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Calcutta
August 13, 1965
THE JALADUTA IS a regular cargo carrier of the Scindia Steam
Navigation Company, but there is a passenger cabin aboard. During
the voyage from Calcutta to New York in August and September of
1965, the cabin was occupied by “Sri Abhoy Charanaravinda
Bhaktivedanta Swami,” whose age was listed as sixty-nine and who
was taken on board bearing “a complimentary ticket with food.”
By the twenty-third the ship had put out to the Red Sea, where Śrīla
Prabhupāda encountered great difficulty. He noted in his diary:
“Rain, seasickness, dizziness, headache, no appetite, vomiting.” The
symptoms persisted, but it was more than seasickness. The pains in
his chest made him think he would die at any moment. In two days
he suffered two heart attacks. He tolerated the difficulty,
meditating on the purpose of his mission, but after two days of
such violent attacks he thought that if another were to come he
would certainly not survive.
On the night of the second day, he had a dream. Lord Kṛṣṇa, in His
many forms, was rowing a boat, and He told Prabhupāda that he
should not fear, but should come along. Prabhupāda felt assured of
Lord Kṛṣṇa’s protection, and the violent attacks did not recur.
Friday, September 10
Today the ship is plying very smoothly. I feel today better. But I am
feeling separation from Sri Vrindaban and my Lords Sri Govinda,
Gopinath, Radha Damodar. The only solace is Sri Chaitanya
Charitamrita in which I am tasting the nectarine of Lord
Chaitanya’s lila [pastimes]. I have left Bharatabhumi just to execute
the order of Sri Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati in pursuance of Lord
Chaitanya’s order. I have no qualification, but have taken up the
risk just to carry out the order of His Divine Grace. I depend fully
on Their mercy, so far away from Vrindaban.
The ocean voyage of 1965 was a calm one for the Jaladuta. Captain
Pandia said that never in his entire career had he seen such a calm
Atlantic crossing. Prabhupāda replied that the calmness was Lord
Kṛṣṇa’s mercy, and Mrs. Pandia asked Prabhupāda to come back
with them so that they might have another such crossing. Śrīla
Prabhupāda wrote in his diary, “If the Atlantic would have shown
its usual face, perhaps I would have died. But Lord Krishna has
taken charge of the ship.”