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F´mS ChnsS InS¶p ]cp§p¶Xv? ¢mÊpIgnªm CÃt¯¡p s]míqsS... sImc§³

s]®p§sf ImWm³ \nÃpIbmhpw.. tN¨n Fs¶ iImcn¨p.

Rms\m¶p Xpdn¨p t\m¡nbtX DÅp. hÃXpw Xncn¨p ]dªm ASn Dd¸m; a{XhpaÃ
Cïp sN¶p AOt\mSp hÃXpw ]dªp ]nSn¸n¡pIbpw sN¿pw.

F´m \osbs¶ t\m¡n t]Sn¸n¡pIbm? Ipcp¯w sI«h³ ImcWw _m¡nbpÅhÀ¡p

]pd¯nd§n\S¡m³ h¿mXmbn.

Rms\m¶pw an­nbnÃ.

AÃm KotX \ns\s¡´p ]än? hÃmsX hnbÀ¯n«p­tÃm? F´m BsI Hcp hn½n«w?

Cu A{ioIcw hÃXpw sNbvsXm?

Rms\m¶p sR«n!! Rms\¯p sNbvXq¶m.. Rms\m¶pw sNbvXnÃy..

\o¿hnsS an­mXncps¶m.. \nt¶mSÃ tNmZn¨Xv.

Gbv CÃ.. sNdnb Hcp XethZ\ t]mse; AXm.. So¨À Hcp IÅw ]dªp.

\osbt¶mSp IÅw ]db­, \nsâ apJw I­mednbmw Fs´m ]äo«ps­¶v! ]dbp KotX..

Gbv H¶pÃymt¶.. F\ns¡mcp Ipg¸hpanÃ.. So¨À AIt¯¡p t]mIm³ t\m¡n..

tN¨n AhfpsS ssI ]nSn¨p \nÀ¯n. F¶n«p Ft¶mSmbn Bcmªp.

]dbSm!! \o Chsf F´m sNbvtX, kXyw ]dsªm AtÃÂ hÃyOt\mSp

]dªpsImSp¡pw (Fsâ AOs\ hÃyO³ F¶Wp tN¨n hnfn¡dv)

Rms\m¶pw sNbvXn«nsÃt¶..

^m Ipcp¯w sI«hs\ \pW]dbps¶m! \ns¶ F\n¡p \¶mbdnbmw _Ên Ibdnbmepw

F¶p th­ FhnsS sN¶mepw Fs¸m Nm³kpIn«nbmepw \o Chsf iÃys¸Sp¯pw,
A{ioIcw. kXyw ]dbS sX½mSn..

Rm³ BIp Ipgªp. kXyw ]dbmsX hs¿¶mbn. ]ns¶ t]Sn¨p t]Sn¨p sasà ]dªp.

Rms\m¶pw sNbvXnÃ.. So¨Às¡s¶ CãamtWm¶p tNmZn¨p. At{X DÅq.

Tt¸... As¸m In«n sNIn«s¯msc®w. Fsâ I®n s]m¶o¨]mdn.

sX½Sn, \o BtcbmS t{]an¡m³ s]mtW? FSm Ipcp¯w sI«hs\ \msf \o

Fs¶tIdnbpw ]nSn¡patÃm..

Rm³ Btcw ]nSn¨n«nÃ. CjvSmtWm¶p tNmZn¨tX DÅp.

h¦³.. Cs¸m tNmZn¡pw \msf tIdn ]nSn¡pw, ]«n t\m¡nt]Sn¸n¡cpXv.. \msb Rm³
\ns¶ C¶p icnbm¡nXcp¶p­p. t\m¡ns¡m...

tN¨n Fs¶ Iptd iImcn¡pIbpw ASn¡pIbpw ]n¨pIbpw aäpw sNbvXp.

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Rm³ Øehpw {]mbhpsam¶pw t\m¡oÃ. \n¶p Icbm³ XpS§n.

IcªXp ASnsIm­ thZs\mI­Ã. ho«n sN¶m Nnet¸mÄ ^mZÀ F¶p ]dbp¶

kmZ\w AXmbXp Fsâ AO³ Xncpta\n XqWn sI«nbn«p XÃnsb¶pw Nnet¸mÄ
ap«pImep XÃnsbmSns¨¶pw aäpw hcpw. tN¨n F¶ AhcmXnsb hnizkn¡m³ sImÅnÃ..
hr¯nsI«hÄ F´p \pW thWsa¦nepw ]dªp ]nSn¸n¡pw.

AsXms¡ HmÀ¯t¸mÄ Fsâ Ic¨nen\p B¡w IqSn. Rm³ tX§n tX§n Icbm³
XpS§n.

AXp I­ So¨À¡p NncnbmWp h¶Xv. ]ns¶ NncnbS¡n Fsâ tN¨nsb imkn¨p.. F´m
\nÀ½te CXv.. I®s\ F´n\ Icbn¸n¨Xv. BfpIpg¸¡cs\m¶paÃ.. ]ns¶ C¯ncn
Ipdp¼ps­s¶ DÅp.. anSp¡\m..

Dw.. Ipdp¼v... s]®p§fpsS ........ th­m Fs¶ sIms­m¶pw ]dbn¸n¡­m...

Rm³ Ic¨n \nÀ¯nbncp¶nÃ... So¨Às¡t¶mSp klXm]w tXm¶n.. F´m I®m CXp,,

hÃy Bfmbn«p Icbmm. I®³ t]Snt¡­ tN¨n BtcmSpw H¶pw ]dbnÃy.. AsÃepw
AXn\ns¸m H¶pw D­mbn«nÃysÃm...

AXp tI«t¸mgmsW\n¡p Aåsa¦nepw Aizmkw tXm¶nbXv. Rm³ _mXvdqan t]mbn

apJw IgpIn h¶p.

So¨À Fsâ Xebn kvt\l]qÀÆw H¶p XShn.. _mbv ]dªp Rm³ CÃt¯¡p Xncn¨p.

A¶p _Ên Btcbpw Pm¡nsh¡mt\m ]nSn¡ms\m Xmåcyap­bncp¶nÃ. BsI

aqUnbmbncp¶p. ho«nse¯n (tImtfPn t]mbnÃy) DuWpIgn¨p. t\sc apdnbn t]mbn
InS¶p.

Dd¡w h¶nÃ....CusSbmbn a\Êpapgph\pw sseKnI Nn´Itf DÅq. ssI Adnbms­

Ip«s\ XgpIm³ XpS§n.. Ah³ Fgpt¶äpsh«nXpSn¨psIm­ncp¶p. ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡
Rm\shs\ sXmen¨pw XtemSnbpw kpJw sIm­p. ]ns¶ hmWaSnbpsS thKw IqSn.
KoXsb HmÀ¯psIm­p Rms\sâ Ip®]nSn¨pIpep¡n. ssI H¶p apdpInbt¸mÄ Um....
Fs¶mcp hnfn. Rm³ sR«nsbgpt¶äp. tN¨n.. ]d¡m«p\oensb t]mse apSnsbÃw Agn¨n«p
I®pc­pw Xpdn¸n¨p Fs¶ t\m¡p¶p.

Fsâ \à Poh³ t]mbn.... Rm³ NmSnsbgpt¶äp thKw aps­Sp¯pSp¯p. ]t£ Ipe¨

Fsâ Ip® ap­n\SnbneqsS \¦qcaSn¨p\n¶p.

F´mS Igpthdn ChnsS ]cn]mSn. F´p sX½Sn¯cam \o ImWn¡pt¶?

Rms\m¶pw sNbvXnÃ.. aq{Xsamgn¡p¶Xnsâ AhnsS sNmdn¨nem AhnsS H¶p

sNmdnªXm..

Dw...Ahsâ Hcp sNmdn¨nÂ...Ipcp¯w sI«h³ hr¯ntISpImWn¨n«p \pW ]dbp¶Xp

I­nsÃ.. AhÄ Fsâ Xe¡ns«m¶p X¶p.

F\n¡p \¶mbn thZ\n¨p.. Rms\m¶pw sNbvXnsöp ]dªnsÃ.. ]ns¶ F´n\m Fs¶

ASnt¨? Rm³ I®n shÅw \nd¨psIm­p ]dªp..

H¶pw sNbvXnà t]mepw I­nsà ap¼n apg¨p\n¡p¶Xv ... F¶n«p Fs¶mSp

\pW]dbp¶p...

AXv H¶pw sNbvXn«Ã.. aq{Xsamgn¡m³ ap«nbn«m.. AÃs­ Rms\´p sN¿m\m?

Ahsâ Hcp aq{Xsamgn¡m³ ap«Â.. F¶p ]dªpsIm­p sN¨n Fsâ ap­qcnIfªp..

Rm³ ]qÀ® \á\mbn AhfpsS ap¶n \n¶p. Aåw \mWw tXm¶nsb¦nepw Hcp

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s]®nsâ ap¼n Ip®Ipe¸n¨p ]qÀ® \á\mbn \n¡\pw Hcp ckw tXm¶n. Fsâ
Nn´IÄ AcsI«nse Dd¨t]inbnepw {]Xn^en¨p. Ah³ InS¶p XpÅm³ XpS§n..

Dw.. I­nsà aq{Xsamgn¡m³ ap«p¶hsâ hn½n«w... F¶p ]dªpsIm­p AhÄ ...... Fsâ
tN¨n...... Fsâ Ip®]nSn¨p H¶p RcSn... AhfpsS arZpeamb ssI X«nbt¸mÄ Fsâ
Ip®bnse \oe Rc¼pIÄ H¶pIqSn XpSp¯p. Ah³ {]uVntbmsS XesbSp¯p\n¶p.

I­nsà Ak¯v At½w s]§tfw I­m Adnbm¯h³.. F¶p ]dªpsIm­p AhÄ

Fsâ Ip® ]nSn¨psXmen¨p.

F\n¡t½w s]§tfw I­msems¡ Adnbmw.

]ns¶ F´mS CXn§s\ Ipe¨p \n¡p¶Xv..

AXp aq{Xsamgn¡m³ ap«nbn«¶p Rm³ ]dªntÃ

aq{XamtWm AsXm thsd hÃXpamtWm ]pd¯p hcp¶sX¶p Rm³ t\m¡s« F¶p

]dªp sIm­v AhÄ Fsâ Ip®]nSn¨p hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n.

Asænte I®oscmgp¡m³ XpS§nb Fsâ Ip®¡v AhfpsS arZpeamb ssIsIm­pÅ

aÊmPn ]nSn¨p \n¡m\mbnÃ.. Ah³ Ahsâ I« ssXcpapgph\pw AhfpsS
ssIIfneqsS iÀ±n¨p.

Ak¯v Fsâ ssI apgph\pw \mim¡n. I­nsà Ahsâ aq{XNqSv Ipcp¯w sI«h³
Fsâ ssI hr¯ntISm¡n...

Rm\msI N½n.. tN¨n Hcn¡epw C§ns\ sN¿psa¶p Rm³ {]Xo£n¨nÃ...

F´mbmepw IgnªXp Ignªp... C\n ]dªns«m¶pw ImcyanÃ... X¡mew Chsf

F§nt\sb¦nepw aWnbSn¡pIXs¶; F¶mte KoXsb In«pIbpÅp. AXn\m Rm³
tN¨n ]dªXp apgph³ tI«p\n¶tX DÅq, FXnÀ¡m³ t]mbnÃy.

Ip®]mepsamen¸n¨v XfÀ¶ Ip®bpambn ]qÀ® \á\mbn Rm³ tN¨nbpsS ap¶nÂ

\n¶p. Fsâ \nåpI­p klXm]w tXm¶nbns«m, Fsâ \áXI­ns«m AsXm Imaw
aq¯ns«m F¶dnbnà tN¨n Fsâ ASp¯p h¶v Fsâ s\änbn Hcp½X¶p. ]ns¶ Fs¶
apdpsI sI«n]nSn¨p ImXn sasÃtbmXn.. Ip«mmmm ... Chs\ C§ns\ XfÀ¯n IfbcpXp.
Ip«\p hÃXpw sXm¶ps¼msgms¡ tN¨nsbmSp ]dªm aXn... F´p thW¨mepw tN¨n
sNbvXp Xcmw....

CXp tI«t¸mÄ Fsâ a\Ên Hcp s]cpag Xs¶ s]bvXp. Rm\msI tImcn Xcn¨p..
Iocnbpw ]m¼pw t]msebncp¶Xm R§Ä, Fs¶ I­m Xs¶ NXpÀ°nbmbncp¶ tN¨n
Cs¸m CXm Fs¶mSp ]dªncn¡p¶p....... F\n¡p F´p thWsa¨mepw sNbvXp
Xcmsa¶v.... F\n¡p kt´mjaS¡m³ IgnªnÃ. Rm³ Ahsf AaÀ¯n ]pWÀ¶p...
Np­nepw Ihnf¯pw s\änbnepsaÃw XpcpXpsc Np¼n¨p.. BÀ¯ntbmsS AhfpsS
Np­pI hmbnem¡n \pWªp. apeIfn ]nSn¨p R¡n.. c­p N´nIfpw ]nSn¨aÀ¯n...
shÅw t]mbn XfÀ¶ Fsâ Ip® ho­pw I¼nbmbn. Ah³ AhfpsS hbä¯p Ip¯n
Ahsf ckw sImÅn¸n¨p.

BZys¯ Hcp NqSn \n¶pw DWÀ¶t¸mÄ AhÄ Fs¶ XÅnamän. s]s«¶p ]n¶nte¡p
amdn. ]ns¶ F´p sN¿Ww F´p ]dbWw F¶dnbmsX XeXm¯n \n¶p. ]s£
AhfpsS apJs¯ B \mWhpw XpSn¸pw Ah F¶n \n¶pw Fs´ms¡tbm In«m³
B{Kln¡p¶Xpt]mse Ft¶mSp ]dªp.. AXp a\Ênem¡nb Rm³ AhfpsS
ASpt¯¡p sN¶p Ahsf F¶nte¡p ]nSn¨p hen¨p... AZysams¶XnÀs¯¦nepw ]ns¶
AhÄ Fsâ amdneaÀ¶p.. Rm³ AhfpsS s\dpIbn H¶p arZphmbn Np¼n¨p.. AhfpsS
apJw ]nSn¨pbÀ¯n B I®pIfnse¡p Häpt\m¡n.. B I®pIfnse \mWw, B
I®pIfnse Xnf¡w AsXs´ms¡tbm ]dbp¶p­mbncp¶p. Rm\pw AsXm¶pw
{Kln¡m\pÅ am\knImhØbnembncp¶nÃ...

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Rm\hsf Fsâ tN¨nsb apdpsI ]pWÀ¶p. Fsâ \nizmkw AhfpsS Igp¯n X«n..
AhfpsS tcmaIq]§Ä Fgpt¶äp \r¯amSn. AhÄ FÃmw ad¶v I®pIÄ Iq¼nbS¨v
F¶nte¡aÀ¶p. Rm\hfpsS »uÊnsâ lp¡pI Hmscm¶mbn Agn¨pamän. ]mhSbpw
jn½oÊpw IqSnbgnNp. shdpw {_mbpw sjUnbpan«v Hcp tN¨n \á\mb A\nbs\
]pWÀ¶p \n¡p¶p.. P\n¸n¨hÀ ImtW­ ImgvN!!!

Rm\msI A£a\mbn F\nbpw IqSpX t\cw I¼nbmbn \n¡m³ F\n¡mhnÃ.. Rm³

AhfpsS Idp¯ {_mbpsS lp¡pIÄ Agn¨p. B XmgnI IpS§Ä ]pdt¯¡p NmSn
XpÅnIfn¨p. Cfw {_u¬ \ncr¯nepÅ h«hpw AXn\p \Sphn Hcp ap´ncn§tbmfw
hep¸¯n ape I®pw \oe Rc¼pIÄ sXfnªpImWp¶ IpNZzb§sf
AXnat\mlcam¡n. Fsâ hmbnepw sIm¨pIp«sâ hmbnepw Hcpt]mse shÅaqdn.

Fsâ Ip«sâ shÅw AhfpsS s]m¡nfnepw hbä¯pw aäpambn.. Rm³ AhfpsS

sjUn¡pÅneqsS I¿n«v AhfpsS Ip­n \¶mbn aÊmPv sNbvXpsImSp¯p.. AhÄ
Ahfscb[nIw hnImchXnbmbnsIm­p Fs¶ hcnªp apdp¡n.. Rm\hfpsS ssI
FSp¯v Fsâ Ip®bn ]nSn¸n¨p. AhÄ Ahs\ ]nSn¨p ]Xps¡ Ipep¡nsIm­ncp¶p.
Rm³ AhfpsS RmhÄ]gw t]mepÅ Np­pIÄ hmbnen«p \pWªp. ]ns¶ AhfpsS
Igp¯nepw Ihnf¯pw Np­¯pw apeIfnepw \m`nbnepw FÃw FÃmw Npw_\hÀj§Ä
s]menªp. AhfpsS \m`nen Rm³ \m¡n«p Id¡n. Ip­nIÄ c­pw Ii¡nbpS¨p.

AhfpsS sjUn Rm³ hen¨qcnIfªp. ¢o³ tjhv sNbvX ]f]f an¶p¶ B ]qÀ XSw
I­n«pw I­n«pw F\n¡p aXn h¶nÃ. Rm³ AhnsS amsI \¡n XpS¨p. \m¡p IqÀ¸n¨p
AhfpsS ]qän Ibän \pgªp. ]ns¶ ]qÀ t]mfIÄ AI¯n hncen«p X¸n t\m¡n.

F´m Ip«m \nÀ¯nbXv F´m X¸n t\m¡ps¶ \¡p tams\.. \¡n XpS¡p Fsâ ]qÀ
apgph\pw.. tN¨n I¼nbSn¨p ]dªp.

AÃm tN¨n, FÃmcpw ]dbp¶p Pn kvt]m«v F¶p ]dbp¶ Hcp Øew s]®p§fpsS
]qäneps­¶v AXp t\m¡phm..

lm l lllm.. tamt\
AXp A§ns\ t\m¡nbmsem¶pw ImWnà Ip«m... Ipd¨p FIv kv ]ocnb³kv BIpt¼mÄ
\n\¡p a\Ênemhpw .. \o Cs¸m AsXm¶pw t\m¡m³ \n¡­mm \o F\ns¡m¶p
AaÀ¯n \¡nXmS Ip«mm; \nsâ \mhn\p \à Acw D­p..

Rm³ ]ns¶ t\m¡m\pw ]nSn¡m\psam¶pw \n¶nÃ. Fsâ \m¡p IqÀ¸n¨p AhfpsS

]qänen«p Xncn¨p. AhfpsS ]qÀ ]m Npc¯nXpS§nbncp¶p. Rm³ ]ns¶ AhfpsS
ape]nSn¨p Rcn¡m\pw IpSn¡m\pw XpS§n. AhfpsS \m¡v Fsâ hmbnseSp¯p Rm³
Ddp©n IpSn¨p. ]ns¶ 69 s]mknj\n InS¶v R§Ä ]ckv]cw ]qdpw Ip®bpw \¡nbpw
Du¼nbpw cXnkpJ¯nsâ ]ctam¶Xnbnse¯n. Rm³ ASnbnepw AhÄ apIfnepambmWp
InS¶Xv. Rm³ Fsâ \m¡papgph\pw (Xe apgph³ F¶p ]dªm Aåw
AXnitbmànbmIpw) AhfpsS ]qän\pÅnte¡p IS¯n. AhfmIs« Fsâ Ip®Ip«s\
apgph\pw k©nbS¡w AhfpsS sXm­ hsc hngp§n. AhÄ Fsâ Ip®hmbnseSp¯v
Bªq¼n.. Rm³ Nq­phnc AhfpsS IqXnbnepw \m¡v AhfpsS ]qänepw C«p Npgän.
AhÄ¡v A[nIt\cw ]nSn¨p \n¡m\mbnà AhfpsS NqSpÅ ]qÀPew AhÄ Fsâ
hmbntes¡mgn¨p. Rm³ AXp apgph\pw HäXpÅnt]mepw ]pd¯p IfbmsX IpSn¨nd¡n.
F¶n«pw aXnhcmsX ho­pw ho­pw AhfpsS ]qän \m¡n«nf¡n. AhÄ Cu kabw
Fsâ Ip® Du¼Â \nÀ¯nbncp¶p. (s]®p§Ä A§ns\bm shÅw t]mbm ]ns¶
klIcn¡m³ _p²nap«m) Rm³ Ahsf Xmsg InS¯n AhfpsS apIfn Ibdnbncp¶p.
]ns¶ Fsâ Ip®sbSp¯v AhfpsS ]qÀIhmS¯n Ip¯nIbäm³ t\m¡n. F¶mÂ
AhÄ AXn\p k½Xn¨nÃ.

th­ Ip«m AXpam{Xw th­. Hcn¡epw IÃymW¯n\pap¼p AXp ]mSnÃ.

]ns¶ Rms\´p sN¿Ww? tN¨n \¶mbn«p kpJn¨nsÃ? Cs¸m Rm³ Ip®Ipe¸n¨p

A­nt]mb A®ms\ t]mse \n¡p¶p. F\n¡pw H¶p shÅw Iftbs­?

]qänenSm³ am{Xw tN¨n k½Xn¡nÃ. Ip«\p thsc F´p thW¨mepw tN¨n sNbvXpXcmw..

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F¶ Aäveokväv H¶p hmWaSn¨p Xm.. Asà Du¼nXm... F\n¡p shÅw t]mbntàRm³
Rc¼p s]m«n Nmhpw...

HmsI F¶ hmWaSn¨p Xcmw.. F¶p ]dªp sIm­v tN¨n Fsâ Ip®Ip«s\

XgpInbpWÀ¯n. Ah³ A§ns\ AhfpsS I¿nÂInS¶v sh«nXpSn¨p. tN¨n Ahsâ
sXmenbpcn¨v ]Xps¡b§ns\ hmWaSnXpS§n. Rm³ AhfpsS ape c­pw ]nSn¨aÀ¯n
kpJw sIm­p. Imcy§Ä A§ns\ ]ptcmKan¡pt¼mÄ AhÄ Xs¶ kzbw Fsâ
Ip®sbSp¯v Du¼m³ XpS§n. AhÄ \m¡m B NmeneqsSbn«pgªp. Fsâ Ip«sâ
HäI®n \m¡psIm­p Ip¯n. ]ns¶ D­]nSn¨p RcSn.. AhÄ Fsâ Ip®apgph\pambn
hngp§n. hmWaSnbpw Du¼epw H¸w k©n]nSn¨p RcSepw Fsâ It{ÞmÄ apgph\pw
Ifªp. Rms\sâ ]m AhfpsS hmbnte¡v Noän sXdp¸n¨p. AhÄ AXv cpNntbmsS
apgph\pw Cd¡n.

Rm\sI XfÀ¶ncp¶p.. Ahsf In«n]nSn¨psIm­p Rm³ InS¡bn Aåt\cw InS¶p.

]ns¶ AhfpsS apSnbngbneqsS XtemSnsIm­p AhtfmSmcmªp.

tN¨n F\ns¡mcp]Imcw sN¿ptam?

F´m tht­? Ip«³ ]dbp... Fsâ Ip«\pth­n Cu tN¨n F´p thWsa¦nepw

sNbvXpXcntÃ..

^m ]qdnsamÄ C¶se hsc Fs¶ XÃnbpw sXdn]cªpw D]{Zhn¨ncp¶ AhcmXn C¶p

Ct¸m H¶p \¡nsImSp¯s¸m hm¡pamän]dbp¶Xp I­nsÃ.. Rm³ a\Ên ]dªp.

]dbp, Ip«\p F´m ths­?

F\n¡m KoXsb thWw Ahsf F\n¡p `b¦c CjvSam.. IÃymWhpw Ign¡Ww.

IÃymWw Ign¡ms\m? F´m Ip«m Cu ]dbtW!!!!! KoX¡v Fsâ AtX {]mbam?

hÃyOv\pw aäpw k½Xn¡psa¶p tXm\p¶ps­m? a{Xhpaà AhÄ \½psS PmXnbÃ..
AXpth­ Ip«m. shW¨Â H¶p Ifn¨p hns«m..

(]qdntamÄ ]dªXp tI«nsà Ifn¨n«p hnt«mfm³!! Chsf Btc¦nepw A§ns\

sNbvXmtem)

]änà F\n¡hsf Noäv sN¿m³ ]änÃ.. F\ns¡mcp thfnbps­¦n AXp KoXbpambn

a{Xta D­mhq. Rm³ Xd¸n¨p ]dªp.

Ahkm\w Fsâ hmin¡pap_n tN¨n ap«paS¡n. AhÄ Fs¶ klmbn¡msa¶p Gäp.

F¶memhp¶Xv Rm³ sN¿mw ]t£ hÃyOt\m FsâbOt\m Rm³ CXnÂ
CSs]«q¶dnbcpXv. A§ns\bmsW¦n Rm³ Ahsf \n\¡pIn«\pÅ hgn ]dªp Xcmw..

Rm³ F´n\pw X¿mdmbncp¶p. AXn\m asäm¶pw AtemNn¡sX Rm³ k½Xn¨p.

Dw.. F¶Â tIs«m........ AhÄ skânbpsS Bfm.. Aåw skâvsaâmbm Imcy§Â

Ffp¸amIpw (saâemIcpXv)

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tN¨nbpsS D]tZi{]Imcw ]ntäZnhkw Rm³ Aåw sshzInbn«mWp ¢Ên\p sN¶Xv.
sN¶Xpw t\sc tKm]oIrjvW³ kmdns\ I­p.

kmsd Rm³ ¢mÊp\nÀ¯m³ t]mIpIbm.. C\n I]}«À ]Tn¡p¶nÃm.

Dw.. F´p ]än I®m.. Ft´ ¢mÊhkm\n¸n¡p\Xv. tImgvkpIgnbm³ C\n c­p amÊw
IqSnbsà DÅq..

ho«n sNdnb Hcp t{]m»w AO³ C\n ]Tn¡­m¶p ]dªp..

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AsX´m.. Rm³ AOt\mSp kwkmcn¡sWm?

th­m AO\p \½psS ^oen§vskm¶pw a\ÊnemhnÃy.. Rm³ F´mbmepw C\n

XpScp¶nÃ..

F´p ]än? F´m {]iv\w ]dbq...

H¶qÃym kmtd.. Rm³ t]mt«..

Rm³ ¢mÊn\p ]pd¯nd§m³ t\m¡pt¼msg¡pw KoX So¨À Ibdnh¶p.

F´m I®m C¶p ¢mÊnencn¡p¶ntÃ?

CÃy...

So¨td I®³ C\napXÂ hcp¶nÃyms{X.. tKm]oIrjvW³ kmÀ So¨tdmSp ]dªp.

AsX´p ]än? F´m s]s«¶p \ndp¯m³? C\n c­p amkw IqSnbsà DÅp

Rms\m¶pw an­nbnÃy.. Rm³ Ahsc adnIS¶p ]pd¯pIS¡m³ t\m¡n.

So¨À s]s«¶p Fsâ ssI¡pIbdn]nSn¨p..! F´m H¶pw ]dbmsX t]mIps¶? ]dbp

F´m {]iv\w F¶p. So¨dpsS I®p\ndªn«p­mbncp¶p.

So¨À¡v Ft¶mSv Fs´m Hcp {]tXyI Xmåcyaps­¶v F\n¡p a\Ênembn.

ho«n Fs´m {]iv\aps­¶p tXm\p¶p.. tKm]oIrjvW³ kmÀ CS¡pIbdn ]dªp..

F´m D­msb? ]dbq I®m.. So¨dpsS sXm­bnSdn..

H¶pÃym tN¨n sNdnb Hcp ]mc C«p A{X Xs¶.. F´msW¶p So¨À¡qln¡matÃm..
F¶pw ]dªpsIm­p Rm³ ]pdt¯¡nd§n.

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Iptd t\cw sdbn sh tÌj\n t]mbn hmbt\m¡nbncp¶p ]ns¶ tImtfPnte¡p
t]mbn.. AhnsS sN¶p {]oUn{Kn H¶mw hÀj ]ntÅsc Ipd¨p Ipe¸n¨Xn\p tijw
¢mÊn sN¶p.. ]ntÅcmcpw F¯nbn«nÃ.. F¶ icn s]¬Ip«nIfpsS tlmÌensâ
]pdIn t]mbn ]oÊp ImWmsa¶p IcpXn At§m«p sN¶t¸mÄ _m_phpw cmP\pw
k¡odpw IqSn ]oÊp t\m¡p¶p. Rm\p AhcpsS ASp¯p sN¶p.. FwsIman\p ]Tn¡p¶
\nÀ½e tN¨n AhcpsS dqan {UÊpamdp¶XmWp]ntÅscÃmw IqSn t\m¡p¶Xv.
At¸mgmWp ]pd¯p Abbn InS¡p¶ Nph¶ ]mânbpw Idp¯ {_mbpw Fsâ I®nÂ
s]«Xv.

Rm³ ]Xps¡ Bcpw ImWmsX AXSn¨pamän. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡ henªp thmfo_mÄ

Ifn¡p¶ tImÀ«n\p ]ndIn adªncp¶p AsXSp¯p H¶p aW¸n¨p t\m¡n..
IgpInbn«XmWv AXn\m ]qdnsâ henb aWsam¶pw In«nbnÃ. hep¸w I­mednbmw lnµn
eIvNÀ ktcmPn\n So¨dptSXmsW¶v. Ab½ am{Xta C§ns\ ]pds¯ms¡ DW¡m³
CSp. Rm³ AXnsâ ]qdncn¡p¶ `mKw H¶p aW¸n¨p ]ns¶ AhnsS ]Xps¡ H¶p \¡n..
sjVn DW§nbn«nÃmbncp¶p. AXn\m \\ª Hcp Xcw hmSaWamWpIn«nbXv ]ns¶ B
`mKnw hmbnen«p ISn¨p N¸n AXnse shůn\p Hcp ]pfn¸pw
D¸pckhpsams¡bmbncp¶p. ]ns¶ {_m FSp¯p AXnsâ I¸pIÄ apJ¯p sh¨pc¨p.
]mânbpw {_mbpw amdnamdn aW¸n¨p hmbnen«pN¸nbpw Rm³ BsI I¼n ]q­p. F¶
icn Hcp hmWamIsa¶p IcpXn Ip«s\ ]pds¯Sp¯Xpw ]ntÅÀ F¯n.

F´mS ssasc s]«nktcmPn\nbpsS sjVnaW¸n¨p hmWaSn¡pIbmtWm.. cmPsâ hI

Hcp tNmZyw.

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s]m¶p tamt\ \o CsXm¶p N¸nt\m¡nsb.. ]qdnsâ cpNn In«pw.

D­ In«pw.. tIms¸ AhfpsS aq{X¯nsâtbm Xo­mcntNmcbptStbm aWambncn¡pw

Ip®.. H¶pw AdnbnÃy..

F´p ssacmbmepw \Ã cpNn.. \o thWÂ H¶p N¸nt¡m..

\o AXnt§m«p Xt¶.. AXpsIm­p sNdnb Hcp ]Wn D­p. _m_p CS¡pIbdn Fsâ
I¿n \n¶pw ktcmPn\n So¨dpsS sjVn ]nSn¨p hm§n..

F´p ]qdmS \o sN¿m³ t]mtW..k¡oÀ _m_phnt\mSp tNmZn¨p.

\n\t¡mÀ½bps­m Fs¶\n¡dnbnÃ; Ignª amkw ¢mÊnencp¶p hmWaSn¨Xn\p

{]n³kntbmSp Is¹bvâv sNbvXXv Cu ]qdntamfm.. AhÄ¡ns«m¶p sImSp¯nsænÂ
]ns¶ ImenânS¡v Ip®bpw Xq¡n \S¶ns«´mS sImWw....

\o F´p sN¿³ t]mIpIbm CXpwsIm­v Rm³ Aht\mSp Xnc¡n..

]®nbm aXn ]qdmcptSXm¶v t\m¡­m..

Rm³ ]ns¶ H¶pw an­m³ t]mbnÃy..

Sm ssasc cmPm \o tIith«sâ ISbn \n¶v C¯ncn apfIps]mSn hm§n sIm­phm.

_m_p cmPs\ ISbnse¡p ]dªp hn«p.

Aåkab¯n\pÅn Ah³ apfIps]mSnbpambn h¶p..

_m_p AXp apgph³ So¨dpsS sjVnbn ]pc«n.. F¶n«p ]gb]Sn Abbn DW¡m³
C«p.

Is­mSm Ip®Isf B ]qdntamfp \msf apgph³ t]mdpw Xncp½n \S¡pw. _m_p

IncoS¯n Iocn¡mS³ tPmkns\ t]mse {]XnImcSmlnbmbn A«lkn¨psIm­p
]dªp.

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A¶p ]Xnhn \n¶p hy¯yØambn R§Ä tamÀWn§v jn^vän t]mbncp¶p.

BZys¯ ¢mÊpXs¶ ktcmPn\nSo¨dptSXmbncp¶p. SoÀ ¢mÊnte¡p h¶p. B apJw
I­mednbmw apfIps]mSn ]WnXpS§n F¶p.

So¨À¡v Ccn¡m\pw h¿ \n¡m\pw h¿ F¶ a«mbn.. ]qdpXncp½Wsa¶p­v F¶mÂ

]ntÅcpsS ap¶n h¨v AXns\m«pw h¿Xm\pw So¨dpsS I®nemsI shÅw \ndªp,
F\n¡XpI­v Aåw klXm]w tXm¶XnÃ; F¶mepw AhfpsS Al¦mcsam¶p Ipdbm³
CXmhiyambncp¶p.

So¨À¡msI \n¡IÅnbnsömbn, So¨À thKw ]pdt¯t¡mSn.. _m_phn\pw cmP\pw

NncnbS¡m³ IgnRnÃ.

]n¶nsSt¸mtgm Adnªp So¨sd tlmkv]näen AUvanäpsNbvsXt¶m asäm.. Rm³ ]ns¶

AXnsâ ]n¶se t]mbnÃ.

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KoXSo¨À A¶p sshIo«p Fsâ CÃt¯¡p h¶p.So¨sd I­Xpw Rm³ DÅnte¡p

henªp. tNtbmSp sN¶p Icy§Ä ]dªp.. tN¨n s]s«¶p Xs¶ ]pds¯¡p h¶v
So¨sd £Wn¨I¯ncp¯n.

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F´p ]än KotX.. F´m Ct¸mÄ Cs§m«p hcm³.. tN¨n Xnc¡n.. So¨dpsS I®n shÅw
\ndªn«p­mbncp¶p.

F´m I®³ ¢mÊn\p hcms¯.. F´n\m I®³ ¢mÊp \nÀ¯nbXv. So¨À

sXm­bnSdnsIm­p tN¨ntbmSp tNmZn¨p. Rms\¯p sXäpsNbvXn«m Ft¶mSn§ns\
s]cpamdps¶.. So¨À Icbm³ XpS§n.

kwKXn kocnbÊmhm³ XpS§n. AOs\§m\pw Adnªm ]ns¶ ap«pImensâ Imcyw

t]m¡m. Rm³ s]s«¶p Xs¶ cKt¯¡p h¶p. Fs¶ I­Xpw KoX I®pXpS¨p. ]ns¶
Ft¶mSmbn tNmZn¨p.

Rms\´psNbvsX¶m I®³ ]dbps¶. Rm³ ImcWamtWm I®³ ¢mÊn hcmt¯?

So¨À tX§n Icbm³ XpS§n.. kwKXn ssIhn«pt]mIpsa¶mbt¸mÄ tN¨nXs¶ Imcy§Ä
]dªp

KotX \osbt¶mSp £an¡Ww.. CXp R§fpsS Hcp ¹m\m. I®\p \ns¶ Hcp]msSmcp]mSp
Cãam. AsXm¶hXcn¸n¡m³ th­n R§Ä XnscsªSp¯ hgnbm CXp..

tN¨n ]dªhkm\n¸n¨nà AXn\p apt¼ Tt¸.. Fs¶mcSn Fsâ Ihnf¯p...

XpScpw...

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