PADAYON

There is such thing in life that you can say "I'm fine" "I'm so happy today" "I feel
I will have a great day today" but after a few seconds, everything will change
quickly. The events, the situation, the things around you, your mood, how you
feel, everything, everything can change immediately. You're fine, just fine, but
sadness unexpectedly overtakes you. Suddenly all the painful things that
happened, experienced, and went through come back, even if we say that "it's all
in the past" "it's already over!". But, I just wanted to know, that if something in
the past is really done why does it keep coming back? Is it really over? or is there
a continuation?

Because, you can also say to yourself and to many people that, "I am/you are
already done with that" as other people say "been there, done that". But, whether
you admit it or not, the thing that we always say that "it's over" is not yet really
over. The wound will reopen, it will hurt again, it will bleed again, and we will be
pricked once more. In life, you can't say that "it's done". Because sometimes, even
you, us, ourselves, we are still against on our own destiny and the worst part is,
even our mind. There is a war between our heart and our mind that is worsened by
the course of time and the game of fate.

You have to be brave. Because I know we all have our own battles that we go
through and try to overcome. Crying in the corner, insane at the thought of what
to do, your feelings almost kill you. And everyone doesn't know. Because the
only thing that they know is what they see in you most of the time. So let's just
fight, let's move forward. Don't let them see how weak and hurt you are because
of what they did. Show that no matter what they do they will never let you down.
You are the soldier of your own battles, don't let them say otherwise. Because no
one can make you feel inferior without your consent.