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Rm\pw inh\pw Hmtcm¶p kwkmcnt¨m­p \S¶p. Ahsâ hosS¯nbs¸m Ah³

henªp. tXmSp t{ImÊpNbvXp Rm\pw Fsâ CÃs¯¯n.. ]Sn¸pc IS¶p AIs¯¯n
CS\mgnbnte¡p IbdnbnÃ.. Fsâ tN¨n..

Um.... H¶p \nt¶, F\n¡p \nt¶mSp NneXp tNmZn¡m\p­v .. sN¨n.

F´m?

\o C¶se KoXsb Is­m?

DuÆv

Ahsf Ft´¦nepw sNbvsXm \o¿v?

CÃy..

AhÄ A§ns\ AÃsÃm ]dªXv!

F´p sNbvsX¶m?

H¶pw HmÀ½bnsà IgpX¡v .. Hsc®w A§Sv X¶m ... tN¨n Fs¶ XÃm³ It¿m§n..

F´m AhnsS _lfw... A^\mWv sNmZn¨psIm­p IS¶p h¶Xv.

H¶pÃy.. Ch\p Aåw hnIrXn IqSp¶p­p. _Ên Ibdnbm ap¶nte \n¡p.... Ipcp¯w
sI«h³. tN¨n Fs¶ iImcn¨p.

AXn\ns¸m F´m; Ah\pw ImWnsà s]®p§sf H¶p sXm­m\pw ]nSn¡\psams¡

tamlw; A^³ Fs¶ Xm§n. (Afp A§ns\bm FÃhcpambn \Ã I¼\nbm)

Dw.. tamlw ka{]mb¡tcmSp aXn… KoX Ft¶mSp FÃmw ]dªp. AhfpsS ASp¯p
\nsâ tamlw th­..

Rm\msI N½n.. tIm¸p FÃmw ]dsª¶ tXm\pt¶..

F\n¡mtcmSpw tamlsam¶panÃ.. F¶p ]dªpsIm­p Rm\It¯t¡mSn.

cm{Xn F\n¡pd§m³ IgnªnÃ.. So¨À Fs´ms¡bmWmthm tN¨ntbmSp

]dªpsImSp¯n«pÅXp!! Xncnªpw adnªpw InS¶n«pw F\n¡pd¡w h¶nÃ.
Fgpt¶äncp¶p ]Tn¡m¶p sh¨ AXn\pw aqUnÃ. tIm¸v H¶pw th­mbncp¶p..

Rms\gpt¶äv a«p¹mhn (C¶s¯ _m¡Wn Xs¶) h¶p \n¶p ]pdt¯¡p t\m¡n.

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\Ã XWp¯ sX¡³ Imäv apäs¯ apÃsb XgpIn a¯p]nSn¸n¡p¶ aWhambn HgpIn

\S¡p¶p. \nemhn tXm«w apgph³ hyàambn ImWmw.

s]s«¶v Hcp \ng Fsâ s{i²bnÂs]«p. icn¡p t\m¡nbt¸mÄ Btcm sX§n \n¶pw
Cd§p¶XpI­p. shÅap­pw Xebn sI«pap­p, \à Idp¯ icocw, Rm³ Xtg¡nd§n
sX¡nWnbpsS hmXn Xpd¶p ]pd¯pIS¶p. Idp¯ BÄ InWän\cnInte¡Wp
\S¡p¶Xp. Rm³ ]pdsI h¨p]nSn¨p. InWän\cnsI Rm³ ]Xp§nbncp¶p. Idp¯
a\pjy³ henb Hcp sX§ns\ Nph«n \n¶ptatåm«ps\m¡n, ]ns¶ sX§n henªp
Ibdm³ XpS§n.

\mfntIcw (tX§) samjvSn¡m³ h¶ GtXm IÅ\WsX¶p F\n¡p a\Ênembn.

]nSn¡m³ t]mbm ]penhmemIptam? Ah³ F\n¡ns«m¶p Xm§nbm Rm³ Xmsg
InS¡pw. F´p sN¿Ww. Rm\åt\cw BsemNn¨p; hcp¶Xp hcs«. It¿msS ]nSn¡pI
Xs¶.

BcmXv? Rm³ ss[cyw kw`cn¨p tNmZn¨p.

Idp¯ a\pjy³ sR«temsS Xncnªp t\m¡n.

At¿m X{¼m.. ASnbt\mSp s]mdp¡tW.. \nhÀ¯ntItSm­p sNbvXpt]mbXmtW... Ah³

IcªpsIm­p ]dªp. Rm³ Ipc¨p IqSn ss[cyt¯msS Ahsâ ASpt¯¡p sN¶p.

t§..!!! ]d¼nse ]Wn¡p hcp¶ NncpXbpsS sIt«ym³ ]m¡c³!!!

BcmXv ]m¡ct\m? F´m ChnsS Imcyw AXp Cu cm{XnbnÂ?

X{¼m AXv... c­paq¶p tX§m thWambncp¶p.. AtXm­p h¶Xm.

AXn\ptamjvSn¡tWm? AOt\mSptNmZn¨m XcntÃ..

AXv.. X{¼m... Ah³ XesNmdnªpsIm­p \n¶p.

Bt« \o Hät¡ DsÅm AtXm NncpXbpw Dt­m?

DÆv X{¼m.. ASnb\pw IqSbpt­ NncpX Ihp§n³ X¿pIÄ¡nSbnÂ\n¶pw ]pd¯p h¶p.

AXp icn `mcybpw `À¯mhpw IqSn H¶n¨nd§nbncn¡phm tamjvSn¡m³ AtÃ? Dw.. Rm³
AOt\mSp ]dbp¶p­p, ImWn¨p Xcmw c­nt\w.. Rm³ `ojWnbn«p

Atbm X{¼m AcptX... ASnb§Ä C\ntaem¡m sN¿qem.. ASnb§fpsS IªnIpSn

ap«pw.. NncpXbpw ]m¡c\pw Fsâ Im¡Â hoWp Icªp ]dªp

Dw.. icn s]mbvs¡m C\n taem ImWcpXv Rm³ Xm¡oXp \ÂIn hn«p.

hoSn\I¯p tIdn hmXneS¨p apIfnte¡p \S¶p. apdnbn InS¶m Dc¡w hcnÃ, Hcp
CKvfojv ]pØIsaSp¯p hmbn¨p (Dd¡w hcm³ Rm³ sN¿p¶ Hcp GÀ¸mSWp AXv.)
F\n«pw c£bnÃ.. ssacp F¶ hcpt¼mÄ hcs« F¶p IcpXn I«nen Ibdn InS¶p.

Hmtcm¶mtemNnt¨m­p InS¶v a\Êp ho­pw kz]v\temIt¯¡p ]d¶p. Rm\pw KoXbpw

IqSn lWnaqWn\p sImssSI\mente¡p s]mbncn¡pIbmWp. AhnsS Hcp tlm«enÂ
apdnsbSp¯p. dqw t_mbv s]«nIsfÃw sIm­ph¶p sh¨p. NqSp shůn H¶p
Ipfn¡Wsa¶p ]dªp KoX _mXv dqante¡p t]mbn. Rm³ henb s_Un Ibdn
InS¶p.

jhdnÂ\n¶pw shÅw hogp¶ iÐw tIÄ¡p¶p. KoX IpfnXpS§n ImWpw

F§ns\bmbncn¡pw Ct¸m AhÄ Ipfn¡p¶p­mhpI? ]qÀ® \ábmbncn¡ptam?
F\n¡hfpsS Ipfn H¶p ImWm³ sImXnbmbn. Rm³ _mXv dqansâ hmXnen ap«n.

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Ft´? AI¯p \n¶pw AhÄ tNmZn¨p

H¶pw CÃ. Pkväv \nsâ Ipfn H¶p ImWm³ sImXnbmIp¶p.. hmXn Xpd¡v

A¿Sm.. A§ns\ Cs¸m Fsâ Ipfn ImW­; sImXnb³

Xpd¡Sm Ip«m... Rm³ sI©n.

AhÄ SÆ DSp¯p ]Xps¡ hmXn Xpd¶p.

CsX´m FÃmw hmcnNpänsIm­mtWm Ipfn¡p¶Xv? Rm³ AhfpsS SÆÂ ]dn¨p Ifªp

AhÄ ASnbn H¶pw C«n«p­mbncp¶nÃ. (AXp icn s]®p XpWnbnÃsXbmWsÃ

Ipfn¡pt¶. Rm³ a\Ên ]dªp) AhÄ Hcp I¿m tbm\o `mKhpw adp ssIsIm­p
apeIfpw ad¡m³ Hcp hyYm {iaw XS¯n (s]®p§fpsS \mSIw.) lm.. ad¡msX..
F\n¡nsXms¡ ImWWw, \o Is¿Sp¡v. Rm³ AhfpsS ssIIÄ aän¨p. \Ã In®³
apeIÄ, DSbm¯, Debm¯, slm Fsâ Ip® InS¶p XpÅm\pw sh«m\pw XpS§n. Rm³
AhfpsS apeIÄ ]Xps¡ ]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n. Dw.. th­ms¶.. AhÄ irwKcn¨p.

Rm³ AhfpsS XpSp¯ X¯½Np­pIÄ Fsâ hmbnem¡n \pWªp.

apeI®pIÄ]nSn¨p RcSn. ]ns¶ apeIÄ amdn amdn N¸n.

AhÄ Ima]chibmbn \n¶p IpdpIn. Rm³ Xmsg ap«pIp¯n\n¶p AhfpsS ]qÀ

\¡nsImSp¯p. Fsâ \m¡I¯pIS¯n AhfpsS ]qÀNmen IhnX cNn¨p. AhfpsS
]qÀNp­pIÄ Rm³ N¸nIpSn¨p. Hcp henb ]bÀaWnt]mepÅ AhfpsS I´pRm³
ISn¨p hen¨p. Blv.. Dulv.. AhÄ AXy[nIw Ima]chibmbn Fsâ Xe]nSn¨p
AhfpsS ]qdnte¡aÀ¯n.

Rm³ Fgps¶äv AhfpsS apebnepw Ip­nbnepw AaÀ¯n R¡n. Np­pIÄ hmbnem¡n

\pWªp. Hcp ssIsIm­p AhfpsS apeIfpw adpI¿m Ip­nbpw R¡nbpS¨p.

Fsâ Ip®Ipe¨p Ahsâ sXfn\oÀ s]mgn¡m³ XpS§nbncp¶p. AhepsS hbä¯pw

s]m¡nÄNpgnbnepsaÃmw Fsâ Ip®bnse NpSp\oÀ ]pc­p.

AhÄ Fsâ Ip®sb ]Xps¡ XShn, ]ns¶ sXmen¨p hmWaSn¡m³ XpS§n.AhfpsS

an\pÊamÀ¶I¿nencp¶v Fsâ Ip® sh«n. Rm\hsf Xmsg Ccp¯n Fsâ Ip®
hmbnseSp¸n¨p.

BZysam¶ds¨¦nepw ]ns¶ AhÄ Fsâ Ip® hmbnseSp¯q¼n. Ah³ AhfpsS

hmbnencp¶p hn§n. BZyw ]Xps¡ ]Xps¡ XpS§n ]ns¶ \Ã kv]oSvUnembn AhfpsS
Du¼Â. Du¼p¶Xns\m¸w HcpssIsIm­hÄ Fsâ A­n ]Xps¡ RcSnsIm­ncp¶p.
B ]cn]mSn Fs¶ hfscb[nIw kpJn¸n¨p. Rm³ AhfpsS Xe]nSn¨p sIm­p AhfpsS
hmbnte¡p ]®n. Fsâ Ip® Rm³ DucnbqcnbSn¨p. Rm\hfpsS hmbnse¡p Adnªp
]®n. CS¡v AhfpsS ]ÃpX«nsb¦nepw AhÄ \¡pNpgän Fsâ ]®en\p IqSpXÂ kpJw
X¶p.

F\n¡p hcmdmbncp¶p. Rm³ AhepsS Xe]nSn¨p Fsâ aSnbnte¡aÀ¯n Bªp]®n...

Blv......... Dulv........ lt½... F\n¡p hcmdmbncp¶p. Rms\sâ kÀhz iànbpsaSp¯p
AhfpsS hmbnte¡cnªp ]®n.Fsâ Ip® Ahsâ NpSp]m AhfpsS hmbnte¡p
Noän.

Rm³ sR«nbpWÀ¶p. slm... Hcp kz]v\ambncp¶Xv. Rmsâ ap­n\nSbneqsS I¿n«v Fsâ

Ip®sbm¶p XShn.. AhnSamsI \\ªncn¡p¶p. Rms\sâ ap­gn¨p t\m¡n. Fsâ P«n
apgph\pw Fsâ Ip®]m sIm­p \\ªncn¡p¶p. Hcp \à kz]v\ kvIe\w.

]ntä¶v RmbdmgvNbmbncp¶p. tImtfPpanà Iw]}«À¢mkpanÃ.. cmhnes¯ {]mXÂ

Ignªp shdpsX H¶p ]pdt¯¡nd§msa¶p IcpXnbt¸mÄ tZ ap¶n A^³.

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\osbt§m«m?

Ft§m«panÃ; shdpsX H¶p ]pdt¯¡v.

¶m t¸m F§Spw s]m­m;; ]mS¯p ]Wn¡mcp­p, \o At§m«p t]m, F\n¡p

SuWntes¡m¶p t]mWw.

Dw.. t]mImw Rm³ k½Xw aqfn.

a\Ên A^s\ Iptd ]ncmInsIm­p Rm³ ]mSt¯¡p \S¶p.

]mSs¯¯nbt¸mÄ Btcbpw I­nÃ. ]Wnbps­¶p ]dªn«p Hcp ]qdt\bpw

ImWp¶nÃtÃm.. A^³ Fs¶ Du¼n¨XmsWm? GXmbmepw ]Åymen Ibdntb¨p
t]mImw (AhnsS Ccp¶m A¸pds¯ ho«nse s]®p§Â tXm«n Ipfn¡p¶Xpw
Ae¡p¶Xpw aäpw ImWmw AhÀs¡ms«m Fs¶ ImWpIbpanÃ)

Rm³ ]Åymente¡p tIdn..iqqqqqqqq Hcp iÐw Rm³ ]Xps¡ iÐap­m¡sX H¨ tI«

`mKt¯¡p sN¶p. s]m´¡nSbn Hc\¡w. Rm³ ]Xp§n Ipd¨p IqSn ASpt¯¡p
\o§ns\m¡n. Hcp s]ss®cp¶p apÅp¶p.. aq{Xw \ne¯p hogp¶ iÐamWp tI«Xv.

Bsc¶dnbm³ Rm³ s]m´¡nSbnte¡p sN¶p.

NncpX!! ]m¡csâ sI«nsbmÄ!! C¶se \mssftIcw tamjvSn¡m³ h¶hÄ!!

NncpX s]m´¡cnInencp¶p apÅpIbmWv,

Rm³ AhnsS Hfn¨ncp¶p AhÄ apÅp¶Xp t\m¡n. Idp¯ tcmaImSpIfm BhrXamb

AhÄ Icnw ]qän \n¶pw aª aq{Xw ]pdt¯¡v Nnäp¶p. AXnsâ ]X a®nÂ
\pcªps]m´nbncn¡p¶p. Imepc­pw Ih¨p sh¨psIm­p ap­p apgph\pw Achsc
s]m¡n IqXnbpw ]qdpw Im«nbpÅ B Ccn¸pI­n«p Fsâ Ip® Ip«³ P«n¡pÅnÂ
Rcn]ncnsIm­p. F\n¡hsf At¸mÄXs¶ AhnsS C«pXs¶
]®Wsa¶p­mbncps¶¦nepw Rm³ I¬t{SmÄ sNbvXncp¶p.

s]m´¡nSbn sNmdnbp¶ GsXm hÅnsbm asäm D­mbncp¶p. AsXsâ ta X«n

sNmdnbm³ XpS§n. Rm³ sNmdn¨n kln¡msX ]pd¯p NmSn. t\sc NncpXbpsS
ap¼nÂ!

At¿m..F¶p ]dªpsIm­p AhÄ ]pdInte¡p adnªp hoWp. AÀ²\ábmbn ]d¼nÂ

aeÀ¶p InS¡p¶ ImgvNI­v Fsâ Ip® ap­p Xpf¨p ]pdt¯¡p apg¨p \n¶p.
NncpXbpsS t\m«w Fsâ Ip®bnte¡bn..

F´m X{¼m.. s]®p§Ä aq{Xsamgn¡p¶Xv Hfnªp t\m¡pIbmsWm?X{¼m¡·mÀ

ImcWw s]®p§Ä¡v H¶p aq{Xsamgn¡m\pw ]äntÃ?

\nÀ¯Sn \nsâ sImWhnXmcw.

A¿Sm. Hfnªp t\m¡nbXpw t]mcm sXdn hnfn¡pt¶m? Rm³ AOs\ H¶p ImWs«...
FÃmw ]dbp¶p­p.

^mmm... ]qdn tamtf.. ]dbm³ As§m«p hm.. C¶se I¡m³ h¶ Imcyhpw Rm³
]dbp¶p­p.

As¿ym X{¼m NXn¡tÃ.. Rms\m¶n\pw hcp¶ntÃ, Fsâ ]WnIfbtÃ..

Dw.. ]Wn thW¨ F\n¡pw Nne ]WnIsfms¡ NbvXp XcWw. ]täzm? Rm³
apXemfn¯¯nsâ, P·nXz¯nsâ apXseSp¸p\S¯n.

F´ NncpX X{¼mIp«n¡p sNbvXp Xtcs­? AhÄ hfscb[nIw hn\bt¯msS tNmZn¨p.

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F\ns¡m¶p shÅw IfbWw. Ip®Ipe¨p sImSn¼ncnsIm­n«p h¿.. \osbm¶p

hmbnseSp¡Ww ]täzm? (IpSnbmf·mcpsSbSp¯tà P·nXzw \S¡pÅp)

AhÄ¡Xp \qdph«w k½Xambncp¶p. (C¶pw an¡ IpSnbmf·mcpw CXns\ms¡

X¿mdmWp)

]Åymemb ImcWw Bcpw H¶pw ImWnÃ. Rm³ Fsâ ap­gn¨p Ifªp jÀ«pw
DucnIfªp shdpw F¶m]ns¶ shdpsX P«nsb´n\m `m¡nsh¡p¶sX¶pIcpXn AXpw
]dn¨p Ifªp. ]cn]qÀ® \á\mbn AhfpsS ap¼n Ip®bpw Ipe¸n¨§ns\ \n¶p.

Ipe¨p \n¡p¶ Fsâ I®I­n«hÄ¡Xv`pXaqdn

F´m C§ns\ t\m¡pt¶? CXn\pap¼p CXpt]mse Ip®I­n«ntÃ? Rm³ tNmZn¨p.

]m¡csâ Idp¯ BtcmKyanï Ip®btà ImWmdpÅp. CXns¸m \à XpSp¯ Hcp

t\{´¸gw t]msemcp km[\w ap¶n ImWpt¼m Bcpw A´w hn«pt]mIpw Fsâ
X{¼mIpt«y...

F¶ ]ns¶ t\m¡n\n¡sX AsXSp¯§SvXmtemen¨qsS?

AhÄ Fsâ AcnIn h¶p Fsâ Ip®Ip«s\ H¶p XgpIn. ]ns¶ ]Xps¡
A­ntKmf§fn c­phncepIfp]tbmKn¨p XShn.

AhfpsS temeamb ssIIÄsIm­p F\n¡p hmWaSn¨p X¶p. Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS

ssIIfncp¶p hoÀ¸pap«n. Rm³ Ahsf F¶nte¡phen¨aÀ¯n. AhfpsS Np­pIÂ
c­pw ISn¨o¼n. ]ns¶ Fsâ \mIhfpsS hbnte¡pIS¯n AhfpsS \m¡pambn A¦w
sh«n

AhfpsS apeIÄ Rm³ AaÀ¯nbpS¨p. N¸Xn¡p amhp Ipg¡p¶amXncn c­papeIÄ

Rm³ amdnamdn Ipg¨p. ]ns¶ AhfpsS »uÊqcnsbdnªp. AhfpsS apeI¨ Rm³
]ÃpsIm­p ISn¨gn¨p.

Idp¯ sh®IÂt]mepÅ AhfpsS icoc¯neqsS Fsâ \m¡m Nn{Xw hc¨p.

AhfpsS Icp¯p XpSp¯ henb apeIÄ Rm³ Cu¼nIpSn¨p. apeR«pIÄ hmbnen«p N¸n.

AhÄ FsâIp®sXmen¸n¨p F\n¡p \¶mbn hmWaSn¨p X¶p. ]ns¶ \ne¯p

ap«pIp¯n\n¶p Aåw Xp¸seSp¯v Fsâ Ip®bn ]pc«nsIm­mbn hmWaSn.

Rm³ Fsâ Ip®aIpSw AhfpsS Np­pIfn ap«n¨p. AXnseI®p\oÀIW§Ä AhzÄ

cpNn¨p. ]ns¶ Aåmåambn Fsâ Ip®Ip«s\ AhÄ hngp§n. Ahsâ aIpS¯nepw
Nmenepw AhÄ \mhn«pNpgän. Fsâ D­IÄ ]nSn¨aÀ¯nsIm­p AhÄ Fsâ
Ip®apgph\pw sXm­hsc hngp§n.

Rm³ AhfpsS hmbnÂ\n¶pw Ip¬\hen¨qcn AhfpsS apeIÄ¡nS¡p h¨psIm­p

Ahsf ]®m³ XpS§n. Fsâ Ip® AhfpsS apeIÄ¡nSbnencp¶v hoÀ¸pap«n.
c­pssIIÄsIm­pw apeIÄ tNÀ¯p]nSn¨v AhÄ apebnSp¡pI IqSpX ssSäm¡n.

]ns¶ Rm\hsf a®nÂInS¯n AhfpsS apIfn IbdnInS¶p. AhfpsS ep¦n ]cn¨p

Ifªv Xmdpw (H¶c) ]dn¨p Ifªp. AhfpsS Idp¯ tcmasI«n Fsâ
Ip®sh¨aÀ¯n.

]ns¶ Ip®aIpSw ]Xps¡ AhfpsS ]qän\pÅnte¡pIS¯n. \Ã Cdp¡apÅ B

]qänte¡v AXp Ibdm³ C¯ncn ]mSps]«p. Aåw _ew {]tbmKn¨p Rms\sâ Ip®
AhfpsS ]qänte¡pXÅnIbän. iv....... F¶v thZ\tbmSpIqSn AhÄ ]dªp.

Rms\sâ Ip® Aåw ]pdt¯¡p hen¨qcn ]ns¶ ho­pw XÅnIbän. Fsâ Ip­n Rm³
AXn thK¯n Nen¸n¨p. Rm³ ASn¡p¶Xn\\pkcn¨v AhÄ AhfpsS Ip­n s]m¡n

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]nSn¨p. Rms\sâ Ip® DucnbqcnbSn¨p. AhÂfpsS Np­pIÄ Rm³ AaÀ¯nISn¨p.

IpNZzb§Ä ]nSn¨pS¨p. apeIm¼pIfn \mhn«pgän.

Fsâ kÀÆ iànbpsaSp¯v Rm³ BªSn¨p. F\n¡p hcmdmbncp¶p. GIsZiw Hc

AcaWnIqÀ R§Ä ASn¨pImWpw CXn\nS¡p AhÄ¡p c­p {]mhiyw shÅw
t]mbnImWpw. Rm³ H¶p c­p XhWIqSn AhfpsS ]qän BªSn¨p. F\n¡p
hcmdmbt¸mÄ Fsâ Ip®sbSp¯v AhfpsS hmbn sImSp¯p. AhÄ hmbn sh¨p
H¶pc­p XhWbq¼nbt¸mtg¡pw Fsâ Ip®Ip« sh®I«n iÀ±n¨p. AhfpsS
Np­pIfnepw apJ¯pw aq¡nt·epsaÃmw Fsâ ip¢w ASn¨p hogv¯n.

At¸mtg¡pw Rm³ XfÀ¶pIgnªncp¶p. Rm³ Xmsg a®n InS¶p H¶p ab§n. Ipd¨p
Ignªt¸mÄ NncpX Fs¶ hnfn¨pWÀ¯n. D¨bqWn\p ]Wn \nÀ¯dmbn. Cs¸m
hÃy{¼m³ hcpsa¶pw ]dªp. Rm³ NmSnsbgpt¶äp thKw aps­Sp¯p, ]ÅymenÂ
\n¶pw Xmtg¡nd§n. tXm«n Imepw apJhpw IgpIn ]mShc¼nte¡p Ibdnbt¸mtg¡pw
NncpXbpw ]Wn aXnbm¡n h¶v. Rm³ AhfpsS Np­n Hcp ap¯w sImSp¯p.

N¡tc Cu ]®Â Hcn¡epw Rm³ ad¡nà ... AhÄ Fsâ ImXn sasÃtbmXn.

Rm\hfpsS Ip­n]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n. ASp¯ XhW \nsâ sImXX¯neSn¡Ww ]qdpw

\¡Ww. F¶p ]dªpsIm­v Rm\hfpsS ]qdn ]nSns¨m¶aÀ¯n.

tXmSp t{ImÊpsNbvXv ]Sn¸pcbpw IS¶v Rm³ Xf¯nte¡pw AhÄ Iªn hm§m\mbn

ASp¡fbpsS ]pdInte¡pw \S¶p

Xn¦fmgvN cmhnse Aåw t\cs¯ Xs¶ Cd§n. F¶pw t]mIp¶ _Ên IbdnbmÂ
Nnet¸mÄ So¨À D­mbmtem F¶p IcpXnbm t\ct¯ Cd§nbXv.

Ibdnb DSs\Xs¶ inh³ Fsâ ap¼n XSbn«p\n¶p. ]pebmSntams\ sImÃm\pÅ

tZjyw D­mbncp¶p. C¶s¯ Fsâ Imcyw t]m¡pXs¶ Hscmäsb®s¯t]mepw C¶p
Pm¡nsh¡m³ In«nÃ. Rm³ Aåw ]n¶nte¡nd§n\n¶p. GXmbepw Ip­nbnÂ
Pm¡nsh¡m³ ]änà F¶ ]ns¶ Ccn¡p¶ s]®p§fpsS tXmfnsem ssIX­bntem
sh¡sa¶p IcpXn Xncnªp \n¶p. Hcp{K³ Nc¡p ]pdt¯¡p t\m¡nbncn¡p¶p.
AhfpsS tXmfnÂXs¶bmImw C¶s¯ Pm¡n F¶p IcpXn Rm³ AhfpsS tXmfnÂ
Nmcn\n¶p. ap«n\n¶t¸mÄ AhÄ H¶\§pI IqSnsNbvXnÃ. AXn\m F\n¡åw ss[cyw
IqSn Rm³ a\Ên ]okmtemNn¨p Fsâ Ip«s\ I¼nbm¡n. AhfpsS tXmfn Fsâ
Ipe¨ Ip® AaÀ¯n sh¨p.

I¼nbmb Ip® tXmfn X«nbt¸mÄ AhÄ Fs¶ Xncnªp t\m¡n.

slât½... KoX So¨À!!!.....

Fsâ kÀÆ ss[cyhpw tNmÀ¶pt]mbv ]pebmSn¨n tamsf ImWmXncn¡\Wp t\cs¯

t]m¶Xp. ]qdpt]Sn¨p ]´f¯p sN¶t¸mÄ IqXnbpw ]qdpw I«n
s]¼ntÅsc¶t]msebmbn AXv.

I¼nbmb Fsâ Ip® hmSn XfÀ¶p BsI Np§n t]mbn. AtXmsSm¸w AhfpsS Hcp
atäSs¯ Nncn. Fsâ sh{]mfhpw N½epw aäpw I­p AhÄ¡p NncnbS¡m\mbnÃ.

ssacp inh\msW¦n Fsâ Nc¡pIÄ {]oXtbbpw sPymXntbbpw amdn amdn

Pm¡nsh¡epw ]nSp¯hpw. AhcmXnIfmb AhäIvÄ ISnaq¯v GXptIm¸\mbmepw
th­nÃy F¶p sh¨v Ah¶p kuIcy¯n\p \n¶psImSp¡p¶p.

F\n¡p k¦Sw h¶pw IcbWw F¶phsc tXm¶n. ]qd³ inhs\ Hä¡p In«nbmÂ
Ahsâ Ip­n¡Sn¡Ws½¶phsc Rm³ hnNmcn¨p.

So¨dpÅXn\m ]ns¶ Pm¡nsbm¶pw \S¶nÃ. Hcphn[w _ew ]nSn¨p Rm³ \n¶p.

_kvtäms¸¯nbXpw Cd§ntbmSn.

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¢mÊn sN¶p Gähpw ]pdIn sN¶ncp¶p. inh³ h¶v ap¶nencp¶p. Fs¶

ImWmªt¸mÄ Xncnªp t\m¡n.

F´S Ipt® ]pdIn t]mbncn¡ps¶. s]®p§fpsS Ip­nImWm\tWm? Ahsâ Hcp

]qänse tNmZyw.

Rms\m¶pw an­nbnÃy. Ahs\ sImÃm\pÅ tZjyw D­mbncp¶p. ]q¨s¡m ]®m\pw

In«nbnà ]«nbhnsS InS¶p ]®p¶p F§ns\ kln¡pw F¶t]mse..

BZy¢mÊv Hdm¡nÄ, KoXSo¨dpsS!! tXm¸n¨ntÃ..

AhfpsS atäse Nncn¨psIm­pÅ hchpI­t¸mtf F\n¡p Xcn¨p. Rm³ H¶pw

an­msX Xe Xmgv¯nbncp¶p.

Gähpw ]pdIn Rm\ncn¡p¶Xp I­ So¨À Ft¶mSp tNmZn; Is®´m ]pdInÂ

t]mbncn¡p¶Xv. ChnsS hcp F¶pw ap¶netà Ccn¡mÀ, ChnsS Xs¶ Ccp¶ aXn.

Rm³ IqSpXembn H¶pw ]dbm³ \n¶nÃ. Fgpt¶äv ap¶n t]mbncp¶p. Ignª ¢mÊnÂ
FSp¯ t]mÀjs\Ipdn¨v tNmZyw tNmZn¡m³ XpS§n. BZy tNmZyw Ft¶mSp Xs¶.

I®m Hdm¡nfnen Umä tkhv sN¿p¶Xv GXp coXnbnemsW¶p FIv kvs¹bn³ sN¿p..

D¯cw F\n¡dnbmambncps¶¦nepw Rm³ a\x]qÀÆw ]dªnÃ. H¶pw an­msX Xe

Xmgv¯n\n¶p.

AXv So¨sd Acniw ]nSn¸n¨p. Fsâ ssIXSbn ]n¨nsIm­p So¨À Fs¶ hg¡p
]dªp.

]Tn¡m³ ]dªm aSn hnIrXn Im«ms\m apSp¡\pw. I®\p ]Tn¨ph¶se´m?

F\n¡cnihpw H¸w \mWt¡Spw tXm¶n. ¢mÊnse aäp ]ntÅcpsS ap¶n sh¨p Fs¶
]n¨nbXp F\n¡p Ipdhmbn tXm¶n.

Rm³ tZjyt¯msS Ccp¶p.

Fsâ ip¬Tn I­n«v So¨À¡v Nncn hcp¶p­mbncp¶p.

tNmZyw tNmZn¡Â Ignªv ¢msÊSp¡m³ XpS§n. F\n¡p Xosc {i²bp­mbncp¶nÃ.

Rm³ P\mebneqsS ]pdt¯¡p t\m¡n sIm­ncp¶p.

Tt¸ I¿n ho­psamcSn. F\n¡p icn¡pw thZ\n¨p. Rm³ So¨tdmSpNqSmbn.

So¨sd´m Fs¶ am{Xw ASn¡ps¶. inh\pw aäpw ]n¯\Ifn¨mepw Hcp Ipg¸hpantÃ?

Ft¸mgpw Fs¶ am{Xsa´m in£n¡ps¶?

So¨À¡v H¶pw ]dbm³ D­mbncp¶nÃ, AhÄ ¢mÊp XpSÀ¶p.

¢mÊp IgnªXpw Rm³ ]pdt¯¡nd§n. inh\pw Fsâ ]pdsI h¶p.

F´mSm Ipt® Hcp atäse sZjyw? \nsâ Nc¡pIsf ssIsh¨Xn\m? amsj

Ahfpamscms¡ tIÊpsI« tams\. AsÃÂ Rm³ Pm¡n sh¨t¸mÂ
kpJn¨p\n¡pambncpt¶m?

Rms\m¶pw an­nbnÃ

AXp t]ms«; \os¿´n\ So¨tdmSp NqSmsb?

So¨À Fs¶a{Xsa in£n¡p¶pÅp. \n§sfÃhcpw ¢mÊn I¨dImWn¡cp­sÃm

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FSm s]m«m... AXp AhÄ¡p\nt¶mSp CãapÅXpsIm­m.. a­³ AXpw a\ÊnembntÃ.

Cãtam? Ft¶msSm? F´n\p?

FSm tImt¸ AhÄ¡p \nt¶mSp t{]aam...

t]mSm A\mhiyw ]dbmsX..

F¶m \o AhtfmSp tNmZn¨pt\m¡v. Ah³ Fs¶ ]ncntIän.

¢mÊpIgnªp FÃmhcpw t]mbn. Rm³ So¨dpsS ASpt¯¡p sN¶p. F\n¡v So¨tdmSp

Hcp Imcyw tNmZn¡\p­v.. Rm³ Acåw aSnsbmsS AhsfmSp ]dªp.

AXn´m I®³ tNmZnt¨mfp.

So¨À¡v.... So¨Às¡s¶ CãamsWm?

AsX´ I®³ A§ns\ tNmZns¨?

AÃm inh³ ]dªp So¨Às¡t¶mSp t{]aamsW¶p..

t{]atam F\nt¡m AXpw Ip«ntbmtSm.. So¨dmsI shdn]q­p. ]ns¶ F´mWp

]dtbs­¶dnªnÃ..

At¸mtg¡pw Iq\nt·Â Ipcp F¶t]mse Hcp Ipcnimbn Fsâ tN¨nbpw At¸mÄ

AhntS¡p h¶p.

XpScpw ….

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