PIECE OF PEACE

The poet who is waiting

quietly to paint the unsaid

PREM KUNKULOL
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So if I die tomorrow

If you should wake tomorrow

and find that I’m apart from here
remember how much I love you
And yeah please don’t shed your tears.

For my life of hearts is over

My nights have been fulfilled
I did what God deliberated
My string have all been tilled.

Just think of me with brown salty eyes

Hold my memory in your strong brick heart
For if you don’t forget me
Me and brick will never be apart.

For all the loves I held so dear

I’ll be there by your side
Holding hands ,watching,
standing over you
Specially at the nights
Ill always be your guide.

I shouldn’t but*
if one day you feel a sense
a whisper in your ear
Don’t be alarmed, it’s only me
to let you know I’m near.

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And if we never got to hug with #peace
or say the word goodbye
Please, don’t shattered into #pieces
and sit around and cry.

Remember that I loved the Lord

and made my peace within
I prayed for his forgiveness
He washed away my sins.

And understand,
The angle named shells came and called my name
And took me by the hand

So if I die tomorrow
and the sun for you won’t shine
Just look up towards the heavens
I’m with the Great Divine

-Gem from Prem

#PieceofPeace

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Calming in the Heaven!

Look bit a down,

Chaos all over again ,
The world goes rewind,
When you whispered
“ look towards me with a great divine”

Whats so special up there?

Is there any sun which never sets
Or is there any moon which never fades?

Are there such hearts which never breaks?

Or any petals which aren’t afraid of death?

Here , the sun definitely sets taking tons of Dreams

along
Of course to the moon , our loneliness belong

Down here,
Hearts are broken , then someone joins
the tons of beautiful pieces to break it again,

petals are dried , then are slept in the

middle of book to remind all the memories all over
again!

Does this sun and moon meet you up there?

Does this sun spread our dreams with you?

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Does this moon share his loneliness with you?
Does this heart and petals never fade their colours?

Does this heart reassemble beneath your feet,

Does this petals re -create all the memories and meet?

Down here ‘nothing’ is forever, but still will you come back
ever? Will you come back ever?...................!
Will you be our ‘nothing’?

Will you come out of your spring?

As our tear rolls down seeing you on the shrink ! Seeing you
on the shrink!

Gem from Prem

#Pieceofpeace

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Demon of my life!

An shadow of a soul
Trawl her hair from the door
Eyes with hunger of shame
Big nails like a sword
Penetrating her body
Quietly Screaming her soul
Like a boy painting in a backyard
With a monstrous bloody teeth
Frigid in a warm bed
Dreaming for a twist of fate!
Oh princess,
What happened with your life?
Asking dowager queen ,
With tears in her eyes
A girl replied with a smile,
It was a demon of my life!

-Gem from Prem

#PieceofPeace

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Note to my younger self!

Hey you miraculous thing ,

You with most realistic dreams
Has to hustle one last in the ring ,

Hoping with letting out of screams

Its alright to give upon few ,
Battles and creatures which aren’t true

Hey you Unfettered feather,

That wont stop for hurdles
or disappearing colours,

You dropping fear and roaring

harder and harder ,
The one who Thriving for the
destiny mis knowing duller ,

Hey the journey has a far way to go

You the main lead ,
Don’t let anyone to take the role!

Gradually and sluggishly

fall into words,
Take a step back ,
take a breath and then trust,

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Although don’t let them
suffer with you incurred,
Preserve the kindness ,
the love, don’t let it get rust!

You will meet with things along the way ,

Which you ever thought u could forget,
You will love -break- heal and then fall ,
Just with a stable you perceive
And stick around!

But don’t take a step back yet,

Fall with whole hearted love,
Few Unstring threads and then you regret,
Thats Taking you on your way ,
Until you find perfect place to stay!

~ Gem from prem

#PieceofPeace
 

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GOOD-BYE!

I wanted
to write
Something that
Looks like
Goodbye

But it’s
raining
And I’m
distracted

Whats the
smallest
Amount
of water
Someone
can drown in?

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Family without a name!

Moments in sync never fades ,

Even when colours Changing it shades ,

Was a family without a name ,

Defaced a little but carries the same,

Those colors, piece’s of peace

and purpose with aspect,
Of course , holding on with
Imperfections still perfect!

At times beared me with

innumerable scars of showers ,
Sometimes even got segregated from colours,

With at scamper around stayed without any offense,

Never got praised besides your everlasting presence

Moments in sync never fades ,

Even when colours Changing it shades ,

Was a family without a name ,

Defaced a little but carries the same!

~Gem from prem

#pieceofpeace

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TO ALL THE BROKEN HEARTS!

To,
All the broken hearts in the world

There, there. Come on,

You should climb out of the
bunk of moist blankets and pillows,
Or the mirage of cigarette smoke,
or a pile of chocolate wrappers
You’ve buried yourself in.

And don’t worry, I won’t speak

much. I know you’re already
exhausted, tired, frustrated, and fed up.

There are just so many

pieces of advice to hear when
you’re in pieces, pearls of wisdom
picked off the seashores of the Internet
and all the “it-wasn’t-meant-to-be”s,
the “it-can’t-be-this-bad”s,
the “i-suffered-ittoo”
the “i-am-so-sorry-for-your-loss”es,
the “i-understand-your-pain”s,
and most of all, the “it-will-be-okay”s.
When will these learn that we just want
to be left alone, wallow in our self-pity,

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and use all the sharp edges
of our broken pieces to feel pain
agony, or just about anything?

That we don’t know half

the pain of the heart next to us,
that no two cracks ever were identical,
and that there is just
no adhesive in the world that can
work for two of our broken strangers!

I know you want to be left alone,

cold, careless,
and with no source of warmth.
Because I know, you’re afraid,
someone’s love might just
melt you down again, to one whole piece.

Only to break again.

 

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Angel around Evil!

Ohh Hello angel around evils

Wishing you strength,
is all what you need
And hey you ,
please don’t hesitate to be You!
As long as we don’t pull you down
Don’t stop loving your body
Ofc don’t sink in self love
Or esle we are here to tear
that wide smile till down
We’ll tyrant the happiest you
Then ponder why you frown
Worthless, immature , fat , way to black ,
and all the judgments, right?
And shush with the sound,
And then scream , shout and cry
As you’re secrete in the ground
Welcome to our so called society,
We promise that we wont deceive
Along with these rules consists T&C
There is no way you can leave!

~Gem from Prem

#PieceofPeace

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Holding onto me!

Take the bloom,

golden honey of some
Beautiful bee

Take the calm,

The fading moon
Floats above the sea

Take the petals,

Memories of dread
And the intimate plea

Take it all , but leave me with me,

Holding onto me

~ Gem from Prem!

#PieceofPeace
 

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Abundance!

What if you never die?

Rewind resume & loop
Breeze making the treetop sigh
The bird whispered
“illusion of coffin “ and swoop!

What if you live alone?

Will you miss the mayhem
or will celebrate the peace!
Will you pick yourself up
or sink in the ocean of cease!

These all the god itself says ,

I’m abundant in all the areas ,
I’m sufficient for the beings ,
I’m the destiny , I’m the shrink

The sense of whisper

the sets of sun,
The shapes of moon ,
The miraculous thoughts,
The claims of Jesus ,
the paradise of Allah ,
Peace from Mahaveer,
the truth’s from Buddha,
The power of Krishna ,

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The logic of science,
The prayers , those responses
The nights in which stars fly
look closely could you see me,
The floating stars above sea
these all are the proofs of me!

So what’s stopping you?

Whats stopping you
to take the story bit ahead,
To write the title ,
to decide the moral,
To frame the fate ,
To worship the core
The purpose was to tasked
coz be ready the theme
gonna be asked!

~ Gem from prem

#PieceofPeace
 

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Around me!

Today , I choose to
Walk around me
To get-down apart from sink
And glide
Without the memory
of suffocation

Today , I choose to
walk around me
Just like i did
Yesterday
Just as i will do tomorrow

~Gem from Prem

#PieceofPeace

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Falling in love!

‘falling in love’ – it’s such a

weird saying, isn’t it?
like you had no choice,
like you couldn’t slowly take
a step towards it. Like
you couldn’t walk or sit
beside it. but that you fall.
without knowing, without
any support, you fall.

and maybe, they hoped that

you enjoy the ride.
like someone jumping
off a building. a very tall building.
the falling part is okay,
it’s even quite fun,
but when the parachute doesn’t open
and you’re a few meters
from the ground,
that’s when you realize
what have i done?

and for some people,

the fall never ends.
the fall lasts a lifetime
but for most of us,

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broken from how suddenly the end came.
which is probably why
we have learned to be cautious in love.

we make sure a hundred

times over that we have
complete control over
what we are feeling.
that no emotion is out of place.
we don’t allow ourselves to become
too happy or too attached
because we know what
could happen if we did.
we should love, not fall in love.
because everything
that falls, gets broken.

we make sure we keep our distance.

we don’t let our hearts grow
too fond or hope for something great
we know that the happier we are,
the sadder we will be when it ends.

yes “when” and not “if”, because

things don’t last like they used to before,
and it’s better to know.
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His death , Her breath!

She wondered If I had woken up,

would I have smelled his sadness,
his desperation, and his detachment?

His death, her breath.

He told her once, she remembers,

these two words have
no other rhyme
but each other.

If she could go back, she thinks --

She would open her eyes, instead of her heart.

 

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I am such a funny girl!

Stop striking me
about my prettiness
i carry within ,and
how cute my scars are !
Af course , i am the clown
But just stop saying that i
Am such a funny girl!

Pretty girls
don’t escape their dreams
They don’t deserve
to get locked in the room
along with their wings
Nor spend weekend nights
Wrecking out with pillows
Funny girls don’t
hasp themselves away
; to cry!

~Gem from Prem

#PieceofPeace

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Where did I go wrong?

I feel, NO! Wait,

I cannot feel,
it is all too real.

I awaken in a panic,
look around and
you aren’t really there.
But I know it was real,
I felt your hands run through
my hair.

I feel something more now,

I must return
to my dream, somehow.
Please, oh please, still be there,
I am coming back, I swear!
This is the only place
I can hold you,
feel you, touch you.

I can’t find you now,

why did you go?
I asked you to stay,
I was on my way.
I must have taken too long.

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Colours fading !

The sun is sluggishly vanishing!

I sat beside him,
Along with the shades of colors , He asked,
Why the peace and not the mayhem
When The source is totally same! Ignored!
Waiting Waiting and growing dim!
The bird Thrive Unfettered fluttering with him!

Sluggishly ,Saddened seeing him duller!

Soothing, isn’t it? Whatsoever
Will you paint your colours?
Will you rise back ever!

So is it necessary to bid adieu ?

He said ,
Miracle is in the queue
Moon-child carrying peaceful charms, to hold you in
his arms , When , who and how?
Soon , approaching the moon!

So stay within his shadow ,

Believe ,and he with his console ,
Good bye hard-of-hearing
Our colours fading but never disappearing!

-Gem from Prem

#PieceofPeace

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A FAILED GENERATION!

Yes ,
I’m part of totally weird and
disoriented generation!
You carrying all the disputed threads
In a lethargic way
Its your fathers Gem
Envious of you!
This set of astray ,
satiated of intimacy with
no motive to live rather to exist!
It’s your fathers gem
You spitting the hue!

But I’m gonna tell my daughter

How beautiful the corner stars were
How Few threads of hope
Turned into blooming belief
The way judged strangers blown
Their love!
The face on the curve
Never faded with the turning sun
With our leaning shoulders
We felt that touch
Ill tell her in some ways
How some stood with
A kind of holiness

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How gradually we Unstringed

Those complicated threads
And then the compliments were
Not like a breath on the ventilator
I tell you
Once upon a time
There were holdings without grudge
The skies without the burden
Kindness far from fruits
And love too away from zip
Drowning and everyone jumping
Some with fragile leaves
others with ornate lungs
Away from guilt , envy , Parallelism
Along with just the pursuit of letters
Here , compliments , caring,
Kindness , love , respect
Were just questioned
Wasn’t it a dumb thing to do?
Our generation was failure
People thought we couldn’t come back
And all this just came true
as we just didn’t reserve it

~Gem from Prem

#Pieceofpeace

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Dramatic dream! 

Look,
Deserving things should
fall at Deserving places!
Let just make sure to drop them!

Parallel paths should merge

when universe folds in and makes another
Lets just make sure with our destination

Our memories should be clashed

in darkest of nights
Lets just make sure to endure with our smile
But
Look , This was just a dramatic dream
Let us make sure i make premise
in the reality along my void!

Because Look ,
Things often breaks once fallen!
Destination often mis-lead’s when merged
And
Tears cant be seen nor wiped in the darkest of
nights!

- Gem from Prem

#Pieceofpeace

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