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Psychology 12
Reflection #8
June, 2020
Much like the article explains, resilience is not a trait that people are born with, but rather something
that “involves behaviors, thoughts and actions that anyone can learn and develop.”
whether it be positive or negative, that you can apply to your life as a guide so that you are better
A time where I had to be extremely resilient was around three years ago when my grandmother
I had never lost a family member before this, and although my grandmother had had two or three
strokes beforehand, she was still 66, there was just no way that her life would be cut that short. I was
naive, and believed that death was something that happened to others, but not me. I was wrong,
obviously, and it taught me that everyone is the main character in their own lives, no one is safe from
bad things and that death doesn’t discriminate. But, thanks in part to Japanese culture surrounding
conversations. For an entire week, all the immediate family gathers at a single house (in our case we
stayed at a funeral service(?)) and stay all together. The person who has passed is dressed in a simple
white yukata, gets their makeup done (if female) and lays behind a screen where in front there is an
altar where you kneel and light incense and ring a meditation bowl (I have no idea what it’s called).
This process, kind of incense, and how many times you repeat actions depends on the family. The
incense must be lit at all times, and there are varying kinds of incense (some that can burn for hours)
Throughout the week, people will come to visit the grieving family and come bearing standard
condolence gifts of money in specific envelopes (Japan has a very interesting custom of standard gift
giving), and the family will give a gift in return which usually includes things like tea, buddhist prayer
beads, and other small things. At the end of the week, the deceased is placed into a coffin, it is shut
and the men in the family will carry it to the hearse and someone will hold a nicely framed photo of
the deceased up front. The immediate family will attend the cremation ceremony, which entails
watching the coffin enter the cremation chamber, and standing there while it happens (not the whole
time, or maybe it was, this part was one of the most traumatic moments for me so I may have buried
that memory). The cremation does not cremate all the bones, because the next part of the ceremony
involves them.
The tray on which once lay a coffin, now just ashes and pieces of bone, is brought out and placed on a
table and in order of immediate family (husband, eldest daughter, etc.) step up to the table and with
long wooden chopsticks, pick up a piece of bone and place it into a special box that will then be taken
to a temple. At the temple is where the funeral service is held, and is what I imagine a western type of
funeral would be like. Family members give speeches, others outside of the immediate family attend,
and a buddhist priest reads prayers. What I thought was interesting though, was that after their death,
the family of the deceased meet with a buddhist priest and the deceased is given a name to use in the
afterlife. After, the bones are given a place to rest, usually in a cemetery.
This was an extremely long and most likely flawed explanation of Japanese funeral traditions, but it
Throughout this experience I was extremely overwhelmed. Not only had my lovely grandmother
passed away, it was my first time back in Japan in years, and the last time I had met my cousins, we
were all children. It took me a bit to gather my wits, but after doing so, I realized something. Only
through the death of a family member, were we all gathered in one place at the same time. Although I
would do almost anything to get my grandmother back, I found myself not wishing to trade the time I
In the article assigned to us to read, it mentions that it is important to focus on four core components
which are: connection, wellness, healthy thinking and meaning. I’ve decided to compile my
Connections:
Prioritize relationships: Since I was with my family and others who were also grieving for the first
week of such a traumatic experience. Everyone I met within that week was nothing but empathetic,
understanding and kind. It was easy to articulate my emotions without having to explain much, and it
felt easier knowing that I had so much support all around me at all times. I wasn’t alone, and neither
were they.
Another heartwarming action was the endless support I received from my friends through messages
while I was overseas, to the love and open arms I received when I got back. Through this experience, I
Join a group: Being part of so many supportive and fantastic communities (Interact/Rotary, youth
band, youth centre, WSS, Capoeira, etc.) was so helpful. I was able to distract myself but also heal
Take care of your body: At the time, I was attending Capoeira classes twice a week for close to two
hours each class, and I would not know what to do without it. Capoeira was such an empowering sport
that helped me deal with many things such as shyness, confidence and a lot of my problems with
femininity, and upon returning to Canada after the funeral I was able to lose myself in learning new
Avoid negative outlets: I am not someone who partakes in the use of drugs and alcohol, but instead
have unhealthy stress eating habits. During this time though, I did not stress eat much after the funeral
(where every non-nauseous moment was filled with near constant stress eating). I avoided this by
Find Purpose:
Help others: Volunteering, providing emotional support, and just generally being a help to others has
been a huge part of my life, and brings me one of the greatest senses of fulfillment I could ever
receive.
I have been a part of the Interact Club of Whistler (a youth service club that is part of Rotary
International) for over 5 years now, and the volunteering opportunities provided there have always
grounded me and brought me much joy. Upon returning from Japan, Interact gave me a sense of
purpose and gave me many networking opportunities that helped me create many friendships that I
before my grandmother's passing, nor did the possibility ever cross my mind. But after she passed, and
my emotional damage was roughly sorted through, I discovered a new perspective on life. Through
this tragedy I found myself deciding to live life with the least amount of regrets possible, to take
chances, to express my feelings for those around me, to take nothing for granted, to never expect
tomorrow to go to plan, and to always make the best of the time I have.
Asides from personal lessons, my empathy had grown and I was able to connect with others who had
lost loved ones more genuinely, which made for deeper bonds and closer friendships and familial
Maintain a hopeful outlook: Although this took quite some time, eventually, I was able to use the
lessons I had learned from this traumatic experience to create a better outlook on life. The world had
robbed me of one of the most beautiful things to ever exist, but that beauty could never disappear, only
be forgotten, and I won’t let the universe forget if I can help it. I choose to continue living with the
same love that the world lost that day three years ago.
Learn from your past: One of my biggest regrets in life, was not speaking to my grandmother properly
the last time I saw her alive. Upon hearing the news of my grandmother's sudden coma, we instantly
bought plane tickets, and left a day after. It was all so fast, and being the way I was, I was embarrassed
by my state of Japanese as soon as I needed to use it to speak to someone. So after arriving at the
hospital and seeing my grandmother, it was hard for me to speak. My aunt, uncle, grandfather, and
cousins were in the room and it felt so difficult to form a proper sentence. So all I could say was
something along the lines of “Grandma, it’s Miyuki. We came to see you.” I had naively thought that I
would be seeing her tomorrow again, and so with that my mother went to talk with her, and my uncle
From this I learned to never ever waste the time you have with others. As cliche as these next lessons
- Tell those around you that you love them, express your true emotions and show that you care,
Seeking Help:
I had much difficulty with this. After the funeral ended I convinced myself that I was alright. But to
this day I get overwhelmed by sudden tidal waves of sadness, regret, grief and anger due to this loss.
It’s only since May that I began accepting the fact that I will always grieve for my grandmother (and
now another lady that I considered my grandmother and a distant cousin I don’t even quite remember),
In May, I opened up to my friends about how I felt, and if any of them felt the same or if anyone had
any tips as to how to move on. I learned that many of my friends felt the same, and have been going
through the same exact feelings. It felt reassuring and calming to know that there are always people
who understand, and with whom I can open up and share my struggles with.
- Accepting emotions, good or bad, and allowing them to be felt and to acknowledge their
presence
- Continuously learning from past experiences, and use them to navigate through my future
- Anchor myself, don’t allow for myself to get dragged into a current of confusion, negativity,
(Contributors acknowledged at the bottom of the article linked below) (2020, February 1). Building
your resilience.
https://www.apa.org/topics/resilience.