http://theunofficialinfiniteway.com/practice/prac0119.

html

http://theunofficialinfiniteway.com/practice/prac0119.html

http://www.libertynet.org/fdipmm/word3/42061800.html

2 MEDITATIONS 2
Where I Am Going
I am going out to buy some office supplies. I am going to the post office. I am
going to the bank. Yes, but where am I going? I am going in the Presence of I.
That is where I am ever going. That is where I am only going. The events are
there but they are not very important when I am aware of where I am really
going. This is no longer a personal adventure to buy supplies, or even to meet
the clerks at the store. No, this is something much more permanent than that.
This is my presence going before me to do all things. This is a place of being that
is moving and living and having its being in the awareness of the Infinite nature
of I. There are no limitations. There is never a lack of money to purchase what I
need. There is never a closed store preventing me from having that which I
need. There are no obstacles external to me that can stand between me and my
path. That is where I am going. Right now I am here and I am living it. And do
you know what? You are here, too. So let us close our senses to the illusion and
open our Selves to the Truth.
Let the silence be your refuge. - Let the darkness be your home.

There are no fears or limitations - in this place where on we go.

Trust in the Lord with all thine heart, and lean not unto thine own
understanding. In all they ways acknowledge It, and It shall direct thy paths.
(Proverbs 3:5-6)
All I can do is let go of everything and everyone. My own human position I have
long since outgrown. Its pattern remains but what of it? The human pattern
must fall away in the presence of God. But for me to attain God's presence, to
attain enlightened consciousness, I must put myself first in a totally vulnerable
position (at least to human eyes). I must stop taking thought for my life. I must
kill my selfishness thru a continual and unending search within. This is the path
which God will fully direct. As soon as I am ready to give up my own concepts
http://theunofficialinfiniteway.com/practice/prac0119.html

and judgements, the Truth will be standing beside me and leading me into all
good things. Thus far, I have been willing to only allow God in to my life on a
limited and selfish basis. Now is the time to give up my desires and give up my
clinging to this human entanglement. Of mine own thoughts and abilities I will
never overcome my pain and unfulfilled desires, but thru a consistent and
accepting acknowledgement of God within, I am come into the real freedom of
love and eternal life.

Meditation on Luke 4:4

And Jesus answered him, saying, it is written, that man shall not live by bread
alone, but by every word of God. (Luke 4:4)
Conscious decisions which go against my emotions may be a sign that I am
approaching Truth. When I formerly had feelings things didn't seem correct,
when I had heartbreak in my life, perhaps it was because I was so ingrained in
the ideas and concepts presented to me by universal belief that I couldn't
recognize why the breaking apart from particular individuals was indeed the
correct path. I was not familiar with the fact that God is my own consciousness
and that I must turn within for guidance. I was relying on yesterday's manna,
upon patterns which I had outgrown, but which I could not manifest fully in the
form of new paths because of my clinging to fear and self-doubt. Yes, the
animalistic, human feelings will always bind me to positions I have long
outgrown, but it is a legitimate decision to consciously receive God's word, in
silence and in sacredness that I might give up my desires and will in order for
enlightenment (My True God Self) to dawn in me. Bread will always be a
concept of need (along w/companionship) until I turn within and allow My True
Self to speak and live my life.

Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on thee. (Isaiah 26:3)
The mind must be at One to be at peace. As separation enters the scene the
perfect peace is immediately undercut by thoughts of lack and limitation. These
thoughts tend toward affirming the fears and doubts which can seem to
consume us. Of course, in reality they do not consume anything. In reality God is
http://theunofficialinfiniteway.com/practice/prac0119.html

the Oneness thru all, and in its presence there can be nothing of an evil or
unsettling nature. In the mind which is stayed on Oneness problems are not
problems anymore. This is because as soon as Oneness is attained, the mind
drops all concern for solving or combating or succumbing to the problems and
temptations of this world. The peace that enters the scene unfolds a spiritual
universe in the midst of me which is my assurance of my rightful place as an heir
of God - indeed as the very substance of God. And this Truthfulness will remain
with me as long as I am recognizing it as the very fabric of my being. It is with
me even to the end of the Earth.

Peace I leave with you, my Peace I give unto you: Not as the world giveth, give I
unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. (John 14:27)
I, separate and apart from God am lost. There is not one thing I can do of my
own self that has any substance. I need only one thing - the Peace not of this
world. If and when I have that Peace all my other needs are met. If I am
separate and apart from the Peace not of this world, then I am barren. I ask only
one thing in prayer and it is this, "May I feel the presence of the Christ Peace in
this moment. Without it I am lost. With it there is nothing I cannot do." The
Christ Peace is my True Self, and at any moment in which I turn to it, It is there
waiting for me. It is there with the Love not of this world. It is standing beside
me (inside me!) with the very Love I have been seeking outside of me. Let it be.
Let it be expressed in me, silently and sacredly, now at hand for the world to
receive.

In quietness and in confidence shall be your strength. (Isaiah 30:15)

What reason is there for me to go out into the world to try to improve it? There
is none. The world is a product of God and therefore cannot be improved. It is
only for me to relax in the presence of my own God being, my own
consciousness, and to realize the truthful nature of all things. Once I have this
realization of Oneness there is then the immediate fulfillment of quietness
(Peace) and confidence (Love) present to meet all of my needs. And, if anyone
out in the world is receptive to this Truth they will be brought unto me without
my own preconceived influences. In other words, all will unite in Oneness as
soon as, and as long as I reside in the consciousness of I. I am then a healer, thru
http://theunofficialinfiniteway.com/practice/prac0119.html

the non-action of my Being. This and this alone creates Order, and in Order,
quietness and confidence reign supreme.

In the meanwhile his disciples prayed him, saying, Master, eat. But he said unto
them, I have meat to eat that ye know not of. (John 4:31-32)
There is an infinite quantity of Spiritual meat that forms my consciousness. It is
a never ending supply. I can touch that Infinite Supply in relation to my
awareness of it. To be aware of it is to abide in the Center. The Center is I. As I
accept the infinite gift of supply I find that lack and limitations were only ever
present as illusory concepts which I temporarily accepted from this world.
However, seeing their substancelessness I am forever set free. I now am free to
go as far as my own consciousness is ready to unfold. If that means that I have
need of flying, I shall fly. If I have need of eating, I am fed. And, if I have need of
companionship, I am companioned and comforted. This all takes place within.
Within the midst of me, I am mighty. This world cannot know.

Trust in the Lord with all thine heart, and lean not unto thine own
understanding. In all they ways acknowledge It, and It shall direct thy paths.
What does this mean for Leslie? Leslie must kill his selfishness thru a continual
and unending search within. He must stop taking thought for his life, what the
weather will be, where is the next parking space might be, he must give up his
own concepts and judgment, Leslie must realize that of his own thoughts and
abilities he will never overcome his pain and unfulfilled desires, but only thru a
consistent and accepting acknowledgement of God within, 24 hours a day, 7
days a week, 365 days a year, thus will Leslie be said to be living/ dwelling in the
secret place of the most high. Can LESLIE do it? only time will tell, but more
importantly, can YOU do it, yes YOU who are reading these lines, why not give it
your best.