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Letting go
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It is allowing
 What already is

I thought becoming myself


 Was improving each part
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 Te universe is dyadic


Like us

Stars are not solitary


 Tey have “companions,”
Separate, but equal planets

 Tat keep from collapsing into one another


By opposing centrifugal force

 Teir distance and desire


Create the structure of the universe

Our hearts and lungs


Exist in halves
Our lives are split
By light and dark

 We have sets of heart chambers


 And pairs of feet
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 We were born from waves and falters
 We were designed to be terrified of what we want most
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 Tat what I had been looking for all that time

 Was me
 And there was no photo so beautiful
No dripping rose perfume
Sweat-stained towel
Dulled black cotton dress

Messy, bleached waves sticking to lip balm


Lukewarm air filling the car
Moment of stinging anxiety
 Tat wasn’t filled with the same deep knowing
I didn’t fit in this world

Because I was born to help create a new one

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Creativity is how you become yourself 

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 Tey are entryways
 Tey are the world saying, sometimes sharply,
 Tere is something else out there

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 What we are doing here is unlearning


Unbecoming everything we were taught to be
 We are unlearning trends, consuming
 We are undoing binds, removing pacifiers
 And screaming out
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Or we could be distracted
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 You are so busy standing in your ruins


 Tat you are not building a new city 

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I put the tip of my fingernail on the glass of my phone as


I replay recordings of people speaking.

I feel bursts of vibration that create the word, the sound,


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 You want every single thing that’s happening to you


If you are creating it, if you are keeping it,
If it is paining you for so long, you want it
 You would never entertain something you didn’t think
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Go into the belly of your being
 And look in the face of what is holding this pain
 Ask them: What else can I do to feed you?
How else can we move on?

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So instead of focusing on how much less you want
 Weight, fights, debt, worry
Focus on what more you want
Strength, harmony, freedom, certainty
It is in building the new that we are freed
Not in damning the old

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Build it, and it will come


Empty out a drawer for someone
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Share your work every day
People will find it
 Walk and your legs will strengthen
Open your hours and your days will fill
Speak as though you’ve arrived
 And reality will realign
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Even in rest the body is purging, storing, restoring
Letting the mind go quiet is not stepping into nothingness
It is allowing clarity and grace
It is replacing chaos with light

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thing you can learn, any book you can read or any song
 you can hear first came from the mind of another human
being. And once you realize that all we ever really learn,
receive, and experience comes from other human minds
and hearts, you will never feel greater or less than another.
 You will only acknowledge that everyone has a different
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 Te path, like lines of a fingerprint, is unique to each of us


 And so because there are no two lives alike

 Tere is no need to compete with someone for your destiny


 Abundance is everyone’s fate

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Obeying the trines
Resting when the stars were squaring

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 Te Earth is water like our bodies
 And the moon controls the tides

 Te ecosystem we generated from


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It was stars and planets and solar systems
 Tat are now cells of mine

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 When you heal yourself


 You heal everyone
 When you’re reaping a harvest
 You can feed everyone
Don’t let anyone tell you
 Tat taking care of yourself is selfish
It’s the only path
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Negativity is an incomplete feeling


It is a sensation that was cut off 

Blocked, suppressed
 And is now stored in the body 
 As illness, as irrationality
 o truly heal is to remember
It was only your mind keeping these orphans settled in
 your cells
It was only the idea that you couldn’t feel
 Tat you were broken, that you were helpless
 Tat made you that way 

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Give to everyone else


 What you wish the world would give to you
 You’d be astounded how much more satisfying
It is to offer
 Tan it is to demand
 And to take
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Everything exists in layers and iterations


Reality is a series of fragmented perspectives
No two are the same
 Te way the truth seems self-evident to you
 As it does to someone else who has walked a different path
 When you realize this
 You will discover what it means to be at peace with others
 And why so many of us aren’t

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Real change happens in subtle motions


But mostly it’s deciding to create a life
 Tat didn’t exist before
 And that is the beauty of the things that break you
 Tey force you to create yourself anew to move on
 And perhaps that was the point
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Do you know how hard it is to liberate yourself to be who


 you are
Do you know how much work it takes to believe
 Te space your body takes up is the amount of Earth you
get to hold
 And your desire to be smaller, smaller, smaller
Comes from the belief that to be insignificant,
unbothersome
Is to be good?

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Imagine how things would feel


If you didn’t know how they looked

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Picking apart your contours


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Should hug one another
 As though they are not
Faults in your character
But spaces that mark you

 As the one they’ve


Been waiting for
 All this time

Because you don’t recognize your soul mate


By the color of their hair
Or how certain you are that you’ve found them
So many people are so sure
 And end up so wrong

 You recognize them by flow


 You recognize them because you vent to them
Not about them

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 You recognize them because you don’t have to question


“Should we be together?”
 You are too busy

Being
 You recognize them because
 Tey make you feel like love is no longer something
 You need to take a break from
But what you can fall back onto
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 Te first night I chose sleep over him


 Was the first I truly loved myself 

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Sometimes relationships end with you being confused


 And that’s their ending—confusion
Sometimes you fight for years only to discover
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 Te things that simply cease to exist
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 Tere are no deadlines for your life


 You don’t have to pull the magic out of you

By some particular point in time


It is never too late for a miracle
 Te right time for anything to happen is now 

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 Te only prayer I have left


Is that I may do something today
 Tat changes tomorrow 

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Love is not a sensation you transmute


It is something that someone’s presence
 Allows you to feel
 As though their being
Gives your body permission

 o release hormones


 And heat
 And hope

 Which is why we fall just as much in love


 With things that are not love
 And people who are not loving
 And why we want the perfect match
 Te one who makes our endocrine systems
Fire off without interruption

But I have to wonder


 Why people crave so deeply
 A feeling that’s generated within them
 A feeling that their body makes for itself

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What they’re already capable of
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 When I began to brea


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I began to remember
Recurring dreams I h
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 All of this, and what I’d come to find


Is that healing was really just changing
Is that healing was really just changing
How I did the most ordinary things
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 We conflate our needs and wants
No wonder we are all so anxious
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It is not the unknown


But the past you are projecting
Into it

Usually the fate you fear most


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My heart swells when I hear the songs


I listened to at my darkest, seediest times
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I am not healed because I am whole
I am healed because I adapt now 

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 When I was a little girl


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a writer, author, and editor. She has
published thousands of articles that have been read by mil-
lions of people throughout the world. She currently works
for a variety of national publications. Tis is her fourth
book published by Tought Catalog Books.

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