Dear Anushika, this will be the last conversation or rather say a msg

from my side iske baad shyd hi kabhi baat bhi ho so jitna kuch hai bas jaate jate
i wanna clear. first of all it was not dipali it was u who made ur friendship
worse. i'explian how chalo past se shuru karte yaad hai jan when i told u just
that i had a crush on u it was a lie it was just the situation that made me think i
had a crush on u i can explain at that time just mera dil toota tha mtlb buddhi thi
thats my fault us samai bas ek thought tha ki ab jo aaigi aisi aaigi jo meri dost
ho mai jisko janta baat hoti ho and unfortunately ek se hi hoti thi and thts u toh
bas vhi se baat vhi khtm ho skti thi but thts okjo hua hua misunderstanding but
after that u had a option tu totaly deny every thing aise toh bhut cold heart banti
ho us samai bhi ban skti thi but kya u said thora sa and tumko mai explain bhi
kaise karu ki jab insaan kissi ko sache dil se approach karta toh that one little is
also like thoda manna mehnat ke baad mann jaigi chal its ok ki tu us samai
mujhe rote dekh mana nhi kar pai but after tht toh kar skti thi na mtlb what is
this ki ek taraf tu idea de rhi ki aise kare toh ho skta and ussi ke baad mana kar
rhi u alaways gave excuses . excuses dont last long u said ki dipali ki wajh se
mai toot gya sach me anushika? kabhi poochna sankalp se vo 10 mahine mera
haal pata daily ka ho gya tha 6 se 9 ke beech me mai roya the reason mixed
feelings ek baar saaf mana reject karne se ek baar rota but jo tune kiya mahino
roya march april toh almost poora rote hue hi gya tumhare saamne khush rehta
sab karta koi hope ho toh lets give a try but u ruined avery thing us samai toh
dosti bacha li friendzone karke but ab dekho kya hai dosti choro nafrat si hoti
tumse ab yaha tak thk bhi tha u knew ki mai already online le chuka still u
asked i a way ki mai mann jata q kquki mai pagal tha na tereko apporach kar
rhae tha hn uske baad u said ki apne hisab se dekh lo such a nyc cover
remember i said ki tu aisi cheezien karti jiske liye blame bhi nhi daal skta a shyd
samjh aai ki kis baare me baat kar rha tha tujhe nhi hota pyaar ya attractioin ya
tu khud ko rokti pretend karti i dont know humari dosti toh badh rhi thi but uski
neev k bhut kamzor ho gai ki jab ek reality check ki mera ppora 11th gya usne
poori dosti ki imarat hi gira di kabhi batai kissi aise se poochna ki agar jis
insaan ko approach kar rhe vo sath me baith ke padhe toh kya padhai ho skti
girlfriend ke sath ho skti kquki u know ki tumhari hai but agar aap jisse
approach kar rhe vo ho toh kya kuch bhi ho skta humari dosti no doubt bhut
achi thi but jis kimat pe thi vo mere liye bhut mehnga pad gya tujhe pata tere
chakkar me kitno se glt baat pe bhi lada ki nhi tu shi hai tereko dikka hoti ye
mat kar vo mat kar aradhya laksh sankalp sab jitna bhi bole har baar tera paksh
rakha q kquki meri dosti real thi tu shyd na samjhe because tereko kabhi
feelings thi na hi kabhi tu friendzone thi tere chakkar me mai sabse lada aradhya
jisne har baar mere baar me socha sach me bhai mana mereko usse lada uske
baare me bura kaha laksh se lada jisse mai kissi ke liye nhi ladta tere liye lada
but kya fal mila only my loss dosti jo kabhi dosti thi hi nhi mai humesha acha
dost tha but u were not yaar atleast dosti ki toh real toh reh leti itna pretend.and
hn in sab ke alwa bhi tu achi dost nhi ban pai bharosa tak nhi kiya mai bola tha
na ki thoda time de mai shi kar rha but kaha u choosed to do what u want and
tab jab mai waha tha bhi nhi mai sab kuch bina kahe samjh jata tha and tu kabhi
nhi samjh pai tere chakkar me meri ankush se bhi nhi banti but koi na i will
clear evry thing kal parso me ki teri wajah se thodi chid hoti thi usse baaki kabhi
kuch nhi tha
so tujhe pata mai itne din se door q tha and toppers ke grp me q rehta tha kquki i
realised my loss but us din farewll pe laga ki nhi yaar dosti thi jaisi bhi thi ab
jate jate jo hai jitna leja skte jitna bacha utna atleast shi karle but tune kya kiya
just fucked up every thing tujhe bataoon best friend kaisa hota agar meri bandi
ko dikkat hoti toh tu ye karti ki uske saamne door door rehte but baat karte
samjhti ki meri bandi thodi immature hai merepe bharosa karti ki mai samjhta
but khair choro tu samjhti hi kaha tere hisab se toh tera mere upar haq hai mere
attention mere time pe dost aise nhi hote dost aise haq nhi jatate dost samjhte
but kya kar skte it is what it is tujhe pata bhi nhi ki dipali mereko kitni pyaari
hai she means like a family member to me and tu ussi se jaake lad padi usne
meri laz rakhi i said ki tu kuch bhi anb shanab gali vali kuch nhi kahegi and she
did exactly that tumhare hisaaab se uske andar attitude hai agar vo saaf saaf bol
rhi ki mereko hoti insecurity toh vo attitude vali hogi nyc atleast jo hai bolti toh
hai pretend toh nhi karti usne bhut ache se bola koi aur hoti toh vhi tumhari
bezzati kar deti but usne meri laaz rakhi vo ruki because i said but see what u
did

bhut change ho gya tumme jabse tu thoda khuli ya kaho jabse maine attention
dena kam kiya itna change ki jo cheez mere sath kehti thi unconfortable hai vhi
bhut shock se kar rhi yaad jab swing pe baithe the coaching ke baad zara sa pass
aane pe bhi uncomfortable ho gai and then rampwalk ki practice me dikh gya
kitna uncomfortable lagta tera nature just changed atleast mere liye person
change hua tera toh poora nature hi change ho gya ye sirf mai nhi bola snakalp
bhi bola ki ye bhut badal gai bolne ka tarika bhut badal gya

hn i know ki tera dipali se bolna sirf tera descion nhi tha uske peeche so called
dost divija bhi thi because i know u tu aisi nhi thi tu bas bhadkai gai tu mann na
mann manupulated mai nhi tu hai usse jise tune sankalp ka darja diya ki jaise he
is or me u are for me tu kabhi sankalp lo bhi nhi samjh pai isilye aaj vo bhi kat
hi gya hai hn tum usko bhai manti bas isiliye baat kar leta vo teri thodi bhut care
karta but tere nature change ki wajah se uska relation bhi khtm hi hai naam ka
hai bas i was thinking ki bday ke pehle baat karlu shyd baat hoke shi ho jai but
yaar tumhari so called friend divija thanks to her ki ab mai ye msg likh ke de
rha itni nafrat haiki ab baat bhi nhi karna chahta this time not because of u but
divija yaar ye apni personal baat thi but kaha tum dono ko toh har jagah bolna i
know ki chemistry coaching me bhi ye baat chidhi hai and u also know ki ye
sach hai litreally yaar tujhe laga ki tu usko suna ke jo mere sabse kareeb hai
family members baad thoda sa bhi kuch shi kar paigi ye coaching vali baat toh
mai kissi din coaching aake ki clear karta ye tumse nhi karni because i nkow ki
tu nhi hai aisi but divija will have ti face for what she did thnks to u and ur so
called friend jisne sab shi karne ki jagah sab bigad diya chal hope so tereko ache
dost mile future me hope ki tu bhi kabhi samjhe ki tu bhi galat thi

thanks a lot for those happy moments that we spent together kabhi ye likhna toh
nhi chahta tha but yaar jo tha likhna zaroori tha
all the best ex bestie aise end hogi dosti socha nhi tha but ab accept toh karna hi
hai jitni jldi kare utna acha
i know bhut likh diya but ye bhi humari dosti ke saamne bhut chota hai