Hi life again !

u know aj bhi maine ek mast sa sa sapna dekha , bahot dino bad ek

acha sapna dekha maine apni life mai , it was about romantic story

( so plot was something like this - i was a college student of of 1 semester )

Ek ladki thi , jiske piche mai bahot dino sai pada tha , hamesa uska wait karta
tha cafe mai , sirf ek jhalak dekhne kai liye litrally
mai hamesa useke side wali table par hi bethta rehta tha and apna assinment
complete karne ki acting kiya karta tha , but u know sab ki life
mai ek yesa din ata hai jab koi na koi chala jata hai , us din mere sat bhi kuch
yesa hi hua .
I was wating for her there , and she came but kuch der bad ek ladka ata hai and he
proposes her in a romantic way ( litrally us bande nai bahot payare way mai propose
kiya)
and u also know fhir kaya hua hohga , she said yes to him and they cuted the cake
in front of me kunki mai side table par betha tha
litrally zamin khisak gai mere pairo kai niche sai ( sachi mai khisak gai thi ,
kunki kuch bachon nai us carpet ko khiska diya tha jispe mai kahda tha )
maine us din sai us cafe mai jana band kar diya and soncha , ab nahi jaunga kabhi
kisi ladki kai piche , but u also know all mens are ( jaise kute ki puch kabhi
sedhi nahi ho,
sakti same waise hi mai sidha nahi hosakta kabhi )

Mai jab bhi us cafe mai jata tha , to kuch na kuch to oder karna hi padta tha so
mujhe hot choclate ki adat ho gai thi , so mai ek nahi cafe mai jane laga , for hot
chocolate and thoda time wahin par spend karne laga. Ek week mere ki firend ka
bday tha so cake lane ki reponseblity meri thi ,
so mai ek bakery par gaya and wahan ki shopkepeer ko dekha tab ek dam same feeling
ai jaise us ladki ko dekh kar ai thi ( lets give her name us pehli wali ladki ka
name i mean - zoya )
and best part ye tha ki mai jis cafe mai regularly jane laga tha waha sai ye
bakery ek dam ache sai dikhti thi , fhir mujhe lagne laga
that she is the one , ( bakery girl was litrallly to cute , she had a big eyes and
dimples and a cute nose , ek meri firned hai dito uski tarah , lets name her -
shreya )
( ek bat to batana hi bhul gaya in this story mai ek dam serious type person hun )

U know meri life ko kabhi manjur hi nahi tha ki mai kabhi khushi sai rahun , jis
cafe mai jata tha wo ek eligal land par bana tha , so
it was getting destroyed , but jab mai pareshan ho kar ja raha tha tabhi shreya ko
dekha maine bakery sai , usne mujhe dekh kar smile kiya
ye dekh kar pura din ban gaya , wo ghatiya mood ek dam mast sa ho gaya . Fhir mai
masti sai ghar ki taraf jane laga tabhi left said sai kisi ki chilane ki awaj ai ,
yesa lag raha tha ki koi ladki
kisi ko dant rahi ho , to maine jab dekha wo ek cafe tha bahot chota sai and thoda
purana sa , but mujhe ek bat stuck hui ki jis jagah sai mai dekh raha tha cafe ko
us view sai bakery bhi
dikh rahi thi ye dekh kar mai aur jayda khush ho utha , and next day us cafe
gaya , bahar sai to wo cafe purna dikhta tha but andar sai uar bhi jayda tha , and
u know worst part tha ki wo jhali ladki
mera oder lene ai thi , and jab maine oder kiya to usne kha , " sir 5 min ruko mai
ek dam mast sa le karti hun " , jab wo le kar arhai thi to usne chocolate , mere
notes kai upr rakh di
maine uth kar bol diya ki " ye kaya kar rahe ho ", tabhi piche sai uska bhai ata
hai and bolta hai , " sorry sir ise kam sikhe huye sir kuch din hi huye hai
abhi nai ai hai gaun sai " , jab uska bhai uske le kar ja raha tha to wo ladki
bolne lagai apne bhai sai dhere sai , " kaisa nakchidha banda hai "
ye sun kar man to kia kuch bolun , but fhir laga kaya hi bolunga , faltu mai mood
kun hi khrab karun , then maine use ignore kar kai and us bakery wali ladki ko
dekhne laga
and jaise hi meri drink khatam hui mai ghar ko jane laga . Next day jab mai wapas
us cafe mai jane laga to , us jhali ladki ko dekha , wo kuch
bachon ko bula kar unhe kuch cokkies de rahi thi , fhir maine enter kiya cafe and
same oder karwaya and un cokkies ko dekhkar mera bhi man kiya kane ka ,
so oder kai liye maine call out kiya , so is time uska bhai oder le raha tha and
uski behen piche table clean kar rahi thi , and jaise hi mai cokies kai liye bola
usne mujhe dekhte huye isharo mai kaha ki ye mat karna oder , but mai us time par
samajh nahi paya , and mai use ignore kar kai
oder de diya . Jab wo oder lene andar jata hai to kuch time bad uske bhai ki jor
sai awaj ati hai and wo us jhali ladki ko andar bulata hai
and jab wo anadar ja rahi hoti hai to mujhe dekh kar man mai hi kuch mummer karne
lagti hai , and jaise hi wo ladki anad jati hai uska bhai
use puchne lagta hai ki sare cokkies kahan gaye to wo ladki dhire sai bolti hai ,
maine kuch bahocn ko de diye uska bhai us par chilane latgta hai
and tab mujhe samajh ata hai ki wo ladki us time par isharo mai kaya bol rahi thi
( but it was to late to understand it ) but mujhe uske liye
bura bhi lag raha tha , kunki usne khud kai liye nahi use kiye thai cokkies usne
to un bachon ko diye thai , and uske bhai us par continusly
chila raha hota hai , wo keh raha tha ki " itne paise tu kahan sai layegi gi
bharpai karne kai liye ", wo keh raha it was aproxx
4000/- fhir thodi der bad uska bhai bahar ata hai and mujhe meri drink deta hai
and kehta hai " sorry sir we have no cokkie left " fhir maine kaha
" no probelm , its ok " . fhir kuch din bad mai wapas ata hun and same oder karta
hun ( cokkies nahi kiye thai oder ) jab oder ata hai to mai use pine lagta hun
and shreya ko wapas dekhne lagta hun , but wo achanak sai bhar chaili jati hai ,
so mai bhi uske piche chala jata hun , drink khatam kar ke
and pay kar kai , shreya sayad sai thodi upset thi .
After some days mai fhir gaya same cafe and jasie hi oder karne kai liye kisi ko
bulaya to wo ladki mere pas ai and usne kaha , " sir apne
ap apne paise yahan par bhul gaye thai " to usne mujhe 4000 something wapas kiye ,
maine kaha " mai ye paise bhula nahi tha , rakh kai gaay tha "
to usne kaha " kun sir ? " , to maine bola wo " us din jo tum cokkies bant rahi
thi bachon ko so sare khatam ho gaye thai na to uski bharpai kai liye hai " , and
maine use sorry bhi bola us din kai liye
jab mai uske ishare samajh nahi paya tha , then wo ek dam khushi sai bolti hai "
thank u sir , thank u very much apne bahot badi help ki hai meri "
fhir wo andar gai and apne bhai ko dhundhne lagi and use bolne lagi " ye le paise
jo tu us din mang rhaa tha " , ye sun kar bahot hasi ai , pata nahi kun
but acha feel hua us din , and us ladki kai liye respect badh gai thi because she
didn't stole that money ( ek bat bata dun pehle hi , mai earn karta tha , fremince
apne artwork ki , usi sai coffe and ye sab pita tha and wo 4000 usi mai sai thai )
so after a month , maine thoda courage dikhaya and fainally us bakery wali ladki
sai bat karne gaya , but meri life koi ye mazur nahi tha ki mai kuch acha karne
jaun and wo kam acha
ho jaye jaise hi uski bakery mai enter kar raha tha , she was talking on phone to
someone and she said " baby , i will talk to u later someone is at the shop "
litrally ye sun kar fhir sai tut gaya tha mai , then mujhe kuch kharidna pada and
so i purchased a small cake and wapas cafe mai ja kar beth gaya ,
ek dam maus ho kar , then kuch time bad mine us jhali ladki ko fhir sai dekha kuch
bachon ko kuch bate huye , then mujhe realise hua ki mere pass
bhi ek cake hai , so mai un bacho kai pas gaya and unhe wo cake de diya , thode
time bad wo ladki mere pas ai and usne kaha " thank u "
and bache bhi agaye mere pas and bola thank u bahiye , wo sunkar thoda better feel
kiya , and fhir mai apna assinment karne laga ,
and us time par maine ek chij notice ki , wo ladki mujhe chup chup kar dekh rahi
thi , so i called her out for an oder , and for the first time
i saw her properly , ( let me make u imagine her , uske culy hairs thai utne bhi
culy nahi thai but thai , she used to wear a shirt and plazo , jinke upar wo thodi
si ballon type
hoti hai and band on her wrist and uski wo golden nose pearcing , agar skin tone
ki bat karun to she was white ek dam padai ladkio ki tarah ,
and black eyes with brown lines ) and is time maine use kaha ki yahan ki jo sab
sai special drink hai wo le kar ane kai liye , so usne kaha
" sir apko mai yesi drink pilaungi na ki ap ye hot chocolate bhul jayenge and wo
oder karoge hamesa " , mai hasne laga uski bate sun kar wo ek
dam alag way mai boti thi, so jab wo oder le kar ai to maine ue uska name pucha ,
waise to mujhe pata tha but still maine use puch liye
so usne kaha , AISHA. ( pata nahi kun but ye name mujhe bahot special sa sound
kiya ) so jaise hi maine drink ka sip liye it was litrally
diffrent and awsome . So like this only many weeks went by , i had that same
routine , to go to college then home then cafe
then bit chill then home again litrally life bahot simple ho gai thi , but in
between this , ek din jab mai cafe gaya then i called someone for
oder , mainly aisha hi ati thi mera oder lene but this time it was not her , and u
know agar ap cafe mai ho to apko pata chal jata tha
ki wo cafe mai hai ya nahi , but us din wo nahi thi , and next time bhi same hua
wo , nahi thi cafe mai , so maine uske bhai sai pucha ki kaha
gai hai wo , so usne bola wo gaon gai hai wapas kuch dino kai liye. For the first
time i felt that i was missing her , and u know ek din
i imagined her pic and made a potrait of her , it was just acurate . so maine
soncha use gift karun but wo waha par thi hi nahi , and waise
use kaya keh kar deta ye sonchne laga so at the end i kept it with me only .
Fainlly after month she came back , and mai jaise hi enter hua cafe
mai she came to me with the same joy and asked for oder . So fainlly i started
talking to her bit , but by god she was to much talkative
uski bate kabhi khatam hi nahi hoti thi yessa hi chalta raha and mere man mai uske
liye feeling badhne lagi , kabhi kabhi to mai
cafe mai bethe bethe uska sketch banae lagta tha and jaise hi wo mere pas sai
gujarti mai wo sketch chupa leta , ek din ek incident hua and
jaise hi wo ai maine chupa liya and usne mujhe kuch chupate huye dekh liya tha and
at end mujhe kisi friend ka call aya so mujhe jaldi sai jana padha
and maine wo notebook wahin chod di galti sai jis mai uski sketch banai thi , and
jab mai ghar pahuncha to i remembered ki maine wo notebook wahin chod
di hai , and it was importan notebook usi mai mere sare assinments thai , and next
day mera submition tha , and it was night , so mai ghar sai
chupke sai nikal gaya and us cafe pahuncha , and luckyly cafe open tha , and wo
ladki thi wahan par table wipe out kar rahi thi , so mai andar
gaya and uske puch us notebook kai bare mai , and usne apne kapte huye hanto sai
wo notebook mujhe di , mujhe pata chal gaya tha ki usne wo notebook ko khol
kar dekh chuki thi , kunki kuch notes idhar udar thi , jaise hi mujhe realise hua
mai use sorry bolne laga , and kaha ki " sorry apse bina puche hi
apki sketch bana di , really sorry " , so wo ladki hasne lagi and kaha " mai to
faltu mai hi dar rahi thi ki ap mujhe kahin dante ki maine apki
notebook kholi hai" , fhir ham dono hasne lage , so fainally jab mai wahan sai
nikal raha tha to us ladki nai mujh ssai pucha , " ice cream khane
chaloge , to maine kaha " rat bahot ho gai hai milegi is time par ? " ( i love ice
cream isliye mai use kabhi mana nahi karta )
to usne kaha sir mai apko best ice cream khilaungi , " bass 5 min dedo cafe close
kar kai chalte hai " , to maine use bola its not sir its lakshya
to usne kaha kk sir , ops lakshya , fhir maine kaha better ( btw best ice cream
india gate kai samne milti hi , wo company wali nahi , wo jo
local ice cream rakhte hai wo wali , unke sath faluda bhi dete hai its best )
so wo mujhe india gate par le gai , and we had ice cream night out ( u can say
this ) so at end jab ham dono ghar ki or jane lage to bye
bolne ka moment agaya and pata nahi kun usko bye karne ka man hi nahi kar raha tha
, and i guess so usko bhi nahi kar raha tha , so maine apna
 hanth age karte huye kaha , so firneds ? , and usne kaha , lakshya friends hanth
nahi milate sidha gale lagte hai and she pulled me and
huged me , litrally i was shocked but it was a comfertable hug , so at end ham
dono apne apne raste chale gaye apne ghar ko ,
and yese hi hamari firendship badhti gai and ham don hamesa ice creaam night out
par chale jate thai , ( btw mera ghar sai nikalna band tha
after 10 but mai chupke sai nikal jata tha ) , and dekhte hi dekhte meri dosti
wali feelings payar wali feelings mai badal gai ,
So ek rat ham fhir sai night out par gaye and ice cream khate kahte uske lower
lips mai ice cream lag gai and she was looking to funny , mai
use dekh kar hasne laga , fainally maine us ice cream ko wipe out kiya and jaise
hi use touch kiya ek dam laga feeling si ai ( i know kisi
movie kai sean jaisa lag raha hai but cant do anything its just a dream ) fir jab
bye karne ka time aya to usne kaha ki mai fhir sai gaon
ja rahi hun , didi ki shadi hai , sun kar ek dam hil sa gaya and bahot bura lagne
laga yesa lag raha tha ki miss karna padega ise
and pata nahi kaya hua mujhe and maine use bol diya , I LOVE U , kuch time kai
liye to ham dono shock ho gaye , mai is liye shock ho gaya
kunk ki maine bola kaya and thoda time use process karne mai laga , and fhir mai
darne laga ki kaya reply ayega , fhir khud ko blame karne laga
ki faltu ki maine apni firndship khrab kar li hai , and ab sab kuch bigadne jayega
and mai bahot jada panik karne laga , and fhir after
2 to 3 mins usne mujhe padhda and she kissed me on lips ( wo 3 idiots wala sene
yad hai jo last mai hua tha jab priya rancho kai pas ati hai
shaddi kai jode mai and use kiss karti and same waise hi meri halat thi , ek dam
rancho wali ) and then she also said i love u and ye i love
you love you wala hai na ki i like you wala , and
kaha ki , yarr kisi ko itna time thodi lagta hai ye bolne mai , after all this jab
ghar pahuncha to puri rat us kiss kai bare mai sonchta
raha , yese hi 2 din nikal gaye , ab mai hamesa us kiss ko yad kar ke hasne lagta
tha yese hi ek hafta bet gaya , ham dono ki online chats
and call par bat hoti thi , ek week bad uske call and chats kai reply ane band ho
gaye , mai fhir sai panik karne laga , and ek din achanak
sai ek call ayaa unkonw no. and caller mai na kaha " ki aisha ka accident ho gaya
hai , jaldi ajao " , sun kar pehle to dar gaya then laga ki kisi college friend
ka mazak hoga , but fhir jab piche sai uski bhai ki awaz suni then dar gaya mai
pura , kuch samajh nahi arha tha ki kaya karun mai , and
fhir maine ek note likha and apna chota sa bag pack kiya and ghar sai nikal gaya
bina kisi ko batye and wo note ghar mai rakh aya mumma
papa kai liye . bus stand pahucha and bus sai himachal pahuncha ek dam early
morning , and wahan par koi auto nahi tha , so mujhe ek tourist dikha
bike par mai uske pas gaya and kaha ki bhai plz mujhe uske adress par chod de
( wise to usne mujhe kabhi adress nahi bataya , but sapna tha so imagin kar liya )
but usne mana kar diya , and mujhe us time par kuch samjh nahi arha tha so maine
use apni watch and apna iphone de diya and use uski bultte
le li and mai uske ghar pahuncha , uske ghar wale jante thai mujhe kunki usne sab
ko bata rakha tha , and wo mujhe uske room mai le kar gaye
jab use dekha to , uski leg mai fracture tha and hanth par thode sai cuts , and
jaise hi usne mujhe dekha wo shock ho gai ki mai wahan kaise pahucha gaya
use dekh kar mai satisfy ho gaya and dil par sai bojh utra , and mujhe fhir bad
mai gusa ane laga , but use express nahi kiya , and usne bola
tum yahn kaise and all , finally sari bate ho gai , fhir meri fhatne lagi kunki
mai ghar par bina bataye kisi ko yahan par agya hun
wo bhi sirf ek note chod kar , jaisme mai kuch ache sai samjha bhi nahi payaa ,
pura din waise hi gujar gaya , and at night mai chupke sai uske room
mai ja pahuncha and apne sath ice cream bhi le kar chala gaya jaise hi usne mujhe
dekha wo bolne lagi , tum to bade daring ho maine kaha
" mai bachpan sai hun " uske bad ham dono puri rat bat karne lage wo leti hui thi
bed par and mai uske sir kai pas jamin par betha tha ,
 pata nahi kab but bate karte karte hum dono kab so gaye , and ek dam achanak sai
nind khuli gate kai khulne sai , jaise hi gate khula ek
admi police ki dress mai khada tha , jaise hi usko dekha meri fhat gai , but wo
andar ki taraf aya and gate close kiya , ye dekh kar meri aur
fhat gai , jab maine aisha ko uthaya , to wo exite ho gai unhe dekh kar , wo uske
couison brother thai , btw wo dsp thai , maine darte darte
unse hanth milaya and hi sir bola , and fhir unhone mujh sai mera name pucha and
fhir pucha ki mai ashia kai room mai kaya kar raha hun
to aisha nai bola ye mere liye ice cream laya tha and khane kai bad yahin so
gaya , to wo hans pade aur kaha chill ,mai janta hun tum dono kai bare mai
fhir mujhe relaise hua ki isne to mere bare mai ab ko bata rakha hai , ye samajh
kar mujhe thoda guilt feel hua ki maine apne parents ko aisha
bare mai kuch nahi bataya tha , but fhir laga ki ab ghar jate kai sath hi mumma
papa ko sab bata dunga . us din ghar par sanget thi and aisha ka dance performens
bhi tha
, so mai use weelchair par le kar har jagah ghumne laga , and u know maine pehli
bar kisi ladki ko tayar kiya tha , and she was really looking
like a bried , yesa lag raha tha ki use abhi hi shadi kar lun . fhir mai use
sangeet wahi jagah par le kar gaya jahan sari performance ho rahi thi
so yese hi kar ke ye din bhi nikal gaya , and fhir next to next day shaddi thi ,
so us din mujhe aisha nai apne room mai bulaya and mujhe behtya and
kuch bolne lagi ( mujhe wo lines too yad nahi but itna pata hai ki wo bolna kaya
cah rahi thi , wo keh rahi thi ki hamesa loyal rehna and
kabhi bhi mere sai payar karna kam mat karna and hamesa yese hi care karna and all
) ye sun kar ek dam ajeb sa feel hua , ye chij dimag mai stuck hui , jab maine
shreya ko
dekha tab ki feeling and abhi jo feelings hai wo ek dam diff hai , mera dimag
khrab hone laga sonch soch kai so maine us time kai liye us
thought ko wahin par drop kar diya and fainlly at the end marrige got over and
meri tention badhni suru ho gai , kunki mere pas mera phone nahi tha
and mujhe ghar bhi jana tha , so un dsp sir nai kaha tum meri car le jaio delhi
and go too ur home , maine unki bat man li and apne ghar jane kai liye
sare kapde pack karne laga , tabhi aisha mere pas ati hai aur kehti hai , fhir sai
jaldi milenge us cafe mai , and hann remeber i love u...
and maine uska face pakda and uske forehad par kiss kiya and bye.. , but jab bye
bol raha tha to dono ki ankhon mai ansu thai , litrally use
chod kar jane ka man nahi kar raha tha , but jaise taise apne dil ko mana kar car
mai baith gaya and ghar ko nikalne laga , jaise hi ghar kai
pass pahuch raha tha to dil ki dhadkan tej ho rahi thi kunki kuch samajh nahi arha
tha ki ghar walon ko kaise fhase karunga , but jaise hi ghar ki
bell bajai , mumma nai gate khola and gale lagay liya , mai kuch nahi samajh paya
ki mumma nai mujh par gussa kun nahi kiya mumma nai bas itna kaha
ki kahin jayega to batake jana mai ab bhi kuch nahi samjh pa raha tha fhir kuch
der bad mera ek best friend tha wo ghar aya and kaha abe sale kahin jana tha to
bata ke jata ,
tughe pata bhi hai yahan par kitne problems hui thi
, fhir maine use sari bat batai ki mai kahan gaya tha and kun gaya tha . fhir maine
use kaha ki yarr ek bat samajh nahi arahi thi ki mumma
itni chill kaise thi , uske usne boa " bro maine aunty ko bol diya ki tu aj kal
kuch dino sai bahot depressed hai so tu kahin jana cahta hai , and tu wahin chala
gaya "
sale ko dkeha kar hasi bahot jayda but uski help ki wagah sai mai bach gaya fhir
yese hi kuch din gujre , meri use phone par bat hoti thi
and fhir bech mai mere mid term exams suru ho gaye and i got bit busy in then ,
but still i used to talk to her and after few days she told that
she is coming back , mai bahot exited tha ye sun kar and i thought ki kuch prep
karun uske ane kai liye , so mujhe paintings and wo sketch
yad ai jo maine uske liye banaye thai so i decided ki mai usko wo sab dunga ,
everthing was planed out , i was just waiting ki wo kab ayegi
 wapas and mai use wo suprise dunga , i knew her bus ticket and date of returning ,
so on her reaching day i also went to bus stand to pick her up
mai uski bus ka wait karna suru kar diya but it was late , after waiting for 3
hours , maine use contact karne ki koshis ki , but uska call not rechable tha
so fainlly mai ghar chala gaya guse mai , becuse usne mera phone pick nahi kiya .
Next day ealry morning , mere ghar pas as usual newpaper
ayaa , and jaise hi maine newspaper uthaya papa ko dene kai liye to ek artical
padha " himachal sai ane wali bus khai mai ja giri , 15 logon ki maut "
jaise hi wo padha na , ek dam sun pad gaya , kuch samajh nahi ayaa kaya padha
maine , bas hanth mai newpaper liye huye ankho sai ansu tapak rahe thai
mumma papa puchne lage ki kaya hua , but mai sadme mai chala gaya , fhir unhone
mere friends ko bulaya and , mujhe room mai le kar gaye
jab friends nai mere hant sai newpaper liya and unhone wo artical padha to unhe
pata chala ki kaya hua tha mujhe , unhone apne contact kai thorugh pata lagay ki
kin kin
logon ki death hui thi us bus mai , and ek name samne ayaa , aisha , jaise hi
maine suna , ankhon sai aun bhar bhar kai ane lage , dost kai kande
par sir rakh kai rone laga , us din kisi ko khone ka dard samjha life ek dam ulajh
si gai thi ... iske bad kuch months gujre mai fir sai purana wala
laskhya ban gaya , ek dam chup sai and gum sum sa , kisi sai koi bat nahi , duniya
sai koi mtlb nahi , and inki dino mai mujhe ek sawal ka
jawab bhi mila , jab maine khud sai pucha tha ki mujhe aisha kai liye diff felings
kun thi and shreya kai liye dif kun , kunki shreya sai sirf afrction tha
but aisha kai liye love tha...
yese hi kar kai maine apna college finish kiya and mai shift ho raha tha kahin ,
and jab mai packing kar raha tha to wahan par ek raped gift dekha , jaise hi
usko dekha yad agay ki kiske liye tha , and jab use open kiya to usme wo ,
painting thi jisme maine aisha ko sirf ek bar dekha tha and paint kiya tha...

iske bad meri nind khul gai and mai likhne laga jo abhi likh raha hun
( its 98% dream and 2% mixture )

THE END !