Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Christopher Lirette
I remember when I moved to Beaumont, Texas for a new job as Trinity UMC’s Director
of Youth Ministries. I came from a work culture at First United Methodist Church in Lampasas,
Texas that was pretty relaxed and casual. However, there were a few cultural aspects that I did
not consider with the move. Even though I was moving to another youth director job at a
different Methodist church, the culture was entirely different. Beaumont was closer to deep south
culture then small-town Lampasas’ rancher community. Also, Trinity was more formal in their
The other significant difference was the culture the Senior Pastors fostered. Lampasas,
FUMC was led by a pastor who regularly poked fun at himself and lifted his congregants up. The
pastor at Trinity was more austere and the work culture was built around making him look good
and be happy. I recall making a mistake at Trinity that caused conflict with Senior Pastor. As a
result, he leveraged his power to get me to quit. October-December of 2017 was awful with two
associate pastors and the Senior Pastor creating an environment of high pressure and criticism.
I remember feeling anxiety pretty much every time I entered the church. I was scared and
felt I had to be perfect in everything I did to get back into the good graces of the pastors. So, I
remembered trying harder and harder to appease the associates and the senior pastor, but it never
felt like it was enough. The senior pastor and supervisors also made it clear that I shouldn’t have
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any real friends from members in the church. Given that the church was our only community
however, I felt alone, isolated, and like an axe was hanging above my neck regardless of
whatever success I had. I was wounded from that experience and when our family moved to a
new town for my wife to be an associate pastor, I felt the same anxiety from Trinity creep into
I learned that not everyone has had a good experience with a church community. It has
taught me to listen to, be more kind to, patient with, and understanding of those who are
frustrated with Christianity or the church. For many, there has been a pretty large breach of the
emotional trust that Christians and former Christians have invested into the church (Elmer 77).
What’s worse is the lack of repentance and reconciliation on behalf of the church with those
whom it has wounded and broken trust. “Only one thing can restore broken trust: forgiveness—
forgiveness sought and forgiveness received.” (Elmer 83). While I do not believe I am the one
responsible for the spiritual wounds in former believer’s souls, believers should do their part in
being a bridge of reconciliation, accountability, and forgiveness to those whom the church has
wounded.
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