Brevvxling med breen7 10 May 2009 17:43 Again welcome to the site sweetie :) Yes I do believe in reincarnation and

I know I'll be a woman in my next life as I know I was a woman in my last life. Not looney tunes and I do know there are bs artists out there but I am serious. I had these visions a few years ago when I was in a bad point in this life. It's weird but I know some things and not others, like a jigsaw puzzle! Anyways I believe those dreams are a way for my soul to reach out and feel what it will be like again :) There are some wonderful sights on the web that do explain it more. Some I believe and others I know are phoney. And again, it's nice to have a new sister here! .:. 10 May 2009 19:23 Hey Torbjorn, nothing wrong with that at all. I love women and believe you me I love wearing Bali control top panties :) I love sleeping in them as well. The visions I had are of me in my next life many years from now being a girl, black hair, dark brown eyes and the only child of two loving and successful parents in Manhattan New York. Future memories is the best way I can put it. I also see myself when I'm around 4 years old napping with my mother and her mother at my grandparent's place in The Hamptons. I also love soft core films, especially Andromina. I've posted a few pics from that and even though I'm not attracted to guys, as a woman I'd definitely have this bodybuilder's baby! We're just more in touch with our feminine side and as I truly believe we have lived as women before. In my case I know I was a woman in my last life and definitely will be in the next :) I love to also cum in my panties, it's the closest thing to a female orgasm! .:. 11 May 2009 12:24 hahahah you're o.k.! I believe that some of us can reach out and see those things. I just chalk it up to one of the mysteries of the universe :) You can get the Bali panties online and trust me they are sooo comfortable. I find when I sleep in them I have those dreams :) There is a hardcore movie that I got off a website for free that at the end shows a young woman losing her virginity and I so am her in that scene![url=http://interracial.blackmonsterterror.c om/video35535/dreams_of_a_country_girl_joe_d_amato _full_movie][/url] Skip to the last 5 minutes, at around 80 minutes ;) .:. 11 May 2009 23:10 Awww you're so sweet :) You will love those panties!!!!!!! They fit like a glove and they really make one feel soft and feminine. I love wearing nice pantyhose with the control top, they look and feel so beautiful. When I was a teenager living at my parents I used to love wearing my mom's panties and clothes, especially her leotard and tights. I wish I still had that leotard, many happy memories :) And I like you too, I believe that you will be a woman in our next life. Who knows we may meet in New York many years from now! Yes I love that final scene when that man enters her, plus it's so sweet when that other woman is sucking on his cock and she wants him to put it back inside her. So precious when he tells her not to worry and that he'll put it right back in again. If I

were her I'd tell him that it's at home now :) I just wish he came inside her, I'd love to feel his sperm in my womb if I were her :))))) I live in San Diego California but anytime is great to talk angel. As I'm typing I'm wearing my Bali granny panties and I feel so much like Jennifer Lopez :) Love and Kisses .:. 11 May 2009 23:13 Yes, I love to feel like I'm her feeling that guy pressing into my cevix wanting to make a baby with me :) So glad you are getting your panties honey! They hug like a glove and really make you feel like a beautiful woman :) Big kisses angel! .:. 14 May 2009 02:33 hehehe Hey honey it's just wonderful! And we are girls here, a kind of preview for our next lives. We were women before and will be women again :) As I said I love wearing my panties and feeling like the woman I will be! I love reading your messages and know that we will meet in the next life when we're back to being women :) As I write this I am wearing my Bali panties and Bra. I love the feeling, the smell and the magic they bring! When I dream I dream about being a beautiful woman like Jennifer Lopez and having a big bodybuilder make love to me and get me pregnant :) Just the feeling I get from these dreams of his sperm swimming in my womb makes me wanting to stay in the dream!!!!!! I would like to call you Vida, like Vida Guerra :) We're two beautiful women and very fertile! I know we will be girlfriends in the next life honey :) I get so giddy when I see a new message from you. God I can't wait till we meet as real women in the next life where I live in Manhattan New York!!!!!!!! Love you baby Felicia (my name in the next life) .:. 14 May 2009 12:10 Hey angel! Those are like the dreams that I have! When I'm with my bodybuilder stud in my dreams I can actually feel his sperm shooting inside me. It's always me getting pregnant and feeling incredible! In my last dream I could feel his tip pressing into my cervix, I have never felt so safe before. That's why I almost cried when I woke up :) I live in San Diego California but I know in my next life I'll be living in New York, sorry for the confusion hehehe. Have you gotten your new panties baby? I just washed mine and I slept so well in them last night. Soft and very feminine :) I love comics and the vids that Mako does on YouTube, especially Project Eden. It's so beautiful when you see this guy's penis retreat and form a new vagina. Anyways I do believe in my heart we will meet in the next life when I"m living in New York :) Until then I like to think how we could have fun when we will be girls. Sending you a long wet and deep french kiss my Vida! Love you and thinking about you as I wear my soft panties :) .:. 14 May 2009 15:45 Hey Stephanie :) It's so fun being girlfriends here! I am wearing my panties all day today. I live in San Diego now but as I said I know I'll live in New York in my next life where I believe we'll meet :) One of the things I love about these panties is that you start to smell feminine. A nice pussy

smell hehehehe :) I love the more detailed and romantic tg stories. Especially when someone is with a big stud that loves her and wants to get her pregnant. I love watching that movie I shared with you where that woman loses her virginity! I feel so much like her love!!!!! I can't wait to see your art and let me know how the new panties are baby doll :) We're so girlfriends now and I love you baby! Felicia .:. 14 May 2009 20:57 I always get so giddy and excited when I see your messages baby :) hehehe I know we will definitely have so much fun in the next life when we're girls!!!!! And I hope I have that dream again where my stud Christian Boeving is making a baby girl with me :-) I'm sitting here in my panties feeling so soft, feminine and horny! Honey I am so glad to know you now, funny but in the next life we won't realize that we met on the web in this life hehehe. Only thing I'm afraid of is when I have sex the first time because I know it hurts a bit, then it becomes wonderful :) I haven't seen Zerophilia but I'll check that out. mmmm now I'm going to watch The Curse of Anakhi, another one of Mako's best, especially when you see that guy's penis retreat and a soft vagina forming along with her breasts and ass. Talk to you soon baby, Love you Felicia :-) .:. 16 May 2009 00:13 OH sweetie you can never over react! We're both horny girls! It's just fine and you're my sister, sweet angel :) I just watched my J Lo DVD so I can dream about being her tonight! Love you baby Felicia .:. 16 May 2009 00:15 Hey baby! Love your messages! I tried the link you gave me and it doesn't work hehehe. As for the next life, I can't wait to see you! Think of it, we will be girls in the future and never knowing we met in this life on the internet!!!!! LOVE YOU GIRL!!!! Felicia .:. 16 May 2009 00:21 hehehe you're so cute baby! I liked watching Zerophilia! So cute :) And I love how Mako did the tf in The Curse of Anakhi, especially the ending we're she's sitting on that park bench a woman in her new life! And I love feeling my panties on when I'm here baby. I always love watching the love scenes between Christian Boeving and Shyra Deland in Andromina. Especially where she tells him that she loves him, from the movie when she talks to him in their second lovemaking scene "Don't waste time talking, take me :)" Ah his big arms just hold her close to him when he cums inside her. I always like to think they just made a beautiful baby girl :) mmm just think when we will be girls in our next life and what it will be like when we make love for the first time ;) Love you baby, -Gently patting your pussy and squeezing your butt :)

.:. 17 May 2009 01:29 Wow does this girl now how to party! Oh baby I believe the soul moves beyond linear time and I was fortunate enough to see a glimpse into my next life. I so believe we will be girlfriends in the next life and it will be very intense! As our souls prepare us for the next life it's so wonderful to establish ourselves to each other in this life. You are so precious and I'm so glad we know each other now Stephanie. I seriously and truly believe that we will be girlfriends in the next life in the fantastic city of New York many many years from now. I know that it will be in the future so just think of the clothing fashions and ease of lipstick, mascera and make up then baby! I am so happy that we met here and will be meeting as girlfriends in the next life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you baby and love the links! Gorgeous panties baby :) Felicia .:. 19 May 2009 01:25 Oh baby, you are so precious :) I've done hypnosis before and it is so real! I am so happy and excited for you getting those panties baby! As I write this I"m wearing my Flexi Panties, full control top briefs and I feel so soft and feminine :) The next life is still like a jigsaw puzzle, some parts I know, others I don't. Which makes it all the more exciting! I want to meet when we are around 1820 years old and just share a special love and passion. We have forged a bond in this life in cyberspace and will physically when we're women in the next life angel :) I'm sorry I didn't respond sooner but I've been very busy the last couple days. But I'm here for my Stephanie and beyond linear time I know we will share some wonderful feelings and experiences together. A beautiful thought is sharing our lovemaking experiences with our bodybuilder stud boyfriends! The ultimate thing is getting pregnant together. That I truly believe we will do, shopping for baby clothes and both having little girls :) I'm so glad we met my love and I believe that our happiness in the next life will make us never to look back at our previous lives :) Sleep well precious Stephanie ;-) Love you and always wet and horny... Felicia .:. 20 May 2009 00:13 I love seeing J Lo's videos before I go to sleep, helps me dream about her when I really concentrate :) Inspiration love ;-) Felicia :-))))) .:. 20 May 2009 01:25 hehehe I get so giddy when I get your messages girlfriend! Don't worry, when the time comes and your new life starts you will feel them for real :) Don't you just love that pic I put up of that stud! That's one thing I know that I'll be attracted to muscle men when I"m a woman in my next life ;-) And I trust the new panties are almost there baby... I just washed mine today and they are so soft, warm and feminine :-) Love ya honey! Felicia

.:. 20 May 2009 14:30 That's so sweet baby :) TY!!!! I can't wait until we're both pregnant in the next life... I'll check out beautiful boxer too ;-) I am just particular to Christian Boeving, don't know why heehehe. Maybe I'll be with a man just like him in my next life, making a baby girl :) xxxx Felicia .:. 21 May 2009 21:25 Hello baby :) I'm so excited for you getting your panties! I'm wearing my Bali's and I feel so wonderful and soft!!!!!!!!!!!! Baby it's so wonderful how our souls have connected here and will in the female form in our next lives. Only thing I get nervous about is when I have sex the first time, just hoping it doesn't hurt too much when I'm first penetrated :) Can't wait to hear from you love... Always yours Felicia :-) .:. 24 May 2009 17:12 heheh hey angel, I love you :) Won't it be nice when we're women and we can just get wet without abrasions hehee. Have the new panties arrived baby? I just did my laundry and mine are soooo soft, I slept in them last night and will again tonight. I'm getting close to having another dream of making love with Christian Boeving :) It's so fun being girlfriends and in the next life we'll have a special bond... Love you baby Felicia :-) .:. 24 May 2009 19:54 No panties yet?! The suspense is killing me! LOL Let me know when you get them :) Well I chose to be an American in this life as I will the next, being that I'll be living in New York hehehe and I do know for certain about my family :-) I will probably try ballet but I know I will be into professional dancing or modeling, every fiber in my being tells me that! Anyways, miss you honey and talk to you soon... Love Felicia .:. 24 May 2009 23:05 Oh believe me baby, you'll know what I'm talking about when it comes to Bali comfort wear :) I feel like the are magical and make me just like J Lo, and my love Christian Boeving protecting me :) Yes it's hard to explain but the visions I've had of my next life are so intense and as I said, a future memory. I truly hope that we get pregnant together and share that experience :) I'm always

there for you Stephanie, love you honey Felicia p.s., who's Bob? LOL .:. 25 May 2009 00:49 hehehe I'll check that out girlfriend ;) What a beautiful dream... waking up with my girl and my muscle man :) Off to bed I go too honey, in my clean and soft Bali panties hehehe. See you in my dreams love :) Love you Stephanie!!!! Felicia :-) .:. 27 May 2009 11:32 Hey girlfriend :) I wish those undies would get to you quick! Dumb company for making you wait this long. I'm wearing my Bali's of course and a nice pair of black tights with my bodysuit. Can you believe how nasty some people get on those boards! I like Great Sage but she can be a bit rude sometimes hehehhe. Anyways love you darling and please tell me as soon as you put your magical panties on :) Love ya babe! Felicia .:. 28 May 2009 12:28 Well I'm a very spiritual person baby :) One of the things I would love to happen is after taking a shower and getting dry I put my panties, tights and leotard on then I feel that they transform me into a woman, seeing my breasts grow and feeling my vagina form with my new ovaries and birthing hips :) I'm so happy for you sweetie that you're finally getting your panties, believe me they wil make you feel very soft and feminine. A taste of what's to come in the next life darling ;-) Love you :) Felicia .:. 28 May 2009 18:32 Hey baby! I am so happy for you, big kisses!!!!!!!!!! .:. 28 May 2009 18:37 mmmm I am so glad you have your panties! I am very spiritual and so many things are clear to me now :) And I love sharing information with my future close girlfriend in the next life. One of the

many reasons why I love Mako's animation is that is how I wish I could be tf'd. And I watched it so much that a month ago I had a dream where I was like the girl in The Curse of Anakhi. I literally saw my vagina form and the rest of my body! Then it was so wonderful because I felt like I was in a new life. Anyways I love wearing my panties as I am now hehehe because after I wash and dry them in the laundry there so soft. I know we will feel a deep connection when we meet in the next life angel, and as I said I will be a brunette with a J Lo look :) Love you Stephanie ;) Felicia .:. 30 May 2009 00:22 awww baby, you don't at all :) You're a precious soul and I am so glad that through the mysteries of the universe we've been given a chance to meet here and then meet in person when we're women in our next lives. I am so happy you finally got your panties!!!!! I prefer the granny panties because they just cradle me and they make me sleep and dream that I'm a woman :) And as I said the orgasms are incredible! It's just nice that in the next life we will be experiencing them as girls for real ;) Love you baby and as I said, we will know each other in the next life. Plus it will be a better life too :-) Love you Stephie, Felicia .:. 30 May 2009 12:41 mmm I'm so glad they are becoming a part of you like mind have for me my love :) Don't worry the scent just stays with you while you're wearing them and after you shower it goes away hehehe. When I cum in mine now I just think of that dream I had where Christian Boeving is making love to me and we're making a baby girl :) I slept in my Balis last night and being that it's cloudy and overcast outside I'm going to wear these all day. Nothing better than a cool cloudy day than to curl up in my panties and feel sfot and feminine the rest of the day :) You're very special Stephie and I love you baby doll :) Felicia in love with Stephanie :-) .:. 31 May 2009 23:41 aww I'm so excited for you baby doll! hehehe I should have told you that you have to be a little wet at first with precum so that it will lubricate your privates, like a vagina :) See I told you that it's the closest thing to a female orgasm, a taste of what you and i will feel in the next life when we are women :) So happy and thrilled that you have those gorgeous panties angel. And I love your letters long or short :) Love you baby Felicia .:.

1 Jun 2009 11:38 Hey Stephie :) The kind of panties I have are the nylon control top, the same style that I wore 25 years ago eheh. precum is the little bit of semen that comes out when you're aroused honey and it will soften it more. You just have to be a little gentle on it because it can mess up the skin on your privates. I enjoy how they make me look and feel, and wishing they were magical panties hehe. My fantasy is that after I put them on I can feel my privates retreat and form my vagina and ovaries, then my hips, breasts, hair everything and before I know it I'm a complete woman like Jennifer Lopez :) And then I take them off in a garden and see myself as her with Christian Boeving waiting for me, smiling and wanting to get me pregnant ;) When you wear them just think that in your mind, "i am woman, i am soft, fertile and beautiful" and when you're masturbating just imagine yourself like Eve in Project Eden sweetie. Trust me you will feel so much better! Love you too angel Felicia p.s. the next life will be here before you know it :) .:. 2 Jun 2009 11:55 LOL I didn't mean to give you the wrong idea honey. Yes I do love this life as well, I just see beyond it and am happy for who I'll be, but that's a long long time from now. I like being who I am in this life and do my best to make it the best I can. With Eve, I'd change the story to where she doesn't become a cyborg or have cyborg babies hehehe I would have it so Adam is put in a male body and they do make babies, but as humans! And I love the Curse of Anakhi, that is so beautiful when you see that guy's privates retreat and form her new vagina and breasts :) Love you baby doll Felicia .:. 2 Jun 2009 18:19 hehehe you're so cute :) That's cool you saw one of those tombs! And I would be thinking the same thing myself ;) I'm an ass girl too hehe I love Mako's animations more than the real life movies, which I do like as well but the animations are my personal favorite :) .:. 2 Jun 2009 18:22 hahah right on girl! And I always love getting you letters as well sweetie :) I like the Banaba Idol as well, just wish she was naked like the other too, that is my all time fav in tf's when it shows the male privates retreating into the body and becoming a vagina :) That's cool you went there baby! I know in my next life when I'm around 6 or 7 I will be with my parents on a vacation to the Nazca Lines in Peru, that is one of the visions I had a few years ago :) Love you angeldoll... Felicia '

.:. 3 Jun 2009 01:03 When I had a membership on Second Life last year I was able to see Project Eden uncensered and let me tell you girl it was beautiful! The way the vagina forms is just dreamy :) On YouTube he had to pixcillate it because they're so anal about that. Talk to you soon babydoll... Love Felicia :-) .:. 3 Jun 2009 11:39 Yes there is a land there that he owns and you can become a member by requesting it there. Love you Felicia .:. 3 Jun 2009 11:53 just go to Second Life's website and you can set up an account, it's all free too baby :) Love you Stephie Felicia ::. 3 Jun 2009 13:06 Go on his page on YouTube and send a message. He will tell you how to join sweetie ;) I haven't been on there for 4 months hehehe. It just got way too addictave for me so I deleted my account in March. But it is sooo fun there hon :) Love you babe Felicia .:. 3 Jun 2009 22:20 OH yes baby it is a lot to learn there :) I even had a man's baby there! But like I said with me personally it was meant to last as long as it did and I had a great time there. I know you will too angel :-) It's just that it's been a while since I've been on but I'll help in any way I can honey! Love you! Felicia .:. 5 Jun 2009 10:47 Hey Stephie :) I had a dream last night that I was with Christian Boeving again! I was Vida Guerra and it's so weird but it went from being on a street to the forest. I swear we made a baby in that dream! Anyways, how are the new undies love? I also thought it would be so wonderful that when we meet in our next life, we take a nice afternoon nap together and make love all evening :) Love you babydoll, Felicia

.:. 7 Jun 2009 15:17 Aww ty babydoll for those pics! Yes I definitely would be Vida :) Healthy breasts for lots of milk and hips for a safe childbirth ;) See, I told you those panties are magical, I love wearing mine right after I take them out of the dryer, soft, feminine and magical baby. I thought if I have a baby girl in my next life I'll name her Myria :) For now their just visions and dreams. I know the difference between the dreams and the visions, but both very lovely. I love CBlack's stuff, more intimate and real. I don't care for the asian Anime ones, just not my kind of artwork ehehe. But love the evolution of Nick to Nikki! I love how CBlack shows the tf's, very beautiful :) Love you too babydoll ;) .:. 8 Jun 2009 18:28 I love you so special Stephie :) The way time moves I can't wait till we're girls in the next life hehehe. After a long day of shopping and getting makeovers, we have an intense evening of lovemaking and just being in each other's arms :) Yes I love Second Chance, so beautiful how he changes into her real self! Again I love watching Project Eden when the change begins and how the penis forms into a beautiful vagina :) It's just with me I would have kept Eve human and had Adam transfer his conciousness into a bodybuilder. Then really making Eve realize that they are among the remaining few of the human race and make a family :) I'm always about happy endings my love ;) I love getting your messages and again it's part of the beauty of the universe that we communicate in this life and will be girlfriends in the next life. And as I said sweetie, we choose our families and friends. Plus we won't even know that we met in cyberspace in this life ehhehe. So glad the new undies are becoming a part of you my love. I am so happy today because I have the rest of the day off so I'm just relaxing in my panties, bra and female excercise pants. Myria is a name that I believe I'll give my daughter in my next life. The name I got from Robotech which I loved as a teenager back in the mid 80's. She is a character from the first chapter of the saga. Anyways, I'm going to view a few pics of Christian Boeving and Vida Guerra, so I can dream about feeling his penis erupt his sperm inside my womb and create a new beautiful life inside me :) And dream about how delicious our pussies will taste together my love and feeling our bodies create warmth and love :) Love you Stephanie Felicia :. ' mmmm hey babydoll :) You're so precious, thank you for your lovely words, I feel the same way ;-) I can't tell you how happy I am that you have your soft undies! And yes I love the odor that they make, it's like they're working their magic love:) And I love that story you sent me. Very cool! Except I'm not really into she males LOL. I love that part in Taboo Beauty when that big muscle

man Bruno is making love to her. Especially when the witch tells her that Bruno likes her :) Me, I'd stay with Bruno ehehehe. And don't worry our communications are secret, just you and me darling :-) Again, thank you for that file from Infinity, I would love to feel like that woman ;-) Love you baby Felicia .:. 20 Jun 2009 19:08 Hey love! So sorry it's taken me a few days to get back to you. I've been very busy at work and other things. Yes I like that part in Taboo Beauty, I would be Jennifer Lopez and have Christian Boeving be Bruno :) And before making love with him I would of course masturbate to prepare my vagina for his penetration :) The kind of woman I will be in my next life and if by chance an alien race gave me the chance to be a girl, I would be very loving, sexual and motherly to my child :) Love you Stephie :) Felicia .:. 20 Jun 2009 19:12 Aww hey love! I agree about Bruno because I would tell him that I accept and embrace my mew body. And I'd reassure him that I am his woman and that I will bear his little girl :) And after he came inside my womb I would hold his seed in tight :)) As for the animal part, I'm not really into furry so i'd have to pass on that one sweetie heheheheheh ;) But all in all I'd definitely want to be Bruno's woman :-) Love you honey and hope the new undies bring out the woman in you like they have for me :) Plus I sleep well at night knowing that many years from now we will both be women together :)))) Always thinking about my Stephie :-) Felicia .:. 4 Aug 2009 23:44 Oh baby I miss you too! I know about the surgery, and I saw a woman who was born a guy that had such wonderful cosmetic and regular surgery that she had the hips and slender hands and shoulders along with her face that really was the best result I've every seen :) I think that's terrific about that girl! I would want that too, I would love it if it were a company that could change us into the women we are inside and set us up in a new life :) Personally I'd want to be with Christian Boeving hehehe and have his baby :) I miss you too angel and I'm sorry I havent' been around in a while. Just been very busy :)) But have more time now hehe. Anyways I loveyou too Stephie and as God as my witness I know we'll be girl friends in the next life :) New York baby here we come! ;) If your friend has something that's legit and could start a new life, sign me up baby, seriously!!!! Love you Stephie and still dream about being the woman I am :)))) Felicia loves her Stephie :-)

4 Aug 2009 23:44 Oh baby I miss you too! I know about the surgery, and I saw a woman who was born a guy that had such wonderful cosmetic and regular surgery that she had the hips and slender hands and shoulders along with her face that really was the best result I've every seen :) I think that's terrific about that girl! I would want that too, I would love it if it were a company that could change us into the women we are inside and set us up in a new life :) Personally I'd want to be with Christian Boeving hehehe and have his baby :) I miss you too angel and I'm sorry I havent' been around in a while. Just been very busy :)) But have more time now hehe. Anyways I loveyou too Stephie and as God as my witness I know we'll be girl friends in the next life :) New York baby here we come! ;) If your friend has something that's legit and could start a new life, sign me up baby, seriously!!!! Love you Stephie and still dream about being the woman I am :)))) Felicia loves her Stephie :-) .:. 22 Aug 2009 22:52 heheh Stephie, we are going to be such close friends in the next life!!!! I had a dream two nights ago and again I was Jennifer Lopez with Christian Boeving! Stephie, it was so beautiful because I felt his love and our baby inside me!!!!!!! Anyways, how is SL going honey? Can't wait to hear from you, I love you baby, miss you :))) Felicia :. 24 Oct 2009 20:43 Been a while since we chatted :) Hope everything's going good for you. Me, not so much. ARg! Where to start baby! Well when one gets the message they're not meant to be in this life anymore one gets it. I had my 40th birthday last Sunday. And as usual, it wasn't that good. Both my older brothers when they had their 40th birthdays it was way bigger. Mine, a crappy birthday that had only my family and one friend, unlike my brothers who had bigger bdays. All throughout this life I always feel like I'm on the back burner. So after so much thinking and what I know to be true for my next life, I just feel it's better to end this one. I've had career disappointments for the last 12 years. After my ex wife and I broke up in summer of 95 I thought, well hey, i'm young enough I can repair the damage and find better things. I worked in a great non profit company for 2 years until fall of 2000. Unfortunately they favored nepotism and kiss asses more than people who could do a great job, which is what I did. For almost a year I went around a few jobs but then things really came together in Nov. of 2001 when I started working for the County of San Diego. Great job, I was with them as a Receptionist up until fall of 2004 after layoffs that sent me packing! So for the last 5 years I had to move out of a nice house I had, constantly going back to the same disappointments of not finding a good job, a girlfriend and being thrown back into the same shit that I had to deal with in the mid 90s. So this year I thought things would get better, well they haven't. I dated a nice Latina in July and August only to find out she was full of total crap and it ended after a month. So after constant problems more and more I believe that I'm not meant to be in this life anymore. I know it's a lot to take in but I think of you as a good friend and before I end this life tonight I wanted to say goodbye. I've gone back and forth about this but when you feel the walls closing in around you along with the fact that the woman in me is calling out, I can't do this anymore. I have been on Second Life for the last four months with the avatar FelicityQ Genesis and more and more I know that my av is what I'll

look like in the next life. So after so much thinking and reasoning, this is the only option hon. Again, I am of sane mind and body but I have this big feeling that I just don't belong in this life anymore. Please pray for me baby, and know that we will be girlfriends in the next life. Everyone has their own destiny and I feel I've completed mine in this life. So to keep believing things will get better is nonsense to me. I've had that feeling for the last 12 and a half years but more and more I've felt that I don't belong here anymore. See you in the next life baby and thank you for being such a good friend here along with femur and greatsage. I love you baby Felicia :))))) :.. 26 Oct 2009 12:26 Hey baby, sorry about that. I was just in a terrible mood the other night and I wanted to vent. I truly know we will be happier in our next life. And hopefullly get pregnant at the same time so we can share our experiences :) I can't really go into it now but I will tell you more later, but thank you so much for making me feel better! Across the ocean of time we will meet and start new beginnings as women. I look at that life as more inviting sometimes but I feel more on level now. And will continue to be on this wonderful sight with all my girlfriends here! Love you baby Felicia :))) .:. 26 Oct 2009 13:33 I promise baby I won't! :))) .:. 26 Oct 2009 22:01 I'm so sorry Stephie, I didn't mean to upset you. I just had to reach out and the other night was so sad. I even dreamt two nights ago that I was a woman again like Jennifer Lopez and Christian Boeving and I made love. It's not just a sexual thing with me i'ts more spiritual. I literally felt him seeding my womb and it was a very special feeling. And as I write this I'm wearing a new pair of Flexies, which I'm sleeping in now most of the time. You are special to me and again no BS I know we'll know each other when we're women in the next life in New York. And I know that our husbands will be good friends and that we will share our pregnancies :) Forgive me baby, I just hadn't heard from you in a long time and I got lonely. But again I will dream about how wonderful it will be when we do meet in the next life! Love you Felicia .:. 4 Feb 2010 22:17 I just wanted you to know that I miss talking to you. If I were the woman I am inside I would definitely want you to make love to me darling. Just the feeling of being together and being in love with you makes me feel happy :) Love ya babe!!!!! .:.

Brev till breen7 10 May 2009 18:56 Hi Breen! First of all I should tell you my name is Torbjorn. :) But thank you for sharing your thoughts, appreciated. From your story it sounds as you had a truth dream or a out of body experience. Myself I haven't experienced not quite this sort thing but I do have a similar feeling. At anytime during a normal day I can have these perplexed moments, which I senses that I been in this situation before. It like I seen these things that is happening as they've occurred before that. Kinda of the subject, but what exactly do you mean by visions, as from other time periods, or complete different meaning? I also have these attraction to the female side, it quite strange really but sometimes while lying in bed I fantasize that I'm a woman, and it feels so right, which should be awkward as I do am physically a species of the other gender. I actually don't know why, but I got aroused while thinking about now. Sorry if it offenses you in any way. But speaking of it, I had problems getting erection, or. Well, I do get one, but I sometimes I have imagine I'm a woman in order for that to happen. Strange, right? I don't really know about how to handle this situation, but I hope for the best. Love conquers all in the end. Anyhow, it was nice to talk to you. .:. 11 May 2009 11:27 Hey again Breen! I recently come back from my studies. Had to hit the sack and unfortunately didn't see your message until now. I haven't viewed Andromina yet but I do very much want to watch those pictures you talked about. Also agrees with you, soft-porn is way better then hard-core but there is some flicks with hc that is good, specially recommended Pirates by director Joone. Lovely movie! Also tv-series with these material I find fun to watch (lexx is a personal favorite!). Wow, really detailed visions it sounds as you having. :) Although successful is the way to go. I haven't had much flashbacks of being a woman in my previous either next life but as my memory is a bit.. clumpy I could be wrong. I had these weirds dreams at night for some time, and I don't sure what to make of them. Regardless, Bali Control huh? Does those panties cost much? Um. I mean. I never had nor tried that before. Boy I think I better stop writing now before I start doing anything stupid. .:. 11 May 2009 17:42 What, I am just ok? I think you are amazing. ;) Found the official Bali site and, Wow what a big collection! Didn't know there was much varieties of panties. Cotton, seamless, microfiber, hi-cut (whatever that is) and a very strange size measures. Anyhow, I believe I find my personal ones, somehow :). I just finished watching your suggested movie and it was wonderful! When he was making love to her and her small screams it was all so passionate and sexual. Mhmmmm. Also love the blow job scene in the end. erotic and arousing and the camera angle made it so uniquely satisfying. Drolls. Um.. where was I. Sorry, was lost in my own passion, so to speak. Great videos selection on the site to. They are much more sensual then the ones at redtube and pornhub. Send me back just to chat, your truly friend. Big Kisses! .:.

11 May 2009 17:58 Hey again Sweetie. (if its okey I call you that) Its getting late here in the Gothemburg, Sweden. Recently finished watching an episode of Scrubs, adore that series! Just wanted to tell you I was thinking of seeing a movie called Animal Instincts, and see what's that about. Heard it was suppose to be good by some advises from friends. *Jawn* Thanks again for the site + also wanted to tell I just ordered from the Bali site, should are anytime now. Anyhow, wanted to wish you a good day, night, morning, wherever the sun is standing in your location. Hopes your having it great there. :) Can't wait for my new Bali's. Kisses. .:. 13 May 2009 16:25 Hi Darling! ( if I may call you that.. ) Funny you should mention New York as my favorite Swedish TV personalities Filip & Fredrik have recently started a show in the city. They had previously produced a wonderful tv-program that was focused on YOUR country. Traveling the countrysides in search of.. not fame & celebrities as one might think, but plain average people however has achieved remarkable things. A Swedish cowboy refuses to speak English, meeting transvestites in Alabama or a man whose dedicated life and home to his absolute favorite hobby, rubber :). Sweetie I mean, wherever you looked.. closet, bed, living room, weird face masks hanging everywhere on the walls and the knight statue standing in the corner in a room, totally decorate with .. yes, you guess it rubber! :) *giggles* Hope I didn't bore or scare you with my on dragging story. zzZzzzzZz Oh honey, You probably believe now I have a thing for strange, fetish art and weird rituals. Well, who knows.. ;o Anyhow, It was a great TV-series and I love those adorable guys. Which are currently doing a new series with so-far guests Kevin Bacon, Marilyn Manson, Jonas Gardell..etc. Oh sunshine Breen, I really wish I could be as active as them. As always your allowed to write to me whatever, whenever. Kisses with lots and lots of warm Huugs! 8) Haha, I sound like a schoolgirl. :) .:. 14 May 2009 10:57 Greetings Breen Pumpkin or maybe I should start calling you Felicia - Cute name. :) ..From the magnificent city of NEW YORK! :) Clumsy of me for not catching that NY reference the first time but I first thought you lived in San Diego.. hm guess I'm a little confused :) Anyway, My sister visited New York not so long ago. She said it was a great place with lots and lots of things to do! I do sincerely hope your dreams become reality someday..

as Jennifer Lopez and Vida Guerra.. Wow, my girl seems to have quite a appitite! Going for the top of the cream filled muffin I see. :) Well I do have to agree, there wouldn't be such a big problem catching guys if we had those those voluptuous forms and lustful lips. Hihi. Anyhow, Here's a wet kiss from my futuristic self *smack*, hope you don't mind. :) Myself I also have vivid fantasies, one being where I meet up with a handsome stranger at this beach in some exotic island and we get intimate with each other. The next moment we're laying in the sand and as hes caressing my tendering soft body with his strong hands. Over and over he's repeatedly penetrates my vulva with his wonderful shaft. and as this woman, I can do anything then lean back and enjoy the ride as small yelping moans accidentally escapes from my lips as sun once again settles down in the blue ocean. And It feels so good.. Mhmm. .... Sorry, were was I?.. Right. To me it sounds strange yet.. sensual.. wearing a bra. if you would live to know I quite open for suggestions. Well, as long as it doesn't require any psychical items. ;-) Speaking of womans clothing and figures, come to think of it I.. uhm.. kind of have this of girlish shapes - guess it can be translated as a preview of whats to come. :) On the notion, do you have an interest in comics as well? Love you to baby! *Growl* hehe. .:. 14 May 2009 14:18 Hey Felicia! it is so easy to communicate with you my pumpkin pie, as the words just keep floating from an endless waterfall in heaven until a Mansion somewhere on earth's soaking the Playboy Bunnie's erect nipples. He he, know, I'm so crazy. :) Oh honey, I haven't gotten my panties yet. But as I recently checked the status order it tells that they should be delivering my four pairs any day now. And after the enticing comment on your panties I can't wait for mine to arrive! Damn girl, I'm getting aroused and sweaty just thinking about it! :) I happy that you also liked comics and also Mako's work, Hehe. who could believe that :). I think its just to-bad that the naked scene has been blurred out. Although the "next" transformation is quite appealing, *GROWL* !! Do you also share an interested in more spicy tastes? If so I can show some quite.. nifty arts. ;) and Love, please call me Stephanie. ** - I don't really, I never been there, is there really anything fun to do in New York? Besides watching the yellow taxi, of course. With Sincere Love, Stephanie .:. 14 May 2009 20:20 Hey Felicia! If I'm not mistaken pumpkin you really, really wants to drive me mad, I mean do you have any idea what expectations & desire I have now upon my -four- upcoming undergarments!! Wow, and you make it sounds similar to bathing in a jacuzzi.. in Heaven. and You know, as punishment there going to be many pillow fights when we meet up in NY. ^^ I know Love, that stud is just waiting to burst as a erect Volcano and your his Venus mountain longing to be filled with his creamy desire. ;) Oh Honey, Brenda, Felicia, Jennifer Lopez and now this person. Sweetheart, if your keep putting up names like this I will soon need to buy a notepad! :) Bunny jumping forward,

What do you think about Zerophilia and uhm.. honestly I don't know many, more TG movies :(. But I believe the transformation effects was cute. ;) *Jawn* sitting here in my bathrobe and wondering if its worth watching a episode Bleach or go to bed. Anyhow, Talk to you later... girlfriends forever! ^^ Yours truly, Stephanie .:. 15 May 2009 09:48 Felicia my cute pussycat! ^.^ If you read the Marvel comics you will learn what I mean by that. Oh Honey bum, I know that you don't want to be able to climb skyscrapers by using your sexy fingers, sneaking around in middle of the night wrestling with big, bad muscular boys and thereafter later. Back at your apartment laying on your back in the bed licking your moist sex and dirty, yet steaming hot body clean with merely using your long and wet tongue. but *meow*. I think she is hot! ;) Heard your names means happiness, so are you happy now my Love. :) I hope you don't mind me using the name Stephanie instead of the other. Vida seems like such a cute, girl to. I love to have such figures when I meet you up in NY. Speaking of it, what are we going to do in NY, sweetie? I could lay in the green grass of Central Park all day and listening to the birdies singing and women running around wearing their bra and tight sweatpants all day, but it would be nice to also do otherness. Is there gonna be any shopping? Can't wait for my undies!!! Oh, and I will so buy these from Wacoal Luxe in the next life.. [url=http://www.freshpair.com/fp_content/itempics/ WacoalLuxe/54247/31076.jpg][/url] .,. think they will fit me? :) Stephanie .:. 15 May 2009 11:41 Hey Felicia! Sorry for the previous message Love. Was having a really good time and well.. I might have overacted in my writings. if happen, pardon me sweetie, I didn't mean to cause any goosebumps. Stephanie. .:. 15 May 2009 17:43 Stephanie back after taking her calming pills. >.< From my knowledge Mako is very talented in producing and directing a scene. He can make some of his 9 minutes clip more thrilling and excited to watch then a full length movie.. and just sometimes I wish his clips were just a tiny-tiny bit longer. Or had sequels, and you should know pumpkin sequels to movies, games, songs from experience always end up bad! But Mako.. he's an exception. :) And of course Zerophilia!! *.* Oh my delicate flower, all your talk about Christian and the feminine transformations is making me so, so horny. Right now my love member is actually dripping pre-cum but I imagine instead its my itching, wet pussy.. If I just had my panties I could also smell of feminine odour. :) Honey, I'm so turned on now, are you also? *giggle* You know without any intention of course I believe this seems to be turning more and more into a cyberspace

conversation!! Stephanie out - Gently licking your ear and pinching your nipples. ;) Oh pumpkin before forgetting, about New York. Where are we going to life, What are we going to do? You know your better to cum up with plans then me. ^o^ .:. 16 May 2009 12:33 My Sweet Felicia! You never seize to amaze me. :) When we are loving members of the right gender, as you mentioned we will probably not remembering having this conversation. Hm, but to comprehend my thoughts on how that experience can turn out I started scribbling a little. And without any real meaning it turned out to a pretty long, and have to say, decent analysis how that gathering can look. Said 'n Done. My tender flower here it is, from my heart and mind straight into your eyes and hopefully yearning to-be vagina. However warnings should displayed, as it can appears to seem a little.. rough. 8) But when I set my eyes for the first time on your sweet chocolate colored voluptuous body and ample breast, believe me girl, I going to ravishingly rock your world. as in the scenes with Christian and Shyra there will be no time for conversations. No time for normal thoughts. Either your take command or I'm pressing you into the nearest alley.. and pumpkin I don't care if the foam-rubber mattress lying there has been used as shelter for an alcoholic drunkard. The beast inside me have been awoken and I can't wait any microsecond longer to feed that insatiable lust consuming my entire existence. You first looked surprised at me realizing what is going to happen, but then you also let your temptations take control as we quickly removes our outer clothes and press our hot bodies against each others. You let of a moan of pleasure when I start kissing you. First on cheeks, mouth, neck then slowly working my way down to your aching pussy. And baby it is so wet. Just longing to be touched, played and filled with something. You make this surprised face expression when I putting two of my fingers inside my mouth and then gently pushes them inside of you. And all that feminine odors just oozing never stopping out from you just makes me more hungry and excited. While finger fucking your aching cunt, myself I'm near the verge of going completely mad for all feelings and desires surrounding me, eating me up, and just am I about to faint of unsatisfied pleasures I feel something below my bellybutton. And from the moment of almost blacking out I instantly snaps back into reality looking down to see your head sticking up from my pelvis. I can practically sence the hunger in your eyes while I hear low slurping sounds as you eagerly drinks of my love juices. "Oh" "Ooh" "Oooh" "Oooooh" panting noises can be heard from me at first silently but turning higher and higher until they become raw screams of pleasure. The world begin changing right in front on me, the pale buildings around seems to take stronger, colorful shapes, even the people walking in the streets looks different. someones smiles, it like they are more cheerful, nicer, more.. happier. and from that moment I know that it is you, my Lovely Felicia, your the one responsible for all this wonderfulness occurring around me. Seconds later two high pitched sounds can be heard from a dark, abandoned gap between the famous luxury malls and fashion shops at Manhattan street. and People walking on the streets stops

up and curiously watches into the shadows of this seemingly dismal and failed part of society. Incomprehensible that appears to be coming voices from a grimed and stained mattress that can vaguely be spotted in the shadows of the alley. I look into your deep brown eyes and smiles thankfully. You notices me and smiles back. While laying there both of us breaks into a roars of laughters, and I tells you from the honestly of my heart "That I have no desire in the world other then spending my time by your side." You look back at me and laughs silently at my words, then I discover a grinning smile of your face and before I can react you presses head between my thighs. While you laps at my pussy, first gently then harder and harder as your driven by a raw power of lust. Like animals in heat you once again turns me on and I quickly decides to return the favor. As we lay on this rugged yet soft cushiony material our bodies completely naked except for the high heels, sucking on each others, the people on the streets returns to their normal day life. But I know in body and soul that from these day nothing will ever be the same again for me. .... I don't know, but I hope it will be something as this. :) By the way, Im so glad. did you really like Zerophilia? :) Your girlfriend forever, Stephanie .:. 16 May 2009 20:57 Hi again Honey. Many messages going around nowadays. I was reading the "letter" I send you earlier closer and... Let's just forget that abomination ever existed shall we. Instead lets move to more important things as PLANING OUR FUTURE DAYS!!! *HUGS* I'm sending the link again but this time its should be repaired. I believe its by the power of Love!!! Oh baby, I can't wait to hook up with you!! Such fun and exciting things that will happen in our altering lives. Shopping in the malls, eating delicious ice cream, taking hot showers together. And when you don't have Christian by your side we can play with thisthis sweet charming thing!! :) .:. 17 May 2009 07:25 My sweet tender friend. I utterly hope that we can meet in our next life. You passion and spirit seems so thrilling and I'm sure even today you bring happiness and love to people in presence where you wander around. I've checked my "status quo" and my upcoming order and while it don't tell a specific date it should take around 10-12 days. I bought them 5 days from now so i guess in about a week I be tripping around the house feeling wonderful and feminine in my soft undies. :) I was reading some links on the "domain of love" as I like to call this website :), and a certain page catched my attention. It was written that people by using a ability called self hypnosis could go back in time to reveal and explore their past life. It seems like a sweet and relaxing experience. I also wanted to come up with a suggestion.. what about, we start planing the days of our next life? As for this I want us to write about what we do during our future time in New York. I know memories of the past existence will become blurry when we are hot voluptuous females. For once, I know I will be craving for sex pleasures and finding new, interesting ways of exploring my lovemaking. But when we meet up in Manhattan for the first time I'm sure some past experiences will come back. So my sweet lovely Felicia are your ready to plan our futures life by me side Love? ;-)

Your Truly and Horny, Stephanie .:. 20 May 2009 00:56 My cute fluffy, stuffily, huffily Pumpkin Bunny Girl. I fancy to stroke and snuggle with your Rabbit! Howewah, to answering your message. Yes, I am. I like a pudding made of honey and dipped in sugar. Too sweet. :) and I would love seeing you when your dreaming about Brooke. Ah! My little friend is really sore today do to the intense friction I putted on him. I tell you, that's one more reason on my list for instead acquiring a "X" chromosome. Through science, surgery or the magics of fate. In surgery however they seems to have come far. here is a link showing it! A method for experience the deep sensual feelings and exploding, tingling sensation of females orgasms. Mmmmm. Wouldn't mind trying that out. :) .:. 20 May 2009 02:25 Felica, my beautiful Viola, my Sister, my Love. I would very much like to see and feel your friends. I want to be touching them, playing with them, pressing them, soaking them, caressing them, pinching them, nibbling them, licking them(!), protecting them and finally sleeping on them. *.* Hihi. Oh yes, I hopes my undies is coming soon or I'm going on a panty raid!! I probably do that anyway. I couldn't locate the pics of your stud, so instead I send another one and another and another and another and another. Also, the one mentioned last has a little tweak. Hope you appreciate it! :) Iiih!! Further more, got a tip from a friend about the movie Beautiful Boxer(2003). Which has established a 7.6 rating on IMDB and quite dandy awards. Thinking about seeing it, but it will earliest tomorrow as I'm going to bed now. See ya Pumpkin!! Brining you one last tip on a lovely goodnight story. I believe the author also has a great name. :) With Utters Affection and Limited Decency Yours Truly, Stephanie .:. 20 May 2009 17:44 Dear Felicia. Oh Honey, You Shouldn't be Fooled by My never ending Charm as I can be quite NASTY sometimes! *grrrowl's at My Cute Pussycat!* WhooOooa girl! Pregnancy? I'm happy for u... and Christian. And quoting the astronaut from Pixar's movie Toy Story. I'm prepared to go "to the infinity and beyond!". But not beyond that beyond.. place. *Giggle* sorry sweetie I guess I'm not making much sense here but I dear hope you get my point. Someway. -- x) Lets eat a cupcake instead and discuss it as we should sometime discuss...Manhaaattaaan, New Yoork. We are kinda draggin out on that subject if I'm not mistaken. To speed things up I'm sending out my favorite animal to organize stuff. So without further do, say hello to Bob! x) He's a bit shy and speak rarely but if you feed him a cookie and pet him he start doing these crazy things. x) _|_|_|_

(^).(^)=|==|---* *** o o xxxxOx Stephanie .:. 24 May 2009 15:44 BABY WHERE ARE THOU? Honey this is fricking unjust. I'm in my apparent right. When I finally found a good movie (Pirates.XXX) have a dozen of free time and five Lapin Kulta's to kill & drick in that order. and really feels in the mood. My little friend just had to get Abrasions on him. That is so.. sometimes simple putted Nature can be a real bitch!! :x Kinky & Horny, but unsatisfiable * Stephanie * .:. 24 May 2009 18:43 No panties yet hun. But saw a program on the TV called "Blood and Dreams" about Chinese children training to become athletes for e.x. the next Olympics. One girl had to hold onto a pole until she cried and had vesicles all over her hands. when I ends up in my next life I dare hope not to be putted into that kind of life circumstances. Hell allot of logic and no brain power in those countries to my understanding. x) Honey, we will have a special bond as I want to get my hand on a certain J Bond ;-) Love, Stephanie. .:., 24 May 2009 21:33 Sweetie with a juicy ice cream appetizer with sugarcoated and dark chocolate covered top and Silicon implants with milk fillings for the coffee. Yes Honey, that's insane.. d) The current mysteries of the missing undies is a trifling yet great.. mystery worthy the grand detective at Baker Streets. Anyhooww.. I hereby place allegiance to the force of Pinkness with the Foaming Vanilla Honey Bath By National Honey Board and the Great upcoming price-off at Victoria Secret. I will write to the same micro-second I open the post order box and puts them on, if not the overwhelming feelings of satin silk drags me to something.. foolish. Then I will write a bit later, but the same day promise. If I don't pass out of the on-going excitement and pressure but on those poor materials. Damn girl, these underwear better be worth the money!! x) Your fiber's seems to be quite the big talker. I wish I had fiber's like that.. Could help me to keep a better organized day routine. Also Great Sage tiped me on this. Great story, I'm gonna finish reading it tomorrow or alike.

Love exalted with e=mc2 and strap-ons with sperm containers, Stephanie nibbling on her precious pussycat :) By the way, hows Bob doing? 8) .:.. Check out the last message posted 20th Mars for more clues on the Bob mystery. :) He's my favorite pet so I do hope you haven't lost him! Anyhow going to bed, I mean am going to maneuver myself with small tiny steps of to my kingsized water bed get my beatifying sleep about prince Charming and his two pet slaves. First the adoringly slinky and gracious feline girlfriend and her sister; the viciously unsatisfied and ever so-horny maiden. (HINT HINT HINT!) - Imagination and tiredness is two ingredients to mix togather into the very dangerous; Elixir of Insanity. With sweet Love and tendering soft bubble bath, Stephanie

.:. 27 May 2009 10:43 Hej gullet! Min rara, snygga blondinbomb! ;-) How are you doing? I'm am doing fine. Going out now with some guys to play some boring pool game in approx half an hour. Just wanted to tell you that - I woke up pretty late today, uhm don't know if I'm having amnesia or something. However, after i putted on some clothes and a pair of slippers I when out in the living room and saw a strange paper laying next to my outdoor. So I picked it up and as i suspected. It was from the company I bought my undies at earlier this month. .. Going out with my friends now... but I promise with the palm on my chest I tell out about them latter.. Tudeloo... my dear next life Love, Stephanie .:. 28 May 2009 12:08 Hugs & Kisses my Sweet Kitty, Whoa, For being a straight man life in the current life you certainly seems to enjoy experience on how it will be when you transcending in to the woman's domain. :) Black tights, body suit. It sounds good like but when I'm looking on images on a person wearing it its looks like a t-shirt something. :) So it think, could something like that be pleasurable, huh :o) but anyhow the words still good a nice ringing to it, baaudy suit. It makes me think of a this scenario. As after taking a hot shower, then walking into your bedroom and putting on your body a covering garment of some kind of fabric. ... please if you could enlighten me on this subject I've be happy! Anyyyhow... For the time being I'm planing on taking a nice bath right now and then trying on those undies of magic. Wondering if they will sparkle.. huh. :) Can't really decide either on which to wearing on my

first moment which real womanhood. I guess.. Once you go undies you can't go back.. :o hehe, anyhow talk to you later. Love you to baby! Stephanie .:. Sent: 28 May 2009 13:21 Oh, baby that sounded really spiritual! I get the feeling that your an explorer or adventures similar as the fictional hero Indiana Jones but in a different field of exploration. :) Walking into the Temple of Panties world.. uh oh Stephanie is once again slipping away from the subject. - Get back on that horse girl! ... So, anywaaay. How does it feels to wear those lovely garments. I know you give me information, but could please give me in more details. as we are now officially girlfriends I think we should intend to share our deepest secrets with each other, .. well, not quite our deepest as that a bit to.. deep. :) But a good dig into the secret-hole would sounds good to me, do you agree Honey? :) Panties of Doom - wondering if that is a porno movie.. oh, Never mind hope to hear from you soon pumpkin! Love and Prosper, Stephanie! .:. 28 May 2009 17:48 Hey again, I was just wanting say if I haven't said it before. Thanks for the tip. I fricking LOVE these PANTIES!!! Stephanie. .:. 29 May 2009 10:54 "Anyways I love wearing my panties as I am now hehehe because after I wash and dry them in the laundry there so soft." Sweet Felicia, I'm writing on the behalf on my recent Purchases from the fluffy Pinkless. What to say on that subject, they were good, i mean the wear really comfy and also my fleshy member tucks into nice and neatly inside those undies, even when having dreams of getting poontang. And no pumpkin.. not talking about this *whistle innocently* I mean, oh of course you know what I mean :) Silly me. I'm have sometimes these vivid fantasies with including J LO and Miso Campo into a sort of new wrestle technique where apparently they were laying in a pool filled of chocolate. Where they were naively playing around and licking brown cocoa of each other bodies. Until something just happen, I don't know who it was.. the picture was quite blurry at the time, but suddenly on of the girls showed signs of aroused and trowed herself unto the other girl, and started rubbing her apparently aching and sinuously nude body creating some kind of heating state for the other woman. Then

things really got outta hands. Caressing, rubbing and touching was going on in this pool. also Allot of slurping and soft moaning sounds to if I don't remember wrong. ;) After their heated lovemaking someone of the babes also managed take shoot of herself. Oh, pumpkin as you can see it was a mess, a real dirty and rapturous mess. But also a beautiful mess. A mess i wouldn't mind happening again.. =) Who do you believe is most stunning between these innocent kittens?

Love and Prosper, From Horny as hellish undies wearing Stephanie.. .:. 29 May 2009 11:05 Hey again my pumpkin ki-kitty, Also wanted to tell.. I agree with you : they do make you smell a bit more feminine. Still they seems a bit large to my understanding.. Makes me think of granny panties for some reason :D Silly me.. .:. 29 May 2009 18:36 Hey. You breen7 if you think I pushing this to-far you let me right? I get quite carried away sometimes. man hope I didn't cause any bad feelings or such. :/ .:. 30 May 2009 05:21 Hm, can you give my directions how you have create this sort of pleasure bomb? as my sex is currently in medical condition and have to finish its recovering progress before any orgasmic nor new pleasurable feelings can be achieved and experienced. I felt when you rub outside of the fabrics its get quite hot and wet down there. He he, whoa, did I really use the word wet? Oh pumpkin, I guess I'm losing it here. Further more I also noticed that.. you down there.. in the tuck-in package of shafts and balls that I actually started to.. smell different. I hope it doesn't give away its odor to far in distance.. or. Honey, asking you with experience in this field. Will this smell effect the over-all scent coming from my member, that also myself.. Also noticing its more comfortable also then my normal underwear. Gulp, did I just say that out load?! :s

Love n Prosper, Stephanie in love with Felicia. .:. 31 May 2009 11:55 I love you to pumpkin! 4:) .:.. 31 May 2009 17:50 Dear lovely Felicia!! ..Can you PLEASE give my some advises on the female clothing and some ideas on what to wear? ;-) I've been taking some pictures of myself. And while wearing the undies the overall look is wonderful, I feel girlish and smell.. the smell from those panties is intoxicating! I can sit for awhile just rubbing my palm on my Bali's and smelling that sweet odor. However, out the 1, 2, 3, 4 pairs of panties I must say the white with lace insides is my all-time favorite!! Don't you agree sweetie? :) Also got to experience a new feeling today. You know nightie time. Well, yesterday I was feeling on the uplifting side, a bit adventurous and incredibly horny. Haven't had any fun during the day I was sitting in front of the computer browsing the forums. But nothing fun was going on during the time. So I putted on a soft core movie and fast forwarded into the good parts. Then it hit me.. I remembered that I couldn't get off! And when touching myself I noticed that the member was still badly injured. Some kind of white-brown spots has grown on the top of the shaft. Luckily me.. as the scars already wasn't enough. But I tried to stroke it, you know the normal way - pulling down the skin and sliding the hand up and down. You know what I mean! Well the senses I received when doing this was.. You know, remembering being a kid. Hanging out with the friends and daring one another to do stupid things, really crazy stuff sometimes..melting mailboxes, drinking until someone puked, stealing candy in the stores. Sweetie, yes Stephanie been a bad girl in the past. ;) She has also done naughty things as peeing on a electric fence.. (however now a girl can successfully do that..) But yeah.. sugar top, similar or almost even more painful it felt when trying to stroke the little monster. Pain and pleasure they call it sometimes, Yea right, more like undying agony coming from the burning fire of hell itself!... Oh honey, it is awful :(. So I though "what to do?!", my genitalia was crying out to be touched and the intense stinging demands from my unsatisfied body was engulfing and becoming more aching by each minute. Telling the truth, there was no options here. Either I'm getting an orgasm or I would loose my mind tonight. But while feeling around myself and pondering this issue without thinking me hand glided down to a soft spot on my now-wearing black panties. And while rubbing that spot a strange yet familiar stimulation occurred inside my tight, now quite moisten fabric. I rubbed a little more, and more. and the sensation just keep growing. I started rubbing harder using the fingers on my left hand. It begun to felt good, it felt really good Honey. while rubbing.. almost massaging the spot on the undies I couldn't help myself to picturing a woman. a woman feeling

sexually insecure during the teenager years. And not until reaching adulthood was re.discovering herself, fondling with her genitalia and for the first time stroking her pink colored clit. as I continued getting this new feeling, Mmm it is so good. So there I where. Touching and scratching my black covered spot feeling more aroused and kind of dizzy. After awhile of doing this my left hand becoming more wet, and my dark colored satin switching into another color scale. I admit, grasping the lower part of my drenched panties, I felt my two balls in my hand. But back in my mind that was me. Oh honey yes it was me! I was like that early mentioned insecure woman. No, I wasn't like her.. I was her! Sitting down in my leather chair, bare naked, in a virtually trance like state with a thin smile on my mouth, my nipples stand straight up while fingering myself. Pressing my fingertips gently in and out of my sensitive flesh. And for each push I was pressing a little deeper.. a little faster.. a little harder.. My vision becomes blurry as my body was on the verge of exploding in pleasure. Then.. I moaned (yes, I seriously moaned heavily) when exploding in pleasure as my body was practically twisting, like I was having spasm or something.. when I finally came. It was not the usual.. shooting out, as firing of small doses with sperm from a battle tank, it.. well.. kinda floating out. as in some strange way it was slowly pouring out white glittering, fluids from my pussy.. I mean cock!! *giggle* Yes it was a really strange feeling I tell you!! But when looking at the moment now I was happy to have experienced it and so was my body!!! Puh, that took a longer time to type then I was expecting. And forgive me sweetie for being so literally and detailed about my experience and writing so MUCH. gosh me - Sorry, I hope you don't get a headache or something while reading this. :d Love n Proser! Stephanie, .:. 1 Jun 2009 07:49 Good Morning Lollipop Baby! Yes I so 100% frankly appreciate that those soft, pink undies did arrive, they were said to arrive after 10-30 days and they came after 15 days .. and two days before I came, to realize and evolved into this woman, my own fantasized female fatale. Oh, it was glorious!! Honey, was the first experience for you with rubbing your panties until release similar to the one I described earlier? I believe in my heart I want to feel all sort of feminine feelings and senses that can be achieved in my current life. The softness, the material stroking my crotch into electrifying pleasures, my legs feeling soft and tender, my chest having twisting and good vibrations. can you give my some tips honey?! And, sorry to ask but what do you mean by "..you have to be a little wet at first with precum so that it will lubricate your privates, like a vagina". I'm not sure what this is but some clear watery liquid did come when I was rubbing myself, I thought it was urine but thinking about it, the "urine" did smell a little funny. Love you Felicia and I desire with my all my hear to transcend and experience life as a woman..NOW, :) Stephanie .:..

2 Jun 2009 06:39 p.s. the next life will be here before you know it :) - .O.* I'm not to sure about that.. Oh darling, my love I hope not planning on doing anything foolish right. as I believe it I still got quite some years left to live . Don't wanna live all that time without you baby! :) about Eve -- I suppose I could sustain and endure also the painful procedures Mr Cole is going through. Enable to be re-build into a womanized icon. Its more the next part that worries. Me giving birth to computerized small babies, huh.. Not totally sure about that sweetie. .:. 2 Jun 2009 16:19 yes its typical "Get-into-the-system-again" routine. And being run by a governmental authority it covers areas across the entire country. I also believe our employments departments share a very similar systematic work-pattern with Restart. Other then its called working intermediation here in Sweden :). Must say your solution sounds good with a Jobcentre. However, 6 months, thats like .. two times in one year? You really have to go that horrible place for two times between just 365 days? Awful.. .:. 2 Jun 2009 17:49 Oh snap! I had almost forgot those movies. Thanks for reminding me about them Honey!! :) Also the Egyptian History is so fascinating. Farah's, Pyramids, the Nile river, and its mythology with all those half animal gods and goodness. Bastet is my favorite one. awww. Cats are so fricking cool! If I could choose my forms and shapes I be a cat woman in my next life. Strangely, just thinking about it makes me want - crawl up to a ball, lick myself and purr all day. In real life I was once inside one of those tombs shown in the motion picture. To bad there was merely old paintings, hieroglyphs and a strange whispering voices coming from the walls but no TG spells! :/ About Makos clip - adore the butt transformation but then I'm also been an ass.. woman ... :) .:. 2 Jun 2009 17:51 I don't know if I said It before but I lovely, lovely, lovely love it when you send me a mail baby! xD -- But back to my boring story from the other letter :) Thought the other transformation by all means I would not miss much. Damn dog.. :o Nonetheless, Egyptian has a cool history indeed and hot, damn it was hot, can recall i was wearing a open shirt, running shoes and army shorts most times while the natives were mocking us with using full uniforms with hat and leather pants if not mistaken, leather pants in a place hotter then hell. Boy, did I not envy them :) And yeah.. the tour wasn't that bad. Manage to get a nice and best of.. cheap hotel at Luxor. :) good view.. good food.. and bad memory. But fortunately many pictures!!! However.. No-ones as pretty as these!!! :-) .:. 2 Jun 2009 21:58

He he. I also love them, but I don't know . cause isn't some of the Makos work. In only my own opinion of course, but isn't the clips a bit to.. blurred? ^.o.^ .:. 3 Jun 2009 08:30 please ignore my last question. I mean.. Second Life. Do you think Makos clips still viewable in Second Life? .:. 3 Jun 2009 11:57 I mean.. recently I downloaded and are walking inside Second Life for my first time. Besides flying and such, there isn't much I know of this parallax universe. A few hints would be incredible helpful. .:. 3 Jun 2009 12:06 Hi sweetie. have already done those steps. Thought it was easy to find Makos stuff once I entered Second Life's world.. I mean its so big! Even the search function doesn't give me good directions x) .:. 3 Jun 2009 12:08 And, while using Youtube and Google features allot! I thought I was good at using Search options! Guess its finally proves that I'm not. ;) .:. 3 Jun 2009 15:13 Thanks for the advises honey! I been walking around for ten minutes and what can I say.. I'm speechless! Breathtaking how many pretty things there is laying around. Outfits, Lingerie, dresses, mini-skirts, undies even different walks animation! Nice to hear that you also had a account on the Second Life, and you got to learn me all tricks! I mean wow so much.. everywhere. Love you to baby! Stephanie .:.. 7 Jun 2009 12:02 Ta ta Sweetie, how is my darling feline girlfriend doing?! :D Cute, tender and according this and this pic also adventurous seemingly feline Vida! Feline you.. feline Vida.. Hm wonder if that is a coincidence.. ;-) I'm so glad to hear you finally made a child with you favorite Boy-toy. Imagination or not as I from seeing how things are going between you and Cristian I believe you two work something out. Sugar, Are you gonna to name the new baby doll anything special? ;) The undies are doing fine sweetie thanks for asking. By that I mean they are slowly turning me into the woman I am suppose to be. Literally. I'm mean sometimes during masturbation they make it tickles in places where its really shouldn't be able to tickle for a guy.. Its strange but I like it. =)

Talking about something else, have you read CBlack latest edition.. Oh honey, I don't know directly what to think about it. But that series turn me on and heats up so many spots over my body that I could barely feel my toes when I reached the last page. So, pumpkin what did my think of the all-new cocksucking episode of CBlack's trip? ;) I say, that Nikki girl have given me so many new ideas.. Anyhow, talk to you latter which hopefully will be sooner cause I miss you baby!! And if you ever get plans on starting your Second Life carrier again please gimme a call! Love n Blessings, Stephanie Those damn vivid Fantasies and Stories gets you to, huh? :) Heh, No seriously speaking I'm not suggestions anything here . I mean.. Overall about Second Life has been a good trip and a really comfortable to have done once in your life. but Second Life also takes supposedly much effort as it takes well.. bloody much time and even money. Besides that, sometimes it was kinda.. spooky. Seeing people treating other humbeings as near to the definition of slaves is not that fun, I tell you that. Still I would never be in the risk of turned into one of those sheep's. I agree that it was pretty easy to get carried away in the land if your know what I mean. And to conclude my so-far experience upon SL I say its been a odd yet thrilling experience. .. got to eat my pizza now. talk later. .:. 8 Jun 2009 18:16 Ta ta again, Felicia. Hi hi, I am starting to like my new greetings notice, feels like something a of a classy girl would say. But.. on the contrary, I remember my mom use to say that when I was little..ahem.. I better change it next time.. but Anyhow my cute, fluffy, feline friend. Today its been a bizy day for Stephanie. Feeling a bit dizzy right now and is probably going to bed early but anyway.. thought I send you a message before. I agree, the undies are really comfortable. I love wearing all my panties but the white ones with laces is definitely my favorite. Specially after tucking away that slippery snake the pictures looks really good. And Myria what a beautiful name for the baby doll. Did you just made that up or.. does it have any special history? :) Anyhow really lovely name you chosen sweetie. Lala.. scrolling around in your e-mail. Whoa your wrote pretty much these time. I also admire CBlack's work. In hers stories there is so much going. I don't what to say, the plot, the drama, the twisting points during the stories, and all those wonderful babes.. and studs! Almost forget them there for a minute.. hehe. Second Change is my favorite choice and you might think I'm silly now but I would like to see even more images in those stories.. ah. It's so good, and the dialogs .. makes me hot just thinking about Eve. And not to forget, infinity. I love his stories but he's work outside Tgcomic's is nothing less then superb. oh huh, head spinning like record track right now. Catch to you later alligator! ;) Love n Proser, Stephanie

.:. .:. 8 Jun 2009 21:09 Oh.. Love you to Pumpkin!! I wish we can remember something from also these days. If not that.. I do hope the personality is something that is preserved forever within those unchained bands inside the core of our Souls. I don't want to sounds to exaggerate and humpy dumpy now, but I don't think I could even met a person that is better then you. Oh honey, I believe we are losssing it. Getting entangled in the devilishly slippery webs of Pleasure and Affecting. Wow, as just reading your message and imagining your dreamy fantasies got me totally aroused. I love to think about how it feel when our ovaries met and I can make sweet yet you can believe it, rough and passionate love with you, my graceful looking pussycat! Hehe, yep was right. we are so losing it here sugar cake. at least I'm losing the power over what the pleasurable desires is doing to my body and mind. Today I even picked up my pink undies from the laundry basket, can really tell why but I can't be without them. Oh, fiddle sticks, You know, I better buy a few more pairs on the site or people will soon start wondering. Specially about the odd smell coming from my crotch area. The fresh pairs gives away a small odour after awhile but the smell my almost soaked panties is pretty stronger.. Closing my eyes I can even image that I died and transcended into a woman. Uhm.. speaking of something else I'm glad you liked CBlack's and Infinity's art. Here's something Stephanie baked up for her darling friend - cookies - . Just press the *Download File*, scroll down and wait a little bit for the Free link to become available. Hope you like it! PS: Let's keep this our little secret! :) Love n Prosper, Stephanie .:. Sent: 15 Jun 2009 16:31 Hey cutesy! Ah. your know your so precious to me also honey. ;) I just want to drench you with sweet, dripping chocolate sauce and eat you up bit for bit! xD. Uhm.. In Taboo Beaty the fitting room scene in the last chapter is so nice. Almost to nice? The scenary and decorations seems really outstanding. I mean gosh, having full-body mirrors in gold, stretched out sofas, and nice but surprisingly large dress room. It looks like a gigantic, almost like the room was intended for doing something else then putting on clothes, and as the story shows, perhaps it was. :) Also, Inside the dressing room. The shot when Mitch is masturbating while looking on himself, at the same as he's pink flesh mounties and erect nipples getting bigger and firmer. Also, Meanwhile as the fingerfucking continues reaching the newly made girl into new levels of pleasure. Getting more and more aroused. And out from nowhere the clothing seller surprisingly walks in without hesitation and sticks his long, hard member into Mitch's tight and wet hole then riding Mitch like

the fuck bunny he has become. Oh, and the last scene when the seller is cuming onto his stomach and breast. yes, the clip with those little scenies do turns me on! :) If you were a woman, what kind of woman would you be ? xD Love n Prosper, From your Sweet Horny n Thinking of what more lady-like clothes would be good to buy Stephanie =) .:. Hi again sweet cuddly sweetheart. 15 Jun 2009 16:33 Further more... I have to admit something about Bruno, he's handsome what a dick he got, if such a big thing even can be called a dick. To me it looks more like a fleshy looking snake monster. which wriggling upwards, finally penetrate and infiltrating the areas inside the poor girls nest. Yes, It might be hairy and lubricated, but according to me, the pictures looks more like something going inside a layer of soft walls to comfort and care for its loving children lying in there. Oh, and just out of Curiosity, if you had a chance to transform into a girl but was also required to take the shape of an animal, which would you choose? :) Still thinking about you, Stephanie likes her Felicia. ;) .:. 4 Aug 2009 14:24 Hello sweetie! Don't know if you will read this but, well here it goes, for you know something strange happen to me recently, that perhaps even make me re-think my life. Yesterday, at the IRC I was chit chatting with a girl about regular stuff ( her hobbies, interest, where she lived etc). After a bit of talking we somehow came into the subject 'transsexual'. Yeah strange, huh? Anyway, I believe I asked her something about her gender and she then mysteriously replied "uncertain". Now you know me, that got my attention. So, I decided to be a little snoopy (well you know me) and try to squeeze out more information, namely what she meant by that. So Kidd^ told me: "I was a boy before. But thanks to SRS technology, our nations healthy support in trans gendering, a few operations, hellish lot of talk with psychologists from three month ago I can officially and gladly finally call myself a girl!" You should have heard, I mean her aura was totally amazing. Like a glowing, thriving ball of.. happiness! Or something, well she was definitely not sad, I can tell you that! =) Thereafter I asked her. What did it cost? And the answer just totally shocked me.. She said "Nothing". Now, that one really blow me off, in a good way. I was like.. your kidding right, nothing?! "Not a dime, in fact after all counseling, the vaginal surgery and so if you like the breast argumentation is free too". At the moment I'm not shocked, I'm stunned. it's like sweet music, like angelic gospel ringing inside my head.

Currently I'm a bit.. uncertain. Well, okey honestly I pretty certain. So sorry in advance but I really wanted to ask you. Do you think its a wise step? I also had these vivid dreams during quite some time. I definitely hope this doesn't inflict with our relationship. Fuck, I love you baby. I know we haven't yet meet and not talked allot but I feel like we establish a connection. And I truly hope it will never ever, ever be broken... Sorry for being so sensitive but i MISS YOU. haven't seen you around the forum lately. Just wanted to tell you that I miss you. Not that the forum doesn't miss you, it miss you really allot, but I miss you more!! I hope everything is alright! Please give me a message or something. . Stephanie misses her pussy-cat. .:. 22 Aug 2009 17:11 oh, sweetie, Shutup! :) .:. 26 Oct 2009 08:19 Hi Breen7! First of all I like to say from the bottom of my heart, don' t do it!! Talk to me baby. Please tell me what's going on. I hope it's not to late, please let it not be to late. You there?! If so, send a picture of yourself and we can discuss this further, there got to be someway to fix this. There got be reason, and light, and will of live even in the darkest of times. Since the day we started this conversation back i July I've wanted to meet you. To know bout you.Who is this lovely person? Your prior messages hasn't been messages as they been power pills for me to carry on. Have you considered traveling? :.. Talk to me Felicia, Please. :.. 26 Oct 2009 13:13 DON'T YOU EVER SCARE ME LIKE THAT! .:. Member Sent: 26 Oct 2009 17:45 I'm so mad right now. .:. 26 Oct 2009 17:52 I'm so.. I'm like.. For the current moment I don't know what to say.

Promise me. And I do mean it! Like from your enormous thick skull until that panty wearing cute butt of yours that you never do it again. I was worried and I don't mean not little. Sweetie ... .:. End of messages.