Jb tu hmare future ki bat krta h na toh ksm se bhot acha lgta h yr mn krta h abi tujse aake

lipat jau fr kabi chhodu hi na or abi tuje kha jau

Yr muje toh ye abi b spna sa lg rha h ki jis bnde ko me psnd krti ti aj vo mere sath khda h or
pta h mne na khud ko convince b kr liya th ki yr ye ldka kbi tere sath nhi aane vala tera itna
close nhi hone wala , itna dur sa jo hota rehta th tu mujse

Pr fr mind me ek baat or sochi ki shyd ye b vhi feel krtaa h jo me iske liye feel krti hu or bs
muje galiya b issi liye deta h taki mere liye apni feelings chhupa ske avoid kr ske

Fr tbi uske kuch din baad hi hm close aane lge or pta b nhi chla ki itna strong bond nhi ye nhi
kahungi me bcz abi zindgi pdi h kahi khud ki nzr na lg jae or muje apni zindgi tere sath bitani h

Ab ye jo rishabh name h na tera mere liye itna important bn chukka h ki bta nhi skti teri
chhoti c bat hurt b kr skti h or kbi teri chhoti c hi baat bhot khush b de deti h

Pta h uss din picnic me kyu gyi ti periods hone k bavjood bcz mera bs main objective yhi th ki
tere sath ‘rihabh jain’ k sath apna purra din spend krne ko milega or sachi srf yhi reason th
mera picnic pr jane ka uss din bus me chahe tu kuch na bola ho pr teri presence hi itni achhi lg
rhi ti k bs or kuch nhi chahiye th or jb tune apna head rkha th na mere shoulder pr vo toh tuje
kya btau itna zyda achha lg rha th na ki bs vhi tym pause hojata pr ye bc seth bkvs krne lg
gya keh toh sahi rha th pr nhi kehta toh zyada sahi rehta bcz uske bad tune position chnge kr
li ti…. …. U remember mne tuje btaya ki jb me ghr pr hoti hu mera whole day tere bare
me sochti rehti hu nd it ws realy true shyd uss wqt tune nhi mani ti ye bat…….

Or jb mne kaha th na ki tu kitni ldkiyo ka dil tod rha h uss wqt me keh toh baki ldkiyo k bare
me ti pr kehna apne bare me chahti ti ……………mne kafi koshish ki k tuje btau apni feelings k
bare me bt tera vo reaction dek k me smj gyi tu in sb bare me baat hi nhi krna chahta toh me
chup hogyi or fr aftr picnic uske kuch dino bad fr me upset c hogyi yhi soch k or apne ap ko
smjana shuru krdiya ki nhi ho skta mera iske sath kuch……………bt fr kuch hfto baad hm close
aane lge bich me chhoti moti ldai b hui…….. fr chkresh k vjh se b alg ho gyi me tujse ….me fr
akeli rehne lgi clas me tere pichhe bethti ti..bcz riya muje tere syd vali seat pr nhi bethne de
rhi ti me chah kr b tujse kuch bat nhi kr pa rhi ti pta nhi kya ho rh th jelous b ho rhi thi ,
gussa b thi ,or sad b ti fr gand mrr gyi mere dimag ki tb me ga ga k tuje tng krti ti pichhe se hi
……bs fr bat fr shuru hone lgi hmari ………or fr uske bad se roz mtlb jb bhgvan k samne jau toh
baki sb bate chhod k srf tu meri lyf me h is bat ka thank uh krne lgi pta nhi kyu …bss I love u
yar kash tum era life partner ho na ho mera dost hmesha rhe…..