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LOVING YOUR PROBLEM-lillian-dewaters
LOVING YOUR PROBLEM-lillian-dewaters
No.4
By LILLIAN DE WATERS
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Dear Friend, do you not think of your problems and
your trials as of so many enemies? Are you not letting
them keep your mind disturbed, your heart disquieted
and your thought fearful and tormented? Well, Jesus’
commandment is to “Love your enemies” is it not?
This command is the Truth of God and is therefore
true Substance. You are to love your problem; for the
fulfilling of all adjustments, the salvation of all
situations, all conditions, is LOVE.
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Now Jesus’ assurance is: “They shall take up
serpents.” As long as one fears any thing, any trial or
any problem he is not exercising that admonition
which would bring him immunity. Jesus instructed
his disciples, (and this includes ourselves), that we
should handle serpents without harm to us, that we
could cast out devils and raise the dead, if we acted in
His Name, — if we fulfilled his requirements, - LOVE
YOUR ENEMIES” … “PUT UP THE SWORD” …
“RESIST NOT EVIL.”
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Similarly it may seem to you a problem to remove
disease from your body, or pain from your mind, or
discord from your environment; but it is no problem to
that Spirit who is the Author of your book of life. It is
not a problem to your Christ, your perfect Self, to
know how to keep the sight of your eyes or the
hearing of your ears, or to preserve your whole body
without spot or blemish. It is in the nature of your
true Being to solve your problems, to transmute your
trials. These are but the call to your greater love and
understanding of Life. Freedom from your trial does
not consist in destroying what appears to you an evil
condition, (or even an evil belief), but in the exercise
of your realization of the totality of Love and your
acceptance of that which is your resurrection and your
ascension.
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Ask yourself, Who, or what could have a false belief?
We know that God cannot, and that God is ALL. This
is how you may see the nothingness of false beliefs
and the good in every trial, since it brings your human
sense to the understanding of your spiritual perfection.
There is no evil in God or to God, and if you can but
find God in your problem you will understand it. If
you attack a condition, or a state of mind, you will
experience in return that quality which you put into it,
for what is placed before the mirror is pictured in the
mirror. If one attacks his problem with the notion that
its substance is falsity what else can take place, or be
out-pictured, but a continuance of inharmony and
confusion?
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Since the last farthing must be paid, then why not pay
this farthing first of all? What do you fear to lose in
giving your self-surrender? It is in the nature of your
Christ-Self to solve your problems and to transmute
your trials into blessings. A problem is simply a call
for more love, more understanding, more renunciation
of a sense separate from our perfection. Where there
is light there cannot be darkness, and where there is
loving understanding of perfect Being there can be no
grievous problem. Certain it is that the appearance of
evil will remain with us just so long as we entertain
the belief that there is evil. Nothing shall by any
means harm us so long as we abide in the
consciousness of the totality of the perfection in Earth
as in Heaven and in the realization of the oneness of
Infinite Being,” “the same yesterday, today and
forever.”
Your trial will not have been vain if now you will
welcome its solution, — selfless Love, — if now you
will understand that all the conditions of experience
are but the drama of the Great Playwright, hence are
harmless and interesting. The call of Love is the voice
of the Author speaking through His characters. The
“uttermost farthing” is Loving Agreement, Non-
Resistance.
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When one understands the Truth about a thing one can
love that Truth and the Truth is all there is to the
problem, which is that it is God knocking at the door
of your consciousness wishing to reveal to you more
of His Love, His Joy, His Peace and Satisfaction. As
soon as this agreement, — that Love is the only
Substance, — reaches your consciousness then the so-
called trial, or problem, disappears in the consuming
fire of loving understanding. Let it be perceived
clearly that the problem (adversary), is not evil, called
sickness or lack or loss. The problem, or lesson,
consists in understanding that “Love never faileth.”
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THE DESTINY OF MAN IS TO ONE DAY KNOW
HIMSELF, and the only problem for us each is to
understand the sense in which we are Man and the
sense in which we are God, and to accept the oneness
and totality of God and Man and the Universe, Your
answer to every problem is in yourself, and in yourself
also is your problem!
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Remember it is the “mortal” who is to put on
“immortality;” that is, it is the mistaken sense which is
to accept the enfranchising Idea that LOVE is the
fulfilling of that law which is transcended by true
experience. As the mortal (sense) gives the problem
to the Christ-Self, the solution, or adjustment,
necessary to perfection, harmony and satisfaction
takes place in that sense. This is the act which is
called self-surrender, or renunciation. Thus every
trial surmounted and every problem understood
transcends sense and raises one to the mountain-top of
Self understanding.
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Dare we command the waves to be still; the dead to be
raised? If we dare not, where is our vision? Are we
conscious of the one changeless Being? Do we look
with Love on our daily experiences as did Jesus
Christ? Can we stand with the poise of Jesus Christ
and know that God is where we are looking and in that
which we face God is facing us? In this state of
exalted consciousness we may indeed “stand still”
visioning the perfect Being as experiencing health,
happiness, success and infinite abundance of all-good,
and knowing no sin, no discord, no sickness, age or
death.
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Have you a dislike for many things, or do you dread
some special condition, or fear some possible
separation? Then are you not resisting or resenting or
fearing your problem (enemy) when you are divinely
counseled to “LOVE YOUR ENEMIES?” “Then
shalt thy light break forth as the morning, and thine
health shall spring forth speedily; and thy
righteousness shall go before thee Then shalt thou
call, and the Lord shall answer; thou shalt cry, and
He shall say, Here I am.”
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It is the realization of our actual parallel life in the
spiritual world of Heaven which gives us our freedom
from fear and our harmony in this drama-world. We
can see that in Heaven there are no trials, nor
problems, but until we completely understand that we
are spiritual beings living in a world of uninterrupted
Harmony and perpetual Peace and Glory we will
(seemingly) have problems to overcome in this world.
By letting go the false belief that this world exists
separate and apart from that real world, and by
realizing that the Kingdom of Heaven must also be in
Earth, because of the Totality of the One Life, we may
lay claim to our perfection as NOW and HERE.
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Now, the Mother was taught that she must love her
problem. Her problem was not the “rash, or
irritation,” nor need she love this. Her problem was to
stop resisting and resenting spectrality and to LOVE
TO GLORIFY GOD AS THE ONLY BEING IN
HEAVEN AND IN EARTH. She was told to love the
Fact that GOD IS ALL and GOD IS LOVE. In a short
time the report came from the mother that all was
well.
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So the purpose of a problem is that in that place you
shall see shining the Glory of the Son of God. If one
pays no heed to the still small Voice eventually it must
needs speak in the form of a seeming problem; but this
is not an evil thing but a good thing inasmuch as the
Author wishes His Book of Life to fulfill Himself, —
to express a Love which never faileth, and words
“which are light unto them that find them and health
to all their flesh.” Insight does not concern itself with
the destruction or abolition of evil for it knows that its
very non-existence is its abolition. Let Man feel the
grandeur of this outlook, the infinite capacity of his
being, and let him look upon his daily experiences,
(his world), as did Jesus Christ. It is in this state of
consciousness that we may hear; “Set yourselves,
stand ye still and see the salvation of the Lord with
you.”
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Any discordant appearance of the body is but the
mirrored reflection of ignorance and fear, and the
reluctance to surrender oneself to at-one-ment, and
resurrection, and ascension. The mistaken belief that
the body is structural, that it is subject to sickness,
pain and death reflects a corresponding discordant
state, which of itself cannot be healed, or saved, or
redeemed either directly or indirectly, either
objectively or subjectively, but which disappears from
view in proportion as one lovingly understands and
accepts the nature and purpose of Life, Truth, and
Love.
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Turning away from Love as the ONLY Reality the
mind casts a shadow of its erring sense, and it is this
shadow which has been considered a problem. The
darkened mentality, not knowing from whence come
the false pictures called sickness, sin, and death,
mistakenly looks upon them as actualities; hence it
can be clearly seen that it is the mentality which needs
enlightening, and not its out-pictured shadows. The
mists of materialism evaporate and disappear in
proportion as one gains a knowledge of infinite Love
and Its operation, in contrast with the human mind and
its counterfeit operations; until the fictitious
phenomena of a world of limitation and conflict
entirely disappear from mental view, and perfect
forms identical with Spirit, the Self, are recognized
and understood to be NOW and HERE.
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The Truth about anything is all there ever can be to
that thing, and the Truth about everything is always
good, for the Truth is that which is so about God and
God is All. So also the Truth about this world is all
there is to this world; and the Truth about Man is all
there is to Man; and the Truth about a so-called
problem is all there is to that problem. Since, as Jesus
promised “Ye shall know the Truth, and the Truth
shall make you free,” we are compelled by this Truth
to fully understand what is so about all things. Now
the Truth about Man is that as an Idea of God he is
God, and as God he is inevitably Power, Love, and the
totality of Understanding. Further: The Truth about
Man is that as he continually exists in the Mind of
God as Idea, and so is God, he must also exist always
in Heaven, for God and Heaven are one; and the
Presence of God and of Heaven is the Presence of
Love and the totality of Understanding.
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Then, if he wishes to apply the Truth of God to
healing, to adjusting a problem or gaining some high
purpose how shall he proceed? We will suppose that
he is ready and glad to turn completely from the
notion of repairing his dream with such dream-stuff as
drugs, or other systems of physical or mental cure;
that he wishes to look directly and wholly to the Mind
of the Author; he wishes to understand his problems
and to apply to them the only solution there is, — the
Power of loving Understanding. He is now willing to
pay that “uttermost farthing;” he perceives that he
cannot expect the Truth of God to bring about any
change in Heaven, or to alter, in any fashion, the
Principle of perfect Being in order that he may obtain
a physical healing, a mental uplift, or a material
supply. How then can the problem of pain, or failure,
or sorrow in the dream-experience be solved, and the
Wholeness and Glory of Heaven be realized in Earth?
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Perhaps the best thing which ever comes to any of us
is a (so-called) trial, or trouble, because it turns our
minds to our Author and compels us to KNOW
OURSELVES. Let us then accept the Truth about our
problems and see that as problems they are nothing;
that since there can be no departure from the Mind of
the Author there is no actual return to that
Consciousness, and the only problem ever presented
to Man in his dream life is to understand I AM THAT
I AM. As our consciousness draws nearer and nearer
to the inevitableness of our perfect state as the Truth
of our Being, we experience now and here, to human
sense and sight, in Earth as it is in Heaven, the
Harmony of the Whole. Then we can forget our pains
and heartaches; we become indifferent to the opinions
of the mind of the dream-world, for we are living in
the Super-world, in the Mind of changeless Reality;
we understand that as we love our problems as we
love God they melt together; and as we love Earth,
and as we love Heaven, they become one; and as we
love Man, and as we love God; behold, they, too are
the same. Thus the understanding Self proclaims
throughout Eternity the Kingdom Message.
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Now the appearance of disease does not mean less of
Health but it signifies the need of a fuller
understanding of Life and its manifestation.
Separation from any good thing does not mean an
actual loss, or lack, of that good, but it is a reminder
that one is not fully conscious of Totality as Love.
What could seeming tribulation be but the needed
lesson that there is really nothing to us of ourselves,
but that we are wholly and completely the Character
in the Mind of the Author?
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Beloved, do you wonder why your healing is still
delayed, or why some (so-called) trouble returns to try
you? As a reminder that there is a confession and a
surrender for you yet to make; that as a “character”
you have not yielded yourself wholly and completely
to your Author. “God so loved the world.” How
much are you loving the world? Dear Seeker, you are
not to love the world because of itself but because
your all is God, and God is Love. When Love
constitutes our world then we are the Mind of the
Author, and Heaven is our Home.
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Actually, and in Reality, there is no mind to think, or
to believe, or to experience falsity, for there is no
falsity in God and God is the All-Mind. Moreover,
there is no Life which can be sick, or poor, or dying,
for God is the ONLY Life, and ALL Life is God.
Neither is there any Love which can cease, or resist,
for God is Love and Love is God! Since your mind is
the Mind of God, your life the Life of God, your love
the Love of God, therefore IN YOU there is no
concept, nor belief, of division, separation, or duality,
for “In Him we live, and move, and have our being.”
For, behold, the Kingdom of God is within you.” “His
Name shall be in their foreheads.”
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Another time the practitioner was called to the phone
to receive this message: “Mother is critically ill and
suffering greatly. Can you come at once?” The
speaker was assured that this would not be necessary,
for help would be given at once; he was told to report
shortly. This he did saying that his mother was
instantly helped, had walked down stairs and eaten her
dinner.
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A lady asked help for her husband, reporting that
because he was scarcely ever sober, it was almost
impossible to live with him. When the practitioner
asked her if she loved her husband, she replied, “Why
certainly, but it seems as though I must lose my love
for him if he continues this debasing habit much
longer.” She was then asked, “Do you suppose that if
Jesus were here he would accuse your husband of
being a drunkard?” “Why no,” she replied. “Well,
although you claim to love your husband you still see
him in your own mind as an odious drunkard,” her
friend explained, “is this the love which Jesus taught
and practiced?” The wife’s heart softened, the Truth
of God flooded her consciousness, and a great load
seemed lifted from it. She went away with the proper
vision. In a few weeks word of her freedom and
mighty deliverance from her problem was sent in.
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It matters not what our problem may be, we will never
understand it until we love it, for to fear it, to resist or
resent it, is to be ignorant of what it really is. “Who
shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall
tribulation, or distress or persecution, or famine, or
nakedness, or peril or sword? Nay, in all these things
we are more than conquerors through him that loved
us.”
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If one has life he is in the presence of God, for Life is
God. And if one is in the presence of God he is in the
presence of Heaven, for God and Heaven are one!
Now the only real Love there is, is the Love which is
God, this Love is the Consciousness of the Christ
within us, and in this Love-Vision there is no evil, no
problem, in experience to destroy. There is a perfect
Universe to love, there is a perfect Man to understand,
there is a perfect Heaven to experience.
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