Gratil , Joseph P.

BEED 2b
Reflection #6

“Life is hard to think”. I’m always wondering and realizing on why i need to
live because living here on earth was too hard specially when you are at the
unfortunate family and sometimes if I would be given a chance to decide another
change in my life I would want to not live or resurrect anymore because being an
imperfect being (human) there are a lot of unavoidably risk which sometimes
became the reason of death .

There are scenery in life that is heartbreaking like, seeing your siblings
starving and waiting for the help of your family members and your parents being
degraded by your aunties . I felt guilt in a sense that how am is suppose to live like
this because from the very start I never chooses to be here and I never ask to
experience such things like these. I feel ache , anger and envy and I couldn’t avoid it
because this world is naturally unfair. However, I realized that maybe I was destined
to be at this family for me to help them and arouse them from this state and I value
each one of them as my family who really needs my help . I start embracing my role
here on Earth as a child ,sibling and a citizen of this country that has a responsibility
to fulfill.

As a future educator it is really needed to have great endurance in all struggles

that we might encounter along our journey and I , myself ready to face it with the full
support of my family. I will also treasure the experiences regardless of how painful it
is as long as it benefit me as a person or a human being.