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A year or two before h e was assassinated, the Rev. Martin Luther King
Jr. came to a small city in midwestern United States to speak to civic and
religious leaders and to rally citizens, Black and White, for civil rights. A
Black police officer in his early 30s, Jerome Johnson,’ was assigned to work
as King’s bodyguard. Johnson was struggling through a n especially frustrating
period in his life. H e had been a sports star in high school and had also
completed a tour of duty in the U.S. Air Force. Johnson was a n ambitious
man who dreamed someday of being police chief. But up to that time n o
Black police officer had ever even been promoted to sergeant in that city.
Johnson’s fellow officers counseled against taking t h e promotional exam.
His friends told him h e should be satisfied with what he had. In a life-story
interview conducted 30 years later, Johnson described King’s visit as the
turning point in his life:
[The turning point] was back during that time that 1 had mentioned
earlier about my thoughts and feelings about not taking the promotional
exam the department had. Even thinking about leaving the police
department because I felt it was a hopeless thing that a black could
ever be a police chief and the structure and, I mentioned before about
quitting the basketball team [in college] and I have to say I had given
The research described in this chapter was supported by grants to Dan P. McAdams from the
Spencer Foundation and from the Foley Family Foundation tn establish the Foley Center far the
Study of Lives. The authors would like to thank the following people who were involved in data
collection, data analysis, and discussion of the case studies: Jay Azarow, Manini Bhakti, Reginald
Blount, Irene Carvalho, Elizabeth Cole, Jennifer Goldberg, Holly Hart, Sandy Hermele, Amy
Kegley, Erin Kennedy, Kenya Key, Martha Lewis, David McConville, Derek McNeil, Nathania
Montes, Kelly Moore, Allison Patten, Elizabeth Reyes, and Jeff Reynolds Special thanks are also
extended to Amy Himsel and Jane Maring, who transcribed interviews.
IJerome Johnson is a pseudonym.
strong thoughts to leaving the police force because of what I saw was
happening to minorities there, you know, about [bad] assignments and
all that stuff that happened. And then it was at the time I was assigned
to be the bodyguard for Dr. Martin Luther King. And he was here, I
think maybe two, three days. And so I spent some time with him. You
know, when he was at the hotel and places where he went to speak
and all, and escorting him, along with my wife. . . . It was a day that,
it was the last time I ever saw him, a day that he was getting ready
to leave, and he was standing in front of the hotel and waiting for
transportation to take him to the airport. And we started talking, and
I told him how frustrated I was about the fact that no black had ever
been promoted and I was still frustrated until then. Maybe it’s time to
move on, because I didn’t see there was anything that was gonna change
at all. And he just said a couple of things, just very briefly he said, you
know, he said, “Never give up.” And that was basically the end of the
conversation, and I thought about that before, but when he said it to
me, and the way he said, “Keep the faith,” you know, and “Never give
up,” you know, and “Never stop dreaming the dream,” you know. And
I held on to that, and I went on, and things changed. . . . He turned
me around from walkin’ out the door.
J. Edgar Hoover was the head of the FBI at the time. And ah, I mean
he was the pinnacle of law enforcement. At that time, he was the man.
. . . Hoover came in and stood in line to greet people. His body guards
were gone. So he came into the reception area. And my youngest son
I remember said, “Dad, I want to get something more to eat.” uohnson
took his son back to the buffet to get more food.] So by the time I took
him over there and was getting back, Hoover had already been in [and
gone]. All the parents and the family members were shaking hands with
him and taking pictures and now he was gone, and we didn’t get to see
him. So the guy, who [was in charge of Hoover’s schedule arranged a
private meeting between Hoover and Johnson’s family.] So we go to
the back room there, with the family, and we shake hands. And I’ll
never forget, my youngest son, he was about 6, 7, or 8 years old. He
gave Hoover a black handshake. (Laugh). Oh, God, I’ll never forget
that, but ah, they ended up taking a picture of my family, which had
myself in it. And the following month after graduation and everything,
the picture came out on the FBI magazine that goes all over the world.
One experience I had here at the high school really stands out, the
one that really hurt. And it’s difficult for me to overcome. . . . It was
just really devastating to me. First of all, to achieve being the first black
captain of the football team. And to be the winner of the science award,
the first black to do that. And then to be all pepped up and worked
up to celebrate all this in front of all the student body and coplayers
and all that stuff and lined up to walk out with the homecoming queen
so that you could wave at everybody and then, then they cheer you
and all that kind of stuff and have your name introduced and all that,
and then to be told that you can’t do that. That was devastating to
me. You know, that was devastating. And, ah, I cried. I cried. I cried
at home over that. And that was a real, real tough situation, was so
emotional, to have that slap in the face at that particular time.
TABLE 1-1
The Life Story Interview
I. Life chapters. Participant divides his or her life into its main “chapters”
and provides a plot summary for each chapter.
11. Significant scenes. For each of the 8 scenes below, the participant
describes exactly what happened, who was there, what he or she was thinking
and feeling in the scene, and what he or she thinks the scene says about who he
or she is, was, or might be.
High point. A scene of great joyl happiness, positive affect. The best
scene in the story.
Low point. A scene of misery, fear, negative affect. The worst scene in
the story.
Turning point. A scene in which the participant experienced a significant
life change.
Earliest memory.
Important childhood scene.
Important adolescent scene.
Important adult scene.
Any other important scene.
111. Life challenge. Participant describes single greatest challenge in life.
IV. Characters.
Most important positive influence: Describe the person or institution who
has had the most positive impact on the story.
Most important negative influence: Describe the person or institution who
has had the most negative impact on the story.
V. Favorite stories. Describe favorite stories seen, read, or heard.
VI. Future plot. Where is the story going? What happens next? Goals for
future.
VII. Personal ideology. A series of questions on fundamental values,
religious and political beliefs, and how values have changed over time.
VIII. Life theme. Identify single integrative theme in the life story.
TABLE 1-2
Redemption Sequences: Condensed Examples
Sacrifice
Pain of delivery -+ birth of beautiful baby
Protagonist leaves husband because he wants her to have an abortion because of
poverty 3 experiences the joy of loving her son
Recovery
Bout of severe depression + regained positive mood for good
Severe anorexia -+ therapist saves her life
Growth
Father’s death + family becomes closer
Loneliness of childhood -+ protagonist becomes a resilient adult
Episode of anger and crying after father’s death -+ protagonist no longer stutters,
decreased anxiety
Protagonist is fired from job --f comes to see himself as a whole person
Divorce -+ protagonist develops better relationship with her son
Drugs, dereliction + protagonist moves to new place, changes name, gets life
organized
Learning
Exhausting workload -+ protagonist realizes life needs more balance
Severe criticism from coworker + protagonist becomes a better employee
Mother-in-law hates participant -+ protagonist learns how to be a good mother-in-
law herself
Improvement
Bad year of teaching -+ protagonist moves to new school where she finds
success, affirmation
Traffic accident + “all of a sudden it started to become a cool experience”
Source: Adapted from McAdarns et al., 1997, p. 694.
CONTAMINATION SEQUENCES
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sequence reinforces the belief that “in general good things do not happen
to me.” Perhaps more accurately, good things do happen, but they are often
eventually ruined by bad things.
Williams’s second contamination scene is her account of a low-point
event in her life. T h e account begins positively with her marriage to a man
who, she thinks, loves her. But once her husband proves sexually unfaithful,
life deteriorates rapidly. Williams becomes depressed and angry. She drinks
more and becomes more heavily involved in drugs. Soon she is selling drugs
to support her habit. Her anxieties mount as she now fears she will be
arrested. Thieves break into her apartment and steal money. With the
pressure building, she becomes distraught one evening and calls a “stress
line.” She tells the person on the phone, “Please, someone come and help
me with my daughter before I kill her.” As Williams tells it, the authorities
arrived shortly thereafter and took her daughter away. She expresses surprise
today that the authorities believed her daughter was in danger. Her threat
to kill her daughter was “simply a manner of speaking,” she maintains. She
did not mean to be taken literally. Williams does not tell what happened
after that, but apparently her daughter was eventually returned to her care.
The contamination form of storytelling is equally apparent, if less
dramatic, in Williams’s account of an important scene from adolescence.
She describes her triumphant graduation from eighth grade. “That was
something I achieved on my own, and I felt very proud.’’ Still, what follows
immediately in her account is failure. “That was the last time I walked
across the stage,” she remarked. After graduating, Tanya became “the black
sheep in the family.’’ In the fourth contamination sequence, Tanya returns
to her problems with men. In describing “one other important scene that
stands out in your life story,” Tanya tells of the happiness she felt when,
in her mid-30s, she took up romantically with a much younger man. Trapped
in an abusive marriage, she found comfort and excitement in the affair. Her
lover, Frank, sold drugs. But as Williams tells it, he had finally decided to
quit selling and take o n a responsible job. Things were looking up until he
was shot at a party:
He [Frank] was a good friend to me. Matter of fact, I loved him. I find
that when I care a lot about someone that they leave me, or they die,
or someone else takes them. So I try not to love people too much. Even
my kids. I love them to death, but I try to remember that something
can happen to them. You know what I’m saying? W e had just started
back speaking [after a previous argument]. He had lung problems, okay?
He had been sewed up real bad. They had to do an operation. He
couldn’t work or anything, so h e went to selling drugs. Well, his mother
had asked him, everybody was asking him to stop, because he had made
a lot of money. He had a lot of money at 17, and this was back about
The story Williams tells is filled with bloody and violent images and
scenes of loss and betrayal. After this happened, soon before her interview,
Williams’s neighbor was murdered. Williams found her body, throat slit,
lying in a pool of blood. Her cousin has been accused of a different murder.
Williams took a swing at her husband and put her hand through a window.
She needed more than 100 stitches to close the wound, she says. In her
earliest memory, her sister is struck in the mouth by a moving swing-
“meat and blood everywhere.” In another bizarre scene from childhood, she
recalls seeing lightning strike an apple tree and split the tree in half. Before
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worthwhileness of the human enterprise. Adults cannot be generative with-
out a belief in the species, Erikson maintained. Like Williams, they find
that they cannot effectively channel their energies into productive work
aimed at securing a better future if they believe that bad outcomes will
invariably occur. People who see the past as the inevitable evolution of
good into bad may be less optimistic about the present and the future for
their own lives and less able to comtnit themselves to improving the lives
of others in the present and future. Although redemption sequences help
to produce a progressive narrative of self, contamination sequences suggest
that progress will not occur, resulting in stagnated or fixated life plots. The
protagonist cannot move forward, cannot develop. Old problems are never
overcome but instead recycle through the narrative again and again. In
what Tomkins ( 1987) called contaminationscripts, the protagonist may seek
to undo the damage and reexperience an early state of goodness, but such
efforts are doomed to failure-or at best half-successes. Tomkins wrote that
in a contamination script, though the protagonist “may win battles she loses
the war, though she may see the promised land she may never live in it.
Her great benefits are paid for with great suffering and at great risk, which
she has no choice but to accept for the benefits she can neither permanently
possess nor renounce” (1987, p. 168).
Like redemption sequences, contamination sequences come in a wide
range of c:ontemporary variations. Table 1-3 lists a number of condensed
examples from recent research. In each, the protagonist experiences an
initial state of goodness, happiness, satisfaction, joy, excitement, peace,
closeness, intimacy, pride, status, or the like-marriage is wonderful, a
woman is promoted in her job, a young boy stands up to a bully, a mother
gives birth to a beautiful child. But things turn bad-the marriage fails; the
new job brings more headaches than the old one did; the bully’s (even
meaner) friends terrorize the boy; the baby dies.
Most people can recall contamination events in their lives, increasingly
so as they move into and through midlife. But for some people, like Williams,
contamination sequences are so numerous and so salient that they become
the signature of the life-story plot. In stories dominated by contamination,
protagonists seem unable to grow, to progress. At age 41, Williams sets goals
for the future that are virtually identical to the goals she had 20 years ago:
to graduate from high school, to get a good job, to find a friend, to be
“better able to take care of myself.” She also hopes “to stop hating my
husband so much.” Williams wants to grow; she wants to move ahead, but
a complex set of forces and factors, both within her and in the threatening
and abusive environment wherein she struggles, repeatedly block her at-
tempts. ‘‘I am desperately seeking myself,” she says. Scaling back her hopes
by the end of the interview, Williams says she is looking for a. “stepping
stone”-a lucky break, a turn of events, a piece of advice that might provide
her with the first step along a path that will take her to a better place. She
holds out hope for r e d e m p t i ~ n . ~
‘Although we routinely screen out participants in our life-narrative studies who have a history of
mental illness or extreme psychological distress, it is clear that Williams was a depressed and anxious
woman. Toward the end of her interview, Williams seemed to be asking the interviewer, who was a
trained PhD student in counseling psychology, for psychological assistance. Ethical standards for this
research preclude our providing such assistance. In the rare instance that a research participant is in
psychological distress, interviewers may suggest that the person seek help by consulting a therapist or
counselor.
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nongenerative adults (McAdams et al., 1997). As the case of Williams
indicates, however, a preponderance of contamination sequences in life
narratives may be associated with more than merely low levels of generativity.
Williams appears to be a depressed and beleaguered woman whose problems
extend well beyond issues of caring for the next generation. Indeed, there
is no reason to believe that contamination and redemption in life narrative
should be associated only with an adult’s relative standing on the Eriksonian
dimension of generativity, no matter how psychosocially significant that
dimension might be. The characteristic ways that people narrate important
turns in the perceived course of their lives may indeed speak more broadly
to the overall quality of their lives.
Outside the literature on the narrative study of lives, psychologists of
many stripes have argued that the kinds of meanings people draw from
significant turning points have profound implications for their overall adape
tation and mental health (e.g., Taylor, 1983; Tedeschi & Calhoun, 1995;
Vaillant, 1977). In one particularly important line of research, investigators
have examined how people cope with naturally occurring negative events,
including how people sometimes interpret negative events as leading to
personal benefits (Affleck & Tennen, 1996; Tedeschi & Calhoun, 1995;
Tedeschi, Park, & Calhoun, 1998). Anecdotal evidence and empirical re-
search suggest that people frequently find silver linings in the dark clouds
of illness, bereavement, and trauma. Although the negative turn of events
may bring considerable pain and misfortune, many people will conclude
that something good came or will come from the adversity. Like Johnson,
they may conclude that as a result of the adversity, they have developed
greater courage, wisdom, patience, tolerance, empathy, or some other virtue.
They may believe that their relationships with family and friends have
improved. This kind of benefit-finding may prove to be useful in coping
successfully with uncontrollable negative events (Aldwin, Sutton, & Lach-
man, 1996; Park, Cohen, & Murch, 1996), enabling the suffering person
to exert a form of interpretive control over daunting personal challenges
(Rothbaum, Weisz, & Snyder, 1982).
The message from the literature on benefit-finding is that people who
perceive benefits in adversity tend to show better recovery from and adjust-
ment to the negative events that brought them the adversity in the first
place. Positive adaptational outcomes of benefit-finding are evident in many
self-report indicators of psychological well-being. Empirical evidence sug-
gests that benefit-finding relates to less negative affect in cancer patients
(Wollman & Felton, 1983), superior psychological adjustment in women
with breast cancer (Taylor, Lichtman, & Wood, 1984), and less mood
disturbance and intrusive thoughts in mothers of acutely ill newborns (Af-
fleck, Tennen, & Gershman, 1985). Affleck, Tennen, Croog, and Levine
(1987) found that 58% of men in one cohort of heart attack victims reported
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and the fact of having experienced certain kinds of events in the past.
The first explanation emphasizes the sense in which life narration is a
psychologically meaningful reconstruction of the past, whereas the second
underscores the fact that real events in the past may have long-term influ-
ences on such things as adult generativity and psychological well-being. We
view life stories as psychosocial constructions that are jointly authored by the
individual whose life is being told and the culture within which the individ-
ual lives, from which he or she gathers the narrative resources and frameworks
that shape storytelling itself. Different cultures provide different rules for
how to tell a story about a life (Rosenwald & Ochberg, 1992). Western
societies hold certain expectations about the veridicality of the past-about
what counts as having really happened and what else may be pure fabrication
or myth. The current controversy over the veridicality of repressed memories
demonstrates just how much can be at stake when such cultural assumptions
are challenged.
Our research into redemption and contamination sequences is based
on the assumption that the participants told stories about the past that they
believed to be more or less veridical. But it also assumes that a great deal
of personal choice is usually involved in the telling of any autobiographical
episode, especially when people are confronted with the task of choosing
only a few events from the past that signify especially important happenings
and developments in their lives. Choice is implicated not only in the
selection of what particular scene to narrate but also in how to narrate the
scene, how to frame its antecedents and consequences, and what conclusions
to draw from it. In a redemption sequence, the individual narrates a sequence
in which a very bad scene eventually results in some kind of positive outcome.
In many instances, there are likely to be multiple outcomes of any particular
event in a person’s life. Yet the person telling the story in a redemptive
manner manages, as Johnson did repeatedly, to elaborate on a particularly
positive outcome. By contrast, the person who tells a contamination se-
quence manages to find the negative consequence of a particularly positive
scene, and some people, like Williams, are especially wont to reconstruct
their lives in this manner. In both cases, the consequences may have really
occurred, but there are likely to have been other consequences as well, some
of which the individual has chosen not to narrate.
Therefore, it is likely that individual differences in the ways in which
people narrate life transitions and turning points reflect both differences in
the objective past and differences in the styles and manners in which
people choose to make narrative sense of life. The individual styles used,
furthermore, are likely to be both the causes and the consequences of different
levels of psychosocial adaptation. Thus depressed and nongenerative people
may be especially prone to narrating life in contamination terms, and the
tendency to narrate life via contamination sequences may exacerbate depres-
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