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We spent the rest of the night as any other couple would – we had dinner, took a walk in the big
city, and he even bought me a big bouquet of roses when we passed a flower shop. In that moment
of my life, I didn’t realise the severity of my actions. I willingly put myself in danger. But for him,
I thought it was worth the risk. I never loved like that before, and I would’ve done anything for
him. I would lie if I said that he didn’t love me back. But Carter was complicated – he loved the
power and the respect he got. After a few months, I realised with great sadness that there was no
way he would give up this life. It wasn’t just a lifestyle anymore, it represented him. And the
greater the power, the thirstier the man is. It’s just in their nature. Power tends to corrupt, and
absolute power corrupts absolutely.
June 7th, 1998.
This was a particular unforgettable night.
I was asleep when the doorbell rang. As I was home alone, as Sam had a night shift, imagine my
surprise when I heard it. At first I assumed that someone pulled a prank on me, because I wasn’t
sure who could be at my door at 3 a.m. I got up and looked trough the door sight – it was Carter.
I opened up as fast as I could.
“Carter, baby, what are you doing here?”
He didn’t respond. Instead, he fell into my arms, and I quickly realised he was bleeding. I grabbed
his face and screamed his name, again and again, with tears forming in the cornes of my eyes.
“I wanted to see you...” He cracks a big smile, and I saw the blood he had in his mouth, covering
his teeth. His breathing was rough.
“This is no time for jokes! Are you hurt?” I tried to keep my calm, but I found myself looking for
a stab wound, or a bullet wound... anything. I just couldn’t lose him like that.
“I...I have a cut. There.” We were sitting on the floor, and I placed his head in my lap. He showed
me a wound on his hand, and when he lifted his shirt, I could see he was cut pretty bad.
“Oh... let’s get them cleaned up.” I helped him get on the couch, and I brought the first – aid kit. I
started cleaning the wounds as best as I could, and he stood still, almost like a child when his
mother cleans up a small wound after he failed to ride his bike. I put the bandages on as best as I
could, and I saw him clech his jaw in pain. I felt a lot better knowing that he wasn’t stabbed or
shot, but still... I couldn’t help but wonder what he got himself into.
“I’m so thankful I have you.”
“You got some explaining to do, mister.” I put my hand on my hip. He smirked, and he looked
awful with part of his face swollen, a black eye and bloody and muddy clothes.
“I got into a fight with one of the guys. We found out he was stealing money.”
“Really?” I raised my eyebrow, trying to read his body language, but he was like a rock when it
came to this kind of stuff. He kept a straight face, just nodding his head.
“I didn’t really want to go to a hospital. I hate them.” He looked at his feet, not wanting to make
eye contact with me.
“Look at me.” I gently touched his face. “The most important thing is that you’re ok. And I hope
he learned his lesson.”
“He’ll be alright.”
“Please, don’t do something you’ll regret. Spare him, just once.”
He smiled and pulled me into his arms. “You’re too good, Grace.”
“Will you stay the night?” I asked, almost begging him. Since the last time I slept in his arms, I
couldn’t wait to do it again. He was my safe heaven.
“Of course.”
I didn’ really like to ask questions... I didn’t know what to believe. From what I saw, his wounds
and bruises were credible. But if that was the case, it was one hell of a fight, from both sides. We
never spoke about his lifestyle, and in the cases where we did talk, I didn’t want to know more
than necessary. It gave me nightmares sometimes, just the thought of my beloved Carter doing this
gruesome actions towards someone. It didn’t sit right with me.
I hugged him tight for the rest of the night, thinking about the moment when he collpsed into my
arms. For a moment there, I thought I lost him. I was so scared of losing him, and this moment
alone showed me just how much I was hooked to him. There was no way I would back out now, I
was too invested. I looked at him, while he peacefully sleeped next to me. My heart was aching for
him while I studied his bruises and those cuts I somehow managed to patch-up. But then, my
thoughts ran to the other guy, and how bad he was hurt. I wonder if he had anyone to care for his
wounds, to hug him?
They hurt each other for money, for power. They used the law of jungle – this code dictated
survival by any means possible. They were exactly like animals, fighting for their spot onto the
top. Most of these man had families, friends and girlfriends waiting for them at home, hoping and
praying that when they go out the door, they come back safe and sound. Soon, I became one of
them, praying to God that my beloved won’t return to me in a coffin. Boy...was I wrong.
“What is it?”
“You see that guy?” Arthur asked me. “That’s that detective that kept following us for the past
few months, since you offed Riccardo.”
“Does he have anything on us?”
“No actual proof. Allegations only.”
“Come on.”
I started to walk towards the bar, knowing Arthur had my back. This guy started to piss me off,
showing up while Grace was here.
“You don’t give up, do you?!” I grabbed his shirt, pulling him towards me.
“I just came to see you, all legal.” He was mocking me.
“Why don’t you get the hell out of here, huh?!” I was pulling him towards me more and more,
ready to smash his face. But I knew I couldn’t do that. Grace would murder me on the sport if I
pulled anything like that in her presence.
“Oh, I will. I wanted to tell you tho, this is not going to last. Sooner or later, I’ll get some proof on
you... murderer.”
I felt my blood boiling. I knew I should feel ashamed, but all I could feel was anger. I would suffer
a hundred life sentences if it meant that she would never found out what I did.
I clenched my fist, and I did everything in my power to stop myself from beating him right here.
“You have nothing to prove here, detective. I’m clean and so are my guys. After all, I’m just a
club owner.” I smirked. “Arthur, show our guest where the exit is.”
“I’d be happy to.”
I stormed off, trying to put myself together so she won’t see me like this. This is a bloody mess.
“Hi, baby!” I smiled at Carter as he sat down next to me, taking my hand into his, kissing it gently.
“Is everything alright?”
“Oh, yeah, that was nothing. I’m sorry I left you alone, did I miss anything?”
“Nope, just me.”
“Please forgive me. It won’t happen again.”
While we were enjoying our night, I saw a photographer taking everyone’s picture, so we asked
him for a couple of shots – they were typical, with us sitting at our table, smiling nicely for the
camera. But I loved taking photos, as they were a living memory of my life.
We spent the rest of the night chatting with some of the guests, friends of Carter’s, and listening to
good music while enjoying a glass of champagne or wine. Little did I know, it was the calm before
the storm.
Love is blind sometimes. But it’s also pure, and this is why I loved being in love. I love the feeling
of living the unknown, because this is what taught me to keep going sometimes: the surprise of
tomorrow. If Carter taught me anything, it’s that we don’t know what the future holds for us, and
we should live by the edge sometimes, letting the adrenaline rush trough our veins. My life
became meaningful when I realised that I’ll never get the same moment twice. As it turns out,
sometimes it’s good to be scared, and to do the wrong thing. I used to think that my life was
perfect when I found Carter... I thought that I hit the jackpot, even. In my eyes, he could do no
wrong. My dream life became my nightmare, and before I knew it, everything shattered, right in
my face.
EPILOGUE
V FOR VENDETTA
I know what you’re thinking. At least Grace survived, or else she wouldn’t tell us this story. I
never made it to the hospital – I died in Carter’s arms. When the ambulance arrived, it was
hopeless. All that was left to do was to collect my body, and Vincent’s, as they shot him in the
head multiple times after he shot me first on my side, right between my ribs.
On the morning of December 26th, Carter drank himself uncontrolably. What do you do, after
all, when the only person who could ever get you, is gone? When you find that one person who
completes you, who makes you feel whole again, who is the very breath you breathe, it’s almost
unexplainable how empty you feel... it’s like a piece of you has been ripped out. This kind of thing
will change a man forever. At one point, he probably thought to himself “What have I done?”
At the funeral, my mother completely lost it, and told him something that was probably sticking
with him for the rest of his life: “You killed my daughter, you bastard. You killed her.”
Carter was never the same. He visited my grave everyday, placing a fresh bouquet of flowers. But
he couldn’t find the right words to say something. He stood there for hours, with his hands in his
coat’s pockets, looking at my name on the tombstone. He was crushed.
On New Year’s Eve, he went to Lily’s Heaven to drink away his sorrows. Little did he know, his
detective friend was about to pay him a visit.
“Hello, my friend. How are you?”
“Not tonight.” Carter growled, and he didn’t even look in his direction.
“Why, you’re not in the mood for some chit – chat?”
“Get out of here.”
“Or what?”
Carter slammed his drink on the bar, giving him a deathly stare. “I’m in mourning. Can you at
least respect that?”
“Oh, yeah... your dear friend that ratted you out killed Grace, right?”
He took out his gun, placing it right between his eyes. “Say her name again, I dare ya’.”
“Grace.” He smiled, with an evil grin.
He didn’t even think twice before he pulled the trigger, and killed him instantly. Everyone in the
bar stopped what they were doing, starring in shock at the dead body on the floor. Carter drank
the rest of his whiskey, and went outside. Arthur followed him, shouthing.
“What’s wrong with you?!”
Carter broke down. For the first time in a week, he allowed himself to cry in his best friend’s
arms.
“He said her name...”
It didn’t take him long to let the darkness take control over him. He didn’t know how to cope with
the overwhelming sadness. By march, he was still unconsolable.
Some witness in the bar had the courage to speak to the police about the detective’s death. Carter
was charged with the murder of Gabriel Hardy, and he spent the next twenty years in prison. He
got out six months early, on his 45th birthday. His mansion was still intact, with everything inside,
including my red Mustang, with all my things still inside. When he saw some polaroids of the two
of us, he had to sit down and let out a few tears. After all this time, he did’t forget about me. He
took a pictures into his hands and held it tightly to hist chest, close to the heart. Even in death, I
was still by his side every step of the way. True love never dies.
He never really stepped out of the business. He was a true gangster until the end. I guess some
things can never change.
But he never moved on. Carter loved me until his last breath. And strangely, he wore a necklace
since his first days in prison, with an engagement ring attached to it, and in twenty years, he never
took it down. Not even once. That ring was supposed to be his Christmas present for me. I guess
life has its own way to laugh at us. I would have loved to be his bride...
The goal isn’t to live forever – the goal is to create something that will last a lifetime. Love has
some funny ways to do that.