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Man:
A Guide to
Happiness and
Purpose
By:
John K. Smith
Contents
The Authentic Man: A Guide to
Happiness and Purpose
Contents
Introduction
PART ONE How Did I Get Here?
Am I Man Enough?
The Ten Types of Men
The Weak Man
The Provider
The Aggressor
The Pleaser
The Fixer
The Manipulator
The Avoider
The Comedian
The Knight
The Stoic
It's All an Illusion
The Book of "Shoulds"
The Road to Wholeness
Roadblocks to Wholeness
Finding Your Roadblocks
Emotional Wholeness
Questionnaire Instructions:
Emotional Wholeness
Questionnaire
PART TWO Who Am I?
Integrity
Who Are You?
Who Are You?
I Am
When I Am Not in Integrity, I
Become
PART THREE Untangling the Mess
The Well
The Life Preserver
Filling Your Bucket
Self-Containment
PART FOUR Staying On Track
Wake-Up Alarms
Changing the Channel
Your Emotional Thermometer
Into the Storm
PART FIVE What Is My Purpose in
Life?
Finding Your Purpose
Your Eulogy
Your Tombstone
Your Mission
PART SIX Where Am I Going?
Finding Your Destination
Who Is Steering Your Ship?
Pay It Forward (Write Your Own
Story)
My Movie
My Story
Pressing the Reset Button
PART SEVEN You Have Arrived!
You Are Home
The End
Afterword
Introduction
"Happiness does not depend on
outward things, but on the way we see
them."
—Leo Tolstoy
The 2014 well-publicized deaths of
comedian and actor Robin Williams, by
suicide, and actor Philip Seymour
Hoffman, from a drug overdose, have
caused many of us to stop and think
about how these two men, both highly
successful and accomplished with
millions of adoring fans, critical
acclaim, and the love of family and
friends, could be so unhappy and
unfulfilled that they would intentionally
or accidentally take their own lives.
These men had all the things that society
promises us will bring us happiness, yet
both struggled with deep depression and
addictions. It seems clear that something
was missing for them, which money,
success, material possessions, and all
the accompanying fame and fortune
could not replace.
Why is it that depression, addiction,
violence, and emotional turmoil seem to
be on the rise? Why is it that people of
all classes, races, and cultures seem to
be lost and unhappy? I have found some
of the reasons and some of the answers
that will help men (and women) find a
way to achieve happiness and fulfillment
from within, rather than become
addicted to that which comes from
achieving, acquiring, accomplishing, and
using people and things.
In my own personal journey, I have
strived to live by the rules, thinking my
reward would be the sense of happiness
and fulfillment that would come along
the way. The things that were supposed
to make me happy did not, at least for
very long. I did not see myself as unique
and different in a good way, so I labeled
myself as "defective" and developed a
lifelong sense of shame and inadequacy.
It wasn't until my life took a turn for
the worse, that I awoke and began my
quest to find my true self. I had left a
trail of failed relationships and near-
financial ruin. I was depressed, and I
was frozen in fear and self-doubt. I was
doing what I had been taught to do as a
man, and it wasn't working. It was then
that I started to ask the right questions
and to go deep within myself to find the
answers that I had been seeking.
As a man, I have strived to be the
best I can be. I am a good man, yet I
have always struggled with confusion
about how it is that a man should be. I
realized that I had never learned how to
become a man from men, but instead
from women. As I thought about this, I
became aware that increasingly more
boys are being raised by women,
without any guidance from good men. It
is not that women are incapable of
raising male children. They are capable
of raising good people, but how does a
boy learn how to be a good man?
I have seen many types of men in my
lifetime. They seem to fall into about ten
categories that I will outline in this
book. Each type of man is lacking
something that makes him whole and
complete. Each man is striving to be
better, yet he has no real clue about how
to do this. He just continues to be the
way that he is and goes through the
motions, hoping for the best. That is the
path that I was on for most of my life. In
a "more is better" society, I just kept
thinking that I needed to be more, have
more, do more, and then I would be
"enough." Then I would be happy. This
might be what happened to Williams and
Hoffman. They seemed to lack something
within that they could not fulfill from
outside of themselves. In essence they
were emotional halves.
Yes, both depression and addiction
have some biological basis; however,
they both tend to have deep roots in
shame. Shame is the feeling and belief
that one is defective, bad, or otherwise
inadequate in some way. I know,
because I have suffered from shame
since I was a child, and it led me to
depression and the brink of despair. If
shame is the common thread in addiction
and depression, then it has risen to
epidemic proportions. We see it every
day and no one is immune, not even the
rich and famous.
Shame is learned, and it becomes a
way of looking at things, a lens, if you
will, that distorts how we think, feel,
and behave. Shame can be so ingrained
in us, that we might not even know we
have it. We long ago convinced
ourselves that we are inadequate in
some way and believe this as the
"gospel" truth. The problem is that
shame is a distortion, an illusion that
creates the cauldron from which
depression, addiction, hopelessness, and
fear are born. For some reason, the last
few generations of men seem to have
been even more infected by this
"disease" than previous generations. It
has caused a surge in divorce, single
parenting, domestic violence, addiction,
and a general absence of strong
husbands and fathers.
Where have all the good men gone?
Why are men falling behind and
becoming obsolete? Why are women
filling the gap and taking over the roles
formerly occupied by men? It seems
clear that men have no idea how to be
men, or at least good men. I know they
are out there; I am one of them, but it has
taken me a lifetime to figure it out. I now
know that the old paradigm for men is
obsolete and has been an illusion. With
that said, we are seeing more men falling
into despair and becoming miserable
and unhappy. They lack guidance about
how to be happy and fulfilled, realizing
that the old ways have failed them.
I recently watched an episode of
Oprah's Lifeclass titled "Fatherless
Sons." Her guest was Iyanla Vanzant.
The audience was comprised of mostly
middle-aged men who presumably were
raised without a father present in their
life or with a father who was
emotionally absent and uninvolved. Here
were two powerful women helping men
heal their childhood father wounds. The
men portrayed on the show were deeply
affected by the absence of a male figure
in their lives, and they had many
obstacles affecting their happiness and
well-being.
Here was another example of
women helping men to become men. I
applaud their noble efforts, but I couldn't
help wonder, where are the good and
powerful men who are needed to help
other men? Maybe, just maybe, I have
found a way to help guide men to their
true and authentic selves, where
happiness and fulfillment resides.
Imagine, for a moment, that you are
living as your true and most authentic
self.
Imagine that from this place all
things are possible.
Imagine that you are living in a
state of happiness, peace, and
fulfillment, and that you have become an
observer of all that life has to offer.
Imagine that you have found your
purpose in life and that you are living
each day inspired and excited to bring
about a difference in the lives of people
who you love, maybe even the world.
Imagine that you have created a
roadmap for your life and that you have
a profound sense of where you are going
and how you are going to get there.
Imagine that you have broken free
from the bonds of your past experiences
and that each "lesson" has been the fire
that has forged the steel of who you are
today.
Imagine that all fear, shame, doubt,
and guilt has been erased and that the
light of your being has remained intact
and still lives within you in all of its
glory.
What you have just imagined can
become a reality. I know that it can,
because I have done it. This book will
give you the tools you need to transform
yourself into the person who you just
imagined. In order to do this, you will
not need to travel to some faraway
mountaintop and meditate for endless
hours. You will not need expensive
equipment or materials. It will not
require years of intensive psychotherapy
to make this happen.
All that is required is to complete
the exercises in this book and put them
into practice. Some of them will require
an initial investment of your time. I can
assure you that you will receive an
ample return on your investment. Other
exercises will work best when you put
them into your daily practice or routine.
Once you have integrated them into your
life, they will become automatic and
will not require an excessive amount of
your time. Like anything new, it might
feel awkward and uncomfortable at first,
but I can reassure you that you will be
moving forward with grace and ease, as
you incorporate these tools into your
day-to-day life.
Happiness has always been elusive
to me. I have spent most of my life
seeking the answers to life's questions,
looking for some way to find that which
has eluded me. At some point in our
lives, we all ask the same questions.
"Who am I?"
"What is my purpose in life?"
"Where am I going with my life?"
"How do I get there?"
"What do I really want?"
Many of us ask these questions late
in life, when it might be too late to live
the way we want to. Many of us live our
lives according to the rules of our
culture, society, parenting, education,
and religion. These rules are not
necessarily bad; in fact, most of them are
well-intentioned. The problem with the
rules is that they are designed to make us
all the same. I have an image of a factory
assembly line, and each of us is riding
down the line being molded and shaped
into the finished product. Those of us
who are different and unique are
discarded and labeled as defective or
are forced to become something we are
not. We must conform to and comply
with the rules or be sanctioned and
rejected for being different.
If you are a man reading this book,
then I am ecstatic. In these pages I offer
you a pathway to becoming the man you
want to be. You will do this by finding
your authentic or true self and your
purpose in life. You will do this by
learning about integrity and how you are
nothing without it. You will learn how to
reclaim your power and take charge of
the direction that you wish to take to get
what you want in life. When you have
these things in place, then you will find
happiness and you will feel fulfilled
from within.
If you are a woman reading this
book, the principles and exercises will
also work for you. Whether you are a
spouse, a partner, or a mother, it will
benefit you to understand the men in your
life and how they show up in your
world. If you have a man, or men, in
your life who would benefit from what I
am saying, then place this book in their
hands and tell them to read it. I can
assure you that when your man becomes
his authentic self and lives a life of
integrity, he will become the man that
you have seen and have always hoped
that he would become.
Remember, though, it is his process,
not yours, and while you can support him
on his journey, you cannot do it for him.
Change is often difficult and resistance
is a byproduct of change. It is likely that
your man will resist, because he has
been "brainwashed" into thinking that he
is supposed to do things the way that he
was taught to do them. He might model
himself after other men he knows, or he
might just be trying to figure it out as he
goes along.
Rather than tell him that he has been
doing things wrong, it might be a better
strategy to reinforce his authenticity and
to reflect the qualities and traits that you
admire and that attracted him to you in
the first place. He might have gotten so
caught up in old programming, that he
has forgotten who he really is. I know
that I did. How did I go about finding my
authentic self and achieving the lasting
state of happiness that had been so
elusive?
The first thing I did was to question
the rules and challenge the programming
that had been affecting everything I
thought and did. When I began to do this,
I realized that many of these so-called
rules were useless and did not make any
sense. I always had been doing what I
"should" be doing, and I was coming up
empty handed as a result. I was
following the rules, and I still wasn't
feeling happy and fulfilled. I used the
"more is better" approach to life,
thinking that I wasn't doing "enough."
When doing more and having more still
did not leave me feeling any better, I
began to think that I wasn't enough.
In the early days of computer
programming technology, there was
phrase—"garbage in, garbage out"—that
was used to describe the fact that while
computers could process large amounts
of information quickly and efficiently,
the accuracy of the results depended on
the accuracy of the data that was input. I
had never challenged the data that had
been input into my programming
throughout my formative years. I took it
at face value and believed it to be the
"gospel" truth. I never stopped to think
that if the input was flawed, then
everything that I had been thinking,
feeling, and doing was also flawed.
What I found was that there were many
"bugs" in my programming, and that this
was one of the reasons I was having the
problems that I was having. I had to
begin the process of reprogramming my
mind and updating the software, so I
could get an accurate view of who I was
and see things more clearly without the
distortions that had been clouding my
view.
The second thing I did was to find
out that I am my true and authentic self. I
realized that the person who I thought I
was, wasn't really who "I" was at all. I
discovered that the person who I am in
reality is much greater than the sum of
what I perceived were my inadequacies.
Rather than not being enough, I am more
than I could ever imagine. My
inadequacies and negative emotions
were the result of not being in integrity
with my true self. I had been going
about it all wrong. I thought that when I
"fixed" what I perceived was "broken,"
then I would be enough. I hadn't realized
that I was already enough. I believe
there are many of us who believe as I
did.
After finding that my true self was
more than enough, I went about the
process of developing a series of
practical exercises and steps to ensure
that I remained in integrity with my true
self, because I understood that when I
was not in integrity, I quickly defaulted
to my "false" self, and the old negative
beliefs and emotions quickly returned. It
was eye opening to realize that the
happiness and fulfillment that I had been
seeking outside myself in relationships,
achievements, and acquisitions were
already inside all along. I just had to
remove the "clouds" that had been
distorting my perceptions and
reinforcing my false beliefs. I
discovered that what I had labeled as
"defective" wasn't that at all. I was
"different" because I was given unique
gifts and talents to take into the world
with purpose.
I then started to think about my
purpose in life, and I created exercises
aimed at helping me to arrive at answers
to this question: "How was I going to
determine my unique purpose and live in
integrity with both my 'true' self and with
my 'purpose'?" The irony might be that
the answer to my purpose-in-life
question came from the struggles that I
have gone through to overcome the
roadblocks to my own happiness.
Everything that I have experienced and
the processes that I went through to heal
myself became the thing that has become
my purpose. I had to go through the
things that I did to find the answers, so
that I can help others do the same.
I have now begun to create a
"roadmap" for my life, revolving around
my purpose. This book has been written
to help others find their true selves and
their unique purposes in life. By doing
so, men (or women) have the opportunity
to make a lasting change in their lives
and the lives of everyone around them. I
have found that happiness and fulfillment
comes from being in integrity with who
we are and what we are about. I have
tried to make this process as simple and
practical as possible. It doesn't have to
be complicated or hard. I cannot say that
it will be easy, because it is a daily
challenge for me to stay present and in
integrity. I can say that by using the tools
and exercises in this book, you will be
able to find what I have found—a lasting
sense of peace, fulfillment, and
happiness.
With all that said, let's begin the
process of change and transformation. I
have made this as easy a process as I
can. If you want what I wanted, then you
will do whatever it takes to find it. It's
already there within you, and it always
has been. It just took me a lifetime to
figure it out. By writing this book and
offering it to the world, it is my hope that
I can help you get what I got. I want to
help you get your sense of peace,
fulfillment, and happiness.