MAYBE I AM STRONG

I am underweight, I don’t have a faith

I have no use for the people who wait
My friends are not functional, I am not normal
I am a sick kid ready for a funeral

My heart is sick, my heart is weak

I could die within a week
They say I should be strong but they’re all wrong
We all know that I’m not that strong

“Look up to God and never give up”

But I could feel that my time is up
I don’t like to speak, I have no more teeth
I wanted to cry but my heart is weak

Beep beep beep, my heart is really weak

I could not breathe, I could barely speak
I saw my mom crying as my thoughts started flying
Is this really happening? Am I really dying?

My eyes are getting heavy, I am now ready

My feelings and my thoughts, they were stupidly empty
I am scared but I don’t have any choice
I closed my eyes as I heard my mom’s voice

Bright light welcomes me as I opened my eyes

Are you thinking I’m dead? Well, I am still lying on my bed
I guess everything’s fine because I am feeling fine
They replaced my heart but never my feelings inside

Let me tell you something that happened when I slept

God told me to hold on and kissed me when I wept
I thought dying was my fate, but what I thought was fake
I am strong, stronger when it comes to faith