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Angel Holloway
Comm 2206
24 Sept 2020
Hold head high, shoulders back, smile, look them in the eye, say it, tell them who you are
and what you stand for. Not an easy task at first. For some, it just rolls off the tongue; for me, I
had to think about what it is I mean to this world and what am I getting in return? How was I
shaped into who I am? Creating a "Coat of Arms" to represent my self-concept brought out my
answers in surprising ways. I find my self-concept being identified by my culture being biracial,
falling into the gender of a woman category, having a "reflected appraisal" by my grandmother,
and shaping myself with "social comparison" from mommy groups exciting wanted to know
First, I want to break down what self-concept is. "Self-concept is the relatively stable set
of perceptions you hold on yourself" (Adler et al. 38-99). My "Coat of Arms (C.O.A)" is a
description of me, who I am. Each of the four quadrants has a different representation of how I
see myself in the mirror. In the next few paragraphs, I will break down my self-concept using
those four quadrants in four ways (culture, gender, reflected appraisal, and social comparison).
There was a lot I had to think about when writing about me that I never had to think about
before. Everything I knew about myself, I thought, was my own doing. Still, when creating my
C.O.A, I found I depend on my relationships and the outside conversations to shape me, to make
My culture is not of my own but a community of others who are the same as me.
According to our book, a "clear definition came from Larry Samovar and his colleagues (2007),
saying Culture is the language, values, beliefs, traditions, and customs people share and learn"
(Adler et al. 38-99). In my C.O.A, I used the symbolism of "Yin and Yang." I am biracial, the
meaning of two races. Even though it may not sound like a culture of its own, it very much is. I
am of two different cultures and didn't fit into the singular races' puzzles, African American and
Caucasian.
My siblings and I had a hard time growing up not being cultural enough for either group, but we
found we didn't have to choose through our parents. We could create our own beliefs, language,
and values by combing the two and making our own rules. We found others who felt and been
through the same as we had. Being of two cultures gave us the "superpower" to adapt to society
and create friends of all and not feel like we were leaving one of our parents behind. I love both
of my parents; my mother's side of the family loves to swim in the lake and go camping.
In contrast, my father's side values southern cooked meals and family parties. I grew up
with one side saying, "we earn respect," and the other saying, "give respect to all, doesn't matter
who they are." As an example of the biracial community, we combined these two sayings giving
both values, "Give respect until they no longer have earned it." Being a biracial woman is a
Being biracial is one thing adding a gender onto it is another. Gender is said to be"the
behavioral, cultural, or psychological traits typically associated with one sex" (Gender). I
and I make sure my husband had food when he gets home from work. All things "society" says is
of a woman's qualities and should be doing. My parents raised me to do these things. To settle
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down with a man, love him through thick and thin, cook for him, cater to him, "keep up with me,
(hygiene, grooming), have children, nurture them, but my family told me to educate myself and
don't depend on a man to take care of you. Suppose something were to happen, know how to
survive. Understanding this concept is the reason for the young lady I chose in my second
quadrant. She resembles me, curly hair nice and neat and thick, but not fro'd out, a biracial
woman must watch how she wears her "good hair" in public. I did my makeup, so I didn't look
like I just rolled out of bed. I have to keep an appearance that I care about what I look like before
I walk out of the house. The glasses are a symbol of education, of brains. I don't want to be
mistaken for someone who fell into a "role" of gender identity; I want those to listen seriously. I
do all those things as a woman, not because I have to, but because I want to. They give room to
grow and don't hold me to the social rules of a woman. I am educated and educating myself; not
My grandmother is a beautiful soul and raised me to be just like her. She is my best
friend and gives me the world wrapped in a bow in every word she speaks to me. She is my
"reflected appraisals, a mirroring of the judgments of other people; part of how the self-concept
develops" (Adler et al. 38-99). In quadrant three of my C.O.A, I have an African American
grandmother stirring something in a bowl. This clipart represents the love and tenderness my
grandmother judged me for and instilled in me. She gave me the idea that "I am a wonderful
cook," Therefore, I cook every day; she told me I was "the most nurturing person she knew," and
I became a mother she admires. The encouragement growing up from my grandmother gave me
the strength to love myself and value me as a person, a human being. If it weren't for my
grandmother and her words of gold, I would not have had the strength to move through the world
and would not have found my place. She told me, "you can do anything, and you belong to
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wherever you want to belong. People love people who can relate. You don't have to choose love
all to stay true to you." Because of those words, I have a building bridge to pass on to my little
ones.
Quadrant four, the group of moms. Did that surprise you? Good, it did me too. I thought
my "social comparison" would be fitness. Still, according to the definition of social comparison,
"evaluating oneself in terms of or by comparison to others" (Adler et al. 38-99), I find myself
comparing to other moms. I am a stay at home mom, and I home school them, we go to
playgroups, and I find myself looking in the mirror and checking out if I look like a "mom,
mom" or a "hot mom." I see moms dressed and ready for the day at eight am playgroups looking
like they got up at six am, got to drink their coffee hot, and work out. Here I am in sweatpants,
hair in a "messy bun," drinking cold coffee because I had to fight with my son all morning to put
I can't see how these moms do it. I tried it once for a doctor's appointment, set my alarm
and everything. Got up, thought the day was going to go smooth, and bam, right before I could
even make into the car, my coffee spills all over my shirt, my son decides he doesn't want to get
in the car seat, and my daughter all of a sudden forgets how to wipe her butt. There isn't enough
time to change my shirt and do all the tasks at hand, so I take the team's hit, and we make it to
the appointment by one minute. Coffee stain and all, we finish and head to the playgroup. I felt
so embarrassed, looking at all the "clean moms" trying to cover my shame with a jacket I found
in the car. This thought to myself, I am a mess, but I keep going back and keep looking for ways
to evaluate how good I am at being a mom compared to them. I don't know why I do it; maybe I
am competitive and want to see them on a bad day to rub it in, or perhaps I like seeing what I
could be like if I lived in their shoes. Who knows, I know I will be back to that same playgroup
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every Thursday at nine am (they moved the time down so the late sleepers, Aka me, can get there
on time and the kids have time to play) cold coffee and all.
wouldn't change a thing, and I value each one. They are who I am and what I bring into this
world. I carry a lot of weight on my shoulders and respect everyone's opinion, but to know I have
qualities that are me, leaving a print in the world with my name attached, means a lot and gives
woman, having a "reflected appraisal" by my grandmother, and shaping myself with "social
comparison" from mommy groups, exciting and proud to be a part of each one.
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