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hcp¶Xp hcp¶nS¯p sh¨p IWmsa¶ Xncpam\s¯msS Rm³ I¼|«À ¢mÊnse¡p

IbdnsN¶p.

Ibdn sN¶Xp t\sc So¨dpsS ap¼nse¡p Xs¶... Fsâ `KhXo.... C¶s¯ Fsâ Znhkw
NfambXp Xs¶... Rm³ a\Ên IcpXn. F¶m Rm³ {]Xo£n¨t]mse H¶pw
D­mbnÃy F¶p am{XaÃ, So¨À Fs¶ s\m¡n hiyambn H¶p ]p©ncn¨p. B ISI®mÂ
Hcp IÅs\m«hpw (inhsâ A`n{]mb¯n I¼n s\m«w) ¢mÊnse¡p s]mbns¡mfp.
Rm³ Cs¸m hcmw, So¨dpsS Ifsamgn…. inh³ Fs¶ ¢mÊnse¡p XÅnsIän. Sm a¨p
IpWm¸³ {_m..aWm (Ahsâ A`n{]mb¯n {_m aW¡p¶hs\s{X {_ÒW³) tams\
Zns\im.. \nsâ Imcyw IpimebSm.. AhfpsS Bm atäSs¯ s\m«w I­nsÃ.. I£n¡p
\nsâ Pm¡n ]cn]mSn s_m[ns¨¶p tXm\p¶p..

Ahsâ {]iwk F\n¡p \s¶ s_m[n¨p.

Um I®m Ips® FÃm s]¼ntÅcpw CXpt]msebSm sIms¸. \à Ip® I­m FXp

s]®nsâ ]qänepw emh Hen¡pw. FXmbmepw \o Ip®tbmKw DÅh\m..

Ip®tbmKsam? AsX´p tbmKw.? (Rm³ BZyambmWp C¯cw tbmK§sfIpdn¨p

sIÄ¡p¶Xp. seKnIXsb Ipdn¨p F\n¡pÅ kwib§Ä FÃmw Xs¶ XoÀ¯p
Xcp¶Xp inh\mWp. AXn\p Ah³ Iqenbpw CuSm¡mdp­v Fsâ sN¨nsb (sN¨n F¶p
]dªm kz´w sN¨nbà sIs«m.. A^sâ (sNdnbѳ) aIfmWp — Rm³ Hätam\Wp )
apXem¡mdp­p. B IY hgnsb..) Rm³ AXnibs¯msS tNmZn¨p.
FSm tIms¸ Cu cmPtbmKw KPtIkcntbmKw Fs¶ms¡ tI«n«nsÃ. AXpt]mse Hcp
tbmKa Ip®tbmKhpw. Cu tbmKapÅhÀ¡p F¶pw \à ]®em. B{Kln¡p¶
s]®p§sf Hs¡ Ifn¡m³ In«pw. \n\¡pw B tbmKap­p, AsXm­mWp Pm\ps\
Ifn¡\pw C¶p So¨sd Pm¡n sh¡m\pw Hs¡ km[n¨Xp.

So¨À ¢msÊSp¡m³ h¶Xn\m R§fpsS kw`mjWw \nÀt¯­n h¶p. Hcp ]¨

kmcnbpw »uÊpamWp So¨dpsS A¶s¯ shjw. ]pdInÂ\n¶p s\m¡nbmÂ
»uÊn\pÅneqsS shÅ {_m icn¡pw sXfnªp ImWmw. Unkvs¹ s_mÀUnÂ
FgpXm\bn So¨À s]mIps¼m B Ip­nI InS¶p XpÅp¶ ImgvN
AXnas\mlcambncp¶p. ]\¦pes]mepÅ apSn c­p \nX¼§fnepw X«nsIm­pÅ B
\S¯hpw kmcn¡pÅneqsS sXfnªp ImWp¶ sjÍnbpsS ]mSp Fs¶ I¼nbSn¸n¨p. Hcp
\nanjw Rm³ KoX So¨sd Aà Ahsf Fsâ `mcybmbn a\Ên k¦ån¨p.

Rm\pw So¨dpw am{XaS§p¶ Hcp temIw. AhntS¡p Fsâ a\Êp IS¶p sN¶p.
kn\naIfn ImWp¶Xpt]mse AXncmhnse Fgpt¶äp Ipfn¨p IpdnsXm«p apSnbnÂ
Xpfkn IXncpw NqSn I¿n NmbI¸pambn hcp¶ KoXsb Rm³ a\Ên I­p.
Iangv¶pInS¶pd§ps¶ Fs¶ ]pd¯p X«nbpWÀ¯n NmbI¸p \o«nb KoXsb Rm³
Ft¶e¡p ]nSn¨p hen¨p. Ahsf AaÀ¯n ]pWÀ¶p. AhfpsS IpPZzb§Ä Fsâ
amdneaÀ¶p. KosX.. samsf temImhkm\whtc¡pw C§ns\ sI«n¸nSnt¨m­ncn¡³
Ignªncps¶¦nÂ... Rm³ hnImcm[nX\mbnsIm­p ]dªp.

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I¿n Tt¸ Fs¶mcp ASn In«nbt¸mfmWp Rm\pWÀ¶Xp. CbmÄ CusemI¯nsem¶pw

AsÃ? So¨dmWp ASn¨Xpw sNmZn¨Xpw.. Rm\msI N½n. F´mS abnsc.. Ct¸mtf
kz]v\w ImWm³ XpS§nsbm? ASp¯ncp¶ inh³ Fs¶mSp ]Xps¡ tNmZn¨p. Rms\mcp
]p©ncnbn FÃw Ahkm\n¸n¨p \à Ip«nbmbn ¢Ên s{i²ns¨m­ncp¶p.. Hdm¡nÄ
BWp k_vPÎv, alm t_mÀ... sImÀskIv£s\ Ipdn¨pw, skhv kvs]bnkns\ Ipdn¨papÅ
¢mkv F\n¡p alm s_mdmbnsænse kwibapÅp. Fsâ s{i² ho­pw So¨dpsS
icoc¯neqsS Acn¨nd§n. CSXp sskUn Ccn¡p¶ F\n¡p So¨dpsS hbÀ
kmcn¡pÅneqsS hyàambn ImWmambncp¶p. Fsâ IgpI³ I®pIÄ AhnsS HS¡n.
Hcp \mgn F®sb¦nepw sImÅmhp¶ B s]m¡nÄ Npgnbn s\m¡n Rm³ shÅand¡n.
Fsâ sIm¨pI®³ shÅsamen¸n¨p. Ah³ P«nXpf¨p ]pd¯pNmSpw F¶ a«mbn.. Rm³
ho­pw Fsâ kz]v\ temI¯nse¡p t]mbn.

Ikhpw t\scyXpw Npän I¿n kÔymZo]hpambn hcp¶p Fsâ KoX.. Zo]w... Zo]w...
AhÄ hnf¡pambn Xf¯nse¡p IS¶p h¶p, ImcWhsct]mse Nmcp IskcbnÂ
InS¡p¶ Rm³ Fgps¶äp sXmgpXp. hnf¡p Xsg sh¨p AhÄ \aP]w XpS§n..
hm\¼mSn Nn{Xs]mepw tXmäps]mIp¶ A{X¡p at\mlcambn ATzÄ kckzXoIoÀ¯\w
]mSn.

cwKw InS¸d..

Xebn apøqhpambn \{ainckvIbmbn AhÄ aµw aµw \S¶p h¶p. F\n¡XpI­p

BsI sZjyw h¶p.. sIm¸v.. CsX´m BZycm{Xntbm.? C§ns\ \Wn¨p hcm³. Rm³
NqSmbn..

BcpsS BZycm{Xnsb Ipdn¨ I®³ ]dbps¶?.. So¨À Fs¶mSp tNmZn¨p.. Rm³

sR«nbpWÀ¶p.. ¢Ênse aäp Ip«nIÄ Dds¡ s]m«nNncn¡p¶p. inh\p Imcyw a\Ênembn..
Ah³ s]s«¶p tIdn ]dªp. So¨sd C¶se I­ a½p«n kn\naose cwKw HmÀ¯Xmhpw
Ah³…

Dw ... ¢msÊSp¡ps¼mÄ I®nI­sXm¶pw Nn´n¨ncn¡s­; ¢Ên \¶bn s{i²n¡p

I®m.. So¨À F\n¡p Xm¡oXp \ÂIn. Hcp hn[w ¢Ên Ccp¶psImSp¯p F¶p ]dbmw.
12 aWn¡p ¢Êp IgnªXpw shKw ]pds¯s¡mSn.. s\sc _mXv dqan sIdn hmXneS¨p.
Fsâ sIm¨p Ip«s\ shfnbnseSp¯p Xtemen¡³ XpS§n. Ah³ I®oscmgp¡n BsI
Hcp hn[ambn«p­mbncp¶p. KoX So¨dpsS Ip­n a\Ên I­psIm­p Rm³
hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n. Fsâ InSne³ Ip® So¨dpsS IqXnbn Ibdp¶Xmbn k¦ån¨p
Rm³ BªSn¨p. B... Blv .. Fsâ Rc¼pIÄ henªp apdpIn.. Fsâ s]cpwIp®
AhfpsS IqXnbneqsS AXnshKw Ibdnbnd§p¶Xmbn F\n¡p sXm¶n. Rm³ ASnbpsS
shKw Iq«n. Fsâ {]oIw F\n¡p ASn¡³ Hcp F®abw X¶Xn\m B hmWaSn
hescb[nIw kpJIcambn sXm¶n. Rm³ kÀ Æ iànbpsaSp¯p BªSn¨p.. Dw.... B..
Fsâ Ip®Ip«³ Ahsâ NpSp]m _mXv dqansâ `n¯nbmsI sXdn¸n¨p. ss]s¸Sp¯p
shÅaSn¨p AsXÃw IgpIn Rm³ ]pdt¯¡nd§n.. inh³ hmXnen\p shfnbn Xs¶
D­mbncp¶p. F§ns\ D­mbncp¶p So¨sd HmÀ¯pÅ hmWw.. Ah³ Hcp
ssek³kpanÃsX Fs¶mSp sNmZn¨p.. Dw.. sImÅmw.. Rm³ adp]Sn sImSp¯p.

hm \ap¡p hÃXpw Ign¡mw C¶p taml³emensâ kn\na¡p s]m­Xm.. s\cs¯

sN¶nsæn Sn¡äpIn«nà sams\ Znt\jv... Ah³ Fs¶bpw Iq«n slm«Â
tchXnbnse¡p\S¶p. Ah³ s]mtdm«bpw ap«Idnbpw Rm³ s]mtdm«bpw Ahnª
km¼mdpw (ioeanïXn\m s\m¬ shPv Ign¡mdnÃ) Ign¨p thKw A¼mSn
Sm¡oknse¡p HmSn.. (Sm¡oʶp IcpXn hnjan¡pIsbm¶pw sh­.. ASns]mfn ]pXnb
]S§sf AhnsS hcp.) c­c¡mWp kn\na.. Cs¸mÄ kabw HcpaWn BbsX DÅp.
Sm¡oÊnse FÃmhscbpw ]cnPbapÅXn\m R§Ä¡p Sn¡säSp¡m³ sses\m¶pw
\n¡­ BhiyanÃ.. Rm\pw inh\pw `mkvIsc«sâ I¿nÂ\n¶p Sn¡äphm§n DÅnÂ
Ibdn Hcp aqe¡p s]mbncp¶p. inh³ Acbn \n¶pw sIm¨p]pØIw FSp¯n \nhÀ¯n..
H¶p c­p t]Ppad¨p ]ns¶ Hcp IY hmbn¡m³ XpS§n. Rm³ AXnsâ ssSänÂ
hmbn¨p, “Fsâ G«¯n” AXmbncp¶p IYbpsS s]cv. IYbpsS BZys¯ ]mc{Km^v
hbn¨s¸mÄ ckw tIdn Rm³ H¶pIqSn icn¡ncp¶p IY hmbn¡m³ XpS§n. Ipd¨p

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Ignªs¸mÄ c­p s]®p§Â Sm¡oÊn\pÅnse¡p Ibdn h¶p. Ahsc I­s¸mÄ

inh³ Nncn¨psIm­p Ipiew sNmZn¨p. ]ns¶ F\n¡p Ahsc ]cnPbs¸Sp¯n. H¶p
im´, asäXp Ipamcn c­pw ]qc shSnIÄ. {io{InjW]pcs¯ t]cpsI« ]dn shSnIÄ.

Um a¨p \nsâ I¿n F{X Imip­v.

F´n\m?

sIms¸ 20 dp¸nI sImSp¯m ChäIÄ aq©nXcpw.. \n\¡p shsWm?

sh­..

shs­¦n sh­.. \o ImipsImSv (Ah³ A§ns\bm.. FÃmw HmÊm..)

Rm³ Ah\p 20 Ddp¸nI sImSp¯p.. Ah³ Fgps¶äp im´bpsS ASps¯¡p t]mbn..

Rm³ Ccp¶Xnsâ Hms¸mknäv skUn AhÀ Ccp¶p. inh³ im´sb sI«n¸nSn¨p.
AhfpsS Np­n AaÀ¯n Np¼n¨p. ]ns¶ AhfpsS apeIÄ c­pw shfnbn FSp¯p
N¸m³ XpS§n.. im´ Xmsg Ahsâ IepIÄ¡nSbn ap«p Ip¯nbncp¶p. Ahsâ
kn¼gn¨p Ipe¨p \n¶ Ahsâ KP hocs\ ]pds¯Sp¯p. ]ns¶ Ahs\ sXmen¸n¨p
AXp apgph\pw hngp§n. im´ AhÄ Xp¸Â Aåw I¿nseSp¯p inhsâ enwKaIpS¯nÂ
]pc«n. ]ns¶ Aååv]ambn Ahs\ hngp§n.. \hpsIm­p B Nmen AhÄ Nn{Xw hc¨p.
heXp sIsIm­p AhÄ Ah\p hmWaSn¨p sImSp¯psIm­ncp¶p. CXp I­ Fsâ
Ip®Ip«\pw I¼nbSn¨p... im D¼ensâ shKw Iq«n. hmWaSn¨pw \hpsIm­p Ahsâ
Ip®bn IhnXsbgpXnbpw AhÄ Ahs\ kzÀ¤w ImWn¨p. Ahsâ Ip® AhfpsS
hmbnencp¶p ]gp¯p. Ahsâ shSn Xocmdbncp¶p. Ah³ koän ]n¶nsem«p
sRfnªncp¶p. I®pIfS¨p ]nSn¨p Ah³ Ahsâ IXn\ shSn im´bpsS
hbnses¡mgn¨p.. Ah Ahsâ B NpSp]m BÀ¯nsbmsS apgph\pw IpSn¨nd¡n..
inh³ Fgps¶äp ]msâÃmw icnbm¡n. i´¡p Imip sImSp¯p. F¶n«p AhfpsS
apebn H¶aÀ¯n. ^m.. sNsä.. apebn ]nSn¡ps¶m.. im´ Aedn.. inh³ Hcp hfnª
NncnNncns¨m­p Fsâ ASps¯¡p h¶p.

ChäIÄ Hs¡ C§ns\bm.. Iip In«n Ignªm ]ns¶ XoÀ¶p.. AXn\p ap³]p F´p
sNbvXmepw Ipg¸anÃ. Rm\pw Nncn¨p.

]Sw Ignªp _Ên ho«nse¡p aS§n.. \ÃXnc¡v GXmbmepw ap¼nse Ibdq

F¶Xn\m ]ns¶ BtemN\sbm¶pap­mbnÃy.. Rm\pw inh\pw ap¶nse tUmdneqsS
XÅnIbdn.. tZ \n¡p¶p {]oX.. (i¦p®n \mbcpsS aIfmWp {]oX) sPymXnsbhnsS ?
Rm³ Xnc¡n.

F´m sPymXnbps­¦nse t]mIpÅp.. AhÄ Xncn¨pw..

Fsâ s]mt¶ sNmZns¨s¶ DÅp..

inh³ Hcp BsânbpsS ]pdIn \nebpd¸n¨p.. \à sImgp¯ Ip­nbpÅ Hcp Nc¡v.

Rm³ {]oXbpsS ]pdIn X¶p tNÀ¶p \n¶p. _ÊnfInbt¸m H¶psS tNÀ¶p \n¶p.
AhfpsS Ip­n Fsâ Ip®bn ap«nbpcp½n. Ah³ ]Xps¡ XebpbÀ¯n s\m¡n.. Dw..
\à ]Xp ]Xp¯ Ip­n.. Pm¡n sh¡msa¶v Xncpam\n¨p Fsâ Ip® apgph\pw DWÀ¶p.
Ah³ {]oXbpsS c­p Ip­nIÄ¡nS¡pw AaÀ¶p AhÄ C¡nfntbmsS Acåw
CfIn\n¶p. F¶n«p ISI®m Fs¶ H¶p Hfnbn«pt\m¡n. Rm³ AhfpsS
Ip­n]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n. AhÄ F¶nte¡p H«n\n¶p. Rms\sâ ImepsIm­p AhfpsS
]mhmSs]m¡n Imez®bn ImsemsIm­pXs¶ XShnsImSp¯p. B\ns{^³Nv
D]tbmIn¨p tcmasaÃmw Ifª B X¦ImepIfneqsS Rm³ IhnXcNn¨p. CSXp
ssIsIm­p »uÊn\pÅneqsS AhepsS hbä¯p Nn{X cN\ \S¯n.. Cu kabw inh³
Ahsâ kn¼pXpd¶p Ahsâ Ip«s\ shfnbn C«ncp¶p. Ah³ Ahsâ Ip®sbSp¯p
shfnbnen«p. AsXSp¯p BânbpsS Ip­nbn ap«n¨v hmWaSn XpS§n.

{]oX AhfpsS Ip­n h«¯n Id¡nsIm­pw Fsâ Ip®ta Dc¨psIm­pw Fs¶

NqSp]nSn¸n¨p. Rm³ Fsâ CSXp ssI AhfpsS ]mhS¡pÅneqsS IS¯n

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P«n¡papIfneqsS AhfpsS ]qd¸¯n H¶aÀ¯n R¡n. Blv Fs¶mcp

io¡mct¯msS AhÄ Fsâ s\©n A½À¶p; InS¶p F¶p Xs¶ ]dbmw. Rm³
Fsâ asä ssIsIm­p AhfpsS apeIÄ ]nSn¨aÀ¯n. CSXp I¿m P«n¡pÅneqsS
]qd¸¯n Xncp½nsImSp¯p. AhnsSbpÅ tcmacmPnIfn hncsemSn¨p ]ns¶ ]Xps¡
c­paq¶p tcma§Ä Iq«n hen¨p, iv.... Fs¶mcp io¡cs¯msS AhÄ Fsâ ssI
X«namän. Rm³ AhfpsS AhKW\ adnIS¶p Fsâ Nq­phnc AhfpsS
tbm\nbnte¡p XncpIn Ibän. tIm¸³ inh³ CXp I­p Bânsb hn«p {]oXbpsS
Ip­n]nSns¨m¶p R¡n. ]qdntamsâ ]cn]mSn Fs¶ sNmSn¸n¨p. Rm³ Ahsâ I¿nÂ
HcSnsImSp¯p I®pcp«n ImWn¨p. Ah³ Hcp Ahnª NncnNncn¨p sIm­p Ahsf hn«p.
Rm³ kn¼qcn AhfpsS ssIsIm­p Fsâ Ip® Rm³ ]nSn¸n¨p. _ÊnembXn\mepw aäp
BepIfpÅXn\mepw GsXmcps]ss®s\t]mse Ahfpw B {ia¯nÂ\ns¶s¶ XSªp.
F¶m icn Rm³ Xs¶ hmWaSn¡sa¶p IcpXn Fsâ Ip«s\ ]pds¯Sp¡pt¼mtf¡pw
_Êp R§Ä¡ndt§­ tÌm¸n F¯n. Rm\pw inh\pw s]s«¶p NmSnbnd§n.
Cd§m³ t\cw Hcp sNdpans]®nsâ Ip­n¡p ]nSn¨ Ahs\ AhÄ
]¨sXdnsIm­`ntjIw \S¯n..

_Ênd§n \mbtc«sâ Hms«m]nSn¨p s]s«¶p hosS¯n. ]ns¶ Im¸n IpSn¨p Aås\cw

Id§n \S¶p. ]Xnhnepw sshInbn«Wp A¶p R§Ä Ipfn¡m³ s]mbXp. IShnÂ
F¯nbs]m heyImcn P\phpw {]oXbpw am{Xsa DÅp. F¶m icn ChcpsS Ipfnko³
ImWmw F¶p IcpXn Rm³ s]®p§fpsS IShnse¡nd§n.. Xte Znhkw Pm\phns\
]®nbXn\m As¸mÄ AhnsS¡nd§m³ Hcp ss[cyw D­mbncp¶p. Fsâ IqsS inh\pw
aäp ]ntcpw Cd§n..

F´m Pm\p GS¯n.. Ipfn¡\pÅ ]pd¸mSmsWm? inh³ Ipiew sNmZn¨p.

AÃm.. \n§Ä B¼ntÅsc´ s]®p§fpsS IShnÂ.. AhnsS t]mbn Ipfn¡ns\Sm

]nsÅsc.. AtÃ.. F´ s]®p§fpsS Ipfn ImWm³ h¶XmsWm.. Pm\p NqSmbn..

NqSmhsà tNS¯n... Ipfnko³ ImWm³ ]änb Hcp Nc¡pw.. inh³ Xncn¨p ]dªp..
(Ah³ A§ns\bm.. F{X \Ã s]®mbmepw icn tIm¬^nU³kp Ifbpw) tNS¯n
]dª AhØ¡p Cs¶´mbmepw tNS¯nbpsS Ipfn It­ s]mIp¶pÅp F¶p ]dªp
Ah³ AhnsS s̸n Ccp¶p.

^m sNsä \n\s¡m¶pw A½bpw s]§·mcpansÃ.. s]mbn AhcpsS Ipfn ImWS ]«n...

Pm\p Aedn.. F¶n«p Fsâ t\sc Xncnªp.. AÃm.. X{¼m³ Ip«nbpaps­m.. Rm³
AÑs\mSp¶p ]dbs«..

Rm³ sR«n..... C¶se Fsâ Ip®apgph\pw hmbnen«p N¸nb, Fsâ apIfnÂ

Ibdnbncp¶p tX§ms]mXn¨ B AhcmXn Xs¶sbm CXp.. sZhsa.. IenImew...
AÃs­´p ]dbm³.. Rm³ inhs\bpw hent¨m­p BWp§fpsS IShnse¡p HmSn... aäp
]ntÅÀ ]pdt¯¡pw.

Cs¸mÄ Ipf¯n \mept]À am{Xw. Rm³ inh³, Pm\p ]ns¶ {]oX. inh\p Pm\ps\
H¶p Ifn¨m sImÅsa¶p­p.. AXh³ Fs¶mSp ]e XhW ]dªn«pap­p. IqSsX
C¶se Rm³ Ahsf Ifn¨ Imcyw Ahs\mSp ]dªs¸m sXm«p Ahsâ tamlw Cc«n¨p.

R§Â s{UsÊÃmw Ducn tXmÀ¯pSp¯p shůn Cd§n.. Pm\p XpWn

Ae¡pIbmWp. {]oX Acs¡m¸w shůnse¡nd§n shůnencp¶p R§sf
t\m¡n Nncn¨p. Pm\p »uÊqcn. ap­p amän tXmÀ¯pSp¯p. Cs¸mÄ du¡bpw sXmÀ¯pw
a{Xsa Pm\p [cn¨n«pÅp. Ipd¨p t\c¯n\p tijw du¡bpw Ducn amän.. AhÄ¡dnbmw
Ct¸mÄ Ipf¯n R§Ä c­mWp§sf DÅp F¶p. R§Ä ImWs« F¶p IcpXn
Xs¶ Pm\p R§Â¡`napJambn Xncnªp \n¶p. Fsâ Cuizc·mtc... \à InSne³
apeIÄ... ISn¨p Xn¶m³ sXm\p¶p.. inh³ s\SphoÀ¸nt«m­p ]dªp. icnbmWp Ah³
]dªXp.. {]nb hmb\¡msc.. Pm\phnsâ apeIÄ I­m \n¶\nån \n§fpsS
Ip«·mcpw ]m Npc¯pw.. A{X¡p at\mlcamWp B shÅcn¡mapeIÄ. \Ã
sImgp¯pcp­ apeIfn Idp¯ap´ncnt]mes¯ apeR«pIÄ. \oe Rc¼pIÄ Ahsb
H¶pIqsS at\mlcam¡p¶p \à ISsªSp¯ hbÀ. In®³ s]m¡nÄ.. sam¯¯nÂ
\½psS I\IeXsb t]msebncn¡pw.. hbÊn¯ncn IqSnbmepw..

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inh³ shÅe¯ntes¡Sp¯p NmSn. Ahsâ Ip«³ I¼nbmbncp¶p. {]oX shůnÂ

\n¶pw s]m´n AhfpsS \\sªm«nb »uÊneqsS AhfpsS apeIÄ F\n¡p Im«n X¶p..
Fsâ a\Êp hmbn¨ns«¶ h®w AhÄ »uÊnsâ lp¡pIÄ Hmtcm¶bn Ducn aän.
]ns¶ shfp¯ {_mbpw Ducn.. ]mhmS amän sXmÀ¯pSp¯p. Hcp Hmd©ns\mfta
hep¸apsŦnepw AhfpsS apeIÄ ImWm³ \à ckambncp¶p. Cfw Xhn«p\nd¯nÂ
DÅapeI®pIÂ hncnbps¶ D­mbncp¶pÅp. inh\p ]s­ henb N¡apeItfmSmWp
{]nbw AXn\m Ah\p {]oXbpsS ape ImWm³ Xosc XmåcyanÃbncp¶p Ah³
Pm\phnsâ ape I­p shÅand¡nsIm­p shůn Ccp¶p Xs¶ hmWaSn¡m³
XpS§n.. Pm\p I®p sIm­p {]oXbpsS ASps¯¡p t]mIm³ F\n¡p k½Xw X¶p.
Rm³ \o´n s]®p§fpsS IShnse¯n.. Xn¶ sNmdn\p \µn ImWn¡Wsa¶Xn\mÂ
BZyw Pm\phnsâ apebn H¶aÀ¯n sR¡n. Pm\p Fsâ Ip«s\ ssIsIm­p H¶p X«n..
Rm³ AhfpsS Ip­n ]nSn¨aÀ¯nsIm­p ImXn ]dªp, inh\p sNdnb Hcp ]qXn
D­p.. H¶p km[n¨p sImSp¡p.. Fsâ s]mt¶S¯n…

]qXnbpÅhÀ AXp ]dªdnbn¡Ww a\Ên shs¨m­ncp¶m Rms\§ns\ Adnbpw..

Rm³ inhs\ ssI Im«n hnfn¨p.

Ah³ R§fpsS ASpt¯¡p \o´n h¶p. B{^n¡bnse Zcn{ZIp«nIÄ sdm«nIjvWw

In«nbse¶t]mse Ah³ BÀ¯ntbmsS Pm\phnsâ apeIfn Ibdn]nSn¨p. Hcp
amt\gvkpw Cï \mdn.. F\n¡ht\mSp ]pÑw sXm¶n.. B…. Cu Imcy¯n Hcp
amt\gvkpw BhiyanÃsÃm.. Ah³ Pm\phnsâ shÅcn¡mapeIÄ c­pw amdn R¡n
]ngnªp. AhfpsS Np­pIÄ Ahsâ hmbnem¡n s\m«n\pWªp.. Hcp ssIsIm­p
AhfpsS Ip­n AaÀ¯n]nSn¨p asä ssIsIm­p AhfpsS apeIÄ AaÀ¯n R¡nbpw
Ah³ In«nb Nm³kpapXem¡n

CsXms¡ I­psIm­p A[nIt\cw \n¡m³ F\n¡pw IgnªnÃ. Rm³ {]oXbpsS

ASp¯p sN¶p AhfpsS Np­n H¶p Np¼n¨p. F¶n«p AhfpsS sIm¨papeIÄ c­pw
AaÀ¯n]ngnªp. R§Ä c­mfpw Igps¯m¸w shůnte¡nd§n\n¶p AhfpsS
sXmÀ¯pap­pcnªpIfªp. Cs¸m Ä AhÄ shcpw sjVna{Xsa C«n«pÅp. Rm³
AhfpsS ssI FSp¯p Fsâ Ip®bn ]nSn¸n¨p. AhfpsS apeIÄ c­pw \¶mbn
Ii¡nsImSp¯p. AhÄ Cu kabw Fsâ Ip«s\ \¶bn Xmsemen¡p¶p­mbncp¶p.
Rm³ AhfpsS sjVn¡pÅneqsS Fsâ I¿n«p Nq­phnc AhfpsS IqXnbn XncpIn.
AhÄ Ño F¶p ]cªp Fsâ ssI aän¸n¨p. Rm³ c­p ssIsIm­pw AhfpsS Ip­n
AaÀ¯n R¡n. AhfpsS A¯n¸gw t]mepÅ Np­pIÄ hmbnem¡n N¸n. Cu kabw
inh\pw \à lmÀUv hÀ¡nembncp¶p. Ah³ Pm\phnsâ ape ISn¨p hen¡pIbmbncp¶p.
Pm\phn\p H¶p Du¼nbm sImÅmsa¶p­mbncps¶Knepw A¼eIpfambXn\mÂ
sh­m¶p sh¨p. inh³ Ahsf apIfnes¯ kvsä¸n Ccp¯n, tXmÀ¯n\nSbneqsS
ssIIS¯n AhfpsS tbm\oIhmS¯n H¶p RcSn. Ah³ Ahsâ \Sphnc AhfpsS
]qänte¡p IS¯n.. AhÄ¡pXp kpJns¨¦nepw IqSpXembn H¶pw sN¿m³ AhÄ
k½Xn¨nÃ.. inh\p icn¡pw h«mbn.. Ah³ Aåw _eambn Xs¶ AhfpsS
taÂIbdnInS¡m³ s\m¡nbt¸mÄ Pm\p Ahs\ XÅn amän.. FSm Igpthdo..
CX¼eamWp. ChnsSInS¶p ]®ms\m¶pw ]änÃ, tZhn tIm]n¡pw..

^m.. AhcmXn Iq¯¨n tamsf... ]®m³ XpS§ps¼mfmtWmSo \nsâ ]g¼pcmWw..

Ah³ Hcp Xcw hmintbmsS Ahsf {]m]n¡m³ t\m¡n.

FSm ]«n acymZ¡p Fs¶ hns«m CtÃÂ Rm³ Dds¡ hnfn¨p Iqhpw.. Pm\p `ojWnbn«p.

inh³ Ahsf hn«p Hcp s̸pIqSn Ibdn\n¶p Ahsf t\m¡n hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n..
Ahsâ s]cp¯ Ip® DbÀ¯nIm«n Pm\ps\ s\m¡n Ah³ BªmªSn¨p. CXp I­
{]oX¡pw ISntbdn. AhÄ Fsâ Ip®sbSp¯p hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n.. Rm³ AhfpsS
apeIÄ AaÀ¯nR¡n sImSp¯p. shůn\SnbneqsS ]camh[nthK¯n AhÄ
F\n¡p hmWaSn¨p X¶p. CSXpI¿m Rm³ AhfpsS ]qÀ AaÀ¯nXncp¼n.. inh³ Hcp
ssI Acbn sImSp¯p ]n¶nte¡p Aåw hfªp \n¶p AXnKw `ocambn BªSn¨p.

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Pm\p \nsâ same.. \nsâ ]qdv, \nsâ sImXw B... \nsâ B\ Ip­n Fs¶ms¡ ]n¨pw
t]bpw ]dªp sIm­p Ah³ BªSn¨p. {]oX Hcp I¿m hmWaSnbpw atä I¿Â
Fsâ D­ aÊÖv sNbvXpw Fs¶ At§ Aäw kpJn¸n¨p. inhsâ shSn Xocmdbncp¶p.
Ah³ Ahsâ kÀÆ iànbpsaSp¯p BªSn¨p. Ahsâ Ip®¸m Pm\phnsâ
apJt¯¡pw apeIfnte¡pw sXdn¨p hoWp. Ah³ Blv ... Fs¶mcp io¡ctXmsS
shůnte¡p Iangv¶p hoWp, hoWXà NmSn. {]oX c­p I¿mepw amdn amdn F\n¡p
hmWaSn¨p X¶p. AhfpsS ssIIfpsS NqSpw shůnsâ Cfw XWp¸pw IqSn Hcp
{]tXyI kpJambncp¶p.. (AXn\p sijw Ct¸mfpw Rm³ _mXv dqan Ibdn
ss]¸pXpd¶p AXn\p Iosg ]nSn¨mWp hmWaSn¡mdp.) F\n¡pw hcmdmbncp¶p. Rm³
Fsâ Nq­phnc AhfpsS hbn sh¨p sImSp¯p. FSXpssIsIm­p AhfpsS ape
AaÀ¯n.. AhÄ ssIapdp¡n]nSnt¨m­p F\n¡p BªSn¨p X¶p. B... D½vw... Blv
Bm.. F\n¡p h¶p.. Fsâ Ip® Ahsâ I« ssXÀ AhfpsS ssIIfneqsS NÀ±n¨p.
shůn\papIfnse¡p Fsâ Ip®]m s]m´n h¶p... Rm³ Ahsf hn«p shůnÂ
aeÀ¶p InS¶p.sIm¨p aÕy§Ä Fsâ _oPaS§nb ip¢w sIm¯n Xn¶m³ h¶p.
AsXmsemsc®w Fsâ Nq¨maWnbn ]Xps¡ H¶p sIm¯nbt¸mfmWp Fsâ AcbnÂ
sXmÀ¯nsöp F\n¡p t_m[w h¶Xp.

Rm\pw inh\pw s]s«¶p Ipfn¨p Ibdn. thKw ho«nse¡p hn«p. Pm\phpw {]oXbpw
s]s«¶p tXmÀ¯n Ae¡nb XpWnsbÃw FSp¯p AhchcpsS ho«nse¡pw t]mbn.

t]mIp¶ hgn¡p Fsâ kplr¯v _mes\ I­p.

Um.. a¨p Adntªm.. aä¶m \nsâ Cïp jq«n§v D­p.. cmtk\sâ FtXm ]Sam¶m
sXm¶tW.. Ah³ ]dªp..

jq«ns§m? CÃs¯m? Bcm ]dtª..? inh³ CS¡pIbdn

Rm³ Cs¸m Cïp¶m hcpt¶.. \Üb m s{X \mbnI..IqSmsX \½psS I¼n tN¨n
_nµp]Wn¡cpaps­s{X..

bmlqqqq.. slmbv slmbv lnbmmmm... inh³ XpÅnNmSn..

F´n\mS ssasc NmSnIfn¡ps¶. Hcp jq«n§p F¶p ]dªm C{X ks´mjn¡m³ F´m
DtÅ.. kn\nasbm¶pw AÃtÃm.. Rm³ NqSmbn..

FSm tImt¸.. \Ü Fsâ t^htdäv lotdmbn\m.. C\n Hcp amk¡mew apSnª hmWaSn
Xs¶ Bbncn¡pw.. sim.. sImÃv Fs¶ A§p sImÃv .. _nµp]Wn¡À \Ü, \Ü
_nµp]Wn¡À.. amdn amdn hmWaSn¡mw HmÀt¯mÀ¯p hmWaSn¡mw... slmbv slmbv..

inh³ icn¡pw kt´mjhm\mbncp¶p.. DÅn F\n¡pw ks´mjanÃXncp¶nÃ.. kn\nam

t]mÌdpIÄ t\m¡n Ah HmÀ¯p hmWaSn¨ncp¶ F\n¡pw Chsc Hs¡ t\cn«p
I­psIm­p H¶p hmWaSn¡msem.. Rm\pw DÅm ks´mjn¨p;

Rm\pw inh\pw Hmtcm¶p kwkmcnt¨m­p \S¶p. Ahsâ hosS¯nbs¸m Ah³

henªp. tXmSp t{ImÊpNbvXp Rm\pw Fsâ CÃs¯¯n.. ]Sn¸pc IS¶p AIs¯¯n
CS\mgnbnte¡p IbdnbnÃ.. sXm«pap¶n Fsâ tN¨n..

(XpSêw………)

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