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The Villain's Sister Suffers Today - 엘리아냥
The Villain's Sister Suffers Today - 엘리아냥
I was very young when I first remembered my previous life . I was probably around two
years old .
The nanny, who seemed busy that day, only gave me a rattle as a present, and left . For
your information, I was two years & 24 months old . I was too mature to play with a
rattle, but I had nothing else to do, so I listened to the rattle shake in my hand . As I was
shaking it, I felt dizzy . I shook the rattle so hard that it shook me altogether . I had a
sudden headache .
It was too much pain to bear at a young age . I couldn’t scream . I held my head and
turned to the floor . The next moment, I regained my previous life’s memories . It was
ridiculous, but I really did . That was the first time I remembered my past life . The
memory contained so little pleasure . In my previous life, I was a college student who
lived in Seoul, Korea . The reason why I mentioned that I was a college student among
many other identities, was because I died at a young age .
I died at twenty-one . It was a flower-like age . The cause of death was a traffic accident
. To put it this far, my luck seems normal even if it was like that . But the problem was
the cause of the traffic accident . I had a car accident trying to avoid a stalker . The
stalker was a senior in my class .
When we first met, I was a freshman, I greeted them because I was a first-timer,
answered their questions thoroughly because they were a senior, and laughed a lot
while talking when the atmosphere became awkward . But who knew it would be the
start of a fire?
‘Hey, why did you laugh with me then? Huh? Why, why did you do that?’
I thought he was crazy . It was a day when I told him to stop his one-sided contact of
kindness and gifts that lasted a year .
The stalker, who was wearing a mask called “senior,” found me in front of my house that
night, with a knife and said exactly that . Wow, coming here the only day my web novel
updates . Of course, being scared, I turned and ran . My opponent followed me and the
longest chase in my life took place .
I was unlucky . I was so concerned about my pursuer that I couldn’t even see around
the corner that led me to the main road, where…
“Faang!”
Though I missed the family members and friends I had in my previous life, I felt so much
more unpleasant that I died, that I covered my mouth . Ugh, it’s awful . If only I could
rule out all the stalkers in the world . It was a painful memory to recall, but it wasn’t a
bad thing that I had remembered my previous life . It also had it’s strong points . One
thing is that I was able to realize just how rich and luxurious my life here, started out as .
This place was different in many ways from my old world .
There was magic instead of civilization, swords and carriages instead of guns and cars .
There was a royal family and there was a hierarchy, just like the world in a common
fantasy novel . And I was a noble here, not just any noble, but the eldest daughter of a
high ranking family who was the highest rank among the families . What does that
mean? It means I was born with a diamond spoon in my hand, not a gold spoon .
I wasn’t envious of anyone’s power . From the moment my umbilical cord was cut to
when I was born, there was a red carpet laid out for me on every road . I just had to
walk on that red carpet and live happily ever after .
Oh, come on . That’s right! God thought it was fair . A year later, however, that belief
brought the first crisis .
“Madame . ”
I knew the secret of my birth . It turned out I wasn’t a child born in this house . I was
adopted . Somehow, my mother, the Duchess, who thought she would be a mother,
was diagnosed with infertility before marriage, and she adopted me believing in that .
But, that was a lie, and the the doctor who diagnosed her was a quack . Mom, no, the
Duchess…Oh, I don’t know . Anyway, my mother sobbed in a wet voice, saying she
would put the doctor on trial .
At that time, my younger brother was in my mom’s stomach . I was done with this
world . Really . How could you do this to me? God gave me a spoon . Why’s he taking
everything away now? Furthermore, it wasn’t just because of the spoon, but because
my mom and dad were good people . I thought it would be a warm and harmonious
family .
I thought I was going to cry . I wish I didn’t know . Then I would have been happier .
Why did I have to wake up at this hour and get thirsty? Why did I have to go past their
bedroom? How come the bedroom wasn’t soundproof? There was no use in
complaining . Since then, I often cried in my pillowcases secretly . I thought about my
future and what would happen if I got kicked out .
‘Hmm?’
A year, or two years later, I couldn’t wait to walk and run . Not long ago, I saw a toy
knife and smashed a wooden post with it . How long can I stay in this house?
Wondering about it, I suddenly caught the attention of a passerby and asked .
“Bessie . ”
“Yes, miss . ”
“What?”
I was seven years old at the time . I replied by turning around and saying that I knew the
secret of my birth . I could see Bessie, the maid, more flustered than ever before .
“What are you talking about, miss? Don’t mention that . No matter what anyone else
says, you’re my master . You are the daughter of the Duke . Don’t tell me anything like
that!”
Bessie was so frightened and I was left blank . Huh, yeah? But I don’t think I heard
wrong in the past . Maybe she decided to keep it hidden . It was a good thing for me .
To be honest, it was a relief . That day, I wet my pillowcase with tears of relief and joy,
not sorrow . I welcomed the choice of mother and father with both arms .
So the first crisis passed . Like I mentioned above, I was lucky because of my previous
life . The second crisis appeared about four years later .
“Sister . ”
“Hmm?”
“Wow, when did you prepare all this? Thank you… Whoa…”
It was a person .
Moreover, I knew their face . Melissa, a maid in this house who was in charge of
cleaning my room .
I looked in bewilderment at her, dressed in a pretty dress and wearing a ribbon on her
head, while her whole body was taped and her mouth was gagged .
“A doll! What do you think? I was trying to get the same doll as the one sister had . But it
was imported from a foreign country long ago, so it doesn’t sell it anymore . I’m a little
off the mark, but I’ve prepared this one . Do you like it?”
My brother thought Melissa was like my broken doll . It was just a simple toy on the
shelf in my room . And Melissa, who was then clothed like the doll, by my brother, is of
course not a doll, but a human . This madman called a human being who was alive, a
doll . At the time, I freaked out and put my fist to my brother’s head .
“Ouch!”
Chapter 2
I was dumbfounded . I was amazed how a seven-year-old could confuse a human with
a doll . For the first time, I doubted my brother’s intelligence .
“You don’t seem to know the essence of the problem . Go over there and look at the
wall with your arms up . Don’t put your arms down unless I tell you to . ”
First, I explained to my brother what was wrong with his actions . My brother gave me
an incomprehensible look – No, Why? – but at the end of the lecture, he nodded . Well,
I guess it’s not serious . But I should have suspected the other possibility, not my
brother’s intelligence .
“Sister, sister . ”
“What’s wrong?”
It was not long after that incident . This time, there was a butler, not a maid, who
appeared before me, with their whole body tied and gagged . He looked at me with
terrified eyes and struggled . Wait, hold on . What’s going on here? I was slow on
catching on . But I finally realized the situation .
‘Last time you scolded me because you really didn’t like the doll, right? So I changed
the gender this time . ’
I was speechless . What can I do to explain my feelings this time? My younger brother,
who calls people dolls, pushed the tightly bound servant to me, and checked my
reaction . He was pure, innocent and his eyes were clear .
“…”
I threw away everything I was doing, and only focused on observing my brother . Before
long, I was able to reach a conclusion .
Or something like that . My brother’s problem was simple . He couldn’t tell the difference
between people, things and animals at all . For this younger brother, except for his
family, a person was no different from a toy or an ant in the yard .
“What else?”
“Ha……twins this time, so let’s hit you with both hands this time . ”
I got through the secret of my birth, and now my brother is a psychopath . But I didn’t
take the issue seriously at the time . I got a few goosebumps, but that was all .
My brother was still young and could be disciplined . When my brother brought me a
doll, I would tie him up, feed him honey chestnuts(?) and release him afterwards . The
cycle of doing such a thing became increasingly dull, and doing it was hard . Yeah, not
all psychopaths become killers anyway . My younger brother may get better as he gets
older, and learn some common sense . But what an optimistic misjudgment that was .
“…Nonsense . ”
Spring of Agrita, The New Girl . It was a book with that title . The book’s setting was in
this world, many people appeared in it, including me . Each had a role . The main
character, villain, supporting actor, extra, etc . My brother was a villain and I was a
supporting actor .
‘How is this…?’
I couldn’t determine if it was a coincidence or if it was real . The events described in the
book were the same as reality . There was another reason why the book could not be
ignored .
The contents of the book were only visible to my eyes . Even the title .
There were only two possibilities: I was crazy, or I could only see this book because
only people who’ve remembered their past life have the privilege to see it . As time went
by, the conclusion fell to the latter . I’ve never heard of people going crazy and having
visions . After all, this place was really a novel . But the real problem here was .
In the second half of the book, I die at the hands of my brother . There was no particular
reason . I got caught being adopted . My grown-up brother kills me as soon as he finds
out . He was mad that I dared to act superior to him, even though I was not his sister .
Why didn’t my parents stop him? Sadly, they were scheduled to die of incurable
diseases, side by side, before that .
“Oh, my God…”
Jesus Christ! How could you do this to me? The brother in the book was much more
psychotic than he is now . The adult psychopathic brother was scary . Having a big
brain, big body, and having the whole family in his hands, I changed my view of the little
brother before my eyes . Dolls? Huh, that was cute .
I didn’t realize it was the greatest act of charm he could ever show . I wasn’t the only
one to die at the hands of my adult brother, though . In short, he fell in love with the
heroine at first sight, grew obsessed with her, and killed the people around her . My
killing was also there . I can’t help but think that my death was coming . It was an act of
madness .
‘If I had known this would happen, I wouldn’t have punished him . ’
I should have done better . No punishments, no curses, no throwing a fit when I got his
dolls . I regretted everything I did . The reason for my death was the secret of my birth .
My end won’t be changed unless the fact that I was adopted changed . ‘I have to live . ’
My adult younger brother in the book killed me when I was twenty-two . In my previous
life, I died at twenty-one, but I will not let myself die miserably here .
I flipped through the book at night, looking for a way to survive . I reached a conclusion
at dawn .
That’s all .
However, it was dangerous to run away at any time . My younger brother still thinks that
I‘m his sister and if I tried to get away, I might not get off without a scratch . Right after
my brother meets the heroine, is the best time . As soon as my younger brother meets
the heroine, he will start to cling to her . Then all the attention will be directed towards
her . I will take advantage of that time and take all my wealth and run away to a leisurely
life .
I wonder if he’ll come to other countries to kill? There must have been a lot of other
people to kill besides me .
I concluded that it was a good idea to run away, but I decided to try one more thing
before planning to run away in earnest . To prevent the death of my parents .
My parents in the book, had an incurable disease, but that’s still two years away . From
now on, I don’t know where the road to will lead . Why, the old saying goes, “If the heart
is strong, the sky is moved too . ” Heavens, Please grant my wish .
It’s touching, but it didn’t change the future . The funeral director buried my parents’
coffin and the priest wrote the surname on it .
“Sister . ”
My little brother, who had fallen over my height, stood beside me and held my hand .
“Now it’s just the two of us . ”
Yes, there are only two left . Only two more supporting actors to be killed by a future
villain and his supporter .
‘I’m doomed . ’
Now I was just running away . I’ve spent time in a pretty hectic way ever since .
It was scheduled, but my parents’ death was still sad, and my miserable future, which
comes to mind from time to time, contributed greatly to the rise in my blood pressure,
and planning to flee was not as easy to do . It was a day when I couldn’t sense how
time was flowing . And then I realized…
“Alex, go downstairs and check the list for any missing items . ”
“Tomorrow’s food…”
***
The mansion was noisy all day . The rush that began in the morning showed no sign of
diminishing, even though the evening was over . It was only one day before the coming-
of-age ceremony for the 18th birthday banquet of Duke Widgreen, my brother and the
owner of this house .
I sat in the living room and watched the busy scene . The only leisurely scene here was
me, taking a sip of steaming tea .
“Hwoo . ”
Even though I looked relaxed from the outside, my mind was bustling .
Finally, tomorrow . It’s tomorrow . I was going to leave here tomorrow evening .
Tomorrow was the perfect day for me to carry out my long dreamt of escape . It hurts to
state the reason . It will be my brother’s first meeting with the heroine . The heroine,
Agrita was one of the guests that will attend my brother’s birthday banquet tomorrow .
Her family wasn’t high ranking and would never have been invited, but there was an
exception this time .
Because it‘s customary to invite as many people as possible to a birthday banquet held
at the same time as a coming of age ceremony . The invitations were literally sprinkled
around . I checked my plans . The fateful encounter between the heroine and the villain
will be taking place in the banquet hall . A villain who is attracted to her at first sight and
sees nothing but her . The success of me, a supporting actor, running away is:
‘Perfect . ’
It was a result that took a longer time to think about than it seems . In particular, the
timing was perfect . Looking for a way to live, I read the book several times, and it was
on the first day of the banquet that my brother’s attention focused most on Agrita . Since
then, he will have a choice to either stay behind her at all times, which is the specialty of
a villain, or remove the people around her .
The more nervous I am, the higher the risk . So I have to observe a lot . My purpose is
to sneak away from my brother . If I get caught before I get out of there completely… I
can’t be sure what will happen after that . Therefore, it was naturally the first day of the
banquet, or tomorrow, that was the best time to run away .
‘Will it work?’
It has to go well .
‘Please . ’
The contents of the teacup splashed around when I shook my hand . I gulped it down as
I stared at the surface of the tea, like it was my heart . Oh, it’s hot . While I was doing
that, my brother came down the stairs and found me .
Chapter 3
“Sister . ”
I answered his call with a smile . I smiled when I saw my brother . It was a conditional
reflex that came from my instinct to live .
Essie Widgreen .
Three years ago, my younger brother, who became the Duke of Widgreen when our
parents died, already looked mature, even when he hadn’t reached adulthood yet . He
was only 14 years old at that time, and he already passed my shoulder height, plus he
was always in good shape since he practiced the sword .
He had a natural skeleton and his entire body muscles developed evenly, so he was
solid wherever you looked . I don’t punish him anymore .
Even so, I had a dream that my hand was cut off by my brother . But I went back to
reality .
“Oh, My Duke . ”
My brother strode in with his long legs and sat opposite of me . Even in the midst of a
busy time, the maid Bessie saw that and quickly brought him a cup of tea .
People that would pass by us would always say, “You two look great” . At first, I
wondered why, but as I kept listening to their conversations, I could see why .
My younger brother is handsome . I’ve been around him since he was young, and even
I was surprised by his looks . He had deep, clear golden eyes, comparable to a jewel,
and white hair similar to fallen snow .
His detailed, straight features gave off a mythical feeling . To put it simply, he didn’t feel
like a real person . It must feel good to be handsome . Of course, I’m not saying that I
was lagging behind in appearance . There was praise for my lively amber eyes being
charming & attractive . But, my brother goes far beyond a human being and can’t even
be compared to me .
He was like a masterpiece . If our parents were alive, they might’ve been proud of his
face . Anyway, half of the reason people see us in a good light is because of our looks,
and the other half…
It was because we looked very close . He was also nice to me . He used to follow me
around all the time, and started taking care of me after our parents passed away .
A younger brother who takes care of his sister . I don’t deny it either . Essie was really
good to me . My brother in my past life cared for me as well . He would always buy
chicken for me . Essie was like an ideal younger brother, who all the older sisters in the
world wanted to have .
‘He treats me nicely only because he doesn’t know I’m not his real sister yet . ’
My brother knew him for a long time . They met at a meeting . He was a bastard in
some family, and was with him since childhood . Such a period began a ten years’
sentence .
“Uh,
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
hhh!”
They were partners in a business unknown to others . The problem was that the other
person was blinded by the moment and lied to my brother .
“Ah . ”
“……”
“……”
–
I thought he was like my brother’s best friend .
Until he became a mutilated body overnight in exchange for telling a lie . The day after
he was killed, my brother maintained an air as if nothing had happened . His voice was
as calm and languid as usual, as if he had only just kicked an ant to death .
‘I’m doomed . ’
My last death was merciful compared to that one . For I was able to preserve my heart
and limbs .
For my brother, if someone wasn’t family, he didn’t give a shit about them . I’ll become a
stranger to my brother as soon as he finds out I’m adopted . I felt like a fool for even
thinking that he would spare me, even though I knew that .
What would have happened if I still wasn’t aware of that reality and harbored false
hope?
I would have been happy right before the day of my death, but uh . When I recalled
those memories, my appetite went down . The tea tasted so bad that I was wondering if
I could get some sugar, but then my brother spoke .
“Tomorrow . ”
“ . . ?”
“I’m thinking of going to see the clock tower . How about it?”
He widened his eyes gleefully, causing me to leave the box full of sugar cubes alone .
What’s up with the clock tower? And why so suddenly?
“You mean the one in the town square? You want me to come with you?”
“Yes!”
“Why is that?”
Did I? I quickly retraced my memory, but nothing came to mind . If I had said that, I
would have done it mindlessly . I often do that, but my brother had a good memory for a
minor .
“Tomorrow, I’ll be free before evening . ”
My younger brother became busy all the time since becoming the Duke of Widgreen .
Well, thanks for paying attention to me when you’re busy, but… absolutely not .
By tomorrow noon, I’d be packing up my room, and I’d rather avoid loitering around the
town square at that time . It’s because I might encounter the heroine if I do .
Before attending my brother’s birthday party, the heroine, Agrita, was scheduled to help
with a charity event . It would be foolish to go to a situation like that, where they would
meet in advance .
“No, I’m sure you’re busy, so you don’t have to . I past by it before, and I noticed that,
well, it was pretty old . ”
“Really?”
“Yeah . I thought it would be better to just tear it down and rebuild it . Anyway, it wasn’t
good . ”
Whether the clock tower is actually old is none of my business . In order to make it
seem like it wasn’t worth visiting anyway, I talked smack about the clock tower that I had
never seen before .
My brother seemed to accept it easily . What a surprise . I thought he’d be stubborn, but
he wasn’t . I was inwardly proud of myself for overcoming that crisis .
“……What?”
On the morning of that day, my hand froze in the middle of reaching for another cookie
on the table, and I asked stupidly . My brother repeated the same thing in a friendly tone
.
When my brother, who was sitting down and drinking coffee, found me, he said those
words to me . I doubted my hearing for a second .
My thinking was blocked for a while when my brother gave me that news with a cheerful
face . It was too much for me in the morning . I opened my mouth to speak again .
“So… well, that clock tower in the town square… You broke it?”
“Yes . ”
“Right…”
If anyone heard his tone of voice right now, they would’ve thought that the clock tower
was just a toy or a sand castle . No, are you crazy?
There was something that I said that came into mind . Did I tell him that yesterday? Did
he think that I told him to tear it down and rebuild it? Really?
Oh, my God!
I hung my mouth open . I was confident I knew enough about psychopaths, but maybe I
was being arrogant . Does being a psychopath destroy all common sense too? Are you
kidding me?
‘If it were someone else, they would have thought it was a joke……’
I rubbed my face as if I were wiping something . My brother doesn’t joke around . I didn’t
have to interrogate him any further . The clock tower must have actually collapsed . I
was feeling a little bit guilty on the inside .
‘It’s my fault . ’
I’ll say something else .
I don’t think that my villainous brother, who considered a person’s life like a fly, would’ve
payed attention to the lives lost while destroying the tower .
I wish that only the clock tower collapsed and for no one to be hurt, but the odds of that
seem slim . I prayed with all my heart . I hope that maybe they’ll be reborn in a peaceful
world where there’s no psychopathic villain .
Wait a minute .
“Essie . ”
“Yes . ”
“This morning . ”
He answered back .
Morning? As in today?
…This morning?
Clatter!
“Sister?”
As soon as I heard when the accident took place, I rushed out of the kitchen .
I didn’t care about my dress getting caught in the chair, or the worried voice of my
brother calling to me .
I saw a servant nearby and made them run an errand . I ran out of the mansion in a
hurry . I stood by as I looked at the back of the young servant getting farther away .
“What’s wrong?”
My brother, who chased after me, talked to me . I didn’t answer . To be exact, my mind
was all over the place so I couldn’t answer .
‘Is it not…’
I don’t think so . No, of course not .
This morning, the heroine Agrita will climb the city’s clock tower . It was so she could
hear the bell at the top and pray .
It was written in the book that after she makes a long and sincere prayer, she will come
down from the clock tower and participate in the planned charity event .
‘It’ll be okay . ’
I was surprised to hear that my brother broke the clock tower this morning . But I must
have been worrying for nothing . I sent for an errand to be ran, but hey, that can’t
possibly be true . Agrita was the heroine . Even if an unexpected accident happens,
nothing could happen to her .
I’ve been worrying unnecessarily for a long time, but this moment seemed to be the
climax .
I don’t even know if it’s true, maybe she’ll be hurt so that she can’t attend the banquet
tomorrow, or something like that .
The servant who I had sent to run the errand, finally came back . Panting, they handed
out a piece of paper to me .
It was a list of casualties from today’s clock tower collapse . There were not as many
names as I thought . Soon I found a familiar name amongst them .
“…Lies . ”
It can’t be .
I thought I saw wrong, so I checked it again, and several times more, but it didn’t
change .
It’s said that if a person is placed in a reality that they can’t accept, accidents happen .
That‘s happening to me .
“Sister . ”
I let go of the paper and stood still like a rock . My brother called out to me again . I
didn’t answer and just muttered to myself .
“How?”
“What?”
Agrita is the main character . The main character, the protagonist, the heroine, and the
central character of this world!
Everything in this world is designed for her . And in that very world, she dies?
‘This is a dream . ’
‘That’s ridiculous . ’
I was so dumbfounded that I couldn’t think properly . Maybe there was someone else
with the same name, but I quickly admitted that, that thought was only to escape reality .
The paper listed her as the eldest daughter of the Grace family .
I looked up at my brother . The very villain who had sent the heroine to the next world
was in front of me . For a moment a curse was about to come out of my throat .
‘You’re crazy . ’
‘Killing the heroine? Are you crazy? Insane? Kill somebody else, you bastard!!’
But I managed to put up with it . I managed to persevere without yelling out the vulgar
words I wanted to say to him in front of his face .
At first glance, my future seemed to be over because of the heroine’s death, but in fact,
I had one option left . I ran up to my room, ignoring my brother, who was asking
question after question .
I locked the door as soon as I entered the room . I made sure no one could come in and
went to my desk . I opened the bottom drawer of the desk, and unlocked a secret space
inside by pushing a button somewhere . Then I took a small box out of it .
My heart hurts .
A few years ago, I made every effort to live after learning that this world was in a book
and that my intended end was miserable .
I was filled with complex emotions when looking down at the platinum square box .
The god of destruction, the god of love, and the god of time .
There was a temple dedicated to each of the gods . However, about a dozen years ago,
they were all shut down .
‘When the full moon shines the brightest on the lowest point of the earth, a new woman
will appear to look after everything . ’
The question was, what did it mean? Many scholars observed the weather conditions to
find out what time the brightest full moon would rise, saying that it was necessary .
The full moon in that phrase had nothing to do with the actual moon, but it was like
another way of referring to the crown prince, who was The Sun .
The crown prince, who went on a spree to grasp the people’s hearts, happened to come
across the heroine Agrita, trying to help a poor child in a cold, secluded alley .
It was because of the phrase mentioned earlier that, Agrita, who was a princess at that
time, rose up to become the Empress . When Agrita became the empress, she began to
be revered by the people as a great woman for her series of good deeds .
Scholars went to the temples to learn the truth . In any case, the temples didn’t contain
anything that lead to the truth .
The temple spent ten years making thirty beads . It was worth it .
Of the thirty beads, all I had were fifteen . Half of them weren’t here . I knew where the
beads were and where to store them, from the book . It was not as hard as I imagined .
I‘m going to use this to bring back the heroine . There’s no other choice . This is the only
way you can bring a dead person back to life . Suddenly, my eyelashes trembled .
I was filled with anger . I wouldn’t have to use this bead if it weren’t for my brother . It
was like my extra life . The beads were originally intended to be used after fleeing here .
Like an insurance plan .
It’s impossible to know what will happen in a foreign country, so if my life was in danger,
I could use it .
‘Wait . ’
I jumped up .
I only thought of one thing . I opened the door with the bead in my hand and ran down
the stairs . My brother was still in the same spot . I could see the servant to his right
sweating a lot .
“Hey!”
My brother’s gaze moved on to me . Jewel-like, yellow-eyes, looked straight at me . I
could feel the texture of the bead in the palm of my hand .
I cried out with all my heart, as the day would reset anyways .
“You crazy bastard! Life’s easy because it‘s not that time of the night yet, right? It’s
pitiful, so stop living that way!”
“Miss . ”
“…”
“Miss Lydia?”
“Oh, huh?”
I looked back, answering a second late, and saw Bessie holding a brush in her hands .
“Here’s the brush you asked for . The weather looks like it’s getting colder . ”
I blinked . I foolishly wondered why she was in front of me, and then turned back around
.
‘Am I back?’
I looked around . There were no escorts, no servants, and there wasn’t a staircase .
As soon as I recognized the location, the open air felt cool . I took the brush that Bessie
handed to me, and proceeded to comb my hair .
‘When is it now?’
I went out to the balcony and looked outside, suddenly I felt cold, and asked Bessie to
bring me an autumn brush .
It was something that happened yesterday .
“I’m back!”
“Uh huh . ”
As if completely unconcerned, Bessie looked at me again and soon left the room . As
soon as I saw the door close, I buried my face with both of my hands .
“Haah . ”
I really came back . And what I did before I came back in time was very vividly in my
mind .
It was the first time in a thousand years that I had cursed at my younger brother .
Ever since I found out that there was no common sense or moral in my grown-up future
brother, I cared about every word I said in front of him .
Swearing?
Scolding?
‘Wow…’
‘It’s cool . ’
I thought with my palm on my face . Yes, that’s right . I was cool . Honestly, it was nice .
I felt so relieved . I felt like I was being rewarded as soon as I put all of my heart into my
voice and swore sincerely .
I felt a little proud . Looking back, I was really good at that . The time went back
anyway . What I’ve done has become unknown to anyone else .
I looked down at my hand casually . The bead I had held on to like a lifeline was
nowhere to be seen . I pulled myself up to go to the desk . I opened the secret space,
took the box out of it, and counted the number of beads in it .
‘… Fourteen . ’
One less . Fifteen minus the one . That was the right number .
Chapter 5
As expected, now I really know what I experienced was not just a dream .
The fact that the heroine died and I had to use the marble to turn back time for her is
proof that it was all real .
I was certain that I had gone back in time but just in case, I grabbed a servant in the
corridor and asked them .
Today was truly my yesterday . There was no need for anymore suspicion .
For such a small object that looks like a mere glass marble, to be able to turn back time
by simply breaking it, is incredible .
It was only after using the marble did I have this thought . Agrita really does have the
qualifications to be the protagonist of the story .
She never once used one of the marbles she got from the temple for herself .
Even a good person would learn of greed if these marbles landed in their hands .
However, if it wasn’t obvious, Agrita didn’t even hesitate to use the marbles to help
others .
‘Preventing disasters, accidents… Sometimes they were even used to fulfil the wishes
of pitiful people .
I felt a bit uncomfortable because it seems like I will be reducing the number of such
events .
I didn’t have to think too hard . Everything was because of the clock tower .
Of course, it was actually because of Ash but since I couldn’t do anything about him I
had to do something about the clock tower .
‘Right now, it’s around noon . It would be better if we could go now instead of tomorrow
but……’
He didn’t come out of his office at all except for a moment to eat dinner .
He sure is a psychopath villain, creating such a crazy result in such a short amount of
time .
You’d think I could just simply not say ‘old’ or ‘shabby’, but you could never be for sure .
It’s amazing how fast time flies by when you’re focused on something .
I had about an hour before Ash would come down . Just like last time, I stared blankly at
the living room decor as I continued think .
But even though I should’ve felt stressed in this situation, I let out a relaxed laugh .
I realized mid way through that I was suffering over a stupid idea .
‘If I don’t have an excuse, I just have to make sure I don’t decline . ’
Before you assume I’m spewing nonsense, please listen to what I have to say next .
I had only been thinking in terms of finding out how to avoid going to the clock tower .
But there’s a better way to decline someone’s invitation .
If I never got the offer to go out with him, I would never have to decline either .
Last time, it seemed like Ash had simply come down to the living room and happened to
find me there .
And since he found me, he decided to suggest we go see the clock tower .
I was planning on leaving the living room before Ash came down .
I came down earlier for my tea and since I was done with it, all I had to do was to leave
my seat .
‘I’m going to stay in my room and not come out until tomorrow . ’
I have to play it safe . Safely .
I started humming .
Although the time I spent thinking about this issue was a bit wasted, this would help get
rid of the tragic event that caused the heroine’s death…… .
“Sister . ”
“Ackk!”
I screamed and lifted my head .
Well, the voice I wasn’t supposed to hear started speaking, what else was I supposed to
do?
I was at the bottom of the stairs . When I lifted my head I could see my brother, who
looked a little flustered .
……huh?
What is this? I could have sworn it wasn’t time for him to come down yet .
I had checked the time correctly . I was early by an hour so I couldn’t say I read the
clock wrong .
Since I went back in time everything should still happen the same way .
The same things should happen at the same time, so why is it different this time?
“Oh, Duke . You came down immediately . I just sent Alex up a moment ago though . ”
“…… . huh?”
It was Bessie’s voice . I turned around trying to figure out what she was saying and I
saw that she had a look of concern .
“I was worried about you . You didn’t respond when I called your name and kept
spacing out . You also sighed multiple times earlier, right? So I was wondering if
something happened . And I thought, maybe the Duke should know . ”
“I can’t believe you came down immediately once Alex told you though, the way you
care for the young miss is amazing . ”
I was speechless .
Oh my goodness .
‘Bessie!’
“If I had known I would’ve come down earlier . Are you okay?”
At this moment I started hating Bessie’s kindness, despite her hard work and my
brother’s love for family, despite his character as a villain .
“I’m alright . ”
I’m actually not . I was going to be, but I wasn’t because now everything got messed
up .
‘What should I do? What if he asks to go to the clock tower tomorrow? I never found a
suitable excuse…… . ’
Wait . I started to rethink about my options .
‘Hmm, since they already think I’m feeling unwell, couldn’t I just keep pretending I felt
sick?’
Right? Because of Bessie’s misunderstanding, Ash thought I was unwell right now .
I was going to grab the stairs handle but Ash’s sturdy arm caught me before I could
reach it .
His arm felt strong through the thin indoor clothing I had on .
This made me realize that the person I was dealing with was a full grown, adult male .
Uh, umm . Should I curse at him right now? I have faith in the marble but my ego is still
quite large for such a thing .
I thought quickly .
He might know that I’m lying if I’m too specific, so I just listed some vague symptoms .
“I think I’m just lacking some energy . Not only that, but I can’t stomach food……”
Wait . I ate too much at lunch to say something like that . I went back on my words
quickly .
This would just give him the thought that my condition isn’t top notch right?
I could feel his arm strengthening to prevent my potential fall . I felt a little weird .
‘Why is it weird?’
Maybe it’s because I was comparing it to when he was a small child following me
around . He was quite cute back then .
“……hm?”
“Let’s visit the square together tomorrow . You said you wanted to see the clock tower
before . ”
Hey!
How could he take what I said and assume that I’m depressed because I’ve been home
for too long?
I should just say I caught a cold . Why didn’t I think of that before?
I tried to hint at him with my coughing, a clear, representative symptom of those
suffering from a cold .
It would be even better if my forehead was burning up but I can’t do anything about that
now .
“Sister?”
That’s right, I caught a cold . I can’t go out because of my cold! I can’t go see the clock
tower!
But before I could get into the main issue he took his eyes off of me . Huh?
“I can’t believe someone who can’t even look after my sister’s health is sitting around
acting like a doctor . ”
Chapter 6
“No!”
“I was coughing because of the dust . It’s not a big deal, I’m still healthy . The doctor
gave me vitamins since the days have been getting colder… so I’m totally healthy .
“… . . ”
“So you just need a change in scenery right? Let’s leave early and go eat lunch outside
tomorrow . “
“…Okay”
‘Shit’
I cursed . I don’t know how things ended up this way but I wanted to blame someone for
it .
Why did you have to be in the square? No, why do I even exist in the beginning? What
the hell am I doing here?
Bessie stood beside us and exclaimed that we had such an amazing relationship .
Since things had already ended up like this, I decided to stop bothering myself on things
I couldn’t change .
I was a bit bewildered that things hadn’t gone the way I wanted but it wasn’t like I had
completely failed .
I just have to make sure that the heroine doesn’t die this time .
‘This might be better since the clock tower would definitely not be destroyed . ’
I won’t say the clock tower is getting old even if someone threatens me with a knife .
Anyways, I decided that I would only say good things about the clock tower when we
see it .
‘We’re only going to look at the clock tower and we’ll avoid the heroine . No problem . ’
“Phew . ”
Letting out a determined sigh, I looked at the mirror then turned away .
I replied with smiles to all compliments thrown at me, even if it wasn’t from her .
Just like Ash said, this was my first time going outside in a while .
I wasn’t the type that enjoyed going outside, and I thought that I should stay in the
house as long as possible since I would be leaving for good soon .
‘I should be optimistic . This will let me refresh my mind before running away . ’
Today, I put my red hair up and wore a green, outdoor dress that had buttons all the
way up to the neck .
People said that I looked like a fully bloomed rose when I dressed up like this, and it
was an expression I liked .
“Oh my . ”
I turned my head .
In his outdoor clothing, I saw Ash walking down the stairs in a relaxed manner .
He had his white hair pulled back so his forehead was exposed and his dark navy
clothing reminded me of a soldier’s uniform .
Besides the fact that he was missing a cape, the design was very similar to a uniform .
It looked like he was walking slowly but his long legs made it easy for him to quickly
close the distance between us .
“Shall we go?”
“Yes . ”
Alright, let’s go .
“Have a safe trip . And come back before it’s too late, you haven’t forgotten what day
today is right?”
“Don’t worry . ”
‘ 11 AM . She should already be away from the clock tower, and should be with the
charity group at this point . ’
After thinking through our planned path, I concluded that there wasn’t really a high
chance for us running into Agrita .
The square was huge . As long as we didn’t go around trying to see everything it was
very unlikely that we would run into her .
It bothered me a little that the charity group would be giving out free food at noon in the
middle of the square, but it wouldn’t be too hard to avoid the area if I could talk him out
of going there .
The fact that there was only a small chance of us running into the heroine eased my
mind .
On top of that, this was my first time going out in a while, so I was a little excited .
On the way to the square with Ash, a store stand caught my eye .
The jeweled hair clip at the store stand was one that clearly matched my tastes .
I thought I only took a quick glance at it but Ash immediately stopped in his tracks .
“……What?”
My rational side yelled at me that it was not the time to be looking at some hair clip, but I
ignored it because I really did like it .
Besides, it wouldn’t take long to buy it .
I rummaged through my bag, thinking that I could quickly buy it and then we would
continue on our way .
‘Hm?’
Then I paused .
‘Huh?’
My wallet is gone .
Whether I was alone with Ash, or with a servant, I always brought with me my wallet .
I assumed it was a habit from my past life, but really, I’m getting distracted, why isn’t it
here?
He threw the seller a gold coin, allowing me to take the hair clip as we continued to walk
down the street .
It’s not like I was waving my bag around, so how could it just fall out by itself?
‘Then……’
“Pick-pocketing . ”
The word I had thought of came out of someone else’s mouth .
I looked up at Ash .
“Is it?”
“……Probably . ”
There’s no way I could have left it somewhere . I had never taken it out since we left
and I checked the house before we left so I was sure I brought it with me .
Trying to recall what happened earlier in the day, I remembered that I had it in the
carriage as well .
Which means that it disappeared in the short time we walked from the carriage storage
area to the shop stand .
You bump into a stranger while you’re walking and they say ‘oh, sorry’,and you say ‘it’s
okay’ and your wallet is gone .
On our way here, we passed by a crowd but Ash had been escorting me so we didn’t
encounter any difficulties .
I couldn’t believe it . How could they take my wallet without me even noticing?
At this point shouldn’t they be considered a living legend? Or the textbook example of
pickpocketing?
I’m not sure if I should be amazed or what . As I was about to give up, I saw Ash, who
had his back towards me, take something out .
……hm? What’s that?
‘A jewel?’
No, that’s not it . I got on my tiptoes to take a look .
It was a small sphere that I couldn’t figure out what it was used for .
My eyes widened .
With that demonstration, I could tell that the sphere was a tool that allowed you to
communicate with people far away, just like a cellphone .
I remember hearing about it once . They said it was probably made using magic .
‘No way . ’
It was a little suspicious to say that it was one of our house servants . Then I
remembered something .
A villain should not only have forces that everyone can see on the outside .
I only knew this because I read the book, but Ash felt that he needed power ever since
our parents passed away .
This wasn’t the type of power a man could obtain through mastering some sort of
martial art .
But such a group can’t be created easily just because you want it .
It requires a lot of money and power, but the biggest problem was that it took time .
Which is why our villain Ash, simply took over an already existing group .
City of night, the criminal’s area, the Empire’s darkness were all referring to this
primitive Dark Street .
There, everything was based on power, and there was a large gang that acted as a
ruler in those streets .
And Ash killed the leader of this gang and took it over .
There’s no way to know exactly how my brother manages to control the gang because it
isn’t written in the book .
But since they are known to follow the rule of power, I can only assume that he used his
overwhelming ability in martial arts to make them yield .
I don’t know if I mentioned this but my brother’s been using toy swords to break wooden
statues ever since he was three . I used to think it was cute…… .
Chapter 7
It was kind of interesting to think that something I had only briefly read about was such a
crucial communication tool . But on that same train of thought I felt my insides go cold .
This was actually the reason I couldn’t just try to run away at any random time .
It was rumored that there wasn’t a single place in the Empire that the Dark Streets
weren’t in .
It would be easy to get caught as soon as I set out if I didn’t have a good plan .
I was realizing yet again, that she was necessary to me . I listened as Ash made
additional commands to the person on the other side of the communication tool .
He told them to find someone who succeeded in stealing a wallet from a noble lady with
red hair and a green dress .
Ash turned around and looked at me after turning the communication device off .
“Sister . ”
“Huh, yeah?”
“Let’s go . ”
“Where?”
“The clock tower . We came to see that . We’ll be able to find the thief soon, so don’t
worry about it . ”
Uh . Yeah . I nodded without realizing but my thoughts were quite the opposite .
Are they really the people who can turn this entire area into ruins in a day if they
wanted?
It may have been because I spent all my energy thinking about the Dark Streets but I
wanted to quickly return home after seeing the clock tower .
I needed to run away tonight, and I wouldn’t be able to do it if my body and mind were
tired .
We quickly came to the square because of the sudden sense of urgency that overcame
me .
We may come face to face with Agrita if just go through the square blindly .
As I was pivoting my shoe to o change direction, I heard the communication device
respond .
[Master . ]
[I found him . ]
“Who is it?”
[It’s street thief with a small child like body . I can’t tell if it’s from an illness or if
they were just born with a small body but they are using it to their advantage to
steal things from people’s pockets from below . ]
Ash clicked his tongue . I was busy admiring the fast work of the Dark Streets member .
If you just say ‘find them!’ without any info can you really just find them like that?
I was thinking if it was like the power of a criminal cartel, but Ash asked .
“Location?”
[Do you see the red roof 3 o’clock direction? He’s under that . ]
When I squinted my eyes to look I could see the thief smiling as he tossed around a
gold coin .
What is he doing with my money?
Ash started walking towards the thief with me still by his side . His expression indicated
that he was thinking about what he would do once he caught the thief .
He’s quick to catch on . Well, Ash and I are pretty easy to spot even from a far
distance .
Ash was about to run after the thief, but stopped in his tracks .
There was an immediate answer . Isn’t this basically an ARS at this point?
[It seems like his gang is there . He seems to have prepared for possibly getting
caught and is planning on passing on the stolen goods and running . ]
Ash’s mouth twitched . He seemed to think that the thief’s actions were foolish .
“Ash… . . ”
[Yes sir . ]
I was about to call Ash because I had a bad feeling but Ash was a step faster .
The person on the other side agreed without a single hint of hesitation at his short
order .
Boom!!
I heard a loud crashing sound . It was enough for the ground to shake .
I could tell right away where the sound had come from .
“……Ack!”
“What…… is this?!”
I could see confused people run in all directions and some fell to the ground even
though they were far away .
A fire that was burning strong enough to instantly incinerate a small building .
The words that came out of my mouth had not gone through the common sense filtering
of my mind .
It was because of those words I had brought an extra marble with me today .
I threw the marble and broke it as soon as I realized what I had said .
***
‘The fact that I called Ash a crazy bastard after losing my mind?’
I didn’t know how but the person Ash had ordered had created an extreme explosion in
the middle of the square .
They say the subordinate follows its master . They must be crazy .
The problem here was that, well there were lots of problems, but the largest one was
that there was free food being passed out by the charity group in the middle of the
square .
If she could’ve survived an explosion that happened right next to her, she wouldn’t have
died so easily when the clock tower crashed either .
“Ahhhhhh . ”
A noise of some sorts came out from between my hands, which were covering my face .
Next to me was a pillow rolling around that had become tattered because of my
constant abuse of it .
The moment I had turned back to this time was when Bessie handed me my shawl and I
had walked out of my room .
There was no other way to let out this feeling of unfairness, sadness, flusteredness,
futileness, and other negative emotions .
‘Why?!’
I hit the pillow that had already reached its limit of abuse once more .
I was curious as to what I had done wrong to have to go through such a thing .
‘Is it my fault that I took my wallet with me on an outing?! Huh?! It’s the thief’s fault!’
I hit the pillow again .
‘Causing an explosion just because of the thief and his gang is the devil and his
follower’s fault!’
“Haaa… . . ”
I sighed because of my futile actions . I should ask for a new pillow before going to bed .
The more I thought, the more astonished I was . Agrita’s death was always the result of
a coincidence .
If she wasn’t there when the clock tower crashed, and if she wasn’t at the square when
the thief and his gang were, she could’ve lived if she had been in a slightly different
place .
I accepted it the first time because Ash was a crazy bastard, but now that I was on the
third time, I was beginning to get flustered and suspicious .
Doesn’t it seem like there’s some sort of evil spirit on Agrita at this point?
I mumbled and lied down in my bed . Then I started rolling around in frustration .
‘My marble!’
I could shed bloody tears at the thought of their losing one more .
I had imagine a flower path unfolding in front of me when I initially succeeded in stealing
the marbles .
It felt like I was losing years of my lifespan every time I broke a marble .
I knew the marble wouldn’t come back even if I regretted it now . There was no way it
would recreate itself even if I went on a rampage about how it was wasted .
I sprawled down on the bed after using up all my energy . I tried to think of it in a
positive way .
If Agrita’s death hadn’t been planned, all those people would’ve died an unexpected and
unfair death as well .
This was a good thing to do since it turned back all those deaths . Yes, there was a
good reason for using the marble .
‘It is a problem that none of it would’ve happened if it weren’t for Ash but…… no . I’ll be
in an endless loop if I keep thinking of it that way . Let’s just stop . ’
I sighed deeply and lifted myself up .
I suffered enough .
The present and future were more important than the crazy and astonishing past .
Chapter 8
I made it my resolution . It was embedded into my mind deeper than it had ever been
before .
Now that the situation had come to this point that stubbornness started churning up
inside me .
I would make sure that there is no accidents tomorrow just because of how unfair I feel
about this whole situation .
I’m gonna see it really briefly and come back to the house without any accidents!
Definitely!
***
This time I did not take my wallet when leaving with Ash . Not only my wallet, but I did
not have anything on me and simply went out empty handed .
A store stand? No thanks . A hair clip? Put that away . Once was more than enough in
being distracted .
I also made up an excuse saying I wanted to enjoy the scenery, making us walk from
the entrance to the outskirts of the square . The clock tower was located at the northern
part of the square .
“Shall we go up?”
It was only meaningful if we actually went up the stairs and heard the bell at the top
instead of simply looking at it from the outside .
I stood there dazed for a moment and was dragged along to the stairs by Ash before I
even had time to respond .
The way up the tower was narrow, so we had to hold hands instead of linking arms .
Ding-
Then I heard the bell sound . It was a clear ring that told me that this situation was
completely real .
The open scenery through the window and the bell sound that rang at my ears told me
where I was .
‘I really saw it . ’
It meant we were done . Our purpose in coming out had been fulfilled . Our outing was
over .
It should’ve been like this from the start . This was the norm, but the things I went
through before turning back a day were so baffling and unbelievable that this simple
moment felt like a dream .
I asked Ash just in case .
All the stress and tension left my shoulders as soon as I got a positive answer .
Should I say I felt like I had been drained? Something like that .
I was grateful for this simple situation with no accidents but I also felt that it was unfair .
I had been determined to forget the past and get over it, but I couldn’t stop thinking of
how unfair it was now that the situation ended up like this .
The marble I had to break unfortunately seemed to appear before my eyes like a
homeless idiot .
I felt so unfair that my nose began prickling . A moment later a tear fell down my cheek .
“Sister?”
“Just…… . ”
It seemed like Ash was holding his breath and waiting for my next words .
No, there was no way . It’s not anything serious .
This was half true . My tears held my feelings of unfairness but there was also relief and
happiness .
I felt like a weight had been pushed off my heart now that I knew I wouldn’t have to see
Agrita die the third time despite my complicated emotions .
Well, I guess it would be hard to reply if someone replied like this after being asked why
they were suddenly crying .
“If I knew you would like it so much I should’ve made some time earlier . ”
“…… . Huh?”
Ash seemed to be really sorry . I could see his sincerity in his expression and tone .
I was the one who made up the excuse but I couldn’t believe he actually bought it .
‘Well whatever . ”
I have now become a lady who cried at the sight of the clock tower but I couldn’t care
less .
I finally completed today’s task . I had seen the clock tower with Ash, and Agrita was
alive .
The only thing left was to pack my things after going back home .
This thought made me more teary, and I ended up sniffling at the top of the tower of a
long time .
***
I had planned on making excuses to not attend and take my stuff and run as soon as
the banquet started and when everyone’s attention was there .
Since the female lead, Agrita, had caught Ash’s sight as soon as Ash had entered the
banquet hall, which was right after the banquet began, so I thought it would be okay .
I had already gone through the female lead’s astonishing death twice .
I could only be relieved if I saw the female lead walk into the banquet hall with my own
eyes .
So I ended up having a change of plans . I would attend the banquet and sneak out in
the middle to run away .
I would leave once I saw my brother and Agrita notice each other without any
accidents .
It wouldn’t be a problem to take it and leave the house once I had a chance .
But this time her tone seemed particularly sincere…… . Hmm, understandable .
My skin was fair but with a healthy colour, and my thick wavy red hair seemed to be
glowing today .
‘Bessie……’
Bessie’s skills were amazing despite having seen it so many times . She must’ve
struggled a lot as I sat in front of the dressing table deep in thought .
“No one at the banquet today should be more beautiful than you . ”
I had mentioned my younger brother half joking, half serious, and Bessie began
laughing as if she had heard a funny joke .
Then she brought out a cream coloured butterfly shaped hair ornament and placed it
between the top of my head and my left ear .
It was matching colours with the velvet coloured dress I was wearing .
“Done!”
There was a knock on the door immediately after she said this . I turned my head after
hearing the ringing knocking sound .
Bessie moved quickly to open the door . I closed my eyes and opened them again
slowly .
‘Look at that . ’
I knew it .
His carefully decorated look was truly deserving of all the praises of sparkling or
whatever .
The black tailcoat surprisingly went elegantly with his balanced proportions .
Even the person who made the tailcoat could not have thought of such a fit .
If he had been on the news in my previous life, the title ‘Sold out man’ would never have
left his name .
I walked towards Ash thinking of these things . Ash reached his hand out, as if he had
been waiting .
I suddenly remembered all the letters that flew into the house endlessly .
Ash was at an age where he had barely become an adult yet, but he was definitely
husband material that people desired .
There were many personal confession letters among the pile of letters but there were
also many proposal letters sent from noble families .
Of course Ash had never replied to any of those letters . I didn’t know if it was okay to
do that but that was what Ash was doing .
Why would he concern himself with dating or marrying when all he will think of is Agrita
after today?
It was a little weird to say it was because of this, but I had a simple hobby since before .
I gather all of Ash’s unread letters along with mine but I read mine first and even sent
decline letters to the proposal letters and I burned all of them in the fireplace in the living
room .
I had first started this to help Bessie out since she would feel troubled getting rid of them
without permission, but it had become quite enjoyable after a while .
I didn’t think it was because I was saving the firewood, but I wasn’t entirely sure why .
Did he enjoy it because I looked like I was enjoying myself when I did it?
“Duke, Miss . It’s rather hard to lift my head because of your sparkling presence today .
”
We reached the entrance of the banquet hall as I thought this . The location of the hall
was the inside of the first floor, and it was linked to the back garden .
The butler, who was getting ready to greet us near the entrance of the hall, made a
friendly smile .
I took the lines forming at his wise eyes as a greeting and smiled back .
We purposely dragged the time a bit and came down after everyone who was invited
had arrived .
“…… . ”
The noise in the room stopped for a moment . But I was used to it becoming silent when
Ash entered because it happened every year .
‘Where is she?’
The silence in the room was broken when people came up to greet us .
“You two always look like you just stepped out of a painting . Duke Weadgreen, Happy
Eighteenth Birthday . ”
As I glanced at the people who were crowding around us, confirming that most of them
were only focused on Ash, I turned away again .
‘Ah!’
Just as I was looking in every corner of the banquet hall, I found her .
I even knew what clothes she would be wearing to the banquet today . There had been
a lengthy description of her clothing in the book .
At first look, she did not have much presence with her common brown hair and brown
eyes .
But her thin face and thick eyelashes showed that she was an uncommon beauty .
Agrita was like a pear blossom . That was my first impression of her .
The book was full of lies . It had described Agrita Grace as a plain beauty who could still
maintain a gentle, beautiful look without even dressing herself up .
Regardless, just as the book described, Agrita attracted the attention of people without
even consciously trying despite not having a fancy dress or accessories .
It wasn’t just because she was pretty, rather, she had a way of pulling your attention
towards her .
Her pearl-colored dress with no accessories suited her well as if it was purposely done
that way .
Just by looking at her you would get a sense of purity and cleanliness . The more you
looked, the harder it was to pull your gaze away .
‘Ah, Ash . ’
It should be past that point . Because in the book, Ash sees Agrita right after entering
the banquet hall .
And, it felt like the people who were crowding around Ash weren’t getting any responses
from him so they were basically just talking amongst themselves .
This meant Ash’s attention was elsewhere .
It must be Agrita!
While thinking this, I turned my head back to Ash and was surprised .
‘Wh-what is this . ’
‘Me? Why?’
Ash looked at me for a few more moments and reached his hand out .
“Done . ”
“…… . ”
Ash spoke lightly as if it wasn’t anything important . And of course, to me, it was a very
important matter .
‘What is he doing?’
I was flustered .
She was standing near the entrance, showing off her pure beauty .
He had now gone back to speaking with the crowd around him after taking his eyes off
my cheek .
W, wait .
Shouldn’t you be looking over there? Your sight should land there as if it was fate, right?
Confused and flustered that the situation was not unfolding as I knew it, I stared at Ash .
“Sister?”
“…… . ”
“……no . ”
Ash must’ve felt suspicious of my attitude because he didn’t take his eyes off of me
even after hearing my response .
A problem has occurred . Although it seemed like a trivial one, it also didn’t seem like
one that would fix itself anytime soon .
‘I don’t know why you aren’t looking at her…… but if you’re not looking I’ll have to make
you look . ’
It was a little off from the original plot where Ash finds Agrita on his own and focuses on
her only, but it didn’t matter in the long run . All he had to do now was look at her for the
story to move on .
I suppressed the urge to grab Ash by the hair and turn his head and instead, gently
lifted my finger .
Right then .
Crash!!
“Kyaaa!”
“Ack!”
Screams echoed in the hall . With my finger still pointing, I froze . I couldn’t do anything .
The chandelier on the ceiling fell . It was one that was near the entrance .
The place where the chandelier was not directly above where Agrita had been standing,
but she must’ve moved directly below it when she went to greet the host of the
banquet .
A few people who were extremely frightened fell to the ground in a dead faint .
I thought to myself as I heard the whispers of shock from the people around me .
As soon as the accident occurred, the people of the household began sending
messengers out .
There was no way to know if the banquet would be held the next day, so the people
who were promised a room in the house were also sent away with apologies .
Servants also had to be called to take the Grace couple away because they had fainted
at the scene .
While the butler and Ash did all this, I was in the hallway leading to the banquet hall, my
back against the wall, gazing off into nothing .
Agrita was dead . She was crushed under a chandelier that fell at the wrong time .
I hadn’t checked Agrita’s body personally, but I had heard someone call out for a doctor
only to quickly dismiss them .
There was only one thought in my head as I leaned against the cold wall .
‘Strange . ’
It was strange .
This was really strange . It was already a problem that Agrita died, but the way she died
was even stranger .
This incident was an unlucky occurrence . The servants who checked the broken
chandelier and ceiling had said that the chain connecting the two was rusty .
The only one with an issue was the one that had fallen on top of Agrita .
The main characters were fated to die in some accident but they were lucky and
avoided the accident and survived .
It was a plot without dreams or hope for the characters who thought they had safely
secured their lives, but the world could not leave them alone because they were meant
to die . And they all did die one by one by their decided fate .
The world continues to kill her because it was her fate to die .
‘Wait, why?’
I was speechless and angry but I just assumed that anything could happen if you met a
crazy psycho and accepted it .
But this was something I couldn’t accept in any way . It would be the same for anyone
else .
What would be the reason for the heroine of the novel to just suddenly die?
I couldn’t think of any reason even after thinking for a long time . I earned nothing and
my head hurt .
I could only think of stupid things like ‘my brain’s gonna overload on my thought
processes’ .
While I was thinking, the cleaning of the banquet hall was almost complete .
Ash didn’t ask any further and he gave me his hand instead .
“…… . ”
I thought as I held his hand past the hallway and up to one staircase .
‘As I thought…… . ’
‘I need Agrita . ’
I needed to if I could . Even if an adult psychopath’s hand was filled with warmth, just
like a normal human .
I stared at his back for a moment, watching him move further and further away before I
closed my door .
***
It is the person who is in regret that tries their hardest . You could dig up a pond if you’re
thirsty, so what couldn’t you do if you wanted to live?
If I turned the time too fast I would have to go see the clock tower again .
I waited to turn the time back so I would return one hour before the banquet .
“Sorry, Bessie!”
Practically running down the stairs, I went straight to the banquet hall .
I had sacrificed a third marble but I felt even less guilter than the last time .
If back then I had thought that it was a waste to use it, now, I felt like I was just using
something that would be used anyway . So I was more confident about using it this time
.
Of course, I still thought it was a waste to use it but I tried to focus on the more
important matter .
“Miss Lydia?”
“Hurry . Could you bring a ladder and look at the connecting parts?”
Chapter 10
I grabbed Alex, who was nearby and got him to check the chandelier that fell .
Although he seemed confused he did as he was told, then widened his eyes in
surprise .
Alex called for about two more servants and replaced the connecting part with a new
one .
The servants decided to check the other chandeliers as well, and as I was watching the
butler came up to talk to me .
“It would’ve been dangerous if we just left it . There could’ve been an accident at the
banquet . How did you know?”
“Just…… . ”
I just made up a random reason to the butler, who was looking at me as if I had godly
powers .
There were quite a lot of things that caught my attention now that I was looking over the
banquet hall like this .
‘That statue . ’
‘That decoration . ’
Why did they put such a big case there? What if someone got crushed under it?
I was nervous . If Agrita dying wasn’t a coincidence and was her fate, I couldn’t leave
anything that could be dangerous .
“I had a bad feeling about this . My dream was ominous . So could we change the
banquet hall location or the placing of things? I really hope we can do it even if it means
we have to delay the banquet a bit . ”
“What? Ah, yes . I understand . Please tell me how you want it done . ”
Perhaps it was because he had seen the chandelier, the butler did not question my
words despite my sudden request .
If someone asked me if it was okay to change the banquet hall like this, even though I
wasn’t the reason we were having a banquet, I could say it’s okay because Ash isn’t
interested in stuff like this .
He has no interest to the point that he wouldn’t even know what changed .
It took about thirty minutes to fix everything . Right then Bessie hurriedly ran down the
stairs .
“Miss!”
“Hmm? Ah . ”
“I heard from the butler . You’re changing everything because of your dream . Sigh, but
still . Why now?!”
I noticed that Bessie was holding heavy makeup boxes filled with makeup in each
hand .
I was shocked by her enthusiasm . Huk, I couldn’t believe she carried it all the way
here .
“Wasn’t it heavy?”
“Is being heavy the issue here? I thought you would come if I waited…… . ”
So I ended up sitting at a chair and getting my makeup done for me while I ordered for
things to be removed or replaced .
Bessie’s hands flew around madly as she finished makeup that would normally take an
hour in thirty minutes .
The butler who was watching later told me it looked like Bessie had godly powers .
Anyway time passed and I was about done getting ready and almost done getting
dangerous objects out of the banquet hall .
I looked around the hall one last time next to Bessie, who was panting in pride .
‘Done . ’
For now, there was nothing dangerous left that I could see . I did all that I could .
There seemed to be nothing in the hall that could target Agrita’s life .
I will be outside for a while when that happens and enter with Ash after the entire hall is
full of people .
Wait .
“That carpet . ”
“Yes?”
“The material looks slippery . Someone wearing high heels may slip and fall . ”
“…… . . ”
“Let’s change it . ”
The butler hadn’t been saying anything about my orders till now, but he now he looked
at me with eyes that looked like he had something to say .
“Hurry . ”
***
In other people’s eyes, it must have looked like I was making a fuss .
I saw that the servants who followed my orders after seeing how I had identified the
carpet began giving me flustered looks as time went by .
I wondered if I should elaborate on how terrible my dream was, but dropped the idea .
‘And…… . . ’
I clenched my fist .
I thought about it until late last night and even though till I broke the marble this morning
.
It was a continuation of accidents that didn’t go far from a certain point, so I couldn’t
think of an answer, but I did come up with one solution .
Or it could be both but that’s too depressing so I decided not to think about it now .
It would be difficult to look for the problem that occurred in the world if I were to try and
do it by myself .
So I decided to think that there was a problem with Agrita, which gave me a little hope .
“Phew . ”
“Nervous?”
“Of course…… . ”
I took into consideration the place and situation . Right now I was standing in front of the
banquet hall entrance with Ash .
I was simply attending as a family member and guest of the banquet that was for Ash .
There was no reason for me to be outside and Ash seemed a little confused .
“…… . Of course, I’m nervous . It’s the day you’re becoming an adult . ”
I actually had no idea what it meant for Ash to become an adult today .
But I acted the part of the older sister who was proud of her younger brother who had
grown to be an adult and was even more thrilled than he was .
Right then the banquet hall door opened at the butler’s signal .
The same scene as before unfolded . The people who had frozen at Ash’s appearance
soon surrounded him to offer their greetings .
I also somewhat responded to the greetings made towards me and wiped my cheek
with my right hand . There’s isn’t a piece of thread on my face today right?
‘Agrita . ’
I turned my eyes .
Agrita was standing near the entrance with the exact look she had before we came back
in time .
Not only did she not catch his sight, but he was also responding to the crowd’s
greetings without even realizing that she existed .
This was also a bit flustering, but it wasn’t important compared to Agrita’s death .
Ash spoke first to Agrita in the book but I supposed it was going to flow a different way
because Ash did not act the way he was supposed to .
But in the middle of walking this way, Agrita suddenly grabbed a servant .
‘Hmm?’
She seemed to ask something, and the servant pointed at a direction . It was the door
that led to the back garden .
Agrita bowed her head slightly in gratitude and turned in that direction .
‘Huh?’
Ah, yes . I remembered that Agrita actually spent her time in the back garden instead of
the crowded hall while the banquet was open .
Ash was supposed to ask for her name and cause a scene before she left for the
garden, but that step seemed to be omitted .
The back garden was a simple garden . There were only small trees and grass .
I watched her move towards the door and took a step as well .
I was worried too but I had to observe and watch her anyway .
It should’ve been Ash instead of me, but Ash was already doing things unlike the plot,
so I doubted he would do this either .
To not give her the stalker vibes, I moved quickly after she went out the door .
‘She’s there . ’
Agrita did not move far . She was sitting on a flat rock that was a small distance away
from the hall, where the light from the hall still shined softly .
I was beginning to ask myself what’s the point of simply watching her from a distance .
Unless I had amazing insight on what was going on, even if there was something wrong
with Agrita I wouldn’t be able to identify it by just watching from a distance like this .
Let’s go talk to her . Even if we don’t have a full-on conversation I might be able to feel
something if I look at her close up .
“Ugh . ”
Someone whined and It wasn’t from me .
“All the shoes here are in bad quality . Why do the expensive ones hurt my feet so
much?”
I stopped in my tracks .
Perhaps she couldn’t see me because she was facing the other way, but Agrita took her
shoes off and complained .
I was flustered .
But still, how should I put it, hmm, it was quite unexpected?
The book only had lines of her talking and descriptions of her movements but I was
pretty sure it wasn’t this .
I knew her voice had nothing to do with her looks but it was just like her looks .
I shook my head to shake off the thoughts of her having an unexpected personality or
whatever .
It was unreasonable to be shocked about someone I saw for the first time after reading
about in a novel .
I didn’t know if it was a correct comparison but I just accepted it and started walking
again . It was right then .
“……”
What?
“Lady…… Grace . ”
I called out to her while standing there, dazed . Agrita widened her eyes after finally
noticing me when I called her name .
Agrita seemed surprised, then covered her mouth hurriedly as if she remembered
something .
“Ah, could you hear what I was saying? Did you hear?”
“Right now…… . ”
“Uwah . ”
She heard .
Agrita looked at me with an expression that had ‘she heard’ written all over it .
Chapter 11
“So… Um… what that was… was just out of habit when speaking, you know?”
Agrita rolled her eyes in panic and started babbling out excuses .
It seems like she’s thinking that she was strange after letting me hear a word I suppose
to have never heard before .
“Agrita . ”
I wasn’t curious about the excuses that she had prepared for this so I cut to the chase . I
considered briefly, how I should explain myself . Then I opened my mouth to speak,
“Ehhhh!”
Argita jumped out of her seat . She approached me and grabbed my hand .
It felt awkward for her to be grabbing my hand like this and she had addressed me so
casually, with ‘you’ . But that isn’t the important thing right now .
“……”
“Ah, sorry . It’s just too welcoming but surprising to me . Are you really Korean?”
With my hands still grabbed by Agrita, I nodded my head despite the fact that I used to
be Korean in my past life and not anymore .
Agrita starting jumping in the spot once I nodded my head .
“My gosh! We’re from the same place! Wow! I really met another Korean in this world . ”
“……”
Agrita had originally seemed happy but now she seemed touched to the point that she
looked like she was about to cry .
I watched her crazy reaction before tightly closing my eyes and opening them up again .
‘Why Agrita?”
I recalled the plot of the novel that I had reread so much that I was close to memorizing
it . If my memories are correct, then there was never been a scene where Agrita had a
past life ‘till the very last page of the novel .
‘Why did she come here and remembered her past life?’
It was possible . Since it wasn’t written in the book that I would remember my past life .
‘Then…… . ’
Agrita began speaking as I tried to figure out how to organize this matter in my mind .
“Hmm…… Huh?”
“O-oops . I keep on making mistakes . I’m just too excited . How did you come to this
place? It’s supposed to be a novel here . ”
The aura wasn’t fitting well with the question she asked . Is she really asking about how
I died and reincarnated?
That kept me from answering and I don’t know how she took my silence as when she
opened her mouth .
“Right, should I tell you what happened to me before asking? It wasn’t too special . I
was going down the stairs to go to a store but it was very slippery . Someone seemed to
have cleaned the stairs but had forgotten to dry them . So I slipped and fell…”
She let out a breath before continuing, “And when I woke up, I was here . ”
“Wait . ”
“Hmm?”
“What do you mean by that? You fell from the stairs and opened your eyes and
appeared here?”
“It’s really weird, right? I thought that too . How does this happen? Transmigration into a
character in the novel!”
What?
“Why sis…… I’ll just call you sis for now . Isn’t it the same for sis? It’s like… I woke up in
an unfamiliar place in an unfamiliar body . But then you realize you’re in a novel… . and
what I am is a character from the novel! OMG! Isn’t that right?”
Agrita told me her story .
That made it easier for me to understand but there was a major problem .
“Of course not . Agrita is this character’s name . Agrita Grace, a long name . ”
“…… . ”
“I’m Ari . Shin Ari . How about sis?” Agrita asked for my name .
“No . ”
“Pardon?”
“I didn’t transmigrate . I didn’t just wake up in this place . I died and reincarnated here .
The time I lived in Korea is my past life…… and ‘I’ am currently a dead person . ”
Agrita’s eyes widened . It was to the point that it looked like it should’ve been impossible
to widen your eyes like that .
Agrita opened her mouth with her eyes still wide, “My gosh! What the– does sis mean
that sis is actually a person who belongs here?”
“… . ”
“And you only know Korean because you remember your past life? Oh! This is
unbelievable!”
Transmigration? What’s that? No, of course I know what that means…Its a soul going
into another’s body and she just transmigrated into a character in a novel . But is that
actually something that can possibly happen?
“Wow, how could that be? Very cool . Wow, just how,” Agrita said all the words I wanted
to say… to the point that I had no words to say .
Agrita folded her fingers one by one . She stopped when she folded her fourth finger,
“Four days? It hasn’t been too long . ”
It was really recent when she transmigrated into Agrita’s body . Only 4 days . I recalled
how Agrita died recently .
‘Was this the problem with Agrita for these past days?’
So .
‘The world is trying to kill Agrita because some other person got into her body?’
It made sense .
The world of this novel is trying to kill the female protagonist . Why? Because the female
protagonist isn’t the female protagonist . Agrita, no, Shin Ari transmigrated into Agrita’s
body all of a sudden . In the world’s point of view, she was a stranger . To describe it
negatively, a foreign matter .
It’s been 4 days since her transmigration and Agrita started dying this morning . To
consider it simply, it’ll take a bit more than 4 days for the world to notice this .
‘If our body recognizes that there is a foreign substance within our body…… . ’
“…… Sis?”
I fell on the spot from this insane matter . It was only an ‘if’ but I couldn’t think of any
other reason .
If it kills the fake Agrita, then what about the real Agrita? If she died and thought that her
soul could safely return to the world it came from…
But even so, what about the original body? It’s dead .
Then the real Agrita who belongs here is just a dead person . The end .
“Insane world…… . ”
“Pardon?”
“No, nothing . ”
I stood up again with Agrita’s help . I stared at her with no power in my body .
I opened my mouth because there was one thing I was curious of, “I’ll ask you
something . ”
“…… How did you realize that this was the world of a novel? Did the place you used to
live in had novels?”
Agrita shook her head immediately, “No . At first, I didn’t know . But after panicking for a
day, I saw an eye-catching book on the library shelf . I realized after reading it . It’s
the ‘The beautiful Agrita’s spring’!Right?”
“…… Yes . ”
“Since the situation occurred, It seems like I was living from a scene in the book and the
characters were the same, I thought I was in the same novel as the heroine . ”
Agrita, Shin Ari seems to be a person who understands things quickly . It would have
been hard to accept it this easily if she were a different person .
Now I realized, Ari went to the clock tower today morning like she was supposed to . I
didn’t check if she went to the charity event so I’ll just disregard that, but she
participated in the party afterward .
To put it simply, she was moving like how the novel was written like .
Agrita explained the reason, “Uhh, I thought it would help me get back . Since I can’t do
anything else than that . I thought maybe I could go back to where I came from when
the story comes to an end . Doesn’t it somewhat make sense?”
“I suspected if this was the right thing I should be doing . But I’ve been well these past
four days so I’m thinking of continuing . ”
“…… . ”
It was complicated . I just found out why Agrita kept on dying, but that didn’t make me
feel any better, instead, it made me feel worse .
The only way to solve this problem is to get Shin Ari, who’s currently residing in Agrita’s
body, safely back to her own world .
But how?
‘Wait . If Ari returns to her world, will the original Agrita come back?’
I understand the current situation, however, I don’t know the answer . The thought made
me furrow my eyebrows .
Even after knowing what was going on, it felt more like I was trapped in a labyrinth .
“Sis . ”
“……?
Agrita asked as she slightly lifted her dress revealing her feet .
“The moment I found out you were Korean, although it’s your previous life, I got a little
too excited that I forgot to wear my shoes……”
Agrita’s feet were covered with mud and grass . Come to think of it, the shoes she took
off earlier were still lying on the grass .
“I should put my shoes back on, but not when my feet are like this . I should wash
them . So where’s the pond?”
So, I reflexively pointed at the direction where the pond is . And then when I realized it, I
hurriedly tried to stop her .
“Wait!” I called out in panic, but Agrita was too fast . I was so surprised by how far she
was that I started running after her .
“Huh?”
I dropped all the formalities and at this point, I didn’t really care .
I mean, just when did she get there? Is she faster because she’s barefooted?
Is there anything that doesn’t pose a threat to Agrita’s life right now?
What if she was suddenly bitten by an ant while walking barefooted? Some ants
contained venoms .
Ah, I must be out of my mind for telling her where the pond is .
“Oh, I’m just going to wash my feet . ” Agrita replied with a calm and peaceful voice .
“I’ll fetch you some water to wash your feet with, so just come back……”
‘Shoot!’
I couldn’t catch the falling Agrita in the nick of time and ended up grabbing the air .
The pond isn’t really that deep, but it was deeper than a person’s average height .
And as I’ve said earlier, everything was considered dangerous to the current Agrita .
I clenched my teeth, took off my shoes, and jumped into the pond .
Since I also knew how to swim, I jumped in without any second thoughts, thinking that
I’ll be able to save Agrita .
“Pfft, pffpft!”
“Mpfpft!”
I should’ve saved her from drowning . However, Agrita, who said she could swim, was
flailing around struggling to float .
Far from getting her out of the water, I was about to drown with her .
“Agri, pfpft!”
It was at this moment that I remembered someone saying . ‘When you want to save a
drowning person, wait ‘til their exhausted before jumping in . ’
‘Damn it…’
Gradually, my body started losing strength .
I should’ve waited before jumping in . No, I should’ve used the marble instead of
jumping in .
It was then that I felt a strong hand grasping onto my arm and pulling me up instantly .
“……!”
I violently coughed my lungs out and the water that I swallowed was coughed out as
well .
‘Ash?’
Am I just imagining things? The familiar face before my eyes has an expression full of
rage .
Then I realized that I was the only one pulled out of the water .
I was still out of breath and my eyes were hazy, but I somehow managed to get the
words out of my mouth .
“Agrita… Save……”
I raised my finger that felt like lead and pointed towards the pond .
Did he get what I’m trying to say? And while I wondered about it, Ash took out his sword
without a word .
Sword?
Did I drink too much water? Or did I spend too much energy trying to stay alive?
Ash, with a sword in hand, jumped into the pond . That was the last thing I saw before I
lost consciousness .
***
“……!”
The room was dark . I stretched out my hands to feel my surroundings until I get used to
the dark .
‘A bed . ’
I wasn’t wearing a soaked, filthy dress . Instead, I was wearing loose, comfortable
pajamas .
The last scene I witnessed was absolutely outrageous . Ash unsheathed his sword
and……
“Gasp . ”
I held my breath .
My eyes have more or less adjusted to the dark . I looked around the room, only to spot
a person sitting beside the bed .
I blinked my eyes once more . My vision, which hasn’t completely adjusted to the dark,
was becoming clearer and clearer with each passing second .
At last, I could see the person sitting there .
“……Ash?”
With his crystal-like eyes and sharp nose, there was no doubt in my mind that he was
Ash .
Then, he suddenly moved, raising his hand and placing it on my forehead . He pushed
me back down the bed .
“……?”
I was about to ask what he was doing there, but once again, he pushed my forehead to
the bed .
His big and warm hand gently slid down to my eyes as if he was actually trying to put
me back to sleep .
My vision, which has just gotten used to the dark, could only see nothing once again .
“Ash . ”
“……”
“……Where’s Agrita?” I asked without attempting to remove his hands that were
covering my eyes .
I was curious about Agrita’s condition . Even more so after witnessing such a scene
before I lost consciousness .
“If it’s something you really want to do, I don’t care whatever it is . ”
“……?”
“You’re free to do anything if that’s what you wish for . ”
“……”
That’s when I suddenly thought that perhaps, the real reason he was covering my eyes
was not to put me back to sleep, but to prevent me from seeing his face .
Ash really seemed angry when he saved me from the pond . It wasn’t just an illusion .
“Sorry . ”
I’m not stupid enough not to understand why Ash was furious .
I’m his sister, a person he gets angry with because he was worried……
‘But I am also not his biological sister— the one who is fated to die by her own brother’s
hands . ’
Ash stayed silent after hearing my apology . I also didn’t speak a single word after that .
I immediately knew that no answer would come from him if I asked about Agrita right
now .
‘Yeah, let’s sleep . I’ll wake up then afterward… I’ll check on it in the morning . ’
Ash eventually removed his hand from my eyes and left the room .
I didn’t notice him doing those things as I was already asleep as it happened .
***
‘Was it a dream?’
Maybe I was just confused because of the darkness and wasn’t fully awake then .
It was bright outside . I have no idea how long I’ve slept, but it was probably morning .
‘……Agrita . ‘
And suddenly .
“Sis!”
It was only then that I realized that the person was Agrita herself .
“Agrita……Ari?”
“Milady!”
“You’re awake . ”
More people popped in one after another . It was Bessie and the doctor .
“How are you feeling?” The doctor inquired, adjusting his glasses as he walked towards
me .
Agrita muttered with her face buried in my chest . I looked at her hugging me and
thought,
‘She’s alive . ’
I could feel the warmth of a living person from this fragile, thin girl .
I don’t get it .
Agrita lifted her head from my chest while I rack my brains to looking for answers .
“Hmm?”
“I should’ve listened to you when you said it was dangerous . I wish I had known it was
that kind of pond . ”
“She said that her legs had cramps as soon as she fell in the pond . That’s why she
tried to float to the surface by flapping her arms, but there was something holding onto
her ankle . It was just seaweed though . ”
Now that I take a good look at her, Agrita’s eyes were welling up with tears .
After I heard the doctor’s explanation, I could surmise why Ash took out his sword .
“You’re pulse is fine . Anyway, it’s really fortunate . If it wasn’t for His Grace, something
worse could’ve happened . ” The doctor remarked .
“I was so shocked . My goodness, even though a person fell into the pond, you
shouldn’t have jumped in yourself like that . It’s dangerous . ”
Looking at Bessie’s face, I knew she deliberately said that for Agrita to hear .
Agrita glanced around, taking a hint before she apologized in a small soft voice .
It was my choice to leap in . Even though it was a poor decision, what’s done is done .
Bessie seemed like she wanted to reprimand Agrita more, but instead, humphed while
holding it in .
“Everyone was worried . Especially His Grace . ” The doctor smiled bitterly .
“……Ash was?”
“You probably didn’t know this, Milady . He stayed by your side all night without getting
a single wink . He went to his bedroom just some time ago, saying that you would wake
up soon . ”
“All night?”
“Yes . We told His Grace to leave everything to us and take a rest, but as if he’d listen to
us . ”
Bessie grumbled under her breath as she complained, but contrary to her voice, she
kept a well-mannered professional smile on her face .
I felt like all I heard was just a big fat lie . However, there was no reason for Bessie to lie
about something like this .
‘Then that……’
Wasn’t a dream .
Ash’s deep and quiet eyes shined in the dark . His large and slightly rough hands
covering my eyes as he told me to sleep more…
His low and deep voice that was reigning his anger .
“He’s really caring . Even though Milady is his only family, who else would go this far for
a family member?” Bessie continued .
Bessie gave the doctor a single glance and the doctor sighed from her reply .
“Well, I wouldn’t say that your family’s normal . After all, both of your parents passed
away early… How long has it been since it was just the two of you?”
Then Bessie pushed the doctor aside and approached me . She clasped her hands on
mine .
“Milady, please take care of yourself . Of course, we were worried too, but most
importantly, please think about His Grace . ”
She was my mother’s companion when my mother was still alive, and she took care of
me and Ash instead of a negligent nanny .
To be honest, Bessie was more than just a mere employee for me and Ash .
I listened to Bessie’s scolding, at the same time, I was thinking about the reason why I
was supposed to die .
I was the only one who stayed by Ash’s side… Yes, of course .
The only person Ash can open and give his heart to . The Ash who thinks that people
are nothing more than crumbs .
I wasn’t Ash’s real family . We don’t share a single drop of blood . We might have grown
up as a family, but we could never be considered as a real family .
He gave his heart completely to his one and only special person without ever doubting
them . But, how would he feel if he finds out that we aren’t blood-related?
The more he gives his heart to me, the more painful the feeling of betrayal will be later
on .
Strangely, I couldn’t open my mouth . I couldn’t answer Bessie casually without losing
composure .
The Doctor stared at my speechless state, then gave Bessie a nudge with his elbow .
“What?”
“It’s not like Milady wanted to drown in the pond . Why are nagging her?”
“Hey, Doctor!”
“Okay, enough . ”
I totally forgot that these two can’t be in the same room together . Why did they have to
visit at the same time anyway?
“I’m fine, so there’s no reason to fight . Doctor, I’m alright . And Bessie, you’re correct .
Thank you . I’ll be more careful next time . ”
She almost died but her cheeks were a lively shade of light pink .
I was astonished .
Agrita’s still alive .
She might have almost died, but she still lived . She didn’t die .
“Right, Milady . You should wash your face since you’re already awake . I’ll prepare for
warm water . ”
“Hmm? No, it’s fine . I’ll just use cold water to wash my face . ”
“Oh heavens, no! I’ll get the water heated up, so just wait here . ”
I could get water from the bathroom with a piece of equipment, but only cold water
would come out .
Bessie was concerned that I might catch a cold in this chilly weather if I used cold water
to wash . Her eyes were burning as she quickly left the room .
After seeing Bessie leave, the doctor started to stand up, too .
“I’ve already examined your condition and you seem to be doing fine . So I’ll be taking
my leave as well . Please, call me anytime if you feel anything wrong with your body . ”
“I will . ”
“I’m warning you, even if it’s small, don’t disregard it . That’s dangerous . ”
“Of course . ”
The concerned doctor finally left the room, leaving only me and Agrita .
“Yes?”
“Is that so . ”
The door was already half-open . I grabbed the doorknob and opened it widely .
***
Now that I have sent Agrita away, I was all alone in my room .
…is what I was hoping for, but then the butler entered as if he was precisely waiting for
this moment .
“I’m alright . ”
“You have to be careful . So why did you jump in the pond in the first place? You can’t
underestimate a pond just because it’s not a big lake or anything . Keep that in mind .
Next time, if someone falls into the water, never leap in yourself, but instead, call for
anyone around you . And if you’re in a situation that makes that impossible, then just
search for something that would float and toss it to them . If there’s nothing like that
around you, then don’t just get yourself into danger too and start praying…”
“Pardon?”
“Nothing . ”
I was starting to feel exhausted when the Viscount and Viscountess Grace visited .
I literally did nothing . I just flailed around with Agrita . The one who actually saved her
was Ash .
I took the bucket filled with warm water and the towel . I asked Bessie to leave, closed
the door, and hoped that no one else would come .
‘Ah, my sanity . ’
I sat down doing nothing, then washed my face with the supplies Bessie had delivered .
After refreshing my mental state like that, I moved my feet towards my desk .
There’s no better way of sorting my thoughts than writing . Especially when things get
complicated and when your head is about to burst .
I dipped the pen in the ink and started to write the most basic things in my current
situation .
-One . The current Agrita Grace is absolutely doomed to die if left to her own devices .
Not knowing the reason why, Shin Ari transmigrated into a character of another world
named Agrita .
-Yes .
If I left her alone, she would’ve drowned and died for sure, but Ash saved her .
However, the problem was I, the one who tried to save her, was of no help at all .
Yes, how pitiful . I pondered on the thought of what would’ve happened if Ash hadn’t
appeared in time . Just thinking about it gave me goosebumps . I rubbed both of my
arms .
-I can’t do this alone . I need help . It’s fortunate though that she can live .
‘This……’
I stopped .
‘I don’t know . ’
What I had originally asked from Agrita was simple and not so simple at the same time .
I had hoped for her to catch Ash’s interest .
I believed she would be able to catch Ash’s attention and give me a chance to escape
from this place safely .
The current Agrita has the same flesh but a different core . She wasn’t the real,
complete Agrita .
The sole reason why Ash was so drawn to Agrita was because Agrita was Agrita . But
right now, we have a huge problem in that aspect . I have absolutely no idea how things
would turn out from here on out .
And I suspected this ever since I heard that Ash stayed with me the whole night .
You see, if Ash really fell in love with Agrita like how it’s supposed to be, then he
would’ve stayed by Agrita’s side and not with me .
‘……Hm?’
Makes sense . I guess so . Clearly, this was the kind of situation that will make me feel
so frustrated that my heartaches .
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I slapped my cheeks .
In the first place, the only person I can rely on was Agrita .
Without her, I’ll just meet my inevitable demise or die while escaping .
Not only that, he came out to the garden just like how it was dictated in the novel .
Even though he didn’t fall in love with Agrita at first sight, there was still a chance .
I took the paper and hid it inside the drawer and stood up .
Things weren’t looking so bright, but still, writing them down had an effect . Anyway, I
finally got my thoughts in order and cleared my mind .
‘At the end of the day, there’s only one thing I can do right now . ’
I recalled that I had told someone that I would meet with them in the dining room today .
I was planning to leave the room and summon Bessie, but before I could do it, I heard a
knock on the door .
“Milady, have you finished washing up? If so, you should have your meal now . ”
“Bessie . ”
What great timing . I was just about to call her for the exact same reason .
“Would you like me to deliver your food to your room so you can eat comfortably?”
“Prepare the dining room . I heard that Lady Grace hasn’t had her meal yet . I’ll join her,
just the two of us . ”
“Oh my . ”
She seemed to be pondering about how Lady Grace and I became close and she
speculated that it must’ve been when I jumped into the water to save her .
I pretended not to see the curiosity written all over her face .
***
I needed to have a little chat with Agrita, and eating with her was the perfect time to do it
.
I repeated this thought over and over again while I walked down the stairs .
I need her . That’s the only reason why Agrita had to stay alive .
Whether the current Agrita wasn’t the real Agrita or even if the future becomes obscure
and uncertain, there’s still hope as long as she was alive . She was my only hope that’s
why has to live .
‘For this plan to be a success, Agrita must understand the situation she’s in right now . ’
Agrita went to the pond, not heeding my words when I told her to stop . That’s only
because she never knew anything . Never in her wildest dreams would she imagine that
it could be that dangerous .
How many more times will the same thing occur in the future?
I must at least tell Agrita so she can prevent herself from getting into danger with her
own two feet .
‘The problem is, how am I supposed to tell her in a way she’ll believe me……?’
How can I convince her that she had already died three times and survived the fourth?
“Sister!”
“Ari . ”
She was being escorted to the room just now . As soon as Ari found me from below,
she happily waved at me .
I spotted the butler beside her, and all color was drained from his face .
Right, he was the type to be very strict and sensitive about these things .
“Lady Grace, excuse me, but the basic manners and etiquette on movements for a
noble are……”
“Pardon?”
Goodness, butler . All this time I thought he only acted that way towards me, but it turns
out, he’s like that to everyone else . Agrita’s a guest, is she not?
I was about to go save Agrita from the butler’s scolding, however, I flinched and stopped
in my tracks .
It wasn’t uncommon for bees to accidentally enter the mansion . Bees were everywhere
in the garden, after all .
As proof, the workers simply made a surprised gasp and went on ahead to shoo off the
bees in a calm manner as if it were a daily occurrence .
“Catch it!”
“Pardon?”
“Lady?”
“Huuuh?”
“……!”
Something flashed in the air . And the next moment, the bee that had happened to
reach Agrita’s neck was sliced into two .
“……”
“It’s been a while, Milady . I am Knight Davery from a loyal family, and I have arrived
last night and was ordered to serve as Milady’s bodyguard without a second away from
her side . ”
“……”
“Sir Davery!”
Davery Sach .
With his short blonde locks revealing his forehead and neck, and his tall stature all
proved that he was indeed the person who is considered to be one of the most
recognized knights in the mansion .
A knight hand-picked by Ash himself and he was famous for listening to Ash’s every
order and would execute them without fail . He was sent out to one of our lands for
inspection last year .
He seemed to have finished his work and returned not too long ago .
The other workers who had frozen in shock started to greet him all at once .
“I’ve heard of the news and I finally get to greet you today . ”
“Davery, it seems your still in tip-top shape . I heard you could slice anything, even the
unsliceable . You even managed to cut down that tiny bee in just one swing . ”
Doctors were not required to know everything about insects, however, this doctor’s
peculiar nickname was ‘Bug Master . ’
The doctor knew all kinds of insects as long as they had 6 legs or less .
The doctor thoroughly examined the dead bee for a while . Not long after, he raised his
head with a serious face .
“Is it poisonous?”
“It is . An extremely poisonous one at that . Although it’s currently autumn, this kind of
bee is rare to see…”
“If by any chance someone was stung by it, there would be no saving that person . Is
there anyone here who’s been stung? Everyone’s fine, right?”
Even though everyone knew no one got stung by it, there were two to three pairs of
eyes looking at Agrita .
She might not have been stung, but it was such a close call .
Agrita hiccupped .
“How? I still can’t even tell the difference even though I had only been told just now that
it’s poisonous . ”
“If it weren’t for Milady and Sir Davery, things would’ve turned out really bad . ”
Few of the workers looked at me in awe . Of course, I couldn’t care less about their
gazes right now .
I faced Agrita who was still hiccupping and I decided to call out to her .
“Agrita . ”
“……”
***
That was totally understandable . Who wouldn’t if they almost got stung by a bee and
later on realized that its sting was lethal .
‘If I tell her right now, it would be easier for her to believe me . ’
She was at death’s door not once, but twice in such a short amount of time . Anyone
would feel that there’s certainly something wrong about it .
I didn’t have anything I wanted to eat in mind, but since we were looking for an
appropriate place to discuss, we moved to the dining room .
Agrita remained speechless, most likely due to shock . So, Sir Davery spoke instead as
he escorted us .
“To think it was such a poisonous bee . If people didn’t pay close attention, they would
be deceived as well . No matter how I looked at it, it was just a normal bee . ”
“……”
“Next time I see a bee, I’ll just kill it right away . It’s scary . ”
I really didn’t pay much attention to what he said, but a question suddenly popped in my
head .
“Sir Davery . ”
“Yes, Milady . ”
“I have something to discuss with Lady Grace for a while . In the meantime, would you
mind standing out the door for me?”
We’ll arrive in the dining room in no time . If he comes along, things would really turn for
the worst .
“I cannot . ”
“……”
“As I’ve said earlier, I have something important I wish to discuss with Lady Grace . ”
“If any of the matter leaks out, Milady can end my life as she wishes . ”
No, he’s actually more flexible than anyone . It’s just that when he receives Ash’s orders
that he becomes really rigid .
“That’s not what worries me . It’s the thought that someone else can hear our
conversation makes me feel uncomfortable . ”
That won’t work. What I am going to say is something no one should hear.
I sighed after looking up at Sir Davery’s face, who was normally loose but now is
pretending to be serious.
“Sir.”
“Yes, my lady.”
“…..”
“I’ll tell Ash that Sir Davery has neglect his duty and almost get me killed by a poison
bee.”
“Yes?”
Sir Davery widened his eyes. His face look like trying to understand what I’m saying
now.
Yeah, this feel absurd. But I’m afraid I have to do this. I continued to threaten him.
“If I say so, will Sir Davery be able to see tomorrow sun safely?”
“N, no.”
“The most important is what I say. Who do you think will Ash believe?”
What I’m doing is so shameless, but this was the best way. I smiled cheerfully.
“I like someone as competent as Sir Davery. I hope you will be with us for a long time.”
I closed the door slowly, looking at Sir Davery, who looked unfair but didn’t follow me
into the dining room.
All right. I’m sorry sir, but please understand. It’s a matter of circumstance.
I soon left the closed door behind and approached the table.
Agrita seemed to tilt her head slightly and soon sat down in her seat.
Maybe she was wondering why I do that so only two of us can have talk.
The table was set with the meal that Bessie had asked for.
I didn’t have much appetite, but I’d like to wait for Agrita want to eat. But Agrita shook
her head.
“but?”
Then, instead of the meal, she gulped down the water that had already been poured.
And thanks to it, the hiccups stopped. From then on, Agrita’s speech began to grow.
“No, how is that a poison bee? Not a honeybee? I’ve never seen a poison bee before,
after coming here.”
“Is it okay for a poison bee to fly around like that? Isn’t it a disaster? God, I almost died
in vain. Does that make any sense?”
I responded to her and nodded, contemplating the timing of when to bring out the topic.
“As I thought, yesterday, the incident on the pond yesterday, there’s something
strangely unlucky. Oh, was it really cursed? Maybe it’s not the pond, but actually this
mansion…”
Agrita says so. She might think it wasn’t something to say in front of me belatedly, so
she kept her mouth shut.
That’s it. That’s a good word. I was about to open my mouth at this time. Then Agrita
took the lead.
“Huh?”
“Speak comfortably to me. You know, I’m actually much younger than you, sister.”
The topic suddenly popped up, perhaps to cover up a slip of the tongue. Then Agrita
lowered her voice and whispered.
“……17?”
“……”
Agrita now seemed to be slowly getting out of the shock of the poison. I could feel it in
her face and voice.
‘Fifty?’
Really?
“I slipped down from the stairs at school. Come to think of it, the day we had the mock
test. I think that’s why I went down the stairs in a hurry. Because, I feel like I’m craving
sugar after taking the test.”
She was really young. She went to high school only this year, and that was almost like a
child to me. Such immature and tender age.
“Oh, by the way, sister. What do you want to talk with me?”
“Yes?”
I tried to make it any easier to save Agrita by raising her alert. Because I need her. I
need to keep Agrita alive by doing that for my future.
“Sister?”
This had to be done. I decided I’d do this. I did, but I couldn’t speak.
“What?”
But the words that popped up were completely different from what I originally thought.
***
‘I’m doomed.’
Instead of going up the stairs, I tried to hit my forehead against the wall by surprise.
Then, like a ghost, Sir Davery put the back of his hand in to stop it.
“Lady.”
“…..”
“If you get hurt anywhere, I will die. If you have something, please say it instead. You
make me scared.”
Sir Davery did not ask me why, but he only escort me faithfully.
But it wasn’t to keep Agrita alive, as I had decided in the first place.
‘If you die like this, the soul, not the body, may return to its original world. Of course,
there’s only one possibility.’
‘Live or die. Ari, choose what you want to do. It’s Ari’s life now, so it’s Ari’s authority.’
If you continue to live against the will of this world, I’ll help….
If she chooses to go back and die, I’ve promised not to save her..
I tried to hit my forehead against the wall again. Naturally, it failed again.
‘I have one’s own fish to fry, I have got myself into a hell of fix, so I can’t afford to help
others’
‘You just rationalized when you stole the beads, weren’t you?’
Then when I know her age, I couldn’t get my head up to the sudden surge of guilt and
remorse. I’ve lost confidence to keep Agrita alive just because I need her.
I walked weakly, holding back what I wanted to scream for the place. Then someone
called me across the hall.
“Lady!”
“Bessie?”
She had a tray in her hand, but she came up and gave it to me.
“Huh?”
“It’s honey water. I was going to put it in the Duke’s bedroom for him when he woke up,
my lady please do it for me.”
“Huh? Me?”
“You can take a look at his face while you bring it, my lady.”
Ash was sleeping in his room now. He stayed up all night and now he’s sleeping.
But Bessie handed me the tray before I said anything and then disappeared again.
The back figure that diligently moved away seemed quite busy.
“Shall I do it?
“……no.”
I soon shook my head, looking down at the honey water on the tray.
The honey water in the glass was quite clear after being lightly burned.
Ash just went into the bedroom to catch sleep because of me anyway.
I walked with a tray in my hand. Ash’s bedroom is on the same floor as mine but in
different hallways so I need to walk a little. Sir Davery followed with a little gap. Soon I
arrived in front of Ash’s room and I stopped.
“…..”
I’ll just had to put it down on the table and come out, right?
Suddenly, it felt strange to stand in this place like this. It’s been a long time since Ash
was little. I can’t even remember when was the last time. I haven’t being here,
especially since our parents died and Ash became the Duke. Since then, Ash spent
most of his day in the office.
This is was nothing, but I was slightly nervous. I breathed in and after exhaling I
knocked on the door.
knock, knock–
I know the answer won’t come back when he’s sleeping, but I still knock, out of
courtesy. I then reached out my hand to the doorknob. Then I heard a voice from inside.
“Come in.”
….huh?
‘Isn’t he sleeping?’
I wonder if he awaked because of the knocking sound, but it wasn’t seem the case. I
hardened for a while and soon opened the door. Somehow the fine squeaking sounded
clearly in my ears.
What I saw as soon as I entered was the figure of Ash sitting at his desk. Ash was
looking down at the document in his hand.
After entering and closing the door, Ash finally took her eyes off the document. Ash’s
eyes grew slightly.
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“Sister?”
Then, with his long legs, he quickly came and moved the tray in my hand to his own
hand before I could say anything.
“…..”
“Honey water?”
Ash, who belatedly gave a good look on the tray, said briefly “So this is from Besi.”
“Yes.”
Everyone in the mansion already knew that Besi was considering honey water as a cure
for fatigue or a cure for all diseases.
Ash said so, putting the tray down anywhere on the nearest table.
The uninterested honey water has become a little shabby.
Soon Ash dragged me a chair so that I could sit down, I hesitated a little and sat there.
‘It’s…’
The furniture changed little by little, but the layout was still the same, decorating the
room.
If my memory was not wrong, paintings of sculptures and walls remained unchanged.
I knew that Ash wasn’t interested in decorating and renovating the place.
Should I say, “Isn’t that too much of a problem?” Or should I say, “I’m glad that I feel
comfortable in this place?”
In any case, it was true that the tension in the room was somewhat relieved thanks to
the similar scenery of the room.
Although it was a long time ago, rather than in my head, I felt in my skin that here was
a place that I used to visit often.
I didn’t come into the place where I couldn’t get in the first place, but I still wonder why I
was nervous… Well, that’s okay because I’m going to go now.
While thinking about that, Ash sat opposite and opened his mouth.
“Huh? Oh, it’s alright. I’m fine, my body feels light. Maybe because I slept soundly.”
I endured static glances in the feeling of being examined, and soon felt a little awkward,
so I changed my words.
“And you?”
I wanted to ask if you are not tired. I peeped into Ash’s face.
Ash, who didn’t sleep a wink all night, didn’t get that kind of looks just by looking at his
face.
But not being obvious on the outside would not necessarily be synonymous with not
feeling tired.
I turned around and asked, and the answer came out right away.
Our valiant butler was surprisingly unobtrusive when he nagged. Even the villain
psychopath couldn’t avoid his nagging.
It was fortunate that the butler was competent. That’s why he’s still alive.
“I’m not tired enough to sleep.”
I was silent for a moment. This was the right answer to the question, but somehow it
was more difficult to accept than what I had heard before.
“…..?”
The touch was relaxed and soft. Ash opened his mouth.
“Outside.”
“…”
I realized what the word meant only a moment later after Ash had taken his hand.
Thinking so, it suddenly occurred to me that I had just scratched my hair as I climbed
the stairs.
‘Heok.’
‘…….!’
Embarrassment surged in. I wandered around looking for a place to put my eyes where
it was obvious that the pupil earthquake would have occurred even if I didn’t
Bes, Bessi must have been really busy.
And so did Sir Davery. This man is really nothing but a guard. He should have just let
me know.
“Lie?”
“You said you’re not tired, but you’re tired. You speak slower than usual.”
When his body feels tired, his speaking speed slows down than usual.
Even if it slows down, it’s not easy to notice because it’s actually at a fine level.
But I’ve seen Ash do this many times when we were a kid.
I can’t believe his body grew up so rapidly that he still had the same habits as he did
when he was a kid.
Ash seemed to pause at my point and soon closed his eyes slowly and opened.
Ash smiled lightly. While I was briefly distracted by an unknown laugh, his words
continued.
“I didn’t lie. It’s not that I’m not tired at all, but I’m not that tired.”
asked Ash. It’s a question I can answer, but it’s hardened as if I had been ambushed.
Was I worried?
I don’t know if it’s because I’m worried or if it’s because I’m sorry, but it’s true that
something is tangled in my mind.
But the back of the horse was all fours. I thought I shouldn’t have put it on.
When Ash didn’t open his mouth, there was naturally silence.
The bright yellow eyes stayed still. It was as deep as a lake as ever and as calm as a
waveless surface.
Somehow there was a strange tension. The air seemed to have stopped awkwardly. Or
flowing very slowly, as if it had stopped.
I felt my mouth was drying up, so I forced myself to swallow the saliva that didn’t gather
well. Even the slightest flickering of the eye was conscious.
Then Ash picked up the honey water that he had put near the table. Then he took it in
one gulp. The turtleneck moved a few times and the glass was clear.
“Well.”
With the honey water emptied so quickly, Ash gave a vague answer.
Ash tilted his head slightly as he put down the empty glass.
“…..”
It’s the case if I got cold. There are symptoms of sudden thirst. I was kind of like that.
But the problem here was that as far as I know, Ash has never had a cold since he was
kid. Whether he was born with a natural constitution, petty illness was the next word that
was far from Ash after morality.
“Really?”
“Of course.”
He said he wasn’t tired enough to sleep, but his body must have a different opinion. Ash
was a step faster in trying to put it that way.
“Sister.”
“Huh?”
“Agrita Grace.”
I flinched weakly. The name that came out of nowhere somehow felt more strange than
usual. I didn’t know it would happen because it was the first time I heard it through Ash’s
voice.
Ash continued.
“……huh?”
“No!”
“Why?”
“Why?”
“It’s convenient. If I make it into a doll, there’s no reason she would fall into the pond
because it doesn’t move freely.”
“……”
Wait, hold on. Am I being scolded for jumping into the pond?
Then Ash leaned forward. The natural clearance was reduced because of the opposite
position.
He stopped moving.
His golden eyes, which looked much closer than before, reflected me like a mirror.
“……”
“Instead, when something happens to sister, I can’t let the rest go.”.”
“……”
If I get hurt, I’ll take over for someone else. Ash’s voice was low and quiet.
There is no empty word in Ash’s dictionary. I blinked at his ‘not warning’ warning and
asked carefully after swallowing my dry saliva.
When I left the room, I found Sir Davery faithfully waiting in the hallway.
I glanced up at his fine face, but quickly lowered my gaze with a subtle sigh.
“Yes?”
After saying that, Ash had casually changed our talk to the next topic.
The other day, before my birthday, Ash had asked me if I needed anything, and I only
answered that I didn’t.
Referring to that, Ash said, “It’s okay. Whenever you have anything you want, tell me.”
When I heard that, I maintained silence for a while and then pointed to the bed.
Then, I said what I wanted was for him to take a nap right now, I put Ash on the bed,
made sure to see that he closed his eyes and only then had I left the room.
“…….”
With Ash’s excessive special treatment, could I have just smiled and said, “My brother is
a bit extreme” and brag about it?
Whenever Ash distinguishes me from others and treats me differently, I had no choice
but to indulge myself into this fantasy.
Although I’m still prevailing in the fake family tree, I’ll soon be thrown out.
It’s also a crime of contempt for pretending to be a family member without sharing a
single drop of blood.
“Lady?”
I stopped walking unknowingly, and Sir Davery, who was following me, called me
worriedly.
‘Huuuu.’
At this time, it would be much more efficient to find a way to survive somehow, rather
than calmly accepting the inevitable fact that will not change regardless.
But even though I knew it, I fiddled with reason and emotion separately.
I couldn’t shake off my pent-up feeling and suddenly opened my mouth as I walked.
“Sir Davery.”
“Yes?”
“What is a family?”
The answer to the abrupt question was not immediately available. I didn’t even wait to
hear the answer, as if it wasn’t my purpose.
I wanted to relieve my frustration. I was afraid that I’d feel better if I said something, so I
was fidgeting as I said this.
“Well, it’s…”
‘Heok.’
Sir Davery was an orphan who had never been associated with a family. So Ash found
his talent early when he was yet not able to settle down somewhere and moving around
in the back alleys.
I was looking for a way to patch up the slip of the tongue when Sir Davery continued.
Sir Davery, who made me feel uncomfortable, went on, looking troubled for a moment
and then he said,
“Maybe……if I had a younger sister, I would have cherished her a lot.”
“Younger sister?”
“Yes, I would have done anything I could to the extent of my ability. Except for me to
die.”
“Huh?”
“And it. Would be the same for an older Brother, and, uh, I think I need to think about it if
it’s an older sister.”
“Hold on, I think I’ve heard some very explicit prejudice and discriminatory remarks.”
It was a natural and brazen tone. I laughed in vain and asked something else that was
concluded from his reply.
“Hmm…”
“…..?”
“She would be talented, intelligent, smart, unassuming, humble, kind and righteous,
compassionate to the weak, strict to the strong, and basically cautious in everything, but
sometimes clumsy in terms of surprise, and being wary of strangers, she would always
be cute to her brother…….”
“Just a moment.”
“What’s wrong?”
“Fantasy?”
“Yes, of course, it’s a fantasy no matter who hears it. You’ve been waiting for someone
to ask you about it, haven’t you? How could you hold it in without telling anyone yet?”
He made an appeal.
“Sir.”
“Yes.”
“No way.”
“Well, whoever misplaced it, it’s not me. I’m running around with everything with me.”
I looked into his brazen face and rapidly shook my head. Yeah, he had that kind of
personality since the beginning. I just forgot for a while without seeing it for nearly a
year.
I turned my eyes back and began to walk diligently again, and Sir Davery followed me at
his pace and talked to me.
“Lady.”
“Why?”
“How precious is your family to you?”
‘Family……’
“Wow…….”
“No, then I’ll correct it. For me, a family is as deep as the sea, as high as mountains.…”
“It’s late.”
While thinking about where the laughter element was, words continued.
“…..?”
“Really?”
“Thank you.”
“Yes.”
Well, I shrugged. In the meantime, I could see that my destination, my room, was
getting closer.
I stopped walking after a while. Sir Davery accompanied me just to the door.
“You’ve been told not to slip away from me even for a moment…..”
When I asked, Sir Davery looked serious as if he hadn’t thought about it.
“…take a rest. I’ll call you back when I want to go out.”
“Okay.”
Soon I entered the room. After I came in and closed the door, I felt somewhat relieved.
Still, I felt a little better than before because I conversed with Sir Davery on the way
here. I sat down and looked at the closet.
I came back to my room, but first of all, I hid my stuff in the closet.
Originally, my plan was to carry the luggage from the mansion, but the situation has
changed anyway and I can’t do that right now. It would be better to clean it up in
advance than to keep it in there and get caught.
I felt exhausted. I didn’t even know who or what I was because I used up all my intellect
right after I woke up.
It was not bad. I just wanted to do nothing and only wanted to rest, so I was simply
doing it.
A knocking sound marked the end of the break before the clock.
***
After separating at the dining room with Agrita, I had one of the worst situations. While I
was leaving her alone to give her time to think, this damned world will be trying to kill
her.
“…..”
With the reception table in the middle of the room, Agrita sat opposite me.
Steam rose above the teacup that Bessie had brought for me.
While the steam rose into the air and continued to dissipate, I gently waited for Agrita’s
mouth to open.
‘Dead or alive.’
I gave Agrita the choice of preference and separated. Technically, I did not give her a
choice, but the fact.
Agrita’s lips were squashed several times. It’s as if she had something to say but it’s not
as easy as she thought.
It was only a little longer before Agrita finally hurled her words.
“……”
“Am I dead?”
“What?”
Words followed.
“Not Agrita Grace, but for me. Well, I slipped on the stairs and…..”
“Am I dead?”
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“…..”
“If dying here can make my soul go back to my original world…. Presuming that it’s the
only choice then… “
“…..”
“Then, my soul got transferred here because I was dead in my original world, isn’t it the
case?”
Agrita said it in a lower voice. When I heard her, I felt like I had been hit at the head.
“……”
“I didn’t want to think about it, but it just came to my mind. The stairs… they were quite
high.”
“……”
“I am only 17.”
“…..”
“I haven’t taken the college entrance exam yet, I haven’t gone to college, and I tried to
dye my hair during the winter vacation, but I couldn’t either.”
“…..”
“Sister, I …..I….. “
Her voice, which was mixed with tears, became more and more difficult to understand.
Still, I could easily understand her next words.
“…..”
“……”
In the end, Agrita began to sob, and suddenly I felt the same feeling overlapping me.
‘Neither do I.’
After reincarnation, I was able to calm myself down by thinking of it as my previous life,
but if it were the same situation, I would have acted the same way.
I raised myself, approached sobbing Ari and embraced her in my arms silently.
This time, instead of Agrita, I stood for a long time, holding a 17-year-old ‘Shin Ari’, who
was crying that she didn’t want to die, in my arms.
***
Ari calmed down after crying for a long time until her body was dehydrated.
She blew her nose with a handkerchief, tints her eyes, and took a sip of cold tea.
By the time the story came to an end, Ari put down the empty cup and nodded.
I had no choice but to let Ari live. If she dies, there’s an end to whatever she does
afterwards.
A dead soul being able to return to the original world was a problem, and if it’s unable to
do so, it will also be a problem.
Even if she can go back, it’s mostly possible that her original body is dead, as Ari
assumes, and even if she can’t go back, she’s literally dog-dead.
“What?”
Accepting her completely as Ari, and not as Agrita, I decided to talk to her comfortably.
“How could someone kill a pretty and nice person like sister?”
I explained all of my situation to Ari. Ari seemed to remember what role I appeared in
the book after hearing it. All of the volumes I appeared in the book were only a few
pages, so it was reasonable to have not noticed it. In all of the volumes of the book, the
ones that I appeared were very few. So, it was reasonable not to notice it.
“No matter how bad the guy is, isn’t he taking it a little bit too far?”
“Yeah.”
Ari and I became harmonious. I help Ari, and Ari helps me. The purpose is for both to
survive.
Ari, who was blowing air into her cheeks like a child, soon pumped her fist with
enthusiasm.
” Oh. “
“With the art of the mortal temptation, seduce the villain! For my sister’s successful
escape!”
Ari’s way of showing enthusiasm was cute. But apart from that, I wasn’t so hopeful
about it.
With one hand on my chin, meaninglessly I stirred the empty teacup with a spoon held
in my other hand.
Ash casually said he would make Ari a doll when I was talking to him in his bedroom. In
other words, he hasn’t given Ari any value or meaning yet enough to do so.
Ash, followed up at a banquet hall last evening, and saved Ari from the pond without
saying anything. I thought I could see hope in these two people. Although he did not fall
in love with Ari at first sight like the development of the book, so I assumed that it would
be a sign of special favor.
But it was only an illusion. Ash, referring to Ari as just telling it was in vain optimism,
was simply indifferent.
‘Ha…..’
I have said this again and again, but Ari was pretty. Ah in this case, it is Agritta, not Ari.
White skin with peachy reddish tones, dense features. Having a slender figure that
causes protective instinct, long hair that is smooth and long, and the eyes that are clear
and sparkling.
I had my chin with both fists and put down the teaspoon.
Ash, as mentioned in the end of the story, did not see this person’s face.
So, to Ash, the appearance of a person, regardless of attitude is always the same.
He adhered to the same attitude when he faced a famous beauty in social circles and
when he faced a person with rude fingering from behind.
One interesting thing here is, this is one of the factors that enhance Ash’s popularity.
The reality is that he doesn’t care about what they look like because he identifies others
as air or objects. And for the other people, it seems to be a true inner maturity that does
not judge others by their appearance.
Well, in fact, I think that Ash’s face and position were the one that have contributed
greatly to such a generous evaluation.
Even if he does the same thing, he’ll have a halo effect, like doing something cool.
Anyway, as I explained, the power of appearance doesn’t work for Ash. So whether Ari
is so pretty, I couldn’t expect any effect from her beauty.
I don’t know what it is, but the biggest problem right now… ..
“Ari.”
“Yes?”
“Yes!”
It was quite fortunate that Ari was quick to recover and motivated.
She could have fallen into hiding or become despaired, but after crying her heart out, Ari
quickly regained her usual self. She was also active in my proposal to help each other.
If it weren’t for her, who could see the contents of the book, who would I have been able
to confide in such a miserable future, share secrets, and discuss the future?
I let go of my chin and leaned my back on the chair.
It was a question for later as to how to seduce Ash, and now there was something I had
to devote myself to before it.
All temptations and seduction can be done only when Ari is alive. It was the first task
given to Ari to survive safely against fate like a sunfish.
“Ari. Stay with me as much as you can, and keep following me.”
“I will.”
Ari needs to be in danger a couple more times for confirmation. But of course, she
couldn’t die. We had to survive the crisis and avoid it.
Sir Davery will surely be able to save Ari as he did then, no matter what the danger lies
upon her.
There was a reason for that. She accidentally dropped the vase she was carrying as
she climbed the stairs, because it almost hit Ari directly on the head.
As a result, Ari was safe. It was thanks to Sir Davery, who blew himself away holding Ari
by a narrow margin.
I checked my watch, holding my thumb up for the performance of the knight that I
trusted.
’12:15.’
Also
Soon after hearing the commotion, the servants who came to the scene began to clean
up the mess with the broken vase.
“It’s nothing.”
Ari came to me with a puzzled look, free from Sir Davery’s arms.
Ari knew there would be a risk of death, but she must have been surprised because it
was different from what she expected, and Sir Davery seemed rather surprised that he
had saved the same person’s life twice in a day.
Soon I whispered to Ari while Lord Davery helped clear up the tumult.
“…..?”
“I’ve just been half certain, and I think the ‘time’ you’re in danger is three times a day.”
“Three times?”
It’s not like she’s taking a meal, and she might suddenly wonder what nonsense it is.
Let’s look back. Ari first died from the collapse of the clock tower where, in the morning.
The time zones were all in sync. Never else has a crisis come to Ari in the middle of the
night, early in the morning, or in the afternoon between breakfast and lunch, or between
lunch and dinner.
“Oh, really!”
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“If this is not mere speculation but the truth, then your situation becomes much better.”
Needless to say, if this regularity becomes the truth, then saving Ari will be twice as
easy rather than staying in such a jagged situation.
I don’t need to be nervous all day but just have to be ready at a certain duration of the
day and the chances and efficiency of avoiding the crisis, of course, increased, also
Ari’s behavioural constraints will be loosened.
“Don’t stay away from me today, just in case. Let’s check in the evening and make a
clear decision.”
“Yes, Eonni.”
Then there was a glimpse of Sir Davery’s anxious voice. Looking back, Jinny, the maid
who had dropped a vase, was kneeling on the floor.
After exchanging glances with Ari, I approached and comforted Jinny. There were also
many scapegoat-victims of this world attempting to kill Ari.
***
A four-day series of birthday parties will be held at the same time as an aristocratic
coming-of-age ceremony.
I almost forgot the fact and spent time with Ari, as I was suddenly carried off by Bessie,
who appeared at one point, and suddenly I was faced with a dressing-up time.
It was only at the banquet hall that Ari and I were reunited after a brief break-up.
As an accessory, I only had one simple and easy-to-use earring, but even that looked
fancy enough, perhaps because of the color of the dress.
Ari was wearing a decent white dress today, similar to what she wore yesterday.
Although I lent my dress because she stayed here without a plan, it really suited her like
her own dress.
The hair was braided and a pearl necklace was worn on the exposed neck.
“Really?”
“Yes, good.”
“Both of you are dazzling, so this Davery Shack is having a hard time even to take a
peek, as it dazzles me.”
“Okay then.”
Ari giggled a little at Sir Davery’s reply. I could feel the attention of people around us
focused on Ari.
Of course, it was not easy for me, as I felt harsh gazes on my skin because of their
stares.
Yesterday, the centre of attention would have been Ash, but today it was on Ari and me.
Ash hasn’t come down to the banquet hall yet. If he had planned to attend, he would
have come to escort me earlier, so there’s a high possibility that he would not attend.
I heard from the butler that he woke up around lunchtime and moved from his bedroom
to his office, but he said Ash had not come out for a meal, which implied that he will
spend time in his office today.
I shrugged my shoulders, puzzled. At first, Ash often used to show his face only on the
first day of a banquet, even if it was a seven-day banquet. I had wondered if he would
do that even at the banquet where he is the main personality, but I guess the answer is
yes.
In fact, Ash should have appeared at the banquet hall earlier today to follow the
development of the book.
Then, he watched Agrita persistently throughout the banquet and later killed the two
young men who asked for her dance.
Anyway, it would also be absurd if Ash came out and followed the book smoothly, even
though many things were wrong from the beginning.
Nothing has happened yet since the vase accident around lunchtime.
Now, if something happens sooner or later and upholds quietly until tomorrow morning,
then regularity is almost true. Therefore, my job right now is waiting for the moment.
It’s time for the world to try to kill Ari, but I’ve worked hard to clean up all that could be a
threat in the banquet hall.
Here it was a kind of safe zone, with not only statues that could fall, but even carpets.
Ari won’t go out there to put herself in danger like she did yesterday. Sir Davery will
save her no matter what happens, but what the hell is going on?
The man’s face stood out as much as his voice. I think I’m seeing him for the first time.
“Oh, I said hello last time but it seems like you don’t remember.”
“I’m the eldest son of Count Kami, Rigaa Kami. It’s an honour to see you again,
princess Lydia.”
After hearing his self-introduction, still, nothing comes to mind, so I will probably not
remember it again the next time we meet.
The man, who had no way of knowing my thoughts, glanced beside me and said,
“I see.”
“It’s not an easy job to take over the family. I’m already exhausted from the successors’
class, haha.”
“I see.”
His manner looks vulgar… No, I can’t even read his expressions.
With his own distinctive smile, he held out a glass of drink he was holding.
He appeared with one in both hands, apparently thinking of giving one to me from the
beginning.
There was no particular reason to refuse, so I reached for it. It was also when I was
thirsty.
It was then.
I hesitated in astonishment. The man might have been surprised, but he could see that
he dropped the glass he was holding.
Clink, clink!
Sir Davery quickly pulled me behind him, so no debris nor drinks splashed on me.
While I and Sir Davery were asking if we were all right at the same time, the main
character with a shrill voice came this way.
“You are…”
“I didn’t know you’d even try to play such a dirty trick on the princess.”
“You don’t think I know that you’ve put a pill in the glass you were about to hand to the
princess?”
“Oh, my God.”
“Drugs?”
Even the fool could know that the pill they were discussing doesn’t mean the pill you
take when you’re sick.
“What the hell does that mean, Lady? What do you mean drugs!?”
“Are you going to play the same trick as last time and be brazen?”
Shaking his head in frustration, this unfaithful looking man glanced around.
“Misunderstanding?”
Before I knew it, people were huddled around. The man raised his voice to the crowd.
“I helped a drunken woman on the terrace at one of our last banquets. But she’s doing
this to me because she had misinterpreted it.”
“That’s right, someone was drunk. It was because you drugged the glass and gave it to
her!”
“I’ve told you many times that’s a misunderstanding. It’s my mistake to give a woman a
hard drink without knowing she’s so weak, but what do you mean drug?”
“I didn’t know it was a strong liquor because it was sweet. The woman who drank too
much and got drunk made a little mistake in front of me that day. I understand that it
was embarrassing and shameful to show indecent behaviour to strangers under the
influence of alcohol. But I can’t believe I’m being framed like this. It’s really unfair.”
“It’s not a lie. Lady, I’ve had enough. I understood the shame that she must have felt,
and I thought I should understand Lady who only listened to her friend’s words. But isn’t
this going too far? I will not stand still any longer if you slander me without any more
importance and discredit me!”
The woman’s face turned pale. The man’s attitude of denying the charges was very
imposing.
If that was acting, the man could take the path as a theatrical actor.
While my surroundings were whispering in confusion, I made eye contact with Ari.
I felt a sincere hatred standing with a woman who was staring at a man fiercely.
But it was true that there was no evidence, as the man said, to give her a hand in the
woman’s argument.
I looked down at the broken glass shards and drinks on the floor.
The story would have been a lot easier if that glass had been intact.
It would have been over if I had fed that drink to anyone.
Maybe he didn’t slip his hand because he was surprised, but the moment I heard the
woman’s voice, he purposely…….
By the time I was wrapped up with this crazy thought, Sir Davery stepped out.
“To……me?”
“Yes. Do you happen to know what medicine this young man used?”
“……I don’t know the name, but I know the effect. It makes the body to get tired and
lose memory partially.”
“If I hadn’t found him on the way that day, he’d done something terrible to my friend.
And she wouldn’t even remember. Everything he says is a shameless lie!”
“Lady!”
“Calm down.”
Sir Davery stepped in between and separated the two. A few words followed.
“I understand roughly the type of medicine. Then I’ll have to ask for some help now.”
“Help ……?”
Someone muttered while watching the situation. Sir Davery smiled as the answer.
As he walked from the entrance to this place, Ash naturally took up the surrounding his
gaze devoured it.
So did I. I didn’t know Sir Davery was trying to call up for Ash, so I stared at his familiar
and beautiful face as he was getting closer.
Although I found out about it late, it turned out that Ash didn’t show up alone.
Behind Ash were a few knights, while some of them were dragging a man each.
Three men of different shapes and sizes were thrown to the floor of the banquet hall.
“Aigoo!”
“Ugh!”
As I looked embarrassedly at the three people on the floor, Ash, who had come, opened
his mouth.
“Huh? Yeah.”
Ash, who came straight from his office and dressed in relatively comfortable clothes,
was still the most striking presence here.
As I often feel, Ash has a knack for just turning his surroundings into a background in
any situation.
Soon Ash’s eyes shifted towards Sir Davery.
Surprised by Ash’s voice, the people who were temporarily stiffened soon lowered their
voices and began to whisper to each other in a daze.
If Ash wasn’t right next to me, I would feel like whispering with Ari, too.
‘Who the hell are these people those were dragged in?’
At that time, I caught sight of the man, Kami young man. He had a firm expression
compared to the previous one.
“Save me.”
The three men, who had fallen on the floor of the banquet hall, soon fell on their knees
and bowed their heads to Ash.
“Do you remember both the type and the buyer of the drugs you sold?”
No, let’s say that is something they’ve done. But, the question is, how did he catch them
so quickly?
It was only a while ago that Davery’s team sent a person up from the banquet hall.
After receiving the report, Ash would have ordered them to be caught, but at a totally
unorthodox pace.
In the midst of surprise and wonder, a dealer who had exchanged a few more words
with Ash raised his hand carefully and pointed somewhere.
“It’s the count who bought the drugs from me a week ago.”
Even before the dealer pointed him out, the man had been slitting himself back, as if to
run away.
Soon he turned his body. At the same time, someone stepped exquisitely.
Ash, who took his eyes off the falling man, asked one after that,
“Well, it’s just been distributed recently… It’s colorless and odourless and tastes a little
bit bitter, but you can hardly feel it when it’s dissolved in a non-water drink as liquor. The
effect is that after a certain period of time after ingestion, the body becomes feverish
and weak….. The next day, they lose their memory after taking the drug.”
Someone spat out in a shocked tone as soon as his explanation was over.
“My God.”
There was a reason why the man’s smiling face looked so vulgar.
Then the man who caused the commotion screamed out in frustration.
“What?”
“Proof that I bought drugs from him and that I got it in the glass. You don’t have it, do
you?”
The man who fell down after being stopped while trying to run away proudly claimed.
“I bought the drugs on someone’s request. I just bought it. I’m innocent because I didn’t
use it!”
Apparently, I was right that he dropped the glass on purpose, not by mistake. He
believed in that situation and argued it.
“Can you tell the difference between a drugged drink and the one that’s not?”
The dealer followed it with a look at the floor which was messed up by the dropped drink
and glass debris.
It was the next moment when a dealer, who crawled there without hesitation, took a
drink from the floor with his finger and took it to his tongue.
I was stunned at the moment. Judging from the reaction, I didn’t think it was just me.
“Oh, by the way, I’ve heard that one before. Love potion.”
“Really?”
“Yes. I thought it was a real love potion, so I was going to buy it…..I didn’t know it was
that kind of drug.”
To be honest, it was me who desperately needed something like that love potion. Kind
of drug that forces someone to fall in love like magic through external forces, and if I
had that, then I’d have….
‘Huh?’
Wait a minute.
“Uh!”
“Lady?”
“Princess?”
The strange sound of calling me came to my senses. I awoke to the place and opened
my mouth awkwardly.
“No, nothing….”
It was then.
“Argh!”
“Lady Grace!”
It was a moment. It was between the brief moments when people’s eyes were focused
on me because of my sudden unexpected exclamation.
As the charges became clear, that man who had been driven to a dead-end rushed to
Ari, grabbed her and put a knife into her neck.
The man, who spat out curses, continued his words, pushing the blade closer to Ari’s
neck.
“I want one thing, Duke Weedgreen. Please state that you will not hold me and my
family responsibilities for what happened today. Then I’ll let this lady go.”
The man’s expression was solemn, but I couldn’t say a word because I was
dumbfounded.
Surely what the man offered as a condition was the most pressing thing for him now.
The fame, reputation in society, and facts that will fall when he is found to have used
drugs are not a big problem.
There will be scandals and scolding for trash, but it was a trifle.
What’s really important is to ask Ash the price for what he was trying to do to me in the
name of Duke Widgreen.
That’s why I thought his smiling face was vulgar, but I tried to receive the glass that was
served without any doubt.
It’d be over if he got caught, but I was wondering if he would have done anything. Was
he really thinking that he wouldn’t get caught?
Anyway, if it’s Weedgreen’s name, it’s not that difficult to drop the rest of a man’s life
into the mud when Ash makes up his mind.
Considering that, the hostage crisis was the last thing for this man to try.
‘Why Ari!’
In this situation, it was no wonder that a man accidentally cut Ari’s throat and killed her
while pretending to be in danger.
I was wondering how the danger would come to Ari in the banquet hall, where all the
dangerous things were put away, but I didn’t know it was like this.
It’s so messy.
“…….”
Yeah, I guess so. I know. Sir Davery was reflexively blocking my way the moment the
man moved.
His job was to protect me first, so he did what he had to do. I know, but!
But we don’t know when he’ll kill her. The man might soon have his hands twisted
regardless of his intentions.
‘No!’
Ash, who was just watching what the man was doing, asked, as I was anxious to hide
my nervousness.
“Uh, huh?”
No, why are you asking me that question? I nodded urgently as I didn’t have to think
about it.
I didn’t even see how he moved properly. It just seemed he had moved.
“Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!”
Changkang–
Then Ari, who escaped from the man’s arms, rushed to me. I hugged Ari in my arms.
As I patted Ari on her head, I glanced at the man on the floor. Sitting on the floor,
groaning, he had his wrists twisted in a bizarre direction.
“Eughhh…”
Soon some guards rushed in and completely overpowered the man. Ash’s orders were
short.
“Send him to his family. I’ll deliver his crime myself later.”
The three dealers, who played the role of middlemen, were dragged out of the banquet
hall as they had appeared hastily.
Ash looked back at me and Ari in my arms and said something to Sir Davery. The
banquet hall was so noisy that I couldn’t hear anything.
I nodded gently at his offer. Even so, we should clean up the dirty floor.
As I moved with Ari to the corner of the banquet hall, I glanced at the entrance where
Ash had already left.
‘There is.’
I blinked my eyes.
Because the people of the banquet hall came in twos or threes and gossiped with me
nonstop.
All the contents were just the same. They either ask if ‘are you okay?’ or ‘I’m glad
nothing bad happened’.
That’s the fact that Kami’s young man is crazy, he’ll be punished a lot, he’s such a
disgrace man who’ll be talking blah blah, nasty stuff, everywhere.
In the middle, the question ‘are you okay?’ was also directed to Ari.
And in the meantime, Sir Davery was on the lookout like a steel barrel.
How ironic he was, that throughout the time when the ladies and the wives had been
talking to me in a row, and no matter how old they were, the men couldn’t even let them
get close to me.
It was a question I threw when even a little boy, who barely reached my waist, came to
greet me, failed, and went back holding his mother’s hand.
“It’s an order.”
“…..”
Soon, I had spent so much time that it was around eight o’clock, I thought it was past
dinner time, so I left the banquet hall and separated with Ari.
The way back to the room was busy.
In fact, I’ve only had one thought in my head since a while ago. I couldn’t even hear
what people were saying at the banquet.
As soon as I arrived in the room, the first thing I did was to take out the “Spring of the
Goddess Agrita” book and unfold it.
flap flap—
‘Found it.’
I mentioned earlier that there are a total of three Gods in the world.
Among them, a temple devoted to the god of time prepared beads to turn back the time
as a gift for the goddess.
And in the temple where the god of love was honoured, they prepared a gift for the
goddess, which is…….
It was this.
I slowly glanced with my eyes, searching for a passage that explained as the Divine
Priest handed Agrita the enchanted cloth.
-The Goddess should not be hated by others, she should be loved by everyone. This is
a present we prepared for her.
-This is… …
-It’s enchanted cloth. If you wear this, everyone who sees the goddess will have more
than a crush on her.
In the same sex, in the opposite sex, in love, in the friendship between family and
friends will deepen.
Yes. The enchanted cloth, as its name implies, had the effect of enchanting others.
Just by wearing the cloth, the opponent will feel unconditional favour and affection for
the person.
Indeed, it could be said to be a treasure that suited the temple dedicated to the god of
love.
I thought about how I could implant Ash’s interest and favour for Ari, who seems to
recognize Ari as the other one around me.
There was an answer to this difficult problem that seems vague. This is it.
In fact, the explanation of “the enchanted cloth” in the book was quite poor.
At first, Agrita did not use the enchanting cloth. Because there was no reason to use it.
Even if she stayed still, she was the main character, so male lead, villain, and everyone
loved her. There were some jealous people, but they were motivated by her good heart
and eventually fell in love with her.
Without the help of Gods, Agrita was loved by all people anyway.
Therefore, the enchanted cloth had great efficacy, but it was a treasure that was not
very useful to the owner.
This is because the male lead of the book, Agrita’s lover, the Crown Prince, realizes the
existence of the cloth and burns it up as if it was a mistake.
The crown prince, described as the incarnation of jealousy – was the emperor at this
time – had no qualms about getting rid of the precious gifts that the temple had made
over the years in a single day.
Anyway, except for the special effects, the enchanted cloth, which was just a cloth,
turned into a handful of ashes and easily disappeared from the world.
To be honest, when I first read this passage, I couldn’t help but wonder why the
enchanted cloth was introduced.
Was it just an assortment? If you prepare a gift alone in a shrine dedicated to the god of
time, it will be out of balance somewhere or what?
For your information, the temple dedicated to the God of Destruction does not prepare
gifts for the goddess.
As the name of God of Destruction, Moses had nothing to give to her no matter what he
tried.
He didn’t have to give her a weapon that would increase her destructive power.
Instead, the sword and shield containing the power of destruction are delivered to the
crown prince, who is the lover of the goddess.
‘Anyway.’
I put the books back in the bookshelf and thought again about what I had to do.
Everything.
I recalled the past when I succeeded in stealing beads that turned back time.
Yeah, I can do it the way I did then. If it’s a temple, it’ll all have the same structure. The
way the treasure was hidden is probably the same.
Not just a theft like any angel girl, but it’s still a theft to live, so I hope you take it into
account.
I spent a night in which my heart throbbed with self-conscience, hoping for success from
God, as I planned to steal the treasure of the temple.
***
As soon as it was dawn, I sent a request for a visit to the temple, expressing my
intention to donate.
Though at heart I wanted to start right away to steal the cloth of fascination, the deity of
love was not a place to visit so bluntly.
Pre-requests and permits are mandatory, and even the permits have not been granted
without a certain amount of donations.
They were so obvious about that. It wasn’t like that when I visited the temple of time.
It can’t be helped that it’s their rule anyway. I spent my own money on a pretty large
donation.
“Yes, well.”
“What brings you there, lady? Didn’t you hate the temple?”
It’s all because of my past that the butler asks like that. Because once I was angry and
shouted with all my heart that God must have died.
It was a time of storm. As the storm arrived when I was particularly upset about my
miserable fate, including my previous life.
Come to think of it, it was all thanks to my social status that I was not taken to the
temple for contempt. Thank you so much for my social status.
“A temple dedicated to the god of love. God of love, it’s romantic, isn’t it?”
“One day a selfish God who only loves himself must be a narcissist…”
The butler shut his mouth and buried the ‘old days’ talks.
For your information, Ari had a crisis this morning as well. The frame hanging on the
wall suddenly fell on her head.
It was Sir Davery who saved Ari at that time. He was able to avoid the frame by pulling
Ari’s arm in good timing.
Reclaiming the sword with his waistband, Sir Davery asked in a voice of bewilderment.
At one time, a snake with a colourful body separated from its head and body was lying
around.
That snake suddenly appeared at the dining room during a meal, secretly approached,
endangering Ari’s ankle, and was caught by Sir Davery, and died.
“I saw a fortune teller and he said this year was a particularly bad year. Right, Ari?”
“That’s right.”
Ari eagerly responded to the made-up excuse. Sir Davery nodded, worrying as if he
should be careful.
I looked down at the body of a cold snake and asked a sudden question.
“Yes?”
“You just caught a snake. Would other people be able to do enough like you?”
The reason I was curious about this was that the snake materialized really discreetly.
There was no sound, no sign, and I didn’t even know it existed until it was carved into
Sir Davery’s sword.
It was the same for Ari, so she didn’t know anything and focused only on her meal, but
later saw the snake who had already died, and she looked like, “Heok, what is this?”
Sir Davery was the only one who discovered the snake in advance.
He answered.
“No.”
“No?”
“To be honest with you, I caught it because it was me. Normally, other people would
have pulled its sword out after the snake bit its target.”
“Surely speaking.”
At first glance, it sounded like a joke, but it was actually a true fact.
Sir Davery’s handling of the sword was picked within the talented Widgreen family.
It was also said that he would have entered the palace and served as the head of a
small group of knights if he had supporter for him, although he had once become the
reception of the servants.
Well, Ash is the one who acquired him after recognizing his value first, regardless of
everything else.
Anyway, that’s what Sir Davery did, and he was able to catch a snake.
The fact that it is not that easy to save Ari means that it cannot be safe for anyone to put
as her escort.
I brought him as an escort knight at best, but what’s the point if I can’t save Ari and let
him die because he is not good enough?
‘There’s not much of a man with great skill like Sir Davery.’
Oh, yes. As long as Ash likes Ari, he’ll be fully responsible for Ari’s safety after that.
There was a middle-aged man crying in his eyes among those rushing in to see if they
had heard from him.
“Floraaaa!”
“…..”
Chapter 22
“……what is it?”
“This is a door-to-door dealer who handles rare animals and miscellaneous goods. He
came to the mansion and was introducing his stuff, and suddenly he said that his pet
snake had disappeared.”
“Ah.”
Oh, my. . . .
By principle, it was the owner who should be responsible for failing to manage the
snake, so he had to pay the compensation for Ari’s danger, but I and Ari knew that he
was also a doomed victim of the world, so I gave him compensation and sent him back!
The butler seemed to have a complaint, but I just pretended as an adult with a gracious
smile.
The crisis that comes regularly for Ari was handled by Sir Davery’s skill wonderfully.
Maybe it’s just my feeling, but I think I’m getting used to this situation.
The long-awaited reply from the temple arrived two days later.
Though it’s later than I hoped to be here in a day, Still, this was not a bad speed.
As soon as I received a letter of permission to visit the temple, I hurried out of the
mansion.
Ari, who was sitting next to me in the carriage, whispered to me with a flushed face.
“I’m nervous, Eonni.”
“Me too.”
At the end of the banquet, The Grace couple returned to their home earlier, but Ari
decided to stay at the dukedom as my guest because she needed Sir Davery’s help for
her safety anyway.
Ari seemed to feel that perhaps it was an interesting challenge to go steal the treasure
of the gods.
She said she was nervous, but she seemed more excited.
It’s cute. If I think of her as a freshman in high school, everything she did just looked
cute.
Sir Davery, who was also in the carriage as an escort, watching us and then opened his
mouth.
“What?”
I knew as soon as I heard it. There’s only one human being in recent years that
deserves to be described like that.
Ari opened her eyes wide to see if she understood immediately, and then clapped her
hands.
“Yes.”
A brief explanation was added for Ari, who was not familiar with it.
Three days ago, on the second day of the banquet, he tried to give me a drugged drink,
but failed, and even staged a hostage crisis to cover it up.
The Count title was originally his father’s, so he did not have a separate title.
In such a situation, when he was separated from the family, the family name “Kami”
after his name will disappear as if it had never been before.
Then the only thing left for him is the name ‘Rigaa’.
“By the way, Count Kami must have made up his mind.”
But to do that, he had to be really determined and cut him off. It isn’t as easy with just
saying, ‘You’re not my son anymore. get out of this house!’.
The certificate of blood ties should be destroyed in front of others and deported
documents from the family should be formally written to receive notarization from the
imperial palace.
After doing so, it will be practically impossible to accept him as a family member again
in the future.
Of course, in a noble society where bloodline is considered everything, there were only
a few cases like this.
“It’s a wise decision. It is a reasonable choice rather than die together trying to harbour
a sinner.”
I suddenly remembered the fact that Ash had left the mansion and been somewhere.
Originally, he often went out for work, so I didn’t have to wonder where he was going,
but now that I see it, I think he might have visited the Count Kami in person.
Count Kami’s unprecedented quick and bold decision made it easier to explain.
If it was me, I would have abandoned the child faster than anyone else.
When I sunk in my thoughts, Ari patted me and whispered quietly in the ear.
Cider? How long has it been since I heard this expression? I pick smiled back.
“Yes, totally SXRITE.”
I put my heads together and giggled with Ari. Surely the opponent’s end was pleasant to
hear.
Although what he was trying to do to me was an unsuccessful attempt, it was likely that
he had ever done such a thing once or twice.
There must have been quite a few victims who couldn’t speak, but now that the shield of
identity to protect him has disappeared, I just hope that he will be retaliated and practice
causal retribution.
The Western Temple of Love, which holds the enchanted cloth, is quite far from here.
It wasn’t to the point of having to ride a horse all day, but the way to and from could
have been rather boring.
As soon as Ari put her head on the chair, she quickly began to breathe evenly.
I draped the curtain on the carriage window so that the prickly sunlight wouldn’t disturb
Ari’s sleep.
Clip, Clop—
The sound of horses’ hooves was echoed by the sound of the carriage.
Sir Davery, who was in quite a state for a while, asked me.
“I hardly remember going to the temple itself. I didn’t believe in God. Once.”
Once?
I thought it meant a lot. Apart from reminding me of my awkward past, which I had
buried beyond my memory,
“You don’t believe once, then how about now? Have you come to believe in God?”
“Um……”
“………….”
I took that answer to mean that he was more satisfied with his life now than ever.
Usually, distrust of God’s existence comes from frustration, anger, and scepticism about
the hopeless situation that God can’t do this to me.
At least I did.
For Sir Davery, perhaps meeting Ash somehow was a turning point in his life that
changed his perception of God.
Yes. The moment I was about to say so, the carriage suddenly rattled loudly.
“………!”
I almost chewed my tongue and looked back in the direction of the horseman’s seat.
Ari, who woke up suddenly from her sleep due to the rattle, looked around with a hectic
face.
Thud—
I wondered what the hell was going on. So, I reached out and pulled the curtains that
covered the window.
“What !?”
The dizzying view filled with grown trees with a fresh blue.
The carriage was suddenly running on a mountain road, more like a forest road.
“I’m asking because I don’t know, but……… Is this the right way?”
“……no, I guess?”
But the road wasn’t something like this. I had a strong feeling that it was not the right
way.
“I’ll do it.”
I put my head out of the window completely. This way I could see the horseman’s seat
You’re not saying you took the wrong road, are you? Although, I’m more convinced than
if this was the right road.
At a glance, a dismal voice brushed against the ear with the wind.
What?
“We all have to die together. I’m gonna kill them all.”
Thud!
No matter how much I looked at it, the horseman’s condition which seemed to be out of
his mind, made me dizzy.
While the horseman’s ominous words to himself, the excessive shaking of the carriage,
Ari’s brief screams and pain that eventually spread painfully by chewing his tongue were
crowded, I suddenly thought about it.
“Lady!”
The next moment the carriage wobbled rapidly.
My behaviour at this time was somehow instinctive. The hand moved first before the
head recognized the situation.
“Eonni?”
The next thing I noticed was a table, empty plates and utensils, a water bucket, a
napkin.……
“………Gasp.”
“Lady?”
My heart fluttered. I sat down and raised my hand to feel my right cheek.
The molar, which had been so hard to break the bead, still seemed to be tingling.
‘This crazy.’
I managed to get up and come back to the room. As soon as I closed the door, I slipped
weakly again.
“Crazy!”
I don’t know what’s on my mind that made me smash the marble. It must have been an
instinct to live. I lived by instinct.
“Wow…”
That’s all I could say. I was appalled at the fact that we might have all died together just
as we really were. My fingertips trembled as if I had a hand tremor.
I sat like that for a long time, then barely moved. I moved to the bed and spat to myself.
“Crazy world.”
I was relieved and believed by the presence of Sir Davery. I thought I’d be able to avoid
the crisis like how I’ve been doing through all the time.…..
“No, who would expect a mentally ill horseman would try suicide by rushing the carriage
along with the passenger to a cliff?”
It was amazing, so I threw a punch in the air. As if it was a punch to the world.
After a long time doing shadow boxing, I managed to calm my trembling heart.
Thanks to it, I came to my senses. I’ve been off guard. Knowing how insane this world
was made me stop relaxing.
Yeah, there’s no need to be nervous. I’ll be careful.
“Yes.”
Just in case, I replaced the carriage, and of course, I changed the horseman.
The new horseman was Alex, the young, healthy, obedient servant of the mansion.
“What?”
The reason for choosing Alex was simple. He was the most likely person to have no
mental illness among the numerous employees in the mansion.
He was always bright and simple as if he didn’t even know the foot of depression,
anguish, agony, conflict, and pessimism.
“Oh, I see! Haha, that’s right. When it comes to trusting things, it’s me, Alex.”
That’s how a (mentally) healthy young man, on the horseman seat, and I was not
completely relieved, so I asked Sir Davery to watch Alex from the seat next to the
horseman seat.
Sir Davery seemed not to know why he had to, but when I asked him with such a
serious face, he said he would.
I then replacing Sir Davery with two new knights to protect me and Ari, and finally left
the mansion.
“Well…. a little,”
Perhaps because of her memory when she was about to die the last time, she seemed
to be nervous.
I turned the curtain over the carriage window wide to the end, answering Ari’s worried
question.
I didn’t forget to bring a portable watch. I thought I’d check the time, from time to time
and get more alert from midday.
“Hihihinggg!”
“Uh!”
“What’s wrong?”
The carriage suddenly stopped. I hurriedly looked into the clock and immediately put my
head out of the window.
As if to hear Alex’s bewildered voice, Sir Davery had come down quickly and came up
to explain the situation outside.
“Child?”
“Help!”
The young voice cut the air desperately as if he had been waiting.
After following me, Ari put her head out of the carriage and soon covered her mouth.
What’s more, the appearance was grubby and shabby. It was a scene that evoked
some sympathy. Made a man ought to help.
“Just go.”
“Lady?”
“Eonni?”
If it were a normal situation, I would have asked and helped a child who looked unruly. I
wouldn’t even think about it.
“But lady…….”
“Quickly…”
At the same time, a group of black-clothed men roared in the thick of the roadside
grass.
“The little rat’s words were true. I heard that if you hide on this street, you’ll definitely
pass a nobleman carriage.”
Two guards, which I did not know when they got off the carriage, muttered as they
looked at the crowd, which had filled the view.
“……the bandits?”
“Are their numbers normal when they go swarming?”
The two knights pulled their own swords. I calmly talked to Sir Davery.
“Sir.”
“Yes,”
“Don’t worry. If you turn the carriage right away, it won’t take long to get to the nearest
police station. In the meantime, I will give my life to stop it.”
Sir Davery, who said so, had the face of a man who really decided to die, whether or not
it was empty words.
It was only after two beads had been blown away that I had doubts.
At first, I thought it was because I was careless. So I thought if I didn’t relax, I’d be okay
if I prepared carefully.
The cliff job was not particularly unlucky. In this way, the scale of the crisis inside and
outside was too different.
Inside the mansion, there’s a vase, a frame, but as soon as we get outside, we’ll see a
cliff, bandits……
It flashed across my mind. Come to think of it, it was like that before.
When Ari was outside, on the square, there was some massive accident like the
collapse of the clock tower and the explosion of the square that killed her.
Originally, the difference was huge. I couldn’t help but lament that I realized this fact
only after consuming two beads.
It was a big deal. If I go out with Ari, we’ll have an accident that we can’t handle.
Then it means I must leave Ari in the mansion and go to the temple.
This was the problem. I went out and stole the fabric at best, but when Ari died in the
mansion, the result would be neither porridge nor rice.
“In exchange, for your favour, is it okay for me to die because I neglect my duty?”
“Ck.”
“Why are you trying to keep me away from your visit to the temple? There’s no one as
a competent and versatile guard like me.”
“Yes, I mean. Can you protect Ari from the mansion with that skill?”
“My role is to protect you. If you’re that worried, why don’t you ask someone else to
become the escort for Lady Grace?”
As I realized earlier during the snake crisis, it was not that easy to get Ari out of danger.
It is too risky to leave her to any knight. I didn’t want to take any risks.
Of course, I may wonder if there are any articles in this mansion that could be
comparable to Sir Davery’s ability.
There were a few of them. However, such outstanding articles were already being
placed according to their skills.
It meant that I can’t just ask them to guard Ari and throw away whatever they’ve been
entrusted with.
Ummm.
……Ummm
I took a little more time, but eventually, I failed to persuade Sir Davery and recited my
steps toward Ash’s office inside the North hallway on the second floor.
Ask Ash is probably the clearest way to solve the problem at this point.
I was slowed down not because the head, but the mind.
It was never easy for me to ask Ash for something from some time ago.
It’s not because of Ash. To Ash, whatever I ask, no, even if I don’t ask, he would ask me
what I need and eventually did it without hesitation.
I didn’t want Ash to spend more time in town and increase his work because of me.
All of it eventually will become a fertilizer that adds to the resentful anger towards me
when the truth comes out.
When I arrived in front of Oval office with a slow-moving spirit, the guard at the door
spoke to me.
“Wait a moment.”
The guard then knocked on the door to announce that I had visited inside the office.
It was only a moment later that the door clicked open without any response.
“Come in, Noonim.”
After discreetly taking a breath, I stepped into the door that Ash had opened by himself.
I looked up from the inside of the Oval office to Ash’s familiar face, but he seemed to be
more tired. Then I straightened my neck.
“That’s, uh, if you’re not busy, can I ask you a simple favour?”
Then I sat face to face with Ash on the parlour. He asked me if I needed tea, so I shook
my head and fastened my goal.
“I’m…..”
‘I’m going to the temple of love to steal the enchanted cloth, and if I take Ari out with me,
she’ll be dead. So I have to leave her alone, and I’m here to ask you to help me find
someone to protect Ari in the meantime because Sir Davery, who’s qualified, doesn’t
listen to me and it’s hard to find the right person.’
“……I’m thinking of going to the temple for a while, and I’d like to have an outstanding
skilled knight here to escort Lady Grace.”
I suddenly agonized over Ash, who was silent. Do I have to add some extra
explanation?
Maybe he thinks the criteria I suggested are too much. It might have been the case.
Surely Sir Davery was a top-knight within the mansion.
It may be questionable that such a strong man is needed as an escort to Ari. I was
pondering what to add when Ash opened her mouth.
“If you need someone with the same level as Davery, then just use Davery.”
“Huh?”
As soon as I heard it, my eyes unconsciously turned to the desk in the office.
I don’t know, but when I saw the number of documents that didn’t seem to be small, I
opened my mouth.
“I told you.”
“…..”
I thought for a moment how far the west temple I was going to go would be from here,
but I stopped.
It was in a different direction than I thought, but the necessary problem was solved
anyway. There was no reason to refuse.
∞∞∞
Sir Davery waved his handkerchief in a restrained posture. I stared at him gently when I
saw him off and opened my mouth.
“You told me that you can’t. What did you tell me back then? You’re going to get your
bones plucked out if you neglect your duty?”
“You know, my body is under the sky, and that sky is the Duke.”
“……..”
“If it’s the Duke’s command, this Davery Sack would not have said those few words with
this darn mouth.”
There was nothing more to say about the imposing figure of Ash. Anyway.
“Don’t worry.”
Ari also responded. Although she wore the ‘want-to-follow’ face she knew the reason
why I was leaving her in the mansion, so she waved gently beside Sir Davery.
Is it just my feeling? I felt like the horseman was driving the carriage comfortably with all
his might.
As soon as he got on the wagon, he leaned against the chair like that and closed his
eyes. I couldn’t get rid of the thought that he slept less the night before.
In any case, Ash, neatly dressed in an out-of-town suit, was wearing a long sword at his
waist.
His tall, sturdy physique, and a sword that did not seem to be for decoration. In addition,
the face with the flowing features was combined, making it difficult for most people to
see Ash even before they could hear his identity and status.
Once they’ve heard his identity, oh, let’s just not mention it.
In particular, the deeper the survival instincts developed, the more nervous they were
and lower their postures, I thought.
‘I…’
I thought at a glance.
So if it was the first time we ran into each other at an event outside.
‘Would I be scared?’
Maybe I’ll be worried and scared even when I stare at him from a distance.
‘No, I don’t know. I might have been at ease, unexpectedly, because I didn’t know from
his appearance that he was a psychopath.”
Or maybe like this, I would have been uncomfortable because of his face.
It was when I was thinking about it and fixed my gaze on him. Ash opened his mouth.
“Huh?”
……….wasn’t he asleep?
As the eyelids slowly rolled up, golden eyes like glass beads were revealed.
“That’s…”
“……..”
I didn’t want to say I was just looking at him, so I quoted Sir Davery’s question. Thank
you, Sir.
“No. Never.”
“Then this is your first time. What do you think? Western love temples are pretty
famous. Aren’t you curious about what it’s like?”
“Well… …not really. Rather than that, I’m more curious about what Noonim wants to do
there.”
If I keep looking at him, he’ll think I have something to say. So, I’ll just have to see the
scenery.
The carriage moved at a fairly quick pace while maintaining a high level of comfort.
I thought it was quite advanced technology. Thanks to the horseman’s hard work, my
eyes started to squint gently.
‘Sseeup.’
I straightened my body and pretended to fix my dress up. In the meantime, the carriage
stopped completely.
The horseman opened the door. When I got off the carriage after receiving Ash’s escort,
I could see the exterior of the temple at a glance…
“Wow…”
“It’s so easy.”
It’s so easy to get here, with nothing happening. I should have done this before. Oh, my
beads.
“Nice to meet you. I’m Lobo, the priest of the Western Temple of Love.”
We sent a message before departure, and a woman dressed in white priestly clothes
greeted us as if she had been waiting.
Both of us are beautiful, but I don’t know why she’s still staring at Ash.
“God will be glad to see you. Beauty is a gift from God. Now, this way,”
Soon after, we followed the priest’s instructions and stepped into the entrance to the
temple.
The tall building, which seems to be a mixture of descending rocks and ivory, was
magnificent, from walking and inside were similar.
The white pillars continue endlessly along the corridor, and the ceiling is very high,
giving the impression of being open even though it is indoors.
It was rather monotonous because there were no decorations, but in other words, it was
clean and tidy.
“For a piece of brief information, the temple was built about 300 years ago under the
orders of the Holy Father of the time. The Zarzier brothers who were called the greatest
architects of the time……”
I listened to her explanation with one ear. There was only one thought in my head.
‘As expected.’
It was fortunate that my guess was right. I was worried because the appearance looked
a little different, but when I came in, the structure of time was almost identical to the
temple of time.
The other thing maybe was the windows torching the sun from time to time.
It’s the room where the High Priest stays, their secret space inside it.
The enchanted cloth was kept in it. It was clear from the passage from the book I read
that from that secret space, the High Priest had taken out the enchanted cloth and
handed it over to Agrita.
‘If the method of storage is the same as the time’s bead, it’s not that difficult to get it in
hand. All I needed to do was just get in that room.’
The good thing about the temple is that it does not set up security guards in front of the
room because of faith among devotees.
They were only wary of outside intrusion, and once they entered, they were free to
move everywhere.
However, it was not possible to make any disturbance because there were many young
knights who came to study within the temple.
Of course, it wasn’t my purpose to make any disturbance, although I needed one million
to sneak in, it doesn’t matter.
While breathing inwardly in the low tension, the priest stopped walking. She pointed to
the left.
“It’s a small prayer room. You can donate here and pray to God.”
“Ah, yes.”
“When you’re done praying, we’ll show you the small auditorium, the main auditorium,
the reception room, and the waiting room. I’d like to show you the atmosphere first, but
now the High Priest is praying.”
The high priest is praying. If so, then it means that the room is currently empty. All right,
lucky me.
“Well, what does the priest do while we pray in the small prayer room?”
“I can’t interrupt your prayers, so I’ll wait here in the hallway. When you’re done, you
can come out right away or try calling me, it’s fine.”
“Ah. I see.”
I then stepped into the small prayer room. As soon as I entered and closed the door, my
eyes glistened.
Pretending to be praying, I should get out of here and sneak into the room of the High
Priest.
I will quickly steal the cloth, and then I can come back here, take the pretence off, and
go straight into the hallway.
I looked inside the prayer room. I opened the window and thought about pulling myself
out of it, and then I met Ash with my eyes.
“……….”
“…….”
It was not as difficult as I thought to find the room of the High Priest. I don’t know if it
was built by the same person, but I really want to praise the idea that all temples have
the same structure.
As if I were shooting a spy movie, I walked under the window, or hid behind a pillar,
carefully moving into the room.
Ash went along with my actions. Although, I don’t know what he’s thinking.
Chapter 25
I arrived at the place I was aiming for. I sighed as soon as I entered the room of The
High Priest.
“Huuu.”
I looked around the room. The space was large, but the furniture was simple and small.
In the past, it was hard when I was doing it alone, but Ash helped me, and the bookshelf
was pushed back very easily.
The joy elated inwardly. It was no different than when I stole beads.
In any sense, I stepped out into the secret, narrow space that looked like a secret space
and suddenly heard Ash laughing sound from behind.
“……why?”
Instead of interrogating him, I moved my steps. Apart from the smoothness of this
situation, we did not know when the prayer of the High Priest would end, so we needed
to hurry.
Inside the secret space, there was a wide podium, as tall as a child. And a square box
was placed on it.
An ivory box with no pattern. At first glance, it looks normal, but that box is actually
surrounded by divine power.
If you try to open it with force, it will never open. But instead, if you touch the surface
and arrange the letters on the surface to guess the set password, the lock will be
released and the box will open.
Then, on the surface of the box, white light and a subtle text came out softly.
I picked up scattered letters one by one and dragged them with my fingers to start
mixing them in the centre.
I finished the arrangement and waited for a while. Soon the text will disappear and the
message will open.
Suddenly, the letters were scattered all over again, and the box began to make a loud
noise.
“…….!”
It was the first time I experienced it, but I could tell by feeling it. This means I typed the
wrong answer.
‘No, why?’
But it couldn’t be wrong. If it’s not his name, then what? I remember reading in a book
that writing God’s name in code in the temple is like an implicit promise between them.
‘Is it different?’
Quickly, I moved my hands again. Eros, Cupid, I’ve typed all the other names of the
God of Love I know.
However, the response to it was all wrong and the box remained unchanged.
I got nervous. The sound was too loud. At this rate, it would be only a matter of time
before people would come.
I let go of the box and pulled Ash in a hurry first. And we hid behind the podium as soon
as possible.
Following the footsteps, there was a sound of conversation. I held my breath in close
contact with Ash behind the podium.
“If I didn’t mishear it, they might have already escaped. Go out and take a look at the
outside.”
“Okay!”
I was still holding my breath as long as I could without moving. At that time, the
bookshelf that I had closed was pushed back.
“Ugh, by any chance, here?”
The opponent seemed to look inside for a moment. Soon after, he murmured to himself.
“What……it can’t be. It’s a place that only a few people know. Uh-huh, this is so heavy.”
“…….”
I breathed out the breath that I had held back only after a little more time had passed
after I heard the bookcase closing.
“Whoa.”
The air-filled the lungs at once. Ha, thank God. It was a close call.
The low height of the platform gave me the strength to lift myself up because I hid in a
sitting position. Then I slipped.
“Ack.”
“……Uh, uh.”
Only then did I realize how close I had been to Ash since we hid behind the podium.
The sound of a heartbeat seemed to be heard suddenly. There was a clear ringing in
the ear. I wonder if I’m still nervous.
Without knowing why I tried to turn my head in a hurry to avoid looking at him, but I
hesitated.
Hold still.
I jumped to my feet, grabbing the podium. Then I touched the box again.
Next, I matched the text.
Riar.
Not the god of love, but the god of beauty, and this time there was no loud noise.
Instead, the white light shone more brightly at the moment. Then, click– the box
opened.
“……..”
I’m speechless.
I entered the name of the god of beauty because the moment I saw Ash’s sculptural
face closely, I suddenly remembered a priest who guided us.
She couldn’t take her eyes off Ash’s face from the moment we entered the temple, and I
remembered what she had said that ‘Beauty is a gift from God’.
‘Ha….’
This is absurd. Is beauty more love? Is the face that important? I’ve known it since I
uncovered my money, but these snobs.
“Done?”
asked Ash, who had followed me. I nodded as I pulled the cloth out of the open box.
I wanted to slowly appreciate the enchanted cloth that I met in person, but not here. I
had to get out of here. I felt a bit impatient, perhaps because I almost got caught.
It doesn’t mean much, but I put another cloth I brought in instead. Then I closed the box
and pushed the bookcase.
I left the High Priest’s room, and this time I sneaked back to the prayer room.
Ash took off his coat obediently and handed it to me, so I put it on my body and hid the
cloth in it.
Soon after, we went back to the prayer room, Ash suddenly said,
“If that was what you needed, you should have told me earlier at the mansion.”
“Huh?”
‘Would he have kidnapped the High Priest, threatened, forced to deliver it, then killed
him to shut his mouth…..?’
Soon I opened the door of the small prayer room with Ash and went out.
As she said, the priest, who was waiting calmly in the hallway, welcomed us with a
puzzled face.
“How was your prayer? Oh, it must have been a little cold in the prayer room.”
I had a cough.
“Well, it’s still time for the seasons to change. Would you like some warm tea in the
reception room?”
I shook my head. Then, I became more immersed in acting as if I was sick, which I had
already mastered in my previous school days.
“Thank you, but I’m fine. Now that I’ve finished praying, I’m thinking of going back now.
I’d love to see more, but I’ve just had chills.…..”
“Ah.”
There is usually some kind of a healing shrine in the temple, but as far as I know, they
were only able to treat the injury but were powerless to disease.
The priest seemed very sorry to let us go as it was -maybe it was because of Ash- but
she could not hold back a sick person and led us back to the entrance.
Ugh. Honestly, I didn’t have the guts to look at the temple with the enchanted cloth
hidden in my body.
I checked inside the jacket to make sure the enchanted cloth was still there, and
suddenly I hesitated.
I touch the pocket money with the tip of my hand. Come to think of it, I forgot I should
have left it in the small prayer room.
‘What do I do?’
In fact, you might wonder what’s wrong with not paying the donations when my purpose
of visiting was for stealing.
But it was on my mind. It’s a bit of a guilty conscience for stealing the cloth.…..
“I’m going to the small prayer room for a while. I’ll be right back, so please wait.”
“Let’s go together………”
At this moment, it was a bit awkward to see because there was an etiquette that said, ‘a
nobleman shouldn’t run’.
Where else is a shameless thief like me? By the way. That’s what I thought.
It was right after that I bumped into someone who was coming from the other side.
“Ah!”
A light blue cloth shaped like a muffler was dangling at the feet as if it had been dropped
as I was smashed.
I tried to pick it up in a hurry, but my opponent was a step faster than me.
A man’s hand with calluses, but at the same time, long and straight fingers picked up
the cloth first.
As if he thought I was originally wearing it, he naturally wrapped it around my neck with
a calm touch.
Clothes that are naturally eye-catching with patterns embroidered with sleeves and gold
threads on white fabrics and gorgeous decorations.
When I first saw the clothes, not the face, because of the height difference, I wondered
where I had seen them.
“My God.”
Brilliant blondes resembling the sun’s rays, the green eyes that seem to have attracted
all the recordings of the world.
This world male protagonist, the lover of Agrita in the book, and the current Crown
Prince, Igret, who will later be crowned as the emperor.
Chapter 26
‘Why is he here?’
The unexpected meeting left me stunned. Although this place isn’t somewhere he can’t
go.
I was embarrassed from receiving his attention and soon lowered my head.
The Crown Prince and I were only formal acquaintances. Perhaps the majority of the
aristocracy is just the same.
Surprised by an unexpected coincidence, the impression did not last long. The flustered
chest soon subsided again.
The Crown Prince was originally a person who enjoyed going out. He often went out in
incognito, and even sometimes wandered around without covering his face.
If I had the same hobby to wander around, I might have run into him a few times like
now.
“I have a business to attend to, so I’ll be on my way. Although our meeting is short, May
God bless you.”
“Wait.”
“……?”
I tried to pass by but stopped moving. No, I’m pretty busy. Why are you holding me?
“Rose…”
“…….”
‘What?’
The Crown Prince I know was extensively indifferent and plain to others. So, he is not
the kind of person who can say such a thing to someone who only has a formal
acquaintance with him, in such a situation.
I suspected it from the bottom of my heart, and suddenly my thoughts went crazy
somewhere.
Ah.
“Thank you. Your majesty golden hair looks like a dazzling sun.”
“What?”
“…..?”
I wish that was a narcissist’s statement that he liked his own hair colour, but I didn’t
think so.
‘Uh, um.’
I didn’t know that the Crown Prince, who was also called an iron wall among many
young people, would be coming out like this.
What’s more, I wasn’t even wearing the cloth now. Given that the effect of the
enchanted cloth only occurs temporarily when the cloth was wrapped around, so right
now, what the crown prince said was because of the aftermath of it, as he was drunk for
some moment.
I didn’t know from the book, but wow, this snob temple created something really scary,
right?
“I’ll take it as a compliment. It’s a great honour. Then forgive me for stepping down first
because I’m pretty busy.”
Then, despite the discourtesy, I turned right around. A quick step past the corner.
It was hard because it was uncomfortable. I almost got into trouble unexpectedly.
“Ah.”
By the time I came back to the entrance, I remembered the fact that the donation was
still with me, but it was already late.
***
Igret turned his head towards the voice calling for him.
A High-colored blond hair with vivid green eyes. Looking at the captivating handsome
man like a mountain shining, the elder priest clicked his tongue.
“Your Highness, have you been confused again? I told you last time that the waiting
room is not this way. You’re not supposed to come out on the way.”
The priest’s attitude of valiantly speaks that the crown prince of this country was
easygoing and brazen.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, but I’ve brought you in trouble every time.”
Prince Igret Hayden, who is considered perfect in all respects, in fact, has the worst
sense of direction.
The reason why this is not well known outside even though his level of sense direction
is quite serious is that no matter how wrong the way he may take, people around him
always accept it and will take care of it.
The High Priest, one of the few people who knew the truth, hung his head and took the
lead.
Instead of answering, Igret came up with a shimmering figure before his eyes.
Rich red hair that seemed to fit in as if it were in the rose garden.
A large round but slightly raised eye, a tight chin on a tall nose, a small round mouth.
The sparkling amber eyes.
He remembered her cat-like face when she pretended not to do so but showed her
bewilderment inside at his every word, he smiled incoherently.
The High Priest looked strangely back, but soon rolled his eyes again and walked
silently.
One of the empires’ few duke’s young ladies, so of course, the crown prince wouldn’t
have not known her.
He’d met her several times in public. He must have seen her at a banquet hosted by the
imperial family.
He couldn’t recall the memory of that time. This means that the impression was not that
strong.
‘Well, anyway.’
The green eyes, which are praised for being more beautiful than nature’s greens, were
quickly hidden and revealed.
When he arrived at the temple a moment ago, he recalled what a priest had said to him.
‘Me?’
‘Yes, there are signs of meeting your fate within this year.’
The priest then gets scolded by the senior priest telling him “you’re not actually a fortune
teller so how would you know”.
Igret took it as a blessing and virtue of greeting because it was a temple of love.
‘Love.’
He really hopes so, but with a smile on his face, he stepped the path to the hall along
with the high Priest.
***
“Uh….. Oh……”
“Argh!”
The man who was a criminal with a cold sweat breathed out. His eyes turned to his
trembling hands.
A man wrapped in bandages had only a few good fingers on his hands.
“Uh, Ugh……”
Soon the man began to curl up and shake his whole body.
Ligaa Kami, no, just a few days ago, Ligaa remembered what happened to him days
before.
‘Which finger did you use when you put on the pill?’
He was expelled from the family for being caught trying to drug Princess Widgreen at
the banquet.
The hostage-taking was a situation he didn’t think about, but anyway, he failed and his
situation fell into the mud.
The noble family name after his name is gone, but his father is still his father.
Even if he cut his Father-Son relationship on the document but he was still his father’s
son by blood.
It was heartbreaking not to take over the family, but material support for his future life
will not be too unfortunate.
However, after he was kicked out of the mansion which he was acknowledged at, also
he didn’t get any material support.
When he visited in person, the lowest subordinates dared to drive him out of the
entrance like a miscellaneous goods merchant.
‘If you don’t answer, I’ll have to cut them off one by one.’
‘Aarrrggghhhh!’
‘Now, next.’
Barely managing to answer with a whole word, he lost his finger starting with the thumb
on the right hand, and now left with his left thumb and index finger.
All that left was barely iron and steel. He flipped several times, losing five fingers
horribly.
Soon the Duke of Widgreen managed to let him survive and he rose up on the floor,
convulsing. He took off his blood-stained gloves and handed them over to the knight
who was guarding them.
‘Why did you bring me here when you were going to do everything yourself? Just throw
your gloves in the trash.’
‘So noisy. If you want to do something, take him to the doctor and save him.’
‘That thing?’
‘He needs to have a long life so he can see the hell in front of him.’
He lived, but he didn’t know if he could say he survived this whole thing.
“Khehe, Khehehe…….Kheheh.”
Let alone his fingers, he couldn’t even walk properly. The right foot’s Achilles tendon is
broken.
This was the work of that knight.
The knight pulled a small dagger out of his arms and drew on his heels while he was
dragging him to the hospital as ordered.
Then he took his finger to his mouth, covering his mouth so that he couldn’t scream.
‘Shh. It’s nothing compared to your crushed fingers, right? But if I don’t do something,
my anger won’t go away. I want to kill you right now, considering all the dirty work
you’ve been trying to do to my lady. I’m sorry to keep you alive, but I’m going to put up
with this.’
The man was as dark as he was. When he came to senses, he was at a dirty old
hospital.
“hehe…..heh.”
After a long time in a worn-out bed, he murmured, “I don’t know if I’m laughing or
sobbing.”
The vocal cords that had been overworked to scream were still intact. The sound of
hissing cracked in a mixture.
“The bastards who made me this way, and the main culprit, that woman bitch, I’ll never
let her go.”
The aid of the family cannot be desired. He lost his identity, his money, his people, he
lost everything he had.
Even though all he was talking was about revenge, he didn’t know how to do that.
Chapter 27
Donations that could not be left behind in the prayer room were eventually delivered
through the priest.
The priest seemed to be embarrassed at first glance as if it was unusual to deliver such
a separate message, but eventually, I still passed the pocket money to her
I left the temple with the enchanted cloth that had been stolen so safely.
This is because I suddenly remembered reading a passage of the book about the crown
prince I encountered today.
The prince’s visit to the temple of love at this time of year was also described in “Spring
of the Goddess Agrita.”
‘I’m sure…’
When the weather changes at the beginning of autumn. Feeling a sense of unprovoked
emptiness recently, the Crown Prince wondered if he could know the cause of this
sudden emptiness and loneliness – although I think it was just the feeling of autumn –
he visits the temple of love in the west.
And there, he hears a prophecy from a new official priest- whose task is not hearing a
prophecy, that said ‘You will meet your destiny within this year.’
Later, the seasons changed and on a cold winter day, as he ran into Agrita like fate in a
deserted alley in the capital, the crown prince suddenly recalled what he had heard in a
temple in the past, and the scene of the recollection was exactly what I read in the book.
‘Wow.’
I was slightly impressed.
Aren’t I a genius?
I understood why the Crown Prince was in that distant temple of love at this time.
‘I have no luck…..’
The encounter between the Crown Prince and me was quite a coincidental overlap. Of
all things, the place, the time.
‘ck,ck.’
How will the Crown Prince return to his senses and recall today’s events in the future?
Would he think like ‘why on earth did I do that’ or ‘was I crazy’ and wouldn’t it remain a
painful dark history for him? Turning the bedclothes into rags before going to sleep, and
advising himself to die?
It was a pity. Why did he pick it up and put it around my neck instead of just giving it to
me….?
I gazed out of the window in a flurry at the disaster brought on by his own kindness.
No, wait, is it kindness when he put something that dropped from the floor around the
neck of someone?
‘Well…’
Anyway, bad luck was bad luck. I wish the crown prince, who is known for being
excellent in many ways and for his outstanding memory, would be blessed to forget it as
soon as possible.
Then I arrived at the mansion almost exhausted.
It was just getting dark by the time we arrived. I’ve been riding a carriage for almost half
a day, and I’m dying. Ugh, this is too much.
Of course, Ash was the only one with a lively face that didn’t show any fatigue, but the
physical strength between Ash and I was almost not comparable.
I relieved myself with the bath that Bessie had given me, and I recovered my strength
with a simple dinner.
Ari did not mention the object or the detailed act because there were ears around him.
I showed my thumbs up without saying anything. Ari gave a small round of applause.
After a little chat in the living room, the evening passed quickly.
“Ta-da!”
“Wow!”
“Of course.”
Ari, who did not hide her curiosity, touched the cloth around. She caressed it very
cautiously.
I looked fondly at her. Cute.
“Wasn’t it difficult?”
“Hmm.”
At this time, it passed through my mind that I would have been caught red-handed while
stealing and that I might not have solved the box’s password if it wasn’t for Ash’s face,
but I decided about forgetting the past.
“What?”
“Angel girl…”
“Neti?”
“Lupin?”
“Hehe.”
The giggled Ari soon lifted the cloth with a slightly bolder touch than before.
She was intrigued to hear that it was a treasure from the book, but she seemed to be
curious because she had not seen any proof from it yet.
The enchanted cloth, in fact, was plain on the surface and seemed so ordinary.
Not only the shape and colour, but also the material felt by the touch was not unique at
all.
If I had not read the sacrifice of the Crown Prince in the temple from the book, I would
have wondered if this plain cloth really had that effect.
“What?”
The types of emotions were slightly different, but I heard that longing and friendship
were formed or deepened anyway.
After a while, I thought this would be enough, so I untied the cloth. Only then did Ari
open her mouth with a sober face.
“Eonni!”
“…Huh?”
“It’s blinding. If I were a man, I would definitely propose to you. No, if this was the
Netherlands, even a woman would have proposed!”
“Ah, is it?”
Ari fluttered her hands as if her words could not express everything.
Ari’s eyes, looking down at the enchanted cloth, shifted. Ari curled up the cloth and soon
wrapped it around her neck.
“Look at me too, eonni.”
“No, to be honest with you, the proposal is a joke. But it’s still amazing.”
How should I express this? When Ari wore the enchanted cloth, Ari lit up in a twinkle.
It was so bright that I couldn’t take my eyes off it, and my heart was fluttering.
My heart was pounding with the urge to let my opponent know I was there and win her
favour.
‘This is crazy.’
Why did they make this? Are they really making this as a present to the goddess?
‘If I wore this, I would have been burned to death because I was called a witch, not the
goddess.…’
Perhaps it was for Agrita’s safety, not jealousy, that the crown prince burned down the
enchanted cloth.
‘Crazy temple.’
With such a grand name like the temple of love, but actually, they are just snobby.
And so I’m going to tie Ash’s eyes and attention to her, and I’m going to be able to run
away as originally planned.
“…….”
“Eonni?”
“Oh, huh.”
“So from now on, am I going to use this enchanted cloth to seduce the villain?”
I wonder if she could have agreed. Just in time, Ari brought up the subject.
I nodded, ignoring the strange bitterness on the tip of my tongue. Maybe it’s because
I’m tired.
“Right.”
“Are you worried it wouldn’t go well? You just saw the effect of cloth.”
“That’s true.”
‘But he’s still a villain. To kill such a pretty, nice, perfect eonni!’ Ari pretended to shiver.
When did perfect come after being pretty and nice? Maybe it’s because of my good
characteristics.
For Ari, who knew the contents of the book, Ash seemed to be called the villain
completely.
I pulled one leg from the bed and asked with my chin up.
“You don’t get excited?”
“Yes?”
“He’s handsome.”
I may be a much known Ash as a villain better than Ari, but sometimes it’s hard to take
my eyes off when we’re close enough and he crinkles his eyes and laughs.
Come to think of it, Ari did not seem to have paid much attention to Ash since she first
appeared at the banquet hall.
She was the heroine back then, so I thought, of course, she’d do it.
Ari asked back, jumped on the place and shook her head.
“Oh, that’s true. Right, he’s really handsome. I’ve never seen anyone that handsome in
my life since I was born.”
“And?”
“And what more, his hair and eyes are not black.”
“Huh?”
“I guess I’m Korean to the bone. No, Asian? Anyway, if your hair colour and your eyes
are colourful, not black or dark brown, it doesn’t look like a person. Just the feeling of
looking at a handsome painting or sculpture?”
“Aha…”
I couldn’t come with that presume, since even in my previous life, I always like western
actors with blonde hair.
“So Sir Davery also doesn’t look very human, does he?”
“What about Alex? He’s got brown hair and almost black eyes, he- the one that moved
the frame from your room before.”
“Oh, him? He looks like a human being, but just his appearance looks like a human
being.”
“Aha.”
Ari, who raised the enchanted cloth again, tossed the topic.
“Then this cloth, when and where shall we use it? I don’t think I should wear it around
anytime.”
Chapter 28
“That’s true. Because it’s a stolen thing. If we use it anywhere and the rumours go out,
I’ll be taken to the court.”
The enchanted fabric should have been used quietly to avoid the other’s eyes in the
future.
Which means we need to create a chance for Ari to be alone with Ash.
“I’ll help.”
Since then, the discussion has started. How on earth will Ari and Ash create their own
chance?
“Tomorrow?”
“Let’s do it tomorrow fast. Let’s strike the iron while it’s hot.”
There was a point in Ari’s remarks about the date of the plan’s execution.
“No.”
“Why?”
“Escort?”
I nodded slowly.
***
I have this idea on my mind from before. I couldn’t leave Ari’s safety to Sir Davery for a
long time in the future.
Sir Davery was a perfect escort who fit for such excellent work, but he was tasked to be
my escort. There were many restrictions to protect Ari.
Sir Davery neglected Ari to protect me there, and the defenceless Ari was taken
dangerously as a hostage.
Without Ash, she might have died once and I would consume the beads again.
There is no way that such a thing will never happen again. And I couldn’t blame Sir
Davery for that.
Because he is my escort and he will always be by my side, Ari had to be in the same
place with me naturally to get help from him.
In order to avoid the crisis’s regular visit in the morning, Ari had to wake up early and
come out to the living room where I was, it repeated not only in a day or two but every
day, so I could feel Ari’s complaining of fatigue.
‘She seems to have a lot of morning’s sleep.’
If there was an escort by her side while she was sleeping in the morning, Ari would be
able to sleep well until late.
For reference, it is simple to say that we have been aware of these problems but we just
finally will solve them now.
Because there’s no one to put as Ari’s escort who equivalent, or even a little less, to Sir
Davery.
So, when I first recognized this problem, I stumbled on it with the idea of leaving it up to
Ash in the future, but that’s not the fundamental solution.
In order for Ari to be safe even after I run away from this mansion, she also needed a
good escort.
Of course.
I trusted this and now loading myself into the carriage with Ari.
It’s too early in the morning now. It wasn’t time for Ari to be in danger.
“Eonni, can I really get an escort?” In the middle of the sound of horse hooves, Ari
asked me.
I made a boast.
‘Let me see.’
I took out the paper I put in my arms again and unfolded it. The paper, which was of
poor quality, rustled.
I sent someone to the guild early in the morning to buy some necessary information.
The personal details and materials of the winners of all official swordsmanship
competitions over the last five years, those who do not yet belong to any family and
remain as free articles.
In the family that needed talent, they naturally tried to recruit such winners.
In other words. It’s either asking for a huge payment or hold out to be recruited for a
high-rank aristocrat. Such cases were common.
There are a total of four high-rank articles, and one of them was a female.
As I stared at the paper containing the portrait, Sir Davery, who was sitting opposite me
wondering.
To Sir Davery, who does not know about the Enchanted Cloth, of course, will only show
such objective facts. I shrugged my shoulders.
“It’s all right, I’ll show you an unusual situation this time.”
It was impossible for a prim and proud knight to violate a contract he signed himself for
any reason.
Dissolve it gently with the enchanted cloth to steal his rational judgment, and make him
sign the contract, then making him as Ari’s escort.
It’s not that I don’t realize that technically, I’m close to doing something like that, but I
still think it’s not bad for the other party.
Ari is a good person from a good aristocrat family, and a good aristocrat will naturally be
a good employer.
I heard that there are many nasty aristocrats, who rolled their own escort articles into
rough and choreful work as if they were servants.
How much angel is Ari compared to those guys? Besides, she’s pretty and nice.
‘If you stay as Ari’s escort a little more, you’ll soon like Ari.’
Wouldn’t it be worthwhile to serve a person who is personally you are also interested
in?
Soon I got out of the carriage. Arrived at one of the busy residential areas of the capital.
I thought it would be better to find a woman escort because I needed her to be with Ari
at all times.
“Let’s go!”
Linda Eiffel, whatever you want, I’ll let you down with the enchanted cloth!
And…
“As you can see.”
“…..”
“I’m hurt.”
“I’m left-handed. If you’re here to recruit me, you’d have figured that out, right?”
“Uh…”
“The injury is pretty big. It’s going to take a while to be able to swing the sword as
before. If you really need me, come back after this year.”
Not being able to speak to the unexpected situation, Sir Davery murmured beside me.
It was backbiting for what I said in the carriage, ‘I’ll show you an unusual situation.’
When I glared, he said a word to comfort me.
“You can’t be full at first drink, my lady. And wouldn’t it be better not to be able to say
anything than to be rejected after said something?”
Let’s not have any regrets about the past. I got my strength up quickly.
Brant Billen was quite skilled who won the last two consecutive swordsmanship
competitions.
He was only second in line because he was a man, but I would be very reassured and
relieved to have him as Ari’s escort.
I bravely headed to the cafe where Sir Brant would stop by at this time.
And…
“100,000 gold.”
100,000 gold is roughly 500 to 700 million won in Korean currency when I lived in the
past.
No matter how noble a man was, 100,000 gold was not an easy amount to get.
However, Sir Brant continued to speak.
I didn’t blink at all. It doesn’t matter if you ask for 100,000 gold or a million gold.
I’ll believe Mr Enchanted Cloth and tried to move to a quiet place where there were no
people.
“Never less than that. That’s how much it costs to treat my brother.”
“…yes?”
“If I don’t continue with the treatment with the money I earn, I won’t be able to save my
brother with his incurable diseases.”
This situation wasn’t good, from the start till the second time. It was an unusual flow.
Sir Davery give me real consolation this time.
“We still have half the time left. Let’s trying to get a better person.”
“……”
No, no. That black cloud would be just a black cloud. It’s just a simple weather
phenomenon that has nothing to do with today’s day.
***
Damn it.
Sir Davery said nothing, whether he thought it was a time when comforting and teasing
were unnecessary.
The dark cloud was a prophecy. I eventually crumpled up the useless paper and threw it
on the floor.
‘Why!’
The situation was not much different for the remaining two who were busy visiting.
One is not supposed to emigrate to meet their separated family when they were young,
and the other one just hurried down to the news that their fiance, who promised their
future, is dying in their hometown.
Why are there so many stories? What should I’ve done then?
There’s even no situation that can be handled with the enchanted cloth to be taken out.
I wasn’t a psychopath without blood or tears or a shameless cold-blooded man.
It wasn’t too much of inhumanity to ignore such circumstances and use the enchanted
cloth to seal the contract.
I headed to the biggest, most colourful, and most crowded restaurant around me.
Not purely because I was really hungry, but because while I was looking for people on
paper, it was already twelve o’clock.
It’s time for Ari to be in danger. It was only natural to be safe in a big building rather than
outside.
Clank–
“Welcome.”
I refused the staff guide to show us to the scenic window and just went inside.
Considering that something might jump in after breaking the window, so it’s better to
avoid the window seat.
Sure enough.
Shatter–
“Argh!”
Chapter 29
Maybe around half an hour has passed since we entered the restaurant. A person burst
into the restaurant, breaking the window glass out of nowhere.
“Ugh.”
I was trying to stand still on the ground, but I failed and fell on the floor. The black mask
the man was wearing peeled off.
A black mask covering his face in broad daylight? Isn’t this too suspicious?
The man, who had a very strong feeling of the criminal, soon got up and looked around
in a hurry, and soon came out and ran towards Ari.
Whatever the man’s purpose was hostage-taking, it was a set step for him to go after
Ari.
It was then.
“Ugh!”
A woman of the slender build was taller than a man of great stature. I saw her wearing a
waistband first.
‘Sword?’
“Dead-down pussy. How can you rob a house in broad daylight and on top of that with
no sword?”
A poor man who can’t even pick an empty house to rob. The woman who added that
kicked the man’s ankle the next moment.
Woodeudeukk–
“Argh!”
Judging by the ears, not eyes, I covered Sir Davery and Ari’s eyes as soon as she
kicked the man.
“She’s…”
“Do you know them? The man who is lying on the floor and the woman who’s beating
him up?”
“It’s her.”
Hiden.
It was named Hidden because it was hidden in such a corner that it would be hard to
find if they weren’t determined enough.
As such, Hidden was originally a village name but was used to refer to something else
about 10 years ago.
A secret gambling parlour in which masked the swordplay-contest being held on the
rear side of the town.
Only those with money could sit there, and the audience bet on the player to be a
winner on each match.
Technically it was illegal under the current imperial law to gamble people as subjects,
but rumours have it has been operating for a long time with the backing of a high-rank
aristocrat behind them.
No wonder Hidden’s participant didn’t take part in the national swordsmanship contest.
It wasn’t all about betting money, there must be something that attracted them.
Only the humble but talented were selected, and those who were selected saw the
dividend and were allowed to kill in the Hidden’s battlefield
Winning five times in such a way meant that she was great, no need to hear any further.
“Does she have a family that belongs to? No, right? If she’s been in Hidden.”
I sprang to my feet.
Sir Davery, who noticed something at the moment, changed his face, but it was too late.
“Dylan!”
Dillan was relentlessly treading on a man who was not able to fight at this time.
“……”
I glanced down at the floor doing that. There is something rolling around near the man’s
head.
Dylan’s dark blue eyes that looked like winter sea turned towards me.
“No.”
“…..”
“I’m sorry, but I don’t change words with nobility.”
That was it. Dylan then began to tread on the man smartly again.
I was dumbfounded.
In a way, it was natural. In their eyes, the nobility is nothing more than a rich gambler
who puts them in an unruly and illegal arena for self-interest.
Although they were forced to participate in Hidden Contest for money, they often did not
have many favourable feelings for the aristocrats (attendees) who treat themselves as
long-term horses or dogs.
‘What do I do?
I was embarrassed.
And the bold hand that throws a stone at the thief’s head is also attractive.
I looked around. There were too many people here to borrow the power of the
enchanted cloth.
Dylan did not show any disgust or hostility toward me, but she showed a firm
determination not to talk to me separately.
At that moment, I heard a reassuring voice from the customer that the employee called
the security forces from a little distance and that they would be here soon.
The security forces.
‘That’s it!’
“Looking at the situation, it looks like you chased this man because he’s a thief, right?”
“Does it matter?”
“Not with me, but I’m sure it has a lot to do with you. Do you have any proof that this
man is a thief in your house?”
Dylan, who has been beating the man – he’s been beating a man so far – eventually
stopped.
“You’ve publicly beaten a man to death in front of many people, and when a man claims
he never stole in front of the security force and was unjustly assaulted for no reason, is
there any evidence to refute it?”
It seemed like he had escaped all this way because he wasn’t able to steal anything
properly.
“There are a lot of people who can testify that this man has been beaten up by you, but I
don’t think there’s any other means but your argument to prove he’s a thief.”
“I’ll testify.”
“…..”
“This man jumped at me, determined to hurt me. You just stopped him and punished
him. So even if you can’t prove that he’s a thief, your actions will be justified, right?”
There is no evidence that the thief was after me or Ari. This collar fell on the floor before
it grazed to me or Ari.
However, it was not necessary to think about whether the security forces would
prioritize the words of the man or me.
“…..”
“What I want is very simple. I just need to talk to you for a moment separately.”
It would be quite a headache if Dylan, who is not a nobleman, was caught by the
security forces for an assault.
No matter how it is, this situation is not something she could solve.
Then I held back and smiled as I watched Dylan’s head move up and down briefly.
***
After handing over the man to the dispatched security forces, I testified, and spent some
time, it was past lunchtime.
I learned one more thing I didn’t know about her on the way, which is that she…….
‘I accepted my lady’s offer because it might help me, but on the other hand, it was
because my lady was beautiful.’
‘What?’
I explained how to recruit her as Ari’s escort earlier and secretly handed over the
enchanted cloth.
“What?”
It seemed strange that I had come forward and brought the situation all the way here,
and that the most important process was left to Ari and waited at such a leisurely pace.
“Yes, absolutely.”
It seemed as if he was picking on me for a moment, But Sir Davery then told me. It was
not an answer, but a different form of a question.
“Ugh.”
What?
“It became a very famous story. It’s been years since I’ve seen her.”
“She was lucky. Just in time, another nobleman who had a grudge against that
nobleman’s children stood as a witness.”
Dylan didn’t break it, but he was the one who was running wild and fell and broke his
own wrist.
The ‘witnessed’ nobleman, who had been his enemy for a long time, testified so.
“But don’t you have the right to summary disposal in that situation?”
A nobleman can kill a commoner who injures himself on the spot without trial. That was
the law.
“Aha.”
It is not possible to punish publicly because of the witness, and he tries to retaliate
privately by pushing her out of force.
“…..that’s all?”
“Then?”
“You know, the nobleman, he gets what he deserved, right? You said because he
mocked Dylan. It’s okay because Ari won’t do that.”
I spoke with a resolute voice. It’s because Ari was worth it.
Sir Davery heard my answer and laughed as if he could not hear anything.
Instead of prying into what he was mumbling, I came up with what I thought.
“And you’re telling me that because you’re worried, are you? No matter how much I
asked, but leaving Ari alone with Dylan, I don’t think you were worried she would hurt
her, did you?”
Sir Davery did not answer, but he usually becomes silent and hard as a rock if he has
nothing to say.
Anyway.
I want to condemn him, but the inner door that was closed at that time is opened.
“Eonni! I succeeded!”
After that, I could hear Dylan muttering as she slowly walked out.
“First of all, we’ve only signed a verbal contract, and we’ve decided to write a formal
contract in the future. I’ll be in charge of escorting the lady from today.”
“Are you okay with just a verbal contract?”
“Since I’ve signed the contract, her safety is entirely my responsibility in the future. If I
don’t keep it properly, you can chop my neck.”
Dylan then suddenly gave Sir Davery a look. She had a grin on her face.
Huh?
Sir Davery seemed to know Dylan really well, but I thought he was the only one to know
her because she didn’t look at him as an acquaintance.
I’m wondering if it’s a nickname. Sir Davery, with slight difficulty, smiled and retorted.
“If it’s not, may I ask why Dylan was pretending not to know him until now?”
The answer comes out quickly.
“I didn’t want to talk to the traitor who went under the line of noble blood. But now I’m in
the same boat.”
“……well, me too.”
I stared at two such people and soon looked back at Ari. At the same time, her head
tilted.
***
“What? Rival?”
After successfully achieving my goal, I entered the carriage with light steps.
Dylan was 26 years old. She was two years older than Sir Davery.
Dylan mentioned her height is 181 centimetres. She was already this tall since 16 years
old.
“Dylan, why don’t you try to cover up your words when there’s another ear who is
listening?”
“For the viewer’s mental stability, with not much sight and no positive impact, you sure
have a lot, of course, Sir Davery Sack .”
Instead of replying more, Sir Davery just turned his head out of the carriage window.
‘Oh-ho.’
This was exciting. They say they were an old enemy, but I think the two of them
probably had a similar relationship as friends.
‘This is good.’
Dylan decided to stay together in the mansion for a while as Ari’s escort.
Ari decided to drop honorifics to Dylan. It’s because Dylan said it’s easier to do that.
I had nothing to do with her, so I just decided to speak up the way I used to.
It was meant for respecting her ability regardless of her background, and if Dylan were
to build a career and officially sponsored, she would be able to become a knight as
soon as possible.
Imagine when Dylan became Dame Dylan, and I turn my gaze out the window like Sir
Davery.
“It’s raining!”
……as expected.
“We’ve arrived.”
“I knew it.”
Are you going to be like this to me today? Well, that’s it. It’s a good day after all.
Sir Davery got off first and took off his coat, which saved me from the rain.
Like that, Ari also got down into the rain with Dylan’s help.
When I saw the carriage leaving, I turned around, and as soon as I saw a face through
the raindrops that I had never expected.
“Ash?”
But he had a face that couldn’t be mistaken. Ash, who came out of the inner gate of the
mansion and standing close to the main gate, was so conspicuous that I could not even
not mistake him through the thick rain.
“Ash, Rain…”
I hurriedly opened my mouth when I realized that Ash was being rained on without an
umbrella.
Ash was not wet in the midst of the heavy rain. A transparent membrane, apparently,
was bouncing all the raindrops around Ash.
‘Magic?’
I remember hearing that if someone had magical items, even when he’s not a wizard,
he could create such a tent.
I came to my senses again only after Ash was completely close.
“Because it suddenly rained. I thought you might have left without an umbrella.”
“……”
“As expected, noonim.”
Standing close to Ash, the curtain also bounced off the rain that reached me.
“Oh, well.”
The rain was still pouring down. Thanks to Ash, I was the only one not getting wet.
I hesitated because someone else was in my mind, and Ash soon conjured something.
Then the transparent membrane widened the radius. Sir Davery, Ari and Dylan were no
longer in the rain.
Sir Davery retrieved the coat from his head and shook it off.
I slowly laid my hand on Ash’s arm. With the help of the membrane, we were able to
move into the mansion without getting a single drop of rain.
The transparent membrane did not block the sound. The sound of the rain was loud.
Thanks to this, I was able to walk with only my ears attentively to the noisy rain, ignoring
the sound of my heart.
***
The rain, which seemed to be pouring heavily, soon became thinner and stopped.
One night was enough for the ground, which had been lightly wet by passing rain, to dry
up again as if it had never been.
I put my arm on the balcony railing in my room and looked out of the sunny.
‘This is Dylan. She is going to escort Ari from now on and we’re going to stay together.’
I expected it, but Ash said nothing about Dylan who I suddenly took her to stay with me.
At first, I wondered if he didn’t know since he didn’t pay attention to any other things.
Although, it’s not the case.
Later, when I came forward and introduced Dylan, Ash just nodded.
I didn’t know, but it seemed like he had some personal desire for female fencers.
‘Kuck.’
Dylan, who responded to the word “female fencers,” immediately threatened Alex’s
purpose as a whole.
‘Female fencer? So you call a man who wields a sword male fencer? Huh?’
I don’t know what kind of discrimination she suffered in a harsh world when she grabbed
a sword with a woman’s body.
So, I felt sorry for Alex, who was shaking blue, but I couldn’t save him.
Yeah, Alex…..
Although being simple is an advantage, but you still need a little attention in this tough
world……
Just take this as a chance.
However, I comforted Alex, who barely survived his death, later on.
There was something new and unexpected about her, and Dylan seemed rather dull
than she appeared.
‘I’m so unlucky!’
Once in the evening, twice in the morning. From yesterday to this morning, at a time
when she saved Ari from the brink of death three times, she simply said, “I see.”
‘…….’
No matter how much I think about it, I should have explained Ari’s situation, when she
got into the brink of death several times in a day, it wasn’t just because of being
unlucky, but it was okay that Dylan herself understood it.
Chapter 31
But, in general, it was rightly said that it happens because of bad luck.
‘Anyway.’
Dylan has been doing much better than expected since she came to the mansion.
Now that I’ve only watched for a day, but that alone made me have some expectation
that even when Ari was alone, as long as Dylan was there, she would continue to be
safe.
‘The escort’s score, out of ten, uh, I’ll give her fifteen points.’
“Hoot.”
Thanks to her, I was now much more relieved about Ari’s safety than before.
Without me or Sir Davery, Ari will be able to stay as safe as she is now.
In conclusion, the fundamental problem itself was not solved, but it was not something I
could do in the current situation.
‘Then now.’
In fact, today was a very important day for me-a very precise day.
‘I’m going to use the enchanted cloth on Ash tonight.’
Right.
I’ve got all the plans in hand. The place is in front of the garden fountain at the mansion,
and the time is 10 p.m.
Ari goes out to the place first in time and puts on the enchanted cloth, I would then take
Ash out there to meet Ari pretending to be a coincidence.
anyway.
Why did I choose the place as a garden? The reason is simple. Because it’s romantic.
The reason why the execution time is at night was just the same. It’s more romantic if
the lights are dim because of the dark.
Some suggested using the enchanted cloth and creating a fateful and elegant
atmosphere to match it, and that was the result of collecting the opinions.
In many romance novels, male and female characters meet in the garden on a full moon
night.
As for this, it was fortunate that the rain stopped so soon yesterday.
If it kept pouring down and the garden floor was completely soft, it would have become
another story.
“……”
What should I say? There’s been some little twitch in the corner of my chest from a
while ago.
Ever since Ari and I decided to use the enchanted cloth today.
‘Expectation? Excited?’
What’s this?
‘Anxious?’
It was a plan that had to go well. It’s embarrassing to be called a plan because it’s so
simple and clear, but the plan was all about using the enchanted cloth.
The effect of the enchanted cloth has already been verified. There were two living
witnesses, including the Crown Prince and Dylan. Why am I so nervous when I have
such a fraudulent all-around item?
‘Is it the aftermath of hearing hell’s nagging from the butler this morning?’
The butler found me early this morning. He told me where and how I met Dylan
yesterday, and what the situation was like. ‘How could you do such a dangerous thing?’
‘What if you got hurt?’ He said, ‘I was so upset and I didn’t know what to do.’
I was so brushed by the devil’s preaching from the morning that I had only one thought.
“Sir Davery…”
I’m thinking about how to avenge, and then someone knocked on the door.
Soon the door burst open and Ari rushed towards me.
The hem of the skirt fluttered randomly. Come to think of it, Ari managed to avoid the
butler’s eyes.
Thanks to Dylan, Ari was no longer required to stick to me. It was both empty and
comfortable, making it a bittersweet thing.
“Something fun?”
What? That’s.
“…..watching a fight?”
And then what welcomed me, though not a fight, was an interesting sight anyway.
“Dylan wins!”
“Oooooar!”
I could see Martin, the probationary knight of the mansion, bowing to Dylan and
stepping down.
“Heheh.”
Apart from Ari’s words that it’s fun to watch, there was no way to know why such
scenery was suddenly unfolding in the mansion’s hall.
Sir Davery, who was brought with me from the living room, answered instead.
“I heard a new article saw Dylan save Lady Grace from danger last night. It was an
impressive scene, so I’m sure they were talking about Dylan’s skills……”
A falling frame nearly hit Ari’s head last night, and before anything happened, Dylan hit
the frame in the air with a sword and blew it away.
Even in my eyes then Dylan’s movements were nimble, and the frame that was
crumbling and flying off and stuck in the wall was colourful.
“That’s right.”
“Ah!”
The sword flew into the sky. It was Dylan’s second opponent’s weapon.
“……I lost.”
“Dylan, win!”
Then Ari shouted “Ahem” beside him. She looked pretty proud of her escort as they
already became attached.
“Look at this. Ari, you wanted to show off, so you asked me to come and watch, right?”
“Is it obvious?”
“Hmm, hmm.”
“In the first place, there are only opponents who can’t stand after her.”
Knights above the level of being praised for their ability in the mansion must be busy
with their respective duties.
I’m sure they’re not free enough to deliberately fit in such extemporaneous and aimless
sparring.
I raised my hand. As soon as the eyes were turned, Sir Davery’s back was pushed
hard.
“My Lady?”
“Davery, this is going to be a long time since we’ve faced each other with a sword.”
“No, this…”
“Dylan, fighting!”
‘Revenge.’
It’s a pity that I can only do this, but I should at least do this.
When I cheered for Dylan, not Sir Davery, I heard some people around me whispering,
‘Sir Davery must have done something wrong with the lady.’
It seems that Sir Davery has realized his guilt by the murmur of the tongue.
Soon with a prickly face, he headed to the stage as if he had given up.
“I don’t really care whether she wins or loses, but I hope Sir Davery gets beaten up a
little bit anyway.”
“Davery wins!”
“Wow!”
“…….”
“Cih.”
“Heuh.”
Sir Davery approached pretending to wipe his sweat with a towel handed to him. The
reason is that I don’t think he sweated much.
As such, victory and defeat were quickly divided. In fact, he was reacting coldly, but he
was still admiring.
It was Dylan who rushed in first, and Sir Davery maintained a defensive attitude by
blocking or spilling Dylan’s fierce and swift attacks from the front all the time.
Then at one point, he pretended to avoid it and hit Dylan on the side of the sword, and
at the moment her posture was disturbed.
But in that situation, instead of falling apart, Dylan was about to rotate right away and
continue the attack, but Sir Davery, who had not missed, Clank— just before that, dug
into her narrowly.
Both were amazing. It surprised me a bit, to be honest. It was hard to follow with my
eyes.
However, I did not show such admiration on my face. That’s it, and it’s a shame Sir
Davery wasn’t beaten up.
“So, now that you’ve gotten better, do you feel your level is as same as the master’s
collar?”
“Dylan…..!”
“The Master?”
I couldn’t immediately understand what Dylan was saying, but one thing was clear.
“Don’t you know, Princess? How Davery came to this mansion. It was worth
noticing…..”
Sir Davery hurried to stop Dylan. He was pushing the sword as far as he could then
pulled it back.
“It’s been a long time since we had our sword fight. Is once enough? Well, if Dylan can
pull her tail as easily as a defeated dog, that’s fine.”
Seeing how he suddenly started provoking Dylan, it seemed to me that it was a story
that should not be revealed to Sir Davery, whatever it was.
I regret to say that I could not add to the backstory because Dylan was so brilliantly
taken by the provocation.
‘If it was five years before Sir Davery first came to the mansion, so the Duke she said
about was maybe Ash.’
‘At the time……I followed the grown-ups out of the house and picked up Sir Davery on
the way back.’
For your information, it’s a quote from Ash. My personality didn’t blow up like that.
‘Anyway, what happened in the process at that time?’
I knew nothing about the secret of Sir Davery’s obtainment. I didn’t ask because I didn’t
think it was necessary for me to know.
However, there seems to be an interesting story which has been hidden in the process.
I looked at the two from afar, who had begun to put their swords together again. There
was around a crowd of a bystander who was more violent than before and dispersed by
the Truth and Dare.
I thought I’d get the story from Dylan through Ari, but I stopped.
At that time, Sir Davery was seen to have been hit by Dylan’s sword, perhaps because
of his hasty provocation.
***
The day dropped down in a flash. The autumn year, which was significantly shorter than
summer, so the sun soon passed through the mountain without keeping the day long,
and soon the moon rose in the darkened sky.
Ari went out to the garden alone a little while ago, leaving words of support that were
unspecified to others.
She said she wanted to take a quiet walk alone for a while, so Dylan didn’t follow her.
It’s time.
It was time to put the plan that I had prepared into practice. Now that Ari has gone out
first, as I have told her to, all I have to do is take Ash out to the appointed place.
‘Whoa.’
I was heading to Ash’s room after removing Sir Davery with a lie that I was going to bed.
Ash just left the Oval Office and entered his room.
Soon after, I arrived in front of Ash’s room and knocked on the door. As soon as he
recognized I was knocking, the door clicked open.
“Noonim.”
It’s too early to go to bed, but it’s not too early to come all of a sudden. I’m slightly
ashamed and mumbled.
“A walk?”
“Yes.”
There will be, but I don’t know when I could see it.
I tried to imagine Ash’s flustered face in my mind, only to confirm that my imagination
was too ‘poor’ to accomplish such an extraordinary face.
“Shall we go?”
It’s just a walk in a garden attached to a mansion. Ash was dressed in casual clothes.
He turned his back on the door, with no other preparation.
‘What is it?’
I was embarrassed for a moment at this time. This is because a corner of my heart,
which was strangely shaken during the day, was in trouble again at this moment.
Is it too tenacious?
Maybe it was because I was a little confused, I caught the rail as I went down without
realizing it.
“…..”
However, I couldn’t think of any other excuse to shake off his firm hand, so I just
grabbed it and went down.
It was really cool outside. The cool air woke my head as soon as I came out.
It was dark outside where the night had fallen, but not so dark.
The moonlight was strong, and there was also a subtle light coming out of the mansion.
It wasn’t difficult to find a familiar path and walk.
The garden was close. As I turned right and walked a little, the smell of grass quickly
came to my mind.
I suddenly realized that my steps were slowing down little by little.
‘Why?’
‘It’s dark.’
Yeah, it’s not very dark, but it’s night anyway. What if I fall over something while walking
fast?
I guess so.
“…..”
It was hard to find anyone who took a walk at this time except in cases where there was
a purpose like me.
The sound of the beetle tickled my ears in the silence. The soft grass on my feet has
been softened.
“……why?”
“Our childhood?”
“We used to play tag in the garden. When I was very young.”
“…..”
“and now Noonim would be climbing a tree to catch me but would slip and fall.”
“That.”
That was my dark history. I didn’t know we’d suddenly talk about our childhood at this
moment.
When Ash was four, I was eight. Ash was very young, and I was young.
I was young, but the problem was only the body was young. Since I remembered my
past life, I was eight years old, but my mind was in the 20s.
And in my 20s, I tried to climb the same tree to catch my four-year-old brother who hid
on top of a tree while playing tag.
Ash was not a typical four years old and was able to jump lightly like a bird, while I was
a very ordinary eight-year-old who did not inherit even the blood of a monkey, let alone
a bird.
The mind climbed up a tree with flying colours like a squirrel, but the body was different.
When I climbed halfway up, I felt something wasn’t right, but it was already late, and the
next moment I missed my step and slipped right down.
Fortunately, I was not seriously injured enough to leave a scar. To be honest, the scars
and injuries were not my concern at that time.
It was more embarrassing. It wasn’t until I fell down with a loud noise that I realized
what I was trying to do.
So then I lay down and didn’t move for a while. I did it because I was so embarrassed.
I think I didn’t even open my eyes because I wanted to turn away from reality. I was
lying there like that, not moving at all …..
“Uh.”
I hesitated to recall.
I looked up at Ash.
I didn’t cry that day. That’s of course. Even so, I was already embarrassed, ashamed,
and distressed, but I didn’t want to cry.
However, there was someone who burst into tears on the spot.
It was ash.
‘Noonim.’
Ash jumped out of the tree at a second. I heard the noise. Then a small hand shook me.
I was still lying on the floor, closing my eyes and pretending to be dead, trying to calm
myself down.
When I opened my eyes in a hurry, I saw the four-year-old Ash’s face, it was a complete
mess covered with tears.
“…..”
“I remember everything.”
The moon was bright. In the middle of the promenade, there was a light hanging. At this
distance, the expression was clearly visible.
“Noonim?”
I was finally aware of my actions. I was standing still. I also grabbed Ash’s shirt hem.
But I don’t have the confidence to walk with Ash with this feeling.
“Then let’s….”
My gaze fell down to the ground as I spoke. It was difficult for me to maintain eye
contact.
“I think I left something there during the day, It’s….. something important. You’ll see it.”
“…..”
“Please. ”
“I’ll get it, so go back carefully. It’s dark so make sure you won’t fall.”
Soon after, the footsteps and the shadow on the floor showed that Ash, who had
accepted this request, moved away toward the fountain.
I watched the shadow until it was completely wiped and it was then I looked up.
I turned.
I was shocked to find the butler who was equally surprised to see me running but I
ignored him, crossed the rest of the stairs hurriedly and entered my room.
I ran this far without a break as if I felt like my heart would burst.
I didn’t get chased but I entered the room running and noticed something. I touch my
cheeks with my hand.
I was crying.
Chapter 33
I don’t know how the morning came. I blinked my stiff eyes hardly.
I came into the room last night, turned off the lights, and lay down on the bed
thoughtlessly, covering myself with a blanket.
However, tears did not stop. Every time I blinked, the transparent stream of water was
constantly pushed out of the eyelids.
It was a strange act. I had cried so much but didn’t know why I was crying.
Am I like that…..?
“……Ugh, my head.”
I muttered, sitting on the bed while letting my feet fall on the floor.
Last night, I tossed and turned for a while and fell asleep as I kept pushing back the
tears. At that time, Bessie knocked on the door to check on me, but I pretended to sleep
because it was difficult to be caught crying when I couldn’t even tell the reason. Bessie
seemed to hang around for a while and then she went back.
“Whoo.”
I had to look in the mirror, but I had a strong premonition of what kind of figure I would
be reflecting.
Just as expected.
“Oh, lady!”
Bessie, who came to clear the room to check on me if I woke up, was startled and
stopped in the doorway.
It is very bad…
They’re swollen.
Well, it would’ve been weird if I slept like that last night and wasn’t this swollen.
Bessie, who had just returned, gave me a cold cloth bag. I put it gently on my eyelids.
Bessie kicked her tongue, that was only the reason came to mind.
“I’ll light you some scent candles before you go to bed today. I heard it’s also helpful for
dreams.”
“Thank you.”
“Oh, and.”
Then Bessie took something out of her arms. Only then did I notice that she brought
something in, besides an ice bag.
“cough, cough.”
“Lady?”
I covered my mouth with the back of my hand. Trying hard to hide the perplexed
expression.
As soon as I saw the light blue cloth that Bessie was sticking out, I was almost
surprised.
I thought I was mistaken, but the shape and colour remained the same when I glanced
again.
“The enchanted, no, no, but this…Ash told you to bring it to me?”
“I actually came to give it to you right away last night, but you were asleep, so I couldn’t
give it to you and just went back,” Bessie added.
No, I sent Ash to the fountain last night and made an excuse to bring something I left
there.
I need to hear what happened yesterday. I had thought it would have worked out as
planned, but the sudden appearance of The Enchanted Cloth displeased me.
I washed up quickly, changed my clothes, and came out into the hallway.
“… …butler?”
“Hey, I don’t know what it is, but can we… talk…maybe not now?”
“No.”
At the moment I recalled, the day before, I jumped into the mansion with a thud and
jumped up the stairs right in front of the butler’s eyes.
Ah.
“Lady!”
I became a lifeless like green onion kimchi and opened the door with a flickering knock.
If he has a talent for nagging, it must be some of the devil’s talent.
“Eonni?”
It felt as if she had just woken up while I was subjected to the butler’s no-end nagging.
It was fortunate that I didn’t have to wake Ari up. I checked earlier this morning and
asked Dylan.
“I would do that.”
Soon Dylan left the room, leaving Ari alone. Trying not to stare the fluorescent spider
carcass found on the floor on the way closer to Ari – split in two – Ari just clapped her
hands and grabbed the enchanted cloth.
“Yesterday… huh?”
“I was supposed to tell you as soon as I woke up. The effect has disappeared.”
“What?”
Last night, as planned, Ari was quietly waiting in front of the fountain, wrapped in the
enchanted cloth.
In the meantime, the villain (Ash) appeared, and it was strange that I wasn’t there with
him, but she came to her senses to act the “fateful meeting” that I had prepared
anyway.
“He said so while looking at the enchanted cloth I’m wearing. It was so sudden, and I
didn’t know what to say, so I said I was keeping it for a while. And then he said, ‘Give it
to me’…..”
Ari could not resist the villain, and Ash went right back with the enchanted cloth as if
there was nothing left to do.
I blinked bewilderedly.
“What……”
“No, Eonni, hear me out, I’m sure he was talking to me, and it felt like he doesn’t even
have the least amount of personal interest in me? Feels like I’m a mannequin with the
enchanted cloth, not a person? Or the grass in the garden, the trees, the rocks, the soil,
the background, whatever…..”
It was ridiculous. No way. Ari was putting full weight on the enchanted cloth
breaking theory.
“Why the hell is it broken? I got close to the fountain, but I didn’t drop the cloth in the
water? I didn’t even get it spilt, and I didn’t get it dropped to the ground…eonni?!
Ari looked at me nervously. Ari seemed to think that I did it because I was shocked by
the enchanted cloth, but that wasn’t the reason.
As I listened to Ari, I was sighing with great relief a little while ago.
Yeah, it’s like it. I think I recognized it wrong for a moment because my head has to be
in malfunction.
Since ancient times, the answer to a malfunction is to knock it. My head must be better
now that I knocked it once.
I took the enchanting cloth out of my arms. I got it from Bessie and wore it right away.
A moment later Ari blinked her eyes with a dazed face, as I lapped the cloth around my
neck.
“Again?”
“I don’t know, but I don’t think it worked yesterday. Wouldn’t it be different to try it
again?”
Ari, who said so, made an exaggerated fist to see if she wanted to change the cluttered
atmosphere.
“Three times for Koreans! And this time, I’ll say that I got it from eonni so that I wouldn’t
lose the enchanted cloth. Honestly, I was really scared when he told me to give it. No,
should we just use camouflage tactics? To cover the cloth with another cloth or brush?”
Ari chattered too much. I watched her with a still confused heart and soon voted that the
latter would be better.
***
After thinking over and over again to the point where my brain refused to think any
more, I was finally able to come up with a rather plausible conclusion.
Jealousy
It doesn’t mean anything strange, so please listen to it more. Why is there such a thing?
When a close friend or family suddenly shows interest in someone other than you, you’ll
get upset.
‘That’s what happened. That’s why I didn’t feel confident to see Ash lock eyes with Ari!’
It’s absurd, but I think there was a child hiding inside me that I didn’t even know.
Yeah, that’s the stuff. Knowing the cause, now the child is going to be banished. Good-
bye.
That’s…
Look at my situation. To be honest, there were many things to objectively be sad about.
Look!
I’m just turning twenty-one when I died because of a stalker in my previous life. But this
time, I’m going to die at 22. Even the one who will kill me in this life is a psychopath, and
moreover, that person is my brother.
How can you not cry in a situation like this? How can I not cry? Wouldn’t anyone cry?
The reason why I suddenly ran away from the garden and why I cried so hard to the
point that my eyes were swollen were all explained.
The problem has been solved, and the confusion that came from this problem has
disappeared.
“… …eonni.”
As Koreans fighting spirit with the famous saying “Three times” where Koreans burned
their will to try again and rechallenge, Ari has diligently confronted Ash under various
excuses, just as she said.
Going to the Oval Office because she has something important to say, sell my name
and set up a separate dining table. Pretending to be a coincidence when she followed
ash under excuse looking for a study room or a warehouse.
At every such moment, Ari, wearing a cloth of enchantment, crammed hard in front of
Ash’s eyes, and the result was…..
“……He said, if I linger around him again, he’ll make me unable to speak and move
anymore.”
“…….”
“No.”
As a result of her efforts, rather than favourable for her, she brought herself to an
unfavourable situation.
To say that it’s not better to be in an unfavourable situation than being ignored because
this situation was not a page of a youth novel in which the heroine and the male lead
quarrelled and fell in love with each other.
The only thing left behind from the psychopath’s unfavourable feeling is only being a
doll or a death.
When Ari was finally threatened by Ash five times over two days, I had no choice but to
face reality.
I didn’t even confirm again if there was a problem with the effect of the cloth itself.
Just in case, I made a few more scapegoats. I gave up my conscience at this time. The
confirmation showed that the effect was still intact.
“I’m sorry, eonni.”
“Huh?”
Ari, who had a dark complexion, almost cried. I was startled and hugged Ari in surprise.
There was a situation that I had never imagined. I never expected this to happen when I
planned to steal the enchanted cloth, or when I actually stole it.
It works for everyone else but Ash, does that make sense?
‘God.’
“Lady, Lady, what kind of card is in front of you? Oh, my God, it’s the Imperial Palace.”
***
On the luxurious card clearly stamped with the seal of the imperial family, which is
recognized by all the imperial aristocrats, written in neat handwriting that a small party is
going to be held somewhere in the palace at some time today.
As soon as I checked the contents, I got ready and got into the carriage.
But there was a small question in the mind about why the invitation from the imperial
palace party came in my name, not in the family name, but it was none of my business
now.
‘Haa–.’
I didn’t really like parties, but this would be better than meditation.
Ari decided to stay in the mansion for safety reasons, and Ash originally doesn’t attend
parties very often.
Anyone would be. If what I expected falls apart without knowing the cause, and I have
to admit that my effort and hard work were meaningless.
‘No, well, as a result, I got Dylan, so stealing the enchanted cloth isn’t too unworthy at
all, but…..’
Whoo.
Only after passing through the gate did I think that I came out a little early.
Once I was about to enter the annexe, where the party was held when the Imperial
Palace man stopped Sir Davery.
“Excuse me, but I’d like to remind you in advance that the escort with a sword cannot
enter the party hall.”
“Ah.”
Come to think of it, it’s the imperial palace rule. The only guard that can come into the
palace party hall is the Imperial Guard only, not the personal escort.
“What can we do, Sir Davery? There might be a way to take the sword out and leave it
for a while and enter as my companion.”
“Hmm……Do you have many people who have grudges against you around?”
“No way.”
I never did something bad enough for someone to have a grudge against me……
maybe.
“That’s okay. Could there be anything bad happening in the party hall? Just wait for me
until it’s done.”
Soon Sir Davery was guided by the imperial guards and disappeared into the other way.
It seemed to me that they had a separate place to stay for those who were
accompanied by escorts, like me.
“Well, there’s still some time left for the party to start, right?”
I came to the party because I wanted to empty my head, so it was a bit funny that I took
a different route as soon as I came, but I didn’t really want to get in the crowded area
anyway.
It played a part in the fact that this is a garden that I’ve never been to before. Walking in
a new place made me feel refreshed.
It is said to be attached to a separate palace but is it also still a part of the imperial
palace. The garden was quite large.
The well-organized garden trees were making a path, which at a glance felt like a
walking route.
There were benches where I could sit and rest from time to time, but I moved
deliberately.
“Huh?”
“You are…”
Of course, it is not a strange thing for the crown prince to be in the palace. No, but still,
the palace is so wide.
The Crown Prince was dressed in more colourful clothes than I had seen in the temple.
I think he was going to attend the party hall, even if we encountered each other, it would
be better to meet at the party hall.
It’s complicated and crowded there, so even if we recognized each other, we could
either give a simple greeting or just ignore each other naturally.
Now that we encountered each other at such a quiet and deserted place, the Crown
Prince could not ignore me.
In other words, he came across a fresh dark history that was only recently made.
‘How can…’
I decided to pretend not to know for courtesy. And I decided to finish the conversation
that would only cause pain to the crown prince.
“It looks like you took a short walk before the party started.”
What is it?
There was even a specific question this time that could not be answered with ‘Yes, Your
Highness.’
“……the road was fairly spacious and clean, making it easy to walk, and the garden was
well-kept. It looks like a skilful gardener hired for this.”
I don’t know what he’s asking me to do, but I gave him a long answer as he wished.
Then the Crown Prince smiled softly as if asking to compliment his eyes.
Of course, I thought he would want to finish it quickly and break up with me soon, but it
seemed that it wasn’t exactly like that,
‘I don’t know.’
Doesn’t he think of me like a dark history? But I saw his eyes twitching for sure.
‘I don’t know, but if you don’t want to break up, then I will.’
“It was a short but enjoyable time with your highness’s appreciation. Unfortunately, it’s
time for the party to begin, so I’ll see you again at the party.”
“Then I’ll see you at the party.” Soon the prince, who said so, turned around first.
“……?”
Was it just a greeting? Well, maybe he’s trying to take a little more walk and then attend
the party.
After a short thought, before the Crown Prince moving further away, I said.
“Yes, I should.”
The crown prince’s straight shoulders were seen hesitating for a moment. He turned
away from his very natural walk.
“……”
“That’s too…”
It was said that he always lost and couldn’t find the right way.
‘Ah.’
Looking at his shaky green eyes, I realized earlier why he looked at me and hinted a
sense of embarrassment.
I wondered inwardly how long the alternate Crown Prince would have been in this
garden, but I did not ask sensibly.
“Your Highness.”
“Don’t worry. I won’t go and tell anyone about this matter. Even if I had a knife on my
throat.”
The Crown Prince gave this trusty remark a somewhat resigned smile.
Mmm.
Chapter 35
In fact, even if he was left alone, the guard, who wondered why the prince was not seen
at the party today, would have come out to the garden and rescued him.
“Your Highness, have you fallen into another trance?” would have nicely covered up the
fact that he was lost.
By the time we were about to exit the garden, the Crown Prince suddenly broke the
silence.
Um…
I’d like to say something. I didn’t really say he’s bad with directions myself. Should I say
no?
However, such a remark may be a cry of ridicule at a time when I witnessed the Crown
Prince’s loss in the palace garden.
“You really don’t have to worry. I am not someone ignorant who doesn’t know about
manners and honour to carry your personal story carelessly.”
The prince looked at me with a gentle expression. He certainly doesn’t look anxious.
“But it’s a little embarrassing. I’ve shown the princess my lacking aspect.”
“Yes, and in fact, if a person is too perfect, it is not humane and feels like a wall. You
have become more perfect than others because you have a slightly lacking side about
the road.”
Fortunately, I could hear the prince’s laugh lightly as if the meaning of the goodwill was
conveyed properly.
In fact, I’ve read the passage that the prince is not good at directions, but I don’t
remember reading anything else about how he thinks of it as a complex.
The Crown Prince was calmer and more determined than I thought. He was a little
taken aback a little while ago because I unintentionally caught him, but maybe he’s
thinking it’s nothing.
Anyway, I mean it when I say I won’t say anything. What’s the point of saying that?
Moreover, they won’t believe me. I read it in a book and know that the Crown Prince is
bad at directions, but for Imperial people, the Crown Prince Igret was just a completely
perfect existence.
While I was thinking about it, the entrance to the party was just around the corner.
Thanks to meeting the guard on the way, I was able to come straight to the entrance.
The Crown Prince stopped at the door. The light in the party room seemed to leak
faintly through the crack in the door.
He had a good, handsome face. Even if someone is slapping me on the cheek to find
his flaws, I’m not sure if I can find it.
“I was wondering what kind of person you are……you’re quite interesting, princess.”
“What?”
I couldn’t hear it because I was distracted. The guard opened the door just in time.
Bright lights, music and other busy noises flooded in at once, grabbing my attention.
The gap has narrowed. Even in the midst of loud noise, a small voice can be heard
clearly.
“I hope you enjoy the party today. I won’t forget the help I received from you in the
garden.”
Soon, the prince was called by the voice of his search for me and moved away inside
the party hall.
‘Just now…’
I rubbed my ears. It was not a breath-taking thing, but it was worth it.
I seriously thought about the meaning of his excessive behaviour.
Someone was talking to me while I was thinking about that. My attention turns to the
voice.
“Oh, Countess.”
It was a blonde woman whose name was hazy, but I attended her wedding last year.
“I see you here. Long time no see. How have you been?”
“Of course. And how about you countess? How is the Count?”
“Well, he’s …”
The Countess opened up her fan and chattered. I don’t know if it was fortunate or
unfortunate that she was the first person I talk to.
The countess was talkative. Thanks to her, I could not find time to think about anything
else just by getting along with her gossip.
“Hello, Princess.”
“You are still beautiful. You look good in a navy dress. Which salon did you get it from?”
“Have you tried wine? I’ve heard from the mayor that today’s wine is especially from the
Imperial Palace…….”
Starting with Countess, several people have been talking to me. There were various
people, so the subjects were diverse.
My mouth and face were busy accepting the conversation, but as I had hoped, my head
felt more and more simple.
Hoo, to take a breather in the middle, cut off the conversation for a while and looked
around inside of the party hall.
Today’s party was a kind of celebration party to commemorate the new building.
Of course, surprisingly, it was only a nominal name for such trivial reasons, and in fact,
it was a simple party held by the country (from tax) for people who had time and status
to gather and build acquaintance.
‘If it were any other time, I wouldn’t be here for a party like this.’
I didn’t pay for it myself, but it felt rather strange to watch the waste of taxes in front of
my eyes.
I accepted a glass of wine from a server. While I was taking a break from speaking, I
thought my neck or mouth would be broken.
It was then.
“Excuse me.”
Tuk!
The wine I had just taken for a drink was dripping from my glass and dirtied my dress.
A lady, who looked about in her late teens with long black hair, gave me an apology in
an awkward manner.
I was actually very sensitive about distinguishing someone who felt sorry for me, given
that I grew up with a diamond spoon.
It could be the effect of my previous life, or it could be because I was an adoptee but no
one said anything about it and I know it by myself.
‘Do you have many people who have grudges against you around?’
After calming down the noisy surroundings and shaking my dress and abandoned it,
then I saw my opponent.
“It was a mistake. You don’t have to apologize. It’s a dress. All I need to do is just
change it. It’s a good fate that I knew your face, so wouldn’t the lady accept a glass of
wine, too?”
“Yes?”
“Don’t reject me, please. Because I told you not to apologize anymore. Someone said
that the wine tastes so good today.”
I smiled softly and picked up two new glasses instead of an existing wine glass, which
was half empty.
Then I held out to the opponent and deliberately stepped on the hem of my dress and
stumbled, and poured them both.
“Argh!”
The dress, which was filled with wine from the two glasses, was simply worth seeing.
The young lady, who introduced herself as Irene, shouted in contemplation.
“I’m sorry, Lady. God, I stepped on the hem of a dress like a fool, so…..what can I do?
Are you okay?”
I apologized to her actively, wondering what to do. like I’m really embarrassed by an
unexpected mistake.
“…it’s okay.”
Yeah, I said I made a mistake, but what’s the point of mincing it? If she thinks about it, it
won’t be more than spitting in her face that she made a mistake first.
No matter how much I give or receive, she is the one who caused the damage.
“She can make a mistake, but she doesn’t think anyone else could.”
The reason was an excuse to change a dirty dress, but in fact, there was a real
purpose.
I came out of the entrance to the hallway and saw a black hair just turning the corner.
After looking around the crowd area inside the party hall, luckily this area was quiet, I
ran to grab the opponent and pushed her against the wall.
Irene stared at me with her rabbit eyes. I looked down at my opponent, who was about
half a span smaller than me, with my arms locked.
What the hell am I supposed to do with a kid whose face is also unknown to me?
There was no one around, but from the point of view where there was a quarrel for no
reason, the words would not go out nicely.
“Tell me the right way, why did you deliberately do such childish things like splitting the
wine?”
“That’s a mistake…”
Irene kept her little mouth shut and kept her right to stay silent. Then she finally opened
her mouth.
“…..because of that.”
“What?”
“It’s, It’s all because of you, the Duke ignores all my letters!”
“It’s all because of you. Do, do you know how much effort I put into writing the letter? It
took a week to complete the embroidery. How much, how trembling and nervous I was
when I sent it….
“Wa, wait.”
It was hard to understand in many ways. I once threw the most important question.
“Why have I become the reason for Ash ignoring your letter or your embroidery?”
“…what?”
“You’re at the right age to get married, but you’re not even dating, let alone getting
engaged…The Duke is so worried about his sister that he ignores the marriage partner
let alone meeting!”
Huh……?
I felt like I forgot how to speak. My head refused to get into a crash, so I blinked blankly.
“You think I’m the only one who thinks that? Everyone does. Anyone who’s ever sent
The Duke a letter knows it! You’re blocking The Duke’s future, you nuisance!”
Then Irene managed to push me in a small, slender frame and quickly disappeared over
the hall.
It was only a moment before a collapsed single word came out of my mouth.
“Huh?”
I was not angry even though I was cursed right in front of my face.
“Huh?”
The outside wind was cool. With the help of the Imperial Palace, I was able to change
my clothes and plopped myself on the terrace.
I never imagined.
Irene cried out that she wasn’t the only one thinking this way. That’s all true. Anyone
who’s ever sent a letter to Ash knows it.
The letters of marriage and love that flew to Ash were countless in one day.
‘This is so unfair!’
I was filled with anger. It was nothing other than injustice.
Even if the reality and the story in the book are different, it’s too different. In reality, I am
trying hard to live my life without dying in Ash’s hands, but I was dumbfounded and
frustrated that I was considered a good nuisance to prevent Ash from getting married.
“Even if I die and disappear, someone else will take over my seat anyway. You know?”
Why is it my fault that he doesn’t treat people as human beings because he’s so
uninterested?
As the injustice soared, I was angry at the same time about why I had to hear such a
misunderstanding, but it was also pending for a while.
I got depressed.
It’s true that I’m not seeing anyone else even though I’m at the age of getting married,
and it’s true that Ash and I are special siblings in other people’s eyes.
So the matter could have led to the conclusion that I was holding his back.
From the point of view of knowing the truth, I was dumbfounded and stuffy, but apart
from that, I could understand.
So I was depressed.
Ash is so good to me that even such a ridiculous misunderstanding arises. We are good
siblings.
It was really not pleasant to be confirmed in this way since the illusion would be broken
anyway.
“…..”
I raised my head.
What’s wrong with the tear glands these days? I don’t think I was this fragile.
I mean, I’m the one who didn’t cry when I first learned about the true fate after
discovering ‘Spring of The Goddess Agrita’ in the old library.
It just didn’t feel real, even though I cried the next day.
Anyway, I don’t make my tear glands lose. I don’t squeeze all the time, I can’t cry again
after crying just a few days ago.
Oh, what the hell, is this at the party I attended to empty my head?
No matter how much you think he ignored her, even if she has a grudge against me, is it
ordinary to show it so blatantly and argue with it?
I wouldn’t know if I were the lover, but for now, I’m Ash’s sister and family.
But if I were the lover, I would try and make a good effort to look good, doesn’t she think
about it at all?
‘Is it because she’s young? Well, she did look young. Seventeen at most?’
That’s why she’s such a baby. When I looked down at my opponent with that thought, I
felt like she was crying a little.
As I was doing that, I heard the opening of the glass door on the terrace.
I set up the curtains to let everyone know that there’s someone inside.
When I looked back strangely, I could see a familiar face. To be exact, it was the face
that was becoming familiar recently.
“Your Highness?”
“Princess”
It seemed to me that he didn’t come in by mistake. The prince seemed to pick words
somewhere, and soon came close and said,
“I heard there was a commotion. I was out of the office at that time… Are you all right?”
I wondered for a moment whether spilling some wine on my dress at the party was
disruptive enough to summon the Crown Prince.
Well, anyhow it happened at the palace party, he may feel responsible for even the
smallest things.
After changing into the clothes provided by the palace, I was now wearing a light sky
blue dress, not a navy one.
The Crown Prince seemed to hesitate for a moment at this time and then opened his
mouth.
“Thank you.”
The lights on the terrace were dark, so I don’t know if he could see the colour of the
dress properly, but anyway, it was a compliment, so I was grateful.
If there’s something coming, there’s something to give. I gave him a look in his tailcoat.
Why didn’t I just say it was cool? It was true that no matter what the clothes he wore,
the truth is the crown prince himself is shining.
As soon as I thought so, I could hear the pranky voice of the Crown Prince.
Yes?
“Uh, um… Of course, you look very handsome in your own way, but that’s too obvious
to omit…..”
The Crown Prince laughed. He stood side by side with me in front of the railing, so I saw
his profile.
Even the dark lighting did not hide the prince’s handsomeness. It was a new but real
look.
As soon as I was looking at the statue, my lips were chapped in good shape.
“Princess.”
“I said I wouldn’t forget the help I got from the garden, remember?”
Maybe he didn’t mean to test his memory, but he continued with a smile.
“It’s amazing. Every time I see the princess, you always look like another person.”
“…..?”
“It’s different when I see you in the temple, and it’s different when I see you today.”
I could hardly confess my conscience and kept the attitude of a faithful listener.
‘Next time?’
I felt that he was just saying it, but there was something strange about it as I heard it,
the crown prince turned his head to me.
The eyes met. At a glance, the calm wind seemed to have struck the leaves.
“I hope I have a chance to repay the help I received today. Anytime is fine, so let me
know if you need anything. Anything.”
“…..”
“If the princess needed me, it would be a great pleasure for me.”
It was not an illusion to hear the wind. The wind followed the leaves and scattered the
crown prince’s hair.
The lights in the party room that came to the terrace through the glass door were subtle.
I blinked my eyes.
***
“Lady, the dress seems to have changed, is there something wrong with my eyes?”
I left the annexe before the party was over. It was a party that would last all night
anyway if left alone. I didn’t have the stamina to fit in like that.
“No, you’ve seen it right. I spilled something on my dress and changed it.”
“Ah.”
“You said no when I questioned whether many people have grudges against you
around.”
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I know he was teasing me, but it felt little pricking. I turned the topic naturally while
pretending not to.
“My face?”
“I think you need a handkerchief to wipe your face. You look really tired.”
“Oh, this is… It’s not a big deal, maybe because I’ve had some arm wrestling.”
“Arm wrestling?”
“Because someone suggested it. Just a thing to do when bored people with physical
strength gather together. Plus, they are so competitive……”
With a tired expression, Sir Davery turned his right shoulder lightly to loosen it. I don’t
know, but it seemed like he had a hard time.
The carriage that passed the gate ran smoothly through the night. I left my body to the
shaking carriage and opened my mouth.
“As usual.”
“Well…….”
I can say that there are some problems, but the story is just difficult to tell.
I looked out the carriage window.
Suddenly
‘I was surprised.’
The wind that just blew, the subtle illusion, and somehow the meaningful words from the
prince.
A strange atmosphere filled the space. I didn’t know how embarrassed I was at the time.
I didn’t see the mirror, but my eyes probably shook quite a bit.
Could it be that I have been paralyzed and deluded myself in that short moment? As a
result, that kind of thought flowed in an instant.
Fortunately, a couple accidentally came to the terrace, and the mysterious atmosphere
was scattered.
And when I came to my senses, I was able to think reasonably. It was a close call.
The Prince’s line, which felt significant, was not necessarily so, and he’s not that cold-
hearted too.
Do I think he would be happy to have me help him? He just expressed his intention to
pay back the help in a polite manner.
And the meaning of what he said that he was looking forward to how it will be different
next time? It’s a similar greeting to ‘See you next time’.
And there was nothing strange even if I was really looking forward to it. When he saw
me in the temple, I had a completely different impression of a person after a few days,
and I would have been purely curious if I had not known about the enchanted cloth.
‘I mean, it was all meaningless.’
I was swept away by the atmosphere that encroached the terrace and misheard it as if
there was something.
A heartfelt sense of relief poured in again inside. It was really fortunate that the couple
broke in just in time.
If that didn’t happen, and if I was still distracted and mistook him then saying, “Your
Highness, I’m sorry.”.
“…….”
I rubbed my arm without realizing it, and Sir Davery asked if I was feeling cold. I shook
my head and asked.
“What is ‘that’?”
“The situation is not like that, but you mistook it by yourself. I mean, the other person
didn’t have that kind of feeling, but you were the only one who misunderstood and
thought of it.”
Sir Davery is handsome. I seemed to have mentioned it before, but he was handsome
enough to turn the heads when he passed by. In addition, he is tall and feels distant, so
he looks more handsome.
Half the question was based on the intention of making fun of him, but Sir Davery
answered it right away, with no sign of agonizing.
“Because it’s true. I’ve never misunderstood such a thing. Originally, I could easily know
it if I saw it.”
Sir Davery acted as if he could not understand. He was like a relaxed and experienced
love expert.
“Sir, I somehow hate you.”
“What? Why is this…..but I’m telling you, anyway. I can know it clearly if I just look at it.
Well, if other people don’t, it’s because I’m especially sensible in this area.”
Then Sir Davery stared at me. When I responded with a look of whether he had
something to say, the words continued.
“So if you have a person in mind, you can talk to me. I’ll read that person’s mind more
accurately than anyone else.”
I laughed slightly. Is this kind of love counselling? I can’t afford to do anything like that.
‘Yes, what is my situation? I can’t afford to like someone and take care of it while I’m too
busy to stay alive in the future.’
That’s why I don’t get married or engaged at this age. There’s a reason why I avoid
meeting people. It’s not because I need to hold Ash’s ankle like someone’s delusion.
Huh?
‘I know, but…..’
The carriage rattled a little. I got my eyes out of the window again, and suddenly I
thought about it.
The first time I learned about my miserable future was when I was seventeen. After that,
I thought survival came first, so I didn’t pay attention to dating, but even before that, I
wasn’t interested particularly.
Even if the other person showed interest first at meetings or banquets, I was always
embarrassed and anxious. No matter how popular the other person was with the
opposite sex.
Was it because people in their mid to late teens looked young to me when I
remembered my past lives? But I wasn’t even interested in a person who was three or
four years older.
‘I wasn’t like that in my previous life.’
Back then, I had a normal boyfriend. Dating with no less love like other people doing. I
was like that when I was in middle school and high school. I got caught wrong by a
stalker before I got into college and started dating…..
‘I suppose so.’
On the terrace earlier, when I was confused about whether the prince, who is handsome
and perfect, could be sublimated into charm even if I interpret it well, was interested in
me, I was in a difficult situation, let alone excited.
Wouldn’t there be a reason for such an iron wall? I know the unchangeable truth that
handsome men are beneficial to the eyes and mind.
‘By the way, that damned stalker criminal XX isn’t helping in this life either.’
No, I can’t afford to do that, but he helped me by not letting me pay attention to useless
things.
I returned home rather tired. Needless to say, the party made me feel wet, and
somehow I felt more tired because of what I had been through.
With the help of the maid, I changed my clothes, washed up, and lay down on the bed
like I was about to fall. I buried my face in a pillow and let out a complicated breath.
A day’s escape was enough. This is how it went today. However, from tomorrow, I had
to face the reality that had no answer coming back.
I blinked my eyes. The blind view of the pillow covering my eyes was like my future.
I tear off the innocent pillow and soon droop. Maybe it’s because I’m tired, but I don’t
even have more energy to vent my anger.
‘Damn psychopath.’
“All damn……”
I had a dream. The content did not remain in my memory, but for some reason, it
seemed that it was a dream that was bitter that a corner of my heart seemed to be
black.
I pretended to be like that because of a yawning, and eventually let the teardrop out of
the eyes.
***
I fell asleep with a lot of curses, but when I woke up, I was the only one who was ruined.
‘The enchanted cloth that I stole as much as I could is useless, and Ash has no favour
in Ari, so he might kill her if she slips now, and the secret of my birth remains, and the
way to run away is a long way to go.’
Why is the world really like this to me? I didn’t particularly want to move today, perhaps
because I had that gloomy thought in the morning.
It’s breakfast, so I have to eat. After a short thought, I decided to enjoy breakfast in my
room instead of going down to the dining room for a long time.
If Dylan’s keeping Ari by her side early in the morning and Ari doesn’t have to come out
of the room to see me at this hour, that means I don’t have to leave the room.
The breakfast menu prepared by the chef was shrimp cream soup and a shrimp sprout
salad.
Well, the sprouts are fresh. Is it because it’s a sprout? I was filling my stomach with a
simple but not lacking breakfast, when Bessie, who was watching me eat without
leaving the room for some reason, opened her mouth.
“Lady.”
“Huh?”
‘Luggage bag?’
“Cough!”
“I thought I’d have to clean up your room while you were out so………. Oh my, lady, are
you okay?”
“Cough cough!”
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I couldn’t raise my head and coughed. I couldn’t stop coughing because the soup I just
ate went in the wrong way.
“I’ll get some lukewarm water. Don’t drink cold water and stay for a moment.”
Bessie left the room quickly and came back meanwhile the coughs didn’t stop.
When I didn’t know this was going to happen, I mean, when I know that Agrita was Ari, I
forgot to clean it up. I knew I could run away as smoothly as I planned, so I had packed
my necessary luggage in advance and hid it in the closet.
Then I forgot.
This crazy thing, I only thought about it. I skipped important practices and had forgotten
it until this moment.
I was speechless at my stupidity. The cough stopped, but my heart was pounding even
more. Bessie anxiously examined my appearance.
My head is spinning. The luggage bag hidden in the closet was not big in volume, but it
was transparently packed for the purpose of leaving far away.
‘I got caught? I really got caught, right? But what should I say?’
My eyes were shaking nervously, as I put the glass near my face to hide the expression.
“……just say?”
“You wanted to go to the territory. Like you did when you were young.”
I blink one’s eyes at a moment’s notice. A brief exclamation soon came out.
Ah.
“At that time, you packed your bags and hid them in advance as you did now, right? Do
you know how cute you were when everyone thought…….”
That’s right. I was. So when I was really young, about six years old?
As Bessie said, at the time, I had packed my luggage and hid it at night the day before I
went down to the territory with my family, and was caught by a servant like this.
It was around the time Ash, who grew up healthy, started running around, and I thought
it was really time for me to be kicked out of this house, so I prepared for it.
Contrary to expectations, I was still not kicked out, and my father’s schedule to go to the
territory with me and Ash coincided, making my intention to wrap it up like that.
I saw a pure face without any doubt of Bessie’s fondness for old memories.
I settled down.
‘I’m saved.’
Bessie has seen me since I was very young. As I told you before, she often took care of
me instead of a nanny.
Maybe that’s why I grew up like this, but I still looked like a child to Bessie.
So at the age of 22, I packed a suspicious luggage bag that would suit a night owl, and
even if I was caught, she would bring back the old days and interpret it in a naive way.
Generally speaking, it’s hard to imagine or understand that I’m trying to get away from
this place. I suddenly felt bitter when I thought about it, but I felt relieved now anyway.
Bessie’s misunderstanding saved me from the crisis. I quickly responded to her illusion.
“Yes, that’s right. Oh, me too, I can just say it. Maybe this is my habit, as it used to be.”
Then I hurried around. Because I wasn’t really going down to the territory.
“But it’s not like I want to go to the territory or anything. I don’t have to go. I can’t go
alone if I want to, but Ash is really busy……”
“What?”
“Because my lady doesn’t think I know how you feel? I noticed earlier when I found your
luggage bag so I said to the Duke that the Duke was really busy and my lady didn’t
bring it up because you didn’t want to disturb him.”
“…..!”
Oh, no!
“Just go now. A territory is a place where the Duke has to stop by anyway. But I want
you two to feel cosy while visiting that it feels like you were traveling together, so
instead of disturbing him, how about you think of it as a help to the Duke, my lady?”
Maybe it’s because I’m in an unexpected situation. The fresh sprouts felt like dead
spinach.
***
Early in the morning. Looking at the scenery in the busy yard, I wondered what the hell
happened.
About yesterday afternoon, as Bessie said, Ash, who had already found me with a face
as if he had heard it all, said it as soon as he saw my face.
Thanks to this, I had to sincerely worry about whether I’ve become a person with “death
illness if I didn’t go to the territory right now.”
‘Huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.’
What the.
At the same time, I tried to explain to Ash that I didn’t want to go to the territory that
much, but I quit soon.
“Eonni.”
If I go down to the territory like this, I’ll stay there for a few days. In the meantime, I had
no choice but to vacate the mansion, so Ari, who was staying in the mansion, decided to
go back to her family.
In fact, it was time for Ari to go back, not just because of this situation.
The plan to seduce Ash with the enchanted cloth was shattered.
And the safety that Sir Davery has been responsible for is now, in fact, up to Dylan.
The vain despair that came from sending her, which was the only hope, was also
despair, but the fact that I left her and broke up with Ari made me feel bitter.
“Don’t let your guard down too much. Of course, Dylan will be good for you.”
“I will. When you get back from the territory, make sure to contact me again, eonni.
Don’t hesitate to call me if you need me.”
I didn’t deliberately embrace Ari. It seems like this is the last greeting. That’s kind of
weird.
“……the enchanted cloth, just burn it.”
And it’s only natural that Ari is going back to her family, which means Dylan is leaving
the mansion with her.
“It’s been a long time since we’ve met, and I can’t help but feel sorry for breaking up so
soon.”
“If it’s too bad, you don’t have to follow me to the territory, and you can stay with Dylan
at your own place.”
Of course, I meant to tease him. Sir Davery’s employer was obviously Ash in the first
place, so I had no authority to let him go anywhere he wanted.
Even though he knew it, Sir Davery got the rhythm right.
I soon got into the carriage, being greeted by Ari, who shook her hand hard, and
somehow the butler didn’t say anything.
For your information, I asked to take all the rides together in this carriage with only
luggage in the other carriage before departure, but I was rejected at once.
‘Both of you! Come on! Definitely! Anyone who has a disagreement, come to me now.’
And no one stood before her with a voracious air. Eventually, the number of carriages
was divided in that way.
I felt that I lacked immunity because I got upset every time I went through that constant
heart.
Rattle, rattle.
The carriage quickly ran out of the center of the city and out of the suburbs. The
scenery along the street quickly turned green.
I habitually kept my eyes out of the window, with no purpose in appreciating the
scenery.
In the midst of a complicated and cluttered mind, on the one hand, I was puzzled.
Come to think of it, it’s definitely been a while since I’ve been down to the territory.
I counted the number of years. The last time I went was when my parents were alive, so
at least three years have passed.
‘Time flies.’
It was as crowded and complicated as a resort island, but anyway, there was a sense of
ownership and distance together.
If there was a flower bed in my head right now, I would have liked to go far away to
catch my breath as Bessie said.
‘Whoa.’
Would you like some flowers on your head? Although, it might not help realistically.
The territory owned by the family was closer than other territories, but it was still quite
far as we had to ride a carriage all day to reach there.
The endless flow of greenery was fresh at first but gradually became as dull and boring.
It was understandable that he was so busy because he took over the family and had a
lot of business with it.
Now, this was certainly the result of one of Bessie’s outrageous misunderstandings, it
certainly was, but really one in a million.
What Bessie said is right. No matter how much I wanted to go to the territory, I wouldn’t
have said I want to go first.
Like this, I didn’t want to be a burden to Ash, who was so busy that he had to look at the
papers from the carriage.
“Noonim.”
“Huh?”
I blinked for a moment at Ash’s words. ……Did I say that out loud? Well, I yawned a
little while ago, instead of looking out the window.
I thought he was only looking at the documents, but I don’t know when he saw me. I
opened my mouth slightly awkwardly.
“Just a little?”
Then suddenly Ash moved to my side from the opposite side. Then he made me lean
on his shoulder before I could say anything.
“……..”
I leaned on Ash like that while he finished reading the document with his other free
hand.
It would be natural for anyone to sleep by leaning on others rather than sleep in a
straight posture. Moreover, if the opponent has a sense of stability when he or she is
much taller than me and has broad shoulders, it will be even more possible.
It was an unknown act. I couldn’t sleep. It felt like I was running away from sleepiness
again.
The sound of horses’ hooves and the rattling of the wheels made by the running
carriage rang out more clearly than usual.
***
The Raydick Territory that drives out of the center of the capital to the southwest for a
long time is a bustling place.
Originally, the land was fertile and well-positioned, so many people lived in the land.
The first Duke of Widgreen was granted the land with the title and reigned, and from
then on, he developed it in earnest.
The first duke was a man of good ability. He knew how to efficiently manage the land
where productivity and location are advantages, and the land developed rapidly not only
in industry but also in commerce and trade.
The territory is wide and has a large population, abundant supplies, and active
exchanges with the surrounding territory.
By now, only gold mines have exploded in such radical. It was regarded as a good
place to live, a rich place to live, a golden land to be recognized by all-natural beings.
There is a quiet location, somewhat distant from the noisy, vibrant central busy street.
“The Duke, no, Your Excellency! Princess! How long has it been?”
Lucas Biffren, acting as acting manager of the territory, was a distant relative of my
mother’s side.
However, he is a relative, but he was a mere stranger to his in-laws, but he has been in
charge of the land for 15 years until this year, and more than that he has been good at it
regardless of his relationship.
It is from the time when the Widgreen family started to establish a representative for the
management of the territory. Since then, he has stepped into the business and moved
his residence to the capital, which is the same as it is now, so Ash has entrusted Lugas
with the overall work of the territory and only receives regular reports about it.
After a long time, Lucas smiled with a long, thick gray mustache.
“If you had given me the early notice, I would have had more time to prepare.”
“You’re welcome anyway. Everyone will be happy that the owner visited. First, have
dinner at the dining room, then we’ll have a welcome party…….”
I stopped him in a fit of rage. I rode a carriage for half a day to get here. The carriage
stopped on the way and took a short break, but it was still a tough journey.
It’s a relief that I couldn’t sleep, but I felt like my body wasn’t my body because I was
nervous in the middle.
“I’d like to postpone dinner. I’d like to have a simple dinner tonight.”
After speaking, I glanced up at Ash just in case. Ash nodded briefly as if he agreed with
my opinion.
“But it’s been so long since you’ve been here. Why don’t you give the employees here a
chance to show off their skills?”
“Next time.”
Soon after, Lucas followed up with an employee and guided Ash and other people to
their rooms.
Ash’s place of residence had long been fixed. Formerly used by our father, the space
dedicated to the lord was now the place where Ash would stay.
After unpacking and changing into a casual outfit, I was guided to a dining room for
dinner.
“The chef has changed. I’m sure you’ll like the dish better than before since he had
been specially chosen. We also picked a new dealer and brought in fresher
ingredients.”
The meal was so delicious that I felt sorry that I shed one ear while listening.
He is so talented that there was a subtle doubt about the chef’s background.
After the meal, I went back to my room.
I forced Bessie back to her living quarters, telling her not to come all the way here and
wait on me there.
I also said to Sir Davery that it would be safe here, so I told him to leave and take a
break.
Then I came to my room, and some maid, I’m not even asking her to, came to me to
help me take a bath.
“My, My lady.”
A little maid with dark brown hair and freckles on the back of her nose crouched down
on me.
“Well……anything?”
“Then I’ll release you with a rose bath bomb. Because it suits you.”
Mm-hmm?
The young-looking maid, as if she had not been over fifteen or sixteen at most, this is
the first time I’ve seen her.
It wasn’t new. Naturally, there are more faces that I don’t know than I know when I come
to the territory once every few years.
There was no resemblance, but she reminded me of Ari, perhaps because she looked
young. As I was getting ready to go into the bathtub, I asked implicitly.
“Yes.”
The voice, which wasn’t loud from the beginning, crawled further as it reached the end. I
purposely refined my words more softly because I was wondering if I made her nervous.
“I see. Thanks for the bath, Angela. Please take good care of me while I’m here.”
Angela, who shook her head with a shy face, soon searched the shelf near the
bathroom door.
“This, this is a fragrance essence. When you come out of the bath…….”
Then the small brown bottle in Angela’s hand slipped. Fortunately, the bottle that fell on
the soft carpet did not break.
“No.”
Instead, a bottle of essence flowed out of the half-open lid and made a stain on the
carpet.
I looked at Angela with a slight glare in my eyes. It wasn’t because she made a simple
mistake.
I saw Angela’s hand trembling as I walked through the shelf and picked up the perfume
bottle.
The degree of trembling was so great to say that it was fine. Looking at that, I might
have thought Angela was in the late stage of her life.
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Angela’s hands, which were scurrying away from the bottle and collecting the dirty
carpet, remained silent, with no sign of trembling again.
‘No, even if she’s just working for many days, I can’t just call her for that.’
At least, I knew her name anyway. I soon soaked myself in the prepared bath, soothing
myself. And I noticed at this time that, regardless of everything, Angela was a capable
maid.
The water temperature was just right and sufficiently warm. It was good enough to say
that it was perfect.
It was an excellent choice to choose a rose bath. Shall I ask her to tell me where the
product came from later on?
“Ha.”
By the time my body was relaxed, I left the bathtub. When I got out of the bath like that,
a maid other than Angela was waiting for me.
Lucas stuck out a transparent glass containing purple-coloured liquor. He put his head
down and sat opposite.
So did I look free? All right, that wasn’t wrong, so I ignored it.
No matter how complicated my mind is these days, it’s true that I don’t have a routine
on the outside.
Although I didn’t think much about drinking, I decided to suit Lucas’s circumstances.
“It’s been a while since I’ve seen you. His Excellency’s face has become so thin than
when I saw him before.”
“Yes.”
“Haha, thank you. I’ve been working hard all day and night.”
To be honest, whenever I saw him working so hard, I wondered why, but I decided to
swallow my unnecessary honesty.
Then Lucas looked sentimental as to remember the past. There were creases around
the narrow eyes.
“Time flies.”
“……”
“It feels like yesterday when the former Duke and Duchess were like His Excellency and
Princess.”
It has been three years since my parents died. It’s past time to cry because of the
mention of my parents. I said it was okay, but Lucas changed the subject as if he was
uncomfortable.
“By the way my lady, you must be feeling reassured. His Excellency has become so
imposing.”
“……yes.”
“You’re still on good terms these days, aren’t you? I can see that you are coming here
together.”
Nodding my head without a word. Lucas put the glass he was holding down on the
table.
“But when I see your special bond, I feel very proud of you both. By the way, Mrs
Wedner would have been as happy to see it too.”
“Mrs Wedner?”
Ah.
I’ve heard her name a few times, but it’s the first time I’ve heard she’s mentioned by her
last name.
My Mother’s mother, I knew she was dead in an accident when I was very young. There
is a piece of memory that my mother would sometimes take out a portrait of a middle-
aged woman with a longing eye from the bedside.
“Me?”
Come to think of it, I happen to resemble my mother’s family. It was a story I’ve heard
before.
In particular, the hair colour is characteristically similar. My pure detection, often likened
to a full-blown rose, was once said to be a colour that proved my maternal lineage.
Although it has faded a lot nowadays. My mother’s hair colour was close to orange.
Anyway, thanks to this, my origin has never been suspected, even though I don’t look
much like my parents or Ash.
It was a strange thing. Well, they adopted me because I looked like her in the first place.
“I see.”
“It seems, You’ve got a lot of offers. What about the princess? Looks like a suitor will
line up to the outside of the mansion.”
After that, Lucas and I talked a few more words. Although it was almost like he was
talking to himself. I just kept Lucas in tune so that he wouldn’t feel lonely.
“……Ah.”
There was a framed picture on the wall right next to the bookcase. Lucas clouded his
words with an air of difficulty.
I don’t remember exactly when it was painted, but it was quite a long time ago.
In the painting was a relatively young-looking mother and father, and a younger me,
smiling brightly, holding the younger Ash’s hand.
But I wasn’t looking at my parents in the portrait, contrary to what he might be doing.
That’s when I found out that my parents would keep the secrets of my birth and that I
wouldn’t be kicked out of the mansion.
And at the same time, the future like this is a time of total ignorance.
“Oh, princess.”
Lucas caught my body while I’m turning. When I looked at him in doubt, he handed me
back the glass he had put out earlier.
“Since we talked, I thought you’d be thirsty. There’s almost no alcohol. It’s different from
what it looks like.”
I wasn’t going to drink it, but I felt stuffy and thirsty. Maybe it was because of the
portraits. As if to support the saying that there is little alcohol, the drink went over more
smoothly than it looked.
The walk was heavy. I couldn’t tell whether it was just my feeling or my body was tired.
As I walked in the hallway, the portrait where I held Ash’s small hand firmly and smiled,
revealed to my eyes every step of the way.
Maybe it’s because the bed has changed. I couldn’t fall asleep until I tossed around for
a while.
*****
My eyes opened.
‘Morning…?’
It was dark in the room, even though the curtains were opened.
I squint one’s eyelids. Soon it was lifted completely. Did I wake up at an ambiguous
time? I felt thirsty because I woke up from sleep, so I stuttered around the table.
“…….!”
I blinked my eyes.
“Mom, Dad?”
On the bedside.
Maybe I woke up from sleep, but my voice was locked out. No, but it doesn’t make
sense. I realized something the next moment when I saw two people sitting still staring
at me.
It was pitch-dark everywhere. But it was so clear in the midst of such dark darkness.
It was real.
“……”
“We’re sorry.”
“Mom.”
I’ve had that echo in my mouth for the first time in a while. It’s been a long time since
I’ve seen them in my dream. It’s been a long time since I dreamed of my parents.
Even a cold daughter can’t help it. A year after my parents’ death, I stopped dreaming
about them at night. I’ve had so many dreams before.
Is this the same dream as before? The moment I thought so, my father opened his
mouth.
“……Daddy?”
“If I had known this was going to happen, then I would have told you not to.”
“Daddy.”
The question came down to my neck, but I could soon see for myself how meaningless
it was to spit it out.
“……no.”
But I shook my head. In the end, I denied it even though I knew it was a conversation
with me.
“No, I don’t.”
Reading the future seemed to bring the world down, but it wasn’t. Yeah, it wasn’t. No
matter how I did, I never regretted entering this house.
I met my parents, I stayed with other people in the mansion, I got to know them,
and……
“It’s not like that, really. The word of resentment I don’t even have in my heart. That’s
all, so don’t say that.”
I felt like crying. The parents who hugged me were warmer as if they were true.
Sadly.
How long would I have been hugged like that, suddenly, my parents disappeared. I just
blinked blankly, hugging the air in the form of two people scattered like fog.
I know it’s a dream, and I know it’s all a fantasy, but it’s not easy to carry on with the
sense of loss.
It was then.
“……Ash?”
A different face appeared on behalf of the missing parents. Somehow I was much more
surprised than before.
I saw a family portrait, and then my parents appeared in my dream, so I thought Ash
might appear next.
But even if he appeared, I thought I’d get childhood Ash, as I saw in the portrait.
As I saw yesterday, it’s not Ash who has become a multi-faceted adult.
“Noonim.”
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And I couldn’t move at this time. Somehow I was stuck. As if I were caught in some kind
of spell that constrains me.
Soon I could see what it was that tied me up to do nothing like this.
Ash’s eyes.
Ash was staring at me coolly with his golden eyes that had no emotion at all.
Ash reached out his hand. The straight, large, hard hand brushed my cheek just like my
mother’s hand did and then wrapped my neck the next moment.
“…….!”
The fact that it was a dream made me feel pressure and pain, but at this moment I felt
pain elsewhere.
“Why…..”
Ash’s face drew closer. Ash whispered softly in my ear from a breathable distance.
***
“……Gasp!”
I stared blankly around and soon fumbled for the hand mirror. Then I glanced at my
neck with it.
“………ha.”
I had a nightmare.
No, it’s not. I tried to answer that I didn’t mean to deceive you.
But I couldn’t speak because I was strangled. I wanted to speak out, but I couldn’t do
that and just mumbled in pain.
I sat at the edge of the bed like that, sitting motionless as if I had been rooted on the
bed.
Soon I covered my face.
‘What is this?’
It was unbelievable.
The dream was so vivid, wondering if it should have been. My parents were my parents,
but Ash’s dream after that was so real that it was creepy.
It was all true. I still felt like it was all stuck to me.
I rubbed my cheeks and ears in a huddle and then pulled the string near the bedpost.
It was not Angela who came into the room, but a maid with a face I had never seen
before. It’s not an important fact. I added before she went out for a wash.
“Coldwater, please.”
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After a while, she appeared with icy cold water, as I asked the maid too.
I dipped my hand in the basin and then fell silent for a moment.
The cold temperature made my skin ache. Instinctively hesitated and soon closed my
eyes.
“Uh.”
Whenever I poured water on my face, I felt like I was suffering from reflexes.
However, I repeatedly wash my face with the harsh cold water. Then I thought.
‘It’s a dream.’
‘No matter how vivid it was, it’s just a dream. Forget it! Don’t think about it!’
Finally, I dipped my face in the basin as if giving a shock therapy – and it seemed like I
heard a small scream of a maid waiting on one side of the room – and quickly recovered
it.
“Puha.”
Anyway, thanks to it, I felt like it was working. Even though I was shivering at the first
wash.
I got out of the back bed with a soft towel. I don’t know how hard labour is this morning.
I then took off my bed and changed into an indoor dress with the help of the maid.
There was no purpose, but I wanted to get out of the room. When I came out into the
hallway like that, I saw Bessie, who seemed to have just come out like me.
“Uh-huh.”
I answered equivocally.
I couldn’t cheer up and say, “No, I couldn’t sleep. I had a terrible nightmare. It was a
terrible time nightmare. It’s amazing. Do you want to listen to it?” I couldn’t have said
that.
“What? No.”
“I’m just saying the truth. The bed has suddenly changed, so I was wondering just in
case. I’m glad you said no.”
Sharp Bessie……… I’m starting to get a twinge inside, and then Sir Davery comes out
from his room.
“Good morning. Oh? Miss, you look like you’re not sleeping.”
“Oh.”
As if it were a pity – no, why – Sir Davery, kicked his tongue, Alex also showed up –
and, by the way, Alex went to the territory together as a porter.
Soon the party moved together to the dining room. To be honest, I had no appetite, but
when I said I would skip breakfast, it seemed like I was advertising that my night was
bad, so I followed them silently.
“Well, yes.”
“Come to think of it, how long Sir Sack hasn’t come to the territory?”
“It wasn’t a big deal. I heard the bandits in the neighbourhood were coming in near the
perimeter, so just to clean up a little….”
“Oh, bandits?”
“Somehow, it was. You could have caught them too, Bessie. If Mace loses.”
We walked around chatting. Without saying a word, I stared at the scenery outside the
window. It was then.
“Your Excellency.”
“Lady?”
I hurriedly left my seat with a sudden and diligent excuse. At the back, Bessie and Sir
Davery embarrassedly called me, but I ignored and hastened my steps.
I went down the stairs recklessly out of the hall. Fortunately, there was no unseemly
loss of way out of the mansion.
As I came outside, I could see a well-built garden on one side of the large site.
I walked straight there. I’ve been acting like I’m taking a walk.
Entering the entrance, I walked more into the garden and sat down on the bench as if I
had been waiting.
‘What am I doing?’
I was conscious of what I just did. This was a run. An undeniable escape
‘Ah……’
I lowered my head and covered my face. I can’t believe my ice wash, that harsh method
didn’t work this much.
‘Why did he have to call me there yesterday? Why? Otherwise, I wouldn’t have seen
that portrait there…’
‘If you were bored, you should be drinking alone and talking to yourself looking at the
wall. Fucking Lucas. Damn Lucas. Ugly Lucas and I don’t know why he grows that ugly
moustache.”
At this point, I even snorted at Lucas, but soon felt guilty, so I stopped.
This is not to say that I didn’t know I would have this dream. I knew my death.
Although I only saw it fragmentarily and superficially through the book, it would be nice
to say that I know my destiny in advance.
So it wasn’t a nightmare that I couldn’t have. Perhaps it is a natural flow that can be
explained. To have a dream like this at this point. In other words, it was a dream that
could be expected.
But, uh…
I touched my chest. An unstable echo passed through the palms of the hand.
I didn’t know this would happen. I didn’t know it was this much.
When I was strangled in a dream, I couldn’t wake up to the pain even though I was
thinking it was a dream.
My heart sank as I faced the dull, cool golden eyes. Then pain poured in.
The inside of my heart seemed to crack and collapse, leaving no shape and slowly
breaking. The pain was so great that it was unbearable. Even in the choking, chilling
sensation, my nerves were all focused on it.
“…….”
Recalling the pain, the hand around my chest gave me strength. The drab top of the
dress, which had no ornament, was wrinkled.
I was scared.
I couldn’t stand it. I was afraid to become a stranger with Ash. I feared that someday I
would not be special for him causing him to kill me with his own hands without any
hesitation.
So I wanted to run away. I wanted to run away completely even if I couldn’t guarantee
what life would be like after I ran away.
Whatever happens after that, it will obviously be better than watching me become
nobody to Ash.
I couldn’t hate Ash. When he held my hand, I couldn’t really hate and I respect the
warmth that he conveyed, as normal and warm as other people.
‘So idiot.’
“Dullard…..”
I tried to look at the clouds. I tried to watch it just flow, but the sun invaded my vision. At
a moment, my eyes were dazzled and I frowned.
‘…Sir Davery?’
I turned my head with a throbbing heart. And I soon became perplexedly firm.
‘………. a snake?’
What, what?
A long snake with a yellow body and a speckled pattern fluttered its tongue at me from
the grass. I was caught in a daze watching it. First of all, it was a shock.
I broke out in a cold sweat. Slowly I lifted myself up from the bench.
‘Don’t do that.’
Unfortunately, however, the wish did not seem to have been conveyed. The snake kept
its eyes on me. The long, vertical pupil looked straight at me.
Should I turn around and run away? What if it comes after me? Can I avoid a sudden
bite from behind?
I had all kinds of thoughts. My mind has become complicated. Why did I have to face a
snake-like this one on one?
I was still relieved to find out that the snake’s head was round in the midst of this.
‘There’s no poison.’
They said that the poisonous snake had a triangular head shape.
It’s a relief that he’s round everywhere. Yeah, poisonous snakes aren’t common
anywhere.
If there was Ari here, it would have become common, but fortunately or unfortunately, it
was just me here now.
In a good way, it’s a crisis, but at least it’s not a death crisis.
I swallowed my saliva.
It only hurts when bitten – of course, I didn’t like it – but I felt a little bit brave to think that
I wouldn’t die.
I kept my eyes on the snake and moved my feet slowly. Really…. slowly….
The snake just looked at me as if it was watching me and did not move from its place.
That’s right, you are really good. Stay still like that’s like what you’ve been doing.
“……!”
Murphy’s Law!
Why did that come to mind at this moment? Yeah, that’s probably because I made the
mistake, spraining my feet on the ground, that I didn’t usually do well at times like this.
I crept open my eyes when I felt something, a shadow, instead of the pain of being
bitten by a snake.
“Eh, Ash?”
I could see Ash’s face in front of me. Ash, who lowered his upper body as if to wrap me
around, was looking down right at me when I fell on the floor.
I stared blankly at the unexpected face. Then the next moment, I shouted as if I were
screaming.
“Ash!”
The snake was biting Ash’s arm. I could see a thin stream of blood flowing from Ash’s
left arm with a snake’s fangs in it.
Ash, who slightly narrowed his forehead, broke the snake’s head with his other hand
and took it off without a groan.
I couldn’t shut my mouth while seeing the vivid lice soup with fresh blood. But Ash didn’t
seem to care too much about his wounds.
“Now…”
Am I in the danger? I’m fine. Of course, I’m alright. It was Ash who wasn’t okay.
I raised myself up in contemplation. The fingertips, which held Ash’s arm to avoid the
wound, trembled weakly.
“What about your arm? What do I do, doesn’t it hurt? What about the bleeding?
Shouldn’t we stop the bleeding?”
“Noonim.”
“…..”
Only after hearing that did I realize that my eyes were filled with tears. I blinked my
eyes. Tears welled down under gravity.
“Noonim?”
As soon as I found myself crying, Ash’s face was clearly shaken as soon as he saw me
crying, but he had been bitten on the arm by a snake.
Ash, who still neglected his wounds, held me and looked around for observation.
Worries and nervousness were reading in his eyes, checking if I was really hurt.
That’s why.
“Noonim.”
What’s wrong?
Is that so important?
“Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh”
I let myself down and cried. I could feel Ash fidgeting in front of me, who had left the
blood running on his arm.
It was so hopeless and devastated that I couldn’t cry even when Ash was embarrassed
and finally took me in his arms as if to appease me.
***
I and Ash returned to the mansion with my eyes puffed up and his arm swollen. Of
course, it was because I cried, and Ash was hurt, so there was only one patient.
I’m sure it’s quite absurd to come back like this from a morning walk. That’s how I feel.
“He was bitten by a snake in the garden. Come on. Call a doctor for him. We need to
treat the wound.”
After a while, the doctor, who had been called hurriedly, examined and treated Ash’s
arm in a nearby parlour room.
I sat a little far away and silently watched the doctor disinfect the affected area.
I watched.
“No, your eyes aren’t very good. You look like you’re stung. Was there a bee in the
garden beside a snake?”
“……”
This guy.
Anyone can tell that I’m crying, but he’s still making fun of me with these eyes?
Looking at his expression, I seemed to be right that he meant to tease me. I raised my
eyebrows slightly and deliberately snapped in an exaggerated tone.
“Sir, do you feel like you’re joking about a person being hurt? You must be having fun,
aren’t you? You must have had a lot of complaints about Ash.”
It was almost equivocal that I cried like a child in the garden because I was surprised to
see a snake.
I thought it would work even though I made excuses, but it worked. Thanks to it, I’m in a
position to be teased like this.
Come to think of it, I think I saw a clock tower the other day and cried because I was so
moved.
I wondered if my tear glands were okay as it is, but I decided to give up on him because
I couldn’t tell him why I cried.
At that time, the doctor arranged the medical equipment as the treatment was finished.
“The treatment was done. I’m glad the wound is not deep. If you just watch out for the
water for a while, it will heal without any further damage.”
Ash’s left arm was wrapped with a white bandage from the wrist to the middle of the
arm.
Ash raised his arm and moved lightly. The doctor’s voice followed.
“For a while, you may feel a little uncomfortable with your arms. It’s a species with
paralytic poison.”
“Poison?”
I reacted unconsciously to the word poison. The doctor talked soothingly about how I
looked.
“It’s literally just paralyzed poison. There’s nothing else to do but limit the movement, so
you don’t have to worry.”
“Hmm…”
At Bessie’s question, the doctor drew the answer as if he were agonizing for a moment
and looked back at Ash.
As soon as he answered like that, Ash and I met eyes. Suddenly his words changed.
“I’m fine.”
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“Didn’t you say ‘It’s not like I can’t use it’ just now……”
As far as I can remember, Ash never blatantly said that he was bluffing…
“I’m telling you, it’s a very useless poison, just a paralytic poison.”
I don’t know why Ash is reassuring and soothing me in this situation. It’s Ash who got
hurt.
I felt a little disheartened. Of course, since there was a perception that Ash was hurt
because of me.
Although, I’m not really saying it like that, and Ash, who heard it clearly, made eye
contact with me and said.
“If so, then this house caretaker and all the house servants will have to go.”
“……”
At this moment, Ash’s last remark about the ‘remainings’ suddenly came to mind. The
remainings except for me. If I got hurt then the other would die.
Oh, no.
I shook my head around. Come to think of it, isn’t it the same as if for the sake of other
people peace and stability, I need to save my body first, is it?
I shouldn’t go around alone then…
I was thinking over the new realization when Bessie’s voice broke in and evoked the
topic.
“I’m glad the wound itself isn’t deep anyway. No, why was there a snake in the garden
in the first place? It’s not even a butterfly or a frog.”
Did it come in from outside? That was the only possible reason. I don’t think anyone
raised it.
…..isn’t it?
The old Flora’s memory that passed through my head faltered, and at that moment the
drawing-room door burst open.
It was Lucas.
“I’ve heard the word. You were bitten by a snake? God, it’s all my fault. I don’t
understand why that kind……… It’s my fault that I didn’t take good care of the garden.
I’m so sorry.”
As soon as he entered the room, Lucas bowed so low that he could nearly touch the
ground.
It may be technically unfair for me to blame Lucas for all the snakes in the garden, but
somehow I didn’t want to defend him now.
Maybe it’s because I keep seeing the bandages around Ash’s arm.
“Yes?”
“If my sister had been bitten, not me, You wouldn’t even be here right now.”
Lucas swivelled his eyes. He seemed to measure what he heard.
I was still pretending I didn’t hear it, and then Ash gestured lightly, like chasing a fly.
“Just go away.”
“But…”
“If you don’t think annoying me is the secret to getting the wound healed quickly, then
go.”
After Lucas disappeared, Sir Davery brought up the words as if to change the mood.
“Well, let’s rest today, Your Excellency, you’ve been overloaded with work.”
“Yes, yes.”
I personally agreed. I didn’t say it in words, but I’ve been hoping that for a long time ago
when Ash can get rest a day.
But Ash, who did not even listen to them, saw me instead.
“Noonim.”
“Huh?”
“What do you mean by that! Where are you going? Even if you take a break and don’t
move at all, it’s still isn’t enough.”
When……?
Bessie shot me a glance to see as if she knew what she was saying wouldn’t work.
I just talked frankly, a bit hesitatingly because I had the baton in my hands.
“Even if we go out together, I’m not going to see anything else because I’ll just be
paying attention to your wounds.”
It’s embarrassing to spit it out, but it’s true. It was obvious that I couldn’t concentrate on
the outside when all I’m doing was staring at the bandage.
“You hear that? My Lady has said so, too. Today, you need absolute rest. Com. plet.
ly!!”
Ash’s gaze was still turned at me as if he pointed at me, he said yes with a nod.
“A change of mood…….”
I couldn’t find a reason why I needed it out of the blue and soon swallowed a short
sighing of exclamation.
I was at a loss for words. He was just bitten by a snake, and even now and then.
But then there’s immediately the despairing sadness that comes from the realization
that I am going to lose it any time soon.
The latter was so big that I choked. The more pleased Ash is with the affection he
shows me, the more painful it is for me to imagine a future that will lose it.
For that reason, I was at a loss for words, and then I heard Sir Davery’s voice.
“Leave it to me.”
“Sir?”
Sir Davery held his right hand in his place and continued.
“In short, isn’t it a matter of trusting the escort? I’ll take care of the lady. Safety
guaranteed, security guaranteed and fun guaranteed.”
“Hmm. Even if it’s a mission, I don’t want you to forget that I’ve been in the territory for
some time.”
“What.”
Sir Davery laughed with a boastful grin. I realized a step later than his self-confident
smile. That my outing was decided.
‘Huh?’
***
The doctor, who we had thought he had left earlier on the way, found out that his
presence had been erased for some reason, but he still remained in the drawing-room.
It was quite late that he corrected Ash’s remarks, informing him that he was still in the
room, and then gave Ash a prescription for “absolute rest today.”
Bessie and everyone else in the present were not desirable prescriptions.
However, the next question remained whether Ash would follow the prescription as
soon as possible.
I went out.
The autumn has come but the midday sun is still hot.
Under the burning sun, I took out the parasol that Bessie had prepared and opened it.
I declined Sir Davery’s voice and looked ahead. A lively and noisy street was visible as
people rushed by.
When Ash brought up the change of mood in the drawing-room, I couldn’t say no to it
right away because there’s no chance to do so.
When I felt that I didn’t have to change my mood a little later, it was already after Sir
Davery was selected as the escort, and Bessie was also preparing to go out with a good
touch.
It’s too late to say no.
So I finally got ready for this and that, so I’m here now.
The opinion that the morning was cold and the afternoon would be good for me to walk
around made me leave the mansion just after lunch.
I stared at the bustling and noisy centre of the territory and soon looked back at Sir
Davery.
“I can eat without hesitation if someone gives me something, but that’s the kind of thing
that I don’t want to ask for first.”
“Hmm, then let’s put off the restaurant first. There’s a new street stall nearby. Would you
like to take a look around?”
“Okay.”
I looked at him and swallowed a feeble sigh. Yeah, just enjoy it then.
‘Cause I should have gone out for sightseeing at least once like this anyway.’
As I was walking along the street led by Sir Davery, I suddenly thought of Ash’s voice.
Ash stayed in the mansion and saw me out of the mansion in the afternoon.
And then I read the still-worried concern in Ash’s eyes towards me.
Thanks to it, my heart was pounding even at that moment. Feelings were overworked
again.
It was heart-warming and special that he showed to me only, and at the same time, it
was contradictorily sad, painful, and gloomy, and it was a kind of hot bath, cold bath,
and merciless roller coaster.
‘I’m going to die in expulsion…… Ah, my life itself is short, by the way.’
I was thinking about it that I didn’t see properly in front of me, and then I bumped into
someone coming from the opposite side.
“Oh, sorry…”
It’s not because the guy I bumped into is a little kid who barely got to my chest.
“Hehe.”
I wondered why that was in the hands of that child. Of course, a very short accident was
enough.
The child, who seemed to have stolen my purse, soon turned around and fled toward
the alley.
He’s such a quick kid. It happened so suddenly that Sir Davery couldn’t hide his absurd
expression and said,
“What?”
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Shrugged my shoulders.
Actually, I’ve had it in my mind since I was pickpocketed in the square the other day.
Although it’s not happened again, I was torn when I thought about it.
With the time’s bead were used, huh? I really had a hard time that day, huh?
‘It’s my revenge.’
I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, but I didn’t know it would happen now.
‘He’s not the same person, but He’s in the same industry.’
I was satisfied. I paid special attention and filled it with yellow stones that looked like
gold at a glance.
‘Have a taste of a twist in your head when you’re happy to the fullest.’
I thought for a moment and then shook it off. There were other reasons not to chase
after a child.
I patted off my coat with my hands, arranged it, and added refreshingly.
“Then shall we go? Street stalls.”
Then Sir Davery’s mouth fell apart as if he were holding back his laughter.
***
Although he looks about ten years old on the outside, the boy who is older than that.
The boy who rolled in the back alley for a long time had a difficult face.
“Why aren’t they following me when her purse has been taken away from her. No matter
how noble she is, this is gold……”
No, it wasn’t …… Soon the boy’s face, which found out the truth, faded.
“Crazy, stone?!!”
Instead, the failed boy, the group who received the call, moved secretly.
***
The young man who slammed down the table shouted. The sewage men standing
opposite silently dropped their heads.
His request was to drive out the escort driver and secretly kidnap the noblewoman who
came out on a territory.
He thought he was asked to do a small job and make a big profit after a long time. He
thought it was a lucky day.
‘If I complete this request, I’ll have a lot of fun for a while.’
At first, he used pickpockets. He tried to make a pickpocket who stole money to drive
the escort by chasing the fleeing pickpocket.
But it failed.
He tried to get him into a fight and lure him into a deserted place.
‘No? What’s the point of seeing it? I need someone I know to support. And I don’t know
many people in the territory. I’m gonna call the security guard here, Excuse me!”
He even tried to drive out the escort again by holding an arm-wrestling contest.
‘Arm wrestling? We’re doing an unusual competition. Sir, would you like to participate?’
‘Shall I join?’
‘That’s Okay. My eyes only got higher after I saw Dylan playing against him. It will be
boring.’
‘It was fun that day, but I hope Dylan comes back to the mansion.’
He even purposely defiled that noble lady’s clothes and tried to keep them apart while
she was changing.
‘I’m sorry…..sir?’
‘I have recently had a similar situation. Can I go through the same thing twice? Well, it’s
body-memory learning ability.’
‘That’s wonderful.’
He’s been trying to attract her attention by casting the famous street casanova.
‘Beautiful Lady.’
‘Beautiful Lady?’
‘This cubic state is a little unnatural, but instead, the colour combination stands out.’
“Beautiful…”
‘Is it too boring to choose the shape of a rose?’
‘It’s all right. If you’re sensible, you’ll leave before your face, which means your
business, get beaten by this sir, and explode and roll on the street .’
All failed.
The young man was dumbfounded. His goal was a noble lady accompanied by a knight.
He certainly thought it wouldn’t be difficult to lure and kidnap her. But what is this?
Considering that he gave up the balance, it was hard to contact him because he failed
to make a request like a dog that lost the money.
‘There’s a lot of eyes to see that, but I think I can just take the guards off by hitting his
back. Why don’t I try that?’
‘Even if there’s an escort, there’s only one, so I hit him at the head….’
‘Give the neighbourhood security forces some money to stop them from taking over.’
When he was about to order his men what he had thought, suddenly the door burst
open.
“……what is it?”
“R, run!”
“What?”
“…..?!”
The man sprang to his feet. The floor was stained with blood around so bitterly, centring
on the sore throat.
A tall man standing behind him shook off his sword effortlessly.
“Who, who–”
The muttered young man soon glanced in. The young man and his opponent’s eyes
met.
He looked familiar. No, he felt like he knew the description rather than he’d seen it.
He couldn’t understand what his opponent was saying. But the man was sure of one
thing.
He is dangerous.
Dangerous was a sign from his instincts. He doesn’t know the identity of the opponent,
but he should never move ahead.
He gulped dry saliva. One of his people has already been killed, but the man was still
trying to try to talk carefully.
However, it seems that the man was the only one who developed that instinct.
The men of a man of no knowledge rushed at the young man who had stormed in.
At the door, he saw his colleagues fall down helplessly, but when he saw the bandage
around his opponent’s left arm, they seemed to be off guard.
“Ahhhh!”
“Argh!”
At best, it was enough time to blink a few times. One-sided killing in front of the man’s
eyes.
The young man, who cut down nearly a dozen people with irrelevant faces like a bug,
looked at the man with a face that had no emotion.
Thud, thud.
The man, who was stepping back in the steam, fell into a chair and fell into the ground.
Why did he just come up with it now? The Duke was also a celebrity among those men
like him who rolled in the dark streets of the city.
Not just because he’s high-ranking aristocrats, but because of his ability to cut people in
the blink of an eye and his cruel hands.
The man crawled desperately because his legs didn’t get any strength.
But now it’s not important. The important thing was to live.
‘I want to live!’
The man shouted with all his heart as he looked at the person who was getting closer to
him.
“I, I’ll give you all you want. Client? Client information? I’ll tell you everything! I’ll tell you
everything…”
“Well, you didn’t know who I was, so you accepted the favour and made a mess with my
sister. Is that why you were so brave, huh?”
The young man grinned. It was a smile that was clearly admiring because his
appearance was too beautiful, but the man’s whole body was filled with goosebumps as
if he had seen a ghost smile.
The young man who said so soon put down the sword. The man died without finishing
his words.
The young man, who had lightly brushed off the blood as he did when he came in,
stared indifferently at the terrible scene.
Chapter 45
The dreary, quilted hideout in the basement of an old building, now has become a
gloomy grave where more than ten bodies have turned cold and rolled over.
Even after creating such a scene, the young man was not much agitated.
He looked down at the bandage on his left arm, which he had been careful all the time
to prevent blood from splashing.
‘You got your doctor’s prescription, right? Don’t strain yourself. Promise me.’
It was a clear voice with a soft echo, not matching, even a bit, with the place nor the
landscape.
There was a smile at the mouth of the young man. It was quite different from his figures
when he killed the men.
And although he didn’t know who the dead man was, he was the head of the largest
dark organization in The Empire.
In the windless underground tomb, only a stinky, bloody scent was engulfed.
***
“What?”
The eyes of a middle-aged man who received the report grew teary.
“All……dead?”
The right-hand man, who brought the news, bowed his head silently.
“Suddenly like this? They’re all dead? With not a single one left?”
“As a result of checking the traces, it was one person’s prosecution. The Duke seems to
have stepped up himself.”
“Oh, my…”
‘It’s started.’
Sure enough.
It’s a mess!
Listening to the sound of all kinds of things being smashed and broken, he kept his eyes
closed.
As soon as he thought so, a piece of broken glass hit the wall and brushed the right-
hand man’s cheek.
A middle-aged man, who had been wild once, soon hung on the sofa as if he was
exhausted.
“……Is there any possibility that The Duke knew that the client was me?”
“Why?”
“As said at the beginning, we delivered the request through an intermediary agent. It
would be the middle agent’s name if the dead men blew it, and we didn’t reveal any of
our identities to the agent.”
“Yes…….”
But it was more like a habit than preparing for things to go wrong.
A middle-aged man clenched his fist. A tendon sprouted greenly on the back of his
hand.
“It’ll be hard. I’m sure the other side must already become wary at this point. The same
attempt would be difficult in many ways.”
Middle-aged men needed hostages. Shake his goal and tie his feet as much as he
wants.
The only thing he thought most useful as the hostage was The Princess Lydia
Widgreen.
The right-hand man waited for his master, who had no words.
The middle-aged man buried himself deeply on the sofa. He then tapped his finger on
the armrest.
“Yes.”
“Okay. Because I need the princess anyway, then we’ll kidnap her within the mansion.”
The right-hand man frowned and straightened his forehead out of sight.
A middle-aged man raised his hand. Then the nearby attendant offered a new glass
instead of broken and broken glass.
“So, after the kidnapping, we will carry out a rebellion. Let’s do it tonight.”
The liquid’s ingredients spread through the body to calm anger. The whole body slowly
drained of strength.
A middle-aged man repeated his words a while ago as if he were nailing a nail in the
waterlogged.
“Remember. Tonight, while kidnapping the princess, we proceed with the rebellion at
the same time. If it fails, there will be no next move. So know that and prepare.”
“……I see.”
“Get out.”
He then quietly closed his eyes with his body buried on the sofa after sending out his
right-hand man and attendant.
‘Who’s coming?’
In one day, he received the news that The New Duke was coming down to the territory
with the princess and the other family members.
What’s more, the news only comes out on the same day. Even the advance message
didn’t work.
He felt a chill in his stomach. If so, it was a job that should not be held still.
‘I didn’t think he had any concrete circumstances or evidence yet, seeing that he didn’t
bother me as soon as he arrived.’
The forehead of a middle-aged man who recalled what had happened in the morning
was badly wrinkled.
‘How limp I was when I heard that The Duke had been bitten by a snake in the garden.’
Well, just because he’d seen a snake, he wouldn’t know that there’s something.
So, he decided to abolish what he had decided to watch and changed his plan to move
forward.
Even if The Duke didn’t come down to the territory like this, it was decided.
“I can’t give it to a stiff, newbie kid who knows nothing about it just because he took over
the family.’
‘The time has come. The time when I should take over my own.’
The shoulders of a middle-aged man, whose eyes were fixed on the air, were slightly
jagged. The left hand on the armrest tremble convulsively.
His moustache, greased to the infrequent laughter flowing low, followed by a stitch.
Lucas Biffren’s eyes were dimmed as he stared into the void of nothing.
***
It was peaceful to go on a field trip with Sir Davery, a rookie guide with passion.
From some point on, I was aware of the surroundings where nothing happened, and
then suddenly muttered.
“Yes?”
Sir Davery, who had just paid for two fruit candies, offered me one.
I opened my mouth as I was handed a coin-sized lychee fruit that was put on a stick and
hardened in a sugar coat- Tanghulu, which also existed in this world, and ate it.
“They’ve been quiet around since a long time ago. They’ve been following me so
persistently and repeatedly doing suspicious things, and I wonder if they’ve given up
now.”
A noble lady, grown up finely, is a pure and innocent noble person who has never
known the dark side of the world.
Considering that I grew up with a diamond spoon, not a golden spoon, there was a side
that was steamed of innocence.
‘It’s all because of my previous life.’
I’ve been fighting with a cop in the subway, I’ve summoned a station employee, I’ve
been working at a convenience store at night, I’ve been cursed at by a drunkard, I’ve
been told to give my money to a middle-aged swindler, and I’ve never heard a word
from my mom and dad.….
Like ordinary common people, I lived by looking at both bitter and acidic flavours.
So no matter how kind the new world is to me, how beautiful and pure could I see the
world?
And, in a way, pessimistic thoughts were underlying, so I came out of the house and
sensed suspicious signs quite quickly.
‘Which pickpocket shows off the stolen pocket in front of the owner’s eyes?’
If you stole it well, you should think about running away before you get caught. What are
you doing?
The intention to come after me was so transparent that I was a little embarrassed by it.
Well, since the pickpocket was a child, I might just think that he acted like that because
he knew I couldn’t chase him because of our age difference. And when I look at it again,
the child’s skill at stealing money purse was real.
No matter how young he is, I could guess that he was a child who would have had such
a thick head in that kind of industry and would have known that such a clumsy touch
would not help him live.
I went through something so blatantly suspicious as soon as I went out, anyone must be
suspicious.
So I raise my alertness. Then, from then on, the things I could see wherever I went were
spectacles.
I passed the shouting and fighting in the dark alley without thinking about it a bit.
‘A sudden arm-wrestling competition in this kind of place? Even if you look at the
reaction of the pedestrians around, it looks like they’re in a hurry. The organizer is
unclear, and what is the awkward response between the host and the audience?’
‘What if you get hurt? You’re really using a knife at a street event like this. There’s no
protection. What’s wrong with the referee? Oh, that contestant’s eyes are on me during
the competition. Where are you looking?’
Alas, Sir Davery played word games with them and avoided everything.
“Of course.”
I thought Sir Davery would notice that I knew, so I played along with him.
But he wasn’t?
“Well, then what if I really didn’t know and asked you to participate in that low arm
wrestling competition?”
“At that time… I would have suddenly held my right arm and pretended to be sick.”
Oops.
“Rather than doing that, isn’t it better to be honest and say that they’re suspicious?”
“Scared?”
“……”
“It’s okay. Well, if I didn’t really know, I might have been surprised to hear it.”
As I’m talking, their nonsense and unidentified people had been so clumsy.
-Even later, it got worse. Would the people’s faces look just the same?
But there’s an attack that came to me secretly, like a chicken skewer attack.
“No, not at all. Didn’t you think I wouldn’t have noticed anything suspicious after the
chicken skewer attack?”
“That’s…”
Sir Davery blurted out his words as if he had nothing to say about it.
It refers to a passerby walking across the street suddenly throwing a chicken skewer in
my hand aiming at my chest.
He said it was a mistake, but it was not a mistake. There’s no way some people would
accidentally throw a chicken skewer like that.
In fact, I was surprised even after avoiding it. I didn’t know I’d avoid it.
When I escaped the chicken skewer attack aiming for my chest, the dumb face of that
passerby comes to mind.
‘Whoot.’
And I’ll just keep quiet about the last rascal that appeared after the chicken skewer
attack.
I feel like I’m wasting my time to mention that the man who showed up with a greasy
wink from the start was so blatantly suspicious.
After a short recollection, I bit the tanghulu in my hand.
As the hard sugar coats broke, the taste of ripe pulp spread in the mouth as fresh as if
ventilating the head.
Threats, extortion?
In Korea, or on Earth, where people lived in their previous lives, it was not unusual for
criminal groups to kidnap children from wealthy families for ransom.
It was the same case in a society where security and investigation methods are much
more advanced than here, but it was not surprising that similar things happened here.
So……
As a result, nothing happened, but it wasn’t a very pleasant thing to be a target of such
a shady intention.
‘If I had known this, I would have let Sir Davery give the last guy a blow instead of letting
him go quietly.’
I regret, but not belated regret, then Sir Davery’s reply was heard.
“They may have resentment against my lady, so I think the reasoning is limited……..”
Ah.
‘I miss Dylan.’
I was about to mourn for her, who had beaten Sir Davery exactly once. As if he could
read my mind, Sir Davery’s mouth opened.
“Lady.”
“Why?”
“I mean them. The people that were doing suspicious things around you a little while
ago, they’d probably now be…..”
Maybe?
I waited silently for words to follow, but Sir Davery betrayed my expectations and
swallowed his words back.
“…….no.”
“What is no? If you said it, you have to finish it, to make a person fall into vain. Why
would you stop?”
“I’m sorry.”
“That’s fine. I think I’ll know even if I don’t listen to it. You’re trying to say they’re gone
from the world because they’re bad guys, they’re being punished by Heaven, right?”
“Humph.”
I hope so.
But it was then. A carriage glided to a halt next to me and Sir Davery, who exchanged
small noises.
When I looked at it in a strange way, the door burst open and a half-baked face
appeared.
“Viscount?”
Somehow the moustache, more familiar than the facial features, twitched rhythmically.
“I came out of business. I stopped the carriage because I saw the princess. Are you
enjoying your outing?”
It was late, but before I knew it, there was a reddish sunset in the sky.
When did this happen? Time flies. Maybe it’s because I saw the play in the middle.
The carriage was so soft and fluffy. Maybe because of the good sitting feeling, as soon
as I got seated, my body, who had been walking around for a long time, complained of
fatigue like a ghost.
I looked out of the window and held back the yawn that was about to come out.
“I apologize again for the snake in the morning. I heard you were very surprised.”
“No…”
“Yes…”
‘I listened with one ear, I shed with one ear, I answered like a machine, and then I
opened my mouth to what suddenly came to mind.’
“Oh, my lord. I’ve been through a few strange things on my way out today.”
“Yes?”
“Maybe there’s a bad group on the land. A human trafficking organization or something
like that.”
“Oh, yes. I’ll strengthen the security forces and make sure they get everything. I’m sorry
for inconveniencing you.”
“Please.”
It’ll be too much to let them die and go to the underworld, so go to prison instead.
The last stop for the bad guys is a prison after all right?
Soon the carriage stopped. It was not a long way, so the arrival was quick.
“What?”
“No.”
***
“Lady! You’re here? How was the sight of the land?”
Is it my misunderstanding that the future of Sir Davery will depend on the answer? The
kitchen knife was sharp as if it was polished.
Then she saw the knife in her hand and was startled.
“Why is this? Well, I’ve been out of my mind while helping them prepare the food.”
Oh, come to think of it, I came in at sunset, and it was almost time for dinner.
Bessie hid the knife with a clear blade and covered her mouth with her other hand and
smiled awkwardly.
“Yes, you had a simple meal yesterday, so I’m helping them prepare the food for
tonight’s dinner.”
“What else that stupid thing spill this time. As long as the wheat bag is carried well. Oh
my lady, now that you’re here, you should change your outing clothes.”
“I’m supposed to help you, but I just left the kitchen and……”
“It’s all right. Just forget about being my attendant here and just rest. Don’t worry.”
“Ah my lady, it’s my original job to serve you. Then I’ll see you at the dining room later,
my lady! Please look forward to dinner.”
Bessie then gunned down in the direction of the kitchen.
Alex’s lamentable voice for finding her again sounded like an echo on the way.
I wish he did.
He promised me he would rest, but honestly, it was true that I didn’t trust him that much
considering his usual work.
Let’s take a detailed look at his figures in the dining room later.
I wonder if his look would show a person’s face who’s fully rested.
No matter how hard I tried, I could never see him tired by his looks.
Thinking like that, I arrived in the room and pulled the rope.
Angela.
Last night, a young maid who helped me took a bath in this room.
Angela, who was shy but instead showed her ability to get a perfect bath, was never
seen again since yesterday.
I didn’t mean to, but I could have run into her at least once, going back and forth in the
same mansion.
I’m telling you this now, but in fact, I was paying attention to Angela.
Perhaps because I thought of Ari for a moment from her young appearance, I kept
feeling sorry for her.
‘Then I’ll release you with a rose bath bomb. Because it suits you.’
It was impulsive, but apart from that accident, I thought she did a good job.
And I was going to give it to her not to keep in mind the mistakes she made yesterday.
Yeah, this too. Actually, I wanted to tell her this yesterday, but I was sad that I couldn’t.
“Huh?”
‘Probation?’
“She dared to make a mistake in front of my lady because she was anxious.”
There was only one mistake Angela made in front of me in this situation.
“-You mean when she dropped the bottle of fragrance essence here yesterday? That’s
why she’s on your probation?”
“Yes.”
It was absurd.
‘How could they take her on probation over something like that?’
It wasn’t me who was in charge of the employee’s reward and punishment at the capital
house, but from my common sense, Angela’s mistake was not enough to be punished
and go on with probation.
I’ve never heard of other families known for their strictness to their employees saying
that they have punished their maids or servants for such trifles.
“Then why would she accept the punishment from above without saying anything to
me?”
I tried to say something more but soon shut my mouth.
This maid is only an employee like Angela anyway. I wondered what it meant to her if I
did this.
“…….Who decided the punishment for her? The maid? The butler?”
“……”
“Who is it?”
Lucas?
At first thought, it’s ridiculous, but in a way, there was a heartless sincerity in his familiar
moustache punishing a young maid like that.
‘Apologize to PringXs.’
That moustache resembled a friend of my youth days who was responsible for my
school days.
“Release the probation and call Angela. Tell that I told you to let her go.”
“I can’t do that.”
“Didn’t you say she’s on probation because she made a mistake in front of me? I said
it’s okay.”
“I’m sorry.”
I had a moment of doubt before anything else about her determined response that
seemed unlikely to fit a needle in.
‘Is this how much you want to refuse?’
No matter how much her direct employer is Lucas, not me, this is strictly an estate
mansion owned by The Duke family and I was the lady of the family.
I thought it would be so hard to accept a request for the release of a maid’s probation.
“…….”
“…….”
Since entering the room, she has been expressionless all the time, and it’s been hard to
find any kind of emotional agitation.
It’s just her way to keep faith in her employer’s orders, and since I’ve just come in from
outside after having such an incident, has the alertness not been lifted yet?
With my back straightened and my hands in front of me, I took a glance at the
expressionless maid standing politely there and said.
I sighed a little.
“-Okay, well, if that’s the case, call Angela next time. Can you help me take off my
dress?”
“Yes.”
I took off my uncomfortable outing dress and changed into a simple, indoor dress.
She was also as good as Angela, and the maid’s touch was quite meticulous and skilful.
‘Hand……’
Her hands, neatly folded after being served, remained calm, let alone shaking.
The memory that had just flashed into my head and disappeared but is embarrassed to
think of itself.
Soon I left the room and headed for the dining room.
It was dinner, and the smell of savoury already stimulated my nose from the way down
the stairs.
Alex, too. No, it seems that Alex went to help somehow and did the opposite.
Yesterday, I refused because I didn’t even have enough energy to digest, but today, I
thought a big dinner wouldn’t be bad.
The ghost who died after eating was said to have a beautiful appearance.
But to my shame, I couldn’t enjoy a lavish and elaborate dinner at the dining room
today.
I haven’t been able to take a good rest while I’m away, nor have I asked Lucas about
Angela’s probation.
The chef who tried to hide the food with strong spices was caught.
“Argh!”
Bessie screamed.
She quickly covered my eyes, but it was after I already saw the chef go over with a
bloody nose.
‘What is this?’
When I arrived at the restaurant, the smell of the food became stronger, and I suddenly
felt hungry, so I was about to taste the soup that was nearby.
Then he looked straight at the chef who was serving the dish and asked like that.
The chef dropped the dish that he was holding, and Lucas, who immediately rose from
his seat, overpowered his opponent and threatened him.
‘You son of a bitch! Can’t you straighten it out right now? Whose orders did you take to
do this? The Marquis? or The Count?’
However, neither the purpose of the chef nor the background has been revealed.
Before that, he bit the poison he had hidden in his mouth and killed himself.
“I’m so sorry. I don’t think the chef……. I don’t have a word to say.”
Where we dug up dinner and moved, Lucas couldn’t keep his head up.
When I woke up from a nightmare, I went out to the garden to meet a snake, and when
you went out, I got chased by a strange group.
Even all of that was not enough, and now what happened in the dining room was…….
“……..”
“And for safety tonight, I would like to ask you for your understanding, as we would like
to place a guard for Your Excellency and the Princess.”
In the midst of Ari’s death and saving her, I thought I had become quite insensitive to
seeing other people’s deaths, but I guess that wasn’t necessarily the case either.
“There was a bad thing that happened. You’ll have a hard time falling asleep, my lady.”
Even when it was time to go to bed, the heartbeat did not become completely calm.
Knowing my condition, the maid brought me a cup of tea before I could ask.
“It’s an effective way to sleep. It’s not hot, so drink lightly and sleep tight.”
The maid watched me take the glass to my mouth for a while, soon left the room.
***
‘It’s Dawn.’
The mansion was desolate. The corridor, enveloped in pitch-dark darkness, did not
shed a shadow of a rat, let alone a man.
It was a very cautious step. Her footsteps could not be heard even in a quiet town
where no other noise existed.
The eyes of the armed guard and the woman, who were guarding the door with a sword
in her tight armour, met.
“……”
Now in this room, on the inside bed, a woman who will drink her tea and sleep in secret.
‘Be clear. The princess is a hostage. There’s no point in taking her dead body as a
hostage. Make sure you bring her back alive.’
The opponent can’t be awake because she gave her a strong tea, but she also
prepared a handkerchief with a paralytic poison in case her opponent wakes up on the
way and resists.
Holding a handkerchief, on the other hand, the target removed a blanket that was
covered to the tip of the opponent’s head.
“……”
‘Noone?’
The bed was empty. While the woman was embarrassed by an unexpected situation,
the whole room brightened up.
A bright light, adapted to the dark, invaded at once. The woman frowned.
The next moment the cold metal felt on the nape of her neck.
“Don’t move.”
“……”
“I’d like to remind you in advance that the rebellion has become in vain. Oh, and what
else was I going to say?”
“……”
“Right. Surprise!”
She managed to turn her head slowly so as not to get cut on the neck.
The scene of the crime? Hidden camera? 24 hours of the on-site arrest?
After worrying about the useless naming, I escaped from the hidden hall.
Sir Davery, who faithfully recited the “surprise” line I taught him, was seen putting a
sword on the neck of his opponent.
I sighed a little
It wasn’t because I was sensitive. It wasn’t like the alertness was working too hard.
As he tried to rub his arm as if he had goosebumps when his gut hit him, Sir Davery
took off the helmet that was covering his face with the other hand without the sword.
“Whoa, I can’t believe I’m wearing this thing.”
“I don’t usually use this shape. Still, I don’t know if I’m going to go out to the pouring rain
of arrows.”
“Aha. But why don’t you use it? Because it’s stuffy?”
“What the….”
The maid, who was staring blankly at me and Sir Davery, who were exchanging
unsavoury conversations, soon opened her mouth.
For the first time, a clear feeling of embarrassment came to her face, which had been
expressionless all through my memory.
It was amazing to see her inner thoughts show so blatantly after looking at her lethargic
stiff figure as if she were a wall.
I was kind enough to think about what to say about this situation, and then I opened my
mouth.
“I’ll tell you this first. I didn’t drink your tea. Not a drop.”
“I pretended to drink.”
It was an easy act to put a glass in your mouth and pass it on without actually drinking
it.
Sir Davery was beating and overpowered him, and I personally put it into his mouth.
He slept well as soon as he drank, showing how strong the tea was. I thought he was
dead at first because his head fell right off.
“Well, it can.”
I was on my way back to my room after that happened at the dining room.
I was still a little dazed back then, so I didn’t think much. I just thought that I should go
to my room and check the calendar to see if today was really Friday the 13th.
Then, when I heard his following words, I almost had a heart attack on the spot.
“Cough, what?”
In many ways, it was not the time for jokes to come out.
I quickly checked that there was no one near me and asked with a low voice.
“…… tonight?”
“Yes.”
“Who the hell? Do you know who did this?”
There was a hint of hesitation, but the answer itself flowed smoothly.
The hesitation seemed less certain, but rather than worried, I was more surprised.
Who?
Lucas, who just apologized again and again for the accident in the dining room, and
said he’d set up a guard tonight because it’s dangerous.
It was an absurdly embarrassing story, but separately there was no doubt about what
Sir Davery had said.
Sir Davery, as I know him, was not such a rash or frivolous figure.
That wouldn’t be just a guess. As far as I can tell, it would mean that he has already
caught the circumstance or evidence for that.
I quickly accepted the new fact that Lucas is a bastard, compared to being surprised.
“Wait a minute, does that mean that all the things that happened when we were out
today were his doing? Did Lucas ask the group to do the job?”
“…….yes.”
It was amazing.
So that’s why he shivered in the carriage? What, strengthen the security forces and take
them in?
Furthermore, if I disappear from the mansion, he will naturally be unable to avoid doubt
or responsibility.
The moment I thought about the benefit of kidnapping me, a very common picture that
has been used in so many stories came to my mind.
“You don’t have to worry. Whatever you’re worried about won’t happen.”
As if to reassure me that I had stopped in the hallway like a stone, Sir Davery spoke.
Who is he after?
Was he even tired of his life that he wanted to use someone else’s hand to end his life
quickly and easily?
Chapter 49
No matter how much I think about it, if what he’s going to do against Ash was a decision
that he could make with a healthy head, the for sure his purpose is suicide.
There was no way to stop the horror of the fact that the person I had talked to
yesterday, and just a little while ago, was pretending to be sane on the outside but
turned out to be a madman.
“Pardon?”
“No, nothing.”
I shook my head and looked ahead. While having this conversation, I realized that my
room was just in the corner. I asked Sir Davery.
Sir Davery’s sword, which had been in close contact with her skin, was poking into her
skin.
“I knew earlier that Biffren himself was secretly accumulating wealth by selling
hallucinogens. I knew it was a hallucinogen today, but anyway.”
What? A hallucinogen?
This is the first time I’ve heard about it. I looked at him in amazement, and he talked.
“But it’s not enough reason for him to plan all of this against His Excellency.”
That’s true.
A hallucinogen is a drug.
It’s embarrassing to say it, but though the use and transaction are strictly illegal, it
wasn’t a serious crime.
“…….”
Just wait a minute. I’m not very good with that. I’m gonna have to get an answer from
her. I just got really curious.
Sir Davery looked back at me and opened his mouth, but rather to protest, he came up
with an answer instead.
“What is it?”
“If he’s willing to risk doing this if he’s confident that he’s going to die the moment he
gets caught–
“……”
“If that’s the case, would it be treason?”
Oh God, treason?
I saw the maid’s dark brown eyes shaking harder than before.
“The plan seems rough. He didn’t seem to have the guts to plan his own rebellion, so he
might have helped rebel groups with funds raised from the sale of hallucinogens.”
Sir Davery nodded lucidly as if I wasn’t the only one feeling it.
“What does that matter in this situation, whether it’s speculation or not? Now that it’s like
this, The Viscount and even you will be dead.”
Whatever the way, they’re going to die. Sir Davery told the truth in a nonchalant
manner. Well, that’s not wrong. I could see that the maid knew it and just bit her lips
without saying anything else.
I stared at her face for the third time, including now. Just seeing that she’s on an
important mission to kidnap me, to make sure things are going to succeed.
In addition, there were many things she knew. It was particularly decisive proof that she
responded to the word treason.
Just thinking about it, I don’t think anyone would know about that.
‘This maid status is the head of the house, but……… she actually a traitor?’
“Excuse me, I have a question. The dead chief, was he in your group too?”
“……..”
“Before you kidnap me, he tried to give Ash poison or whatever, but he failed so you
silenced him, is that right?”
“……..”
Maybe there’s another answer to it. But since she’s only silent, I thought that’s the right
answer.
It was when I was thinking about that. There was a commotion outside.
‘Ash!’
A brief scream came from the maid as I turned my eyes toward the door.
Sir Davery had knocked his opponent out. But rather than thinking about that, I urged
him…
“Who?”
Sir Davery seemed to be silent for a moment at my words and asked the same
question.
“Who?”
“Oh, you know he’s hurt!”
It was not long after I came into the room that Lucas, who I thought was out of his mind,
realized not only that he was actually out of his mind, but that he was also cheesy.
He was not in his usual physical condition. If he’s fine, he’ll never be able to get hurt.
But now he’s hurt.
“Should I go then?”
“Lady!”
And as soon as I opened the door, a welcome voice called me from the hallway.
“Bessie, Alex!”
The hallway was bright. Bessie and Alex seemed to light the fire.
“Ash!”
The lights on the side of the stairs were dark, so I couldn’t see the face in detail, but the
silhouette that caught my eye was certainly Ash.
And Ash, who was about to step out of the way, reached out to the bright spot and
stopped me from coming near.
“……Ash?”
When I heard it and looked at him, Ash was all covered with blood.
There was no part of the clothes he was wearing that was not stained with blood.
“I tried not to get it splashed, but there were more than I thought. I’m sorry, noonim.”
It turned out that a drop of blood fell from the tip of the sword, which Ash held in his right
hand.
Ash’s seven-pack of blood was creepy at first glance, but it was a relief that all of them
were blood from others.
“Of course.”
That’s true.
It was time to nod my head at his words. At the moment a startled voice rang from the
other side.
“Oh, my…….!”
Somehow, it sounded like I knew who it was.
“No way!”
Lucas, of course.
Rather than being kidnapped, Lucas stood on the other side of the corridor and stared
alternately at Ash, who was also very free of movement, with blood all over his body,
but still alive, as if he were a ghost.
I knew in advance that Lucas was behind the whole commotion and that he was a bad
guy, but it felt another way to actually check it out.
Is this why?
The moustache that I thought resembled PringXs, a friend of growing children, looked
like a symbol of a mean villain.
“It’s even more amazing that you thought that I didn’t know.”
Sir Davery spoke on behalf of Ash, who seemed to have no intention of answering his
opponent’s questions in a kind manner.
“It was so clumsy and sloppy that it was too obvious. End.”
“Hiiikkk!”
Um…
The moment I felt sympathy for Lucas who was obviously a villain, he suddenly
changed his attitude and muttered.
“Hah, yes. No matter how you knew it, what’s the use of it now? It’s been like this
anyway.”
Lucas snorted.
I wondered what that confident snort was in this situation where it was clear that his
plan ruined, but Lucas soon answered my curiosity.
‘What?’
“I wanted to quietly solve it in the form of less blood, but now I can’t help it.”
“Come out! The hostages or whatever is it now done, come out and wipe them all out!”
“Get out!”
“…….”
“Come on out! What are you doing? Get out here right now!”
As the tension faded and was filled with questions instead, a different voice soon broke
in.
“It’s sad, but no matter how much you call, they won’t come. No, they couldn’t come.
The people you’ve been waiting for.”
“What….?”
“Well, I don’t know if you have the skill to call people from the underworld though.”
“Because this is not all of the people that can be seen here.”
Only after hearing that did I think of one obvious thing that I had forgotten for a moment.
That moustache villain in front of me is actually an extra.
If they were spread all over the empire, they would have been here in the territory. Or
nearby. Isn’t it too easy to organize a group of power so quietly without anyone
knowing?
Lucas, who had no way of knowing the fact, shook his head and denied the situation.
“Don’t be ridiculous, it can’t be! You don’t know what kind of people they are! I didn’t
hear that the troops in the capital mansion had moved. The troops here…….”
Sir Davery, who said so, pulled back the sword from his waist.
“I think I’ve been kind enough, and now, would you like to meet them in the underworld
to hear the details in person?”
‘Byebye.’
We see each other’s faces once every few years, so we weren’t really close, but it’s still
the last greetings.
‘I hope you will not be born a villain in your next life, or even you will be born as a villain,
I hope you will be a sane villain who won’t be planned to commit suicide.’
In the meantime, Lucas’ back, who had retreated behind the stumbling movement,
touched the wall.
“You know why I did this? Because I had to correct what was wrong. I did it because no
one did it. A rotten country, a world-eating absurdity…….”
“I’m not curious about it, Viscount. Save it and meet your friend in the other world and
talk about it.”
But it was then. There was nothing else to do, so Lucas’ expression, which he was
observing as if he was watching, suddenly changed.
‘Huh?’
It was when I thought that the distorted day had become strangely bright.
“Angela! Now!”
‘Angela?’
A small figure stood facing this side of the hallway, where the lights were dimmed and
her figures looked blurred.
It wasn’t until a small sob came out that I knew there was something in her hand.
‘An arrow?’
“I’m so sorry.”
At first glance, I felt like Angela was crying. However, I could not confirm in detail why.
Because Angela threw the arrow at me before that.
As soon as Ash realized that the arrow was pointing at me, he immediately grabbed me
and tried to pull me in. But I was standing on the left side of Ash. The injured left arm
may not have moved at his will. It seemed to me that Ash, who seemed to be hesitating,
soon moved his whole body without time to think.
“Ahhhh!”
I came to my senses by her scream. As the time stopped, a different scene came into
my eyes.
The smell of blood struck into my nose. It was not known whether it was originally blood
that was overwriting his body before, or it’s really his blood.
“Ha, ha! Good job. Well done, Angela! I thought if I aimed at the Princess, it would hit
you instead! I was right.”
“Your Excellency!”
I stared at Ash, which stood in my body as if stiffened and wrapped around me. There
was an arrow on his right shoulder. Even though I was looking at it with my eyes, it
didn’t seem real.
“What do you say, Duke? It’s not just an arrow. The arrow was covered by a special
poison for the monstrous like you. Can you tell me your impressions?”
It felt like something was blocking the inside of my neck. Even the screams did not
come out immediately.
“Angela! What are you doing? Come on. The rest of them are in turn, Kerhyuk!”
“If you knew I was a monster, you should’ve prepared something stronger.”
But after spitting out the words, Ash also fell down.
“Ash!”
***
He was a prominent doctor who came down from the capital, not the doctor from the
mansion here.
He said Ash called him immediately to treat a potential addict after he learned of the
existence of the hallucinogenic drug.
He arrived in the territory at sunset and was rushed to the mansion as soon as Ash was
hurt.
“Fortunately, the treatment was quick. He was bleeding less. Even if you’re away now,
he’ll get up in no time if he finds his strength.”
Instead, a white bandage was wrapped around the right shoulder on the upper body
without a stitch.
“The poison…”
“Yes?”
“If you’re talking about what was buried in the arrow, that’s fine. I’m careful to say this as
a doctor, but His Excellency has a very different constitution from average people.”
The doctor, who glanced to the affected area after the treatment, continued.
“You don’t have to worry about it because the recovery level of the body is quite high.”
It was followed by a soft word that said, “So you can relax.”
I purposely closed and opened my eyelids slowly, but nothing happened in the
meantime, such Ash’s awakening.
“……Thank you.”
I knew that I was the reason why the doctor, who was allowed to leave the place, kept
watching and repeated the same words.
But apart from it, I couldn’t really put down my uneasiness or relax my mind as he said,
no matter how reassuring he was.
‘I did a mistake.’
With my mouth shut, I stared at Ash’s eyelids which were closed and not moving.
“Lady.”
Then I heard a knock. Sir Davery, who knocked on the open door, stepped inside.
“We have sent a message to the Emperor. It’ll be there before dawn, they’ll send
someone to the territory in the afternoon.”
Lucas is dead.
But the moment the charges of treason became clear, Lucas dared not be free even in
his death.
And there were a few additional sinners left. Those who have been involved in what
Lucas has done, but who are still alive and not dead.
‘Angela.’
Angela was immediately caught after Lucas had become like that.
As if she had no intention of running away, she did not disobey and remained obedient.
According to the doctor’s advice, Lucas said that the hallucinogen he had been secretly
selling is an unusually strong type among these drugs.
In particular, withdrawal symptoms are severe, and if you stop taking it suddenly while
you are deeply addicted, it could lead to death in severe cases.
So if that’s why she didn’t get the hallucinogens in time and showed symptoms. But it
must have been hard to bear. It was hard to imagine what the pain would be like if it
was serious. Angela decided to hand over her personal information to the palace as a
sinner.
It wasn’t that I didn’t feel compassion for her situation, but the crime she had already
committed was too great for me to forgive her.
And that maid who took on the role of kidnapping me but failed, which Sir Davery left on
when she fainted.
As you might have guessed, she was a member of a group that was really trying to do
treason.
In the process of questioning her, there was quite a long story about why she had no
choice but to plot treason, but they didn’t want to know about that so they didn’t listen to
her.
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I wondered what I would do with it, and I couldn’t remember it and engrave it on the
tombstone later on. Because it was the current national law that a traitor could not make
a grave.
‘Oh, and…..’
Apart from him, there were a few things that I didn’t know.
‘How come?’
‘…….’
‘Well, I said it was made, but in more detail, I would say it is contemplative. Anyway, I
thought he was a guy who wouldn’t want money, but I thought it was weird because
there was no sign of touching money at all. Of course, His Excellency also thought the
same.’
‘……’
‘So while I was on the territory the other day, I was out on a separate mission. If the
Viscount didn’t touch the budget, I’m sure he’s filling his own pockets with other routes,
so I went to check it out.’
Then he said he was able to get the big picture. The fact that the Viscount is selling
something through illegal routes, and that a certain amount of the money he earned is
flowing somewhere.
‘It was just a guess at the time that he was helping a rebel group, but today we
confirmed it with a raid.”
‘……’
‘And, thanks to the snake, I was convinced that what he was selling was a
hallucinogen.’
‘Snakes?’
‘The snake you saw in the garden. I found out in the morning that the snake was
completely ingrained by hallucinogenic ingredients.’
At first, he said he didn’t know that the snake was in that condition. But one of the
servants of the mansion was caught trying to steal the snake’s body away from the
other eyes, and that made him suspicious.
The trivial question of the snake, who had been in the garden, was solved like this.
‘It was half-anticipated that there will be a heavy penalty since the Viscount exposed it ’
‘……I see.’
The Imperial Court decided to mobilize people to find fields on the site of the mansion
and discard them at dawn.
In the nearby area where the hallucinogens were distributed, the existence and
symptoms of the hallucinogens and how to decipher them were thoroughly informed in
letters.
One thing to point out here is the fact that Lucas sold hallucinogens only to the
surrounding area except for the territory here.
“…….”
I took off my glances for a very short time that I had been holding on to Ash.
After telling the news that a man was coming from the Imperial City, Sir Davery was not
leaving the room and was still hanging around as if he had something to do.
“It’ll be bright in a little while. You must be tired because you’ve been awake all day.”
Moreover, I sat still and he ran around, but even if I was tired, he would be more tired.
“I’m sorry, my lady, but if you put your physical strength on the same line as me, I’m in
trouble.”
“…….”
It was then. The doctor, who wanted to watch me and Sir Davery talk quietly, suddenly
got lucky.
“What?”
“Why is that?”
“……me?”
There’s a reason. No symptoms have already been found in Bessie, Alex and Sir
Davery, who finished the examination ahead of me.
Because what I ate and drank is the same as what they ate and drank, so even if I were
addicted, they must be addicted also.
“No way.”
But unlike me, sceptically, Sir Davery seemed to have something to point at.
“Sir?”
“…….?”
“My lady, do you remember the first day you came to the estate?”
“It was my duty to keep my eye on you for a second, just in case of an unexpected
situation.”
“You’re telling me you’ve been hiding and seen it secretly?”
“Anyway, didn’t you drink anything back then? Whatever the Viscount give you,”
“That’s…”
I did drink. I was going to decline a drink, but he just recommended it again and again
so I drank it.
“So that’s….?”
“It must be. The Viscount, I heard that the man used to drink hallucinogens like water.”
‘I was dumbfounded. What the hell? If you’re going to drink it, just drink it on your own.’
“Fortunately, it seems like you’re only consumed it a little. The estimated level of
addiction is not severe. At this rate, even if you don’t take an antidote, the hallucinogens
will naturally disappear in a few days.”
“Oh, really?”
“But for a few days, you may have nightmares similar to the early ones-”
‘That Lucas. That Lucas has died, but I want to revive him and kill him again.’
“…….?”
“I don’t know what the nightmare was like, but if you fall asleep tonight, you might have
the opposite dream than before.”
Contrary to nightmares, it means a good dream, but I couldn’t understand it, so I looked
at him gently and the explanation followed.
“There is something unique about this hallucinogen component. In the early stages of
intake, the user alternates with the opposite dream.”
“…….”
“It touches two poles deep inside a person. Then, as the addiction grows, the latter
becomes more frequent, and from some point on, the latter is always seen. Not in a
dream, but in a sober mind.”
“I personally think this is the scariest thing about this hallucinogen. It’s also a clever
part. Because of this, it seems that people who take them are hardly able to stop taking
them even if they are not addicted.”
After he explained it, the doctor raised up. His cool face seemed belatedly thinking that I
don’t need the antidote at all.
“I’ll be right back if you wait for a moment. Even if you take the antidote, you can dream
until today, but you don’t have to worry about it tomorrow.”
The antidote seemed to need a separate preparation, so he left with Sir Davery to help
him with the preparations.
I silently recited what the doctor had said while waiting for him to return with the
antidote.
‘What I desired.’
I could understand the doctor’s personal opinion. As he said, there was no other way
but to describe this hallucination as spiritual.
Showing what you fear the most and then what you desired.
This means using the basic and weak feeling of fear to break down a person’s mind,
and then digging into the broken crevice and seducing the target with the opposite bait
of sweetness.
I put my elbows on the nearby table and put my chin on it. I took Ash’s figures back to
my eyes, lying unconscious on the bed.
‘What I desired.’
‘What’s that?’
Maybe it will show me how I live and eat well without any worries, is it?
Or a virtual parallel world where I was born as Ash’s real sister in the first place.
It’s just a probability that I’ll have a good dream this time.
I’ll just stay awake. I wasn’t going to sleep until Ash was conscious anyway.
After taking the hallucinogens, I’ll stay up and endure until tomorrow.
‘Ash?’
Ash was dressed. I’m sure he wasn’t wearing anything at all. And somehow I couldn’t
see the bandage on his left arm.
‘This is……’
It’s not a bedroom in the mansion on the territory. This layout and landscape,
apparently, were Ash’s rooms in the capital’s Dukedom.
‘It’s a dream.’
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Aside from the question of why the place is here, it was difficult to believe that it was
unreasonable in many ways, so it must be a dream now.
It’s too late to blame. Seeing that nothing changes even if I realize it’s a dream, it seems
that I can’t help it, as I did last time.
“Noonim.”
Is it a nightmare?
I didn’t know yet. However, at first glance, the composition and flow similar to that of the
time caused my heart to rattle.
‘Please.’
As in my last dream, I only checked with my side eyes that Ash was reaching for me,
and soon closed my eyes.
The feeling was real. The body shrunk at the last memories as if it were carved on the
body.
But the next one was a little different from what I remember.
Instead of strangling me, Ash’s hands lightly wrapped around the whole side of my
neck.
It’s different.
I hold my breath.
“………”
I pulled up a creaking body from the table where I was lying on my stomach.
A bright light was seeping through the curtains to announce that it’s already morning.
At that time Ash’s eyes, which had been tightly closed, were flinching.
Then, as the eyelids slowly curled up, the golden pupils were fully revealed.
“……Noonim?”
The sunlight intruding into the room shone in Ash’s face. The detailed curvatures like
elaborate sculptures were embroidered as if the light illuminates them.
My heart throbbed.
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I pulled the line immediately to inform people that Ash had awakened.
I then left the room that soon was crowded with doctors.
I said I would leave the room for a while because it was crowded, but I was in a hurry as
if I were running away from the hallway.
I walked as far as my feet could reach, and it was a reception room inside the first floor.
I sat on any chair I could see, and then covered my face with both hands.
What is this?
“……crazy.”
A dream of kissing.
I lowered my hand, which was wrapped around my face, and touched my chest instead.
The heart throbbed loudly. It was crazy just to think back to my dream.
“…….”
It was the dream that the hallucinogenic ingredient took out from the most desired
things that were hidden deep inside me.
My heart is about to burst just by briefly reviving the scene I saw in my dream.
“………ha.”
I raise my head. I felt a tingling sensation on my forehead, which I received from the
table without mercy, but I didn’t care.
I felt indescribable.
I cherish Ash.
I was worried when he got hurt, and I felt bad when I saw him overdoing himself.
‘Am I crazy?’
For as long as I remember, I have never considered myself as a family member even
though I had a mechanical perception of being a brother and sister on paper.
Why was it? Was it because I realized the secret of my birth before Ash was born?
‘Maybe……’
In fact, the biggest reason might have been the pessimistic illusion that I would be
abandoned as an adoptee because Ash, the real bloodline of the family, had been born.
Based on such anxiety, there was a part of me who inadvertently distinguished between
me and Ash’s origins, and I was constantly aware of the fact that I was a family only
outside and didn’t have a real relationship as a family by bloodline.
It’s like hoping for nothing and trying not to get hurt later.
As time went on, I found out that it was all my useless delusions, but it may have
already been a reality as if it became a habit to distinguish between Ash and my birth.
“Ha….”
I didn’t recognize him as a family, but we lived like a family. Then, inevitably, bonds built
up.
I had to run away from Ash desperately. If I don’t run away, I’ll die in Ash’s hands.
In the meantime, I couldn’t truly know what to say about realizing this feeling.
“What?”
Already?
I heard from Sir Davery that a man would come from the Imperial Palace to take the
sinners.
Even if he leaves early in the morning, he wouldn’t be arriving now, thinking about the
distances.
“Well, only the person in charge came first. The wizard accompanied him, so he must
have used space-movement magic.”
“Really?”
‘Space-movement magic.’
As far as I know, the wizard who can use such real magical magic was a high-level
wizard that was hard to find in all of The Empire.
There was no possibility of a dead sinner fleeing, so I wondered why he came in such a
hurry.
I could know without hearing the explanation of why Bessie came looking for me.
If the person in charge is assigned to this issue, he must have a fair position in The
Imperial Palace.
In order to welcome such a person, it was a basic courtesy for Ash to go out in person.
But because Ash was injured and couldn’t move now, I’m the only one left.
“This way.”
As the mansion was quite large, there were several places to entertain guests on the
same first floor.
Bessie took me from among them to the parlour-room closest to the entrance.
“Your Highness?”
In a limited indoor space called the parlour room, the Crown Prince radiating his
presence in all directions.
I imagined a suitable high-ranking position in the imperial palace, but I never thought the
Crown Prince would come in person.
“No need for greeting. More than that, I was surprised to hear that……..”
The Crown Prince, who shook his hands to dissuade me from bowing down, looked at
my whole body as if he was observing.
Soon after, I sat face to face with the Crown Prince in the middle of the parlour room.
As I sat down, I glanced at The Crown Prince’s side, and I saw a person standing
silently.
I guessed so because he was wearing a robe that came down to his ankle.
I thought he might have come all the way here by using space-movement magic, so I
thought he might be an old man wizard.
Contrary to my expectations, I was more surprised to see The Crown Prince appeared
here along with a young-woman wizard.
I turned my eyes to the Crown Prince and opened my mouth relatively calmly.
“Really? But, I thought I couldn’t help it but come in person for this matter.”
When I looked at him, I wondered what he meant, then The Prince’s words continued.
“I felt like I wouldn’t be relieved if I didn’t check with my own eyes that the princess was
safe.”
“…….”
The prince was looking straight at me. As if the greenery had been transferred, my
image was transparently reflected in his blue-green eyes.
‘Huh?’
My head moved on its own, so I gave out an interpretation of what I just heard.
“So, it’s because of me? He’s come down here in a hurry by using space-movement
magic simply because he’s worried about my health?’
“That………”
blink one’s eyes hard at the moment, not knowing what to say He spoke out.
The crown prince grinned. I couldn’t immediately understand why he was laughing.
“Oh, yes.”
If I had a teacup, I would have grabbed it. The hand I put under the table crumbled
subtly because I couldn’t find a place to put them.
‘What is this?’
I felt confused.
There was a sense of something strange about the Crown Prince’s present attitude
toward me.
No, I’m not only ‘sensing’ it but he is openly and obviously strange toward me?
‘He came all the way down here because he wanted to make sure I was okay.’
Yeah, he’s too obvious about it. If it’s not about it then what?
If The Crown Prince had said such words to anyone without meaning or consciousness,
he would have been famous as Casanova in The Empire.
The situation has been identified. It’s like that. I mean, well, it’s real like that.
‘Why?’
Why did it happen? This could only have been a natural question.
The Crown Prince and I have only seen each other three times today.
Except for the fact that we have glanced at each other at the public meeting with several
people.
‘Even the first meeting was when it was spilt with the enchanted cloth.’
It was hard to find when the Crown Prince and I had a chance to sprout something like
that.
‘The effect of the enchanted cloth is still… No, that really wouldn’t be.’
My head is spinning.
The Crown Prince opened his mouth with a bit of difficulty as to how he interpreted my
attitude.
“I didn’t want to make it uncomfortable. I think I shouldn’t have said that before. You
don’t have to keep it in mind.”
It’ll only deepen the awkwardness by keeping my mouth shut. Okay, let’s get out of this
difficult atmosphere for now.
It was only when I started my words, the parlour room door opened.
The door was behind me. I only knew it was open because of the noise, but I couldn’t
tell until I looked back.
‘Is it Bessie?’
However, it was so surmising that an unexpected word came out of The Crown Prince’s
mouth.
“The Duke?”
Suddenly, something seemed to have happened to my neck. I couldn’t look back at all.
‘Why, why?’
I’m telling you the truth now, but in fact, I ran away from the room where Ash was
earlier.
The reason was simple. Because I wasn’t confident I’d see Ash with a straight face right
now.
With a completely different feeling than I did when I woke up from a nightmare earlier.
“I heard you were hurt. Is it okay for you to come out like this?”
“As you can see, not to the point where I couldn’t move.”
The sound of my beating heart was loud. If the distance is closer than a certain
distance, I think that the person next to me will hear it. The moment my thought reached
it, I sprang up.
“Princess?”
“Noonim.”
“I’m not feeling well. Excuse me, but I’ll get up first.”
There is no better excuse than this. It was an act that couldn’t be said to be in line with
courtesy, but now I couldn’t care about it.
I said so and then hurried out of my seat, looking neither side.
‘Crazy.’
‘Please, Lydia.’
The mere hearing of the voice brought all the senses back unexpectedly.
Not long after that, the corridor was quiet, with few people walking by.
I hastened to walk with my backhand covered as if to conceal a face that no one else
saw.
***
Prince Iggret Hayden kept his eyes open at the entrance of the parlour room.
Far from being caught, there was no time for a similar attempt.
When he felt a sense of despondency in the sudden event, he could hear a voice of
inhumanity pushing through the gap.
“Hmm?”
It gave me a look. The Duke of Widgreen was staring at him, as he did when he first
appeared here.
‘He really doesn’t seem like a human being at all times. He has no humanity.’
There would be no more suitable words to express his opponent than that.
He’s sure there’s no one he knows who’s less humane than him.
‘I don’t know. How can he not change every time I see it?’
“It wasn’t a big deal. The Duke didn’t have to worry about it.”
“…….”
The Duke, who said so in a calm tone as if to bring up a very ordinary story, soon
bowed his head to Iggret.
It was a simple movement. But even that strangely enough, there is no human warmth
with it.
“For the next time, I hope you talk to me instead of this matter.”
“……..”
Then, the Duke, who raised his head straight, left the parlour room first, saying, “Stay at
ease until then.”
Iggret remained in his seat and muttered, looking where his opponent had been just a
moment ago.
“……did he just give me a warning? Don’t talk to his sister’s time without him knowing?”
The woman, who stood silently covering her whole body with a generous robe, agreed
lightly.
His posture was looser than usual because no one was watching.
“I didn’t expect that kind of unobtrusive nonsense to come out of his mouth. I feel like
I’m some kind of a bad guy.”
“I like the humane one. Not someone who seems to be able to separate the neck from
the body without even a blink of an eye.”
She was an interesting woman. For him, she’s interesting in many ways.
When they first encountered each other in the temple, she simply looked pretty.
However, Iggret was not easily impressed by the appearance of a human being,
perhaps because of his good looks.
He was also curious. It was a good thing to have such an impression of being pretty at
first sight, even though it was extremely rare in his life.
Now that he thought about it, the second meeting was half-intentional and half-
accidental.
First of all, Iggret deliberately sent an invitation to the other party in time for the Imperial
party. With that intention so far.
But then he didn’t expect to get lost in the garden where he went for a walk with a light
heart before the party started. Coincidence from there.
It’s a shameful excuse, but he didn’t expect the structure to be that different from what
was in the main palace.
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If he had known, I wouldn’t have been so brave to enter the garden alone without any
attendants.
‘I knew it at a glance.’
No one knew about it except for a few. Just thinking about that time, Iggret still groaned.
But it interests him since he didn’t know how and why she knows it.
‘Don’t worry. I won’t go around and tell people about this matter. Even if I had a knife in
my throat.’
Was it because she said so in a bold tone as if she was reassuring after she noticed his
weakness?
Or on the way out of the garden, she didn’t necessarily deny that he was bad with
directions, but instead, she was saying anything to make him look good?
The opponent he saw that day was different in many ways from their first meeting.
From the appearance until the impression, she looked like a different person.
However, the attraction of the human being itself may have been shown thanks to it.
And to reach his hand, Iggret was much more fond of the latter.
At first, he thought it was good to see her appearance and to think she was ostensibly
pretty, but now he just likes everything about her.
It was a moment when feelings that were close to simple curiosity turned into
undeniable interests.
He thought it was a pleasant change. He wondered if the prophecy of “Meeting her fate
within this year” that he heard in the temple would come true.
The woman, who was standing close to him mumbled words as if she were talking to
herself, listened quickly and answered back.
Iggret struck back. The woman clapped her hands as if she had been waiting.
“That’s it. Don’t lose that mind and keep pushing on. Then Your Highness will be able to
defeat the strong enemy.”
“What is it?”
“I’m telling you to cherish her. If you respect others and approach them politely, it
means that no matter how much he packs his sister, the younger brother will admit you
one day and step down.”
“You really.”
Even if she didn’t say that, he didn’t have a hobby of being forced on someone he liked.
He even didn’t think of treating her as a beautiful contemplating painting.
Iggret’s blonde hair shattered brilliantly in the light shining inside the parlour.
The woman thought inside, watching the picturesque scene that the artist did his best to
capture in the canvas.
The woman recalled a person who had just disappeared after boasting his presence as
much as the Crown Prince in the parlour room.
However, such a thing could be hidden as long as it was intended and tried to hide it.
The woman frowns her nose in a position not visible from Iggret’s sight.
She lowered her eyes slightly and stared at her superior’s round, bright back head.
“Cheer up.”
“What?”
“Cheer up. It’s better to do it anyway than to give up without trying anything.”
“……thank you.”
And by that time a maid had brought out a car for the guest, but it was already late.
***
I thought it would calm me down if I got some fresh air so I came out.
And in the midst of all that confusion, going there just will harass me since I remember
the past event there.
‘I shouldn’t go there.’
I walked aimlessly. Then, I found a tree near the side door of a dining room where
groceries went in and out.
Sitting one by one, stretching my legs comfortably, and exhaling for a long time.
I stared blankly.
As I was doing it, there was a realization that was pushed into my head one step late.
I wondered if it was because of the stalker I had in my previous life that I was so
attached to, but that wasn’t the only reason.
It’s just that there’s no room for anyone else’s because someone’s already firmly in my
mind.
That’s why the expression of interest of The Crown Prince, the no.1 bridegroom in The
Empire in name and reality, was embarrassing, let alone excited.
It was amazing.
‘Do you even know how old Ash was back then? Are you crazy?”
I suffered alone and soon leaned back completely against the wooden post.
Unfortunately, after realizing one thing, other things followed up like sweet potato stalks.
The day I decided to use the enchanted Cloth and took Ash to the garden fountain at
night.
Besides the speculation that the temporary heartache that comes from the feeling of
losing my family.
Because I was really jealous. From an extremely rational point of view, I was not
confident that I could see Ash interested in Ari.
It’s in the same vein that I cried when I came back to my room as if I was running away.
‘Ahhh.’
Ash was just nice to me because I was his sister. He thinks I’m a family member, so he
treats others differently and distinctly.
I knew it.
But how could I do this? Do you know that? It’s just the same as crawling to the hellish
fire voluntarily, what am I doing?
“……”
It’s ridiculous. It’s stuffy and suffocating, all suffocating that I think I could fall down
because of it.
I thought so and lowered my gaze by lifting the face that had been buried between my
knees.
Whether it got dirty or not, I could see the hem of the dress spread out on the floor and
my feet peeped out outside.
It was then.
In the narrow field of view, something other than the hem of the unpatterned dress and
the shoe nose came in.
“Noonim.”
……my goodness.
There was no need to raise the stiffened head again as if it were a reflex.
Before that, Ash bent one knee to me and made eye contact.
“Look here.”
I raised my eyes very slowly, feeling frustrated by the voice ringing around.
“There is no fever.”
“……”
I barely recognized that the reason Ash asked was that I had just escaped from the
parlour room under the pretext of being ill, with a head that didn’t spin as well as a rusty
hinge.
The forehead, which had been touched by his whole palm lightly and dropped off while
taking the heat, seemed to be burning belatedly.
‘No.’
Please don’t come to mind and just stay calm damn dream.
I managed to open my mouth and answer while desperately trying to control myself.
But if my answer did not sound so credible, Ash did not take his gaze away from me.
A persistent glance seemed to tie me to my seat.
In fact, I was worried about Ash, who was walking around with a bandage inside his
clothes.
I couldn’t look straight into Ash’s eyes and stared dully at the corner.
If I lowered my gaze and saw his lips, I feel like I’ve dug my own grave.
Ash answered so, and soon grabbed my hand and got up.
I stood up from my seat with a strong force that was soft but hard to resist.
“…….”
“When you get in, ask Bessie to make you something warm. Honey water will be boring,
so not that.”
It’s a stupid idea, but at this moment I was just being sincere.
If he walks comfortably, he’ll be ahead of me first, so he purposely slows his pace and
matches with me.
My heart couldn’t be quiet at everything that came into my eyes, and it shook like when
a stone was thrown into the water.
‘Ash.’
It was fortunate that Ash had no talent for reading people’s minds.
I murmured a word in my mouth that I could not and could never say.
Even though my heart was pounding like crazy, I felt like crying at the same time.
***
The mansion, which had been quiet since the incident, became as noisy by afternoon.
This is because all the soldiers who Lucas had kept at other territories in reason of
dispatch have returned.
As soon as they heard the news, they ran all the way back to the territory and were
surprised when they heard the whole situation.
And Sir Valla, who leads the Knights, felt particularly responsible among them and even
showed tears in front of me.
“I’m really sorry, my lady. I don’t even have any excuse for that, Your Excellency. I
foolishly fell into the Viscount’s tricks and left the mansion empty……..”
“Oh, no. It’s alright. It’s all working out well anyway. Right, sir?”
As soon as he recovered his energy to the point where he could not be too tired to
move, Ash was not here right now because of the work related to the estate.
I wanted him to take a break at least until the bandages were released, but it was
inevitable because he needed to deal with a few things and fix the situation.
However, he only cursed Lucas, who had already died, as much as he wanted.
I looked back at Sir Davery and asked for help instead of Ash, who was not here.
He nodded his head.
“Yes. That’s right, Commander Valla. Nothing different will happen by crying and since
it’s too late, it’s ugly to see your tears.”
“What?”
And while Sir Valla was ‘beaten’ by Sir Davery, one by one, the men from the Imperial
Palace came.
In addition, the angry knights failed to carve the dead Lucas’ limbs as they wished.
Because it was strictly up to The Imperial Court’s duty from now on.
They introduced themselves as the 5th Division of the Imperial Knights, and soon
collected and arrested the bodies and other sinners involved in the incident.
For those who belonged to a group of the rebels but did not participate in the raid and
fled, they decided to stay in the territory for a while to chase and catch them separately.
And when the Knights of the Territory cooperated with them, they were able to find and
destroy the main ingredients of the hallucinogens hidden in every corner of the
mansion.
“It looks like the root is the main ingredient, unlike its appearance. It’s amazing.”
“Who wants to know how it tastes? Anyway, The Imperial knights are full of people who
can’t communicate.”
There was a little patter along the process, but it ended soon anyway.
The hallucinogenic plants were all burned down and the fields were completely dug up
and turned over.
Later I saw of the Wizard and the Crown Prince, who left the territory first for busy
official duties.
And only then did I remember that I had completely forgotten the Crown Prince since I
got out of the parlour room.
Ash came in on the way, but he withdrew himself from the conversation.
In many ways, I was sorry, but the Crown Prince just smiled softly.
Looking at his smile, which spread gently in the setting sun, suddenly I could not
understand what happened in the parlour room.
‘Why me?’
I didn’t know.
“I hope to see you again next time for a joyful occasion. Oh, and so does The Duke.”
“……”
“Then, I’ll see you in a situation where you don’t have to overdo yourself and your
injuries. I’ll keep in mind what the Duke said.”
“It’s an honour.”
At first glance, it seemed like the prince and Ash were exchanging meaningless glances
over my head, but I couldn’t understand the meaning because it was literally a
meaningless gaze.
I stared at the place where the wizard and the Crown Prince had just stood and then
turned around.
Sir Davery, who was seeing them off together, was beside me and uttered a ‘dead’
voice.
“Oh god, it’s tingling.”
“If I hadn’t, he wouldn’t have stopped his tears because of his personality, and he would
have been whimpering through the night.”
“Um…”
“You must have had a hard time watching middle-aged tears. I’m sorry that you didn’t
realize the loyalty of my willing sacrifice.”
“Huuu, by the way, that person’s strength hasn’t changed. Why doesn’t he get old when
wrinkles?”
Sir Valla came close with a blushing face among the knights.
A member of the Imperial Knights, the one who sent off the Crown Prince, suddenly
shone his eyes on the scene.
“Oh, Sir Davery Sack, who cuts everything down, and Sir Valla who no one can keep up
with the swiftness of the sword. It’s an interesting match.”
“Your Imperial Knight, I recommend you to look around but not to bet money. I’m going
to lose anyway.”
“I respect my elders.”
While Sir Davery and Sir Valla played their second game in front of so many spectators,
I left the two behind and took a step back to the house that was roughly arranged.
Most of the house’s employees were former chefs and maids, who Lucas had already
coaxed or replaced them with his own people.
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Only the vice butler, who had just returned from work after taking a long vacation, was
not even aware of the situation.
Still, can I congratulate him on his promotion from vice butler to butler?
It is assumed that the problem of the employee and the living of the mansion will be
resolved by a butler who has been promoted so suddenly.
Lucas, who was originally in charge of overall territory management, died and needed
someone to replace him, but the right person unexpectedly took over the position.
‘A reward for uncovering rebel groups and wiping out some of them.’
The new territory’s lord who is a baron was called as the man of frugality, integrity,
ability, as much as innocent within the empire.
Although I may not know his abilities, he was clearly the opposite of Lucas in terms of
his character.
Breaking my prejudice established in my past life, The Imperial Court was quick to
handle things.
The baron said he would arrive at the territory at least the day after tomorrow and be on
the front line.
This was the end of the uproar Lucas had caused by his ambition.
“Why?”
Only then did I know I was staring at Ash without knowing because I was looking up at
the sky.
“……nothing.”
Fortunately, as time passed, the scenes of dreams that emerged and the senses that
were vividly revived gradually faded.
Since I didn’t forget to take the antidote in the morning, I won’t have to dream about it
again from tonight.
As time goes by, it’s definitely going to get a lot more cloudy and faded. Someday it will
be like never happened.
My heart throbbed. I wanted to make excuses for standing there staring at him, so I said
anything.
This was also taken from the inside of my heart, so it was based on sincerity.
“I won’t.”
Listening to Ash’s answer, which is flowing out of the blue, I looked back every time I
knew he was going to overdo it, but he was good at answering every time I looked back.
I consciously captured Sir Valla and Sir Davery, who was making a scene from afar.
I wasn’t curious about the progress of the rivalry between the two. Rather, I thought I’d
have to do that so I wouldn’t be distracted by seeing Ash again.
The mansion will be filled with new employees, a new acting lord will come, and the
territory will still return to itself, just slightly different from before.
And to my consistently unanswered questions, a subtle weight has been added that
never existed before.
The sky is already dark. I could see Sir Davery tripping over the terrain, who was
wondering if he was able to avoid Sir Valla’s sword, which was so fast that it could not
be seen.
It was a ridiculous sight like a scene from a comedy-drama, but somehow there was no
laughter.
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‘Like now.’
In the meantime, the new employee and lord of the territory have been well adapted to
the mansion and territory affairs, the imperial knights have taken control of the remnants
of the rebel group, and the promoted butler has lost weight.
In this case, the doctor who was in charge of the treatment should briefly attach his
personal opinion.
‘No matter how many times I tried to call a priest for help, um, it’s obvious that you’re
not a human being.’
That just showed how quickly he has recovered. After being hit by an arrow, I didn’t
expect it to be a week’s worth of injuries, either, but it was fortunate that he was out of
the ordinary anyway.
Ash took off the bandage and told me so with a look on his face.
It might have been obvious that I had been worried unknowingly while watching Ash,
who is dedicated to his work.
After Ash unbonded, the bandages, all the people who came down to the compound,
including me, returned to the capital.
For your information, Baron Yellow, who came down as the new lord, was quite a warm
impression.
What was it, is it the yellow bear that only wore a top? [Translator : Winnie The Pooh, is
that you?]
In any case, the friendly look that resembles a character, not just from his appearance,
but the feeling of a warm and compassionate person in the atmosphere, was reflected.
It’s a place where development has already been achieved. The supplies are
overflowing, the trade is stable.
The territory is not incompetent, so having a new manager with good quality may be
more beneficial for the territory people’s lives.
News about what had happened in the territory seems to have reached. Not an
exaggeration or an analogy, he was indeed a tabi foot.
“Are you all right? Oh, as soon as this old man heard the news, I couldn’t sleep.”
The butler said that almost all day, Lucas was always giving him a nasty guy and
bastard vibes. And all the people he met in Inka always delivered those speeches.
At first glance, it was too harsh a gossip against the dead, but no one stopped him.
Including me, hmm.
I got an invitation.
“Eonni!”
Ari was stamping her feet in front of the front door and rushed as if she had waited as
soon as I crossed the gate.
“I heard it all!”
“What?”
“There’s a rumour.”
“Rumour?”
Dylan, who followed Ari behind, replaced her with a detailed explanation.
“The news broke out from the capital society. Because the Imperial Knights moved.
Rumour has it that the prince himself came out.”
“…….Aha.”
Ari, who was angry with Lucas, jumped from her seat with a bright face.
“By the way, thank you for coming!! I feel like it’s been a while.”
“Okay.”
Viscount Grace’s Mansion, which I visited for the first time, was small but not very
visible.
Is it because the structure of a mansion built in the capital city has to be like this?
After a brief greeting with Viscountess Grace, who I had seen for the first time in a long
time – she was away on business.
I was the only one left in the parlour room with Ari.
I wondered why Dylan had to be sent out, so Ari opened her mouth.
“Eonni.”
“Huh?”
“A clue?”
Fortunately, however, I didn’t spill and put it down finely. Following the clatter and the
sound, I opened my mouth with embarrassment.
“I’m not sure. Actually, I was bored a few days ago, so I went through the library here
and saw this.”
As if to recall something, Ari lowered her gaze and voice side by side.
“The God of dimensions.”
“Yes, it’s a sect that doesn’t exist today, but in the past, there were people who served
The God. Several temples were real.”
Ari’s brown eyes, which were lifted back, were full of glistening expectations.
“I’m trying to find out more. Since it is called The God of the Dimension, maybe it can
send me back to where I was.”
‘Definitely.’
If I had heard it a long time ago, I would have thought it was futile, but I already crossed
the dimension. Now that we’ve crossed, maybe there’s a way to cross again.
“You’ll be alive.”
I spoke urgently. There’s no other reason to be sure, but I don’t know if it’s because I
couldn’t stand looking at Ari’s face as her expression was getting dark.
‘Hope.’
“You said you rolled on the stairs, I’m sure you’re alive. If a person could die so easily,
the ones who were unlucky or scammed would have died and there would be no one
left.”
“……will I?”
“In fact, I used to roll on the stairs when I was young, too.”
“You too, eonni?”
“Yes, and it’s a stone staircase. Well, there are things like that lie long in front of a
shrine or temple. The moment I roll, my life seems to be over.”
“Gasp, so what happened? Did you die like that in your previous life?”
“No…If that’s the case, I wouldn’t say this at this point. At first glance, my life seemed
like it was going to be over, but it wasn’t as easy as I thought.”
Now I have a vague memory of my past life, and I have been thinking about it. And then
I realized, in my previous life, I was surprisingly careless.
If I fell down from a bike, rolled inline, rolled on a ski, and failed on a snowboard, I’d just
give up using a board but I even rolled down from the staircase.
I climbed the mountain before sunset, and after I went too high, I was in distress
because I couldn’t find a way down.
At one point, I was taken to the emergency room at night without knowing that the food I
ate had passed its expiration date.
I don’t think there’s anything wrong with dying at least once on the way.
From now on, I felt that my vitality was really tough in the eyes of others.
While trying to soothe Ari, she suddenly came to me and I was in a daze, but Ari
lowered her head and smiled.
“Thank you, eonni.”
“……?”
“As you said, it would be strange to die just because I roll on the school staircase.”
“That’s it.”
“I must have just slightly sprained my ankle. Or it could be just a lump in my head.”
Ari seemed to stare at me like that but soon opened her mouth again.
“Hmm?”
I couldn’t immediately tell what she was asking. I opened my mouth from the glass and
gave an answer as soon as I could.
“There was a commotion, but it worked out. The sinners were either killed or taken, and
the territory has a new lord…..”
‘Then?’
“It doesn’t mean that I’m the only one going home and surviving..”
“…….”
“That’s…”
I remembered the fact that I had forgotten. I and Ari formed a relationship that we could
call allies.
“…..but.”
Before leaving for the territory, I remembered the image of Ari, holding the enchanted
cloth that had become useless and crying and being sorry for not being helpful.
I was inwardly embarrassed. I didn’t want to debt Ari. It wasn’t Ari’s fault.
“I told you, people don’t die easily. It’s all right, Ari. You just focus on your work first.”
“You didn’t have another solution, did you? Either change the future or run away.”
“What…”
But it’ll happen sooner or later. I tried to gloss over the subject with some of those
words.
“Then eonni…..”
“Huh?”
“I came to know this because I was rereading the book, ‘The Spring of the Goddess
Agritta’, just in case there was another clue. Later, eonni…….”
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“……no, no. I think it’s a bit too early to say it now, and if it’s not true, it’ll only bring
disappointment. I’m sorry, eonni. I was going to say it, but I stopped.”
It seemed that she was trying to replace the lukewarm tea with a new brewed hot one.
The unique taste was not a word that was taken out, but a sincere one. I tasted it slowly,
taking care not to burn my tongue in the hot tea.
***
I changed the subject and just let it pass, but it doesn’t mean that I wasn’t curious about
what Ari was going to say.
‘The book.’
As soon as I got home, I came up to the room and took out a familiar book from the
shelf and opened it.
It has already been verified at a time when the world is trying to kill Ari that the kernel
inside is important, not its appearance.
Several main characters such as villains and male characters still exist, but it was still
the story of Aggrita at the core of the story, as the title suggests.
So now that she’s gone, the whole plot of the book designed around her has been
shaken and distorted.
It’s not really about Agrita’s existence, but it’s going to go as it was originally set.
Flap flap.
The book pages went over with a cheerful sound of paper sheets.
Even if her absence changes the story, the fact that I am not the blood of this family and
that I am not Ash’s sister does not change.
The sudden and shocking incident left the dukedom in the silence of mourning.
The users either shed tears or paid their silent tribute.
But the flesh under his hands, the Duke of Widgreen, who should be most
grieved, was, ironically, the most indifferent of them.
Duke of Widgreen. Because he was the one who put his own sword into my
sister’s heart last night.
Standing at the window of his office, he took a dim view of the mansion grieving
over the portrait of the princess.
His heart and soul, knowing that he had killed the princess himself, hesitated and
dared to ask before him.
But the words that came back were out of the blue.
“Yes?”
“You all can truly sympathize with the death of another person who didn’t share
any drop of blood, even enough to show tears.”
“…….”
His right-hand realized only then. This was an answer to his question.
It was a secret that only a few people knew in the mansion. The results of the
revelation of the hidden truth were devastating.
The right-hand man bowed his head in mourning for the dead.]
“………”
When I first read this passage, I was so surprised that I dropped the book.
Perhaps because I read it so much, so now I have a different impression than a shock.
‘It’s no fun.’
‘If this novel was put in a bookstore, it wouldn’t have been sold.’
Now I’m telling you, the book’s narrative and dialogue line are really no fun.
The psychological description of the characters is extremely lacking, and events should
be able to weigh different things between drama and daily life, but there is not much of
that.
Who wrote it? It may have been a simple transcription of a character’s life, but in many
ways, it was a terrible novel.
It’s missing, missing. It’s not just the main character, it’s also missing the fun.
I flipped down a few more pages of the book and soon covered it up.
Since that day five years ago, I have read it several times over the night.
Even if I look at it again now, chances of finding something that I haven’t found before
were slim.
Then, if it was time to come, she said she would bring it up again and talk about it again.
I put the book back where it was, then moved a little and opened the desk drawer.
When I thought about Ari, there was something that came to my mind.
I took out the paper and unfolded it and held the quill pen in my hand.
I stole half the time beads from the temple that served the God of Time.
Right now, Dylan is taking care of Ari’s safety. However, human affairs were originally
unpredictable.
‘Cause she said she was looking for God of Dimension. Maybe we should get away
from the capital.’
The fifteen time-reversing beads were too enchanting and useful insurance to let go,
knowing their existence.
The fact that the bead had disappeared from the movement of the temple did not seem
to have been detected until this point.
It was better than writing because I would like to share the process in as much detail as
possible and pass on the secret method (?).
Holding a pen and paper was to send a message in advance of courtesy before my
visit.
Viscount Grace Mansion was located on the outskirts of the capital, so the time was
vague to visit again now.
If so, I would have broken the bead as soon as Ash was hit by an arrow, so Ash could
have gone back to nothing.
It was foolish of me to think complacency that there would be no use for beads without
Ari around.
I bit the inside of my lips to the point where it tasted a little iron (bloody), and soon
shook my head as if I were shaking off the past.
‘There’s no ink.’
I peered at the ink can where I had dipped the pen point.
Come to think of it, I think I vaguely remember seeing the floor before.
Tell Bessie about the ink and she’ll get a new one right away.
I left the room and went down to talk to her in person because I had to make a round
trip for a small errand.
But what I encountered on the first floor was Bessie, who was ready to go out.
“Oh, my lady. I’m thinking of going to the market. I have a few things I need.”
“Oh, that’s great. That’s also during this time of year, and the quality is better than usual
and there are various types of products.”
There was something strange about Bessie’s words. I pointed out the odd point aloud.
“This time?”
Come to think of it, it did. At the end of 9th month, it was time for autumn to ripen and
the harvest festival to take place.
No way.
‘My future is still like a black ink can that I saw a little while ago, but time flows like this.’
It was amazing.
Anyway, it was understandable that Bessie would go to the market in person, as soon
as the harvest festival was held.
With the festival ahead, quality products poured out on the streets of the capital city.
Of course, the price would be higher than usual but not to an extent that it would dire
the Dukedom finance.
“It’ll be fun to watch if we go out now. Would you like to come with me?”
“Huh? Me?”
“You said you needed ink. It’s not something we don’t have in the mansion, but why
don’t you choose something you like and feel good about?”
“I agree.”
This wasn’t my answer. Looking around, Sir Davery stood around while I came down.
“Well, whatever. I’ll talk about that to the butler after coming back.”
“..….”
It was true that Sir Davery, who had to follow me wherever I went, seemed to be
running out of personal time recently.
“It’s lively.”
The long line of stalls was lively and noisy, with many people at one glance.
The harvest festival in honour of the year’s abundance was a big event. In terms of size
alone, it stood shoulder to shoulder with the National Foundation Festival in spring.
Maybe that’s why I saw quite a few people who came out to play in the festive mood in
advance, even before the date was fully set.
“Well, I don’t really care, so stop by the nearest place first in order of distance. Is the
weapons store the closest from here?”
“Lady.”
“Why?”
“…….?”
What romance all of a sudden?
“And it’s full of energy. It’s the street to celebrate the festival.”
“And?”
“No matter how many things we came out to buy, wouldn’t it not be a courtesy to this
bright and exciting street to only really buy things?”
“That’s right!”
Then she helped as if she had waited only for this moment.
“It’s too bad you know since you’re here and there are so many things to see, why don’t
you take your time and look around?”
“You know what I mean. Somehow, this was the real purpose from the beginning.”
It occurred to me that Sir Davery, in the mansion, appeared at a very coincidental time
and intervened.
“Was it obvious?”
“My dear lady, it’s all for you. I’m just being honest with you, but please forget
everything else today and just relax and concentrate on watching the festival.”
“Huh?”
I blinked my eyes.
Even when I listened with one ear, Bessie’s words that were deeply worried and
concerning, so I had no choice but to be silent on my own.
“Do you think we didn’t know? You haven’t been feeling well lately and how bad your
complexion was these days.”
“Huh?”
‘Me?’
No, it was technically a bad situation. What was just embarrassing was the fact that I
was making an outward sign of it. I stammered for a moment and said the same thing
as Sir Davery.
“Was it obvious?”
“I mean that, of course. Oh, my lady, what can I do to make your suffering heart
relaxed?”
“That…”
When asked why I looked so bad, I was looking for a plausible excuse.
I was fascinated by the splendid speech that was as good as the butler, and I soon
realized and stopped her.
Bessie stopped the feast of cursing in the stinging gaze and grumbled instead.
“Oh, really, it’s just a pity that he’s already dead. You shouldn’t have let him be fine.”
“Um…”
“For no reason, our lady is suffering because of that bastard, and you’re still upset about
it. So, today letting it go for a while is good?”
To be honest, the reason for my disarray these days was that most, no, actually, is
because of Ash, but since I couldn’t tell it as it was, I equivocate with an answer.
“Calm down, Bessie, because we’re here anyway. Should we make her feel better?”
“That’s right, lady. What do you want to see first? During this period, the street sells
cotton candy using magic tools.”
It seemed unlikely that it would work to say that it’s all right and that there’s nothing to
care about it.
I ended up failing to decline and decided to take a brief look at the whole market.
“Hey, look at that. There’s an event where you get a doll if you get a dart. What do you
think of that doll?”
And what I learned from this situation, Bessie was quite versatile.
I spoke to Sir Davery while watching him turn the merchant’s face blue with his amazing
dart skills.
“Sir.”
“Yes, my lady.”
This time I suddenly remembered what Sir Davery had said in the last carriage.
“If you have someone you like, you can talk to me.’
I think it’s better not to get as close as possible to Ash when Sir Davery is next to me.
I was thinking about it, and Bessie, who had already got the doll as she said, returned
with a bright walk.
In fact, it was more fun to see Bessi’s triumphant face than the doll.
As expected, I should focus on my facial expressions and not cause this kind of concern
from now on.
It was when I wandered around the market to some extent.
When I felt like my legs were starting to hurt, the child, who seemed to barely reach my
waist, grabbed me by the hem of my dress and begged me.
“Fortune-teller?”
The little child murmured what he must have memorized. When I looked over the child, I
saw a cloth.
“It looks like it’s a fortune-teller’s tent. At times like this, there’s at least one. Would you
like to stop by?”
Just in time, I felt my legs hurt, and the fortune-teller stall was sitting down, and there
was no reason to refuse.
I made eye contact with the child before heading for the tent.
“It’s Marie.”
“Yes, Marie, I’m seeing the fortune-teller because of you, so don’t forget to take care of
your life later.”
“Yes.”
“Really?”
“I don’t know…”
‘I realized that this is my first time seeing a fortune-teller in this life.’
The inside of the tent was wider and brighter than I thought.
A grey-haired old woman sat with several statues hanging behind her back.
“Welcome. This is a precious guest. As the child said, I’ll read your future for you.”
The old woman did not seem to be particularly demeaned, for the sake of the precious
guest.
I sat in front of the old woman, with some strange feeling, alongside Bessie.
As soon as the old woman did, she looked at Bessie and opened her mouth.
“Man, man.”
“Oh my!”
“Ay, but…….”
But the old woman sadly cut off the conversation there and this time looked back at Sir
Davery.
“Yes?”
Sir Davery blinked. He seems to have no idea what the old-woman means.
The old woman continued to talk as if she were going her own way, regardless of her
opponent’s reaction.
“You’re fooling yourself. To the end of the last. You don’t even know how to be fooled.
It’s the one and only beneficial thing for you.”
“Hey, if you really didn’t want me to know, shouldn’t you have not told me that?”
The atmosphere in the tent seemed to move about in accordance with her intentions.
I waited for the potato-nose old woman to choke out her words.
“…..?”
‘What is it?’
Is that it?
It was not that I didn’t know that most of these things were made up in a plausible way
according to the situation and atmosphere.
I knew it didn’t mean much, but it was cut off in my turn, so I felt sad that the line of the
rides was cut right in front of me.
“Wait.”
‘Huh?’
The old woman was facing me straight with her unshakable dark grey eyes.
“…….”
“There must be something you want, right? Then wait. As it goes, don’t do anything.”
“…….”
The old woman, who said so, pulled the rope that was close to the table.
Then the cloth at the entrance of the tent lifted up and the child who had been soliciting
came inside.
“Give me as much as I want through the child. Child, the guests are leaving, guide them
well.”
Inside the tent was as quiet as if it was cut off from the outside.
When I came outside, the noise of the busy market street filled the area noisily as if it
had been waiting.
“I thought a fortune-teller would usually mumble a spell with something like a bead in
the middle.”
“But I had fun. It was a different experience. How about you, my lady ?”
Bessie seemed to like the story of the younger man more than she seemed.
I thought about it for a short time and gave my thoughts between the two.
The old woman’s eyes were voluminous, and her voice was laid low in the tent, as if in
the cold air.
Is that why? It was like I had read about it before in an old book, although that was
impossible.
If I think about it in a general and cool way. As Sir Davery said, it was all abstract and
hard to grasp. Oh, except for younger men.
To create an atmosphere and make a trivial remark sound like a big one at the moment.
She’s a productive woman.
I thought that far enough and shook off the lingering feelings and excitement.
Sir Davery and Bessie also did not seem to keep in mind what they heard in the tents,
regardless of their thoughts.
It’s a place I wouldn’t have entered if it wasn’t for the kid who grabbed the hem of my
clothes in the first place.
I followed the crowd and took another topic of conversation, walking aimlessly and
leisurely again.
“By the way, Sir Davery, didn’t you need to go to the sword shop?”
“Sword shop?”
“Were you just trying to use it as an excuse so you could go to the market and now you
don’t need it anymore?”
“Then let’s go see it. It feels like I don’t have anywhere else to go.”
“Shall we?”
Then Bessie whispered to herself, “We can only give you half the money.” but we all
heard it.
There was a small brawl between the two because Sir Davery was protesting, “Where
did the rule come from?”.
‘Huh?’
“My lady?”
The two people suddenly stopped in the street, wondering about me, followed up to see
where my eyes were headed.
‘Irene Isaac.’
She hit me at the party pretending it was a mistake and spilt wine on my dress, so I
chased her, grabbed her, and asked her why, and she gave me a huge answer that it
was because I was a nuisance to Ash’s marriage.
It seemed that the dimly vague feelings that I felt at the time were coming back to me.
‘Anyway, that’s how it is.’
At this moment, I gave up my hard feelings toward the other person for a while.
She would do that, too, because the sight that caught my eyes couldn’t be said to be so
peaceful.
There was a man dressed up like he was going to a party, but the problem was that the
relationship between the man and Irene didn’t look very good.
The two were raising their voices inside the alley that turned to the corner of the store.
I couldn’t hear what they were saying, but I could fully recognize that the atmosphere
between the two was harsh just by looking at the outward appearance.
“I know. I could bet on Sir Davery’s new sword that the situation there is definitely not a
friendly situation.”
“Why is that?”
Sir Davery grumbled, but as I did, he didn’t take away his eyes from the alley.
At first glance, the man with Irene was taller than she was. He’s quite bulky, so it looked
almost twice as big as her.
It seemed to be because Irene was smaller and thinner than average women, but
anyway, there was a wide gap between the visible physique of an adult and a child.
Under such conditions, the man locked Irene between the wall and his body and raised
his voice as if threatening.
Is he trying to say that he’s proud of her strength against a child who is half of him?
And as soon as I thought so, the man raised his hand at Irene.
“Sir Davery!”
“Yes.”
“Agh!”
A dull sound rang almost at the same time as the answer. It was an immediate
response as if he had been preparing in advance.
The man screamed and grabbed his head and rolled it to the floor. When I saw the
man’s feet, some swords were rolling around together.
‘Nice.’
“You ……”
Even for me, her body, narrow shoulders, and close-knit features were still almost half
of my height.
I looked down coldly at the man who had been hit in the back of his head and was
unable to get up immediately and complained in pain.
Irene looked alternately at me with a cold expression, the man lying on the floor, and Sir
Davery, and soon bowed her head at me.
He seemed to be using his axe eyes fiercely, but soon found me and faltered.
“Sir, you out of this. Which family is this young man from?”
It’s even more embarrassing. I can’t believe he’s already raised his hands with that
personality at that age.
“Mag Jaang?”
“Yes.”
The young man was also very brave against a daughter from a count.
“What?”
Mag Jaang shut his mouth in the blatant gaze as if telling him who you dare to weigh
the propriety of my actions.
And it was when I was doing that. Sir Davery trudged up and picked up a rolling sword
on the ground.
Then he seemed to be grumbling, and the next moment he pulled up his back,
narrowing the gap with Mag Jaang, whispered something to him.
What’s noteworthy was the reaction that Mag Jaang showed afterwards. He heard
something and his face suddenly turned blue then he stepped back and turned around
and ran away from his seat.
“Hiii, hiiikkkk!”
“…?”
I stared at the opponent’s empty space, which had simply run away in a flash, and soon
looked back at Sir Davery.
‘He didn’t say much, but a man ran away like he heard a confession from a ghost.’
“A precedent?”
“The first person who acts in front of you, without knowing his subject nor his place, and
what he looks like by now.”
Huh?
Come to think of it, the story of a young man, who ruined his life while trying to make a
dirty and unspeakable joke on me, must have been stained with the rumour in the
capital for a while.
At any rate, when you threaten someone with force, you need to be always faster and
more alert than anyone else.
‘Ck ck’
As I kicked my tongue, Irene, who was leaning against the wall, staggered from her
seat.
“No.”
That’s a relief.
Then I saw something at the feet of Irene, who shook her head.
‘A wig?’
The hair looked quite soft, but it was a red man’s wig, which has a bit of a slight mistake
in the dyeing process.
Anyway, I’m going to pick it up because it’s someone else’s, but Irene was a step faster
than me. Irene was surprised to find a wig that had fallen, but soon picked it up in a
hurry and gathered it in her arms.
‘……Hmm? Why does it feel like she was trying to read my mind?’
I don’t think a wig is a strange thing that shouldn’t be seen, is it just me?
It’s a waste of honorifics to be used for such a guy. Even the person who made the
honorifics would be sad.
Irene seemed to be in a crisis that almost burst into laughter, but she bit her lips and
continued to endure her laugh.
“…ah, with that jerk. I was introduced to him and met him for a while.”
“Such.”
‘Shouldn’t she end her relationship with the person who introduced them?’
Was she ashamed of her past for dating such a hot-tempered jerk?
Still, it was all the fault of the man who blew up like a firecracker because of his
explosive personality, and I couldn’t say anything wrong with Irene who met him.
Come to think of it, Irene once revealed her feelings for Ash in front of me and spit them
out. She said she sent Ash a handkerchief and a joint letter with embroidery that she
made herself. She blamed me for not receiving a reply.
“Did you think that he would feel bothered if you meet another man?”
She couldn’t look straight at me so she looked down at her neat kiln, which was
revealed by the wind. Even if this is the right answer, there is no change in my opinion
that it is not an excuse.
I don’t think there can be any obligations, responsibilities, or restrictions for unrequited
love. It’s too cruel and harsh.
‘Moreover, I’m in a situation where the other person (Ash) doesn’t even know my heart,
even more.’
Unnecessary pity rose and I swallowed a sigh. Is this a fellow soldier? I opened my
mouth pretending to know nothing.
Irene nodded.
Irene, who answered like that, continued to show signs of hesitation. She made eye
contact with me and then lowered down her gaze, she opened her lips then closed them
again. I don’t know what she was hesitating about, but after much hesitation, words
came out as if she had made up her mind.
Then Irene bowed her head again and quickly got out of the alley.
I gazed away at the little body that was diligently drifting away like that day.
“What…….”
I’ve decided to dismiss it off like that from now on. Since I received this apology. I’m in
trouble, too, because I have a weak heart.
“By the way, she seems to have come out without any attendants.”
I thought for a moment about Irene who disappeared from her position. Irene seemed to
go out to market by herself without a maid or escort. I thought she was with that crazy
kid, but she said no.
No matter how bad the security of the capital city is, it was hard to find an unadulterated
noble to be out in the street alone.
I thought a little more and stopped it soon. Anyway, the answer to the problem won’t be
out.
“Shall we go back?”
The sun was slowly setting. I got out of the alley, looked up at the sky, and lightly
started to rhyme. But as soon as that happened, Sir Davery’s complexion suddenly
went down.
“Sword shop….”
Oh, really.
><><><><><><><><><
When I returned home from the rest of ‘the business’, it was right after the sun had set. I
returned to the mansion, had dinner, rested for a while, and completed a letter I had not
received before going out.
Then I tried to mail the letter to Viscount Grace through a person, and there was a
sudden sensation of uproar outside. As I looked out of the hallway window, I could see
the cause of the disturbance at a glance.
‘Training field?’
At this time, I could see the knights huddled together in the training field.
Knights’ regular training is usually completed while the sun is up. The risk of injury
during training has increased after dark as the sunsets. It’s not completely dark yet, but
it’s still evening.
Looking down at the noisy scene with a slight wonder, Alex, who had just been handed
a letter from me, followed me outside and opened his mouth.
“Winner?”
‘That’s right.’
The hunting competition.
During the harvest festival, a big festival that encompasses the whole country, not only
the people of the country but also the Imperial Family take part in it.
During the harvest festival, there were two events hosted by the Imperial Family, each
of which was a hunting contest and a ball.
The harvest festival is just around the corner, which means that there are not many
days of the hunting competition left. As if to announce the beginning of the festival, the
first day of the harvest festival was a hunting competition.
When I looked closely, I could see several knights set targets in a corner of the training
hall. Perhaps it was made by hand, it was somewhat crude.
No, what are they so eager for? I’m sure it wasn’t like that last year, and while I thought
so, Alex said.
“Until now, the Crown Prince has won the honour of winning every time in a row, but this
year I don’t know.”
It was a meaningful word. Somehow, my neck and shoulders seemed to have a lot of
strength.
“This year’s hunting competition will be a little different. Even the crown prince would be
so nervous too. Isn’t that right, my lady?”
Alex asked me for consent. I understood everything when I heard it. Yes. This year’s
hunting competition at the harvest festival…
‘Ash is participating.’
Hunting competitions held by the imperial family were only eligible for participation by
noblemen or knights who had passed their adulthood. Ash has his adulthood ceremony
this year. It was only from this time that he could be listed as a participant.
All the knights burning enthusiasm in the training hall seemed to believe that Ash would
win the hunting competition.
‘Well…..’
“That’s right.”
I didn’t think much differently, I’m sorry to the Crown Prince, but it was one of the
hardest imaginations that Ash would lose any competition.
Suddenly, it occurred to me that this year’s harvest hunting competition was briefly
covered and moved on to ‘The Spring of the Goddess Agritta’.
The author has set up that there are things like hunting competition but didn’t come with
a good story about it nor explanation. Even the reference was too short, so I couldn’t
think of the result right away.
‘Huh?’
The knights, which had been spread out in places without order, hurriedly looked at one
place at once and took a courtesy.
I couldn’t see it wrong since his white hair catches the eye at once, even if it’s not bright
daylight.
When Ash suddenly appeared on the training field, I paused in my seat for a moment.
“…let’s.”
I couldn’t understand what the voice that intermittently passed through the buzz was
saying.
As soon as Alex said so, Ash was handed a bow and arrow from a nearby knight.
‘A demonstration? Really?’
Did Ash get out to the training field personally only for such a hassle like a
demonstration?
That was weird. That’s not gonna happen. At the moment of doubt, Ash, who had an
arrow on his bow, pulled the demonstration with his left hand.
‘Left hand?’
Oh, maybe.
‘Since the last time he used his left arm because of the snake venom, is he trying to
make sure it’s completely healed now?’
It was credible. At least rather than assuming that Ash took the time to do a
demonstration while he was busy for the knights.
Whether it’s a bow or an arrow or both, it wasn’t very pleasing to me right now. Because
it reminded me of something that happened a little while ago.
I’ve only seen it for a while but it wasn’t that I didn’t think it was an overreaction.
Anyway, I took my eyes off the window because I felt it was hard to see anymore.
Did he want to look more closely? But the answer back was unexpected.
“That’s because it looks like the Duke has ordered me to open the window…….”
“What?”
I turned my gaze away. Ash was looking this way with his bow down.
I felt my eyes meet his. Then the next moment Ash seemed to come this way, and
immediately jumped off lightly against the nearby wall.
“Ash!”
At one moment Ash, who had risen to the long gate, came down the hall and stared at
me gently, without giving me time to be surprised.
“Huh?”
When the hell did he see my face again? No, did he come up like that to check that out?
I didn’t know what to say and what to do. I was so lost that I kept silent, and soon
glanced confusedly at the bow Ash was still holding in his left hand.
‘Do I have to say this?’
When asked why I looked bad, I think he needs an answer, but I couldn’t decide for a
moment whether it would be better to confess it in a straightforward manner.
Because Ash, who caught my eye with a keen eye, saw the bow in his hand and
immediately broke it.
“…?!”
I was startled because the bow, not an arrow, broke in two at once like a toy.
Ash then glanced out of the window. The knights who received attention looked at each
other.
And among those large numbers of people, I’m sure that there are people who were
very quick-witted. He didn’t order anything, but some threw out the bow that he was
holding right away. Then he broke it by stepping on it recklessly.
There was a beginning, so the tune was in an instant. Starting with the leader, they
were aware of the situation, and the knights began to smash bows and arrows as a
group. Some knights took the edge of the bow and landed it on a rock without mercy.
In a senseless mansion, the eminent Alex muttered in dismay at their madness. In fact,
it was amazing to me who knew the reality.
The scene of the ‘killing’ on the training field, which is seen by acquaintances as just a
crazy scene, ended with a loyal knight kicking and breaking it to an innocent target.
“………”
“Noonim.”
Behind Ash was Alex rubbing his eyes as if he doubted what he had just seen.
I’m speechless.
“…..just, um, I was about to finish the tea and go back to the room.”
“Let’s go.”
Ash reached out his hand and I hesitated for a moment before I took it. I tried not to look
out of the window as much as possible.
Because someone who would have worked hard to cut the wooden board and carefully
painted the target pattern seemed to be crying.
At this time, I thought for a moment as I left Alex out of the hall, who still didn’t
understand the situation.
I wonder which of the two is more heart-rending. Ash, who smashed all the bows just
because my complexion wasn’t good, and me, who is thrilled to hold Ash’s hand in the
midst of this.
***
The morning of the harvest festival was bright. And I suddenly remembered the results
of the hunting competition I saw in the book in a few days.
‘They tied.’
The Crown Prince and Ash were both rarely seen to have failed into the general
category, so it might have been somewhat difficult to hastily bring either side the glory of
victory.
Will it be concluded that today’s results are tied, same as the book?
Even if it’s a joint winner, it’s a win, so wouldn’t the knights of the mansion not be very
disappointed?
I put myself in Bessie’s hands with such thoughts. Bessie grinned, as usual, dressing
me up with her deft touch. I checked Bessie’s face through the mirror.
Bessie bit back, taking out the rolls she had rolled one by one.
“Me too…”
A few days passed in a flash again. When I close my eyes and open my eyes, I feel like
the curtain of the harvest festival has risen.
I let it go and did nothing as time went by. In a way, I was faithfully practising the words
of the old woman, the fortune teller said, to wait.
There is nothing else I can do but just stay still without doing anything. Oh, there’s one
thing I do.
Ari took advice about beads from me a few days ago, nodding her head with a
determined look, and sooner or later she’s stealing– it’s true– but it feels weird to say
this.
Since then, I have not yet received any notification of the results.
If Ari fails to steal the bead and is caught in the temple, I hope it won’t happen, but at
that time I couldn’t deny my responsibility, so I was going to use the bead to return the
time.
To do so, it must not be a day late, so I’ve been paying attention to the news of the
temple and Ari these days.
And that’s it. The last few days I’ve been doing. Indeed, both my body and mind felt at
ease.
The ball starts tomorrow, so I had a simple problem today. At Bessie’s words, I looked
inside the mirror again. Half of my long hair was tied up and half of it was loosened.
Thanks to Bessie’s hard work, a wavy red hair trickled down my chest.
Perhaps because of the start of the harvest festival, Bessie was also more excited than
usual.
Maybe it will be the last festival that I had so let’s have a lot of fun at this moment. I
thought so and soon struggled to control the look on the mirror.
If I’m really going to enjoy the festival, it would be helpful if I don’t think that way.
“Yes.”
Today, the first day of the harvest festival, there is a hunting competition during the day.
The site is at t western forest owned by the Imperial Family.
Participation in the hunting competition was limited to noblemen or women who were
officially awarded the title of knights, but it was not so as to whether noble ladies had
nothing to do with the hunting competition.
Each of them stepped on the venue to support their family members, lovers, friends, or
family knights.
It was the same for me. I was supposed to attend the place where the hunting
competition was held today to tie a handkerchief to Ash’s bow in honour of victory and
good fortune. It’s a courtesy and it’s a tradition that’s been going every year.
‘At first, I was a little worried about having to look at the bow.’
But soon the trouble was cleared away. I didn’t feel sick the other day simply because I
saw a bow or arrow. After seeing the target position, I finally showed such symptoms.
The place where the cheering squads waited and the forest where the actual hunting
took place were naturally separated.
I would never have seen the problem of the participants targeting their hunts.
“Okay.”
“So Sir Davery can’t even participate in the competition because of me.”
“As you can see, and if you’re talking about participating in a hunting competition, I’m
fine.”
“Well, not really. Have you tried running around on a horse and catching animals? It’s
just cumbersome and tiring.”
Sir Davery, the promising knight of the mansion and one of the most powerful men in
the world, has decided not to make his name on the hunting competition participant list
and remain in the cheering seat.
It was an inevitable choice because he had to take duty as my escort. I said it would be
all right to change places with others just today, but Sir Davery refused.
I thought all the knights would love to hunt. Is it my prejudice? Anyway, I was a little bit
worried, but I felt relieved to hear that.
I had to travel for about an hour by carriage from here to the west forest, the venue for
the competition.
Which means it belongs to the yolk land. In such a position, they keep the forest every
year only for hunting competitions.
‘As expected, from the Imperial Family.’
While spending time thinking so senselessly, the carriage arrived at the destination.
I got escorted by Ash and got off from the carriage, then Ash opened his mouth.
“If you are uncomfortable after entering the venue, talk to me right away.”
“Huh?”
There was something I passed without explaining, and it was my duty to participate in
the hunting competition.
All families had to send out one participant each, except for their own knights.
For example, there are no men in the family who have reached adulthood, or all men
are dead or missing for some reason and only women remain. There’s a man, but he’s
too old or sick to ride on a horse to hunt.
This kind of true and inevitable story has been taken into account.
It’s hard to say, but at this point, none of those conditions affected our family.
Ash wasn’t a minor anymore, he’s not an old man, he’s not a woman, and he’s not even
sick anymore.
When the emperor, who appeared with attendants on both sides, finished a brief
congratulatory speech, the servant sounded the trumpet loudly.
“Be careful.”
“Should I win?”
I raised my eyes.
“What?”
“That’s a given.”
Ash looked at me gently and folded his eyes and laughed. Perhaps because I saw his
smiling face in a surprise move, my heart felt like it was pounding.
“You can do whatever you want just because you want to, winning?”
I thought for a moment whether Ash was competitive. Meanwhile, Ash got on the horse
with a bow around him.
I raised my head along with Ash and soon dropped it again. The sun was dazzling.
“The Duke of Widgreen.”
It was then that an unfamiliar, but feel familiar, a voice was heard.
“Your Highness.”
The prince’s approach with the white horse came into sight.
The crown prince and the white horse were amazingly fantastic.
Whether it’s the sense of servants or the prince’s own eyes, I wanted to say that it was
a perfect choice anyway.
On the other hand, Ash’s horse was a black horse. The mane and fur were all dark and
glossy black like black jade.
Thanks to it, the closer the Crown Prince approached, the clearer the contrast between
black and white was naturally made.
I heard a murmur of noise around me as if it weren’t only me who felt that impression.
At the end of the sentence, I held my head back unconsciously. Whoever it is, it’s sharp.
I don’t know what she said, but in terms of roles, they were a universally righteous male
lead and a ruthless villain.
It was a normal story with a soft voice as if giving a light greeting. However, at this one
word, the elasticity burst from behind.
‘Why?’
Ah…… is that so? Like a celebrity saying something? That’s plausible enough.
“Everything is fun when you have a competitor. Don’t you think so, Duke?”
“…….”
I suddenly recalled the fact that they were the leading candidates for this hunting
competition.
There was a moment of silence as if to emphasize the significant air. Soon the Crown
Prince burst into laughter.
“Then I’d better do both at the same time. Let’s wish you luck, Duke.”
At this moment, I had a feeling that my eyes met the Crown Prince. I wasn’t completely
sure if it was mistaken or not because it was so short.
At that time, the sound of the bell of the servants pierced the air again.
The crown prince left Ash with a message to see him again at the hunting ground and
pulled the reins to the forest first.
“….….”
The sunlight was so strong that I lowered my eyelids with a cough. Not a blush in the
face or ears.
It was not long before the participants in the vacant lot disappeared into the forest one
by one.
Compared to the previous one, the murmur was so clear in a noticeably quiet space.
“I like whichever who wins. I’m going to cheer for both sides.”
“By the way, if they compete, the beast of the forest will have no seeds left today.”
“But it would be an honour for the animals to be hunted by both of them. Oh, I want to
be a beast.”
“Ha, me too.”
It was time to confirm the popularity of the Crown Prince and Ash in a rather subtle way.
Sir Davery, who had been away for a while, came back with the luggage. Rugs,
parasol… basket?
“Why a basket?”
I slowly moved away from the gap of people who started to talk to me one by one,
actively blooming the flowers of conversation.
Soon I found a moderately crowded place and took the fruit out of the basket.
It was then that I picked up cherry tomatoes and took them to my mouth in such a quiet
place.
‘Huh?’
I saw a small figure in a man’s uniform enter the forest that inadvertently gave me eyes.
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‘Is he a servant?
He didn’t ride a horse and it seemed like he wasn’t holding a bow so he wasn’t a
participant for the hunting competition.
And most of all, he was incredibly small and thin to be considered as an adult man.
‘But I heard that a servant who will help with the competition is waiting in the forest early
on.’
I can’t believe he’s just going in now. Is he a tardy? He was too late. There was always
a tardy person, regardless of the time and place.
It’s too familiar to look at for a moment. Just a glimpse of it is enough to attract my
nerves suddenly.
The hair colour that I just saw was red. It’s not just red. It’s a vague red colour with
subtle energy as if it failed to dye. I saw the same colour as that only a few days ago.
Irene!
‘There can’t be another red-like colour like that, not that failing red.’
I thought about it that way while I saw her back without fail.
Wait a minute. It’s too early to be sure. I think it’s probabilistically rare, but maybe what I
saw was just a coincidence.
I left Sir Davery’s mysterious voice behind and held on to the nearest imperial official.
“I want to ask you something. Is there a servant with red hair who was mobilized for
today’s hunting competition? He’s a little short and dull, around this height and……..”
“Not only among the number of servants mobilized today, but even if I search all the
imperial servants, there are no servants with that characteristic.”
The servant was adamant that he remembered all the colours of the servants’ hair.
Well, that’s understandable. Red is not a hair colour that can be easily seen anywhere.
Even for me, the memory of finding a similar person with me at a meeting or outside
could be counted by one hand.
“……no, nothing.”
This doubled the probability that the person I saw was Irene.
It seemed to me that I was the only one who saw Irene sneaking into this forest, who
was believed to be close to certainty, given the appearance of the servant and the
reactions around.
‘or were they seeing her sneaking in but didn’t pay attention?’
Well, if I didn’t know the possibility of that servant being Irene, I wouldn’t have paid
attention like this.
“…Sir Davery.”
“Yes?”
“A forest is usually dangerous, right? If it’s a forest where all kinds of animals, including
beasts, run around, what do you think is the probability that a powerless girl would die a
violent death if she went in alone?”
I don’t know why Irene went into the forest dressed as a man.
A hunting forest which will be filled with arrow showering was a dangerous enough
place for a young girl.
Nothing could have happened if luck followed, but on the contrary, Irene could have
been seriously injured or worse without a little luck.
I had three options when I noticed Irene’s infiltration into the hunting ground.
‘This option was eliminated immediately without even thinking about it.’
Because I am not confident that I won’t stay up all night with a guilty conscience if
something happened to Irene.
It was like letting the neighbourhood know that Irene had planned to sneak into the
hunting ground.
It was possible that the hunting competition itself would be stopped because of Irene’s
rescue.
The crime of ruining the important events of the imperial family was probably greater
than I can roughly imagine.
So lastly, three.
‘I go into the woods myself and find Irene, who is not yet far away, and drag her out in
secret.’
It was the most cumbersome and annoying way for me, but at the same time, it was the
only way to resolve the situation quietly and peacefully without any commotion.
Of course, I wasn’t confident that I’d beat the beasts in the forest.
To be honest, I only trusted this person. With such thought, I glanced down at Sir
Davery, who walked side by side with me.
“It was more thanks to your acting skills than to me, my lady.”
“..….”
How I and Sir Davery were able to enter the forest here now, the sequence of
processes was as follows:
When I briefly explained the situation and asked if there was any way to get into the
hunting ground, Sir Davery immediately told me to trust him and took me quietly to the
entrance to the hunting ground.
And then he told the guy who was guarding the entrance–
‘This matter is really urgent. I’ll just leave the news to the person inside. It’ll only take a
moment.’
‘It’s an urgent and serious matter that I can tell to no one! Don’t you see My Lady here
wiping away all these sorrowful tears?’
“…hahhhhhhhhhh.”
‘If the person inside doesn’t get the news on time and things go wrong, will you take
responsibility for it? If this fragile lady can’t overcome her grief and anxiety then falls
down, will you be responsible for that, too?’
‘……you really have to come out right after delivering the news.’
Sir Davery even got a horse from him after saying he had to move quickly to that
situation.
‘He was really stubborn.’
Suddenly, when I recalled the tearful act of a while ago, which I had to urgently make to
keep the rhythm, I made a sound of groaning.
No, but he could’ve told me a few warnings. Now that I think about it, it’s hard to say
that he has no intention of making fun of me.
“It would be difficult if the trees block the view too much.”
The trees that created the forest were large and high enough to cover the sky, but the
number was not very large, so there was not much feeling of a dense obstruction of
vision.
At this rate, it would not be as difficult to find Irene as I thought. That red hair stands out.
‘I wish I could find her and bring her out before I bump into the participants.’
At this point, the participants will aim at prey with a bow and shooting arrows. And it was
a scene I didn’t want to see.
‘The animals must have been driven inside the forest, so it’s probably okay to be here
here for some time.’
But she couldn’t have gone far without a horse since I chased her quite early.
I finally found a familiar hair colour, followed by a few rabbits and a roe deer that
seemed to live because the participants were so insignificant that they were just passing
by.
Unknowingly, I tried to call out her name, but I hurriedly turned around on the way,
wondering who would hear it.
Irene, who was peeping her red hair through the trees in front of her, looked this way
and her eyes were wide open.
Irene met my eyes and was so surprised as if she saw a ghost, and turned around and
ran away.
A useless act. No matter how quick you try to run away, now you are a flea. Why?
Because I’m riding a horse.
Horseback riding was one of the essential cultures that all aristocrats learned at a young
age.
And once you get the hang of it, it’s like a bike to you.
I made the most of my old memories and quickly overtook Irene by skill.
Then I pulled the reins, stopped the horse quickly, and jumped in front of Irene.
I’m thinking about it now, but I think I have a talent for horseback riding skills. When I
was young, I didn’t know that I was a promising horseback rider.
I could see Irene, whose course was suddenly blocked, hesitated in her place. Me in the
front, Sir Davery in the back. She’s already surrounded.
I was going to call her Lady Isaac, but I changed my mind and called her by her name in
a friendly manner. Irene, who was looking at me with her little body fixed up, was
already like a powerless little animal. I didn’t want to make her cringe more by giving her
a feeling of anger or blame.
“You know it’d be dangerous if you did that here and kept walking around, right? What if
you met the boar first, not me?”
“I think she’ll lose even if she fights the roe deer, let alone the boar.”
“I’m not going to say anything for a long time here. Come out with me first.”
“…….”
“Irene.”
I’m like a high school or middle school teacher who soothes a runaway student. It was
then.
I put a hat on Irene’s head that I had prepared to the voice of a man who was not far
away and looked back.
“You’re Princess Lydia Widgreen, aren’t you? Why are you at the hunting ground?”
Zigman’s gaze passed past me and turned to Irene, but came back to me in no time.
Wearing a hat and covering her face, Irene looked like a boy, perhaps because of her
attire.
He seemed to think that Irene was either a public servant or the hunting competition
servant.
“Well, that’s…”
The problem is me. Trying not to expose the agitation and looking for an excuse, then
Sir Davery stepped up.
“It’s an honour for you to recognize that name. Do you know where his excellency is in
this forest?”
I felt it before, but a lie that doesn’t even blink to make was very classy. I was quick to
respond.
“That’s right.”
“No, I mean what do you need to say that you’re going to risk your own in such a
dangerous place……”
“I’m sorry, but it’s a very personal, private, but important story.”
“…….”
“As soon as my lady knew the news, she wiped away her tears that she had to deliver
right away.”
‘What? Again?’
“Oh, no. You don’t need to apologize to me for such a thing, instead, I should be the
one who apologized.”
“His Excellency is probably at the innermost part of the forest. He’ll be targeting the
most ferocious beast in the hunting ground with His Highness The Crown Prince.”
“I see.”
I tried to answer that it was okay since I was with Sir Davery anyway, and more than
that, I won’t go that far.
At that moment, Zigman suddenly changed his expression as if he had a good idea.
“What?”
“Sir Raom!”
Zigman Raom, who has a blurry impression that seems to come out only now, was
more quick-tempered than he seemed. He didn’t even listen to my answer – how come
he ran alone and disappeared like that in an instant. The voice calling him belatedly
could not keep up with the speed of his running horse.
“……”
“Um…”
“That’s okay, no need for that. Who knows which direction was he going to go, and
who’s going to protect us without you?”
As I mentioned earlier, even a wild boar, both I and Irene will suffer after 1-2 strokes. Sir
Davery knows that, so I’m sure he just said it.
“I can’t help it. Let’s get out of here before that kind and behavioural Sir Raom really
brings out Ash to here.”
What should I say to Ash later? I wonder if I can get over him.
I decided to think about what I couldn’t do right away and looked at Irene again.
“Would you like to ride a horse? I’m going out of the forest right now.”
“…….”
“If you want to walk, it doesn’t matter, and, of course, you can’t stay here. I’m telling
you, staying here is not an option.”
Irene raised her head for a long time. Until the brown eyes that had been covered by the
hat were revealed. Round eyes with light double eyelids stared at me.
“I….”
“……?”
Irene raised her hand and touched the hat I had put on her. The hat, which was
hurriedly obtained by the user, was dark brown, close to black. Thanks to it, the hat had
a strange contrast with Irene’s white hands, which made her feel blue at first glance.
I glanced at the ensemble of tiny hands and hats for a moment, then nodded.
“If I knew your intention to enter the hunting ground, I wouldn’t have come to catch you
till here myself.”
“…….”
It would be a pain if Zigman showed up with Ash. We’ll have to rush out before that
happens.
“And just in case, don’t take off your hat until we’re completely out of here.”
Irene seemed to take it silently without avoiding my gaze for a moment but soon
lowered her head.
“What?”
“…you saw me coming in here, and you knew it was me, and you followed me in?
Because you saw the wig in the market at that time.”
“Yes.”
“You don’t ask me why? Why did I go into the hunting ground so recklessly, wearing a
wig and clothes like this?
Well, she saw me and ran away in surprise like a guilty criminal.
“…..”
“Okay, then I’ll ask. Why did you do that? Now that I see it, it doesn’t seem like you
weren’t aware that you act like this is dangerous.”
Irene hesitated. But the fact that I brought up this topic first is that she was willing to talk
about it. Her hesitation wasn’t very long.
“Attention?”
“What?”
It was obvious without further hearing who ‘His Excellency’ she mentioned here was.
Irene clasped her trousers with both hands. The cloth, which seemed to be new,
wrinkled badly.
“Well, that’s right. I tried to hide in the hunting ground on purpose. The wig was also
sneaked out of the market that day for this purpose, and I got this man’s clothes with
money.”
“… why did you think it would be a way to get Ash’s attention to hide in the hunting
ground dressed like a man’s disguise?”
‘Meeting?’
“You know, usually in romance novels, isn’t there always a story about a female
protagonist hiding in a hunting ground and a male lead rescuing her?”
“Wait a minute.”
I needed time to interpret what I just heard. I put my conclusion to my mouth after a brief
accident.
It was as if I could hear the sound of Irene’s face burning red, hidden under her hat. Her
exposed ears are red-cooked.
“Well, I know. That I’m stupid. I know it’s just a novel, and I know I shouldn’t expect it in
reality, and my actions were futile and stupid.”
‘Then why.’
A slender voice that continued uninterruptedly trembled like a soft leaf in the wind.
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“……”
“…….”
“I like him, I really like it, so I think this is all I can do….”
I did not take my eyes off Irene, who was shaking like she was about to shed tears.
That remark, which she would have confessed in front of me as if she were complaining
about her feelings, was completely revealed regardless of what else.
Irene said I wouldn’t know her mind, but that’s not the case. If that’s the case, my heart
wouldn’t hurt as someone stepped on it.
This must be the sense I feel when I understand Irene. I understand I agree.
Unbelievably, I envied Irene at this moment. Even if it’s a one-sided, hopeless mind that
cannot be repaid, I envy that she can reveal her feelings.
I’m so jealous that I can’t stand the fact that I can’t be honest. It feels like that feeling
that seems like a lie would flow out like a burst of laughter.
“……Ride up.”
Irene still hung her head, but she rose to the horse as she was told.
The saddle was ample. I sat Irene in the front and got on the back and kicked in the side
of the horse lightly.
I opened my mouth, leaving my body to the sway of the horse that began to walk.
“There’s a saying……”
“……”
“People who do nonsensical things that others cannot understand at first are either
crazy or tough.”
“……”
Wherever the horse stepped up, the grass in the forest was crushed and bent,
absorbing the sound of horse hooves.
It doesn’t mean that Irene’s choice was absolutely good. However, I didn’t want to
criticize her sharply for being wrong. I don’t think that’s necessary for this situation.
Maybe it’s not that I didn’t do it like Irene, but that I just can’t.
“But don’t do this again. There shouldn’t be one thing that can’t be undone. Not for
anyone else, but for Irene.”
Irene was silent. But I confirmed that she raised her head, which had been dropping for
a long time.
I thought that was enough, so I kept my mouth shut from then on. It was surprisingly Sir
Davery who broke the brief silence.
“I’m curious about one thing, but if I ask you now, does it break the ice?”
“Lady Isaac.”
I looked at Irene. Her round head moved up and down finely.
“Yes, you can ask, sir. Since you’re walking on two legs alone, I’ll give you a special
right to ask a question as compensation.”
“The reason why the wig is red, is that what I think it is?”
Do you mean there’s a big reason for choosing the colour of the wig?
I think so, but Sir Davery gave me a glance. It was almost at the same time that I
wondered what he was looking at and realized that his eyes were none other than on
my hair.
I blinked my eyes.
Soon her voice was so small that even the mosquito was defeated and had to retreat.
“……yes.”
“It was a reasonable idea to attract His Excellency attention. At first, the colour was so
subtle that I was a little confused.”
“Well, that’s.”
Irene opened her mouth right away as if to refute something and soon glanced back at
me. I’ve seen this figure before, Irene, who seems to be reading my mind. I thought of
her…..
‘On the market.’
Oh, so this is how she felt when I picked up the wig she dropped and looked at me?
“… I definitely have ordered a colourful red like a rose in full bloom, but the wig shop
gave it its own colour. Bar, there was no time to change.”
Rather than imitating my hair colour, does it bother her that the imitations were terrible?
I felt a strange feeling that was hard to explain and opened my mouth.
“……”
“Well, thank you. Irene’s black hair is actually glossy and really pretty.”
It was when the atmosphere somehow went that way. At that moment Sir Davery
moved urgently from his position.
“Sir?”
Neighhhhhhh!
The horse cried. I got down like a jump from a horse that had been stopped in great
haste and looked at Sir Davery.
Blood was bleeding from his right palm, whether it was torn in the process of grabbing
an arrow that suddenly flew in.
Sir Davery stared in the direction in which the arrow had flown.
The shooter with the bow already had fled, and there was no sign of anyone else.
“My God, this is an arrow. It, it must be a mistake, right? From afar, he must be
mistaken us for a beast, right?”
“Princess?”
The smell of blood that could not be so strong seemed to turn my stomach completely
over. I had a headache.
I blinked several times at a less clear view. I felt nauseous as if I were suffering from
very severe motion sickness.
‘Ash.’
I missed Ash. I realized that Ash had nothing to do with the situation now. I felt my body
come to mind. At the moment the sound around me sounded blurred and distant, like
the noise of all the walls between them. A familiar body scent pushed the smell of blood
away and tickled the tip of the nose. A sense of security spread throughout the body.
I buried my head in my wide arms and slowly breathed in, forgetting other thoughts for a
moment. The air-filled the lungs was wonderfully comfortable and sweet. I closed my
eyes as I breathed out again like a sigh.
***
Mag Jaang borrowed the name of his cousin’s brother today and took part in a stealthy
hunting competition.
Originally, he couldn’t qualify for the game because of his age, so the reason why he
ran to the hunting ground was simple.
Irene Isaac, he wanted to flatten the nose of that cheeky bitch who broke him without
knowing her place.
Mag Jaang felt like his stomach was twisted when he remembered the face of his
opponent, who had recently notified him of her farewell.
‘I always told her that she’s cute and I’ve always been good to her.’
He was annoyed. He felt like he’d been ignored. It was obvious that she thought he was
a baby because he was still young and had not inherited his title.
I wanted to show you how great I was by far superior performance to others.
He tried to flatter her and make her regret that she broke up with him.
Not long after the competition began, Mag Jaang quickly admitted that winning was not
his own.
The Crown Prince and The Duke of Widgreen, who had been mentioned as favourites
for the championship, were beyond common sense.
When the Duke of Widgreen shot a wild boar, which was as big as a monster, with only
one arrow when he ran a horse, he saw it from afar, but his mouth was watering.
Mag Jaang saw each of the two once before leaving the place without hesitating.
The only thing he wants to do is to give up his fight against an unbeatable opponent
early on and aim for third place in a stable manner.
Marg Jaang drove away for a while until the two couldn’t be seen.
But after that, he felt like he was too far away again. He didn’t see the right hunting
animal in his sight.
‘Rabbit.’
No matter how many rabbits he caught, he’ll only become a ridiculous topic.
So he tried to turn his horse around again and move a little more inward.
It was then that the hair colour that seemed familiar to him came into sight.
Mag Jaang was surprised at the moment he found a splendid and vivid enemy that
could be distinguished at a glance from afar.
But the surprise was brief. Soon a brilliant idea came to mind.
‘This is a chance.’
He recently had some regrets about his opponent who turned the situation over as a
mere coincidence and made him leave his seat quietly.
‘At that time at the market how much she had humiliated me.’
He thought he had to give that bitch woman a stingy taste like that.
Mag Jaang deliberately shot an arrow at the horse on which the princess was riding.
He didn’t aim at people on the horse because he wasn’t confident about it. But it’s
enough to make the horse jump and rage after being hit by an arrow which ‘accidentally’
shot. It doesn’t matter if the person on the horse falls off and gets hurt a bit.
Unlike what he planned, Mag Jaang did not achieve his purpose.
The knight next to the princess grabbed the flying arrow with his bare hands. As soon
as Mag Jaang saw it, he turned the horse around and ran away.
‘I wanted her to at least fall and break one leg. Well, I can’t help it. It’s a shame, but I’ll
run away like this and just pretend nothing happened. …..’
It was then.
Puck!
Neighhhhh!
“Argh!”
An arrow hit the leg of a running horse and made the horse fall.
Mag Jaang, who fell off the horse, could not overcome inertia and rolled over and
slammed his head against the tree.
“Oh yes.”
Dressed in black colour made its gender hard to guess, the person looked proud.
Satisfied, he clenched his fist into the air and soon took out a small sphere from his
bosom.
From the small sphere, a fire sparkled and the dry answer returned.
-Okay.
There was not a word of praise for doing well. Well, it doesn’t really matter.
“He fainted. Should I leave him as it is? Or should I take him away?”
He reeled the sphere, a magic tool for communication, and looked down at the
unconscious Mag Jaang.
He shrugged.
“Ckck, these days, even suicide attempts are very creative. If you want to die, just hang
yourself from a tree. It’s easy, fast, traditional, and how good it is. But it’s something I
can’t understand anyway.”
Soon, after preventing any possibility of Mag Jaang waking up by hitting the back of his
head which had already fainted, the person disappeared into the air as he appeared
before.
***
I was worried about Irene and Sir Davery, who were left in the place, but Ash’s
movements made me too unabashed to look back at them.
We headed straight for the mansion. As I got off the carriage, I stumbled for a moment
and I had to come into the mansion held by Ash.
I’ve already said that I’m okay and can walk by myself, but it didn’t work.
‘I’m shy.’
The butler and Bessie went wild about what’s going on when they saw me come in like
a patient.
I said that the fever seemed to have arisen because of the flu. It wasn’t entirely a lie.
I’ve been feeling dizzy since a while ago, and I’ve wondered if I really have a fever.
As it did last time, someone else was hurt, but why am I in this mess?
Ash dropped me off on my bed in my room. I lay down and looked up at Ash, feeling my
body drooping heavily like watery cotton.
In this situation, I opened my mouth, thinking that it is absurd for my eyes to stay on
Ash’s jawline or nose, which seemed to be drawn even when looking up from below.
“..….”
“Aren’t you disqualified if you come out on the way like this?”
“I suppose so.”
Well, of course, it would be late. Considering the time it takes to get to and from the
capital.
I said what I had been worried about since we left the hunting ground. The answer fell
off without even showing signs of agonizing.
Just before the start of the competition, Ash had a subtle war of nerves with The Crown
Prince for the competition.
It’s a hunting competition that’s already started and soon finished. Now, the only thing
that I can keep bringing up was to make sure Ash had not thrown away another
important thing because of me.
I was embarrassed for no reason, so I fidgeted with the quilt and pulled it up with an
awkward touch, but Ash reached out and touched my forehead.
His hand stayed like that for a while, as if measuring a fever, and then fell back again
soon.
I almost gasped at the moment, but I held on to my reason and swallowed a scream
instead of sighing.
While I was so preoccupied with distrust and shock toward myself, Ash’s voice was
heard.
“I’m all right. It’s a little dizzy, but, uh, that’s all.”
“I came into the hunting ground…… was my insistence. I was going to come out right
after a short tour of the forest.”
“……”
“I didn’t know it would cause you inconvenience and make you worried. I’m sorry.”
I thought it was over when I found Irene without any problems and took her out
smoothly.
“…….”
“I’ve told you before. As long as you’re safe, whatever you do is fine.”
“……”
The quiet surroundings, without a single noise, suddenly feel resentful. I felt like I could
hear my heart beating a little.
“Noonim.”
“Huh?”
I carefully raised my gaze, which had been lowered at an angle for fear of being caught.
“Remember when I said if you got hurt then the rest will be responsible for it?”
A calm hand swept my forehead and handed over my hair, giving no time for me to calm
my trembling heart at his smile.
I held my breath.
“When I think about it today, I feel like I’m including in ‘the rest’.”
“……”
So please don’t get hurt. Ash added affectionately and tenderly, as he handed over my
hair.
‘Oh, no.’
‘I want it to be unreal.’
That way, I can spit out words that seem to be blocking my throat.
Actually, since Ash first appeared in the forest and hugged me, it seemed like I really
wanted to rub my lips so the lingering words that I really wanted to say could flow out.
I thought of Irene. I couldn’t see her face with her head down, but irene’s heart-felt
expression with her trembling voice filled my mind.
Come to think of it, Irene has always been honest. Even when I was questioned about
why she spilt wine to my dress at the party, and at the hunting ground too. She didn’t
hide her feelings for Ash at all.
I gently took my hand off the blanket out of sight and held them.
‘I envy her.’
I felt nauseous. I was so envious of Irene now that I couldn’t bear it.
It was only when I saw Irene revealing her mind without hiding it that I realized.
No matter how much I press and swallow those feelings, the fact that I can’t show my
heart so tempted me and makes me difficult.
It’s not that I don’t know that it’s useless to put a human mind that didn’t have any shape
on a scale. But–
I can’t do that.
‘Unfair.’
I knew I insisted on it. I knew that this nonsense complaining was also very childish.
But I couldn’t help it. If I didn’t have this kind of resentment, I couldn’t bear this painful
feeling.
The hand that slowly handed over the hair that stuck to the face stayed on the forehead
again.
I thought as I bit my lips to the sensation that came more clearly because I blocked my
view.
There are many gods in this world.
Although there are currently only three gods who set up the temple, there are many
gods in the record. From mischievous God that you haven’t heard wherever you are, to
ridiculous God who will make you wonder why that is.
So if there’s a god who looks at me personally, he must be a cursed god of cruelty that
lives on suffering and sadness.
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Worried, Irene seemed to have left the hunting ground and returned to her family
without being identified.
‘That’s a relief.’
Because, if that’s the case, I wouldn’t have had any kind of trouble.
If that’s not the case, I would have honestly covered my mouth with my fist in the corner
of the room and cried. Or I might not have left my pillowcase and kept crying.
Irene arrived at her family, Count Isaac mansion, she sent me a long letter.
The letter, starting with “Dear Princess Lydia Widgreen,” and ended with “Sent Irene
Isaac.” consisted of 3 chapters.
To look at the content, it was mainly to say that she came home well thanks to me,
being grateful of me, and asked me how I am doing.
By the time I read the letter, my condition was fine. My condition was very good.
After spending about a day suffering from a mild body-ache, I got up and received
Irene’s letter the next day, feeling awkward as if something had happened.
I sent a short reply. Said that I’m fine and the palm of Sir Davery’s hand, which she
asked at the end of her letter, was fine.
I was worried to see the blood, but Sir Davery’s wound was not as deep as I thought.
According to the doctor’s statement, he will get better soon, and if he doesn’t do
anything crazy that could burn his wounds during the healing process, there will be no
scar left.
‘Phew.’
It was a relief.
Ash’s unspeakable departure from the hunting ground during the hunting competition
seemed to have been roughly matched by my sudden illness.
I was in the back of a rare cheering seat, and I collapsed complaining of sudden aches,
and the servant rushed to the hunting ground and told Ash.
Upon hearing the news, Ash immediately left behind everything in the contest and left
the hunting ground to take care of her sister. Like that.
‘Thanks to it, it’s been said again that I and Ash are close.’
Zigman Raom, who came across me at the hunting ground, seemed to have a heavier
mouth than he looked.
The fact that I was in the hunting ground didn’t leak out at all.
Was he a man with a dual attractiveness who acted hastily but very cautious?
Thanks to that, it was not me or Irene who made the name unsavoury in connection with
the hunting competition, but others.
‘Mag Jaang.’
‘The rumour said he got caught because he failed to catch the rabbit?’
He shot a bow to catch the rabbit, but the rabbit avoided it, and the embarrassed Mag
Jaang was flustered and kicked the horse by mistake.
Surprised, the horse ran away after dropping Mag Jaang, who fainted from the shock
and was discovered by the end of the hunting competition.….
‘Such a …..’
Mag Jaang denied it at first, but his claim seemed to be ignored by a report that came
out from an anonymous witness.
First of all, it was true that Mag Jaang was found unconscious alone near the haunted
rabbit.
If the arrow that tore Sir Davery’s palm wasn’t a mistake, would he be the only one who
has had enough grudges against me to do it on purpose?
‘The location where we attacked and the haunted rabbit area was perfectly fit.’
Well, it’s not like we’re going to see Mag Jaang in the capital for a while, anyway.
This is because Viscount Jaang decided to send Mag Jaang, who caused a stir in many
ways and disgraced the family’s face, down to the local territory in order to punish him
and for self-reflection.
Honestly, if it was me, I would have wanted to send him anywhere right away.
Some say that he was already called ‘Rabbit Jaang’ instead of his real name of Mag
Jaang.
Rumour has it that he went missing on his way down to the territory at dawn to avoid the
attention.
Anyway, for me who knew Mag Jaang’s personality, I could only say that it was good.
‘Oh, and.’
The winning of the hunting competition went naturally to the Crown Prince since Ash
was disqualified.
‘It’s different from the original book that said they titled ‘Joint Winning.’ for both of them.’
Contrary to their concerns, the knights did not feel much regret or despair over the
results of the hunting competition.
Apparently, everyone was mentally believed that Ash would have won the
championship if he hadn’t left the tournament.
‘I’m relieved.’
Good things were good, anyway, I was glad they weren’t disappointed and depressed.
While I was known to be ill, I decided not to attend all the Imperial Ball that will be held
from the day after the hunting competition, to strengthen the misunderstanding.
Attending the ball was not mandatory, so I was able to make that decision.
During the six days of the Imperial Ball, my choice was not to take a step outside the
mansion, pretending to be a patient with a bad cold because of the severe change
between seasons.
And it was the same today, the last day of the ball.
Maybe it was because the air was a little chilly after waking up.
Suddenly, I thought of Bessie’s special honey water and came down to the living room
looking for her.
But Bessie was burning something in the stove on one side of the living room.
“What am I doing? I’m burning what the Duke told me to burn… Oh, my God!”
“More than that, my lady, you’re just in time. I was just about to go to you.”
Then I saw her push the rest that couldn’t be burned with her foot into the stove all at
once, but I just pretended not to know.
“Why?”
“Dressing up?”
I didn’t have a plan to go out. So why dress up? While I thought so, Bessie’s words went
on like that.
“Huh?”
“I’m sure you’ve never heard it. Since I was secretly preparing for it. It’s a party for my
lady.”
Bessie, who shook her head, raised her voice and added.
“My lady, when you didn’t even attend the Imperial Ball, what makes you think you could
spend a day like this doing nothing in the mansion?”
Looking at the nuance, it looks like she’s already got all the preparations ready.
“Well, by the way, Bessie, even if we’re throwing a party… Wouldn’t everyone be busy
and will be on the last night at the Imperial Ball?”
“You don’t have to worry about that. It’s a party we’re holding without inviting guests.”
“Really?”
“It’s a small but enjoyable, simple but luxurious, simple, but grand outdoor party.”
‘What’s that?’
From the second phrase, her words already didn’t make any sense.
‘Didn’t she say it’s simple but luxurious?’ How could it be possible?’
Well, yeah, it’s just a party between us, and that Bessie belongs to “us” so we just need
to have fun.
“Eonni!”
It wasn’t until the evening that I could identify the ‘one and only guest’ that Bessie said.
Though I had expected it, I secretly whispered while looking at Ari, who had visited the
mansion with Dylan with a bright face.
“Are you okay with it? It’s dinner time and it’s an outdoor party here.”
In other words, breakfast, lunch, and dinner were dangerous times for Ari.
Unlike me, who was worried that Ari might die while being outside in the evening, she
looked quite resolute.
“Huh?”
“It’s been a while. Actually, that’s why I came here to tell you this quickly.”
If she was worried about anyone seeing the letter, she could write it in Korean and sent
it.
If she had written “ᄉᄀ” without a long explanation, I would have understood it.
(T/N : from 성공 mean success)
“But.”
“And I don’t care if I die once or twice. I brought some beads. In case of emergency,
please return the day with this.”
‘Why is she so bold?’
“Maybe I’m already dead. Maybe you’ve used the bead and bring me back alive, did
you?”
“…….”
“Maybe, in fact, I’ve been saying this for a second time or…?”
In addition, there’s Dylan and Sir Davery, so I decided to stop worrying about the worst
case that could happen.
Soon the time came, so I moved with Ari to the party venue.
After arriving at the party venue in the backyard, I could see what Bessie said with
“simple but luxurious outdoor party” was.
Apart from food like a buffet on a business trip, I was speechless when I saw an
orchestra playing a soft melody on one side of the backyard.
In the middle of the table, there was something that I believed to be a magic light.
I thought it was too expensive for its utility, so I thought who would buy such a thing…..
The budget used for the outdoor party seemed to be quite full-fledged.
In fact, just looking at the flowers all over the table beside the magic lights would make
me think that way.
The colourful flowers that did not bloom in this season were shining brightly and vividly.
Do you know what that means? It all means the power of money.
And here, in this world, the price of a wizard was enormous, and it was usual for the
aristocratic family to call a wizard for the related things.
Although I’m curious about it, I didn’t want to know how much money went into this
party.
Ari innocently admired the money set up outdoors -party and seems like the
atmosphere.
Perhaps that’s why the knights of the mansion were dressed in their own uniforms
instead of silver armour today.
So was Sir Davery. Dylan burst into an excitement without missing the opportunity (?).
“…… Dylan.”
“It looks good on you. It fits well like a loose-fitting swallow with nothing to do.”
“This swallow.”
While the two people met after a few days were godly venting their repentance, I
accepted Ari’s drink from a nearby table.
“It’s a drink.”
“What?”
“Eonni, please think about it. It’s the body that drinks and enjoys the alcohol. It doesn’t
matter how old I am here.”
“Hooho?”
“And it doesn’t matter if the mind is more dependent than the body. I’m a heavy drinker.”
“How do you know you’re a heavy drinker, freshman? Have you tried it?”
“I mean, I don’t have to bother to bring back what I’ve brought back.”
Is it a characteristic of people her age who want to try to drink alcohol that doesn’t taste
good anyway?
Soon after, Ari, who had swallowed a drink enthusiastically, looked at me with the eyes
that I knew she would wear an arrogant image, and suddenly looked in the uproar near
her.
It was then, I saw Bessie approached the butler and tapped him and whispered
something.
The butler made an expression of helplessness at Bessie’s words and then raised his
voice.
“Dear friends, during the party this butler dares to ask you a question.”
The knight, who raised his hand, answered proudly without hesitation.
“That’s correct.”
I was looking at the naturally occurring questions and answers as if they had planned
them beforehand, and then I met the butler’s eyes.
‘Huh?’
“Then, if you don’t mind, this butler would like to ask my lady and the Duke to bloom this
party.”
“Ah.”
‘What?’
And starting with that, everyone started to agree with their opinions.
Especially the knights that surrounded Ash, they wanted to push him out of the way but
couldn’t, but instead, they scattered and made a path.
In the meantime, Ari, who drank only a few of those sips, was pushing my back, smiling
thoughtlessly.
At that moment I could see Bessie twinkling at the orchestra, shining her eyes.
It was when I was bewildered by the tune I heard a lot somewhere. Ash came close to
me at a leisurely pace.
It doesn’t seem like the situation he was guessing in advance, but he seemed to be
trying to match the beat.
“Beautiful Lady.”
I held back my hiccups when Ash reached out his hand like a joke.
“Will you please give me the honour to dance this song with you?”
“…… gladly.”
It’s not that I’ve never danced this way with Ash.
No, it was familiar if I were used to it. It was common for a party star to dance with his
father or brother at a party like a birthday party.
‘But.’
Ash skillfully led the dance to the sweet and calm melody created by the orchestra.
‘The men and women are too close to each other while dancing.’
I held my breath, conscious of the close gap between Ash and me.
There was hardly any intense movement. If my heart beats too much, it means I have a
long way to hide or make excuses.
Ash suddenly bent over my waist and wound up and leaned back. The upper body fell
backwards.
“Yap!
I looked at Ash with a ‘what this was all about’ look. As far as I know, there was no such
dynamic movement in this song.
I’m speechless. I was thinking about retorting that this now made me more distracted on
dancing, but then I stopped.
‘Oh, no.’
Now I can blame that my heart was beating because I’m surprised.
“Wasn’t it thrilling?”
“If I had fallen, I might have been thrilled to hit the floor.”
It was the climax of this dance and the biggest part of the entire song.
After a smooth turn, I faced Ash again closely. I put my left hand on Ash’s shoulder and
made eye contact.
At this time, Ash’s face was so handsome that I thought it was cheating.
I complimented myself deeply for barely keeping up with the next move.
“……Ash.”
“……..”
“Yes.”
In fact, if people around me hadn’t woken me up with applause, I might have been doing
that for much longer.
As soon as I turned back in my seat, I pressed my cheek with the back of my hand to
confirm.
‘Is it hot?’
It might have turned a little red, but fortunately, it was a bit of an excuse. Because I
drank. In one gulp
Soon, the orchestra played a distinctively faster and stronger melody than before.
It was a popular dance song that everyone can enjoy lightly, even the children.
Bessie and Alex showed off their dance skills, which they said they had secretly honed,
but at some point, they joined forces and danced together.
And Ari’s feared crisis was nothing more than thought. A tree that was fine suddenly
collapsed and almost hit Ari.
The tree was handled simply by Sir Davery and Dylan working together.
Perhaps the last night of the harvest festival, which I may not have again, was passing.
Chapter 69
After the harvest festival, there were about two changes around me.
‘It’s cold.’
I was vigilant and went out to the terrace in a thin indoor dress because the sun was
shining, then tasted the bitter taste of the autumn wind.
Two, Ari.
After Ari stole the beads from the temple of time, her behaviour became remarkably
bold.
I mean, well, should I say that she was like a person with multiple lives?
To begin with, such a change did not, fortunately, produce a bad result.
On the contrary, would it have been helpful to have an unassuming posture about what
it is, even if she dies once?
And about the ‘God of Dimension’, the investigation into has made progress as it has
been.
“Let’s go, eonni!”
“Yes.”
I simply checked my appearance and got on the carriage following Ari to the Imperial
Palace.
The fact that temples dedicated to gods were prevalent in the past has become clear
through various documents.
At that time, there was a country that supported ‘God of Dimension’ as their National
Guardian.
Currently, for some reason, all of them have declined, and the Temple of Time seems to
be taking its place.
Ari and I were on our way there when we heard that the details of the gods and temples
were in the imperial library.
“Thank you, eonni.”
“Huh?”
I answered honestly.
‘Unfortunately.’
I looked out. People’s clothing was clearly thicker than before. The bitter day means the
autumn is getting deeper, and in other words, the winter where that story started is
coming.
Getting hotter means autumn is getting deeper, and the story means winter is coming.
I die in winter.
More specifically, one day at the beginning of winter was the day when my portrait was
held.
However, even as I felt the memorial day was approaching, I had nothing special to do
at this moment.
‘I can’t even mark my memorial day on the calendar and count the remaining days from
day to day.’
I only know when I’m going to die, but I don’t know exactly when.
I frowned my brow.
The more I really thought about it, this damn book was unkind in dealing with my death.
I suddenly became a dead person overnight without any warning. And the reason was
that Ash knew the secret of my birth. It was described later and that’s all. That was all
the explanation.
No, even if I’m a minor character who doesn’t appear much throughout the book, how
could I die like that?
Was it okay to be a popular book when people inside the book were dead? Was it okay
to write people’s death explanation so insincerely and shook his hand claiming that he
didn’t know?
‘Well, what about the other people who die in Ash’s hands before me?’
There was a character who ended up with explanation writing just like ‘Ash the villain
killed this too’ in a single line.
By comparison, I could say that I was treated in a more sincere and detailed manner.
Anyway, the book contained no other information than when I was going to die. There
was not even anything about how Ash knew about my birth secret.
‘If I had known that, I would have tried to block that route in advance.’
I thought so and soon I covered my mouth with my hand and hid a sigh.
In particular, the secret of birth was a subject that would be revealed someday no
matter what route I’ll take.
So this was a scheduled misfortune, anyway. When I was adopted into this house, and
when Ash was born as a villain who, brutally, made a clear distinction between family
and others. Since then, it’s been a fate that I can’t change or stop with my own power.
But now that chance even has gone down the drain, all I have left in the end was the
leisure within my time limit.
Should I write a bucket list? But then I didn’t want to do that because I thought it was too
serious.
Ah.
If I can’t change it, stop it, or avoid it, I won’t want it all if I could just postpone it. I didn’t
want to do anything great.
Just later than now. I didn’t have to meet good people, get married, have children, or
both.
At least when I didn’t like Ash anymore, that’s when Ash was going to kill me.
“We’ve arrived.”
The carriage stopped. I awoke from the dark thoughts and entered the palace with Ari.
As Sir Davery and Dylan always did, they exchanged ‘words’ and followed each other.
The imperial library was not difficult to use.
No, in fact, there was nothing much to be said of the procedure. After passing through
the entrance to the palace, I was free to check in, read, and check out.
Probably because most of the collection consists of rare books or ancient books.
There was also a separate library where I can borrow books with money if I move
inside. However, there was no point in visiting there because it only consisted of
ordinary books.
I helped Ari in the library to write some useful material. And there was one problem
here.
“Eonni……”
After a few hours or so, Ari hit her head on the desk on a blue day, seeming like she
was about to fall. The quilt pen rolled over from her hand.
“Hmm…”
“I think the data is growing. Is it multiplying? I think the library is getting bigger. Isn’t it
expanding? Eonni, is this the universe?”
Far from looking at it yet, there was a guest house provided nearby. However, I noticed
that the day was already setting outside.
On the way to lunch – I had a meal and took a break while cleaning up the plaster
statue that fell over Ari, but except for that brief moment, I hung on to the same work.
Well, to be honest, years have passed since I’ve used this method.
The biggest problem at this point is that there was no other method.
It would be nice to have a lot of material to help, but the situation could not be purely
nice.
I looked at Sir Davery and Dylan and soon shook my head as I guessed how many
copies we could hide per person. Phew, my thoughts really.
“I can’t help it. That’s it for today. Let’s come back tomorrow.….”
It was then.
Dylan and Sir Davery jumped out of their seats and had a courtesy.
“Your Highness.”
“Oh, yes.”
I remembered that I had set the patient settings and missed the Imperial Ball.
There was a conflict about having to pretend to stumble now, but I just decided not to.
It’s been a few days, so I can change the setting to a full recovery.
Then the prince seemed to pick his words and then opened his mouth.
‘Tea?’
What tea? I blinked doubtfully, but in the meantime, my mouth was picking and spitting
out an easy answer.
For a while after the hunting competition, a series of gifts had arrived for me to recover.
I couldn’t look into all the gifts sent because there were so many different gifts.
While I was pretending to be sick in my room, Bessie and the butler were all in control of
it, so I didn’t know, but it seems that the Imperial Palace was among the senders.
‘Come to think of it, there was a tea leaves that Bessie used to burn in the stove.….’
How could I think that those tea leaves were from the Imperial Palace? No one could
burn what was sent from the Imperial Palace, that’s impossible.
Chapter 70
“Thank you for sending me the gifts and taking care of me.”
“I didn’t mean send it for that. Well, I’m glad you liked it.”
The Crown Prince’s gaze passed me and reached the messy library desk.
“Oh, yes. There’s a lot of books here which you can’t see in a regular library so…….”
It was when I thought he was asking something obvious. The prince’s soft voice
followed.
“What?”
I opened my eyes wide. At this time, Ari, who was pricking her ears next to me,
answered as if she had waited.
“Thank you!”
“Excuse me, Your Highness, the imperial library books aren’t able to be borrowed…….”
He meant that he would make it possible even though it was not possible.
I was embarrassed by the prince, who proudly offered to break the rules.
Of course, it wouldn’t be too hard to let me borrow some books under the Crown Prince
authority.
The Crown Prince smiled and continued to speak as if he had read my subtle gaze.
“At first glance, it looks like you need a lot of material. I don’t think you’ve transcribed
even half of the books you’ve brought out as far as I can tell, right?”
It was accurate.
“I don’t think the princess has enough time to transcribe all the manuscripts, but who’s
to blame if the princess, who’s ever recovered from all the strain, falls back to bed?”
‘My responsibility.’
But I didn’t bother to bring this up and break the acidity. Anyway, it was a welcome offer
to let me borrow the book and there was no reason to refuse it.
Then, at the time, Ari had crept away from Dylan and Sir Davery and opened her mouth
again.
“Thank you.”
“…….”
“…….”
“……”
“Save me…….”
***
The Crown Prince also attached a user to carry the book to the mansion.
Ari chose several books with all her might. Then several strong servants followed us
with dozens of books.
I glanced at the back of the Crown Prince, who walked about two steps ahead.
After lending as many books as needed, the crown prince said so to me. It was a
kindness without justification to decline.
I was actually worried when he took the lead without setting up a user.
Contrary to my concerns, the Crown Prince did not seem to wander the way.
If I could see such a hint, I would have come forward and let him know.
Well, it’s the Imperial Palace. No matter how bad he is with finding the way, he wouldn’t
be that bad and couldn’t find his way within his own home.
The last time I saw him lose his way was in the Imperial Palace Garden, well, it must
have been a special case.
After much appreciation, I stopped looking at the Crown Prince as if he were finding his
way.
‘What do I do?’
He ignored the regulations and allowed me to borrow books, and he insisted on taking
me from the library to the entrance of the palace.
It was a little too much to say that it was a common generosity from The Crown Prince
that would be bestowed on anyone.
If it had been the past, I could have somehow convinced the male lead character was
different.
I remember what the Crown Prince told me the other day on the territory.
If I listen to that blatant remark and pass the current situation simply to the
interpretation, “The Crown Prince is so kind!” then that means there is something wrong
with my sense.
‘Unfortunately, I don’t think I’m fighting some disease connected with my sense.’
I was worried.
At this point, whether it’s just a favour, good feeling or anything, it seems certain that the
Crown Prince has a special interest in me.
The only problem was that no matter what his mind was, my answer was fixed anyway.
Then, in this situation, should I just come forward and say no to reject him before the
time passes?
‘But I didn’t hear his confession so it’s kind of weird to say no and reject…….’
I know everything but pretend that I don’t know it, that’s what bothers me.
I felt like my mind all tangled up. I made a mess of my thoughts with my imagination and
soon swallowed a sigh.
I’ve never had a problem like this before, about confessing. I’m not saying that there
was no one who showed a rational affinity for me. It’s just then that I wasn’t interested in
it all.
I thought that other people’s minds were others and I didn’t have to be responsible for it.
Whether they like me or love me passionately or beyond it. I don’t have to worry about
their feelings nor feel any responsibility at all.
“In fact, even now, the idea itself hasn’t changed much, but……….’
I stick to the same opinion as before in my head, however, apart from that, my feelings
change like a palm flip.
Maybe it’s because it’s after realizing about my unrequited feelings. I could not be as
indifferent and buried in other people’s feelings as before.
I can’t repay his heart, but I hope he’s at least a little less hurt.
‘Whoa.’
I captured the tidy back of the crown prince’s head and his neat steps that came into my
eyes.
I hope he doesn’t like me. I wish his feelings weren’t that far. So that he won’t be
bothered, sad, miserable or sick because of me.
‘…. Well, the thing that concerns me like this is not only by projecting my situation but
also because the prince is a very distant person.’
I’ll confess one more thing. In fact, I am half responsible for burning or coldly ignoring
the other person’s feelings.
‘Since there were only a few decent people.’
The world was wide, and there were many nasty humans.
It’s a piece of basic knowledge about other people’s behaviour and guts, and I think I
can write a paper on social experiments, observation, and research because I’ve seen
this psychology so many times.
‘If you refuse to accept my heart, you’ll be treated like nobody, and you’ll pay the price
for it.’
There were so many nasty people who were resentful of being rejected, disparaging
and belittling.
Oh, I’m getting hot from imagining it. It’s so filthy, nasty, and low.
‘As a result, all of them have been out of sight for some time now.’
Anyway, compared to such humans, the crown prince was certainly a rare good man.
I’m sorry about the comparison. Well, anyway compared with those kinds of humans,
The Crown Prince was a good man.
Haah.
I’m sighing again. I thought the ground was going to sink if I sighed too much.
It was when I was walking so silently in thought. Suddenly, some masked gunmen
appeared from somewhere and attacked the crown prince.
“…….?!”
The Crown Prince, despite the unannounced surprise, calmly twisted his body to avoid
the attack and hit the back of his opponent.
It was a natural movement as if it had been stuck in the body. Unperturbed by the series
of movements, the other man came upon the Crown Prince. I was startled and backed
away.
At first glance, the number of them protruding out of nowhere seemed close to twenty.
I was astonished.
What is it?
Why are you taking off that suspicious mask? What’s going on all of a sudden?
I suddenly realized.
When I found out the cause of the situation, I calmed down rather than before anyway.
Ari looked relatively calm as if she had gone through a similar process of enlightenment.
“What the hell is these people……How the hell did all these people break into the
castle?”
‘If the world is helping, that many people of course more than possible……’.
This world has the power to turn a stable horseman into a psychopath and call in more
than 40 bandits along the road.
Somehow, all impossible things are possible in the face of the world’s will to kill Ari.
Then a man who seemed to be the captain of the masked gang opened his mouth.
“Yes, it’s a lie, actually. It’s just that it’s easier to break in today.”
“To put it another way, heaven helped. I guess your prince’s luck is up. Now die!”
However, with the help of the world, he was able to break into the palace with his
people, but he could not get the prince as proudly as he shouted.
Chapter 71
As expected, the Crown Prince was not pushed back at all by the majority attack. Far
from being pushed back, he pushed them by himself.
At a glance, the prince’s seemingly insignificant move and beat the masked assailant
one by one.
Suddenly, it occurred to me that the Crown Prince had made his name by force since he
was a boy.
Anyway, he was like a person in charge of ‘not a person’ in the original story and reality
alongside Ash.
“Ugh!”
It was quick enough for half of the masked pack to lie on the floor.
Looking to the side, Dylan lowered her sword and moved closer to Ari. She seemed to
have decided that she didn’t have to join.
Meanwhile, another half of the remaining assailant group decorated the floor. Now there
were only four or five opponents standing still.
‘This, this isn’t what I expected..’ would be what he’s thinking right now.
I felt like I could hear his mind even if I didn’t use reading techniques. That’s how extra
character’s psychology works in this situation.
The Crown Prince confronted the remaining number of people with a relaxed attitude.
The masked captain seemed to have a fever at the moment, but he seemed more upset
and resentful because he couldn’t do anything about it.
No matter how I look at it, his plan was already ruined. However, the masked captain,
like an extra villain, did not easily give up and rolled his eyes as if he was trying to find a
final breakthrough.
I was watching such a mask captain’s futile efforts when I suddenly had eye contact
with the opponent.
‘Huh?’
What is it?
What’s wrong? I don’t feel good about this. Then the masked captain shouted urgently.
“……?”
“Ignore the Crown Prince from now on. Instead, all targeting that red-haired woman! Do
it!”
“What?”
‘Me?’
The masked assailants swarmed after listening to the captain. To the point where I think
they have been drugged. As soon as the order was given, they rushed immediately at
me without hesitation.
Sir Davery immediately stood in front of me, holding the sword, and the Crown Prince
moved quickly.
While the two men dealt with the number of people who attacked me, the masked
leader fled from his seat and disappeared.
‘Why?’
I can’t believe he ordered his people to go after me, not Ari. This was another shock.
“Why to eonni…?”
Of course, it wasn’t that he was really trying to do anything with me, but rather simply
turning the prince’s nerves and making time for himself to run away.
Even so, it’s me instead of Ari. This has become a very fresh experience lately.
There was something else on my mind. If it wasn’t my illusion, the masked captain must
have been surprised to the point where he changed his complexion when he saw me.
What did he mean? The man who ran away anyway can’t be caught and interrogated
right away, so let’s just think that he was mistaken.
At that time, the voice of the prince awakened his worries. I followed the voice and
looked back at him.
“I’m alrig……”
I answered without difficulty and I blurted out the end of my words at any moment. I
read the concern in the face of the prince who looked at me.
The light of concern on his green eyes was so clear and that I could hardly ignore it. No
matter how many masked men came at me at the end, it was originally a raid aimed at
him.
Under such circumstances, the Crown Prince did not have any hesitation and only
concerned, worrying, and looking over me. I knew where the feelings that I would be
able to grasp come from.
“Your Highness.”
I glanced at the Crown Prince. The fresh green eyes were so deep and clear that it was
like a green sea. They were pretty eyes. That’s why I couldn’t hesitate anymore.
“I would like to thank you for the kindness you showed me today, and I would like to
thank you for what happened in the territory last time.”
“……..”
“But you don’t have to do that next time. No, please don’t. I’m not good enough for such
kindness.”
“Princess.”
The carriage stop was close from here. Enough to go without guidance.
I bent my upper body and deliberately turned away without looking at the crown prince’s
face. The sunset was thick.
***
His face was not revealed because of the mask, but he seemed to be in a hurry.
‘I was alive.’
His eyes were shaking like an earthquake. The man has passed the dry saliva.
‘The cursed seed was alive. I have to let them know right away. The blood that will ruin
the country is not dead.’
The man, who deliberately chose the forest road in fear of pursuit, disappeared dizzily
among the trees.
***
The way back home after taking Ari first seemed rather far today.
When I got off the carriage, Sir Davery suddenly opened his mouth.
“Huh?”
“I told you before, do you remember? I’m good at reading other people’s minds.”
I was escorted and went down to the ground. Standing on the hard floor, his voice went
on.
“It seemed sincere to me. Even though you pushed him away without giving him a
second chance.”
I lifted and let go of my shoulders. There was no subject, but I couldn’t understand it.
“True or not, it doesn’t matter much to me. If he’s sincere about it, I’m more sorry. You
know since you’ve seen it, but I’ve already turned it down.”
I tried to carry on naturally but stopped in the middle to check what answer to spit out.
I didn’t let go of the tension. No one else could have said anything useless in front of Sir
Davery, which could lead to irreparable consequences. Not just that.
“Why?”
“I think there are three conditions for an ideal man. Face, money, personality. And the
most important thing of all….”
“Personality?”
“Face.”
‘Why?’
“People’s personalities change according to the environment, and whether people have
money or not, their face won’t change.
“You can always fix that. Anyway, the basic look would never go anywhere.”
“What if they get into an accident and maybe their nose falls down?”
“It can be interpreted that human features are somewhat unchanging enough unless
there are exceptional unfortunate cases.”
“Okay. What about personality? You said it depends on the environment, but I don’t
think personality is the kind of person who goes anywhere so easily.”
“Personality ….”
Sir Davery seemed to be lost in thought for a moment. However, the answer that
followed was very firm.
“…. was the first thing that changes when the environment changes. You can’t depend
on it.”
It’s based on his experience, heh? Well, the circumstances of Sir Davery’s life have
changed a lot along the way, so his personality could be different from what I’ve seen
and from what he’d experienced.
I was curious about what Sir Davery mentioned, but I didn’t ask. It may not be a
pleasant memory. I’ve got another grumble instead.
“Yes, let’s say it changes. But there must be something basic in personality like a
person’s features. No matter how my personality changes depending on the
environment, I think the basics will remain.”
“Then…”
“But the ‘basic’ isn’t usually known. The basic personality of people usually revealed
only when the environment dramatically changed. So I think it makes sense to put a
priority on a face that can always be judged at a glance, rather than on a basic
personality that we can’t see unless it’s under such special conditions.”
“…….”
“I lost.”
Somehow, there was a long war of words, which made me wonder what the meaning of
this was.
When I turned around after exchanging a lot of words, there was a late mixture of
absurdity.
“What I’m trying to say is, by my standards, he was quite an ideal man.”
If the face was the standard, no one can meet the standard as much as the Crown
Prince.
But I couldn’t say this unless I was going to sell my grave. I swallowed my thoughts
silently.
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“He’s a perfect person, but it doesn’t mean that a person’s heart is determined by that.”
Yeah, it is.
If I could have liked only those who meet the conditions, I wouldn’t have jumped into the
fire myself because I liked someone I shouldn’t have liked now.
‘Crazy, really. What should I do with a psychopath without blood or tears, I’m a person
who looks at personality rather than face……maybe.’
“You’re right.”
“Right?”
“Lady.”
“I’ve been talking about it, but in fact, I don’t think there’s anything more important if
you’re happy anyway.”
“……..”
“A loyal knight sometimes wants to convey his true feelings to the lady he serves.”
“I wish Sir Davery too could meet someone nice and be happy. I mean it.”
Sir Davery had no answer.
I walked towards the mansion first and looked around and he wasn’t following me.
“Sir?”
The distance has fallen quite a bit, and the day has darkened, so I can’t see the other
person’s face here.
After a while, he was stopped and moved. His legs are as long as he was tall. It was
quick to catch up with me with a few steps.
“Sometimes a loyal knight wants to sell his mind to the lady he serves?”
I shook my head and entered the mansion. Sir Davery was not turned back this time.
><><><><><><><
The pink card, which adds colourful steel to give a guess of the sender’s taste,
contained a brief dragon, unlike its appearance.
And I couldn’t help but admire Irene’s timing selection at this time.
‘Cause I was a little curious about what she had been up to.’
I left the mansion according to the time written at the bottom of the invitation without
much thought.
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“Princess, you’re here! I’m so glad you could make it.”
Irene looked pretty good. This was the first time we saw each other since we broke up
like that during a hunting competition.
Irene added shyly. Surprised by the intimacy felt in her attitude, Irene guided me inside.
“Come this way. I’ve prepared tea time for our backyard. I’ve arranged this and that, but
I don’t know if you’ll like it. Oh, of course, it’s not me, but the chef.”
And then the scene of all the chefs having prepared welcomed me. I thought the chef
wouldn’t be safe after all of this, since there were too many.
Various refreshments, which seemed to be difficult to list all their names, filled the table
dazzlingly from here to there in a flash.
“Well…”
“How have you been, Princess? I heard you were sick, are you okay now? I heard you
didn’t attend the Imperial Palace ball either. Actually, I couldn’t go to the ball either. I
was scolded and disciplined for telling my parents honestly about the hunting
competition. Fortunately, I was released yesterday. I was bored because I had to stay in
the room the whole time, but after that…….”
I surely realized it just now. Irene was talkative. I felt it since the letter was so long.
I remembered the last letter of regards, which amounted to three chapters.
I just found out, it’s tea time but it turned out that there was no tea on the table.
It’s a trivial fact in a way, but it made me laugh unintentionally. At that time, Irene, who
was talking diligently, shut her mouth.
Somehow I thought it was not ordinary hospitality. Her tea time wasn’t always dazzlingly
like this.
Well, if that was the case then there would have been kitchen rumours against the
backdrop of Count Isaac. Everyone who has come in but no one survived. Oh, my.
“…… I know it’s shameless. Because I’ve been rude to the princess from the
beginning.”
I pushed the brownie plate with whipped cream close to Irene. The white and black crab
looked strangely good with the black-haired Irene.
“You already apologized to me for that. I decided to accept the apology. So that’s just
past it.”
Moreover, it was Irene who had her situation worse than I did on that day.
I was wondering if I should say this or not, but then a voice that wasn’t that loud fell on
the table.
“……”
I was immune to flattery, but now it seems not just empty words. While agonizing
inwardly over what to say, Irene continued.
“Huh?”
“Well, I’m just saying. In my eyes, the princess has everything. So I envy you.”
I blinked my eyes.
‘Just now…’
It would have been more natural in terms of flow if she had said that I had a cool
younger brother. Since Irene likes Ash.
‘…… eh?’
“Have you tried this? It’s banana milk pudding, and it tastes really good. It’s the work of
our chef’s remorse, no, it’s a masterpiece.”
(T/N: remorse 유작 and masterpiece 역작 have similar words in hangul, that’s why she
misused it)
“Yes, my escort is a good man. He’s got a good personality, he’s talented.”
“……”
Without realizing it, Irene, who stood up and shouted, immediately closed her mouth.
I looked up at Irene with a face that must have failed to control his facial expression and
showed ‘no way’ expression instead.
“Irene…”
It was only a few days ago that we followed Irene, who entered a dangerous hunting
ground dressed as a man to try to catch Ash’s eye.
Irene had her white face become so red and soon sat down with a resigned look. Irene
dropped her head like a sinner.
“What?”
“You can laugh. If you want to swear and point fingers, feel free to do it.”
“No, I won’t.”
When I first denied it in a perplexed voice, Irene raised her head that had slouched
down.
“…that’s right. He took me home safely from the last hunting competition even though
he was injured. It was so cool and……that’s all.”
‘This is……’
She’s a geumsappa.
(T/N: geumsappa 금사빠 from 금방 사랑에 빠지는 사람 that have meaning ‘A person
who falls in love quickly.’ I don’t know what the English word for this)
I assure you there was no more appropriate and complete word to describe this
situation right now.
“I’m not laughing at you. Why do you think I’m gonna laugh at you like that?”
“Irene’s heart is her freedom. So if I laugh at you for having a changing heart, then that
means I laugh at other people’s freedom. No one was qualified to do that? At least
that’s what I think.”
…..of course, I was surprised, but I’m still not showing it, I’m pretty embarrassed inside.
“That’s a secret. Anyway, I did, but since Irene says she’s jealous of me today, I guess
envy is an avoidable feeling. Everyone has it in their heart once in a while.”
I met Irene’s eyes. For a moment a small voice dispersed into the air.
“Thank you.”
I was wondering what she was grateful for, but I didn’t ask. Somehow I felt like I
shouldn’t.
“…yes.”
Irene smiled shyly at my positivity. Then she showed signs of hesitation and finally
whispered to me as if she had made up her mind.
***
When I came back to the mansion after tea time, I was out of my mind.
I cleared Sir Davery from the stigma as a married man and said goodbye to Irene.
It was strange to think of Irene, who had been glancing at Sir Davery as she saw me off.
Although it was amazing that she had moved from Ash to Sir Davery, there was no
other appreciation.
When I confirmed that Irene’s feelings had changed, I felt a sense of triumph at the
same time as a moment of surprise.
‘See, I’m sure I like him more’ like that.
‘What the hell were you so happy about? Why are you flattering yourself in such a
thought, huh?’ I thought to myself like that. But there’s no answer.
I returned home in a sense of shame for that reason that no one should recognize.
But I felt empty somewhere in the mansion that came back. I soon noticed the reason.
“Where’s Bessie?”
She was there before I went out, but the butler answered the question.
“Really? Alone?”
“With Alex.”
“Again?”
“……..”
“Yes, my lady.”
Bessie and Alex. At first, I thought so, but it was already several times in a few days that
the two of them went out alone.
It was the day of the outdoor party in the backyard. And that day, Bessie and Alex
danced together in the mood.
“butler…”
“It’s not bad news. They’re both good people. Isn’t that right?”
“Bessie, let’s see……because she came into this mansion at 14. Ah, she’s 37 years old
now. Well, isn’t this age gap enough to overcome?”
Why? What suddenly took my mind at this moment was the voice of the old woman I
heard in the tent on the last festival day.
‘Eiyy….’
No, it was fair to say that it was a coincidence, of course, if I think simply.
Moreover, Alex has long known Bessie. The old woman said that the younger man was
not a younger man who popped out of nowhere.
‘There must be something you want, right? Then wait. As it goes, don’t do anything.’
‘…….’
‘Then the opportunity will come to find you.’
Then a few days later, there was news that a monster attack took place in the south and
needed to form a subjugation force.
***
In the south of the empire, there was a vast forest called the base of monsters.
The forest, deep and wide enough to say that no one has seen the end yet, has usually
been a problem, but it has emerged as a headache when a monster whose population
has suddenly increased by a large number every two or three years has left the forest
and attacked the private houses nearby.
The imperial family called it the “Monster Raid” over the monsters that flowed out of the
forest invading human territory, and whenever an incident occurred, they were sending
a subjugation force around the capital to the south.
“This is a chance!”
Ari, who had sent a letter to meet in bright light, continued with a reminiscent face.
“……”
“In the book, the main character Agrita solves the case as soon as a monster attack
occurs, right? Even before the subjugative force was formed.”
Yes.
In the book, <Spring of the Goddess Agrita>, there was a development around this time
of the year in which a monster attack broke out.
But the imperial family does not send a subjugative force to the south.
Because as Ari said, things end before they do.
In the story, Agrita goes to the South to meet her distant relative and then unexpectedly
enters the forest in question.
And perhaps, of course, she got lost in it, and then she happened to wake up to some
unknown creature that was asleep deep in the forest, and then, with the help of it, she
solved the monster attack.
This becomes one of the many accomplishments that make Agrita called as the
“goddess” after she later became the empress.
“But this is only possible when Agrita is a real Agrita, and now Agrita is me.”
“……yes.”
“I haven’t come close to the South, unlike the book, and I won’t do it in the future. Then,
as in the book, the Monsters Raid will not be solved on its own, and the imperial family
will set up a subjugative force as usual and send it to the South…..”
Ari took a breather after saying up to here. Then came the next words.
“The South is quite far from here. I heard it takes about 15 days to go back and forth no
matter how fast it is. Then, considering the time required for the subjugation, he’ll have
to leave the mansion for a month, and wouldn’t that be enough time for eonni to run
away?”
Ari’s brown eyes were twinkling. I stared at the innocent, stony eyes and opened my
mouth.
“But how?”
“What?”
“Uh…”
Soon after, there was a voice that seemed to have been agonizing over.
“……do one’s best?”
“…..”
“Wouldn’t that work? So, um, maybe there’s someone who’s been mentioned as the
head of the subjugative force? So either you go to him and make a threatening
conciliatory gesture to make him somehow give up the position…….”
Ari looked at me as if she were wondering what I was talking about. I spoke calmly.
“It is Count Ilada who has led the subjugation force of every Monster Raid so far. He is a
well-known armed-man of the empire who is reputed to be a veteran.”
“Then let’s get him right now! No, but what do you mean we don’t have to?”
This was why I thought that fate was playing a prank on me.
“Yes?”
“I heard that he was discovered with a chronic disease last year. Did he say he had a
bad heart?”
“That means…”
Ari’s expression became subtle. She seemed confused about whether she should say it
was good or sad news.
Above it, the Crown Prince and Ash were fighting for the first and second, side by side.
“Hold on. So, unless the Crown Prince moves himself…You’re saying eonni’s brother is
more likely to be in charge of the subjugative force, right?”
“Maybe so.”
“Awesome!”
Ari jumped up. The chair was pushed loudly.
Ari was a fuss in her place, and soon came close and grabbed my hand.
“…….”
“You can make it, eonni. It’s a chance. What you’ve been waiting for.”
It is, it is.
As Ari said, this situation was a long-awaited and hoped-for opportunity. It’s been quite
a while.
So even if I’m happy, I should be happier than Ari, who was running around in front of
me.
“Eonni.”
“……eonni?”
The excitement gradually subsided from Ari’s expression, gesture and voice.
Even though I knew that Ari was looking at me with strange eyes, I couldn’t do anything.
What I wanted to become a reality. As the old woman said, I was doing nothing and I
had a chance.
But I wasn’t happy. I just sat still stupidly. Until I was worried about Ari’s face staring at
me.
***
Voracious, luxuriant red hair although the colour was a little dark and her amber eyes
like jewels.
She was such a beautiful woman that it would be hard to guess her age without the fine
wrinkles around her eyes. But her hawk eyes and cold facial expressions with a slightly
raised tip made the woman’s impression like an ice sheet.
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“This is what the baron in the Empire witnessed and hurriedly reported. The possibility is
really high.”
There was no word from the woman. The man waited silently and asked carefully first.
“Shall we a spy? If you’re going to plant a man in a dukedom and find out….”
“No”
The woman who cut the man’s words spread her hand. The badly crumpled letter fell
down.
“Somehow, I was suspicious. Yes, that’s the reason. It was all because of this that this
country suddenly ruined.”
“……”
“The one who should be dead was actually living well, so of course the country has to
lean toward a curse.”
The woman pulled up the corners of her mouth. Despite her expressionless face with a
smile, her cold impression remained the same.
“The maid of honour, she deceived me, this is why she left the palace as she ran away.”
“…..”
“At the moment, her whereabouts are not fully verified, but she’s probably dead.”
“That’s funny. She saved what she had to kill, and now she’s dead. What a stupid thing
to do.”
The woman who ridiculed the dead and laughed at them ordered.
“There’s no waste of time. Kill her right now with every possible move. So this time,
bring her ‘real’ head to me.”
“Okay.”
“Mother!”
At that time, the door inside the corridor opened and a young woman, dressed in a
bright yellow dress, jumped in.
The woman, who looked close to her early twenties, came up with a freewheeling gait
and gave her a hug.
“Are you that excited to see the painting? The tea is getting cold.”
The woman’s face, which was like a piece of ice, melted softly for the first time.
The young woman, who looked just like the older woman, soon found a man,
complaining.
A young woman with a drooping red hair inherited from the older woman smiled brightly.
“No, I’m fine. Please don’t mind me and call me at your convenience, princess.”
“Well, you’re like this marquis, that’s why she’s getting spoiled like this.”
The young woman stared up at the older woman, blinking her amber-coloured eyes that
resembled her mother.
The woman burst into laughter at the sight as if she couldn’t win.
“You are biting while knowing the answer clearly. Oh, who do you look like.”
“If I don’t look like my mother, who would I look like with? Anyway, we’re going in now.
The tea is so fragrant.”
After looking at a good relationship between mother and daughter, the man raised his
head for a while.
‘Even though they were born on the same day and at the same place, the treatment is
so different.’
But the man’s appreciation did not last long. He soon mechanically moved to fulfil his
duties assigned to him.
***
“Lady!”
“It’s getting cold, but where do you keep going out like that”, I asked suddenly as I
listened to her passionate nagging.
“Bessie.”
“What?”
Only a few seconds later did Bessie answer screaming out the pack.
“Oh, I don’t like him yet! That’s little punk! Oh, my God!”
‘Yet’…
To be honest, the nagging a little while ago was actually something Bessie should have
heard rather than me.
It’s true that I’ve been out more often these days, but even so, it’s no match for Bessie,
who’s busy going out with Alex.
As if to reflect on her past track record, Bessie remained silent for a while and soon
blushed.
“Well.”
Bessie really has a younger man. Regardless of whether the opponent is a new face or
not.
On the way back from Ari’s breakup, I suddenly remembered and went back to the
street.
However, the tent that had been temporarily set up during the festival, had disappeared.
“Oh, come to think of it, my lady. The one I saw on the market street before.”
“Huh? Oh, yeah.”
“Do you remember? The fortune-teller told me I’d have a good relationship. He, um,
he’s younger than me…..”
“I did remember.”
I was a little late in answering the question because I was trying to hide my surprise. But
Bessie didn’t seem to mind.
“I’m just saying since the lady knew about everything, but I realized that what I heard
back then was right.”
Bessie added with a bit of a flustering, perhaps ashamed of what she said.
“No, well, that doesn’t mean I’m doing something with Alex right now! Anyway, the
atmosphere isn’t bad. Well. It’s like you said it’s a step toward getting to know.”
“Thank you. Oh, anyway, what chance did the fortune teller say there would be for my
lady?”
“….….”
“Isn’t there something you want? How about you, my lady? Do you really think you have
a chance to achieve what you want?”
I couldn’t answer Bessie’s question with a good answer right away and dragged on a
little.
“What?”
“Oh, it’s cold outside. Maybe it’s because I’m outside, but I’m suddenly reminded of your
warm honey water.”
“Oh, then you should have told me earlier! Please wait a little longer.”
Bessie quickly forgot the existing topic and disappeared straight into the kitchen. Then
she walked away happily without any intention to hide it.
‘Whoa.’
I spent my time in a dazed mood, and then I thought about it in the evening.
The bag that I had packed in advance had been dismantled after being caught by
Bessie last time.
Come to think of it, it was luck that Bessie only found the luggage bag and didn’t look at
the contents in detail.
I disguised it as if I were going to the territory, so if she had seen the contents in person,
it would have been difficult not to be suspicious.
I had such a crazy idea and soon jumped up and left the room. I felt like I couldn’t even
think straight because I was so sick.
Of course, this sense of urgency may not necessarily be felt indoors, but after all, I
moved out of the mansion to an open garden.
As the weather got colder, the day fell down quickly. The darkened garden was showing
its scenic beauty, relying only on the lanterns hung in the middle of the trail.
Perhaps because of my mood, the moonlight seemed particularly faint today. I was
looking for any bench and sat down.
The wind that brushed the flesh out of the clothes was a little cold, but I didn’t care
much.
I’ve wanted to run away. It was an opportunity that I’ve been waiting for.
I tried to escape from the terrible future and run away to somewhere far away from
where Ash wouldn’t have to follow.
In fact, I gave up for a while after the harvest festival. Because I thought there was no
way.
It was a miracle, fate or coincidence. The possibilities have come back, and I can set
my hopes back.
‘But why….’
I should be happy.
Now that I can achieve what I’ve been looking forward to for years, I’m sure it’s not
enough to jump and like right now.
I know. I know why. What’s wrong with me? Why I’m not happy, why I can’t just like it?
Even if I run away and can survive safely, I can’t achieve what I really want.
So I couldn’t laugh.
That’s why I can’t feel happy, even though I’ve been able to run away.
I breathed out. The breath made a moment of air and disappeared without leaving a
trace.
I wish I had. If I hadn’t realized, if I hadn’t known what I wanted, what I really desired, or
something like that,
“Noonim.”
“Eh.”
I looked back. Even in the dark, like a lie, the opponent’s appearance filled the view
clearly.
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Ash, who came close, put a shawl around my shoulder. Then I diminished it as if there
were no momentary gaps.
“Isn’t it cold?”
After putting the shawl around, Ash sat next to me. I fiddled with the shawl wrapped
around my upper body without a murmur.
The shawl edges were pressed for no reason. I was getting used to the fact that my
heart was beating like this even though it was nothing.
“I followed you, noonim.”
There were times when Ash’s smile often feels bitter after I realized my feelings, which
was now.
It was fortunate that it was dark. I answered back with my gaze down.
“It’s not a big deal, either. I just have a little something to think about.….”
“What thoughts?”
Did it sound like I was avoiding the answer? But I could never say straight.
“Noonim.”
“Huh?”
“……”
I raised my eyes. Ash was looking at the garden with nothing but darkness.
Thanks to it, I was able to capture Ash’s side face with my eyes as if I were appreciating
it.
I was watching him as if I had been possessed, but I came to my senses belatedly. Oh,
that’s why I can’t let my guard down.
“It’s been a long time. That’s what the people used to say if they forget it.”
On the day of the funeral, when the priest wrote my parents’ name on the coffin then
buried under the cold ground.
The younger brother, who was well covered, said, holding his sister’s hand, who was
lower than I was.
My awareness was late, I didn’t think it was feelings accumulated over a day or two.
Ash’s voice was heard one after another as he was conjuring up such a fresh question.
“….”
“What?”
Ash turned his gaze from the garden to me. Our eyes met. I stopped moving.
“I only have noonim.”
“…..”
“I…”
Knowing that I didn’t mean that, I bit the inside of my cheek as my voice was about to
shake out.
Ah.
The worst case for me was Ash who said that to me with those eyes to kill me with a
cold and insensitive face as if I’m anyone else.
And the only second best option I had was that I run away from it.
There was no such thing as a choice for me from the beginning unless I had to choose
the worst. I knew it, but I realized it clearly at this moment.
“…….”
“……yes.”
Even though I felt strange, I couldn’t help it, but I was so persistent in my eyes that I
could not help it.
‘Ash.’
Because it’s scarier and more miserable than anything I can imagine.
***
I was lying in bed. The fact that Ash led the subjugation force to the south, instead of
the Count, was confirmed.
“Southern monsters, if they get caught by His Excellency, then it’s over.”
“Such a nuisance.”
Ash’s appreciation, too, seemed close to the latter. It’s Imperial order so he couldn’t
disobey it, but he showed signs of annoyance to this point.
The campaign was quick. The longer it drags on, the greater the damage to the south,
so the imperial court hurried the schedule.
At the end of the greeting, Ash will be on horseback and will leave the mansion with
some attendants and knights.
My thoughts drove me crazy and I suddenly got greedy. I got close to Ash and tiptoed
my foot.
Then I kissed on the cheek.
Although my heart was racing belatedly because it was an act I left it to my impulse, and
I was already in the process of rationalizing it in my head.
As a good older sister who worries about her younger brother, it’s okay up to here.
“……yes.”
Ash looked at me as if he were going to pierce me and soon got on to the horse. He
seemed to be fiddling with the cheek I kissed, but I didn’t look closely.
I only nodded to Bessie’s voice, capturing the gradually diminishing figure of Ash.
As time passed, even the silhouette quickly became invisible. I turned around in a little
slow motion between the crowd.
There seemed to be some void in the corner of my chest. Probably not be filled with
anything else in the future.
“What?”
Fortunately, there was no further questioning. I entered the mansion without looking
back any further.
“Sir.”
“Yes, my lady.”
I would confirm that the other party’s attention was directed at me.
“….”
Sir Davery answered steadily, with a sudden look on his face that he didn’t know why I
was asking such a question.
“Yes.”
“Really?”
“Really? It’s true, isn’t it? You really want me to be that happy?”
“…….”
“Then……”
There was silence. Sir Davery stared at me silently, as if waiting for my words to go on.
“Yes?”
“It should be sold at the Sweet Gentle Cooking Boy, a snack shop on the east side of
the island. I’ll be happy no matter what happens if I eat it today.”
“……”
“Come on. I’ll be unhappy if I don’t eat it. Oh, I’m already getting a little unhappy.”
“Oh, I see.”
Sir Davery left the mansion with a look of some sort of regret.
I thought as I looked at the back of Sir Davery, who had taken charge of my errand and
had to go out.
The snack shop, Sweet Gentle Cooking Boy, takes an hour from here by the carriage.
And then you won’t be able to get the cookies I told you right away. I used to go in
person and it sold out just before.
It was a small shop that lacked materials and hands. Even if you wait to make it again, it
will take some time.
I came back to my room and took a pen and paper out of the drawer.
And I wrote a short note saying thank you and put it between the bookshelves.
After that, I pulled the rope and called the user. It was Alex who showed that he was
free.
“Not to that extent. I’m just a little down and sensitive, so I think I’ll feel better if I take a
good rest in my room by myself for a little bit. So, can you tell everyone not to let
anyone in my room until tomorrow morning?”
“Yeah.”
“Yes?”
After sending Alex out, I changed my clothes. I wore the maid clothes I had prepared
last night and covered my hair with a cloak upside down.
Then, I checked the quietness of the corridor and left the room.
I got out of the mansion and headed for the back door, which was frequently used by
the servants. The guard at the door did not hold me, who was empty-handed in a maid’s
uniform.
So I came out and took the carriage. When I got off the deserted alley after running for
some time, a familiar voice welcomed me.
“Eonni!”
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“Ari.”
Ari was waiting at the promised place with Dylan. It was to give me the luggage that I
had left in advance. Ari snorted as she handed over a suitcase that anyone could see
was suspicious.
“Eonni…”
……what’s the difference? Looking to the side, Dylan had a similar look with me.
Ari hurriedly rubbed the tip of her nose with her sleeve.
“Yes, yes.”
“Eonni.”
“Huh?”
She said she had a runny nose but her brown eyes were wet.
“…….”
“There’s no other option, right? So, for example, if we work together to defeat a villain,
it’s hard to do that, right?”
I just didn’t really want to commit suicide with Ari in that way. Moreover, even if I
succeed with luck, it wouldn’t be best for me.
I reached out and stroked Ari’s head. I don’t know what Ari’s real hair would be like, but
Agrita’s hair was soft anyway.
“Take care.”
“….”
“Here or elsewhere.”
Dylan’s presence saved my breath. Ari eventually pushed the grubby tears out of her
eyes.
“Eonni too…”
Dylan skillfully pulled out her handkerchief, leaving the dripping tears untouched.
“……write me a letter Once you get anywhere safely, you know? There’s a code that
only we know. No one will ever recognize you.”
“Promise me. You’ll send me a letter. Just see if you don’t write one……”
“Okay.”
“Take this.”
“This is…”
“You told me to burn it, but I didn’t burn it and I just kept it. Just in case, I thought.”
The Enchanted cloth, Ari carried a light blue cloth that was familiar to me. I took it by
surprise.
“That’s a treasure anyway. If you take it, it might be useful in times of crisis. And also…”
And as soon as I got it, I could see what was inside without having to open it.
“Ari!”
“I didn’t give you everything. To be honest, I don’t know what’s going to happen in the
future. It’s just that it’s just… Because eonni blew out a few you had for me in the past.
I’ve only transferred that.”
The feel of the hard bead was clearly felt through the palm of my hand. I was
embarrassed.
“I don’t know. I already gave it to you. If you don’t pick it up, I’ll break it with the pocket
here, so take care of it.”
I blinked my eyes.
“……thanks.”
“This is nothing.”
I said I wouldn’t say goodbye and hug because it seemed like a final goodbye, but now
it’s really the last time.
Dylan didn’t seem to know everything, but she didn’t ask me anything.
When I loaded myself back into the carriage, my head suddenly felt numb.
First of all, I should go to a nearby inn and change my outfit. The maid’s uniform was
helpful when I left the mansion, but it was a striking outfit to get around the streets.
‘And then?’
When I first planned to run away, I tried to go south. I was going to go and get on the
boat. That’s why I searched for a ship.
It’s too dangerous to go down south as originally planned, hoping not to bump into each
other.
‘West, or North.’
When I looked at the map, the capital was tilted west rather than the centre.
“……let’s go west.”
Simply put, it may seem better to go north in the opposite direction from Ash, but if I
went to the north, I have to pass through the forest in the middle.
It was quite a vast forest, not as much as it was in the south, but it was a bit cautious to
guarantee safety in the process of crossing.
I decided to head to the west, where private houses continued to the border.
‘Haah.’
I felt like I used all my heart in the process of deciding which way to go.
I changed my clothes and wore the wig at the inn that arrived a little later.
The maid’s uniform, which I was wearing, was secretly disposed of by the inn employee
after giving her money.
A shaggy brown hair with a slight covering of the neck, plain men’s casual attire that is
not noticeable.
I didn’t cover his face, but I looked like a different person at first glance.
“….”
I have abandoned everything that has been going on in my life and I am running away
without anything.
“…Ah.”
I couldn’t walk among people who were crying for getting attention to advertise or
something like that. I couldn’t.
***
Knight Ilada Xst, who was formally admitted two years ago, had one long-cherished
wish.
‘Wait, you Axis of Evil.’
It’s to give cold-blooded retribution to an evil monster that afflicts human life. Of course,
it’s too much to do alone. Monsters are scary anyway.
He already knew that it would be difficult for him to do so in his own power.
Ilada wanted to draw the sword of justice towards the monster, but at the same time, he
wanted to be safe.
To be honest, it was really his wish that he would use his last time to draw his sword for
the monsters who killed almost everyone else.
‘I didn’t trust the Count a little bit in that respect. He’s a man of record, but no skill, and
more than that he’s old, and I’m not sure if he’ll be able to take the lead in sweeping the
monsters…….’
For that reason, even though the long-awaited opportunity for the monster conquest
was just around the corner, he could hardly make up his mind and continued to be torn
to the brink.
It was then that he heard the news that the leader of the subjugative force was
changing.
Something really happened to Count Ilada. He lay down on his bed because of chronic
disease.
Ilada led the pack from the lead, glancing at the moving black horse and its rider.
As soon as Ilada heard that the person in charge had been changed to a duke, he
submitted an application to the subjugative force without any worries.
But The Duke of Widgreen was a monster. Those who saw him using the sword in
person said that.
That talent was God’s gift, or it must have been stolen from the devil.
Surely there were too many human beings who felt sorry for putting that skill into the
category of human beings. Including Ilada himself.
‘I’ll just have to follow behind and remember to check and shoot the monster to death.’
Sometimes if there’s some monster who’s not out of breath, he’ll definitely cut it off.
Perfect. This is it. Ilada was already excited before he even reached the South.
“Ah, by the way, the Duke family knights must have been part of the subjugative
expedition. I was also curious about their skill, but I’m sorry.’
“Purrung!”
“….…!”
The opponent, who appeared to block the horse’s course, was armed with black
clothes. Though suspicious at a glance, Ilada did not rush forward.
Ilada did not miss a glimpse of the perfect beauty of the Duke of Widgreen.
“I’m sorry, Master. – No, sir. I know I’m just showing up like this without permission, but
it’s too urgent to…….”
“What is it?”
The opponent who raised his head delivered a letter to the Duke. The Duke read the
letter with a dry touch.
Ilada slipped his head out of curiosity. But even when he widened his eyes, he couldn’t
see the letters on the paper well.
“…?!”
“Your Excellency!”
The Duke of Widgreen turned his head. No one could catch him who was suddenly
leaving his seat.
Chapter 77
Ilada was secretly curious about the contents of the letter. Thanks to it, he could catch a
glimpse of the Duke’s face as he turned his horse.
His heart throbbed. He was just looking at other people’s facial expressions for a while,
but he felt like his complexion was completely upset and down.
It must be really urgent for the other person going back. He thought so and took a deep
breath, suddenly Ilada accidentally thought of something else.
Then a man with his whole body wrapped in black clothes stepped forward.
He spoke calmly as if he had foreseen the situation, even though he had a look of
embarrassment at first sight.
“Hello there. His Excellency has been away for a while due to unavoidable
circumstances, so I, His Excellency person, will guide you on behalf of him. Please
understand.”
“Of course. Even at this moment, the people who suffer from the monster raid are
anxiously waiting for you.”
But there was no reason to hold out. There were people in the South waiting for them,
literally exposed to the threat of monsters.
His shoulders, which were excited by excitement, now trembled in a different sense.
***
I stayed there for a day because I arrived only after the sun had crossed over between
the mountains.
He suddenly came to my mind when I was chewing breakfast, which I couldn’t easily get
over at the restaurant on the first floor of the inn.
I’m sure he hasn’t arrived in the South yet because the course was quite far.
Is he riding his horse? It would be nice if he didn’t push himself too hard and took a
good rest then moved.
I could say that it was quite easy. All I had to do was ride a carriage and run westward.
In the west, private houses continued all the way to the border, but that’s also the story
of when people didn’t take the wrong path.
I didn’t know that I would not be able to avoid being homeless in the mountains or in the
woods if I got confused.
‘To get to the border safely and at the shortest distance, I need help from a person with
good geographical sense.’
I’ve never moved alone like this before, so there was a limit to looking at the map on my
own. I’ve decided not to take a blind faith in me.
“Road guide, who will guide me to the border, if the person knows the basic faith and is
competent, age and gender are irrelevant.”
The mercenary guild’s staff, who asked the innkeeper, guided me inside without much
doubt.
“Yes?”
I don’t know if I’m talking to myself, but I couldn’t just talk. It hurt my throat.
“You have to pay a little more for it. Because you required special conditions.”
Maybe what he meant was extreme conditions…… well, money didn’t matter much
anyway, so I said yes.
Anyway, I got the guide I needed safely and came out of the mercenary guild.
I briefly explained my destination again to the guide and then got into the carriage
together.
The next day, riding the carriage again and then moving to the next village.
‘It’s more peaceful than I thought to the extent it’s become boring.’
I don’t know if it’s a good thing or a bad thing to have no carriage motion sickness.
It sounds like the worst thing to wet my own body from motion sickness while running
away, but I won’t be bothered by other miscellaneous thoughts since I was tired.
“…..…?”
It hasn’t been long since the carriage started. I was wondering if there was something
wrong with the horse or if the carriage wheel was missing.
“Just a moment.”
“Man’s voice?’
My fingertips naturally cooled down when I heard they were looking for someone.
It was too early to say that those people were mobilized to find me.
I told Alex yesterday not to let anyone in my room for a day, so it would not have been
until this morning that I was not in the mansion.
Even if they release people right away, they would naturally fall behind the capital.
Even if not, it took a half-day just to move from the capital to here.
Ash was far away. It will take some time for him to get the news, even if they put up a
letter right away.
Once he got it, he might be able to use the magic tools I had seen before to move the
members of the underworld from afar, it was not the time when the news that I had
disappeared itself had arrived.
I was going to open it wide, but somehow my hands only made a very small crack that
could be heard timidly.
“I don’t know who you’re looking for, but it wouldn’t have much to do with me.”
“Excuse me. I know you’re puzzled, but please cooperate for a moment. I’m checking
every carriage that leaves town.”
‘What?’
I don’t think that’s a penny or two. A new voice chimed in when I thought so.
“What are you explaining so much? Just tear the door open.”
“However…….”
“Why are you becoming so hard? We need to check every little thing. Do you know that
if we miss that person, you and I will pay the price together?”
‘That person?’
Even if I think about it, there is no reason to speak honorific to the debtor.
‘Ah, maybe the concubine of this village ran away and they came out to catch her. Is
it… something like that?’
‘No, or maybe a master or a lady of the house ran away from home so they came out
looking for it. Anyway, I’m going to have to make sure it’s not this case.’
I tried to open the window to the point where my face was completely exposed, but
suddenly I stopped moving.
“……..”
It was my guts.
I didn’t have a good feeling about it. I was like that for a moment. I can’t understand by
reason, but a certain intuition close to instinct prevented my action. Then there was a
ruckus outside that seemed to unilaterally open the carriage door.
I looked back at the guide who was sitting next to me, unable to think deeply.
“I’m sorry. I’ll go to the guild later and pay for it.”
“…….?”
The carriage door opened. As soon as it did, I pushed the guide hard towards it and
immediately opened the opposite door and jumped off.
I ran with all my might. I didn’t even look back because I was only focused on running.
I was short of breath, but I didn’t slow down. My guts were making me do it.
“…..…!”
“I got you.”
The course was blocked in the midst of a hectic run. Not only did they block the carriage
in front of me, but they also blocked my retreat course.
I tried to turn around and run away, but before I did, one of them caught my arm. The
effort to pull out was futile. It was not enough for me.
“You bastard! Watch your hands and watch your words! Always be polite, gently, just in
case, okay?”
The proud man, all dressed in black, was a man I had never seen before.
He did not let go of his arm at all, but his grip became weaker and softer.
The man hung his head.
I was chilled to the core, but for now, I’ve taken the hint.
“Who are you? I’m sorry, but I’m afraid you’ve made a mistake…….”
“Princess.”
Chapter 78
Damn it. I must be really cursed. No, at this point, I didn’t think this was cursed. This
was a really screwed-up situation.
‘How on earth?’
Since it was pointless, I didn’t resist the man taking off my wig with a very polite touch.
As the brown wig fell to the floor, my red hair fluttered down the shoulders.
“What? It’s really the Princess, did we really find the Princess?”
The place became noisy in an instant. I looked down at the wig on the floor, with some
sort of cheering coming from behind me in one ear.
I was confused.
I glanced back. Everywhere my gaze turned, they were always there, uniformly dressed
in black, whether they intended to increase the solidarity of the group or not. There were
them everywhere.
At the same time, it was absurd and amazing. I’ve never even thought of such a futile
idea.
Still holding my arm, the opponent opened his mouth.
“…….”
The man did not answer. All right, that’s the way it is anyway.
“There’s no answer, so let me ask you one more question. I heard earlier that you’re
checking all the carriages out of town, but are you doing such an inefficient thing other
than this town?”
“Hey, look at me, I got caught. We’re going back to the mansion, no matter what. Now
that you’re done with your duty, I’m trying to solve some minor questions, but can’t you
just help me by answering this?”
“I’m sorry.”
One word that finally came out but that was not the answer I wanted at all.
“Well……”
“……..”
“You called me a rat just a little while ago……and held my arm so hard that it felt hurt a
little……… I didn’t want to tell Ash, but I’ll just tell him if this happens.”
It’s a lethal move, a threat. I said this and glanced at my opponent. I’m sure all the
hands that were just holding my arm were flinching.
“……I’m so sorry.”
‘He’s a strong enemy.’
This doesn’t work? I was a little embarrassed and forgot to make a face and looked at
my opponent.
I gave up and stopped talking. I stopped acting with facial expressions and gestures.
In any case, it’s impossible to run away. This was my last shot. A last-ditch struggle,
desperate not to face the worst case. So even if my end was to be caught, it won’t
happen now. At least until I’ve tried everything I can.
The man hesitated to speak. The gaze rested on my hand, which was about to take
something out of the arms.
When I turned back the day, the place I opened my eyes was an inn in the Capital.
As soon as I checked the place, I flung myself into the bed. My legs gave me the
strength to stand on.
At the same time, my outfit caught my eye. I was still in a maid uniform before changing
my clothes and wearing a wig.
It’s not important right now. I wrapped my head with my empty hand.
They were Ash’s people. Of course, they only listen to Ash’s orders.
Which meant that Ash had learned about my disappearance before the Dark Knights
had found me.
‘How?’
How come so soon? It was too soon to say that the news came from the mansion.
As soon as I got out of the mansion today, I got caught because of my bad luck.
The second question was how fast the precursors can fly.
It was absurd to send the precursors which couldn’t be able to detect Ash’s position like
GPS in real-time to inform Ash while Ash moving to the south
In common sense, Ash should have known my disappearance only after arriving in the
South if they sent a precursor.
I raised my gaze. The door of the inn room, which had been tightly closed, came into
view.
What should I do now? I stared blankly at the door and soon got up.
I quickly searched my luggage bag, covered myself with a wig, took off the maid’s
uniform and wore a man’s uniform. Still, after trying it once, I changed faster than
before.
The same situation happened when I arrived at the next village after sunset. At that
time, there were no people blocking the carriage at the entrance.
I meant that it was after at least that the Dark Knights had orders to catch me.
‘So it seems I’m safe for at least a few hours from now on.’
It’s not important for now, how Ash knew I had disappeared so quickly. The only thing
that matters was, whatever the situation, I just ran away as best I could.
I picked up a bag with a crumpled maid’s uniform. It was also a waste of time to call in
employees, give him money and ask him to take care of it.
‘Let’s go anywhere. If it doesn’t work, I can hire two horsemen to run the carriage all
night, and move anyway.’
Urging myself to move my feet hurriedly, I tried to turn the doorknob around to leave the
room, but I hesitated.
‘Ash is……’
When he heard the news that I’m gone and ran away.
Did he feel betrayed? Did he angry? Just a few days ago, he told me it was just us two,
did he think that it was ridiculous that I’m leaving as if taking a chance like this?
“……”
It was a useless sentiment. Really useless, I bit my lip and opened the door.
* * *
Then the territory suddenly flipped over. The head of the organization died overnight,
and a teenager, younger than him, took the place.
He wondered if the seniors were making fun of him in unison. He even snorted and said
how could a person, who was 5 years younger than him, take the organization down.
Originally, the former leader of the organization, who had been leading the territory for
more than ten years, said that he was not able to resist the boy who looked like a doll
that appeared out of nowhere and was stabbed by a sword.
After killing the leader, the boy cut all the meat out of the influential figure who followed
the former leader.
Time was such a useless thing. It’s been three years since he saw a senior who was
rebelling against a younger man saying that he couldn’t bow his head down in front of
someone younger than him.
‘Ah……’
After the organization took on a new leader, Yrmi took on a pretty heavy-duty thanks to
the sensible wits he showed in the process…
It was to watch the leader’s sister, Princess Lydia Widgreen, from afar.
His duty smells like a crime, but, in a good word, his duty is to protect her personal life.
Yrmi’s duty was limited, he only kept an eye on her when she went out of the mansion.
For some danger around her, or whether there was a presumptuous bastard
approaching her, or when she faced any difficulty.
He used to pay close attention to these things, and sometimes he would appear in
private when he had to take action.
“Well…”
Is that a crime?
This and that were the things that happened without the knowledge of the person
concerned. In a way, is it a crime if it’s wrapped up only for good purposes?
‘Anyway.’
Relatively recently, he even caught a suicide seeker person who shot an arrow at a
princess and ran away from the hunting ground.
He did my best. He could be confident about that. Yrmi remembered that his colleague,
who was taking turns, was saying, “What are you so passionate about?”
He did.
Obviously, He didn’t take his eyes off the entrance to the mansion. He didn’t see the
princess going out.
But as soon as morning came, the whole mansion was turned upside down, saying that
the princess was not visible anywhere.
He searched his memory. However, no matter how much he flipped over and scattered,
there was no depth.
At that time, a colleague who was watching the back door of a mansion frequented by
the servants made a careful announcement.
There was only a maid who covered her face with a cape among those who escaped
through the back door the morning before.
Then it was easy to get a sighting of a maid wearing a cape and carrying a large
luggage bag.
Yrmi immediately informed the owner, his master and leader of the organization.
It was immediately informed to the master, through the magic tool on the personnel who
needed to keep around the master.
He hasn’t heard the news finding the princess yet. There was no confirmation that she
was safe.
What if they miss her and couldn’t find her? Or let’s say that they found her, but what if
something happened between?
Yrmi wept, thinking of his mother, whom he broke up with as a child and now didn’t
even know where she was.
‘Please be safe, Princess… Why on earth did you leave? The Master only has you,
Princess. The Master is very creepy to the extent it’s hard for you to live? Oh, so that’s
why you ran away? If your grown brother was too much that’s it’s too disgusting……but
he’s still handsome, so please take care of him…….’
Rmu suddenly felt it after lamenting up there along the stream of consciousness.
‘Hold on.’
He felt a sense of deja vu that was hard to explain. Well, he meant, he didn’t remember
it, but it feels like he had repeated the same situation or thoughts.
And at the same time, Momezoa, a merchant who sells healthy vegetables at the corner
of the capital, suddenly tilted his head.
“What?”
“Really? That’s weird. But why am I so used to it? I feel like I’ve been selling broccoli,
carrots and spinach to you, again and again, selling again and again.”
Accordingly, the customer glanced at his head once and then left the store in a modest
manner.
At the same moment, he had no idea that several people suffered similar symptoms at
the opposite clothing store, the next tea house, and a family house.
***
Rustling Rustling-
Sunlight came through the thick leaves. The sound of grasshoppers, the wind that
touches the earlobes and hair.
On the other hand, the body was heavy and stretched after being overworked all day
long. I got off the horse for a moment and walked with the reins to let the horse rest as
much as I did.
I don’t know how many times I’ve gone back the day to get here. The number of beads
wasted was beyond count. No, I can count. But I don’t want to count. I think I’ll be down
if I know the exact number.
Slowly moved the weary steps. At first glance the path of the forest was straight, but the
end was unseen.
Forest. Yeah, I was crossing the forest now. The northern forest.
I thought it would be hard to stand the cold at night, so I made my town-bought coat
tightly. The reason why I’m passing through this dense forest with horses was simple.
Out of the capital, I was just passing by the next village and then going to the next
village, but they were always guarding the entrance as if they had promised.
I got caught trying to enter the village, or I got caught trying to get out of the village.
Later, I tried not to go through the village itself, but then I got caught on a carriage on
the way from the village to the village.
I get caught like that then break the beads, get caught again and break them…….
By then I changed my mind when a similar situation was repeated, moving only little by
little. I can’t go west. Let’s give up and go east instead.
Sadly things were the same here and there. I repeated the same case again in the
eastern village.
It was a wonderful thing. What are you…… they’re not even a bug, they’re a bunch of
people, but they were everywhere I went.
No matter how many villages there throughout the capital, Dark Knights were
dispensable everywhere, and honestly, I didn’t think they would be this much.
Perhaps as soon as they heard the order, they collected the personnel as much as
possible and replenished them first.
Attempts to sneak out in disguise and cover my face, or to break through, have
repeatedly failed. The mask was only removed, and the make-up could not fool them. I
was even the mercenary to cause armed conflict and try to escape, but I was caught by
a hair’s breadth.
The only thing that changed as many attempts were made was the number of marbles
decreased.
Thanks to it, I made a movie. The title is <The Endless Day>. Anyway, in the end, I
gave up so much to the west and the east.
To be honest, I wanted to let go of everything by then. The remaining options were also
terrible. Going south with suicidal feelings, heading north with desperation, or just not
moving like this.
I had a dream when my motivation went down and fell asleep instead of just going out
of the inn.
Ash visited in the dream. He smiled, held my hands, whispered my name, looking at me
with an affectionate gaze that would never happen again in the world.
Then I changed my costume again and headed north with my luggage. It was in the
direction of my last hope.
There is a forest about two days away by carriage. It was a vast forest that might take
days to cross.
I thought something would happen if I went there. If only I could cross the forest…… No,
let’s not think about it. For now, entering the forest itself was a problem, but I decided to
go and think about it. I just went to the north village like that and…….
‘You’re the princess, aren’t you? What are you doing here? That’s what with that outfit.’
A neat, wrinkled brown robe that still comes down to the ankles.
The real wizard, dressed like the magician’s classic costume, had met me.
‘Do you remember me? I have seen you for a while in the territory before, by the next of
the Crown Prince.”
‘Ah……’
‘I didn’t even say hello back then, but I’m seeing you here again. I came to this town to
meet a friend – well, I don’t think you’re curious, but can I ask you a simple question?”
Her eyes turned to the suitcase I was carrying.
‘Are you running away? Well, the luggage looks too heavy for a night trip.’
I thought the last luggage was too suspicious, so I changed it at the capital, but is it still
suspicious?
‘What?’
‘No, I’ll help you. If it’s correct that you’re running away.’
‘……why?’
The wizard smiled with her orange-eyed figure resembling the sunset.
‘Eum, grumpy…?
‘…..?’
“I think the result was decided anyway, but the arm is bent inside (E/n: Meaning: “No
matter who the person is, they will always favour the people closest to them). Since the
person is struggling with a broken heart so I want the other party to feel anxious and
troubled. Oh, it’s not for the princess.’
I couldn’t understand exactly what she meant, but then she really helped me.
‘It’s face-changing magic. It’s also called reverse magic. While the magic is on, it will
make you look like a completely different person.’
‘……’
‘I say it with my mouth, but this magic is also amazing. Would you not know if I used it
on me, because the magic that is cast on others wasn’t too effective.’
‘…… Aha.’
‘That’s why I’m keeping this much effect, usually…..and half a day at best?”
‘I see.’
‘It’s more than you thought. Well, I don’t know if magic is more advanced than now and
the principle becomes simpler and the efficiency increases… So actually, my dream is
to build a tower that consists only of wizards. To study magic, discover talent, and
continue to develop magic over time… Oh, that’s enough of an uninteresting story.
Anyway, I hope my help is useful. If the opportunity arrives, it will be pleasant to meet
you again. Even though you’re wearing a man’s attire and a wig, you’re still a beautiful
princess..’
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And thanks to the magic she cast on me, I was able to move almost uninterruptedly
from that time on and into the forest. In a little while, the magic will come off, but it
doesn’t matter. Since I wasn’t in a village, but a forest.
Once I pass through the forest, I will be far away from the capital.
If it’s true that Ash’s ordered Dark Knights concentrated their manpower around the
capital to catch me, it will be much easier to move away from here than ever before.
‘It’s a shame that I couldn’t find a carriage to cross the forests, but….’
Before entering the forest, I wandered around to find a carriage in the village where I
briefly went through the forest, but I was rejected because they were all busy or full.
I was reluctant to say that I needed the horseman who could drive me to the village for a
long distance, expected for several days.
So I had no choice but to buy a horse instead. I couldn’t walk over a distance that I don’t
know how long it would be.
Is it because it’s a small town? I expected it’s going to be hard to get a carriage, but it
was harder than I thought to get a horse.
I was looking for this horse and I paid extra to get it.
‘But what I got from that was a piece of shit.’
I glanced at the sarcastic horse. A sigh came out. Was I unlucky or was I too much
pushover?
I think the luggage was the problem. I heard that wherever I go, I look like a traveller or
outsider.
It wasn’t that there were so many problems that I couldn’t handle, such as walking then
falling down, not because I was sick. I just get tired quickly.
I walked a little more silently, leading a horse that seemed to be weaker than me. And it
was time for me to think that I could ride the horse again by now that my feet were
about to hurt.
“Stop!”
“…..?”
‘Bandit?’
Covering their faces with cloth, with a blade in one hand, and a typical line of colour that
seemed to have been portrayed a lot, blocking the road.
“You must have noticed from the look on your face. Yeah, we’re forest-thieves.”
I frowned bewilderedly as I listened to the cliche lines that never let me down.
‘I never heard about this anyway….’
‘Just for information, I looked up some news of this forest while looking for horses. If I
heard it was dangerous, I would hire two or three mercenaries to accompany me. I
heard it’s safer than it looks because it’s a popular road. I heard merchants usually
cross the street by themselves.’
Was it a lie?
It’s either, the person I asked was ignorant about this…… or this bandit might just start
their activities in this forest recently.
‘So why is every single one of those forest-thieves wrapped in their face like that?’
‘This is somehow…..’
“Kekekek, what are you doing? Not emptying your pockets and bags right now!”
“Hold on, but what’s wrong with that horse? Who gave him that?”
“We’re supposed to distribute it fairly when we’re done anyway, but some selfish son of
a gun can’t stand it…….”
I’m speechless.
Doubts hardened into certainty. So, no matter how much I looked at it, I thought it was
not just a group of bandits, but village-level robbers.
It seemed so. From their conversation. Well, from their point of view, it would have been
unnecessary and cumbersome to give a carriage to a human being who’s they’re going
to peel off anyway.
“Wait a minute.”
A few men menacingly fixed their gaze. I quickly recalled how many extra beads I had
left.
Even if I didn’t calculate it out of the ordinary, what Ari gave me remained the same.
‘No, let’s save those now. Even if I break the beads and return the day, I have to go
through the village and into the forest again.’
I must stop by the village. Other than that, I had to buy water and food.
‘It takes too long to go back to the last village or find another one.’
Then the magic hanging on my face will be released before I even reach the forest. I
glanced at the horse standing next to me calmly. The water and groceries were all tied
to the horse.
‘I can’t do anything. I just have to hand over my luggage and get out.’
The little things I need can be bought back or saved after crossing the forest. At the
moment, avoiding this situation was my priority.
“By the way, that guy, unlike how he looks, his voice is so beautiful.”
No matter what they said, I didn’t care. I reached out to the luggage bag that was placed
silently on the saddle.
What’s in my bag? First of all, maid uniform, and how much money, the enchanted
cloth… oh, this is a little dangerous, and extra clothes, fake IDs…….’
The very shawl that Ash had surrounded me when we talked in the garden of the
mansion before he left for the South.
“Excuse me.”
“What? “
“What is it? You want me to save you? Don’t worry. We’re not murderers. If you hand
over your bag, you’ll be okay.….”
“What?”
The air-cooled down at once. As if they had made a promise, the forest-thieves
hardened their faces in unison.
“What nonsense is that? You think we’re funny because we’re so kind?”
“I’m not trying to steal money or valuables. I just need one piece of clothing.”
“Hey, then do you think we’ll say, ‘Oh, yes, yes, please.’ Did you think we’d say that?”
“Don’t nag too much. Hey you, give me the stuff in the bag, don’t touch the tip with your
hand.”
It was an expected reaction. Well, if it’s a robber, it’s worth it. But I checked last.
“Can’t you really? It’s not jewellery, it’s not gold thread, it’s just plain clothes.”
“He really thinks we’re funny, let’s break his one ankle and start over.”
“…….?”
“It’s not like I won’t give you the bag, I’ll only just take one cloth, is it that hard to do?
That’s why you live like that.”
“What? “
“And what, forest-thieves? What’s with the names. Are you guys forest-thieves because
you are active in the forest. So if you were active in the desert does that mean you’re
called desert-thieves, and village-thieves if you were active in a village? Who the hell
gives the idea for that name? Please tell him to take off his head from his neck, since it
looks too heavy and cumbersome for just a decoration.”
“…..!”
“Hey, hey!”
“What!? Give you my luggage? Just you know, I can’t give it to you. So go home and
clean up your horse and suck your fingers!”
I immediately got on the horse and kicked it as hard as I could. The horse cried and
began to run vigorously.
Out of the way, I ran recklessly through the trees and the bushes. The twigs grazed my
face sorely.
As I heard earlier, it seems that the reason I was able to ask for a horse was not an
agreement between them, but it was a good thing for me.
Whoever it is, I really appreciate you selling me a horse out of your personal greed to fill
your pockets.
“Neighhhhhh!”
“…..!”
I fell off the horse and rolled down splendidly. It was because the horse, which seemed
to be running well, suddenly fell down with its feet bent.
The way the horse fell and sank me was amazing. No, how can a horse have such bad
stamina!
I clenched my teeth and managed to pull myself up right away. But I had to reel,
swallowing a scream.
A sharp pain coming up from my right ankle, perhaps as I fell, it seemed to have been
misfolded.
“That’s him!”
I tried to endure the pain and run, but there was a limit. I was soon caught up by the
forest-thieves who showed up.
“Huck, huck. How dare you talk to us like that and run away, are you prepared?”
‘I’m screwed.’
I can’t help it. I wish I had escaped safely, but now that it’s all I’m going to believe was
the time bead.
‘Huh?’
I looked around hurriedly. But I didn’t see anything rolling on the ground.
The forest-thieves narrowed the gap with leisurely steps as if they thought I might not be
able to run any further.
‘Why nothing?’
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It was strange. No matter how much I stuttered, I couldn’t feel what I should have felt.
I’m sure I always carried the pouch with beads in my arms.
Did I get pickpocketed while in the last village? Come to think of it, I had no memory of
bumping a person while walking down the street.
I’m in trouble. If it’s true, then there’s really nothing worse than this situation right now. I
stepped back without looking back and hit a tree and stopped.
‘What do I do?’
I have no beads. The pain in my ankle has become so severe that I honestly can’t walk,
let alone run.
The forest-thieves grew closer and closer. When I lightly counted the number of heads,
it seemed to be about ten.
‘That’s a lot.’
I turned one hand back and felt my back waist. A firm touch was delivered on the
fingertips. The dagger for self-defence was still in place. I glanced sideways at the state
of the horse.
The horse, which had collapsed on the floor in a dying position, had recovered some
strength and was standing up again.
‘……can I?’
I don’t mean to fight. Holding a dagger and playing 10-1 was just another word for a
suicide show to me.
‘A hostage.’
‘When anyone gets close to me, I’ll find a chance and put a dagger on one’s neck.’
And after taking a hostage and threatening them, try to drag time until the horse
recovers its stamina to some extent. Then I can ride it and run away.
Honestly or not, it’s meaningless to judge it now. Since I have no other way than this
anyway.
Fortunately, my opponents were just the same, but they were very relaxed in their
current attitude. In other words, they were careless. It might have been possible if I
caught one of them off guard at the crack.
“First of all, we have to spare your life. Because I said with my own mouth that we’re not
murderers.”
“You won’t die even if we do it all. A person’s life-line is stronger than it looks, kekekek!”
“Huh?”
“What’s wrong?”
“Huh?”
Then the forest-thieves suddenly roared in groups. I groped my face with my hand,
which was not holding a dagger, looking at their reactions.
I touch the familiar curves with the tip of my finger. My face was back to normal.
The chatter gradually died down. Subsequently, the eyes of the forest-thieves changed
little by little.
But it was only for a while that disgusting goosebumps came up.
“Me first…”
“Hey, grab her first and then decide.”
“Then what? With a face like that, even if he’s a man, I still can….”
“This is really crazy. Stay still, now I see that hair looks like a wig.”
The level of conversation that once ‘elegant’ now turned over to a filthy content. I was
disgusted with it, but I endured it.
Soon one of the crowd came up with a hasty step and reached out to my head.
My head went blank. I swung the dagger I was holding behind my back for this time. No,
I tried to swing it. Even if the man in front of me had not fallen down before that.
“…….!”
“What, what?”
The forest-thieves rumbled. It was the same for me. I heard someone shouting when I
was stuck in a situation where I didn’t know what had happened.
“Princess!”
What?
“Aargh!”
Subsequently, people wrapped in black clothes appeared and cleaned-up the forest-
thieves in turn.
What happened in the blink of an eye was done in such a short time. I couldn’t even
move my back to the tree until all the forest-thieves lay on the ground.
Doubtful of what my eyes had seen, I managed to bring out the word.
One of the black-clad men of the Dark Knights approached me.
“What?”
It was too much to understand. Since I had the face of a completely different person in
town.
More than that, I passed the entrance to the village where they, the Dark Knights
members were guarding, without any trouble.
“To be honest, I didn’t know you were the princess at first. Since your appearance
looked so different.”
“Your appearance and attire were too plain and modest, but your gait seemed to have
been educated by some high-ranking family. So I secretly followed you, feeling
suspicious.”
“……..”
“But I was just doing it, so I tried to hide and watch until I was sure, but this happened.
I’m sorry I couldn’t come forward and protect you.”
My body lost strength in collapse. I stumbled, then the Dark Knights member hurriedly
approached me to support me but I shook my hand.
‘It’s over.’
I don’t have beads now. In other words, there is no way to reverse the current situation.
It’s over. I got caught. My last struggle ended in vain like this. I thought I would cry out of
despair, but tears didn’t fill up as soon as I thought.
“Is your ankle okay, princess? First of all, we need to go out of the forest and go to the
clinic. Please forgive me for having to touch the princess body until then..”
It was then. The member of the Dark Knights suddenly stopped talking. As soon as I
stared at him strangely, a stream of blood flowed down his lips.
“-Cough!”
“…..…?!”
“Jimmy!”
A handful of blood spattered the Dark Knights member on his knees. I stepped back a
few steps, reflexively avoiding the tree behind my back.
A man who stabbed a member of the Dark Knights named Jimmy from behind licked a
bloody dagger.
“You idiots, do I still look like a member of your Dark Knights? Anyway, this is the
problem if you get too many heads. They don’t even know each other.”
“…….!”
“Guys, don’t just stay still, you guys just get them.”
Soon after, the situation became a mess. Those who thought they were on the same
side just a moment ago stabbed, cut and fell close to each other.
In an instant, a number of members fell to the floor or suffered severe serious injuries at
one glance.
Pain in the ankle was also painful, but above all, the man who caused the situation was
keeping his eyes on me.
“We?”
Some of the gang members who managed to get out of their bodies in the midst of the
uproar shouted. That doesn’t mean they weren’t completely fine either.
Only then did the man draw his eyes from me. But I still didn’t move.
The pain in my ankle was too severe. I wondered what it would mean to run away like a
turtle while limping in a situation while I didn’t even know where to go.
“It’s no big deal. We’re just a worker in a similar industry to you guys. With only a little
difference. Let’s say, if you guys are the handymen who dig the well, then we’re experts
who sell one well with sincerity.”
“That’s not…”
“We don’t do the rest for money, only killing. How about, we’re really sincere, aren’t
we?”
“Well, good. I’ll explain it step by step. People are supposed to show kindness when
they’re in a good mood. Isn’t that right?”
The man then swung the dagger, shook off the blood, and continued his words.
“…….!”
Unlike the violent reactions around me, I was calmer than I thought. Rather than being
surprised or embarrassed, I first felt that it was the most likely.
Maybe I had a hunch when I made eye contact with a man a little while ago. I don’t
know why, but I’m the one they’re after.
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“Why? I don’t know either. When I was told to kill her, I said, ‘Okay, I got it.’ so I came to
kill her. Why do you guys need the reason to do the work?”
The man giggled pleasantly at the situation. He was the only one smiling here, but he
continued to speak with a smile on his face.
“Anyway, I’m explaining it to you as much as I can, so listen, we were heading to the
dukedom to eliminate the target. From the northern border.”
‘The border?’
“We really come from afar, aren’t we? That’s right, I think so, too. That’s how important
the target was. So we shouldn’t fail.”
“….….”
“But while I was moving like that, I arrived at a village on the way. Then I heard some
people searching for the princess. I don’t know why they have to find you there.”
The man pointed alternately at the members of the Dark Knights who had fallen on the
floor with the tip of the dagger.
“When I heard it, I thought ‘Opps, she was our target’. Wow, I thought we were screwed.
Don’t we?”
The man acted as if he wanted a response, but it was quiet around him. He shrugged
and continued.
“You know, I didn’t know if they tried to kill you, but they needed to find you and search
for you. So I thought, how could I catch someone who suddenly went missing and
couldn’t even figure out where the target was? It’s kind of hopeless.”
“…….”
“How do I do this? I’m doomed. Then, just in time, I came up with a good idea.”
“That good idea. Do you mean this situation?”
A member of the Dark Knights who managed to a standstill after getting his side cut
sharpened his teeth
“Bingo, you said the name of the guy I stabbed was Jimmy. He looked smart. I could
find something good if I stuck around a smart guy. So I took a couple of guys and
borrowed some clothes, and I was a member of your team for a while.”
“You……!”
“I didn’t like having to crawl back into the forest I’d crossed, but, as a result, I’ve found
my target.”
“Honestly, I didn’t expect to find you. I left half of the hope to heaven. I think it’s right
that heaven is on my side.”
“Hey, don’t ask me what I can’t answer. You know, who’s gonna tell anyone about the
client’s information? You should follow the princess.”
“You know you’re not going to tell me if you ask, you’re not going to ask me anything,
and you’re not going to run because you know it’s no use running away. How wise.”
“…..”
To be honest, I’d run away if my ankle was fine. I didn’t feel pleasant because I thought
he was teasing me, but I just stayed still because I didn’t think it would be any good to
try to catch his attention.
“As expected, look at her, she even not get angry. I like her so much.”
I would have shouted actually.
“Nice to meet you, wise princess, you know we don’t have any personal feelings, do
you? I’ll kill you as painlessly as I can. I don’t really like pretty girls getting pain, either.”
“How dare you! Don’t even think to touch the princess’ hair!”
“What, did you try to stop me? Arthur, I wonder what you can do to us who are finely
and healthy, while you’re dying? What if I killed you all first? Do you get stronger when
you become a corpse? Huh?”
The man was sarcastic. He looked so ridiculous to the extent that I wanted to beat him,
but there was nothing wrong with his words. There are only two members of the Dark
Knights who are standing still.
Even that has just been reduced to one alone. Because the other one fainted, unable to
overcome the bleeding from the wound. And the other one was still technically just
‘struggling’. He was also bleeding in an irresistible amount of blood somewhere in his
body.
“Ugh…….!”
He seemed to be starting to lose his mind. It was worth it. Actually, I think it’s great that
he’s been standing up and not lying down.
I was ready to be left alone soon. I raised my head stiffly and looked at the man. Who
could it be?
Frankly speaking, it wasn’t that I wasn’t curious. No, to be honest, I was curious. Who
the hell is trying to kill me? And why?
It was true that I didn’t ask because he wouldn’t let me know as he said before.
It was absurd. The wrong circumstances were unfair and outrageous, and a little funny.
And on the other hand, the mood was more complicated than that.
As far as I can tell, I was now unable to tell whether this situation was unlucky or lucky. I
couldn’t cross the border for the purpose anyway and was caught before. If it hadn’t
come to this, I would have died at the hands of Ash as the original story written.
Then, wouldn’t this side be better than that? It’s better to die without even knowing the
reason for someone you don’t even know.
I looked at the man with a determined look. I didn’t want to beg for help, since I knew it
wouldn’t work.
“Princess, did you just see that? Even the last one to hold out had to fall down. Look.”
“……..”
“The princess is left alone, with us. And you’re still so calm?”
I tried not to answer back, but when I was about to die, I couldn’t help but say a word
because this jerk kept doing it.
“Who would say that she likes the guy who’s trying to kill her? I’m afraid…..you have to
endure it. Oh, but don’t blame me too much. It’s true that I would make it as painless as
I can. I’m an expert. I’ll finish it quickly.”
“Good-bye, Princess.”
My heart thumped.
I’m dying.
My hands were full of sweat. My chest tightened and my back was stiff. I clenched my
teeth because my legs were about to shake. It’s an unexpected last, but not the worst.
Yeah, at least it’s better than the worst I’ve ever imagined.
I closed my eyes first before the man could lift the dagger, thinking so.
Ah.
‘I miss him.’
I missed Ash. Just before I died, I wanted to see his face, thinking it was a relief that I
didn’t die at his hands.
“Now you close your eyes calmly ahead of your death? Well, the more I look at you, the
more I feel like you’re worth being killed.”
“Captain.”
“Don’t talk to me. I can’t be distracted by the shaking of my heart. I have to finish it at
once so I won’t hurt her.”
“Captain.”
“Captain!”
“Oh, you bastard! I can’t believe you! I told you to tell me after……”
The voice of the man who was angry with his subordinates died down.
“……what is that?”
I opened my eyes. It’s because I’m suddenly curious about the man’s voice, but at the
same time, I heard something ringing in my ears.
Thump, thump~
……ha.
“That’s what…….”
“……Monster?”
The echo grew louder and louder. And along with that, the visible scene became clear.
Monster.
In this world, the so-called creatures were gathering, filling the sights with blackness.
While the conversation was chaotic between the man and his men, the monster
gradually got closer.
The monsters have filled all side to the extent I could not count how much those were.
The voice of the man and his subordinate was trembling like an aspen leaf.
The pressure from the monsters surrounding us was enormous. I couldn’t overcome the
pressure and stepped back, but I fell down when I accidentally sprained my injured
ankle.
It was my first time seeing a monster in person. Let alone this much number of
monsters.
Suddenly, it occurred to me that Ash’s reason for going south was due to a monster
raid.
Almost three meters tall, rough and tough-looking skin like a beast’s skin, with fangs as
big as an adult’s head.
“Hiiikkk…”
The moment I thought so, one of the man’s men suddenly jumped at the monster.
“That stupid!”
The man’s load jumped off the ground and drew his sword to the monster’s arm, but
was subsequently cut to the head by another monster right next to him.
The skeleton of the corpse was terrible. I turned my head away without looking there.
After the loss of one life, the man and his men became cautious. Of course, that didn’t
mean anything can actually be done.
That’s what monsters do. They were more fierce than an animal and more ferocious
than a beast, and when they met a man they did not let go. In other words, if you
encounter a monster, you will die. At least that’s what I heard.
Now, these monsters just swarmed in and haven’t been doing anything since.
The man’s colleague died because he attacked first. No one else has been hurt yet. I
soon found something else. Monsters were circling exactly around something, not just
me and the men.
Luggage?
No way. But now there was no assumption other than that to explain the situation.
I read the situation so I could take a chance then flung myself through the luggage. My
ankle screamed, but I could hug my luggage instead.
A man who seemed to have noticed something belatedly came up to me and tried to
take my luggage away. But the monster moved and blocked it.
“……..!”
I was right!
There really was something in this bag. It would be necessary to confirm whether it is
definitely the enchanted cloth.
Well, I’ll answer the question if I know the answer. By the way, I don’t know what else to
do anymore. I kept my luggage, but that was all.
I was still full of monsters everywhere, and I couldn’t move right away because I
overworked my sore ankle.
It was then.
“Woo….”
“Woo-woo…”
Soon a few monsters, who were filling the place tightly, fell down one after another, and
one person was seen standing between them.
I stopped breathing.
Ash.
It was Ash.
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The faint sunlight that passed through the leaves touched the clean white hair like a
joke and then shattered.
Or perhaps it was a vision created by my head since I really want to see Ash.
Then I could see a monster behind him, shooting down his claws at him.
“As……!”
Ash swung his sword without looking back. The monster’s neck fell off the spot. I could
not tell exactly how it was done. Only then did I notice what lay behind Ash like a
background.
On the drooping blade, a green liquid, believed to be the blood of a monster, was
dripping.
“Woooo….”
“Woo…….”
I fully realized it thanks to it. What made the monsters so scared all of a sudden? And
the fact that what I’m seeing right now is not a fantasy.
“The Duke of Widgreen! I didn’t expect to see you at a place like this. That’s exactly
what the rumours say. It’s such an honour.”
The man raised his voice in an exaggerated way as if his aim was to draw Ash’s
attention. But no matter what the man said, Ash’s eyes did not fall from me. The golden
eyes were only directed straight at me from the moment he appeared here.
“Noonim.”
My heart leapt. My heart throbbed wildly. More than when I thought I was going to die a
little while ago.
“Why…….”
Ash opened his mouth as if he were trying to say something but soon closed it again.
Instead, he came slowly to me.
How could Ash be here now? I’m sure he must have gone to the south. It took a few
days to run a carriage or horse all night. But how.
Subsequently, there was a sentiment that pushed those questions away and filled my
head and chest much more intensely…
I missed him.
I’m going to run away from Ash and his eyes, try not to be caught. The result of the
struggle was now here.
Nevertheless, at this moment I couldn’t help but feel glad to see Ash. Obviously
desperate, things will now flow to the worst, the one I’ve ever wanted to avoid.
Knowing that I couldn’t stop this foolishly clear feeling from taking over me.
Soon Ash knelt down on one knee in front of me where I was sitting.
Until then, the monsters were still scared and just crying.
Ash had an unreadable look on his face. But somehow I felt breathless at the sight of
his face.
My heart throbbed. At the same time, it hurt like a muddle. I soon realized where this
feeling came from.
“Noonim.”
“……”
“I’ve told you before, noonim. No matter what noonim has done, as long as you’re okay,
then it doesn’t matter for me.”
“……”
“……”
“…Ash.”
I was looking at Ash as if I had been possessed. The pain in my chest grew worse.
He didn’t sleep.
My eyes and my voice conveyed the emotions that made me hard to breathe. My heart
was about to burst.
I know. I know those mirageos emotions. I know it’s a fleeting fake that will all disappear
when he finds out that I’m not his real family.
There is no excuse for letting Ash continue to treat, worry and burn me as a sister,
knowing that I really don’t deserve anything.
I am.
‘Let’s stop.’
It is inevitable facts that will become known anyway. If not now, soon enough, it would
have come to light even if I were to pass this moment. I suddenly realized that I was
quite exhausted. Neither mentally nor physically.
Come to think of it, I hardly slept either. I shuddered with fatigue and cold. The
throbbing ankle was slowly numb.
I want to stop.
I opened my mouth. When I was ready, my chin trembled and tears were about to come
out, but I could still spit out words.
“Good for you! Get these away from me… Huh? I can’t work because of these
monsters.”
Ash still didn’t pretend to hear it. But the man didn’t seem to give up.
“It’s simple for you! Huh? I just saw that all these would die in your hand, so please help
me!”
“Your Excellency!”
“Hug if you don’t think you can stand up. Let’s go back to the mansion and……”
“Oh, don’t worry about someone who’s not your real sister, and help me! She’s not even
the real princess, but you’re so damn serious about her!”
Time seemed to have stopped, but in time Ash’s head slowly turned. For the first time
since coming here, Ash has given the man an eye.
“Wait, wait, Your Excellency, if you’d clean these up, I’ll tell you again kindly. It’s a little
hard to talk to because I can’t see…….”
Two monsters’ necks fell to the ground before his words were finished. Then came a
dull sound as the heavy body fell.
The man gulped and opened his mouth. Compared to his rather cheeky way of
speaking, his posture was very polite.
“Yes, well. Didn’t you know? Yeah, I didn’t think you’d know. If you had known, the
rumoured duke wouldn’t still have kept her alive…….”
“Does my patience look good?”
The man was hardened by his dry voice, which was almost not high or low.
It was the same for me, being unable to move. I was going to say that anyway, but he
did it.
“This time, talk to the point before I blow your head off.”
“Oh, he, yeah. Got it. So… well, the princess there is not blood-related with you, as far
as I know. In short, he’s not related to the Duke.”
“If, if you don’t believe me, let’s get someone to find out. Don’t you have that much
information? You didn’t know because you didn’t want to know, but if you try and find
out, you’ll find out soon enough. For your information, I don’t have a hobby of lying
anyway, risking my life.”
It was not important to me now that the man’s speech was clearly polite, and how he
knew that.
Rather, I wondered how Ash, who was silent now, was making a face.
“Yes, Princess. Didn’t you know that? Didn’t you run away like that because you knew
that? You’re afraid you’ll die if you get caught. Right? Am I right?”
The man seemed very quick-witted. I’m confused about whether to blame or thank him.
I didn’t answer the man. Instead, I opened my mouth to Ash.
“……that’s right.”
My voice still trembled. I closed my eyes tightly. That’s because I felt like I wouldn’t stop
talking on the way.
“I was adopted by a family when I was young. Very… very young, yes, even before you
were born.”
I didn’t say many words, but I felt as if I was out of breath. But I couldn’t stop talking.
There’s something left to say.
“……sorry.”
I bit my lips tightly and then let go. It tasted like blood, but it didn’t matter. On the
contrary, I was able to add the last words without wavering because of pain.
I said it.
A feeling of exhaustion came to my mind. If I hadn’t already sat down, I would have
collapsed.
It was then. Ash, who had not said a word until my end, suddenly opened his mouth.
“Yes?”
The man seemed to be embarrassed by the sudden return of the topic to him, but he
answered steadily.
“Oh, well, in the process of commissioning … Well, I got some information that might
help me with my request…….”
“Yes. I mean, I got the job to kill that princess! So I asked the client how to kill the Duke
Widgreen’s sister and whether it was the way to commit suicide, and they told me that
she’s not a real princess, so it’s okay.”
“Who?”
“Who is it? ……I don’t know the identity of the client. They hid it for me. He came with a
mask on his face. Instead, they’re paying us a huge deposit, so we’ll just take that’s
all….yeah.”
“I see.”
The man was lying on the ground, spilling blood. Ash walked away without even looking
at the man.
Subsequently, the man’s colleagues also sprinkled blood one by one, decorating the
ground.
I sat there blankly and stared at it. I was still doing that until Ash came back to me.
I blinked my eyes.
It was neither cold, nor chilly, nor a glow of contempt or anger, as I imagined.
On the contrary, he was calmer than before as if he had found some stability.
It was unbelievable. I couldn’t immediately understand what this situation was about.
Ash’s touch was softer and more careful than he usually was.
“Let’s go home.”
Home? Go home?
I raised my head while he held me up.
Home, I…….
Suddenly another anxiety stained my chest. Don’t tell me, he didn’t believe me?
Did he think that it was a lie? No, it can’t be. I wasn’t confident that I could stand it any
longer. There was no power left to wait for a set end, feeling miserable about something
deceitful, afraid, and unable to have.
“Okay.”
“I’m serious. Not a drop of blood mixed up. Not even a half-sister, completely, a
complete stranger.”
“I know.”
“I remembered.”
You remembered?
This was because my whole body, which had been exhausted for a while, lost its
strength as I had declared a strike.
I didn’t know. It’s hazy. Anyway, I didn’t want to think about it anymore now.
I ended up closing my eyes in his firm arms, deciding to bring up the questions that
hovered around my mouth later.
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Ash Widgreen, surprisingly, had a memory when he was only a few years old.
It was a time when he thought of it now as if he had been submerged. His body was
heavy, and his senses were faint.
When he opened his eyes, the only thing that could be discernible was the presence of
light, and there was no form or colour.
Then it was one day. he didn’t know exactly how long the time had passed. However, it
was around the time when he thought it would be better to keep his eyes closed than to
open.
Only later did he guess it was a finger. A short, chubby child about three or four years
old.
The child looked slightly around the baby’s cheek, still unable to move in the cradle, and
muttered.
“It’s so soft.”
The child then swallowed a sigh and complained about her hopes.
He didn’t understand it at the time, but it was quite childish to think about it later.
Since then, the child often came to visit the newborn baby, Ash.
“Do you know how bad my fate is? You don’t know. Yeah, I don’t want to know either.”
“You’ll play with the rattle after you grow up a little, right?”
He could soon find out why the child came here and did it. Because even that was
included in her own monologue.
“You know, I actually died a ridiculous death in my previous life and was reincarnated in
this world.”
“……”
“But it turns out I’m under adoption. I am not born in this family.”
“……”
“Your father and mother were not my real father and mother. What do you think, isn’t it
sad? I don’t know how this could happen as soon as I was born again.”
“….….”
“You and I are total strangers. I mean, we’re not a family. But You’re lucky because
you’re mother’s son.”
“…….”
“Your features are already handsome. What happens when you grow up? Look at this
anyway. The kids who have it must have more. This world is like this.”
“Well, if you’re not here, where else would I go to talk about this? It’s lonely to look at
the wall, and it’s something I can’t hold anyone to say.”
“…..”
“I’m a little better for you to listen. Thank you. I don’t know how long I’ll be here.”
After that, the child didn’t stop and kept coming steadily.
“The cheesecake for dessert today was very delicious. I was surprised. The chef has
changed. Maybe that’s why. Where did they get such a talented man?”
“The new servant draws well. He inherited his talent because his father was an artist.
But you know what, I caught him secretly drawing obscene pictures? He was so
embarrassed and explained that it was a picture of a man and a woman learning
horseback riding. Horseback riding… yeah, yeah… Then the man was a horse…..well, I
know everything, but I just pretend to understand him. In the meantime, he did a good
job drawing that, too.”
“Hi, I can’t get in there today. Because……I caught a cold…. I can’t transfer it to you. I
shouldn’t have put ice on the orange juice I drank yesterday. Still, Bessie’s got me
honey water, so I’ll get better soon!”
From one point on, baby Ash began to wait for the familiar voice.
Ash could tell if the person who came into the room was a child or not by listening to the
footsteps.
He was a baby who couldn’t keep his body steady, but suddenly he could. And at the
same time, Ash had one little patience. It was his first patient.
He wanted to open his eyes and see the child’s face, but Ash held it in.
His eyesight was not perfect yet. Things began to be outlined and colour-coded, but
they were not perfect.
Ash was able to see that because he recognized that his vision was changing as the
day went by.
Ash wanted to keep the child’s face intact in his eyes. The colour of the pupil, the hair,
the line of the face.
He didn’t want to miss it, at the first moment he saw her face.
So he waited, until his vision no longer changed, until the moment when this ideal form
is not apparent even over time.
“So why are you closing your eyes every time I come? Are you sleeping?”
“……..”
“Well, babies sleep more than 20 hours a day, but how can you not wake up once every
time I come?”
“……..”
“There’s a rumour going around that golden eyes are so pretty. Show me your golden
eyes, too. Are you going to be this cheap?”
How long has it been? It was around the time that grumbling was added to the child’s
words.
Ash found out that yesterday’s view and today’s view are no longer different.
As usual, the child came to the cradle and chatted beside him.
“So Bessie told the Doctor not to live like that, and the Doctor was so angry that he tried
to break the bread on the table, but he got caught by the butler and…….”
And Ash saw the child’s face for the first time at that moment.
Then she soon met his eyes and smiled brightly. As if ‘it was nice to meet you’
greetings.
“Hi, Ash.”
Ash remembered everything he saw that day. The child’s face, dress, and expression.
The scenery and brightness of the room where the child was turning his back on.
The results of his first patience were sweet, dazzling and intense. That’s how the child
entered Ash’s world.
Ash, who was a baby who had to lie in the cradle all day, soon grew up.
In the eyes of others, he looked as if he were standing up, walking, talking and running.
And in the process, Ash learned that it was his sister who invaded his world at a time
when he couldn’t even move properly.
In fact, by that time Ash’s memory was naturally blurred, as it’s the usual case.
Although Ash was the child at the time who was more out of character than anyone
else, he could still not have the memory when he was just born.
But that doesn’t mean the memory has disappeared. It’s just temporarily covered like a
mirror that turned grey because it didn’t wipe off.
“Oh, my dear young duke. Are you looking for the lady?”
It was an act of instinct, as does a baby bird imprinted on his mother bird.
He liked his sister. It was just so. Young Ash was too old-fashioned at the time and
didn’t find a reason.
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There was such an accident when Ash turned 4 years old. He was playing tag with his
sister in the garden of the mansion. His sister Lydia tried to catch him and climb the tree
then fell in the middle. Ash was surprised. Quickly, he jumped off the tree.
“Noonim.”
Lydia fell and didn’t move. He shook her, but no response came out.
In the 4 years since he was born, Ash has realized that there are too many weak things
in the world, whether living or nonliving. The inanimate object was easily broken, and
the living thing died easily.
So easily.
To die means to disappear, which means that he will never see it again. Forever.
Ash burst into tears on the spot with unbearable fear, a sense of loss, and a great deal
of despair.
Fortunately, Lydia jumped up as soon as Ash cried to calm him down, but that day’s
accident gave Ash some deep commitment.
His sister is weak. So he has to protect her if he doesn’t want to lose her.
Since then, Ash has decided to protect his precious and favourite sister with his own
hands.
And after a little more time, Ash was already seven years old.
Ash slowly realized that he was different. The others were weak while he wasn’t. There
was another difference in this simple fact.
And he was amazed by the people. They easily tried to cherish and protect things that
had nothing to do with them. For example, they said that flowers blooming on the side of
the road are also precious. And while seeing small animals that they do not know of
their existence, they said that they should protect them from death or injury.
What does it matter? Whether the flowers on the roadside are broken or trampled and
crushed, or a small animal, such as a bird or a rabbit, was run over by a carriage and
killed.
Someone said to him if he didn’t feel pity for the weak and he needed to protect the
pitiful ones.
Well. Everything was weak in Ash’s eyes when it came to that. Whether it’s a person, a
small animal, or a flower blooming along the road.
All three were not very different in that, since they were weak. It was always like that in
Ash’s eyes.
Then should he feel pitiful for everything around him and protect them?
No.
Ash didn’t want to. Being weak was weak, and it had nothing to do with him, whether it
was weak or not. Both before and now, there was only one person Ash wanted to
protect for any reason.
His sister.
“Ouch!”
“Ouch? Is ‘ouch’ coming out now? What the hell are you doing?”
At first, he tried to get something like the doll of his sister, which was destroyed by a
maid in the mansion, but he couldn’t find it.
He thought she’d like it. His sister usually cared about the maid quite a bit. To the point
where she forgave ‘the doll case’ without punishment.
The process of making a maid into a doll was simple. First, the doll was gagged
because it was not allowed to talk and tied the whole body because it could not move.
He didn’t kill the maid. When they die, they disappear over time. The doll couldn’t have
disappeared.
So he put out a ribbon and a dress just like the doll and put it out with confidence. And
the angry Lydia beat his head mercilessly while he felt falsely accused.
He asked in wonder, but the answer he got was a bigger scolding, standing against the
wall while keeping his hands up.
After that, the sermon followed. His sister Lydia said something long, but in the end,
there was only one conclusion.
Life is precious.
It was his sister’s words, not anyone else, so he nodded for now.
A few days later, he made the doll with more care and took it to her.
He also changed his gender after much consideration. From a maid to a servant.
Got hit again. Similar things have been repeated ever since.
Rather than being a tearful ache, he was heartbroken and discouraged, and while
eating a honey chestnut, Ash diligently took the doll and held it out to win Lydia’s favour.
And there’s one more thing Ash learned during the time: people were afraid of him.
“But I do. Did you see what the young duke said about dolls?”
“That’s because the young duke was still young, so he doesn’t know anything…….”
“Not just that. Yeah, the young duke has been scolded so much by the lady that he
doesn’t do that anymore. But do you know what he used to say to me?”
“I used to secretly bury a dead bird bitten by a cat in the yard, and he asked me if it was
my family. He asked me if I buried the dead bird because it’s my family member and if
people and birds can be a family. The young duke, at least he doesn’t really understand
why I take care of a corpse-like that if they aren’t family-related.”
“That’s……”
“It was a bird at the time, but frankly he would have said the same thing if one of us had
died and made a grave and honoured the spirit. You know. You guys really didn’t feel
that way?”
“It’s true that the young duke feels different from us.”
“I’m getting goosebumps. I’m scared, what the hell will happen if our master and his
wives leave the young duke like that…….”
“Shh, shut up, and what can you do if they don’t leave him like that? Let’s stop talking
about this in case anyone hears it.”
Then Ash could see why people often look down in surprise when they see him, and
when they come near him, they always make a reluctant face.
It didn’t really matter even if he knew anyway. It didn’t matter much whether they were
afraid of him, reluctant or avoiding him. He’s not interested in that.
“Noonim.”
“Am I scary?”
“Huh?”
In their break time, she was trying to make a painting with Ash as her model. Lydia had
a serious look on her face and answered.
“Yeah.”
“……my face?”
“Because you’re so pretty. I’m not sure if I can move your face to this piece of paper, I
should have not made a mess. Oh, this is so scary. Yeah. It’s really scary.”
Then Lydia narrowed the middle of her forehead, measuring Ash’s face from side to
side with a brush in her hand.
“You’re pretty different with everyone else. But why is that scary? By the way, stay still,
Ash. Don’t move. I’ll do my best to draw your beauty close to reality.”
The portrait Lydia completed on the day was so terrible that it was not good enough
even in empty words.
If she didn’t say it, no one would know that the model was Ash.
Lydia stared bitterly at the results of her own hands and lamented incomprehensibly, “If
I had a photoshop, I would have saved it.”
Ash stole the painting from Lydia, who was heading for the fire-stove seriously, saying
she had to burn it right away.
Later, Lydia was surprised to learn the truth belatedly, but she couldn’t help it because it
had already become his memory and treasure.
Ash liked Lydia. It got deeper and deeper. He also has a growing desire to protect her in
proportion to that.
Fifteen years old, when his parents died side by side from the illness, Ash thought that
he should have power.
As Ash grew up, the power he learned was largely money and force.
The more the two, the better. The more so, the more likely he could protect his sister in
any situation.
Ash firstly visited the Dark Knight organizations, killed the leader, absorbed them, and
carried out business at random to enrich his fortune.
He grew the organization, got more money and used the organization to run projects
that were not publicly revealed.
The work was smooth as he hung on day and night without taking care of himself. He
was lucky that there was a competent partner.
Then it was one day. It was a place where he celebrated the success of his new
business with his partner.
Perhaps excited, the partner drank heavily that day and was really drunk.
Then he talked.
“Your sister. Princess Lydia. I think it’s time to find out her marriage partner, hiccup, why
don’t you hand her over to me?”
Chapter 86
Ash’s fingers hardened as he was passing the wine. But the drunk opponent didn’t
notice and kept on talking.
“She may look sharp on the outside, but it’s a kind of hiccup charm that’s unexpectedly
obnoxious to me. Oh, no, no, if I can tame her with that personality, hiccup. You’re
going to pick the right place and hiccup sell her anyway. Give it to me instead. Since
the hiccup, we were good friends anyway.”
Friend, the word that the other person put in his mouth was not necessarily wrong as his
tongue was twisted because of alcohol.
The partner whom he met at a meeting as a child and had known for nearly a decade
was a partner and a sole acquaintance of him.
He was three years older than Ash, but neither of them cared about it. Ash was quite
fond of him. More like, Ash thought he was quite useful.
Born to a noble father and a commoner mother, he expressed his inferiority complex
about his birth as an illegitimate son by pressing down on his brother.
His efforts and perseverance were quite good, and he did not hesitate to make dirty
tricks if necessary, and he could kill his temper and lie down in front of a stronger
opponent than him.
However, the downside was that he was overly exposed and his hand habits against
women were not good, but that was something that had nothing to do with Ash.
Ash put down the wine, which had not even a few sips. And he thought to himself,
looking at his drunk opponent in a mess.
He was also excellent as a partner. It would be hard to find a man who is as good at his
job as he.
“Let’s move and have another drink. How about we continue in my mansion?”
There was also an appropriate justification. In the past, in the process of organizing a
business, his opponent secretly deducted some of the money.
He cut off the opponent’s limb, hoping that he would not do it again, and finally cut his
neck.
He could have cut his throat from the start and finished neatly, but Ash didn’t do it on
purpose.
After killing his business partner and longtime friend so badly that he couldn’t even
understand it, Ash suddenly saw his sister again.
A rich, covetous red hair covering the back. Smooth skin, sparkling amber eyes. His
sister remained the same, but somehow different.
He was not the only one who grew up over the years. His sister Lydia had become a
woman.
The trash he had cut off his limbs and killed did not even know the subject and dared to
covet. And at the moment of recognizing that natural fact, there was a certain
disturbance in Ash’s mind.
Ash didn’t know exactly what it was. He couldn’t define it in words. But he knew
something had changed. He could only guess that much.
No, similar to thirst but not strictly thirst. No matter how much water he drinks, it hasn’t
been resolved.
It was a strange sensation. He feels like he’s going to burn out, but he hasn’t got any
better with water or other drinks.
“……”
Feeling unable to move in a moment with only a slight touch of his bangs, Ash looked at
his sister.
His sister was much smaller than Ash and is now nearing adulthood.
The round top of her head barely crossed his shoulder at best. When he was young, he
was busy looking up at his sister, and from some point on, Lydia had to raise her head
to make eye contact.
Her neck was slender as if it would break if it were held wrong, and the shoulders were
tender enough to be careful to touch. Her eyelashes were long and voluminous. Her
cheeks were lively, her lips were red and pretty in shape, and her forehead was white.
“Ash?”
“…….”
Ash stopped taking his hand unconsciously from Lydia’s moonlit face.
Ash raised his hand in the air that day. Then he squeezed his fist to avoid Lydia’s eyes.
In front of a question that he did not know the answer, Ash waited.
But over time, the identity of the thirst was never revealed. The thirst grew more and
more frequent as the days went by without a clear answer.
Then one day when his sister said that she was a family.
At that time, in addition to thirst, there was also a cramping pain that seemed to block
the inside of him.
Ash had been deliberately overworked and abused his body for it. Of course, it didn’t
work at all.
Later on, this period was entirely in touch with patience. To endure, suppress, swallow,
and constantly toil something.
It was a time when he repeated it countless times. Even though he didn’t realize it. It
was after some time that Ash realized his patience.
The occasion was sudden. A monster raid occurred in the south, leading the
subjugation team to the south.
Ash couldn’t believe the news was delivered with a note of urgency by a member of his
dark organization, who even violated his orders.
At the moment, his mind seemed to be emptied without leaving anything behind. The
accident came to a shortstop and then turned around again.
Why?
While the body was moving first and turning the horse on the spot, the head continued
to raise only one question.
Why?
At the end of the sentence, there was a question that could not be answered “why.”
Ash had never imagined. It was not allowed even as a passing assumption.
It was something he’d never drawn before in his life. Because it didn’t mean anything.
Those moments could not exist, and will never exist.
“……noonim.”
He ran the horse nonstop, and when he arrived at the village, he forced him to find a
wizard and use a mobile magic trick.
He repeated it and it took him more than a day to get to the system. It was only around
that time that a piece of news arrived that they had found their sister in the northern
forest.
Ash headed straight for the northern forest. Until then he had no memory of taking a
break or falling asleep for a moment, but he did not care for such a trivial.
Entering the forest, he threw away the exhausted sorcerer from using his mana and cut
down a monster that blocked the way.
The face that was messed up and stared at him as if looking at an illusion.
“Why…”
As soon as Ash saw her, he wanted to ask. There was a constant stream of questions
on the way here.
His sister, who he found in the forest, looked like a person who would go a long way
and would never come back.
The clothes she’s wearing, the bags she’s holding in her arms.
After confirming with his eyes that the report was not his illusion, he felt like he was
going to laugh in vain.
The reason doesn’t matter. The reason why she tried to leave him, it didn’t matter.
Because the answer is no. He couldn’t let go of his sister. It was impossible.
Whatever his sister wants and does, that doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter what she
wants.
He was going to go back and treat her ankle first, which seemed to be hurt. It was then
that Ash’s movements were suddenly bound.
“Oh, don’t worry about someone who’s not your sister, and help me!”
“…that’s right, Ash. It’s true. I was adopted by my family when I was young. Very… very
young, yes, even before you were born.”
Ash began to wipe a blurry mirror, listening to her pitifully precarious trembling voice.
The mirror was illuminating the memory. The memory was a wonderful old one, but it
was clear as a lie when the dust was wiped away.
Ash did not move for a moment, facing a memory that was so intact and clear that he
could not believe when he heard it.
Then he acted. He cut down everything he had to cut and lifted Lydia, who couldn’t
stand up because of her injured ankle.
“Yes.”
“Really. Not a drop of blood mixed up. Not a half-sister, completely, a complete
stranger.”
“I know.”
The tired body quickly fell asleep. Ash swept Lydia’s hair off the carriage without a word.
Like magic, his thirst was gone. Like a rain fell on the dry ground and was refreshed as
if the lock had been released.
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“Lydia.”
Ash quietly spoke the name of the other person who had fallen asleep.
Only then did he know what patience he had been having. And where did that sensation
like thirst come from?
Red hair flowed gently down the crevice of his finger. Ash grasped it firmly so that it
wouldn’t get out and kissed it again.
He laughed.
The word family became a hard shackle, suppressed, endured, and ignored
unconsciously.
Joy and peace came at the same time as a man who finally found what he had long
hoped for.
Memories came to mind, and then he realized. Ash no longer had the intention of
denying this feeling, nor did he have the will to endure it.
‘Hi, Ash.’
A long time ago. At one distant moment, there was a woman who invaded Ash’s world.
And as time went by, the woman naturally became his world, as was originally set.
Ash laughed as he caught the scene in his eyes. He smiled so softly that he wondered if
he knew it.
I had a dream.
As intended, I escaped from the mansion and ran away desperately, but in the end, it
was a dream of being caught by Ash on the way without much going.
But from the next time, the development of the dream was somewhat strange. Ash
knew the secret of my birth and didn’t kill me.
Far from that, he looked at me with a more affectionate eye and embraced me with a
tender touch.
Then in a soft voice, he whispered to me, “Get some rest,” and I fell asleep just like that.
…….
“……..”
I opened my eyes.
A familiar ceiling was seen. And right after that, I could hear a familiar voice.
“Lady!”
“……Bessie?”
I blinked my eyes and soon got up. I felt dizzy for a moment because I suddenly moved,
but it got better.
‘This is……’
After checking out the faces that added to my subtle guilt, I looked at Bessie again. She
opened her mouth with tears.
“Huh?”
“Why did you leave the mansion? And with that outfit.”
I looked unconsciously down at Bessie’s words. An indoor white dress with no exposure
came into view.
“What you’re wearing now, of course, is what I’ve changed for you!”
“You mean that? Where on earth did you get those men’s clothes from?”
……Ah.
The pain was immediately felt from the ankle, which was hard to move as if a bandage
had been wrapped.
True. The fact that I fled the mansion and went into the northern forest and struggled
was all true.
“Then………and then?”
“And those clothes are crumpled and messed up here and there like you were rolled in
a forest somewhere…… do you know how worried I was?”
I saw her and then the butler, Alex, and Sir Darberry in turn.
The three didn’t say anything, but their expressions were all similar. Bessie’s just
speaking as a representative, so they all feel the same way.
“……sorry.”
“……sorry.”
“You don’t know how much I’m afraid you’ll face some danger outside, regardless of
everything else……..”
“I was wrong.”
In the end, I hugged Bessie, who couldn’t keep up. I had nothing to say to these people.
I knew how selfish my choice was to them. I knew that if I disappeared like that, they
would definitely be this sad and worried, but even though I knew it, I thought only of
myself right away.
It was more important than anything else to avoid my unhappiness, which was just
scary and frightening.
The sorriest and heartbreaking thing is that if I lose my memory and get in the same
situation, I will make the same choice again.
“I’m so sorry.”
It was a small sound, so I’m sure it wouldn’t be heard. But everyone except me was
doing nothing.
Bessie soon warmed up from my embrace. As she curled her cheek with the back of her
hand, Alex was seen putting out his handkerchief as if he had waited.
“There’s a lot of stories to tell and stories to hear, but I’ll concede for a moment.”
“Concede?”
Soon I knew what Bessy was talking about. I could see a face that made my heart drop
behind her, who rose from his seat.
“Come on, we’ll get out. We’ll just leave you two alone.”
Bessie was quick in action. She left the room in a flash with all the people here.
I heard the door shut. Ash, who was standing near the door, moved slowly this way.
My heart throbbed.
It is certainly true that I had suffered from encountering a group of forest thieves by
looking at the condition of my ankles.
Now that I’m back in the mansion, I think it’s true that I was captured by a member of
the Dark Knights.
I flinched and raised my head. Ash was sitting in bed. The sound of the heart becomes
clearer due to his close face.
It sounded louder in the midst of silence. I let my hair down and opened my mouth.
“……what?”
I glanced at my feet. Pulling up the quilt revealed the right ankle wrapped in a bandage,
as I had guessed.
It wasn’t empty talk. Compared to before, the pain in the ankle was significantly
reduced. It stings a little when I move, but this was tolerable.
Perhaps in a mood, Ash’s eyes stayed a little longer at my feet and then came back.
“How are you feeling? Besides your ankles, don’t you feel uncomfortable anywhere
else?”
Rather, the whole body was refreshed whether I slept well. The fever that I felt before I
fell asleep was no longer there.
I jokingly thought the Doctor would have had some trouble while I was asleep, but I
stopped.
Anyway, I wasn’t very proud of this situation where I was caught secretly trying to
escape from the mansion.
I fidgeted the bedsheets like I had nothing to do. Silence sank in the room.
I felt awkward by myself, so I picked up the gaze that I had put down obliquely, and met
Ash’s gaze.
My heart beat faster. I stopped bothering the bedsheet without meaning and thought.
‘Was it a dream?’
I wasn’t sure how far my memories were real and where they were fictitious.
At first glance, it was clear that everything seemed to be real, but at the same time, I
wondered if it was an illusion created by my earnest wish.
After a long pause, I finally broke the silence first. It took courage enough until the
fingernails penetrate the skin into the rolled hand.
“Ash, I…”
I took a breather because of my nervousness.
In fact, my mind was quite complicated. The questions I wanted to ask were quite long
in writing.
Is it true that I’ve met him in the forest, it’s not a mere dream or fantasies, or did he
already know that I’m an adoptee? Was he sure he’s treating me like this even though
he knows that I’m not his sister?
I tried to condense the long question into a sentence and suddenly that sound popped
out.
Whether it’s appropriate or not, the word has already been said. I waited for an answer
with a thumping heart.
Perhaps because of the tension, I felt nauseous. The sound of my heart was so loud
that I felt a headache.
At the moment, my shoulders shrunk secretly as I recalled some memories in the past.
It was such a friendly and careful touch that I didn’t even think about resisting.
Soon after, I was surprised. Because Ash kissed me on the back of my hand.
The time seemed to stop briefly. All nerves were immediately turned to one place.
“No.”
Chapter 88
“…….”
Is it the sound of my heart that’s ringing in my head? Then my heart might burst soon.
The human heart could not be able to withstand this beating.
Ash continued, not letting go of my hand, whether or not she knew what I was thinking.
“Uh, eh?”
“I hope not.”
But even after doing that, Ash in front of me didn’t disappear. Everything was the same.
It was real.
No words came out. Even if it came out, it seemed that I would scream instead of a
normal word.
I kept my mouth shut like some unfortunate princess with an unspeakable curse and
soon shook my head.
It was a dazzling smile. I forgot everything else and lost my mind looking at his smiles.
“……”
……then?
My heartbeat is really crazy. The situation was too dreamy to feel real.
In the meantime, my hand which was still held by Ash seemed to be burning hot. Not to
mention the back of my hand where his lips touched.
And he put my hair behind my ears with a calm touch that I couldn’t feel any regret left.
I forgot how to move again and Ash whispered quietly in my ear like that.
But it wouldn’t be my illusion that the hand that was handing over my hair before
leaving, moved particularly slowly as if he hated to fall off.
After the door opened and closed again, I’ve been sitting there like a rock for a while.
“……….nonsense.”
Sometimes reality is more like a dream than a dream itself. I thought now was the time.
It turned out that I woke up at the mansion in the middle of the night when dawn was
approaching.
The reason why I felt the room was bright was because of the lighting.
After a few hours, the dawn broke from the outside the window. Of course, I didn’t fall
asleep until then. And of course, I couldn’t sleep more.
“Uh, uh?”
I knew I was enchanted by her voice so I could wake up from my blank mind.
“It’s really alright. Well, I guess I’m a little half asleep. That’s all.”
Then I dipped my hands in the lukewarm washbasin, and what happened a few hours
ago suddenly occupied my head.
“……”
“Oh, lady! Why have you slapped yourself all of a sudden? Why are you pinching
yourself again!”
All I did in the room until dawn was to shut my mouth and roll around on the bed like a
madman to keep my scream from leaking. And then when I am exhausted, I stop, then
roll again when my energy gets back.
I repeated it all night. If anyone had seen it, they would have really thought that there’s
something wrong with my mind.
When I asked Ash last night if I was still his sister, in fact, I didn’t expect such an
answer.
It’s just, even though there’s no blood in it, we’ve been together for a long time, so we’re
like a family.
Even if I’m not his sister, I think affection is similar since we’ve become familiar for a
long time.
This was the hopeful answer I had drawn. And I thought I’d be happy if it happened.
Because he does not despise and hates me. I thought that alone would be enough relief
and happiness for me.
‘I hope not.’
My heart thumped. At the same time, my right hand was on edge. I wrapped the area
carefully with my other hand.
I wouldn’t not know what the words and actions meant after all. I couldn’t help not
knowing. How can I not know?
It’s what I’ve been hoping for dozens, no, hundreds of more times.
So I couldn’t help noticing, and as soon as I knew, I couldn’t believe it. It was
unbelievable.
Would this be the feeling of a person’s hope which became a reality, who thought it was
only a vain delusion?
It was all because of that that I was too mesmerized as if I had lost a screw.
I barely finished washing my face that seemed unlikely to end by dazed, and washed
again.
Bessie didn’t say much whether she believed in the excuse that my condition was again
questionable that I was still half asleep.
Instead, she came up to me wiping the water after cleaning up the wash.
“Lady.”
“Huh?”
Bessie took my hand. A rather rough, but warm hand, perhaps because she had been
working for a long time.
Bessie opened her mouth when I was feeling the warmth that was being transmitted.
“….….”
Her eyes and voice made me speechless. Come to think of it, Bessie and many others
were still awake until I woke up at that late hour.
What did she feel? Waiting for me to wake up in the middle of the night.
Somewhere in the corner of my heart, there was a guilty feeling raised up. So eventually
I nodded.
And as if it was not enough, Bessy made me raise my hand and swore in place and
twinkled the pinkie.
Bessi opened her eyes to my attitude at the time and then narrowed her gaze.
“Why?”
Why would I be joking around at this time when I haven’t done anything right? My
thoughtlessness wasn’t that low.
“I promise. I will never do that again. I won’t leave the mansion that way, no matter
what.”
“……that’s a promise.”
Bessie loosened her pinkie, saying she would let it go this time soon. I stared at soft
Bessie and asked.
“What?”
At dawn, I was confused about how to explain it and how much it would be better to
confide.
But Bessy didn’t mention the subject again, contrary to what I thought.
“Well, what if I can’t move a step from here until you tell me everything? Well, frankly, I
didn’t mean to do that either.”
Bessie took a towel from me and thoroughly wiped the water off my face.
“You promised me you wouldn’t do that again anyway. That’s enough. For me.”
“…….”
“No, I’ll do it later because it’s something I need to prepare my mind for.”
“Yes, then. Oh, if you think something’s wrong, don’t skip it and tell me right away. This
is a promise, too.”
“Okay.”
Then Bessie said she would squeeze the chef out and make a nice breakfast and then
left the room.
I stayed alone, blinked my eyes and laid back. The feel of the soft bed enveloped my
back.
Not just for one Bessie, but for everyone in the mansion.
I’m not the blood of this family, although the butler and Bessie already know.
I lay down, spreading some imagination, and then rolled the bed again.
Then, I rolled on the bed like that and suddenly a luggage bag placed near the bed
caught my eye.
Come to think of it, I didn’t remember putting that suitcase out of my hand until just
before I lost consciousness.
I’ve been hugging Ash and limping… Well, anyway I’ve been hugging him.
I was thinking of it and soon jumped up. As soon as I saw the bag, I remembered
something.
It’s now clear that everything I’ve been through in the forest is not a dream, but a reality.
Then it was also true that the enchanted cloth in that luggage bag in the forest gathered
countless monsters.
However, in the context, it must have been the enchanted cloth. He would be like that
because no matter how much I looked at, it was difficult to doubt other things in that
luggage bag.
Think about it. Did the compass call the monsters? Or a maid’s uniform? Or a fake I.D.?
The enchanted cloth makes the most sense. This was the only thing that was most
plausible.
A piece of light blue fabric with a distinct presence between the odds and ends has
complicated the mood.
It’s a simple way to check. I can take the enchanted cloth to the place where there are a
few monsters.
‘But it’s easier said than done, the monster is not a local dog, and that time was the first
time I’ve seen the monster in this life.’
Monsters were rare creatures that ordinary people would never see in their lifetime.
Come to think of it, the southern forest was called the monster’s nest instead of its
original name because no one knew how many monsters there were.
‘If I go there and check it out, I’ll find out for sure.”
If I’d rather go than the Southern Forest, the Northern Forest where I’ve recently
encountered a monster…….
‘Hold on’
Considering the distance from here to the south, it could never have been finished
already.
Then I opened the door to go to Ash, and there was an unexpected face in the hallway.
“Lady.”
I took a slight pause in the opponent’s calm mid-low voice and opened my mouth.
“……Sir.”
I shut the door behind my back with my red hands, as if I had suddenly lost my place to
go.
Then I answered with a vague stare somewhere in the air, not to Sir Davery.
Before I left the mansion, I had asked Sir Davery to be taken away and sent him away
on a fake errand.
Then this was the first time we faced each other properly. I saw him last night, but it was
so crowded and just for a short moment.
If you are not tormented and embarrassed by remorse in this situation, I couldn’t be
called human. The guilt in my heart was beating me with great excitement.
I wondered if he knew that I was eagerly avoiding his eyes with a sinner’s heart.
I exclaimed in astonishment.
My voice rose unknowingly at the thought of walking down the hall with this torturous
and agonizing heartache. Oh, but did I say it too loud? I added as an excuse.
“No, I’m bothering you. You can’t bother doing something you don’t have to do.”
“……”
‘Oh! No!’
An inner scream broke out at Sir Davery’s last words. I held my hand forward and
stirred it hurriedly.
“No! It wasn’t a lack of sincerity, it was rather too much…I mean, since you’re working
so hard… It’s…….”
The gibberish that I don’t know what I’m saying was finally put together in one word.
“… I’m sorry.”
Yeah, there was something else he wanted to say to me. I connected in a husky voice.
“It’s my fault.”
‘Lies.’
Eventually, you were abandoned or something like that. But I swallowed the rebuttal
because I was in a position where I did nothing well.
“I’m telling you, I don’t think you did anything wrong to me.”
“……”
“Sweet gentle cooking boy was in a place that was harder to find than I thought, and the
meringue cookies I had obtained had to be shocked and grieved only to realize that I
was deceived, but I don’t think my lady is responsible for anything.”
“Just kidding. I’m really fine. So you don’t have to worry about it anymore.”
“……..”
“I’ll just stand here and take you to the place where you were going, and keep doing my
job. By the way, is your ankle okay?”
Sir Davery said he would help if walking was inconvenient. I glanced down at my right
ankle, tightly bandaged, and shook my head.
Sir Davery tried to take the lead and turned this way. I hesitated and brought up the
words.
I tried hard to find the right word, but it eventually popped out.
Sir Davery, the man I was fooled, laughed his head off.
“It’s common in every epic story that a rich lady ostracizes a guard to move freely. I
understand if you think like that. Frankly speaking, I think we’re not enough of the ones
who are just being left out.”
“I didn’t mean that. The point is that I don’t want to blame you. Please think so.”
I could tell it was true. I listened to Sir Davery’s calm voice, which stuck in my ear, and
then took my step off my seat.
Then I said,
“This is hard, this is the first time I’ve seen you become honest like this. ”
My steps became light. After exchanging puns, as usual, I felt a lot of awkwardness in
my guiltiness.
How long did we walk so light but slow? Sir Davery suddenly took the lead.
“……?”
“If a similar situation comes again, I’d like you to take me with you then. I’ll follow you.”
It won’t happen again, a similar situation. I already promised I won’t do that again by
beating Bessy’s and my fingers twice.
“Yes.”
“But you’re going to follow me? Even if I left Ash and ran away?”
Of course, that won’t happen even if I die and go back to life again.
“Yes.”
“…….”
“I know. Well, I’ve been with you for a while, and now you seem to like my master. I
didn’t know I was such a weak-minded person.”
“What is it?”
There was a silly laugh. It sounded funnier because I knew it was nonsense.
Sir Davery’s loyalty to Ash was extraordinary. Everyone in the mansion knew it. Of
course, me too.
If Ash asks him to die, then he will follow his will to jump in front of him and cut himself
with his own sword.
“Well, that’s good. I’ve been walking around with Sir Davery all the time, and you’re like
a man of my own.”
“…..”
“If this happens again, then I’ll take you without leaving you out. What do you say, it’s an
honour, right?”
Sir Davery had no answer. The silence that had fallen in a single moment seemed
unusually quiet.
At this time Sir Davery was walking half a step ahead of me.
What kind of facial expression will he have? I suddenly heard such a question, but I was
suffering from a subtle internal conflict because it didn’t seem to be enough to check it
out.
Just in time, I had something to say about it, so I asked a new topic.
“It hurt a little a few hours ago, but now it’s really okay. I guess I’m resilient.”
It’s the truth. By the time I just woke up, there was a rather painful pain just to pull my
ankle. But how long has it been since then? Now, it was okay to walk with a little
caution.
Throughout my past life, I’ve broken a bone, but I’ve never sprained my ankle before.
“A divine priest?”
“When His Excellency came back to the mansion with my lady, there was also a divine
priest… No, he brought him.”
“The divine priest had divine power with the effect of healing the wound and improving
the resilience. Fortunately, I think it helped you.”
“I see.”
It turned out that someone had suffered while I was asleep, not the Doctor, but an
unnamed divine priest.
I’m sure he’s been dragged humanely. I wondered if he had returned humanely, but I
decided not to check.
Then it came to my mind when I was almost there – the office that became my
destination, Ash’s office – from this early hour it was assumed that Ash would be in the
office, not in the bedroom.
When the sun rose to announce the morning outside the window, I was actually
preparing my mind.
I thought, of course, that as soon as the day dawned, the butler would show up with a
whole bunch of questions.
When someone had an accident – in general – it has been a traditional repertoire for a
butler who came the next morning to punish me with his devil’s sermon.
Furthermore, this time the accident was more serious. What more words are needed
since I had been arrested after running away from home?
The other day, I was so scolded for going out secretly to watch the night festival, so I
couldn’t imagine what kind of death course would be waiting for this time.
For some reason, however, the butler had not been seen in front of me until now.
Sometimes the butler, who was suspected of being a preaching robot, was
unexpectedly humane. But, Sir Davery, who was walking alongside me, looked
troubled.
……huh?
“What does that look mean now, Sir?”
“What is it?”
What is it? Why? Soon after I questioned him, Sir Davery opened his mouth with a
reluctant air.
“What?”
“Isn’t it because of his own sermons that my lady left the mansion like that?”
“…….”
‘Butler!’
‘No, but he actually knew what destructive power his nagging had, beyond my
expectations… Not!’
“…….”
Listening to Sir Davery’s request, I thought I must visit the butler after seeing Ash.
***
I heard the rumour that the subjugation force was left behind.
“A lot of people with no skill have joined the subjugation force after hearing that Ash was
the person in charge.”
And even though the imperial family knew about it, they did not bother to filter them out.
The rest were only decorations anyway since they thought Ash would take care of
everything.
In other words, the subjugation force was not a subjugation force, but rather “Ash and
Peep Chick Friends.”
But Ash threw all the chicks away! On the way, too!
“I left the leader, so I’m sure they’ll get to the South safely. I’ll be there by tomorrow
anyway.”
Ash said calmly. I sat in the middle of the reception table in the Oval Office, gazing at
Ash’s face, and suddenly opened my mouth.
Monsters were too strong for chicks that joined forces with each other.
I know it after I saw another of the man who bravely attacked the monster who was
three meters tall and then had his head burst.
“Let’s start now. Go and join them. It will be a little late, but I sent a message to tell the
subjugation team to wait until then…….”
“Noonim.”
“Huh?”
Ash tilted his upper body forward. The gap between us has narrowed.
Ash put his chin in that state and continued to look at me gently.
“…….”
“Feel relieved. I’m not going to take a step out of this mansion until you get back from
the slaughter….”
‘Cause…’
I couldn’t finish talking. Because Ash reached out and took a handful of my hair. The red
hair flowed like a thread through Ash’s fine fingers.
Ash grabbed the end and kissed it before all the hair came out of his grasp.
I hardened at the scene that captured it in my eyes, somehow friendly and seductive.
His words followed.
“…….”
This…
Did this what he meant when he said he was going to quit being the younger brother?
Was it a declaration to be tempting and seductive like this?
I made up my mind as much as I expected, but when I got it, I couldn’t come to my
senses more than I thought.
I was stiff as a rock in the net, feeling tempted by the beauties of the century, and barely
moved my mouth.
“Well, that’s me, of course, but… I mean, I mean, if we just let them go, they might all
die.….”
No, wait.
I suddenly stopped trying to tell Ash an absurd story about the preciousness of life that
would never be worth telling.
At that moment, I had an idea that flashed across my mind.
I cried out.
“Let’s go together!”
“What?”
I have to go south. No, I don’t have to go, but it was good to go.
This was the end of killing two birds with one stone. Save the poor chicks and achieve
my purpose.
Ash seemed to think for a moment about my sudden proposal and soon lowered her
gaze.
I tried to answer that I was fine, but I thought it was a bit too much.
Well, it’s a little early to say I’m fine. I can only walk slowly.
“…….”
“Well, I mean, even if we go south anyway, I’ll be with you most of the time. Then I walk
on my own when I feel like my ankle is okay, and if I feel a little pain, you could hold
me… How about it…..maybe?”
I looked at Ash’s expression as if he was starting to conflict, and I wanted to know that it
was right, so I quickly added a few words.
“And they say the southern part has such a good view. If you go down a little bit, you
can see the ocean, and if you try to subdue it, can’t you finish it soon? Then the
subjugation itself is finished early, and the remaining time is you and me……”
“…….”
“Like a trip…”
Wait, this time I’m really embarrassed. However, my embarrassment and persuasion
seemed to have worked in proportion this time as well.
“All right.”
“……..”
Now that I have achieved what I wanted, of course, a sense of achievement should
come first, but why is shame came first?
I brushed my cheek with the back of my hand as if something was on me. There was
heat instead of something else.
‘A trip….’
Two birds with one stone became three birds with one stone.
***
And I knew in the process how Ash could then appear so quickly in the northern forest.
The method used by Ash to travel a few days’ distance in just one day was simple.
Two, have the sorcerer use a moving spell to the next village.
Three. Arrive at the next village and repeat the above process.
I was stunned and swallowed a sigh. It looks really simple at first glance, but it wasn’t at
all when I dug into the facts.
It was a problem from the first stage. I don’t know if I’ve told this before, but in this
world, a sorcerer was very valuable manpower.
There are many reasons, but the core of them was the sorcerer was rare. The sorcerer
was not scattered by the side of the road. Their numbers weren’t as much as expected
from the whole empire. Besides, they liked to hide away from people, whether it was a
natural trait or not.
What does all of this mean? Yes. That’s right, it means the sorcerer was hard to find.
Although I’ve seen a sorcerer before, at the territory, this was the first time I’ve seen a
sorcerer cast magic while living in this world.
Well, let’s say we managed to found a sorcerer who was hiding out of sight.
It was an anecdote that in the past, a billionaire, who had money to buy the mansion,
was treated poorly and beaten at the door, even though he offered such an amount of
money to buy the mansion.
And now, you want such a sorcerer to use the movement magic?
Let me add one more explanation to help you understand here. Movement magic was
the number one challenge magic honour that the sorcerer commonly avoided. The
reason is simple. Because it’s hard.
Among the numerous sorcerers, movement magic was known for its exceptionally
demanding and arduous magic.
I’m not related to that major, so I don’t know in detail, but I heard that its difficulty level
could make your legs tremble like a newborn deer because it’s so hard to cast.
In other words, a decent sorcerer will never, ever, willingly use that magic.
After all, Ash went through all the process of finding the sorcerers hiding in the village
and forcing them to use movement magic.
‘Eum……’
I imagine what kind of threats, threats, and threats were there in a series of routes for
Ash to move from village to village and exploit sorcerers. But I stop. Whatever I think, it
shouldn’t be more than strange things.
No, it’s like…….. It was an efficient means from a humanitarian point of view anyway.
I think it was literally Ash’s way of doing it, and I heard that Ash used the same method
to take to the mansion from the forest while I was asleep.
No wonder I didn’t think I was asleep that long but when I woke up, it was a mansion.
‘Two people would have been twice as hard. It’s late, but I’m giving you my silent
tribute.’
As I was praying in my heart for the unknown sorcerers, I could hear a clear voice that
the preparation was ready.
I looked down at the ground listening to her voice. The floor was painted with a very
complex pattern of circular magic at a glance.
When Alex heard the conversation, while he went to call Ash, the sorcerer took my wrist
and muttered.
“So, we’re going such a distance with two people, huu it’s my first time …I don’t know if I
can do it well……”
“…..”
The sorcerer smiled at me as if to reassure me. Her eyes with the warm orange sunset
curled into a half-moon…
It’s a long explanation, but I’ll shorten it for you. This very decent sorcerer is about to be
used as a means of transportation to the south directly. And besides, she’s a sorcerer
whom I know.
I whispered, looking at her, who was with the Crown Prince at the territory and had
recently cast me the reverse magic in the northern village.
After Ash and I decided to go down to the south together, Ash said, Let’s move on
through the movement magic to the south.
And it was a little later that I learned that it was a different expression of the sound of
‘exploiting a sorcerer’.
Of course, I was surprised and opposed to it at first, but Ash had no intention of backing
down.
I guess he was worried about my ankles and my stamina to ride the carriage for a few
days, but…….
khem.
At any rate, Ash was stubborn and I couldn’t say no more, so I came up with a
compromise instead.
Let’s get a volunteer before we force a sorcerer here to exploit. If there is no one willing
to do it, let’s go and select them ourselves.
So I offered a request early in the morning, but not long after that, this sorcerer came to
the mansion.
“I know how difficult the movement magic is. It’s magic that you use only when you want
to test your limits.”
Honestly, I thought it would be better if at least one person came, but I didn’t know it
was her.
It’s a pretty large sum of money, but I don’t think that would have tempted a genius
sorcerer who was competent enough to work for the Imperial Palace.
Well, what should I say? It was a request that I gave out with the feeling that anyone
could come, but when I saw a familiar face, I felt strangely complicated.
If you’re going to exploit it, it’s still a little bit of remorse for someone you don’t know……
No, wait a minute. What’s wrong with my personality?
“Well, it’s known that way. You know very well, Princess.”
“That’s what I’m saying. You want to test your limits?”
“No.”
“No way. Unlike a lot of Dunjae and Bumjae, I know my limitations better than anyone
else without having to be vague.”
It sounds like I heard something nasty, but it’s from a certified genius sorcerer, so I let it
pass.
“Then why…”
“Princess.”
“…….?”
“What?”
What?
“The day I happened to run into the princess in the northern village and cast a spell on
you. And then I stalked the princess.”
“I noticed a little later that the princess was heading for the North Forest. Well, I meant
to extend your escape a little bit, not to put you in danger.”
The north forest was not a very short place for a possible threat. But she said, if I was in
danger of dying, she would show up and save me.
I’m speechless.
“……”
“So I thought maybe I should get out of there. I was in the forest when I made that
decision and turned around….”
The sorcerer twitched her nose at this point. It seems to be quite embarrassing for her
to think about it again.
“Just before I left the forest, I saw a sudden influx of monsters crowding in. It is also in
the direction of the princess.”
She let out a sigh. It was a breath of complexity that reminded me of how I felt back
then.
“It was a huge number. I was surprised and very embarrassed at the same time. I’m a
brilliant genius sorcerer who can make it to two people at the same time, but I wasn’t
sure if I could get you out of those monsters.”
There seemed to have been some noticeable self-praise in the middle of her story, but
her story continued to flow anyway.
“What should I do about this? Should I just jump in? That’s when I thought about it.”
“……?”
“I felt a sudden wave of mana nearby that tore up space and then the Duke appeared
there.”
heart beating
Unconsciously, I listened more than before, and then followed her words.
A rag-like sorcerer.
“And as soon as they showed up, he threw the sorcerer away and began slaughtering
the monster. Roughly.”
I suddenly opened my mouth after hearing all her words.
Because I wondered if this was the cover of what she wanted to say.
“Then the reason you came here today…… Are you saying it’s because of Ash?”
Is she worried that she might die if Ash knows that she used to help me with reverse
magic while running away ?
So she came to me in advance and helped us like this to ask me to keep it secret?
When I thought that it was a pretty plausible reason, I heard the voice of the sorcerer.
“I’m sorry.”
“……Yes?”
I looked at her suddenly, wondering what she was talking about. The sorcerer said
again.
“I’m sorry I could have ruined one person’s life. That’s why I’m here.”
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I blinked my eyes.
I think the only thing that had been ruined in her story was the rag-like unknown
sorcerer………
As if she had read such a thing in my head, the sorcerer added, with a faint smile on her
face
“It’s a simple story. I’m very good at reading, and there are quite a few things I can tell
just by looking at it.”
At that time, I could see Alex, who had just gone to call Ash, coming back.
Behind Alex, who opened the front door of the mansion, a familiar, welcoming, and
heart-fluttering face naturally caught my eye.
“Do you remember, Princess? The words I said when I cast a magic spell on the
princess.”
“…….?”
Her voice dropped whispering. Thanks to it, the words that followed were only heard in
my ears.
“I said I was grumpy that time. The reason why I help the princess.”
“…….”
“But actually, he was too desperate that I was so mean at that time.”
“…….”
“Just at the assumption that he may lose as it is, the whole world surrounding him was
shaken and gradually collapsed.”
At first, glance, what the sorcerer said sounded like a mystery. As it contains abstract
narratives, understanding all of her words immediately felt like a task.
“After I saw it, I was ashamed of my childish grumpy behaviour, and the result was this
feeling of debt anyway…….”
“…….”
“So I was looking for a little less of a way to get there, and I happened to have a
chance. That’s the story. The end of my explanation.”
“Noonim.”
Until a little while ago he’d been asleep, but there was no sign of sleepiness at all.
“You should have woken me up. You shouldn’t be out alone like this.”
It was me who forced Ash to sleep for a moment, knowing that he had been awake for
nearly two days.
I shook my head. Then I touched the end of the cape and opened my mouth.
“Oh, so……she’s the one who’ll be working for us soon. So I said hello in advance.”
Bessi was waving her handkerchief toward this side with Alex, who was standing in the
distance, so as not to interfere with the activation of magic.
Next to Bessie was Sir Davery and the butler, who bowed silently.
Bessi was the person who was the most fiercely opposed to me when she first heard of
my intention to go south.
She jumped from her seat with the spirit of rolling back.
And then, as soon as she heard additional information that Ash would accompany me,
she changed her opinion immediately, like flipping her palm.
In any case, it would be hard to find a person who has the same attitude as Bessie.
But now I’m laughing. Even though I knew it was real, I couldn’t believe it.
No, there was no such thing as preparation. When we get to the south anyway,
everything we need will be provided by the landlord.
Just in case she’s worried. Since I can’t go to see her right now, I sent a short message
to reassure her.
“Okay. So….”
With that, the sorcerer poked the middle of the magic circle with her magic wand.
Then, the complex patterns forming the magic circle slowly dyed into the light from the
centre.
It was a mysterious sight. I’ve never seen a sorcerer do this, especially with a magic
wand.
“….…?”
“Or you can put your arms together. Anything’s fine, just physical contact.”
“That way you can safely move to the same place. I’ll skip the principle because it’s
boring and complicated.”
Aha.
Holding hands is something we’ve done before. To be honest, it was no big deal.
But I felt like I was suddenly conscious of what was happening, so I hesitated
awkwardly, and Ash suddenly lifted me.
“……..!”
I swallowed a scream that almost popped out automatically and looked ahead. Ash’s
beautiful jawline was seen right under my nose.
“Let’s go.”
I got red and hot to my ears. I can’t see my face, but I can assure you that my ears were
all red.
The sorcerer looked at us with the expression of seeing a pair of cockroaches and
quickly recovered her facial muscles.
“Yes, that’s good. At that point, one person will never fall out of the coordinates on the
move. That’s an excellent choice. Then please don’t move for a moment and stay in that
position.”
Then the sorcerer began to chant the spell with a magic wand in her hand as if she was
trying to invoke magic.
Even in this position, I can see the side of Ashe’s nose, which seems to have been
made well, including his straight nose, very well.
My heart leapt with embarrassment. And at that moment I remembered the words of the
sorcerer that I had just heard.
‘But actually, he was too desperate that I was so mean at that time.’
‘Just at the assumption that he may lose as it is, the whole world surrounding him was
shaken and gradually collapsed.’
As it seemed, it was all out of the blue except for Ash. As expected, the person she’s
referring was probably to Ash.
‘Then the one he lost, because of the circumstances at the time, maybe it was me,
myself.’
After all, desperate and deep hearts mean Ash’s heart towards me.
“…….”
My heart throbbed.
Is this a lie-like reality? I was so happy that I even had a glimpse of fear.
“……Ash.”
“Yes.”
I’m still trapped in a dream and I’m afraid all of these are just illusions that will disappear
when I open my eyes.
Ash answered my question, which came out of the blue, in a low voice.
“It would be bad if this was a dream. Since I’ll regret it.”
The very next moment, the sorcerer lifted her magic wand slightly with a shout, “It’s
done!” and then slammed it down.
At the same time, the light wrapped around the magic circle became a pillar and rose,
eating the backyard up.
I thought it was fortunate that the pillars of light blocked my view. Since I can cover my
face that has turned red enough to embarrass me to look in the mirror.
***
The sorcerer surprisingly came out at once and moved Ash to the southern destination.
I thought it would take at least a couple of times in the middle to relax through other
villages, but she must have been a much more genius than I had guessed.
However, after using magic, she showed some aftereffects for a while, but fortunately,
she did not vomit blood or faint, but stumbled a little and recovered quickly.
Anyway, thanks to the voluntary sacrifice of such a genius sorcerer, I and Ash arrived in
the south on time.
It’s not only not too late, but rather too early.
The chick unit that Ash dumped on the street still on their way…because it was the next
day that the subjugative force arrived in the south.
And there was one little happening in the lordship where I and Ash stayed during the
day waiting for the subjugative force.
As soon as he saw Ash, the lord, who somehow turned his eyes, was motivated to set
up a meeting with his daughters that day.
The four daughters of Count Dortridge, including his youngest daughter who saw Ash
late, have not collected their glaring eyes of greed since Ash first appeared in the south
land.
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Because of that, I couldn’t help but feel nervous inside, and fortunately, the Count’s
ambition was only ambitious.
The count’s wife, who found out her husband’s intentions during dinner, immediately
turned on the double heart and struck the count like fire.
The content was simple. The countess said that the count doesn’t know how to read the
time and the atmosphere.
The count’s wife pressed the count with a logic that the water kettle on the table is
perfectly reasonable and right, as to where the person who came down from the far
capital to save the suffering people because of the monster came first.
‘That’s it.’
In the end, the count, who was so scolded by his wife at the table, gave up his greed
and became calm.
Given that there was no resistance, it was not like this happened once or twice.
I was secretly relieved. And I kept my inner closeness and favorability toward the
Countess, whom I met for the first time, in my mind.
After a brief happening that made them nervous for a while, the subjugation team
arrived late the next morning.
One thing I want to mention here is the reaction that the subjugation force showed when
they arrived at the territory.
It was a reaction that seemed to have been brought up to heaven in a moment from
beyond hell.
‘Chicks…!’
I can even hear peep peep peep sounds like real chicks were here. No, is this
hallucination?
They all had sunken faces as if to show how hard they had to go all the way here. Some
did not have sunken faces but at the same time, they seemed to have escaped after
entering the coffin for a while.
Well, this is the assumption. Without Ash, it wouldn’t have been like subjugation and just
voluntarily going straight to the limbs to give up their lives.
In the first place, even if they did not have the proper skills and did not volunteer for the
subjugation ahead of only motivation or greed, there would have been no such thing as
being abandoned by Ash.
But even so, it was sad to see them happy that they lived together like that.
I secretly felt proud to see the subjugation force that seemed like a survival party in
advance.
This is because the Territory Defense Force, which had previously been dealing with
monsters, had just reached their limit and needed additional support.
Ash, who arrived the day before, said that the subjugation force, which had just set foot
in the territory, was not given time to relieve the fatigue, but they did not seem to have
any complaints.
Whatever it was, the relief and joy that came from Ash’s accompaniment seemed to be
the greatest profit for them.
Anyway, after that, he led his chick friends, who made me feel sorry for no reason, then
headed to the forest after simply preparing.
It wasn’t that I didn’t think about following him for a while, but I quickly gave up.
It was too obvious that I would be a distraction there. It’s not an outing.
‘Anyway, I’m going to check the enchanted fabric at the end of the subjugation or after
it.’
Later, when we’re free, I’ll go into the forest with Ash alone.
I thought so and tilted the teacup in the quiet mansion as the subjugation force started.
The Count and his wife prepared me a simple tea time, perhaps to keep me from being
bored while waiting.
And the Count’s daughters, who are a week away from my age, got together at that tea
time.
I put down the teacup after I tasted a sip. It was said to be a speciality of this territory,
so its taste and aroma were excellent.
The woman, dressed in a purple dress sitting opposite, smiled softly and talked.
“That’s a relief then, Oh I’m sorry about yesterday. You didn’t show it but you were in
trouble right?”
“Yesterday?”
“My father…….”
Ah, she’s talking about the Count’s burning ambition. Well, it has been solved
peacefully(?).
“It’s okay, and that’s not something that needs an apology anyway.”
“Thank you for saying so, my father is, uhm, rather unusual……..”
At that time, the count’s daughter on the right suddenly stepped in.
Seeming three or four years younger than me, sitting across my seat, she retorted and
began to pour out her words.
“He’d always been like that. When a man of our age visits the territory, he never stays
still. Do you know what it was like before? He grabbed some young man and a knight
who came to ask for directions for a while because he was confused with his
destination……”
“Every time he does that, I feel so embarrassed and ashamed…..but if I ask him not to
do that, he doesn’t listen to me every time. Sometimes he would be scolded by my
mother and changed but then do it again…..No matter how old we are, we won’t die if
we don’t get married right away…….”
‘That’s a lot.’
At first glance, I felt some anger at her voice that was getting more intense.
Finally, the Count’s daughter, who was sitting on the left, coughed in vain.
“Hey, stop it. That’s enough. Anyway, as you’ve heard, he’s that kind of person. I
apologize for yesterday’s rudeness.”
If the count had done something, he would have been caught by his wife before he
could do anything, and she ended up giving him a lot of scolding.
The daughter on the right, who looked at my expression, soon smiled and spoke to me.
“I’m glad you didn’t feel bad. Well, actually, I was rooting for my father yesterday, but…”
‘What?’
“Jenny.”
The name of the daughter on the right seems to be Jenny. She flinched when her name
was called and immediately protested.
“You…”
“I don’t know what you felt at another time, but you would have expected it yesterday.
I’m sure I’m right?”
The rebuttal to Jenny’s bold remarks did not come right back.
My heart was pounding. I picked up the teacup and drank it to hide the slight stiffness.
“Oh, Jenny.”
“What is it, eonni? Am I the only one who’s being honest? Is this how you do it?”
“Yes. Jenny, you’re not wrong. But what’s the use of that now?”
The woman in a purple dress, believed to be the oldest, calmly opened her mouth.
“Our intention wasn’t important anyway. It’s the same now, and just because you said
you were excited or expected, does that change anything?”
“Princess, I’m just wondering. What kind of woman does the Duke like?”
I thought the daughter in the purple dress would try to stop her sister. But there was no
sign of that.
Rather, it seemed as if they, along with Jenny, were silently waiting for my mouth to
open.
‘….…!’
Jenny’s face staring at me was full of expectations that were not hidden at all.
It was a time of conflict. In this situation, I opened my mouth while thinking about what
to say if I was Ash’s real sister.
It’s true. Come to think of it, it was. I realized it while thinking about the answer. Ash has
never told me anything like his woman’s preference.
“Hah! Then what about you, eonni. I’ve just seen your face look so disappointed.”
It is, it is. I don’t know a damn thing about Ash’s preference tastes.
Actually, I didn’t care much about it originally. This world is in a novel anyway, and I
thought Ash’s role was just “obsessed with the heroine.” So whatever his ideal type is,
he’s going to fall for the heroine anyway.
It made me wonder a lot about that, too. Honestly, I’d like to know more now than these
people.
‘……can I ask?’
It was when my head was filled with untimely worries. A bright voice called me.
“What?”
“Oh, my dear, there’s a degree of ignorance. If she had a fiance, the rumour would have
spread all the way here.”
By the way, the question suddenly came to me. I broached my words in agony.
Wait, come to think of it, I’ve never thought about my ideal type, have I?
“Well, of course. That’s a good question and answer. What’s so important about ideal
type anyway”
Somehow I feel embarrassed by the desperate response. When I touched the empty
teacup for no reason, the waiting-maid approached me and filled the cup with tea.
The subject of conversation naturally crossed over and over to the other topics.
As they spoke a few words, they gradually began to talk and chat, rather than at the
beginning, as if we had felt a little intimate.
There was a commotion outside by the time the cold tea had been brewed several
times.
“What is it?”
Already? Ah, look, the sun was already setting out the window. When did the time go
like this?
Then it seemed as if I could hear a faint voice and a limp of footsteps outside the door,
followed by a burst of doors in the parlour room.
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I was surprised. Ash was the owner of the sound of footsteps that had been limping like
iron.
Ash showed up without even taking off his armed armour. And behind Ash, I saw a
servant panting and following him.
“panting, no, I don’t know what’s going on, but how can you be in such a hurry…….?”
“It’s alright.”
“Yes?”
“Let’s go back.”
Ash, who looked at this side for a while without any action, turned immediately.
The servant probably took the role of guiding him to the parlour room, but he seemed to
have fallen behind from the middle, then I watched the servant do so with a blank face.
Then the servant came to his senses and chased Ash again.
Silence fell suddenly. It was a silence that filled the place in place of the sudden
disappearance of the disturbance.
After a while, the daughter, who was sitting on the left, broke the silence.
At this time, the daughter and Jenny, sitting on the right, covered their mouths. Their
expression looked dreamy.
“What?”
“You just saw it, didn’t you? You saw it, right?”
Jenny covered her cheek with her hand that covered her mouth and said.
“Don’t you know? The Duke just made sure that the princess was safe here.”
“…….!”
“And as soon as he got back from the subjugative force, His Excellency didn’t even
disarm his armour.”
“Oh, my.”
Jenny had a fluttering look on her face like an adolescent girl. No, actually, she was an
adolescent girl.
“That’s just how much his excellency worries and misses the princess!”
“How!”
“Oh, my God!”
Jenny’s lucid theorem gave a burst of exclamations on the left and opposite sides.
“I envy you!”
I didn’t answer.
It was not that there was any disagreement with Jenny’s above interpretation and
theorem.
Jenny was right. I don’t know if it was insight or the romance of a dreamy girl, but her
explanation was probably perfect.
I remembered, as soon as he opened the door of the parlour room, he found myself and
soon his golden eyes became tender and relieved.
“… Princess!”
As soon as I hit my forehead on the table, there was an immediate fuss. I waved my
hand in that state to convey that it was okay.
***
To borrow the expression of the people around, the situation itself seemed to be more
of a marvel than a smooth one.
Count Dotteridge, the landlord, trembled his hand after receiving the progress from the
subjugative force.
What?
“It’s always been like that so far. But you’re amazing. Wonderful!”
The count did not stop praising the subjugative force with his keen eyes. It was
understandable. It’d take 15 days, but if Ash had shortened it to five days.
At first, the subjugative force seemed to shrug off the count’s praise as a group but soon
confessed that everything was Ash’s work as if their conscience was hurting.
Ash seemed to roam the forest. One day to dispose of all the monsters that flowed out
of the forest and invaded the outskirts of the territory. And for the rest of the four days,
Ash has cut down the family of monsters that could be seen from the inside of the
forest, which made the whole of territory tumultuous for a while.
‘I think I know.’
It seemed to me that the mere mention of a scene that I had never seen before. But, in
fact, I’ve already seen the monster’s head flying like this in the northern woods with one
gesture of Ash.
What did he eat and grow strong like this? No no, I’ve seen almost everything you eat
since you were born at the age of zero.
Well… it’s still better to be born like Ash than someone else.
Amid such a futile thought, the subjugative force has come to an end.
I’ve been looking at Count Dotteridge who has been smiling for some time now and
said.
“The Count.”
“The subjugation force’s task was only trying to reduce the number of monsters that
explode every few years, right?”
Well.
The forest, which occupies the entire part of the south, is so wide that it can be used as
an expression of ignorance. How can they exterminate all the monsters that live in it
when it’s even been said that no one has seen the end yet?
‘If only they could pull all the monsters that exist in every corner in one place.’
Suddenly, I thought about the enchanted cloth and soon shook my head. It’s too early to
think about it now because it’s not certain yet.
The subjugative force was completed exactly a week after the subjugative force arrived
in the territory.
On the last night, Count Dotteridge held a grand banquet to express his gratitude for
their hard work.
At this time, one of the subjugators, who was overly excited and drunk, would re-enact
the battle that took place in the process of subjugation.
My ankle had been feeling better in the last few days waiting for the subjugative force to
end.
I sent off the subjugative force who enthusiastically ready to leave and escaped the
territory. We sent the subjugative force up to the capital first, then turned to the territory
head and headed for the forest with Ash.
Ash seemed less interested than I thought in the enchanted cloth story that I brought
out with a rather serious face. Rather, I had a strong feeling that he was motivated
because he’s hanging out with me.
Hmm.
Well, anyway.
The enchanted cloth was brought out hidden inside a thick cloak-shaped coat.
The refreshing wind of the forest was blocked by the coat, instead of tickling the
exposed face and hands.
Now it was just a little outside the entrance of the forest, but the smell that permeated
under the nose was deep and refreshing.
The bushes are waist-high and the trees were high and dense enough to cover the sky.
It was an environment where it seemed harder to move than I imagined.
The Apel forest. It was a name given to this forest, but in fact, no one called it by that
name honestly.
The forest of monsters. The monster’s home. Fucking Monster World and so on. The
Apel Forest was so often called “Monster” rather than its original name.
In fact, Count Dotteridge is also called this “Monster’s Nest” when referring to this place.
The monster’s body was somehow useful in its own way and was brought out the
territory, so the forest was quite neat considering that there was a subjugative force until
just yesterday.
A few cut trees, which are believed to have been cut off together by cutting down
monsters, showed traces of the destruction.
I imagined inwardly, looking at the clean, straight, and sharp under the tree, as Ash rode
his horse through this place, he cut down monsters one by one.
“….”
“Noonim?”
“Huh?”
“What’s wrong?”
“……Ah.”
I didn’t even know that I stopped the horse because I was imagining so hard. I quickly
rode the horse to Ash’s side.
“That’s…”
Do I have to confess with this mouth that I was imagining you were here in armour,
leading a subjugative force and sweeping away the monsters and that the imaginary
inner circle unexpectedly became quite wonderful, and I was lost in my imagination for a
while?
“Nothing.”
I can’t do it. I found something to quickly change the subject after dodging the answer.
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What should I say? Should I compliment the forest view? It’s kind of out of the blue, but
for example, the base of that tree is very smooth and solid……..
That’s when I thought about it. Suddenly there was a thin voice passing through my
head.
Ah, right.
Should I ask? I made up my mind at that time that I should ask him.
However, at this moment, the subject that I couldn’t put into practice because I couldn’t
catch the timing suddenly came to mind.
So right now, it’s just you and Ash without anyone else, and it’s quiet around here.
My heart was pounding. In fact, it would be a question that wasn’t much of a question,
but I felt like I was conscious of it.
I straightened my throat and brought it up naturally as if I were talking like every day as
possible.
“What?”
“It doesn’t mean much, and I’m just asking because I’m curious.”
Far from being natural, it’s incredibly unnatural. The awkwardness is at its peak. But it’s
already late. There’s no turning back. I just hurried to the point.
But this too is a word that has now gone out of my mouth. It was too thin to pick up.
Ash opened his mouth as if he knew that I was doing to pretend to be calm.
When I heard him repeat my question in a relaxed voice, somehow my face went up.
‘Should I cancel it? No! Cancelling doesn’t mean that’s a question that wasn’t there!’
A war broke out under the resolute mask, which was covered with desperate efforts.
“Well…”
“No?”
I didn’t show it – I tried not to, but it was a very disappointing answer after making a fuss
inside.
“Not at all?”
“Not at all.”
Ash then looked at me with an expression like ‘what the problem was’.
I’m speechless.
‘There’s no problem.’
No, in retrospect, didn’t I answer the same question just a few days ago?
That’s right. But now it’s ridiculous to think that I felt dejected.
‘And what would I do if I knew his ideal type in the first place?’
Suddenly, a realization like a real awareness time came to me, and I suddenly heard
Ash’s voice as I stared ahead.
“Huh?”
“Ideal type.”
“I don’t know yet, but if I think about it, something could come out.”
“Think, then.”
The realization was all lies. My distracted pulse began to beat diligently again, causing
me to feel nervous again. The moment Ash “thinks” about her ideal type felt very long.
How long did I wait while trying to control my facial expression? Ash’s long-awaited
mouth slowly opened.
“First of all…”
‘First of all?’
It was a more detailed and systematic answer than I thought, so I was a little
embarrassed in a different way.
In the meantime, however, my inner self was comparing my height to what Ash said.
‘Was my skin on the white side? Well, that’s as white as it gets, right?’
I was lost in thought and listened to his vision, which was leaning down a little. I met
Ash’s eyes.
His eyes that seemed to have melted gold and filled the centre were mischievously
bent.
“Red.”
“……!”
My mouth muted. The facial expression management, which was working on its own,
collapsed in an instant.
“The tips of the eyes are slightly raised, the nose is straight and narrow, the lips are red
and thick, and the face shape is generally thin…….”
“…….”
“Sto, stop.”
I shut Ash’s mouth in a belated blow. My mind finally came back. Ash took the reins of
the horse and held my hand that was stopped in the mid-air gently.
“Why?”
I couldn’t be confident of saying it myself, so I blurred the end, and Ash laughed low.
In the midst of this, I immediately thought that the sound of laughter I heard up close
was good to hear. It was seriously severe.
“I thought about it because you asked me to think about my ideal type, and I brought out
the results honestly.”
Ash took my reins and put them back in my hand. He was affectionate, with his hands
that straightened my disordered posture.
Why is the phrase that I thought was just a lightly response suddenly lodged in my heart
at this moment?
“Noonim.”
“……uh?”
“…….”
His white hair, covering his forehead with a bit of freedom, was absurdly bright and
gorgeous.
After I debuted in the social world, I had no memory of weighing what kind of man I
preferred.
No way.
It’s not that I wasn’t interested in men, it was just all my attention was focused on only
one person.
I didn’t want to see anyone else, so I didn’t have to think about my ideal type or
anything.
My heart throbbed.
Like I did, maybe he’d only focused on one person in the world from a very long time
ago.
It’s a funny idea, but my face is drawn to the clean, deep yellow eyes that seem to have
drawn and painted.
I could actually tell. Based on Ash’s behaviour. If all the things he’d shown me so far are
not because I’m his older sister and family, but because I’m just me.
I want to hear it. I want him to tell me in person, in a voice that makes my heartbeat with
his gentle echo.
“Ash.”
Again, this time, I needed the courage to hold the reins as hard as I could, but what was
contained in it was not anxiety or impatience, but expectations and excitement.
If he tells me.
“You…”
thump thump
A bunch of monsters.
As the embarrassment passed, dejected and resentment came next. You senseless
monster.
A monster who doesn’t even know to read the atmosphere. These ignorant monsters.
You stupid monster.
‘Let’s stop.’
I picked up the reason I threw, fitted it, and looked ahead again.
‘This is the reason why those people who came back from the subjugation look like
that.’
I put my finger in to count the monster’s numbers insight and then I stopped.
There were so many. It makes me wonder where all those creatures were hiding and
coming out. Considering the size of the forest, those might not be all monsters have
been revealed yet.
First of all, the ones that were relatively close appeared right now, but it’s already this
level.
If they scrape together all the monsters in this forest, how many are there?
I didn’t understand what that question was for a moment and then nodded.
As before, I didn’t feel like my legs were loosened or frightened by the pressure.
That’s probably because this isn’t my first time seeing them, but the second one……….
I glanced at Ash, who was slightly forward as if to shield me from the monsters.
After coughing in vain, I put my hand into my arms with a desperate face that had even
shaken off my tiredness.
Inside the coat, smooth texture of the fabric was stuck at the tip of my finger.
‘Is it a coincidence?’
I was lost in thought. When the result came out like this, there was a question that
naturally followed.
The enchanted cloth is a divine gift made by the temple of love to present to the
Goddess girl.
But it has a function that brings, not even human, but monsters together all of a sudden.
I’m worried.
This was a pretty serious problem. If it’s just a coincidence, it’s just a matter of knowing
and burying the fact as it is, and I really want to do this. But if it’s not, it is right to
suspect the temple of love has such unpleasant intentions and inform it to the Imperial
Family.
‘The latter, however, I need to explain the source of the enchanted cloth…’
“Should we go?”
I soon understood Ash’s word. The question is, “If you’re done with your business, do
you want to leave?”
Those monsters, the monsters who have been drawn to the enchanted cloth.
If I go out of the forest by turning the horse’s head, those monsters may follow me and
come out in a row.
I couldn’t give such a heavy gift to the land where the subjugation and the celebration
party for it was over.
We need to kill them, but to let just have Ash cut them all by himself was a little bit……..
‘Ah.’
“Shall we run?”
“Huh?”
“We can go a little further into the forests and then turn around. What do you say?”
We will lead the so-called monsters to a deeper level, and then we will be able to get
out of here quickly.
The speed at which the monster travels with a heavy body wasn’t that fast. Well, it’s
faster than a human walk, but it’s definitely slower than a running horse.
I don’t know if it’s the entrance side of the forest, but if I run a horse from the inside, I’ll
be able to leave enough distance to get out.
‘Because it seems that the effect of the cloth will not be affected if the distance is more
than a certain distance.’
Ash asked if he had read my intentions. I held the reins firmly and pulled up the waist.
“Yes.”
At least it’s better here than Ash’s dealing with a hundred monsters by himself.
Ash looked at my expression and seemed to think for a moment what I was saying, but
soon nodded without much disagreement.
Just in case, I first gently approached the monster’s side, adjusting the speed, but soon,
when I saw the monster walking out of my way in front of me, I was relieved.
Far from attacking, it makes a way for me to move easily when I approach them. Apart
from the level of non-threatening, I felt as if they were obedient.
‘Yes, they were blocking a person who was trying to steal a bag from me in the north
forest.’
It’s getting more and more questionable. If this function was intended and created, what
would the temple want?
‘Did they want to root out monsters in this forest? To gather and wipe them out all at
once?’
No, something’s wrong. In the first place, these functions disappeared without even
being mentioned.
Proud as I was, I had the skill to masterfully drive a horse, even though I was lost in
thought.
Ha, well. A horse should know how to run like this, cutting through the wind. What’s
wrong with horses with poor health? Huh? Are you kidding me? Huh?
How much did it run? At this point, I slowly breathed back and slowly slowed down the
horse to give the monster time to chase.
‘…..’
I blinked, wondering if I had missed it. But it’s the same.
‘That tree-bottom……….’
Why is it here?
“Why?”
Ash sensed my hesitation and talked to me. I opened my mouth rather confusedly.
“That…”
I can be sure. The circumference, height, colour, and shape and texture of the bottom of
the tree. It was exactly the same as the bottom of the tree I saw earlier.
It’s simple. Since I observed it very hard, when I was fascinated by the coolness of Ash
in my imagination, and when I tried to avoid answering Ash’s question about what I was
thinking, and was very eager to find a topic to turn around.
‘I finally saw a little unusual and solid under the tree, so I looked at it very hard, in the
thought that it looked really good.’
At that time, I memorized the shape of the tree. That’s right. That’s exactly what it
looked like.
It was too much of a coincidence. Even the slightly distorted parts that felt unusual
matched without a doubt.
I felt strange.
What is it?
There are a few trees in this forest, and there’s nothing strange about having the same
base as the cloned twins.
But it bothers me. Somehow it bothered me.
“Anything.”
Ash stepped down from the horse without any words at my request. I got off too.
When Ash split the bottom, I was going to look inside up close.
Soon Ash pulled the sword from his waist and swung it lightly at the bottom of the tree.
Something that might be called an extraordinary event happened at the next moment.
Bang!
“…….!”
That’s the sound of Ash’s sword hitting the bottom of the tree.
It’s ridiculous, but it’s true. Even with such a roar, the bottom of the tree was intact
without any scratches. It was unbelievable.
“There’s something.”
Ash, who seemed to be thinking while staring at the bottom of the tree, soon stretched
his left hand toward me.
“Noonim.”
“Huh?”
“Come here.”
The question failed to come out in the form. Because before that, Ash put the sword
down on the bottom-tree again.
And this time there was a loud noise that was incomparable.
Quang-!!
I closed my eyes tightly. This is the sound of something exploding no matter how much I
hear it. In common sense, it’s not the sound effect that the bottom of the tree and the
sword will make.
When I opened my closed eyes with that thought, I had to let go of my absent-minded
voice.
“This is…”
…a cave?
Chapter 97
I blinked busily in a standing position. Still, the scenery has not changed. I raised my
hand and rubbed my eyelids. It was the same.
It was absurd.
‘What is it?’
A cave?
‘Why a cave?’
Just before the explosion, I was clearly in the middle of the forest.
The refreshing plant odour. The cloudy clouds that fill up the sights. The somewhat
suspicious, but nothing strange, bottom-tree in the middle of the forest.
However, I closed my eyes for a while due to the loud sound and woke up in the cave.
It seems I held Ash’s hand with force in confusion. Conversely, it felt as if I was relieved,
with the skin that touched me with the sensation that I held his hand tighter. Then in an
instant, my stability came. It was a surprisingly immediate reaction.
It was worth saying that it was rather bright for a cave where a single point of light would
not come in.
It was strange that there was no common torch hanging on the wall, and this much
visibility was secured.
“Magic?”
I looked back at Ash. Ash still spoke in a terse manner without letting go of my hand.
“Because as soon as I split the bottom of the tree, we suddenly moved here.”
‘Did it split?’
You finally managed to split it in half? No, the sound of that huge noise from breaking
the bottom of the tree?
Was it cast with magic, or was it magic itself? I felt something suspicious, but I didn’t
know it was something like this.
It was me who asked to split the bottom part of that tree. In other words, it will be
concluded that I was the cause of this situation.
I took the first step enthusiastically without hearing any answer. Ash was naturally led
by my walk because our hands were still untied.
There was something that caught my sight when I thought I didn’t walk enough to hurt
my legs.
I stopped my foot.
“Hello?”
For reference, that wasn’t the greeting I made out of my mouth. And of course, not even
the one that came out of Ash’s mouth.
I stood tall and stared straight ahead. An unexpected sight caught my eye.
‘A person?’
I don’t think it’s human. The view may be too narrow because of the light, but it didn’t
look like a human being.
I asked a very natural question to the other person (?), who had only half of it stuck in
the wall that was inferred as the end of the cave, like Earth’s contemporary art.
“Me?”
The mysterious opponent crumpled his face and laughed. I could see a smile from here.
I’ve never met him before, and I think he’s hoping for something too big. I answered in a
quivering voice, and the other party insisted.
“Why aren’t you? You’ve released the magic on the bottom-tree. Isn’t that why you
came here?”
“You must have found something strange under the tree. The bottom is the entrance
and key to this place. You can move here if you get the order right on the surface.”
Is that what it was? So that’s what the secret of the bottom-tree is.
“What…? You really didn’t know? You should know the order to release the magic.”
“What?”
“Huh… I’ve been living for a long time and I see everything. I can’t believe that there’s a
human that’s less human than non-human.”
I don’t know the details, but it seemed to me that he recognized that Ash was not
normal.
Ash asked what it was, not who it was. It’s different from the beginning of my question.
But why does that seem more appropriate?
“Half-demon?”
“Half is human’s blood, half is devil’s blood mixed. Oh, you know demon, don’t you?” |
I know
A special species were other than humans known to live together in a place called the
devil dom, not in this world.
Like its name, there are a lot of rumours about being able to deal with the dark magical
powers and saying that there has been a contract with humans to lead the world to ruin.
It really existed?
In other words, the demons were like fairies or ghosts. No, are aliens more accurate?
In the literature and stories, there are quite a few groups who claim their existence, but
few have actually seen it.
Whether it’s a surprise or an honour. I pushed my mind’s mind to one side, and then I
put in my mouth what I had been worried about earlier.
“So you’re half-demon, so only half of your body is stuck in the wall?”
“……“
“…… .”
“… … That’s why I’m welcoming you by kindly introducing myself right now.”
The opponent rewrote his expression, which I thought was an annoying expression.
Then he said, giving a look of meaning, presumed to be earnest.
Um…
‘How?’
It’s like, in an action cartoon, a character who flies away after being hit by strong enemy
bangs on the wall and gets stuck.
Would it be said that it seems that such a scene was captured and realized in reality?
The opponent position was divided back and forth, and only the ‘back’ was buried in the
wall.
What in the world would he do to become like that? How can we get that thing out of
there?
The other person must have interpreted it differently to worry about the method. He
shouted in haste.
“I’m not just asking you to take me out. I’m a half-demon man who knows how to repay.”
“Repay?”
“Yes! What do you want? Do you want some help? I’m half-demon, so you can get
some of my power if you sign a contract.”
It was not necessary, but the opponent’s attitude became urgent as if such intentions
had been revealed.
“Oh, then how about this? I know that humans are being bothered by the monsters in
this forest, but if not all, I’ll get rid of most of them. You know that’s not a bad deal,
right?”
You said you’d be subjugating instead? Thank you for your words, but this subjugation
is already over……….
Hold on.
I opened my eyes wide at the thought of passing on my head.
I mentioned it once, but in <The Spring of The Goddess, Agrita>, this year’s monster
subjugation is originally resolved as follows.
Agrita, who happened to visit the Apel Forest before the subjugation, accidentally wakes
up an ‘unknown creature’ that was asleep in the forest and wipes out monsters in
advance with the help of its existence.
That’s odd. I suddenly got a little familiar with my opponent. Although I only read briefly
in type, it feels like I met a person I know anyway.
‘It’s not strictly a person, but.. ……. By the way, I didn’t know because the book so
roughly described it.’
It can’t be, but as if the narrator hadn’t seen Agrita in person since she entered the
forest.
Well, anyway. No, it is said that the creature was asleep, and it was sleeping like that?
While I was thinking of something good to do, the face of my opponent stuck in the wall
became desperate.
I came to my senses as soon as I met his tearful eye. I looked back at Ash.
If he knew how to get out of here, it would be the fastest way to get him out of here.
“Ash.”
I just called, but I guess he got the message. Ash nodded. The nod immediately
brightened up the discerning opponent’s complexion.
“Good thinking! It’s a choice you won’t regret! Now, then I’ll show you how to get me out
of here. First of all, you see that stone on the left? Just one span to the right…….”
“Noonim, step back a little.”
I hid my body behind Ash without a word. I had already gone through it once and knew
right away what Ash was trying to do.
“Huh? What are you guys doing right now? Now, wait a minute. It’s not what I think it is,
is it? Come on. Say no, aargh!”
Quang! Urrrrrrrr.
A loud noise rang out of the whole cave. I squinted reflectively, closed my eyes.
Then I could see the opponent with his eyes wide open, covered in debris, through the
crumbling cave walls.
I opened my mouth at the sight of his body released from custody anyway.
The opponent sheepishly opened his mouth, trying to spit out slang, but soon shut up
again.
He seemed to have belatedly realized that Ash still had a sword in his right hand that
had broken the wall.
The opponent coughed one after another and lowered his head.
“I never thought I’d escape in this stupid way in my life. It’s not even a common wall, it
was cast with magic…….”
I listened to his timid mumbling, which I didn’t know if he was talking to himself or not,
and then responded.
“Yes, I would’ve broken it if it was a simple wall. Oh, my God, I can’t believe you broke
this with force.”
Then the opponent shook off the debris from his head and body with his diligent hand.
“Well, that’s enough, ’cause you got me out anyway. I should take care of this forest
monster as I promised.”
“Oh, about that.”
No, come to think of it, the fewer the Monsters site in the forest, the better. Moreover,
there are groups of them that are brought in by the enchanted cloth.
It’s not unfair exploitation, it’s voluntary return labour, so shouldn’t I just stand up and
decline it?
While I was lost in thought for a moment, my opponent suddenly said like he had read
my mind.
“Huh, I knew this would happen. That’s why human greed is.”
Even before answering anything, the person who had completed the questions and
answers on his own searched something in his arms.
I soon caught him flying something towards me. It was some kind of coin.
“What is this?”
“Someday, wherever you are, just grab it and call my name and you can summon me.”
“Your name?”
“Gerg.”
Gerg. The other person added the moment when I tried to roll his name in my mouth
unconsciously.
“For your information, it’s disposable.”
“Write carefully. Because it’s not an opportunity that comes every day.”
Suddenly, Gerg opened his mouth. I was about to ask him how to get out of here, but I
paused and waited.
“Me?”
“What?”
Manipulate what?
“I don’t know who made it, but it’s sophisticated. Did you make it?”
I hurriedly pulled the enchanted cloth out of my arms. The cloth shined light blue even in
a dark cave.
“What you mean by now is this cloth has the ability to manipulate monsters?”
“That’s not…”
“I don’t know the details. I don’t know the principles or the reasons, I just say what I
see.”
“Try it out of here. It’s simple. With that cloth in your body, you just repeat one thought
hard on anything. Then the nearest monster will follow that thought.”
“Thinking…….”
“You can try in about 10 minutes. This cave was kept by my mana, and once I’m
released, it will disappear.”
“…….”
“Then I’m leaving first. I’ll save you a few monsters around here for the test. Bye-bye!”
“What? Hold…..”
-on.
So in an instant, only me and Ash and the remains of the collapsed wall were left in the
cave.
There’s only one missing person, no, half-demon, but suddenly I feel something’s gone.
I stared at the empty seat with an indescribable heart and turned my head to see Ash.
“Ash…”
“Yes.”
There was nothing unshocked about what Gerg had left behind.
Not only can the enchanted fabric actually bring monsters together, but it can also
manipulate them.
And the premonition that I’ll be able to draw out that ability.
Especially the latter. Even if it was true that the enchanted cloth had such power, I
couldn’t understand why I was the one who could use it.
When I buried myself in the feeling of being thrown in the lake of confusion and kept my
mouth shut, Ash said.
“…… eh?”
Ash’s expression and voice were extremely serene and routine, but the content was not.
“No?”
“Then shall we actually try it, whether it’s true or not, to control and burn the monster?”
“No, no…”
“Noonim.”
“No matter how extraordinary that piece of cloth is, burying the truth about it was
nothing serious.”
“……. .”
“I don’t care if the temple that created it has ambition behind it, nor does the imperial
family’s reaction concern me.”
Ash slowly swept my hair off with his right hand. A calm hand brushed my forehead.
A gentle touch that touches my forehead and passes behind my ears; a firm, unforced,
just sweet, but a determined way of speaking. I felt them in my skin, and soon my lips
were flushed.
“……yes.”
“…….”
“I’m going to go out and make sure what that half-demon said is right, and if it’s true, I’ll
let the imperial family know.”
It’s funny. Now that I’m told to burn up the cloth, I’m so relieved.
But as always–
I looked up at Ash.
Under the dreary brightness of the cave, Ash’s sleek and beautiful features caught my
eye.
The hand that had let go of Ash’s hand while receiving the coin thrown by Gerg
suddenly felt very empty.
In this cave.
It was only possible to enter through magic, and it was also a space maintained by
mana.
“Ash.”
I knew this thirsty sensation wasn’t a sensation that I really wanted to drink water. I
could tell intuitively. Or, as a matter of seeing,
“To you…”
The impulse that had been cut off followed. The words that had to be swallowed
unintentionally earlier tickled the inside of my throat. Unbearably.
“What do I mean?”
“….”
Because of the height difference, my neck hurt if I kept this gaze for a long time, but
now it didn’t matter.
“Not because as a sister, not because as a family……… Do you just like me? As
someone else and a woman?”
Soon the hand that stayed around my ears moved carefully and touched my cheek. The
warmth brushed the cheek.
“Yes.”
“……..”
“Like crazy.”
“…….. .”
I squeezed the enchanted cloth roughly out of my hand and held Ash’s hand with
another hand.
It was also to avoid falling down even if my legs were loosened, and on the other hand,
it was a ceremony to strengthen the determination to say the next word.
At the moment I saw Ash’s eyes dilating faintly. As if I didn’t know he’d hear this from
me.
“What?”
My ears were burning. I didn’t have to see what my face was going to be like now. To
be honest, I think I’d rather not see it. But I couldn’t stop the words that had already
started.
I don’t even want to stop. I gave more strength to the hand that held the hem of my
clothes.
“You said you liked me, not as a family, but as someone else.”
“…… .”
Not exactly holding hands only. I was held in his arms, and he even brushed my hair
over. But that’s what we’ve done before anyway. Even when he still knew that we’re
family.
This is driving me crazy. My heart is beating so fast that I actually don’t know what I’m
talking about.
When my body couldn’t bring out the embarrassing thought and only say gibberish,
Ash’s mouth opened.
“Huh?”
“…… .”
To be honest, I’ve realized my mind for Ash since I dreamed about my most desired
things. Thanks to it, I don’t know how much I blamed myself at that time.
Whenever I see Ash or close to him. The impure impulse springs up.
Bu, but there’s no problem right now. Isn’t it okay to be impure? No, isn’t it already
impure in the first place?
Just naturally…….
I wasn’t aware of the reason for the reaction of neither side. Ash’s voice continued as I
kept blinking.
“Wait?”
There was no need to rewind so precisely. He was a step faster than that.
“Until I cleared up that ‘brother’ side of me in your head.”
“……….”
I closed and opened my eyelids. It didn’t take much time to understand what Ash had
said. Reflectively negated.
“I know.”
“……”
But at the same time, he looked happy. I don’t know if the analogy is right, but it’s as if
you finally got permission for what you’ve been looking forward to and waiting for.
The hand that was moving near the cheek stopped. Instead, his long straight fingers
smoothly penetrated behind my neck and fixed my face.
I stiffened up.
“Lydia.”
It was a word that didn’t go well with the hand that had been dug through my hair as if
he would never let go.
I closed my eyes in silence, feeling a thumping heartbeat.
Naturally, I couldn’t hate it. Poetry, let alone not hate it, how much I have been…
The next moment, a soft touch touched my lips. At that moment, I felt the whole thing of
thinking was going off in my head.
The thought came to a standstill, and instead, the senses were alive. All my nerves
were focused in one place, so it seemed that the touch was there to feel it only. In time,
the heat broke through the lips that were gently engaged.
It was tenacious and obstinate as if it would never step down until it covered everything
it could reach.
Breath mingled.
The heat was tangled, and the hot air of unknown origin went back and forth from side
to side over and over again.
“…ha.”
I breathed out a long breath. The heat temporarily receded as if giving me time to catch
my breath.
Then as if he knew it, Ash immediately wrapped my waist tightly around him with his
other arm and supported me.
Once more Ash kept my lips as if they were sweet fruit, and then swept it with his
tongue and fell off.
“…… .”
My heart thumped.
Amid the silence, my heart sounds like thunder. I was embarrassed because I thought it
was too loud. It seemed as if the sound of the chest rising and falling as I was taking a
quick breath was transmitted to my ear.
The end of the field of vision wandered around Ash’s chest or shoulder.
Then suddenly I noticed that Ash’s arm, which was wrapped around my waist, was
particularly stronger than usual.
I raised my eyes.
Where the inside of Ash’s golden lake-like eyes were, the pupil was more coloured than
usual.
“…Lydia.”
The back of my neck shuddered. Ash’s voice, which had remained unchanged even
when he had just woken up, was somewhat low and murky.
“…… .”
Oh, my God.
I couldn’t get my mind to Ash’s whisper, the same whether it was a request, a demand,
or a pleading.
Knowing the sweetness of the taste, the body could not hide its trembling expectations.
Boom!
“……..!”
The dim cave lights and rugged walls disappear, and instead, the leaves go in.
Then my eyes met with Gerg, who seemed to have just knocked down a monster.
“……uh….”
Gerg blinked his big grey eyes looking this way and then scratched the back of his neck.
He spoke awkwardly.
“Hey, that, I’m not sure, but I have to apologize for some reason, right?”
“….”
“It’s not my fault that the cave disappeared after 10 minutes, but I was just faithfully
fulfilling my promise here, but somehow I feel like I did something very wrong. Is this
right?”
“……”
I lowered my head. I couldn’t think of any other way to hide my face that was about to
burn.
“Hey, save me! Hey! Stop this inhuman human……Aww! Help!”
“………”
“No, honestly, what did I do wrong………No, I just did everything wrong, so please stop
him! Argh!”
And one of the shame that enveloped me at this moment was that I had no intention of
stopping Ash at all now.
I silently turned a blind eye to Gerg’s lamentation request. The screams of the good
half-demon shook off the forest.
What the half-demon Greg, who had only half his body stuck in the wall in the magic
cave for an unknown story, said was true as a result.
A simple test in the forest showed that I was really able to use the enchanted cloth to
manipulate the monsters.
The monsters went left, right, and even didn’t hesitate to hit their head against a close
tree, according to my will with the cloth wrapped around me.
I use that ability to pull off the monsters around me that are left by Gerg.
I pushed them inside the forest and got out of the forest with Ash.
I got out of the Apel Forest and went straight back to the capital.
It was an urgent return that didn’t achieve its original purpose for having come down to
the south on the pretext of making a trip, but as I stayed more slowly, I was so worried
about the fabric of fascination in my arms that I couldn’t help it.
I touched my lips carefully and then slapped the wall close to inner shame.
A nearby village wizard, who had just been captured by Ash, was drawing a magic circle
on the floor with a dying face under Ash’s cool eyes.
I hit the wall to my heart’s content and hid my heated fists and pretended not to know.
So I was scared of myself who felt more and more convenient at the expense of a few
people starting with the wizard. I was soon able to get home, to the dukedom at the
capital, with Ash.
And the first thing that welcomed me when I arrived was an unexpected figure, not a
Bessie or the butler.
“Eonni!”
Chapter 100
“Ari?”
As soon as I stepped on the site of the mansion, I caught a familiar figure jumping out
from the inside.
“Yes!”
It’s not that Ari really sat in the mansion for a few days waiting for me to come back.
As soon as Ari found me and ran out, the butler finally looked as if he was losing his old
burden.
I smiled awkwardly when I recalled how Ari’s usual free spirit behaviour violated the
butler’s strict standards.
Ari was in my arms for a few hours and soon whispered to me, looking around the snow
that lay around her.
I nodded.
“Okay.”
I could not feel any fatigue even though I moved the long-distance using such
convenient means of moving by grinding the sorcerers.
I simply changed my clothes and immediately sat face to face with Ari in the parlour
room.
“Um…”
I have either hidden what’s been going on with me or just plainly confided.
Ari covered her mouth with trembling hands as if she could not believe it.
“……”
“Since the first time I died a tight death on the clock tower in the square, you saved my
life with beads!”
“……”
“No, ever since you stole beads from the temple of time on the premise of running
away!”
“……”
“Maybe even before that, since you first read the spring of Agrita in the old library….”
“Stop it.”
I buried my face in the palm of my hand and sighed before correcting some of Ari’s
words.
“Eonni…....”
“So stealing beads from the temple of time is not a waste of time.”
“But since I couldn’t die, You’ve been through a lot, right? Especially the more recent
when I’ve come.”
“…….”
“You were worried you were going to die, and you were preparing to run, and everything
you went through trying to run away was in vain.….”
“……Stop.”
“That’s enough.
I removed my palm and opened my eyes, and Ari finally shut her mouth. Soon Ari
laughed her head off.
“………”
Ari nodded. Then she held the flower cup with both her hands and said,
“….”
“From the time you let me live and worry and help me, consuming those precious
beads.”
“…….Ari.”
“It feels like a wish has come true. I congratulate you sincerely.”
My heart was touched. The tip of my nose frowned. I spared my words for a moment to
conceal it.
“Huuu, I think I’m really your best younger sister. Don’t you think so?”
“Sister, when it comes to younger siblings, it’s all like that. Oh, isn’t it going to be
considered as a competitor by the villain that you’re going to die without even realizing
it? No, he’s not even your brother anymore.”
I blushed slightly and then burst into laughter. No, what the hell with that clumsy wink?
She must not be used to winking. Why is she using all her facial muscles when she only
blinks one eye?
“No.”
Ari loosened the flower cupboard and put her arms across the table. Ari’s expression
changed.
“When I heard your story, I thought, is this really the best part of the novel?”
“…what are you talking about?”
“You know.”
Ari went on speaking with a serious look that lost her laughter.
“There are so many things that have changed from the book. It’s the relationship
between eonni and the villain and also with the enchanted cloth.”
“….. .”
“I think that the change made by taking over the body of the female protagonist has
nothing to do with it, right?”
“That’s… …right.”
Definitely.
I agreed with Ari. Actually, that was a question that I had vaguely thought of.
Ash, who knows that I’m not his real sister, shows more affection for me than to kill me.
All of them are out of line with the book, regardless of the existence of Ari.
Perhaps even in the book, the cloth of fascination had this ability.
So, I don’t know the details, but if the prince who sensed some danger burned it in the
book.
Rather than the fact that a prince was blinded by jealousy, he blindly burned the gifts of
the temple.
‘But then why does the book describe it as being jealous? As if the narrator didn’t know
the inside of the Crown Prince……….’
Then it was the next moment when she suddenly banged down the table.
“That’s right, eonni!”
“What’s wrong?”
“What?”
I was surprised at the sudden change of spirit. The puzzled reply was followed by a
voice of remembrance.
“They found the culprit who stole the beads from the temple!”
“What?”
If I was drinking tea, I would have let out a nasty spurt. I thought it was fortunate that
there was nothing in my mouth or hand at the moment.
“No, they said they were looking for the culprit, to be exact. There’s a lot of fluff going
around.”
“The culprit…….”
“What?”
Ari lowered her posture. She pulled her head towards me, covered her mouth with her
hands and whispered.
“It’s a man with a very ordinary appearance, too. It’s so common on the street that it
looks like a crayfish.”
“……..”
“Oh, let’s start with how the temple learned that the marbles were gone. It was because
the beads were released as stolen goods in the market.”
“Stolen goods?”
“Yes. So I tracked down the route of how the beads came out of the stolen goods, and
when I questioned the pickpocket, he confessed that the identity was a ma.”
‘No way.’
“Eonni did you say that the beads were stolen from a village where only bandits were
gathered?”
“……yes.”
“At that time, eonni said that you looked like a man without fail because you had magic
in disguise.”
“That’s right.”
“…….. “
“There’s no one left to know that the man was you that way back then, right? You said
they were all dead. That’s a definite silence.”
“……..”
“It’s a pity for the people who died, but in the end, it’s good. Eonni and I have no more
things to be caught. I’m glad.”
I know right………
***
I can’t believe the marbles in that town were pickpocketed and helped in this way.
Certainly, as Ari said, most people who knew that I was magic-changing my appearance
at the time are dead.
“The sorcerer who cast the spell on me is alive and well, but I don’t think she’ll sell me
out.”
If she had done so, she wouldn’t have come to me in person and helped me go down to
the south.
And I feel like I got some hints about how to tell the imperial family about the enchanted
cloth.
A stolen good in the market, that’s a really good excuse. I indeed stole it, but I just have
to say that I didn’t.
The trouble that had been hanging over my mind was solved, and I decided to head
straight to the imperial court the next day as soon as it dawned.
The next morning, there was a visitor to the mansion from the early hours after the sun
rose.
“Hello.”
He even said he came to see me. I was taken to the parlour room and mysteriously
faced my opponent.
What?
‘Princess?’
I opened my mouth when I stared at the man who was suddenly calling out a princess.
Kwang!
Then the door of the drawing-room opened. The sound was so intense that I thought the
door was going to break.
Fortunately, the door was fine. The door was stronger than it looked. Soon after I
thought so, I saw a welcome face.
“Ash?”
Then he gently wrapped me in one hand and pushed me behind him, pulling out the
sword from his waist with the other hand and pointing it at the man.
I was startled.
The man seemed to be surprised as well. Ash opened his mouth without lowering his
sword.
“Noonim.”
Ash has decided to call me noonim only when there are other listening ears. Well, that’s
not what’s important now.
“You remember those guys who were after you in the North Forest a while ago?”
“What?”
What?
The man did not deny it. However, he only added a strange smile on his face.
With the blade in front of his Adam’s apple, he raised his hands silently.
“Please.”
And at this time, the word “princess” that the man said sounded meaningfully in my
head.
“I’m the leader of the Countess Suina family of the Viroz Kingdom, which boasts a long
history and authenticity, and at the same time assist the king in key royal posts.”
Count Suena.
I gave him a hard look. He took out a seal inscribed with the patterns of the royal family
and Count’s family and put it on the table as if he thought I was suspicious of his
identity.
When I opened the map, I was greeted by a kingdom in the north of the empire.
Although it is not a friendly country, I remember hearing its name because of its close
geographical distance.
I asked Ash.
The men who were after me in the woods came from the northern kingdom, and this
man is the same.
“A native of the northern kingdom has a slightly different accent than an Imperialist.”
“Accent?”
“That’s right.”
“It’s fine, but there are differences in pronunciation and emphasis. But even so, the
accent heard so fine that there’s not a lot of people who can tell it apart. You are
amazing.”
Ash added to me, by the way, without giving the man a proper look.
“The butler looked into it. I came down as soon as I got the message.”
Aha.
“You have a competent butler. But I think your Excellency is as sharp as he is. It seems
like you were convinced after facing me.”
The man, Count Suena, seemed to have not given up his flattery toward Ash.
The Count had been excitedly referred to Ash as a word that was close to blasphemy.
No matter how different their status is, they were usually expressions that might be
offensive.
Instead of showing signs of displeasure, the count is acting like a man who is impatient
to flatter Ash.
I gave the count a chance to get to the point. Count Suena received my words with a
welcome face.
“First of all, I’ll tell you the conclusion. The men who had previously targeted the
princess are those who were hostile to the royal family.”
The count smiled awkwardly again. Perhaps because of his drooping eyes, he looked
quite good when he laughed.
“Do you know the legend handed down to the royal family of the Viroz Kingdom?”
“Legend?”
“It’s a cliche and uninteresting legend.”
“When twins are born in the royal family, one side must disappear so that the country
does not become ruined.”
The count’s voice was rather calm, the exact opposite of what his voice contained
***
The dark, shrouded night sky was particularly starry today, but none of it caught my eye.
‘I was a princess.’
My biological mother, the Queen of the Viroz Kingdom, gave birth to twin sisters more
than 20 years ago.
The twins born to the royal family are curses that can ruin the country. At least in the
Viroz Kingdom.
It is said that the vassals immediately insisted on selecting and killing one of the twins,
and my mother opposed the idea, saying, “I can’t do that because they’re a child from
my stomach.”
However, the arguments of the vassals were too strong to continue the opposition.
In the end, she left me, who was still a baby, to a trusted aide and sent me away.
On the surface, they get a fake body and pretend that I’m dead.
‘To this day, the legend is gradually losing its power. This is because a counterexample
that violates the legend was found in the predecessors.’
‘…….’
Her Highness The Queen wants to correct his past mistakes. Although Her Highness
was forced to let the little princess leave Her Highness arms, Her Highness now has the
power to ignore their protests.
‘…….’
‘Please come back to the kingdom. May you come and get back what you should have
enjoyed. I came all the way here to serve the princess.’
I didn’t feel anything and was still leaning blankly against the railing.
‘Princess…….’
When was it? The other day, I had a short private talk about my family while walking
down the hallway with Sir Davery. I then recounted the fact that Sir Davery was an
orphan and thought I was just as well. My whole biological family went to America, and I
made that joke to myself.
It’s absurd.
It was just amazing. I thought I was an orphan, but it turns out I was a princess of a
kingdom. This is just like a story from a novel.
“Whoo.”
I’m getting a headache. I was mentally exhausted after suffering from this thought all
morning through night.
I relaxed myself leaning on the railing and stretched almost like laundry.
It was then.
“…Ash.”
Ignoring the dark background and the bright white hair caught my view.
Ash gazed at me from under the balcony, whether he heard a little murmur, or whether
the purpose was to look this way from the beginning.
And then the next moment the optimum distance came in. I knew what Ash was going
to do and opened my eyes wide.
Ash kicked lightly against a nearby wall and jumped at once to the second-floor railing
where I stood.
I can’t even see with my own eyes how the wall becomes a stepping stone.
I can feel Deja vu. Although it was not a balcony but a corridor window on the second
floor at the time.
Ash sat next to me as if nothing had happened and casually spoke to me.
“Isn’t it cold?”
“Uhm………..”
I touched how thick the wool shawl I had around my shoulder was. It’s all right.
What am I doing?
Well, I’ve been out of my mind ever since Count Suena visited me in the morning.
The butler or Bessie asked what was going on, but I just fumbled.
Ash looked into my face carefully. The persistent gaze made my cheeks glow.
“Eung.”
“I’m the princess of the Viroz kingdom. What do you think of this?”
“Well.”
“Does it matter?”
“……huh?”
It was enough time for Ash’s answer to be engraved in my head. I closed my eyes once.
“………!”
No matter how much I think about it, it’s clear that Ash is good at surprise attacks. I
can’t do this without that.
Then I stopped because my face and hands were cold at the same time. Well, I’m glad
the air was cold.
I blinked at what that question meant and asked the opposite question.
“Eung.”
The only reason I’ve been out of my mind like this all morning is that I didn’t expect a
secret from my origin that I suddenly found out.
Following Count Suina to return to the kingdom was not even an option for me in the
first place.
“No.”
I glanced at Ash.
Ash’s calm look and the twitching inside the golden pupil were not much different from
usual.
“What if I answer yes, what if I want to follow the count to the kingdom?”
I asked teasingly. It’s a good thing to be able to say things that I don’t mean.
The straight look at me straightened my heart out for some reason because I thought I
wouldn’t be shaken no matter what.
“Then…”
“Then?”
“I would be agonizing whether it would be better to simply tweak it, or would it be better
to erase the whole kingdom from the map?”
Of course, it may not be a joke, but I won’t think about it. I tried to speak calmly.
“Wouldn’t you rather keep me from going?”
In other words, it would be easier to remove the country from the map.
“……I have to ignore it, right? Even if you ask me to release you.”
Wait a minute. The more I talk about this, the more I feel like I’m pushing for a crime.
While suffering from a sense of duty to add such a warning, Ash responded.
“What if you beg, and cry out? What if you threaten me to kill yourself if I don’t let you
go?”
Where is this question and answer going? Even though it is a virtual setting, why am I
constantly intensifying the crime?
Then he reached out and arranged my hair, which was scattered by the wind.
I held my breath because I didn’t want to lose the sensation of that little touch.
“Can it be?”
“I thought so. Even if I live, I will live by your side, and if I die, I will die by your side.”
“……..”
“I would do it rather than having you leave me, but….”
The hand that had arranged my hair calmly receded, leaving me a lingering regret.
“……confident?”
“If you sincerely cry and beg me to let you go. I don’t have confidence I won’t do it.”
I opened and closed my eyelids. The heart began to thump with an irregular beat.
Ash’s voice, which started harshly and spoke weakly, was strangely strange.
“If you beg me to let you go, and if you threaten to just die here if I don’t let you go, I
might really let you go.”
“…….”
Oh, it ended like hell. But the last words stuck in my heart.
So that means, after all, that’s what I mean. He won’t let me go until he dies.
And if I really beg him to, he’d rather not disobey me by choosing death.
I wriggled my hands on the railing for no reason. My heart kept pounding, but I didn’t
know what to say. I bothered the innocent railing for a long time and then spit out
anything.
“……why do you call me noonim? We were supposed to call each other by our name
when no one was listening.”
Hold on. Doesn’t this sound like a line that a lady who secretly raises a young lover
would complain when she’s alone with her lover?
“And don’t worry, I’ll never go to the kingdom. The Count’s words weren’t so reliable in
the first place.”
Yes, it’s true. Speaking of which, I was not trusting all the Count had said. It doesn’t
mean that I doubt myself as a princess.
I can’t think of any reason for a vassal of another country to deceive me with such
vulgar words. But this was what I felt was too early to trust.
‘The people who were aiming for the princess are hostile to our royal family.’
Count Suena said the rebel forces were the one who sent me a hitman. In the future,
when they killed the current king and his successor and succeeded in usurping the
throne, it would be troublesome if I had the hostility of the royal family’s blood, so they
tried to deal with me in advance.
He bowed his head, saying he was ashamed of letting information about me leak out.
But is it true?
For example, the queen herself is trying to kill me, not the rebels.
If more than two decades ago it was not her choice but just a “failure.”
However, the question of how to do so to one’s child, who was born from her stomach,
cannot be included in the basic argument.
Even if I search the history book a little, how many people could do it?
In a similar vein, it doesn’t matter that the count looks as good as he can’t lie.
I could tell ten stories about a man who looked like he couldn’t kill an ant, which turned
out to be a big killer.
For now, it is impossible to know whether a biological mother who has never seen her
face is evil or good, or if she is trying to kill me or save me.
I was naturally startled and tried to back off, but I hesitated. Wait, do I need to back off?
As I was steadily taking care of my dark heart in this situation, Ash whispered in my ear.
Well, that’s just a word you can ignore. I returned the topic at best!
“Maybe because I’m afraid it would be a waste of time if I call you often.”
A gentle, low, soft voice sank into the ear like a butterfly’s wing.
He’s never learned that before. How could he choose that word?
I wasn’t in a situation where Ash and I were competing for something, but somehow.
I raised my head stiffly, took my mouth to Ash’s ear and whispered in a responsive
whisper.
At this moment, if I score on my boldness and courage, I will get 100 points.
Fortunately, Ash didn’t give me a long time to struggle alone with inner shame.
“……No.”
The inner part of my chest was splashed on my eyes, which were clearly thick as if to
show my desire.
I pretended to speak in a nonchalant tone even with the noise of the loud pulsating.
“You said it’s a waste if you call my name often.”
At the gentle whisper of Ash that followed, I finally couldn’t hold out any longer and
raised the white flag.
I let go of my hand on the railing and put my arm around Ash’s neck.
Even though I knew I could breathe through my nose, my lips fell several times in the
middle of holding my breath without realizing it, but it gave me time to rest for a while
and never meant the end. I knew on this day that kissing requires stamina.
It was a night when the stars filled the night sky and moved to me and made my heart
and head dizzy.
Chapter 103
There was one more thing I learned about Suena, except that he looked small.
He was persistent.
“I’m sure I’ve said it. I’m not going back to the kingdom, I like my life here.”
Yes, I was.
The Count first said that he understood ‘the princess’s meaning, and then he retired.
The count didn’t give up. He continued to visit the mansion every day after that.
I even kicked him out right away, and he visited me three times a day.
I had a headache.
Now, when I entered the parlour room, I could almost feel the sight of Count Suena
standing up in a chair and jumping up.
“Yes, you did. But Princess, would you please give me one more chance?”
“Even if I think again five times, not once, it doesn’t change my mind.”
I’m tired of repeating the same conversation. I stood arm in arm, not sitting on the
parlour room couch at all.
“And I told you to stop calling me princess. I’m not a princess here. Well, I’m a princess
but not that kind of princess. I’m a Duke’s daughter here.”
It feels like I need to gather everyone together and make an official announcement…….
that’s not good either.
Well, it was not easy to think that what had been hidden and didn’t known for more than
20 years would be announced at once.
“I’m sure many people here have already heard that you’re a princess.”
Thanks to this, the image of Count Suena has become somewhat subtle in the mansion,
but it is none of my business.
The Count seemed to be slanting in between his eyes but quickly opened it again.
‘You don’t even know I’m saving his life right now.’
Speaking of which, the Count almost died about three times so far.
In whose hands? Of course, Ash’s hand.
I knew Ash would go right away when I said that the Count was a little annoying.
In fact, it never sounded like a joke to me when I answered Ash’s words saying ‘should
Ash do something to the Count when he comes again?’
So I put quite a lot of effort into facial expressions to save a precious life. I even lied as
if it would be a little fun to have him visit the mansion every day.
That fact is, it’s not fun. It’s annoying and disturbing.
The count was so annoying that I couldn’t even visit the Imperial Palace yet.
I’d rather give him a sneak peek. If he doesn’t want to die a mysterious death in another
country, he’d better give up and go back alone.
Count Suena, who had no way of knowing what I was worried about, opened his mouth
to me.
“What if I am”
I thought about which of his words caught me. As the Duke’s daughter.
This part. At first glance, I noticed the count was having some kind of mistakes here.
In the first place, the status of a princess of a kingdom or as a daughter of a duke was
not very important to me.
“If I were a little bit silly, the princess would not be able to remain here as a Duke’s
daughter anymore.”
Position and authority are the second issue, and what’s really important is who’s in the
decision.
But I knew this jerk would think like that. Look at that.
I frowned.
“I understand that you have a special relationship with the Duke here. Despite knowing
the princess’s origin, he didn’t change much, so I think he knew that the princess wasn’t
his real brother. But, Princess, you know, there’s no place as closed and pedigree as
the aristocracy. If the truth becomes known, the Empire will naturally take the princess
as an outsider…….”
“The Count.”
“Yes, Count.”
I decided not to talk long. Your position is not important to me here, your delusions are
wrong, and it will only hurt my mouth to recite every single word.
“…….”
“Well, I’m not a Duke’s daughter and I’m going to be a duchess anyway.”
I can’t believe I’m using this here. Mm-hmm, it was cool when I spit it out, but it’s kind of
embarrassing.
The Count Suena seemed to be in a quandary. He couldn’t say much and just blinked.
I loosened my arms and waved my hands. It was a sign to have him go out of the
mansion.
“Do you get it? If you understand, you can go now. And don’t come back again. It’s a
shame Ash was out of the mansion today because if he knew that the Count was trying
to intimidate me, he would never have let you go.”
Counts Suena are lucky, too. This is how he survived and stayed alive.
That’s what I was going to say and turn around when suddenly the count knelt on the
floor.
I heard the knee bumping against the floor quite loudly. Are his joints okay?
Fortunately, the count seemed to be okay because he was quite young, and then
bowed his head without showing no signs of pain.
“I was wrong, Princess. My thoughts were short. Please punish my profanity a little
while ago and forgive me.”
I’m not in a good mood because I remember my ex-boyfriend from a long time ago, who
thought it would be all right if he did something wrong and just kneel. Even the
peculiarity of such jerks is that they don’t think they’re wrong. Just doing something that
will weaken the opponent’s mind to avoid this moment.
“Princess.”
“Okay, if you don’t want to come back to the kingdom, I won’t force you anymore. But
can’t you not come back completely, but take a moment to see and meet the queen?”
“Her highness is still a mother who gave birth to you. The affection between parents and
children, how can they not see each other even when they know what’s going on?
Please. It’s only for once…”
“If the Count really wants me and the Queen to meet to the extent that the Count
pleases me so much, ask the Queen to come and see me.”
This.
If the Queen is really sorry for abandoning me more than 20 years ago if she thinks it
was wrong and tries to correct it. She should have come to pick me up in person. Not by
sending a man under her command and saying, ‘Bring back to the princess when you
come back’.
If she really thinks of me as her child, she should have done that.
Therefore, I naturally had to cool down when Count Suena said, “The affection between
parents and children.”
The Count lowered his prone position even further as if he felt my voice getting colder.
If the Queen had come in person, I would never have returned to the kingdom and
acted like a princess, but there is still a basic of what and how to do.
It was then.
Big and loud enough to ring the whole parlour room, and quite urgently.
“……her heart condition is not good. So it’s hard to come outside, not even out of the
royal castle. Moreover, if she’s travelling this long distance.”
“…….”
“It is a fact that no one knows except for an aide who Her Highness has right next to her
like me. The moment it is known to the outside, it will be a good excuse for those who
want to take the charge down from the throne. So, I changed the doctor regularly to
cover their mouth and hide it thoroughly.”
The count hit his forehead. There was a crash on the floor and a loud noise. He didn’t
stop talking.
“Even with that body, Her Highness said that she would move directly. But I stopped it. I
begged and objected. It’s all my wrongdoings.”
“…….”
“So let your anger rest on me, and please meet the Queen.”
“…….”
“Please. It’s top-secret but she hasn’t been feeling well lately. In fact, it is partly because
of that, the reason I have come to take care of the princess who might not have been
able to find her. Right now, her highness pretends to be corrected in the eyes of the
surrounding countries and nobles, but I don’t know what’s going to happen in the
future.”
The Count’s voice was in a state of desperation. The sound of his forehead pounding
was quite loud, so he might have bled. I didn’t turn around and check.
I stood in my seat for another hour and soon got out of the parlour room.
***
Ash returned to the mansion by the time the rising sun had tilted to the horizon to a
certain extent.
I was waiting in Ash’s office, and when I saw the door open, I said.
“You’re here?”
Chapter 104
The solid body that was entering through an open door stopped.
Upon returning to the mansion, I could fully know who Ash was looking for first by
hearing that.
Ash took off his overcoat and came towards me, while unbuttoned his cuffs.
I was sitting on the desk in the Oval Office, not on the reception couch.
I opened my mouth thinking that Ash’s wrist, which was revealed by the unbuttoned
cuffs, was seductive.
Ash, who had come to the point, stopped moving for a moment and quickly lowered me.
“Lydia.”
A big hand wrapped around my forehead and swept it lightly. The bangs that tickled the
eyes followed smoothly.
Well, this may be because I don’t hide it on my face, but I spoke frankly.
“Really?”
Ash swept my hair back a few more times. The calm touch made me feel good.
“…No, that’s not exactly because of that why I’m doing this.”
“The count said that I don’t have to come back to the kingdom completely, but to just
meet the queen instead.”
“…….”
I raised my eyes. I met the golden pupil staring straight to me, gentle but straight.
I don’t know.
“…….”
“He said she has a chronic disease. He said her heart is not in good shape. She’s
hiding it outside and still doing her duty on the day but no one knows what she will
become the next day.”
I don’t think he said anything about the day and the next day, but that’s what he meant
anyway.
“That’s why she wants to see me before she dies. Anyway, I’m her biological child.”
“……yes.”
Ash fidgeted with my hair more in the middle, and soon put his hand down.
Unknowingly, when I felt regret, I picked up some documents that Ash had put down on
his desk.
I noticed that was what Ash had brought in as he entered the Oval Office.
“What’s this?”
“Want to see?”
I accepted a bundle of paper. The multi-page document contained quite a few letters.
I flipped through the papers one by one to look at the contents through quick reading.
First of all, the count’s status was true. He is indeed a close aide of the queen.
Besides, according to this document, it was true that there was a twin legend of the
royal family of the Kingdom Viroz, and that there was a rebel over the throne.
‘It’s true that the Queen of the Kingdom has been living in a castle more than ever
lately.….’
It was so detailed that I wondered how Ash found out about it in just a few days.
Ash took the documents back from my hand and added an additional explanation.
“It’s the guild that the men who were after you in the North Forest we were in.”
Ash put the documents he had taken back on the desk. There was a clump of paper
falling down.
“I was going to wipe the guild off anyway, but… they’re already been taken off by
another party.”
“Another party……….”
“I don’t think the rebel forces are going to have to deal with things this loud.”
“……..”
Rebellion is an organization that is universally reserved for action, regardless of its size.
They had every justification to be wiped out by the nation’s armed forces the moment
they were caught.
So moving unnoticed and secretly handling things was the basis of the basics for them.
In such a situation, it was only a foolish and inefficient waste to destroy a guild even if
they had the power to do so.
“I’m curious.”
When the possibility arose that Count Suena’s desperate claims might all be lies,
another resolution came into my mind.
What kind of face does a person have when she fails to kill her own child 20 years ago
and goes so far as to reverse her failure?
Just in case if he thinks I’m trying to crawl in front of someone who wants to kill me
without any countermeasures.
Although it just came to mind, I explained my opinion that I thought was not bad.
When Ash heard it all, he seemed to be silent for a moment, then whispered in my ear.
“I don’t care.”
“Why?”
I lost my words and stared hard at him, and Ash burst into a giggle. Then he admitted.
What?
“Just because.”
I rolled up Ash’s right-hand shirt sleeves on a desk and fiddled with the exposed wrist
bone.
It wasn’t exactly now, but just a little while ago, when Ash unbuttoned his sleeve, I saw it
at first glance, and from then on, I was thinking about it and wanted to touch it.
It might be said that popping out like peach bones stimulated people’s desire to touch
(?)
How much was I satisfying my impure desire while groping Ash’s wrist?
Suddenly my forehead felt itchy.
“Lydia.”
“……”
I knew what it was that tickled my forehead like a feather. It was Ash’s hair.
“Because your hands are so soft and touch me so intimacy. I feel like I’m being
seduced.”
“What so intimacy!”
Well……maybe!
I hesitated to protest actively. If I moved here more, I could touch his lips.
“…..”
If so, wouldn’t you be the beginning of temptation, since you secretly exposed your wrist
bones to me?
To be honest, I don’t think it’s an important issue who seduced first in this situation.
More than that I suddenly wanted to correct something else.
“Seduction….”
Then I took the other hand to the front of Ash’s shirt and put my index finger up and
slipped it against his hard chest.
Slowly.
It was nice to have spontaneously followed it because I remembered what I had seen in
the past, but the problem is that after I did it, the awareness that I was too frustrated
started to come in. What should I do?
He lifted me up right away and moved me on a soft sofa, not on the desk in the Oval
Office.
“Lydia.”
“……”
“Make it clear.”
Dear God,
How nice he looks is that he doesn’t seem to be able to pick a single weed from the side
of the road in terms of killing, and he doesn’t even know that the word lies exist in this
world in terms of words and deeds.
That’s why.
Count Suenal has been selected as the right person for this job.
‘That’s good for me. Because the opportunity to set the ball came on its own.’
Not long ago, the queen heard from his aide that the twin princesses, who she thought
were dead, were alive.
The Count was surprised. Although he was still young at that time, he saw the princess
body in person more than two decades ago
‘It was a fake. Someone could have red hair by dyeing or magic. She’s already dead,
and I can’t punish you for that. Should we dig up a grave and carve the body?
although, I don’t know if there will be a grave.’
It turned out that the maid of honour, who played the role of killing the twin princesses,
betrayed the queen.
Then what if she’s alive? if she’s alive then all he has to do is to kill her…
There was nothing in this livable world that money and power couldn’t do.
For example, it is possible to kill a person in a faraway country without lifting a finger
here.
What?
‘We are urgently moving the investigation team within the Empire to identify it, but we
believe they have failed.’
The investigation concluded that all of the murder contractors who had been entrusted
with a large deposit were dead, and even the one who killed them seemed to be the
Duke of Widgreen.
‘Now that the Duke knows, the same attempt won’t work.’
‘Did they tell him that she wasn’t his real sister? And yet the Duke stood up for her,
didn’t he?’
New measures were needed. All those close to the situation gathered to meet their
heads in front of the queen.
It was the youngest of them who gave his opinion at this time.
‘What?’
“I don’t know if she knew it, but in fact, she’s the princess of this country. Let’s say that
we had no choice but to let her go like that, more than 20 years ago, because of
unavoidable circumstances. Tell her to come back here and regain her princess status
to correct the mistakes. What do you think?’
“That’s how we bring them in here and secretly kill them and destroy them.’
‘I think this is better than using more assassins who are unmistakable in terms of cost.’
People around him rejoiced and went along with his opinion. The queen asked a short
question while listening.
‘But if the other person dies here after being officially brought in like that, it will naturally
lead to suspicion. How are you going to do that?’
‘that’s…….’
‘It’s simple.’
The youngest aide explained the plan, contributing to the prejudice that the youngest
member of the group is usually smart.
‘The carriage will be attacked before it reaches the castle. We’re on the side of being
attacked.’
‘Hmm?’
“The opponent dies in a remote forest far away from the palace, and we’ve belatedly
learned of the raid and sent a royal delegation of knights to find her tenses after the
search.’
‘We know that rebel forces have been moving in the south for a few years ago. I’ll cover
them up. It won’t be bad if we treat a nobleman as the head of it, who used to be an
eyesore. The Empire and the Duke will understand if we cut off the head of a
nobleman.’
Then, a close aide, who had only listened to what was going on and on, intervened
cautiously.
‘Well, if that’s the case, would it bother like that? ‘Why don’t we just attack them on a
carriage, right on the spot, and then say it as the work of a bandit….’
‘Dumb shit. That’s all your brain can think of, right?’
‘Yes?’
“A bandit? If it’s a deliberate raid of a bandit, are you going to make a royal knight who
sent to carry out the princess a mere bandit?”‘
‘Well, that’s….’
‘Even if it’s not, the princess will be accompanied by an article from the other side
anyway. If they’re not an idiot, they wouldn’t leave the escort to us alone. It would be a
great comedy to see a bandit beating the chosen knights of the Duke.’
So the plan put forward by the youngest aide was moved to action.
And whoever was headed for the empire to pick up the princess in question was
immediately decided on the spot.
‘Drink with worry. With this face and tongue, I’ll coax her and bring her back.’
‘There’s something to be clear about. Count, persuade her to return to the kingdom
completely at first. Come and regain the princess status.’
‘And even if you’re rejected, you’ll be persistent in the same argument, and when you
repeat it a few times, you’ll just suddenly change your words. Tell her that she doesn’t
need to come back completely, so just ask her to meet the queen for a moment.’
‘She’s already enjoying herself as a princess in the Empire. It is known that the
relationship between her and the Duke is very close. There’s a high possibility she’ll
choose to stay.’
Is that so. Count Sueana nodded for now.
Anyway, now that he’s the smart youngest, and this was his advice, there was nothing
wrong with listening.
“Then why don’t we ask her to meet you from the very beginning without wasting time?
Isn’t that better?’
‘People are pretty simple creatures. If you are asked for 10 at first and then you reject it,
and then you are asked for 3. Compared to the previous 10, the psychology that seems
to be no big deal, and the strange remorse that you have rejected the other person
once, makes it easy to accept the latter.’
‘Oh……….’
‘But if one thing doesn’t work, just hit your head on the floor and beg. Make the most of
it. You can talk about the relationship between parents and children, or you can use
other lies. I believe in the Count’s skill in this term.’
The treatment was over earlier, but his head still seemed to be aching pain.
He immediately regretted it when he hit his forehead on the floor of the parlour room,
but it was already irreversible.
Instead, the count put all the pain in his voice and sublimated it into desperation.
Because of the pain, the end of his voice cracked and his words sounded more
mournful and sincere.
However, this time, his opponent didn’t trust him. He thought she was an aristocrat who
was ignorant of the world. Neither refused nor congratulated. On the way, he almost
messed up because of it.
The opponent, who asked for a day’s preparation time, was slowly loading the carriage
to see if she had finished preparing.
……is what he said. The queen of his own country, who had been corrected from head
to toe, would have turned her head.
Indeed, she hasn’t been out of the palace more recently than before, but it’s because
she’s been rolling around with her new lover from morning to night, avoiding other
people’s eyes.
Everyone must be surprised to learn how many times the queen, hidden inside the
palace, has taken off her clothes in Hareem, from a boy to a young man.
All the more so if they knew that they took turns receiving the queen’s blessing.
‘She’s old, but she’s still very strong, and I hear her daughter looks like her mother, so
will she also like that too?’
He gazed carefully at the red-haired woman who had now finished organizing her
luggage.
The green dress for keeping her warm, which was made by asking a magician to make,
gently wrapped around the wearer’s body with a cloth that was not too thick.
Then the count looked sideways at the narrow waist that was naturally revealed and the
abundant curves beneath it.
His neck moved.
‘If she looked like the queen that much, it would be hard for one person to handle her. If
she dies, many men will be sad.’
And it was then. The next moment a sharp scream suddenly popped out of the count’s
mouth.
“Argh!”
“Oh, dear.”
A blond knight, armed with armour, looked down indifferently at such a count.
“I made a mistake. I don’t know you’re there, and I can’t see you at my level..”
“Ugh…”
“My, my feet….”
“It’s a pity that your eyes, unlike the top of your foot, can’t be dug out by mistake.”
At this time, hearing the uproar, the princess, who had been somewhat distant,
approached. The article answered briefly.
Count Suena, who had been struggling with the pain of turning their eyes upside down,
managed to spring up.
At the count’s cry, the princess’s amber eyes slightly widened. She turned to the knight.
“It was a real mistake. It’s a pity the count doesn’t believe it.”
“This, this thing! Applying saliva on your mouth and telling lies…….”
“Stop.”
The princess stepped forward. She opened her mouth in a determined voice when the
count hesitated.
“And it’s not really good to hear someone talking rudely to someone else’s family
knight.”
The count shut his mouth. He had nothing to say about that.
“……I was rude. But Princess, I’m sure the knight, no, that article, must be….”
“Count.”
“Be generous by overlooking other people’s mistakes. Like I did, I overlooked Count’s
mistake.”
“That’s…”
‘I can’t believe she’s talking about a slip of the tongue in the parlour room.’
If his opponent came out like that, he really had nothing more to say.
“Then please understand that. Sir Davery, don’t stay here, come on. We’ll be leaving
soon.”
“Yes, my lady.”
The combination of an upright lady and a white tall knight who steadily followed such a
lady seemed like a pretty ideal picture, but the Count looked at the back and honed.
Count Suena managed to swallow nausea that had climbed up to the end of his throat.
He is now enduring this humiliation because what is in front of him should not go wrong.
if all of a sudden, she changed her mind. He just had to stop the princess from reversing
her decision, saying, “I don’t want to go to the kingdom.”
‘Hoo-hoo. Yeah, I’ll be generous for now. They’re going to die soon anyway.’
It was then.
“Well, Count.”
“…what is it?”
It was some servant. The count lowered his voice as soon as he checked his
opponent’s whereabouts with his side-eyes.
“It’s crutches. My lady asked me to bring it to you thinking that you might have difficulty
walking because of your foot problems.”
“Then.”
The servant with his head bowed out back down. The count accepted the wooden
crutches and trembled at the stand.
After a while, his inner cries and curses that had not overcome his anger were all over
his mind.
***
If you cross the northern border of the Hayden Empire, you will be directly connected to
the southern forest of the Kingdom Viroz from then on.
The place to deal with the princess was the very southern part of the forest.
Count Suena looked out the window, feeling the sway of a tiresomely rattled carriage.
‘Finally.’
The tip of his mouth twitched.
About ten days, the count’s resentment toward Princess Lydia grew even greater as she
left the duke’s residence and moved to this place.
Because at the very moment the Count had been ignored by the princess several times.
In particular, the majority of the neglect was made when they crossed the forests that
occupied the northern part of the empire.
After entering the northern woods, until they completely passed through there, if the
Count said something, the Princess always answered, “I’m thinking, don’t talk to me.”
It must be quite complicated to go to see her birth mother for the first time in her life.
But the count couldn’t stand his anger anymore as such a damned disregard lasted for
days.
They’re going to die anyway, but he’s going to let them die more difficult and miserable.
With the sound of a horse crying, the carriage suddenly stopped, followed by a loud
noise outside.
‘Okay.’
The plan went ahead. The sound sounded smooth. He calculated in his mind.
‘The princess brought five guards from the family. Even though it’s a well-selected
knight, you can’t do anything with that number. This is also by no means normal.’
In this plan, it was the queen’s direct guard that was put into the role of attacking the
carriages.
They, whose face is unknown to the public, whose duty is only to support the queen
inside and outside the palace, were, in short, a group of monsters that gathered from
the most prominent talents in the kingdom.
Count Suena saw one of them slashing dozens of soldiers effortlessly before.
He couldn’t stop watching from afar, but his mouth was watering.
‘There are twelve such monsters. Honestly, even if the Duke of Widgreen comes in
person, it won’t be easy for him to deal with them.’
Of course, he confirmed that the Duke of Widgreen would remain in the mansion when
they left, so he would never show up here.
The count held back his humming. There was no hole in the plan.
All he has to do now is take care of the ball after the work is done.
Count Suena looked sideways. A flash of conflict flashed through his eyes at the
moment.
‘What should I do?’
Now there was a pill in his bosom that could make one fall asleep right away.
Feeding this to the princess was originally the last of his mission.
However, the Count wondered if he should use it to take his opponent nicely.
Even if he just hits her, knock her out, drag her hair or carry her around, he will
complete his mission.
“I have to go out.”
“A raid?”
“I think we’ve been exposed to the rebels. They were after the princess before.”
“You don’t have to worry. I’ve already asked for reinforcements in advance to prepare
for this. They’ll be here soon, so we’ll have no problem if we just hang in there until
then.”
“It’s all right. They’re the elite knights of the kingdom and the Duke family. Trust me.”
The Count then took the pill out of his arms. It was two.
‘Yes, let’s just put her to sleep. If she’s asleep. It would be quite fun to see her seeing
someone she believed standing there trying to kill her.’
“And Princess, take this. It’s not great, but it will take care of your anxiety. It is my
favourite stabilizer.”
The count pretended to swallow the first pill he had put in his mouth.
Then the princess, who hesitated, put the pill into her mouth.
After a while, the princess’s head bent weakly. And at the same time, the carriage door
opened.
“Is it over?”
The Count raised his gaze. The man, who had his face covered so tightly that even his
eyes could not be seen properly, looked at him.
Count Suena quickly nodded, spitting out the pills he had hidden inside his molar.
“Yes.”
“Outside…”
Surely, not surprisingly, all but the bodyguards dressed in the same clothes as the men
were lying on the floor. It was a terrible pile of dead bodies. The count gulped down his
saliva.
Count Suena quit while trying to search through piles of dead bodies with his feet. The
damage to the bodies was so severe that the mere sight of them made him sick.
At that time, a man came out from the inside of the carriage holding a princess. At that
point, the Count suddenly noticed that the number of members was insufficient.
“One, two… wait, why five? Didn’t twelve of you decide to come?”
“What?”
The count hurried back to the floor. Indeed, some people were pretending to be in a
pro-defence force between the bodies.
“My, My God. You don’t think that’s the Duke’s knights? How did they…”
“It’s just the weak ones who are behind in the mission. Don’t make a fuss. Take off your
pitches and retrieve them.”
“Yes.”
“He’s cold.’
The captain will be by the king’s side, so this man must be the commander of the Self-
Defense Forces, the rumour said that he is lacking personality.
“I, I see.”
The count climbed on the horse that the Self-Defense Forces had dragged. Looking
back, he could see the commander of the Self-Defense Forces carrying the princess in
his arms and climbing onto the horse.
The medicine is so effective that she won’t wake up anyways. It’d be fine if he just
handled it.
The incinerator twitched the lamp. It’s nothing but a target to kill. I don’t know if it’s Lady
until I’m behind.
‘I heard that some skilled knights hold their sword dearly, maybe is this like that too?’
“Wake up.”
A voice that was not high but had a sharp feeling sounded indoors.
The maids held my arms from both sides and raised only my upper body. One held my
head up under the tick.
I don’t think it’s a good idea to take it either way. So I opened my eyes.
The answer was either the latter because one of the maids held a bowl of water, which
seemed to flinch as if she’s embarrassed.
I looked all over the place, leaving behind the hesitant maid holding a bowl of water that
had nowhere to go.
‘This is……’
‘And…’
A clear, wave-like detection to the waist and amber-coloured eyes with a slightly more
pale border than mine.
Her expression is better than me. Overall, she was like a twin, not mother and daughter,
except that she was generally rigid and that traces of time were slightly buried.
The queen had a bewildered look on her face and opened her mouth.
On the left side of the chair where the queen was sitting, I could hear the count’s hurried
reply.
Listening to the voice, I recalled the pill that Count Suena gave me in the carriage.
Of course, I wrapped it in my palm pretending to eat and threw it away in the bushes.
You didn’t swallow it either, but you really gave it to me to swallow it? With that very
suspicious act of you?
“Well, it doesn’t really matter. Anyway, it’s important that you brought her here safely.”
I felt strange.
“You look more like me than Miel. Should I call this ironic? It’s funny.”
‘Miel?’
Soon after, I was able to solve my curiosity about unfamiliar names right away.
Behind the luxurious chair where the queen was sitting, some red hair peeped out her
eyes, but when our eyes met, she hurriedly hid herself in behind.
For over 20 years, the side who was decided to be saved, while I was the opposite, who
was supposed to be killed.
It would be a few minutes to say that there is a difference between twins anyway, but
somehow, looking at the action just before, I think she became the younger one will fit in
rather than the older sister.
The queen’s voice fell again while such meaningless thoughts were poking through my
mind.
“…….”
The queen slowly crossed her legs. Her golden pupil looked down at me with
composure.
“I’m sure you have a lot of questions about this situation. If you want to say something,
say it.”
I blinked my eyes.
At first glance, she pretended to be kind, but whether she was born with it or not, her
voice sounded cold and dry in the air. And because it was winter, it was quite a good
match with this cold-weather room.
……well, first of all, should I say something suitable for the situation.
“Where am I?”
“….….”
“Yes.”
“I am the queen who rules the kingdom Viroz here, and I gave birth to you personally
more than twenty years ago.”
“…….”
“…….”
“You asked me where this is, right? It is a forest south of the kingdom. It’s a deep place
that no one can reach inside. Besides, this building will soon be discovered as a hideout
for the rebels–”
I was able to find a clear difference between me and the queen who I thought was
strikingly similar at this time.
Her smiling face. Her smiling face was distinctly different from mine. I don’t frown like
that when I smile. It was a definite difference, even if it seemed trivial. I don’t look any
like her at all.
It’s funny, but I guess I’ve been feeling uncomfortable and displeased a little while ago.
The fact that my biological mother, who says it was a mistake to keep me alive, is
undeniably too much like me.
How important it is to laugh, it is safe to say that a person’s smile is everything. If not, I
will think so from now on.
The queen untied her twisted legs and straightened her upper body.
With her arms stretched out on the armrest, she looked at me as if she was bewildered
or irritated.
“This is your grave. It wouldn’t be so heavenly and earthly words that you couldn’t
understand what it meant?”
“Yes, I understand it well. The tomb is quite spacious. There is a downside that
cosiness is a bit lacking, but well, these days, there is a strong tendency to compete on
any scale. It’s not bad in terms of being on the verge of fashion”
“……!”
Now that she’s closer, I can see her eyelashes are quite long.
It’s kind of embarrassing to say this to my face, but she’s definitely a beauty.
The queen’s wistful voice dropped as she did not know what I was thinking.
“Is it that you don’t understand the subject, or that you don’t understand the situation?
Don’t you know you’re not in a position to be so brazen and confident?”
Count Suena jumped from his seat and brought up his words.
“What are you doing now? You really don’t understand what’ situation? You’re really on
the verge of death, who can save you? No. All the family knights you brought earlier
died there, you understand?”
“You have to cry! You have to deny the reality that this can’t be happening, and you
have to be frustrated and despairing and shivering! What’s wrong with you? What the
hell do you believe in?”
“Or you have to already be on the run? Do you want me to clean it up again? You’ve
come to see your mother, who gave birth to you in 20 years, and you’ve been
murdered. That’s in your own mother’s hand. The shocking betrayal that would never
happen again…”
“Stop.”
Stupid Count Suena talking as much as he could with excitement, closed his mouth with
a face that noticed his mistake.
Stupid…..
The queen kept staring at me as if she had decided to settle the count’s reproach later.
She said.
“There’s nothing in Nessen now, as the Count said. All the family’s knights that you
brought to protect you are already dead, and now this place is in the middle of the
forest, and there are soldiers out there who will move by just one gesture of my hand. If
not, there are plenty of knights here right now who can take my orders and cut your
throat even now.”
“You don’t think I’m going to be afraid of the Empire’s consequences and not kill you?
Then you’re wrong. I told you this place would soon be discovered as a rebel hideout.
The criminal who killed you will be a rebel force in this country. Not me nor the royal
family.”
“….….”
“It’s hard to think you’re hiding something in that body right now. Because the maids
have already done a full-body search with you. Even if you had, you wouldn’t be able to
take it out with your arms tied like that. I’m really curious what you’re so bold about in
this situation.”
“……..”
The queen, who said so, looked in my eyes. Then a knight on my left picked out his
sword.
The sharp blade of a well-cut blade reflected the light inside the room.
“……Thank God.”
“What?”
“You said it was a mistake to keep me alive, and you called this my grave, and I was
relieved that I didn’t feel disappointed even if you really tried to kill me.”
I mean it.
“What?”
“A glossy green skirt? A line that wraps around the body meticulously and falls in a
custom-made size?”
“What the hell have you been talking about since before.”
Quang!
“… don’t be fooled.”
The door that connects the room and the outside opened roughly.
The soldier’s face was black in the face when he came in. He cried out without
apologizing or asking for forgiveness.
“Monster!”
Chapter 108
“What?”
“Mo, monsters are coming in. But it’s a huge number! It’s so dense that we can’t count
the number of heads with the naked eye!”
“What?”
The Queen’s expression changed rapidly. I admired those expressions and added in my
own words so that only me and she could hear it.
“The smooth light blue cloth is really awesome, so don’t be fooled by its simplicity.”
He shouted like the soldier with a fierce spirit, as if to make up for his earlier mistake.
“Remember, you are talking to Her Highness The Queen. If you lie, you will not have
your life left!”
“Well, really! It’s not a lie at all. Really, monsters are everywhere like clouds…….”
Thump, thump.
“gasp!”
“Hey, this is… Are you saying the truth……a monster?
I could feel that the maids on both sides of me might have been embarrassed, but I
could feel their strength weakened by their arms.
I think I’ll be able to shake them off if they’re just like this.
In the midst of this, she checked my expression of nonchalance, and soon her face was
completely distorted.
“Well.”
“You did it. So this is the one you believe so much that you become so bold! How the
hell did you do that?”
Did The Queen think my own honest answer was to tease her? – I didn’t really mean it
at all, but she gritted his teeth and shouted.
“If you did, I could settle it by killing you, Alice! Slice her neck right away!”
Then a few eyes were turned to the knight, who had drawn his sword a little while ago,
under the eyes of The Queen.
“……..ugh!”
Then he cut off another knight that was standing diagonally on his own.
The Queen’s eyes were literally torn.
“…….!”
“Cha, Charles!”
A knight named Alice shook off the blood of a sword that had cut off his colleague.
Short, light-coloured blonde hair was revealed under the light of the room.
“You bastard!”
“Alice, I know this prejudice is not desirable, but…… he didn’t look like his name at all,
right? His childhood must be pretty painful, right? Maybe it’s better if his name was Alix.
Well, it’s no use saying this about someone who’s already dead.”
Ignoring the astonishing number or count’s cry, Sir Davery threw the helmet to the floor.
“Just now, are you serious? Alix. Your naming skill is really…..”
“That’s what I mean if you’re going to change it that way, it’s better to have Anris or
something like that.”
“Oh, I see.”
While I and Sir Davery were having a flirtatious chat, the surroundings were filled with
boisterous chatter.
“What is it?”
I took advantage of this gap and pushed the maids away with all my strength in both
arms.
Embarrassed by the sudden turn of events, they let me go without much resistance.
Then, I hit a knight here with a handsome face, long legs and a well-knit physique,
which has been standing silently on my right side since before.
“Ash.”
“Yeah.”
I nodded.
“It’s all right. Things are like this anyway, so let’s wrap this up and go back.”
“Okay then.”
At the same time as the rugged helmet, which covers the face tightly, rolled the floor,
the knights near Ash fell one after the other without even screaming.
The Queen spoke in a subdued voice on behalf of the count, who seemed to have had
any problems with his tongue.
“As you can see, we changed it when there was a raid. We’ve taken care of all the men
you’ve sent, and we’ve taken away their helmet and uniform.”
“…….!”
“Such a…”
The surroundings were buzzing. The Queen’s expression was twisted as if it were
unbelievable.
“Yes.”
They were The Queen’s special force. Well, it’s not important.
This was the measure I explained to Ash in the Oval Office that day.
One. To move naturally with the enchanted cloth attached to the inside of a dress like a
fast skirt.
Two, if there’s a raid in the middle, use it to turn this infiltrated into the enemy.
‘For your information, the second was an idea that came to mind thanks to the killer they
sent on the northern forest.’
Ironically, those killing workers I encountered in the northern forest helped me.
They pretended to be colleagues among the members of the Dark Knight then shouting
and revealing their identity.
I never thought I’d use it like this. Life really is a matter of routine.
And that day Ash heard my explanation and simply added one more thing to the plan.
Take him with me.
First of all, the distance is so far, and for the opponent to be careless and do something,
Ash had to hide his face all the way.
However, Ash was adamant that he had no intention of backing down, so he decided to
join the journey.
Well, actually if Ash was okay with that, it’s more welcomed for me.
“Because it was a nasty hidden raid, so I expected everyone would cover their face.
And so that was it.”
“……do you mean, from the start, you knew there would be a raid?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“I was suspicious. You weren’t trying to save me, but you were trying to kill me, and
after you laid the premise like that, I could see how it was.”
If you invite me to the castle and kill me there, they will have many eyes to see and it
will be hard to avoid responsibility.
So, in the middle of the raid, she handles it without witnesses, and the criminal blames
others.
I swallowed one thing here that I didn’t have to talk about here.
I may have intended to give the other person a chance by thinking of such annoying
measures as to beat the other person’s rhythm and then overturn it later.
If The Queen hadn’t brought me to the middle of this deserted forest and tried to kill me.
If there was no raid on the way. The enchanted cloth I have hidden inside my skirt
would have been useless, and my people would not have pretended to be knights of the
enemy.
So maybe I really gave The Queen a chance. A chance to choose one’s fate with a
touch.
After all, it was The Queen himself who chose this situation.
I was faintly sorry about the fact, but as I said before, I didn’t feel disappointed.
I guess the simple fact that she was the one who gave birth to me was not enough to
raise any expectations.
I’m so lucky.
The Queen’s expression was frighteningly firm. She glared at me with a stone-faced
face.
“The Duke of Widgreen must have remained in the mansion when I left the duke’s
residence. I’ve checked it out! But how the hell did you….”
I shrugged at the number of attitudes or Counts who seemed to have seen a ghost.
‘It’s an evolutionary version of the reverse magic that you gave me the other day, and it
doesn’t change your appearance at random, it makes you look like someone specific. Is
it possible?’
‘It is possible, but…… First of all, I can only change the face. The voice and physique
are difficult.’
‘What is it?’
“…….”
“That’s because it has the potential to be abused. You know what I’m talking about?”
‘Must be. And you have to pay for this. I have to make a small request later.
‘I know.’
Chapter 109
To put it to the conclusion, it would be said that Ash’s face, which Count Suena had
glanced inside the Oval Office window as he left the mansion, was a magical fake.
For reference, it was Alex who enjoyed the glory of becoming Ash’s face for half a day.
I don’t know about anything else, but he looks similar because his height was taller than
average.
As soon as the magic was applied at the time, Alex could hardly take his eyes off the
mirror with an almost half-spirited attitude.
What is he doing now? It’s magic so it’s probably gone, so he’s adjusted to his own face
again, right?
I was thinking that, and suddenly I heard the voice of The Queen.
“Sure.”
“If you knew my purpose of trying to kill you from the start, as you said, why did you
accept the invitation to call you to the kingdom in the first place? No matter how
prepared you are, it’s like crawling into another’s trap.”
“I was curious.”
“I was curious about what kind of person you were. So to speak. Simple and humane
curiosity.”
I added calmly.
“Listening to you makes me wonder one more thing. Did you think you could meet me if
you came to the kingdom?”
“Yes.”
“Why? You said you knew my purpose, and I could’ve just ordered my people to kill you
from behind without me showing up.”
“………”
“I thought you’d be as curious about me as I am. So I thought you might want to see me
in person before you kill me.”
“………”
Soon, her mouth twisted and she had a cold smile. She laughed aloud.
“I see. You’ve been reading my action from the start, not enough for all my plans to be
discovered by something as green as you are.”
“….….”
“It’s funny. Aha haha. It’s so funny that I can’t stand it…. something reprehensible.”
The next moment The Queen raised her right hand and waved.
Then the man standing closest to her drew the sword and swung it like a lightning bolt.
It was the Count who fell.
“…….!”
“Ugh! Why………why?”
“Why? Why? What do you mean by why? You’re lacking. If I knew you were wrong, I
wouldn’t be willing to do it right away.”
The blood from the count’s body soaked the floor and spread to The Queen’s feet, but
she didn’t bat an eye.
Sir Davery extended his eyes as if he could not believe it. Then he rolled up his fist and
bit his lips in anger.
“……..….”
Of course, Count Suena was an evil and bad guy who tried to deceive me.
Is that what you want to do? The same reason when he deliberately stepped on his foot
openly a few days ago?
Anyway, I was looking at the upset Sir Davery, resentful for the hope but he would not
be able to pray for blessings in the Count’s death, then The Queen again waved her
hands in the air.
And all the knights in the room, including her surroundings, pulled the sword
accordingly.
The sound of the blade being pulled out of the blade sharply filled all over the place.
The Queen’s mouth opened.
“I’ll admit it. It was a funny trick. I’ve been humiliated. So what?”
“You don’t think that turning things around like that could corner me, do you?”
I feel it again, but no matter what smile she smiles, her smiling face doesn’t look like
mine at all.
“Look around carefully. What would you do in here, even if you were to tie up the troops
outside with monsters? You don’t think you can handle all these people with two people
at best, do you?”
One. The number of monsters I will call by the enchanted cloth is not enough to keep
the outside forces tied together. I don’t know, but I think it’s enough to push them right
away and destroy this building. I’m just not giving such an order.
Two. Not two at best. The family brought five articles in total. Three more people are
hiding.
And three. In fact, two people can do it all. If one of the two is Ash.
“This clearly makes me feel like I’m out of the Empire. I can’t believe you trusted this
number against His Excellency The Duke. Wow, how refreshing.”
“Davery.”
It was not difficult to know what was entrusted. Sir Davery took a few steps to protect
me.
“Isn’t that my role already, Your Excellency?”
Though generally, his duty is limited when the absence or busy time of ‘His Excellency’.
As soon as Sir Davery added so, Ash kicked the seat with a sword in his right hand.
“Kill them!”
As a result, knights armed from all sides rushed toward Ash at once.
But the results were not good. None of them fulfilled The Queen’s orders.
Every time Ash swung the sword out of sight, three or four fell to the floor.
‘Wow.’
I don’t know well and I’m not a major in it, but it’s probably hard to keep up with action
movies. They need to grind people and mix them with special effects to make it look
similar.
“Ugh!”
“Agh!.”
The number of opponents decorating the floor increased. The one who screamed at
least was in a good situation.
Most of them were helping to decorate the floor without even being able to attack back.
“…….!”
When the knights failed to do anything, and died in a flurry, The Queen seemed to
falter.
Soon after, she winked at this side, and I could see what that wink meant right away.
Sir Davery cut down the article that was creeping behind me.
“……damn it.”
Soon she turned from her seat. Like trying to run away.
That’s because the other three knights on our side, as I mentioned earlier, finally
revealed themselves as if it was their turn.
“I’m afraid you can’t go this way. Your Highness The Queen.”
Ash, who organizes all the knights in the back, wipes out the blood from his sword.
For the first time, The Queen’s face was pale with proper defeat.
“You’d better give up. There’s nothing more you can do anyway.”
The Queen. And The Princess, holding The Queen’s arm tightly and hiding.
I approached them, accompanied by Sir Davery. The Queen gnashed her teeth at me.
“Well.”
I haven’t thought about it yet. But there was definitely one thing.
I’m a man who doesn’t easily believe in the reform in reality. Besides, I think it is foolish
to show such mercy when my opponent is already trying to kill me.
“You mean you’re going to kill the mother who gave birth to you?”
“You tried to kill me first, so I don’t think you should say it.”
I shrugged one’s shoulders. I didn’t even feel that line so brazen, perhaps because I
already knew who the other person was, by sharing a few earlier words.
The Queen must have noticed from my manner that her words would not work.
What?
“Queen?”
“Think about it. You’re my daughter. Even though you’re wrongly known to be dead.”
The Queen held his arm and took off the shivering princess.
“Kill this.”
“…what?”
“Don’t you have no basis in the kingdom yet? If I die, I’ll lose my crown to the rebels. But
when this kid dies and I live, you’re my only heir.”
Chapter 110
I doubted my ears.
Because the princess had an undeniable expression with a bluish pale face beside The
Queen.
“Think carefully. I’m the queen of a kingdom. Put a kingdom at your feet and control it as
you please. A lot more than a duke’s princess who, no matter how imperial she is, has
no real title.….”
I opened my mouth without listening to everything. If I listened more, I don’t know what
would happen to my ears.
“What?”
“You try to find and kill a child you couldn’t kill by mistake more than 20 years ago, and
now you throw away a child you have raised with great care for your own life.”
“……..”
“Have you been sitting in the position of a queen, controlling the kingdom as much as
you like, and living like that?”
“Now…….”
That’s why.
Just before I left the mansion, I received additional information about the Kingdom Viroz
and read it.
Corruptions are everywhere, and t, not just one or two people buy titles with money, so
the hierarchy between the nobles is collapsed, the law is nominal and the tax has
soared without any standards, and the people have long been devastated.
The kingdom on the document was in a state of wretchedness that it would be strange
not to let it go as it was.
“I was not sure. Do you think it’s because of me? Do you believe that I am to blame for
the current situation in which there are signs of treason in the South, the royal authority
is in jeopardy, and public sentiment is turning around? You think it’s because of the
curse of the royal family?”
“I was really not sure, but…..I guess I was right. You don’t seem to know what caused
your kingdom to look like this.”
She looked fierce as if she would rush to tear me to death at any moment.
I can’t make that face. Perhaps, it’s a relief that the difference between us is increasing.
“I know. I’m only saying the right thing with a broken mouth.”
“You…”
“Good-bye. This is my moral greeting to the person who gave birth to me anyway.”
No matter how much difference I can see, I don’t want to see her face anymore.
“Oh, and contrary to what you suggested, I’m not going to kill the princess. If there’s
anyone who needs to live here…….”
“Cough!”
“….…!”
At that moment, my head did not recognize the sight that came into my sight.
“You’re giving a dirty sermon to the end. Yeah, if you don’t like it, then don’t. I’ll make
you regret that choice from now on.”
The princess, who was forced to jump in front of the sword at the hands of The Queen,
threw up blood with a sword in her stomach.
A family knight, who unintentionally stabbed the princess, was unable to move and
hardened.
Jeng!
Then the last knight standing by her immediately came at me, and Ash stopped him.
But that alone did his part. In the meantime, The Queen, who had enough distance, tore
a piece of paper out of her arms.
At the same time as the paper was torn, a swarm of light rose and wrapped The Queen.
A frosty voice was heard through a crack in the light that was strong enough to open the
eyes properly.
When I opened my eyes again, which I had closed unconsciously, it was after The
Queen had already disappeared from his seat.
“Such.”
There was no sword in his hand that had been held to the last minute. He must have
thrown it to hit The Queen.
I stared blankly at the empty space where only one sword rolled lonelily, and then I
came out of the arms of Ash, who embraced me. I turned my head quickly.
“That’s…”
An embarrassing voice followed. The family knight carefully laid her cold body on the
floor.
“Already…”
I clenched one’s fist. My heart throbbed. The pulse rose as the emotion intensified. I
had a headache at the moment.
It’s her own child. She’s been raised as her own blood for over 20 years.
Unlike me, where death was decided upon as soon as I was born, she must have been
loved there.
That’s why she desperately grabbed The Queen’s arm and hid behind her, and couldn’t
take the distrust out of her face until the last moment.
Extreme human indignation disturbed my heart. I trembled with strength in my rolled fist.
The knight, who laid down the princess’ body, pulled himself up and said,
“Scroll?”
“A one-time magic tool. I’ve only heard of it. It’s the first time I’ve ever seen it..”
Magic
“First of all, there’s no way to find out where she had fled, so it’s too much to track for
now. I’m afraid we’ll have to go back to the mansion for now….”
“No.”
And just in time, I was able to call him out right away.
I ripped off a buttoned coin around the neck of the dress. Then I shouted.
“Gyerg!”
Surprised by the sudden appearance of a horny man, the knights retreated. I put aside
my surprise and said first.
“Gyerg, as far as I know, all the demons have a good knowledge of magic due to the
nature of their race, right?”
“Yes, magic is basic and routine for us. Sometimes there’s a man who’s not very good
at magic, but… It’s like you’re an adult but you’re not walking properly. Understand?”
“Are you a perfect toddler?”
Well, it seems magical from floating in the air. Same as he used when appeared here.
“What?”
“A person just ran away from here using movement magic. Do you think you can get
her?”
“Just now?”
Then Gyerg turned his head. Without no one telling him, his eyes turned exactly where
The Queen was just a moment ago.
“Oh, I see. There’s a trace of Mana. That person must have used a tool.”
“Is it possible?”
“Wait a minute.”
Then Gyerg, who disappeared from the air, reappeared after a while.
“…….!”
The Queen’s body rolled on the floor like a pack. But even with her eyes wide open, she
could not move or speak.
“I’ve put some bondage magic on her so she couldn’t run away again. By the way, there
was no special order, so I saved her and brought her here, is that okay?”
I turned the body around while looking at the eyes filled with consternation.
The family knight, who was embarrassed by Gyerg, who was proud to complete the
mission, and The Queen of the floor alternately, asked soon.
“I heard there’s a rebel group hiding in the south of the kingdom. This is the queen of
the southern kingdom, so take The Queen and contact them. And…”
I looked for a moment at the princess in a bright yellow dress that was dyed red. Her
eyes, which had reached the end with open arms, were closed by a family knight.
“……..tell them who have the deepest resentment toward The Queen to strike her
neck.”
There must be someone who has enough resentment to sell his soul to the devil if he
could tear The Queen and kill her.
“I wish you could tell them if they could build a grave for the princess in return.”
“I will.”
The Queen, The Princess, and everything else here is really hard to see anymore.
Suddenly I felt tired. And at that moment, wide arms hugged me whether he had read
my condition.
The body odour irritated the nose. Whispering descended on the ear.
“Let’s go back.”
“… …yes.”
Ash, who had taken off his enemy’s bloodstained outer garment, was only wearing a
thin coat.
Thanks to this, I could feel the solidness and body temperature better. A steady sound
of heart that stabilizes the mind.
“Let’s go home.”
Next, to take me, Ash and other people back to the mansion quickly and easily.
In fact, the former task is not really suffering, and the real raw struggle seemed to have
been the latter.
At that time, I heard Gyerg mutter while drawing a multi-movement magic circle on the
ground.
‘……’
To where?
In any case, it was easy to catch The Queen, but it seemed difficult to take several
people to travel long distances through movement magic.
After completing the movement magic, I was able to see the walking of the newborn
baby deer that I only listened to.
Gyerg staggered at a precarious step, where it was easy not to fall, and said with a
white pale face as if his blood had been sucked off.
‘Let, let me take a rest. for a minute Just until I replenished my mana back.….’
In front of the house, he said, ” If you don’t want to get rid of the corpse of a familiar
half-demon, let me take a rest.”
So Gyerg temporarily became a family member of the mansion.
The horns on his forehead were able to conceal. When only the horns were covered,
Gyerg looked just like a human being.
And it came upon me the next day, it hit me scarily to release my accumulated secret.
Bessie, who had me half forced into a spacious and warm room, stood with a lot of force
in her eyes.
After that, several maids took their seats, apparently following them with similar
questions.
“That’s right. You promised to explain everything when you got back. We’ve been
waiting for that. Why would I have such a midsummer night dream? No, I need to say it
as a midwinter daydream, right?”
Did he mean the dream when he became Ash’s face for half a day?
I almost burst into laughter, so I covered it with a false cough. Bessie said again.
“My lady, what the hell was happening? Why did you have to go to the kingdom, and
why did the count keep coming to the mansion?”
“Um……..”
It was me who left the mansion saying that I would explain them all in detail when I got
back.
It has come. It’s inevitable, and it’s something I didn’t even try to avoid anyway. I
opened my mouth after a short thought.
I looked around the face of the people who filled the room.
Some of them had a puzzled face, holding kitchen tools or garden shears in their hands,
whether they were brought in while working.
In the case of the knights, they were seen wearing towels on their shoulders or failing to
disarm their uniform after training.
“First of all…”
I tried to make eye contact one by one, but I realized that there were too many faces
hidden from the person in front of me, so I immediately started the story.
I was nervous to speak, but there was no hesitation in my voice more than I thought.
“In fact, I’m not the blood of this family. I’m an adoptee.”
“Lady!”
Bessie called me like a startled cry as if she’s upset. Her big eyes look like they’re going
to drop…
I smiled bitterly with a little bit of sorry and regret then opened my mouth again.
“It’s too sudden, isn’t it? You’ll be surprised and embarrassed. I’m sorry, I’ve been
hiding it too long, and talking about it just now..”
“Lady, now…….”
“Yes?”
“Princess?”
I was startled by the sudden uproar because I thought the reason they had just been
commissioned was that they were shocked by my bombshell announcement.
“It’s magnificent.”
While staring blankly at the noisy crowd, someone raised their hand from the gap.
“Well, lady. No, princess. So you’re going back to the kingdom now? Are you going to
leave here?”
“Oh, no……..I don’t think so. I’ve been to the kingdom to solve it in the first place.”
“Yes.”
I see the servant who nodded his head lowered his hand.
Then he began to chat again with the person next to him. And the chatter was no
different from the uproar a little while ago.
Like….. She was a princess. Wow. We were supporting the royal family. and so on
“I’m surprised you were a princess. But somehow it suits you the best.”
“I felt like you were like a princess since before. The princess in the story is all
beautiful.”
“Honey, you took this opportunity to flatter the lady, didn’t you?”
“Amazingly.”
I was so embarrassed that I went to the point of stammering and quickly added.
“Is it important?”
“That’s right. You said you’re going to keep staying here anyway. So isn’t it the same as
before?”
Right? They looked at each other as if seeking consent. The sound of “yes” and “yes”
came from all over the place.
The knights were a little behind the servants and the maids. They shrugged their
shoulders when they received the attention.
“It’s not the princess we have here, it’s the lady of the family. That’s all I can explain
because I’m not very eloquent, but that’s it is.”
“I agree.”
“No one would try turning back my word and trying to say something.”
I closed my mouth. It was because I had nothing more to say. And then someone raised
their hand again.
***
“Lady.”
“Why?”
I crossed my eyes and glanced around without lowering my arms across the backrest. I
sighed soon
“Yes. I think it was quite a bomb declaration from me. I don’t know that nothing will
pass, so I’m a bit embarrassed. Should I say it’s an unexpected reaction.
Starting with a young maid who wanted to finish the laundry, the place quickly
dispersed.
The servants and maid walked out of the multi-purpose room to do what they’ve been
doing.
I came out like a low tide after telling the butler, Bessie, and Alex what I had done in a
deeper, self-inflicted kingdom.
And now.
I looked up at Sir Davery, who was not there but had already been told.
Lord Davery seemed to pick a horse for a moment, then opened his mouth.
“Sure?”
“For the short-term employee, who does only the given work and rarely meets the
employer properly, will have nothing to do with whether the owner is not of this family
lineage or even a person from….”
“…….”
Is that so?
I think so, too. It may be a little embarrassing, but if it doesn’t have any problems with
my salary, I wouldn’t care about the secret of the president’s birth.….
“The employee who served you close enough to create a friendly feeling does not
change just because you are from a different place. It doesn’t matter for them.”
“………”
“So it turns out to be nothing.”
Sir Davery has learned about my origins a little earlier than the others.
To tell you the exact time, it was the same day that when Count Suena hit his forehead
in the parlour room of the mansion.
Since he cried out to make the whole parlour room ring, there is no doubt that his voice
would not have been passed on to Sir Davery, who was guarding the door. Remember
that he’s a well-trained knight whose hearing skill can exceed the average person.
‘I see.’
At that time, it wasn’t that I didn’t have a desire to curse and ask if that was the end, but
there was no time to do so because the problem right in front of me was urgent.
Now I have some time to spare since the problem was solved.
“How did you feel when you heard my secret? Wasn’t it like you just said?”
Sir Davery paused at the question that flew to him. But the answer quickly came out.
“I did.”
Then, a spiteful answer came back to see if the other person asked for a joke.
“No way. I’m the one who overcame the fact that you left and abandoned me.”
“…….”
This guy.
“That’s true. If you ask me if I didn’t feel bad about knowing it now, I’d say it’s no
problem because it was only natural to hide it.”
“If I looked at my lady’s origin, well…… as I’ve said this before, the longer and closer I
people with the owner they serve, the more they like her. Everyone will like that. Not
because of the blood, but because of the person itself.”
I still listened to Sir Davery with my arms crossed in the backrest of the bench.
The cool air that cooled my forehead brushed my face. The cool and fresh smell of the
winter garden made me happy. Does this mean I feel that much better?
I continued to feel awkward. Somehow, I felt like I became a child who liked to hear the
answer after deciding what I wanted.
No, it’s not the same thing, but it’s probably right.
If I turn rationally, I was a little grumpy before, and Sir Davery skillfully said what I
wanted to hear.
What am I going to do with this? I chose to throw a wry joke as a way to break through
the awkward shaming that was pouring in.
“That means Sir Davery has come to like me, too? Is this a confession?”
I deliberately spat out words in a rather cheerful tone. I chose the story carefully to be
funny.
But at this point, Sir Davery, who was supposed to laugh, or just laugh, or take another
bite, suddenly shut up.
……huh?
Looking at Sir Davery with a bewildered heart, it was as if he had been finely hardened.
Come to think of it, there are people like that. On a particular subject, the kind of people
who never condones puns or jokes, no matter what others say.
Some people are accused of being serious about nothing and making others feel
embarrassed, but I think it’s a matter for this side to consider once they decide to talk to
each other.
“Huh?”
“I didn’t hear you right. I was thinking about something else. Excuse me, but what did
you say?”
I blinked my eyes. Some of the apologies that had risen to the throat went down again
in the throat.
“I’m sorry, I was so ashamed of being sold in the middle of the conversation that I tried
to answer sensibly, but I couldn’t really.”
The strength suddenly loosened up. I thought I touched something I shouldn’t have
touched Sir Davery.
His posture was naturally disturbed when he lost his pulse. I put my chin on my arm as
if I were falling apart and said,
“It wasn’t a big deal. I asked him if you liked me. Did you just fall in love with my
charm?”
“You asked a question that you already know the answer to.”
“That’s it. I don’t know how lucky I am to learn how to swim in your charm every
second.”
See, I knew you’d answer like that. I lowered my gaze and smiled.
“Lady!”
“Mary?”
I remembered the name of the maid with a small frame and light freckles.
Fortunately, I could think of it quickly and not show any signs of worrying or evasive.
She opened her mouth with a breath that she had run all the way here.
Do you mean the secret of birth? Nodding her head and opening her mouth.
“Why?”
“What?”
I opened my eyes wide and looked at Mary. In the meantime, she seemed to have
caught her breath and quickly added to her steady voice.
“That you were a princess. It looks great to us, but, uh, aristocratic societies are very
closed……..”
Mary, who rolled her eyes for a while as if she were trying to choose an expression,
continued.
“So if this is known……….? I don’t know if you know this, but Damare, who’s new in the
stable, has a very light mouth. Same goes for his friends in the kitchen. If you let me, I’ll
beat them in a few places, so that they’ll never…….”
Not for any other reason. Because I felt like I was going to laugh. And it wasn’t a bad
laugh.
Mary’s face, hardened by her own determination, tickled the inside of my throat.
“It’s all right. You don’t have to try, and thank you.”
I know.
I thought you were just trying to comfort me.
I finally drew a line on my lips with a puzzled-eyed Mary in front of me. The cold wind
brushed my cheek after shaking the blade of grass, but I didn’t feel cold at all.
***
The reason was exactly what was expected now. To inform and accuse of the
enchanted cloth purpose.
An aristocrat needs the Imperial approval to abandon their title. In other words, I need
paperwork to file it at my family register. I must now formally dig in my parents’ family
register. Because Ash and I need to be legally no longer family.
‘If they don’t approve it, I’ll be Lydia Widgreen, not Lydia.’
Oh, really. Already. I couldn’t stand it and slam into the chair with my mouth shut.
“Your Majesty has accepted the Princess’s request for a visit. Please follow her
because she will serve and take you there.”
“…….”
Soon after arriving, the emperor appeared. I jumped up and gave an example.
“Sit down.”
A profound voice fell. I sat down and raised my head at the permission of the emperor.
The light inside of the room shone brilliantly on the emperor’s blonde hair.
‘Again today…….’
Whenever I see the emperor of this country, I have an idea that I do it habitually without
realizing it.
The emperor’s blond hair and green eye caught my eye brightly, overshadowing the fact
that it was a sunny interior.
There was also a sense of dazzling colour. It was exactly the same feeling I had when I
first saw the Crown Prince at this distance.
“Even if it’s not the colour of the hair or eyes, your features are similar.’
I don’t mean to judge their appearance, but the empress I’ve seen before was very
modest.
This means that all the prince’s selfish genes are the emperor’s merit. It was
surprisingly amazing.
‘If you have a handsome father, do you usually have a handsome son?’
Is there a formula in the world that a beautiful daughter resembles a mother and a
handsome son resembles a father?
I think that’s better, right? I’m not saying my looks are ugly, but it’s a waste of Ash’s face
in many ways to bury in history.….
I was preoccupied with such thoughts and suddenly realized what I was thinking.
What the! Crazy. Lydia, what are you doing? Where do you want to get ahead of
yourself?
It was when I felt embarrassed to think alone and wanted to fan my face with my hands.
The emperor opened his mouth.
Thank you. The timing is really perfect. I snapped at the words as if I had waited.
“Hmm?”
The emperor seemed to be pondering my words for a moment, and soon lifted one
hand up and gestured it.
Then, with that simple hand movements, all the maids and knights inside the room
retreated outside.
“No, I’ve never seen it before, it doesn’t look so special on the outside. But……”
The emperor seemed to be agonizing and continued his words. His head tilted slightly
to one side.
I was inwardly surprised. I didn’t feel any unusualness when Ari or I saw it.
After experiencing the effect directly, I was amazed at the fact that it was still no
different from ordinary cloth with my own eyes.
‘But the moment he saw it for a second, he knew that the enchanted cloth is not a
normal cloth.”
As expected from The Emperor, he’s not an Emperor just because he’s royal lineage.
He said he had no knowledge about magic. This would be true even in reverse. I
nodded, recalling the prince’s extraordinary stats.
“It’s not magic, but it’s a cloth with similar abilities. Actually, this is….”
I didn’t even mention the name of the enchanted cloth. It was only known to those who
had seen the future through books that the cloth had such a name.
There was no big change in the face of The Emperor who heard all my stories.
“If you need confirmation, it may be difficult here right now, but if you could spare some
time… in the northern forest……….”
“No, no.”
The emperor, who shook his head, opened his mouth. It wasn’t a tone that ignored or
fancied my words.
“I’ve heard that there was a mass outbreak of monsters in the North Forest not long
ago. I got a witness. There was no way to confirm.”
“…….”
The question is, how would he handle the enchanted cloth? The emperor spoke without
concern.
“I have to overturn the temple of love and squeeze their inner. Until they tell their true
intentions.”
“Yes?”
No, there will be no problem with the procedure. In this world, the imperial power is
primarily the absolute power, and the enchanted cloth will be the physical evidence, not
the heart.
But what surprised me was that the emperor had so easily decided to reject the temple
of love.
Aside from what I knew, however, I was puzzled by the sudden topic. I answered
without concealing such signs.
“Yes.”
“Yes. 300 years ago, it was at the forefront. But now I can’t find it at all. Did you know
why?”
I don’t know.
And this was something I was curious about before. I asked back carefully.
“Yes?”
The Holy Empire. A country where the temple of God, literally, becomes the centre of
power and control.
I was told that the Holy Empire existed only in the past. So even the concept of a
country or civilization was very remote.
“It seems that they missed the time when they were wielding power over omnipresent
with the called absolute god. They’ve gathered their strength and planned to steal the
empire behind our back.”
“……..”
“When I found out about it, the emperor of the time immediately stepped forward and
took action without leaving a temple in the Empire. The superiors caught them and cut
off their necks, and converted all the underlings who knew nothing.”
I listened silently to a story that I had never found in any history book I had read.
The emperor leaned back leisurely in his chair and continued his backtalk.
“In the empire, where the status of the temple was greatest, the decline was a definite
step. That’s what happened.”
“…….”
“Yes, it’s possible that the Temple of Love also staged it for the same purpose.”
That would be the purpose of the power to control the monster. Creating a large army of
monsters to deter………
“That’s correct. I’m actually convinced beyond the level of possibility. Their intention
didn’t smell good.”
Surprisingly, he looks more like the prince when he smiles. I was surprised inside. They
look like a clone.
The emperor, who had no way of knowing what I was surprised at inside, seemed quite
happy. Like having a chance to get the sick tooth out.
I shook my head in a hurry. It’s a yard where I somehow made the ball, but I don’t think
it’s worth listening to twice.
Moreover, I’m also concerned about the fact that I’ve already used enough of the
enchanted cloth to make a belated accusation.
However, The Emperor seemed to be quite satisfied. He said, ignoring whether I shook
my head or not.
“I wish there was something in return that would help the princess.”
I hesitated.
How does know? Is there a new rumour in the social circle that I don’t know?
“No surprise. I just remember you using the imperial library before. You only borrowed
data about the God of Dimension.”
Oh……at the time, I did. The day when a collection of books that could not be loaned in
principle was loaned with the authority of the prince.
I didn’t know he’d know such a private thing. I didn’t step up and encourage
overpowering, but my conscience was being pierced for nothing, and the emperor’s
voice continued.
“I thought of it while talking about the temple before. Yeah, well, if you’re still
investigating God of Dimension. I think I could give you some help.”
“Yes?”
“There was a man who claimed to have met God. God’s mistake made him come here.”
It was the best concentration since I came here. I hesitated and looked at The
Emperor’s eyes.
“At that time, the god he referred to was the god of dimension. With that mouth, he said
he was able to go back to where he was. But before that, he claimed that he was left
here with a curse because he violated God’s planting by his own mistake.”
“……..”
“Of course no one believed him. There was no way to prove it. It was a blank book that
he gave out evidence, so I had nothing to say even if he was treated like a madman by
the people around me.”
A blank book.
I suddenly remembered when I first discovered “Spring of the Goddess Agrita” and
showed it to Bessie.
‘Bessie, do you happen to see what this book is about? What’s the title?
‘Well, it’s all white in my eyes. Does it say anything?’
My heart throbbed.
My mouth was itchy. So, wherever I could meet him, I felt like I wanted to stand up and
ask.
The emperor said something that couldn’t be better than this if he had even read my
heart.
“I’ll call him the Imperial Palace. It’ll take a few days. Because he’s not living in the
capital.”
“….….”
“I wonder if it helped.”
Soon, the emperor raised up in his seat. I followed right up to give an example.
Then the emperor opened his mouth as if he had suddenly thought of it.
“Is this the only reason you visited the palace today?”
“Really?”
The emperor was silent for a moment about what he was thinking. Then he said to me
with an expression of doubt.
“If you’re going to take off your princess status, it’s already in the process, so there’s no
need to waste your time.”
“What?”
I just managed to shut my mouth, which almost popped out of my head, ‘Yes?’ by itself.
It was nothing special. Because he had to do things he couldn’t handle while visiting the
kingdom.
Otherwise, I was speechless about something that was too impossible. The Emperor
looked at my face and again felt indescribable.
“Yes?”
“Already?”
I heard that there have been few exchanges in the past, but since it is a neighbouring
country, he would have been looking at the dynamic status of the kingdom.
But even so, that’s too fast. At that rate, it’s almost real-time, the Emperor’s ears are in
the air.
“The place where the princess recently visited was the Kingdom of Viroz, right?”
“I’d like to make a guess here. A princess who has been to the kingdom. A queen
suddenly decapitated by the rebels The Duke who has since come to expel the princess
from the family.”
“…….”
“Although I haven’t met her, the queen of the kingdom of viroz had a rare catch, right?”
I see what you want to say. This person is also very sharp. I admitted immediately.
It might look like that now that I’m in my family register. I answered with a thought.
This is because a satisfactory smile immediately appeared on the face of the emperor
who heard the answer.
There was a sense of relief in the fresh green eye that reminded me of the Crown
Prince.
Comfortable?
“I see. Good job getting along with my little questions. I’ll send an invitation to the palace
as soon as the man arrives.”
“I’m glad.”
Leaving the words behind, the emperor turned around to see if he was going to leave
the room. I bowed my upper body politely.
“It’s not just a tricky distraction, it’s a rival of love. That’s why he got dumped.”
What?
“I can’t help it if it’s that level of a rival. Now I understand. It makes sense.”
When I looked up unknowingly in embarrassment, it was after the emperor had already
gone out the door.
I puffed my mouth as I looked at the big, colourful, dreary door.
‘I don’t think it’s right now that you’ve been wondering why your son got dumped, and
finally you’re relieved……….’
This time I flapped my hands against my face in a room that no one to watch.
***
I was going to meet Ari immediately after finishing my business in the imperial palace.
I couldn’t be the only one who could have known the coincidence and the good news
that I got through the Emperor today.
But I couldn’t face Ari even though I ran to Grace’s home for a month.
“Fever?”
The employee of his own employer looked worried. I stared at him embarrassedly and
asked.
“Since when?”
“She has been like that since the day before yesterday. It’s been three whole days.”
“I’ve even called the most prominent doctor in the capital, and he’s consistently saying
he doesn’t know the cause. It’s a bit of a curse.”
I swallowed back the words, I was trying to say that I would lend my family doctor if it
was okay.
Although the doctor is as competent as he is, it was unlikely that he would outperform
the most renowned doctor in the capital.
“Okay, Princess.”
I had no choice but to turn around the birch with a sombre look.
“Of course. A frame that suddenly falls, a falling tree…… she had survived such bad
luck, and can’t stand for such fever………”
“……”
Sir Davery’s voice was so sure that I felt a little relieved unintentionally.
In Ari’s case, it’s a bit of a shame to be defenceless while she’s sick, but Dylan will be
by her side.
After returning home, I changed my clothes and went to see Ash right away.
I knew he was busy, so I didn’t want to bother him on purpose, but if he could afford to
travel to and from the Imperial Palace, the story is different.
“Ash.”
When I arrived at the door of his office, some mischief came up.
I didn’t knock, so this whisper wouldn’t make my presence known through that thick
door.
The guard guarding the door looked at what I was doing with a curious look.
“Do you have a bad throat, my lady? If you call him that small…….”
“Shh.”
“…….”
I took off my finger and instead stuck out my lips a little dissatisfied.
After calling a few times in such a small voice that you can’t hear, I’d naturally open the
door saying, “I’m going in because I called you.”
When he asked me why I came in without telling him, then I’d said that I called him, and
I was going to tell him that he didn’t hear me.….
Hold on. I was thinking and suddenly found a problem with my plan.
When I realized it, my regret suddenly disappeared. It was a prank that wasn’t
supposed to happen. I didn’t expect much.
I abandoned my lingering attachment to the failed prank and entered the Oval Office.
The door closed behind me.
“Ash.”
“Why?”
Closing the door and turning around, Ash’s calm face just deepened my conviction for
my thoughts.
“What?”
I’m not surprised by these random questions. I sat on the armrest of the sofa in the Oval
Office and opened my mouth.
“No, you just never surprised. Almost. Usually, mostly. Do you ever get surprised?”
I’m surprised if the soup in my mouth is hotter than I thought, but it’s hard to imagine
Ash surprised by that.
Ash was silent in his thought on my question. What, is he trying to figure out the
answer?
He doesn’t have to. As soon as I thought to add that it was a good thing to ignore, Ash
leaned over me with the back of the sofa.
Then he whispered.
“….”
Hey, hey!
I’m flattered. My heart fluttered. I answered, looking into my eyes, pretending not to be
agitated.
So that’s it? I looked away for a moment and calmed myself by looking at the desolate
office.
It’s my proud courage to steal lips, not cheeks. Uh, what does he think?
……I was trying to tell you if it wasn’t a kiss, but I shut my mouth.
However, I didn’t dare to make a proper surprise kiss. Moreover, it would not have been
a surprise at this point.
I caught the pod that passed by because it became difficult because of the shame of the
situation.
Ash replied with a tone that somehow I knew how to straw it.
“Too bad?”
“Because there are only a few days left to call you by this title.”
Chapter 115
“…….”
“Yeah.”
“Right.”
Ash touched my hair with his other hand that didn’t touch the sofa. The side hair fell
behind the ears.
“…….”
The body that stood close to me had a scent that irritated my nose.
He doesn’t even spray perfume. Why does he smell so good every time?
It’s not like it’s the smell that I only smell. There is a bean pod in the sense of smell.
I grabbed Ash’s hand from my ear and touched it, praising myself for not sniffing it.
“……you know.”
“Yeah.”
“Yeah………”
Well. What should I say about this? It’s neither bad nor good.
And at the same time, I was a little bit restless for no reason.
Ash looked inside my eyes as if he had read the insides of my mind that weren’t added
“That’s enough.”
“Really?”
“Yes.”
My hand, which was touching the back of Ash’s hand, was caught by Ash in reverse.
The warmth that enveloped my hands was warm. The stable temperature that was
passed on made me laugh secretly.
This is enough.
Yes. I won’t think of her any more in the future. As for the dead.
I thought I’d hit myself one more time, but before I did, I was held up by Ash and forced
to stop.
“Let’s kiss.”
Then he said, “I’m going to do it,” and I felt my burning ears and my mouth was
watering.
“……whatever.”
A neat man bit my lower lip and soon the heat invaded inside.
It was a kiss that seemed as usual but was deeper and more tenacious somewhere. It’s
as if he’s trying to keep my mind out of the way.
“……..ha.”
Breathing came out of the air. In the middle of the monitoring lips, I opened my eyes
breathing out. There was something I was curious about.
I couldn’t finish talking. Because I found something different in my hands before that.
“Huh?”
I saw a gold border that wasn’t there a while ago. I blinked and soon opened my eyes
wide.
“Huh?”
As if to recall the lingering imagery, I kissed his lips short again, and Ash smiled and
curled his eyes.
Ash lowered his eyes and glanced at the ring he had put in my left hand and stared
back at me.
The centre of the gold ring was studded with red jewels. Just like my hair colour.
“Let’s go pick the next one together. Because I want to put it in the one you like the
most.”
The next.
The next one after the engagement ring. I clenched my mouth, where a strange scream
almost popped out. My face was in a fit of rage.
Slower than Ash, at least in practice. I don’t know what he’s thinking.
“Oh, yesterday.”
No, of course, I was surprised, but all the bigger appreciation was a joy. The inside of
my cheek itched with joy.
I put my arm around Ash’s neck instead of saying something about this sentiment.
Then, I kissed him first, shamefully saying, “I don’t have that much courage.”
Ash thought that I would stop moving, and soon spread his palm wide and supported
my back.
And the other hand seemed to support the lower part of the hip, followed by a flash of
body.
I felt like I was floating in the air for a while and soon felt a soft touch all over my back.
I loosened my arm from Ash’s neck with my lips still on and only my posture changed.
So I’m sure I’m not the only one like that, but when I kiss, I sometimes feel like stuttering
in the other person’s body. Like now.
I started with Ash’s back head and slowly lowered my hand. I swept away his solid body
without hiding my greed.
“……..why?”
Only after I spit the words out that I notice that my voice sounds grumpy.
Ha, but I can’t help it. I’m not good enough yet. Is he done already? No, right?
My heart was busily up and down.
“Huh?”
One hand under Ash’s clavicle, the other hand groping Ash’s waist.
“……..”
When did you get there? I was startled and quickly took my hand off.
I’m telling you, this was never intended. It’s just a new hand that I don’t know moved at
will.
I picked up a pathetic excuse and swallowed it, but I heard a voice that was somewhat
cracked, perhaps because of my feelings.
“Uh, eh?”
“I feel like I’m seeing the end of my patience holding up with all my might…”
“……..”
I didn’t mean to seduce you. But there was something else I couldn’t just swallow.
“……”
Then I raised my hand again, which I had removed from Ash’s body in amazement.
Then, I slowly swept the upper body muscles of Ash, who I used to look outside his
clothes whenever I had to.
Every time I passed my hand, I felt every part of my hand was tense.
It must be a fact of course, but somehow it felt new. I felt strangely hot.
I passed my dry sigh. Ash’s forehead was dug deep. I spoke softly, looking at the
wrinkles.
“……Lydia.”
Why? It was a voice that made the heart bounce. It tickles my fingertips.
No, I know. It’s because I know too well. How can I not know?
I wasn’t a dreamy, pure teenage girl. Moreover, I have memories of my previous life as
an adult.
So with a face that doesn’t know anything, “The fruit of love? Isn’t that a kiss?’ That
means I’m old enough to ask.
Of course, I wouldn’t have said that when I was a teenager, thanks to early education,
but anyway.
What matters is that I am now clearly aware of how my actions can be seen.
“Yeah.”
“………”
“I know.”
I put my finger up, slipped against his tense body. My body was also struggling as if the
tension was contagious.
It was in the Oval Office, and……… slightly different positions and positions. Was he
sitting at his desk?
I remembered the temptation I had seen somewhere in the past, and I had impulsively
put it into practice.
And thanks to that, I thought I couldn’t leave the office for kissing that day.
But right now……… well, unlike then, I don’t think it’s going to end simply with a long
kiss.
I don’t want to let it end. All right. To be honest, I wanted to do this pretty much from the
previous part.
When I was shovelling without knowing Ash’s mind, I hit my head against the wall by
myself.
But……it was before I even organized my family register, and the users didn’t know that
I was from a different bloodline from Ash, so I was so guilty of morality that I couldn’t
imagine and reveal these things.
My fingers, with great boldness, continued to go down unceasingly past Ash’s pit of the
stomach.
When I was about to reach his belly button, Ash caught it.
It was then.
“Hey! Human!”
Bang!
“…..…!”
The door of the Oval Office opened with a loud noise. I was so startled that I was trying
to get up on the sofa but my elbow slipped and almost fell to the floor.
When I barely straightened my posture and looked up, I saw Gyerg who stormed into
the place out of nowhere.
“Gy, Gyerg?”
The guard guarding the door was unseemly beaten by the trespasser, and the guard
was lying on one side of the hallway.
“I found the food to help me recover my mana! I’d appreciate it if you could prepare it
right away.…..”
“…….”
“……but…….”
Gyerg’s voice soon died down.
“……..”
People learn by experience and memory. It doesn’t seem to be any different from being
a half-demon.
Subsequently, the voice of the Gyerg, which flowed out, shook dangerously.
“…… really?”
“…….”
“No, you know. Um… There. At this point, isn’t it hard to say that this is my fault?”
“………”
“So, what I mean, I’m sorry I always cover the time and the place! I was wrong! This is
my fault! I’m sorry!”
I couldn’t see what kind of expression Ash was making, but I saw Gyerg, who made eye
contact with Ash, contemplating as if he saw a grim reaper.
Ash picked up a decorative sword on a nearby wall. No matter how I look at it, it
seemed clear that he intended to catch and kill the runaway Gyerg.
Honestly, I just murdered him deep in my heart……… No, not because of that, but
because my other desire has risen.
“I can’t walk.”
“Lydia?”
“I can’t put strength into my legs. It’s hard to stand up. So… … hug me and give me a
hand.”
“…….”
But I didn’t have the time to feel proud that I finally surprised Ash.
When I hugged his body with an unusually impatient hand, I felt that I was running out of
time even though I did have enough time.
“……..”
Soon afterwards, I moved to another place, held by Ash. The whole time I walked
through the hallway, the sound of my heart seemed to really eat my ears.
***
In life, you may sometimes have a hard time keeping up with reality.
I was dazed with my chin on the table.
“Lady.”
“……..”
“Lady!”
“Uh, eh?”
A close voice woke me up. As I turned around in surprise, Bessie tilted her head.
“Oh, well…”
At that moment, my heart leapt and found its place. I opened my eyes wide and looked
at Bessie, but her gaze was on my left hand.
Ah.
“You said it was a gift from His Excellency? Somehow, it’s also pretty. The jewellery
resembles my lady so much.”
I swept my heart with one ear of Bessie’s angry voice complaining about how
substandard Alex’s aesthetic sense was.
Intimacy did not have to be made only at night. It was possible even in broad daylight.
And surprisingly, it could have started during the day and ended at night.
After making ‘intimacy’ (?) yesterday, I fell asleep as if I had passed out until morning.
It was a profound deep sleep. As soon as I opened my eyes in the morning, I knew at
once that it went well.
‘I’ve heard somewhere that if you’re satisfied with that (?) …….. I hear you get tired and
fall asleep right away..’
“…….”
I went on to want to hammer my head into the table with great intensity. What the hell I
was thinking? I’m ashamed to die.
I was worried that my face might have turned red, but Bessie suddenly clapped her
hands.
“Oh, my lady.”
“…..…?”
“His Excellency bought you a ring like this. May I say that His Excellency still cares
about my lady like before, right?”
She didn’t seem to think too deeply about why the ring that Ash had given me as a gift
was stuck in my left ring finger.
Although she knew about my origins, she raised me and Ash as siblings for quite some
time.
Is that why?
“Yes……that’s right.”
I could have corrected this as an engagement proposal ring, not just a gift, but
somehow my mouth couldn’t say it easily.
“What a relief.”
“The former master and his wife passed away like that, but I’ve been really happy that
both of you grew up and became two beautiful people.”
“…….”
“It was my wish to serve you to the end no matter what, and I’m glad that I can fulfil that
wish.”
“…….”
“It’s funny now, but I was actually a little bit worried. Because of the secret you had. But
now that there’s nothing to worry about……it really makes me feel better.”
So I hesitated more. From a while ago, I thought about the words that lingered in my
mouth.
I don’t want to frighten Bessie too much, but I don’t want to fool her either.
“Bessie. You said your wish was to serve me and Ash for the rest of your life.”
“Of course.”
“You might be able to do that for Ash, but me……Do I have to leave this house when I
get married? What are you going to do then?”
“Oh, my.”
I’m at marriage age and generally, it wouldn’t get too strange even if I get married
tomorrow.
But Bessie hardened her eyebrows.
“You don’t have to. There’s a lot of money in the house so you can spend all your life
playing and eating.”
“Even if it doesn’t mean that…… Yes, meeting someone you love can make you want to
be together forever under the system of marriage.”
Bessie expanded her eyes round again and then narrowed them thinly.
“Who is it?”
“Huh?”
“What? I mean…….”
“How old is he? Is he a decent person? Is he the heir of the family? What’s his
personality like? How does he look? How does he look?”
No, why are you asking me twice about what he looks like?
Why does Sir Davery suddenly come to mind? I tried to clear Bessie’s
misunderstanding anyway.
“……what?”
“Is he taller than His Excellency? Is he more handsome than His Excellency? Is he
better than His Excellency?”
Now, wait a minute, what the hell are you asking me?
What?
If my situation was different from what I am now, Betsy’s remarks weren’t that different
from the meaning of stopping my marriage forever.
“Absolutely!”
Bessie’s unshakable expression made me speechless again. Look, whoever he is, that
means I won’t get married…….
All my life……
I was coughing in vain. Bessie’s momentum was so enthusiastic that it seemed useless
to say that she was a misunderstanding.
“But as cool as Ash. Tall as Ash, as handsome as Ash, and as good as Ash.”
The answer was not immediately returned. Bessie was painting her face with blatant
consternation and disbelief.
It seems like she was thinking ‘How can there be such a person in the world?’.
Chapter 117
The moment has finally come to tell the truth. I was about to spit out the words that
tickled my throat.
“Bessie!”
Bessie turned away from me with a puzzled look. Alex took a breath from his seat as if
he had run all the way here.
“Where?”
The training field? Alex continued when asked for an explanation with a look on my
face.
“His Excellency is in the middle of a battle with the knights at the training field.”
“Huh?”
“I don’t know. Anyway, so now everyone is crowding and watching. Let us go too.”
Alex rolled his feet in place as if he was in a hurry. Bessie looked back at me.
“Uh, well…”
“Let’s go!”
While agonizing, Alex’s head suddenly cut in between Bessie and me. Oh my gosh.
“You’re going, aren’t you, my lady? Huh? It’s not easy to see His Excellency battle with
the knights. It’s not an everyday opportunity .”
Anyway, Alex’s eyes were shining eagerly. It is not easy to get a response of rejection.
Eventually, I rose from the chair where I was sitting. Alex jumped up and down from his
seat as if he were happy and took the lead. Would that be so nice?
“By the way, it’s very rare, indeed. What kind of wind is suddenly blowing?”
“I know right.”
There was a reason why Alex treated Ash’s sparring that was happening now at the
aerodrome as any hidden event.
Ash’s handling of the sword is already well known both inside and outside the mansion.
Perhaps it is enough to publicly rumour that all of the knights of the Duke family have to
spar against Ash’s ability.
Anyway, it’s such a recognized skill both inside and outside, but Ash rarely showed it to
others unless it was necessary.
Here, the necessary time is limited to the situation when the country entrusts the
subjugation to Ash like a while ago, or when the person needs to be caught and killed is
in front of his eyes, or anyway, a situation which made him essential to draw his sword.
Naturally, the training field was not included. That was a job that he didn’t have to do.
Very often, Ash did warm up, but very occasionally. Before he became the Duke and as
busy as he is now.
Therefore, it is not unreasonable that Ash is being treated as a piece of rare news that
he is in a battle in the training field.
‘A sparring….’
The knights must have been really excited, but I’ve overheard them talking to each
other before, and I think there was quite a lifetime wish to spar against Ash with the
sword.
I’m sure their wish had come true. Do I need to congratulate them when I go?
While walking with that thought, Alex was in a hurry to walk faster.
I don’t know anything else, but Alex was taller than others. So when Alex hastened his
walk, the distance quickly separated from me.
I thought I’d just run for a while, but I changed my mind right away.
I forgot. What a great day I had yesterday. As the pace slowed, Bessie turned around.
“Backache?”
“You must have slept wrong yesterday. Oh, why did you come out before I went to wake
you up in the morning because you couldn’t sleep well?”
“……uh, yeah.”
“I’ll go up to your room and give you a nice back massage later. I’ll apply some oil.”
I don’t know the rest, but I like her back massage. So, I ignored my conscience and
nodded.
When I arrived at the training field, it was already really full of people.
I moved away and settled down. I’m worried that if I get closer, I’ll get dusty.
But even if I looked closely, I wouldn’t have worried about the dust. Because Ash wasn’t
dealing with the knights so violently that there was dust.
Sometimes I saw two shots, but it seemed that it was because Ash was watching me
during the battle rather than because the opponent was excellent.
‘That’s amazing.’
I sat in the simple chair that Alex provided, and crossed my legs and ticked comfortably.
The appearance of Ash wearing a sword is one of the things that I do not get used to
even though I often see it.
How can a person move like that? How the hell does he swing that long sword like that?
I’m telling you, that’s actually all the muscles hidden in those clothes……..
“…..….”
I thought blankly and lowered my head. It was too obvious that my face would have
turned red so I couldn’t show it to others…
‘Are you crazy? Don’t imagine. Dumb, at least not here.’
There must be a demon in my eyes that made me look at him so sensational, even
though he was wearing active clothes that can’t be seen with exposure.
Go away, demon. Just come back later, seeing the time and place. Do you understand?
Then I heard a small roar down to my low, where I had dropped my head.
“Davery!”
There were also a few shy screams among the voices that chanted his names.
I raised my head puzzled by the scream. Oh, I see, Sir Davery was quite popular.
Come to think of it, as I have mentioned several times before, Sir Davery is rarely tall
and handsome. I’m sure some supporters like him.
In the middle of the training field, looking up with his head, Sir Davery was confronting
Ash with a sword in one hand.
That sounded as if Ash would never break unless he was the opponent. He’s become
cocky.
It wasn’t just me who heard that, so booing poured out around me.
“That’s cocky!”
“If you wanted to be so broken, why didn’t you ask me? I can wake you every day!”
There was a lot of booing and Sir Davery seemed to be retorting, but his voice was
buried around and could not be heard.
This time I re-positioned and focused a little. Sir Davery’s skill was confirmed the other
day in a battle with Dylan.
It was quite impressive, I wonder what would happen if he sparred with Ash.
So I’m not saying I’m curious about the outcome, but I’m curious about how long he’ll
last.
And with the surroundings suddenly quiet, whether I was the only one who focused, Sir
Davery ran at Ash first.
A shrill sound rang. Usually, a sword held by Ash’s opponent flew from here.
But Sir Davery was fine. Seeing it pushed, it seemed like there was some shock.
Then Ash went after Sir Darberry this time. Everything can be seen right to my eyes.
Wow, no, wait a minute, how did you stop that now? How did you avoid that again?
Those who booed Sir Davery a little while ago seemed speechless as if they didn’t know
he’d go that far.
There is one thing that has become clear at this point. Sir Davery was at least the
longest of the knights that struck Ash today.
“Ugh!”
At that moment Ash’s sword pierced Sir Davery’s loophole fiercely. Sir Davery was seen
rolling himself away from the sword.
Ash asked, who aimed the sword at Sir Darberry whose posture had fallen.
Sir Davery was breathing on one knee. He looked exhausted enough to stop.
Sir Davery sprang up and swung the sword again. Ash took a step back and took the
sword. The iron sounded loud.
Surprisingly, it was after some time that the battle was over.
Because Sir Davery kept coming at Ash until he was so exhausted that he couldn’t lift a
finger.
It wasn’t until the end of the battle that Sir Davery was completely lying on the floor until
his strength reached the limit and he couldn’t hold his sword anymore.
I noticed that by then Ash’s breath was rather short. No matter how bright the sun is
during the day, I felt like he was sweating a little this winter.
It’s too small to hear. What did he say? Then Ash looked down at Sir Davery and said.
Sir Davery smiled in a relaxed manner. What were they talking about? I can’t hear well
because the surroundings are noisy again.
I was curious, but I saw Ash hand over the sword to the servant and approach this way.
I guess the battle is over now. Sir Davery was the last.
I mumbled and raised myself to see Ash approaching me in exactly the direction I was.
My heart was beating faster again.
Chapter 118
“Ash.”
“Lydia.”
As soon as the friendly low-pitched sound intruded into my ears, my memories began to
run wild.
So yesterday’s memory.
‘Lydia.’
And that wasn’t so different for me either. Every time I open my mouth, I think I called
Ash’s name.
Besides, it is a bonus that the breathing sounds that seemed to pass between the two
while calling the name were mixed.
If I can, I want to break through the floor and disappear. Then Ash asked.
“…..…!”
I was trying my best not to imagine, but Ash came forward and was making nothing of it.
I managed to nod my head with a hot face.
“Your Excellency also noticed it, right? That she’s not feeling well. I think you slept
wrong last night. She said her back hurts.”
Argh! Bessie!
“Back?”
Ash’s gaze rested on my waist for a moment. At that moment I truly needed a rat hole.
I only need one good rat to share its hole. I’m begging you.
“A, Ash?”
Bessie blinked because she was right next to me and didn’t miss Ash’s words.
“Provided cause………?”
Even so, I wanted to disappear, but Ash hugged me and moved on.
I thought it would have been better off, as I was moved away from the training field by
Ash, who strode.
If I had more, I would have dug up a hole in the ground and created a rat hole.
Shame and embarrassment crept up, I lifted my head up from Ash’s back neck along
the way.
In the meantime, a fairly distant vision saw Bessie’s face gradually fading with
enlightenment and shock.
…….. Sorry, Bessie. I’ll make sure to explain it to you step by step.
I looked inwardly at Bessie, promising her next. I could see Ash’s straight side holding
me in his familiar arms.
My heart thumped.
It was a mix of embarrassment before, but now it was full of tension and excitement.
The solid upper body of Ash I was leaning on was also a constant concern.
I now know what shape the muscles in these clothes are drawing. I know how it moves
when he’s nervous. I know how it burns and flows when sweat is formed.
How sensational it is when his eyebrows on his face are distorted as if holding up
something……….
“…….”
Ash walked in the quiet hallway holding me. How far is he going to go? I remained silent
and opened my mouth.
“What’s up with you all of a sudden? Why battle? What kind of wind is blowing?”
“Um……..”
“Stamina?”
Then I arrived in front of my room. Ash opened the door and put me down on the bed in
the room.
“Yes.”
Ash, who laid me down straight, made eye contact with me for a moment.
“Rest.”
I lay in bed in a quiet room with no sleepover. I blinked my eyes and soon closed my
face with both hands.
…………back. I need my back to get better soon. I wondered if I could ask Bessie for a
massage as soon as possible.
***
I was worried that Bessie couldn’t get out of shock, but fortunately, she came in for a
checkup on me.
After meeting again and hearing detailed explanations from me, Bessie couldn’t keep
her mouth shut for a while but then rejoiced with her straight eyes.
‘Cause I only need you two for the rest of my life anyway!’
‘And it would be even better if I could take care of your baby seeds when I’m still alive!’
……that’s what she said, so I could get a back massage from Bessie all day long.
No, and I needed to leave the level of being fine and be stronger than before. If I think
about it from now on. Hmm.
I took a posture that was good for the waist and looked into a book with exercise tips
that were good for the waist.
Then Bessie knocked on the door and came into the room.
“Lady.”
I’ve been receiving all the letters that come to me recently, to be exact the day before
yesterday.
It wasn’t for any other reason. I asked Count Grace to tell me if Ari’s fever was
improving.
So I’m checking every letter that comes in so that I don’t miss anything.….
My background in the aristocratic society of the capital city has been known.
It was clear, though there was no obvious rumour that it might have been somewhat
hushed and spread.
‘First of all, the number of invitations to parties and meetings has decreased.…….’
It’s not just reduced, it’s been almost impossible to find for nearly three days.
‘On the other hand, the number of letters of engagement has increased significantly.’
I glanced at the pile of letters in the corner of the desk that I had collected later for
firewood.
However, if they say it’s a problem, they are now sending letters of the proposal to all
the people in attendance.
To put it a little bit sour, even the most common children were going crazy about getting
married.
‘An old man was looking for a marriage partner again. Yuck.’
So the letter, which usually had asked me to meet rather than to date, disappeared and
filled the entire place with a flood of letters saying, “Let’s get married.”
After hearing of my origin, they would have thought that I was about to be removed from
the Duke.
That’s why these men are rushing to buy me before anyone else takes me for a bargain,
and the ladies and the young children are trying to break up with me.
I stared at the piles of firewood and the letters placed on the other half.
That letter, marked by a pink letter envelope decorated with lace at a glance, was from
Irene.
‘Hmm.’
I recalled a young face that I met in a short moment but had quite ups and downs.
Irene’s letter arrived this morning. The content was that she invited me to her birthday
party.
This morning is not the time when she still didn’t know my origins.
The birthday party date on the letter was next month. I can’t believe she’s already
sending me an invitation to the party next month.
I thought so, but then Bessie hesitated for a moment as she handed me the letter.
“Bessie, why?”
“Yeah?”
I flipped over the letter I received. As Bessie said, there was really no sender’s name.
Some people sometimes substitute the sender with the pattern of their own family.
That’s how high-ranking noble’s way choose to take pride in their crest.
But there was no such thing in this letter. It was simply clean.
“Hmm.”
In many ways, a doubtful letter has arrived. I fumbled over the surface of the letter while
I was thinking about it.
Wait, is there a cutter knife in the world? Well, it doesn’t feel suspicious anyway.
When Bessie saw me groping the letter and checking it, she asked carefully.
No matter how much Alex says it’s a neighbourhood book, that’s a bit too much.
After declining, I opened the entrance to the envelope. I could feel Bessie’s
nervousness at the moment.
Instead……
“Oh, my lady!”
Bessie called me in a startled voice. It was worth it. Aside from the content, the visuals
were so bad.
The dark red letters of the bizarrely dried letters were probably written with blood.
‘I didn’t even get a bloodletter sent by the stalker who made me killed by a car in my
previous life.’
The first blood letter I received in my life felt more uncomfortable than I thought. I don’t
know what kind of blood he’s using.
I let go of the letter with only one line written on it and let it fall on the floor.
There was one more letter. And fortunately, this time it wasn’t blood.
To guess, this one was relatively long, so I think there was not enough blood to use.
[If you don’t want the secret of your wrong blood to be known, come out to XX
place right now. However, be sure to come out alone.]
Bessie looked alternately at the letter with a speechless face and asked me.
It was a letter at best. Blood books were a little offensive, but that even wasn’t my blood.
Bessie was angry and tried to get out of the room straight away.
“Wait a minute.”
It’s a phrase referring to the secret of wrong blood, by all accounts to the secret of my
origin.
It’s been a long time since a secret became a secret. He sent me a letter of threat that
was incredibly useless.
“What?”
“Ay, no way.”
***
Accepting the request of a useless blackmail letter, which is not as threatening as this,
is because there is one thing that takes place.
If he’s well informed, he’ll know that my origins have been revealed
By the way, he didn’t know the latter and only the former.
‘If he doesn’t know what’s already spread among the noble, then he’s not a nobleman.
….’
Then, the only thing left is common people on the streets who are naturally ignorant of
the news of aristocratic society.
There was something. I don’t know what it is right now, but it’s strangely on my mind.
That’s why I moved to the place written in the letter, keeping it a secret to Ash.
Sir Davery, who was walking beside me at my pace, opened his mouth.
“Why me?”
“What?”
“Are you expressing your dissatisfaction? Why bother to bring yourself out?”
“No, I wonder if it would have been more reassuring and comfortable for you to do so.”
“That makes me virtually reassured when I’m with Ash. But you’re a strong enough
knight, aren’t you?”
Sir Davery’s lips were chapped and soon shook his head as if nothing had happened.
I don’t know the details, but Sir Davery seemed to blame himself.
But was there anything worthy of Sir Davery’s statement just now? I shrugged in
wonder.
“It’s because I don’t want to interfere with Ash. I know he’s busy, so I don’t want to
waste his time.”
“I’m afraid this might sound like it doesn’t matter if I take away Sir Davery’s time, but
you’re right.”
He thought I’d say no, didn’t he? I could see Sir Davery staring down at me at a
moment’s notice.
“It’s a job for Sir Davery to support and escort me. That’s why I took your time without
any burden. It’s almost my time.”
I looked up again and checked, and Sir Davery was laughing before long.
“No, because I thought my lady was right. As you say, my time is yours, so please feel
free to use it.”
He seemed to complain a little while ago, but now he does it again. It was oddly difficult
to catch a bell today.
Well, there are days when people want to. I was going to do that’s what I was going to
do.
“Oh, you seem to have spent quite a bit of your stamina fighting yesterday. Are you all
right now?”
I recalled Sir Davery, who had been exhausted against Ash the day before at the
training field.
Wait, did he complain about this in the beginning? I brought him out when he’s already
too tired?
If this is the case, I can’t help but feel remorse. Then Sir Davery answered.
“I’m fine.”
“Really?”
He’s recovering fast, even though he couldn’t even move a finger yesterday.
Well, his basic physical strength would be different from mine, where I had to lie down
all day with a massage because I overworked my back.
In fact, Sir Davery was so strong that he recovered in a day, wouldn’t he have been
carried away if he were just a normal person?
Then Sir Davery answered in silence for a moment about what he was thinking.
“Well… yes.”
“Well, it’s rare for Ash to go directly into the battle. So, are you going to do that next time
you fight with Ash?”
But Sir Davery pondered this question unexpectedly for a long time. Then the answer
came a long time later.
“No.”
“…….”
“Really?”
I don’t know what else to say. I wanted to ask why his expression was so serious, but I
felt like I shouldn’t ask.
At that time, I saw the place I was aiming for. Phew, timing.
“Yes.”
The destination was a shop. I came in first, and Sir Davery decided to take some time to
follow in, pretending not to be at the party.
“Then please.”
The interior of the store was quiet.
As soon as I entered, I was guided by the waiter and sat down by the window.
I think the opponent knows me, so if I sit still, he’ll show up on his own.
A moment later a person plopped across from me even though I didn’t give permission.
The opponent opened his mouth like that as soon as he sat down.
“You…”
Why is it so natural for him to pretend to know me when I’ve never seen him before? I
thought I’d known him.
The young man, whose voice is young but whose face is so thin that I cannot guess his
age, frowned at my words.
“What?”
“Yes.”
It was amazing that the owner of the store didn’t stop him from entering those skeleton
figures. Does he know this store’s owner?
When I asked again, the man looked at me blankly and soon burst into a laugh as if he
was dumbfounded.
Did Sir Davery come into the store? If I think he’s trying to threaten me, I’ll have to
sprinkle some hot tea and yell for him.
But the man didn’t seem to have hit the table intending to threaten me.
He put his right hand on the table and gnashed his teeth.
“You made me look like this, and now, you don’t know?”
Only then did I notice that men’s hands were different from others.
“You…”
“If you want me to recognize you like that, how about just saying your name?”
“Ligaa Kami…….”
If you don’t know about it again, the man might kill me with a vase.
Sadly, however, there was something that came to mind this time.
I clicked my tongue. If I had known the opponent was him, I would have laughed at him
once I saw him.
Ligaa, who was deprived of his family’s last name and turned into a beggar, became
very angry at my reaction.
“Because of you.”
Ligaa Kami has big guts. Now that I think about it, at Ash’s birthday banquet, he got
caught trying to feed me a drugged drink.
Besides, the hostage-taking with Ari to avoid the situation that day was a bonus.
‘Well, it’s probably because of the world’s coercion to kill Ari, but….’
At first glance, his right hand isn’t all that different from his left hand, how many has he
lost?
I was told that there were not only one or two women who believed had been touched
by Ligaa when he still became the family member of Count Kami.
Perhaps they visited Ligaa, where the family’s protection disappeared, and retaliated.
One finger per person. It’s neat and nice.
“……ha!”
“If it’s unfair, be nice in your next life. Just be born as a roadside weed so you won’t be
so guilty.”
And a guy like you gets kicked in the shoe. It’s a good end.
But Ligaa did not come at me. Instead, he leaned his arms forward in front of his chest
and leaned against the chair, changing his posture.
“Princess.”
It’s just a little early, but let him call me Duc, ekhm, Duchess.
“Yuck! Since you received the letter, you must have come out here because of it? Does
it matter if the secret is revealed?”
“Huh? A fake princess who doesn’t even know where the blood you’re from, dude.”
“Whew.”
I kicked the opponent’s leg under the table instead of pouring some innocent tea on
Ligaa’s face.
“Aah!”
As soon as Liga uttered a cry, I tried to call Sir Davery, but I didn’t have to.
Sir Davery, who had come by my side before I had called, put a sword on the neck of
Liga.
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“Here?”
For your information, Ligaa limped as he took the lead in guiding the way. He seemed to
be unable to use one of his ankles.
He really got paid for his crime. I’m surprised he thought of sending me a threatening
letter of revenge.
“…Yes, I heard it from the old man living here (informal), Agh!”
“Your speech.”
Sir Davery, who struck Ligaa on the shoulder with a sword, pointed out. Ligaa opened
his mouth, shaking his body as if he was sicker than he seemed.
“Hmm.”
I turned a little further inside the alley. Soon after, I saw something like a shabby shack
or something.
Then he took the lead after he struck Ligaa on his stomach so that he could not do
anything.
“I’ll go in first.”
“Let’s go in together.”
The inside was narrower than I had guessed. A place where only one person could lie
was cramped when I and Sir Davery entered.
Sir Davery somehow seemed to be trying to stay out of touch with me. He doesn’t have
to worry about me that much.
“Uhh-huh.”
I stared at the bottles that were making the narrow interior more cramped. The old man,
lying among the drinkers as if he were dead, wiggled up.
“Uh……who?”
Sir Davery handed over the bottle he had prepared to the old man.
Ligaa said he heard the story this way. The old man grinned as soon as he received the
drink.
“Oh, yes, yes! I know a lot. It’s a funny story to know so much. So, what do you want to
hear? The story of Mill, the lady next door, cheating? or the only son in the fruit shop
down there eating with a man? Or …..”
I sat with my knees bent, cutting off the old man’s words, which seemed to be endless if
left alone.
“Right, that’s right. That’s a good idea. A defect is not a common defect. So that’s what
it’s………”
The old man’s voice, who was opening his mouth in excitement, died down.
Whether he was half awake or half sober, the focus, which had been blurry all along,
has finally settled down.
Soon the old man, who looked alternately at me and Sir Davery, fell on the floor,
shivering.
“Oh, dear, I’m sorry! Pardon me all to hell. Please save me just once!”
Either way, it wasn’t important now. I opened my mouth looking at the back of the old
man’s flat-down head.
“You can get up. I’m not here to take your responsibility.”
The old man was very frightened. To the point where words do not work, in general, the
right of summary disposition is given to the nobility at this stage.
In other words, there is no one here to say anything even if I cut his throat.
Of course, I didn’t mean to.
“Well, that’s….”
“The more you tell me, the more I’ll pretend this never happened.”
The story of the old man who started like that was older than I thought.
The old man’s job was a horseman. Although he generally dealt with wealthy
customers, he was especially lucky to have the Duke and Duchess as his guests that
day after.
However, on the way back from treating the couple, he hit a person.
It was a dark alley without witnesses as he was on his way to avoid the eyes of others.
A middle-aged woman hit by a wagon died instantly on the spot.
However, the child held by a middle-aged woman in her arms was safe because she
wrapped the child around her body.
The Duchess hugged a baby with no scars, whether it was a miracle or a sacrifice of a
woman.
‘Red hair.’
The baby, who was crying, stopped crying like a lie when she was hugged by the
Duchess. Then he wouldn’t fall out of her arms.
‘Honey.’
‘Did you hear what the doctor say today? They say I can’t have children forever. It’s
impossible.’
‘wife…….’
‘I don’t know if this might happen, and we came out today without letting anyone know.
Is it really a coincidence that this child appeared in front of us? I want to raise it, me.’
The horseman watched the duke’s wife make a holy decision there that day.
The Duke, who agreed with a sigh as if he couldn’t help his wife’s firmness, then told the
horseman.
Keep it a secret for the rest of your life, and if you break it, your three generations won’t
be safe.
The old man remained silent as he had promised for nearly twenty years.
It was not a loss at all because he took money and valuables that ordinary people would
never touch in return for keeping the secret quiet.
However, the money that had been spent was falling and falling, and he was too old and
too drunk to work again, selling gossip that he knew, and finally getting out of his mouth.
“What?”
The question was, “Is there a grave?” The old man panicked and shook his head.
“I, I don’t know. I don’t think that’s…… I went back to the place later, but there was
nobody there.”
Then, it was not something that could be heard more thoroughly by the old man.
I raised myself up. Suddenly I stood up and my legs that were bending while I was
listening to the story went numb.
“Lady.”
“Oh, it is.”
Without changing his prone position on the floor, the old man brought up his words as if
he had thought of the middle-aged woman
“On purpose?”
The numbness in my legs got better little by little. Take my hand off Sir Davery’s sleeve
and look down at the old man.
“Yes, yes. It suddenly popped out in front of the carriage, and I thought it might have
been intentional……I don’t know why.”
Chapter 121
That’s where the old man’s words ended. I stared silently at the old man for a moment
and turned away.
It was a moment when I got out of the cramped space, but I felt like I was breathing.
Since I’ve said it, I’d forgive him if he just answered my questions.
“But……”
Ligaa used the expression to me that my origins might be blood from nowhere.
Looking at that, I wanted to see how the old man would have spoken about my origin.
‘I wonder if the old man thought that the middle-aged woman who died by being hit by
the carriage was my birth mother?’
Imagination easily creates a dirty story. Why did the woman jump into the carriage with
the child?
Perhaps the mother and daughter were trying to commit suicide together because it was
the result of an unspeakable shame.
It’s not that everyone does that, but it’s that old people would do anyway. But I decided
to leave the old man alone.
In such a place where cold weather is not adequate in this winter, he is drunk with his
old body.
It was amazing that he was still alive. Maybe his life will be over before this winter.
I took the lead a little after saying so. Somehow I wanted to get out of this alley quickly.
“Lady.”
“Why?”
I came up because I thought there was something, but I didn’t know it was like that.
‘I miss Ash.’
……I wanted to see Ash for some reason, so it would have been better to hurry back to
the mansion now than to speak from here.
“Lydia.”
There was a face that was not supposed to be here. Is it an illusion? I rubbed my eyes,
but my sight remained the same.
“….Ash?”
“I’m really sad that you came out to respond to threatening letters without telling me.”
“Eum…”
Instead of agonizing over the answer, I just hugged Ash, who came close. He buried his
face in Ash’s hesitating breast and took a deep breath.
“……why?”
As soon as I spoke out, I realized that this was the outside, but then I felt like it didn’t
matter anymore.
I closed my eyes, hugging Ash tightly. The familiar smell made me forget everything for
a moment.
***
But there was no way. So, he happened to meet an old man while he was burning his
heart with nightmares every day by day.
‘That’s right.’
Ligaa opened his eyes wide. The horseman’s story was plausible.
Just in time, he knew something. As for the workmanship, Ash Widgreen, there is no
doubt that the former Duchess was outside the Empire when she was due.
No one had ever seen a pregnant Duchess before she was born.
For a very short time, it caused a stir in society, but the rumour soon died down
because the Duke stepped up and dismissed it with honour.
Ligaa was in a state of ecstasy. The opportunity has come. He can finally avenge his
grudge.
He made a pleasant plan. Once he had called the princess alone under the pretext of
this, so he could make the …….
……was Ligaa’s happy imagination, but unfortunately, the reality was very different from
his imagination.
Ligaa, who woke up after being knocked out for a long time at the bottom of the cold
back alley, moved his limp steps with his bloodshot eyes.
‘That bitch, how dare she insult me like this when she’s such a dirty, vulgar creature that
she doesn’t even know where she came from? Let’s see. I will make you regret it.’
Ligaa recklessly went to visit a noble family he had known before. At first, Viscount
Zeshanal saw Ligaa’s skeleton and tried to scare him away, but once he heard that he
had brought good news, he reserved him.
“Good news?”
“Yes, it’s news that could bring down the prestige of the high-handed Duke of
Widgreen.”
“……oho.”
Some people are flattering him and those who are jealous of him.
Viscount was the latter. He couldn’t hide his expectation, so he said with his nose wide
open.
The hot-blooded Zeshanal, easily losing his reason in anger, turned the table upside
down. With a thud, Ligaa fell out in a shudder.
“Gasp!”
“I let you into the house because you’re such a beggar and you’re such a moron, but
you’re telling me all the ‘good news’ I already know. You’re not making fun of anyone
now!”
“I’m so angry. I can’t just let you go. Hey! Beat this bastard up and kick him out!”
He cried heartily, but no matter how many families he has, no father can stand by and
watch over his son’s life.
“You’re funny. Your father? Listen carefully. It has been a long time since Count Kami
wrote a memorandum that he would never come back to the capital city and went down
to the territory with his family. How can he tell if you’re beaten to death or not here on
the outskirts?”
“What, what?”
Ligaa couldn’t trust it. While his whole body was stiffened by the shock, the short-lived
foot kicking continued again.
“What’s making so much noise? What the hell are you doing in the parlour room……..”
“La, lady!”
“You……..”
The lady, who entered the parlour room, recognized Liga and opened her eyes wide.
Soon there was a more angry cry from her mouth than from her father.
“That motherf*cker!”
“Wha, what?”
“I thought about what happened here, but it was you, your motherf*cker Ligaa! You
scumbag, do you think I don’t know there was a friend of mine among the girls you
touched?”
“Well, that’s…”
“One of the maids in this house hung herself because of you. You human talker! Dad,
don’t let him live. Just kill him! Let’s just make today his death day!”
On the same day, there were constant screams in the parlour room of Viscount
Zeshanal’s mansion.
And on the same evening, a chilly spout was abandoned in the back alley.
***
The butler continued his speech with a look of remembrance of the distant past.
“I didn’t have to tell the former Duke and Duchess, but a letter came out of the woman’s
arms.”
“Letter?”
It was none other than the butler who was in charge of the job at the time.
“……why?”
No, to be exact, to the wealthy ‘anyone’. The old man drove the carriage, and it was a
luxury carriage that only deals with customers with money.
The butler said calmly, with a voice that he had previously thought about it.
“……”
“I used to wonder, but I’m not sure that the latter is certain now that I know your origins.”
“Why?”
“Anyone who could steal you from the kingdom would have worked close to the Queen.
I had heard the Queen’s move for a long time, so I knew she wouldn’t have been a very
good person by nature.”
“………”
“There aren’t many opportunities for such a person to suddenly give up her life one day
and decide to protect her righteousness and humanity.”
He asked.
“Where is it?”
“It’s far away. It’s too much today, and if you’re interested, let’s go with this old man next
time.”
“Why?”
“Because I already brought a handful every year, to thank her for letting me serve you.”
I ended up laughing.
That night, I took out a portrait of my parents after a long time and put it by my bedside.
Then I lay down before I went to sleep and imagined the face of a middle-aged woman
who I couldn’t remember.
However, neither middle-aged women nor my parents appeared in the dream. Instead,
Ash appeared.
“Ari?”
I used to ask for a message if her fever got better, but I didn’t know that she would
come in person.
I dragged Ari to my room, not to the parlour room, and looked around.
Ari’s complexion of saying that certainly didn’t look like a sick person.
“Yesterday.”
Even though I heard she was okay, I took my hand to Ari’s forehead without realizing it.
And what she said just right.
Ari humbly opened her two arms raised, like biceps competition.
“Eonni.”
“Huh?”
“What’s different?”
However, the visible appearance of Ari remained the same. Her deer-like eyes, a calm
atmosphere when she closes her mouth, her hair and .…….
I was so focused on Ari’s appearance that I suddenly found out what I was missing.
“Where’s Dylan?”
Come to think of it, Ari visited the mansion alone today. There was no one by her side,
of course.
“Correct.”
Did something happen to Dylan? No, but how could she move by herself?
I checked my watch. The needle was approaching noon. Oh, my God. I’ll call Sir Davery
first.
“Eonni, if you’re trying to get the blonde knight, you don’t have to.”
“What?”
“I don’t need a knight.”
“What is she talking about? What do you mean you don’t need it? If you’re going to die
here, I don’t even have a bead to save you…….”
Ari’s attitude was strangely calm. I looked at a determined face that had not agitated,
and I grew my eyes for a moment.
“You, no way……”
The sudden heatwave caused even the most famous doctor in the capital to shake his
head.
Ari says she doesn’t need anyone to protect her after suffering from fever.
“That’s right.”
“No way.”
I sat on the edge of the bed at the same speed as I jumped up. I grabbed Ari and looked
around again.
“Really?”
“Really nothing happens all day? Breakfast, lunch, dinner all day? Peace all day?”
“Oh, my God.”
“That’s great.”
Honestly, it would have felt like walking on a thin ice plate. Until now, there was no other
way, so we were satisfied with the alternative.
“It’s a relief.”
Was the fever like an immune response to the eventual acceptance of her as a member
of this world?
I hugged Ari like I was going to burst and only when my overwhelming feeling calmed
down did I relax my arms.
“…….Ari?”
“…….”
“What?”
“No matter how hard I look for the God of Dimension, I can’t find the thread I want, and
even if I go back, I don’t know if I’m really alive, and so my body.”
“……..”
“In the meantime, my soul seems to have completely adapted to this world.”
“I, shall I just live here? Should I give up and settle down? Not as Shin Ari, but as
Aggritta Grace.”
I suddenly realized when I saw Ari with an unhappy face more than ever before, even
when she heard that she had died and been revived.
The people who really care about Ari are not here.
Whoever it is, the weight of the preciousness is different from the people she met and
became close to here.
I laid my hand on Ari’s back. And said to Ari, who was valiantly closing her tears in the
day full of despair.
“……Yes?”
Looking at Ari’s face, which looked sad rather than stained with tears, even though she
didn’t cry, I found God after a long time.
I prayed earnestly.
**
I saved the details until the next day I set out for the Imperial Palace with Ari.
This is because I didn’t want to see too much disappointment if I let her anticipate it in
advance and if it wasn’t just one.
Ari squinted her eyes as to whether it was suspicious of me avoiding the answer.
“….….”
“Is that right? Is that true? Are you trying to introduce me to my husband wannabe as
soon as I say I’m going to settle down here?”
“But you know, my taste is Asian. Colourful is not allowed. Will there really be an Asian
handsome man here?”
“Are you sure you don’t? Oh, just in case, the age difference is also important. I don’t
want him to be older than three years.”
I forgot the place and was about to freak out when I remembered that Ari was 17 years
old.
Oh, I see, if she gets a younger boyfriend, he could be a middle school student.
Suddenly I imagined Ari and her middle school boyfriend walking hand in hand. It was
cute, too.
The tip of my nose frowned with shame. I turned my head out of the window as naturally
as I could.
I took Sir Davery’s escort and got off the carriage. From the start of our departure, Sir
Davery seemed to be eyeing Dylan’s absence, and suddenly said,
Is it an illusion if I feel like I’m going to be sued by others for being unemployed?
I listened to your words and recalled the person I had forgotten. I asked Ari who was
just getting off the carriage.
“Dylan? I gave her a vacation. She has been suffering for me, so I told her to play.”
“Such.”
I was looking at the face and thought I’d give him some hope.
“If Dylan was free, I might have wanted to bring her in? The more talent, the better.”
“…….”
As if it had not been known, a man came out of the Imperial Palace while Sir Davery
was hardening.
“You are all guests from Dukedom of Widgreen, right? I’ve been waiting. This way,
please.”
I sent a notice in advance before departure. To be exact, I just replied to the Emperor’s
letter, which was written by the man I told you before, asking him to visit the Imperial
Palace as soon as possible.
The place where the servant led us was the reception room inside the annex.
My heart throbbed.
I looked back at Sir Davery, trying not to show as much nervousness as possible.
“Sir, please wait here for a moment.”
“…… I see.”
I entered the reception room with Ari, leaving Sir Davery at the door.
“Ah.”
A person sitting in a chair jumped to his feet. He came straight at a busy pace.
Shh, I said no. While I was covering Ari’s mouth, the man who came close to us
stopped.
It was definitely my first time seeing him, but I felt strange that he knew us.
“Nice to meet you. I’m the author of <The Spring of The Goddess Agrita>.”
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“So…….”
I sat facing the man with Ari and stared at the book on the table.
It was a man’s book. And the book that I and Ari are very familiar with praying.
Ahjussi.
The man seemed to be taken aback for a moment at the sudden burst of words but
soon replied calmly.
He wrote <The Spring of the Goddess Agrita>. In other words, he created the story that
was the foundation of the world.
It was no different from the meaning that he was the god of the world. But the man
shook his head.
“……..?”
“I wrote this book, but I didn’t create a story. So, to be exact, I read and wrote it.”
“You read and wrote?”
Plagiarism?
A plagiarism writer? The man looked at my expression and rolled his eyes as if
agonizing over the explanation.
“I’ll just tell you everything from the beginning. That was about 25 years ago.”
Born under the skies of Seoul, South Korea, he was nothing special, just an ordinary
girl student.
“Wait a minute.”
I don’t know where to begin. I cut the man off with a puzzled look.
“Korea, Seoul?”
“Yes.”
“……girls?”
“Yes.”
“………..”
“I will continue.”
Kim Go-dong was a high school student. And like most high school students, She hated
going to school the most in the world.
There was a mountain near the high school where Kim Go-dong attended.
Kim Go-dong, who did not particularly want to go to the school that day, went up the
mountain on impulse instead of school.
“It wasn’t unusual. It’s often the same before. But that day was the worst choice.”
On the mountain so high, Kim Go-Dong lost her footing and fell down a steep cliff.
“Ugh.”
This side has also made some mistakes on the stairs, but it was incomparable to the
mountain cliff.
Kim Go-dong’s last memory was that her body even crashed down the cliff. foreboding
the end of life
But her life, which she thought only to be so doomed, was not over yet.
When she opened her eyes, Kim Go-dong was in a different world.
“It was right here. I was surprised. It was a fantasy world that I only could hear before.
There’s magic instead of science, still, status and slavery existed.”
“And a god appeared in front of me, who was still wondering whether this is a dream or
the afterlife. He introduced himself as a god of dimension.”
“God of dimensions?”
“Yes. He said he was sorry to me. He was trying to test his abilities, but he accidentally
fell me here through an annual gap. He said he’d send me back.”
Ari’s breathing became a little rough. I grasped her hand more strongly.
The man……no, the girl… No, Kim Go-dong’s eyes became dim.
No matter how many doors the God of the dimension may have, it cannot be opened
like a refrigerator door.
At least once in half of the year, every time he opened the door, he needed that much
time.
Since there was no other way, Kim Go-dong waited for half a year while eating and
sleeping there.
Carriage, horse, old architecture and doubles, the appropriate way of life.
It was amazing at first, but she got more and more uncomfortable and bored.
Magic was new and amazing whenever she saw it, but it wasn’t something she always
wanted to see.
With the consideration of God at the level, she was able to read and write with a rough
knowledge of this world.
Kim Go-dong went straight to the library and borrowed a book………She tried to come,
but she failed because the article was not sure of my identity.
The power of God at the level of food, clothing, and shelter was solved, but that was all.
Daily necessities were prepared and refilled for each use, but other luxuries could not
be purchased separately.
Kim Go-dong lived in a house where safety and survival were guaranteed, without any
desire to live, like the eyes of a dead fish.
Then it was one day. Just two months out of half a year.
She could see them at a glance as if she was peeking through a microscope.
Kim Go-Dong quickly adapted to her ability, which was only confusing at first. Soon,
Kim Go-dong will be able to choose only the future she wants, like scenes in movies or
dramas.
‘Wow, what’s this guy? Crown Prince? He’s so handsome. I’m going to slap him with a
celebrity face. What the hell is this? A Duke? Oh, my……’
In the future, about 20 years after Kim Go-dong took a peek, there were two very
handsome men whose made eyes could pop out.
From then on, peeping at the fate of the two became the only joy of the day for Kim Go-
dong.
‘Ha, this is a walking sculpture. Just looking at him makes me smile. A woman who
marries a man like him has never been so……Huck! Crazy! You two are fighting over a
woman?”
Kim Godong peeped at the relationship between the two and, to be exact, the three,
and then shone her eyes.
The two perfect men who are the best in the Empire. A woman who is loved by two
such men, somewhat lacking in comparison with them.
A romance novel that tells the future. If it is rejected, at least it will sell at a billion
dollars.
In this time, Kim Go-Dong worked her head well only in this situation. It was similar to
being a temporary genius only when ordinary students skipped school supplementary
classes.
Paper and pen belonged to daily necessities and could be saved due to the overflowing
power of God.
Although peeping into the future was not perfect, some parts had to be filled with
speculation or creation from time to time, that was part of it.
She has been trained with numerous celebrity fan-fiction that she once published on the
Internet. The article came out with a good hand.
‘I’m done!’
It was plausible. Wow, she wrote it herself, but it was well written.
Kim Go-dong held the completed writing in her arms and swelled into her dream.
‘Now if I found a way back and sell it to the richest man! I’m going to spend the rest of
my life having fun with that money!’
Kim Go-dong was soon caught by the God of Dimension after completing “Spring of the
Goddess Agrita.”
-You bastard!
The roar of God shook her mind like thunder. Kim Go-dong fell to the floor with a
scream.
-What? The Spring of The Goddess Agrita? How dare you do this!
Her head was so sore that she couldn’t stand up. Kim Go-dong fell on the floor and
begged instinctively.
– It’s already late! The God of Fate is mad at me. I’m on my way to stop him from
destroying you right now! I will not let you go back to your original world, even though I
have prevented you from disappearing because it is my own mistake.
-Of course, we will reap material support, and besides, we will curse you. Live in that
form and repent your sins for the rest of your life!
“Argh!”
Kim Go-dong stammered about the wrinkles on her face and said bitterly.
‘I can’t believe that’s how the book <The Spring of The Goddess Agrita> was born.’
This world was not in fiction. Only someone wrote a novel based on this world.
I have a question. Some questions have been answered. For example, why there was a
lack of explanation for the enchantment fabric or Gyerg.
It wasn’t exactly a novel, but a prophecy that was put in writing by someone who had
foreseen the future.
According to the future that Kim Go-dong saw, I was meant to be dying at the hands of
Ash and it was originally a fate set by God of Fate.
What has changed the future to this extent? Really because I remembered my past life?
“Anyways, after that, I haven’t been able to pull myself together for a while. So I took a
picture of it with a book. Somehow.”
Kim Go-Dong lightly lifted the book <The Spring of The Goddess Agrita> on the table.
“And with an indomitable will to sell books, I went to visit the richest nobleman in the
neighbourhood. At the end of the question, what’s the result? It was obvious.”
“Yes. Like a lie, they all looked at this book and said it only contained blank papers.
Thanks to it, I became a scammer, and in the end, I became a lunatic.”
“My back that was kicked at that time still aches when it rains.”
“Ah.”
The waist is so precious. When I let out a lamentable sigh without realizing it, Kim Go-
dong continued.
“Well, anyway. But apparently, you can see the contents of this book. Is that right?”
“That’s right!”
“Yes… I’ve been feeling it for a while, but it’s very honest.”
“Thank you. But why do we see this book? Just you and me?”
Kim Go-dong answered Ari’s question without showing any signs of concern.
Stranger. I was born in this world, and I only remember my past life, but it was true that I
had a memory that others didn’t have anyway.
I opened my mouth first before Ari got excited and said anything back.
Ari and I are seeing Kim Go-Dong for the first time here today.
“Oh, I’m sorry about this. There was not enough explanation. It’s a simple story.”
“…….”
“You’ll know if you’ve read a book, but the future has changed. I’ve lost my ability to see
the future since that day, but of course, I remember what I wrote in my book.”
If the memory becomes blurred, it’s enough to read it again, and Kim Go-dong, who
added it like that, continued.
“But the future I’ve seen and the real future that is happening right now has
changed…… there were two people in the centre of the change.”
“How many inferences have I been able to make in this situation? I’m sure it’s nothing.
Maybe these people are in the same situation as me. If the soul, if not the body, has
crossed over from another world like me, and that’s why it has affected the future of this
world.”
“…….”
“Didn’t you read this book? Maybe you read it. If they came from Korea like me. Maybe
a similar vibe to me attracted this book.”
“…….”
“……when I thought so, you came and reached to me, as if to add credibility to my
guess.”
“Yes.”
“It’s all right! I’m from Korea, too. I am Korean. My name is Ari, Shin Ari. One day, I
accidentally rolled down the stairs and when I opened my eyes, it was here. This is
someone else’s body right now, but somehow…….”
“……I’m coming in, you know. Why doesn’t a God of dimensions appear before me?”
“Kim Go-dong, I have a favour to ask you. Do you happen to know how to meet God of
the dimension? Actually, that’s why I wanted to see you.”
It is said that Kim Go-dong did not summon the God of the Dimension, but the God of
the Dimension appeared in front of Kim Go-dong, so I felt like I was holding onto a
straw.
‘Please……’
“Yes.”
“……yes?”
But Kim Go-dong was more positive than I thought. I thought I misheard it.
“You asked me if I knew how to meet a God of Dimensions. I know. I know exactly how
to call him.”
“Oh, how?”
“I can’t tell anyone or anything. This is my ability, so to speak. I can call him for you, but
do you want me to call him?”
Now, here?
“Ari!”
Her pronunciation was crushed by crying and it was a mess. But I could still understand
what she was trying to say.
“Can I go home?”
The image of Ari, who was fiddling with her bright face in the carriage to the Palace,
came to mind.
She even joked and laughed, “Are you trying to set me up on a blind date?”
But Ari was crying now. Tears streamed down her cheeks.
It’s not like she was forced to smile and pretend to be calm, but this face must be Ari’s
true feelings.
I felt like I was going to cry. I bit my lips and gave Kim Go-dong a look.
Kim Go-dong rose from her seat. Then she moved to a rather quiet space, where she
closed her eyes silently.
I imagined that a great ceremony would take place that would be hard for ordinary
people to think of.
“It’s done”
“What’s done……”
“……!”
– Something cheeky. Is that you again? Who told you to call God like this?
“It’s not because I miss you. There are middle school students that God needs to see.
She fell into this world by your tireless mistake.”
-What is it?
Is it just my feelings? But it seems like a twist at the end. God’s voice seemed to be
angry at the moment, but Kim Go-dong’s words seemed to have been conveyed
properly.
Soon after, there was a human figure in the space where there was nothing.
‘This is God?’
God’s eyes turned to me whether he was reading my thoughts or not. Words rang in my
head.
– I appeared familiar to your eyes. Because there is no human body to see my true self.
“Ah…….”
The eyes of God shifted to Ari. Soon a low sigh came out of his mouth.
– Even the soul falls into this world over the body. There must have been a lot of friction
with the world here…….
The eyes of God, who ignored Kim Go-dong’s grumbling, did not fall from Ari.
– Yes. I’m sorry, child of another world. You must have had a hard time here because
of me.
The God of the Dimension seemed to know that Ari might have woken up here and
almost died again and again.
Ari shook her head. Then again, she confirmed to God with her tearful voice.
“Oh, it’s been 25 years, really! I’ll just ask. I think they’re both strangers. Why would you
say that to one person?”
“I……..”
– Two?
– Another stranger, you say. I can see why you thought so. Is it because the future has
changed?
“No?”
– Hmm……
God seemed to be pondering something for a moment. But looked at me and asked.
– Kid. How far do you know? Have you heard everything this moron has done?
Moron. It was an expression referring to Kim Go-dong. I nodded before I knew it.
– Good. Then I’ll explain it to you. The God of Destiny was very angry at the time
because of him. And she didn’t want the future, which was reduced to a mere novel by
human hands, to come true.
– But it wasn’t easy to change the fate that she had already set.
‘You mean it’s hard to fix once you set it up?’
– So after much thought, the God of Destiny decided to leave the established fate as it
is, and instead come and put it in with a stronger fate.
– Yeah.
Is this a misunderstanding? I felt the eyes of God staring at me were gently bending.
– You’ve got a connection here with a man named Ash Widgreen, right? Your soul is
destined for him.
Chapter 125
“……Yes?”
– Born with a thousand fates, you are the soul who will live with him a thousand times,
repeating birth and death, as a lover and as a couple.
“……!”
– It was meant to start in the next life, but it was advanced to this life by the God of
Fate.
“No, so what the word of God is saying is, the God of Destiny brought her soul to
change the future? And you put it in that body instead of the originally scheduled soul?”
“Wow… What about the soul that was supposed to be that body?
– You shameless brat with no shame or guilt. Who’s responsible for this?
“Ah yes.”
Kim Go-dong staggered around because of the thunderous roar in her head.
I had no effect other than a slight surprise, so it seemed that God could control the
extent of the impact for each person.
“Me and Ash…… We were supposed to be met in the next life, but you let me meet him
in this life.”
– Yes.
“I’m curious about something. If we can change the future in that way, wouldn’t it be
okay for different souls to exchange each other?”
For example, if only the soul of the Crown Prince and Ash had changed, the future
would have been quite different.
– Fate is rarely attributed to the soul. Usually with the body. That’s why I needed your
soul. A powerful and clear destiny that is carved into your soul.
“……Ah.”
– It’s exactly the fate engraved on you and his soul, have your questions answered?
“Yes.”
My heartbeat a little.
The fate engraved on the soul. In other words, it sounded like fate that can’t be changed
no matter what.
It hasn’t changed in reality, and it would have changed the fate of the body.
“What?”
– Anyway, you’re in a random order of fate by the will of God. If you want anything in
return, I’ll listen.
I finally looked at Ari, who had barely stopped crying. The tip of her nose was red and
her eyes were slightly swollen.
“Still.”
In fact, I don’t want anything else. For me now, I didn’t lack anything.
– Hmm……yes. Well, how about this one? You may already be satisfied with this life,
but you may not know the next one.
Since he said it’s a thousand times, wouldn’t I meet Ash in my next life, date and marry
him anyway?
– Fate to meet a thousand times, not to say that a thousand times in a row.
“Such……”
– Since the next life has been moved to this life, the relationship of the next life must be
skipped. But… I’ll let you meet him. If you wish.
“Really?”
– Then it’s a child from another world. Let’s get going. Go back to your world.
– Yeah. With the body from this world, it’s not hard if I send your soul back.
Ari looked back at me. Ari’s face seemed to conflict for a moment. I asked silently,
looking into her eyes.
“Why?”
“Just…”
“Why are you hesitating? You want to go. You want to go and see people you cared
about right now, right?”
“……yes.”
Ari’s arm gave me a strong hug. She sniffled at the tip of her nose and muttered in a
small voice.
“Thank you.”
“Yeah.”
“I won’t forget.”
“Yes. I don’t know if I can be as nice to the real Agrita as I did to you.”
“Live happily.”
“Don’t worry. You just heard that, didn’t you? I’m the one whose destiny is engraved on
my soul. I can’t do that even if I want to get along.”
Ari burst out laughing again. The god of the Dimension came up like a teleport and took
Ari with him.
From the side, she looked as if she had only just been free from headaches.
“……yeah?”
I don’t know what the God of Fate would say if she knew this, but I was actually grateful
to Kim Go-dong.
Anyway, thanks to Kim Go-dong’s writing of <The Spring of The Goddess Agrita>, I was
able to meet Ash in my life.
“Uh……”
Kim Go-dong opened and closed her eyelids. Don’t tell me you didn’t expect me to ask
you that.
“I wouldn’t know about it if I or Ari steps up and asks you a favour today. Well, Kim Go-
dong also contributed to informing God about Ari today.”
If it weren’t for Kim Go-dong, the God of Dimension might never have known the
existence of Shin Ari.
There is a possibility because God didn’t know until now. In a way, the God of the
Dimension got a chance to undo his mistake thanks to Kim Go-dong today.
– Hmm.
God of Dimension did not specifically deny me or stop me along the way. I stared at Kim
Go-dong.
“……Yes?”
“Of course I understand. Because I don’t like it either. Short men don’t have a manly
charm. Does that mean I’m handsome? No. Do I have a lot of money? That’s not true
either. Personality is… well, it’s not bad, but how can anyone live by personality? It’s not
something you can eat.”
I called him perplexedly. Why did the complaint start all of a sudden?
Kim Go-dong was short. He’s a little… pretty small. It’s because only his gender
became a man from a schoolgirl.
But I don’t know if that’s important at this moment. Should I console him? I seriously
thought about what to say to him if I do it, but Kim Go-dong continued.
“But there was someone who said he liked a human being who was so short and had
nothing.”
“…..…?”
“It took a long time. I used to be a girl. It’s hard to see myself in the opposite sex. But
she waited for me for ten years. By the side of a human being who has nothing to put
forward like this.”
“I can’t throw her away. I’m sorry about my family, but……… I’m more sorry and grateful
here.”
The God of Dimension calmly cut off Kim Go-dong’s words and compressed them. Kim
Go-dong nodded.
“Yes. I’ll live here until I get old and die. I’ll be buried here to the bones.”
As I felt before, the God of Dimension was quite merciless to Kim Go-dong.
Soon the God of Dimension put his hand on Ari’s body and raised the light.
“Oh, wait!”
At this time, Ari came up to me as if something had suddenly come to mind. Then she
whispered in my ear.
When I heard that, I opened my eyes wide and then laughed absurdly.
“It’s important.”
Then Ari went again and stood beside the God of Dimension. The light enveloped Ari’s
body.
“Well, good-bye, eonni.”
But I didn’t close my eyes this time. I stared at the vision of Ari turning into the light
without blinking.
Somehow, it was not dazzling at all. It felt completely different from when the Queen
used magic to flash the light when she escaped.
After a while, the light died down. And Ari’s body fell to the floor like a doll with a broken
thread.
I was going to approach Ari, or, now, to be exact, Agrita’s body and help her up.
– Oh, no. It’s not easy for an ordinary human to face God for a long time, either. Try to
rest.
Not only my back but also my body felt soft overall. I felt like I was lying in bed.
‘………bed?’
I opened my eyes.
The light coming out of the window was bright. Thanks to it, I could look inside at a
glance.
It was a strange scene. It was a spacious and colourful room, but the interior was full of
unaccustomed things.
“……Ash.”
I blinked my eyes many times. Ash’s face was not blurred or erased.
Where is this place? And I wanted to ask since when he’s been so by my side, but
before that, Ash kissed me on the forehead.
It was a friendly and light kiss as if the sleeping princess had received it.
When I woke up, I feel like it was only yesterday that I met Kim Go-dong in the parlour
room at the Imperial Palace.
After I woke up, I heard it from someone else, and at first, I only thought this man was
playing a prank on me.
“I’m all right. The palace doctor also said there was nothing wrong with me.”
When I woke up in the middle, I thought there was only Ash next to me, but when I
opened my eyes again, it was different.
From Bessie to Butler, it was a full attendance. Thanks to it, I had to sweat to appease
those people.
It was the guest bedroom of the imperial palace where I slept for two days.
Sir Davery was the first to find me lying in the parlour room.
He said that it was strange that he heard the noise that he did not know occasionally,
but suddenly the silence continued, so he recklessly opened the door and entered.
When he came in like that, I was lying on the floor……
‘If my lady wasn’t in the ‘strange’ state of unconsciousness, I would have cut that guy
immediately.’
That was what Sir Davery told me when I woke up.
The guy he means must be Kim Go-dong. I’m glad he was okay.
He said Kim Go-dong came up before me. He left the imperial palace and left a letter in
front of me.
[It was a short but impressive meeting. If you need me again next time, please call
me anytime. I’ll introduce my wife to you then.
-Brown.]
In the context of the letter, it was obvious without hearing who left it.
However, the name Brown was unfamiliar, so I tilted my head for a moment when I
received the letter, which turned out to be the name of Kim Go-dong here.
Go-dong……Brown.
So, if he has noble status, will he put the last name as Dark? Brown Dark.
Well, anyway.
When I woke up from a sound sleep, it felt like a dream to meet God of Dimension.
Meanwhile, Kim Go Dong… No, Brown’s letter served as a reality for me.
‘Ari.’
I pulled myself together, came out of the palace with Bessie and the others, and opened
my mouth.
“She was lying unconscious with you. I heard that the lady hasn’t woken up yet.”
“I see.”
‘Was it good?’
I’m sure it went well. It’s not just anyone else. It’s from the God of Dimension. he won’t
make two mistakes.
‘Ari’s original body that says she rolled on the stairs is bothering me, but….’
To be exact, the original soul that was asleep somewhere in the body was awakened by
Ari’s soul.
God of Dimensional said nothing about this, but somehow I was expecting it.
If Agrita’s soul is not left in her body, it becomes an empty shell at the time Ari’s soul is
taken out.
I’ve never seen what happens to an empty body with no soul, but it’s probably almost
like a corpse.
Maybe when I look at her state like that, she’ll really wake up. Definitely, this time as
Agrita Grace.
Except for what has already changed, will the rest of it go according to the original fate?
I suddenly thought about it.
The future that seemed to flow around Agrita, who made Kim Go-dong think of writing a
romance novel in his youthful period.
Whatever happens, if she really gets by being the main character of the world like the
main character in the novel, it has nothing to do with me. Since I’ve already got what I
want the most.
I grabbed the hand of the one sitting closest to me in the carriage back to the mansion.
***
I don’t know what God of the dimension did or not, but somehow my body was full of
vitality.
After having a simple lunch, I took a walk with a relaxed body because I couldn’t control
my stamina and went out for a long time to horseback riding.
Then Bessie and the others seemed to be slowly dispelling their worries about my
physical condition.
Maybe because I was busy with activities, the day passed quickly.
I sat on my bed and read a book in a room with a moderate light to wrap up the day.
“………Ash?”
“Yes.”
The answer came back in a calm voice. I left the book covered and turned my head to
the side.
Ash sat near the bed, doing nothing, just staring at me.
“How long are you going to be here?”
Even when eating, taking a walk, and even horseback riding, we hung out together and
he lept his eyes open like that.
I was embarrassed in the middle and asked if he was busy with work then tried to push
him into his office, but it was no use.
We did activities together earlier in the day, but now I’m worried because he just stares
at me without saying anything.
I coughed in vain after glancing down a book entitled <Good Posture and Exercise for
the Waist>.
I don’t point out he’s calling me ‘my sister’ anymore. Since that sounds like a nickname.
I turned the book over meticulously so that he could not see the title and then turned to
Ash.
“Until then, you won’t do anything else and just watch me?”
It was already a little late to do anything else anyway, but Ash affirmed without blinking.
I didn’t hate it or anything, but I was a little embarrassed. It made me care about my
facial expressions or behaviour.
But Ash gave an unexpected answer.
“Huh?”
“..…….”
I’m speechless.
Come to think of it, Ash has been around since I woke up on the way back from the
palace.
I haven’t asked since when he’s been around like that, but now I hear that he hasn’t
been away the whole time I fell asleep.
I can’t help it. I moved my hips, moved a little to the side and banged the empty bed.
“Come here.”
I need to put him to sleep. Let Ash sleep here and I’ll read a book.
“No.”
“Lydia.”
“Huh?”
What are you talking about? Why can’t you sleep? The bed is this wide……
Ah.
“……..”
Ash asked naughtily. It wasn’t exactly that tone, but it sounded like that to me.
Come to think of it, the book I was opening a little while ago is good for my waist……
but.
Regret poured in, but it was already late. I opened my arms instead of feeling sorry for
what had passed.
“…….”
Then Ash moved. The sheets fluttered gently as his solid body rose onto the bed.
What is it?
He says it in a careful way, he carefully puts me. Yeah, actually, I’m getting irritated
because of it.
I don’t think he doesn’t like it, does he? I was inwardly nervous and looked into Ash’s
face.
……No, I don’t think that’s it, but if anyone sees that look, his face looks like he’s been
starving for a few days.
Why are your expressions and actions so contradictory? At the time of wonder, Ash
opened his mouth.
“…….”
That day……
All right, I know when it’s gonna be. My ears were burning.
Ash’s careful touch passed my cheek, earlobe and neck, and went further down than
that.
A ticklish and chilling sensation crouched my shoulders. Breathed out little by little by
itself. The part where his fingertips touched was burning hot.
“……”
…… I wanted to say it, but I closed my mouth because I thought it might be easy to
break by Ash’s standards.
Well, he’s already destroyed a lot of things (?), so it’s possible for him to think that way.
Instead of replying with words, I grabbed Ash’s collar and pulled him in.
I don’t know how thin and soft I look in Ash’s eyes that he feels like I’ll be broken by his
hand.
The night bedroom with the light on, which is not very bright, probably has a strange
effect of pulling a person’s courage to the limit.
Then with my tongue, I gently swept his lower lip and fell off.
“So what.”
It didn’t stop there, he stuck out his tongue and licked my lips a little.
“…….”
“You’re not going to do it?”
I wondered if Ash would stop moving for a moment in my sudden act, and soon he
laughed in a low voice.
“……eut”
Next was my nape. The sense of biting bare skin was clear and intense.
“Wait a minute………Ah.”
The traces have been stretched beyond the control of the heat.
As it was winter, the air inside the room, which was slightly cold, was exposed, and it
touched my bare skin.
It was an unconscious development. I panicked for a moment and pushed Ash away.
Ash stopped without a hitch.
“Why?”
“No…….”
I’m speechless. Didn’t you think I’m going to break just a minute ago, didn’t you say
something like that? What’s with this change?
Of course, I meant it and brought it on myself, but it was embarrassing when he was
doing it in a hectic rush.
Ash smiled with a nice pull at his closed mouth as if ‘a doctor had been delivered the
diagnoses’ look.
“Come to think of it, I think that’s the answer. Yeah, so that it doesn’t break……….”
“Ah!”
Wh, where are you biting? In fact, my body became as sensitive as I expected.
Ash’s voice, mixed with laughter, scattered into the air, mixing with his skin’s warm
breath.
***
“Bessie.”
Stretching down to the first floor, I used to call Bessie when I found her. I’m glad it’s not
the butler.
If there were the butler, he’d say something as soon as he saw my outfit.
I was wearing a white dress and a shawl in my pyjamas. There was no exposure, but
the butler’s standards are strict.
I was going to ask her to call him if he wasn’t. I was wondering if I’d join Ash for
breakfast this morning.
Bessie nodded.
“Someone came from the palace. The Emperor sent it himself. So……”
“Really?”
To sum up, he was called by the emperor. What did the emperor call Ash for?
I tilted my head, but I had no idea. Well, I guess I’ll have to eat breakfast alone.
“Lady.”
“Huh?”
I was going to the dining room alone, but Bessie called me.
And the surprise questions that followed tied my feet to the spot.
“……….”
…..… It would have been nice, but unfortunately, it was merely hope.
On a day when I was not particularly tired and rather full of energy, whether it was a gift
from God of Dimension or not, I had a pretty great night with Ash.
It was so great. I mean, I mean… To the point where my voice was hoarse the next day.
I said to others that I got cold, but it didn’t work for Bessie, who already knew the truth.
Is that all that? No. She brought a tea that was good for the throat and added that if my
throat doesn’t get cooled down as soon as possible, then another slope will come first.
“……… By the way, have you heard anything from Viscount Grace?”
It was a question with a lot of intention to divert attention, but after asking, I was really
curious.
“Um…….”
Even a few days have passed since the day I met the God of Dimension in the palace.
I still think she’s going to wake up, but the days were running quite a bit longer than I
expected.
“I will, my lady.”
It was understandable since she knew that Agrita and I were very close, and Agrita
suddenly collapsed and couldn’t wake up.
It was then.
The front doorbell rang to announce a person’s visit. Bessie looked around the door and
moved herself.
It was some young man who appeared at the door and showed up.
He was neatly dressed. As soon as he found me behind Bessie, he bent over and held
out something.
“This is an invitation.”
“Invitation?”
Usually, when sending invitations or other letters, a messenger or family servant is used
for it.
However, to guess, either way, the man’s attire was too broad. He looked like a
nobleman.
“No, no. But it’s a special invitation from someone I respect personally……..so I came
here in person without using anyone.”
He’s a nobleman. Judging from his physique and hands, he doesn’t seem to be a
knight.
The extract is a name I’ve never heard of before, but this pattern is strangely familiar.
When did I see this?
Bessie said so and then carefully examined the pattern on the card and burst into a faint
laugh.
“You sent a very small red rose next to the original blue rose. Is it because it’s an
invitation to my lady?”
When I found it, I saw a cute red rose that stood out and smiled.
‘Marquis Seacomert.’
I see why the pattern is familiar to me. The marquis were a high-ranking family.
Even without special exchanges in the past, the names and family patterns were not
insufficient to remain in memory.
“Come in.”
“Yes?”
In this case, the person who receives the letter usually simply serves tea in return.
It was an impromptu decision, but there was nothing to be taken. I was going to eat
breakfast alone anyway.
Maybe it’s because Bessie knows. She managed the letters that came before me for a
while.
She saw with her own eyes what letters were flying in.
It was the first time such a proper invitation had arrived since Irene’s letter.
Although Lime Extract is only in charge of delivery, it is his choice to come in person
and deliver the invitation without ordering a servant.
Lime Extract didn’t reject my offer. He bowed again to greet me, then he stepped inside.
I took the Lime Extract and took it to the dining room, and suddenly I realized my outfit.
‘Oh, no.’
These were pyjamas. Of course, it was an indoor dress, not a day out dress, so it was
not something to show to others, and it was rather light at the dining table where guests
were invited.
Only then did I notice that the scrupulous shawl had run down a little. It was a quick
push, but the Lime Extract was a step faster than that.
After a few moments, I’ve found out that there’s only a faint red flag left.
I thought you were a healthy delivery man, but you were a criminal.
I reached out to a nearby cabinet and slapped the sexual molester’s mouth with a
candlestick that caught my hand.
Chapter 128
Puck!
“Eugh!”
Sounds good. Is his front teeth broken off? I wish I could get them broken off.
I tried my best to shake off the candlestick, but I don’t know if I was strong enough.
“Uh…….”
The Lime Extract staggered and covered his mouth. I don’t know the well-being of the
candlestick, but he looked in painful anyway
Then I took out the invitation that Lime Extract had delivered to me and tore it in half
before his eyes.
“Pri, Princess.”
Oh, his pronunciation seems good. Looks like his front teeth are okay.
I continued my words with regret over the strong teeth of Lime Extract.
“You’re not leaving? Should I call someone and recite exactly what you just said to me?”
“…………!”
Lime Extract only scratched the bottom of the invitation on the floor. Then he turned and
hurried out.
As if they had heard the uproar, the employees approached and asked.
It sounded a bit loud when I threw the candlestick. I tried to shake my head that it was
nothing.
Then Sir Davery showed up with a stiff face, hushing out the employees.
“Sir.”
Sir Davery seemed to have guessed the roughness of the situation just by the scoop
that was rolling on the floor.
Of course, the position of the candlestick was too far away to accidentally drop it, and I
couldn’t have just gone mad by myself and thrown it.
I noticed Sir Davery was heading for the front door and quickly grabbed his sleeve.
You’re going out to get him now, right? Sir Davery answered without hesitation.
“What?”
“……..”
He seemed to be sincere. I shook my head, grasping the sleeves of his clothes. There
was no need to do that.
“No thanks. You just said it. I didn’t just let him go. He’s been punished enough.”
Although it was sexual harassment, I haven’t told him about it yet. He could have just
made a minor mistake.
It would be rather unfair if you were hit with a candlestick for making some minor
mistakes.
“………”
“If you do, I’ll save his life and bring him back.”
I was disturbed to see Sir Davery’s eyes, which seemed not joking right now.
I mean, he really looks like his master? Why do I think he somehow overlaps with Ash?
No, if you think about it, Sir Davery has shown a similar aspect before.
For example, when Count Suena, who died in the kingdom. He sincerely regretted that
he couldn’t kill him by his own hand.
‘Um……….’
Sir Davery, which I thought of before, is an excellent knight who is gentle and friendly
and popular with the people of the mansion.
He said someone can change their personality as much as they want, according to
circumstances
I was going to say it at the time, but maybe what Sir Davery said was himself in mind.
I suddenly wondered what Sir Davery was like, before he came to the mansion, or
before I met Ash but I opened my mouth without showing off.
“………”
“I don’t want to turn Sir Davery into a murderer because of such a person. Well, you did
say you’d bring him back alive, but anyway.”
I put Sir Davery’s sleeve down. Then I opened up the crumpled marks.
Sir Davery didn’t move a bit in his seat while I was doing that.
Because of the difference in height, I looked up at the person with a sore head and said.
“I’m saying I don’t want to spend my precious manpower on such a person. Did you get
it?”
“……yes.”
Sir Davery’s answer flowed a little slower. Almost at the same time as taking my hands
off the sleeves.
“Okay.”
When Bessie arrived a little late, she looked at me and Sir Davery, making a rather
strange expression.
After eradicating the sexual harassment offender in the morning, Ash returned home in
the afternoon.
Suddenly I thought that Lime Extract was lucky. Let’s imagine, if it was when Ash was
there. I can’t even stop him then.
In front of me, he’ll pretend to let him go first, the next day we’ll find the body of a young
man who was badly damaged and unidentifiable.
Lime Extract should have regarded it as a blessing that it ended with a candlestick from
me.
No way, he did come here for that at the time, right? Taking advantage of Ash’s
absence?”
I got rid of the idea of a Lime Extract that was not worth leaving in my head anymore
and met Ash.
But Ash, who had been to the Imperial Palace, was showing signs of annoyance.
I hesitated for a moment at the blatant light that came to his sculptural face.
Wait, I don’t think that’s the first time I’ve seen that face.
“Ash. Did the Imperial Court tell you to go down to the south again?”
My memory did my best in his work. That expression must have been the one that he
showed to me when he was going south because of the Special Subjugation.
No, but he’s already wiped out the monsters, didn’t he?
“Similar.”
“Similar?”
“There’s a high-ranking official in the Temple of Time who was run away by a wizard. I
was told to get that thing back.”
“Well.”
“That’s right.”
Ash replied, touching my hair. I thought of the talk with the last emperor, leaving my hair
gently touched by Ash.
The Emperor who ruled an empire might be so humble, but somehow the image of the
Emperor, who was talking about the romantic rival and mentioning that the crown prince
had been dumped by me, could not get out of my mind.
‘Um.’
I swallowed the thoughts inside. Suddenly, why does it feel like the Emperor is just an
old man with a grown-up son?
“I don’t know exactly, but in the worst case, think of crossing the border–”
Ash looked at me and opened his mouth, as if he had been so clearly struck by my
expression.
“Huh?”
It wasn’t even through an errand or document, but the Emperor called Ash to the
Imperial Palace and talked about it in person.
……I think I got embarrassed and my ears flushed. Mm-hmm. I coughed and opened
my mouth.
“Why?”
Then he kissed me lightly inside. The short warmth and itching sensation made my
body flinch.
Ugh, Ugh. It’s back again. However I think, there’s no doubt that Ash must be a seducer
right from he was born.
And that works really well especially for me. My heart thumped as he seduced me hard.
Without knowing it, I start to imagine things. No, what did I imagine?
His expression was so lovely that I kissed Ash’s lips as I was led by the impulse and
continued.
“Then go ahead. I’ll be here until you come……I think I’ve come up with something to
prepare.”
I just thought of it, but I think it’s a good idea. Yeah, not bad. No, it’s pretty good.
Ash was sitting on the sofa and I was standing in front of him. A sudden pull caused me
to lose my balance and sit over Ash’s lap.
“A, Ash?”
“Oh, my. I’ve been kissed and haven’t thought of anything since.”
Hey, hey!
Now that I see it, the sofa where Ash sits was quite wide. It’s hard to tell whether it’s for
sitting or lying down.
I ended up re-open the book titled <The exercise …… for waist> and reading it that
night.
Chapter 129
Ash emptied the mansion to fulfill the Emperor’s orders. Absolutely not my request.
But no matter how far a man fled with a wizard, it was unlikely that it would take so long
to catch him.
This is because Ash took Gyerg instead of the wizard from Imperial Court.
It was a good idea. Surely it’s harder to find a wizard who’s better at mobilization magic
than Gyerg.
I didn’t object. I feel sorry for the pale complexion of Gyerg, but I’ve decided to not to
pay attention to it.
However, thanks to the Gyerg, the schedule might have been tight now.
“Yes, my lady.”
“Well, I don’t know what difference you’re trying to make, but in principle, you just have
to use jewelry or something like that.”
“Really?”
I tried to recall the left-hand ring of a married couple that had crossed my memory. Well,
I don’t remember at all.
Suddenly, for no reason, laughter came out randomly. Bessie looked at me with a
perplexed look.
“It’s usually fine for general use, so you can choose your favorite jewelry you like.”
“Aha.”
Muscle Keith, the escort who had only listened to the conversation, carefully stepped in.
Muscle Keith, who seems to have developed a lot of muscles in his entire body beyond
the proper level, was today a knight in charge of my escort on behalf of Sir Davery.
I don’t know what it is, but it seemed pretty important, so I decided to give him a
vacation.
The situation that embarrassed him was not pleasant in itself, but he just smiled
helplessly.
“Yeah.”
I planned none other than this, sending Ash away for a while at the Emperor’s
command.
In other words, I’m on my way with Bessie to see the wedding ring.
I should also buy a bouquet. It’s typical, but it’s a flower for a proposal. It’s obvious, but
shouldn’t it be a flower?
“Oh.”
The culprit was Muscle Keith. He twisted his muscular body and gave a series of shy
exclamations.
Unexpectedly suited.
“It doesn’t seem like he’s not that witty, but no I look at him, he is.”
Bessie murmured small.
Shh. I quickly put my finger on her and then turned around Muscle Keith.
“It’s a secret. And what you know today, please keep it secret. Can you do that?”
“Yes, of course!”
All right, all right. The reason why I didn’t call the jeweler home and come out in person
instead is because I don’t want to start a rumor in advance.
“………!”
My foot stopped. The moment Muscle Keith was about to move from his seat, the other
person put my wrist down.
A knight who seemed to be an escort came behind him, whether the man was also a
noble.
“Who is this?”
The man raised his words first.
The man looked like a nobleman. Even if it wasn’t because of his attire or the escort that
followed him, he looked like that.
“If you’re from the family of Marquis Seacomert, you’ve just sent me an invitation……..”
“That’s right.”
The man immediately gave me a positive answer and then bowed his head to me. His
escort was startled when he pulled his back deep bow.
“Confucius!”
“I apologize instead. I’m so sorry. I’ve heard that the person I asked for an errand was
very rude to the princess.”
“Oh, that’s…”
You mean the Lime Extract? That’s true. But I didn’t expect him to apologize for it like
that.
His escort was restless. It seemed embarrassing that the master of his family was
bowing his head like a sinner.
Well, obviously I’m embarrassed, too. I understand that he’d feel responsible, but
someone else who did it wrong anyway.
Well, if it’s a Marquis then he must not be from a bad family. He wouldn’t bend his back
to others like this often.
“Princess.”
Immediately the man raised his head. His eyes looked pleased.
What’s so good about me accepting his apology? If I had stayed still, I wouldn’t have
held the Seacomerts’s Family responsibility anyway.
“Thank you. It’s small, but may I send you a gift as a gift?”
What? I feel pressured. To be honest, I think the apology was too much just now. But
the man seemed to have a different opinion from mine.
“……then do so.”
I’m not that harsh person to refuse by saying why I should care about your comforts.
And I had no grudge against this man. I didn’t want to make friction with the Marquis of
Seacomert over not accepting gifts.
“Thank you.”
The man’s face lit up. He says ‘thank you’ too much.
“Oh, where are you going? If you don’t mind, I’d like to take you……”
“No.”
“No. It’s okay. If you don’t have any business left, I’d like to go our separate ways.”
How can I show him myself picking up a jewel for my proposal? I don’t even want to tell
him which store I would go to.
“It was a coincidence, but it was meaningful. So let’s go our own way.”
I went so far as to say goodbye so he couldn’t say anything more. While the man is
hesitating, his escort appears to be good.
“Ah…… yes.”
‘What is it?’
I stared with absurd eyes at the man, Inner Seacomert, getting further away, and turned
around.
***
When I came back from my outing and rested after dinner, Bessie suddenly said
something like that.
Bessie brought a basin and herbs to massage my legs. I pulled my leg out of the
blanket.
“Because I’ve heard from before that the youngest child of the Marquis of Seacomert
has an outstanding character. It was exactly what I heard.”
I was looking at Bessie, who was much more flustered than I expected, and then I
stopped laughing. Her relationship with Alex seems smooth.
“Huh? Me?”
“Huh?”
I didn’t know what that meant, but I hesitated to wave my hand and asked without
knowing.
Looking back on the other person’s attitude, there was nothing that felt like that.
Bessie laid a towel under my leg. She soon shrugged her shoulders as she spread
herbs on my calves.
“But I’ve never met Confucius before. I saw him today on the street for the first time.”
“You’ve must have seen each other before at parties and meetings. But you’ve forgotten
that, and your opponent has kept his affection for you ever since that day.”
“Tell me the right way. That’s the novel you read last night, right?”
“I knew it.”
“It’s also common in the noble community. As a close example, my former master with
his wife.”
“My parents?”
“Yes, it was romantic. At the masquerade in the Imperial Palace, my former master fell
in love with his wife at first sight, and he found her three days and three nights after
that…….”
Bessie sometimes tended to mix romance novels she had read with stories around her.
“This time I’m not exaggerating. If you ask around, everyone will answer like me.”
“……really?”
“It was once a social romance. Everyone was excited for that. It feels like fate.”
I silently leaned my cheek against the pillow, feeling the skilled touch of Bessie, who
kneaded my leg.
Suddenly, I imagined my parents’ situation and tried to substitute Ash with me.
I’ve thought so before. I grew up in the same house, so I became attached to Ash.
He grew up treating me like a sister, and that’s why I’m so precious to him.
So if our first meeting was when we bump each other outside or like a meeting between
South and North Korea from the very beginning, wouldn’t this relationship be impossible
to even begin? I had thought that…
“………he.”
I buried my head not to let a laughing sound, but I couldn’t stop laughing between the
pillows. No, it’s so out of the blue.
At that time, Bessie’s hand, which was giving a massage, seemed to slow down for a
while, and the changed topic came out.
“That reminds me. Why did I remember the youngest child of the Marquis of
Seacomert?”
Really? However, it is not the more common news than I think that someone is
handsome. Especially if it’s a good-looking man enough to be acknowledged by
everyone.
It was the same in this world that handsome men were rare. I don’t think it’s a difference
of birth, but maybe it’s because the rate of caring for oneself is lower than that of
women.
In fact, maybe the beautiful man around the world has been absorbing since the birth of
the Crown Prince and Ash.
“Huh? Personality?”
“Yes, there are not a few users who were beaten or kicked out because they were
making mistakes in front of the Confucius.”
“However, because his face is so handsome, they said that there are still many maids
who work on the Marquis to see the Confucius.”
If that’s the case, I’d rather get a job at our mansion……No, no. Ash was so good to me
that I forgot. That’s totally psychopathic.
“I’ve heard it is. Well, it’s not something we should care about.”
“That’s right.”
I lay back comfortably in my regular position again. My body was tired when my
muscles were loosened up.
“I don’t think I’ll ever see him again anyway. What does it matter if his personality is
broken or not?”
I’m sorry, but if he’s really interested in me, I couldn’t be more generous.
“Bessie, just in case, don’t bother to tell me Ash. I don’t want to hurt innocent lives.”
***
The white hair exposed to the sun was stubbornly dazzling, regardless of the place.
‘My life…….’
Who would have expected this?
He really didn’t expect this when he was just released from the cave.
Even for a demon like Gyerg, he is a man of the devil, so he is dull in humane
appearance But it was only a small fraction of the characteristics of the man.
The real thing was in his ridiculous power. truly unconvinced by common sense
He should have known better when he knew how to break the magic of the cave.
Gyerg, who was beaten to the brink of death after trying to flee after a surprise attack on
Ash overnight, wiped away his tears of remorse.
– Master.
Soon a small round sphere appeared. The voice of others leaked from the sphere.
Ckck. Gerg kicked his tongue inwardly. Of course, it’s never audible.
“Report it.”
– Yes. First of all, nothing happened until the last day I reported it. By the way, at
around X a.m. yesterday, a man named Inner Seacomert grabbed her wrist.
Ash kept silent briefly and then opened his mouth to the sphere.
“Take care of it the way you used to. Don’t make a ruckus.”
– Yes, I understand.
While Gyerg felt sorry for the faceless human being, the voice of the sphere continued.
– And we’ve checked the status of one of the house’s knights, Davery Sack.
“Davery?”
“……no. Leave it. If it were Davery, he would have taken care of it.”
– Last report. She reserved a ring from a famous jewelry store on the street.
Considering that she ordered 2 rings with a similar design, it is assumed to be a
wedding ring.
……..for the rest of your life? Gyerg was fed up. He was disgusted. Humans have a
good stomach.
Well, he’s had a feeling that the two used to light up at any time and place before.
‘When they flirt all the time, they blame me for nothing, but me…..’
Thinking of it made him feel wronged again. Gyerg looked like he was about to cry.
Then Gyerg suddenly realizes that the silence has been going on for quite a long time.
How good it looked was that when Gyerg stared at the man, his looks was so annoying
that he got goosebumps.
‘Uh.’
Ueghhh.
The man seemed to wait for Ash’s answer for a moment and said first.
– What would you do with the ring you got last time?
“Cancel it.”
Ash did not take notice of the sphere for a while even after it was disconnected.
Thanks to it, Gyerg became upset. Because the human eye staring at the sphere felt so
dirty,
“……….”
“Let’s go.”
Then the human eye turned to him. As if it had been mild and soft enough to make him
feel nauseous, the insensitive eyes were pitiful.
‘Ha….’
Gyerg somehow swallowed up the surging sorrow, unfolded the map and chanted the
magic spell of long-distance mobilization.
He missed his ex-girlfriend who left him especially when he was trapped in a cave.
***
The gift which Confucius Inner Seacomert sent to the family was a bouquet of flowers.
A bouquet of red roses that does not deviate much from one’s expectations.
When I got it, I was going to do that’s what I thought. He told me he’d send me a small
gift anyway, and I said I would accept it.
I tried to forget the Confucius Inner Seacomert, and told them to put the flowers out of
sight everywhere.
The bouquet was just a preview. Then letters, perfumes, embroidery, kinds of snacks,
tea sets……….
Then, when I arrived at the jewelry necklace, I sent a letter of rejection because I
thought it was wrong.
And then Inner Seacomert came to the mansion himself. With a bandage around his
right hand.
Chapter 131
I entered the parlour room to kick out the uninvited guest who had come without a
notice, and then I stopped when I saw a white bandage that caught my eye.
Like it was not enough to wrap a bandage around his right wrist, Inner Seacomert also
wore a splint.
It was around three days ago at best when I encountered Inner Seacomert on the
street.
I couldn’t help but be embarrassed when a healthy person suddenly appeared with
major injuries in just three days.
As soon as Inner Seacomert found me, he stood up gladly from his seat.
“Princess.”
“I haven’t seen you since that day. How have you been?”
Ummmmmm………
Originally, I was going to kick him out as soon as I entered the parlour room, but I
missed the time to spit the message out because of his bandage.
The bandage around Inner Seacomert’s wrist kept stealing people’s attention.
Oh, why did he show up as a patient?
“I think Confucius needs the question of ‘how have you been’ rather than I do. How’s
your wrist?”
He didn’t seem to want to tell me much about how he hurt his wrist. Did he fall?
I shook my head and said, imagining Inner Seacomert falling so brilliantly that he had a
fracture.
“More than that, shouldn’t it be more ashamed of coming to another’s family without any
notice?”
For a moment, I thought it was a bit too much for the patient, but it was only for a short
time.
It would be difficult if he kept coming to the mansion after me treating him soft-heartedly.
This was all my effort to save a precious life. I don’t know if he will recognize it.
Inner Seacomert soon changed his expression and looked sullen. I thought he paused
for a moment and hesitated to say any words.
As his gentle eyes drooped down a lot, the overall feeling quickly became depressing.
Now, wait. Isn’t that the look…….? Yeah, I think so. A puppy caught in the rain.
I belatedly recognized his words after being distracted by the face of the other person,
which simultaneously stimulated the unknown guilt and protective instinct.
“I feel pressured for that also. It’s a gift that I have no reason to receive.”
I was going to ask back, but suddenly I thought that it might be counted as a small gift.
Mmm, yeah. Well, everyone has different standards.
Well, that’s good. I decide to skip discussing the absolute value of the gift.
“The only thing I said I’d receive was the bouquet that Confucius sent for the first time.
Nothing more. So don’t send anything anymore.”
Look at him.
“What does my liking for jewellery have to do with the situation right now? No matter
how much I like jewellery, there is no reason to receive it from Confucius.
I wasn’t very fond of jewellery, and I wouldn’t have received the necklace sent by Inner
Seacomert even if I liked it or didn’t.
It’s obvious. The answer from the opponent never came back. I shrugged my shoulders.
“Just go back. From now on, don’t come without any notice like today. Excuse me.”
I don’t know if I can do this to a person we’re close, but I and Inner Seacomert aren’t
close. And we would never get close.
……Is this man’s hobby to hold someone’s wrist carelessly? I stared at his clenched
wrist with absurd eyes, then shook it off with all my might.
Inner Seacomert laid down my wrist without a hitch. I don’t know if he let my wrist go or
if he missed it because he was left-handed.
I widened my distance from Inner Seacomert so that he wouldn’t catch my wrist again.
“Princess.”
“I’ll call a knight outside the door if you come any closer.”
Inner Seacomert stopped his feet as he tried to take a step towards me.
I’m sorry. I didn’t want to treat you as such a disgrace. So why do you keep grabbing my
wrist?
Inner Seacomert stopped, nailing in the spot, and said with a restless look.
It’s not very upsetting, but I didn’t bother to tell him that.
“I don’t know which one you apologize for, but that won’t reverse what I said. Stop
coming here as I told you.”
“Princess……”
Despite the two orders, Inner Seacomert did not move from his seat.
The clear blue eyes seemed to have tears and the seawater would flow instead of tears.
I thought of a word in my head at the moment, looking at the appealing pathetic eyes.
“Minam.”
(T/N : Minam : min namja aka Beautiful men)
Really?
‘Oh, no……….’
This is why beautiful men have long been regarded as a weapon along with beautiful
women.
Indeed… it was completely different from the way a man with a greasy appearance,
who I once imagined, held a rose in his mouth and said, ‘Senorita’.
At that time, I couldn’t figure out the reason for the existence of beautiful men but now I
feel convinced.
I nodded inwardly.
I’ve told you twice to get out of here, and you’re using your beauty on me without even
thinking about getting out.
No, beyond that, maybe he’s been keeping his affection for me for a long time.
‘Really?’
At this time, Inner Seacomert broke the silence and put apologies and excuses in his
mouth like a petition.
“I’m sorry. I……… I was so sorry. I couldn’t sleep at night when I thought of the
rudeness that my errand boy had done to you, so I was ahead of myself.”
“No…….”
“I will deeply reflect. Princess, so please don’t tell me you’ll never see me anymore.”
‘Ahh.’
A sigh came up on its own. Honestly, I wondered how deep it would be to say that he
was interested in my face even though he had never seen me properly.
I imagined the degree to prick and give up without regret, saying ‘eiyy’ if the other
person didn’t respond.
However, if I left the Inner Seacomert as it is, it seemed that he would confess to me at
this place…
There is nothing I can do. I swallowed a sigh and faced Inner Seacomert. I opened my
mouth wide and said the words.
“Thank you for your sincerity you’ve shown. But I can’t let you do that. I can’t meet
Confucius any more in the future.”
“It’s not like that. I don’t know if it sounds sudden, but I already have someone on my
mind.”
“……..”
“Goodbye, then.”
I’m sorry, but it’s best. Apart from feeling a little uncomfortable, I did not hesitate to step
out of the parlour room.
***
What’s this?
I stared at the other person in bewilderment. The sitting posture spontaneously became
stiff.
Since then, any gifts that come would have been sent back, and even if Inner
Seacomert came to the mansion, I won’t meet him. I didn’t reply to his messages.
I thought it was over like that. Usually, everyone will think like me.
I stared at the blonde handsome man across the street and opened my mouth.
This was a jeweller on the east side of the street. I already ordered a ring that I liked,
but I was about to visit it as an outing to see if there was anything that could grab my
heart like fate more than that.
However, while looking at the jewels offered by the merchant, Inner Seacomert
suddenly appeared.
Because as soon as Inner Seacomert showed up at the store, the merchant started to
notice me.
He doesn’t know what happened between me and Inner Seacomert, so there’s no
reason for him notice me.
‘How did he know I would come out and visit this store?’
Don’t tell me that he has contacted every decent store on this street.
I rubbed the goosebumps under my sleeves. Suddenly, the stalker from a previous life
came to mind.
I overlapped him with Inner Seacomert. Their faces are so different, but what they do
might be similar.
No matter how handsome he is, if he’s a stalker then it’s a downgrade. If he’s not a
stalker then what he’s doing right now is a downgrade, so if he’s really a stalker, then
it’s more more more and more downgrading.
I didn’t want to treat him like a human being. Oh, that’s good. The feelings of guilt and
regret that came from having rejected the other person’s heart were blown away and
completely gone.
If you’re aiming for it and acting like this, and become truly amazingly considerate……..
is such bullshit.
“No, I’d rather change the question. Why are you here?”
“If I say it’s really a coincidence, you won’t even believe it.”
“If the purpose of appearing here is to arouse my anger, keep insisting it that way then.”
Just a few days ago, he looked just like a puppy in the rain. But now, as soon as I saw
it, I was irritated.
Are you kidding me? What did you do well? How could you pretend to be pitiful?
“No.”
“Yes.”
It’s not funny to ask if someone hates you after doing something that your opponent
would obviously hate.
But Inner Seacomert didn’t seem to think so. He showed signs of embarrassment when
I said yes in a single stroke.
What are you embarrassed about? I’m speechless. Amazingly, you asked such a
question without expecting my answer.
At first glance, it seemed to me that Inner Seacomert had lived his life so far.
Looks like his beauty worked pretty well. To the point where the other person never
thought that someone would hate this kind of thing.
I hate it! Extreme disgust! A stalker, who misunderstands that it is pure to push his mind
unilaterally to an opponent that doesn’t like him should be burned.
Ash is the only one who can stalk me! Of course, it’s not stalking me in the terms of
Ash!
I jumped up. It’s a waste of time.
As I passed Inner Seacomert to get out of there, his voice pierced my ear to ear.
“The day after I bumped into you on the street, a mysterious man who covered his face
attacked me in the middle of the night.”
I don’t know who the man is, but he did a good job. He should get a citation. By the way,
the VIP room in this store is so spacious that it’s a blemish. Why is the door so far?
“They had the same body type. Definitely. I have a very good eye for this. Although I
only say it by myself.”
“…….”
“Why did he break my right hand? I wonder if it’s because I held Princess’s wrist at the
time?”
“You must be happy. With such a loyal knight to the lady he serves.”
I thought about the probability that Inner Seacomert’s words would be false.
“Proof?”
“Um……my statement?”
If only his claim and the circumstances in which he was actually injured.
“Ugh!”
For a moment he staggered, screaming with his teeth. Well, I guess he’s not lying about
getting hurt.
“You’re noisy.”
Inner Seacomert’s threats are not a threat to my security. That’s the Marquis’ family, but
we’re the Duke’s.
He can’t hold me any responsibility. Instead, the situation will end with the knight
handed over as the criminal.
That was the problem. What will happen to the knight if I hand him over? If he is from a
reliable family, maybe nothing will happen, but if he is a commoner, he will be in trouble.
In the worst-case scenario, he could have died. In other words, Inner Seacomert is
threatening me with the life of one of my family knights.
I can bet Inner Seacomert will be left with his left wrist remaining.
Ugh. Lime Extract was cute compared to this kid. Where the hell does these trash keep
crawling out?
“Let me tell you, Princess, what I’m asking for is not that great.”
Inner Seacomert said in a fine voice, perhaps the pain has gone away. I should’ve hit
him harder. Shall I hit one more time now?
“You finally ask me a question. It’s really trivial. There’s a play that will be held tomorrow
at the temple I sponsor, so I’d like you to watch it with me. Just two of us, of course.”
That’s what I’m saying. I thought, looking at his face that seemed to me to be unlucky.
***
Inside the dark temple. An old man wearing a robe long and generous enough to be
dragged to the floor opened his mouth.
Then, the young man of good looks, kneeling in front of the old man, answered politely.
“Okay.”
The old man looked down at the young man with a satisfied look.
Brilliant blond hair, even in the dark light. Blue eyes reminiscent of the sea.
“It is an honour.”
“Girls are easy, too. They can’t get themselves together easily when they see your good
looks.”
“…….”
He didn’t bother to talk. His appearance didn’t work on his opponent, so he ended up
using intimidation.
“Ck.”
It was his purpose and mission to lure her, who was recently found to be the not the real
daughter of the former Duchess and bring her to the place he wanted.
He thought briefly. The reason for the confidence was in Inner Seacomert himself. He
was a beautiful man. And his background was fine. Speaking of a Marquis of
Seacomert, he usually knows where to go.
Although he couldn’t reach the Duke of Widgreen, Princess Lydia was an adopted child
who didn’t share any blood anyway.
The Marquis of Seacomert is in a situation where you have to bow down on his face. At
least he thought so.
Inner Seacomert was easy going. He used a Lime Extract to approach Princess Lydia.
He was all in the background, whether it was to send the invitation directly to the
princess or to be rude in the process.
Inner Seacomert planned to get a favourable first impression by taking Lime Extract to
the princess’s front, knelt, and promised compensation instead.
Lime Extract, who announced that he had fulfilled the order of joy, had somehow burst
his lips, but suddenly disappeared after a while.
Thanks to this, ‘taking Lime Extract and knelt’ in his plan became an impossible start.
It was a little disappointing, but he couldn’t help it. Still, the plan itself was not blown
away.
Inner Seacomert made a relationship with Princess Lydia under the guise of the
disrespect committed by Lime Extract anyway.
It was really a coincidence that they met on the street of the capital.
He had a clear idea inside. That’s right. Women, all they have in their heads is jewellery,
dresses, and handsome men.
Anyway, it was probably a reasonable prejudice that he had met such women so far, but
he could not think that there were only such women around him because his level was
that low.
Not only did he have the resources to give her all the jewels she wanted, but he also
had the beautiful appearance of reason.
It’s easy.
He thought so, but……..
Chapter 133
Inner Seacomert supported the splint and looked down at his right wrist, whining with a
white bandage.
‘Crazy woman.’
When Princess Lydia hit him mercilessly in the wrist at a jewellery store during the day,
he was astonished.
At this rate, his opponent really hates him. Why? Why doesn’t she like him like the other
girls?
He remembered her saying that she had someone in mind. But it was that and this was
this.
He thought wealth and beauty were all the best for women. So, of course, wouldn’t that
be the case?
Why is there such a saying as a flower of both hands? It’s such a precious flower that
you couldn’t find anywhere else.
‘Damn, it was wrong to try to seduce her in the first place. She was blind enough not to
recognize a handsome man like me.’
Inner Seacomert was confident of getting all the women in the world, but the blind and
the lunatic were exceptions.
At this time, the old man asked questions to Inner Seacomert, who was lost in his own
thoughts.
“Yes?”
Inner Seacomert blurted out his words. He seemed to be pondering for a moment while
looking at the floor, then he came up with an answer.
“Such a thing.”
“You need to take care of yourself because we’re ahead of the big event.”
“I have no excuse.”
But his mind was busy. He recalled the day when his right wrist was broken.
He was on his way home as usual after stopping at a bar he often went to.
As he entered a deserted alley, some masked men suddenly appeared and attacked
him.
Of course, he resisted, but it was useless. His opponents were like men who were
engaged in violence or murder.
His skill was excellent, and his escort fainted before he could get them.
Inner Seacomert rolled his head hard, drunk in his thoughts. Money? A robbery for
money?
But the assailants had this conversation with each other over the helpless Inner
Seacomert.
‘Dumb ass. It’s not that, it’s just the right wrist.’
‘They ask us not to make any hassle. If you cut it off then it’ll become a hassle.’
Inner Seacomert almost lost his mind when he heard the conversation they were talking
in a nonchalant voice.
If he had been a little bit drunker, he’d really lost his mind.
However, fortunately, because the reason remained, he couldn’t show up to that extent.
Instead, he had to feel relatively sober and in pain when his wrist breaking.
Kergggggh.
‘Uggh!’
Inner Seacomert touched his forehead with the back of his hand. He didn’t even move
from his seat, but he’s sweated.
It was a cold sweat.
Who the hell were they? What were they doing? Who was the target of the ritual?
He told Princess Lydia that he saw the criminal in the Dukedom, but it was a complete
lie.
In fact, Inner Seacomert had so many grudges that he couldn’t even pick out the
suspects properly.
Damn it. Just thinking about the time when they broke his wrist like a dog making him
cursed on his own. Still, it was an unexpected blessing in disguise, as he benefited from
his broken wrist.
“You must not be feeling well. You’ll have to go in today. Tomorrow is an important day.”
“You must succeed tomorrow. If the Duke of Widgreen returns after any further delay,
then we cannot guarantee it. Do you understand?”
“Yes, I understand.”
***
I felt a little better after writing Inner Seacomert on the death note.
To be more precise, it was refreshing to imagine that the opponent was divided into 108
pieces while writing six letters of the name on the death note.
He won’t even die in fine conditions. I wrote every detail when he held me by the wrist
twice, that he stalked me and even threatened me.
“…….”
Yeah, even if a person dies, I should preserve his bone powder after his death.
At least as much as the body, so that the Inner Seacomert’s soul can properly go to the
underworld…….
Then Bessie knocked and called me. I pulled myself up with a death note that I was
agonizing over the correction.
The long-sleeved dress that fastens all the way to the neck. Gloves that go up to the
wrist. A coat, a veiled hat.
Half right and half not. The cold is cold, but the other reason is Inner Seacomert.
Not my face! Not my body! Just everything! It’s too good to show him!
I’m going to wrap it up very tight and then show it to Ash when he gets back.
I laughed to myself, forgetting the place and imagining it insidiously, and soon cleared
my throat.
The escort I was assigned with today was Muscle Keith like last time.
Originally, I was going to go out with Sir Davery, but I changed my mind.
Sir Davery is quick-witted. It would be difficult if he could at least find out that I was
threatened by Inner Seacomert.
‘Because somehow Sir Davery could bury Inner Seacomert right there…….’
I feel like I won’t let it go. It’s a loss to Sir Davery after all rather than to me.
It’s a shame if his own family didn’t know what human trash his family has.
In that respect, I’m sorry to Sir Muscle Keith, but he is tactless, so he is the right man for
a day like today.
“You’re out.”
I frowned at Inner Seacomert, who had the unluckiest chance to pick me up in front of
the house.
We can just go separately and met at the destination, but why must you come in front of
my face from the start?
I ignored and approached the carriage. Inner Seacomert reached out his hand as if he
would escort me.
Blow. It’s savoury. While I was childishly amused, the carriage set off. The carriage
went straight out of the mansion.
“Yes.”
If I were you, my pride would have been hurt, but Inner Seacomert wouldn’t be daunted
and talked to me.
“Yes.”
“I see. This play will be quite different from what you’ve seen before.”
“Yes.”
“Yes.”
The scenery outside the window became increasingly unfamiliar. What temple is it?
Love? Time? Oh, maybe not love. The Emperor must have already mended it.
Then the carriage stopped. I got out of the carriage ignoring Inner Seacomert, who was
trying to escort me again for his lack of learning ability.
The view that came into the eyes was rather vague. It feels like I’m in the middle of an
abandoned forest.
The temple, which was built in such a place, gave a bleak yet stark impression.
Anyway, now that we’re here, I’ll have to see if it’s a play or something. I felt at ease.
This is a gift from the underworld to Inner Seacomert, who has only a few days left to
live anyway.
That lightened my step. Yeah, he’ll be leaving this world, but it’s a play, so I can watch it
together as a farewell celebration. then……..
It was then. A carriage other than me and Inner Seacomert came in here and stopped.
“Irene?”
“Princess!”
Why is Irene here? I blinked my eyes. As soon as she got out of the carriage, she
shouted with an urgent face.
“What?”
“Well, I went to the Dukedom to meet the princess, and I saw you riding in the carriage
with that person…….”
“That’s not what’s important right now. Princess, you know me very well, right? The one
who easily falls in love with anyone.”
Irene is a Geumsapa. I don’t know how important that is at this point. At that time, Irene
continued.
“I fell for Confucius Seacomert once. That’s why I know. How dangerous he is.”
“What?”
“He’s dangerous, princess, you must never go with that person. I don’t know what he’s
going to do, but I’m sure……..”
“Ah, so annoying.”
Then a low voice touched my ear. The next moment, Irene rolled around with a “pock”
sound.
“Irene!”
Irene, who fell to the floor, clanked her stomach. Is this guy crazy? Did he just kick her?
The madness of Inner Seacomert didn’t end there. As soon as he kicked Irene, he took
the dagger out of his arms and threw it at Sir Keith.
“Ughh!
“Sir!”
As if to prove his words, Sir Muscle Keith knelt with a pale complexion.
Inner Seacomert left the two behind and dragged my wrist into the temple.
My hat came off and my hair was messy. I conflicted as I was dragged away by my
wrist.
There are two vital spots of Inner Seacomert that I can see right now. Between the
broken right wrist and crotch.
I felt like I wanted to kick both parts at the same time, but I held it in for now.
I wanted to see what his purpose was after all this fuss.
The inside of the temple was dark. Amazingly, Inner Seacomert is walking without
hesitation like this.
Soon a room appeared through a long corridor. Inner Seacomert threw me in there like
a throw.
I lost my balance and hit my knee on the floor as I fell. Tears poked up because of the
pain. That bastard.
I wasn’t going to keep him alive from the beginning, but now my patience is really gone.
I’m going to split him into 108 pieces.
There was a shadow of fire on the wall as if the torch had been left on.
I made an impression when I saw him. It was an old man I had never seen before.
I knew the face of the High Priest of Temple of The Time. Well, he looks milder than
that. It’s about a thousand times milder.
I vaguely remember the face of the High Priest Temple of Love. Well, his face looks
more generous than this face. A lot.
The conclusion is that the old man is neither from the Temple of Time nor the Temple of
Love.
“This is the first time we met. Let me introduce myself. I am a representative of this
glorious land, serving the God of Destruction.”
I stood up and looked at the old man, enduring the sour pain coming from my wrists and
knees.
“Do you do this because you’re God’s representative? Is this also the will of that
glorious God?”
After being sarcastic, the old man’s wrinkled eyes narrowed slightly. He stretched his
thin lips with a smile.
“You’re so bold. Even in this situation. Well, that’s why you did it.”
‘I did it?’
The old man lifted a cloth in front of me. As the old man said, it was really what I did.
As expected, you know that, too. Well, it’s questionable where you heard the name
from.”
What, why is that here? I handed over the enchanted cloth to the Emperor while
accusing the temple of love.
Oh. Suddenly, I could see what the old man was saying.
“It’s so mysterious. How the hell did I know? Even within the temple, only a few have
known the existence of the fabric.”
The old man continued, as he stroked the temple wall as if it were precious.
“Even the place where the fabric was hidden was only known by the High Priest itself.
I’m really curious, how do you know? Unless the old man has gone crazy and told you
by himself?”
I’m speechless. The most ridiculous thing is that the accusation was made to the
Temple of Love, but why is the Temple of Destruction coming for revenge instead?
Is that how sticky their relationship is? They must be soulmates, huh?
At that time, the old man in Daeshin Hall opened his mouth.
“No?”
“It’s not revenge. I brought you here for a far greater purpose than that.”
I narrowed my brows. I didn’t know what he was talking about. A greater purpose?
“I’ve already checked, but let me ask you one question. Have you ever manipulated a
monster using the fabric that you stole, to be exact, from the Temple of Love?”
“I can see that you’ve done it. That’s why you handed it over to the Emperor. It must
have looked dangerous.”
Instead, the High Priest opened his eyes again. His eyes were thinner like threads, so it
was almost indistinguishable from the wrinkles on his face.
“Good job. You did a great job. Thanks to it, we’ve come to know your existence.”
“What?”
“I’ll let you know, actually there are two Enchanted Clothes.”
“One at the Temple of Love, one at the Temple of Destruction, from the day there was
an oracle about the Goddess.”
“……..”
“The one we, and Temple of Love, were hoping for was only one. To rebuild the holy
empire.”
Holy Empire, what the Emperor has guessed was true.
“Of course, we needed force to rebuild the empire. That’s also an overwhelming force.”
“That’s why we decided to build an army. Using the Goddess from the oracle of course.
You saw this fabric and said this was the enchanted cloth, but that’s not the real name
of this fabric.”
Then?
The difference between the two soon came out of the old man’s mouth.
“Do you think that this purpose was to attract people? It’s just for blindfolding. It was
originally designed to deceive the Goddess and manipulate her.”
“……..!”
“The Goddess controls the monster with this cloth, and we control the Goddesses like
that. Isn’t it interesting?”
“If a human of the divine nature wears this cloth, the person can handle the monster,
and we can deal with the person. That’s what I made it. It took as long as 10 years. It’s
been a long time.”
“……….”
I recalled Kim Go-dong, or as Brown, <The Spring of The Goddess Agritta> which he
wrote while looking at the future.
In the book, it says that Agritta was the Goddess, and she was not born with anything
divine. Therefore, he was not someone who was touched by God.
After marrying the crown prince and becoming empress, she did so many good deeds
that the people called him a Goddess.
Those idiots.
Even if it’s a coincidence, I existed anyway. The soul was chosen by the God of
Destiny, and perhaps in the process, it was divine or whatever.
In the cave, Gyergg said that not everyone would be able to bring out the effects of the
enchanted cloth. But he also said that I could.
I didn’t know the reason back then, but this was it. I’m finally convinced.
At the same time, I also knew why I had to be brought here. There was an answer to the
old man’s words.
“I don’t know if you’re really the Goddess from the oracle. But it is clear that you have a
divinity. Isn’t that enough?”
All right. I looked straight at the old man and spoke out.
“I have a question.”
“What is it?”
“I’ve heard the plan well. It was a great plan to become a traitor till the moment you get
caught and get your head on the wall.”
“Heuh, would you be afraid of the Emperor and the Imperial Army when you could
control the Monsters?”
“That’s the story after the monster’s army formation, and if you get caught before you
make it, you’re all dead, right?”
It’s like the Temple of Love. The old man made an impression.
“That.”
I pointed to Inner Seacomert. Inner Seacomert, who stood silently at the entrance and
was suddenly pointed at me, narrowed his forehead.
“What do you believe in that creature and put him in your plan? He’s not a priest. What
if he accuses and throws you out and tries to save himself alone?”
“I was wondering what you were going to say, was that it? There’s nothing to worry
about. Inner won’t betray me.”
“How do you believe that? It’s a world where children hit the back of their parents, it’s
getting too complacent.”
“If you’re so curious about it, I’ll tell you. We have evidence that Inner can never betray.”
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“High Priest.”
Inner Seacomert called the old man in a bewildered voice. The old man shook his head
as if it was okay.
“Don’t worry. She’s going to lose it and become a living doll soon, isn’t she?”
“What?”
“No, nothing.”
It’s a familiar expression for Ash, so I don’t even realize that I said it out loud. I coughed
and went on naturally.
“Is that the proof? To be honest, I can’t trust the marquis’s son just by hearing your
testimony. Don’t tell me you don’t know that, do you?”
“Oh, you’re treating me like I’m lacking. Of course, I left everything in writing.”
“Where?”
He seems relieved but what to do, I’ve already heard everything. I put my arms in front
of my chest and stood in a comfortable position.
“You’re talking nonsense. That way, you won’t be able to confirm it.”
The old man seemed to feel something in my attitude for a moment. He looked beyond
me and shouted.
“You!”
“There was no tailing. Really…..…one carriage caught up, but there was only one girl
inside, so I took care of it and came in.”
“And even if one of them escaped and went out to call for someone, wouldn’t we get out
of here before that? I’ve got a movement magic circle engraved on the floor, and
activating it is all we need to do. So there would be no problem.”
Only then did I find the colourful patterns on the floor on his words.
“For reference, trying to erase it is useless. It wasn’t drawn, it was literally engraved.”
“Hmm.”
The old man regained his composure and looked at me. However, suspicions still
lingered in his eyes.
“Did you hear that? It’s not a situation you can get away with. Additionally, there is only
one entrance to the room. And Inner is blocking it.”
I grinned.
“I can see him standing there guarding the door like a dog.”
“You………!”
“What the hell is this? What do you believe in that you have such a confident attitude?
Was it desperate? But it feels different to be like that.”
“Did you hide a magic scroll in your body? But it’s no use. You can’t use magic in this
room. Except for the magic circle that is engraved on the floor with special materials.”
“Really? I see.”
I don’t know what the principle is, but it would have cost a lot of money. Wasting the
people’s donations for this. Ck ck these damn guys.
“……I really don’t know. Or have you been so scared that you’ve lost your reason?
So…….”
It’s a room where anyone can’t use magic, but it’s an exception to divine power.
I can tell it just by looking at them trying to use the enchanted cloth on me. And even if
that’s not the case, does it make sense that the divine power is blocked in the temple?
“I had a good friend called Ari. She was a really good girl. I said good-bye a while ago,
but when she left, what was the last thing she said?”
I remembered the last words Ari had left me.
“Eonni, the remaining beads are in the bottom drawer of my desk on the left side of my
room.”
“…….!”
“Well, that’s!”
I took a bead out of my arms. The old man who recognized the bead shouted with a
pale face.
Inner Seacomert rushed at me on the old man’s orders. Of course, I was faster.
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When I turned around, Inner Seacomert’s face, smiling, caught my eyes that I wanted to
punch him and beat him.
“Sir Davery!”
I ignored and shouted. Immediately, the door of the VIP room opened like a broken
door.
“What…….!”
Sir Davery didn’t ask me why. Inner Seacomert, who was struck at his jaw, drooped on
the sofa where he was sitting.
“Confucius!”
Late in the day, escorts of Inner Seacomert rushed into the VIP room. They faltered
when they saw the fainted Inner Seacomert.
How many are there? That’s a lot of numbers for escorts. Sadly, they don’t seem very
loyal.
I said it firmly.
***
After three days and nights of torture, the High Priest of the Temple of Destruction blew
up the place where the evidence was.
It was no use to exclude a second version of the enchanted cloth because it was
already found in the old temple where I was taken.
‘The whole time he was tortured, he cried out, Who betrayed him and who told them
about the plans.’
Although he won’t know until he dies, just be curious and leave. Goodbye.
And the news that the series of processes was so disastrous that it was embarrassing
to speak of.
After all……
I was going to open the window a little bit to create a mood and let the curtains fly, but I
stopped the idea because it was cold.
By the way, who took this tea? The taste was delicious and the scent was very good
today.
Bessie looks busy. Is it the butler? Maybe Alex, unexpectedly. Maybe he has been
taught a lot of skills by Bessie recently.
I remembered Ari. She helped me even after she went back home. I’m really grateful for
that. By now, she must have finished the tearful reunion with her family and friends,
right?
Although I broke the bead of time and so the accident eventually didn’t happen, he had
to be beaten with poison daggers because of me, so it was right to compensate him.
Sir Muscle Keith seemed to be ignorant about the reason, but he seemed happy
anyway.
Thank you to Irene, too. Considering that she stood up in front of the damn Inner
Seacomert for me.
‘What should I give to her…….. Oh, let me send her an invitation first.’
Irene has invited me, but I didn’t do the opposite. That’s a good idea. First, I’ll ask her
what she likes in the letter. Whether it’s sweets or tea.
In a moment, the existence of a Lime Extract brushed against my mind. Later on, it
seemed like Lime Extract and Inner Seacomert were probably in the same team.
I put down the teacup and jumped up. Where’s the iron candlestick?
All right, this will do. That’s better. This time, I’ll make sure to shake off his corn.
I was determined to leave the room in a hurry, but the door I didn’t touch opened on its
own.
“Ash!”
“Lidia.”
Without further consideration, I threw the blunt instrument in my hand and ran straight to
Ash to hug him. Ash hugged me with his natural movements. There was a pleasant air.
Ash asked, with my face buried in his chest and holding me tightly, not wanting to fall.
“Yes.”
“There was.”
Ash paused. The arms that held me relaxed. As I lifted my head feeling the stiffening
body, I could see his sunken yellow eyes.
“What happened?”
“I was in pain every day because I was holding back what I wanted to see. Such a
thing.”
“…….”
The stiff eyes were softened gradually. Ash kissed me on my eyelid by surprise.
“It tickles.”
“Really?”
Ash kissed me as if tormenting all over my face, and the next moment he found my lips.
As soon as the heat penetrated, it naturally tangled with each other. As I hurriedly
shared my breath, my body pushed back little by little. I was walking backwards and fell
over something at some point.
Ash didn’t stop kissing me. Of course, I didn’t want to stop either. The dizzying sense
and warmth that I felt after a long time was so good that I thought it would be okay for
the world to stop like this.
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Of course, it would be pretty embarrassing if it really stopped, but Ash took my lips off
for a while and gave me time to breathe. I sat on the bed gasping for breath.
Ehm, he’ll be surprised, right? I looked up at Ash, rhyming for what I had prepared.
Ash was throwing off his coat and unbuttoning his shirt.
“Why?”
“…….”
The words that were supposed to come out didn’t come out, but my saliva gushed over
instead. The gaze was fixed on the loose end of his shirt.
“……no, nothing.”
As my body was pushed behind, I fell onto the bed in a certain order.
Ash’s act was soft but not relaxed. To no avail, my breath quickly became rough again.
And this is quite a later story, but in the process of catching Inner Seacomert, who fled
with the help of his family, I heard a mysterious story from an anonymous informant that
Inner Seacomert, who was caught, had no wrists on both hands as if they had been cut
off.
Unfortunately, there was no way to confirm the authenticity at that time, as Inner
Seacomert had already disappeared.
***
This is because a series of shocking incidents never gave them any room to do so.
The beginning was that the Temple of Love had a plot to overthrow the Empire to
rebuild the Holy Empire.
Then it was revealed that the Temple of Destruction was also involved, and even the
third son of the Marquis of Seacomert, Inner Seacomert, who was revealed as a
member of the party, was reported to have planned the assassination of the Crown
Prince.
‘Oh, that crazy guy. I knew he was so inferior to the Crown Prince that I thought he was
mentally ill.’
‘Do you know why? Because he has the same blonde hair as His Majesty the Crown
Prince.’
‘Honestly, no matter how beautiful your face is, it’s not enough to compare yourself to
the Crown Prince, is it true? It’s not even funny.’
‘Because I don’t admit it that every time I meet him, he’s got ridiculously…… oh, I’ll
cancel this.’
Inner Seacomert was mugged, even after his death, through society.
In any case, even after the death of this person twice, the shocking news continued.
The next thing to mention was the wedding news of the Duke of Widgreen.
Along with the Crown Prince, the Duke of Widgreen, who has always been a synonym
of interest to the imperial single love for the unmarried ladies and their parents,
suddenly announced his marriage without notice.
His partner is Princess Lydia Widgreen, who is known to didn’t share any single blood
with him. At that time, the family register had been arranged and she was simply Lydia.
When the news came out, the repercussions were considerable. Some bit their
handkerchiefs normally, some lay classical, and others became contemplative.
“Who the hell is that? Who’s the one that so sure said Princess Lydia would be kicked
out of the family? Idiot!”
“What? Idiot? Do you think I’m the only one who thinks like that? You agreed with that
too!”
“What? Why are you shouting when you didn’t do any single job well?”
“Yeah, I’m crazy! I’m living with this pig-like stuff with me that people always laugh at
me! You’re all the wrongs of my life!”
Many aristocrats who believed Princess Lydia would naturally become a broken bond
after her bloodline was revealed were on fire.
They sent a mountain of congratulatory letters and gifts to Lydia, who will soon become
the Duchess of Dukedom.
***
“Ughh.”
As preparations for the ceremony began in earnest, the mansion has become a
battlefield.
Bessie, who was at the forefront of the battlefield in command, tapped her shoulder and
made a sore voice.
Bessie stopped walking down the hall to take a break. The view outside the window was
not bad.
Suddenly, the harsh winter had gone and spring was coming outside.
Bessie put out her head on the window. Suddenly, she felt new.
When did this happen? It was a whirlwind. Looking at the outside landscape, Bessie
recalled the past.
The mansion was turned upside down after the lady proposed to the Lord and it was
publicly known.
One. The type that was quick to sense and heavy to talk about it.
‘What? Oh, my God! I never dreamed of it! Oh, my God! Oh, my God! But it looks good
on you. Congratulations!’
Two. The one who didn’t notice but kind of adapts quickly.
‘Trash.’
These expressions are good enough for them. Bessie narrowed her brows slightly and
then opened them again. What a waste of wrinkles.
Wherever she goes, there are always humans who are jealous and some of them are
overly interested in scandals.
When someone dared to make speculative gossips about the lady that she serves,
Bessie handled them with her own hand.
In fact, they were really lucky to have Bessie handled with them. Since they could stay
alive after leaving the mansion.
If they were caught off by His Excellency, they wouldn’t have left any bone powder.
Bessie thought so and put her fingers on the window with her arms crossed. She put
her chin on it.
To be abrupt, the arms are bent inward. The same goes for knees. Human joints are
made to do so. People can’t help it.
She hopes the two of them who have seen each other for a long time will be happy in
the future.
Bessie agonizes for a moment over a familiar face that appears out the window. She
eventually shifted her steps.
“Sir Sack.”
“Oh, Bessie.”
A tall blonde on his way to the training ground looked back at Bessie’s call.
Aside from her simple title as a maid, she influenced this mansion.
Bessie was one of the people who knew the truth better than anyone else.
Maybe that’s why. She couldn’t open her mouth easily. She thought she already made
up her mind. However, the hesitation was brief. Bessie’s mouth is open.
His birthday was in early spring. ‘Will not be long I see’, said Bessie, who nodded,
without hesitation this time.
“Isn’t it lonely?”
“What?”
“Don’t get me wrong. I’m too old to care about that but that wasn’t what I mean by that.”
“……..Ah.”
Davery paused, then smiled softly. He was wondering what Bessie was going to talk
about.
“Listen, it’s been six years since Sir Sack came to this mansion. Sir Sack was very
young back then.”
The age difference between Bessie and Davery is over ten years old.
“Time goes by so fast. You looked so young back then, but now you’re at a weird age
without a family.”
“To the point, you say it’s weird.”
“Sir Sack.”
Bessie, who seemed to look far away as if she were reminiscing about the past, stared
at Davery again.
“Bessie.”
“I’m not saying anyone can do it. In other words, someone who’s pretty and nice. I’m not
just saying it. In fact, she’s been having marriage proposals too. She’s young, too. Was
she nineteen now?”
“Bessie, I……….”
“I’m not a noble, but you’re not going to leave this mansion anyway, are you? It’s better
to have a lady who can help you to be her family son-in-law. This child should be
enough.”
“Bessie.”
“…….”
Davery’s body has stiffened. Bessie breathed a sigh as she saw his expression, which
was slightly cracked, trying not to reveal it.
Bessie wasn’t doing this because she wanted to. To be honest, it’s more of her unwilling
side.
“Bessie.”
Davery’s mouth, which had been silent, opened. Bessie looked at him.
“What?”
“The day we went out on that street together. Just before the harvest festival, the streets
were in full swing, and we had our destiny read by some old woman in a tent.”
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Of course, she remembers. Bessie recalled a pretty clear memory. But what does that
mean now?
“This is what the old fortune-teller said on my turn. She said I’m good at deceiving
myself to the very last, I won’t even know that I’m fooling myself.”
Yes, the old woman did say that. Bessie tried to nod her head inadvertently but stopped.
As soon as Bessie looked at Davery with her ‘no way’ expression, he said.
“As the fortune-teller says. I think I’m quite talented in deceiving myself. Although I don’t
know that I’m being fooled, it’s not hard to pretend that I’m not.”
“……yes.”
“…….”
“I won’t be able to reverse what I said today until I die. Would that be a reassuring
answer for Bessie?”
“Sir Sack.”
“…….okay.”
“……..”
“I know.”
Davery grinned indifferently. Bessie shook her head at it and turned away.
“Practice hard.”
Bessie then moved away quickly. Just like she remembered the busy thing that she had
put off for a while.
“……Whoow.”
A deep sigh came out. Davery covered his face with his hands. Anyone can see that he
has a troubled expression on his face. maybe
“You idiot.”
The scenery of the mansion, which he sees every day, filled the view familiarly.
‘………Six years.’
Bessie is right. Time flies frighteningly fast. When did this happen?
“…….”
Davery lowered his hand and slowly opened and closed his eyes. It’s been quite a
while, but for such a thing, a clear memory touched his head.
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Davery was an orphan. He never told this to anyone so no one in the mansion even
knew, but he lost his family because of the war.
A war broke out between the provinces. His father was forcibly drafted as a private
soldier, and her mother was taken to a place where she did not know why.
No one could identify their bodies but only heard that they died later.
Davery became an orphan in an instant. There was a person who raised him out of pity,
but he was robbed and died about five years later, despite his good deeds.
When he was only five years old, Davery had nowhere to go. From then on, he made
his alley his home.
What helped him at the time was that Davery was quick-witted, powerful, and spiteful
than his peers.
The child survived by begging a rich passerby, searching the trash cans of a well-run
shop, and hitting stones on the back of a beggar who used to use violence against a
child on the street.
The beggar, who was hit on the head by a stone, died after wriggling for a day.
He killed a man for the first time. But little Davery could not feel anything.
Already at that age, Davery saw numerous deaths. That’s how his life was in the back
alley.
The child was more used to a dying man than to the rotting food.
Hidden. A remote village outside of the capital that can’t be found without a milestone.
A fluffy chin looks like a huge ship that is likely to spill oil if stabbed. A face filled with
greed.
He heard his name but forgot his name. It wasn’t a name he wanted to remember.
The man, the pig one, was engaged in human trafficking in the village. Then, he ran a
gladiatorial gambling house where people actually die while fighting.
Davery has been at the gambling house since he was just eleven years old.
‘Your name is Davery from now on. That’s mean, you’re gonna cut everything. What do
you say, do you like it?’
But just as the funny man’s name was true, Davery was really good at the sword.
Every time he went on stage at the gladiatorial gambling house, Davery repeatedly cut
off a bigger opponent than him.
When he was one year older, it wasn’t difficult to deal with the older one.
When Davery was fourteen years old, he became famous at the illegal gladiator
gambling house run by a pig.
Originally referred to by the village’s name, the “Hidden” gambling house, the audience
was filled with aristocrats from the capital.
Dividends rose steeply, and Davery stopped going out to the gambling house, cutting
flesh, breaking paper, and dealing with opponents.
Time goes by. Davery was 17.
No matter who came out against him, he could not hurt Davery.
At that point, Davery stabbed the pig in the heart. Not hasty, but not slow.
He could have gone out to go out, but he had nowhere to go. The will to go somewhere
was also almost none.
Sometimes when he wanted to relax or ran out of money, he went to the gambling
house on his own. And he cut people moderately and pocketed dividends.
He went to the gambling house because he couldn’t get rid of his irritation after making
two men who quarrelled with each other without knowing it was his first time.
After stabbing three people, he didn’t go to the finals and just came down. Because it
suddenly became annoying for him.
It was then that someone called him out of the gambling den.
‘Hey.’
Davery was used to it. Now that the man bet on him, it’s an order to go back to the
gambling house and finish fighting.
He thought that this was what would happen, so he purposely lost the last match. He
didn’t even look at it properly.
There was an aristocrat who was sometimes reckless. And annoying, too.
With a similar thing, Davery recalled breaking the wrist of a young aristocrat who tried to
give him a hand-knifing.
Although it worked out well, it was done with the intention of becoming a reality.
It was the same now. So if that aristocrat was trying to use violence and call him, that
would be the very wrong action.
Davery turned around thinking so, and the next moment he was embarrassed.
‘What is it?’
Where he turned around, there was a much younger and more generous master than
he thought.
The boy dressed in precious clothes at a glance was like a porcelain doll. He looked like
he had made it that much.
It was when a heartless voice came out of the boy’s mouth that Davery came to his
senses.
‘I know you lost the game on purpose. Let me ask you a question. Have you played all
the previous games roughly?’
Only then did Davery find a sword hanging from the boy’s waistline.
Davery measured the boy’s age with his eyes. Thirteen? But looking at his generosity,
maybe fourteen?
Many of the aristocrats in the capital learn self-defence swordsmanship and act like
they’ve become great knights.
Davery laughed. In general, the humans who rolled in Hidden’s gambling house didn’t
like the nobles who grew up finely and unaware of the world.
Some showed extreme disapproval and hatred toward the aristocracy itself.
Davery was not to that extent. Nevertheless, he did not want to be polite to such a
spoiled master.
‘Then? Why, did you just bet your pocket money on a game and lose it?’
‘What?’
‘Are you saying you want to fight with me? Did this handsome young master go crazy?
If you’re looking for someone to lose in moderation, you really picked the wrong person.’
He pulled out his sword thinking so………, but he couldn’t even touch the boy’s collar
and was beaten.
Davery lay on the floor and blinked. He couldn’t believe what just happened.
The boy didn’t look very tired even though he had beaten him down. Davery couldn’t
believe more.
The boy patted the dust off his clothes and said, wiping his sword.
‘It’s still crude and rough, but it’ll be useful if you trim it. It’s not like natural talent is
useless after all.’
Davery burst into laughter. Has he heard such harsh reviews since he took the sword?
Even the boy seemed to be complimenting him at the same time. It was ridiculous.
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And what was even more ridiculous was himself who could not say a word after hearing
such words.
The boy asked Davery, who was lying down and breathing helplessly. Davery answered
casually.
‘……Davery.’
‘Davery?’
‘…………’
He was upset, but he actually agreed with the boy, so he had nothing to say.
What good is that? Anyway, Davery didn’t even know his real name when he was born.
His parents died even before he learned how to say a word, and the person who took
him and raised him as a baby for five years called him ‘child’.
‘….….’
‘Davery, don’t you want to be a knight? Come with me.’
Davery lay down and looked up at the boy. From below, the boy was still like an
elaborately crafted doll without any mistakes.
‘I have a request.’
‘About 12 years ago, there was a robber who killed a 60-year-old man named Hanson
and burned his house in a town called Willem. I’ll go if you can catch him and give him
to me a present.’
It’s been 12 years since the accident anyway. He doesn’t know the description of the
criminal.
So far, there have been many noble people who have coveted him for his skills, but he
has repeatedly refused them without looking back.
However, this time, he was shocked by the boy’s skill. There was also a sense of awe.
That’s why instead of openly refused, as usual, he changed his words to betting on
impossible conditions.
‘……..what?’
‘Okay, I’ll keep him alive. If you’re done talking, stand up and follow me.’
What he later learned was that the boy’s name was Ash Widgreen.
Widgreen. One of the three duchesses of the Empire. And, more than that, the most
powerful family among them.
The boy, who was Widgreen’s little Duke, had picked up the person Davery asked for
within a week.
It was exactly on the fifth day after Davery followed the boy into the mansion.
‘I’ve finished interrogating him but you can interrogate him again. Since I brought him
alive very well, his vocal cords also are in good condition.’
‘………’
‘I’ll lend you the basement if you need a place. Follow the butler down.’
The criminal was a man who was only 30 years old. This means that he was just an
adult when he killed the old man and set his house on fire 12 years ago.
It was not an important fact. Davery skinned and killed the man who’s begging for his
life.
‘There’s a formal examination for a knight next week. I put a letter of recommendation in
my name, so go ahead.’
‘Okay.’
‘The exam will not be a problem for you, but you will need a name for receiving the
oath.’
‘……….’
‘Sack. Let’s go with Sack. After you get your knighthood title, you’re Davery Sack.’
Davery put up with the almost distorted expression at that time. The first flaw was found
in a boy who looked perfect.
‘What?’
‘It’s nothing. It’s an honour. I’ll do my best.’
As the boy foresaw, the entrance examination was not much, and so Davery became
Davery Sack in no time.
Honestly, until then, Davery had been quite dissatisfied with his name. But he’d never
had any complaints so he just let it.
Then for the first time, Davery experienced his name being called in a good way.
‘..…….’
‘Davery Sack.’
‘Really? Then I’ll call you Sir Davery. It suits you better.’
A lady, who appears to be his age, smiled with her vivid red hair under the sun.
Her rich hair fell gently along the curves of her body, and the wrist exposed outside the
dress was thin.
Davery controlled his gaze unconsciously. He knew who the lady was.
The sole princess of the Duke of Widgreen. The little duke’s older sister.
As he’d felt before, she certainly didn’t look like the little duke at all.
It does not mean that she is not beautiful. However, there was no real resemblance of
being siblings.
Davery said as he watched the princess’ slightly raised eyes bend gently and create a
smile.
‘I see.’
‘I’m also checking the taste of the tea that came in as a gift. Oh, do you want some,
Sir?’
Then the princess pulled back a simple tea-time chair next to her. It was a motion that
seemed to ask anyone to sit. Davery was embarrassed.
‘Not that…….’
This is quite an old-fashioned idea. The princess was kind to him from the time he first
came to the mansion.
He thought he undeserved it and was too much and awkward. Sometimes he felt
embarrassed. Just like now.
The princess whom Davery saw was a precious person. It’s too much to talk to him,
laugh, and dare to offer him a seat at tea time.
‘Aha.’
‘…….’
‘It’s not that you don’t like tea, but you don’t like me.’
‘I’m kidding.’
The princess put down her teacup and chuckled. The laughter was clear. Davery was
dumbfounded.
‘Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to make fun of you. But since Sir has been saying that.’
‘Why am I saying…….’
‘Sir, why should I not be nice to you?’
But Davery couldn’t spit out the answer. Because the amber eyes of the princess
looking at him were too straight.
‘The reason I’m nice to you is simple. Because Sir Davery is a talented person. Simply
put, it’s a talent, you know? Talent is treated well everywhere.’
Not that he knew. As expected, the princess shook her head refreshingly.
‘No?’
The princess lifted her teacup again. Light steam rose from the teacup as if it hadn’t
cooled yet.
‘Sir Darbury is obviously a man of talent now that Ash has brought you here.’
The late spring sun shone brightly behind the princess. It was dazzling like an illusion
for a moment. So bright
Now those sparkling eyes are not directed at him. That brilliant trust is not because she
saw him. Even though he knew it for sure enough.
That’s absurd. It was unbelievable. Davery couldn’t move at all on the spot for a while
like a broken machine.
“Sir Davery.”
A familiar voice was pulled out of the reverie as if it were coming out of the water.
“Lady.”
“What’s on your mind that you can’t hear me? Guess how many times I’ve called you
here?”
Her red hair is more coveted than a garden rose. Her transparent amber eyes. Round
shoulders, thin body. Whiteface.
No. Lydia kicked her tongue as if she was disappointed. Davery responded silently with
a smile.
‘How can I miss your voice?’ – is what he wanted to say but couldn’t be honest with.
Lydia mumbled with her arms crossed to see if she regretted her failure to make fun of
him.
“Did I do that?”
“Of course. Sir, did you know that you didn’t move a step from the spot while I took a
long step and found you here? I thought you were some kind of reticular stone.”
Crazy. It’s been a long time. It is six years in terms of time. How the hell didn’t he realize
so far?
Lydia asked while Davery was drowning in his mind.
“And what were you really thinking? You didn’t move because you were so lost in
thought, right? Or were you looking at the scenery? But at this point, there’s no
particular view to enjoy.”
“Lady.”
“Huh?”
Lydia blinked her eyes. Well, she did. Although she didn’t think she meant it grandly.
“Thinking?”
“Family?”
“Yes, of course, Bessie and the butler already have one seat for each other as your
family, so if I do well, I’ll still be able to aim for third place.”
Davery flinched but did not reveal it. He responded with quite a nonchalantly.
Lydia smiled mischievously, closing her eyes. Davery tried not to stare at Lydia too
much.
When was it? When he realized that he had feelings that he should not bear.
‘Oh, yeah.’
It was then.
When Count Suena, who visited the mansion, raised his voice in the parlour room.
The day he unintentionally found out about Lydia’s origins before others.
Davery realized at the time. It felt as if someone had removed the hand that was
covering his eyes.
Knowing that Lydia is not a part of this family, knowing Ash and she is not siblings.
As soon as the other two people he had seen felt different from before, Davery knew
how he felt. It was a cruel realization. Even if he thinks about it now, it was too cruel.
As the fortune-teller old woman told him, would it have been better to remain ignorant,
keep fooling himself?
‘….… No. Rather, since I knew now, maybe I can decide to give up.’
Davery recalled some time ago. The day when Ash, who suddenly went to the training
ground, had sparring.
Sure enough, Ash said this to Davery, who was brutally broken and lying on the ground.
At the time, Davery’s heart sank even more, although it was just a moment. There was
a flood of ideas in his head.
‘Did he know that? Since when did he know? Is this a warning? Then I’ll…….’
Then, he realized right after. That’s just the answer to ‘I can’t even touch your collar
right before, Your Excellency.’
So, it means that his eyes standard was too high to dare to touch his collar.
His master doesn’t care about him in that way. The reason was either between the two,
whether he believed him or rather he does not care about him.
Somehow he felt like doing it cleanly. It was a short time, but he felt relieved at that
moment.
He doesn’t intend to be an ungrateful dog that bites its owner. And more importantly, he
won’t get anything by biting his master.
“Lady.”
Instead of Lydia, Davery took his eyes off to the unknown flower.
“Why?”
The answer came back, asking the opposite question. Davery gave an honest answer
after a moment’s pondering.
At first glance, it was a shy smile, but it was much more dazzling than the early spring
sunlight that lit up the mansion site.
“Why do you ask questions that you know the answer to? Really, Sir.”
When Davery saw it, he slowly closed his eyes and opened them.
He cherished a new feeling that he could not even realize and spent six years without
knowing.
Would it be a good story to tell someone? how sad they are if they hear it?
Davery stared at the blazing sun instead. Because it was less dazzling. The air has
already warmed the early fresh spring.
***
“Who’s here?”
To point out one thing here, the chaotic thing has been happening for several days, so
today is not new.
“A wizard named Mayke is here. I’ve brought her to the parlour room. Would you like to
meet her?”
Now, speaking of which, Mayke is the genius wizard who helped me in many ways.
Anyway, she helped me a lot. And that’s how much I owe her.
‘Is she here to ask me what I’ve said before?’
Mayke helped me with the Kingdom of Viroz and asked me to do a favour for her later.
“Princess………No, no.”
When I arrived at the parlour room, Mayke stood up, calling me familiarly, and stopped.
I’m not even become a Duchess yet. I sat across from her, unable to control my free-
floating mouth.
“Okay, Lydia-nim, although it’s late but congratulations on your marriage news.”
I asked a question even though I had a rough idea of what it was about. Mayke opened
her mouth.
“I have something to tell you first. Well, I quit my job at the palace.”
“What?”
Mayke who I know is an elite wizard belonging to the palace. She was also one of the
most talented people in the world.
But wasn’t the job Mayke gave up not just a job, but a golden job?
What is it? Is she treated unfairly? Or is the payment too little for her? Or Is she asked
to do something dirty?
After a while, Mayke solved my doubts and questions about the rising palace.
“Yes, Lydia-nim, do you remember? I said that one day I wanted to build a tower made
of only wizards.”
“Oh, definitely…….”
I remember. I nodded.
Although I heard it as if it were passing by, all the conversations were clear because the
situation was then.
“Then you gave up your job at the palace because of it……. Are you saying you quit to
build a tower?”
A freelancer declaration is a must start-up to start a business. I don’t know if I can call it
a start-up by the way.
Mayke, who nodded briefly at my words, followed and hesitated to speak out.
And one of the predictions I made as I came down to the parlour room was nicely
shattered.
I asked again.
“How much?”
“No, no.”
Not because of that. I quickly waved my hand.
When I thought what she asked wasn’t money, but turned out to be true.
However, listening to the situation, I fully understand why she needs money now. I said.
“And you could actually higher the amount than what Mayke had said. Approximately
several times.”
“Yeah? That’s…….”
That was a really crazy amount for that. As soon as the exact number is counted, the
sense of reality disappears.
“That’s right. I’ll just lend it to you, not just give it to you. Instead, you’ll pay back the
money after the tower that Mayke has built has settled down.”
“That’s…”
Mayke’s face puzzled for a moment. She asked as if she didn’t understand what I said.
“Can the tower I’m trying to build make that much money? It’s just that wizards get
together to study each other, improve their skills, and train their juniors.….”
“That’s it.”
“That’s what’s important. Is it called scroll? A piece of paper with magic on it.”
However, there were too few market offerings compared to its value.
It means that even if you have money, you can’t get it. There’s a lot of demand up there,
but there’s no supply.
“I wish you could sell other magical items. Anyway, now the number of wizards is
limited, and I know that there are limitations to the type and number of scrolls that can
be made. But it could be different in the future.”
The tower that Mayke is trying to build is a tower made up of wizards only for wizards.
Wouldn’t it be as easy to make magical items if the tower was established to some
extent and produced many capable wizards?
“I mean I’ll invest, so to speak. Seeing the possibility of the tower being built by Mayke.”
“……..Lydia-nim.”
I’m relieved she’s not the type to talk, ‘I can’t believe you asked me to use magic to
make money! How dare you!’. So, I spoke in a relaxed tone.
“Do you happen to know? When scroll sales are established later, there will be people
who buy dozens of scrolls for stress relief or hobbies.”
Well, I didn’t mean it that seriously either. No matter how much money they have,
there’s no one like that.
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The price of the scroll will remain high over time, incomparable to other luxury items. If
Mayke has any business sense. And, well, I didn’t mention it in the previous
conversation, but there’s also the cost of the ingredients. The scroll is not just about
paper and wizards.
“Now that I’m talking about it, although it may not be very realistic…..”
“What is it?”
“After I build the tower…… someday. I hope there will be a great genius wizard.”
“Oh my.”
She looked happy. She covered her mouth, laughed, and waved her hand.
“Of course I’m a genius. Where can anyone find any genius like? I will be the greatest
prodigy in the magic world and the greatest prodigy at the Empire”
“And you want more wizards that are more genius than Mayke?”
“Yes.”
Mayke nodded without hesitation. Holding her fingers under her chin, she made a
dreamy face.
Mayke’s eyes were dimmed as if she was a picture of the future in her head.
As a half-demon, he deals as folk of magic that will help her with it. The last time I saw
him, it wasn’t that hard for him to be called a prodigy in the magic world.
“The one who can use magic easily to erase a country from the map.”
“……..?”
“The one who can use magic to cross the sea without gasping a breath.”
“…….?”
“The one who’s possible to destroy the continent if you want, so no power dares to defy
him.”
“…….…??”
“That kind of genius. I hope a wizard-like that will appear and lead the tower I made
someday.”
“………Oh, yes.”
It was not long before Mayke stared at me and grinned. Even though she said it, it
seemed funny.
No one could know the future. And there is a saying. The bigger the dream, the better.
“It seems difficult right now, but it may come true in a few hundred years.”
“In that sense, I will do five times as much as the original as Mayke said.”
“Oh.”
For a moment, stars popped out of Mayke’s eyes as if she had lost her words.
***
Mayke repeatedly thanked me with a look that she couldn’t be more grateful then left.
It wasn’t just because I promised her a huge sum of money to build a tower.
At the same time, I decided to get rid of one of the family members who recently
became a headache.
The hallway of the mansion was very wide for Gyerg to stand alone. I walked past him
and said.
“It’s a good opportunity. I’m giving you a job.”
He is an adult man, but he acts like a five years old kid. Tsk. He didn’t stop talking back.
“Why do I have to work? If I do that I need to stop eating and sleeping her…….”
“What?”
I narrowed my eyes and looked at him, and it made him flinch. Like someone who’s
stabbed.
“How many months has it been? Are you planning to set up your own life here?”
“I know the mana you used for Ash last time has been restored.”
“No, human, you don’t know that, but a half-demon mana isn’t that simple to recover.”
“Then, what about the mana you used to go to the dining room from your room?”
Even right now, I still could see it. I clicked my tongue when I saw the cookie crumbs on
Gyerg’s mouth.
He must have been from the dining room picking up some cookies. I can’t believe he’s
using the movement magic from there to here.
“Well, that’s… The magic of short-distance travel requires less mana than it looks.”
In fact, it didn’t really matter whether Gyerg restored all his mana and continued to live
in the mansion, sleeping and eating, or not.
“And you, don’t you think I don’t know that you’ve been interrupting my time with Ash
whenever you have a chance?”
The day he followed Ash to catch a High Priest of the Temple of Love.
I don’t know why, but since that day, Gyerg suddenly went crazy, began to interfere with
me and Ash’s attachment.
That’s all I’m going to say. One day, he even sneaked in and said this.
‘Are you really going to marry him? You’re going to be with that human for the rest of
your life? Seriously? You’ll regret it.’
Then I hit Gyerg’s head with an empty vase. How can he tell me what to do when he
doesn’t know anything.
I was thinking of reaching Ash because of that, but I held it in because I didn’t think I
would let someone’s life be lost forever. but the problem is that Gyerg couldn’t wake up
after that.
Gyerg’s behaviour remained intact even after his head was hit, perhaps because he
quickly recovered using the healing magic.
“Don’t be so mean, just follow Mayke and help her build the tower. I already promised to
provide your labour to her. I can’t back off, okay?
“Then you can watch me go all my ways with Ash like this.”
“No!”
“Get off.”
“Promise you won’t go tell him. Then I’ll get off. Otherwise, I will never let you go.”
“Well, then?”
“It’s Ash’s bedroom just around the corner. He could hear me if I yell here…….”
Gyerg flinched at my words and soon put my ankle down and backed away.
Ash’s bedroom is close to here, but he won’t be in the bedroom at this hour.
“I told you. Follow Mayke and help her build the tower.”
Gyerg looked pretty upset. And at this point, I had a very natural question.
“What?”
At first, Gyerg apparently lived here for a while to recover his mana. However, his
attitude has changed since some time ago. As if he’s going to live here forever.
Gyerg faltered as if he had been attacked by a surprise attack, and then he opened his
mouth.
“……it’s gone.”
“What?”
What?
“Really?”
“Fostering compassion…….”
“No!”
“What happened?”
“It’s you.”
“Of course we’re different! Do you think roe-deer and deer are the same?”
I thought it was similar inside, but Gyerg looks like he would throw a stone at me if I talk
about the animals, so I held back talking.
“……we’ve been fighting for the territory for a long time. We are different races, but we
had to live under the same territorial sky.”
“……..right.”
“I’m sorry to hear that.”
So what happens to the rest of the half-demon tribe? Not everyone would have died in
the fight.
Are they living in the human world like Gyerg? If so, I wondered if it would be easy to
distinguish them.
“Yes. Definitely.”
“Yep.”
“What, what?”
So you thought I’d let you? The story was a story and that was it.
And under such circumstances, following Mayke is a boon to the lonely Gyerg. There
will be a new home called the Tower.
“You devil!”
Hmm…… maybe it’s because I just heard that story, why does that sound like such a
bad curse word?
I was wondering if I should argue about this, but Gyerg continued to shout.
“You’re so happy to marry a man you don’t even know! You know, the Duke has put
someone to watching you!”
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“What?”
“Remember. When you got back from the outing, you didn’t even say anything, but the
Duke himself was out to see you off. On his own.”
“It’s obvious that you left without telling where you were going, but the Duke knew
where you were and followed you.”
“And?”
“And sometimes, you find some human who made mistakes to you, without the
presence of the Duke, to suddenly get injured.”
The previous two were yes, and I don’t feel strange about that, but the last one was like
shooting to my head.
“Yes!”
“The Duke did it by ordering his men. Why would he do that? It’s simple because that
guy just grabbed your wrist. Then here’s the problem. How did the Duke know that?”
“You…….”
I frowned at Gyerg’s words. Gyerg pulled the corners of his mouth and laughed.
“That means……..”
“My surprise!”
“-What?”
I clenched my fist. My fist trembled with the shock of surging like a wave.
If Ash knew that Inner Seacomert grabbed my wrist on the street that day, it means that
he also knew that I stopped by the jewellery store that day.
So that’s how I was discovered. The surprise wasn’t a surprise anymore, even before it
started, right?
“Human.”
“Why?”
I stopped fanning my hands and sighed. Then, while I was at it, I arranged Gyerg’s
words.
“Yeah, so what you mean is Ash ordered his man to watch me outside. When he’s not
with me. Right?”
“That’s right….….”
“No, something’s not right. Human, are you shocked? You’re shocked, aren’t you?
Who is this half-demon making fun of? I opened my mouth because I was
dumbfounded.
So what is the whole mess I just showed him if it isn’t a shocking look?
I frowned on one of my eyes, choosing the curse to pour out on him, and suddenly
stopped.
Wait a minute.
I kept my eyes on him. When I looked at Gerg, I saw some expectations on Gyerg’s
face.
Expectation?
Oh, I see.
I let go of my frown and grinned at Gyerg. Gyerg looked suspicious for a moment.
“If it’s a shock, are you talking about a shock like this?”
“What?”
I clasped the hem of my dress and wrinkle it. Then I said in a shaky voice.
“No way, how could he do that? It’s creeping me, to keep an eye on me without telling
me………!”
“…….”
It was a short but great one-person play. It was good acting. I was satisfied and
unfolded the crumpled dress.
“Yes.”
It’s in the past, but I’m getting emotional again. I calmed down thinking of the Lamaze
breathing method.
“What?”
“You, you look so fine hearing that the Duke kept an eye on you. Is this my
misunderstanding?”
“What? No.”
He is suddenly putting a person’s taste in danger. I’m sorry, but I don’t have that kind of
hobby.
But I can see why he’s saying that. I thought for a moment and opened my mouth.
“I’ll tell you one thing. I’m more self-objectifying than it looks.”
“……?”
“In other words, I know myself pretty well. What this means is that I’m not sure if I would
have acted differently from Ash when I was in the same situation.”
“…….!”
“Do you understand?”
Since we’re not going to see each other soon anyway, I was especially kind.
Gyerg’s eyes opened one big step at a time. Soon after that, his whole expression
changed subtly.
“…….”
“Same things! Hey, this human and that human really are a pair one! They said that
typical humans meet each other!”
“Thank you.”
“Oh, my God, I’m so sick of it that I’m going to get out of here! I don’t want to see you
anymore, so I’ll go out on my own.”
Gyerg was so heated up on his own that he tore the air off and disappeared.
I suddenly thought while looking at the corridor that had become unnaturally quiet.
‘Was it dumped?’
Gyerg, looks like someone who got kicked out of contacting his ex-girlfriend or crush
when he followed Ash last time?
I think the ex-girlfriend cause would look naturally more possible. Like saying to his
girlfriend “are you sleeping?” and then heard the cold answer, “Get out.”
So, if that anger was the cause he showed such abnormal behaviour.
‘Oh……..’
I thought it would be a good reason, but unfortunately, the person who would check the
answer had already disappeared from the seat.
***
Ash, who was listening to my story silently, raised his eyes and made eye contact with
me.
His golden eyes, which naturally caught the eye, reflected the light in five colours like
glass beads.
I looked into the eyes and soon put my hands together to cover Ash’s eyes.
No, these eyes are too strong. I don’t have to watch it.
“From now on, if anything happens outside, call them. I’ll order them to jump out like a
dog if you say ‘come out’.”
This isn’t it! I didn’t even look at it, but I tend to go over it on my own.
I opened my mouth by lashing myself into the ground, which almost got swept away
easily.
“Is that important now? The point is that you did it without telling me. How’s that
possible?”
Ouch. Ash was silent for a moment at my voice mixed with injustice. Then he asked.
Then I looked at Ash’s long, neat eyelashes, his cutting nose, and his eyes, which I
wanted to swim in before spitted out the answer.
“No.”
That’s impossible. How can I get mad at him?
Even after holding a thousand years of anger, the moment I see this face, it will be
released like a lie.
Furthermore, I had no anger to be resolved in the first place. It’s not because I’m angry
that I’m coming all the way to the oval office and questioning Ash.
These feelings are expressing the embarrassment, shame, and self-doubt that come
from the fact that the ambitious surprise was not a surprise at all.
But even that seems to have already gone overboard. I can’t believe it’s not this easy to
even be mean nor grumpy.
What did he eat to become handsome like this? Why is he so handsome? Does he
have any conscience at that?
I rubbed at Ash’s white, smooth cheeks, then I took my hands off and grumbled.
“Say it right. You weren’t surprised at all when I took out a bouquet of flowers and a
ring. You were very calm, weren’t you?
Ash held my hand which was falling from my cheek and kissed my palm. I shuddered at
the sudden touch.
“…….”
His lips went down and touched the bone inside the wrist. His soft lips pressed lightly on
the skin and soon put his teeth up to bite the skin slightly.
“Right now too, I’m still really happy that I’m going to lose my mind.”
Ash didn’t let go of my wrist easily. It was only after being branded in the same place
again and again that my wrist could barely be released.
I said reluctantly, fiddling with the inside of the remaining wrist as if a burning sensation
was engraved.
Instead of answering, I closed my eyes quietly. As if he had been waiting, Ash kissed
me.
I got accustomed naturally to the penetrating heat, but at some point pushed Ash’s
chest away.
This was Ash’s office. I’m sitting on Ash’s desk right now.
The desk was wide, but……but……but this isn’t right!
I think I can try it someday, but not now! There’s not much time left, and I need restraint
and self-control.
Ash seemed to be full of dissatisfaction and regret, but when I pushed him away, he
accepted it.
“Yeah.”
Ash answered but kept his eyes on my lips. My cheeks were burning with persistent
eyes.
I said to Ash, grabbing his cheeks and turning to the side so that he wouldn’t look at me.
“She said she needed some money, so I decided to lend her some help.”
“I see.”
“Yes.”
“……..that’s it?”
Isn’t the reaction too boring? Just in case, I looked into Ash and his eyes to confirm.
I was speechless at the moment because I couldn’t find a single meaning in his
expression and gaze.
For information, one gold is worth about 1 million won, the value of a previous lifetime’s
currency.
In other words, it was an amount that didn’t feel real. And I promised to give this money
to Mayke at will.
Although it’s a loan, I’m giving it away, anyway. And I don’t know when I can get it back.
“I don’t care.”
“Really? I can actually cancel it now, so you can be honest with me.”
I haven’t told Ash yet, but I put a condition on Mayke that I’ll pay her if Ash permits me.
And after listening to my conditions, Mayke returned with a look of relief that there would
be no problem at all.
But I didn’t know he wouldn’t even blink like this. It’s not 7.5 billion, it’s 75 billion.
I stopped calculating and opened my mouth because I was afraid to know the answer.
Just imagining it, it was too big, and my heart was pounding.
What the hell is that, can an individual just have that amount? Can I do that?
“Check it out.”
“What?”
“Try it yourself and check it out. Then you’ll know the answer.”
Yeah, I know it’s not a joke. So it’s more of a problem, but where am I supposed to
spend that money? Can I write it down?
As I shut my mouth and remained silent, Ash tilted his head and made eye contact with
me.
This was the first time I was called ‘you’ by Ash. I felt strange. My heart pounded in a
different meaning than before.
What’s this? Do I happen to…… I pretended not to be in front of Gyerg, but my taste
was a little…… is that so?
“It’s all for you, so don’t worry about it. Whatever you spend and how much you spend,
do whatever you want.”
I could clearly hear the beating of my heart. I passed my dry saliva. Then I opened my
mouth.
“Follow me.”
“Huh?”
“…….”
I hastened. Ash seemed to have become a little sublime to my sudden request, but he
opened his mouth as he was told.
Oh, my God.
Later, his posture was reversed. I put my arm around Ash’s neck, and he was
supporting my head in one hand.
“……As soon as you woke up today, you’ve been working all this time.”
“That’s true.”
“How about taking a break? Proper rest is important for the efficiency of the work.”
***
The blurred vision quickly became clear by opening and closing the eyes several times.
I stretched myself out, checking the bright sunlight that permeated the room.
I don’t know exactly, but it’s clear that I slept very well.
I felt light and refreshed as if I had slept soundly even for a short time.
Oh, of course, the waist is a little.……stiff, but I can’t help it. Well.
Suddenly, the air passing by the bare skin felt dull. I pulled the bedclothes down.
What the hell is going on? I looked curiously at Ash, who had fallen asleep and then
turned around carefully.
With one arm, I held my posture obliquely and put Ash’s defenceless face in my eyes.
When I woke up from deep sleep, there was a time when Ash was watching me as I am
now.
At that time, I thought if he woke up first, why wasn’t he waking me up and looking at
people like that, but now I know how it feels.
At one point, I reached out my hand as I watched Ash’s lashes, which stretched out
thick and thin.
As a result, the blanket that was pulled up as much as possible fell, revealing my naked
body, but I didn’t care.
There’s no one to see anyway. And strangely, I couldn’t feel the cold now.
I touched the tip of his nose slightly and touched the tip of his finger.
Well, I felt this last time, but Ash had a wonderful philtrum.
How can the shape be so pretty? The perfect length and width, not long and not short.
There is nothing to say. I blushed at the thought of the countless traces of this work-like
lips on my body.
Even though nothing was applied, Ash’s lips naturally turned red.
I swept the seductive colours and shapes with my fingertips and then slowly bowed my
head.
The hair that fell forward on my shoulder spilt over Ash’s forehead and neck.
knock, knock
“……!”
Did he come all the way here because he was looking for me? I hurried around and
found some clothes.
Fortunately, it’s comfortable to pick up and wear by me. As much when it peeled off.
I made my appearance and opened the door. Ash didn’t wake up until then. What
happened, was he very tired?
Fortunately, the butler immediately took out the business without saying anything.
“A visitor? Who?”
Until this morning, I had not been told that Agrita had woken up.
Of course, I believed she would wake up without a problem, but Agrita’s unconscious
period was getting longer to the point where I began to feel worried.
What’s going on? When did she wake up? Did she come here as soon as she found her
consciousness?
I felt complicated. I faltered hesitantly and soon opened the door to the parlour room.
“Ah.”
My eyes met with a lady who looked like a doll, who was sitting in a calm position in the
middle of the parlour room.
“Hello, Lydia.”
Brown hair that falls neatly to the waist, brown eyes, long neck and white skin like a
deer
Her voice was the same, and her colour was not different from her before, as it was
incredibly unbelievable that she had been lying for a long time.
Agrita, who is the same as before, was the first person I’ve ever seen, with everything
externally revealing, including her face, body shape, voice, and atmosphere.
I expected it, but when I checked it with my own, I felt very strange.
I was a bit stiff enough to make the other person feel strange, and then I finally woke up
and opened my mouth.
Of course, it’s Lady Grace at heart, but I’ve been calling her by her pet name in front of
other people.
Still, it may be strange if there is a sudden sense of distance. I sat down, compromised
by calling her by name but not letting go of words.
“…….so, how are you feeling? I didn’t hear you woke up, but I was surprised to see
you.”
“I’m sorry. Of course, I should have contacted you first, but I was too busy.”
“I heard from people around me that I had been lying unconscious for quite a
while…….”
Then Agrita lifted the teacup slightly with both hands and let it go again to see if it was
hot.
Suddenly, I thought that if it were Ari, she wouldn’t have put it down so gently.
“My body is amazingly fine that I can’t believe I’ve been unconscious for so long.”
I’m really glad. It was good to know that there were no aftereffects.
What? Did I say something wrong? Agrita’s lips moved at the moment of wonder.
“In fact, I had something to tell you, so I was so embarrassed and didn’t contact you.”
“Well…….”
I was already not sure about this. Will Agrita remember the time her Ari had in
possession of her or not?
The answer was the latter. Agrita continued with a perplexed face.
“I don’t have any memories of the period from last autumn to just before waking up. It’s
a weird thing, I don’t know when I lose consciousness, but some memories disappear
before I lose consciousness.”
Among the conversations I had with Ari, there were quite a few stories that would be
difficult for others to hear.
Like Agrita’s character, which I read in the book, remembering it would not immediately
lead to the problem, but it was much easier for her to be unaware.
And….
I don’t think it’s necessary to share it with Agrita. The things that were between Ari and
me, it would be nice to recall even memories.
“Apologize?”
I looked into Agrita’s eyes of unexpected words. She nodded and went on.
“I heard you were very nice to me during the time I couldn’t remember.”
“Oh, that’s……..”
“I’m sorry. I’ve completely forgotten those memories. I don’t know what to say.”
She may be doing that because she didn’t know, but Agrita had no reason to apologize
to me. I shook my head in a hurry.
“Don’t be sorry. The loss of Agrita’s memory, so……it’s an accident, isn’t it? Why would
Agrita apologize for the accident? Again, I’m really fine, so you don’t have to worry
about it at all.”
Did I go too far? But it hurt my conscience to accept an apology that I didn’t deserve.
It was a white, fluffy, and innocent smile that reminded me of spring flowers.
Well, well.
It’s not an empty word. Agrita, who I read in the book, was a good, kind, and right
person.
“That’s why I was nice to Agrita. I’m always nice to good people.”
The smile, which seemed to be in full bloom more clearly than before, was strangely the
same face but didn’t seem to overlap, so I didn’t take my eyes off her face for a while.
***
As soon as the spray was tilted, the stream of water was scattered through the dense
entrance.
The backyard was full of fresh flowers and unripe buds that were still waiting to bloom.
I was watering the buds, and suddenly Dylan came to my mind without any connection.
The vacation that Ari gave her before returning to the original world must have ended.
I couldn’t confirm who Ari had just brought as her escort, but if it were Dylan, she might
have come to greet me.
I felt unwell.
Agrita was very different from Ari I knew. It was only a short conversation in the parlour
room, but I could feel it.
Of course, that was natural. Because they were different people.
I didn’t expect to think about this, but my meeting with Agrita caused me an unexpected
thought.
It was when I was lost in such thought. Before I knew it, I could feel a sign of presence
close by.
“Ash.”
Ash naturally took the spray from my hand and picked it up. It wasn’t that heavy.
He won’t give it back even if I say it’s okay. If I told him not to take away the pleasure of
watering myself, maybe he would give it back.
What does that mean? I was curious, but I didn’t pry. Because there was something I
wanted to say more than that.
“Do you remember when you told me you remembered it? So…… in the northern
forest.”
When the secret of my birth was revealed thanks to a murder contractor in the northern
forest, Ash hugged me and said.
‘I remembered.’
“When I was very young and I couldn’t even keep my balance, I remembered what you
said to me when you came to see me.”
“Yes.”
“Really? Everything?”
No, I don’t need it. And it won’t do me any good if I don’t remember it properly.
“Then did I say this then? I remember my past life, and I reincarnated it, so this is my
second.”
“You did.”
“Nothing.”
Ash looked me in the eye. His golden eyes were filled with my appearance.
“Don’t you want to know? What I was like in my past life, what kind of world it was, how I
remember my past life.”
Ash spoke peacefully without haste. So that I can know that he’s more sincere.
“…….”
“Ash.”
“Why?”
“Call me noonim.”
It’s really nice to be called ‘you’. I can understand why the song “I’ll Call You” was so
popular in my previous life.
(T/N: song by lee seung gi, noona nae yeojanikka~~~~)
But I suddenly missed that title, too. Ash looked at me with a face that he didn’t know
what I meant and opened his mouth.
“Noonim.”
I grabbed Ash’s face and bent his back for a long time. Then I kissed the back of his
nose.
I thought of useless things. Whatever kind of person Lydia is, what does that matter?
Anyway, I’m alive at this moment as Lydia, and Ash likes that kind of course.
I grinned at Ash’s eyes. Ash flinched his eyebrows and said in perplexity.
I stared vacantly at Ash and soon refused to resist the warmth that came to my lips.
The flowers and buds of the backyard, which were soaked in water, gave off a fragrant
smell. It was spring.
Chapter 144
Igrett, the crown prince who attended the wedding with his face covered, thought of it as
soon as he saw the bride entering the ceremony.
It was the wedding of Widgreen, the pillar that supported the current empire both in
name and reality.
He had to show his face as the crown prince. But it wasn’t the reason why Igrett was
here.
Igrettt laughed at himself. He can’t believe he got the invitation as a crown prince, but in
person at the wedding.
The bright, unspoiled white dress, and the red hair that spread smoothly over it caught
his eye rather than the rose in full bloom.
The bride, who seemed to have everything in the world and smiling happier than
anyone else in this place, was beautiful.
Igrett eventually escaped from the ceremony without being able to watch it until the end.
He left the ceremony and walked wildly. He wanted to get some air. Then maybe this
stuffy feeling will get a little better.
Whatever it was, it was good. Igrett entered the visible garden and walked at random as
he could.
Is it the effect of fresh air and the smell of grass? Igrett thus regained his usual
composure.
And he realized.
Oh, my God.
Although he had his own excuse that it was a place he had never visited before for a
garden in the castle, anyway.
The important thing was that this garden was a more unfamiliar place than the one at
the time.
‘I’m doomed.’
This was the result of being overwhelmed by emotions for a moment and acting
impulsively without thinking about the future.
‘Oh, my God.’
There will be a long way to go before the ceremony. And it wasn’t just that. After the
main ceremony, there will be a reception.
Everyone’s going to be so busy. What is the chance that one of the employees of such
a house will be able to enter this garden in a leisurely manner of speaking?
He’s really in big trouble. Igrett tried to figure out where he would have come in and how
large the whole garden would be.
Even if he is lucky and barely manages to escape after a long time, what excuse could
he say?
“Hello……”
Igrett looked back in a flinch. He was so absorbed in thought that he didn’t feel any sign
of presence.
A lady, dressed in a dark yellow dress and with brown hair hanging down, opened her
mouth with a pure face looking at Igrett.
It’s not his first time seeing her. Who is it? Oh, He remembers. Lady Agrita Grace of
Viscount Grace.
Most of the time, he got caught by someone else – Lydia – but he was acquainted
anyway. Igrett tried to put a knowing face on her but stopped.
Hold on.
Igrett felt the mask on his face. He is now hiding his identity.
“………it’s not a bad garden for a walk. What about you lady?
Igrett replied vaguely in that way. The opponent smiled softly when she heard the
answer.
“I’m on my way out for a walk, too. But I’m just tired of taking a walk. If you don’t mind,
could you show me the way out?”
“I……..”
“Please, Sir. It’s dark on the road, and I’m lonely and scared to walk alone.”
But Igrett soon realized. The opponent asked him to show him the way, but she was
actually taking the lead.
He didn’t know how she knew, but she knew that he was lost. That’s why she helped
him under the pretext of showing her the way out.
The garden was not as wide as he thought. The opponent leaned slightly toward him
after leaving the garden.
“I……”
“Yes?”
Igrert called his opponent, who was about to turn, without realizing it, but stopped.
‘What are you going to say? Thank you? Said thank you and you won’t forget this and
you’ll pay her back later?’
“………No.”
Igrett stood there for a while and watched her body move away.
The opponent’s name lingered for a while in his head as she turned away.
The Crown Prince Igrett Hayden and Agrita Grace. From now on, the world will pretend
to be coincidental and make them meet to the point of exhausting.
***
For example, she benefited from the sense of sight, but the first thing she noticed as a
child was running away before her father burned her to death.
Her father, who lost his wife to a robber and became mentally ill, planned to live under
the influence of alcohol and die with his young daughter.
‘If you want to die, you’ll die alone. Not even as a murderer.’
Dylan thought coldly, but later went home and made his father’s grave where he died.
And later on, it was true, but her mother was not robbed to death.
A nobleman famous for greed and viciousness in the village coveted her mother and
murdered her in disguise as a robber.
Although he was told that the aristocrat had been murdered by a child born of an
extramarital affair, Dylan could not naturally like the aristocracy itself.
‘Crazy bastard.’
Dylan started swearing at Davery, who suddenly came to her and said he was under the
control of a noble family.
‘Good? You crazy guy, would you like me to be a knight and turn away? Enough to
become a noble muzzle?’
Dylan and Davery said, ‘We were at least in the middle of a bond in the Hidden.’
Davery, who was a shoulder-to-shoulder competitor in Hidden, lost his parents and
grew up as an orphan because of the aristocracy as a child.
So Dylan felt a bond with Davery. She thought he was no different from her.
‘I’m the one who didn’t even touch this collar with the sword.’
‘You idiot. Are you bragging?’
‘I wonder how I will grow and who I will be. Maybe I will come back here.’
‘No, don’t come back. I won’t leave you alone as soon as you come back. I will kill you’
Dylan shuddered with a deep sense of betrayal, eventually cutting off some of Davery’s
hair that day.
By the time the sense of betrayal, the resentment and the anger from him had faded,
Dylan had met Davery again.
And when she came to her senses, she found herself as a personal escort of some
aristocrat.
Ha.
What’s going on? Dylan was dumbfounded. Why did she interfere with the escort
contract?
She felt like she was possessed by something. Dylan suspected for a while that her
master was a witch.
But Agrita Grace, who hired Dylan, was far from a witch.
No, it was far from the average aristocrat, let alone the witch.
Princess Lydia, who Davery follows like an obedient dog, is also a good person, not like
the common aristocrats. She was able to find out after talking to her.
But Agrita was much different from Lydia. It was much more liberal, classless and pure.
She knows that many aristocratic ladies do not know the world. But this wasn’t that kind
of feeling.
It was fresh and fascinating. Dylan has always been on the side of softening her
alertness if her opponent is a pretty woman even if she is the same noble.
It didn’t take long for Dylan to feel affection for Agrita beyond her identity.
Yes, she admits it. Dylan liked her employer before she knew it. In a humane way
“Dame Wolf.”
That’s why she got the knighthood that wasn’t planned for her by asking Grace to write
it.
When Agrita woke up, she wanted to tell her that she became a knight because of her.
She wasn’t the only one Agrita didn’t remember. Agrita seemed to have lost the whole
memory of meeting her.
She also acts to Lydia and Davery like this is the first time she met her.
“Lady.”
Agrita, who woke up, was still a good person. When she heard of Dylan’s origins, she
didn’t neglect her at all, rather she was more polite and amiable.
She can’t explain it, but Dylan could feel it. It’s like she became someone else.
The trouble wasn’t long. Dylan wasn’t always the type to think that long. And once she
made up his mind, she acted quickly.
Dylan broke her escort contract with Agrita and left Viscount’s mansion. She said she
would return her knighthood, but Viscountess and the rest of family members shook
their heads.
The family was always good people. It’s a very unusual family.
Davery seemed reluctant to show it, but he was embarrassed to look at her.
The reason is obvious. Because she is someone who knows the details of his past.
Dylan went to the duchess imagining Davery’s frightening face, and in fact, he could see
a response that was not very different from her imagination.
“Well.”
Dylan shrugged and laughed. The colour faded from the face of Davery, who didn’t lose
much to her.
“No way….”
“Dylan!”
Dylan turned to a clear voice welcoming her. Lydia was smiling brightly.
“The Duchess.”
She means it. The moment she arrived here, her heart grew stronger.
It was more pleasant than she thought to see the pitifully contemplative face of Davery.
Dylan didn’t know, but she still had a grudge against Davery. About him betraying her,
abandoning her and leaving her.
In fact, the two were not very close to each other to express their abandonment, but
what was important was how Dylan felt at the time.
“I’ve heard before that you have your knighthood title. Congratulations, then shall I call
you Dame Wolf now?”
At this time, Davery’s expression became more appreciable. Dylan hid her smile.
Soon Lydia was busy, but she went into the mansion first. Davery did not follow her and
remained in his seat.
“Well, even when there’s only two of us, our hand and foot are still twisted.”
Dylan knew why Davery sat up to the point where he was so primed.
She’s sure he’s not doing that only to her, but to everyone in this mansion.
It’s probably a kind of defence strategy. If she talks comfortably, he might get angry like
a dog.
Dylan laughed. She has a hard time pretending to be noble because she dared to break
the wrist of a nobleman aristocrat.
“The Duke must have noticed at the first meeting, and it’s clear who doesn’t want to be
caught.”
“What?”
“It’s nothing. The Honorable Knight, Sir Davery. Didn’t you just ask what I was up to?”
Dylan folded her arms. Then she stared at Davery, who was a few centimetres taller
than her and smiled.
“It’s nothing. It’s just an incredibly noble and altruistic intention. It’s the intention of
comforting the dumped lamb up close.”
Davery opened his mouth as if he was trying to refute it automatically and closed it
again.
Dylan laughed out loud. Davery, who pretended to be gentle, had this taste.
Instead of responding to each and every one of them, he would have pulled out his
sword and put it in her throat.
“Poor Davery, you know I’m sensible, right? I’ll play with you without any difficulties, so
don’t worry.”
In the hot summer of the midday sun, new talent was added to the Duke of Widgreen.
***
I’m an ordinary maid who likes to watch and listen to trivial stories around.
I recently moved to another place of work, and I consider it the best thing I’ve done in
my life lately.
Why?
That’s because……..
My fellow maid Mimi, who was carrying the laundry, hit my waist with her elbow.
It hurt, but I didn’t show that it was hurt. Because when Mimi hits me like this, there was
always a good reason.
“Oh, my God.”
I looked out the window of the hall with Mimi and swallowed an exclamation.
There was the Duke of Widgreen, the master of this mansion, an unrealistic handsome
man who could not be adapted to the world at first sight.
Then I can explain it to you here. Why do I think that moving to this mansion is the best
thing I’ve done in recent years?
The reason why I think like this is because I’ll tell you gradually, and thanks to this, I feel
like I’ve been living in romance novels every day lately.
One unfortunate thing is that I’m not the main character but the point of view of observer
1.
Just in time, the Duke kissed the Duchess on the cheek, so I quickly turned my head
and followed Mimi.
“What?”
Mimi, who was watering the flower garden in the backyard, talked.
Isn’t it?
“Why are there so many red and white flowers in this backyard?”
She looked at me as something, and I slapped Mimi on the shoulder with my palm.
It’s actually a revenge for stabbing me with her elbow. I said, tilting the nebulizer for a
sieve.
“This is because the white flower resembles the Duke, and the red flower resembles the
Duchess.”
Originally, there weren’t many flowers here. There were some flowers but not many
kinds of flowers.
But one day, the Duchess began to fill this place with white flowers that resembled the
Duke’s white hair, and then she was caught.
So what happened?
The Duke began planting red flowers here as if he would not lose, and the Duchess was
caught – later it gradually became a competition.
As a result, vast support was filled with white and red flowers.
Childish? No.
That’s what I think. In fact, I’m sure some of you will think that way.
The Duke and the Duchess are quarrelling over this landscape – in fact, it seemed like
the Duchess was unilaterally criticizing what this was, then seeing each other eye
contact and burst into laughter.
Seriously, it will be hard to see their sweet eyes and smile again no matter where I go.
The smile that seemed to melt away was like cotton candy… That’s… hahahaha.
“Thymai?”
It was then.
“Oh, ma’am?”
I couldn’t find it because of the flowers and bushes, but my master, the Duchess was
not far from us.
The Duchess is really sweet. She even remembers our names, who are just working on
chores.
“You’re working hard again today. Well, there’s a lot of flowers in the backyard, right?
Thank you always.”
“No! We are grateful! It was our earnest desperate dream to water the flower in the
backyard in full bloom from childhood.”
I don’t remember having such a small dream, but I lied a little bit.
The Duchess smiled softly at us. Ah, it’s beautiful. It is dazzling. The reward of lying is
sprung up.
“Lady.”
Bessie, who has served the Duchess for a very long time, has been holding on to the
title “Lady” ever since she got married.
“There you are. I heard the chef made a new tart, so try some.”
At the same time, Bessie and Mimi’s eyes turned at the same time.
T! A! R! T! TART!
We know that. I’m sure the Duchess will surely offer us that appetizing tart in that
coveted basket.
“Again? Didn’t he make pudding last time? His experimental spirit will never cool down.”
“That’s true but…. well, would you like to try it, too, Thymai, Mimi?”
Long live, Duchess! Hooray!
The Duchess is always gracious, but it’s especially touching at times like this. our
Ma’am is the best!
As soon as the cover was opened, the smell of fragrant tart spread through the
backyard.
What did my beloved chef put in this time? Cheese? Cream? It smells so sweet and
strong.
“Uweegh!”
Chapter 146
The Duchess had just been sickening and was embarrassed and surprised.
“Ma’am!”
“Lady!”
Mimi and I were flustered in our seats. What’s going on here? Don’t tell me…
Maybe……!!
“Yes, yes!”
Bessie, who closed the basket back and removed it far away, said, helping the
Duchess.
As a reader of my old romance novel, Mimi and I, if this is what we think it is, then…….
“Master!”
“Your Excellency!”
We ran wild into the Duke’s office. I was so helpless that I couldn’t overcome my inertia
that I fell to the floor.
“Hey, what are you doing? Sir, I’m sorry. Right now….”
“No.”
The Duke was embarrassed and stood up, stopping the soldiers from pulling us down.
If it were usual, it looked as if the statue was moving, so I was fascinated, but now I
wasn’t able to do that either.
We’ve always admired you two, but we’re inevitably going to find you and make such a
fuss about you.
“My master just smelt the food in the backyard and was sick and disgusted with the
smell. But that looks like.…”
As if……..
The Duke, who we couldn’t see his expression because we were lowering our head,
turned around without delay.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!”
Mimi and I were all alone and screamed, and soon we approached the window.
The Duke was not seen outside the window.
After a brief spell of raptures with a pounding heart, we soon came to our senses and
used the ordinary hallway to move to the backyard.
I could see the Duke and his wife through the hallway window.
The Duke was holding the Duchess in his arms. It was not long before the Duke kissed
the Duchess one by one in the face of the Duchess.
Mimi and I stood there as if we were nailed to the seat and watched the scene.
“Okay, good.”
We walked slowly. Anyway, I felt like I had finished the most important task.
But what does this feel like? While I was proud and satisfied, one side of my chest felt
empty for some reason.
“Thymai.”
Once she’s caught, it’s said that anyone can never be released until they become a
couple.
Cupidia once looked at me and Mimi.
At that time, I avoided it because I felt burdened and didn’t feel like it.
“……..Should we?”
The hot summer has passed and the chilly autumn has come. Mimi and I decided to be
close again with Cupidia.
***
Ari heard a friend’s voice. The classroom was noisy when the class was over.
“Thinking of dreams.”
“Dream?”
“I had a little dream the other day when I was lying down because I got hurt.”
But to that friend, a dream where I have only moved to another world and I dove into
somebody else’s body, soul as a matter of fact …….it is not possible to say that.
“Oh, when you rolled down the stairs and you were out of your mind for almost a week?
Hey, it was a total mess back then. I thought something was wrong with you.”
“Hmm.”
It was a period when Ari was unconscious after rolling on the school stairs.
Yes, that’s why Ari couldn’t tell the truth anymore.
Ari spent more than two months in the other world as Agrita Grace for two months.
The flow of time was so different. It was ten times as good as she could guess.
‘So how can I explain this to someone else? It was comfortable to assume that it was
just a dream.’
“That’s exactly what my dream was about. Do you want me to tell you?”
“Oh? Do it.”
The friend leaned against Ari’s desk and gleamed interestingly. The chatter continued
until the class bell rang.
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So did Ari. She was suddenly lost in thought after seeing off her husband on her way to
work and taking her daughter to school.
It was a normal life. After graduating from the university through college, he went to a
company that was not suitable for her and married his colleague.
The child gave birth to a daughter. Her daughter was sometimes in trouble, but she was
generally raised right.
There were times when she was tired and exhausted, but there were times when she
was proud and happy. The more she looked back on it, the easier it was to have an
easy life.
Ari’s age was long past her infidelity. Her daughter was a high school student, and it
was already 30 years ago when Ari was the same age as her daughter.
Thirty years here would be well past 300 years in the rest of the world where she stayed
for a while.
‘I’m sure they lived well. I think that might be the case.’
She seems to have lived well filming the romance of the century that will be handed
down to future generations.
“Oh, romance.”
She clapped her hands together. Thanks to it, she remembered something she had
forgotten.
Ari’s daughter, who will be a high school senior next year, was currently in a special
hobby.
And Ari was in the role of an editor who reviewed and regressed her daughter’s novels.
‘The words are the best, although I’m actually rewriting them.’
Her daughter has a knack for creating stories, but she doesn’t seem to have a knack for
making sentences plausible.
Ari evaluated her calmly, seeing the sentences in the Hangul file, which was also a
mess this time.
Ari graduated from the Department of Korean Literature and briefly worked as an editor
for a small publishing company.
Ari’s day was as busy as any housewife, but it was hard to refuse her daughter’s
request.
Ari suddenly looked at the title of the hangul file while trying to recreate the sloppy
sentences and lines.
<The Flower of the Beast.>
It was the title of a novel written by her daughter. The genre is romance and fantasy. At
first glance, Kim Go-dong came to her mind.
The title Kim Go-dong made at a similar age to her daughter was “Spring of the
Goddess Agrita.”
As Kim Go-dong moved to another world, he became able to see the future.
Ari also crossed the dimension. That was twice as many times.
For example, the story she writes is superimposed on another world, creating a world of
her own.
“Haam.”
Ari stretched herself after finishing a work that she did not know whether he was writing
or rewriting it.
“Uh.”
Ari looked out the window and stopped. It was snowing. It was a big snowstorm.
“By the time my daughter finishes school, it’ll be piled up. I’ll pick her up.”
***
“What?”
Two wizards wearing long robes, which are almost like symbols of the wizard, watched
the tall tower made of the black stone wall.
“You know, hundreds of years ago, a genius wizard, Mayke, spent a lot of money on it.
In the meantime, there was the help of a half-demon or something.”
“That’s right. Tens of millions of golds were built. Some say it was close to a billion.”
One wizard looked at the other wizard in surprise. It was more than expected.
“Investment?”
“At first, a duke’s family invested millions of gold, and as it spread, other families offered
to invest as well.”
“Wow.”
“They said that the Imperial Palace also paid for some money. So she was able to buy
this land and build such a tower on it.”
“I see.”
“Aha.”
I see, the wizard clapped his hands and laughed. Then soon he became sullen.
“But let’s go to work. If I get caught by the Lord of the Tower, I’ll die.”
“Uh….”
The girl who was walking that street stopped walking. An old woman, who opened a
stall on the shoulder of the road, called her.
“Don’t you want to know about your past life? I can show you if you want.”
The girl seemed to be contemplating for a while and then nodded her head.
“Okay!”
The girl’s head is done with the calculation. The old woman, who usually encounters
this way on this street, is not a swindler but a good fortune-teller with a probability of
about 95 per cent chance.
The old woman was a really good fortune-teller, according to the calculation of a girl
whose origins are unknown.
In particular, she was able to pride herself on being superior to anyone in taking a peek
at a person’s past life.
The old woman grinned at the girl’s simple but luxurious dress. She thought she could
eat meat today.
The girl sat down without hesitation in front of the old woman’s seat, which was actually
a street ground.
The old woman shuddered at her. What is it? Isn’t she a noble aristocrat?
The girl’s behaviour was as free as her yellow curly hair, which flew everywhere.
She was embarrassed, but the old woman quickly recovered her composure. She
doesn’t know. Anyway, the girl looks rich.
That’s enough. The old woman touched the bead on the left board and chanted an
incomprehensible spell.
She was a beautiful woman with greedy red hair. To be right, the old woman stuck out a
bead with pride.
At that time, it was a day when it was hard to get lucky even after a lifetime. It’s a good
thing she doesn’t get cursed at. She was lucky to be the opposite of her today.
“Yes, you must have taken over the country with your beauty in your previous life.”
The old woman’s mouth was full of words with the expectation that she would be able to
receive good fortune.
It wasn’t a lie. The lady in the bead was a really lively beauty.
Well, it’s kind of an exaggeration to say that she would have shaken the country.
In fact, it should be this much if she seems to shake the country with her beauty…….
The old woman looked at the man next to the woman reflected in the bead and thought
casually, and was soon surprised.
The girl seemed surprised, too. The man who looked at her with affectionate eyes was
showing off his incredible beauty.
That’s amazing. That’s what she thought. This one’s past life was a hit.
When she calls out someone’s past life, it is a day that usually hits the pockets of an old
woman. The old woman’s tone of voice naturally became polite.
“Wow……I know. You were the winner. You succeeded in your previous life.”
“Hmmm. If you’d like to see your husband in this life, would you like me to show you?”
It was a service. But the girl, who thought she would like it, hardened her face at once.
“No.”
“Huh? But it’s just……….”
“Secret?”
“In fact, in this world, the faces of a few specific guys have turned the rest of the guys
into squirrels. It’s unfair.”
“…….what?”
Squirrel?
“My future husband is also obvious. Either I’m going to get caught or not, I’ll give up my
marriage and live alone.”
“No….”
“In fact, I don’t have much to complain about. Is marriage a big deal? What’s so
important about marriage? No wonder the more I talk about it, the more I sweat from my
eyes, but that’s the case anyway. It’s enough to have seen my past life. This is a
fortune!”
The old woman was more dazed than she should be.
She doesn’t know what it means, but she feels like it’s very negative. But the old woman
could not understand.
The fate of the two men and women, who she had peeked into the beads, was
interconnected.
In other words, the girl would be reunited with her former husband in this life.
But somehow it occurred that the old woman would not be the only one who thought so.
Eventually, the old woman laid her hand on the marble and secretly peeped into the
face of her husband, whom she would meet in this life.
It was not long before the old woman’s mouth was filled with exclamations.
“………uh.”
It meant admiration.
The old woman inadvertently compared the husband of the girl’s previous life to the
husband of this life. It was hard to tell the difference. So in terms of appearance.
“I envy you….”
She wishes she could follow this half fortune in her future life. The old woman cleared
up the stalls, promising her next life.
Today’s business was over. She had already earned about a month’s worth of income.
Even if she eats today, she should eat expensive meat. The old woman hummed away.
Only the fresh spring sunshine fell on the spot where the old woman disappeared.
<Complete>
Side Story 1 : Alice
“Lady!”
My head automatically turned to the familiar voice that made my body respond first.
“This one.”
“Ah.”
“I almost forgot.”
“Bessie.”
“What?”
Bessie took her eyes off my dress and looked at me. Her hair head, neatly tied together,
tilted to the right.
I was just reciting the facts, but somehow I felt ashamed to say it with my own words.
“Huh?”
Bessie, who found the stitches in my shoulder with her hawk’s eyes, said at intervals.
“It’s been more than 20 years since I have been serving you by calling you ‘lady’.”
“Yes, it is.”
“But what if someone who I had called her ‘lady’ suddenly disappears? I would be in
vain and don’t know what to do.”
“……..really?”
“Of course.”
“The butler……”
By the way, there is one more person in this mansion who is full of emotions.
“Have a safe trip, my lady.”
I don’t even have to call him, but he just showed up on his own.
I spoke to Sir Davery, who I found standing behind Bessie and keeping an ambiguous
distance.
“Um……”
“Sweat smell?”
As soon as I spat out what came to mind, I could see Sir Davery smiling awkwardly.
“I was embarrassed to tell you, but you just make fun of me.”
It wasn’t until I said so, that I remembered that it was still sunny and bright. Wait a
minute.
“…… no, that seems wasn’t the case, so skipping the training?”
“Such a thing.”
I can’t believe he skipped the training in the middle just to come out and see me off. It’s
not really important though.
Of course, it is more plausible to say that he uses the excuse of seeing me off for
skipping the training.
I’m letting it go. I’ve decided to overlook Sir Davery’s negligence this time.
“Thank you anyway. Bessie, I’ll be right back.”
“Have a safe trip, my lady. You’re coming back in the evening, right?”
I recalled my destination.
A simple social party hosted by Count Slurp will be held at his mansion from noon
today.
As Count Slurp likes to open and finish everything quickly, the party seemed to last a
half-day at the longest.
Instead of the waiting horseman, I could see a hand opening the door of the carriage.
“Ash.”
“Shall we go?”
At this point, I’ve gotten used to it, so it’s okay, but it’s not easier than I thought.
I climbed into the carriage with a heart as heavy as the tickling sensation that left on my
forehead.
“……..?”
I climbed into the carriage and looked out of the window habitually, and I saw Bessie
saying something to Sir Davery.
from the shape of his mouth and hand movements, Sir Davery seems to answer, “It’s
okay, don’t worry.”
What’s this? What’s going on? It’s hard to see Sir Davery being scolded by Bessie.
‘Shall I ask later?’
I took a brief look at the rapidly changing landscape and turned my head straight.
I saw Ash sitting cross-legged in the opposite seat, holding the document with one
hand.
I can’t believe the aesthetic sense just by looking at it. I can’t believe there’s such a
masterpiece.
If this opened to the public, all painters and sculptors will surely fall into a severe slump.
I had no choice but to look at this art alone for them, but suddenly I felt that the air had
gotten quite warm.
But I don’t think it’s because of the mood. The season was just past spring and summer
was coming.
‘Summer…….’
I glanced at Ash’s left hand without the papers, then looked down at my left hand.
At the moment, a happy smile came out without even realizing it.
You don’t know how much trouble I went through before turning this into a wedding ring.
In fact, the ring was easy. The problem was the jewellery. No matter how pretty,
expensive, and famous the jewellery is, compared to Ash’s eyes, it looks like it’s not
worthy.
I couldn’t say how proud I was when I put this on Ash’s finger.
I’ve managed to change the customs, saying that I would insert it by myself.
I married before the air got warm in earnest. That was spring.
Sometimes the moment seems like it stopped like this, but when you look past it, there’s
nothing like it.
I suddenly felt the gaze and looked up, and Ash was looking at me.
“…why?”
“Just.”
“On a break”
Really? By the way. He’d better not smiled like that elsewhere.
As I was contemplating whether to say this or not, Ash, who put down the document,
reached out to me.
The body moved first before even thinking about what that hand meant.
“…….!”
In an instant, I sat up on Ash and blinked.
As soon as I felt relieved that the ceiling of the carriage was high, Ash hugged me
around my waist.
“….…what is this?”
“Charge.”
I see. Charging his energy in a break. Yeah, he does need that in the middle of the day
when he works. That’s logical.
I put my arm around Ash’s neck, thinking how long before the carriage reaches its
destination.
***
Done. Perfect.
The count, who ran in front of us in a hurry, leaned deeply in his back.
“No, I’m just honoured and too honoured. Then I’ll take you to the party right away. This
way…….”
The count took the lead by taking out a handkerchief and wiping the sweat off his
forehead.
I walked after the count arm in arm with Ash and suddenly looked up.
“Why?”
It was amazing that our eyes met right away, and I laughed a little.
I spoke with a low voice.
“Thanks?”
“What?”
I won the bet that was played like a joke, and I demanded to attend the party as a
reward for the victory.
“It is natural for the loser to follow the words of the winner.”
Actually, that’s true, too. If winning the bet was Ash, I would obediently have followed
his demands.
“Huh?”
Just as I was about to say I didn’t hear it right, a splendid door appeared in front of me.
Then the servant shouted with all his might at the door.
“His Excellency, Duke of Ash Widgreen and Duchess of Lydia Widgreen is entering!”
The servant has a loud voice. That’s why he’s in charge of the work.
I entered the party with a slight admiration for the roar of the servant’s voice.
I didn’t even walk a few steps inside the party, but people swarmed around.
In the past, when I was with Ash, people were more interested in him, so I felt relatively
comfortable.
It’s all in the past now. This is how it feels to share the same share of attention with Ash.
I’m all over the place.
By then, when I was trying to accept the pouring greeting, a person came to see Ash.
The middle-aged man, who had his moustache polished, bowed politely in front of Ash.
“This is Count Donizoa. I’d like to say something else, but if you could spare a
moment…….”
(T/N : It’s the romanization of 도니조아 but why do I feel like it’s combined for 돈 for
money and 좋아 for like, so his name literally means ‘I like money’)
Come to think of it, it seemed like Ash had just said that there was a business he was
trying to clean up.
I looked closely at the moustache Count, and when his gaze came toward me, I raised
my hand and glued my thumb and index finger.
The moustache Count, who seemed to stop for a moment, soon nodded
enthusiastically.
“Bye, my dear.”
In short, it’s a ‘generally formal way of speaking’ that is used only in public places like
now.
“Ahhh!”
I was startled for a moment. Because I thought my inner scream had leaked out.
Fortunately, I could see a young man hurriedly covering his mouth. Phew, it’s not me.
Ash left a kiss on the back of my hand and moved with the moustache Count.
As soon as the two disappeared from their seats, the surrounding area was filled with
noise in an instant.
“Is the Duke always like that? Duchess, I envy you so much.”
“Ahhhh!”
My heart pounded.
‘Oh, God.’
Now that I’ve come all the way here, to confess, it was all because of this that I
suddenly started going to parties that I didn’t have any hobbies after marriage.
Duchess.
Honorific.
Can I do this?
No matter how much I think about it, isn’t it fatally bad for heart health, which is the core
of the human body?
No, no, no. I need to live a long life in this good world.
I calmed down my mind by recalling the way I had learned to breathe Lamaze breathing
method in my previous life.
My first goal in this life is to live a long life no matter what anyone says. It became
especially firm when I got married.
No one can ruin my plan to live with Ash until I’m 100.
It was then.
“…….be careful.”
I turned my eyes in the direction of the voice, wondering what the person was talking
about.
“Be careful?”
Seems like I wasn’t the only one who heard the thin voice, someone asked.
In the place where the eyes gathered, there was a small young lady who I wondered if
maybe she was in her late teens.
She blushed her cheeks at the sudden rush of attention and spoke firmly.
“…..lice.”
Huh? What?
“Lady!”
Oh my.
Someone screamed in a shriek. Thanks to her, I was both surprised and puzzled.
However, it seems that I was the only one who had doubts about the scream.
Instead of finding the source of the scream, people began to criticize the lady with a
small voice.
“Lady, what are you doing? What do you mean by mentioning that name here?”
“Are you out of your mind?”
“I only….. for the Duchess’s sake…… Honestly, that’s what everyone here thought.”
“Hey, Lady. Do you say everything out of your mouth just because you think of it? There
are things in the world that you can say and things you shouldn’t.”
‘…..…?’
What is it?
I couldn’t get used to the atmosphere that suddenly turned upside down, so I just
blinked.
“How dare you say that name in front of the Duchess ….”
In the meantime, the criticism of the small lady has been heightened.
I rolled my head in confusion, upon hearing the ladies pound their tongue with their fan
open.
However, no matter how much I searched my memory, the name that the small lady
mentioned was unfamiliar to me.
Alice……Danekier?
‘Who is that?’
“……… I’m sorry. I made a mistake because I was short-thinking. Please forgive me
with a generous heart.”
In the meantime, the small lady, who was eventually pushed back, spat out an apology
with a face that seemed like she was about to cry.
Then I turned around in a hurry and looked at the disappearing little body, with an
indescribable look.
The surrounding area still hung on after the small lady left.
That should have been considered a curse or a plague, not a human name.
What on earth does he get treated like Voldemort with just one name?
I was the only one who didn’t even know such a famous name. I couldn’t hold back my
curiosity and spoke to the lady who was standing close.
The crowd of people around me chattered as if they had promised at the same time.
“That’s right. You must have been offended, but just forget it.”
“She made a slip of the tongue because she didn’t know anything.”
Excuse me? Thank you for your heart. I know what you’re trying to do, so I appreciate
it……
“That’s not–”
At that time, the performance of the heresy decorating the party venue changed.
This change in melody meant it was obvious.
Dance time.
The ladies and women who were filling the area hurriedly took their partner’s hand and
scattered in all directions.
People who were not with their partners left quickly to find someone to dance with.
“…….”
Thanks to it, I was left alone in an instant. Without being able to solve any curiosity
about the character named Alice Danekier.
‘……no!’
It was when I was left alone at the party venue and enjoying the absurdity.
“……..?”
“I’ve prepared a red wine that burns like a red glow in my heart, although it’s not enough
to catch you. Would you like a drink?”
What is it?
I turned to a remarkable line that made me instinctively want to call the guard.
“Count Kulddokswi?”
Well, it is. I looked at him for no more than two seconds and looked away.
“That’s enough.”
If there is a law of conservation of mass in the world, then every party has a law of
conservation of womanizer.
What a strange thing. Where on earth does that sort of thing gets copied and appear
everywhere?
Come to think of it, I think there was something like a training school for that in my
previous life. What was the name again? I think it’s ‘something’ artist if I’m not wrong.
“You don’t like wine? If you tell me what kind of alcohol you prefer, I’ll change it to that.”
As I turned around and started to walk, Count Coultershe followed closely and started
chatting.
I’ll catch anyone who I can see and hand this man over quickly. This useless…..
I stopped stomping. Count Coultershe managed to recover the wine that was almost
spilt by, who stopped his feet suddenly.
“Hey, Count Kulddokswi.”
“What?”
Surprisingly, at this moment, the only thing that was useful from this womanizer came to
mind. It was a one-time event.
“Lady Danekier…….”
Although he seemed embarrassed by the unexpected question, he answered the
question without hesitantly.
It’s obvious how that type compares people. That’s what I thought and waited for the
next words.
However, even if I waited in silence, Count Coultershe did not show any signs of adding
more words.
“Huh?”
“I just know that she’s beautiful from looking at her portrait……oh, don’t get me wrong. I
haven’t been interested in her. However, the people around me advise me, so out of
curiosity…….”
He never met her before, so he didn’t know anything but her appearance.
Looking at his character, I don’t think Count Coultershe would have answered, ‘I don’t
believe rumours and only judge the person who I saw with my own eyes!’
Hmm.
What is it? The fact that Alice Danekier is a beauty that resembles a black rose was a
long way from explaining what I experienced a while ago.
There’s no way that she’s treated as filthy just because she has a pretty face?
‘Oh. Is there a rumour that she’s going out with a powerful man?’
Anyway, I’m going to deal with this noisy and useless quack first.
I raised my hand to hand over the non-stop chatting Count Coultershe to a passing
servant.
It was then.
The servant’s voice was still loud and unchanging, but this time there was a shake in his
voice.
Not only me, but all the attention of the party hall seemed to be focused in one place at
this moment.
I soon remembered the expression that Count Coultershe had put on his lips.
“Black Rose.”
The smooth black hair under the light was the first thing which caught the eye.
Next was the dress. The black dress, which reveals the silhouette of the body and
gracefully drops the line, sparkled like a myriad of stars in the night sky as if it had been
ground and sprinkled with pearls.
“…….”
I can’t honestly say that I didn’t laugh at that expression when I heard it from
Coultershe.
But when I saw the opponent in person, I was reminded of a black rose, so I had
nothing to say.
I’ve read somewhere before that the leaves of flowers in the natural world can’t be
completely black, so even if it’s a black rose, it’s not really black, but it’s a purple colour
that’s close to black in that way.….
I don’t know what’s important to me whether she looks like a black rose or not.
And most importantly, I felt the same level as the Viscount Coultershe, so I felt a great
sense of shame.
‘Just that……’
As Alice entered, the party venue, which had been quiet for a while, became noisy
again.
However, this time, the disturbance was concentrated around one person.
“If I had known you were coming, I would have sent you a carriage and a servant to
escort you.”
“Just a servant? I would have gone myself.”
“You want to go in person? Don’t you think Lady Danekier would feel burdensome?”
“What do you mean burden? I put my heart and soul into it! But don’t you know that
spending your servants alone is a way of you ignoring Lady Danekier?”
“Ignore? Huh! I guess you don’t know the word consideration for balls.”
“What!?”
As soon as Alice appeared, the men who flocked round her like bees began to squirm
with each other in an instant because each tried to look good to her.
When I saw the commotion around Alice, I destroyed one of the hypotheses that I had
just now.
‘The rumour couldn’t be because she’s going out with a powerful man.’
If it had been, such a sight could not have been possible now.
No matter how beautiful and attractive she is, everyone would have been unable to
speak to her in a public place like now and secretly attacked her with gifts from behind
the scenes.
‘……jealousy?’
I came up with a word that naturally derives from the loud sight before my eyes.
‘I don’t know.’
Since the girls who only gave me curiosity and left ferociously would know the truth.
After all, Alice Danekier, who I see, is pretty, looks like a black rose – which I hate to
admit it because of Viscount Coultershee- but she was just an ordinary young lady who
was popular with the opposite sex.
I turned to the side and stopped. The waste that could not be disposed of was
automatically gone.
At that time, a familiar voice and lines were heard around Alice.
“Lady Danekier. As soon as I saw my lady, I prepared a red wine like my heart, which
started to jump like an active volcano. Would you like a drink?”
I laughed as soon as I saw Viscount Coultershe moaning with wine among the crowd.
It’s fast, too. I’m glad I didn’t take any trouble cleaning up.
There’s no other woman with a charm like this. I thought little of it and sent the servant
away.
Alice was surrounded by more and more people, and now she was barely seen.
I watched the servant’s useless attempts and quickly looked around the party.
I agonized silently in the middle of the wide-open party testing my sense of direction.
I answered despite myself to the voice that spoke to me naturally and raised my head.
“Ash!”
“Just now.”
I’m in no position to talk to others. I guess I didn’t even see Ash coming close because I
was so distracted by Alice.
I moved quite a bit when we broke up earlier, but he managed to find myself right away.
Someone might think we met after a day apart, but what’s the point? Let’s say that’s
what we felt.
“He wants to take over any businesses that he’s heard about to be disposed of.”
Wouldn’t Ash be freer than she is now once he’s sorted it out?
I didn’t want him to walk around with me like now, but I just wanted to see him rest well
alone.
Sometimes he seems like a person who has become a habit of overworking his body.
“Why?”
He’s asking me if I have something to say. But I already told him to take it easy last
time. It feels like I’m nagging again.
“Anything to say?”
“Think it over.”
Of course, thinking well won’t make him think of anything. It was just a joke.
I was very motivated to think that I could see his embarrassed face for the first time in a
while.
But Ash, who I thought would be more puzzled, quickly changed his colour.
“I felt a little bit reluctant to be away from my wife. I don’t know how to endure it. This
face was so dazzling in my eyes.”
Ash, who raised his hand which was intertwined with mine, smoothed my cheek with the
first knuckle of his thumb.
I creaked my eyelids.
It took quite a while to figure out whether my head was on strike for a while.
In fact, it seemed that there was an error in one part of my head that was mainly
responsible for language processing.
That’s the best answer for me that could come out naturally after a long time
processing.
That’s very natural. No matter whoever sees it, it’s too natural. It’s like artificial
intelligence that doesn’t know how to be embarrassed.
No, what is it? Where does he learn that? Or is he originally this type of person?
My ears were burning. I could know that my face was hot-red even if I didn’t have to
touch it.
Among the people around Alice who struggled to look good to her, there was a man
who was another partner of the other lady a little while ago.
And where Alice finally looked, who hadn’t looked at any of the men around her for a
long time.
***
The door to the fancy parlour room burst open.
And what came out of it was a well-dressed nobleman, neatly dressed at a glance.
“Ahhhhhhhh!”
The man did not look back at the screams of being torn.
It was the employees who moved urgently. The employees in the hallway ran inside the
parlour room and clung to the woman in bright dresses.
“Lady, my lady.”
“How can you do this to me? It’s not anyone else, but you! How could you…!”
Her neatly twisted hair became messy and the hair decoration rolled on the carpet, but
the woman who cried didn’t care a bit.
“I’m going to kill you! If you go like this, I’ll kill you!”
“Lady.”
“Ahhhhhhhhhh!”
The employees stamped their feet to calm her down, but it was no use.
No matter how much the woman shouted, the corridor where the man left still silent
without any answer coming back.
Tears soaked the woman’s cheek fell gradually to the floor, smearing the carpet.
“I, do you think I can’t? I’m really going to kill you! I’ll kill you and I’ll kill myself then!
I………”
“Lady!”
The body of the woman, who was crying and shouting, drooped at some point.
“Lady has fainted. Take her to her room. Call the doctor right away.”
Each moved skillfully and quickly as if the employees had waited for the maid’s order.
The youngest maid was the only one who hesitated because she couldn’t find any work
to do.
“What are you doing? If you don’t have anything to do, just sprinkle salt on that jerk’s
way out.”
When she went down to the kitchen, she found a mixture of salt and grabbed the
spoiled salt.
The youngest maid held the salt tightly and thought as she ran to the front door.
The woman who cried, cried and shouted in the parlour room until just before was
married is the youngest daughter in the family.
He unilaterally sent a letter to the lady a few days ago notifying her of the breakup.
Then today, he came to see the lady in person and confirm it.
The youngest maid ran out of breath down the long corridor and slowly slowed down.
Outside the window, a carriage carrying the youngest lady’s ex-fiance, the crazy jerk,
was seen leaving.
The youngest maid gasped and stopped altogether. It’s too late to sprinkle salt on the
way out.
The maid suddenly looked closely at the spot where the carriage had left.
A black-purple flower.
‘Again……..’
The first madman, the ex-fiance of the first daughter, who came to destroy the family’s
engagement, was holding a flower basket full of black-purple flowers.
He held a bouquet of black-purple flowers in his arms and stamped his feet, saying, “I
have to go quickly to deliver this to her.”
The crazy sound of him, breaking up with the second lady as he was in a hurry, was
urgent.
She thought the third jerk was empty-handed this time, but it looks like he must have
loaded it into the carriage.
“It must have been loaded over and really overflowed, judging from the way it spilt on
the ground.’
The youngest maid looked at the flowers as if she were decorating the road and turned
away.
Is it really a coincidence?
In just a month, three people abandoned their fiancée and lover and went to the same
person.
In the head of the youngest maid, walking in the dark hallway, she remembered the
recent situation of the maid she was close to.
Having been chatty but kind-hearted, she recently moved to another workplace. She
said it was a mansion.
“…….”
However, she quickly gained speed again. The worry was short.
‘Anna, who works in the kitchen, said she knows how to write, right?’
***
“The Voldemort!”
“What?”
“Oh, no.”
A few days have passed since the party was held at Count Slurpees.
That meant it was a few days ago that I attended the party with Ash.
But for days after that, I still haven’t solved any personal questions about Alice
Danekier.
Originally, I should have grabbed any of the parties that questioned me before the party
was over……
I wouldn’t have completely forgotten that if Ash hadn’t suddenly said such a great line.
Yeah, it’s because of Ash. Honestly, if you’ve heard such powerful words, you can
forget anything else, don’t you?
While immersed in rationalization, Bessie put down a tray of snacks on the table.
“Well, on my part, I only know her face and name. I’ve only seen her face from a
distance.”
I didn’t expect that name to come out of Bessie’s mouth. I remember what I forgot,
but……
“Letter?”
Bessie sitting next to me really took the letter out of her arms.
The white letter had already been opened once and the folded part was sloppy as if it
had folded again.
“That’s not the case. The recipient is not my lady, but a maid of this house.”
“Then?”
Bessie stuck out the letter to me. It’s someone else’s letter. Can I read it?
I opened the letter because I thought there would be a reason for it.
I don’t think she wrote for this purpose, ut seems like asking me to read it.
But if I think about it differently, the sender was so serious that she had to write a letter
with this poor handwriting.
After a while, I took my eyes off the letter and gathered my brows.
“Yes. The maid who received the letter asked me p for permission to show you. I
checked first just in case.”
“Um……”
Feeling outcasted.
Don’t get accompanied by your husband to Alice Danekier’s party. Never invite Alice
Danekier to a meeting at the mansion. Be aware of the stores below where Alice
Danegear goes frequently…..eah, that’s all I know. She’s telling me to avoid Alice
Danekier as if she’s a plague. Well.
But she didn’t tell me the reason why she wants me to do that.
No, why?
Was there not enough space on the letter paper to write the reason? Well, it’s certainly
full.
“Huh?”
That line just hitting my heart, what’s that?
“Alice Danekier, this person. She’s the youngest child of Baron Danekier.”
“Really?”
I left out the question of how she could find out. Because it doesn’t matter.
“And it wasn’t until a while ago that she made her social debut.”
In general, the average age for aristocrats to debut in society was around that age.
“That’s true, too. She’s 22 years old. It’s pretty late for the debut.”
“That’s right.”
‘Is that why there are so many incidents and accidents in society?’
I think so.
“What’s more unusual is that no one knew Alice Danekier until she made her social
debut.”
“Huh?”
I tilted my head away from the slightest realization.
It is possible that she made her debut late in society. Because she does not exist in
social circles.
I saw the beauty of Alice Danekier and saw her immense popularity.
To that extent, it was common for her face to become known somehow even before she
debuted in the social world.
At least anyone who has seen Alice at least once from Baron Danekier could have told
anyone about her.
Bessie seemed to think alike with me, but she didn’t say for sure.
“Well, the truth is that Baron Danekier and his wife know for sure.”
“Hmm……”
“Anyway, Alice Daneki literally appeared in society overnight, and as soon as she
became famous.”
I listened to the story steadily and made a light point at this point.
“It’s a late debut, it’s a possibility, and it’s a little while before the debut that nobody
knew about Alice, but it’s hard to say it’s Alice’s problem.….”
I tried to finish my speech like that. But before that, Bessie’s expression caught my eye.
I paused.
“Why?”
“What’s that?”
“Confucious Mora asked Alice Danekier to marry him. At the party at Marquis Mora.”
“What?”
***
I sat on the bench and stared blankly into the bright moon.
Even if it was bright, it was the moon, so there was no burden on my eyes.
“Lydia.”
Only after my name was called in a familiar voice did I notice that a welcome face was
near.
White hair reflecting the moonlight was the first thing that caught my eye.
“Ash.”
“What are you doing?”
Or moon observation?
I don’t know. I tapped next to me instead of answering a difficult question, asking him to
sit down.
Ash sat down next to me without hesitation. I reached out and smoothed Ash’s hair.
In the meantime, I laughed because I could feel Ash tilting his head so that it was easy
to touch.
I let out a light smile and leaned my head against Ash’s shoulder.
Between the stability delivered from the firm shoulders, I remembered the conversation I
had with Bessie during the day.
When I first heard the name, I thought I misheard it. So I checked again.
‘The Alandga Mora, who even drank poison for the woman he loved?’
But because he was the protagonist of a romance story that was more famous than his
family.
Alandga one day hides his identity and saves a woman from a market he went out to
play.
As an orphan and if it wasn’t for Alandga Mora, she would have been beaten to death
by the owner of the workplace who used to be abusive.
Alandga, who felt pity for the woman’s situation, brought her into the family, and she
became the maid of Marquis Mora.
And the real story started from here.
Over time, the woman who became a maid and Alandga Mora fell in love with each
other.
Of course, the Marquis and his wife opposed the plan, but their love was strong.
However, the real barrier to the love of the two was not the opposition of the
surroundings from the difference of status.
In fact, the woman was secretly raised by an organization to kill Alandga Mora.
It was a planned meeting from the beginning, and the group’s order to eliminate this
goal is given to the woman.
By that time, however, the woman was truly in love with her lover, Alandga Mora.
After all, there were only two options left for her.
Kill the man she loves with her own hands, or be killed for failing her mission.
After standing at a crossroads and conflicting, she eventually chooses her death and
tries to kill herself by drinking the poison that will feed Alandga Mora.
But right before that, the truth was revealed to Alandga Mora like fate.
He leaves a famous line that will be stuffed with romance and takes poison from the
woman and drinks it himself!
Alandga Mora, who inhaled the poison, does not die immediately but falls into a coma.
The Marquis, who knew the truth but was silent because he wanted the two to break up,
belatedly regrets it and destroys the group that threatened the woman.
By the time the organization disappeared from the capital and the woman was liberated,
Alandga Mora was miraculously conscious.
Alandga Mora and the woman, who has recovered, have an engagement ceremony
amid the blessings of the people around themselves.
….…was an anecdote of Alandga Mora, who became famous for his perfect celebrity
and romance personalized narrative.
I couldn’t believe it right away after being confirmed by Bessie again. Her fiance was
also there. In short, Alandga Mora proposed to another woman while her fiance
watched him.
To be honest, I wonder if it’s because the aftereffects of drinking poison only appeared.
He can change his mind with a hundred steps. Yeah, that could be the case.
He can’t help it. Since that’s about his heart and feelings.
Who said that? Love does not change, but man changes.
Alandga Mora became a scumbag overnight from the protagonist of the once-in-a-
lifetime romantic romance.
‘I’ve heard that he collapsed and was taken away…I don’t know after. I also hear the
news that she had attempted suicide, but it’s not a definite source. Maybe Marquis
Mora didn’t just watch the story spread.’
I sighed long.
Instead of asking what I was talking about, Ash silently handed my hair behind my ears.
The calm and gentle touch made me feel good. More than the cool night air that rubs
the skin.
‘And Confucious Mora…… it was just the beginning. Since then, more men have been
proposed to Alice Danekier. Like Confucious Mora, many of them fell in love at first
sight and asked for a marriage, but among themselves.… well, there was also a
nobleman who made his name known as a faithful husband.’
‘Even a faithful husband? No, since when? When did the whole mess start?’
There was a reason why I didn’t know that shocking news until I heard it in Bessie’s
mouth.
Indeed, I wondered who would have tried to give the news to the new bride.
‘That’s why that small young lady was called a sinner at the party.’
It certainly wasn’t good advice for the second month of the newlywed.
“…….”
I gazed up at the moonlit garden. Ash’s face was seen as very close.
I knew it would be very out of the blue for Ash to hear that, but my mouth just moved on
its own.
Do you understand? I mean, what Alandga Mora did is nothing, Just bring as much as
you want, I can always drink it for Ash.
“Ah.”
“I won’t let you pick up anything weird, so don’t even think about it.”
The tip of my nose that released after biting it for a moment, as if Ash warned me, was
tingling.
What? It didn’t hurt, but I was surprised. I blinked and then burst into laughter.
A silly laugh escaped through the lips that had been surprised.
Ash pulled my chin and covered my lips as if he was dissatisfied with me laughing.
Familiar warmth broke through the gums and touched only sensitive areas.
Ash, who had lost his mind without any time to blame, let me go when I was out of
breath and on the verge of gasping.
My head was spinning and my hair was messy.
No, I’ve been thinking about this for a while, but I don’t know why I’m always the only
one breathing first.
We’re doing it together. But why am I the only one who’s having a hard time?
Well, well, let’s say it’s because of the difference in physical strength. Is it like that? Is
lung capacity the key?
If that’s really the case, I’m seriously thinking about whether I should swim or not, but
before I finished my thought, Ash then touched my forehead with his palm as if
wrapping me
Then Ash’s eyes were deep and calm while passing my hair from the forehead.
The hand that did not fall off the face even though I had all my hair in order was hot.
As I was distracted by the glassy eyes and the heat of his hands, Ash said.
“Whatever the situation, please only think about your own body. Don’t worry about
anything else. Take care of yourself.”
“…….”
‘But the world without you would be hell for me, too.’
When I left here and ran away and then I was caught by the hitman.
I thought I’d rather die like this than to see Ash hate me and push me away.
Of course, it was my misunderstanding at the time. The vain that could never have
happened
Even if it’s not like Alandga Mora if Ash pushes me away thinking that I’m no longer
precious and turns around, will I be able to live as well as I am now?
“……..Ah.”
Alandga Mora is not the only one who has decided to drink poison in Mora’s famous
romance.
It was his lover who tried to drink poison and die instead.
I recalled what Bessie said that, after collapsing and being taken out of the banquet hall,
she had attempted suicide.
The source said it was unclear, but it seemed that it was not a lie.
My heart was upset. I felt sorry for her. I feel so sorry for her situation that I’ve never
seen her face before, and I feel so sorry for her…….
Still, selfish relief that it would not happen to me weighed on one side of my heart like
guilt.
No matter what happens, the fact that I and Ash are meant to be will not change.
I burrowed into Ash’s arms like a child. Ash accepted my action without asking.
***
This is because I heard a whispering voice from the bottom of the stairs.
“That’s right.”
The maid, who tied her hair in pigtails, looked around on both sides and lowered her
posture and continued.
“I heard he secretly sent a letter from his children so it doesn’t catch everyone’s
attention. But what happened instead? He got caught right away because he got a
public reply.”
“Yes.”
I couldn’t hear anything when I didn’t know about it, but once I knew it, it came to my
ears like a ghost.
“No, but it means it’s already famous if it’s on the servant’s lips.’
I stood in the middle of the stairs and was in a position to overhear unintentionally,
thanks to a maid who only cared about both sides and didn’t look up.
“Well, I’m sure it’s obviously like this. The moment I first saw my lady, I thought I was
blind to your beauty. I’m bound by my family, but I can throw everything away if you
accept me…… and bla bla bla.”
“Oh, crazy! Didn’t you say that the count had three children already?”
“That’s right. Even the first of them would be the same age as Alice Danekier.”
“Oh, my…….”
The maid, who was listening to the story, has an expression as if she looked at a bug.
“Dirty……”
“Who wouldn’t think so. Anyway, I heard Alice Danekier sent a reply to his family saying
that ‘I appreciate your heart, but please cherish your family’ like so.”
“What’s going to happen? The house turned upside down. The first child said that he
was going to kill his father to save him.”
“Oh, my God, there’s a rumour that the first son of the house is a jerk. But for the
countess, he is filial.”
“What? Why?”
“That’s right. He was so angry that he couldn’t play better than his father.”
“My God…….”
I swallowed my saliva. It was a last-ditch play that was hard to listen to anymore.
I suddenly heard a voice while thinking about how to stop talking to each other.
“Sir Davery.”
“Wait.”
I climbed the stairs without realizing it and covered my opponent’s mouth with my
fingers.
It didn’t reach by a hairbreadth, but effectively Sir Davery shut his mouth.
I looked down. At that time, a scream fell from far away from this way.
“You!”
“Oops.”
I lowered my hand as I watched the two frightened little bodies disappear side by side.
Sir Davery, who I had removed his palm from him but still remained mute, rolled his
eyes and stared at me.
“I’m sorry. I’m just embarrassed since you talk all of sudden.”
I have nothing to say, so it looks really awkward. I shrugged my shoulders. Then Sir
Davery agreed with all due respectfully.
“It must have been an interesting story. If my lady were listening to it like this.”
“Alice Danekier?”
The questioning tone was strange, so I looked back and asked, and Sir Davery asked
the question.
I wasn’t the only one who didn’t know, I should say that I wasn’t lonely in this part.
“Well, she’s now one of the most famous people in society. She’s very popular. To the
married and unmarried, men are courting her.”
What could it be? To be honest, when I saw their moves regarding Alice, I thought they
were crazy as a group.
No matter how attractive and beautiful Alice is, the more I hear it, the more I……
“Lady.”
I puzzly looked at Bessie’s expression that came close. Bessie looked a little
embarrassed at the mere letter.
“That’s….”
Bessie stuck out the letter to me first. The first thing that caught my eye was a painting
of a black flower painted on the outside of the envelope.
‘Black?’
[Alice Danekier]
“That’s right.”
I looked down at the letter, but just looking at the envelope didn’t read anything more.
“I didn’t think we were close enough to get a letter, but I don’t know.”
I thought Alice might know my face and name because I attended the same party the
other day.
But a letter…….
Huh?
Sir Davery recommended that he was curious if he had read the strange atmosphere
that was flowing.
Well, yeah. I’m curious, too. I opened the letter without further delay.
“What is it about? Lady?”
Bessie asked. I quickly finished speed reading and peeped my eyes out of the letter.
Then I asked.
Bessie was silent for a moment, but she was quick to agree.
“How did you know? Is it written in the letter? What’s the story?”
“Well…….”
What should I say about this? I thought about it and summarized it as much as I could.
“She said ‘it’s painful for you to misunderstand me, so please give me a chance to
resolve the misunderstanding myself’. That’s what she said.”
“What?”
“Misunderstanding?”
Bessie couldn’t bear to look directly into my letter and stomped her feet in her seat.
I just flipped out the letter. It wasn’t something I couldn’t show her.
After a while, Bessie and Sir Davery, who read all the letters, changed their faces side
by side.
“This is….”
“Hmm….”
Saying that makes me feel like I interpreted the letter very smoothly.
Bessie opened the letter wide and kindly pointed to one part. It was the top.
[I know there must have been some malicious gossip about me. I am heartbroken
to think that it may have affected your acceptance of my invitation.]
“It’s like she said ‘You didn’t come to my party because of my bad rumours, did you? I
know everything!’. She definitely means this.”
[Of course, I understand the Duchess. Perhaps the rumours about me were more
familiar than myself who had never spoken to each other properly.]
“She just said ‘You’ve never talked to me before, and you’re quick to believe the rumour
about me?’”
[Please accept my invitation to the upcoming tea time party and give me a chance
to explain the rumour myself. I look forward to the visit of the wise Duchess.]
“She said my lady is not wise if you don’t come to tea time! She said my lady is not
wise!”
“Stop, stop.”
As the interpretation became more intense in real time, I took the letter from Bessie’s
hand.
Anyway, if she read that part, then that means Bessie had read them all.
I said, grinding up the letter that Bessie was about to burn with her eyes.
“Don’t be so angry.”
“How could I not? Oh, my God, what is she doing to send a letter like this to my lady
now? She couldn’t even write properly! Even bad handwriting should be appropriate,
too!”
Bad handwriting…….
“Bessie just said there was a party not long ago, but….”
The effect was good. Bessie shut her mouth and then came up with an answer with a
softer tone.
“……… Not long ago, my lady just got an invitation to a party from the Danekier Family.”
“A few days ago. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you. But even if I told you, you wouldn’t have
attended.”
I nodded without being stubborn, but at the same time raised a natural question.
“Why didn’t you tell me? Is there a reason you didn’t tell me?”
“That’s….”
Bessie hesitated and sighed. Bessie looked quite complicated when she lowered her
eyes.
“It’s not that I don’t trust you and the Duke. That’s not true. It’s just… don’t want you to
go there.”
“I repeat, it’s not because I don’t believe you. It’s just that I’m unnecessarily anxious.”
If it weren’t for what the God of Dimension said, I might not have been able to have
been so mindful by now.
“Wait, Bessie was worried……… Is that it? What do I think is right? Inappropriate?”
What? I couldn’t hear him properly because his voice was too small, but Bessie got
angry.
“Sir Sack, why are you doing this? You promised me!”
“Can’t you talk to yourself? I’m not saying I’m going to do that now, so you don’t have to
worry. I mean, I just want Bessie to relax, too. That’s never gonna happen.”
“Who doesn’t know that? I told you, it’s not because I don’t trust my lady and the Duke.
But I’m just….”
“Excuse me.”
Past topics are no longer important. There was something really important.
This is it.
“Lady.”
“Lady?”
Two voices came out at the same time for the first time in a long time.
“You go in person and throw a letter in the other person’s face, and you’re trying to
figure out how to throw it so it perfectly sticks.”
“Do you really have to do it yourself? Tell the servant to report it……..”
I understand. That’s why I wanted to go to the tea time party this time.
What kind of person would she be?
Alice Danekier.
Looking at this letter alone, it doesn’t seem to be a good symbol. Is that all? She was
hasty and had a short judgment.
It’s not that Bessie was too excited to interpret it. In fact, it was just the way it was.
At this point, I wondered rather than angry. What’s Alice getting from doing this
provocation?
She wouldn’t be able to say anything if I really went and threw the letter in her face.
‘And…….’
I shook my head thinking about one more thing that bothers me. It’s too early to jump to
conclusions.
On the other hand, I was also curious about what Alice thought as a “bad rumour”.
The only rumour I knew was that someone fell for Alice and abandoned their lover’s
family and was proposing to her.
Bessie stretched her shoulders to see if she could find any other room in my voice.
“…….”
I pondered for a moment.
***
I increased my fighting power than usual and headed for Baron Danekier House.
If the average was 100, it would have been about 300 at this time.
However, such a triple combat capability was turned off shortly after arriving at Baron
Danekier.
“Sorry!”
What I saw as soon as I was guided to the backyard, as the tea time venue, was none
other than the top of Alice’ head.
Near Alice, who suddenly bowed to me, a maid was shaking with a blue face.
“…….what is this?”
“My maid made a very big mistake. I apologize on behalf of you. You will not be relieved
of your anger with a single apology, but I will sincerely apologize again and again.”
The maid trembled with a face that seemed to burst into tears at any moment.
“Because of my lack of thought…… I’m just so upset that my lady is being disparaged
by rumours……just that’s why…….”
“Beckie.”
Alice called the maid in a stern voice. It was as if she was rebuking her for making
useless excuses.
“That means…….”
I took a letter out of my arms. The letter was saved despite Bessie’s claims to burn it on
the stove.
The maid who saw the letter flinched as if she had been caught in a mistake.
“……….yes.”
Hearing the maid accept with a crawling voice, I suddenly checked her name tag.
“That’s right. At least that’s what all maids do. I teach them writing.”
The name tag’s handwriting was the same as the bad writing in the letter that Bessie
cursed.
I was wondering if it was her personality. But no, she just couldn’t write it properly.
This is not about writing. Alice still answered without raising her head.
“She has a good memory. I think she remembered my letter that she usually read over
my shoulder and copied my way of speaking.”
“If you tell me to punish the maid, I will. However, my maid’s fault is my fault, which is
the house fault. I am especially responsible for teaching her writing, so I will be
punished as well.”
“That’s enough.”
Then, I looked at Becky, a maid whose name and appearance coincidentally resemble
Bessie.
The maid shrugged her shoulders as my gaze reached.
Wouldn’t Bessie look exactly like that if she were a dozen years younger than she is
now?
I’ll believe it even if she is Bessie’s hidden sister. I sighed deeply and said with my eyes
closed.
“Look up, Lady. There’s nothing more to apologize for. I’ll just pretend I didn’t get the
letter.”
“Duchess.”
It’s not because of that a maid named Becky resembles Betsy that I give in this way.
I should proceed with the letter burning ceremony that I couldn’t give her when I get
back. Bessie’s gonna love it.
The maid hesitated, bowed her head and left the seat.
Alice followed the maid who was distracted and soon headed for me.
“Thank you very much. She was a very…… dear child. She looks like that, but she’s
usually smart. She had been working here for a long time.”
Normally, it would have been a story that I wouldn’t be interested in, but her face
resembling Bessie was the source of the fire.
“She’s just like another family member. Doesn’t the Duchess have that kind of person?”
“That’s why you understood. Thank you so much again. Oh, it’s not like this here, but if
you don’t mind, can I offer you a cup of tea as a token of apology and reward?”
When I came to my senses, I was sitting at a backyard table where tea time was going
on with Alice.
‘Um……’
Well, yeah, I’m here for tea time in the first place. I’ve achieved the desired goal.
“It’s an honour to meet you, Duchess, I really wanted to meet you separately.”
“That’s right, that’s right. It’s much more beautiful to see you up close than I’ve ever
seen you from afar.”
Several people were already sitting around the tea time table deep inside the backyard.
What was surprising was that there were quite a few young ladies as well as the wives.
I recalled the atmosphere of the past, which was formed almost around a lady at the
party.
Obviously, if something happens with Alice, the wife’s side will be more hurt than the
young one.
She lifted a teacup and savoured the scent, and when her eyes met with me, she smiled
brightly and cleanly. Like the pure white dress, Alice wore today.
It was an illusion.
The conversation I overheard in the middle of the stairs also inflated suspicions.
‘I thought it was intentional because she publicly replied to Count Evida’s letter of
marriage proposed.’
She must have known the consequences of her reply as soon as she arrived at the
Count’s mansion, but I wondered if she had intended it.
But when I arrived, I saw Alice, and all of that was ridiculous.
She was taking care of her maid a while ago, and the way she looks at me now.
I guess it was for the public good that she replied publicly. Well, I might have decided
that I’d rather split up than live with a man who sends a letter of marriage to a woman
who could be his daughter instead.
“In fact, the biggest reason I became suspicious was the letter that arrived in front of me
a little while ago, but…….’
It was a maid’s mistake that only thought of her lady.
I’m sorry for doubting her anyway. I’ll replace the apology with an empty teacup.
“Isn’t it because you’re loved? They say that being loved is the key to being pretty.”
No, by the way, were they still talking about me? I thought about something else.
I didn’t really want to be the main character in this place. I can give that to Alice as
much as she wants.
I tried to change the subject around Alice because I was curious about something.
It was then.
“Let go!”
“…….fren?”
The woman with a yellow dress and multi-brown hair did not look there even though her
name was called.
Then she immediately picked up any teacups and poured them over Alice’s head.
“Kyaaa!”
“Lady Danekier!”
What is it?
I stopped moving because I was surprised. Some people jumped up from their seats.
“You wicked bastard! It’s all because of you! Because of you, Reina……..!”
A couple of women from both sides held the lady who poured the tea before she could
hit Alice’s cheeks.
A lady, sitting next to Alice, was restless and took a handkerchief out of her arms.
‘Reina?’
“Let go! If it weren’t for her! If it weren’t for that wicked thing, she wouldn’t have been
like that!”
“Wake up, Lady Deida! How could it be the fault of Lady Danekier?”
Oh. I remembered.
Raina Witten.
She was adopted by Baron Witten and engaged to Alandga Mora after the poisonings.
I frowned between my eyes. Reina wouldn’t have been that way she said. Is she simply
talking about being broken up? Otherwise…….
Instead of the ladies and the wives, the servants grabbed the woman so she couldn’t
move.
With both arms held, the woman struggled and shouted wildly. Many of the seats were
frowned upon and covered their mouths.
The servants also stiffened their facial expressions and gave strength to their hands as
if they were trying to pull the woman out in a hurry.
“What?”
Alice, who had only roughly wiped the tea off her face, raised her body.
“Lady.”
“Lady Danekier?”
“But….”
In repeated orders, the servants hesitated and reluctantly let go of the hand that
arrested the woman.
“Lady…….!”
It was right after someone screamed. Alice hugged the woman who ran to her.
“I’m sorry.”
“…….!”
“…….”
“No matter what I say, you’ll resent it. I know. You can curse and blame me as much as
you want. But don’t get sick. It’s okay to blame and hate me as much as you want, so I
don’t want you to suffer.”
“I’m sorry.”
Alice’s hair and dress were messed up by the tea that threw on her.
Even the woman who ran into Alice with a frightening spirit.
There was a natural silence. The silence of the backyard lasted quite a while.
***
“Ash.”
By the end of the tea time, an unexpected face was waiting for me.
I always said things I didn’t mean whenever I saw the face of Ash, who I’m always
happy to see.
I joined hands with Ash and exchanged glances in the flower garden and suddenly
looked at Alice.
Her tea-soaked white dress was changed to something dark and neat.
Alice leaned down when our eyes met. We greeted each other with a slight nod and left
the mansion.
Who can hug someone who hates her so much? Even if I could, it wouldn’t be very
easy.
How can she embrace someone who suddenly pours tea water over your head and is
trying to slap you on the cheek?
The woman, who seemed to tear Alice to death at once, went back to her without
making any further fuss.
Alice changed her clothes and came down as if nothing had happened, and tea time
went smoothly before it ended.
“She was just… a very nice person. I went to see her because I thought she was a bad
guy.”
Rather than saying that men were distracted by a woman with a pretty face and a bad
temper, she was still a perfect woman with a pretty face and a good personality.
It seems that the current situation in society could be understood a little bit. Of course,
it’s still hard to completely accept.
So what happened to Reina, and what was the malicious rumour about Alice?
I had a rough idea when I saw a woman named Fren who attacked Alice.
Maybe Alice is a vicious witch and is luring men with a simple trick. That’s obvious.
Honestly, I know how she feels, but I don’t understand. Aside from what’s amazing,
there’s something wrong with Alice.
It’s not a sin to be pretty, and I’m sure she felt cramped. Thinking that way, I felt more
amazing about what Alice showed me. She’s an angel.
I made a suggestion as soon as the carriage passed the restaurant street. Ash’s answer
was, of course, fixed.
Hmm. What should I eat? I think there was a famous restaurant near here…….
As I walked, I got out of the carriage to think more about it. But then, I saw people
crowded to one side and mumbled.
“…….?”
What is it?
“Hey.”
Even if we just tried to pass by, it was the direction we were going to go anyway. I
touched the nearest person in the crowd.
“Oh, who…”
The man turned nervously and came out and saw Ash, and was polite at once.
“Yes, yes.”
The man answered with his hands folded politely. That’s why it’s so crowded?
“It’s… it’s just that the man who was hit is an aristocrat.”
Nobleman? Do I know him? I was thinking about whether to check it out or not.
After receiving a report, the guard appeared and ruined the crowd.
People split into both sides in an instant. Thanks to it, I was able to directly identify who
was hit by a carriage.
“…….Fren?”
I only saw her once today, but I clearly remembered the dress she wore in the
backyard.
And it was hard to tell at first glance because it was stained with blood, but it was clear
that her hair was multi-brown.
I stared at the body lying on the street without blinking. Then I stumbled.
“Lydia.”
My heart pounded. Then I saw a guard swaying his head with a sombre face as he
approached Fren, who had fallen in front of the carriage.
It’s a coincidence.
It was not uncommon. Traffic accidents have been a common factor in my previous life.
Not to mention this place, where the transportation system is not as well established as
there.
So, no matter how much I think about it, I can’t find a connection between what
happened to Fren in the backyard today and this accident.
It makes enough sense. I don’t think that dress is the only thing in the whole capital city.
I agreed emotionally.
But why.
“…Ash.”
“Tell me.”
“It doesn’t make any sense if I think about it rationally, but no matter how hard I weigh it,
my sense says it is true even if there is not enough evidence…Do you believe that
feeling?”
“……yes.”
“I want to go back.”
***
I did not reply to the letter asking if I had gone home well that day, and other invitations
were burned as soon as I received them.
If that is the case, I seemed to run away with an extension right away.
I couldn’t give a clear reason. If I have to put it on, there’s only one reason.
At that time, when I thought of Fren who had fallen in front of the carriage, her hair
stood on end all over her.
I found out later, it was right that the one who had a carriage accident right there was
Fren.
An obituary arrived at the mansion. I didn’t know her at all, so I think it was sent through
Alice.
I have never seen a ghost in my life, but I thought it would be like this if I saw it.
So I’m really sorry, but I sprinkled salt separately after the burn. There was nothing
special.
“Whoa……”
Of course, I let it all go. I replied to the specific offer and refused, and I didn’t just go to
the tea time or party.
There was also a postscript on the invitation asking me to let her know if she did
anything wrong, but I naturally turned a blind eye to it.
If I keep doing this, I can’t help but think that Alice will give up on her own.
To be honest, I’ve been slowly listening to the idea that I might be a little persistent
these days.
Alice and I just had tea time and nothing is going on. There was no reason for her to be
obsessed with me enough to send invitations in a row.
‘If Baron Danekier attempts to catch a kite with the Duke of Widgreen, it would be
understandable…….’
If so, it is more acceptable. There were a lot of times like that.
“Madam.”
“Why?”
“A visitor?”
At the moment, I had chills thinking, just in case. The hand holding the doorknob was
strengthened.
“…….Who is it?”
“Good job.”
All of that was also a request that Alice might come to the mansion.
The servants might not understand myself doing this. But it’s okay. I don’t understand
myself either.
I’ve already given up. It’s comfortable to give up. Stop thinking and leave it to your
instincts.
“Duchess”
But suddenly, the Countess came up and grabbed my hand. No, what’s this?
“Madam?”
“I don’t know how I sound. But I really want you to keep that in mind.”
“……what?”
“Keep the Danekier infant close. You should. It’s all for the Duchess.”
“Curses?”
“I’m sure you know what’s going on around Lady Danekier. It’s all because of the curse.
Regardless of your opinion……it’s because of the curse.”
That’s a curse? I was embarrassed to hear that, but it’s hard to not believe it.
This world is full of unknown things. There could be many curses I don’t know.
“If that’s true, why do you ask me to stay close to her? Shouldn’t it be the other way
around?”
“That’s one thing you know, two of you don’t know. Only Lady Danekier can get the
person who is cursed out of the curse.”
“What?”
“Of course, the process comes at a price. I heard it’s invincible. It’s not always possible.
Then who would Lady Danekier put all that effort into?”
“……”
I don’t know why she sneaked me in there, but I knew what she was trying to say
anyway.
“Duchess.”
But the Countess gave more strength to her grip and did not let me go. The impression
was used.
“You saw it at tea time right. She’s not a bad person to get close to. You may have
heard of her family, even though the title is low, a gold mine was discovered in the land
owned by the Baron, so in financial resources….”
“It will help your reputation in the long run. Think about it. If you’re avoiding Lady
Danekier like this, what would everyone say? I’m sure~”
“Alex!”
As soon as the parlour door opened, Alex jumped in. I said without waiting.
The countess alternated between Alex’s robust physique and my face, and then she
lifted up her hand with reluctance.
In the meantime, however, she did not give up her lingering feelings.
“Don’t listen to me in vain, Duchess. Please keep that in mind. Lady Danekier.….”
“……”
The Countess left the parlour with Alex. Sigh. I stretched myself on the chair.
‘Curses?’
It didn’t matter whether it was true or not. Anyway, it had nothing to do with me.
Fate will be stronger than the curse. Even if it’s not, it’s enough to avoid it like now.
Then I strongly urged the servants not to let anyone into the mansion until I allowed it.
***
In the meantime, Alice didn’t send more letters or invitations, and Countess Abezabi,
contrary to her slight concern, has not bothered me more since that day.
Just thinking about the carriage accident that had passed by, I got goosebumps a lot
better.
It was peaceful.
Is it the rainy season? It turned out that it was the time for that.
I went down to the first floor listening to the sound of rain in the living room to drink
warm tea.
“Madam.”
It was a knight that I knew his face but didn’t have much time to talk to each other.
“Well, the guest said she didn’t have a prior appointment but….”
The knight hesitated. It was a typical attitude that a guilty person would see.
“That….”
“As the knight, you should have stopped her. Didn’t you?”
“I’m sorry! But how can I see a Lady standing in the rain? So…….”
‘Lady?’
I opened my eyes wide while listening to the knight talk like an excuse.
No way.
My words whitened the knight’s complexion at once. That was like a death sentence.
Of course, I really didn’t mean to do that. I didn’t want to reduce the power of the house
with this kind of work.
In fact, it’s maybe not Alice. Some other person might be in this parlour room.
I can go to the parlour room as I normally do, look at the person there, and ask her to
leave, sorry.
“…….”
I agonized for a long time in my seat like a sitting mat. Eventually, I turned around.
“Alex.”
Alex just caught my eye. I said to Alex who was coming towards me.
“……oh, no. No, it’s okay. Just keep at what you’re doing.”
“Madam?”
I’m not blind to the words of the Countess, but this is just in case.
“May!”
She was the tallest maid in this mansion. Of course, she was strong.
“I have a favour to ask, can you go to the parlour room and ask someone out of here?”
“What? Me?”
“Yeah. If she doesn’t want to go out, you can force her out. And….”
I urged the maid not to enter the parlour room with the servant or knight, although she
was fine with her own.
May tilted her head but replied that she would do it.
I sighed as I watched the solid figure disappear into the parlour room.
The same is true of the way leading from the parlour to the entrance of the mansion.
I called the butler and finished thorough traffic control and came back to my old room.
If Ash had been there, I would have gone to Ash, but unfortunately, Ash was out of the
house now.
The room was managed as neatly as I often looked for. I sat on any chair as soon as I
came to the room.
When I opened my hand, my palms were wet with sweat that had not cooled down yet.
What the hell is she doing, because I couldn’t even face her face directly?
I didn’t understand, but it’s been a long time since I gave up on understanding anyway.
I stretched myself comfortably on the chair. Oh, should I just drink tea here instead of
the living room?
“Madam.”
By the time ‘shall I drink’ was inclined to ‘let’s drink’, someone made a move outside the
door.
Really? It’s faster than I thought. Alice must have left without a hitch.
‘……….cold?’
Is it cold? No, it’s not. No matter how much it’s raining now.
When I thought so, the unenergized door slowly and completely opened.
“……Alice.”
What is this? I was so surprised that people didn’t even react surprised.
I found May standing next to Alice belatedly after being hardened as if she had just
stopped breathing.
As soon as I figured out the situation, I got a curse word. And the next moment, my
body rolled back terribly regardless of my will.
Bang!
I stared at the closed door with incredible eyes. The body that suddenly rolled on the
floor was throbbing, but that was not important.
“……Magic?”
She didn’t even touch a fingertip, but I rolled on my own as if I were attracted by
intangible forces. It was the same that the door was just closed.
Alice came into the room and stared at me silently without answering.
Pale skin. She was wearing a white dress, as she did in the last tea time, and the black-
coloured hair, which contrasted with the pure white colour, was just a little wet and
settled neatly.
Alice was doing that for a long time and then opened her mouth.
“…….what?”
I replied reflexively. Her body crept back and spread the distance between Alice and
me.
Alice repeated her words without moving on the spot whether I did it or not.
Oh, my God. What the hell is going on? Alice’s red lips moved while her dry saliva fell.
“You were fine when you were at tea time. Didn’t you feel guilty about misunderstanding
me? I had a maid who looked like your favourite maid, so you felt friendly. Isn’t that
right?”
“What?”
“You know, when I held that little thing in my arms, whether her name was Fren
something, it was a face full of emotion, you felt touched. Am I wrong?”
“Now……..”
I was speechless because I was embarrassed. I also saw that Alice penetrated
everything inside me at that time, but most of all, what was shocking was the meaning
of her words.
All that Alice showed me that day was a plan, and all that was acting?
I’m curious, but there’s something more important than that now. I turned around and
pushed hard at the door of the terrace while looking at Alice.
“Don’t relax. Answer me more than that. What’s really wrong with you that you’re
suddenly avoiding me? What?”
“Now, you’re not doing this to me just because I’m avoiding you, are you?”
Are you venting your anger just because you’re upset? You’re not, is it?
I looked around and said what could break the glass. Alice replied.
“What’s wrong with you? Well, there’s no great reason. It’s just that you came into my
eyes.”
Listening to Alice’s unrecognizable nonsense, I raised my leg of the chair and threw the
chair hard at the terrace door.
Kwang!
“…….!”
When it bumped into some bulletproof glass, there was a sound that seemed to fly.
Crazy. What’s that?
However, there was no effect. It was quiet outside. Alice shrugged her shoulders.
“It’s no use. Would I have locked the door stupidly? I won’t let the sound of bugs leak
out, so stop it.”
‘It’s okay.’
‘Candlestick.’
‘…….Can I do it?’
‘Ash.’
I suddenly missed Ash. The tip of my nose was moving and I was about to cry.
I held back by chewing the tender flesh in my mouth. Contrary to my mind, now was the
time to pretend to be calm.
I took a deep breath and walked slowly. To be honest, just looking at Alice gave me
goosebumps, but I tried to pretend that I was okay.
I took a little step by step by step. As the distance from Alice decreases, my heart beats
faster.
I wiped the sweat off my palms with my clothes, pretending to put my hand on my waist.
“Thank you. Then I’ll answer your question in return. Did you ask this before right? What
was the problem?”
I bit my tongue a few more times because I thought my voice would shake.
I opened my mouth ten times, imagined getting out of there safely and meeting Ash.
“What?”
Alice’s expression, which had been aloof all along, cracked for the first time.
It was just a slight crack, but it was a clear achievement. I encouraged myself. Good
job. Just do it like this. I can do this.
I didn’t take my eyes off Alice. I never paid any attention to the cabinet and gradually
narrowed the gap with Alice.
“You want me to be fooled, so I can make myself be fooled. You didn’t know? I was just
trying so hard to hang out with you. I feel sorry for you. You even planned a low-level
skit that didn’t fool yourself. Don’t you think so?
I tried my best to provoke Alice. Don’t let Alice care about anything but me.
And make Alice mad enough to want to slap me with her hand, not by magic.
“You…….”
“Honestly, I thought you were trying to be funny at first. But it’s getting more and more
spectacular. Especially then. I see yourself covered in the tea, pretending to be a
saint…….”
“…….pffft, you might even pretend to die if I don’t get myself fooled.”
“This!”
And at the same time, I quickly grabbed a candlestick over the cabinet and slapped
Alice on her head with it.
Puck!
Normally, I would have been worried that I might have killed a person.
But now it sounded more cheerful to me than the fanfare of angels from heaven.
“Eugh!”
Puck!!
There’s nothing I can’t do because I’m in crisis right now. I aimed exactly at Alice’s
temple.
I had no experience beating people like this, but it was an amazing accuracy.
‘Critical Hit.’
“Eugh, ugh.”
Alice kept standing, even though she was reeling. I was going crazy. She’s not even a
kind of zombie.
I clenched my teeth, lifted the candlestick high, and hit it with all my might.
Puck!!!
Oh, it’s real this time. Really, whatever it is, it’s definitely broken.
Sure enough, Alice’s body, the biggest reeling ever, soon collapsed to the floor.
Perhaps because I was so nervous, I was exhausted by just wielding the candlestick
three times. I gasped and looked at Alice, who was falling and not moving.
I grabbed the candlestick with my trembling hands and turned around. I ran to the door
and pulled the handle.
“….…!”
What is it?
Why…….
Then I heard a voice that made me want to cover my ears behind me.
“………”
When did she stand up, Alice stood in her seat and stared at me.
“….….”
“Ah!”
Clang!!!
The candlestick that escaped from my grasp was stuck in the cabinet with a loud noise.
I watched the scene without breathing properly.
I felt like my throat was clogged. It was almost three times more embarrassing than
when Alice first came into this room.
I managed to squeeze my throat and put the fundamental question in my mouth that I
should have asked earlier.
“……”
“What are you, you? What are you? You’re not a human, right?”
My lips trembled as I talked. The same goes for the hands that lost the candlestick and
became empty.
I’ve never thought she wouldn’t be a human being, from the moment I was rolling on the
floor with Alice’s power and stuck in this room.
I thought she was just a wizard. A wizard who loses a little bit of her mind but is skilful
enough to use magic without even raising her hand.
If she is a wizard, there’s no explanation about how her face is still fine even though she
was hit hard enough to break the skull.
“…….”
“Do you want an answer? You’re right. I’m not a human. Then what am I?”
“…….”
Alice smiled beautifully. That looks even scarier than when she’s expressionless.
I backed away even though I knew there was no place to back down. The wall touched
my back soon.
‘Damn it.’
“…….”
“Ah, you’re scared. You pretended to be calm, but you must have been pretty scared
from a little while ago. Your hands are shaking.”
“…….”
“Why did you do that? This wouldn’t have happened if you hadn’t slowly avoided me as
if you had noticed something. If you knew it was acting, why didn’t you just fool me all
along?”
“…….”
“Then it would’ve ended up just losing your man in front of you, crying and losing your
mind.”
“What?”
“Look at you. Is it more important, about losing your man than the fear of death? Well,
that’s why I chose you.”
“You want to kill me? Yeah, do it. It’ll be really easy just to raise your hand there. But
you’ll never be able to take Ash away from me.”
“Men in the social world? Take it all away, seduce the Emperor, bewitch the Crown
Prince, and just devour the whole country. But there won’t be Ash among them.”
“………”
“Take my man away? Don’t be ridiculous. You’ll never do it.”
“If you’re wondering if it’s true or not, make a bet with me.”
It was emotional at first, but as I kept talking, my fear calmed down a little and my head
completely calmed down.
I exchanged my eyes nervously with Alice. Alice stared at me and burst out laughing
again.
“Are you rolling your head again? It’s annoying, but I like that part of you.”
‘Damn it.’
I rolled all the curses I knew in my mouth. Alice giggled as if she were reading my
insides and opened her mouth.
“Do you want to live? Don’t worry. I’m not gonna kill you.”
“……”
“You have to live. Live and see you alive. How I do your man with your own body.”
“What?”
My body?
“Oh, although that yours is so ugly that I didn’t want to do it. Well, there’s nothing I can
do about it.”
Saying so, Alice approached me, whose retreat was blocked. I thought I had no choice
but to reduce the gap with Alice, and in time, a spark broke out from my forehead.
“Argh!”
I held my forehead and bent down.
Are you crazy all of a sudden? What are you doing? Along with the pricking pain of
tears, a sense of embarrassment that was equal to that was poured in.
“What the……”
“…….Me?”
I couldn’t believe my eyes. Well, I saw ‘my body’ looked straight at me and laughed.
“You know what? I’m telling you in particular, I can rule him by kissing him.”
“You…….”
In contrast to that, the black hair that’s floating around the waist.
“………!”
“Of course, the basics are just eye contact. But kissing each other is much more
sophisticated and deep brainwashing.”
“Alice!”
“Do you think this would be difficult? Kissing your man with your body.”
Without time to think, I rushed toward ‘my body’, no, I mean Alice.
I don’t know the principle, but our body changed by hitting our forehead, so I thought it
would work out somehow if I hit it again.
But of course, Alice didn’t stay still.
“The more kisses I kiss him, the stronger the brainwashing becomes. It’s fun, right? I
think you guys’ relationship is burning hot. Well, that’s maybe the truth though.”
“Eh…!”
Whatever she did, not only my movements but also my voice was blocked.
“Oh, just in case, you don’t need to threaten me with self-harm. It doesn’t matter if you
throw that body away anyway.”
“………!”
“Then, our cute and annoying baby, let’s watch your man breakdown from that body.”
Alice kissed ‘her cheek’ with ‘my body’. My mind was in a hurry and struggled like crazy,
but I couldn’t move at all.
And that was the last voice I heard with someone else’s body.
The maid named May trembled.
The more she trembled, the clearer she felt the blade on her neck, so she was afraid,
but she couldn’t help it.
She was about to cry. May barely held back the sobbing to leak out.
‘Madam.’
She went to the parlour room after receiving a sudden order from the madam of the
house.
In the parlour room, there was a beautiful woman who looked like a black rose. She had
never seen her before, but she looked like she heard of her before.
In any case, May followed the order of the madam and ordered the message to the
other person in the parlour room.
But, as soon as she heard May’s words, her opponent made a cold face.
Before that, the opponent raised herself, left the parlour room, and the next moment the
knight put a sword on her neck.
No matter how much she was threatened, May, who took that mysterious scary woman
to her madam with her own hands, couldn’t come to her senses with fear and guilt.
“Huh, hh….”
“Madam!”
Surprised to the point where the hiccups stopped, May shouted gladly.
It was the madam who opened the door and came out. The lady ordered cold as soon
as she came out.
Clang!.
The knight obeyed orders. The madam continued, not letting go of her determined
expression.
“Stay alert until I call you back. Your punishment will be decided later.”
“Madam….”
The knight turned silently without resistance. May looked after the madam in tears.
“Madam, are you alright? You’re okay, right? Is everything all right?”
May pressed down on her fears and carefully looked behind her.
Inside the room, a scary woman who was like a witch was seen lying down.
“That’s a relief. That’s a relief, Madam. I thought I was the reason why something
happened to you. Because of me……….”
“Okay, calm down. Why don’t you call a servant? I have to send her back to her family.”
“Oh, and.”
“What?”
“Forget it.”
May couldn’t take her eyes off the madam as if she had been caught.
The madam’s eyes were always beautiful. Clear and shiny colour. A lively colour.
Pumpkin colour that attracts more attention than jewellery.
May nodded when she thought she saw the red light at first glance.
“…….yes.”
Soon, May, who turned around, moved away to call the servant.
The woman looked closely at the body, which was getting smaller, and then murmured
like a sigh.
“That’s why women are so annoying. Domination doesn’t work well, and it doesn’t last
long even if it works.”
Alice, who took over Lydia, no, Lydia’s body, added so.
She kicked it with her foot. Her body, Lydia, who lost her mind, did not budge.
Alice grinned.
“You’re really bothering. I didn’t know it would be this annoying. Well, that’s how
rewarding it is.”
Alice turned her head as she stared at the unconscious Lydia as she was being lifted
out of the servants’ hands.
She headed for the terrace. The door of the tightly locked terrace crept open as if it had
happened.
The rain had stopped in the meantime. Alice stood there, enjoying the breeze, and
stared down.
Suddenly, a carriage with the family’s crest was seen coming in.
Alice opened the door of the stopped carriage and watched the expected handsome
man step down quietly, frowning her forehead.
‘Anyway, women or men. I don’t know how they met each other like that.’
The name was given by herself. Because it was her own ability anyway, so it’s up to
her.
The weak-willed man easily fell to Alice with this alone. Even if she didn’t do anything
else in particular, she pretended to be a slave to Alice and fell at her feet.
Sometimes, eye contact alone did not work for mental domination
Then at that time, Alice approached the opponent herself and mixed words with them.
There was no need for a great conversation. It’s enough to just say hello.
Anyway, the important thing is that the power in Alice’s voice goes through the
eardrums and touches people’s brain.
Up to this point, every hundred people became followers who supported Alice’s words
like a god.
At least among the human men, Alice has encountered so far, it was definitely like that.
“…….”
The man’s grey hair and gold eye were dazzling under the sunlight that stopped raining
and began to lift.
It’s easy to kill Lydia, but taking her man away won’t be.
That man, the Duke of Widgreen, did not have all the mental domination that Alice has
tried so far.
Although Lydia didn’t know, Alice had already encountered Duke Widgreen in private.
However, even after several inevitable encounters with the Duke of Widgreen, Alice did
not achieve the desired outcome.
The mental control that had brought her countless slaves so far was useless in front of
the Duke.
Rather, it worked in reverse. The Duke seemed to have begun to take her suspiciously.
She found out after leaving the mansion to go out. She got caught in the tail.
Alice caught the man who was watching her and found out why.
It was the Duke’s job. And it wasn’t just the end of surveillance.
The Duke ordered that if Alice approached Lydia more than adequate or tried to do
something, she should be killed.
‘Crazy bastard.’
Only then did Alice know why the Duke had come to pick up Lydia, who had attended
tea time at the time.
At first, she wondered if mental domination was working. She was wondering if he was
trying to see her on the pretext of picking Lydia up.
What if she had done something? Would the Duke have left herself there that day?
She tried to make friends with Lydia, make her trust herself, and invite her to the
mansion to make fun scenes of her husband rolling around in front of her eyes.
But as she felt, domination did not work for the Duke, and in the meantime, Lydia began
to avoid her after tea time.
The opponent who is dominated by kisses becomes a puppet. They lost their mind and
only moved as she wanted. For a lifetime.
So to speak, the fun has gone down. What could she do with a doll with no will?
“But what can I do? I can’t leave you alone. Now that you’re in my sight…….”
‘Where is he looking?’
The Duke, who got out of the carriage, did not enter the mansion immediately but stood
there.
It didn’t seem like he’s looking this way. After surveillance, the Duke suddenly stopped
some carriage.
That didn’t make sense. By what means? The carriage starts right in front of him, so
he’s just trying to make sure where it’s headed.
But as soon as she thought about it, she saw the Duke approaching the carriage past
the horseman.
It was a feeling that she was able to escape with her life even in a race war where all
her family, friends and colleagues were killed.
Alice moved her puppet with all her might as soon as the Duke reached out to the
carriage door.
Quang!
“Ahhhhh!”
The Duke’s attention fell from the carriage for a moment. At this time, the horseman,
who made eye contact with Alice at a distance, started the carriage in confusion.
“Huh? Why is he leaving again? I’m sure that His Excellency.… hey!”
The Duke looked at the carriage that was moving away for a while and turned his head.
Alice swept her chest reflexively.
Alice quickly got off the terrace. The Duke saw her briefly and immediately entered the
mansion, but Alice was certain.
The preliminary investigation was perfect. Alice was more prepared to act like Lydia
than anyone else.
She knew her usual way of speaking, the nickname for the Duke, and even the
expressions and habits she often made.
She was confident. It won’t be awkward. She would look like Lydia Widgreen herself.
However, Alice hung around nervously in her seat and finally cried out like a
thunderbolt.
“May!”
After calling in the servant, May, who was in the hallway, rushed into the room.
“What?”
“Tell him that I couldn’t meet him since I’m sick. Give many excuses. Anyway, don’t let
him come into the room. Do you understand?”
“Madam, what……….”
Alice gave strength to her eyes staring at May. Weak but brainwashed again.
May nodded and left the room. After a while, she could feel the movement outside the
door.
Her pride was unbearably hurt by the action, but there was no other way.
After listening to May, the presence stayed in front of the door for a while and then
moved away.
Alice only breathed out her repressed breath after the trace was completely gone.
‘Me…… this.…….’
Her instincts ordered. Don’t run into the Duke. Don’t make eye contact with him.
It was an instinct that saved her many times already. There was no reason not to follow.
However, it was one thing to conform to instinct and to have her pride crushed badly.
“How the hell did this happen? That’s the same with the carriage just now.…….”
She couldn’t understand, and it was so humiliating that she couldn’t understand it.
Alice chewed her lower lip with her upper teeth. She thought while holding back what
she wanted to make a mess of by destroying the room right away.
She must kiss the Duke to perform mental domination. But she could not get close to
the Duke.
She didn’t know what to do now, but there was still a way.
At a deep night.
When everyone falls asleep, that is, when Ash Widgreen is also deep in sleep.
‘Then I approach the sleeping duke and kisses him.’
It would be useless even if the Duke could see through the usual system.
The sunken eyes were clearly amber, but they looked completely different from Lydia’s
usual eyes.
***
“……Huh!”
I jumped to my feet.
‘Where am I?’
It’s not my room. It was a bedroom, but everything I saw was unfamiliar.
At that time, I remembered Alice, who was whispering and laughing at me with “my
body.”
I lowered my gaze and looked at my current body. The clothes were changed, but the
rich black hair remained the same.
I didn’t have time to think about anything else. I rushed to the visible door.
Click.
‘It’s locked.’
As if I would break the door for a long time – I wish it would break – but I stopped acting
like that after my neck and fist hurt while tapping.
I stared at the door that didn’t show any sign of opening and turned around.
It was obviously a bedroom owned by a noble mansion. It was also a fairly luxurious
axis.
It didn’t matter anywhere. Anyway, it didn’t make sense that there were no people in the
hallway in a room this big.
But I don’t think so. First of all, the room was clean and tidy as if it had been cleaned
every day, and most of all, Alice told me to live.
She told you to watch it, alive. What she’s doing to Ash with my body.
Clang!
‘Next.’
A vase, a frame, a glass of water. Anything was good. I threw, smashed, and broke
everything I could see.
There was a loud noise when I picked up the chair and threw it into the decoration
glass.
This thought occurred to me as the debris broke to the floor and I ran out of breath.
In fact, they are probably more physically fit than anyone else.
With that thought, when I swung a big frame on the bedpost and smashed it, the door
finally opened.
“Lady!”
I stopped the towering movement. Even so, I was running out of energy.
The maid shouted as she looked at the view of the room, which seemed to have nothing
more to break.
“What’s wrong with you? Are you crazy, really? I was going to let you off to a certain
extent, but this is……!”
“Pardon me?”
Baron.
“So why did you do that? To the Duke of Widgreen, not another place. That’s why the
Baron is so…….”
I overheard the maid adding words. I can see how the situation is arranged roughly.
It’s about 100%. Whatever I do now, the Baron would release me after Alice gives him
orders.
And then, of course, it will be after Alice has achieved what she wants.
‘No, I can’t.’
Just thinking about it made my fingers tremble and my chest tightened. It was also
difficult to stand still with my legs relaxed.
The maid looked at me strangely as I trembled and talked to myself. I said in the
interval.
“There’s a maid here, Becky. Call her.”
“What?”
“What?”
“That’s not….”
I was embarrassed and had something to point out at the moment, so I described her
appearance instead of her name.
‘Mendy.’
It’s a completely different name. I thought I might have misread that time, but it seemed
unlikely.
“Yes, I am. I was mistaken. Can you call Mendy for me?”
“Hurry up.”
I couldn’t afford to delay more because I had already taken a lot of time. I picked up the
only thing that was fine on the floor in the mess.
The maid freaked out when I acted like I was going to throw it again.
“Oh, I get it, so do it in moderation, please! Who do you think would be getting rid of all
that!”
The maid grumbled and quickly closed the door and left.
After a while, I was able to face a small soft figure with a face resembling Bessie.
“Oh, miss. You called me………”
[Mendy]
‘Ha.’
‘Why?’
Why did she do that to me? I couldn’t understand Alice’s psychology at all.
At this moment, the important thing is not why Alice did such a thing, but how to prevent
what she wants to do in the future.
A maid named Mendy was terrified. But I couldn’t read the hate or resentment from the
look on me, I mean Alice.
“Mendy.”
“It’s simple.”
I put the glass blade on my neck and pressed it hard as if it was about to be scorched.
“Please.”
***
I don’t know how long it’s been. Because I broke the clock in the room.
The grumpy maid did not bring a new watch while tidying up the messy room.
The sun had already fallen outside, and I was allowed a meal.
“Lady.”
Rolling her eyes around and out, she carefully took things out of her arms and stuck
them out to me.
What Mendy offered was a small jewellery box that seemed to barely fit in.
Indeed, the beauty of life is not being able to predict one step ahead.
When I first used it, I didn’t know that I would use it for that situation.
If this is the beauty of life, I will live without knowing it! Thinking so, I quickly opened the
jewellery box and grabbed the coins in it and shouted.
“Gyerg-!”
There was no guarantee that it would be heard better even if I said it loudly, but my
voice grew on its own because I was in a hurry.
When Mendy, who hasn’t left the room yet, opened her eyes wide, the air that was fine
was torn.
“I’ve been waiting for this! Hey, human, how do you know…….”
Gyerg, who was talking to me joyfully, paused, and then narrowed his forehead.
On the day he left the mansion following Mayke who said was going to build a wizard’s
tower, Gyerg gave me a new coin to call him out in the name of the accommodation fee.
This half-demon said it was for an accommodation fee, but it seemed like he was trying
to make an excuse to get out of the middle of labour somehow.
Anyway, I had no reason to refuse, so I gladly received the coin, and just in case, I left it
to a street guild with tight securities.
It was the guild where Mendy went on an errand. It was an insurance policy that I really
didn’t think about, and it helped me like this.
“Who are you…… No, I know who you are, but how can you…….”
Gyerg nodded his head as if he knew I would strangle him if he delayed any longer.
“Oh, I see. The Dukedom, so I need to take you to your house, right?”
My house.
I held back my tears with all my energy. He also changed my attitude, perhaps because
he read from my expression that something was going on seriously.
“Hold my arm. We need physical contact to move together. I’ll hear why you’re wearing
that face later…….”
“………”
***
The night has grown old.
A curtain was draped in the sky and stars rose, but Alice waited a little longer.
Alice thought so. Never wanted to think that she was moving passively because she
was nervous.
She couldn’t hear a breath. In fact, Alice’s magic played a significant role in this.
It was powerful magic. She poured 1/3 of her mana into this magic.
To what extent it was limited to light sleep, it was possible to put a village to rest.
After making the Duke her puppet, she was going to use him in any way she could.
Her face was distorted without realizing it, even though she cast magic on the entire
house.
‘Think about what had happened for her to get here, as what happened in this
Dukedom, and to the knight under her spell……..”
She thought everything else would be fine if she didn’t run into the Duke closely.
However, an excessive knight turned around and looked at her again as she was
passing through the living room, which was briefly out of the stuffy atmosphere.
Alice calmed the suspicion and turned around under the pretext of being sick, but then,
just in case, she didn’t take a step outside the room.
“Ha.”
That gut, this guy too, why are these kinds of guys all over here?
Alice stopped walking. She opened the door to the Duke’s bedroom without rushing.
The guard was not set up outside and the door was not locked.
Oh, my God.
Alice walked into the open door without noise and kicked her tongue.
Poor thing.
Unfortunately, the waiting wife must be in Danekier’s house by now, crying helplessly.
‘I’ll let you see her soon. Although I don’t know if you’ll still have the sanity to recognize
your wife then.’
Oh, it would be nice to have her killed with his own hands.
It wasn’t a bad idea, considering it just came to her mind. Alice approached the bed,
satisfied with her idea.
She imagined the Duke’s sleek but plain forehead with a nice horn.
‘I haven’t tried such an attempt on the human body, but shall I find out?’
‘It’s okay.’
Alice climbed onto the bed and bowed her head, imagining something pleasant that
made her feel better.
It was then.
Clang!
“Alice-!!”
The glass door between the terrace and the bedroom was broken with a loud noise.
Alice turned her head reflexively. It wasn’t long before her face was wrinkled violently.
“You…!”
***
If the situation right now wasn’t an emergency, I might have grabbed Gyerg’s hair and
shook it right away.
Is he still bad at human speech because he’s a half-demon? Or has the meaning of the
word “a little” changed without me realizing?
“Do you want to throw up? You might feel better if you throw up. Anyway, it’s motion
sickness.”
“At that time, we drew an exclusive magic circle and moved! No matter how much I am
without preparation, if I move with someone else, the side effects are very slight…….”
I gasped, looked up, looked over the terrace, and opened my eyes wide.
“Uh, uh!”
In a scream of vomit, Gyerg immediately broke the glass door of the terrace with magic
or something.
“Alice-!!”
“You…”!
I could see ‘my body’ on Ash’s bed, staring at me with a distorted look.
Am I late?
Am I really late?
Alice’s kiss, which she narrowly stopped a while ago, is probably not the first time, or it
wasn’t just before……
‘Please’
Time seemed to stop.
The moment felt as if I had been awakened by a disturbance, until Ash, who rose from
the bed, found me, felt like a million won.
A dark bedroom with very sudden silence, glass debris that disturbed the floor, and
moonlight that penetrates the window and spills over the white hair.
“……….Ash.”
My voice was very small as if I was too scared. To the point where I can barely hear it
myself.
“Lydia?”
The word relaxed my legs. As soon as I barely stood up without falling, I could see Alice
twisting on the bed.
I trembled by myself as if I were resisting with all my strength in the invisible force.
When Alice was doing something, Gyerg made a sound of death in the back.
“You crazy, you’re so hard to hold on to! I hope you’re strong with that body!”
Oh, Gyerg. Gyerg was using magic to keep Alice from moving.
“………..!”
The moment I thought I was falling on a piece of glass, there was a hand supporting my
back.
I raised my head. I saw gold eyes right in front of me
“Lydia.”
When I heard a firm voice with conviction, not confirmation, I burst into tears that I
couldn’t resist.
Ash seemed to be embarrassed when I started to cry, but the next moment, he
hardened his face.
I look at Ash with eyes with tears in my eyes and soon look where Ash’s eyes are
headed.
“……Ah.”
‘Ouch.’
Only then did the bitter sensation spread through the skin.
When I put a broken glass around the neck and threatened Mendy under the guise of a
favour, did I cut myself? I think so.
I broke the mirror, so I couldn’t check it, but the maid who was cleaning the room looked
at the glass on the floor and my neck, and she was running around asking to see what
else did I do.
“Ash, I’m…..”
As soon as I tried to say I was okay, Ash’s firm eyes shifted to my feet this time.
Hmm…… I don’t have a good relationship with debris and glass today.
“I’m not a demon! I’m a half-demon! Don’t curse at me! And my name is Gyerg!”
“If I know how to use it then……. What? You want me to use it right now? Hey, how
busy am I right now…!”
“Ahhhhh!”
Shortly after that, there was a loud bang, and Gyerg rolled back and was stuck in the
railing.
“Eugh!”
“Gyerg!”
Ash hugged me to avoid the debris. I was hugged by Ash and looked at Gyerg with a
puzzled face and looked straight ahead.
“Sigh……”
Alice was standing in the middle of the darkness and turning her wrists as if she had just
released from a bandage.
With my body.
I got goosebumps. My head recognized that my body was changed, but knowing it with
my head and seeing it with my own eyes were completely different.
‘No.’
“…….”
“Alice….”
That’s not what I sang. It was Gyerg’s voice who I didn’t know if he was okay when he
hit the railing.
“Tribe of enchanting?”
I looked at Gyerg with a familiar but unfamiliar expression. Alice’s voice, which answers,
has a different voice.
“I’m….”
It was the first time to see him for a long time since he maintained a human form with
his horns hidden.
“Half-demon.”
“I’m Gyerg.”
Listening to the conversation between the two made me guess. I hurriedly opened my
mouth.
“Wait, don’t tell me…….Are you a demon? Alice?”
“That’s right.”
“And among them, they’re called the tribe of enchanting, who uses their mental abilities
to seduce and brainwash others like their names. It’s a nerve-wracking force. It seems
like you had other skills.”
At the same time, I was embarrassed by Alice’ identity, which was revealed, and
suddenly I remembered what Gyerg had said in the past.
In other words, the demon won the territorial battle between the demon and the half-
demon.
Then I wondered where the demon who had been defeated but survived the war would
have gone.….
I thought it might have been mixed between humans like Gyerg, and if it was mixed, it
would be hard to recognize. Eventually, it was true!
Why no one knew Alice before she made her social debut.
Why she suddenly appeared as if she had risen from the ground.
When I found out who Alice was, some of the questions were solved and now the rest
are left.
“You said brainwashing! What’s happened in society a while ago, did you do it all with
that ability? Why did you do that?”
It’s not all-natural change and break-up, and all the reason is just because of one
person. No, when I found out that it was a trick of a demon, I was filled with anger and
injustice.
However, unlike this kind of anger, I did not expect a great answer from Alice when I
asked her.
“……..!”
“Have you ever done that? When you see what happens when you catch a small insect
and release it with one wing off.”
Alice smirked.
“That’s what it is. You’re just an insect to me, and you’re a tiny, insignificant insect that’s
only worth stepping on.”
Even though I knew she was saying that on purpose, my hands got stronger.
It’s my face, but if I were to hit it now, I could hit it without hesitation.
“That’s funny.”
I looked back at Gyerg without releasing the force I had given to my fist.
Gyerg stood arm in arm in front of his chest. The corners of his mouth were raised with
laughter.
“What the hell are you talking about, pretending it’s fun and seeing them as insects? In
fact, you just vent your anger.”
“What?”
“You got your territory taken, barely escaped and hid among humans, was miserable
and angry at humans for no reason. Ugly.”
“You…….”
It was plausible.
“When everyone died fighting for their lives in the war, some of them ran away because
they wanted to live, and in the meantime, their pride was crumpled, but they didn’t have
the power to fight against the demon, so instead, they used their power to use their
anger on a pushover.”
“……..!”
“You half-demon!”
Quang!
Alice rushed to Gyerg as if she had lost her reason, probably because she was stabbed
on the nail. There was a huge explosion as the two bodies collided.
Ash hugged me and flew to the other terrace where the aftermath of the collision was
not reached.
I hugged Ash and watched the scene happening on the terrace of Ash’s bedroom with
embarrassment, tightened closer together.
My body was filming a spectacular action with Gyerg. I really don’t know how to
describe this person.
Everything was good. Actually, I kept my Ash, so I honestly didn’t care what the rest
were.
However, if there is at least one minor problem, it means that I and Alice are still in a
different state.
It is hard to say that this is a definite means, but there was no other way.
‘And she’s already telling me that threatened her by killing this body wouldn’t work.’
Should I lie to her that I’m going to give her life if I get my body back?
‘Of course, this is only when I overpowered Alice on this side, but….’
Thinking so, I gazed at Gyerg impatiently, but at the same time, I felt a gaze. It was Ash.
“……….why?”
It can be. To put it bluntly, it was a miracle for Ash to recognize me without much
procedure.
“Regret? What?”
“I shouldn’t just attach surveillance, I just had to kill that with my own hands.”
“….….”
“Eugh!”
“Gyerg!”
Alice looked disgusted when she saw it and was bitten one step back.
What if he dies like that? My heart fluttered. I looked back at Ash and opened my mouth
hurriedly.
“Ash.”
“…….”
Ash knew there was no other way, but he looked unwilling. But soon, he was forced to
put me down.
I nodded sharply. Ash didn’t take his eyes off me, but soon turned around and kicked
the railing and took off.
“…..…!”
Alice, who seemed to be about to blow something similar to the last blow to Gyerg,
frowned and widened the gap when she saw Ash.
As Ash got off the terrace, Gyerg gasped and slid down.
“Whoa……. what?”
“To restore that body, should I have to first suppress it without a wound?”
“It would be nice to think about it after you get it back, but…… can you do it? Or if you
break an arm or leg, maybe it’ll stick back together so………”
However, I didn’t say anything because I saw him throwing up blood while fighting
because of me, and his words are not really wrong.
Rather, it seemed that Alice was more offended by that remark than me.
“Oh, you’re not going to kill me, you’re going to suppress me and change my body to
normal? No matter how much you’re half, your behaviour is too fall off, but that’s what
your purpose is all along?”
Gyerg seemed to be furious at the expression that he too fell off, but he did not move
from his position.
“Even, what? Do you want to suppress me without a wound? Aren’t you guys mistaken?
No way!! Do you think I used the trick to change my body because I couldn’t be healed?
Don’t be ridiculous. It’s just….”
Then Ash didn’t wait for Alice’s words anymore and attacked her.
Alice was surprised and stepped back and shook her hand.
The explosion, which had already been heard repeatedly, rang again.
But I was more anxious than ever. My mouth was dry with tension.
“Devil.”
Alice, who seemed to be slowing down after fighting Ash, changed her momentum
violently again in their conversation.
“Cheeky!”
Ash seemed to raise his arms or bend his head to avoid an invisible explosion, and at
one point, he approached Alice and reached out his hand.
“Gasp!”
Alice, who avoided Ash’s hand by a narrow margin, hurriedly bit her body and left the
gap far away.
“What a shame.”
Then Gyerg didn’t stop there but went one more step.
“You could’ve caught it if you stretched out more emotionally. You’re slowing down
because of that face, right? Hey, Duke, after all, you’re a human, too.”
Ash didn’t answer, but instead, Alice crumpled her face that could be seen from afar.
Well, there must be something he can feel better from the point of view that he’s
bumped into it.
“That’s ridiculous, isn’t it? It’s absurd, right? Well, me too. Do you know how I felt at
first?”
Why is he so excited?
Whether Gyerg’s delight or not, Ash narrowed the gap between Alice.
This time, Alice did not attack but ran away as much as she could, keeping her distance
from Ash.
“Shut up!”
Then she took the hand to the neck. The fingernails were sharply cut at the neck, similar
to what I’ve done.
“You said the aim was to have a body without a scratch, right? So, how about this one?
If you come a little closer from there, I’ll cut the throat like this.”
“Coward!”
“Think carefully. You know, the human body is very soft and weak. I can simply finish it.”
“Or do you want me to damage the vocal cords and dig the eyes? Not to the point of
death. So when she got back her body, she would be blind and dumb. It would be fun.”
The idea was wicked and vicious enough to match the name because it wasn’t anyone
but a demon.
At that time, Ash, who had been silent about what Alice was doing, opened his mouth.
“Noonim.”
“Huh?”
Ash hasn’t called me like that in a long time. As soon as I answered reflexively, the
question came back.
“……..”
“I’m…….”
I.
I relaxed my grip on the railing. It was definitely not an easy topic to choose, but the
moment I heard Ash’s voice, the answer came out surprisingly quickly.
“Okay.”
Ash walked a few steps and grabbed the decorative sword from the wall.
“You, no way…….!”
“Is there one last thing you want to say? I’ll listen to you when you’re in that body.”
“Crazy people!”
Ash took a step in place. Then Alice leaped forward and climbed to the roof of the
house.
“Okay, okay, but I’d rather die with my own hand than that hand.”
I couldn’t hear what it was because she was too far away, but my intuition cooled me
down.
“My body!”
Just before Alice fell to the ground, Ash safely took the fall.
“What?”
“Al……!”
Because of me.
If I hadn’t shouted like that. I said I didn’t have any lingering feelings about that body,
but if I hadn’t yelled so much in a hurry.
There was no room for even tears in the place where despair was filled. I kept my
mouth shut with trembling.
“Human.”
“…….”
“Hey, human!”
“…….”
“Wake up and look down! Down there! I know what’s wrong with you, but your man’s
fine!”
“……what?”
At Gyerg’s words, I finally looked outside the railing, under the terrace.
Alice was lying on the ground with her neck and hands caught by Ash and her
movements restrained.
I murmured blankly.
“Ash?”
“Devil.”
“I’ll just change my name. Why!?”
“Wait, hold on to it for now. I will take the owner of the body down.”
I couldn’t get rid of my blank expression when I fell slowly in the air with Gyerg’s help.
“Do you still not know when you’ve attached him? So you thought your powers would
work on him? Are you this naive or just your brain is lacking?”
A shrugged Gyerg looked down at Alice. The voice that followed contained a heavy
sincerity somewhere.
“If he was such a human being, I would have run away with a knife in my belly long
before.”
What?
“Anyway, even with your brainwashing magic, the foundation is magic after all. Haven’t
you tried any other magic? Have you ever tried any magic to the Duke?”
“…….I see. Then it wasn’t that your half broke the magic then. You just didn’t fall asleep
from the beginning.”
“Did you put a sleeping spell on him? Hey, that was exhaustive. It was all for nothing.”
Gyerg laughed and teased Alice. Alice opened her eyes fiercely as if she were about to
tear Gyerg to death.
“Do you want me to make you more pissed off? You’re being played by the Duke.”
“What?”
“When you ran frantically up to the top of the mansion, honestly, I had a feeling that he
knew of what you were going to do, and was preparing to use the magic. But the Duke
stopped you from using hand gestures.”
“…….!”
“The Duke drove you on purpose. He knew that if you really think you’re going to die,
you will try to brainwash him like this, but instead, he’s brainwashed you reversely and
to suppress the body safely. What do you say, Duke?”
Alice’s expression hardened. She struggled and shouted before Ash could answer
anything.
“Don’t be ridiculous! Do you think I couldn’t tell it apart? The Duke really tried to cut me
down! If I hadn’t gone up to the roof of the house, He would have really stabbed me!”
“What? How…….”
Ash broke the silence and joined the conversation for the first time.
“If she moves as I predict, I’d overpowered her and if that doesn’t work and she just
moved as she wants, I’ll just cut her. That’s all I’ve decided.”
Gyerg seemed to be silent for a while, but soon he didn’t miss the opportunity.
“And in the end, you move as you want. Wow, without brainwashing, you can do
whatever you want. Brainwashing. Isn’t that useless?”
“Eughh!”
Anyway, it’s kind of hard to say this because it’s my body, but she was like a fresh fish.
I swallowed the impression that was hard to get out of my mouth and turned my head. I
looked at Ash again and asked him questions.
“…….how did you know that she was trying to do brainwashing by kissing you?”
I suddenly remembered. Oh, yeah. Right. I stopped Alice from kissing Ash just when I
arrived here.
That’s when. So what Alice said, “I guess he didn’t fall asleep” was about Ash then.
I lost all my strength. I felt dizzy as I lost my energy rapidly. I tightened my legs so that I
wouldn’t fall down unexpectedly.
“I see.”
I tried hard not to cry. I thought Ash would be in trouble if I showed tears here.
“That’s a relief.”
Ash flinched. Ash couldn’t let go of the hand that held Alice and kept his eyes fixed on
me and said with a perplexed face.
“I’m sorry.”
It’s nothing to be sorry about. Ash had no reason to apologize. Tears are only because
of the surprising mind calms down.
I pressed my eyes with my palm as if the tear glands were broken. Go back in, you
tears.
“Hey, why don’t you do the apologizing and crying later, and for now, change your body
first?”
“Ah.”
Right, right. I just left the tears I couldn’t wipe off and approached Alice.
“What should I do?”
“I don’t think it’s going to be easy to hit our forehead if she’s in a prone position…….”
“Why?”
“Did she change your body with her in that ugly way?”
But she couldn’t make a sound since Gyerg had put magic on her.
“Yes.”
“You’re really doing various stuff……. You’ve been so determined to tear your tenacity
and dignity apart, you’re incredible.”
I didn’t think I was in a position to cover that up earlier, since this person is very
cunning. Now that I have time, I think I want to cover it up.
‘My dignity.’
Fortunately, Gyerg pointed to Alice lying on the floor with his chin-jaw.
“Like this?”
I put my hand right next to Ash’s hand holding Alice’s wrist. Of course, there was some
self-interest.
Gyerg made an expression as if he could not see it, but then he nodded softly, saying
that it’s enough
At the moment, Ash’s eyes seemed to be getting sharp, and a hasty voice followed.
“It’s the body that will change anyway. Do you know? It’s someone else’s body, the
body that will die and return to dirt after changing it.”
“Again?”
“It’s been a while, so I don’t know what it’s going to be like. Anyway, here we go.”
“Wait……!”
“……Uh.”
Instead of the bare floor in front of me, I could see Ash’s face.
I’m back. It’s my body. I’m hugging Ash with my own body.
“Akkkkkhhh!”
Alice gave the biggest scream ever. Alice’s body soared into the air.
“Now, that thing……. We have to catch her… Of, of course, not me, Duke, you….”
“Thanks, Gyerg.”
In many ways, Gyerg worked hard today. When this is over, I should at least give him a
separate reward.
Thinking so, I stood holding Ash’s sleeve and looked straight ahead.
In the meantime, I felt that way when I saw Alice. The bloody shell was dry on the neck,
and how much I stepped on a piece of glass, my bare feet were ragged.
Well, Alice didn’t treat my body well, but ugh, my muscle and bone.
“What do you mean by humiliation? Soon….. you will be given eternal rest, so just wait
for a little……. Wait, of course not by me……… the Duke.”
I was very respectful of Gyerg, who was lying on the floor and gasping for breath as if
he had exhausted his energy to return to his body.
Instead, as if she had made up her mind, she glared at me as if she was going to kill
Ash and me, and gritted her teeth.
“I’ll kill you. I will rip off your limbs and pull out your tongue and hang it on my neck. I’ll
kill every human in this mansion. Everything!”
“Too cliché … Oh, no, I don’t have any energy left. That’s cliché! I’m tired, the lines are
boring!”
“….…….!”
I kind of understood why the main character didn’t attack when the villain transformed in
many cartoons and animations so far.
It must have been because the transformation process was worth watching.
“……haaa.”
Reddening skin.
“Math Ghost…!”
“What?”
‘Math Ghost.’
Korea’s representative ghost who taught math day and night and drove children into
pain.
If you explain this image in your head, you won’t be able to relate to it at all.
While I shook my head to erase the learning cartoon character that came into my mind,
Alice opened her mouth.
“You’re the first person to put me all the way here. I’ll compliment you. I mean it.”
‘Relaxed.’
Her voice, facial expression, and even her body were filled with calm and relaxedness
that had not been there a while ago.
‘This is….’
“Gyerg.”
“What?”
“The villain’s final transformation. The true side of the demon race. The true power that
has been kept hidden is finally opened…….”
“Similar.”
“Anyway, it’s optimized for combat. The mana is also rising dramatically compared to
before.”
Alice was pushed helplessly when dealing with Ash with my body.
It was still vivid that embarrassment and disappointment were clearly expressed in her
expression and movement.
Then why doesn’t she just fight like that from the beginning?
Brainwashing or anything can be done after fighting and winning. Honestly, it’s more
comfortable that way.
Of course, I’m not saying that Alice can beat Ash even if she’s transformed like that.
All villains are thinking about a certain law that must be transformed after being beaten
to their heart’s content, but Gyerg explanation added
“Dangerous?”
“A little bit, and as I said before that we lost the war against the demon race.”
“Yes.”
“When the demon transforms into that state, the unique energy of the demons spreads
around…… And if the demon does that in human space, they could easily get spotted
and discovered. Of course, her chance is slim, but such a coward still dares to do so.”
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I’ve never imagined that Ash couldn’t beat anyone by force. It was always like that.
However, when I was relieved, Alice’s composure and confidence were hanging around
her neck like a fishbone.
At that time, Ash said, holding back the sword that he had let go for a while.
“Devil.”
“Are you sure there’s nothing wrong with killing that body?”
Problem? What does that mean? He tilted his head, and Gyerg managed to understand
it right away and answered.
“None. Even if you want to cut it like sashimi or boiled it, there’s no effect on this body,
so feel free to do as you please.”
“Okay.”
The next moment, Ash, who jumped up from the surrounding terrain, put a sword in
Alice’s stomach.
“Heokk…….”
Ash, who grabbed Alice’s wings and hung on to her wings, pulled out his sword and
tried to stab her above it this time. Then Alice spun and shook her wings to avoid Ash’s
sword.
Alice struggled to flap her wings and went up higher than before. Alice’s pupils were
dilated to shreds.
Black blood shone from Alice’s stomach, which was blocked by her hand.
Not enough to compare with Alice’s feelings, but I was surprised, too.
Gyerg, who was sitting up as if he had recovered some strength during the break, cried
out with a pale face.
“Look at that. You’re not that capable of learning. If you’ve been beaten twice, not once,
you should know how to predict the third time.”
“Of course.”
“That’s why you should do everything I tell you to do here! Be quiet! Don’t you dare!
Don’t even make a sound!
“…….”
Is it something you can say confidently?
In any case, unlike Alice, who was shocked, Gyerg seemed to have predicted the
situation.
Alice trembled as she rose so high that I couldn’t see her expression clearly.
I couldn’t see how nervous she was in detail, but I could see her body shaking and
trembling.
No, exactly her wings. Her wings are much bigger than the body, so it’s easy to see her
body shaking.
“Argh! Argh!”
As if she couldn’t stand her anger, Alice waved her hand wildly in the air.
As she did with my body earlier, whenever Alice did that, the ground chapped and
exploded.
It was amazing. I don’t know what’s going on, even after seeing it with my own eyes, but
one thing I can tell was that Ash was preventing that attack from affecting me, too.
“Oh, come on! That’s too much! Why don’t you take care of me too…… Ack!”
Gyerg shouted as he bounced around from the seat to avoid the explosion.
I was worried for a moment, so I looked at him without realizing it, but fortunately, it
seemed like he was avoiding it well.
“Argh…. Akh….. Cough!”
Alice stopped her hand and suddenly threw up blood, perhaps because she was
overworking her power with her stomach hurt.
She soaked her dress so thick that I could see black blood from afar.
“She saw me and said that my blood was dirty or something….. But look at that, that
was dirtier. What is that? That’s not even blood from dead people.”
Gyerg grumbled.
Dead people’s blood.
The dark colour that seemed to be mixed with all kinds of paints definitely gave me that
feeling.
Alice stopped the attack in the air and breathed. Ash lowered his hand with a sword.
Alice felt the same way, so she moved her body further away from the mansion.
At this point, I would have given up and found a way to run away, but Alice didn’t show
such a sign.
‘As expected…….’
The villain never gives up. The end of the last, until she actually stops breathing.
It seemed difficult to kill her immediately because she was floating in the air, and it was
troublesome in many ways.
At that time, Alice, who seemed to have come up with something as she feared,
reached out to the mansion.
To the mansion?
Fortunately, Alice wasn’t paying attention to me and was focusing only on Ash.
“Whoa, that’s good. Yeah, I’ll admit it. You can’t be beaten. How about this instead?”
Alice, who raised her wrist with her palm facing the mansion, continued.
Cowardly! Cowardly!
She’s so mean!
“Did I tell you? I put a sleeping spell all over the house. It’s only when I die. It’s only
released when I die. So, if that mansion collapses right now, the humans in there will all
die while sleeping. Even though I can’t beat you, to the point of blowing up a
mansion…….”
“Do it.”
“What?”
“I said do it.”
As if still looking for a way to catch Alice, Ash, who was looking around, could not find
any signs of being shaken by Alice’ words.
“……now, do I sound like kidding? Didn’t you see what I just did? If I just change the
direction of the attack right now and pour it into the….”
He has found a useful tree instead, then he climbed it one after another and leaped
toward Alice.
“Ahhhhh!”
Ash, who cut off one of Alice’s wings, landed on the ground.
“Devil.”
“Yes, the devil is waiting here, I look like a demon, but my name is the devil.”
“Can you make that thing fall?”
“Well, it’s too much for me right now, to make her fall…… I could do that but it’s too hard
for now. I need to recover my strength…….”
“Useless.”
Gyerg turned his head and looked at me as if he heard the wind sound.
I saved my words while looking at the face of the world’s most unfair treated half-
demon.
His expression seems like saying ‘because of who this situation is?’
From the section where her wings were cut off, blood gushing out like raindrops to the
ground.
“I said I’m going to blow up the mansion, and I’m going to kill all your people there!”
“Poor thing. Well, there’s a limit to the level-headed. You can’t tell if that threat is going
to work or not?”
While Gyerg laughed at Alice and tried to recover himself, I swept my heart.
If he had shown any signs of shaking, Alice would have held on to that threat until the
end.
While obsessed with the complex sentiment, the amount of black blood that fell from the
air and collected on the ground increased.
I raised my head. Alice, who had a hole in her stomach and lost one of her wings,
seemed to have reached her limit.
“Tsk tsk, you’re the one who is asking for it! You’re the one”
“You wouldn’t even have the power to run. Even if he didn’t cut your wings while trying
to threaten him with a threat that wouldn’t work, you would have had the power to run
away. Yeah, you should’ve just given up and run away. You shouldn’t have rolled your
head, you idiot.”
So that’s it?
It seemed that Alice, who was in danger, would fall on her own, soon, even if we left her
like that.
Ash, who seemed to be thinking for a moment while looking at Alice, soon fixed his
sword.
“Gyerg!”
Alice’s words continued while Gyerg was checking with me whether he heard it right or
not.
“I apologize for calling you half dirty, I’ll take it back. I mean it, so… So… Listen to me…
Get the girl human there right now.”
“What?”
Gyerg was right next to me. In terms of distance, it was closer than Ash right now.
“You have to help me. Think carefully, Gyerg, you’re a demon too.”
“So what? You’re not a human anyway. You’re gonna pretend to be human with that
horn on your forehead? Nobody’s gonna treat you like a human being. You’re just being
lucky that you don’t get hunted, really.”
“Oh, what do you want to say? So we’re gonna help each other out, as a demon
colleague? You tried to kill me, but I’m gonna help you like a worm?”
“Don’t you want to get the demon’s world back?”
“What?”
Gyerg’s face, which had been sullen all along, first smudged.
Ash stood still, keeping his eyes fixed on me. However, he silently rolled up the handle
of his sword.
“How about this? Gyerg, if you get that human girl and cooperate with me, I’ll get out of
here and find a way to brainwash that man, the Duke.”
“If I succeed in brainwashing, I can use the Duke to deal with the devil.”
“….….”
“You don’t think I can do it? I’m sure I can do it enough. We don’t have to face each
other. Be vigilant and kill them one by one. You knew it, right? How much disregard the
devil has to humans, and they treat humans as insignificant and fewer insects than we
do.”
“It’s as much as it’s possible. The fact that we, demons, have been beaten by humans
will cause great confusion. If we gather the remaining members and hit them, we can
regain the demon’s world.”
“…….”
“How’s it sound, Gyerg? Isn’t the demon’s world your home and your hometown? You
don’t want to end up with our land was taken away, do you? Rather than hiding amid
human beings like now……..”
“…….Haaa.”
Gyerg, who threw his head down to the point where I couldn’t see his expression,
laughed.
It was a mockery as it has been.
“Wait…….”
As soon as Alice hurriedly opened her mouth, she became stiff as if her body were tied
up in the air.
Kwakk!
“Keukhh….. Eighth.”
The body, which was greatly reeling on the air, fell down helplessly.
Kung!
Alice’s body, which fell from a high place, collided with the ground with a loud noise and
dust.
I put that figure in my sight without missing anything, and Gyerg talked next to me.
“Be honest with me. You were a little scared, weren’t you?”
“……No!”
“Me?”
“You can be honest with me because it’s okay. I won’t tease you.”
Ash approached Alice’s fallen body to make sure she was done.
Alice was still not dying, wriggling and spitting black blood.
It wasn’t a good sight to see, but as I was watching Alice’s last moment with a
determination not to miss it, Gyerg replied.
“Hey, human, don’t you know me? Would I be shaken by the stupid suicide proposal?
Me”
“That’s…….”
I was thinking about arguing against the expression of suicide, but soon I gave up and
became honest.
“Yes, to be honest, I was more nervous about you betraying me and dying in Ash’s
hands than about betraying me just now.”
“Uh.”
Now that I became honest, it was my turn.
“But you know. What if it wasn’t suicide, what if it was really possible? So…… What if
you could really do what Alice said?”
“…….”
I had no choice but to. As Alice said, Demon’s world is home to Gyerg, and nothing is
more important to him than getting his hometown back.
When Ash pulled out a sword stuck in Alice’ chest and stuck it in her chest again, Gyerg
replied.
“……No? Why?”
Alice, who had a sword in her heart twice, choked up and threw up blood.
“You hear her say that my blood is dirty, didn’t you? That’s how she was dying while
vomiting dead blood over there.”
“…….”
“It was my daily routine. In the demon’s world, yes, it’s my hometown… but it was a bit
of a dirty hometown.”
“It’s just so. I’m angry that I lost my home, and I’m lying if I don’t want to beat the devil to
death……. but I don’t know if I desperately want to do it.”
“…….”
“You know what I mean? If you don’t understand just try to understand it by your own”
“I know.”
When I answered briefly, Alice, who threw up her last blood, stopped moving.
‘Lie.’
Gyerg’s peaceful voice didn’t sound like he was lying at all, but I was sure.
A place to go.
Home.
However, the demon’s world was like that for Gyerg anyway. He said it was a dirty
hometown, but it was his hometown.
It was that kind of place. And it will continue to be like that. If it hadn’t been taken away
by the devil.
But Gyerg lied to me, and I thought maybe the lie was for me.
I looked at Gyerg.
“…….”
“……”
“I’m not saying they’re going to die of natural causes. They brought disaster into their
hands and ruined it, for example… Yeah, like Alice.”
“…….”
“Huh?”
Of course, it is known that the original soul remains as a ghost when it dies unjustly.
Alice died fairly, let alone unjustified…… Still, wouldn’t it be possible for Alice’s soul to
remain as a ghost because of that temper?
‘Or are the demons just not believing in the ghost spirit superstition?’
That’s understandable. Then the lights were on all over the mansion.
Just before Alice died, her strength weakened and the sleeping magic of the mansion
seemed to have been lifted.
“Right? I’m not the only one who heard it. I’m sure there’s a strange sound”
“……Lady?”
“Madam, Duke.”
I was looking at surprised and embarrassed faces, and suddenly I thought of something
important.
‘Alice!’
The wings and horns disappeared and the skin colour returned to its original state.
Of course, the blood was still black, but the yard was dark anyway, so she looked like a
normal corpse from afar.….
What is it?
None.
‘Where’d it go?’
Instead, only the dress Alice was wearing was placed there.
“What’s this….”
‘Oh, that dress? That’s what Alice was wearing. Alice Danekier, you know? She wasn’t
actually a human, she was a demon. So she got killed in a fight, but her body suddenly
disappeared and her clothes are right there.….’
“It’s my clothes.”
“.… blown away by the wind. I took it out to the terrace for a while and then the wind
blew and I missed it. And I was out to pick it up.”
Sounds pretty good. Doesn’t that make sense for an impromptu one?
Just as it happened, the black bloodstains that Alice spilt were erased as if they had
evaporated.
“It’s a defective product! That’s right! I was going to throw that thing away! I’ll throw it
away right now. Right now.”
I forgot. The marks that Ash pierced with the sword are still there.
There was a cold sweat inside, but Bessie asked no more about the dress.
Instead, she turned to something else.
“Yes, let’s say that’s…Uh, but what’s wrong with this place?”
“Huh?”
The floor that’s been dug up. Fallen tree, smashed terrace railing…… God, when did
that happen?
It was serious all of a sudden. I spoke in an unconfident voice after examining the
surroundings that seemed impossible to explain except that there was a war.
“Ash……”
“…….”
The ending went out in question as I said since it was too ridiculous.
“Fighting? To whom?”
“Hey.”
Gyerg, who put the horns on his forehead out of sight, was embarrassed when he got
attention.
“Yes, that’s right. He suddenly came without contacting me, and he’s going to stay for a
while this time as well.”
“Really? But why did the Duke fight with someone so suddenly?”
It seemed that there was a word hidden behind it, asking, why in the middle of the night,
and why in this place.
“…….”
“…….”
What is it?
However, the fastest and most clearly accepted atmosphere has spread around.
“Ahhhh, I see.”
Things finally came to an end with Bessie’s clear sigh that she finally understood
everything.
However, in the meantime, I was the only one who felt nervous and embarrassed.
***
It was dawn.
It was a while ago after I pushed Bessie, who said she would clean up the mess even a
little bit and sleep, back into the extreme room saying she could do it when the day
came and turned off all the lights in the mansion.
I immediately opened my eyes while lying with Ash in another room instead of my
messy bedroom.
It doesn’t even feel strange if I fall as soon as I lie down, considering what Alice has
done to my body.
I tossed and turned a little more and soon gave up and raised myself up.
When I turned my head slightly to the side, I saw Ash lying right next to me and
sleeping.
I fixed my eyes on Ash, who was sleeping without even moving enough to remind me of
a sleeping princess.
I took off my finger with confidence and began to silently appreciate Ash’s face.
I felt strange.
‘I was scared.’
And it was also something that could throw me into the abyss of hell just by imagining it.
……… lips.
Lips!
Alice stealing Ash’s lips with my body came to my mind like lightning.
At this moment, it was fear and restless, and soon I forgot all about it and anger rose at
the spot.
She’s already dead, but if she’s survived, I’ll kill her again!
Although it was my body that Alice was wearing at that time, she was technically
stealing Ash’s lips with my lips.
Let’s just move on the other hand. I’ll sterilize it a hundred more times. No, 1,000 times?
That’s not it, a hundred thousand times?
The soft feeling became a pleasant feeling and wrapped around the whole body.
At the time when Ash was asleep, the kiss suddenly deepened.
“…….!”
While I was distracted by the heat of digging in and intertwining, Ash turned my body
with his right hand firmly behind my neck.
I stared blankly at Ash’s clear golden eyes that came up above me in an instant and
said.
Instinctively, as soon as the saliva went over, Ash lowered his head again and kissed
lightly.
“No.”
It was only when I felt that my head lacked oxygen that Ash let go of my lips.
Ash’s eyes, looking down at me in the dark, were still and still full of heat.
I opened my mouth, feeling my heart fluttered by the unfamiliar desire.
“Yes.”
Ash didn’t answer and kissed me on the cheek, on the nose, on the lips.
“……ah!”
It was only around the time of a sharp groan that Ash, who came up again, met my eyes
and opened my mouth.
“…….”
“.…ha.”
It was not cold even though all the bare skin was revealed before I knew it.
***
‘I slept till this time, but I can’t believe nobody woke me up…….’
“Bessie.”
“Lady, did you sleep well? The Duke told me not to wake you up because you must be
tired…….”
I looked around. It just so happened that there was little sign of movement.
‘Because I escaped from the Danekier mansion yesterday with Alice’s body.’
At that time, a maid named Mendy heard me asking Gyerg to take me to the Duke.
If she had spoken to Baron Danekier, the Baron should have sent a letter to anyone
here as soon as it was dawn.
Or maybe she didn’t hear it right then because of the situation at the time?
Well, it was my pleasure to see the bodies of Alice, who would have been pushed into
the evidence, also disappeared…
“Alice Danekier?”
Although it’s too absurd to just hear because there’s no evidence, Bessie will definitely
believe it without a doubt.
“Who is she?”
“What?”
“Have you ever told me before? I don’t remember hearing about it……..”
I wondered for about 5 seconds whether Bessie was playing a joke on me.
The conclusion of my agony was to call out Sir Daberry, who appeared from a distance.
“Sir Davery!”
“What?”
Sir Davery, who seemed briefly embarrassed by my urgent expression, soon responded
cautiously.
Then I went up to my room and checked something, and came down the stairs as if
running.
“Madam…..!”
I passed the butler and ran to the dining room this time.
“Gyerg!”
“Ah, you surprised me!”
Surprised by my loud appearance, Gyerg dropped the turkey leg he was just holding.
“Alice Danekier.”
This was the first thought I had when I faced the reaction of Bessie and Sir Davery a
while ago.
Was it a dream?
Did I dream? In fact, it was all just a long, vivid dream, and was Alice Danekier a figure
who didn’t exist from the beginning?
The evidence was that our couple’s bedroom was still being repaired.
Last night in front of Bessie, I said I would throw it away right away, but I had no chance
to throw it away, so I brought it to my room first.
It was still there. Then it’s not a dream either. It was all true.
It wasn’t just the two of them. None of the people I caught while running down the hall
knew the name of Alice.
Gyerg didn’t say anything to me right away, which made me more confused.
Anxiety struck me at the moment.
“What?”
Nodding, Gyerg wiped his hand in a napkin that had been holding the turkey’s leg until a
while ago and continued.
“Death isn’t just dying for them, for a race that uses mental domination.”
Gyerg continued with a calm but complex expression on the other hand.
“If you think that it’s total extinction if the body disappears? That’s not true. Its existence
itself is erased as if it had never existed in the first place. That’s the total extinction.”
“Because of that?”
“Maybe it’ll affect you. There’s no other reason than that. But it won’t last long. How
many days at the longest?”
“What about you, Gyerg? Do you also forget Alice as time goes by?”
“Of course, although it takes longer than you, human beings. I’m half-demon, but we’re
the same kind.”
“…….”
“I’m just a little pissed off. It’s ridiculous, it’s my memories but it’s being manipulated by
external forces.”
“That’s true.”
The ending where the memories of people about her are manipulated and forever
forgotten from them.
As Gyerg said, it may be the best end for Alice, who manipulated other people’s minds
with her mind dominating power and wielded them freely.
Many people in society will suffer from nightmares just by thinking of the name Alice.
***
The reason why I did not simply throw it away but burn it instead was simple.
Revenge?
No.
It’s definitely my dress, and it’s definitely me who told them to throw it away, but it’s not
in my memory, and the suspicious sign will show up — Well, I’m seriously worried about
this, and I got goosebumps when I imagine myself in the future.
‘It’s the right choice to burn it for the sake of myself in the future.’
The weather changed quickly. And in line with that, the day quickly became hotter.
The bedclothes and pajamas became thinner, and the dessert after the meal became
cold.
I stared at the Gyerg today, who scooped his fifth plate of fruit sherbet for lunch.
“…….”
I looked at him with my chin up and he finally felt my gaze, so Gyerg stopped the spoon,
which was moving busily, and looked up.
“Why?”
Gyerg tilted his head as if he was trying to gauge the reason for my gaze and said as if
he knew it soon.
“Oh, am I eating too well? Is it fun to watch? Well, it’s one thing I’ve been eating for a
long time…….”
“You need to go to Mayke. To help her build the tower. It’s your new home now.”
Then he raised his hand naturally and said, ordering the sixth sherbet from the maid.
“I’ll decide on my own house. I don’t have a house yet. And you’re the one who told me
to stay here as long as I wanted.”
“…….”
“There’s nothing as nasty, dirty, and ugly as changing your own words. You know that,
right?”
That’s right. I told Gyerg that he could definitely stay here until he got sick of this house.
From what Bessie and others heard, I told Ash that I wanted to see him fight with Gyerg,
who visited the mansion in the middle of the night.
I called him with the coin, but as I said, I remembered calling him but didn’t remember
the reason why I called him.
There were, strangely enough, results all over the place, but I couldn’t remember the
cause and process.
‘Am I sleepwalking……’
I remembered some brutal news in my previous life that a sleepwalking patient had
stabbed someone while sleeping.
It was very complicated to see Gyerg eating up his sixth sherbet-like a challenge
mukbang.
“Why the hell did I do that?… I sent him to Mayke for best.….”
I was talking to myself but maybe he heard it to himself because he stopped eating and
stared at me. I blinked my eyes.
“Hey, human.”
“Huh?”
“You don’t remember the words you told me to eat well while I was here, otherwise you
would put a funnel in my mouth and force food into it, right?”
“…….did I?”
Gyerg said with sharp eyes, pushing aside the finished sherbet plate.
“I know you’re in a bad mood, and I know you’re depressed and felt stuffy, but you
shouldn’t take it out on me”
As he said, I was currently in a very bad mood, and it is a lie to say that I didn’t take
those feelings out in a while, if not by chance, to Gyerg who I met at the dining room.
“I’m sorry.”
“……..”
“Hey, hey, hey, cheer up. It’s only been a month. He’ll be back soon.”
Now Gyerg is starting to cheer me up. I was silent because I was not motivated to
answer.
A month.
About a month ago, Ash left the mansion, leaving me a farewell kiss, saying he had a
place to go for a while.
This is not a little. At least by my standards. A month without even contacting each other
was too long.
Too long.
“If I knew you’d do this, I wouldn’t have asked him to come back safely. I would have
asked him where he was going.’
Gyerg seemed to be trying with words of support to cheer me up when I was down, but
later he said casually, leaning his back on the chair to see if he had given up.
“Oh, it’s just a month. Someone might think it’s been a year.”
“…….”
“Hey, No matter where the Duke is or how many days the Duke has gone, he wouldn’t
get stabbed to death? He’ll come back on his own. Without any difficulty…….”
“But?”
“…….”
“I can’t help but feel anxious, nervous, and worried. Because I love him!”
“Here we go again.”
Then Gyerg really raised his hand and folded his fingers to start counting.
“…….”
“A half-demon old bachelor who’s not even married may not know this feeling.”
“What does that have to do with being half-demon? And who’s the old bachelor?”
“How old are you? Aren’t you over 100?”
“Hey!”
Someone knocked on the door outside while I was exchanging childish arguments with
Gyerg.
“….…!”
I shouted quickly.
“Come on in!”
As soon as the butler opened the door and came in, my heart jumped.
It’s been more than once that I’ve been disappointed after having my own expectations.
“This is news for you today. Baron Danekier’s mines and mansions were eventually
auctioned off.”
“……….ah.”
And the swollen chest sank as soon as the butler who came close opened his mouth.
From the beginning, that was something I was not interested in at all.
“The reason Baron Danekier went bankrupt was all due to a defect found in the mine,
and there are suspicions that the defect was actually artificial.”
“I see.”
“And Count Coultershe who is famous for being a socialite who only approaches
married women has been in an accident on the road at night and has been unable to
use both of his hands.”
Oh, my God. Both hands? That’s kind of pathetic. It’s not a big deal.
It was me who asked him to let me know whenever there was news outside, but it
seemed that there wasn’t much result this time.
I managed to hold back the surging sigh. Then the butler continued.
Dragon.
To simply explain about the dragon of this world. Its body is as big as a house, armed
with hard scales, and when it opens its mouth, it emits a fire called ‘breath’, and a pair of
wings behind its back.….
‘In terms of what it looks like, is it more like a lizard than a dragon?’
Anyway, according to the myth, dragons, which are known to be able to use magic or
talk to humans, were more of a legend in many ways.
“What do you think, Butler? Did the dragon really get caught?”
“Really?”
“That’s true.”
“Even if someone happens to witness it anyhow, to catch the dragon, at least in one
territorial or maybe in severe cases, national forces need to be moved to capture the
dragon.… then it would have been known first.”
“You’re right.”
Dragon is also a dragon, but there was a reason why Dragon Slayer, which means a
dragon killer, literally became a title in the story.
To catch the dragon, a great deal of force had to be used, as the Butler had said, but
the problem was that there was not much Dragon Slayer left to catch it.
Although, a hundred years ago, a mad king in some kingdoms who coveted the title
Dragon Slayer once killed a dragon at the expense of half the kingdom’s knights…….
In general, dragons rarely tried to be hunted, since people were getting more damage
than if they weren’t caught.
I responded briefly because I heard a fantasy-like name after a long time, but it was not
a big deal in the end.
It was the same if it was true, not just false rumors. Because it’s none of my business.
The Butler left the dining room after delivering three useless news.
Sigh.
‘What on earth can I change this mood into?’
If I pretend to be crazy like a Gyerg and eat seven servings of sherbet, I’ll be more
depressed because I’ll be suffering from an upset stomach.
“…….Gyerg?”
Gyerg, who had kept a strange expression for a while because he couldn’t hear my call,
shook his head quickly as if he had come to his senses after a while.
Before asking why, he raised his hand and ordered the eighth sherbet, leaving the
seventh sherbet intact.
“…….”
Did he think about whether to eat two at the same time? He is not, is he?
I didn’t have much to do, but I decided to just see how many sherbets Gyerg could eat.
***
“Ash!”
It was very early, but it was needless to say that as soon as I heard the news, I ran out
in a nightgown.
“Lydia.”
I hugged Ash’s body as soon as I reached the front door, even without seeing him.
“I’m sorry.”
“I’m not trying to get an apology.”
“I’m so sorry.”
Listening to Ash’s apology falling on my head one after another, I kept my mouth shut.
Even fake words such as “it’s okay” or “no” didn’t come out.
“I hate you.”
“I’m sorry.”
“I hate you.”
“I’m so sorry.”
I don’t know if his purpose is to soothe me or whether it means that he missed me, but
anyway, my heart, which had been exasperated, has subsided little by little.
“……you’re thin.”
After a long time, Ash took me away from his arms and said so, rubbing my forehead
with his thumb.
Did I?
For sure, I hardly ate for a week and my sleep time was messed up.
But maybe it wasn’t obvious, but Bessie and the Butler didn’t say much to me.
I blinked my eyes.
“…….Necklace?”
“If you have this, you can always contact me. Anywhere.”
“What?”
Or a pager.
It was a strange colour. I felt mysterious somewhere, but in the meantime, I was
surprised to think that it would have been better if it was a gem that resembles Ash’s
eyes or hair colour.
“Similar.”
But nothing happened all this time, and I didn’t really need this, why.
I remembered all the hardships my heart had so far, and the tip of my nose became
sore by itself.
“I was wrong.”
“…… just tell me in advance….. that you’re going to get a magic necklace like this…….”
Of course, after hearing the reason, it is unknown whether I would have let this matter
innocently.
Then I opened and closed my eyelids instead of wetting Ash’s chest with tears.
It was unexpected.
How can he say that? It’s not anyone else, but Ash.
Come to think of it, I was also curious that Ash moved himself to get a necklace.
Just a gesture from Ash, there were a lot of people around him who would come to get
this necklace even if they had to sacrifice their own life.
The warm arms of Ash, which feel like a long time ago, are so warm and nice, and I
haven’t fallen out of it for a long time.
***
The dawn just before sunrise is the darkest moment of the day.
Arriving in front of the door, which soon leaked a faint light, Gyerg tucked himself into it
as if he had been sucked in.
The scenery that appeared in time was no different from what was expected.
“……As expected.”
Under the weak light, Ash, who was changing the bandage on his left arm to a new one,
looked at Gyerg for a moment at the sound.
As if Gyerg did not exist in the first place, Gyerg familiarly opened his mouth as he
watched Ash focusing only on the bandage work again.
“……..”
“I knew it as soon as I saw it. The jewel on the necklace, that’s a dragon heart, right?”
Dragon heart.
It was known only to a few, but Gyerg just happened to belong to a few.
Ash ignored Gyerg and devoted himself to what he was doing. Gyerg didn’t care and
talked.
“At this age, I’ve seen all sorts of rare things in my life. A human being takes a dragon
and takes out its heart and takes a vow? Hey, don’t say you’re a human being
anywhere.….”
“So.”
After finishing the work of wrapping a new bandage around the wound, Ash finally spat
out his first words to the noisy uninvited guest.
It all pointed to Lydia, who was asleep in the next room at this time without knowing
anything.
“I appreciate that.”
“That…..”
He didn’t always look like he was going to cut himself if his opponent’s eyes were like
this.
If what he had done was known to his other surviving relatives, he would surely be a
burst of laughter.
Although, if he takes those who would be ridiculed him here, they’ll just become a burst
of laughter just like Gyerg.
“And even if you didn’t tell me, I won’t say it to that human.”
He means it.
At first glance, it sounds like an attempt to build his self-esteem, but Gyerg really didn’t
mean to tell Lydia from the beginning.
“What did I get from telling her?’
As soon as Lydia knew the “real” effect of the necklace, the reaction was obvious.
She’ll go on a rampage trying to untie the necklace right away and destroy it.
This is not only words, the act where she would really take a real hammer to hit the
necklace or taking it up high and dropping it spontaneously depicted.
‘It won’t do any good, though.’
And once it’s completed, no matter what she did, the pledge could never be reversed or
cancelled.
‘That abominable…….’
He put it around her neck and pretended it’s nothing but a paging spell.
‘Of course, there’s nothing good for her to find out now.’
While Gyerg was looking down at Ash, he abandoned Gyerg and raised himself up.
“…….”
But after spitting it out, he thought it was a stupid question, so Gyerg shook his head
right away.
“…….”
“……..”
“No, wait a minute. I’ll cancel the last one and ask another question. So, what happened
to your left arm?”
Gyerg said, pointing to Ash’s left arm wound, which is now hidden by clothes, with his
eyes.
“Of course I know that you caught a dragon. I mean, what kind of attack did you get?
Toenail? Tail? It’s nothing special, but I was just curious.….”
“Breath.”
Gyerg, who answered without thinking, was surprised and asked back.
But then Ash had already left the room after answering Gyerg’s question.
Gyerg stayed in the room where the owner disappeared, so he only blinked his eyes
and muttered.
“Crazy……?”
“Wow, Aish.”
Gyerg recalled ‘Breath’, the dragon’s famous lethal move that usually melts anything
away just by brushing it.
In fact, it was not through books or rumours that Gyerg knew about it as others.
A few decades ago, one of his own kind, who especially likes installing equipment,
suddenly decided to catch the dragon.
So he knew it well.
That relative, who recklessly attacked the dragon that day, had to lose one of his horns
forever after being beaten by dragon breath.
Gyerg shuddered as he recalled that the horns of his own relative, which were
impossible to be firm, were melting without a trace.
“Is his left arm alright? I didn’t see it properly because it’s dark, but if he takes off the
bandage in the bright place, there might be a hole in the inside.”
Of course not.
Even if he suffered a similar degree of injury, he would not have returned until he
treated it.
At all costs, he would have recovered the affected area, hid it, and showed up.
Like he had never been hurt that much from the beginning.
“What an abominable……..”
The word that he thought of in his head popped out of his mouth this time.
Gyerg looked at the door where the Duke left for a while, then shrugged his shoulders
and disappeared from the room.
***
This could be proof that she couldn’t sleep well for a few days.
Ash’s expression was very calm, but in his head, he was recalling the past memories
carved in vivid nightmares.
When he first saw Alice with Lydia’s body from afar. Ash definitely sensed something
strange.
It was a sense of incompatibility.
However, it was not possible to identify the energy exactly. It was too far away right
now, and when he got close, his opponent avoided him.
Anyway, Lydia was within his reach, and he thought it was not too late to wait and check
the identity of the sense of incompatibility and move .….. but it was only his illusion.
Lydia was already out of Ash’s arms, and Ash knew it when he faced Lydia who broke
the terrace door and stormed into the bedroom.
Ash froze.
He knew this terrible sense. It feels like the place where he stands is frozen from his
feet, and there is sharp thin ice on his blood vessels.
In that terrible feeling, Ash managed to move and took the “real” Lydia in Alice’s body.
What if he had known that their body could change in this way from the beginning?
As soon as Ash felt a sense of incompatibility, he would have smashed the door without
hesitation and faced Alice to blow up where the “real” Lydia really was.
He couldn’t assume that Lydia’s body had changed, so he left his hand like a fool and
stayed still.
“…….”
Ash’s right hand, who reminded of that time, naturally put strength into it.
At that moment, Lydia tossed and turned in her sleep. Surprised Ash let go of her hand
reflexively.
That day, Ash felt keen that he was a weak human being.
It was inevitable. Gyerg who was always busy complaining about Ash saying whether
he was human or not, but this was different from that.
What he does not know will inevitably continue to exist, and no one knows what threat it
will pose in the future.
Another way.
The way to protect Lydia, even if he’s not omnipotent, even if he’s just a weak human
being.
There was a miracle. Or God answered. Anyway, Ash found the way.
The pledge.
Ash caught the dragon, split the heart, drank the blood, and processed a pledge in the
heart and hung it around Lydia’s neck to complete the pledge.
The completed pledge kept the owner’s body as the top priority.
When Lydia’s body was exposed to deadly harm that threatened her life, the damage to
other people’s bodies.
Ash closed his eyes listening to Lydia’s even breathing. A smile formed around his
mouth.
***
Lydia said to Gyerg, who was ready to leave, “Are you going already?” with a
regrettable voice.
Gyerg snorted.
‘When did you tell me to stop scoop up the sherbet and get out of here?’
Of course, Lydia’s emotional state was unstable at the time and always at unhappiness,
and now she is in complete happiness, happiness, and happiness, so it was not
something that he could not understand.
It’s not a metaphor, but now the Duke really sacrifices his life to protect Lydia.
If the Duke is at risk that he cannot cope with, Gyerg will be useless even if he comes.
So Gyerg returned to his residence, and he did not tell Lydia, but again became a victim
of heavy labour.
Damn it.
There was a peach tree right in front of Gyerg, and a snake was holding in front of him.
The snake flapped its tongue as threatening as it tried to keep Gyerg from approaching
the peach tree.
‘What’s this?’
Gyerg felt ridiculous, but he approached the peach tree for now.
Peaches were not his favourite fruit, but somehow he felt like he should.
He had never seen such a strong snake before. No matter how much it’s in his own
dreams.
Gyerg eventually won the victory against the snake only after a desperate struggle and
his whole body became a rag.
He was embarrassed.
Damn it…….’
Gyerg sighed in his dream and approached the peach tree where the interrupter
disappeared anyway.
Then he picked one of the biggest and most coveted light pink peaches in the tree.
‘Huh?’
But as soon as that happened, the peach melted away from Gyerg’s hand.
‘My peach!’
It was the moment when Gyerg opened his eyes as he recalled the bloody struggle
between life and death with snakes.
It was a rose leaf. Countless petals fell everywhere as if they were dancing and fell
gently on Gyerg’s head and nose
“…..…?”
What is it?
The dream was so absurd that he didn’t know what to do with it, but it was very vivid.
There was an incident in which Lydia, who smelled tart in the backyard of the mansion,
turned the mansion upside down by suddenly vomiting.
Gyerg, who was suffering from heavy labour on a faraway land, was unaware of it.
Ppukk!
The child was young, but he knew very well what that sound meant.
“Kkhh!”
Crack, the man who pierced his stomach on the sword vomited blood and collapsed to
the floor.
It was cruel enough to frown up, but no one blamed such a ruthless hand.
“Argh!”
The knight on the horse shouted, chasing after a woman running away then cut her
back.
“It’s the lord’s command! Don’t leave any single one alive!”
The child saw a man who had collapsed bleeding right next to him couldn’t even close
his eyes.
It was a dream.
It must be because Davery had never seen the territorial war in his hometown province
with his own eyes.
By the time the war broke out, he was a toddler who couldn’t even open his eyes.
Later, it was not until his head grew a little bit bigger than he heard that the war was
more like a massacre than a war.
No matter how much he looks at it, this scenery, which matches the name of unilateral
slaughter, unfolds in front of his eyes like a dream.
A middle-aged woman whose legs were cut off after dragging her family away from far
away sounded distant.
The person who felt pity and raised Davery, who was orphaned as a baby, was killed by
a robber when Davery was five years old.
Davery stood in the middle of the village with bitter smoke rising from all over the place
and thought so blankly.
From this irrelevant and disorderly dream that its values cannot be found even after
washing his eyes.
At that time, a soldier rushed toward Davery, Who was only a five-year-old child.
The horse lifted its front leg and attacked Davery, and the next moment, Davery opened
his eyes from his bed.
“…….”
The blanket slid down his body, revealing his upper body with nothing on it.
It wasn’t just because of delicate and solid muscles trained with the same training every
day.
Scar.
His upper body, which was filled with detailed muscles, was no less full of minor scars.
“…..…Haaa.”
The bedroom was dark. The window was lit at dawn, but it was dusk.
It was not yet morning, which meant that he had unintentionally woken up earlier than
usual because of his nightmares.
Davery thought so, removing the blanket from his body with a bit rougher hand than
usual.
***
Bessie asked. It’s been about two months since the news about my pregnancy came
out.
“Yes, good.”
In particular, there is nothing better than this to drink when the weather is cold like these
days.
“It’s hot.”
“It’s hot? Wait a minute. I’ll tell Alex it’s time for more fire.”
Bessie looked at me as if she had finally come to her senses, and after hesitating, she
removed a blanket from my shoulder.
But even though she removed the blanket like that, it was still on my shoulder.
I took off my blanket, but there’s another blanket. Magic.
Bessie was startled when I moved my shoulder and acted like I was going to take the
rest off.
“Bessie.”
I calmly expressed to her how excessive the blanket layers I had on my shoulder was.
“Today’s weather is a little chilly, not that cold, and my clothes are pretty thick because
I’m wearing my winter clothes in advance, and most of all, this is not outside, but inside
a well-heated mansion.”
It didn’t work.
I glanced at Bessie’s face with no sign of backing down and gave up.
“To the first floor. I think it would be better to drink cocoa in the living room.”
I’ll go to the living room at least because it’s obvious that she’ll be against going out to
the terrace.
When I opened the door thinking so, I saw an unexpected face right in front of me.
“Ash.”
Ash took the cocoa cup from my hand with a gentle touch and handed it over to Bessie.
“Let’s go.”
“…….”
Oh, my God.
Of course, I don’t have any complaints about being hugged by Ash, but the situation
was also embarrassing.
I can go down the stairs, too. Of course. Both of my legs are fine.
I was enjoying a leisurely walk in the backyard when I smelled tart and suddenly felt
nauseous.
I was surprised, Bessie and the other maid were surprised, and the chef who made the
tart was also surprised.
Soon, the doctor, who had been panting his eyebrows to flutter, said solemnly after
finishing the examination.
‘Congratulations.’
‘……!’
Everyone there knew what the word meant. Of course including me.
It was no wonder since nausea came up without notice, but I can’t believe it was true.
I was puzzled. It would happen to me one day, but what I thought and what I really
faced was as far apart as the sky and the earth.
When I put my hand on my lower abdomen carefully because it was not realistic, the
doctor continued to ask.
‘As you may know, the early stages of pregnancy are more unstable than other times,
so special care is needed.’
‘….….’
‘First is stability, second is stability, and the third is stability. Don’t overdo yourself. Keep
that in mind.’
After that day, I became the official glass body of the mansion, which must be broken if I
hit somewhere or if my foot touches the ground.
I couldn’t even be alive until now if the thoughts of what would happen if I hit something
or stepped on the ground.
However, Ash and other people in the mansion never seemed to want to stop their
arbitrary interpretation.
‘Even the early stage of what the doctor’s said has passed…….’
I entered the 14th week this week. In other words, my pregnancy has already passed its
initial stage and entered its mid-term stage.
It’s a time when I can walk around as much as I want on my own feet, assuming that I
don’t overdo it.
How long do I have to stay in a glass body that’s buzzing when hit a little…
“Very good.”
“I heard from the doctor that it’s past the time to be particularly careful, and the chef said
your morning sickness is almost gone.”
“That’s right.”
It’s not an empty word for me to answer “yes” to Bessie or the butler.
Like that, my physical condition has been really good recently. Even if I go back to the
previous days, there has never been a particularly difficult time.
I was worried, but my mood swings weren’t as bad as I thought, and I just covered my
morning sickness with food.
I thought about the creature that might look small as a fly in my stomach.
I can call him a good son, right? Well, he’s not making me suffer yet.
“Then, madam.”
At that time when I was pleased, the butler took something out of it from his arms.
“Please choose.”
It was then, the map that the Butler laid out on the table.
“You want me to choose?”
When I looked closely, someplace with a sign was written on Butler’s map.
I thought about what they all meant and looked at the Butler again.
“What is this?”
“These are nearby villages and the theatre companies that are on tour in those villages.”
“Theater tour?”
“I’ve only sorted out what’s been heard. I thought it was time for you to refresh yourself,
so I prepared this.”
Relaxation!
If I stopped by a nearby village for a short trip and watched a performance and looked
around the village, I thought there would be no change of mood.
‘But……’
Of course. The first word I expected came out of Ash’s mouth, who was dissatisfied with
me going down the stairs with my feet.
“It’s cold outside. Where do you want her to go with her sick body in this weather?”
I’m not sick. I look so fine. I’ve been getting better sleep lately. I even eat well and my
arms and legs feel lighter.
“It’s not yet time for the heavy cold weather to begin. So it’s the best time to go now.”
“Butler.”
“Your Excellency.”
The Butler smiled his characteristic gentle smile from his old age.
But that was never a meaningless personal gain. The Butler added.
“…….”
Ash flinched. I saw it. It was subtle, but Ash definitely flinched.
“The time has passed for Madam to be extra careful, and it’s time for her to refresh
herself. Madam must have been frustrated, so on the contrary, now is the time to
change her mood.”
“I heard that if the mother’s activity is too low, the pain doubles when giving birth.”
My spine got cold. I felt like I heard something shocking enough to forget the cheering.
Maybe it wasn’t just a shock to me, but I felt Ash’s arm getting stiffened.
Then he kindly dragged the map right in front of him and said.
A place where I could walk a lot, where I move a lot, where I could be active……
He looked through the map with a serious look and paused for a moment.
There was a letter that magically caught my eye among these unidentified names alone.
Thinking so, I looked up, and I saw the faces of the two men subtly changed.
‘Huh?’
Among them, I looked at Sir Davery, who had a particularly large change in facial
expressions, and then I lowered my eyes again.
When I slipped my finger away, the name of the village next to the name of the theatre
that was hidden in my hand was revealed.
[Hidden.]
“Uh…….”
I mean, Hidden is a place where people became famous for their dying illegal fighting
gambling, and Ash used to be there…….
The finger gently moved to the side. [Village latte, Yellow Broom Theater], ugh, just
looking at the name is already not fun, but I can’t help it.
“Huh?”
“Although I say it with my own lip, it’s a good place. There are a lot more things to see.
The gambling house is deep down from the centre, so you won’t see it unless you visit it
on purpose.”
I blinked my eyes.
It was not because of anyone else but Sir Davery that I turned my words around and
avoided Hidden.
However, it was surprising that Sir Davery came forward to defend the Hidden.
It’s my own prejudice that he must have had a hard time rolling in the gambling house,
and did I get along unexpectedly?
Well, that’s possible. Sir Davery is so talented that Ash recognized him and brought
him.
He could have ruled as an undefeated champion who knocked anyone out of the pool in
seconds.
I was convinced and nodded. In fact, I wanted to pretend not to know even if I didn’t
understand. I liked the name of the theatre that much.
“Let’s go there. I want to see this theatre performance. Ash, are you okay with it?”
***
No matter who heard it, Davery didn’t react to the words full of intentions to tease him.
Dylan did not care about his opponent’s inaction but instead followed him to his side as
if she was used to it and spoke again.
“No, why are you recommending it there? It’s not even enough if you jump up to oppose
it. Sir Sack, I haven’t seen you this much, are you really stupid?”
“You’re noisy.”
Davery crumpled his forehead and answered Dylan’s direction without even looking.
Dylan, a knight of the Duke, a colleague and a bad friend of Davery’s, said he could not
help but laugh.
When Dylan heard the story from a servant she ran into, she first doubted her ears.
“I don’t think it’s because you really like Hidden, and unless there’s two skies or your
head doesn’t work out.”
Dylan knew better than anyone else here how Davery thought of Hidden.
It was natural that she was the one who rolled with Davery in Hidden until he became
the duke’s knight.
In her view, it was literally a fluke that she had done in the living room during the day,
namely, to stand up and defend Hidden and recommend it to Lydia as a destination.
“……..”
“If you can’t avoid it, enjoy it? No, but I heard the Duchess tried to avoid it first.”
“…….”
“Why would you kick your chance and make Hidden a destination?.”
Davery ignored Dylan’s persistent question and finally stopped and turned around.
She had no choice but to. One step away from here was Davery’s residence.
“Your bedroom.”
“Are we close enough to get in and out of each other’s bedroom? Not that I remember.”
“We can go in without being intimate.”
“Hey, Sir Davery Sock. Just tell me. What’s the reason? I don’t think there’s a specific
reason.”
Despite her persistence, Dylan was sharp. That was right. There’s no specific reason,
not at all, not for a great reason.
However, if left as it was, Dylan would really stick to her persistency, so Davery was
forced to speak.
“What?”
“I’ve answered enough. If you’ve heard it, you’ve got to go. I’m going to wash up.”
Without giving his opponent a chance to answer, Davery quickly entered his residence
and slammed the door shut.
‘Damn it.’
He ashamed.
He felt embarrassed.
To explain in his own retrospective what happened this day, it was actually like a thief’s
footsteps.
Of course, but it was a past that he never wanted to be caught by anyone else,
especially Lydia.
If he shows a reluctant and evasive reaction to Hidden, he may seem like a person had
something to hide.
It was a remark that popped up with that thought, and unfortunately, now that he thinks
about it, it was due to a temporary accident, so it was far from reasonable behaviour.
Davery washed his face then leaned his back against the door.
There’s a limit to digging his own grave. He’s not a real moron, just like anyone said.
How long has it been since he left Hidden? 6 and a half years? 7 years?
In that amount of time, only a few people would have known him in Hidden.
Davery regained his composure, thinking so, and was impressed by the late laughter
from the outside.
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“Whoaaaaa!”
After moving for several hours by carriage, the village that appeared in the corner was
during the festival.
I was admiring the street lined with colourful backs on both sides and suddenly reached
out to Ash.
“In such a busy and crowded place, we have to walk hand in hand, you know. You can’t
let go of this hand.”
It was the day when I followed my parents to watch the festival for the first time in a long
time, and my head was full of thoughts that I, who was a child but an adult in spirit,
should not miss my younger brother, who was three or four years old.
However, it would have been like a child taking care of another child from the parent’s
perspective that day.
Ash, who was young, didn’t say a word of complaint even though his hand was held by
me throughout the festival.
On the contrary, if I was distracted by something else and my grip was a little loose, he
knew it like a ghost and held my hand tighter.
Even though he used to wield a toy knife like a real knife and smash wooden pillars, as
expected a child is still a child.
At that time, Ash held my hand so tightly because he was scared of being lost.
By the way.
At that time, I didn’t doubt it, but now that I think about it, maybe it was the other way
around.
I know he was scared, but not because he was afraid he’d lose my hand and become a
lost child, but he was afraid if I lost his hand…
“……..”
It’s weird. It’s supposed to be a ridiculous imagination against a four years old boy, but
why is it so convincing?
I was surprised to forget that I had reached out my hand to reinterpret my memories.
“What noonim say is right.”
“We don’t know what will happen if I let go of this hand in this crowd.”
“……. “
“…… who?”
I asked, remembering Ash’s bracken hand when he was four years old, who held my
hand firmly so as not to miss it.
Wait, that’s a hard statement to pass on. There is room for opposition.
“No, I don’t know if I was younger, but in this current situation, look. Wouldn’t my
damage be greater?”
“Well.”
“Hmm.”
“Are you talking about mental damage, not physical? Still, I’m going to suffer more?”
“Hmm, well.”
Ash answered vaguely until the end but was not positive.
While I didn’t give up on my own and insisted that I was the lost child, the savoury smell
suddenly stimulated my nose.
It was a cake shop that baked cookie dough and spread chocolate and jam in between.
“Eum.”
After a while, I walked down the street holding snacks with my hands that didn’t hold
Ash’s hand.
‘Delicious.’
It was sweet, crispy, and delicious. I don’t really like sweet things, but if we’re on the
street, we should eat something like this. That’s a must.
I almost avoided the kind of sweets because I once smelled tart and was nauseous, but
now I’m comfortable with these.
Perhaps thanks to the people coming in, my steps were a little bit stronger.
Sir Davery followed me, walking diligently with a certain distance behind me, said.
“To be exact, there seem to be a lot of people walking around with appearance saying
‘I’m a nobleman’.”
“Ah.”
Obviously, as it said, there were quite a few nobles on the streets now, and although
they were dressed in casual clothes, they were all taking escorts with a sword around
their waist.
Everyone seemed to say, “I’m a nobleman, and the knights next to me are my escort.”
‘I’m no different.’
Well, three people around me can fight with their swords anytime.
I asked after I remembered that there was a mixture of curiosity in Sir Davery’s voice.
The additional explanation was attributed to Dylan, who had been understanding
Hidden’s situation until relatively recently.
“Originally, even though nobles often come here, they don’t make themselves
noticeable. Especially for middle-aged men. Because it was clear what the purpose
they’re here for.”
Indeed, the real purpose is Hidden’s gambling house where they pay money to watch
people die.
“And as far as I know, it hasn’t been much different…It’s unique today. Is it because it’s
a festival? Even so.”
‘I know. Why?’
When I looked around the streets, a few of the people who came out to watch the
festival were noblewomen like me.
Most of them were busy with escorts and showing off their nobility. Their ages also vary.
‘It’s definitely him, and him. Physically speaking, rather than holding cotton candy at a
festival, I think they’ll be holding up stakes in a gambling house.…….’
In the first place, the physiognomy of this place is illegal with no ground. Eliminated.
When I thought like that, in one corner of the streets, a merchant engaged in a heated
solicitation.
“Come on, look here! If it’s not today, I’ll never come back. If you hit the centre of the
target correctly, I’ll give you a special gift for today! It’s really just for today!”
“Although the day he says it will never end. Yesterday, tomorrow, today, this time of
next year.”
“Haha.”
I laughed softly at Dylan’s undeniable words, but I didn’t take my eyes off the merchant.
It’s because I was a little curious about what an obvious but special gift would be.
“A ticket to the latest performance of the popular troupe ‘Love a Thousand Times! I’m
giving you a ticket that says it’s hard to get even if you have money!”
A thousand loves?
It’s only one difference, but I liked that name quite a bit. Where is that performance?
“Well….”
“Yes.”
“Hogu?”
If you want to do business with nobles, you should be able to hide your heart.
However, I did not bring it up with words after thinking about it. It didn’t really matter to
me anyway.
“That’s right, sir. Do you know the theatre company, “Love a Thousand Times”? As for
this ticket, you’re going to……….”
“Oh, that’s. The earliest performance will be in the capital next week.”
Perfect. I checked that Ash nodded and saw the merchant again.
“This one.”
“Oh, well, I just need you to hit the target right in the middle of the target, exactly ten
hits.”
The merchant stuck out a small-sized crossbow to Ash, which seemed to have been
remodelled for the event.
Ten out of fifteen times, the probability is around 60 to 70%, the target is quite far and
the centre is narrow, but the probability was okay.
Unexpectedly, the merchant rubbed his hands when he thought it was conscientious.
I took gold coins out of my arms without even listening to how much the entry fee was. I
only had gold coins anyway.
He was still holding my hand with one hand, so he held a crossbow and aimed with one
hand.
Knock!
Even before the merchant’s words were finished, the crossbow fired an arrow.
The arrow deflected the target and stuck it on the wrong floor.
“Khm, this crossbow is harder to measure than it looks. Don’t think the same as other
crossbows. I forgot to tell you.”
If I were the one who shot the crossbow, I might have believed that.
But it wasn’t anyone else who just shot the crossbow, it was Ash.
But that’s too much. What the hell did he do to the crossbow?
“You’re very strong. Man, you know, it’s not about power, it’s about technique….….”
As if he knew.
Perhaps, because of the unexpected reaction, while the merchant paused, the
crossbow fired the next arrow from Ash’s hand.
“……..!”
It would’ve been weird if it was just a normal crossbow, but I don’t know what it is, isn’t
that a crossbow that was crafted?
Since then, the arrow shot by Ash has never missed the centre of the target.
Some arrows even split the collar of the arrow which shot first and hit the target.
“Finish.”
The task of hitting ten shots was finished before all fifteen shots were even shot.
The merchant was hardened like a stone at all as if he had no intention of moving.
“Me.”
There was a lot of interest in his face that had not been around.
I took a step back and watched Sir Davery receive the crossbow from Ash. The
merchant was still losing his mind.
“Let’s see……..”
Sir Davery, who seemed to be measuring the target with a crossbow, pulled the launch
pad right away.
Kwak!
The arrow deflected the target to the left and was stuck on the floor.
“Oh, this is it.”
Despite Dylan’s admiring jeers, Sir Davery immediately fired the next arrow.
Kwak!
“Deadly accurate is the other thing that you don’t have. As expected from Sir Sack.”
“…….”
This time, the arrow missed to the right and was plugged in.
The third arrow, which flew vigorously, finally penetrated the centre of the target, as if
supported by Dylan’s fervent support (?).
“Phew.”
“I’ll never forget this cheer when it’s your turn. Dylan.”
“If you’re grateful, tell me the rest after you hit the rest right.”
“…….”
With strength in his jaw, Sir Davery then loaded and fired the fourth arrow.
And from then on, it was like a bolt out of the blue.
As with Ash, the arrow shot by Sir Davery has never missed the target since then.
“Hoo.”
“Tsk……”
Dylan took the crossbow away from Sir Davery, who successfully hit ten arrows on the
target.
“Ah!”
It was one step behind Sir Davery’s performance, which he shot 12 times and got 10
times right.
“You also barely hit the target one step early with luck and shouts……….”
I looked at the merchant while Dylan and Sir Davery were quarrelling familiarly.
I had to approach him and wake him up because he was still mesmerized.
“Hey.”
Since three people succeeded, of course, we should get three prizes as well.
‘Hoot.’
I was so proud that my shoulders felt stiff. As expected from my people, that’s what
skills are. Morale is useless in terms of skills.
But the merchant hesitated to look at me like that and soon confessed.
“What?”
“Well, of course, I’ll give it to you. Since you succeeded, I should give it to you…but, I
only have one ticket.”
What?
“Are you kidding me? What would you do if several were successful?”
I don’t care. It’s a trick anyway. It’s not like I didn’t know.
“Yes, yes?”
“Anyway, there should be a prize. If you don’t have a ticket, give me something else.”
“There isn’t…….”
“What?”
The merchant hurriedly added it, but his voice was small as if he thought it was useless.
“Whew.”
I sighed and turned around with just one ticket taken from the merchant’s hand.
While I was seriously thinking about it, I heard a careful merchant’s voice behind me.
The title was changed from ‘dear customer’ to ‘dear customer sir and ma’am’, perhaps
because he heard the words ‘saving and kill’.
“……?”
I couldn’t understand the intention of the sudden question, so I stared at the merchant.
“Do you have any business with the Hidden Gambling House……no, I don’t think you
have, but is it only my guess?”
“About what?”
“What?”
Sir Davery stepped forward and received the words. The merchant nodded.
“That’s right.”
“Who’s dead?”
Dylan showed interest. I’ve felt it for a long time, but Dylan seems to be interested in the
topic of dealing with life and death. Especially the latter.
Dylan’s face was distorted when he heard the merchant’s answer. I asked out of
curiosity.
“When I was staying here, he was a famous regular at Hidden. Every time there was a
game, he didn’t miss it and showed his face. And….”
Dylan seemed to be wondering whether to say this or not and then he continued.
“He used to bring a child to a gambling house, but later I heard he was a paedophile.”
Dylan didn’t deny it and went for another brutal (?) words.
“A week ago. It was the day of the game at Hidden. On my way back from the
viewing…….”
“Warning?”
“There are so many people to kill that it’s hard to pick with your own hands.”
“Dylan.”
Sir Davery took a look at me once and called Dylan, but I was fine. Being a
noblewoman does not make you feel a sense of belonging.
However, the problem may be that the judgment is solely on the subject of the
individual.
Based on the circumstances, it seems that the goal is to kill gambling house regulars
one by one, so no matter what standard the opponent pushes, it would not be a problem
for me and Ash.
Dylan said. I answered, looking at the fruit candy of the stall that just caught my eye.
“They wouldn’t be interested in festivals, but why do they have to come out and walk
around? They don’t want to look like they’re trying to hide from fear.”
Well, it is.
If a scary killer is going around, then just stay safe at home. Such mysterious
psychology.
I stared hard at the fruit candy in the stall and turned my head.
***
Hidden belonged to an estate called Mahill, just a short distance from the village.
The lord of Mahill, Baron Genem, jumped out in his socks and welcomed the visitors.
“Welcome! Welcome!”
He was stopped by Ash when he tried to shake hands with me after shaking hands with
Sir Davery and Dylan.
“Khm.”
The Baron looked very awkward at the moment, but he smiled again as if he had
overcome it quickly.
I said while looking at the baron’s wistful face, which must have been strengthened by a
long social life.
“I look forward to your kind cooperation. It’s an honour to have Your Excellency visit us.”
I, Ash and others will stay here, at the castle of Lord of Mahill, for two days today and
tomorrow.
It was a pre-contact, and to add a little bit, the positive reply was very enthusiastic.
“Butler, I want you to take them to their place. Oh, I’ll take you both.”
When I arrived in front of the room, the Baron suddenly opened his mouth.
“If you don’t mind, I’d like to invite you two to lunch tomorrow.”
“Lunch?”
I looked up at Ash.
‘Hmm.’
It’s very close from here to Hidden, and the performance starts at 3 o’clock, so even if I
leave after lunch, the time is not tight.
I readily agreed.
It’s not a proposal that has a reason to refuse anyway, and I owe him debt anyway.
“Thank you!”
However, the delighted Baron’s response was more than expected. Thanks to it, I was a
little confused.
“I’ve prepared a bath in advance. If you need anything else, you can call the maid
anytime. Then take a rest!”
Without any more time to think about it, the Baron poured out what to say and
disappeared.
It also looked as if he was running away because he was worried that I would reverse
the answer, so I tilted my head in wonder.
It’s a mystery.
But I quickly turned off my mind. I don’t usually know, but now I’m distracted by the
Baron’s unusual behaviour.
Ash hushed her away and asked me, taking off my coat by hand.
“A little bit.”
I admitted vaguely.
Well, I hope it’s not the latter. Because if it was the reason, then I’ll be treated as a glass
patient who can’t even walk down the stairs on my own…
Bath? Hmm. Come to think of it, did the Baron say he had prepared the bath ready?
What do I do? I think it’s better to soak in the water before it cools down, but I’m too
tired and want to skip it then go to bed…
“Shall we go in together?”
“Yes, Duchess.”
It was not long before I heard the door closing behind my back. I looked up at Ash with
a recalled face.
Suddenly, I thought it was a good thing that I would attend the luncheon tomorrow.
When I thought so, Ash lowered his head, skillfully loosening my dress’s strap.
***
The next day, I attended the luncheon feeling a little drowsy after sleeping all morning.
The Baron urged the users who were busy carrying food with a calm tone.
I could imagine the last luxurious meal I enjoyed ahead of the fall of humankind.
“No.”
‘Even the royal family will not say it’s not enough.’
Besides, the outer surface is engraved with an ascendant dragon, and a red jewel is
also embedded in the centre.
“……..”
A glass of water……?
I picked up a fine champagne glass, avoiding the burdensome object that I would have
to call it as a ‘water glass-nim’ instead of a ‘water glass’.
Obviously, even if that ‘water glass-nim’ was taken out, the castle itself was splendid
overall.
The material and the decorations, I could see that it was all expensive even if I didn’t
know it well.
Baron Genem said, tilting a sparkling glass of alcohol that flashes as much as a glass of
water.
“It’s hard to call this as a castle back then…… It took me half a year to change it.”
“Aha.”
‘It would have taken that long to order that glass of water.’
“In fact, it is difficult to say that since it is still rotted compared to my family castle,
but…… Still, I have to be satisfied with it. What can I do?”
Also, I could guess why the Baron suddenly took this castle last year.
The other brother inherited the family, and he bought the right title and estate with
money and got married.
It’s not uncommon. I think that’s about it, but Dylan suddenly opened her mouth.
“Well, do it.”
“Gambling? Ah.”
Baron Genem answered brightly as if it was not difficult because it was a topic that he
had always thought about.
“Hidden’s speciality.”
“…….”
The Baron smiled and asked for consent, but the atmosphere was rather lame.
Dylan laughed at an angle that would not be seen from the Baron’s seat.
It was a face that she knew enough with that answer what kind of person the new
master of this estate was.
I took a glass of champagne to my mouth and answered back to myself like I was
talking to myself.
“I want to, but I can’t. Because my wife turned away from the world last year…….”
“Oh, my God.”
I was a little flustered.
The Baron spoke in an exaggeratedly bright tone as if he wasn’t going to make the
atmosphere subside.
“I understand that your romance once caused a stir in the capital. But it’s as good as
romance in the world.”
“Aha, romance…….”
“…….?”
“My wife was trapped in a small, stuffy cage at the time, and there was no other way but
a war to get her out of it.”
“Haha, yes.”
War romance?
The war I know is the surest and most effective way to kill innocent people.
No matter what story he posted, it was not something that could be wrapped up in
romance.
‘Even in fictional novels, there are always modifiers in front of characters who start wars
because of women.’
It’s “Crazy”.
Crazy emperor, crazy tyrant, etc.
The crazy baron couldn’t even read the atmosphere and kept talking.
“Well, that’s all when I was in high spirits. When was that already, maybe 25 years
ago…….”
“Baron.”
“Hmm?”
“Where was the village that the Baron had to fight for the sake of your wife?”
At this time, I found out that Sir Davery’s voice was different from usual.
“The village. Even if I say it, the knights won’t know anyway. It’s a small village
somewhere in the west.”
“Huh?”
Clink!
“Sir!”
I jumped up in surprise.
At my urgent voice, Sir Davery looked down at his hand as its blood oozed out.
He looked down at his hand, which was in serious injury at a glance, and hid it under
the table.
What is he doing?
I couldn’t help but be embarrassed by Sir Davery’s stupid behaviour, but I realized it on
the other hand.
‘There’s something.’
There’s something hidden about him, that he’s acting so strange that he’s not like his
usual self.
And I don’t know what it is, but it’s related to Baron Genem.
However, whatever it is, it is not something to be confirmed here. His hand needs to be
treated first.
I moved and opened my mouth so I could call a doctor for him. It was then.
Wajangjang!
“…….!”
Thanks to this, I only heard the sound, and I couldn’t confirm what it was exactly.
Pajikk.
There was a sound of glass debris trampled on the heels of hard shoes and crushed.
‘Window.’
That’s probably the sound that shows someone breaking from outside.
I poked my head out of Ash’s arms to confirm what it was. Ash didn’t stop me.
A man, wearing a mask covering half of his face, opened his mouth by stepping on a
piece of glass by the window where the window glass was shattered.
“Oh, my God.”
“…….”
‘Who is he?’
I thought so without realizing it, but I didn’t think there would be a face I knew if the man
took off that mask.
While I was sure it was my first time seeing him, the man looked inside and said hello.
“Nice to meet you. You’ve never met me before, have you? I’m the cleaner.”
“Cleaner?”
“And for the noisy appearance a while ago, I ask for your understanding, though it’s late.
This is how I can quickly check whether the drug is working or not.”
“Drug?”
Despite the uproar, no one has ever entered the dining room.
Not only that but also the maid who regularly visited and filled the water or alcohol was
not seen from some point on.
‘Aha.’
“But it’s a medicine that resolves 10 years of insomnia at once. People usually fall
asleep right away like fainting, so they can never wake up for half a day.”
“……?”
“Whether you didn’t take the drug or whether you did take the drug but the drug didn’t
work as it supposed to..….”
I was embarrassed and looked at the table right away, but I couldn’t find anything
suspicious because there were so many dishes on the table.
Then the masked man said.
“Ah, water.”
She moved next to me with her hand on her waist as if she were going to draw a sword.
“I thought the water smelled fishy from the middle of the meal. Turn out that it’s your
doing.”
“The fishy smell just so bad. Would you have drunk it then?”
The masked man pulled his lips, which revealed outside of the mask, and laughed.
I was silent.
The view of myself picking up a good champagne glass to avoid a burdensome glass of
water throughout the meal passed through my head like a panorama.
……I need to stay still about it. Let’s just assume that I don’t pick up a glass of water
because I feel a sense of incongruity I don’t know for some reason. Okay, let’s do that.
“Anyway, so I’m in a bit of trouble right now, what can I do about this…….”
“You.”
The Baron, who seemed to have been lucky to avoid drugs by drinking alcohol instead
of water, looked at the masked man and said.
“How?”
“Heung.”
Baron Genem searched his arms. Soon a piece of paper came out of his hand.
“Send me something like this, what’s your intention? Who are you teasing?”
I was not far from the Baron, so I could see the letters on the paper.
[Pre-announcement.]
But the masked man’s expression looked more absurd than mine.
“……?”
“What is that! Ah, crazy! Oh, the kid is actually good at his job, but he’s always doing
something weird, oh! Although it’s not him who will die if caught but me!”
“I really, ha…… When I go back, I’m going to be fucking kill that……. Oh, can I have
that notice? I need physical evidence.”
‘That’s why.’
Regardless of whoever sent the notice, Baron Genem knew in advance that the masked
man would appear here through the notice.
That’s why he was so happy when he successfully invited me and Ash to lunch.
It’s amazing.
‘He didn’t even ask for our consent about this and get in this situation?’
Considering that there was a notice, the purpose of the masked man was only Baron
Genem from the beginning.
After the territorial war remark, I was at the bottom of my desire to help him.
“……….?”
“That’s the villainous wanted criminal man who just ran away after killing a noble in
Hidden!”
“What?”
As the eyes were focused on him, the masked man frowned one eye that was visible
through the mask.
“You wicked, arrogant man! How dare you show your face again after doing such a
thing!”
“Such a thing?”
The masked man folded his arms in front of his chest. He tilted his head to his side in
incomprehension.
“Oh, you mean cleaning? Yeah, the cleaner cleaned a bit. What’s wrong with that?”
The man unfastened his arms and moved. Every time he stepped his feet, there was a
crack in the glass.
Even though the distance was quite far away, Baron Genem faltered and stepped back.
“Your Excellency, please. Please do something to that shameless brutal criminal who
doesn’t even know his crime…….”
I didn’t mean to help him from the beginning, but I kept silent as I listened to what was
being said.
‘Trying to target Baron Genem means that the Baron deserves to die, just like a dead
master.….’
Thousands of people.
“Wife?”
The masked man asked back again. But it didn’t sound like a question, more like a
speechless remark.
“The ten-year-old young wife who you met at a Ball then you tried to rape her, then
threatening her family, and when it all doesn’t work, you start a war so you can have her
next to you?”
My mind stopped.
“Fake, I’m sad, but it’s the truth? Baron Genem, 25 years ago, you tried to rape a lady,
who was only sixteen at the time, from a Ball terrace, but you failed, and then you tried
to visit the lady again and again in the name of apologizing.”
“Crazy.”
“If that’s really a lie, why don’t you just say that and make a specific rebuttal? Anyway,
after that, you had the nerve and shamelessly sent a courtship letter to the lady’s family,
and if you’ve put together a warning that you will start a war if they don’t accept it.”
“The lady’s parents, who were self-conscious people, refused to accept the proposal to
hand over their daughter, and on the contrary, the rutting dog, who was far from his
mind, really started a war.”
“Shut up, shut up! Dude! You dare to fake the information…….!”
“So explain where and how it was faked. You couldn’t do it, right?”
“Well then….…!”
As if he had blocked something from flying with a dagger, the man stared at none other
than Ash.
“Oh, will you save him? Even after you heard that story?
“Your Excellency!”
Baron Genem’s face suddenly turned pale after hearing what Ash had said.
“What?”
“Not here.”
At the moment, the masked man, who seemed to measure what Ash meant, soon
looked at me and changed his expression.
“…….Ah. Hahaha.”
I am hesitating to tell that it’s okay for me if he wants to end Baron Genem right away.
The truth is like that, but in reality, I am obliged to see only good things and pretty things
for now.
Although seeing Baron Genem alive is not very good….. It’s better than dead anyway.
The Baron’s face, which had been bright for a while, quickly turned blue again.
“Now, did you hear it? Baron, I’ll give you some time to run away, so run away with all
your heart.”
“6 seconds, 5 seconds…….”
“Gu, guards! Guard–! Hey! Anyone! Whoever it is, please come in! Hello!”
“……!”
Only then did the Baron hurry back and run away. The masked man smirked as he
watched the Baron leaving the dining room in urgency.
“…….”
It was Ash’s.
The man turned his head while looking at the sword, whose purpose was to stop his
step.
I am also embarrassed this time because I don’t know why Ash is doing this, but Ash
said, looking to Sir Davery, not the masked man.
“Davery, go ahead.”
“……?”
“What?”
Two people reacted at the same time. Ash pointed with a calm eye at the door where
the Baron had disappeared.
“Wait! After saying so, you’re actually trying to save the Baron…”
“…….”
“Davery.”
“Go ahead.”
Until then, Sir Davery kept his mouth shut and said nothing, but he bowed his head
deeply.
“……thank you.”
“Oh, that.”
Looking at Sir Davery, Dylan crumpled her forehead and thought for a moment, and
soon followed him.
Then all that remained was Ash and me, and the masked man.
The masked man seemed to be embarrassed by the sudden progress, and then
scratched his head.
“Ha….”
“……..”
“You’re giving me his neck? You made a promise. You have to keep it.”
“I assure you.”
I had the urge to chase the two, but I knew I shouldn’t, so I was holding it in.
“Let’s rest.”
“…….huh.”
I knew it was because of me, so I nodded without saying a word, but after that, my eyes
did not fall off the door for a while.
***
He just left a moment ago, but in that short moment, Dylan couldn’t see Davery’s face,
showing how far he had gone in the meantime.
“Argh!”
“……found him.”
Her pace quickly became a walk. Dylan walked leisurely as if taking a walk and soon
stopped in front of a corner room.
“Eugh.”
As she pushed the slightly open door, she could see a Baron struggling to crawl on the
floor with his tendon on both ankles broken.
It is a wise decision indeed. To make a reasonable decision without losing one’s reason
in the anger of the moment.
Davery silently poked the sword in the back of the Baron’s hand, whether he knew
Dylan was thinking that way.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!”
“Ugh… sir knight. Si, sir knight, listen to me. It’s my fault. It’s all because I was young
and didn’t know what to do at the time. I’ll never do that again, so just give me a
chance.”
“……..”
“That bitch, no, I’ll properly apologize to my wife, just once…… Argh!”
Baron Genem groaned, holding the back of his other hand. He was shaking and barely
opened his mouth.
“Oh, or what about this? I’m a Baron, but my brother is a count. Well, he has a very
large mine in the west, and if you want, feel free to… Scream!
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! You fucking bastard! Do you think you’re gonna be safe like
this, arrggghhhh!
“……..”
But Davery did not react during the process of several iterations.
Without answering or changing his expression, he simply destroyed the Baron’s body
parts step by step.
The begging for help turned into a baby begging for death.
The smell
It’s hard to call it a memory, but anyway, a subtle and distant response to the intense
past.
“Keough, khok.”
At that time, the Baron, who was struggling to the point it’s hard to say that he was a
living person, was convulsed, biting the blood.
Then he dropped.
“…….”
*…….”
“…….”
“You’ve cut him longer than I thought. The volume wasn’t that small, but it was still
very…….”
“When have you been here?”
“What? You didn’t know? While I’m here, the whole time?”
“…….”
“I had a rough idea, but…… What a great enemy you’ve got? Is he the enemy of your
parents?”
“Well, by the way, it’s been a long time since I saw you holding and using the sword, so
it’s worth seeing.”
“…….”
“I can understand a little bit why you’ve been so self-conscious…… I’m sure you didn’t
want to get caught. That you’re this crazy.”
“……..”
“Especially when you say you’re caught by the Madam, I can accept that even if you
jump off a cliff……….”
Davery seemed to be lost in thought. He can’t hear anything around him, and he doesn’t
think he will know if anyone is messing with him right now.
Dylan waited silently until his thoughts were sorted out. A long time later, Davery
suddenly moved.
“Where?”
After leaving the Lord’s Castle and walking a little, a pond quickly appeared.
Dylan’s expression became subtle.
“Before.”
“…….Aha.”
Davery, who said so, dived the top of his head in the pond and took out his head as he
breathed.
“No, does it solve the problem by just washing your body with your clothes open in the
blood? Let’s get back to the castle and take your shirt off.”
“Should I?”
“…….”
“I think we’ll get a suit if we search in the castle, although it’s wide.”
Davery walked out of the pond after diving a few more times and lifting his head.
“What?”
“I don’t care anyway. I just washed up because I felt sick with my body smelling like
blood.”
Dylan frowned in one eye. She said to Davery, who was shaking the water off his head
and squeezing the water out of his pants.
“So what you’re saying is, it’s just the bloody smell coming from your body that you
washed with water, not the purpose of hiding the blood itself?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“If you don’t hide it, it’s like you’re advertising to the neighbourhood about what you did
to the Baron. Are you okay with that?
“Who cares? I’m sure they’ll make their own assumption.”
“What about the Madam then? Can Madam also make her own assumption?”
“What?”
Dylan crumpled her forehead. Since it was too weird for Davery to say.
“That doesn’t make sense. Not long ago, you act like you’re going to commit suicide at
the thought of Madam discovered your true evil nature.”
“You didn’t know that? So I thought you’d be so broken-hearted that you’d never come
to your senses.”
“…….”
“…….”
“Other thing?”
“Loyalty.”
“What are you talking about? You mean your loyalty to the Madam?”
“I am always loyal to the Madam, so not that, but to the other side.”
“……..Ah.”
“………”
“I see. Yeah, that’s possible. If you’re still lingering to that feeling in this situation, then
you’re a real jerk.”
“…….”
“Here.”
“……!”
“I did it just in case, but I did a good job wearing it. What will happen after you wash up
then pick it up on dirt again?”
“Don’t you know the quote saying ‘for the old time’s sake?”
“Even now, somehow…… Anyway, there is a friendship that can be built up while eating
a pot of rice together.”
“I see.”
Davery put on his coat with the sound of unfaithful laughter, then made a peek.
“Thanks.”
“How is it look?”
“It’s funny.”
The appearance of his bare body with only a coat was definitely far from being cool.
At least the fact that the body revealed through the coat is strong and solid enough,
lowers the awkwardness.
“It’s new scars. And what does that have to do with your behaviour right now?”
“No, You’ve had a little more scars since you left Hidden. I was thinking if I could beat
you now.”
“So you could use these scars to suppress and defeat me somehow……?”
“Dylan.”
“…….”
“Stop that and let’s go. If you’re really curious about that, why don’t you catch me and
overpowered me later? Won’t you go?”
“Then does that mean your rationale has been lost till a little while ago?”
“Slightly.”
Dylan spat out a laugh.
She looked at Davery with thin eyes and took her feet off.
“Yes.”
“……..”
“I’m cool.”
Then that’s it. Dylan grinned and put her arm around his colleague’s shoulder.
***
“…….”
“Why?”
“Nothing.”
I don’t know how long the time flew, but the castle was still quiet.
It made me laugh without realizing it, imagining Ash who would have gone into the
kitchen and found and poured milk out and heated it.
“Khhmm.”
“Really?”
I stared out the window. Seeing that the position of the sun has not changed much, I
didn’t think it was a lie.
‘Sir Davery….’
What is he doing now? Did he feel good after chasing the Baron?
“Look, I was right, wasn’t I? I told you they would have at least one suit.”
“No, but you’re looking for it again? Tell me the truth, Sir Davery Sack. Do you have a
side job on your day off?”
“Is it better to treat and observe other people’s way of living that way?”
Dylan and Sir Davery were walking down the hall talking about that and stopped looking
at me.
The contents of the conversation were hard to understand, but I was relieved to see him
squabbling as usual.
“Madam.”
The two soon got close. I checked Sir Davery’s left hand first.
‘But he still has to get the doctor treated the wound properly when we go back.’
The Doctor, who seems to be possessed by the butler’s spirit these days, will nag a
little, but it’s up to Sir Davery, not me.
I looked at his hands first and asked after feeling a little relieved.
“Are you okay?”
“Of course I’m fine. There’s no reason not to. Just now…….”
I woke up from my thoughts, sigh and realized that I have to accept it.
“What’s wrong?”
“……no, nothing.”
I shook my head.
I was surprised because it’s Sir Davery, along with Bessie, who always titled and called
me ‘lady’, but when I think about it again, it was not a big deal.
“Anyway, I took a good rest waiting. Ash also brought me this warm milk.”
“How about you, sir, I mean, did you finish well with the Baron?”
I asked carefully.
Sir Davery paused as he alternately glanced at the milk in my hand and Ash.
“Really?”
“That’s a relief.”
I mean it.
Baron Genium was destined to die anyway. I don’t know what it is, but it’s good if he left
after clearing his debt
It was then. The masked man reappeared, unable to see where he had gone since I fell
asleep.
His lips, revealed under the mask, drew a line to the point where it was burdensome.
“Hey, man.”
“……?”
“The client would really be happy with tears. Oh, it’s a pity that I can’t move it as it is.”
I caught on quickly.
Did he come after checking on the body? While thinking so, the masked man kept
talking.
“How can you do that, eughh………even when the chef minces the meat in the
kitchen…….”
“…….”
“I really want to move it as it is, but unfortunately, I just took a few fingers. Oh, you know
I had a hard time finding a good one, right?
At this point, I was slightly curious about what Sir Davery had made to Baron Genium,
but I did not ask.
I recalled when Baron Genium said that his wife had turned her back on the world first
last year, then the masked man nodded.
“Sure, even though she’s not in good shape…… When she got sick and his appearance
was ruined last year, the Baron locked her up in the villa and didn’t look for her, treating
her as a dead person. But it was good for her. She was able to run away with all her
belongings and come to ask of me.”
“Aha…….”
“Well, I don’t know right now, but her illness will get better soon. Since she got the
illness from the Baron, she’ll be fine now.”
I don’t even know her face, but I hope she lives well. I feel like I’ve found a ray of
comfort during a terrible tragedy.
“…….”
“If you need cleaning next time, please find the cleaner of the cleansing bar on the
cleaner’s estate!”
The masked man finished the words and disappeared well over the hallway window.
***
As if it was true that people would never wake up for half a day, the drugs sprayed by
the masked man remained until we left the estate.
Sir Davery, while we were still looking at the noisy streets as a festival.
“What?”
“The performance……”
When the work finished and we left the castle, the performance time had already
passed.
The troupe stayed in a village for a week and performed three times.
Watching the performance is additional and it was really meaningful to come out and
play far away.
It’s a shame that something unexpected happened that made us return a day earlier,
but that’s okay.
Hidden is smaller than I thought, so I thought I had seen everything worth it yesterday.
“Oh, that’s right. By the way, the fruit candy I ate yesterday was very delicious.”
I muzzled my lips and suddenly thought of the fruit candy I had eaten last night after
defeating the swindler.
The ingredients weren’t special, but strangely, they tasted pretty good. Is it the one that
is called handmade taste?
Handmade-tasting fruit candy, which is all fruit and sugar clothes. It’s amazing.
Yesterday, I was thinking about whether the stall would remain there when a passerby
who was passing by bumped into Sir Davery.
The passerby, who seemed to apologize, paused for a moment. He looked carefully at
Sir Davery and shouted immediately.
“Gaechaban!!”
(T/N: cursed word, it is defined as a word that refers to a person who is very dirty in
words and actions.)
I narrowed my forehead. Why is he suddenly cursing?
“Hey.”
I was just listening, then step in. Hearing what this man was saying made me couldn’t
stay still.
“What are you doing? As you walk through a narrow path, you could sometimes collide
with each other, but curse so badly because of that…….”
I disciplined him with the sense and heart that I should take care of my people.
Dylan’s appearance suddenly caught my eye and her behaviour was very strange.
“……?”
She covered her mouth desperately, shook her body, and soon broke her laugh, saying
she couldn’t stand it.
“Ahahaha! I’m going crazy, haha haha! Oh, no, I’m sorry. It’s not because of Madam, it’s
because……wahaha!”
“Huh?”
“Ah.”
I looked back at the passerby. The passerby scratched his head and apologized for the
situation.
“I’m sorry. I’m just glad to see him after a long time, and without any explanation, I
just…….”
“No, no.”
‘Curse so badly……’
‘Curse so badly….’
‘Curse…..’
“Khhmm.”
I looked up at Sir Davery with a faint cough. I don’t know how I look right now, but I
chuckled first.
“………thank you.”
Sir Davery’s awkward face remained unchanged, and I just decided to stop talking.
“Ahahaha……Heuk.”
***
A few days later, before I got back from Hidden, I simply went out to the plaza with Ash
to watch the play.
It was the same play that I got the ticket from a merchant who used to cheat with a
fabricated crossbow.
There was only one ticket, but there was no reason that Ash couldn’t get the other one.
In any case, the plaza was close to the mansion, so I took a leisurely way to watch the
play and after watching the play leisurely I thought of this.
It’s even beyond the ‘not fun’ level. No, why is it so lame?
The production is bad, the content is bad, the stage is bad, and even the actor’s
costume is bad.
The main actor’s face was the only one that didn’t get wrinkled.
As soon as I finished watching, I could see where the fame of this theatre came from.
It’s a waste of time and mental strength. The actor, who is famous for his good looks,
looked like a squid in front of Ash.
“…….”
“Why?”
“Nothing.”
“Yes.”
I wonderfully accepted a small card from Bessie.
Please find the cleaner at the cleansing bar. We clean trash anywhere in the country.
The amount will be determined after consultation, and a discount will be provided to
those who bring this business card.
We are always waiting for requests from all of you who are tired of trash.
“…… Aha.”
“Don’t bother using people and make me do it. If it’s hard work, let’s Alex do it.”
“I will.”
Instead of explaining what kind of cleaning this business card says, I quietly removed it.
A week later, however, it was reported that a wanted criminal was caught killing
Viscount Jugodosan and Baron Genium.
“Yes, the criminal was a man in his 20s, and according to testimony, he had a lot of
dissatisfaction with society…….”
The butler soon brought me a portrait of the criminal and other personal details.
I sighed as soon as I saw it.
I was surprised.
The face in the portrait was completely different from the masked man I remember.
The mask covered only half the man’s face. There’s no way such a square jaw could be
gone in weeks. The eyes here are different, too.
‘The height and body size are different as well, and then this is.….’
While I was wondering if the innocent person was falsely accused, a line of the
criminal’s personal details caught my eye.
“…….”
“No, let’s say that he’s the true one, but 26 previous convictions? He has committed 26
crimes, and he has been released and walking around?”
“There appears to have been an aristocrat behind the criminal. He must have been
village maintenance.”
“Huh.”
“Even that doesn’t seem to have worked this time because of the murder of the
aristocrat……”
The butler wondered why such a man had committed the crime, murdering the
aristocrat, and I kept my mouth shut.
‘Surely cleaners.’
***
I only took a light walk and devoted my time to prenatal care in the mansion.
I would read a book if I had nothing to do, I would read a book if I had time, and I would
read a book when I need to think about something, even before going to bed.….
Anyway, I was sitting in Ash’s office today, as usual, turning the pages of a thick book.
“Ah.”
“……what’s wrong?”
Ash, who responded to the small voice, immediately let go of the pen between his
fingers.
I looked at the approaching Ash who left his desk and paper and said dumbfoundedly.
“It moved.”
“What?”
“It moved, the baby. So, you know, from here to here……”
I’ve heard in advance that I’ll be able to feel the baby’s movements by about this time.
However, listening and going through it in person is also very different.
“……Doesn’t it hurt?”
No, does it hurt? I shook my head after thinking for a while. It didn’t hurt.
Ash stood silently, saving his words. I grabbed Ash’s arm as I saw the slightly hardened
figure.
“Look.”
It’s been a while since the lower belly has come out conspicuously. Thanks to this, I was
now noticeably pregnant.
“…….”
The baby needs to get closer to dad as well. While I was already in such hasty trouble,
Ash kept his hands on my stomach.
In the meantime, his eyes staring at my lower abdomen were quite serious.
I held my tongue in because I thought I was going to burst into laughter at the moment.
In what sense, it was not as difficult to see his embarrassed or surprised face as before.
Maybe that’s it, but he often showed his face seriously absent-mindedly. Just like now.
I opened my mouth as I stared at the delicate eyelashes and the sleek nose of a man
who was distracted by my lower abdomen.
“Ash.”
“Yes.”
“…… Name?”
“Yes, name.”
Come to think of it, there are many cases where babies are named after they are born.
It is only after birth that one can know whether it is a son or a daughter, and usually, the
name depends on the gender.
Whether a son or a daughter, the only name my child will have at birth.
Ash quivered with a cautious look as if he had met the most important challenge in the
world.
Then suddenly I saw the title of the book I had read a while ago.
It is a story of a mixture of fiction and mythology that takes place in the background of
God’s place.
“……Ollie.”
I muttered a loud murmur out of my mouth. Ash’s golden eyes pointed at me.
“That’s good.”
“The heaven, celestial world…. eum, in other words, the World of Gods.”
Ash, who heard the meaning, took some time to open his words this time.
“That’s nice.”
“Really?”
“Yes, good.”
I couldn’t trust Ash to say good after I brought a strange name and gave it out but.….
“Oh, my God.”
***
How was the winter before last year? I was in a state of war at that time.
I was afraid that Ash would kill me, and immediately a greater sense of loss shook my
heart.
I had Ash’s child, and Ash didn’t fall away from my side like that, and he hugged me
carefully or looked into my stomach with curious eyes as if I were going to break.
Me in the past wanted to believe it, but I wouldn’t believe it in the end.
The future is, after all, always like that. We don’t know until we experience it by
ourselves.
Even if someone tells us in advance, it’s not easy to believe until it really becomes a
reality.
That’s right.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…”
“Lydia.”
As soon as the insufferable scream leaked out of my mouth, Ash held my hand tightly.
Sweat formed on my forehead. Ash didn’t let go of my hand and said to the maternity
nurse.
“Not yet. It’s a long way off. You have to give more strength.”
Despite the hecticness of pain, the cold maternity nurse’s voice was clearly stuck in my
ears.
It was hopeless.
‘Nonsense… how….’
I can’t believe it. I clenched and gave more strength by the maternity nurse’s
encouragement and signal.
So many mothers have put their children into the world with all this rage?
‘Dear mothers…!’
Ash held my hand firmly again. The restless hand was also passed on.
Ash, who is restless, I would have liked it since it’s a rare sight to see, but now there
was no room for such thoughts.
“Ahhh…!”
“Lydia.”
Ash hasn’t been away from me all the time since the labour began.
I stared at Ash, who was calling my name again repeatedly, with a quick breath.
Ash’s golden eyes, which were mixed with tears and sweat, were clearly visible even in
wet vision.
At first glance, I could see Ash’s chin getting tired.
“The bloody reptile heart. If it’s this much pain could be passed on…….”
What? What does that mean? It took longer to interpret simple words than usual
because I was out of my mind.
The pain that followed, did not allow other thoughts to distract you.
I accepted that Ash would mean that he wanted to get the pain instead.
Me too, to be honest with you, I wish I could divide this pain by half.
“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!”
“The first child usually takes about this much time. It’s nothing special.”
The first one. Does that mean the second one is better than this?
I don’t know. I don’t want to think. Just imagining going through this twice was hell.
“Ugh……!”
Bessie, who held my hand from the other side, shouted in fear.
In the midst of this, I was really out of the blue, but with a confused mind, I thought that I
really loved Ash.
Even amid such a painful death, I have no intention of grabbing Ash’s hair.
“Awwh!
“Lady, just a little bit! Just a little bit, a little bit more…!”
How many more times Ash called my name and Bessi shouted “a little more.”
I can’t remember how many times I took a deep breath, and how much more strength I
put to my sweaty body in bed like the maternity nurse told me.
“……congratulation.”
A small creature, too small to be called human, was being held in the arm of the
maternity nurse and cried.
‘……Ah.’
The stopped time began to flow again when Ash kissed my forehead, which was ruined
by sweat.
On the other hand, I came back to my senses with a soft, careful, and trembling kiss.
The woman, the maternity nurse, who had been called from afar because of the birth
said.
“Daughter..….”
I repeated the maternity nurse’s words in a small voice. My voice was so hoarse as if it’s
already all gone.
“It needs to be washed, but would you like to hold it for a while before that?”
As the tension eased, I didn’t have any energy, but I still thought I could hug that little
baby.
Thinking so, my arms were shaking as they were raised by Bessie’s support.
I was wondering if I could hold the baby with this kind of body.
“……”
The maternity nurse approached me. I let go of Ash’s hand for the first time since I
came into this bedroom.
It’s light.
I felt strange.
Now the newborn baby was not a parable figure, but a real pit of blood. It was said to be
washed, but now it seems difficult to tell the colour of the hair properly.
“……?”
I laughed quietly. Then the maternity nurse said she would wash the baby and
disappeared with the maid.
As I tried to fix my eyes on the back of the small maternity nurse, a careful touch
suddenly arranged my hair on the temple.
“……Ash.”
“Yes.”
Ash sighed. It was a breath that seemed complicated in many ways. It seems that his
biggest buried thing had been relieved.
“I saw it.”
I know that the child born burst into tears, the maternity nurse brought the child to me so
I could hug her, and in the process, Ash’s eyes were only fixed on me.
Is really light.
Small.
I swallowed the words in my throat because he would know if he hugged her anyway.
“I will.”
And how long has he been there? The maternity nurse who went out to wash the baby
came back.
“Maybe it’s because both of you are so beautiful, the baby is really pretty.”
Really? I don’t know if that’s true or just trying to be polite, but I felt good anyway.
The baby, which had become softer than before, was rolled into the cloth and put in
Ash’s arms.
Ash hugged the baby and said nothing, but managed to bring up a word in a long time.
“Small.”
See?
“…….”
The baby’s hair was a brilliant silver colour, as I noticed before when she was still
messy before washing.
Suddenly, I wondered what colour her eyes were, but I found that it took a while for the
baby to open her eyes.
Whatever colour it is, it will be prettier than anything in the world anyway.
The tired body languished rapidly. I stared at my small child and my man, who would
probably have the most stupid look of his life, holding her in a languid mood.
As expected, among all the painters in the world, only I could see this figure.
This is not an exclusive desire. It’s just something I can’t help with.
“Welcome, Ollie.”
Irdan Magzier, the young duke of the Kingdom of Viroz, climbed the fortress and silently
looked down.
His dark brown eyes gave him a gentle reminder of the past.
The Queen and her people, who had been tyrannical, died at once and there were
many changes in the kingdom.
He cleaned up the garbage collection that was attached to the Queen and committed
corruption and corrected the collapsed royal palace system.
He caught the plague caused by poverty, wiped out crimes, and released the national
treasury to stabilize people’s lives.
He fixed, overhauled, supplemented, and changed many other broken and ruined
things.
All he has to do is install a new ruler in the kingdom where he founded himself.
“This is not a battlefield. I told you to call me the Duke. Count Ethan.”
“Yes, Duke.”
“If someone pushes you while thinking, you’ll fall and end your life right away.”
“………Are you coming here because you have plenty of time on your schedule?”
This means that he had time to come and start a quarrel with him. Count Ethan
shrugged and asked again.
“…….”
“Well, he’ll do well. Don’t worry. Honestly, have you seen anyone as much of a holy grail
as he is? I couldn’t find one. I think the king has a constitution……”
“What?”
“Then?”
Weren’t they supposed to do the coronation here tomorrow? Isn’t that why he’s being
like this?
His innermost thoughts were revealed through his facial expression. Irdan sighed briefly
and said.
“Who do you think picked this guy, I’m sure he’ll do well on his own. I’m not worried
about that. It’s just….”
“…….”
“Do you know that the dead queen has one more daughter?”
“Yes, of course. Don’t you know? Who caught the queen six years ago? Oh, she’s our,
khm, benefactor.”
“What?”
“It’s……”
The expression of Count Ethan, who realized what Irdan was trying to say, became
subtle.
“If you look at it differently, she’s a tough guy. Enough to kill the woman who gave birth
to her.”
“…….Was the queen an ordinary mother? She was a cheap woman to die.”
“I’m not trying to say anything about the results. I also think it was a blessing for her to
kill the queen.”
But this is a different story from that. The nailed Irdan continued his words.
“I will judge it by looking at her with my own eyes. Whether or not she will harm the
kingdom that has finally managed to find its place.”
“What’s so sudden……….”
It was a notification. Count Ethan wrinkled his proud firm brow and asked immediately.
“……what if she looks like she’s harmful? What if you meet her and make a judgement
like that?”
“That means….”
In the tension, Count Ethan swallowed with a serious face. He and Irdan’s mouth
opened at the same time.
“Remove….”
“…….”
“Why do you get rid of such a good person? Count Ethan, is that your hobby?”
“No, it’s not a hobby! What’s wrong with you, Captain? Why does that word pop up in
this flow? Are you kidding me?”
“Duke.”
Irdan calmly opened his mouth to the giant man who was running wild.
“I don’t care much about her personality if she lives quietly in the Empire. It doesn’t
matter because she’s a replica of the dead queen.”
“…….”
“What matters is whether she would come to the kingdom and try to find the throne.”
“There are many old people in the kingdom who have not yet abandoned their hostility.”
“…….”
“Surprisingly, tyranny or not, they choose bloodline more than anything. The moment
she tries to regain the throne, the kingdom will inevitably split.”
“……so to prevent that from happening, You’ll go to the Empire and meet her and You’ll
get a memorandum of renunciation of the throne?”
“Yes.”
“Are you kidding, too? What’s that? Come and find her after 7 years later, would she
write a memorandum? Even if she writes one, would she keep her promise?”
“If she doesn’t keep her promise, I’ll go get rid of her then.”
“It’s up to me to get the memorandum. It’s up to me to remove the object when the
memorandum is not followed.”
“……..”
***
Was her five? At a glance, a young girl flapped her dress and jumped on the dirt
ground.
Whenever the dress skirt fluttered, the hem of the pants carefully dressed in it could be
seen.
“Miss!”
The child turned her head and checked the distance and clicked her tongue.
“Slow.”
“We’re not the one that slow!” The two shouted desperately, but the girl was
unconcerned.
“…….!”
“Follow me properly. If you get further than this from me, I’ll tell my dad.”
“Oh, no!”
The two people turned pale. Leaving those two behind, the girl began to run again.
“…….”
“Madam.”
“Oh, Bessie.”
“Are you looking at Ollie?”
“You are still watching her playing keenly today. Our Miss”
The one who won’t get hurt even I let my sight for her for a while, my daughter, Ollie
Widgreen.
And those two who are dying to chase Ollie desperately are knights who just joined the
Dukedom.
In other words, he was playing “catch me” with two new knights at the training field.
Ollie is the one who ran away. The two knights are on the one who ran after her.
Bessie, who had been keeping an eye on the situation in the training field, said.
“……..”
“They’re going to suffer from muscle pain for a while. Well, it’s better than last time.”
“Last time?”
“Yes, at the time Miss was not the one running away, Miss was the one who was
catching…… and two knights cried that day.”
I remembered that Ollie had been chasing two knights like a runaway locomotive at the
train station last week and had both of them.
Two guys in their early 20s cried asking if they could stop because they were scared.
Who would have imagined it? A five-year-old girl who can’t get caught at all playing
catch games with knights, but instead kicks her tongue at the knights because they’re
so slow.
I didn’t expect it either. Ollie is Ash’s daughter, but she was also my daughter. I didn’t
think it was this level.
I can’t help but bear the heart of helping the knights in thought that they might lack
training
There was a faint cry of conscience on one side of the mind to listen to the knights’
opinions, but I ignored it and tilted the cup again.
“Val?”
Anyway, it happened and the two immediately got married, and Bessie gave birth safely
the following year.
Everyone was a little worried because of Bessie’s age, but fortunately, Bessie and her
child were very healthy.
The child was born as a son, and Alex named the child Vasilis in delight.
Later I found out that Alex had a slight complex in his name.
Didn’t he say that he was dissatisfied with the friendly and familiar feeling of the name,
that a neighbourhood would have at least one person with that name?
‘For sure……’
In this world, Alex is a simple name that one wouldn’t contemplate too much to give as a
name.
Anyway, as if he was fulfilling his wish, he named his son “Vasilis” a tough and unique
name. Alex was very happy.
By then, he had officially introduced Vasilis, who was three years old, to Ollie, and Ollie
who repeated Vasilis’s name several times, changed it to her own way as if she was
annoying because it’s too difficult to call.
‘Val.’
(T/N: 바실리스 Vasilis shorten to 발 Val which also means foot XD)
And since that day, Ollie’s nickname for Vasilis, “Val” (foot), which Ollie built on the
spot, has become sensational in the mansion.
The biggest reason for that was that it was also a cute nickname.
Val (foot), the more you call it, the cuter it is.
As such, Alex was the only one in the duke to call Vasilis simply with Vasilis.
Or Bessie, who felt sorry for her lonely husband who couldn’t give up alone, once again
referred to her son as Vasilis.
I emptied the remaining juice from the cup thinking about the reason.
“I guess he chose the exact ingredients… I guess he was snooping around in the
kitchen and got interested when he saw someone else doing it.”
“Oh ho.”
“He follows the chef’s way to choose the vegetable and fruits and squeezed it on his
own.”
“That’s right.”
“It tastes pretty good, doesn’t it? I was surprised when I tasted it. It’s a shame he
doesn’t remember what he put in, but…….”
“Mother!”
Ollie ran toward us, maybe after she finished her game.
Ollie turned her head. Two knights were sitting down, gasping for breath.
“Aha.”
I looked at Ollie, ignoring the blackness of the faces of the two knights.
I looked into Ollie’s clear, transparent amber eyes and opened my mouth. I’ve been
curious for a long time.
“……?”
“You call your father with dad, but why don’t you call this mother with mom?”
She only called me mom when she started babbling, but it drastically changed to mother
as she’s growing.
The sense of loss at that time was really… You won’t know unless you experience it
yourself.
Sobbing T_T
Then she approached me as if she was telling me a secret and whispered in my ear.
“……huh?”
What are you talking about? Not the other way around?
“……..”
“Thas……”
“Then……….”
“But Dad loves Mom this much more than he loves me.”
Ollie folded her fingers and smiled like a child and hung her arms around my neck.
“But I like that kind of dad. Dad used to say in his book that he should love mom the
most in the world.”
“…..what book?”
“Such a book.”
Should I be proud of Ollie finding and reading books already? There are no small
picture books for children in this world.
It really looks like a glutinous sticky rice cake. It’s a shame I can’t relate to it even if I say
it because it does not exist here.
“So, Ollie, you’re calling Dad with Dad because Dad is less close?”
Nodding.
“So you don’t want to call Dad with Father because it would become much less close?”
Nodding again.
“That’s why Ollie gave up calling Mother with mom? Because Ollie is more friendly with
mom.”
“Whew.”
There is nothing I can do. I’ll let her go. She calls Ash with dad because they’re less
close than me and Ollie.
Come to think of it, when I was young, I didn’t understand why my parents would grab
me and rub my face this way……..
But now that I’m a mother, I know. This behaviour is surprisingly soothing to the mind.
When I was holding onto Ollie, there was a sudden shade above my head.
“Daddy!”
Ollie, who raised her head, soon escaped from my arms with a colourful face.
I looked up as I saw the glutinous rice cake that jumped off to the bench immediately
ran to Ash and hugged him.
Ollie!
No, it’s not that they’re not close. She said they’re less close, but anyway.
While I was sullen with a sense of loss and betrayal, Ash, who hugged Ollie, gave me a
look.
“……I was playing with Ollie until you showed up and took her away.”
“Yes, But now Daddy is here, so I’m going to play and hang out with Daddy.”
“Really?”
“But Daddy would want to play and hang out with Mother, right?”
“That…….”
Ash paused for a moment as if he had lost his words in a surprise attack.
“It’s alright. Daddy can play with me later. There are people I need to finish playing with
anyway.”
The two knights, who were resting looking nervously on one side, quickly turned blue.
I looked up at Ash as I looked away from her small, quick body moving away fast.
“Ash.”
“……yes.”
“How’s Ollie?”
Ash looked down at me. Eyes met and a weak answer flowed out unexpectedly.
“……it’s hard.”
“Yeah.”
“If you know who said that, what are you going to do?”
Ash leaned over the back of the bench. Our lips touched as if they were falling and fell
quickly.
……I was going to tell him to come back and do it right again, but I realized.
“Khhmm.”
We’re outside now, and it’s not only Ash and me here.
Unfortunately.
Ash whispered to me, who vaguely pretended to be calm and equivocal with a cough.
“Shall we go in?”
I have a duty to watch, Ollie shouted from afar as soon as I tried to firmly say.
“Mother, Dad! Don’t worry about me, I’ll play a little more!”
“……..”
“Miss!”
I was worried.
Did Ollie just hear our conversation from such a distance and shout like that?
“Ash.”
“Yeah?”
“Do you remember when you were that age? Have you ever heard a voice like this in
this kind of distance?”
“Well.”
“……!”
At that time, my eyes met Bessie’s, who was quietly keeping quiet at her seat. Bessie
said with a smile.
“Bessie.”
I called Bessie in a bewildered voice, but Ash had already hugged me and turned
around.
“…….”
……oh, I really.
There is nothing I can do. It’s just that I can’t help it.
I was in Ash’s arms and pulled my arm around his neck.
***
The maid who delivered the words to my question opened her mouth again.
“He said it was the Duke of Irdan Magzier from the Kingdom of Viroz…….”
“Kingdom of Viroz.”
It was a sudden visit, but that’s not important. Compared to the name.
“Yes.”
The relationship between me and the Kingdom of Viroz is not very good.
Same with the late dead Queen. She gave birth to me, but she wasn’t my mother.
Never.
I knew better after I gave birth to Ollie. She was never a mother. At least for me.
It means that 7 years have passed since I captured the late Queen, handed her over to
the rebel group, and the rebels cut her throat.
Even if I didn’t try to know that much, it got into my ears. The Kingdom of Viroz was a
neighbouring country after all.
‘Did he come to receive some congratulations?’
Or, although it’s already 7 years ago, now he wants to thank me for cleaning up the late
Queen?
‘I don’t know.’
When the maid opened the door to the parlour room, I saw a man standing upright
without sitting on a chair.
Seven years ago, the man who hand-cut the head of the Queen I handed over.
A young man with impressive dark brown eyes gave me his greetings.
“It’s my first time seeing you. I’m Irdan Magzier from the Kingdom of Viroz.”
I was looking at him like a wooden stone, and I sat in the chair first.
‘Hmm.’
It’s my first time seeing him, but I could know his personality to some extent.
“Duke Magzier.”
I can’t believe such a tight looked man let me call his name.
However, it is not me who will be in trouble if I call his name in a friendly way, but him.
“That’s….”
“Call me Duchess. Unless you want to call me with the name you’re not allowed to say.”
I didn’t think about it any more and came straight to the point right away.
“I’ll ask you straightforwardly. Duke Magzier, what brings you here?”
Irdan Magzier jumped out of his seat and sat on one knee on the floor.
“…….?”
“Seven years ago, I couldn’t greet you properly because I was in a hurry in that
situation. It’s late, but I’ll say greet you now. Thank you, sincerely, from the bottom of
my heart.”
“…….well, no, well. Yes, I indeed did something big back then. I’ll receive that greeting.
Then raise yourself up now.”
“And I have a request to ask of you.”
“Request?”
“What?”
“Please.”
“If you do me a favour, the Kingdom of Viroz will remain an ally of Duke Widgreen
forever.”
“…….”
I didn’t ask how the name of a Duke can promise such a thing.
I stared down at Irdan, who didn’t raise his head. Then opened my words.
“Three days.”
“Five days.”
I sighed quietly.
“……..!”
“After the time limit, I’ll spread flowers on the way out.”
“Of course. A week is enough.”
“Please.”
I pulled the string and called the person outside the parlour room.
Guest vacancies were always available, so it wasn’t difficult to give him a room
immediately.
I didn’t hesitate to evaluate it and fixed my eyes until the door of the parlour room was
closed.
‘Um.’
“He’s a Duke. The Duke of Irdan Magzier from the Kingdom of Viroz.”
“That’s……..”
I dropped my voice gently, crossed my hands and put my chin on top of it.
“Test?”
“Yes, to me.”
A moment ago, just before he left the parlour room, Irdan looked back at me. Then, at
the time, our eyes met.
Those eyes.
I can’t forget. Even though our eyes were met only for a short time.
The way he looked through me. His gaze tenaciously searched and searched again.
That’s for sure
“Like a daughter-in-law.”
“What?”
“His gaze feels like a mother-in-law looked at her daughter-in-law’s eyes. I’m sure.”
“Yeah.”
“I guess so. Oh, my, oh, my, he looks fine, so why does he open his eyes like that?”
I’ve allowed him to stay for now because he mentioned the Kingdom of Viroz.….
‘Mother-in-law.’
What a mother-in-law!
It’s really not good. I shook my head hoping that a week would pass like an arrow.
***
Ash condoned Irdan Magzier’s stay in the mansion without saying much.
However, there was a quiet identification process without the knowledge of the other
party, and I am certain of what kind of person Irdan Magzier is after the result.
I hoped that I would rarely run into Irdan Magzier while he was staying.
But the wind is too excessive, it’s too much to be called coincidence.
The next morning, I came out to the backyard and was watering the flower bed, when
the Magzier appeared.
I looked around. Even if I wanted to avoid the opponent, there was no reason to avoid it
right away.
I decided not to back down and looked straight into Irdan’s chestnut eyes.
“The Duchess…….”
‘Here it is.’
“Sometimes.”
All right. It’s not hard to get started. I skillfully tilted the sprayer in my hand and received
the words.
“…….”
“If I come out so early and water the flower bed…… it’s amazingly calming my mind.
Especially early in the morning or even at dawn.”
Hear that?
Even now, it is quite early, but on other days, even early in the morning! Or even at
dawn! Come out to water the flower bed!
‘How is it?’
My heart throbbed. I felt it yesterday, but it was hard to read Magzier’s mind because he
didn’t change his expression much.
Passed?
It’s hard to guess the results because I can’t read inside his mind. Then Irdan continued
to open his mouth.
Ollie was called ‘Miss’ in the mansion, but when she went outside, she was called
‘Princess’.
It felt a little strange that the title that used to be called for myself before marriage has
now become a reference to Ollie.
“Sleeping.”
Come to think of it, the sleeping face of our Ollie is pretty too.
Not only that. Whenever she came to the bedroom hugging a pillow and asking if she
could sleep together, how lovely that appearance was.
Although it inevitably interrupts for a couple’s long nights, that’s fine. Because it’s Ollie.
Sigh, Ollie.
I don’t know who gave birth to her and raised her, but she’s so pretty. Lovely from head
to toe.
“Yes.”
“……Isn’t it late?”
“Late?”
Especially, Ollie needs a lot of sleep. She’s been running around all day.
My judgment is that she can fill half of her day with sleep. Yeah, that’s fine. Ollie can do
that, matter what.
But my answer has made Irdan silent for a while. I took my eyes off the flower bed and
glanced at him.
‘…….?’
I think he thinks my answer is unexpected, and I think he’s worried about something.
But I don’t intend to change the answer either. Ollie should sleep as much as she
wants.
“Today…….”
“……..”
“If you don’t mind, I’d like to join you for a meal. Can I get an invitation to the dinner?”
“No.”
***
Although I said that…… I couldn’t kick him out of the restaurant while he was staying as
a guest, so Irdan ate with us.
“But why don’t you eat it and leave it to the side like this?”
Lie.
Anyway, the excuses that children make while leaving vegetables are all the same.
Ollie is surprisingly precocious and only like an ordinary child at times like this.
“Cute.”
The corners of my mouth twitched. Ollie, who is picky, is cute. Too cute.
But Ollie still has to eat carrots. It’s good for her health. She can do whatever she
wants, but she has to eat carrots.
I chopped the boiled carrots into small pieces and mixed them into Ollie’s favourite
meat.
Ollie stared at the carrot pieces mixed with the meat for a while, then bravely ate them
by dipping the meat with a fork like a general who killed the enemy.
“That’s right.”
I watched Ollie munch her food with her dainty cheeks delightedly.
If a large piece is put on the inside of the meal and forces her to swallow it, it will be a
big problem. Next time, I’m going to cut it little by little.
Do children normally have hormones that hate carrots and spinach in their body around
the age of 4 till 7?
I was thinking about the two major mountains of food that children hated, then Ash put
grilled fish on my plate.
I skillfully split it in half, ate half myself, and put half into Ollie’s mouth.
Now that I’m doing that, I can suddenly feel the gaze.
As I raised my head, I saw Irdan Magzier staring at this side with a subtle expression
with his hand stopped.
I don’t know since when he’s been like that, but I can see that the dishes on his plate
have barely touched.
Before that, it would be better to touch the food on the plate, which is practically the
same as before.
Irdan moved the knife, which had stopped noticing it late, and began slicing the meat
hard.
I was also nervous about what kind of test for the daughter-in-law’s virtue would come
out, which is surprising.
“Ollie!”
By the time the chef had both oranges and grapes for dessert, I had completely
forgotten the existence of the quiet Irdan.
So, of course, I couldn’t confirm what Irdan’s face was like when I grabbed Ollie and
kissed her on her soft cheek.
***
‘I have to get a new nanny for the princess, so I’m going to interview some people.’
‘I need to go to the study to choose a book for the princess before going to bed.’
‘Princess has dessert she wants, so I’m going to tell the chef.’
And among the answers, there have often been answers like ‘go to my husband’.
Irdan always backed down without a word after hearing the answer from me.
There was no such thing as pestering along the way or prying into anything else.
“Garden?”
But Irdan, who usually nodded here and was stepping down, asked for some reason
today.
“……?”
All of a sudden?
“That’s fine.”
I joked lightly and headed for the garden with Irdan on.
Why did he look at me with those mother-in-law’s gaze, and what is the meaning of the
actions he had shown so far?
“Mother!”
“Ollie.”
I searched the garden with Ollie for a place with moderate sunlight and shade of trees.
I laid a rug and took out a snack and chatted.
Then Ollie, who had already begun to doze off, fell asleep with a handkerchief.
Now you’re asking me everything. I was embarrassed and sighing, but I simply
answered.
“Happy?”
“If you’re watching someone you love, that’s what anyone would think.”
“Isn’t Duke Magzier like that too? Even if you’re not having a child, there must be
someone you love.”
How much longer have I stayed still like that? Ollie rubbed her eyes half awake and
raised her head.
“Mother……?”
Perhaps because she just woke up from her sleep, her approaching step was at stake.
Fortunately, Ollie sat down on the ground safely using my hands as a cushion.
“…….Ollie, are you okay?”
“What dream?”
I raised Ollie’s upper body from her fall and immediately held her in my arms.
I held Ollie in my arms and patted my right hand behind her back.
What was there in the place where Ollie fell? Is there a piece of glass?
I don’t know why I didn’t see it earlier that there’s something like that. Maybe, I didn’t
find it because it was too small.
‘Thank God.’
My palms were bitter, but I didn’t think it would be a big wound because the pieces were
small.
While stroking Ollie’s head with my left hand with ease, I looked up because I felt a
gaze.
Irdan’s face, looking this way without budging, was completely hardened.
***
So I tried to hide it well, but the attempt went up in smoke and eventually got caught by
Ash.
Ash called in the priest and wizard without a word, and my wound healed as if it had
never been there.
The next day, I was watching the garden turn upside down through the hallway window
when Irdan appeared.
“I will leave.”
“Huh?”
“Now?”
“Yes.”
There are still two days left before the promised deadline. However, Irdan was
determined as if he had made up his mind.
Then, I will have to solve any questions that are left behind.
“…….I’m sorry.”
“Suspicion?”
“Actually…….”
It was absurd.
It is absurd that Irdan stayed here for that reason, and it is even more absurd to say it
straightforwardly.
He doesn’t have to confess, he could just gloss it over and leave for his homeland.
“I thought it was right, to be honest, and ask for forgiveness because I had suspected
you arbitrarily.”
“Yes….”
What to forgive.
“So after observing me for five days, did you conclude that I’m a completely different
person from the late Queen?”
“Yes.”
Of course, I don’t think I have much resemblance to my biological mother, the late
Queen.
“……?”
“It was so strong that she didn’t have any affection to share with others.”
“Oh.”
“You must have had a lot of thoughts when you saw me treating Ollie, the princess.”
If it’s a garden, does he mean when I hurt my palm covering Ollie’s fall?
Irdan said after a distant look as if he were reminiscing about the time.
“…….”
“I apologize again.”
“That’s fine.”
‘It’s unfair that I was once nervous because I thought I was being treated like a
daughter-in-law.’
And my love for Ollie played a crucial role in disposing of the suspicions.
Yes, the late Queen can’t even compare with me in that respect.
She was just a crazy woman who gave birth, while I’m a mother.
“…….”
“The Kingdom of Viroz will be an ally of the Duke of Widgreen in some circumstances.”
“That promise.”
“What were you going to do if I resemble the late Queen as you feared?
Irdan made that promise only on the condition that he would be allowed to stay here for
a week.
But if I resemble, even just slightly, the late Queen, I don’t know what would happen, but
I don’t think I’d be left alone.
If he messed up with me, isn’t that breaking his promise to remain an ally of the Duke?
“Are you saying that regardless of the kingdom of Viroz, you would have acted as an
individual?”
“Yes.”
“No, I meant what I promised. It’s just that I… I was just determined to abandon my
homeland and title in case of emergency. Or even life.”
“…….”
Okay, I’ll let him off the hook. It’s about whether I’m going to let it slide or not anyway.
I said lightly for the last time, looking at Irdan Magzier’s face.
“When you return to the Kingdom of Viroz, tell the people this word.”
“……?”
“The Duchess of Widgreen loved her daughter so much that she was ill if she didn’t hug
her for a day and kiss her cheek.”
With a bright complexion, Irdan immediately replied.
“Yes.”
***
Irdan stayed for two more days and only left after a full week he had promised.
‘……?’
‘Eh?’
To Dylan, who returned to the mansion after work on the estate, Irdan fell in love, at first
sight, that day!
One.
Was he single?
Of course, I thought that Irdan would have a fiancé, spouse, or someone else who he
promised her his whole life.
This is the prejudice I have because of his title and age. Yeah, I admit it.
Next two.
After Dylan was confessed to by Irdan overnight, Sir Davery looked quite
uncomfortable.
It seemed like he was trying to hide it, but frankly, it was too obvious.
“What, what?”
All kinds of reasonable doubts naturally disturbed my head and made my heart
pounded.
But I didn’t come forward to confirm the facts from both of them.
This kind of thing isn’t supposed to get involved. So I’m just staying still.
I didn’t come forward, just remained silent, and if I received an invitation later, I would
smile and congratulate……..
Well, anyway.
As I can guess from the fact that Irdan eventually left, Dylan turned him down.
Quite steadfastly, too, Irdan was told that Dylan left no room for himself by refusing him.
The day Irdan left, I remembered Irdan’s first and last clear expression.
A sullen look.
“Hmm…….”
His last memory of the empire from a long way across is a broken heart.
I lay my hand over the terrace railing that I was holding and overlapped my hand in
Ash’s hand that hugged me.
I found out that she absurdly talked about how precocious Ollie that it was so disgusting
behind my back.
I was thankful though. Because I could see that she’s a strange person with a weird
mind and a bad eye.
I couldn’t have a sick person by Ollie’s side, so I fired her right away.
It’s a big deal if someone like that takes care of a child somewhere else.
“Ash.”
“Yeah.”
“Lucky?”
After saying that, I looked straight ahead for a moment, then turned around and stared
at Ash.
“……..all of a sudden?”
Oh, yeah. When was there any other time that wasn’t sudden?
***
“Human!”
“…….Gyerg?”
I blinked in bewilderment.
I had not seen Gyerg after his stay at the mansion a long time ago, even before I had
Ollie.
However, such Gyerg appeared out of nowhere in the Dukedom with a very urgent face.
What was more out of the blue was that Gyerg wasn’t alone.
“Hello!”
“…….Master Gyerg?”
What kind of weird word is that?
Then Gyerg was surprised to find Ollie attached to the hem of my dress belatedly.
“What, what, what is this little thing that resembles the Duke? So scary!”
“Scary you said?”
While agonizing, Gyerg closed and opened his eyes busily and muttered to himself.
What’s so strange about a couple you haven’t seen in six years having a child?
Gyerg stared at Ollie in silence for a moment, followed by a sneaky question to me.
“Our Ollie.”
I was so proud of Ollie that I leaned down and hugged her and kissed her cheek.
“What are you so surprised for after showing up after six years?”
Maybe he’s not hitting his head, but it’s just a problem inside his brain.
“Only?”
“Human beings and I have different lives. Of course, there’s a difference in the number
of years we feel.”
Well, it might be surprising for him that I had a child this big in the meantime.
‘Indeed….’
Then I stopped. This is because the girl standing silently near Gyerg caught my eye
again.
Who is it?
She calls Gyerg as master and introduces herself as his disciple.
Furthermore, judging from the fact that Gyerg talked comfortably about his life a while
ago, she seems to know what race he is……..
“Me.”
“What?”
***
I thought she was a girl, but it wasn’t. She was just incredibly young.
Thanks to this, the hatred toward Gyerg, which was in the corner of my mind, was lifted
a little.
“Hmm, Verce?”
“Yes.”
I was confused.
Verce was a beauty. Aside from her unique eye-catching hair and eye colour, her
features themselves were flawless.
This beautiful woman is chasing after Gyerg, asking him to marry her? And that has
been happening for several months?
In fact, I think it’s a hidden camera of these people, a half-demon and a person trying to
prank me.
I was disturbed by the incredible reality and said, silently lifting the teacup.
“Yes, sincerely.”
“Everything.”
“…….”
“I like his black hair and red eyes. I like his slightly dark skin and I like it when he
messes up his hair if he’s got stuffy.”
“……..”
“Cough.”
In the first place, evaluating Gyerg’s appearance was not an easy idea to do for me.
‘Handsome….’
“Yeah, I know what you like about him. But, uh, you know, Gyerg isn’t a person, right?”
Verce nodded.
“And even he looks like that, he’s over a hundred years old.”
“Yes.”
“Okay, I don’t care what else. To me, Master is just Master, and I know Master better
than anyone else, and I like him.”
“………”
If I listen to the reason why she likes him one by one, I can relate to the other person,
and once I do, it’s very hard to stop her from folding her heart.
But my mouth had already spoken freely.
“It was three years ago. At first, I entered as a disciple of a wizard named Mayke to
learn magic……”
***
I don’t know why he’s doing that after trying to dissuade me from coming, but I said to
Gyerg anyway.
“What–”
Gyerg’s posture, who was trying to contend with me, was hardened.
“Are you kidding me, it’s Verce, who almost died seven times, but the one who’s saving
her again was you! Don’t you know that once you get out of a crisis, the feelings will
sprout? You’re the one who’s giving her a chance to fall in love with you!”
“Hey, she could’ve died in front of my eyes, and you told me to let it go? Man, I didn’t
see you like that.….”
“What?”
“Why did Verce almost die in front of you, every time?”
I was confused while listening to Verce’s story, but I was sure when I saw Gyerg’s face.
“…….”
“Am I wrong?”
“It’s, you know, it could have killed her, so it’s just a moral……….”
“If it really was, You’d tell Mayke. She’s her disciple so she can attach an escort to her
side to take care of her.”
Verce began calling Gyerg, not Mayke, as her master after she owed her life three
times.
She started chasing him to get married because she liked him after she owed him her
life five times.
“Tell me the truth. You like Verce. Did you fall in love with her at first sight?”
“No”
“You’re so like her so much that you can’t take your eyes off her. So why are you
pushing her away from marrying you? What’s the reason?”
“Is it because of the age difference? Obviously, I think it’s a little horrible to be with
someone who’s over 80 years old.”
“Hey! It’s a different race in the first place, but why is it horrible- no, no.”
“…….”
“Shameless.”
“What?”
Oh, thinking of Verce, who looks only 17 on the appearance, I don’t know why I said
that.
“It’s nothing. Keep saying, so why refuse her proposal until now, when you like her that
much?”
I said 80-year-old age difference as a joke. But indeed, the point is that the life spans of
the two are so different that such a difference could occur.
When one dies, the other must spend time alone, which will inevitably come close to
coercion.
“……Human, what do you think will be born when half-demon and humans give birth to
children?”
“…….”
“……just born human. An ordinary human being with nothing mixed with the
characteristics of a demon race.”
I was wondering why he suddenly brought up such a story, but the following words
continued.
“That’s what it looks like for now. But the blood of the demon doesn’t go away. Blood
continued through generations.…….”
“…….”
“Mutations?”
Then inside my mind, a figure with one eye and three legs spontaneously showed.
“The appearance will look fine. No, by human standards, they’ll be more beautiful than
anyone else.”
“Beautiful?”
Gyerg said that his tongue was likely to be rotten if he said it, but he was forced to add it
for my understanding.
“Oh.”
I accepted at once.
“Then?”
“What?”
When I asked back without realizing it, Gyerg looked at me with a clean face without a
guilty conscience.
“Why?”
I tried to recall the appearance of other demons other than Gyerg, but unfortunately, I
didn’t know one.
“No, go on.”
“Power?”
“Anyway, mutants are born with the strongest characteristics of the demonic tribe
among their descendants. And that’s shown in the appearance and strength.”
No matter how many times I hear it, it’s a blessing. Then Gyerg spoke in a much lower
voice.
“……..”
“Shall I predict it? The parents will abandon their child as soon as they give birth.”
“What?”
“They’re going to be scared. They wouldn’t know why, but their instinct feels it. This is
not an ordinary kid.”
“…….”
“Maybe they’re not just abandoning the baby, they’re even trying to kill it. It’s probably
useless. Even the newborn baby is stronger than a normal human being.”
“So, you don’t want to marry Verce because you feel sorry for the mutants that will be
born later?”
“Yeah.”
“We don’t know when mutants are born. Hundreds of years later, or a thousand years
later.”
When asked if the lifespan of the half-demon tribe is not that long, Gyerg calmly
answered.
“If the person who I gave my love dies, I die of sickness. In about 10 years.”
“……..”
“……..uh, I can’t believe it. That the demon tribe was such a romantic race.”
If this fact becomes known to the public, there will be a thousand romance novels
featuring demons as the main character.
“Romantic, huh, such bullshit, it’s weak and inefficient. If one side dies, then the other
side dies along. It’s not like sending a free gift to the underworld.”
Gyerg gave a bitter blow, but it didn’t seem that he felt bad.
The fact that he doesn’t have to endure the long times left after his loved one dies.
“……..”
“I won’t be saving Verce’s life in the future. You’re right. I have to stop that.”
“Mayke will take care of it. She is originally Mayke’s disciple anyway.”
“What if she really dies because of a pervert? You said you’d die if Verce died.”
A play in which the actor in the play mimics a lie as if it were true.
“…….”
“Persuade Verce. Please, I mean, my words didn’t work, so I came to you, as the same
human being.”
***
It would take some time to persuade Verce, so when Lydia told him to stay here for a
few days, Gyerg was willing to do so.
He felt strangely stuffy indoors. Gyerg came out into the garden and sank on his back
against a rough tree.
“…….”
“Uncle.”
Through the bushes the size of her own height, a small girl like a doll popped up.
With pure silver hair and amber eyes with no other colour mixed.
Gyerg said while looking at his opponent, who seemed to be mixed from Lydia and the
Duke, changed gender, and reduced size.
It was far from a friendly tone, but Ollie narrowed the gap with a hint of not caring.
“……..”
“Did you forget that?”
It shows obviously whose daughter she is. She’s a size half of him but she’s fearlessly
wild.
“I know.”
“Who am I then?”
“Mom’s friend.”
“What?”
“Mom said……. You’re Mom’s friend. That’s why you’re here right now. Friends are
helping each other.”
“Uncle.”
“…….why?”
“I like my dad.”
“…….”
While Gyerg tries to manage his sense of running away from reality, Ollie goes on and
says.
‘Is that means, this little thing is already weighing on people’s looks and appearance?’
“…….”
“Dad’s eyes are shining so brightly. That’s why I like my dad. It’s so pretty. Looking at
him, I feel like I’m shining with him.”
“…….I see.”
Gyerg agonized over whether to accept the child’s words like that or not.
“Huh?”
“Shines brightly.”
Ollie raised her hand and slightly raised her thumb and index finger.
“……..”
“But I think that’s because you deliberately didn’t want to look at that sister on purpose.”
There was a stark sign in the title of uncle and sister, but Gyerg didn’t bother to point it
out.
“If you don’t avoid her and look at her, I think your eyes will shine much more.”
“…….”
“Right?”
He didn’t have the will to deny it by lying. In front of this small, sassy, but innocent face.
“Right.”
“…….”
“You’ll be surprised by then. When this uncle makes up his mind and looks at that sister.
My eyes will shine so brightly that your eyes might hurt.”
“So, you want to be like my mom and dad, with that sister?”
“So much.”
“……..”
“I can’t.”
“Why?”
He loves everything about Verce, Verce. As much as he loves Verce, he will love her
child.
Even when mutants are born in the world one day and abandoned at the same time.
So marrying Verce and having a baby, eventually putting someone he loves in misery.
It’s better not to get married and have children than to.
It was a small petty revenge for Ollie’s slap a little while ago.
She nodded as if she knew it, and then walked out of the garden, leaving the
embarrassing Gyerg.
***
“Really?”
I don’t doubt what Gyerg told me, but I needed to check it again.
He really loves her, even ready to die along with her, but I wonder if he’s hesitating just
because the mutant will be born later.
The fact that he loves Verce, if that’s the truth then that’s enough.
“Hehe.”
Ollie, a little agent who did her job well, smiled brightly.
She said she understood because she was confident, but it was true that I was curious
about it.
No matter how hard I think about it, it’s hard to imagine that a five-year-old Ollie would
try to open Gyerg’s mind with her fancy way of speaking skills.
“It’s a secret.”
***
It was windy.
Standing at the top of the mansion, Verce cried out in the biting wind.
“What, what?”
“What?”
“YA!!!!”
Verce shouted again. Gyerg’s face, which seemed to jump and argue with me, went
straight back.
“Really? That’s the only reason? Did you refuse to marry me only because of that, not
because you hated me?”
Verce’s pink hair blew mercilessly in the cold wind at the top of the mansion.
“…… Verce.”
Perhaps because of the wind, Verce stumbled for a moment when she swore and
shouted unmistakable words to Gyerg.
“…….!”
I could see he’s astonished and hurriedly moved his hand in the air.
‘What ?’
Interesting.
“First…….Okay, get down there for now. Come down and talk to me.”
“Don’t you know it’s dangerous? You want to fall and die?”
“What?”
“What does it matter if I fall from here and die? You said you wouldn’t save me even if I
was in danger in the future!”
Perhaps because the wind stopped, Verce’s voice was clearly heard.
“I’m telling you in advance, don’t touch me. Don’t even think about magically pulling me
out of here!”
“You….”
“You feel sorry for your future generation? Because it is a mutant, and he’ll be
abandoned and unhappy as soon as he’s born.”
“……”
“Not that! That the mutant will be unhappy? How do you know? Whether he’s unhappy
or not!”
“What?”
“Me too, I was abandoned by my biological parents as soon as I was born! Do you think
it’s only that? The foster parents, who took me in for child support, abandoned me in
the mountains when they have no money anymore.”
“Wha, what?”
I was calm because I had heard it from her the previous day, but as if it was the first
time for Gyerg to hear it, his whole face was stained with surprise.
“Uh, how could they do that to a lovely kid like you… Oh, no, but you’ve never told me
that…….”
“……..”
“What’s the point? I’m happy now anyway, and I’m happy to see my Master every
moment, and I’m grateful to be born beautifully.”
The place and appearance of her standing were somewhat precarious, but there was no
shaking in her voice.
“What about you, Master? I heard it was a routine for you to be discriminated against in
the closed world of demons tribe. Is that why you’re unhappy? Do you regret being alive
now?”
“…….”
“Would you rather not have been born than stay alive and met me?”
“No……..”
As soon as Gyerg unconsciously opened his mouth and denied it, Verce smiled brightly.
It’s far away and I’m not sure what he’s saying, but it probably was true.
“Look.”
“…….”
“The teacher is selfish and impatient. Why do you judge that the future mutant will be
unfortunate?”
The reason I’m staying here is that I was going to help Verce out in the light of the
situation.
How miserable my birth was when my biological mother abandoned me with her own
hands and ordered her people to kill me.
“No matter how handsome, cool, deadly, charming, smart, and knowledgeable you are,
the Master is too ignorant!”
“Oh, my…….”
“Nobody knows if the mutant will be unhappy to be born, or happy to meet his fate’s
ones like us.”
“…….”
“Your decision is not a consideration, but selfish dogmatism. You’re taking away the
child’s chance to be happy. If you understand what I’m saying–”
Then, Verce tripped while talking and crashed from the top.
“Verce”
Shouting like a scream, Gyerg blew himself up and snatched Verce falling from the air.
Gyerg, holding Verce, magically landed slowly on the ground. I approached them both.
“What?”
The hostile eyes of Gyerg, who I am experiencing for the first time since our first
meeting, are new, but the misunderstanding needs to be resolved anyway.
Under the eaves of the roof of the mansion where Verce stood, six wizards were
waiting.
Needless to say, when Verce fell, they were preparing to catch her by magic.
I brought them with me as if I were trying to win the situation. Those people can get it
even if the roof of the mansion falls off.
“Have you found one of them since you got here?”
Rather, they were fully prepared to use magic at any time and showed their presence.
But Gyer didn’t seem to even know they existed until I told him.
That much, his nerves were distracted and all focused on Verce, so he didn’t have a
sense of looking around.
I put my hands on my waist and said, looking at Gyerg with a perplexed look on his
face.
“……..”
“I’ll help you get officiating the marriage, so tell me if you need it.”
I’d better not officiate with a priest just in case, right? Gyerg will hide his identity,
but………….
When I thought so, Verce hugged Gyerg’s neck and hung on as if she had waited.
Gyerg had a complex face but eventually did not push Verce away.
***
The reason why Verce climbed to the top of the old mansion and negotiated with Gyerg
was simple.
‘It’s dramatic.’
‘Maybe that’s why she almost died seven times in the meantime.’
Mm.
Gyerg decided not to stay longer in the Dukedom, but to return directly with Verce.
I was looking at Gyerg leaving and suddenly asked.
“What?”
“I was washing my horns before I went to bed, and Verce came in suddenly…….”
“…….”
There were so many points to point out, so I wondered where to start pointing out, but I
just quietly saw Gyerg off.
“Live well.”
‘Maybe the ones coming next time not two, but three.’
“Let’s be happy.”
It was a little early in the afternoon after seeing off the two people, exactly one-half
demon and one human being.
When asked if Ollie, who has made a remarkable contribution as an important agent,
wanted to do something, the answer came back as if she had waited.
“Lake?”
Come to think of it, it’s been a while since Ollie’s favourite is water play.
Today was quite a warm day in the sun. I thought for a moment and nodded.
“Wow!”
Ollie jumped like a child and was delighted. She’s still a kid, but too cute.
Ollie dozed off from the carriage all the time and regained her vitality as soon as she got
off by the lake.
“Daddy, daddy!”
Ollie, who was jumping, stood in front of Ash and stamped her feet with her arms wide
open.
As if Ash knew, he took off her top, put it aside, and carried Ollie into the lake.
From a height filled with water up to the waist height, Ash lifted Ollie.
Then, when Ash held her high enough to reach the point where her feet couldn’t reach
anymore, her laughter grew bigger.
I’m sure I don’t have a sun allergy, but why do I keep feeling ticklish?
I bit the tip of my tongue so that it wouldn’t hurt because an unknown laugh was about
to pop out.