Ly‡j †d‡j‡Q ey‡ov eLwZqvi|
Nvo wdwi‡q ivbvi w`‡K ZvKvj †m| Ôcvwb‡Z f‡i DV‡Q
†evU| wbðqB †Kv_vI GKUv dz‡Uv ˆZwi n‡q‡Q|Õ
ÔAveyhvi †_‡K Avgiv hLb cvjvw”Q, †gwkbMvb †_‡K
¸wj K‡iwQj BRiv‡qwj ˆmb¨iv,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôcv¤úUv
†Kv_vq?Õ
Ô÷v‡b©,Õ ejj AvBwib| ÔAvmyb †`Lvw”Q| IUv wKš‘ nvZ
w`‡q Pvjv‡Z nq|Õ
wjfviUv ivbv KLbI Wvb nv‡Z, KLbI evg nv‡Z †Nviv‡”Q|
Gfv‡e NÈvLv‡bK cvwb †mPvi ci †ev‡Ui gwZMwZ cÖvq
¯^vfvweK n‡q Gj| wjfviUv AvBwi‡bi nv‡Z awi‡q w`‡q
ûBjnvD‡m wdij ivbv|

Ôdzj w¯ú‡W Pvjvb,Õ †jgbw¯‹‡K ejj I| Ôm¤¢eZ Aveyhvi
†_‡K cvjvevi mgq IqvUvijvB‡bi bx‡P ey‡jU Xy‡K‡Q|
†`L‡Z hvw”Q Avwg|Õ
BwÄb i“‡g †ewk¶Y _vKj bv ivbv|
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Rvb‡Z PvBj eLwZqvi|
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mvZ NÈv n‡Z PjjÑ ey‡jU †nvj¸‡jv AviI †h eo nqwb,
†mUvB Avðh©| me¸‡jv MZ©B †ev-†Z| m¨vjv‡gm †e-†Z
†cuŠQv‡Z Avi wZb NÈv jvM‡e, †givg‡Zi KvRUv ILv‡b
†m‡i wb‡jB n‡e| Avcbvi wPš—v Kivi wKQy †bB|Õ
ey‡ov eLwZqvi GLbI cy‡ivcywi my¯’ †eva Ki‡Q bv|
†Uwe‡j e‡m Kwdi gMUv nv‡Z wbj †m|
ûBjnvD‡m wd‡i Gj ivbv| me ï‡b gv_v SuvKv‡jb
†jgbw¯‹| Zvici ej‡jb, Ôe„wó Avm‡Q| evZv‡mi MwZI
evo‡Q|Õ
ÔAvgv‡K ûBj w`b,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvcwb eis bx‡P wM‡q
AvBwib‡K mvnvh¨ Ki“b|Õ
cieZx© AvaNÈvq AvenvIqv AviI Lvivc n‡jv| `„wómxgv
`ª“Z Kg‡Q| AbeiZ SuvwK Lv‡”Q †gvUi µzhvi, LvwbK ci
ci GKUv K‡i †XD D‡V Avm‡Q †W‡K| cvwb †m‡P Kzjv‡bv
hv‡”Q bv, f‡i DV‡Q †evU|
AviI `k wgwbU ci nuvcv‡Z nuvcv‡Z ûBjnvD‡m XyKj
AvBwib| ÔKviI wKQy Kivi †bB!Õ wbtk‡ã Kuv`‡Q †m| Ô†evU
Wye‡Q|Õ
bx‡P Kx NU‡Q Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvi‡Q ivbv| mwZ¨B, GLb
Avi KviI wKQy Kivi †bB| ÔjvBd †evU bvwg‡q †iwW nI
†Zvgiv| Avwg AvmwQ|Õ
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`yB wgwbU ci wWw½Uv bvgv‡bv n‡jv mvM‡i| IUvi wcQ‡b
evev‡K wb‡q emj AvBwib| †jgbw¯‹ I ivbv GKUv K‡i ˆeVv
wb‡q mvg‡bi w`‡K _vKj| mvMi B‡Zvg‡a¨ Zvgvbœvi †WK
†j‡f‡j D‡V G‡m‡Q|
ˆeVv Pvvwj‡q IUvi KvQ †_‡K `~‡i m‡i Avm‡Q Iiv|
cÖ_‡g cyi‡bv †gvUi µzhv‡ii †ev Wye w`j cvwb‡Z| K‡qK
gyn~Z© Ifv‡e w¯’i _vKvi ci mvejxj fw½‡Z evwK Ask †b‡g
†Mj cvwbi bx‡P| ivbvi ˆeVv Pvjvevi MwZ AviI evoj,
GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q Av‡Q AÜKvi mvM‡i, †Póv Ki‡Q †gvj−v
eLwZqvi Avi AvBwi‡bi w`‡K bv ZvKv‡Z|
Zvici GK mgq †fv‡ii Av‡jv dzUj| AvKvk n‡q DVj
bxj| w`M‡š— P‡j Gj m~h©| DËi-cwð‡g WvOv †`Lv hv‡”Q|
`yÕNÈv ci wLwRi nvqv‡Zi PvU©vi †evU †`L‡Z †c‡q Zz‡j
wbj I‡`i‡K| wUDbv aievi Rb¨ m¨vjv‡gm e›`i †_‡K
Gw`‡K G‡m‡Q Zviv| wLwRi nvqv‡Zi m‡½ mnKvix wn‡m‡e
GKRb wb‡MÖv †WKn¨vÛ i‡q‡Q|
†RwU a‡i BqU diPzbvi w`‡K G‡Mvevi mgq ivbv †`Lj,
÷v‡b© `uvwo‡q GKUv iwk‡K KzÊjx cvKv‡”Q Kvwd« mi`vi,
cv‡k `uvwo‡q i‡q‡Q AvKv‡i-cÖKv‡i Zvi m‡½ gvbvbmB GK
gwnjv, m¤¢eZ †cÖMb¨v›U| ûBjnvD‡mi evB‡ii û‡K †Svjvj
†mUv, cvk KvwU‡q P‡j †h‡Z †`‡L nvZ bvoj GKUv j‡Âi
D‡Ï‡k, Zvici mw½bx‡K wb‡q bx‡P †b‡g †Mj|
Nvo wdwi‡q wcQb w`‡K ZvwK‡q evwK mevB Avm‡Q wK bv
†`‡L wbj ivbv, Zvici jvd w`‡q Bq‡Ui †W‡K bvgj, axi
cv‡q Xy‡K coj kxZvZc-wbqwš¿Z †Kwe‡b| M¨vwj‡Z i‡q‡Q
Kvwd« mi`vi, m‡½ ZviB gZ †mB gwnjv Kzw¯—wMi| †mw`K
†_‡K †f‡m Avmv Kwdi MÜ cv‡”Q I|

ÔAviI Pvi Kvc †ewk evbvb,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAwZw_
Avm‡Qb|Õ Mw` AuvUv wm‡U e‡m coj I|
M¨vwj †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m åƒ †KuvPKvj cÖKvʇ`nx Kvwd«
mi`vi| Ôwg÷vi ivbv, G Kx †Pnviv n‡q‡Q Avcbvi!Õ
ÔBRiv‡qj †_‡K cÖvY wb‡q wd‡i Avm‡Z †c‡iwQ, †mUvB
†Zv fvM¨|Õ
†PvL eo Kij Kvwd« mi`vi| ÔZvi gv‡b Aveyhv‡i
wM‡qwQ‡jb Avcwb? ieŸvwbi †LuvR †c‡q‡Qb?Õ
ÔcvIqv bv cvIqv mgvb| Z‡e †`Lv †Mj Iiv Avgvi
R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q Ñ KLb †cuŠQve Zvi R‡b¨ IZ †c‡Z
wQj|Õ
nZf¤^ †`Lvj mi`vi‡K| ÔwKš‘ Zv Kx K‡i m¤¢e? ïay
Avgiv wZbRb RvbZvg ILv‡b Avcwb hv‡”Qb| Avwg
BRiv‡qwj ¯úvB bB| wg÷vi †gb‡`‡imI Zv n‡Z cv‡ib
bv| evwK _vK‡jb †Kqvi wd«i gvwjK †ni †gv‡ij...Õ
Ô†mB-B!Õ
ÔMW, In& MW!Õ
Ômi`vi, Gevi Ab¨ GKUv cÖm½,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAvcwb
Avgv‡K e‡jwQ‡jb Uy¨wi‡÷i msL¨v K‡g hvIqvq Avcbvi
e¨emv fvj hv‡”Q bv, BqUUv †e‡P †`‡eb| GKUv `vgI
e‡jwQ‡jb| Avcwb wK GLbI ZvB fve‡Qb?Õ
ÔfvewQ bv gv‡b! Avwg GKv bv, Avgvi eDI Zv-B fve‡Q|
GgbKx †`k †_‡K P‡j G‡m‡Q Avgv‡K wb‡Z|Õ Bw½‡Z wcQ‡b
`uvov‡bv Aa©vw½bx‡K †`Lvj| ÔwKš‘ L‡Ïi cvB †Kv_vq|Õ
ivbv ejj, ÔAvcbvi diPzbv Avwg wK‡b wbjvg|Õ
Rev‡e mi`vi wKQy ejevi Av‡M K¤ú¨vwbIbI‡q‡Z
cv‡qi AvIqvR n‡jv, GK gyn~Z© ci †Kwe‡b XyK‡jb K‡b©j
†jgbw¯‹, Zvi wcQy wb‡q AvBwib I †gvj−v eLwZqvi|
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cwiPq I Kzkj wewbgq n‡jv| ¯¿x gvwiqvi m‡½I mevi
cwiPq Kwi‡q w`j mi`vi| Zvici ZvovZvwo M¨vwj‡Z wd‡i
†Mj `yRb|
µ¨vKvi I Kwd LvIqvi ci cv‡ki †Kwe‡b Nygv‡Z P‡j
†Mj ey‡ov eLwZqvi| AvBwib †Mj kvIqvi mvi‡Z|
wØZxq g‡M PzgyK w`‡q mi`vi‡K ivbv wR‡Ám Kij,
Ôwg÷vi †gb‡`‡im GLb †Kv_vq?Õ
ÔGLbI †Kqvi wd«‡ZB Av‡Qb wZwb,Õ ejj mi`vi|
Ômv‡R©›U †bK‡gwZb kn‡i Av‡Qb?Õ
gv_v bvoj mi`vi| ÔwZwb Zuvi `yB Kb‡÷ej‡K wb‡q
Øx‡ci G‡Kev‡i †kl cÖv‡š—, KKvBbv-q †M‡Qb| Kvj iv‡Z
Kx †hb GKUv n‡q‡Q ILv‡b| e‡j †M‡Qb AvRB wd‡i
Avm‡eb|Õ
gMUv Lvwj K‡i DVj ivbv| ÔAvwg hvB, †gb‡`‡i‡mi m‡½
K_v ewj|Õ g¨vc-Wªqv‡ii Zvjv Ly‡j wfZi †_‡K `y‡Uv A¯¿
†ei Kij| GKUv jy¨Mvi A‡Uv‡gwUK, AciUv w¯§_ A¨vÛ
I‡qmb| nv‡Z wb‡q †b‡o‡P‡o †`Lj I¸‡jv, Zvici
wØZxqUv †i‡L w`j †`iv‡R|
Ôfve‡Qb wec` n‡e?Õ wR‡Ám Ki‡jb K‡b©j †jgbw¯‹|
†kvjWvi †nvj÷v‡i ¸u‡R ivLj ivbv A¯¿Uv| Ôn‡Z
cv‡i|Õ
GZ¶Y wbtk‡ã †`LwQj AvBwib, wØZxq gMUvq GKeviI
PzgyK †`qwb| nVvr †m Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔAvi Avgiv, fvBqv?Õ
Ô†Zvgiv AvcvZZ GLv‡bB _v‡Kv,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†Kqvi
wd«‡Z GLbI Avgvi GKUv Kvgiv Av‡Q, Avwg Avi K‡b©j
ILv‡b _vKe|Õ
ÔAvcbvi m‡½ Avgv‡`i Avi †`Lv n‡e bv?Õ
Ôn‡e| nv‡Zi KvRUv †m‡i GLvb †_‡K Avgvi wRwbm-cÎ

wb‡Z wd‡i Avme Avwg, ZLb †Zvgvi R‡b¨ wKQy Kvco‡Pvco
wb‡q Avme,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔZvici GB BqU wb‡q †hLv‡b Lywk
P‡j †h‡Z cvi‡e †Zvgiv| Aek¨, hw` PvI, Kvwd« mi`vi
†Zvgv‡`i‡K nv‡g©vwb e›`‡i †cuŠ‡Q †`‡e| ILvb †_‡K GKUv
†evU fvov wb‡q wd‡i Avm‡e †m|Õ
AvBwi‡bi Kcv‡j mi“ †iLv dzUj| ÔAvcbvi K_v eySjvg
bv, fvBqv|Õ
ÔIn&-†nv, ewjwb eywS? GB BqUUv wK‡b wb‡qwQ Avwg
†Zvgv‡`i R‡b¨,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGUv GLb †Zvgv‡`i| GKUv
Dcnvi w`‡q F‡Yi †evSv wKQyUv Kgvevi †Póv AviKx|Õ
U‡j DV‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i ZvovZvwo †Uwe‡ji wKbvivUv
†P‡c aij AvBwib| †jgbw¯‹i wc‡V g„`y †LuvPv gvij ivbv,
ejj, ÔPjyb|Õ
Ôbv, fvBqv,Õ cÖwZev` Kij AvBwib| Ôbv, G nq bv!Õ
ivbv ejj, Ô†KvbI ZK© bq, AvBwib| fvBqvi m‡½ ZK©
Ki‡Z †bB, Avwg hv e‡jwQ ZvB n‡e|Õ †jgbw¯‹‡K wb‡q BqU
†_‡K †b‡g †Mj I| `iRvq `uvwo‡q Ii Mgbc‡_i w`‡K
GK`„‡ó ZvwK‡q _vKj AvBwib, `yÕ‡PvL †e‡q cvwb Mov‡”Q|
c‡b‡iv
weP K¬ve †Kqvi wd«i †U‡i‡m wfo †j‡M †M‡Q Uy¨wi‡÷i, †Lvjv
RvqMvq e‡m wWbvi Lv‡”Q Zviv| bx‡Pi j‡b GKUv Avwd«Kvb
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Kvwd« e¨vÛ AvaywbK I cÖvPxb wgDwRKvj BÝUªy‡g›U evwR‡q
Mvb Ki‡Q|
wi‡mckb †W‡¯‹i w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q ivbv, †`L‡Z †c‡q
nvmj wMÖK †g‡qUv| Ôfvj Av‡Qb, wg÷vi ivbv?Õ
gv_v SuvwK‡q †W‡¯‹i mvg‡b _vgj ivbv| ÔAvgvi my¨B‡Ui
PvweUv|Õ
ÔB‡qm, mvi|Õ †evW© †_‡K Ly‡j PvweUv ivbvi w`‡K evwo‡q
w`j †g‡qwU| ÔGLbB Ic‡i hv‡eb?Õ
Ônu¨v| †ni †gv‡ij Avkcv‡k Av‡Qb?Õ
Ô†evanq Awd‡m| †dvb K‡i †LuvR †be?Õ
gv_v bvoj ivbv| Ôbv, _vK| Zuvi m‡½ c‡i GKmgq †`Lv
Kie Avwg| GLb Avgvi kvIqvi `iKvi|Õ
PviZjvq D‡V G‡m my¨B‡U XyKj ivbv, wcQy wb‡q
†jgbw¯‹I| †eWi“‡gi Rvbvjvq ci`v Uvbv, weQvbvUv bZzb
K‡i ˆZwi|
Ô†eWi“gUv Avcwb e¨envi Ki“b,Õ i“k K‡b©j‡K ejj I,
nvZ Zz‡j GKUv `iRv †`Lvj| Ôev_i“g| cwi®‹vi Kvco
cv‡eb Iqv‡W©ªv‡e|Õ
ÔAvcwb GLbB wg÷vi †gb‡`‡i‡mi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z
hv‡”Qb?Õ
Ônu¨v|Õ
†gb‡`‡i‡mi my¨BUUv †`vZjvq| `iRvi mvg‡b †_‡g bK
Kij ivbv| `iRv †Lvjv, eyS‡Z †c‡i KevU cy‡ivcywi Ly‡j
wfZ‡i XyKj|
Ô†Uwe‡j iv‡Lv, †n| Avwg GLbB AvmwQ,Õ †U‡im †_‡K
ej‡jb Av`bvb †gb‡`‡im|
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q ivbv, †Vuv‡U ¶xY nvwm| LvwbK ci †U‡im
†_‡K wmwUs i“‡g XyK‡jb †gb‡`‡im, †Kvg‡i ïay GKUv

eomo †Zvqv‡j Rov‡bv, GKnv‡Z GKUv eB, Aci nv‡Z
mvbM−vm| ivbv‡K †`‡L AevK n‡q ZvwK‡q _vK‡jb| ÔPg‡K
w`‡q‡Qb, Bqvs g¨vb! Avwg †f‡ewQ i“g mvwf©m|Õ
`iRvq Avevi bK n‡jv| ZvovZvwo ev_i“‡g Xy‡K coj
ivbv| `iRv †Lvjvi I K_vevZ©vi AvIqvR XyKj Kv‡b,
Zvici Avevi eÜ n‡jv KevU| ev_i“g †_‡K †ewi‡q †`Lj
†Uwe‡j GKUv †Uª bvgv‡”Qb †gb‡`‡im| Zv‡Z ûBw¯‹, eid
BZ¨vw` i‡q‡Q|
Ô†njc BIi‡mjd,Õ e‡j Bw½‡Z ivbv‡K †UªUv †`wL‡q
w`‡q Iqv‡Wª©ve †_‡K Kvco wb‡q †eWiƒ‡g XyK‡jb wmwiqvb
G‡R›U| GKUz ci wK‡Pb n‡q wd‡i G‡jb, Av‡iKUv M−vm
wb‡q|
†mvdvq e‡m wb‡Ri M−v‡m PzgyK w`‡jb †gb‡`‡im| Ô†`‡L
g‡b n‡”Q Lye aKj †M‡Q Avcbvi Ici w`‡q| Aveyhvi e›`‡i
hvevi †evU wK †kl ch©š— †c‡qwQ‡jb Avcwb?Õ
†Vuv‡U AvOyj †i‡L K_v ej‡Z wb‡la Kij ivbv, Zvici
KvQvKvwQ m‡i G‡m wdmwdm Kij, ÔGLv‡b Qvi‡cvKv †bB
†Zv Avevi?Õ
†Kgb †hb _ZgZ †L‡q †M‡jb †gb‡`‡im, g‡b g‡b
fve‡Qb Ñ Av‡i, GB f`ª‡jvK Rv‡bb bvwK †h Avwg GKRb
¯úvB? Ôbv, †bB| wKš‘ †Kb fve‡Qb Qvi‡cvKv _vK‡Z cv‡i?Õ
cÖkœUv Gwo‡q †Mj ivbv|
Ôbv, †evU †c‡Z †KvbI Amywe‡a nqwb| Aveyhvi †_‡K
Ny‡i Gjvg|Õ GK †XvK ûBw¯‹ †Lj ivbv| Ôe„_vB mgq bó| †h
†jvK‡K Avgvi †LuvRv DwPZ wQj †m Avm‡j GLv‡b, m¨vjv‡gm
e›`‡iB i‡q‡Q|Õ
åƒ †KuvPKv‡jb †gb‡`‡im| ÔKx ej‡Z PvB‡Qb, wg÷vi
ivbv? Avn‡g` ieŸvwb GLv‡b?Õ
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gv_v bvoj ivbv| ÔI‡K a‡i wb‡q wM‡q Lyb Kiv n‡q‡Q|
`y-gy‡Lv mvc wQj †jvKUv| wM‡q †`wL, Avgvi R‡b¨ cÖ¯‘Z n‡q
i‡q‡Q ILvbKvi wPd, K‡b©j B‡qwjP|Õ
ÔKx K‡i Rvbj †m †h Avcwb hv‡”Qb ILv‡b? Avn‡g`ÑÕ
Ôbv, wRwg †gv‡ij Rvwb‡q‡Q| G n‡jv wZbgy‡Lv mvc!
Avcbvi cwiPqI I‡`i Rvbv|Õ
ÔZvB ejj Iiv? Avcbv‡K e‡j‡Q Iiv †h AvwgÑÕ
Ôwmwiqvb B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ý Av‡Qb, G-K_v I‡`i gy‡L ï‡b
Rvb‡Z n‡e †Kb? G †Zv Avwg A‡bK Av‡M †_‡KB Rvwb|Õ
ÔKx K‡i!Õ G‡Kev‡i _ZgZ †L‡q †M‡jb †gb‡`‡im|
ÔAvwgI †Zv †KvbI GKUv B‡›Uwj‡R‡Ýi †jvK n‡Z cvwi,
Zv-B bv?Õ ejj ivbv nvwmgy‡L|
nuv K‡i K‡qK gyn~Z© ivbvi gy‡Li w`‡K †P‡q _vKvi ci
ax‡i ax‡i `yB‡q-`yB‡q Pvi †gjv‡jb wZwb| Zvici wdm wdm
K‡i ej‡jb, ÔAvcwbB wK †mB wj‡RÛvwi evsjv‡`kx G‡R›U,
gvmy` ivbv? wbðqB Zv-B! GLb g‡b co‡Q, †Kb †Pbv †Pbv
jvMwQj; Avwg †Zv †`‡LwQ Avcbvi Qwe!Õ nvZ evwo‡q w`‡jb
wZwb ivbvi w`‡K, ÔAvgvi cig †mŠfvM¨ †h, Avcbvi gZ
GKRb gvby‡li m‡½ cwiPqÑÕ
Ônv‡Z wKš‘ mgq LyeB Kg,Õ nvZUv a‡i GKUz SuvwK w`‡q
ejj ivbv| Ô†gv‡ij‡K ai‡Z n‡e|Õ
†mvdv †Q‡o Iqv‡Wª©v‡ei mvg‡b P‡j †M‡jb †gb‡`‡im,
Kvc‡oi bxP †_‡K wc¯—j I †kvjWvi †nvj÷vi †ei K‡i
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