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maddox dempsey
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portion i
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intro
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a couple of fragments from a too-long poem
fragment 2
“Someone in some
future time
will think of us”
fragment 3
I ask myself
What, boy, can you do.
What, boy, can you give
to someone who has
everything in their power,
like a god?
I am learned in my skill;
Perhaps that’s enough for this
one night?
And night will indeed fall, darker
than pitch
pitch of a field of crows
I am worried
I cannot compete with that of which
you resemble;
That which you are built of
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I want to drown in your
esse, dive into those Monet eyes
Tonight, I remain
unwhole
fragment 4
Lost in my thoughts
I jump, fall
A scarlet stain on the earth
I’m blithe
Like a downtrodden blossom
I bloom, wilt.
fragment 5
fragment 6
Thank you, my
endless summer;
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claudia under the lemon tree
i watched
the moon move across the sky
the night is half over; youth
diminished; i am
in bed alone
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romantic interlude, they all disappear
sunset boulevard
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caravaggio
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summer 19
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bee stings and sunscreen
remind me of your birthday
sad in the summer
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loneliness calls me
on my cellphone every night
tears fall like a storm
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symmetrical love
your lips parted in a smile
my tongue between them
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crickets chirp and dance
you hold me in the tall grass
shoulders arched, godlike
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neon fire eyes
your charming disposition
fills me with love, love
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rainwater mists slowly
your planted lavender grows
surrounded by green
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lemon-orange sodas
we purchased at the food truck
i gave you my fries
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another night gone
we are all happy and sunburnt
we felt immortal
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lilia bought us
cherry scones from the market
we ate them like kids
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young was the summer
we were all so free back then
dreaming in real life
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twelve hours were spent
working at the cool blue pool
no hard decisions
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absentmindedly
my thigh and his fingertips
he was cool as heck
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lemonade is my
chosen cold beverage
sour so sour
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all those lemonades
turn your lips cold and sour
we will always dream
he reads celan
springtime
it is a sad night
i am lying on my
back; 3:00 AM, i
am in bed; i am
alone
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kinsglow
if your mind was a letter
it would certainly take form of
crisp text on painted peach pages
that bring to mind clementines
and a summer afternoon
vis-à-vis
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“cool blue eyes”
is the misconception of the century
because within yours
burn fires uncanny to that
within your heart, soul
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your soap reminds me
(fresh neroli, lavender)
of much easier days
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touched by your kind words
sanguine smiles sent sprawling
soothe me with your waves
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doubts about myself
languid in your summer’s breath
always washed away
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wandering eyes only
brush through juniper branches
when looking for them
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i dive into a
river of unhappiness
blessed be the sun
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love my way
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just out of reach
june
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it is a
sit in
your room and
listen to Haydn
sort of day
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“i wish
i had one
friend i
wasn’t
destined to
lose”
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what a world this is!
if this lasted longer than
an hour, or a summer
i wouldn’t know
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before my plans came into
fruition i should have known:
you were interested in the book;
not me
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i remember
standing in the hot shower
sharing a bag of pretzel sticks
we’d just taken a swim
in the pool that hadn’t opened yet
we thought we had it all
(i think we had it all)
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portion ii
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the world is dying!!!
i find myself
seeking childish comfort
in the things that i know
i find myself
seeking more than this
i put on a mask, cry for the broken families
performative activism
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“ecce, hic puer est non iam strenua!”
syzygal
your rising sign and mine
tend to not align
but when they do, it’s fine
when they do it’s fine
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il angelo cauboi // archipelago
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they think i’m happy and i am but not how you’d think
i met him near villam rusticam under the freeway, Santa Rosa
two blocks from the beach
i write that i’m happy and i am but now how you’d think
a broken box gathers dust and holds all the change, every
last receipt
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a smile lingers on your face
i turn to look at my bootlace
everything you made for me
i enjoy in your place
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i loved the games we’d play
on our lunch break — walk to the bank & then buy sodas italiano
you made me zucchini bread
once, and i loved it
i thought i saw you
at my new job
but i was wrong
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il muvi star americano // david
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i miss the things we’d do
from the poolside to the beach
we meditate, self-medicate
in the autumn leaves
and when we’re done, i grab my keys
i take my keys and leave
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you fight for light like a guy with precision
with decision like an artist not yet seen with a vision
with reasons in your mind for the colors of your sky
why treason is a crime when it’s frequent in this region
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long in solidarity
in a tudor style home
12 houses down from
rose avenue we roam
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i remember your black chevy malibu
and i see it sometimes, but it’s never you
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time is stopping, moving through you
you’re enlightened by what moves you
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you move me like water, sweet baby, sweet waiter
fifteen after 12, you work from midnight and later
fill the diner with your blue, nobody is greater
to nobody you cater, but i know i’ll see you later
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hit me up when you’re done with work
see you on a dark night
i’ll pick you up five after one
this blue summer evening
see you on a dark night
the darker the better
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the next best american man
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pull yourself together and breathe
outro
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