MYARRANGEDMARRI

AGE:
ANELE

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Anel
e

Mom :
"Anel
e!Vuka"
Me:"5moreminut
es"Isai
dcov
eri
ngmysel
f
wi
thmybl
anket
Mom :
"uy
agul
avukauzobal
ate"
Me: "butmamai t5:
30,ngizovukango 6:00"
somymom doesn' tl
ikespeakingEngli
shshe
belike"angiyenaumlunguMi na,ngumzuluso
ngizokhulumaisi
Zulu"butmymom i sXhosa
shedoesn' tl
i
ketobecalledumxhosasoshe
preferumzulucauseshespeaksi t
Mom :
"ngi
zokuv
usangempama"wewer
est
il
l
havingourconv er
sationwhil
eshe'sinthe
kit
chenpr epari
ngbreakfastandMi naIwasin
myr oom.soourhousehas10r ooms2
bathrooms, studyroom ,4bedrooms, l
ounge,
eati
ngr oom andtheki t
chenIwon'tsayweare
ri
chnorpoorweav erage.SoIgotupwentt o
thebathroom didmymor ni
ngpr ocessworemy
school uni
form wentt owhereeveryonewasat
.
Dad:
"pr
incess"
Me:
"dad"Isai
dwhi
l
esmi
l
ing:
)
Dad:
"howy
oudoi
ngt
hismor
ning?"
Me: "goodt
hanksjustt
hatmydear
estmom
shouldst
opwakingmeupearl
y"Isaidl
ooki
ng
atmymom
Dad:"butpr
incesswhowoul
dli
ket
omar
rya
l
azywif
e?"
Il
aughedandsai
d"I'
m nevergonnaget
mar
ri
edshame, j
usti
maginemedoi ngal
lthose
thi
ngdoingl aundryforthewholefamil
y,
cooking,cleaningaroundthehouse,wakingup
earl
ywast i
ngmybeaut ysleephuuuhay i
iMina
ngekengilunge"Ir ai
sedmyhandsasasi gnof
surr
endert heotherslaughedandmom sai d
"I
vi
lalel
i"whi l
emydadwasl ooki
ngdown
swall
owinghar d.
.
.
.
Heyguy sI
'
m AnelePr i
ncessNdl
ovuI'
m 15
yearsoldt
helastborn;)Ihav
e2sist
er
(Andiswa22&Puml a18)and1brot
her
(Njabul
o24),
I'
m doinggrade11
.
.
.
Wel
ltodescr
ibemysel
fI'
m shor
tinhei
ght(not
thatshortthou)l ightincompletion, have
assssss:*, curvesf orthedays,ti
nywai sty our
hourglasst ype,longbr ownhairandI 'm cute
butsomesayI 'm hot, beaut
if
ul blahblah. .
.
Atti
tudeonanot herlevel,pi
nkishl i
psLilbit
blackyeahhIsmokeweedbutmyf ami l
y
doesn'tknow, bi
gbr owney es.wel i
veint he
townshipcal l
edKwamashuNsect i
on.
.
.
.

Thi
sismyst
ory
I
nser
t1<3
.
.
.
.
Iwokeuppr eparedmysel fforschoolit
'swas
nowFebsot hey
'll
beav alenti
neballi
nschool
andIdon'thaveadat e,Iwentdownst ai
rs
ever
y onewasgoneexpectf ormom (aretir
ed
doctornowhousewi f
e)soweat ebreakfast
whil
ehav i
ngsmal ltal
ktherewasaknockon
thedoor

Mom :
"whoi
sit?
?
?:"t
hecari
sreadyma'
am
Mom :
"she'
scomi
ng
Me:"by
emom hav eagoodday"Isai
dki
ssi
ng
bot
hofhercheeks
Mom :"stayoutoftroubl
epleaseIdon'
twantt
o
goandmeety ourhotpri
nci
palagai
n"shesaid
thatl
aughing
Me:
":omom !
!"t
hecarhoot
ed
Mom :
"bett
ergosweetymom l
ovesy
ou"she
sai
dpushi
ngtothedoor
Me: "I
'
m comingbacktjoomama"shel aughed,
all
thewayt oschoolwasfi
ll
edwi t
hsilenceonly
themusicplayi
ngDruHill
_5st eps .Weget
totheschoolandIsawmygi rl
s(siphokazi17),
(Thabani18gaybuthecallshi
msel fTeeyonce)
Tee:
"ghel
lykodway ourdr
iveray
ychahe'
shot
H.O.
TifIcanjust.
.."
Me:
"pl
easeTee"
S:
"yaaso'
ermt
shel
eekseni
kanj
e"
Tee:"aibohhIhaven'
tgotl ai
dinmont hsnow
myassneedsomenewdi ck, l
ongli
kethe
Venda'so'erIhear
dthatt heyaresohuge"we
j
ustlaughedt hebal
lrang(Iwon' tgoondetai
ls
aboutschool unl
essthere'ssomethi
ng
happening)sot hbal
l r
angf oraft
erschool
S:
"west
il
lhav
en'
tgett
hedat
esf
ort
hebal
l"
Me:"yeahbutwhowil
lwantt
orol
lwi
thus
'
Theebadassgir
ls'
"welaughedwal
ki
ngtot
he
gat
e
Tee:"i
fonl
ytheywillall
owust obr i
ngourown
part
ners"y
eahy ouheardt hatr
ightwear e
'
Theebadassgirls'wear esopopul arev
eryone
knowsuseventhegr ade8swej ustdon'
ttake
sh*t.t
hecarhootedgoshi tswasmydr i
ver
Me:
"by
egi
rl
smyr
idei
sher
e"wehugged
Tee:"bit
chletmewalky outoyourcarsoy
ou
candosomei ntro"Ij
ustlaughedhewasbusy
fi
xinghimsel
f.thedri
vercamet oopenmydoor
(gentl
emen)
Tee:"ohhlor
djer
evahhel
pmei shefr
om
venda??"hesai
dthatwhi
sper
inginmyear
s
Me:"Idunnochommi
e"Teecl
ear
edhi
sthr
oat
(dr
amaqueen)
Dr
iver:
"hel
l
o"
Tee:
"uh.
..
.uh.
..Hi
i
ii
..
.Hi
"
Dri
ver:"areyouokay? "Somydr i
ver
/bodyguarddidn'thaveaprobl
em wit
hTee
causeev enabilndpersoncanseethathe'
sgay
eventhouheeasi l
ygeti
rr
it
atedhesaysTee
tal
kstoomuch
Tee:
"yeahumm.
..
.my
..
name"
Dri
ver:
"yourname?:
hel
ookedconf
usedI
l
aughed
Me:
"hi
snamei
sThabane"
Tee:
"Teey
onceMdl
uli
"
Dr
iver:
"okay"
Tee:
"um.
..Yourname?"
Dri
ver:
"doIlookl
ikeI'
my ourfr
iend?
"Hesaid
wit
handeepscaryv oi
ceImeant heguyist
all
,
dark,muscul
ar,bigscar
yscaronhislef
teye
buthehasacuteface,pi
nklips
Tee:
"n.
..
o..
.no"
Dri
ver:
"good"hecl
osedmydoorandwentt
o
hi
ssidetj
oooIwasl
aughi
ngmyassoutTee
l
ookedscared
Dr
iver:
"caretoshareajoke"Ij
ustr
emained
si
l
entthedriv
egoingbackhomewasl ongever
si
nceIgotthisdr
iverhedoesn'
tsmi
leorl
augh
Weirdr
ight
.
.
.
.
#not
_edi
ted
.
.
.
Admi
n:)
Cont
inuat
ion^
_^
.
.
.
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Assoonasourcarst opIquickl
ywalkedoutlef
t
thedri
verlaughi
ngsil
entl
yImeanal lt
hewayhe
wasgi v
ingmedeat hstar
eargggIhatehim
anywaysIgoti nsi
dethehousescreaming
"Mommy !
"Sheanswered"Ki
tchen"Iwentther
e
nkissedhercheek
Me:
"okaymom I
'
m backt
ell
me"
Mom :
"nohel
l
omom ,
howwasy
ourday?
"
Me: "okayhel
lomom howwasy ourday
?Now
I
'm donesoy oucanst
artbytel
l
ingmewhendi
d
ureali
sethatMrAndersoni
sHot"
Mom :
"Sor
rySi
s"
Me:
"butmom!
"
Mom :"
No"Iwentt
omyr oom changedmy
uni
for
m woremyAdidastr
acksuitandmy
sl
eepers,wentdownstai
rsImadefoodt
henate
,mom wasbusyl ooki
ngatthemagazi
nethat
havehouses
Mom :
"howaboutwer
elocat
e?"
Me:
"okay,
wher
e?"
Mom :
"Umhl
anga?
"
Me:
"it
sokay"
Mom : "wear emovinginUmhl angaont hi
s
comingSat ur
day"aft
erthatconv ersati
onwith
mom Iwentt owatchmyf avori
t ecartoons
RegularShow Igott i
redoft hem andwat ch
TheReal housewi
vesofPotomac, mom came
wewat chedtheshowtogetherIf el
tsleepyI
askedmom t owakemeupwheni t
'sdinner
ti
meIwentt omyroom tookoutmy
nunu(phone)checkedmyWhat sAppIsawTee' s
message
*
phoneconv
o*
Me:
"Bi
tch *
Hi
m:"ei
io'
ert
hehunki
ssor
udei
tst
urnsme
on:
*"
Me:"shoul
dhav
eseeny
ourf
aceay
ychommi
e
uwerescar
edAF"
Hi
m:"Iwasn'
t,Iwasholdingmyselft
hatdude
mademewetj usthi
svoiceissooutofSout
h
Af
ri
ca"
Me:
"Sout
hAf
ri
ca?
?"Iwasl
aughi
ngnonst
op
Hi
m:"youknowmar
achommi
ethatIhav
emy
Vi
ndi
esel"hi
smancr
ush
Me:
"chommi
ewear
erel
ocat
ing"
Hi
m:"ni
yaphi
i
??"
Me:
"Umhl
anga:
)"
Hi
m:"what!
!?
?"
Me:
"momsi
dea"
Him:"that'
ssti
ngydoct ori
tsaboutti
me"Ij
ust
l
aughedYoncei scrazyyyyshe'
ssaysmom is
sti
ngyjustbecauseshedoesn'tusehermoney
shetakesmoneyf rom dad.dinnert
imecame
wepray edandateIwentt osl
eep
.
.
.
.
#BadAssBi
tchez
.
.
.
Admi
n<3
I
nser
t2O:
)
.
.
.

Anel
e
.
.
.

Li
vinginMhl angasucksImeant heonl y
i
nteresti
ngabouti t,i
st hatthearet hesehot
whiteguy s, notmyty pethou>_<j ustjoki
ng,
anywayt hev al
enti
nedaywassobor ing:
(Teen
Shaddat esbutMi na: '
(kyadabukisaImeanI
hadguy swhowannabemydat ebut- _-
becauseof" dad"didn'twantthem t obeoneof
mydat esIendedupnotgoi ng, sot odaywas
j
ustSat urdayImeanbor i
ngSaturdayIwor emy
denim shor t
s, cr
opt opandsandal sIwas
pl
anningt ogot othebeachIcan' tsithomej ust
st
arr
ingatt
hewal
l
snaahsoIwentt
odadi
nhi
s
st
udy
Me:
"myhandsomedad"hej
ustl
aughed
Dad:
"whatev
ery
ouwanti
tsanono"
Me:
"butdad!"Isul
ked
Dad:
"no"
Me:
"Iwannagoar
oundt
hisar
eaj
ustget
ti
ng
f
ami
li
arwit
hit"
Dad:
"so"
Me:
"sodadIneedsomef
ewbucks"
Dad:
"youmean20r
andi
senough?"
Me:
"No!"
Dad:
"cometel
l
ydaddywhaty
ouwant"hesai
d
t
appi
nghisl
ap
I
ndicat
ingt
hatIshoul
dcomesi
toni
t,t
hat
whenIknowIgothim;)
Me:
"sodadmyf
ri
endsar
ecomi
ngov
ersowe
f
ir
stl
ygonnagot
othebeachandt
othemal
lthe
we'
ll
comebackso?
"
Dad:"howmuchdoy ouneed?"nowhe'
s
t
alki
ngmylanguage
Me:
"umm.
..R1500"hesi
ghs"okay"
Me:
"thanksdaddy"
Dad:"bet
tert
akey
ourdr
iver"ohht
hebor
ing
dude
Me:
"okayby
e"
.
.
.

Iwenttogetmycutehell
oki
tt
ybag♥ and
wentoutohhbythewayIhavemyownbank
account(Lev
els:
D)assoonasIgoti nsi
det
he
caramessagecomest hr
oughthatDadhas
transf
ered3kandamessagessay s"usei talln
seewher ey ouwil
lgetanotherone "Ij ust
l
aughedoht hedriv
ersnamei sAzwidinihe's
from Nigeri
ahehar dl
yspeaks, t
hejourneyt o
thebeachwasf i
ll
edwithsil
ence, whenweget
thereTeenSweal readytheresoIrantot hem
didthegr ouphugIlastsawthem whenwe
fi
nishedwr it
ingourMarchTestseasyst uff..
.
Sowegav eAzwi thebags, t
henwewentt osit
ont hechair
sint hemeant imeTeewaswear i
ng
Guessshorts,SPCCt opandAdi dassandal sn
themakeup, Swaswear i
ngashor tsummer
dressandtheflipf lop, andt hesunglassesn
makeup, I'
m notaf anofmakeupsoy eah
whilewewer etalkingt hewast hese4hotguy s
theykeptonlooki ngatusImeanwhatt hef**
k
sowekeptont al kingandTeebei nghimselfhe
madeusl aught ellusabouthi scrushes, hi
s
neighbour
sblahbl ahsot hese3hotguy scame
tous
.
.
.

Guy
1:"
himynamei
sky
le"
Guy
2:"Ty
son"
Tee:"heyguy sthesear emyf ri
endsSphokazi
butwecal lherSnt hi
si sAneletheeMot her
TheresaandI '
m Tee"t heotherguywasj ust
si
lentwithHisdreamyey es,Buffy,hot,fade
cut,pinkli
psandt all
hel ooksli
kethey our
typi
calfuckboy, wesatdownwi ththem t hey
areactuall
ycool t
heot herkeepsast r
aightf ace
hehardlylaughatthejokest hatwasbei ngt old
Ky
le:
"soTher
esawher
edoul
i
ve?"
Me:"Her
e,butI
'
m sti
l
lnewIdon'
tknowt
he
pl
acesaroundher
e"
Ty:
"ohhhwei
nzi
mbal
i"
S:"weshoul
dgot her
eseemsliket
hear
ehot
guysar
oundther
e"wel aughed
Ty:
"youguy
swon'
tgot
her
e"
Tee:
"whatcoul
dst
opus"
Ky
le:
"me"
Me: "relaxboooncewegott her
ewedon' t
knowy ouguy s"t
he"guy"seemst obe
disappointedbutheyungubani
ivedeyena:)we
continuedt al
ki
ngunti
ltheti
mewas14: 23andI
wasdeadhungr y
Me:
"guy
sI'
m sohungr
y"
Tee:"It
houghtuwi
l
lnev
erment
ioni
t"t
he"
guy
"chuckl
ed
Ky
le:
"pi
zza?
"
S:"yeahsure"wewalkedtothecarAzwiwas
ther
eboredasfuckweaskedhimt odr
iveust
o
theGatewaymallt
hedri
vethewasgreatImean
Teeishereso,wewalkedt
ot hepi
zzastor
e
andf oundt heguyssi t
ti
ngassoonast heysaw
usky leraisedhishandwewal kedtothem ,we
ordedpi zzawesatt herewi t
hthem the"guy"
keptonst eal
inggl
anceatmewhenIl ookat
him helooksawaycut eright:* weat ehav i
ng
meani nglessconvomyphoner angit
swasdad
Istoodupanswer ingthecallli
ke"heybabe"Mr
Sil
entwasr edfrom theangerhewasbr eat
hing
fi
re

*
phoneconv
o*

Dad:"
don'
tbabeme"IknewIwasint
roubl
e
whenIcheckedt
het
imewas20:45
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
.

Ty:"manareyouokay?"ImeanIwasfuming
wit
hangerAnelehasaboyf
ri
endIgot
taki
ll
that
dude
Me:"yeah"surel
ymyveinswerepoppi
ngout
t
hatusual
lyhappenswhenI'
m angr
y
Me:"sowhydoy
a'l
lcal
lAnel
eMot
herTher
esa
?"
S:"
askheryoursel
f"okayshehadt hatki
nda
bor
ingat
ti
tudemxm bitchIdon'twantyou,
the
l
ookonherfaceshowst hatshewantsme
.
.
Anel
e:"okayIl
ovey
out
oo"
want
edt
odi
eher
e
Ty:
"so?
"
Anel
e:"ohhthatwasmydadheneedsushome
"muchbett
erIjustsmi
l
ed
Kyl
e:"
andthen,whyarey
ousmili
ng"Ij
ust
gav
ehim adeadstar
ehechuckl
es
Anel
e:"webet
tergetgoi
ng"
Ty:
"weshoul
dtoo"
ky
le:
"letuswal
ktoget
hert
othepar
kingl
ot"
west
oodupandwewentout
Anel
e:"by
eguy
s"
Ky
le:
"soy
ourTens?
"
Anel
e:"youalreadyhaveTee'
ssohewi llgi
ve
em toyou"
theywal kedgoi
ngtotheblack
RangeRoverthewayherasswasmov inggot
meWet, wewal kedtoourdif
fer
entcarsn
drov eof
fweallgotGt i
'stypeofcar,whenIgot
i
nmycr ibi
tswasdar kIwonderwhoswi t
ched
them causetheyautomat ical
lyt
urnonIdrovein
, Iopenthedoorthelightturnsonthesheisin
abl acknumber shest oodupandwal kedto
me
.
.

Me: "Tamiawhatar eyoudoingher e?"Shejust

smiledandkissedmyneckbusyl icki
ngmei na
sexyway:)(can'tsaynotaf reepussy: -*)she
wentdownandundi dmybel tbusybr ushing
TigerIwashardalready,shewhi sper ed"letus
takethi
supstair
s"sheki ssedmeandI
responded,wekissedhungr i
l
yIpi ckedherup
wenttotheguest r
oom ,ourclotheswer eflyi
ng
aroundtheroom shewentonherkneesand
suckedTigerigroan"Miabbeah. .Fuck"I
pickedherupandputheri nt
hebedIki ssedher
neckshemoansof t
lyIwentdownt ohert wins
playedwiththem ,
wenttoherstomachf inal
ly
getthetreasurei
tswasshavedneat l
y, I
muf fedhershecamet hr
iceIputmyf ingershe
moaned"nayahhbbe. ..
.mmm...naaaay"allI
cansayi sthatwefuckedmaybeabout5/ 6
rounds...

HiiI'
m NathanZacMi l
lerI'
m 19doingmyl ast
yearinvarsit
y(neurosurgeon)I '
mf r
om I
taly
whereIwasbor nandbr edI'm agangst
er
actuall
yaleaderwei nasamegr oupwithKy l
e
andTy son, I
'm hotafwellI'
m afuckboyIli
ke
gir
lsbutwi t
hAnel eit
sdi f
ferent,Doyoufall
i
nloveatfirstsi
ght? ?
.
.
.
admi
n
I
nser
t3
.
.
.

Anel
e
.
.
.
.

Whenwegothomet heli
ghtswereoffI
checkedtheti
mei
tswas21:34shitI
'
mi n
tr
oublesurel
ymom di
ditonpur
poseshe
knowst
hatI
'
m af
rai
doft
hedar
k.

Tee:
"ay
ihhchommi
ewhyar
ethel
i
ght
sof
f?"
Me: "chommieIdunno"Iwasscar eddadcan
real
lygetscar
yImeanhe' sacri
minallawyer,I
call
edmom shedidn'tanswerIwon'tgeti
nside
thehousewhilei
t'
sdarkwhatifIseeghostsno!

S:"l
etsgoinsi
dei
tski
ndacol
dnow"shesai
d
br
ushingherarmsshehadachi
ckenski
n
Tee:
"yeahl
et'
sgo"
Me:
"no!
"Isnappedont
hem
Thegav
emet
hosequest
ioni
ngey
es
Me: "
I'
m sor
ryguyst hi
ngI'
dI'
m scar
ed,lemme
cal
ldad"mi ndyouwer esti
l
latthegat
eafter
Azwi dr
oppedushel eft,
Icall
eddadhedidn'
t
answer,IwasshitscaredIcall
edhi
m again
thi
stimeheanswer ed
Dad:
".
..
."
Me:
"dadI
'
m sor
ry*
sni
ff
*
Dad:
".
..
"
Me:"I'
m sosor
rydadIwon'
tdoi
tagainI
promise"Iwasnowcryi
ngTeenSlookedat
meshockedbecausenowIwascryi
ngreal
tear
s

Dad:
"youpr
omi
se?
"
Me:
"Y.
..
yes*
sni
ff
*"
Dad: "okayI
'm comi ng"Iheardmom i nt he
background"Yazinganey akhoicathi
wena
uyi
ndoday ayoili
beleikubizaiyaphazami sa
mxm"Ihear ddadchuckl esandt heli
ghtwent
on,wuuuht hatar eli
efnowIcanwal kfreel
y,
wegoti nsi
dethehouset herehewassi tti
ngin
theloungewithagl assofwat er
Dad:
"Sponky
"Sbl
ushed
Dad:
"Yonce"Teebl
ushed
Dad: "theguestroomsar ereadyupst
air
sand
takey ourleftr
oom 26and28goodni ghtsee
y'al
li
nt hemor ning"theyquickl
ywentupstai
rs
Iwasl eftalonetofacethemusi c

Dad:
"pr
incesscomeher
e"Iwal
kedsl
owl
yto
hi
m
Dad:
"bet
terbequi
ck"Ij
ustr
ant
ohi
m
Dad:
"nowexpl
ain"t
hesmil
ehehadwhenhe
wasgr
eet
ingTeenSwaslonggone
Me:"Um ..
.m..
.Wewenttot hebeachand
st
ayedthereunti
lwegothungry..
.n.
..
n..
.We
wentt
ot heGatewayMall.
..
a..
n..
d..
.weatepi
zza
"
Dad:
"t
hat
'sal
l?"
Me:"Y.
.y
es"helookedmest
rai
ghti
ntheey
esI
wasscar
edasfuck!
Dad:
"mmm..
.Okay youcangonow"Ij
umped
andr
antomyroom .
.
.
.

Dad
.
.
.

I'
m ThabaniKingNdlov
umarr
iedtomy
beauti
fulwif
ePhumezaAngelRenni
e, I
'
ma
l
awy erandagangsteronl
ymywifeknows
aboutit,t
hereasonwhyIwasmadwhenAnel
e
camelat
ei sbecausefi
rst
lyshe'
snotfami l
i
ar
witht
heplaceandIhaveal otofenemies,what
i
ftheyki
dnappedhertheyknowt hatmyf amil
y
i
smyweakness, Anelethinksshe'
scleverneh
Iknowhewaswi t
htheboys.
Ij
ustwenttomyroom surel
yyouwonderwhy
mywifehasanEngli
shsurnamewhil
eshe's
Xhosaherdadi
scoloredhermom i
sXhosa

Me:
"babe"
Her:
"what"
Me:
"I'
m back"
Her:
"so"
Me:
"si
gci
nephi
konj
e:D"Ismi
rked
Her:"udaki
wengi
theungahambi
iwahambaso
sal
akanjalo"
Me:
"butbabe"
Her:"no"Ijustpul
l
edherlegsclosetomeshe
giggl
esIkissedhershedidn'
tki
ssedmebackI
chuckl
edthr ought
hekissIsoft
lybitherl
ower
l
ipsshemoansandki ssedmebackIsmi led

Her:"stops..mi.
.l
ing"shesaidthroughtheki
ss
Iwentt oherneck(weakspot; *)shemoansI
carr
iedonwi ththeforeplaywenttoherPunanii
andmuf f
edhersheheal edmyhead"
bbe..
.deeper.
..
ahh...
mmm. .
.God!"Shewas
speakingforei
gnlanguageI '
mt hatgood:)we
madel ovethewhol enightohhther oom i
s
soundproof;)

Wi
l
lcont
inuel
ater
Bat
ter
ylow:
'
(
.
.
.

Admi
n

I
nser
t4
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
Thenextmor ni
ngIwokeupwentt obath
changedmyni ghtdr
essworemymyl ongbl
ack
dresswrit
ten"I'
drat
herbeinMiami "whi
chhas
sl
itbothsidesandmysleeperimademybed
andcleanedmyr oom ,It
houghtaboutgoi
ng
downstai
rsandfacemypar ent
s, t
hewaydad
spokedtomey ester
daywasunl ikehim butI
guesshewasmadIgot t
agettohisgoodbooks
.Iwentdownstairstheloungewasf il
ledwith
l
aughterIgott
ot hem theywerewat ching
"Tr
evorNoah"nowonderwheni checkedt he
ti
mei t
swaspast11IguessIwast i
red.

Mom :
"wangenaundl
unkul
umadoda"t
he
ot
her
slaughed
Dad:"howdi
dyousl
eepmybaby?
"I'
m mor
e
daddy'
sgi
rl
Me:"l
ikeababy:
)"Iat
emybr eakf
ast,Mom
andDadwenttot
hechurch,
Iwasl ef
twit
hTee
andS

S:"koduachommi el
iyi
Ghostitay
mal akho"I
hadaf eeli
ngthatAzwitol
ddadaboutt heguy s
(Kyl
e,
Ty sonandMrsi l
ent)butIbrusheditof
f.
Me:
"youcansayt
hatagai
n"
Tee:
"whatr
eal
l
yhappenedaf
terwel
eft?
"Isat
down
Me:
"beseni
dli
l
eangi
thi
iguy
s?"
S:
"yeah,
sowhathappened?
"
Me:
"okayguy
s,meanddadhadat
alk"
Tee:
"about?
"
Me:"abouty
ester
dayIt
hinkheknowsaboutus
hangi
ngoutwit
htheguys"
S:
"ohno"
Tee:
"speaki
ngabouttheguystheywer
eall
H.O.
Tomg!Ev enAzwii
isnott
hathot♥ "Ij
ust
l
aughedthat
'sTeeforyou
S:
"kodwaMrSi
l
entmmmm ay
ii"
Tee:"y
ousawhowhel
ookedaty
ouAnel
eI
thi
nkhewant
syou;
)"
Me:
"youknowhowdadi
s,ev
eni
fthedude
want
smehewon' tgetme"sinceIwasyoungI
wasneverall
owedt
otalkt
oboy sdadwanted
t
otakemet otheal
lgi
rl
sschoolluckymom
wasagainsti
t
S:"ghel
l
yify
oudon'
twanthi
m,gi
vehi
mtome
"
Tee:
"buti
tsseemsl
i
keTywant
syou:
D"
S:"t
hat'
sbor
ingdude"shehadt
hatIdon'
tl
ike
hi
ml ook
Me:"any
ways,andwnaTeeandKy
le?
"he
bl
ushesOkay!
Tee:
"um.
.m.
..Whataboutky
le"
S:
"don'
tpl
aydummywi
thus,
her
e"
Me:
"tel
lherboo"
Tee:
"Okay!
..Fi
ne
Weki
ndaf
li
rt
edal
i
lwi
thhi
m"
Me:
"buthedoesn'
tl
ookgay"
S:
"yeah"
Tee: "Icanchangeast raightguyandt urnhim
gay"wej ustlaughed.Thehousewasal ready
cleansowej ustchi ll
edt i
ll1pm .Teesuggest ed
thatweshoul dgot ot hemal lsoIwentt o
changet omyr ippedwhi tej eansand
black/whitebaggyT- shirtandmywhi teallst
ar
tookedmypur sewentt owai tfortheothersS
camewear inghi ghwai stbluej eansandal ong
sleeveblackcr opt opandt heol dskoolvans,
themake- upwasonpoi nt : *whi l
ewewer e
downst air
swai t
ingf orTeemyphoner ang,
okayIdon' trecogni zethisnumber
.
.
*
phoneconv
o*
.
.
Me:
"..
."
?:
"hel
l
oit
smeKy
le"
Me:
"ohhhey,
howar
eyou?
"
Ky
le:
"I'
l
lbegoodi
fIseeYa'
l
lagai
n^_
^"
Me:"may
besomeot
hert
ime ,
weki
ndbusy
t
oday"
Ky
le:
"Ohhokay,
tel
lmewhenev
ery
our
llf
ree"
Me:
"wi
l
ldo,
bye"
Ky
le:
"by
eTher
esa":
)
Me:
"fucky
ou"IhungupIwasal
lsmi
l
eyf
ace:
)
S:"andt
hen,aft
ert
hephonecal
lnowy
ou'
real
l
smil
ey,outwit
hit"
Me:
"thatwasKy
le"
Tee:"bett
erbenotmyky
le"okaywhendi
dhe
get
sher e
Me:
"ai
bohIdon'
twantKy
le"
S:
"soy
ouwantMrSi
l
ent":
(
Me:
"no,
Idon'
twantany
one"
Tee:"mxm "hewasweari
ngrippedblackj
eans,
bl
ackvestandbl
acksuper
star,:)ey
ebrowson
fl
eek♥
Me:
"youl
ookhel
l
afi
nebbe"
Tee:
"Iknowheyl
uv,butthanks"Ij
ustl
aughed
athi
m,wecall
edtheUberIdidn'
twannawake
Azwi
i.
.
.
.

Nat
han♥
.
.
.
Afterwhathappenedlastni ghtIwassot i
red ,
Icheckedtheti
mewas12: 23Tami awasst i
l
l
sl
eepingthisgi
rlarhhmani ssolazy(notthe
wifemateri
al)Igotupwentt otakeacold
showerwalkedtomycl osettookedoutmy
ri
ppedwhi t
ejeans, bl
ackRedbatv estandwhi t
e
Timberl
andwor ethem whenIwentbackt ot he
bedroom Tamiawasst il
lsleepi
ng

Me:
"mi
awakeup"Ipokedher
Mi
a:"
5mor
emi
nut
es"
Me:"Tami
a"Iwarnedwit
hmyscar
iestv
oice,
shej
umpedoutofthebed
Me: "youhave10mi nut
etocleany ourself"
wit
ht hatsai
dIwalkedout,wentdownst ai
rsI
washungr yAF:'
(Ijustmadecer ealgotup
walkedtoloungetowatcht.
v( soccer)andsat
downt ext
edKy l
e
.
*
gothert
ens?
*
#y
eah,
youknowmeni
qqa#
*
dal
a'em *
#076.
..
..
..
#
*
thanksDawgYami
i*
.
.
OhhIknowhowt ospeakZulu, wealldo.
I
cal
ledTamiaherUberwashereshecamedown
l
ookinghotasal
way s;
)shekissedmycheek
andwentoutaft
erfewsecondst heguysgoti
n
l
ookgood

Ty:
"wast
hatmi
a?"
Me:
"gott
hatr
ight"
Kyl
e"kazi
iubonani
ikul
eyangangane"wej
ust
l
aughed
Me:
"Idonno"
Ty:
"Iguesst
hesexi
sgood"
Me:
"ni
qqa♥ "
Ty:
"got
tagether"
Me:
"you'
rewel
come:
)"
Ky
le:
"I'
m sohungr
y"
Me:
"andI
'
m outofgr
ocer
ies"
Ty:
"let
'
sgot
othemal
l"
Ky
le:
"hav
eut
alkedt
oTher
esa?
"
Me:
"no"
Ty:
"someonei
scr
ushi
ngonTher
esa"wej
ust
l
aughed
Me:
"dudet
hatgi
rli
sfl
ames♥ "
Kyl
e:"yeah,evenTeel
ooksf
ine"wel
ookedat
hi
m shocked:
O
Ty:
"di
duj
ustsai
dtheot
herni
ggai
sfi
ne?
"
Ky
le:
"um.
..
m..
y.
.y
eah"
Me: "youcan' tbeser ious"t hewassomet hing
offi
shabouthi m any waywedeci dedt ogot o
themal l tobuysomegr ocerieswewentt o
Pick'
n'Payaf terthatwesawAnel eandher
fri
endst heywer ef acingt heot herdi rectionmy
heartstartsbeat ingfasti twasasi fIwas
runningthegent ssawt hat, thel aughedsi lentl
y
-_-wewal kedt ot hem ,theyqui ckl ywal kedaway
Okaywhatwast hat,wepackedt hegr oceri
es
wentt oSpurt oeatwesatdown, Anel eandher
crewgoi nlookinghott heywal kedt ousbutt he
oppositehappens: ((layla, Christinaand
Cassie)wal kedint hesawusandr ushest ous
our"currentgi r
lf
r i
ends"ei shhIev enf orgot
aboutem , IheardKy lecur sedIj ustchuckl ed,
Tyjustdr ankal lhisglass, Troubl e!!>_ <
.
.
.
Keept
hecomment
scomi
ng^
_^♥
.
.
.
Guy
stel
lme,
doy
oul
i
ket
hest
ory;
)
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t5
.
.
.
.
Nat
han♥
.
.
.
Troubl
e!Anel
eandhercrewcameandsatwith
us,Iwant
edtositnextt
oAnelebutSqui
ckl
y
satwit
hme- _
-,weactedli
keever
ythi
ngi
scool
Anel
e:"heyguy
s"
Ky
le:
"hey,
Ithoughty
ouwer
ebusy"
S:
"wewer
ebusy"
Ty:"I
'm gl
adt
hatIsawy a'
l
ltoday"t
heyf
inal
l
y
gettous(l
ayl
a,Chri
sti
naandCassie)
Chri
sti
na:"sorr
yloserthat
'smypl
ace"poi
nti
ng
atAnel
ewhowassi tt
ingnextt
oTy,Her
e
comestrouble!
Anel
e:"ohhIdi
dn'tknow"shet
riedst
andi
ngup
butTeepul
ledherdown,theot
herswereangr
y
>_<
Lay
la:"Tigerpl
easei
ntr
oduceus"shesai
dwi
th
anatt
itude
Cassiewasj
ustlooki
ngatky
lewhil
ehewas
faci
ngdown,thetensi
onwasthi
ck
Me:"um..
.Layl
athisisAnel
e, TeeandS,guys
t
hisi
sLayla,chr
ist
inaandcassie"Anel
e
l
ookedatmeshocked: O,Iguessit
'st
hefi
rst
t
imeherheari
ngmet alki
ngIchuckl
ed
Layla:"t
hegir
lf
ri
endsandI '
m alsothebaby
mama, I
'm 3monthspregnant"shemadesure
thatsheemphasizetheword"girl
fr
iends"
Anel
e:"babymama:
O"shel
ooked
di
sappoi
nted
Tee:"sowhatify'
al
larethee"gi
rl
fr
iends"?"he
hadthati
rr
it
atedface,Anel
estoodupt oshake
thei
rhandsbuttheyjustl
ookedatherupand
down, Okaythatwasrude.
Anel
e:"ni
cet
omeety
'al
l"
Cassi
e:"l
i
kewi
se"
Thel
ookonTeeandSwer
emadwhi
l
eAnel
e
wasallsmi
l
ey:)TeeandSstoodandl
ookedat
us,cl
i
ckedthei
rtongue'
sandl
eft:
(
Anele:
"um. .
.It
swasni ceseei
ngyouguy s,
ohh
l
aylacongr at
st houudon' tl
ookli
keapregnant
l
adywi t
ht hatfl
atst omach, bye"shestoodup
andlookedatme, Laylawasnowsitt
ingonmy
l
apbusyki ssingme, thisgi
rlMar
aandAnel e
l
eftswayingherass.

Chr
ist
ina"whoar
ethosel
oser
s?"
Layla:"yousawthem booarggtheyl
ook
horri
bleeventhei
rgayfri
endisugly,
nowonder
heturnedgay, t
hegirl
sdidn'
twanthi
m,and
thatuglyshortt
hingmxm ,whodoesshethi
nk
sheis, dummy"t heyl
aughed
Me:
"theyar
enotugl
y,"Imumbl
ed
Lay
la"say
ingsomet
hing?
"
Me:
"no"
Lay
la:
"asIwassay
ingbbeI
'
m pr
egnant"
Me:
"um.
..Okay"
Lay
la:
"butbbey
oudon'
tl
ookhappy:
("
Me:"Iam bbe"Iwasl
yi
ng,
thatai
n'
tmychi
l
d,I
ki
ssedherfor
ehead
Ky
le:
"um.
.iGot
tago"hesai
dst
andi
ngup
Cassi
e:"wher
eyougoi
ngbbe:
("
Kyl
e:"guysseey'
al
l"heki
ssedcassi
e'
s
for
eheadandlef
t
Me:"babeIgottagot
oo"Isai
dmaki
nghersi
t
ont
heot herchai
r
Lay
la:
"butBae"i
stoodupandlef
taf
terfewmi
nutesTy
came,welef
twewer eusi
ng1car
Thedrivewasfi
lledwit
hsil
ent,nowordswer
e
exchanged-_-,wegettomycr i
bweallwent
thefr
idgetookoutbeersandsatont
hehigh
chai
rs
.
.
Ty:
"fuck!"
Me: "ar
hhmanthesegir
ls,arerunni
ngour
chancesnow"kyl
ewasl ooki
ngdown, sur
ely
hewast hi
nki
ngaboutsomething
Ty:
"eishmandidusawt
hewayTher
esa
l
ookedatyou"
Me:"man!Shewassmi l
i
ngandt
henext
mi
nutesshewasi
rr
it
ated"
Ky
le:
"thatsmi
l
ewasf
ake"
Me:
"youcansayt
hatagai
n"
Ty:
"Todaywehav
eami
ssi
onguy
s"
Me:"weneedt
ofocusonitr
ightnow,
we'
l
l
deal
wit
hthegi
rl
stomorr
ow"
Ky
le:
"you'
rer
ight"
Me:
"ai
n'
tIal
way
s;)"
Ty:"mxm "wecont
inuedt
alki
ngaboutt
he
missi
on
Ky
le:
"shoul
dwecal
lthegi
rl
sandendt
hings
wi
tht
hem "
Ty:
"wecan'
tdot
hat"
Me:"y
ouknowt
hatt
heyknowsaboutourot
her
l
if
e"hesi
ghs
Ty:
"it
sfuckedupneh"
Ky
le:
"yeah"
Ty:
"pl
usLay
lai
spr
egnant"
Me:
"thatai
n'
tmychi
l
d"
Ky
le:
"whenwast
hel
astt
imey
ousl
eptwi
thher
?"
Me:"4weeksback"wel aughed"andshesay
s
she'
s3monthspregnant,she'
sstupi
d"
Ty:
"yeahshei
s"
Me: "youshoul
dhel
pmegetTher
esa"t
hey
chucked
Me:"Yi
nihawu,
don'
tactl
i
key
oudon'
twantt
he
ot
hers"
Ty:
"Il
i
keS"
Me:"soky
le,
what
supwi
thy
ouandTee"he
st
oodup
Kyl
e:"manI'
m confused,somet
imesIwantt
o
dat
ewithgir
lsandsometi
mesIwantguys":O
:Oisheforr
eal?He'sgay:(
Ty:
"ar
ewesaf
e"wel
aughed
Kyl
e:"ofcour
seyes,
Iwon'
tmakeamov
eto
ya'
l
lguys,ya'
l
lar
emmaHomeboy s"
Me:
"I'
m gl
ady
ouknowt
hat"
Ky
le:
"fucky
ou"

.
.
.
Justt
het
ast
eofI
nser
t5:
-P
.
.
Anel
e'
sPOVi
snext
.
.
Admi
n♥
I
nser
t5O:
-)
.
.
.
Cont
inuat
ionB-
)
.
.
.
Anel
e:-
(
.
.
.
SeewhyIhat eliv
ingi nMhlanga, t
hosecheese
gir
lstheydontknowus, mxm whodot heythink
theyarehuhhwe' l
lshowt hem .TeeandSwer e
fumingwithanger, wewai t
edf orourUber, i
ts
arri
vedntookust ot hepark, wewentt obuy
Weed: -
P wesmoked, smokedunt i
lIcouldn'
t
seeclearl
y,wewer ebusyl aughi
ngatnot hi
ng
myphoner angedf r
om mypocketIt ookitout
i
tswasdadFv ck!!
.
.
Me:
"Thabani
i
"
Dad:
"Pr
incess!Wher
ear
eyou?
"Dadnev
er
cal
lsmebymysecondnameIguesshe'
sangr
y
,nott
hatIcar
e;)(
it
stheweedguy
s)
Me:"ThabaniKingNdl
ovuum.
..Il
oveudaddy:
)
"Teewasl aughing
Dad:
"di
dn'
tIt
ell
yout
ost
opsmoki
ng?"
Me:":
O ai
bohhbabaukwazel
aphil
okho:-
D:-
D,
ngy
abhemaMina?"Il
aughed"ai
iuy
iSangoma
Gat
sheni"
Dad:
"Azwidi
nii
scomingt
ofet
chy
ou"af
ter
t
hathedr
opsthephone

Me:
"ij
ampi
l
eguy
s:O:
-D:
-D,
li
yezai
tay
ma"
S:"t
hatol
dhunk:
-P,
sot
hii
uyat
het
hav
edane
ngi
mqabul
e:-
D "
Me:
"kahl
ewesf
ebe"
Tee:"Ky
le "hewasdaydr
eami
ngahhht
his
one
Me:
"MrS"
S:
"mxm "
Tee:
"ukhonauTywehS"
Me:"kodwaguysdi
duhear
dhi
svoi
ce ,
Iwas
al
readywet^_
^"
Tee:
"it
shast
hatt
hing:
-D"
Me:
"yeahImustgethi
m:-
PO:
-)"
Tee:
"that
haghel
l
y"
S:
"whosev
oice?
"
Tee:
"Ti
ger"
wewer
emaki
ngav
ideowhi
l
etal
ki
ng
S:"y
oushoul
ddel
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twe?"
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ewe?"
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aughed.Azwi
i
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ear
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sgood
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ourbedr
oom now!
"
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ng
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iwel
omunt
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e
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andlaughedweplayedasongNi
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hthose
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used
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tery oudoneeati
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.
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"
Tee:
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olkshappened"Iknewi
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hem
S:
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dy est
erdayt
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weshouldleave"
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t
omorrow"wej ustl
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l
aughed
Tee:"l
ucki
l
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ual
l
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e
theonewhosuggestedi
t"
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sshowme"het ookouthisphoneand
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ngsaboutTigerIwasembarrassed
shame
.
.
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hatr
eal
l
yme"
S:
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leshbaby"
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ed
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i(Nj
abul
o),t
hingsar
efuckedup"
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ergetgoi
ngbef
orey
ourdad
comesback"
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ngourself'
s"they
wenttogat
heral l
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edAzwi i
to
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.
.
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l
lseey
ouat
schoolonThur
sday"
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eguy
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ou"wedi
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oup
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oo"
.
.
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.
.
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ngt
odr
ink?"
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i:
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s"Ij
ustl
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nksvodka
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ort
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elywedon'
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ethat"
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ii:
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dgoandbuyi
t"
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..
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l
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ogoout"
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i:
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ounded"Inod"whatdi
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copy"
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ustsayIki
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"
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avi
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orit,
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alked
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il
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uckboy"
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ri
ends?"
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ii:
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fri
end?"Il
aughed
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veneh?
"
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il
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orgoodi
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scapeTown"
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."
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eether"
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ii:
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oual
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s"
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ady
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ry..
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ll
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omeety outoo..Um mybrotherwas
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ki
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ki
ngaway
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om us
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l
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m:"no,
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Pr
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l
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..
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.
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.
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hing?
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ookattheDiva, wegotinsidewi t
hTheresa .
ThegentswereshockedIj ustdidmymost
famoussidesmile
.
.
ky
le:
"Ther
esa!"shewentt
ohugher
me:
"Ky
le"Il
ookedathi
m
Ty:
"Anel
e"
me:"Tyson"Ilookedathim aswellt
hey
si
l
entl
ylaughedArgh!theseniggas
.
.
Iquickl
yputthegrocer
iesontheki
tchenwent
totheloungewhereeveryonewasat,it
swas
fi
ll
edwi t
hlaughedkodwauKy lemadoda!
.
.
me:
"Ther
esal
et'
sgo"
kyle:
"leav
ingal
ready?"hemadet
hosesad
faces
Anel
e:"Igot
tago"
Ky
le:
"pl
easest
ay":
'
(:'
(
me:
"nowe'
regoi
ng"
Ty:
"pl
ease"
Anel
e:"okay1hourt
hough"
.
.
wechil
ledget
tingt
oknowherbet
tershe'
s
bubbl
yIli
kethat
.
.
Admi
n
[
]inser
t8[
]
.
.
.
.
Cont
inuat
ionO:
-)
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
.
Chil
li
ngwiththeguy swasf unIevenfor
gotthat
IhavetogoIst ayedthreemor ehour
s, af
ter
thatwelef
twithZac: )allt
hroughthedr
ivehe
wasbusypl ayingHipPopsuchat ur
noff!:v
anywayshekeptst eali
ngglancesatmeIjust
smile,
wear r
ivedhequi ckl
ywentoutandcame
toopenthemydoorIsmi l
ed
.
.
Him: "thankyouforspendi
ngthedaywit
hmei
-
iimeanusasi nLuannandtheguys"he
scratcheshisheadhewasav oi
dingey
es
contact
me:
"it
sokay,
Ihadagr
eatdayt
hou"
hi
m:"r
eal
l
y?"hel
ookedl
i
kehewasn'
t
expect
ingt
hat
me: "yeah, anywaythanksforwast i
ngyour
petrol
dr i
vingmeher eIappreci
ateitandf ort
he
greatday"mi ndy ouwerestil
lstandingnextt
o
thecarsocl osetoeachot her,welookedat
eachot herheleansforward,Iclearedmy
throat
hi
m:"hug?"heopenshi
sar
ms
me" huggy!"Ilaughedabi
twehuggedwhenI
tr
iedtopulloutheholdsmeri
ghti
tswasweir
d
shame
.
.
me:
"zac"
hi
m "um.
..
.sor
ry"hel
etgoofme
me:
"you'
reokay?
"
hi
m:"y
eah,
i-Ineedt
ogo"
me:
"ohhokay,
bye"
hi
m:"y
eah"
.
.
Iwentinsi
dethehousethetimewas19:
24
rememberI'm scar
edofthedar
ksoIraninsi
de
thehouse,Igotinthef
amilywaswat
chingT.v
shit!
!
.
.
me:
"fami
l
y"
mom :"ohhyou'
reback,yourbr
othert
oldas
aboutyourf
ri
endKiara"Kiar
a?
me:
"ki
ara?"Il
ookedathi
m (nj
abul
o)
dad:
"yeski
araHanson?
"
hi
m:"k-ki
arr
a"hedi
dourcov
erupsi
gn
me:
"ohhy
oumeani
arr
a?"
mom :
"youcal
lhert
hat?
"
me:
"yep"
.
.
Irant omyroom toav oi
dmor equest i
ons,I
threwmysel fatmybedIsi gh, ahhmyCopy
helpedme, Iclosedmyey esalliwasseeing
wasourmomentZacandI, Idon'tknowwhy
hey, asIwasbusyr ecal
li
ngonwhathappened.
.
.
hi
m:"t
hinki
ngabouthi
m al
ready?"
me:
"who?
"
hi
m:"Theguyt
haty
ouwer
ebusyhuggi
ng"
me:
"Idon'
tknowwhaty
out
alki
ngabout"
hi
m:"lookatmeandsaythat"Ij
ustl
ookedat
hi
m hestar
edatmeunti
lIdropmyeyes
me:
"okayf
ine,
hi
sjustaf
ri
end"
hi
m:"y
ouwer
esl
eepi
ngwi
thhi
m?"
me:
"what!:
O,no!"
him:"whywasheansweringyourphonet
hat
causefi
rst
lyhe'
srudeandhesaidyouwere
asl
eep"
me:
"um.
..
.i
-I"
hi
m:"catgoty
ourt
ongue?
"
me:"I'
m sorry,hei
stheonewhoum.
."Iwas
t
alki
ngsof ast
hi
m:"bett
ercutt
ieswi
ththatboy,
doy
ouhear
meorelseI'
mtel
li
ngdad"
me:
"youwoul
dn'
tdar
e"
hi
m:"t
ryme"
me:
"ar
g!got
ohel
l"hesmi
rked
hi
m:"Dad!"
me:
"okayokayf
ine"Imumbl
ed"Idon'
tev
en
hav
ehi
snumber"
.
.
.
.
Admi
n
♥ i
nser
t9♥
.
.
.
9mont
hsl
ater
.
.
.
:
/Anel
e:/
.
.
.
Thesepastf ewmont hswashor ri
ble, Njabul
o
tolddadaboutZacev ent houhedon' tknowhi m
, andIwasf uckin-_-groundedfor9mont hs
almostay earandnowonl y3mont hst ogo.I
wokeupat5am myal arm waswaki ngmeupI
slowlygotoutthebedwentt obr
ushmyt eet
h
cleanedmysel f,Iwasgoi ngtoschool Idon't
ev enhaveacellphonemxm !Imademybed
andwal keddownst airsthefamil
ywashav i
ng
breakfast.
.
Me:
"mor
ning"
Mom :
"mor
ningbabe"
.
Wecarri
edonhavi
ngal
ightconvo,went
upst
air
sandworemyunif
orm OhhIeven
changedt heschool fort hewhyIdon' tknow, my
fri
endswer en'thappybutIhadnochoi ce, dad
pulledsomef ewst r
ingsandI '
m nowschool i
ng
i
napr i
vateschool :'
(Ihat et hatschool :
(:(,
any waymyt ranspor tar ri
vedIl eft.School
School !I
tswasmyf irstt i
me t hef ourt
ht erm,
todaywi t
hmybl ackschool skirtwhi chisabov e
theknee, whitel ongsl eev eshirt, andabl ack
blazer, onethi ngIhat eaboutt hisschool i
st hat
wemustal way swearourbl azerwhet herit'
s
coldorhotandIl ookcut einmyuni f
orm: *, t
he
carst opsinf rontoft hisbi gbui l
dingIguessi t
s
wast heschool , myschool :'
("I 'l
lcomef etch
youaf t
erschool "sai dt hedr iv
erohhIgott he
newoneAzwi dini wasf ir
edf orthewhyangaz, I
don' thavefri
ends, ev enmyt eacherIdon' t
knowher.Iwal kedi nsi deev eryonewashappy
toseet hei
rfriendshowImi ssmi nes, iwentt o
situndert hetr eeal onel ookingatt hesewhi te
thingsmxm!Thebal lr angIst oodupand
wal kedt otheof ficewhi leotherwentt othe
assembl
ywhenIgotthereIwentt
othist
iny
off
icewhi
chIassumeitsfort
hesecr
etar
y.
.
Her:
"comeoni
n"Iwal
kedi
n
Me:
"hi
"Iwassoner
vous
Her:
"it
sseemsl
i
key
ou'
renewar
eyou?
"I
sl
owl
ynod
Her:
"howcanIhel
pyouy
oungl
ady"
Me:"seethet
hingi
sIdon'
tknowwhi
chcl
assI
supposet
ogoto"
Her:
"whati
syourname?
"
Me:
"An-
Anel
eNdl
ovu"
Her:
"itsmyf i
rstti
mehearingt
hiskindofname
andsurnamesi nceIst
art
edworkinghere,can
youspelli
tforme"
Me"anelendlovu, Anel
endl
ovu"she
t
ypedi
tont
hecomput
er
Her:"ohhyou'
rei
n11a, whydi
dyouchanged
theschooli
nthelastter
m coul
dn'
tyouwait
unti
lnexty
ear"Ismi l
edsheseemslikeagood
person
Me:
"bet
teraskt
hatt
omydad"
Her:
"youl
ookl
i
keat
roubl
emakerMi
ssy"we
l
aughed
Me:
"notatal
landt
hanksf
ort
hei
nfo"
Her:
"nopr
oblem ,
comeseemedur
ingbr
eak
t
ime"Ismil
edandwalkedout
.
SoIwal kedaroundt heschool thewerefew
blackpeoplether estarewhiteIcomeacr oss
thisgroupsofguy sIpassest hem theywhi
stl
es
Arg!PieceofshitIcont i
nued, Isawthisbl
ack
nerdgirlsi
tt
ingalone, aren'
twesupposet obe
i
ncl ass
.
me:
"hey,
I'
m Anel
e"
her:
"shani
ce"duhhbutshe'
sblacknj
e, I
l
ookedatherwi
thaconfusedfaceshelaughs
Shani
ce:
"what?
?"
me:
"ar
en'
tyoubl
ack?"
shani
ce:
"Iam butmypar
ent
sar
ewhi
tes"
me:"ohhIneedhel
pher
eI'
mlooki
ngf
or11a
cl
ass"
shanice:"I
'
m al
soinel
evenA"hehhhnayi
i
mhl olaboMinangi
thi
leveny
enauthi
iel
even
mxm !
.
westay
edthereaLi
lwhi
l
eshe'
saNERD!ayi
hh
ngeket
hebell
rangwest
oodupandwentt
oour
cl
ass
.
her:
"Goodmor
ningcl
ass"
us:
"Mor
ningmi
ss"
her:"bef
oreya'
l
lsitdownwehav eanew
l
earnerinourcl
ass,pleasecomefor
ward"I
walkedtoher
her:
"I'
m mi
ssMey
ers"
me:
"Anel
endl
ovu"
mi
ss:
"she'
san-
nel
nhl
ofu"Il
ookedatherWt
f!
mi
ss:
"youmaysi
tdowncl
ass,
anel
"
me:
"it
sAnel
emi
ss"
miss:"pleaseforgivemeIdon' tknowhowt o
pronouncey ournamecor r
ectl
y, Ineedyouto
si
gnsomef ewf orms, here"Itookt hem and
didthesigningIwentt ositnexttoshanice:)
Darkbone, slender,she'stal
lsher emindsme
ofTee:'(.Thebel l
rangitswasnowaf t
er
school,Iwaswal ki
ngwi thshanicewhenIsaw
someguywhol ookexactlyli
keZacbutI
brusheditoff
.
.
shani
ce:
"by
efr
iend"
me:
"by
e"wehugged
.
shewalkedt othi
sbigblackAmar oki
tsdrove
offIwaitedformine,thi
sguywasbusyki ssing
thi
sgirlshe'swaswear i
ngashortski
rtshe
l
ookedl i
keaspoi l
tbratMarathi
sguyremi nds
meofZacmyf ri
endthou:(Il
astspoketohim
thatday, Ihat
emyl i
feri
ghtnow:'(
.
.
I
sitZac?Or
.
.
Admi
n
[
]inser
t10[
]
.
.
.
.
Ki
ng(
Dad):
-D
.
.
Mywi fehavebeencomplaini
ngsayingthe
punishmentistoomuchbutIdon'tcarewhenI
saynoboy s!!Imeanbusi
nesssheneedst o
star
tbehavingli
keawell
-t
aughtgirlnotj
ust
somecheapt hingmxm everyti
meIt hi
nkabout
whatshedidIgetsick.
.
Bbe:"bbeyouknowthatIdon'
tl
ikeseei
ngmy
daughterl
i
kethi
s,she'
snotherusual
lybubbl
y
sel
f,bbepl
ease"
Me:
"ther
e'sonl
y3mont
hsl
eftsobepat
ient"
Bbe:
"fucki
n3mont
hs!
!Ar
eyououtofy
our
st
upi
dmi nd!!"
Me: "don'
tyoudarerai
sey ourvoi
ceonmeI'
m
yourhusbandnotyourfri
endsoIsuggesty
ou
apologi
zeorelse"Isai
dinaf ir
mv oi
ce
Bbe:"orwhat??Hhm !Yougonnabeatmel
i
ke
youusedto"Isi
gh.
Me:
"that
'snott
rue"
Bbe: "ohhr eall
ynow, pleasedon'tt
akemeback
there,mxm "shel eftbangingthebedr oom
door, seeev ersincethepunishmentst artedwe
arealway sf i
ghti
ngi t
swor ri
esmesomet i
mes
butIain'tbackingdown, Iwalkedoutoft he
bedroom Ihadameet ingwithmycl i
ent,
wear i
ngabl acksli
m suitwithmybr i
efcaseon
myl efthandsi de, If
oundmywi fei
nt he
kit
chendr inkingahotbl ackcoffeestaringat
thewall
s, IwalkedtoherIwrappedmyar
ms
aroundherwai stt
henshestart
scryi
ngr
eall
y
hardIwhispered"I'
m sorr
y"
.
.
Bbe:
"I.
.I
..
it
..
.j
..
ust
..
"
Me:"shhhh,i
tsokaybabeI
'
m sor
ryf
orusi
ng
t
hatvoiceonyou"
Bbe:
"a.
.and.
..
dI'
m sor
ryt
..
o..
.o"
.
Tjoohshecr
iedmor
et hanbef
oreIhadto
cancelmymeeti
ngIcan'tl
eav
emywi fel
iket
his
.
.
Me:"bbeIneedt ocal
lmyp.asoshecancall
MrDavidsandcancelourmeeti
ngcanIdothat
?"Shenodswewer enowonourbedroom
weari
ngoursleepwearshewaslay
ingonmy
chest.
.
Me:"cancel
mymeet
ingwi
thMrDav
ids"Ihung
up
Bbe:
"justgo"
Me:"babyIcan'
tl
eav
eyouli
kethi
sandplease
st
opf i
ghti
ngmeabouti
tcauseIwon'
tchange
mymi nd"
Bbe:"y
ousti
l
lst
ubbor
nasev
erj
ustl
i
key
our
daught
er"
Me:
"uf
uzol
uyadl
ulel
a"shesmi
l
es
.
IlovemywifetoomuchbutAnelewi
l
lsti
llser
ve
herpuni
shmentfini
shandkl
aarandI
'veal
ready
foundherhubbythi
ngsar
egoingwel
lcall
me
evil
Idon'
tcare:-
P
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
Thesepastmont hsthingshav ebeengr eatat
school ever yt
hingwasf ine, i
nt hegang
everyt
hingwasLi tO:-
):-S,thel asttimeIsaw
Theresawasont henightwher ewewentt ot he
parkwi thLuannt hatwasi tIjustlikeshe
disappear edint hethi
nspace, togetheroutof
mymi ndIwi l
lsleeparoundj ustlikeaNor mal
fuckboydoesIf oundthisgirlAshl eyIwon' tsay
IloveherbutIl ikeher,she'swhi tebi gboobs: -
P, asswhi chy oucanseei t'
sf akebutasl ong
asI'mt apingi teveryt
hingissmoot h.Luann
alwaysv isitandshewoul daskmet ocallher"
mommy "Ther esait
sal waysnotav ail
ableev en
onky l
ei tst hesamet hingsol ifegoesonr ight;
-)
.Ashl eyMar at hisgirll
ovesmeshe' sdoi ng
grade11i n( blackwoodpr i
vateschool )my
prev i
ousschool ,anyway ssheaskedmet o
comeandf et chher, Iquickl
ywentt otakea4
mi nut esbat hI '
m amanphel asoIdon' tlike
bat hing: -):-)Il oti
onsmysel fwor emyal lblack
, blackv est, blackjeansandbl ackshoes(Ni ke
sandal )Iwentt omyst udytookt he
Lambor ghi ni keysanddr oveof fl i
stent o
Youngst erIl i
kehi sfunnyv oicet hat'sall
, I
arrivedt oherschool, t
heschool wasal ready
oureasyf ormeIwal kedoutofmycarIsl owly
remov edmyshadesasIwassear chingformy
girlsomet hingcaughtmyey es, there'sthis
beaut i
ful yellowbonewhowasl aughi ngwi t
h
char coal t
hener dgirlahhh!Thischi ckman, her
l
aughssoundsf amil
iarbutIdidn' tpayat tention
toit, ther eshecomeswear i
ngt heshor test
skirtmygi rl:):-D:-Dal otoflear nerswer e
l
ooki ngatmeev entheboy smxm , Ashcame
andst oodi nf r
ontofmet hent hisgi r
l l
aughs
again:O:O It
urntr
yingt oseeherfacebut
naahhshewasf aci
ngt heotherdir
ectionfuck!
AllofasuddenAshki ssedmeIhadnochoi ce
buttokissherbackweki ssedaLillongerI
pull
edoutIsensedthatshe'sabitjealousIli
ke
thatwhenIlookedtowher ewasthatgi r
l
standi
ngtherewassomegi rl
sbutshewasn' t
there
.
.
IdroveAshleyhomeaf terhav i
ngl unchwithher
i
noneoft herest aurant
si nt hemal lwebriefl
y
ki
ssedandshel eft,Iwassobor edandI 'm not
goi
ngt omycr ib, Ij
ustdr ovetoTher esa'
s
houseIstopped3housesaway, Iwenttoher
houseshewasont hebal conyIsmi ledto
myselfIwhistledbutdol oloIpickedupf ew
smallstonesIt hrewt hem i t
'saccidental
l
yhi t
hershelooksdownandf rowns:-\:-\
.
Me:
"hey
yy"Iwasshout
ingsi
nceshe'
sup
Me:"pleasecomedownher e,Ineedt
ot al
kto
youit
simpor tant"shejustshookherhead
sayi
ngno, that'
sthefir
stthebubblyAnele
wouldhaveshout edbackt ome, somethi
ngis
wrong
.
.
notedi
ted,
sor
ryf
ort
hespel
l
inger
ror
s
.
Admi
nB-
)O:
-)
PLEASENOTE:
THI
SISNOTANI
NSERT
.
.
.
BONUS
.
.
.
.
:
-DANELE:
-D
.
.
.
IwasshockedtoseeZachereal
sohappythat
hesti
ll
sthi
nkaboutme, comi
ngbacktoschool
iwassodrainedMom andDadwasinther
e
bedr
oom .
.
Hi
m:"comedown"hewasshout
ing
Me:"shhhhhh!,
Ican'
tI'
m gr
ounded"Iwas
whi
speri
ng
Hi
m:"Ican'
theary
ou,
pleasecomeher
e"
.
Isi
ght hi
nkingshouldIgoorwhat, whatifmy
parent
sf i
ndsout, No!Iwon'
tgot here,Iwent
i
nsidemyr oom andt ookapenandsomef ew
whitepapersIwalkedbacktothebal conyI
wrote"ICANTI M GROUNDED"hef rowns,he
l
ookedatmef oral ongt
imeIlookeddown
.
Him: "Ther esaplease"Inod, he'
sfacel i
ghten
upaLi l,
Iwal kedbackt omybedr oom tookmy
othernov elasIwast hinkingaboutam Igonna
saytoDadany wayIdon'tcar e,hetookmy
phoneandI 'm notal
lowedt ogoandv i
sitmy
fr
iends, sof uckhim-_-, Iwentdownst air
s
maki ngsur ethatI'
m notmaki nganynoiseI
unlockedt hebackdoor( ki
tchendoor)Iwal ked
outpr essedt hecodethegat eautomaticall
y
openedi tselfIgotout,I'
mf r
ee!Therehewas
l
eaningonhi
scarthesamecart
hatwasat
school,wel
lmaybeit
swasnothi
s,hemetme
half
way:)
.
Hi
m:"y
oul
ooksobeaut
if
ul"^
_^Ibl
ushed
Me:"wethankyou"t
henthesuddenunusual
l
y
feel
i
ngi
nmyst omachat
tachedmeandi t
sfel
t
sogood
Hi
m: "whyareyougrounded,whathappened?,
wasitbecausewewenttotheparkor?"Ijust
l
ookedathim hel
ookedsocutewithhisbeard
al
mostgr owi
ng
Hi
m: "Anel
epleaseanswerme"hewasso
wor
ri
edandi t
smyf i
rstt
imehear
inghi
m cal
l
ing
me"Anele"
Me:
"yest
hati
sther
easonwhyI
'
m gr
ounded"
Hi
m:"I
'
m sor
ry"
Me:
"it
sokayhey,
sowhati
sthei
mpor
tant
t
hingy
ouwant
edt
otel
lme?
"
Him:"um-mmm i-i
-Imeanwe, meandthe
guysmissesy
ousoi-It
houghtum-Ishoul
d
comeandcheckuponyou"
Me: "well
thanksasyoucanseeI'
m okayj
ust
thatI'
m dr
ained,t
hepunishmentai
hhIdon'
t
evenwannat al
kabouti
t"
Hi
m:"okaycool
"west
andi
ng4f
eet
'
saway
f
rom t
hecar
Me:
"sowhatar
ethel
atestnews"
Hi
m:"y
oust
il
lthesame"wel
aughed
Me:
"whywoul
dIchange?
"Wel
aughedagai
n
Hi
m: "well
youknowt hatKyl
eisgay"Inod"
wel
lhisbeencontact
ingthi
sotherguyIt
hink
hi
m andyourfr
iend"
Me:
"Tee"
Him:"yest
hatone,Ithi
nkt
her
e'ssome
conf
li
ctbet
weenthem "
Me:
"andTy
son?
"
Him: "aprofessi
onal
fuckboystil
lst
hesameal
l
shit
!There'ssomegirlclai
mingt
hatshe'
s
pregnantandTy soni
st hedad"welaughed
Me:
"whatabouty
ou?:
)"hescr
atcheshi
shead
Hi
m: "wel
lI'
m st
il
lthesamejustt
hatI
'
m no
l
ongerafuckboy"welaughed
Me:
"mxm l
i
es"
Hi
m: "I
'mtel
l
ingthetrut
h"hemadethe
i
nnocentf
aceIlaughed,hesmi
l
est
oo
Him:"youhaveabeauti
ful
smil
emaNdl
ovu"
t
joooIblushedr
eal
lyhar
dforsur
emycheeks
t
urnedred
Me:"well
thankyouMrMi l
l
er"heslowlyputhi
s
handsonmywai st
eandt hatf
eel
ingcameback
agai
nandpullsmecloserIwassocl osetohi
m:
-)
Hi
m:"canIki
ssy
ou"t
hehar
destquest
ionev
er
Me:
"um.
..
umm.
.s-
sur
e"
.
Hesmi lesandl i
ckedhisli
ps,Iwassoscar ed:-
P:O( remembert hi
smyf i
rstt
imeki ssi
ngaguy)
hecamecl osermyhear t
sstart
edt obeatfaster
thanbef ore,hecuppedmyf aceand
i
mmedi atelysmashedhi sli
psonmi ne,Iwas
afrai
dtor eplywhati fIbi
tehim, surel
yhesaw
thatIwasn' trepl
yingcausehest ops.
.
Him: "i
sityourf
ir
sttime? "Inodandquickl
y
hideonhischesthistal
lerthanme, hesmil
es
(hebanauyancumal o,whileI'
m embarr
assed
asfuck!)
Hi
m:"l
ookatme":
)
Me:
"no"
Hi
m: "bb-ImeanAnel
e,pl
ease"Isl
owl
y
movedandlookathi
m
Hi
m:"j
ustf
oll
owmyl
ead"Inod
.
Hepul l
smeagai nandki ssedmeIsl owly
repl
iedandt hi
sshi t!I
ssogoodweki sseda
veryslowl yandpassi onatekissf
il
ledwi t
hall
emot i
onsmyar msqui cklywenttohisneck
whilehishandswentdownonmyass, Itense
uphequi cklywentbackt omywai st,It
ried
pull
ingoutbutai hhuZackeepsonpul l
i
ngmy
neck, hisphoner ang,didheansweri tnope,
wecont i
nuedf orawhi le,Ist
oppedhim he
mumbl ed" f
uck!"hel etgoofme
.
Me: "Ithi
nki-Ishouldgo,bye"Iquicklyr
an
backIunlockedt hegatewenti
nsi
de, Iqui
ckl
y
wentt omyroom Isleptonmybedf acingdown
Shit
!Ifor
gotmybook, Whathappened!
BetweenmeandZac: O:O
.
.
.
Admi
n:-
P
♥ I
nser
t11♥
.
.
O:
-)Angel
(Mom)O:
-)
.
.
Wellasy ouknowI '
m mar r
iedt oKingt hemost
stubbornmanev er,wellIkindafindt hat
attr
acti
vesomet imes,anyway sy oumustbe
wonder i
ngwhywasIcr y i
ngt odaywhenwe
werediscussingAneleissue, Iwasf orcedto
mar r
yKinghewasabusi veandwhenIt el
lmom
aboutthatshealwayshav esomeexcuseswel l
I'
m halfcolor
edandHal fXhosa, well Njabul
o
wasachi ldofrapemyownhusbandr apedme
sayinghewant sason, Inamedhi m Nj abulo
causet hr oughal lthepai nIwentt hroughhe
wasmyhappi ness, Ir anawaywi thmysonI
l
ivedwi tht hisgr anny, shedust edmeupand
tookmet oschool Ibecomeadoct orbecause
ofhert houghInev erwant edt obeadoct orbut
becausemom ( granny )wassi ckIwant edt o
helpherunf ortunatelyshedi edbef oremy
graduat ionday, Icri
edt il
lIranoutoft earsbutI
continuedIgotmycer ti
fi
catei t
swaseasyt o
getaj obpl usIwasqual ifi
ed, afterNjabul owas
3hest artedt oaskmeabouthi sdad, which
wassadandhur tf
ul becausei ttookmebackt o
thatpai nbutInev erpai dattentiont oit, we
continuedwi thourl i
f e'
suntil t
hehospi talIwas
i
nwasshutdownIwentt oseei fthere'
ssome
avail
abl ejobIcameacr ossKi ngandhesawme
Itri
edr unni ngawaybuthecaughtmeand
apologi zedandhet oldmet hathe'sachanged
manandIf orgivehi m becauseonourmar ri
age
Icaughtf eelings, aftersomef ewmont hsIwas
pregnantwithAndi
swawhichwasKing'
s
daught ert
hatwhenIcamebackandli
vedwi
th
hi
m ev eryt
hingwasokayi
nourmarri
agewe
hadt hoseupsanddownsbutwesti
llst
andi
ng
strong.
.
.
Me:"Bbepleasecanyoustopthepuni
shment"
hegroans;
)wewer emakinglove
Hi
m:"f
uck!Bb-
eeno"
Me:"Iwantyo-
utot
ell
met
haty
ouwi
l
lst
opi
t"
Iwasri
dinghi
m
Hi
m: noc-
cthandwai
-ican'
t"Iwentf
ast
erhi
s
gr
oansfi
ll
edtheroom
Him: "f
ine!Iwil
lbutbabepleaser
emovethese
handcuffs"Ismiledandremovedthem ,
he
fl
ippedmeov er,allIcoul
dsayist
hatwemade
l
ov ethewholenight.
.
.
:
-)Nat
han:
)
.
.
.
Icouldn'tbeliev
et hatweact uall
ykissedli
ke
reall
y!HeeehIwasdoi ngagwar agwaradance
i
nt heroadwhenIl ookedar oundIsawherbook
, wellI
'm keepingi ti
fshewanti tsheshould
comef et
chi tbymyhouse; ), Igotinsi
demy
carIsatt herestil
lthinkingaboutwhat
happened, Iopenedt her adi
ot herewast hi
s
songt hatmademysmi l
ewider
"y
ouar
emyl
ady
You'
reev
ery
thi
ngIneed
Youar
emyl
ady
Youal lIneedandmor e"thatwast hechor usI
keptonsi ngingi
t,Ineedthissongman!, I
drovetomycr i
bsti
llsi
ngi
ngt hesamel yri
cs"
youar emyl ady"whenIgottherethehouse
wasf ullofourgangmember s(Ky l
e, Tyson,
ki
ller,bull
ets,Xavi
er)thewer edr
inkingmy
beersIwonderwhot ol
dthem thatthi
si sthere
houset hewer ewatchi
ngsoccer
.
Xavier:
"theKingmadoda"theyal
lbowedand
l
aughed, Ij
ustshookmyheadIheadedtothe
kit
chenandtookthebeer,Iwentt
ositwi
th
them
Ty:
"Ar
eyouokay?
"
Me:
"yeahIam "
Ky
le:
"andt
hesmi
l
e?"
Me:
"ai
bohcan'
tani
ggasmi
l
e?"
Ki
l
ler:
"ther
e'ssomeonebehi
ndt
hatsmi
l
e"I
smi
l
ed,
theyl
aughed
Bull
ets:
"whenwast
hel
astt
imey
ouwer
e
happyli
ket
his"
Me:
"it
sbeenal
ongt
imehey"
Xavi
er:
"let
'shopeitsAsh"Ij
ustgav
ehi
ma
bor
ingl
ook, t
heylaughed
Ky
le:
"ifi
tsnotAsht
henwhoi
sit"
Me:
"Iwonal
ott
o"wel
aughed
Ty:
"youmeant
her
eal
lot
to"wel
aughedagai
n
Bul
l
ets:
"don'
tbest
upi
d"
.
Wecont i
nuedtal
kingwiththegentsIenj
oy
spendi
ngtimewiththem ,aft
erf
ewhour sthe
gentsl
eftandIwentt osl
eepIforgottocal
l
AshwellIdon'
tcareIdozeoff.
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
WellIcan'tbel
ievewhathappenedtodaywel
lI
sl
eptinagoodmood, thenextmorni
ngIwoke
upandpr eparedforschoolIwentdownst
air
s
al
lIcansayi sthatIwasinahappymood: )I
madebr eakfast,Iwenttomymom anddad's
bedr
oom Iknocked
.
Dad:
"comei
n"Iwal
kedi
nsi
de
Me:
"mor
ningmom anddad,
breakf
asti
sready
"
Mom :"someoneisi
nagoodmoodhey"Inod
smil
i
ng"wel l
yourdadhassomet
hingt
otel
l
you"Isatont
hebed
Me:
"yes"hesi
ghs
Dad:"babeI
'
m sorry,
IknowIshouldn'
thav e
puni
shedyouthi
slongpleaseforgi
veme, her
e"
hegavemebackmyphone, Iwasshocked
al
sohappy,daddoesn'tl
ikeapol
ogizi
ngand
fi
nal
l
yIgotbackmyboo( phone)
Me:
"I'
m sor
ryt
oodad"Il
ookeddown
Dad:"comet
odaddybaby"Iqui
ckl
ywentt
o
hughim
Me:"am Ial
l
owedt
ogoandv
isi
tmyf
ri
ends"
hesi
ghs
Dad:
"yes:
("
Me: "t
hanksdad, breakf
astisreadynjal
o"I
walkedout,
Ithi
nkt odayismyluckydayIwent
tomyr oom f
ir
stthingIdidIchargedmyphone
andwenttoschool ,Shanicewasalreadybyt
he
gateIwenttoherandwehugged, wewentto
ourspotandsatt here
Me:
"babes"
Shani
ce:
"youl
ookhappybabe"
Me:
"iam boo"
.
Thebellr
angwellwewenttoourassembly,
prayedal
lthatst
uff.Nowwastheaft
erschool
weexchangednumber swit
hShani
ce,the
dri
vercamewedr ove,If
oundmom inthe
ki
tchencookingand.
Me:
"mommy!"Iwentt
ohugher
Mom :
"howar
eyoubaby?
"
Me:
"ngy
aphi
l
a,t
hanksf
orconv
inci
ngdad"
Mom :"it
sokay,
goandchangeI
'
mtaki
ngy
ou
out"Isqueal
.
Iqui
cklywenttomyroom andchangedmy
uni
form Iwor
emywhi t
ejeans,blackbaggyT-
shi
rtandmyoldschoolvansIf
ixedmyhai r,
I
wentdownstai
rs
-
--
--
--
--
--
Ireal
l
yenj oy
edmydaywi thmom ,Iwenttomy
room tolaydownalit
tl
eIwasshitti
red,I
l
oggedi nWhatsApp:Othemessageswerealot
, i
magine6mont hswonkebutI'
m gl
admom
spokewi t
hhim atl
astI'
mfree!:
)
.
.
.
Unknown
.
.
Dad:
"It
hinki
tst
imet
opayav
isi
ttoki
ng"
Me:
'I
'v
ebeenwai
ti
ngt
oheart
hosewor
ds"
Dad:"hethi
nkshecantr
ytoki
llmeandget
awaywithit,
hegotanot
hert
hingcomi
ng"
Me:
"Ican'
twai
ttohav
ehi
spr
eci
ousdaught
er"
wel
aughed
Dad:
"Iwanthert
oo"
Me:
"Iguesswe'
l
lshar
ehert
hen"
Dad:
"thatmot
herf
uckerki
l
ledmywi
fe"
Me:"Iguesswewill
first
lyki
ll
hiswifet
henhi
m
andmakehisdaughteroursexslav
e"
Dad:
"goodt
hinki
ngson"
.
It
hinkit
stimeIcomedownt
osout
hAf
ri
ca,
Ki
ngI'm watchi
ngy
ou:)
.
.
.
Fr
eddi
eJackson-Youar
emyl
ady
.
notedi
ted
.
Admi
n
•i
nser
t12•Mi
niski
rt
.
.
.
.
Nat
han♥
.
.
.
.
Mor ningcamewel l
Iwokeupandpr epar
edmy
selfforschoolIworemydenim shor
tsand
whitev est,andmyadidasf
li
pflop,Iwent
downst air
sMam' Mavi
swasalreadymaking
breakfast
.
Me:
"mor
ningMah"
Her:
"Mor
ningSi
r"Inod"br
eakf
asti
sready"
Me:"ThanksMah"wel lat
emyfoodIwas
wri
ti
ngatesttoday,soItookmyBMW bi keand
Idr
ovetoschool,foundmygentsstudyi
ngIsat
wit
hthem andwest udi
edtoget
heraft
erthat,
wewenttowr i
tefor3hours
.
3Hour
slat
er
.
Iwasfucki
nti
red:
-\,mybut thur
tli
kehel
l,
anywaywesaidourgoodby
esIwentt omybike
,thr
eegirl
scametome.
Gi
rl
1:"heyt
her
ecut
iepi
e"
Gi
rl
2:"y
ourbi
kesui
tsy
ou"
Gi
rl
3:"y
oul
ooksosexy"shecamet
otouchme
butImov
edWTF!
Me: "bi
tchezpleasemov e"t
heylookedatme
buttheydidn'
tmov e, bl
oodyprosti
tut
es,i
smiledandtookoutmygun, t
heirsjawa
droppedtheywer eshockedi
tswaswr i
tt
enon
thei
rface
Me:"doIhav
etouset
hisguy?
"Isai
dpoi
nti
ng
i
ttothe
Them :
"N.
ooo"
Me:"nowgoanddon'tl
ookback"t
heyqui
ckl
y
l
eft,
Ichuckedanddr
ovehome.wei
rd!
.
.
.
.
Unknown:
-P
.
.
.
Wellmeanddaddeci dedtojustl
etthet
wins
provedthem sel
f, theywanttobepartofthe
gangso, t
heplani sThetwinsshoul
dbefriend
withKingsdaughterthatwaytheywon't
suspectanythi
ng, ever
ythi
ngisgoingwell
;)
ByeRussia>>>>Hel loSouthAfri
ca.
.
.
.
Ty
resse♥
.
.
.
HimynameisAnt oni
oRodr
iguezwel
lbutnow
I
'm Ty
resewel
lI'
ml ov
ingmynewname, my
twinandIhav ebeenlongingtojoindadonhi s
gangt oj
oininIhav etokidnapsomegi rl
,easy
stuff,Shortdescri
ptionI'
mt all,
haveadark
compl eti
on, well
built,gotthosesexysmall
ears, wellI
'
llbeturni
ng24t hisyear,Ihavetwo
girl
fri
endandonei spregnant
.
IwasinShei
la'
sapartment,wel
lIdr
ovei
nwi
th
myblacksportcarIgoti
nsi
de
Me:
"bbe!"not
hing
Me:"bbewher
eru"Ilookedar
oundthehouse
If
oundheronthebedcryi
ngIr
ushestoher
Me: "bbewathappened?Areuokay?I
sthe
babyokay?"Iwaswor ri
edshewascar
ryi
ngmy
fi
rstborn
Bbe:
"yesI
'
mfi
neandt
hebabyt
oo"*
sni
ff
*
Me:
"whyar
ecr
yingt
hen?
"
Bbe:
"becausebabyImi
ssy
ou,
thebaby
mi
ssesy
ou"
Me:"I'
m her
enowbaby,pl
easest
opcry
ingy
ou
makingmybabyasi
ssy"shesmil
esand
qui
cklyf
rowns
Bbe:"di
dyoubuyt
hethi
ngsIaskedyout
obuy
i
tforme"whydon'
tIr
ememberanythi
ng?
Me:"whatwasthoset
hingsagai
n?"Shecr
ies
agai
n Lordt
akemenow!
Bbe:
"soy
oudi
dn'
tbr
ingt
hem "
Me:
"Idi
d,Ij
ustneedt
obesur
ethatIbought
t
her
ight
sthi
ngs"
Bbe:"Peanutbut
ter,t
omatosauce,
hotwings
,f
ri
es,icecr
eam,pizza,bugger
s"Il
aughed
Me:"haaathat'
salot,you'
l
lgetf
atItel
lyou"
i
tsli
keIpouredpar
affi
nt ot
healr
eadyhardfi
re
,shecr
ied
Bbe:"soyousay i
ngI
'
mfat*
sni
ff
*youknow
whatjustgetout"
Me:
"bbepl
ease"
Bbe:"out!"Ist
ooduptoolmycarkeysI
walkedandstandnextt
othedoorIl
ookedat
hershewascr y
ing
Bbe:
"pl
easedon'
tl
eav
e"
Me:
"umm"
Bbe:
"pl
ease"
Me:
"fi
ne"It
ookof
fmyshoesIcuddl
ewi
thher.
.
.
.
.
Ty
rol
.
.
Hi
i:
)myr
eal
namei
sAl
l
ricaRodr
iguez
Wehadt ochangenamesmyt winsurelyhad
bri
efedya'l
laboutourli
fe,I
'
my ourtypi
calfuck
boy, I
'
mt hecrazi
esttwinwhiletyr
eseisthe
mostseriousone,I'
vealwayswant edtojointhe
gangsoy eahI'
m sameast yresejustthatIhave
l
ightcompleti
on
.
.
Wewereonourwayt otheair
por
tev er
ythi
ng
wasonsetourI
.D'sal
lthosei
mportant
document
sweev enchangedouragejust
i
magine,t
hisi
ssocool
.
.
.
I
'
m sl
eepyandnotedi
ted:
-\
.
.
Admi
n♥
:
-Di
nser
t14:
-D
.
.
.
Anel
e♥
.
.
.
Wel lafterNathanl eftIwentst rai
ghttobedbutI
couldn'tsleepallIcoul dseewashi sface, hi
s
touch, hissoftli
ps: -
\somegi rl
sareblessedi fI
cangetmyownmanandst opkissi
ngot hers
peopl esman, surelyhet hinksI'
m cheapf uckI
wassoangr ywithmysel f:'(butwhydoesi t
feelssogoodwhi l
ey oudoi ngsomet hingwr ong
, Istoodupwentt owashmyf aceIlookedat
mysel finthemi r
rori sthishowIwantt ospend
myt eenagelif
e??, i
shouldfindmyownman,
whyam Ialway sweak, hel
plesswheni ts
comest oZac.Igotoutofourr oom Iwast he
onl
yonewhocamebackIsati nthelounge
watchingcartoonbutmymi ndwasn' tther
e, I
wait
edf orthem tocomebutdol oloIeventual
ly
fel
lasleepi
nt hecouch
.
Tee:
"babev
uka(
wakeup)"
Me:
"Yoncel
eav
emeal
one"
Kina:"whathappenedt oyourneck,
itshasr
ed
marks"Isatupst r
aightShit
!Redmarks?I
don'trememberanything
Me:
"redmar
ks?
"
Tee:
"dar
li
ngt
hisi
scal
l
edal
ovebi
te"
Kina:
"whathappeneddi
dyouandMrbaedi
d
thedeeds?
"
Me:
"what
's!
!Hel
lno,
thi
swasj
ustami
stake"
Tee:
"youl
ovehi
mri
ght?
"
Me:"noIdon'
t,t
heni
ggagothi
sgi
rl
fr
iend
mxm "
Ki
na:
"whyar
eyouget
ti
ngwor
kedup?
"
Me:
"Ineedt
obeal
one"
Ist oodupwentt othebal conywher eIr olledsi x
j
oi ntsIwantedtofeelatease, Ismokedt hem
allImustsayIwashi ghAFIj ustwentt osl eep
event houghtit
swashar dcausei tsfeltliket he
bedwasspi nni
ngbutIf i
nal l
ygav eiti
nand
slept.mor ni
ngcameIl ookedal lt
het hingst hat
bel ongedtomepackedt hem onmyspor tbagI
fi
rst l
ytookoutmyAdi dast racksuit
sIgoti nside
theshowerandshower edappl i
edbodyl ot i
on
afterthatIworemyt racksuitsItookmybag
andheadeddownst ai
rs
.
Tee:
"leav
ingal
ready"
Me:"Ineedt
ogo,
byemycabi
sout
sideIl
ove
ya'
l
l"
Iwalkedout,t
hecardr
ovestr
aighthomeas
usualIwasal
one,soIdeci
dedtocallPuml
a
.
Me:
"sausage"
Her:
"voet
sek"
Me:
"ev
ery
thi
ngal
ri
ghtt
hatsi
de?
"
Her:
"youdon'
twannaknow"
Wetal
kedforsomet
ime,
Icookedaf
tert
hatI
wentt
osleep♥
.
.
.
Nat
hanO:
-)
.
.
Anel elookedseriousshewantmet ostoppi
ng
kissingherhowcoul dIst opsuckingont hose
sof tl
ips,Iwon't,trustmeIwon' tstopIdrove
backhomewhenIgott heIf oundAshley
wear ingalinger
iear edonet obespeci f
icmy
mooddr opped80t o0: -
\: -
\shesl owlywalked
tomebef oreshecoul dr eachmeIwentt othe
kitchenbutAnel e'
sepi sodepl ayedIjustsmil
ed
thet houghtofitO:-):-
PIt ookasi ponmywat er
, shecamet otheki t
chen
.
Ash:
"babewhatwr
ong?"
Me:
"I'
m noti
nmood"
Ash:"i
tsbeenweekssi
ncewel
asthadsex,
babeI'
m st
arvi
ng"
Me:
"AshI
'
vebeenmeani
ngt
otel
lyout
his"
Ash:
"soundsser
ious"
Me:"well"Iscr
atchedmyhead"It
hinkwe
shoul
dtakeabreak"
Ash:
"abr
eakonwhat
?"
Me:
"onus"
Ash:
"what!
!That
'sbul
l
shi
t"
Me:
"don'
tst
artwi
thmeAsh"
Ash:"don'
tst
artwi
thmemyl eftf
oot
!,y
ousaid
youloveme!Nowy oufuckintel
li
ngmeabouta
fucki
nbreak!
!Whoisshe? !"
Me:
"Idon'
tneedy
ourdr
amar
ightnow"
Ash:
"youknowwhat!I
'
m done,
mxm "
Ashshejustl
eftl
ooki
ngall
sadandthatpai
ns
mebutIhadtooorelseAnelewi
l
lstopki
ssing
me;)any
wayAshcal l
edacapanditdroveoff.
.
.
.
Ty
rese:
(
.
.
.
Todaywasourf i
rstdayIdon'tknowwhyt hey
want edust oattendnowcauseweappl iedf or
nexty eah:/theseSout hAfri
canf oolsany waysI
wast heonewhowokeupf ir
stdidt hehygi ene
process. .
.Wor emybl ackschool pants, white
shirt(longsleeve)blackti
eandabl ackbl azeri
t
remi ndsmeofmyschool days, Iwent
downst air
stohav ebr eakf
ast, weatsome
beachhousear oundDur ban,Iat endecidedt o
videocal l
Shelia
.
Me:
"heybaby"
Her:
"myl
ovehowar
eyou"
Me:
"I'
m goodbaby,
ismypr
incessgoodt
her
e
?
"Shesmi
l
es
Her:"wel
lyeahbutshemakesmeeatcr
azy
st
uff"
Me:"Imissy
ou:("Ihear
dtheshowerr
unni
ngI
guessTy
roli
sup-_-
Her:
"Imi
ssyoutoo,
babewhenar
eyou
comi
ngback?"
Me:"
soonbabeaf
tert
hisbusi
nessdeal
thenI
'
m
comi
ngback"
Her:
"takecar
e,by
e"
Imov edf
rom whereIwasseatedIsighI
thoughtt
hiswoul
dbeeasybuti t
'shardert
hanI
thought,
wellTyr
olcamedownst ai
rsweari
ng
thesameasmet hediff
erenti
sthatheseems
happy
.
Me:
"andt
hent
hesmi
l
e"
Twi
n:"I
tsanewandI
'
mfeel
i
nggood"
Me:"wi
shIwer
eyou,
youknow,
justst
ress
Fr
ee"
Twi
n:"knowthatwedoi
ngt
hist
opr
ove
our
sel
vesri
ght"
Me:
"yeahman"
Twin:"sodudei
fthi
sgirli
shotI'
m gonnabe
thefi
rstt
ofuckher"Ichuckl
ed
Me: "dudeI
'
m noti
ntoS.
Agirl
swhethert
hey
hotornot,maybewedeal
ingwit
hsome
prosti
tut
e"
Twi
n:"pr
ost
it
uteornotI
'
m gonnaf
uckher"
Me:
"let
'sgo"
.
Wegoti ntoourrentedCar
sanddr oveoff,we
arri
vedatschool wewereearlysowedecided
tositonthisbenchunderthetrees,wewai t
ed
forsomet i
memor epeopl
ewer earr
ivi
ngslowly
...Wewer eseatedther
ewi t
hmyTwi n
arguingaboutsomet hing, youknowt hose
meani nglessar gument, t
hese2hotwhenIsay
hotImeanH. O.T♥ gi rl
s,thedarkonewasso
beaut i
fulwithhertal
l sli
m bodyprobablysi
ze
28, whilethey ell
owmel lowasWow!Shor t
withhert hickbodylet'ssayshewear s30/32
theyappr oachus
.
Twi
n:"heyLadi
es"
Yel
low:"It
hinkya'
llsatonthewr
ongspot"she
wasn'
tsmil
ing:)heratti
tude
Me:"omg!Wear
esosor
rywedi
dn'
tknow"I
st
oodup
Yell
ow:"wellnowy'
allknow, y
oucanf
uckof
f"
Il
ikeheral
readyshe'
sf ei
sty
Dar
ky:
"haaahpr
incess"
Yel
l
ow:
"bbenot
heyshoul
dgo"
Dar
ky:
"wel
lguy
sI'
m shani
ceandt
hisi
smy
t
roubl
efr
iendPr
incess"
Twi
n:"ni
cet
omeety
all
"
Me:"canwesi
twi
thy
'al
ldur
ingbr
eakt
imewe
ki
ndanewso"
Pr
incess:
"no"
Shanice:
"don'
tmi
ndhershe'
sli
ket
hat,
your
lla
welcometocomeandsi
twithus"
Me:
"wher
emymanner s,
I'
m Ty
reseandt
hisi
s
myt
winbr
otherTy
rol
"
Shani
ce:
"ni
cet
oknowy
our
ll"
.
Theballr
angandt
helessonsst
art
edrol
li
ng.
..
Mmm I'm st
ari
ngt
olookthi
scount
rywit
ha
di
ff
erenteye.
.
.
.
Angel
(mom)O:
-)
.
.
?
?:"vukamntanami
,inganey
akho
i
sengozi
ni(
wakeupmydaughter,
yourchi
l
dis
i
ndanger)"
Me:
"mama?
"
Mama: "vukausi
zei
nganeyakhoisengozi
ni
(wakeupandhelpyourchi
l
d, yourchil
disi
n
danger)"
Me:
"ubanusengozi
ni?
(who'
sindanger)
"
Mama:
"vuka.
..Vuka.
..
vuka"
Me:
"mama?
"
Mama:
"vuka.
..
vuk.
..
a"shef
adesaway
.
Iwokeupsweati
ngIwasscar
edwhenIl
ooked
att
hesideoft
hebed,myhusbandwas
sl
eepi
ngpeacef
ull
y,kwenz
akal
ani
?!
.
.
.
.
Admi
n:-
D♥
(˘³
˘) I
nser
t15
.
.
.
.
Angel
(Mom )
.
.
.
Icoul
dn'
tsl
eepany
mor
eever
yti
meIt
ri
edto
sl
eepIal
waysseemymom t
ell
i
ngmeaboutmy
chi
ld,I'
m socluelessIdon'tknowwhatshe' s
tal
ki
ngaboutshe' sdeadright!!SoIwillnot
l
ist
ent oherbloodyghostmxm!.Johannesbur g
wasgreatwel lwewer egoingback,thesepast
twoday smyhubbysai dI'
v ebeenacti
ngwei rd
butInevertooknoticeofit..
.Wearri
v edat
homeathal fpastoneam Iwassosl eepyI
qui
cklywentt osl
eep.
.
.
.
Nat
han^
_^
.
.
.
SinceIbrokeupwithAshley,I
'vebeenwit
hMia
(doy oustil
lrememberher;))wereonly
fuckbuddies.Iwaswit
hmyf r
iendsatXavi
er'
s
house,Ky
leandTysonwereoutoft
ownandI
waslef
twithXav
ierandBul
let
s
.
Xav
ier:
"Naymyman"
Me:
"Howzi
t"
Bul
l
ets:
"Wegoody
ou"
Me:
"I'
m Top"
Xav
ier:
"wher
e'st
hesecondl
ady"
Me:
"Secondl
ady?
"
Bul
l
ets:
"ai
n'
tyourmot
hery
ourf
ir
stl
ady?
"
Me:
"ohhwel
lIhav
en'
tfoundmysecondl
ady"
Bul
l
ets:
"Mi
a?"
Xav
ier:
"it
sobv
ious,
thej
ustf
uckbuddi
es"
Me:
"wegotami
ssi
ont
oday"
Xav
ier:
"atl
ast!,
itsbeensol
ong"
Me:
"yeahIknowandt
hepol
i
cewon'
tbeonour
t
ail
any
mor
e"
Bul
l
ets:
"wedoi
ngwhat?
"
Me:
"ATM'
s,hei
st,
younamet
hem "
Xav
ier:
"Today?
"
Me:
"yesatmi
dni
ght"
Bul
l
ets:
"we'
regonnahav
emor
eMoneyB-
)"
Me:
"Yeahman!
"
.
Wecont i
nuedchi
ll
i
ngwhil
ewewer ebraai-
ng
somemeathav i
ngsomedrinks(
Alcohol)i
tookoutmyphoneandcall
edTheQueenofmy
HeartIwasdrunkashel
l
.
Me:
"bab-Anel
e"
Her:
"hey"shesai
dinasl
eepyv
oice
Me:
"howar
eyou"
Her:
"Nat
handi dy
oujustcal
l
edmeatmi
dni
ght
t
oaskmet hatshi
t!"
Me:
"Ij
ustwannaheary
ourAngel
i
cvoi
ce"
Her:
"okayby
enow"
Me:
"Il
ov-goodni
ght"
Her:
"by
e"
.
ShehungupI '
m gladthatsheansweredi
tI
thoughtshewouldn'
tmay besheli
kesme;)
.
Bul
l
ets:
"whowast
hat"
Me:"thet
he-Queeeenofmyhear
t"t
hey
l
aughed
Xav
ier:
"weknowi
tsMi
a"
Me:
"wh-
ooo?
,Mi
athatsexyni
cet
hing"
Bul
l
ets:
"It
hinkhehadt
oomuch"
Xav
ier:
"let
'st
akehi
mtoBed"
Me:"Icangobymyself"It
ri
edtostandupbut
mykneesfai
ledmeIfell
inacouch
Xav
ier:
"canwehel
p?"
Me:"Idon'
tneedyourhelpy
ouknowt
hat"I
t
ri
edagainandfel
lagain
Me:"alri
ghtguy
sIneedyourhel
p"welaughed
thehel
pmet ostandupandwalkedt
othe
guestr
oom
Me:
"xav
iermanst
opt
ouchi
ngmel
i
ket
hat"
Xav
ier:
"shutup!"
Me:"y
ouknowIhav
ethi
sonespeci
all
adyt
hat
Il
ove"
Bul
l
ets:
"ohhokaywehear
dyou,
nowsl
eep"
Me:"noIwon'tsl
eepalone,I'
m scar
ed"we
l
ookedateachotherandlaughedhard
Bul
l
ets:
"that
'ssogay"
Xav
ier:
"let
'sgo"hesai
dtoBul
l
ets
Me:"Wait!!Doyouguy
sknowsassongt
hat
goesl
ikethis'
Youaremylad-
yyy
'"
Bot
h:"No"
.
Theyl
eftmeaf
terf
ewmi
nut
esIdozeof
f.
.
.
.
Anel
e-_
-
.
.
.
Aft
erthatcal
lwithZacIwaspissedAFhejust
wokemeupf ornothi
ngbutImanagedtosl
eep
agai
n, myalarm wentonandIknewitswas
now5am wel lIdidmynormalrout
inewhi
chis
myhygienepr
ocessandworemyschool
uni
for
m .Iwentdownst
air
stomakebreakf
astI
wasbusywhist
li
ng,aboldvoi
cesai
d"Anel
e"I
gotafr
ight
enwhenItur
neditwasDad
.
Me:
"Dad"
Dad:
"pr
incess"
Me:"nev
erev
erscar
esmel
i
ket
hatInear
ly
f
aint
ed"
Dad:
"I'
m sor
rybabe"
Me:
"whendi
dyouandmom ar
ri
ved"
Dad:
"Thi
smor
ning"
Me:"Idi
dn'
thearany
thi
ng,di
dyoubri
ngme
somethi
ngni
ce?"Hescrat
cheshi
shead
Dad:
"wel
lIdi
dn'
tgetachance"Isul
ked
Dad:
"butIwi
l
lgi
vey
oumoney"
Me:
"okay,
wher
e'smom ?
"
Dad:"She'
sasleepshebeenactingweirdthese
pastfewdays,maybeshe'spregnant"hisface
gl
ows, Iwasshockedanddisappoint
ed
Me:
"ohh"Isai
dthatl
ow
Dad:
"whati
sitnow"If
akedmysmi
l
e
Me: "nothi
ngdad, not
hing"Isai dfacingdownI
don'tl
iketheideaofhav inganotherchi l
dI
shouldbet helastborn.afterbreakfastIwent
totakemybagmymoodwas- 0.00%
Dad:"byebaby"Ijustwai
vedandwalkedout
sl
owlythi
nki
ngaboutt hebabyi
ssue.I'
m not
happywithi
t>_<:'
(.
Ishoul
dbet
hel
ast
bor
n:/
.
.
Unknown
.
.
.
Me: "soonIwillgetmyr ev
engeNathanMill
er
I'
m watchingyou, shoul
dIsaymay beThe
beastTigger,Isti
llwantmyblackdiamondsor
el
sey ourpreci
ousgi r
lf
ri
endwi l
ldi
eohhIwil
l
enjoythi
s!"Ilaughedmyev i
ll
augh
Wi
fey:
"It
houghty
ouov
ert
hat"
Me:"j
ustbecauseyoufuckedt
hatboy,you
t
hinky
ouhav earightt
omakeanopinion"
Wi
fey:
"thatwast
woy
ear
sback"
Me:"wheny
ouwerebackony
ourpr
ost
it
ute
way
s"shekeptqui
te
Me:"Ithoughtso,nowl
eavemystudy!
!"t
hey
don'
tcallmeaDragonSl
ayerf
ornot
hing
.
.
.
Dad(ki
ng)
.
.
.
Ili
edtomywi f
e,thetr
ipaboutJohannesburg
wastonegot i
atewithAnel
e'si
nlawsaboutt he
Lobolainthatwayshewon'tknowcauseshe
tal
kstoomuch.Isawhowunhappymy
daughterwaswhenIment ionthepregnantpar
t
Iwishtoknowwhyhermoodsuddenl ychanged
:(
.
.
.
Admi
nO:
-)
i
nser
t16
.
.
.
8MONTHSLATER
.
.
.
Nar
rat
or
.
.
Kingwasnowpl anningontel
l
inghi
sdaught er
aboutthedeal hemadewi tht
heKingDinuzulu
Zulufrom theZuluKingdom ,
MrZuluhast hree
wifesMakhumal o, MancubeandMamt hembu,
Hissont henextkingwasMakhumal o'
sson,
Mor ganZwelit
hiniZulu,
heisonetr
oublesome
guy, heparti
esli
kethere'
snotomorrow ,His
gir
lscall
shi m"Madlisa"t
hatwhathecal l
shim
self,
themeani ngbehindthi
swor disthathe
hasal otofmoneyhi sri
chthathi
sdefinit
ionf
or
thewor d"Madlisa"heonlydat
ewhi t
es...Wel
l
TheDr agonslayerandTheRodr i
gueztheysti
ll
wantr evengebuttheysai
dthattheyarewaiti
ng
forarighttime.
.
.
.
Ki
ng
.
.
.
Todaywast hedayIhavebeenwaitingfor,
tel
l
ingmydaught eraboutt
hemar r
iagewhichI
nevergotachancetodiscussitwi
thher
mother..
.Iwokeupear l
yitswasaSat ur
dayI
wenttot hebathroom andshower
edaf t
er
fi
nishi
ngalldressingupIwenttothekit
chenI
needtomakebr eakfastt
osmoothenupmy
wif
e, I
'vecall
edNj abulot
ocomeal ong.
..
Ifi
nishedupwi thbreakf ast,t
hefami l
ywas
alr
eadyi ntheeatingroom wai t
ingforthefood,
whenIpeakedt hr ought hedoorthebondmy
wifeandmydaught erhaveit'
suncontrol
labl
y
sadlyIhavetobr eaki t,Iwakedt otheroom
theyturnedthei
rat t
ent i
ont ome.
.
Me:
"myt
woi
mpor
tantl
adi
es"
Wi
fey:
"heybabe"
Anel
e:"l
i
zodumakenamhl
anj
e"
Me:
"whyushonj
alo"
Anele:"dadweall
knowy ou,yousuchapr
oud
Zulumany oual
way sbel
i
evethatwoman
shouldbetheonesalwayspr
epari
ngfood"
Me:
"butt
odayi
saspeci
alday"
Mom :"i
t'
sisi
ndeed"wepr
ayedandst
art
ed
eat
ing
"
Eat
ingal
ready"t
hatwasNj
abul
o
Anel
e:"copy!"shest
oodupscr
eami
ngr
ushi
ng
tohi
m
Me:
"son"
Son:"dad"weshockedourhandsbef
orehe
coul
dsatdone
Anel
e:"Ican'
tbel
i
evey
ouar
eher
e"
Wi
fey:
"menei
ther"
Son:
"whocookedi
tssmel
l
sdi
vi
ne"
Me:
"me!"
Son:
"useqal
i
leke"
Me:"t
hemeetingstar
ta12makeyoual
lwill
be
her
e,Ineedt
ot el
lyousomet
hingi
mpor
tant"
.
Wecontinuedt
alki
nghav i
ngsomefamil
y
qual
it
ytime.12ar r
ivedIwasner
vousasfuck
butIhadtodoit,
theyall
camewesatdown
.
Me: "f
irstl
yIwanttothanky ousonf
orcoming
herebeforeIstar
twiththi
s, Anel
ecanyougo
fet
chmesomewat er"shesl owl
yst
oodupand
wenttot hekit
chen,Iwonderhowwi l
lshe
survi
veint her
oyalhouse,shecomesbackaft
er
fewmi nutes
Me: "asIwassay ingwhenIwasay oungboyI
wasv erybull
y,everyonewasaf raidofmeunt i
l
oneni ghtthePrinceDi nuzulucamet oourside
i
nt hevil
lage,hewant edt oseemet herudest
boyi nthev i
ll
age, hest artedacti
ngr ude
towar dsme, mehav i
ngashor ttemperIpi cked
upabr i
ckandsenti tst r
aighttohi sf
ace, he
criedinagonyhi sfacewasdr ippingwi t
hbloodi
didntcar ewhichledtomyf amil
ypay ingafine
becauseonwhatIdi dtot hePr i
ncewewer en't
ri
chsodadcoul dn'
taffordt hefi
nethey
requested.Oneni ghtdadwassummonedt o
theroyalhouseitswasar ound10pm whi ch
waswei rd,buthecar r
iedon, If
oll
owedaf t
er
him, somet hi
ngwasnotr ight,TheKing
Phumuzuzul uwantedt okilldadbecauseon
whatIhav edonet othePr i
ncebutt heonlyway
tosavehim wast hatmyy oungestdaughterwil
l
betheonewhowi l
lmar r
yt hefutur
ekingwhich
i
sDi nuzul
u'sson"
Wif
ey:
"sur
elyy
oudi
dn'
tagr
eet
othatnonsense
"
Me: "Ihadnochoi
ceIhadt
osav
emydadj
ust
becauseofwhatIhav
edone"
Son:
"sodadwhat
'
sthatsupposet
omean?"I
si
gh
Me:
"anel
-"
Anel
e:"No!DadIwon'
tdot
hatAmaSi
mba
l
awo"
Wi
fey:
"languageAnel
e!"
Anel
e:"no!,maybey
ouguy
sai
n'
tser
iousr
ight
?"Shelaughed
Me:
"sadl
yIam "shecr
iedwi
thhermot
her
Son:"thi
sisbul
l
shi
t"hest
oodupandwal
ked
outbangingt
hedoor
.
.
I
'
m sl
eepy:
),t
hecont
inuat
ionwi
l
lcomesoon
Admi
n
i
nser
t16
.
.
Cont
inuat
ion:
'
(
.
.
Ki
ng
.
.
.
Wi
fey:
"umbhedol
oowushoy
o"
Me:
"butbabyIhadt
osav
emydad"
Anele:
"mxm ,
Iwon'
tdot
hatshi
t"Icl
ear
edmy
thr
oat
Me: "t
heweddi
ngwi
l
lbeonDecember,
thi
s
year"
Anel
e:"y
oudoknowt
hati
tsOct
obernow"
Wi
fey:
"ohgod!"hecar
ri
edoncr
ying
Me: "t
hedealisthat,
onceAnel
eisdonewi
th
schoolthatwhenyougonnagetmar
ri
ed"Anel
e
l
aughedbi t
ter
ly
Anel
e:"HeeeeIsai
dIwon'
tdoi
t!Mxm "she
st
oodup
Me:
"uy
aphi
"
Anele:"uhlanganaphii?"Iswallowedhardman
thi
schildisrude, Iunderstandthatshe'
s
hurt
ingbutI '
m sti
llherfather,Iwenttosi
twith
mywi f
e, shecr i
edpainfullyinmyarms, Ihad
tosavemydad.
.
.
.
Nj
abul
o:/
.
.
Ibangedt hedoorandr ushedtomycar, Iwas
surprisednoonewasf ollowingaft
erme, I
droveof fint
hehighestspeedIdon'tcar
eifI
comeacr ossthepol
ice...If
oundmyself
parkingthreehousesawayf rom Lel
o'
shouseI
decidedt ogiv
ehercall.
.
Her:
"hel
l
o"
Me:
"hey,
I
'm outsi
dey
ourhouse"
Her:
"youwhat!:
O"
Me:"I
'mj
okingI
'
mthr
eehousesaway,
Iwoul
d
l
iket
oseeyou"
Her: "okayI'
m coming"shehungIsatinmy
carthi nki
ngaboutwhathappenedbackhome
afteranhourshecamel ookinggoodwithher
bluet i
ghtdressandmorningshoes ,herhai
r
fr
ee, Igotoutofmycarandmetherhal fway.
.
Lel
o:"hey"
Me:"heywowy oulooki
ngamazi
ng"herass
wasallout,
sheblushed
Lel
o:"t
hanky
ou"
.
Wetalkedforhour
saboutgener
alstuf
f,
makingjokesshewaslaughi
ngherassoutbutI
wasn't shesawthatt
hewassomet hi
ngwrong
wi
thme.
.
Lel
o:"ar
eyouokay"
Me:
"yeah"
Lel
o:"y
ouknowy
oucant
alkt
ome"
Me:
"Idon'
twantt
otal
kabouti
t"
Lel
o:"i
tsokayIunder
stand"wekeptqui
te.

Onlyoureyeswerecommuni
cati
ngIhel
dher
handsshelookeduptomebl
inki
ngherl
ong
eyelashes
.
Me:
"I'
m sor
ryIcan'
ttakei
tany
mor
e"
Lel
o:"y
oucan-"Ismashedmyl
i
psonherI
didn'
tmov ethem Iwant edanassur ancef i
r stI
snakedmyar msar oundherwai standpul l
ed
herclosewest ay
edi nthatposit
ionf orawhi l
e,
shewast heonewhost art
edt okissme; -)and
Iwasgl adcausei tsseemsl i
kesheal sowant ed
i
tt oo,wekissedki ssedkissedal ong
passionatekiss, pouri
ngoutouremot ionsand
Iwasget ti
nghar dIdecidedt opulloutand
l
ookedatherasshewasbr eathl
essshesl owl y
openedherey es, shesawt hatIwasl ookingat
her,Forthefirstti
meIwasn' taf
raidofki ssi ng
hermay beitsbecauseoft heangeri hav e.
.
Icl
ear
edmyt
hroat
Me:
"I'
m sor
ry"
Lel
o:"i
tsokay"shewasf
aci
ngdown
Me:
"Iknowbuti
-"
Lel
o:"shhhhhhhh"sheki
ssedmeagain.We
spentourdayint
heparkpl
ayi
ng,
ki
ssingher
e
thereit
swasni
ceandIt
otal
l
yfor
gotaboutmy
problems.
.
.
.
Anel
e^_
^
.
.
.
Ican'tbel
iev eKi
ngrightnow, meget ti
ng
mar r
iedthatbullshi
tIwon' tdot hattotopi
tall
i
tsar oyalhousemxm , Iqui cklywentt omy
room andl ockedmysel fin, Iwascr yi
nghow
canhest ressesmel iket hatI '
m alr
eady
str
essedandhe' saddingmor e:'
(.Itookoutmy
l
aptopandsear chedev erythingaboutRoy al
s,I
foundthatt hehusbandmi ghtt akeasecond
wifeorev enmor eandt hatbef oreyouget
married, t
heyf i
rstcheckifyou'
reav i
rgi
nornot
,i
fnott henyounotal l
owedtogetmar ri
ed
expectthatiftheper sonyoumar r
yingisthe
onewhodef l
ower edy outhenit
sokayIcl osed
mylapt opthinki
ngYes!Ihav etolosemy
vi
rginit
ythatwayIwon' tgetmarri
edright:)
bri
ll
iantidea...
Iwasnowwearingmydeni
m short
sandwhi
te
tanktopandmypumashoesIhadmy
sleepov
erbag,
Iwentdownst
air
s
.
Mom :
"mychi
l
d!"shehugsme
Mom:
"I'
m swearbabyIdon'
tknowany
thi
ng"
Me:
"it
sokaymom "Il
ookedather
Mom :
"iskwama?
"
Me:
"Ineedsomef
reshai
r"
Dad:
"Anel
e"
Me:
"pl
easeI
'
m noti
nthemood-
_-,
goodby
e"
Iwal
kedoutleav
ingt
hem mumbl
i
ng,
Itooka
cabit
sdroveoff
.
..
.
HereIwasstandi
ngout
sidemyboy
fri
ends
houseical
ledhim
Me:
"heybabeI
'
m out
sidey
ourcr
ib"
Hi
m:"I
'
m comi
ng"
Iwait
edforfewsecondshecamelookingal
l
yummywi t
habl ackr
edbatshor
tsandablack
vest,mydarkchocol
ate:
-* her eachedme
.
Hi
m:"wowbabyy
oul
ooki
nghot"
Me:"t
hanksbabe"weki
ssed,
wewal
ked
i
nsi
dehishouse
.
Hi
m:"any
thi
ngt
odr
ink?
"
Me:
"wi
nepl
ease"
Him:"comi ngr
ightup"hedi
sappearedtot
he
ki
tchen.It
swasnotmyf ir
stt
imebeingheresoI
putmyf eet'
sonthetabl
eandchangedthe
channel,hecamewi t
hmydrinkandhiswater
.
Me:
"wher
e'sy
ourt
winbr
other?
"
Hi
m:"pr
obabl
yfucki
ngsomebi
tchoutt
her
e"
Me:"hewilldi
ewithAi
dsIt
ell
you"hebrought
thewholebott
leofwi
neandIwasst
art
ingto
gett
ipsy..
.
Weathisroom It
oldmy sel
fthatt
odayi
sthe
dayIwasscar
edt houbutIhaveto.
Hi
m:"mi
ndshar
ingwhat
'
sony
ourmi
nd"
Me:"wellIwasthinkingmay bewecould"Isat
onhim hi
seyesqui cklyf
ocusedonme, igave
hi
m aseducingkiss, hefli
ppedmeov erI
smil
edTheBeast!wecar ri
edonkissi
ng,he
sl
owlytookoutmyt opmyboobswasal lout
Hi
m:"youwantt hi
s*ki
ssi
ngmyneck*,tal
kto
me"heputhisthumbonmyleftbooband
sl
owl
ymadesmal l
cycl
esoni
t,mybreathi
ng
wasnowdif
ferent
Me:
"mmmhh"
Him: "babyIwannaheary ousay i
ngit"hewent
tomyst omachhel i
ckedmybel l
ybuttonthat
drovemecr azy, hewentdownLor dthe
pleasureI '
mfeelingisoutoft hisworl
d, l
uckily
I'
veshav edmycast l
e, hekissedmyi nner
thighsleavinghickeyshegott omycast l
eand
muf fedme, "Ahhh"t hosewer etheonlythings
comi ngoutofmymout h,heshov edhistongue
Iscreamedsur el
yIwasi ncl oudnine"bab-eeee
"af t
erIhav ecli
maxedhest oodupandwentt o
thebat hroom withat owelhewi pedmeand
camet ol ayonmysi de.

.
Hi
m: "you'
renotr
eadyyet"heki
ssedmy
f
oreheadandcuddlewi
ththenakedme.
.
.
.
WhoseAnel
e'
sboy
fri
end?O:
-):
-P
.
.
.
Admi
n
:
-Di
nser
t17:
-D
.
.
.
Anel
eB-
)
.
.
Iwokeupmymanwasnotnextt ome,Iwent
tothebathr
oom tofr
eshenupIwor
emykappa
tr
acksui
tsIwentdownstai
rs
Hi
m:"babe"
Me:"hey"weki
ssed,
hi
sphoner
angi
tswas
wr
it
ten"madrè"
Hi
m:"Madr
e"
Hekeptontalki
ngtheforei
gnlanguageafter
somefewmi nutesheendedthecall, Il
ooked
athi
m sur
pri
sedhespeakst hi
slanguage
fl
uent
ly
Hi
m:"babyar
eyouokay?
"
Me:"umm Ididn'
tknowt
haty
oucanspeak
ot
herlanguage"
Hi
m: "Ican"heconti
nuedmaki
ngbr
eakf
astwe
wenttotheeat
ingroom
Ty
rol
:"Heypeopl
e"hesai
dthatwal
ki
ng
t
owar
dsus
Ty
rol:
"Ohhwi
fe"Ismi
l
edheal
way
scal
l
sme
wi
fe
Me:"Hey"hesatdownandst
art
eddi
shi
ngf
or
hi
mself
Bae:"ahhhmanTyrol
,Imadet
hisf
oodf
ormy
wif
e, noty
ou"Ibl
ushed
Tyr
ol:
"ohhy
ousay
ingt
hist
ome,
Iwi
l
lgety
ou
"
Me:
"leav
emyBaeal
one"
Bae:
"tel
lhi
mlov
e"
Tyr
ol:
"youallact
ingl
oveydov
ey,
mcm l
etme
go"hestoodup
Bae:"gety
oursel
fawi
fet
oo"wel
aughed,
we
car
ri
edoneating.
.
Wewer
eint
hel
ounget
alki
ngaboutgener
al
st
uff
Bae:"r
ememberthef
ir
stti
mewesatonyour
spot"myheadwasonhisBuf
fychest
Me:
"yeahIdo"
Bae:
"youwer
esor
udehaaaah"wel
aughed
Me:
"butl
ookatusnow"
Bae:
"Il
ovey
ou"
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oo"weki
ssed
Bae:
"let
'
sgot
othepar
k,hav
esomef
reshai
r"
Me:
"sur
e"
Westoodup,goti
nsidet
hecaranddrov
eoff.
wearr
ivedatt
heparkandwentt
ositonthe
gr
ass.
.
.
.
Nat
han:
-*
.
.
.
Whenwast helastti
meIt alkedtoAnel
e?I
didn'
thaveenoughcouraget oaskher.Iwasi
n
thekit
chenmaki ngbreakfast.
Luann:
"heydad"
Me:
babe"
Luann:
"canwegooutt
oday"Iscr
atchedmy
head
Me:
"ahhbabyIdon-
"
Luann:
"nodaddyIwanttogo"shest
art
ed
cry
ingmygod!Thi
schil
d
Me:
"okay!Wewi
l
lgo"
Luann:
"thansdaddy,
kisski
ss"Ibentshe
ki
ssedmycheeks
Me:
"goandbat
h"
Luann:
"I'
mready"shehadhersmal
lcut
e
whit
ebag
Me:
"let
'sgot
hen"
Luann:
"looki
ngl
i
ket
hish,
no!"
Me:
"whatwr
ongonwhatI
'
m wear
ing?
"
Luann:
"daddyy
ou'
redi
rt
y"Il
aughed
Luann:"pleasegoandwashhy oursel
f"I
l
aughedandqui ckl
ywenttowashl i
keluann
sai
d, woremyAdi dast
racksui
tsandmy
sneakers
Me:
"im done"
Luann:
"atl
ast"
.
Wewereintheshopshewasinsi
det
het
rol
l
eyI
waspushi
ngherfastshegi
ggl
es
Luann:
"daddyagai
n"
Me:
"no"
Luann:
"pl
ease"
Me:"I'
m gonnadoi
tonemoretime"she
squeal
s, Idi
dagai
npeopl
eattheshopwer
e
l
ookingatusIdi
dn'
tcar
eabit
Luann:
"ohhdadIl
ovey
ou"
Me:
"lov
eyoumor
e"
.
Wewal kedaroundthemall
windowshopping,
l
aughing,pl
ayinghavi
ngagoodtime,luann
request
edthatweshouldpassbytheparkshe
missesAnelewewentt her
eandsatont he
bench.
.
Luann:
"howImi
ssmommy"Ikeptqui
te,
she
l
ookedatme
Luann:
"ohhhowImi
ssherl
augh"
"
Zac?"It
urnedt
heshewasl
ooki
nghotwi
thno
mar
k-upon
Luann:
"mommy!"sher
ant
oher
Anel
e:"heybabe"
Luann:
"youdon'
tl
ovemeany
mor
e"
Anel
e:"nobabeIdo"shewav
edInod
"
Babe,
wher
ear
eyou?Babe!"
Anel
e:"i
tswasni
ceseei
ngy
'al
l"
"Ohhther
eyouare"sometal
ldar
kguycamet
o
standbehi
ndAnel
e,andIwasburni
ngwit
h
anger
Hi
m:"ohhheyI
'
mty
rese"
Luann:
"heyuncl
ety
rese"
Me:"uncl
emyfoot"t
hisf
oolsawthatIwas
angr
yhedeci
dedtoki
ssAnel
e'sneckandshe
bl
ushes
Me:
"luannl
etsgo"
Luann:
"butdad"
Me:
"Isai
dlet
'sgo!"
Anele:
"zacplease"Isighandlookedaway,
thi
sguyisbusyt ouchi
ngAnelemyangerwas
onanotherlevel
, Iwal
kedst
raightt
ohim and
punchedhisface
Tyrese:
"whatthefuck"Ipunchedhi
m agai
n
thenwestar
tedfi
ghti
ng
Anele:"st
op!Youtwojuststop!Whatt
hefuck
i
swr ongwithy'
al
l"Ij
ustcli
ckedmytongueand
walkedawaywithasadluann
.
.
Whoi
shengampel
a?IneedmyI
Tguy
.
.
.
Ki
ngDi
nuzul
u
.
.
Iwasbusyt
alki
ngt
othephone
Me:
"ubuy
ani
ni?
Him:"
Magebakunezi
ntookumel
engi
zi
lungi
se
ngal
anakuqal
a"
Me:"akusheshelapho"Ihungup,mywife'
s
werearoundme, wellwearewai
ti
ngforour
sontocomet hi
ssidethenwewill
tel
lhi
m
aboutt
hewi f
e:)
.
.
.
Ty
reseO:
-)
.
.
.
Me:
"fuck!Thi
sni
ggabr
okemynose"
Tyr
ol:
"whathappened?"hewasnur
singmy
bl
eedi
ngnose
Me:"mant
hatguycameoutofnowher
eandhe
hi
tme"
Ty
rol
:"dadcal
l
ed"
Me:
"and?
"
Ty
rol
:"i
tst
imet
ost
ri
ke"
Me:
"butwehav
en'
tgott
hegi
rly
et"
Tyr
ol:
"weshoul
dasky
ourwi
femay
beshecan
hel
pus"
Me:"you'
rer
ight,Iwi
l
lcal
lheri
nthemor
ning,
what
'sthegi
rl
'sname?"
Ty
rol
:"Anel
eNdl
ovu"
Me:
"yeahIwonderwhoi
sthat"
Ty
rol
:"what
'sy
ourwi
fe'
sname"
Me:
"pr
incess"
Ty
rol
:"sur
name?
"
Me:
"Idon'
tknow"
.
Weat
eandwentt
osl
eep.
.
.
.
Anel
e:-
(
.
.
.
I'
venev erbeenthisangry,whydidNathanhit
tyrese?Hesuchandass.Iwasi nsidethecab
goingtoNat hanscribIwanttoaskhim whydid
hehi tmyman, unesi
bindi
bomcm , thecar
stoppedIpai dthedri
verandwentinside
.
Me:
"Nat
han!"
Me:
"Wher
ethef
uckar
eyou?"
"I'
m her
e"hesaidwal
ki
ngdownthest
air
s,al
l
theangerIhadi
nsi
dej
ustv
ani
shed
Hi
m:"whyar
eyoushout
ingli
keamadwoman
?"Hesai
dwi
ththebi
gsmileonhi
sface
Me:
"whydi
dyouhi
tTy
rese?
"
Hi
m:"y
oul
ookcut
ewheny
ouar
eangr
y"
Me:
"fucky
ou"Ismi
l
ed
Me:
"butI
'
m ser
ious,
whydi
dyouhi
thi
m?"
Hi
m:"hewast
ouchi
ngy
ou"
Me:
"he'
smyman,
hesupposet
otouchme!"
Hi
m:"wel
lIdon'
tl
ikei
t"
Me:
"youdon'
tl
ik-y
ouknowwhatt
hat
sbul
l
shi
t
"
Hi
m:"Ther
esaIknowhowguysoperat
e,hewi
ll
pl
ayy
ouandleaveyouwi
tht
hebrokenhear
t"
Me:
"that
'snoneofy
ourbusi
ness!"
Hi
m:"i
tsi
smybusi
ness"
Me:
"how?
"
Hi
m:"Because.
..Um Anel
eI.
.Il
ovey
ou"
Me:
"..
."
Him:"yes!Isai
ditIloveyouIdidn'
thav
e
enoughcouragetoapproachyouandIget
j
ealouswheneverotherguyst
ouchesyou"he
wenttositdown,Ifoll
owedafterhi
m
Me:
"Nathan"It
ouchedhi
sshoul
derashewas
f
aci
ngdown
Hi
m:"Anel
eIdon'
ttr
ustt
hisguy,
doy
oul
ove
hi
m"
Me:
"Ido"Il
ookeddown
Hi
m:"Iunder
stand,
lookAnel
eIwi
l
lal
way
sbe
yourfr
iendandal
waysgotthatspeci
alpl
acei
n
myhear t,
Iwishyougoodl
uckony our
r
elati
onshipandI
'
m notsor
ryforhit
ti
nghim"
Me:
"whati
fheopensacaseagai
nsty
ou"
Hi
m:"wellIdon'
tcar
e"hest
oodupandwal
ked
t
othedoorandopenedi
t
Hi
m:"Ineedt
ogosomewher
e,sopl
ease"I
st
oodupandwal
kedt
ohim
Me: "t
akecare"henodsIwal kedoutsl owly
andlookbackthedoorwascl osed, Icall
edthe
cabwai t
edforf
ewmi nutes,i
tcameIgoti nand
wenthomeonmywayIwast hinki
ngabout
NathanIdolovehim andIlov
eTy reset oo
everyt
hingi
sfuckedup.
.
.
.
.
notedi
ted
.
.
Admi
n:-
*
[
]inser
t18[
]
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Iar
ri
vedhomewi t
hasorehear tIwon'tli
eand
sayIdon'twantt
odateNathanIdo, j
ustthat
hewasn'tmakingamovesoIt houghthewasn't
i
ntobutclearl
yIwaswrong, Iopenedt hedoor
butt
helightswereof
fwellIdidn'tcar
eabout
thatIwast hinkingaboutmyl i
feonNov emberI
willbestar
tingmyf inalexamsandnowt his
mar ri
agethingf uck!HowIhatemyl i
feright
nowIwi shIcoul dchangemyf amil
ybuthey
that'
simpossi ble, Itur
nedonthekit
chenl i
ght
Dadwasseat edinthelounge.
.
Dad:
"Pr
incess"Imel
ted
Me:
"baba"
Dad:
"comel
et'
stal
k"Iwentt
owher
ehewas
Dad:"youknowt hatIloveyouright? "Inod"
babeifIdidn'
tagr eewiththatdealtheZul us
made, theywould' veki
ll
edmydad, hewast he
onl
ypersont hatwaswor ki
nginourf ami l
y,
i
maginei fhehadt odie,doyout hi
nkIwoul d
havebeenal i
vebynow?Nopr obabl yIwas
gonnadi ebecauseofhunger, please
under
standmyr eason"
Me:
"dadI
'
m sor
ryf
ordi
srespect
ingy
ou,
I
shoul
dhav
esol
vet
hismat
terwi
thy
ou"
Dad:
"it
sokaybaby"he'
smydadaf
teral
l
Me:"dad,doyouthi
nkt
hatsi
nceI'
llbe
marr
yingaZul
uguy,i
shesotradi
ti
onal?"he
l
aughed
Dad:
"no!:
)he'
sjustaci
tyguy,
hedoesn'
tknow
muchaboutt
hecult
ure"
Me:
"wi
l
lhet
akeasecondwi
fe?
"
Dad:
"yes":
O:O:
O
Dad:"hewi
l
lonl
yifi
tsneeded"Iwasnow
conf
used
Me:
"meani
ng"
Dad:
"ifhewant
sachildandyoucantgi
vehi
m
t
henheneedstotakeanot
herwif
e"
Me:
"soi
fIr
efusehe-"hel
aughed
Dad:"babyno!I
tsonl
yhappenswhent
hef
ir
st
wif
eisbarren"
.
Wecar ri
edontalkingaboutthi
s, Ithi
nkIwas
ki
ndaacceptingthesi t
uati
on.Iwaswokenup
bymom t el
li
ngmet hatIneedtogot oschoolI
qui
cklydidmyhy gieneprocessfi
xedmybed,
woremyuni for
m wal keddownstairsIwasbusy
si
nging"Itsawonder fuldayohhy es!
Marvelousmarvelous"
Mom :
"someonei
sinagoodmood"
Dad:
"indeed"
Me:
"mor
ningf
ami
l
y"
Wef inishedeati
ng, mydr i
verhadar r
ivedsoI
tookmybagIr ushedtot hecar"mor ning"I
saidasIst eppedinsi
det hecar,"mor ning"he
saidbackwi thhisdeepv oi
ce, al
lthr
ought he
dri
veIwast hi
nkingaboutNat han,well i
fIhave
tochoosebet weenTy reseandNat han, Iwi
ll
defi
nitelychooseNathanIwasdi st
urbedbyt he
dri
versay i
ng"wehav earri
ved"Iquicklywent
outfeel
i
ngthefreshai
rIclosedthedoorandI
wait
edforShanicewel
lshecamel ate,we
att
endedthefi
rsttwoperi
od, t
hebreakti
me
came.Iwaswi ththet
winsandmygi rl.
.
Me:
"I'
m soooohungr
y"
Ty
rol
:"met
oo:
'
("
Shani
ce:
"let
'sor
dersomepi
zza"
Me&Tyrol
:"goodidea"mymanwasn'tpay i
ng
att
ent
iontous,Iwasworr
ied,
isitaboutthe
fi
ght?Orhe'
smadatmef orwhatreasonsI
don'
tknow
Shani
ce:
"It
hinkmeandTy
rol
um.
..Wegonna
goandgett
hefood"
Ty
rol
"yeahumm.
..Let
'sgo"t
heywal
kedaway.
.
Iwentt
osi
tnextt
ohi
m
Me:
"baby,
arey
ouokay"
Hi
m:"ohhyesmmm. ..I
'
mfi
nej
ustgotal
otof
mymind"
Ilookedaway
Me:
"ohhokay"Ipl
ayedwi
thmyf
inger
s
Hi
m:"sobabywhaty
oursur
name,
Inev
ergot
t
hechancet
oaskyou"
Me:
"Ndl
ovu"hel
ookedshocked
Hi
m:"andy
ourot
hername"
Me:
"act
ual
l
yI'
m Anel
ePr
incessNdl
ovu"
Hi
m:"t
hedaught
eroft
hegr
eatKi
ngNdl
ovu?
"
Me:
"howdoy
ouknowmydad?
"
Hi
m:"mydadusedt
owor
kwi
thhi
m"
Me:
"I'
m hi
spr
incess"
Hi
m:"ohhy
eah"
Me:
"cool
"
Wesati
nsi
l
entTy
rol
andShani
cecameback
weatebutTyresedi
dn'teatIdon'
tknowwhy,
wellt
heaft
erschoolti
mecame, hedidn'
tev
en
saygoodbye,Biy
ini
Ibabykiss,Igothomeand
rel
axed.
.
.
.
Ty
rese:
'
(
.
.
.
No!Itscan' tbeher,Mywi fe!Not here'
sa
misunderstandingIcan'tki
l
l her,IloveherI
knowshe' sy oungImeanshe' s16andI '
m 24I
knowthatIhav eSheil
abutwi thheritsdif
fer
ent
,Igotinsidet hehouseIwassof rustr
ated,
angry,Ithrewmybagpackont hecouchIsat
down.
Ty
rol
:"y
ou'
reokay?
"
Me:
"no!I
tscan'
tbeher"
Ty
rol
:"Who"
Me:
"mywi
fe!
?"
Ty
rol
:"ai
bohwhat
'
swr
ongwi
thher"
Me:
"shei
stheeAnel
eNdl
ovu":
O:O
Ty
rol
:"what!"
Me:
"fuck!ManIknow"
Ty
rol
:"wehav
etoo"
Me:
"wt
f!Ar
eyoucr
azyshi
t!
?Iwon'
tdot
hat"
Ty
rol
:"Iknowy
ou'
rehur
ti
ngbuti
-"
Me:
"fuckyou"Ij
ustst
oodupandwentt
omy
r
oom andsl
ept.
.
.
.
Nat
han:
-(
.
.
.
YesterdayIhav enev erfeltl i
kethisbef oreI
neverconf essedmyf eelingsf oragi rl
nev erbut
ther
e'saf irsttimef orev er y
thing, wellmyI T
guysai dther e'
snot hingf ishyaboutt hisguybut
Ihavet hatf eeli
ngt hatIcan' tshakei toff,I
shouldbuysomet hi
ngni cef orhert henI '
m
gonnaputat rackingdev iceoni tt hatway, Iwil
l
alwaysknowwher eshe'sabout, goodi dea;-
),
asmal lbeaut i
fulnecklacegol dincolour.
Perfect
.
.
Zwel
i
thi
ni:
-)
.
.
.
Hey, I
'm sureyoual lknowme, short
descri
ptionofme, I'
ml i
ghtskinnedandgotmy
shorthairIdon'tli
kethosehai rcutssoIkeepit
si
mpl e,I'
mt all,haveadi mples, cut
eonet obe
specif
ic;-),
gotmyear spierced, andI'
m hot:
-)
t
hat'sall,andI'mv erytr
aditi
onalguys
.
.
Bbe:
"doy
ouhav
etol
eav
e"
Me:
"yes,
Iwi
l
lcomeback"
Bbe:
"when?"
Me:
"onceI
'
m donewi
thev
ery
thi
ng"
Wewer epackingmyclothes,
havingaconvo.
Angeli
naaBr i
ti
shwomanshe'ssobeautif
ul
she's24andI'
m 26li
feisgoodthatsi
de,
unfort
unat
elyIhavet
ogobackhomet omy
homel
andkwa-
Zul
utot
aket
het
hrone-
_-,
Ihat
e
i
t..
.
.
.
Notedi
ted
.
.
aLi
lthi
ngy
.
.
admi
n
:
)Inser
t19:
)
.
.
.
Zwel
i
thi
ni
.
.
.
Arri
vingathomewasabl i
ssful,everyonewas
happyt oseeme, Mymot hers wer eMor e
happyespeci all
ymybi r
thmot her"Makhumal o"
wegoti nsidethewi t
hmydad, themai dswere
runningaroundt hehousebusypr eparingfood
forus, everyt
hingissti
ll
thesameImeant he
wallsarestilli
nthesamecol ouritsbroughtall
thememor ieswhenIwasachi l
dphel aIgrew
upinher e.Iwaswi thmydadatt helounge
l
ookingatourf amil
ypict
ures,Dadsatnextt o
me
.
Me:
"Mageba!
"
Dad:
"SonIt
hinki
tst
imenow"
Me:
"tost
epdown?
"
Dad:
"yougott
hatr
ight"
Me:
"butdadI
'
m notr
eadyy
et"
Dad:"Iknowyour
eadyi
tsj
ustt
haty
ou'
re
scar
edthatal
l"
Me:
"sonowIhav
etogetmar
ri
ed?
"
Dad:
"youknowt
her
ules"
Me:"i
nthatmat
terIal
readyf
oundawi
fef
or
mysel
f"
Dad:
"Wel
lnami
Ihav
eawi
fef
ory
ou"
Me:
"What
!"
Dad:
"Thosear
ether
ules"
Me:
"butdad-
"
Dad:
"it
snotupf
ordi
scussi
on"
Me:
"it
sfi
nedad:
("
Dad:
"Youwi
l
lli
keherIknowpl
usshe'
sso
beaut
if
ul"
Me: "Ineedsomef reshair"Istoodupandl eft
himt here, Iwentt omyr oom Istoodbyt he
balconyt hinkingaboutwhatDadsai d, butI '
m
notr eadyy etAr g!!AsIwasst andingther ea
BlueAudi enteredt hepremi sesI'
m aFanof
Audi cars soIwasamazed, Mthunzi gotof f
thecar, hewaswear i
ngabl uesuitandi t
s
mat chingpant sthemai dsrushedt ohimt otake
thebr i
efcasehehadonhi slefthand,Ideci ded
togodownsowecant alk, asIwasent eri
ng
thelounget herehei slookingSoHugeand
Good
Me:
"Mt
hunzi
!
"
Hi
m:"Li
lbr
other"
Me:"Howar
eyou?OMG!You'
resohuge"he
l
aughed
Him:"I
'
m good,Ni
ggaIhi
tthegy
m ever
ydayI
don'
twannabeski
nnyl
i
keyou"welaughed
Me:
"Usuy
aphaphamanj
e"
Hi
m:"I
'm st
il
lol
dert
hany
ousongi
ngakushay
a
nj
emanj
e"
Me: "Noman"wel aughedandwal kedtohis
room ,wellMt
hunziisMancube'ssonhe's34
,hecan'tbeki
ngcausehismot herist
he
secondwi f
esoit
shast obemeHowIhat ei
t:/,
wewal kedtohi
sroom it
swasst il
lmucht he
samej ustadi
ff
erentsi
zeofbed.
Hi
m:"Goandchangesowecanhi
tthegy
m"
Me: "Sur
e"Iqui
ckl
ywentt
omyr
oom and
changed
"
Sheshaphel
andoda"
"I
'
m comi ng"Isai
dasIwal kedoutofmyr oom ,
Wegoti nsi
dehisSportcaranddr ov
eoff.
...
Comi ngtothegym Iwasdogt ir
edassoonasI
fi
nishedbathi
ngIwenttosl eepimmedi
ately
anddozeof f,I
'
m nevergoingbackIswear.
.
.
.
Anel
e:)
.
.
.
ArhhIdon'
twannagot oschoolt
odaysoI
decidedt
hatIwi
lll
i
eandsayI '
m sick,Iwentt
o
takeashoweraf
terthatIworemynightdr
ess
andwenttobed.
Mom :"Youngl
adyIhear
dtheshowersoy
ou
bet
tergetup"
Me:
"Mom I
'
m si
ck!
"
Mom :
"Real
l
ynow?"Il
ookedather
Me:
"Per
iodpai
ns"
Mom :
"Ohsor
rymt
anami
letmegoandmake
youast rongbl ackcoffee"Inodaf terthatshe
wal kedoutandcamebackwi tht hecoffeeshe
l
ef ttheroom af t
erdri
nkingt hecof feeIjust
dozeof f.Af ter3hour sIwokeupandbr ushed
myt eet
haf t
ert hatIwentt ocheckonmyPads
andIhav ethreepacksofi t-_-,Iwentt ohide
them undermybedIneedt ogoandt al
kt o
Nat hansoIneedapl anf ast,Great!Iwal ked
downst airsIwentt oputt hecupont hesink,
Mom waswat chingsomeCooki ngshow, I
clearedmyt hroat

.
Me:
"Mum I
'
m outofPads"
Mom :
"okayIwi
l
lgogett
hem f
ory
ou"
Me:
"Nomom ,
Iwi
l
lgobymysel
f"
Mom :
"butuy
agul
anj
e"
Me:
"Ineedsomef
reshai
r"
Mom :
"okay!
"
.
Iranupst
air
sandchangedtomyBluejumpsui
t
andmywhi t
ebabyhil
l
saftert
hatIappl
iedal
il
mark-upaft
ert
hatIwentdownstai
rs,Mom
wassososhocked
.
Mom :
"Bengi
thi
uyagul
anj
e?"
Me:
"Iam "
Mom :
"mmmm ay
ihhokayanddon'
tcome
backl
ate"
Me:
"By
emom Il
ovey
ou"
Mom : "ayihhman"Ilaughedandwal kedoutI
requestedanUbert odri
vemet oSunnerburgi
ts
wentther e,HereIwasstandingi
nf r
ontof
Nathan'sgat e,
thesecuri
ti
esknowsmesoIgot
i
neasi lyIwasshaking,Iwalkedt
ot hedoorand
knockedmyhear twasbeati
ngsof ast I
heardt
hefootst
epsOMG!I'
m soscar
ed,He
opensthedoorsoonashesawmehef r
owns
Ouch!
Me:
"Hi
i
"Il
ookeddown
Him: "getinside"Iwal kedi nsi
deassoonashe
cl
osest hedoorIat tachedhi m wit
haki ss,he
wassur pr
isedbuthecont inuedkissi
ngme, hi
s
handswentst raighttomyAssIdi dn'tcareatal
l
weshar edalongpassi onatekissaswewer e
ki
ssingsomeonecl earedhi s/hert
hroatIwasso
embar rassedIj ushidemysel finhi
schest, he
chuckled
.
Hi
m: "Sor
rygi
rlpl
easeshowyoursel
f!That
'
s
myMan"hesoundsgay, Iqui
ckl
ylookat
Nat
hanishegay ?
Nat
han:
"Voet
sekYou!
"Theyl
aughed
Nat
han:
"Baby
"
Me:
"yes"
Nat
han:
"letmei
ntr
oducey
out
omyf
ri
ends"
Me:
"okay"wewentt
osi
tdown
Bae:
"babyt
hisi
sBul
l
etsandXav
ier"
Me:
"Heyguy
s"
Bul
l
et:
"so-
"
Bae:
"Guy
sthi
sist
heeQueen"
Xavi
er:
"Ohy
ourmyQueen"t
hebowedI
l
aughed
Bae:
"Guy
spl
easest
opact
ingst
upi
d"
Bull
et:
"fi
nal
lywemetyouthi
sguy*poi
nti
ngat
bae*whenhisdrunkheal
waysImeanal
ways
tal
ksabouty
ou"
Me:
"Real
l
y?"
Xav
ier:
"Yeah"Ismi
l
ed
Bul
l
et:
"He'
sli
ke"Guy sIl
ovemyqueenso
much!
"Wejustl
ookedathi
m "Ibl
ushed
Xavi
er:
"she'
ssobeaut
if
ulguy
s"hecopi
edhi
s
voi
ceIbl
ushed
Bae:
"Fucky
'al
l,babyl
et'
sgo"Ist
oodup
Xav
ier:
"Haaaa:
OBr
uhshe'
sst
il
lachi
l
d"
Bae:
"whosai
dwegoi
ngt
omyr
oom "
Bul
l
et:
"hedi
dn'
tsayt
hat"
Bae:
"Fucky
'al
l"
.
.
.
Iwi
l
lcont
inuel
ater
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t19
.
.
.
Cont
inuat
ionO:
-)
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
.
Iwassohappyt hatmeandAnel eareanitem ,
bruhhIloveherIcouldevenkil
lforher,
Ithink
she'smysoul mate.Iwaswithherinmyr oom ,
j
ustchil
lingandIwillusethi
schancetogiveher
the"Neckless".
.
Me:
"Babe"
Bae:
"Lov
e"
Me:
"whyt
hesuddenchange?
"
Bae:
"Ij
ustr
eal
i
zedt
hatIl
ovey
ou"
Me:
"Il
ovey
out
oobabe"
Bae:
"AndI
'
m hungr
ytoo"
Me:"Let
sgoandgetsomefood"westoodup
andwentdownst
air
s,Theguy
sweregone,she
wenttot
hekit
chen
"
babe"
me:
"Yes"
Bae:
"Ther
e'snof
oodher
e"
Me:
"wewi
l
lgoandbuyi
t?"
Bae:"Okay"wewal kedoutandgoti nsi
dethe
carwedroveoffheadingt othemallonourway
wejustmakingjokes,laughingallt
hat,
we
wenttoSteersandorderedfood, wewentt o
si
tonthetablewaiti
ngf orourorder.
.
Me:
"Il
ovey
ourJumpsui
t"
Bae:"Il
ovei
ttoo"Il
ookedatherandshe
l
aughed
Bae:
"I'
mjustj
oki
ngbbe,
thankshey"
Me:
"buti
tst
oor
evi
l
ing"
Bae:
"Ahhbabe"
Me:"Ser
ious,ev
ery
thi
ngisoutImeanl
ookat
myasset
s, t
heAss,BoobsNobabe"
Bae:
"OkayIwon'
tweari
tagai
n"
Me:
"muchbet
ter"
Bae:
"Yousuckadi
ck"
Me:"I
'm sur
eyouwantt
otast
eit,
Icanhel
p
you"
Bae:
"Ewwww"Il
aughed
.
..Ouror
dercameandwelef
t,t
hewaytothe
parki
ngl
otwewerechasi
ngeachot
herbusy
t
easi
ngher,weweresohappy!Icaughther
i
magineherr
unni
ngwit
hthosecuteli
tt
lehil
l
s.
Me:
"Igoty
ou"shel
aughed
Bae:"Idon'twannaplayanymore"wecame
acrosstheseboy s,t
heykeptonchecki
ngmy
bae.wei gnoredthem andwenttomycar, I
wenttoopenherdoorshesmi l
edandlookedat
me, wekissed, Iwenttomysideandwewent
backtomycr ib
.
.
.
Ty
rese:
'
(
.
.
.
Ir
ecei
vedacal
lfr
om oneofmyf
ri
endsAndr
ew.
Me:
"Myman!
"
Andr
ew:"Ni
ggachecky
ouremai
l
sIsenty
ou
somethi
ng"
Me:
"Whati
sit?
"
Andr
ew:
"Goandcheckbr
uhy
ouwi
l
lsee"
Me:
"Okayshar
p"
.
Iquicklywentdownstair
sandt ookmyl apt
op
therewasav ideosentbyAndrew, Iviewedit
Fuck!it'
swasmyWI FE!walki
ngwi thsomeguy
andt heyki
ssedwhatt heFuck!asthisguy
turnedIsawt hati
tswast heguyfrom thepar
k
Mywi
fei
scheat
ingonme?
Iqui
ckl
ycal
l
eddad
Me:"Dadwear
eready,
senddownt
he
weapons"
Dad:
"Okayson"IhungupIwassof
rust
rat
ed,
Howcoul
dshedothi
stoome?,
Wel
li
fIcan'
t
hav
ehert
hennoonewill
:)
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t20
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
Comingbacktothemallwasfunwekepton
si
ngi
ngalongwit
ht her
adio,wearr
ivedathi
s
cr
ib.Weateourfoodaftert
hatBae wentt o
hi
sroom hesai
dhegotsomet hi
ngforme
.
Bae:"Here"hegavemeabl ackvel
vetbox,
I
openedit
s, t
hewasabeautiful
neckl
essonitI
qui
cklyhuggedhi
m" ThankYou"Isaid
Bae:"I
t'
sokaybaby"myphoner
angi
tswas
Phumla
Me:
"Hey"
Her:
"comeandgetme,
I'
m att
heai
rpor
t"
Me:
"What
!?"
Her:
"Pleasecomedon'
ttel
lmom anddadI
wannasurpri
set
hem "
Me:
"OkayI
'
m comi
ng"Ihungup
Bae:
"who'
sthat?
"
Me: "comeletgo"Istoodupandputmy
necklessonmyneckIdon' twannali
eIlov
eit:
-*
,wedr ovetotheai
rport,Igotoutandwentt
o
her,wescreamedhuggi ngeachother
Me:
"Youhav
egr
ownup"
Her:
"Yout
oobabysi
s"
Me: "don'
tst
artwit
hmeWena"wel aughedand
walkedtothecar,shesati
nthepassenger
seatmyplace-_-Nathanl
ookedatmeIlook
backathim
Her:
"Cany
oudr
iveushome"
Bae:
"Ohhy
eahsur
e"
Her:
"Cal
lmema'
am "
Bae:"Yesma'
am "Il
aughedthi
sGuymar
ahwe
cont
inuedwi
thourj
ourney.
.
.
Mom :
"Umt
anami
!"shewascr
yingt
ear
sofj
oy
Her:
"Mom y
oursqueezi
ngme"wel
aughed
Mom :
"I'
m sor
rybabeI
'
mjustsohappyt
osee
you"
Dad:
"wear
eindeed"
Her:
"I'
m sot
ir
edIneedt
orest"shel
eft
Mom :
"Wozal
a!Wena"Il
aughedandqui
ckl
y
wentt
omyroom
Dad:
"Whyar
eyoucal
l
ingherl
i
ket
hat?
"
Mom :"shesaidshe'
ssicktomebutuy
aZi
ukut
hiuyaphi"Dadlaughed
.
After3hoursIwokeupit
swasal
readydar
k
outsidesoIwenttowashmymouthand
checkedmyphoneIsawNathansmissedcal
l
s,
Icall
edhim
Me:
"BaEI
'
m sosor
ryIt
otal
l
yfor
got"
Bae:
"Okay
"
Me:
"babeI
'
m sor
ry,
pleasef
orgi
veme"
Bae:"Isaidi
tokay!"hehungup, wel
l hesai
dI
shoul
dputmysi st
ersluggageandcomeback,
MinaIforgotandwenttosleep-_-I
'm sucha
badGirl
fri
end,Iwentdownstair
swi t
hasad
heart.
..Afterwe'
vefi
nishedeat
ingsuppermy
phoner angitswasTyrese,:
O:O:O:O:O shi
t!,
Iwenttot hekit
chenandanswered
Me:
"umm.
..Hel
l
o"
Hi
m:"babehowar
eyou"
Me:
"I'
m goody
ou?
"
Hi
m:"I
'
m goodt
oo,
Imi
ssy
ou"
Me:"CanIcal
lyouback.
.I'
m ki
ndabusyr
ight
now"
Hi
m:"I
'
m comi
ngt
oyourhouse"
Me: "Myhouse!?, howdidyo-"hehungup,
thatwasstr
angeIcont i
nuedwentt owat chT.v
afterafewminutesIrecei
vedat ext""I
'
m Three
housesaway-Ty rese""Il
ookedar ound
everyonewasfocusedont heT.v.
.
Icl
ear
edmyt
hroat
Me:
"I'
m goi
ngt
osl
eepgoodni
ght"Ist
oodup
Phuml
a:"I
'
m sl
eepi
ngaty
ourr
oom :
)"Shi
t!
Me:"ohohk"Iwentupst
air
swhenIlookedat
t
hewindowther
ewasacarunderthetree,I
wonderhowdi
dheknewt hatIl
i
vehere
Phuml
a:"Got
oyourcar"Iwasf
ri
ght
en
Me:
"Youal
mostmademeshi
tonmysel
f"
Phuml
a:"Whosecari
sthat?"Il
aughed
Me:"Idon'
tknow"shel
eftIt
ext
ed"
"I'
m
coming".
..
.
.
.
Phuml
a-_
-
.
.
.
Heyasy oual lknowsmeI '
m Phuml aAnel e'
s
sist
er, wellther easonwhyIcamet ov i
sithere
athomei sbecauseIcommi t
tedsomecr i
mein
Johannesbur gnowI 'mrunningawayIwon' t
stat
ewhi chcr i
meIcommi tted,it
snoneofy our
business>_ <. .
.ISawt hatmyLi lsiswasupt o
somet hingsodeci dedt hatIwillgof i
rsttothat
carandseewhoset here,Iwor emysl eepers
andmygownIj umpedt hrought hegat eand
walkedst raighttot hecar, someonegotoutof
thecarandMetmehal fwayandi t
'swasaguy
heseemsy oungIl aughedhegett ome
Hi
m: "babe"hehuggedmet
hensuddenl
yIf
elt
di
zzyIlookedatt
hisguy
Me:
"Yo.
.u.
.u"
hi
m:"Igoty
ouBitch!"t
heni
tswasl
i
ghtof
fto
me..
.WhatJustHappened.
.
.
.
Ty
reseO:
-)
.
.
.
Mydreamsaref i
nal
lycomi
ngtr
ueIgott his
bi
tch!:-
DI'm sohappydamnI'
m sopr oudof
myself noManIdeser v
eabells, Idi
da
goodjobnowweneedt oKil
lKi
ngt henwear e
fr
ee!I'
m sohappy:-
*
.
.
.
Thecont
inuat
ionwi
l
lbenext.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t21:
)
.
.
.
Phuml
a:/
.
.
.
Iwokeupmyheadwasspi nningaroundlike
hellwhenItri
edtost andupIreal
izedthatiwas
chainedmanWTF!Iscr eamed"help!"butit'
s
seemsl i
kenoonecanhearmeIscr eamed
screamedbutstil
l nocameIcouldn'treachthe
doorthechainswer etoosmallsIwasdef eated,
Iwassost upid,whydi dIwenttothatcarlook
attheresult
snow, t
hiswasforAnelenotme!
bloodystupi
dsistermcm Ihateher:/
.
.
.
Nat
han:
)
.
.
.
Hav ey ouev erbesohappyt hatyouwant
everybodyt oseei t?:)Yeapthatwasme,
everythingisr unningsmoot hinmylifeImeanI
gotthegi rlofmydr eamsathomeev eryt
hingi
s
good, theGang, SchoolmanI '
m onehappyguy
...Aft
erAnel emademewai tfor4/
5hour sI
wasannoy edIwenthome, whenIgotthereI
receivedacal l f
rom Xav i
er
Me:
"Yah"
Xav
ier:
"Let
'shi
tthecl
ub"
Me:
"Nahhman!I
'
mti
red"
Xavi
er:
"Buti -"IhungupI'
m seri
ousl
ynoti
nthe
moodafterthatIwenttoshowerasIwasabout
tosl
eepanothercallcomesthrough,Wi
llt
hey
l
eavemeal one? !
Me:"What!
?"Ohi t
swasAnel
eMxm I
'
m st
il
l
mad,af
terourcal
lIsl
ept.
Iwokeupat11am Iqui ckl
ywentt obathafter
thatIwentdownst ai
rsasIwasaboutt oenter
thekitchenIsawashadowofsomeoneIt i
p
toedbackt omyr oom andtook" Angel
ina"my
guyIsl owlywal
keddownst air
sIpointedthe
gunt othisper
sonshewasf acingdown" Don'
t
mov e!"
"
babei
tsme"shesai
dwi
thf
ear
Me:
"Whatar
eyoudoi
ngher
e?"
Anel
e:"i
m her
etoapol
ogi
zeabouty
est
erday
"
Me:
"..
."
Anele:
"lookbabei
m sosor
ry,
Itot
all
yfor
got
aboutyou"
Me:
"Iunder
stand"
Anel
e:"Pl
easebabe"Ij
ustlookedather,she
sl
owlywal
kedtomeandr appedherti
nyarms
ar
oundmyneckwhi l
esmili
ng,Goshthatkil
ler
smil
e
Anel
e:"Am If
orgi
ven?
"Ismi
rked
Me:"No"Isentmyhandstoherassshegasp;)
Il
ikei
twhenshedoesthi
s,shepull
edcloser
andperkedmyli
ps
Anel
e:"Pl
easebabe"
Me:
"Okayf
ine,
canIhav
emyki
ss?
"
Anel
e:"No"shesai
dthatl
ett
ingmegoIsul
ked
Anel
e:"t
rustmei
tswon'
twor
k;)"
Me:
"ButBae!"
Anel
e:"Noandcomehel
pmemakebr
eakf
ast"
Imumbl
ed"Thef
uck!
"
Anel
e:"Yousay
ingsomet
hing?"
Me:"umm ..
.no"wemadebr eakfastaf
tert
hat
shewentbackhome,Ij
ustchil
ledinthepoolI
meanthesunwasoutandli
stenedt omymusic
(Li
lPump)manIl ov
ehim.
.
.
.
Ty
rese:
(
.
.
.
Afterki
dnappi
ngAneleIwenttoourbasement,
(thewarehouse)Iputhert
her
eandwentt omy
room tosl
eep,Mor ni
ngcameIbathedworemy
casualcl
othesandwentdownstai
rsTyrol
was
eat
ing
Me:
"Igotsomegoodnews:
)"
Twi
n:"Sup?"
Me:
"If
inal
l
ymanagedt
oki
dnapAnel
e"
Twi
n:"f
orr
eal
?"
Me:"Yeahboy,al
lweneednowi
sKi
ng'
shead
andweouthere"
Twin:"Let
'sgoandcheckher"Wewal
kedt
o
thebasementther
eshewascryi
ngl
ooki
ng
down
Me:
"Bi
tch!"
Her:
"Pl
easedon'
tki
l
lme"
Twin:
"yougonnabeoursexsl
ave"wehi
gh
fi
veandlaughed
Her:
"Pl
easei
m beggi
ngy
ou"
Twi
n:"Lookatusplease"shesl
owl
ylookedat
usWTF!thi
sisnotHer!
Me:
"WTF!whoar
eyou?
"
Her:
"I'
m phumlaAnele'
ssist
er,
pleasel
etme
goIswearIwon'tt
ell
anyone"

.
.
.
Ther
e'snoel
ect
ri
cit
yguy
s:(:
'
(
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t22
.
.
.
.
Ty
rese-
_-
.
.
.
Her:
"I'
m Phuml
aAnel
e'
ssi
ster"
Me:
".
..
"
Twin:
"wel
lIguesst
hat'
sabonus,wewant
Anel
enoty
oubutsinceyou'
reher
ewel
l-
"
Her:
"Icanhel
pyougetAnel
e,pl
easel
etme
go"
Me:
"yougonnahel
pus?How?"
Her:
"I'
l
lcomeupwi
thapl
an"
Twi
n:"Idon'
ttr
usty
ou"
Her:
"pl
ease"Il
ookedatTy
rol
Me:
"shoul
dwe?
"Henods
Me:"okaywegonnal
ety
ougoonone
condi
ti
on"
Her:
"any
thi
ng"
Me:
"youdon'
twannadoubl
ecr
ossus"
Her:"yeahsur
e"Ty r
ol helpedherwiththe
chai
nsIwassof rust
ratedIwenti nmyr oom
andtookoutmycocai ne Ineedsomet i
me
out!Iinhal
edittwiceIgothi ghinst
antl
y, man
mypl ansarer
uined..Cur sey ouAnele
.
.
.
.
Anel
eO:
-)
.
.
.
.
Aftercomi
ngbackfr
om Nathanspl
aceIwas
feeli
nggoodImeaneveryt
hingi
sfi
ne,Igot
homemom wasatt helounge
.
.
Mom :
"wher
eyoucomi
ngf
rom ?
"
Me:
"fr
om shani
ce"
Mom :
"howi
sshe?
"
Me:"St
il
lthesame"wewat
chedt.
vaft
erf
ew
mi
nutesPhumlagoti
nsi
det
hehouse
Mom :
"umnt
anami
(mychi
l
d)"
Her:
"heymom "shewassodi
rt
y,hernosewas
bl
eedi
ngshewaslimpi
ng
Me:
"whathappenedt
oyou?
"
Her:
"Ineedt
osl
eep"shewentupst
air
stoher
r
oom
.
.
.
3weeksl
ater
.
.
.
Iwasdonewi thmyexamswhi chmeansI '
m
getti
ngmar ri
edhol yshi
t!,Phuml al ef
tthenext
dayshesai dshe'snotsafeany mor e,ilast
spoket oTyrese2weeksbackt ell
inghim we
shouldendourt hing.Ihaven'ttoldNat han
aboutmyweedi ngactuall
yI'
m scar edtohur t
hisfeeli
ngsthatguyhasshowedmet he
greatestl
oveIdon' twannaruini t.Todaywasa
l
obol adaymyAunt '
s,Uncle'
swer eher e, my
fri
ends, mysister(Andiswa), t
heot her ssai
d
theywon'tcomet othi
snonsensel ikeNj abul
o
andPhuml
at heyar
esti
l
langr
yatdadsoy
eah.
Iwasinmyroom wit
hmyfri
ends.
.
Tee:
"doyouhav
etodot
his?
"Hesai
dfi
xi
ng
mydoek
Me:
"chommi
eIhav
eto"
Tee:
"howIwi
sht
oseey
ourhusband"
S:
"met
oo"
Me:
"mom speakshi
ghl
yabouthi
m"
S:"may
bei
tssomeol
dmant
hathasabi
gbel
l
y
"
Tee:"haaahmanswithbi
gbell
yhasashor
t
thi
ckdick"welaughedatl
eastt
heywer
e
cheeri
ngmeup
S:
"that
'sf
orf
atman"
Tee:
"howcanhehav
eabi
gbel
l
yandbesl
i
m?"
Welaughed
Me:"Ihear
dfewthi
ngsabouthim,
theysai
d
he'
s26andcomingfrom Amer
ica,
he'
sli
ght
ski
ntooandarr
ogant"
Tee:"Ibethi
scut
e"hesqueals,
welaughedwe
wereallwear
ingl
ongski
rtsandl
ongt-
shir
ts
haddoeksonourheadsevenTeewaswear i
ng
l
ikeus,weheardaknock
"gi
rlscomeout!"wewalkeddownstai
rsand
wesatdownonacar pet,
bowedourheadsand
fol
dedourl
egs
Dad:
"poi
nty
ourdaught
eri
nlaw"
Man1:"Theonewit
habl
ackdoek"t
hat
'
swas
meIl
ookeduptothem
Dad:
"Anel
e"
Me:
"Dad"
Dad:
"doy
ouknowt
hesepeopl
e?"
Me:
"Yebobaba(y
esdad)
"
Dad:
"okaygi
rl
syoucango"west
oodupand
wewenttothekit
chentheystart
edulul
ati
ng,
danci
ngtowardsme,Ilaughedtheysaidwe
shoul
dhelpar
oundafterawhilemom saidI
mustgoandservemyhusband, t
hefuckIdon'
t
evenknowhim
.
Me:
"mama!
?Idon'
tev
enknowhi
m"
Mom :"j
ustgooutsi
deyouwi
l
lseehi
m and
kneel
downbeforeyougiv
ehi
mt hef
ood"
Me:
"INI
!(what!
)"
Mom :
"justgo"
.
Iwalkedoutslowlymyheadwasf aci
ngdown,
whenIl ookedaroundIsawsomeonestandi
ng
withtheguardsIguessthat'
shi
m wuuu!Iwas
soscar edIwalkedtohi
m andgreet
edtheysai
d
Ishouldn'tmakeeyecontact
s
Hi
m:"y
ebo"Ikneel
edbef
orehi
m andgav
ehi
m
hi
sfood
Hi
m:"ngyabongamaNdlov
u(t hanky
ou)"I
st
oodupandquickl
ywentinsi
de.
Tee:
"di
dyouseehi
m?"
Me:
"no!"
Tee:"l
etmegoandof
fer
shi
m aj
uicesot
hatI
canseehi
m"
Me:"pl
easedon'
t!"asIwastal
ki
ngtoTeemy
phoner
angit
swasNat hanohhmyghad:(!
Me:"excuseme"Iwentt
omyr
oom and
answer
edit
Me:
"baby!
"
Hi
m: "heybaby,I
'm out
sideyourhouse,
what
ar
ethesecarsdoi
nginyouryard"
Me:
"it
stheKi
ng"
Hi
m:"Ki
ngDi
nuzul
ufr
om Nongoma?
"
Me:
"yeahhowdoy
ouknowhi
m ?"
Hi
m: "I
'
veseenhi
m ont
.v.,
any
wayI
'
m wai
ti
ng
f
oryou"
Me:
"babyIcan'
t"
Him:
"pl
easebabyi
tsbeen3daysi
nceIl
ast
sawy
ou"
Me:
"okayIwi
l
lcomeoutatni
ghtt
hou"
Hi
m: "nopr
obl
em "Ihungupandwentt
othe
ki
tchen
.
.
Aunt1: "sukhul
i
lent
ombi ushadaebukhosi
ni
(youhav egrownup,youaregett
ingmarri
edto
theroyals)"
Me:
"yesauntThul
i"she'
ssmi
l
es
Mom :
"youneedt
ogoandpacky
ourt
hings"
Me:
"why?
"Iwassoangr
y
Mom :
"butbaby
-"
Me:"YOUKNOW WHAT!IM SI
CKANDTI
RED
ABOUTEVERYONETELLI
NGMEWHATTODO!
"
Mom :
"Anel
e:O"
Me:
"Ineedsomef
reshai
r"Iwal
kedout
.
TheZuluguar
dswer elooki
ngatmeIwas
cr
ying,
IsawNat han'
scarandwentt
oit,
got
i
nsideatt
hefront
Him:"baby:'
("Ij
ustcri
edmore,
hehuggedme
soti
ghtIrel
easedal
lthepai
n
Me:
"Ij
ust
..Iwan.
.t"
Hi
m:"shhhhh"
Af
terawhi
l
eIwascal
m
Me:
"i
'
m sor
ryabouty
ourshi
rt"
Hi
m: "i
tsokay,comesitontopofyourman"I
bl
ushed,heloweredhi
sseatIsatonhim,he
hol
dsmywai
stsot
ightIl
aidonhi
schest
Him:"doyoueverthinkaboutourfut
ure,just
uswithourmini
usr unni
ngaroundandy ou
pr
egnantwit
hourlastborn"Ismi l
ed
Me:
"yeahwi
tht
hisbi
grockonmyf
inger"
Hi
m:"Iwant7ki
ds"Il
aughed
Me:
"youwi
l
lonl
yget3"hesul
ked
Hi
m:"awwno:
'
("
Me:
"im notababymaki
ngmachi
ne"
Hi
m: "wellhowaboutwestar
tpract
ici
nghow
t
omakebabi es"heki
ssedmyneck,my
weakestspot;)
Me:
"umm r
eal
l
y?"
Him: "yeah"hestart
edtokissme, Irepl
i
edwe
kissedhisdi
ckwasnowpoki ngme, hetri
ed
remov i
ngmyclotheshefail
edilaughedImean
Iwasi nmywhitelongski
rtabra, vestanda
l
ongsl eeveshi
rtandascarfcov
er i
ngmy
shoul
der
s
Hi
m: "f
uck"hesai
dinf
rust
rat
ion,
Ilaughedhe
smi
les
Me:"Ineedtoseearockonmyfi
ngert
hanwe
wi
l
ltalkaboutbabi
es:-
D"Isai
dget
ti
ngoffhi
m
Him:
"Iwill
gety
ouforthi
s"hi
sd*
*kwashar
d
andv
isi
bleonhi
spants
Me:
"gosor
tyoursel
f,by
e"
Hi
m:"notev
enaki
ss?
"
Me: "no"Iwenthome,hedr
oveoff,asIwas
walkingIsawanolddi
rt
ymannexttothegat
e,
Ir
ushedt ohim
Me:
"heyhel
l
o"hewasf
aci
ngdown
Me:"hey"andhestar
tscr
yingIgotcl
osert
o
hi
m,hequickl
yhugsmeandi nj
ectedmewith
somethi
ng,Ibl
ankedout
.
.

Admi
n
Cr
opt
op:
-D:
-D
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Iwokeupwi thabangingheadache,What
happened?,IlookedaroundIwasinasmall
room ,sodi
rtyandsmel l
y
Me:
"hel
l
o!"
?
?:"y
ou'
reaf
ir
stcomerandal
readyy
ou
maki
nganoi
se"i
tswasamansv
oice
Me:
"whoar
eyou?Hel
l
o!"
??
?:"ohhyoudon'
tl
ist
enhey?"Heslappedme
If
ell
downIwasshocked,Ij
ustsatt
herefrozen
whoisthi
sguy
Me: "Whydi dy ouhitme"mi ndy ouitswasv er
y
dar kinside, Ijumpedt owher eahandcame
from , Ikickedt hatpersonbuthel aughedI '
m
scr ewedaf terthatIreceiv
edkicks, punch's
ev erythi
ngIwasscr eamingcryi
nghecar r
iedon
hittingmeunt ilIpassout.Iwokeupwi t
ha
sor ebodyIcoul dn'
tmov eIcoul
df eelthatmy
facei sswol len
?
?"bi
tch!Youmustl
ear
ntoobeyr
ules"
Me:
"I'
m..
.sor
..
ry"
.
.
Af
ter3day
sIwasst
il
li
nthatr
oom ,
wit
hthat
guywhoal wayshitmesur elyIhavemar kson
myf ace,Ihaven'tbeeneatingsinceIcame
hereIwassohungr y,t
heyt ookmyphone, I
wasonlyleftwit
ht henecklessthatNathan
gaveitt
ome, Imisshim somuch.Thedoor
openstwopeopl ecamet omeandr ippedmy
cl
othes
Me: "pl
sdon'tdot
his,Ibegyou"Iwascr
ying
,f
ighti
ngbuttheyoverpower
edmeIwasnaked
,theylaughed
Man1:
"lookatt
hatpussy"
Man2:
"goodl
ooki
ngpussymama"
Me:"pl
ease"t
heylaughed,
Isawmyneckl
ess
t
urni
ngblueaf
tert
hattwogunshot
swer
efi
red!
.
.
.
Zwel
i
thi
ni
.
.
.
Wellaftert
hatlonglobol
adayIwentbackt o
thehotelwewer egonnagobackhome
tomorrow ,Il
eftdadther
e...Igoti
nsi
demy
room andsleptmygodi mt i
red,Iwaswoken
upbymyr i
ngingphone, Iansweredwit
hout
checki
ngt hecall
er
Me:
"yes"
Dad:
"isy
ourwi
fet
her
ewi
thy
ou?
"
Me:
"no"
Dad:"sondon'
tl
ie,
wher
eisshe,
giv
ehert
he
phone"
Me:"dad-
_-she'
snother
e,Idon'
tev
enknow
her"
Dad:"y
oumustcomebackher
e"hehungup
whenIcheckt
heti
mei
tswas23:11,
Whymust
Iwakeupfort
hisst
upi
dwif
emcm Iwor
emy
pant
s,tookmycarkey
sandlef
t..
..
Me:
"Dad"
Dad:
"sony
ourwi
fei
smi
ssi
ng"
Me:"real
lydad,
youcal
ledmeher efort
his
nonsense"Iwal
kedout,bl
oodyidiotwi
feI
wentbacktothehot
elandsl
ept.
.
.
It
sbeen3day ssincemy"wife"hasbeen
missing,noonesawherev entheguards,I
don'tevenknowwhatt odo,wetri
edtr
acingher
phonebutt helocati
onsaysJapanwellweare
all
outofi deas.wewer eatmywife'
shome
Me:
"whatshoul
dwedonow?
"
King:
"myboy
sar
eouti
ntheci
tyl
ooki
ngf
or
her"
Me:
"that
'snotenough"
Dad:
"hav
eanypl
ans?
"
Me:
"weshoul
dgot
othepol
i
ce"
King:"no!,wewillgethertodayIpromise"I
si
ghedImi ghtnotknowherorl oveherbutIdo
careabouthershe'
smywi f
e.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Aftert
hosegunshot s,thesemanfel
lontopof
meaf t
erawhi l
e, someguy scameandtook
them ,Ihear
daf amili
arvoice
.
.
?
?"wellwelli
sn'
tthi
sgr
eat"i
tswasagi
rl
s
v
oice,
waitIknowthi
svoi
ce
?
?"i
tisbaby"Omgt
hatwast
yrese'
svoi
ce
Me:
"Ty
rese!
!:O"
Hi
m:"i
nfl
eshbaby"
Me:
"pl
easel
etmego"
??:"doy
oustil
lrecogni
zeme?
"Mywor
st
enemyNathansex: (
.
.
admi
n
I
nser
t23
.
.
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
ToosayIwasshockedisj
ustawordIwas
ter
ri
fi
ed,It
houghtLay
lawasoverNat
hanbutI
guessIwaswrong
.
Me:
"whatareyouguy
sdoi
ngher
e,pl
easehel
p
meoutofher
e"
Lay
la:
"Youaski
ngf
orhel
p?"Theyl
aughed
Me:
"guy
spl
sIneedt
ogohome"
Ty
rese:
"thi
sisy
ournewhome"
Me:
"What
?:O"
Layl
a:"It
houghtyousmart
ert
hant
his,
wear
e
theonewhokidnappedy
ou"
Me:
"Whatdoy
ouwant?
"
Lay
la:
"Iwanty
out
oleav
eNat
hanal
one"
Tyrese:"
.Iwanty oudeadbutf i
rstIwantthi
s"
hecamecl osetomeandki ssedme, Ibit
eshim
hethanslaptheshit!Outofme, hegotontop
ofmebusyki ssingmynakedbody, Iwascrying
begginghimtost opbutit
sf el
ttodeafears,as
hewasposi t
ioninghimsel
fhet ri
edtogetinI
j
umpedt hisshithurt
s
.
Me:
"pl
easedon'
tdot
hisIbegy
ou"
Tyrese:"It
houghty
ouwant
edt
his,
remember
thatday"
Me:
"No!No.
."
.
.
.
.
Zwel
i:
-)
.
.
.
Wewerestil
lwai
ti
ngforKi
ng'
sboysforan
i
nfor
mation,aswewereatl
oungeherfr
iend
Teeorsomethi
ngcameandsatdown
.
Dad:
"whatdoy
ouwant?"
Him:"It
hinkIknowsomeonewhocanh-
hel
p
usfi
ndAnele"
Ki
ng:
"wel
i
steni
ng"
Him:"It
hinkNat
hancanhel
pus,
may
behe
knowswheresheis"
Me:
"Who'
sNat
han?
"
Hi
m:"Her.
.Her
..
bo-herf
ri
end"
Me:
"doy
ouknowwher
ehel
i
ves?
"
Hi
m:"Icancal
lhi
m andt
ell
himt
ocomeher
e"
Me: "dot
hatbynow"Hest
oodup,wentt
othe
ki
tchenandcamebackwi
thhi
sphone
.
.
Aftersomet i
met hi
sNathanguyagr eedtomeet
us, wedidn'ttel
lhi
m aboutAnele'
s
disappearancecausehemi ghtberesponsi
ble
forit,sowewi l
lwai
tunti
lhe'
shereandaskhi m
.
.
.
Nathancame, whenIl
ookatt hi
sboyhe' s
col
oredandcol oredar
ev er
yrude, Iwonder
whatbusinesshehaswi thAnele,Iopenedthe
doorforhim andhesmilesforthewhynami
angazi
.
Me:"Thanky
ouf
orcomi
ngher
eatsuchshor
t
not
ice"
Hi
m:"Ohhnopr
obl
em "
Me:"y
oucangonow"Ipoi
ntedhi
m wi
thmy
ey
es,Teest
oodupandl
eft
Me:
"I'
m sor
ryaboutt
hat"hesmi
l
es
Me:
"Whenwast
hel
astt
imey
ouseeorspoke
t
oAnel
e?"
Hi
m:"4day
sback"
Me:
"Hav
en'
tshet
ri
edcont
act
ingy
ou?
"
Hi
m:"No.
.Wher
eisshef
ort
hatmat
ter?
"
Me:
"she'
smi
ssi
ng"
Hi
m:"What
!?:
O"
Me:"Yes..Canyouhelpusfi
ndher"hejust
l
ookedatmel i
kehisthi
nki
ngaboutsomethi
ng
af
terawhilehesmil
esandtookouthisphone.
.
Wewaitedunti
lhewasdone.
.
Ki
ng:
"Zwel
iwhat
'sgoi
ngon?
"
Me:
"It
hinkheknowssomet
hing"
Nat
han:
"If
oundher"
Me:"what!
?"Ist
oodupandwentt
owher
ehe
wasseat
ed
Me:
"How?
"
Nathan:
"she'
satthepl
acecalled"Glori
astr
eet
"someofthebeachhousesthereandthere'
s
somesecuri
ti
esther
e,she'
sint hebasement"
Dad:
"let
'sgot
her
enow"hest
oodup
Me:"Nodad,wewi
llgoatni
ghtatat
tacht
hat
t
imewhenother
sar
easleep"
Ki
ng:
"You'
rer
ight,
letj
ustpr
epar
eoursel
f'
s"
Me:
"yeah.
.Any
waythanky
ouy oungman.
.
Wai
thowdi
dyouknowshe'
sthere?"
Hi
m: "Iki
ndaboughtheraneckl
essand
i
nst
alledatr
acki
ngdeviceonit"
Ki
ng: "What!
?"hestoodupandmar chedto
NathanbutIst
oppedhim bef
orehecabreach
hi
m
Ki
ng:
"Don'
tst
opme,
mov
e!!"
Me: "Fat
herhehel
pedus,
ifhedi
dn'
tgiv
eher
thatNeckl
ess,howwerewegonnaknowwhere
sheis"
Dad:"Hisri
ghtKing,
youshoul
dkeepthat
ener
gyy ouhavefort
hosewhotookhernott
he
boy,I'
m notsayi
ngwhathedidwasri
ghtbuthe
hel
pedus"
King:
"okay,y
oucangonowwewil
lcont
act
youwhenweneedyou"hecl
i
ckedhi
stongue
andwentupst
air
s
Me:"Thanksforhel
pingus,
don'
tmi
ndhi
m he'
s
beenst
ressedthatwhyhe'
sacti
ngl
i
ket
his"
Nat
han:
"okayI
'
m gl
adIhel
ped"
.
Iwalkedhim outandhedroveof
f,Iwentback
i
nsideIdon'twannali
eIwasangrybecauseI
shouldbeathomeKwaNongomawi t
hmyMom
buthereIam looki
ngfort
hisWif
e, asIgot
i
nsidethehousemyphoner angit
swasBae, I
quickl
ywentout si
de
.
Me:
"hey"
Bae:
"heybabyImi
ssy
ou"
Me:
"Imi
ssy
out
oobabe"
Bae:
"buty
oudon'
tcal
lme"
Me:
"babet
hingst
hissi
dear
ever
yhect
ici
ts
Wor
kworkworkal
lday"
Bae:"Iunderst
and,Iwasthi
nki
ngofcoming
thatsi
dejusttoseeyourmom "mysal
iv
a
chockedme
Bae:
"ar
eyouokay?
"
Me:"umm yeahl
ookbabeIhavet
ogonow.
.I
l
oveyoubye"Ihungupbef
oreshecoul
d
r
espond.
.
.
.
Nat
han:
'
(
.
.
.
Iwassohur twhenIheardthatAnelewas
ki
dnappedIdon'twannaliewhenIgothomeI
j
ustcri
ed, whowannahur tmelikethi
s,t
hatgir
l
i
smyl i
feifshediesthenIwil
lfoll
owher,Ican'
t
l
oseher.Af t
er1goodhourofcr yi
ngIcal
ledmy
fr
iend"Caleb"hisgoodinIT.
.
Me:
"Cal
eb"
Hi
m:"ni
ggaWhat
'dup"
Me:
"ManIneedy
ourhel
p"
Hi
m:"I
'
mli
steni
ng"
Me:"canyoucomeatmycri
bIdon'
twanna
di
scussthi
sovert
hephone"
Hi
m:"shar
pI'
m comi
ng"Iwai
tedf
orhi
m
.
.
.
Admi
n

I
nser
t23:
)
.
.
Cont
inuat
ion^
_^
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
.
Cal
ebarri
vedaft
eranhourwewenttomystudy
andsatdownthere,
theroom i
ssoundpr
oofso
Idon'
twantMam'
Mav
ist
ohearus
.
Hi
m:"So?
"
Me: "Mygirl j
ustwentmissi
ngandIneedyour
help,I'
vetrackedherdone,event
hehouse
she'si
n, Iwantt ot
oturnonthecamera'
sof
thathousef ornowIwanttoseewholivest
her
e
"
Him:"okaygi vemey ourl
aptop"Igav ehim and
hedidhisthingaft
erawhi leIsawav ideothi
s
guywascar ryi
ngsomeoneonehe/ shewas
cover
edinbl ackpl
asticanditsshows4day s
agoandt heytookthatpersontosomet hing
l
ooklikeabasementandt heychainedhim/her.
.
Me:"showmewhati shappeni
ngt oday"he
punchedthel
aptopandIsawsomet hing
shocki
ng:O,Laylawast
herestandingnextto
thedoorandthi
sguyswassitt
ingint opof
someonewhowasi nt hatbed, whenthisdude
rai
sedhisheadupi t
swasTy rese, het
hen
mov edfr
om thebedandwentt ot aketheknif
e,
IaskedCalebtozoom t hepersonwhowason
thebeditswasAnele,shewaschai nedher
handsandf eet
'smyhear tbrokeshewasl y
ing
ther
elif
elessnakedIjustletmyt earsr
olled
downmyf ace.
.
Cal
eb:
"justf
ixyoursel
f,Iwi
l
lcal
ltheguy
sand
wewil
lgoandrescueher"
Me:"Thanksman"hepatmyshoulderand
wal
kedout,Iwassobroken,
shocked,angryat
t
hesamet i
me.Ijustpour
edmyselfabottl
eof
whi
skyanddrankiti
nonegoanddidagain.
.
Caleb:"Theyar
eherel
et'
sgo"whenIchecked
theti
mei tswas17:
12Ican'
twaitf
orKi
ngand
hisfr
iendsIwil
lgobymyself.
.
Xavi
er:
"I'
m sor
ryni
gga"Inod,Xav
ier,Bul
l
et,
Kyl
e,Tysonwasther
ealsowit
hCaleb
.
.
.
Wewal kedt oourcar sandspeedof ftoGl or
ia
Str
eetaftert hatXav iergotoutandshoott he
securi
ti
est hatwer eatthegat esandwewal ked
i
n, somewer estandingatt hegat eandsomeI
wentwitht hem i nsideIwashol di
ngmygun, we
spli
tandot herwentt otheot herroomsandI
walkedaroundt hehousel ookingforthe
basement, Iwaswi thXav i
erthatguylikes
shooti
ngIt ell y
ouwest oodsi deway s, Iki
cked
thedoorandgoti nitswassodar kIcoul dn'
t
seeanythingIgotoutmay bet hi
sisnott he
basementwecar r
iedonl ookingforthe
basementunt ilCalebtoldust ogobackt othat
Blackr
oom theykepthertherewewentbackas
wewer ewalki
ngXaviergotshotinthelegNow
IwasaloneIwalkedintheblackroom andthe
doorautomati
call
ycl
osedi tsel
fIgotfr
ight
enI
stoodther
e.
.
.
??:
"Wellwel
l,t
heboy
fri
endhascometoget
hi
sgir
lf
ri
endwow!"Tyresecameouti
fthedar
k
wit
hTwoBuffyguy
sshit!I
'
m scr
ewed
Me:
"Lethergo"
Tyrese:
"Ohwhat? "Iai
medt heguntohi m, he
j
ustlaughedthoseguy srushestomeand
ki
ckedme, mygunf ell,t
heconti
nuedki cki
ng
meIwasnowcoughi ngblood,aweakv oice
said"pl
easeleavehim alone"whenIl ookedup
i
tswasAnel e,herfacewasswol len,purple
eyes,bloodeveryt
hingIwassoangr yItr i
ed
standi
ngupbutt heguy sweretoostr
ong, they
mademesi
tont
hechai
randhandcuf
fedme
.
.
Ty
rese:
"yout
houghty
ouwi
l
lbeMrsuper
man"
Me:
"Let
'
shergo,
hav
emet
han"
Ty
rese:
"Idon'
tWanty
ou,
Iwanther"
Anel
e:"pl
easel
ethi
m go"
Tyr
ese:"shutupyoubi
tch!"hemarchedtoher
andpunchedherIwasbusytr
yingt
omov ebut
i
t'
swaspoi nt
less.
.
Me:"
Dar
eputy
ourf
il
thyhandonhery
ouwi
l
l
see"
Him:"Whatyougonnado?. .Igotyourl
it
tl
e
rat
slook"it
swasapi ct
ureshowingthatal
lmy
guysar
ecaptur
edFuck!>_<..
Hi
m:"Igot
taal
i
ttl
epr
esentf
ory
ou:
D"
Hi
m: "Babyshowyoursel
f"Layl
agoti
ncat
wal
ki
ng, myangerj
uststoodonanot
herl
evel
Layl
a:"Tyresethatwasnotpar
toft
hepl
an"
shesaidbusytouchingmyface
Me:
"Fuck!Youmov
eyourhandsf
rom me"
Kayla:
"babeIst
il
lloveyou, Iknowy oul
oveme
toosoletj
ustl
eavethisbit
chher eandconti
nue
withourl
iv
esImeanwel ookgoodt oget
her"
Me: "yousi
ck!"Ispit
tedinherface,she
smilesandwipedthesali
vawithherhandand
l
ickedit
Lay
la:
"it
stast
esogood"
Tyr
ese:
"Layl
alet
'sgoout
sideIneedt
odi
scuss
somet
hingwi
thyou"hewalkedout
Layl
a:"Iwil
lbebackl
overboy"shetouchedmy
cockandlef
t,Iwasal
onewi t
hAnele.
.
Me:
"Anel
e"
Her:
"mmmh"shewasunconsci
ous
Me:
"cany
ouhearme?
"
Her:
"mmmh"shenods
Me:
"Yourdadi
scomi
ngt
orescuey
ou"
Her:
"theywi
l
lnev
erf
indus"
Me:
"theywi
l
l"
Her:
"howdi
dyouknowt
hatI
'
m her
e"
Me:"that
'sneckl
essy
ouar
ewear
inghasa
t
racki
ngdevice"
Her:
"sneakyl
i
ttl
ebi
tch"shel
aughed
Me:"cany oucheckwhatTi
m..
"Ihear
dgunshot
,Anelescreamed..Af
terawhi
l
eKinggoti
nI
wasreli
eved.
Anel
e:"baba?
"
King:
"yesmypri
ncessI'
m sorryIfai
ledyou"
shefai
nted,
TheZuluki
nggoti nwithhisson,
thehel
pedAnel
eoutthechains,t
hewal kedout
wit
hherIwasj
eal
ouscausethatni
ggawas
hol
dingmyBaebr
idal
sty
le:/
.
Ki
ng:
"Whydi
dyoubet
ray
edus?
"Hepunched
me
Ki
ng:
"di
dn'
twehav
eanagr
eement?
"
Me:"I'
m sor
rysi
rIjustcoul
dn-
..Ouch!"hehas
punchedmeagain
Ki
ng:"youwill
sortyoursel
f"helef
t,l
eav
ing
mescreamingforhelpImeanmyhandswere
st
il
lti
edBloodysel
fi
shpeople:/
.
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
I
t'
sbeenTwoweekssi ncewer escueAnel
e,I
wasn'tal
lowedtogoandcheckonhowshewas
doing..I
t'
stheLaw..Well Idon'
tcareIj
ust
wantedtoseehowshel ookswi t
hherbadly
beatenface.IwasatKwaNongomat her
ewas
onl
y3weeksl eftbefor
et heweddi ng.
.
Mom :
"whatar
eyout
hinki
ngMageba?"
Me:"Nomom i
t'
sjustt
hest
ressf
rom wor
k"I
l
ied
Mom :
"Ohboyy oucan'
tl
iet
ome,
Kwenza
kal
ani
?"Shesatnexttome
Me:"I
'
mj ustthi
nki
ngaboutAnel
e"shesmiles"
NonotinthatwayIwonderi
fshe'
sokayornot
?"
Mom :
"letmecal
lhermom "
.
.
Mom :
"MaNdl
ovu"
A'
Mom :
"Ndl
unkul
u"
Mom :
"howar
eyou?
"
A'
Mom :
"wegoodNi
na?
"
Mom :
"wegoodact ual
l
ymysonherei
snot,
he'
sbeensost
ressedabouthi
swi
fe"
Me:"haaahMom "t
heyl
aughed,
thecal
lwas
onl
oudspeaker
A'
Mom :"Well
she'
sokaynow,
sony
ougot
not
hingtoworr
yabout"
Mom :
"that
'sgr
eatnews,
youhear
dthatZwel
i"
Me:
"YesMom "
Mom :
"okayUsal
ekahl
eMf
azi
"
A'
Mom :
"By
e"mom l
ookedatmewi
thasmi
l
e
Me:
"Yi
ni?"
Mom :
"youhappynowt
haty
ourwi
fei
sgood"I
st
oodup
Me:
"Ineedt
ogosomewher
e"
Mom :"HambaGwal andi
ni"wel
aughed,
wel
l
I
'm abitr
eli
evednow
.
.
.
Admi
n:-
*
I
nser
t24
.
.
.
.
Anel
e:'
(
.
.
.
.
Iwast hankfulthatNat hanwast heonewho
helpedDadf indmeandhi m comi ngt or escue
memademel ovehi m mor e, heshowedme
anot hersideofHi sandIt otall
ylov eit, Inever
toldmysel fthatIwi l
l got hrought hiski ndof
pain, YesTy rese:'(t r
iedt or apemei fNat han
didn'tcomehewoul dhav edef l
ower edme.
TheseTwoweekwer eBadIkeptonHav ingthe
nightmar eal otoft hem f orthatmat ter,
somet i
meIwoul dwakeupatni ghtscr eami ng
Nat hansnameandMom i sal way sonmysi de
I'
m gl adshe'sher e.Iscr eamedsi t
ti
ngup
straightasIhadanot herni ghtmar e, Godcan' t
theybeov erI'mtiredoft hem , whenIchecked
thet i
mei twas02: 45am Fuck!Af terawhi le
Mom came
.
.
Mom :
"babyar
eyoual
ri
ght"
Me:
"Mom :
'
("
Mom : "ohmybaby "shecameandhuggedme
,shebr ushesmybacksl owl yandIwasget t
ing
sleepy, If
inall
ymanagedt osl eepandmom
wasbymysi de..
.Iwokeupi nthemor ning
mom wasnotnex ttome, Iwentt obr ushmy
teeth,washedmyf aceandwentdownst ai
rs, i
t
wasonl yme, DadandMom onhouset he
usuals, Theotherswentbackt otheirhomet he
dayaf t
erIwaski dnapped, Copynev ercamehe
saidhebl amesDadaboutt his, It
otall
y
understandwhowi l
lwantthei rbabySist oget
mar ri
edatt hi
sagewi thanol dermanpr obably
hisage.
.
Dad:"what
'sony
ourmi
nd,
youhav
en'
ttouched
yourf
ood"
Me:
"DadImi
ssmyBr
other"hesi
ghs
Mom :"Icancall
him andhewi
l
lcomeand
checkupony ou"
Me:"Noit
'sokay,
ifhewant
edt
ocomehe
woul
dhavecomelongti
meagoaft
erhehear
dI
waski
dnapped"
Mom :
"mmhweshoul
dgodot
heshoppi
ng"
Me:
"NoI
'
m okayIwi
l
lgoandsl
eepaf
tert
his"
Dad:"Youshoul dgoouthav eaf r
eshai
rbaby,
t
hatwayy ouwillf
orgetaboutwhathappened
t
hoseni ght"Iquiet
lylookedathim,maybehe's
ri
ght,I'
vebeennegl ecti
ngevery
oneevenmy
fr
iendsusuallycomest oseemebutIwoul d
j
ustchaset hem out
Me:
"fi
neIwi
l
lgo"mom smi
l
ed
Mom :
"weneedtodotheshoppi
ngforyour
weddi
ngdr
esstoo"It
otal
l
yforgotaboutt
hat
Me:
"Idon'
twanthav
ethewhi
teweddi
ng"
Mom :
"why?
"
Me: "I
ftheweddi
ngwasmychoi ceIwoul
ddo
thewhiteweddi
ngbuti
tsar
rangedsoNo"dad
clear
edhisthr
oat
Dad:
"Whati
fZweli
want
sawhi
teweddi
ng"oh
sohi
snameisZwel
i
Me:"Idon'
tknowwhathewi
l
ldocauseI
'
m not
hav
ingawhiteweddi
ng"
Mom :
"goandf
ixy
oursel
f"
.
.
Iwentupst ai
rstomyr oom andbathedafter
thatIloti
onsmybodywhi l
eIwaslookingatthe
mirrorIsawf eescrat
chesonmyf aceFuck!But
Icontinued,Iworemybl ackjean,bl
ackcrop
topandmybl acksuperst
arappli
edmybl ack
mat t
el i
psti
ck,Iti
edmyhai ri
ntoamessybun
andwentdownst ai
rs,Mom camel ooking
stunning.
.
.
Mom :
"Let
'sgo"
Dad:
"ai
bohy
oucan'
tgooutl
ooki
ngl
i
ket
hat"
Mom :"umm Why"Ijustl
eftthehousewi
tha
smileonmyface ,whenIt r
iedopeni
ngt
he
carit
swaslockedIwentbackinsi
deandI
foundMom andDadkissi
ng.
.
Me:
"Mom Ineedt
hecarkey
s"shebl
ushes
Mom :
"theyar
einmybag,
her
e"It
ookherbag
Me:
"let
'sgophel
a"
Mom :
"I'
m comi
ngnownow"Il
aughedandl
eft
t
hem
.
.
.
Zwel
i:
)
.
.
.
Iwascomi ngbackfrom Wor
kwhenIsawt hi
s
blackbeauty,
myGodshei ssobeauti
ful,
she
wasst andi
ngoutsi
deourgat
e,Igotoutofmy
car.
.
Me:
"Nt
okazi
"shebowed
Her:
"Ndabezi
tha!
"
Me:
"needanyhel
p?"
Her:
"wel
lIwasl
ooki
ngf
ormyf
ather"
Me:
"who'
syourf
ather?
"
Her:
"Jobe"Jobei
smyfathersdr
iverandhe
hasbeendr
ivi
ngmydadforyear
s
Me:
"ohl
et'
sgoi
nsi
de"Iopenedt
hedoorf
or
her
Her:
"Not
hanks"
Me:
"pl
ease"
Her:
"Iwi
llaskoneoftheguar
dstoopenup
andwal
kedtothehouse"Ismi
les
Me:"asaPri
nceIcommandyoutogeti
nsi
de
mycarwit
hme"shesighsandgoti
n,Ihoot
ed
t
heguardsopenedt
hegat
e
.
Me:
"Sowhat
'sy
ourname?
"
Her:
"Nt
andoy
enkosi
"
Me:
"ni
cename"
Her:
"thanks"wegotof
fthecar
Me:
"Iwi
l
lseey
ouar
ound"shesmi
l
es
Her:"bye"shewal
kedshaki
ngherAss:
-P I
chuckl
edandwalkedi
nside.Mom wasi
nthe
ki
tchen.
.
.
Me:
"Mom :
*"
Her:
"Isawhowy
oul
ookedatt
hatgi
rl-
_-"
Me:
"Ai
bohMom Iwasj
ustl
ooki
ng"
Mom :"i
tsseemsli
keyouhavefor
got
tent
hat
youhaveawife,
youcan'tbel
ooki
ngatot
her
gir
ls"
Me:
"it
swasj
ustani
nnocentl
ook"
Mom :
"youcan'
tfoolme,any
wayIwantyout
o
dr
ivet
othemallIneedsomefewt
hings"
Me:"okayletmechange"Iqui
ckl
ywenttomy
room andchangedt
omycasualcl
othes,
went
downstai
rs
Mom :
"Ohyouwannachar
mthatgi
rlwi
tht
hose
muscl
es"Il
aughed
Me:
"it
sseemsl
i
key
ouhav
eapr
obl
em wi
thme
t
oday"
Mom :
"ai
isuka,
let
'sgo"Il
aughedwewal
ked
t
omycaranddrovetothemal
l.
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
.
It
stwoweekssi
nceIgoti
nIt
aly,Iwentt
her
eto
cl
earmyheadandit
swasworking..
.Iwaswi
th
mybigbr
ohinthel
oungechi
l
li
ng.
.
.
Klei
n:"Manyougir
lishot
!"Ismil
edIwas
showinghi
m pi
ctur
esofmywi f
eAnele
Me:
"ManIknow"
Kl
ein:
"whenyougobackt
oS.
AIshoul
dgo
wi
thyou"Il
aughed
Me:
"Mmmhwewi
l
lgo"
Kl
ein:
"wher
edi
dyougett
hisHotMama"
Me:
"Ai
i
hmanIdon'
tki
ssandt
ell
"
Kl
ein:
"yousoundl
i
keagi
rlnow"
Me:
"let
'shi
tsomecl
ub"
Kl
ein:
"I'
m dy
ingwi
thdr
ought"
Me:
"Met
oo"
Kl
ein:
"Andt
heMami
i?"
Me:
"she'
sst
il
lav
irgi
nbr
vh"
Klein:
"Mmmhno"wel aughedandgoti nsi
de
hi
scardr ovetotheClub,Idon'
twannal iet
he
gi
r l
sthi
ssideareSoooobeaut i
fulMarn!,we
gotinsi
deandsatononeoft hetabl
easwe
werestil
ldri
nki
ng, t
hewer egir
lswhokeptin
checki
ngus.
.
.
.
Kl
ein:"ar
eyout
hinki
ngwhatI
'
mthi
nki
ng"we
smir
ked
Me:"Letsgo"wef
istbumped,
andwentt
osi
t
wi
ththosegir
ls
.
.
.
Goodmor
ning
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t25:
-*
.
.
.
.
Zwel
i:
-)
.
.
.
Comingbackf
rom t
hemallwasrat
herawkwar
d
causemom wastal
ki
ngaboutsex-
_-.
.
.
Mom :"YouseeZwel iyoushoul
dgiveitt
oher
unt
ilshecan'tt
akeitanymore,andshe'l
lbe
scr
eamingy ournameandt o-
*
Me:
"Mom!"Il
aughed
Mom :
"What?
"
Me:
"Whatwr
ongwi
thy
ou"
Mom :
"I'
mjustt
ell
i
ngy
ouhowt
osat
isf
yyour
wi
fe"
Me:
"letj
ustl
eav
ethi
stopi
cmama"
Mom :"okayf
inebutIwasj
ustgi
vi
ngy
ou
adv
ice"
Me:
"Idon'
twantt
hem "
Mom :
"Mmhokay"
.
.
Wearri
vedathome, DadwasthereMom ranto
hi
m andtheyhugged,IwonderI
fAnel
ewi l
llov
e
me..Wait!Whyam Isayi
ngthat.
.Mxm
pr
obablyakidshedoesn'
tknowwhatlov
ei s,
st
il
lateenager.AsIwaswalki
ngtomyroom
Dadcall
edme
.
.
Me:
"Zul
u!"
Dad:"Nkosana,
comesi
ther
e"Iwentt
osi
t
wit
hhim
Dad:
"Yourwif
eisr
eady,shei
ssobeauti
ful
andI
'
m sorr
yyouhadtoseeherl
i
kethat"
Me:
"Kul
ungi
l
eMageba"
Dad:"youmaygo"Ist oodupandwentt
omy
room andgotundercover
sWhuuhwhatalong
dayassoonasmyheadhi tapi
l
lowIf
ell
asleep
.
.
.
TWOWEEKSLATER
.
.
.
Anel
e:-
(
.
.
.
Aswewer est andingout sidewaiti
ngf orthem
toopenthegat esf orus, Todaywast he
weddingdaymywor stdaypeopl eseemst obe
rej
oici
ngwhi l
eIont heot hersidewassadwasI
real
lyl
eavi
nghome?NowIhav etolookaf ter
someoneIdon' tknownorLov e?Whati fhe
wantschil
dren?Wi l
l Ibeabl etobearthem f or
him ?.
.Thepastf ewweeksIt ri
edtocal l
Nathanandt ellhim aboutt hi
swholeMar riage
thi
ngbutIcoul dn'treachhi m,theotherdayI
call
edhim oneofhi sbitchesanswer edhi s
phoneandi nsultedme, Igav euponhi m Idon'
t
evenknowwher ehei scauset helasttimeI
wenttocheckhi mi nhi scr ib,Mam' Mavissaid
hewentt ov i
sitt her elat
ivesandIdi dn'taskhi m
wher ehewas, i thoughthewasgonnacome
backbutIguessIwaswr ong.Thef inall
y
allowedusi nandWedi dal lthenecessar yt hing
, gav egif
tstohi smot hersal lthat,theysai d
theywantmet hewi f
et ogi vet hem t hegi f
t s
per sonall
ysoIhadt okneel andgi vet hem , I
waswear ingmyI sidwabawal kingbar ef eetand
IhaduMhl wehl weasasi gnt hatI'm st i
ll
av irgin
andi tswascov eringmybr east ssi
nceIwasn' t
allowedt owearany t
hingont op.Af terall of
thatwasdoneIwast akent osomer oom andI
satdownt her e, theywer egi vi
ngmel ectur es
somet hi
ngIwasn' tevenl istent othem "You
shoul dgivey ourhusbandf oodorel sehewi llgo
andhav eitelsewher e"t hosewer et hewor ds
theykeptonemphasi sthem af terthel ectur e
wasdoneIchangedt omyYel lowandBl ack
out fi
tstheysai dmy"husband"wast heone
whochoset hem , Idon'twannal i
et hisout fit
wast oDiefor.
.
.
Astheywereprepari
ngt hefoodIwascalledin
theki
tchen-_
-I'
m alreadyti
redofthesepeople,
Iqui
cklyfi
xedmydoekandwentt ot heki
tchen,
whenIgetthereIfoundsomegi rl
.
.
Me:
"Hey"
Her:
"wowy ou'
resobeauti
ful
mybr
otheri
sso
l
ucky"Iwasalr
eadyi
rri
tat
ed
Her:"Sor
rywher
ear
emymanner
s,mynamei
s
Thando"
Me:
"An-
"
Thando:
"Anel
e!Iknowy
ou"Ismi
l
edf
ake
smil
e
Me:
"youwer
etheonecal
l
ingme?
"
Thando:
"yes,Iwast
oldt
ogi
vey
out
hisf
ood"
It
ookthefood
Me:
"shoul
dIeati
t,causeI
'
m hungr
yasFuck!"
wel
aughed
Thando:
"Nodummyy
oushoul
dgi
vei
ttomy
brot
her"
Me:
"What!
?"
Thando:
"Thosewer
ethei
nst
ruct
ions"
Me:
"ButIdon'
tev
enknowhi
m"
Thando:"Trustmey ouknowhim,byebest
ie"
shekissedmycheekandl ef
t.Best
ie??She
madIdon' twantanyfr
iendher
e:-
(
.
.
Iwal
kedoutslowlybusyl
ookingar
oundwhere
i
sthi
sfuckinhusband!Ikeptonwalki
ng
ar
oundti
llIcameacrossthi
sgroupofGuysthe
wassomeonewhowaswear ingt
heatti
ret
hat
wassameasmi nebutforMale'
s,iguessheis
thehusband-
_-Iwal
kedtothem andkneel
edin
frontofhi
m,Iwastol
dnevertolookhiminthe
ey e.
.
.
Him:"Thankyou"Inodandqui
ckl
ystoodup
andrushest
othekit
chen,whenIgott
here
Thandowastherel
aughi
ngherassout.
.
.
Me:
"Kazi
uhlekani
?"Isai
dasIsatdownnext
t
oher,
myf eetwer
ekil
li
ngme
Her:
"Youcoul
dn'
tev
enl
ookhi
mint
heey
es"
Me:
"Iwast
oldt
odot
hat"
Her:
"Any
wayhowol
dar
eyou?
"
Me:
"I'
m 16"
Her:
":O:
O:O God!I
'
m 18,
yousuchababy"I
smil
ed
"
Makot
ii
!"
Me:
"Ihav
etogo"Ist
oodup
Her:
"by
eMakot
i"
Ilaughedandwal kedout, Someoft heAunt ies
want edt oseemeandagai nIhav etoser vemy
husbandaAf ricanbeer,heshoul dbet heone
tofirstlytasteitbefor
eot hers,Iwenttogett he
beerandwal kedout,asIwaswal kingMan' s
keptonwhi stl
ingsomewher esaying"Woza
nawoLana!"AndIwoul dlaughher eandt here,
someol dmancamest raightuptomehewas
drunkhet ri
edt akingt
hebeerf rom mebut
someguy scameandt ookhi m away, hewas
shout ing"Ngomi l
e!"Ifi
nallyarr
ivedtot hee
'
Husband' hewassmi l
inglikeafool ,
Idiot!..
.
Het ast edthebeerandhenodst hewoman
ululated, Istoodupbuthehel dmyhand, I
l
ookeddown
.
Hi
sMom :
"Leav
eherZwel
i!"
Zwel
i:
"ButMom !"t
heyl
aughed
HisMom :
"Leavethechi
ldal
one!,
Ziy
anda
come"ZiyandawasthenameIwasgi
venhow
Ihat
eit:
(
.
.
I
tswasnowdar
k,Iwassoti
redIfeel
li
kecr
ying
.Iwasi
nZweli
'
sroom wi
thThando
.
.
Her:
"Ihear
daboutt
heki
dnap,
I
'm sor
ryhey"
Me:
"It
sfi
ne,
Ijustwannagohomeandsl
eep"
Her:
"youseem t
ofor
gett
hatt
hisi
syournew
home"
Me:"youdon'
thav
etoremi
ndme"wel
aughed,
Il
aidwit
hmybackonthebed
"
Ziy
anda!
"
Her:
"her
ewegoagai
n"
Me:"Ai
bohngikhat
heleI
'm notgoi
ng
downst
air
s"shelaughed
Her:
"Ai
bohy
ouhav
etogo"
Me:
"NomanI
'
mti
red,
Ineedt
osl
eep"
"
Ziy
anda!
"
Her:
"theywon'
tst
opt
rustme"
Me:"mmmmh"Ist
oodupandwal
ked
downst
air
s.
Me:
"Mama"
HisMom2: "Weneedyout
owashthesedishes
"whenIcheckedt
hem :
O:O man!If
eell
ike
cr
ying
Hi
sMom :
"Goandsl
eepZi
yanday
oumustbe
t
ir
ed"Inod
Hi
sMom2: "whydidsheevengetmarri
edi
n
t
hefi
rstpl
aceifsheknowsshe'
slazymxm "I
j
ustl
ookedather
HisMom :"Don'
tworr
yshe'
sli
kethat"Inod
agai
n, andwentupst
air
sThandowasn'tther
eI
j
ustslept.

.
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
.
MyWeddi
ngdaywasPerf
ectt
houIwant
edto
hav
eawhit
eweddi
ngtoobutMywif
edoesn'
t
wantit-_-she'
ssuchabore,af
teral
lthe
ceremoniesweremade, shewasnowmywif
e
tr
adit
ional.
.
.
.
Mom :
"youhav
etobui
l
dherapal
ace"
Me:
"Iknowmom "
Mom :"doessheknowst
haty
ouar
enexti
nli
ne
ofbei
ngaKi ng?"
Me:
"Idoubtt
hat"
Mom:
"goandcheckuponher"
Me:"Okayletmego"Istoodupandwentt
o
myroom ,Iknockednooneanswer
ed,
soIlet
myselfi
n
.
"
Ziy
anda?
"
"Zi
yanda? "Iwal
kedsl
owlyt
ot hebed, There
shewassl eepi
ngwit
hhershoesonst i
ll
wearingtheatt
ir
e,shewasfacingdownIt ook
offherti
nyshoesandpul
ledtoblanketand
coveredher..
.
Me:
"She'
sasl
eep"
Mom :
"okay,
wewi
l
ltel
lhert
omor
row"
Me:"Ibet
tergoandTomor
rowi
sanot
herbi
g
day"
Mom : "Ai hsukay oujustwannaholdyourwif
e"
Ilaughedandst oodupl et
'shopeshewon'tdo
somet hi
ngst upi
dl i
keaskingmetosleeponthe
fl
oor, ifshe'shav i
nganypr obl
em wi
thme
sleepingint hebed, sheshouldbetheone
that'ssleepsont hefloort
hisismybed, I
cont i
nuedwal ki
ngtomyr oom andgotunder
cov erswithher, shewakesupt heli
ghtswere
off.
.
.
Her:
"Whoar eyou?Whatdoyouwanther
e?"
shesai
drubbinghermar
bleey
es
Me:"it
smeZwel i"shekeptquietl
ikeshewas
t
hinki
ngaftert
hatshetookaBi gpi
llowandput
i
tbetweenusandshesl ept,
Ilaughedand
r
emov edthepi
ll
ow
.
Her:
"andt
hen?
"
Me:
"Iwon'
tsl
eepwi
tht
hispi
l
low"
Her:
"why?
"
Me: "Sor
rySi
sify
ouhavi
ngaprobl
em wi
thme
sleepi
ngonMYbed,youcant
akethefl
ooror
thecouch"
Her:"Mxm >_<"shest
oodupandt
ookthisbi
g
pil
l
owandsl eptont
hecouch,
Iwonderi
fwould
shesurv
ive:-
D: -
D
.
.
.
.
Admi
nB-
)
I
nser
t26:
-*
.
.
.
Anel
e-_
-
.
.
.
"
Ziy
anda!
"
"
Ziy
anda!
"
Me:
"Mama?
"
Her:
"wakeup"
Me: "I'm comi ng"whenIcheckedt het imeits
was03: 45Shi t!Ican't. .
.NoIcan' tIthinkI '
m
fail
ingt odot his, asIwasst andi ngupmyback
hurtsobadImumbl ed" Fucky ouZwel istupid
husband"Iwentt othebat hroom andcl eaned
mysel fup, wor emydoekandmyl ongsl eeve
dresswhi chwasal sol ongandIwent
downst airs,Mamai nst r
uctedt hatIshoul dstart
maki ngbr eakfastf orot herwhi leshecl eans
aroundt hepal ace, t
hemai dswer eal so
cleani ng..Ist artedmaki ngbr eakfastIwi l
lbend
hereandt herej uststretchingI '
m nev ersl eeping
i
nt hecouchagai n.Peopl ewher eslowl y
comi ngdownst air
sandIwi l
lgiv ethem f ood,
whileIwasi nt hekitchenMamacame.
.
.
Hi
smom :"It
hinky
oushoul
dst
artpr
epar
inghi
s
br
eakf
astnow"
Me:"Idon'
tev
enknowwhathel
i
kesMama"I
si
gh
Hi
smom :
"Don'
twor
ryIwi
l
lhel
pyou"
.
Wemadet hebr eakfasttogetherandIwast old
togoandcheckuponZwel i,Whydoi thav eto
beme, Iwal kedtohi sroom hewassl eeping
peacefull
yt hismot herfuckerIquicklywentt o
closethedoorandr ushestot hebathroom , t
he
wassomecupt here, It
ookitandf i
ll
edi twith
wat er,
Iwal kedsl owlytowher ehewasf acing
andIpour edt hewat ertohisf ace,hequi ckly
j
umpedof ft hebedIl aughedhel ookedatme
withanAngr yface.
.
.
Me:"Thatwasf
ormaki
ngmesl
eepont
he
couch"
Zwel
i:
"Youdaught
erofabi
t-
"
Me:"Don'
tyoudarecal
lmymom abit
ch,t
rust
meyoudon'twannaseeanot
hersi
deofme
mxm "Iwal
kedtothedoor
Me: "Ohy ourbreakfastisready"Iwalkedout
andputonmysmi le,IthinkI'
m st
art
ingtoli
ke
l
ivinghere;-).Aft
eraf ewmi nutehecameand
wentt ositwithhi
sDad, Iwenttoservehim,I
kneeleddowni nfrontofhi m andgav
ehi mthe
food, hefir
stl
ylookeddeepi nmyey esbefore
takingthefoodIstoodupandwal kedbackto
thekitchen.
.
.
Afterfewhoursther
ewer esomepeopl e
arr
ivingforWhatIdon'tknowcauseIthought
theceremonywasy esterdaydaybutheymay be
i
tssomet hingfr
om theroyalti
esIdon'
tknow,
somewomen' scameandt ookmet oaroom .
.
Woman1:
"youmustnotl
eav
ethi
sroom "Inod
Woman2:"y
ouwi l
lonlyl
eavethi
sroom once
wecomeandfet
chy ou,Si
yezwana?"
Me:
"Yes"
Woman1: "Goodnowstayher
edon'tl
eave"
t
heywalkedoutthi
sismychancet
osleepIgot
i
nsi
dethecoversandsl
ept.
.
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
.
Todaywasacrowni
ngday,myfatherwas
st
eppingdownaski
ng,TheWholeofZulu
Ki
ngdom washer
e..
..
Aft
ert
heCr
owningwasdonepeopl
ewant
edt
o
seemywi
fesoIcal
ledThando.
.
Me: "goandt el
lmom i t
st ime"shenodsand
l
eftIputonmysmi leasIwasi nfrontofa
crowdmor et
hant ent housandpeopl ewere
here...Wewai t
edf ormor el i
ke30mi nutesafter
thatIheardwomanul ul
at i
ngIsmi ledshecame
walkingslowlyl
ooki ngdoneIdon' tknowi f
she'sshyorwhat, whenshewasl ooki
ng
aroundshesawt hecr owd, shest artshakingI
guessshewasner v ous, shesl eptonmyf oots
asasi gnthatsheismywi feandIhav etoraise
myscept reasasi gnt hatshei smywi feandI
did,thewomanul ulated, thewer ekidswhi ch
wereper f
ormingsomet raditi
onal dance, I
stoodupandpi ckedmywi feup: -D andshown
her,herchairnexttomi neshesatt here
shockedwaswr i
ttenal lov erherf ace...
I
tsbeentwoday ssinceIwasappoint
edasa
newking, somepeoplewererej
oici
ngsome
werenotanditsunderst
andabl
e.Iwaswith
Dadinlounge.
.
.
Dad:
"Don'
tdi
sappoi
ntmeson"
Me:
"Zul
u!Iwon'
t"
Dad:
"Okay,
HowI
sthewi
fe?
"
Me:"she'
sbeauti
ful
dadbutsheseemsl
i
kea
l
otoftr
ouble"Isi
gh,dadl
aughed
Dad:"t
roubl
eit
swr
it
tenal
lov
erherf
ace"we
l
aughed
"Mageba!"thatwasmywi f
e, she'
sso
respect
fuli
nfrontofot
hersbutinthebedr
oom
she'sanot
herpersonIt
ell
y ou
Dad:
"Nt
ombi
"
Wi
fe:
"Howar
eyouKi
ng"
Dad:
"Pl
easecal
lmeDad"
Wi
fe:
"Kul
ungi
l
ebaba"myf
athernods
Wife:
"Iwasher
etotel
luMagebat
hatI
'
m done
packi
ng"Yeswearemovi
ngout
Me:"Ohht
hanky
ouI
'
m comi
ngr
ightnow"she
l
eft
Dad:
"shehasr
espectson,
treathergood"
Me:
"Iwi
l
ldoso"Ist
oodup
Me:
"Mageba!
"HenodsandIqui
ckl
ywentt
o
myr
oom .
.
.
Me:
"Zi
yanda!"
Wife:"Iam notZi
yanda"shesai
dlooki
ng
angry
Me:
"youhav
eangeri
ssuesy
ou"Iwal
kedout
ofmyroom andwentt
oputt
hebagsont
hecar
,whenIwentbackinMyBi
ologi
cal
Mom was
cr
yingOhGoddramaqueen.
..
.
.
Me:
"Ar
eyouokaymom ?
"
Mom :
"ohmyboy,
myoneandonl
yboy"she
cr
iedmor
e
Me:"I
'
m notl
eavingfor
evermom ,Iwi
llst
il
l
comeandvi
sity
ou. .
.Okay?"Shenods
Zi-
AnelecamelookingGorgeouswit
hherblue
ti
ghtskir
t,bl
ackdoekandawhi tevestwi
thher
scarfontopofhershoul
ders,she'
ssososhort
.
Wi
fe:
"Goodby
eMom "t
heyhugged
Mom :
"takegoodcar
eofmyson"
Wi
fe:
"Iwi
l
lmom "
Wewal
kedt
othecarIopenedt
hedoorf
orher
Wif
e:"Whatt
hefuckar
eyoudoi
ng?"Shewas
whi
sper
ingsi
ncethewer
eguar
dsnextt
ous
Me:
"I'
m openi
ngt
hedoorf
ormywi
fe"
Wife:
"Mxm "shegotin,Iwenttomysideand
Ihootedbef
oredr
ivi
ngof
f..Let
'sthenew
j
ourneybegi
ns.
.
.
.
Anel
e:-
)
.
.
.
Icoul
dn'
tbeli
evethatIwasthenewQueen♛ I
meanIthoughtIwil
ljustmarr
ythi
sfoolthatal
l
butnowI'
m aqueensomehowI '
m exci
tedandI
alsofeel
angr
ywhydi dn'
ttheytel
lmeaboutthis
, Queen'
shavesomanyr esponsi
bil
i
tiessonow
thatmydutyFuck!Bei
ngmar ri
edtotheroyal
ty-
_-..
.
Aft
er2andahalfhourwearr
ivedatt
his
beaut
if
ulhouse ^ _^Idon'
twannali
ethe
houseisTop
.
Zwel
i:
"wel
comet
oournewhome"
Me:"mcm "wegotoutt
hecarandwenti
nsi
de,
Thei
nsi
dewassooutofthi
swor l
dIl
ovedi
t
was♥
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t27:
-)
.
.
.
Zwel
i♥
.
.
.
Me:
"ar
ewegonnauset
hesamer
oom ?
"
Wi
fe:
"whyshoul
dwe?
"
Me:
"okayI
'
mtaki
ngt
hemai
nbedr
oom "
Wi
fe:
"Fi
ne,
Iwi
l
ltaket
heguestr
oom "
Me:"youdon'
twannashar
eabedwi
thme?
"I
l
aughed
Me:"ev
enifweshareditsur
elyy
ouputt
hatbi
g
pi
l
lowbetweenus"Il
aughedagain
Wi
fe:
"Mxm "shewal
kedupst
air
sIf
oll
owedher
Wi
fe:
"Andnow?
"
Me:
"wel
lIwantt
ogett
oknowy
ou"
Wi
fe:
"can'
ti
twai
tti
l
ltomor
row?I
'
mti
red"
Me: "okaysl
eep"Iwalkedoutwentdownst ai
rs
tocheckonsomef ewpaperwor kthatIgot
fr
om themeet i
ngwit
ht heel
dersafteranHour
mywi fecamedownwear ingherni
ght dr
ess:-
*I
stoppedonwhatIwasdoi ngandlookedather
...
.
.
Wif
e:"What
?Ij
ustneedwat
er"shewal
ks
t
owardsme
Wif
e:"whatar
eyoudoi
ngher
e?"shechecked
t
hepaperworkandr
eadit
Wi
fe:
"Idon'
tev
enknowany
thi
ngher
e"
Me:
"di
dn'
tyoust
udybusi
nessst
udi
es?
"
Wif
e:"Idi
d,butNo!,
I'
m st
il
lwai
ti
ngf
ormy
r
esult
s"
Me:
"Okaygoodni
ght"
Wif
e:"Night"shewalkedupst
air
stheAsswas
sl
i
ghtl
yshowi ng,she'
ssosexyohhmyYoung
wi
fe:-
D:-D...Aft
erafewminutesIwentt
o
sl
eep..
.
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Thenextmorni
ngIwokeupearl
ycl
eanedmy
sel
fupandwenttomakebreakf
ast,f
ew
minut
eslat
erZwel
icame.
.
.
Zwel
i:
"mor
ning"
Me:
"hey"
Zwel
i:
"I'
m st
arv
ing"
Me:"comelet'
spraybef
orewecaneat"we
pr
ayedaft
erthatweateinsi
l
ent
.
Hubby:
"socany
out
ell
memor
eabouty
ou?"
Me:
"Wel
lI'
m Anel
ePr
incessNdl
oveZul
u"he
smi
l
ed
Me:"Ij
ustfi
nishedmymat r
icandIhav
etwo
f
ri
endsSiphokaziandThembelani
"
Hubby:
"Wel
lI'
m Zweli
thi
niMorganZul
uI'
m 26
year
sol
d"Igasped,helaughed
Hubby:"Well
that
'smeIhav
eaf
iancée,
Angel
inashe'
sinUSA"
Me:"well
Idohav eaboy fr
iend"Iwassohappy
t
hathewasinar elat
ionshi
p: )whichmeansI
wi
llbeabl
etofocusonmyst udi
esandNathan;
-
)..
.
.
.
Aft
erWe' v
ef i
nishedwi
thbreakf
astIcleaned
ar
oundt hehouseandsatdownwat chT.V..
.
Zweli
camel ookinggoodImeanhewas
weari
nghi sbl
acksuit,wi
thawhi t
eshirtand
bl
acktie,hewashotIdon'twannal ieshame:-
D:-
D, hecamet ome
.
Hubby:"I
'm goi
ngout,
Iwi
l
lbebackpr
obabl
y
by6o'cl
ock"
Me:
"Okayby
e"
.
.
Hewal kedoutl eav i
ngmewi tht hishugehouse
alone, nomanIdon' tev enhav eaphonebutI
thingIknowi st hatIgotmyst uffi nmysui t
case
, Ismi l
edt hinkingabouti talready. .
.Ijusthada
bat hIwaswear i
ngmybl ackj eanandmywhi t
e
cropt opandwentt osi tint hebal conyIr oll
ed
outmyj oint, whenIl ookedar oundt hewer e
guar dslookingatme, Ideci dedt ogoback
i
nsi deandsmokedi nsidet hehouse, Ismoked
mor ethan3j ointsIwassohi gh , Iaskeda
cheft opr epar esomet hingf orZwel isince6
o'clockwasnearandIwentt osi tinthel ounge
andWt vIwasbor edasf uckbutbecauseI 'm
highIkeptonl aughi ngandl aughi ng. .Ihearda
carpul lupIr ant omyr oom andl ockedt hedoor
, thesmokeIwasi nsidemyr oom Ij ustsat
i
nsi dest arr
ingatnot hi
ng, Ihear daknock
.
Me:
"whoi
sit?
"
?
?:"Zwel
i"
Me:
"I'
m coming"myey esweresosmal l
and
r
ed,Iopenedthedoorhequi
cklychangedhi
s
f
ace
Hubby:
"Wher
eyousmoki
ng!
?"
Me:"
pleasedon'
tshout"Il
ookedathi
sser
ious
f
aceandlaughed
Hubby:"Ar
eyouinsane!!Anel
eyou'
reaqueen
andqueensdon'
tdothis"
Me:
"I'
l
lbet
hef
ir
stonet
odoso"Isatdown
Zwel
i:
"Whatwr
ongwi
thy
ou!
!"
Me:
"Iwasbor
edsoIt
houghti
-"
Zweli:
"shoul
dwhat!?Smoke?I nf
rontofthe
guar
dsourpeople?Yousuchan
embarrassmentmxm "hewalkedout,Ijust
chi
ll
edinmyr oom t
il
lIf
eelasl
eep
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
.
Thetr
uthisIdon'twannaleav
eIt
alybutImi ss
mywomansomuch!Ihav etogo,thatdaywe
sl
eptwit
ht hosegir
lsi
t'
swassogoodt or el
ease
somesteam ,ifyouknowwhatImean. .Iwas
att
heAirportwit
hKlein.
.
.
Kl
ein:
"Ar
hboy,
whyar
eyoul
eav
ingsoear
ly?
"
Me:
"Imi
ssmywomany
ouknow"
Kl
ein:
"thathotmami
i"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"yesMYhotmami
i"wel
aughed
Kl
ein:
"I'
m sogonnami
ssy
ou"
Me:"metoobruh,anywayl
et'
smel
eav
e
bef
oremyplanel
eaves"
Klei
n:"By
e"wehuggedandIl
eft.
..Af
ter12
hourswelandedi
nS.
A,Iwast
iredasfuckI
wenthomeandslept
.
.
Thenextmor ningIwokeupandf ixedmysel f
andat e, wenttothemal ltobuyflowersf ormy
Boo♥ asIwaspassi ngbyIsawanewspaper
andl ookedatthepi ctur
einthefrontpagei ts
waswr i
tten"THENEW KI NGANDQUEENOF
THEZULUKI NGDOM "t hequeenl ookedexact l
y
l
ikeAnel eandt hi
sguyMyGod!Thi sguywas
theonewhocamewi thAnele'
sfatherwhenwe
rescuedher. .I
sthisAnel e?Noitscan'tbeher
peopl el
ookal i
keright,Iconti
nuedwal kingto
mycar, Ical
ledAnel eanditswentstraightto
voicemai l,whereisshe?
.
.
.
Zwel
i>_
<
.
.
.
IwassoangryatAnele, whydi dshesmokeon
myHouse!She'ssodi srespectfulIneedtotal
k
tomom aboutthi
sorel seAnel ewill
dragour
nametothemud, she'ssochi ldishwhosti
ll
doest
hat?smoking?I nf rontofourpeople?-_-
,asIgoti
nsidemyr oom Ir eceivedacal
lfr
om
Angel
i
na
.
.
Me:
"Babe"
Her:
"babeIgotgr
eatnews"
Me:
"Yes"
Her:
"I'
m comi
ngt
oS.
Atomor
row"
Me:
"Wowbabet
hat
'sgr
eatnews"
Her:
"youdon'
tsoundgood,
arey
ouokay?
"
Me:
"I'
m okay,
I'
mjustt
ir
ed"
Her:
"yeahby
e"
Me:"l
oveyouby
e "Ihungupandsl eptI
needt
otel
lmom aboutwhatAnel
edi
dmxm.
.
.
.
Admi
n♥
I
nser
t28:
)
.
.
.
Angel
i
na♥
.
.
.
Hii I
'
m Angel i
naWhi t
eI'm 24yearsold, Ilive
withmymom andMyl il
sis,I
'
v ebeeni nt he
relati
onshipwit hMor ganformoret han5y ear
s
Ilovehim somuch, Itsbeenthreemont hs
sincehel efthe'sgoingbacktohi sorigi
nal
Home, wheny oulookatMor gany oucannot
seet hathe'sZul u,helooksli
kehe'scol or ed..I
waspacki ngmycl othesmom waswi t
hme
.
.
Mom :"You'
vebeenact
ingwei
rdt
heseday
s,
what
'shappeni
ng?"
Me:
"mom Ij
ustsawMor
ganont
heAr
ti
cle
onli
ne,
he'
smar
ri
edt
osomegi
rlmom "Ihad
tear
s
Mom :
"ohhmybabymay behewasfor
cedt
o
mar
rythegi
rl,
thatboyl
ovesyou"
Me: "Whydidn'
thetellmemom ?Huh?"Ij ust
cri
edmor e,I'
vebeensoemot i
onalt
hesepast
fewweeksIdon'tknowwhat '
swrongwi t
hme
andI'm get
ti
ngli
ghterandgai
ningweighttoo
Mom :
"it
'swi
l
lbef
inebaby"
.
Ifini
shedpackingmyclothesandwent
downst ai
rsandateIhadwei rdcr
av i
ngsand
alsoahugeappet i
teaft
erIwasdonemom
drovemet otheairpor
tandIgoti nsi
det he
plane...8hourspassedIlandedinS.AbutI
wasi nJohannesburgsomethinglikethatI
requestedanUberIdon'tevenknowi fthey
hav ethem ,
aft
erawhi l
eabl ackcarcame, I
tookmybagsandwentt oit
.
Dr
iver:
"wher
etoMi
ss?
"
Me:
"Near
esthot
el"
.
Thecarwentt herewhenIgotthereIwasti
red
asf uckIjustslept,
Iwil
lcal
lMor ganwentI
'mi n
Durbant ocomeandf et
chme, surel
yhehas
somepent housethatwereI
'm gonnali
vecause
Iknowt heywon' tal
lowmetost aywit
hhim. .
.-_
-bloodyroy alFamil
y:-
(
.
.
.
Zwel
i:
-(
.
.
.
Iwokeupt henextmorningIwasgoi ngtothe
royalhousetoday, Iwenttobr ushmyt eeth
andtookabat hwor emybl ankchi nopants,my
blackAdidasandmywhi tegolft-shi
rtsIwent
downst ai
rs,Anelewasbusywi thbreakfasti
n
thekitchenIpassedherwi t
houtgr eeti
ngherI
j
usttookoutwat erinthefri
dgeanddr ankthem
.
.
Wi
fe:
"Zwel
i"
Wife:"LookZwel
iI'
m sorr
yheyIknowitswas
wrongofmet osmoke, andI'
m sor
ryf
or
di
srespecti
ngyoui
ny ourhouse"
Me:
"ar
eyoudone?
"
Wif
e:"Mageba,
Zul
u,Ndabezi
thangy
axol
i
sa
(
I'
m sor
ry)"
Me:
"okayfi
neIfor
giv
ey oubutI'
m st
il
lgoi
ngto
t
her
oyalhouset
oday,andI'
mt aki
ngyouwith"
shenods. .Weat ebr eakfastandIwashedt he
disheswhi l
eAnel ewentt ofixedhersel f,she
camel ookingbeaut i
fulwear i
ngherbl ackdoek,
whi t
elongdr essandshecov er edhershoulders
wi t
hawhi tescarfappliedar edl i
psti
ck, she
washel l
af i
ne♥ ; -),wewal kedt othecarIwas
theonedr ivi
ngit,thefirsttwocar sgotoutI
foll
owedt hem ,therewer eot hertwobehi ndme
, perksofbeingaKi ng
.
.
Mom :"Myson!"Shesaidt
hatassoonasIgot
outofthecar,
Iwelcomedherwi
thwarm ar
ms
Me:
"Howar
eyoumom ?
"Ismi
l
ed
Mom :"I
'
m good, Iseey
ouareglowingIguess
Zi
yandaistreat
ingyour
ight,
youevengained
wei
ght"Ilaughed
Me:
"ihaba!(
Exagger
ate)MaZul
u"
Mom:
"Howar
eyouZi
yanda"
Wi
fe:
"I'
m goodMamay
ou?
"
Mom :"I'
m happyNowthatIseey'
al
l "we
walkedinsi
dethehouseandsatonthelounge,
AneleorshouldIsayZi
yandawasnotwithus.
.
.
Me:
"Mom I
'
m hav
ingapr
obl
em her
e"
Mom :
"Whatpr
obl
em ?
"
Me:
"thequeensmokes"shewasshocked
Mom :
"Youl
i
e"shewasNowangr
y
Me:"y
esterdaywhenIwascomingbackf
rom
t
hemeeti
ngt hehousewasful
lofsmoke,she
wassmokinginfr
ontoft
heguards"
Mom :
"What!
?"
Me:"Canyoupleaset
alkt
oher, i
nar
ight
mannermom ,Iknowyouplease"
Mom :
"Okayf
ine"
Me:
"Wher
eisMt
hunzi
?"
Mom :
"inhi
smot
her
shouse"
Me:"OkayI
'
m goingt
oMt hunzi"Ist
oodupand
wentt
othekit
chenwher
eIf oundZiyanda
l
aughi
ngwit
hThandoandot hermaids
.
Me:
"Sani
bona"
Them :
"Mageba!Ni
njani
"
Me:"I
'
m good,I'
m her
eformywi
fe"shel
ooks
atme,Thandogi
ggled
Mai
ds:
"It
hinkweshoul
dgi
vey
ouspace"
Me: "NoIwillnotbelong,MaNdlovucome"
shewalkstowar dsme, Idi
dtheunexpect
edI
huggedherbutshedi dn'
thugmebackIt i
ghten
upmygr ip,shehugsmeIki ssedherfor
ehead
thelookonherf acewas"Whatthefuckareyou
doing!"
Me:"I'
m goi
ngtoMthunzi
mybrot
herIwi
l
lbe
back"shenodsIl
etgoofher
Mom :"youbusybei
ngloveydovey,i
nmy
ki
tchenHeeeh!"welaughed,Thandowas
l
ookingatZi
yandabusysmi l
i
ng
Me:
"I'
m gone!
"Igoti
nsi
det
hecarandl
eft.
.
.
.
Anel
e^_
^
.
.
.
WhatZwel idi
dsurpr
isedme, sohe'sactingli
ke
athomewear ewarminguptotheideat hatwe
gotmar r
iedandweshouldlearnt
ol oveone
another,Icanal
soplaythatgame;-).
..Iwas
busysmi
l
ingt
hinki
ngabouthowst
upi
dZwel
ii
s
.
.
Thando:
"Andy
ou'
rebl
ushi
ng"Il
aughed
Me:
"Iwasj
ustsmi
l
ing"
Mai
d:"Thi
nki
ngabouthi
m al
ready,
hej
ustl
eft"
wel
aughed
Me:
"No"
Mama: "Heseemshappy, I
'
m gladthatmy
fat
herinlawmadet hi
sdeal
"Iroll
edmyeyes
buttheydidn'
tseeme
Me:
"Yeah"
Mama:
"Zi
yanda"
Me:
"Mama"
Mama:"ComeIwanttotal
ktoyou"Iwipedmy
handswi
ththedi
shswapandwenttothe
l
oungewereMamawasat, Ibowedbef
ore
si
tt
ingdown
.
.
Mama:"Zwel
itol
dmeev
ery
thi
ng"Il
ooked
down
Me:
"I'
m sor
ry"
Mama: "Ifor
giveyouandIt otall
yunderst
and
butmyChi l
dyouneedt oactl i
keamat ure
womannow, yesy ougotmar ri
edintheyoung
agebutpleasedon'tactrebell
ion,sur
elyyour
parent
sdidn'
traiseyouli
ket hat"
Me:"I
'm sor
rymamaIwasj
ustt
empt
edt
o
smoke"
Mama:"j
ustdon'
tdoi
tagai
n,Il
ovey
ou"I
smi
led
Mama:"nowgoandmakemesomet ea"I
st
oodupandwentt
othekitchen,
made
Mama'
steaandgaveher,
Iwentbacktothe
ki
tchent
henewst
her
ewer
ejui
cy
.
.
Mai
d:"Whenar
eyouget
ti
ngy
ourmat
ri
cresul
ts
?"
Me:
"ear
lyJanuar
y"
Thando:
"ar
en'
tyouscar
ed?
"
Me:"notr
eall
y,may
bei
tsbecausei
tsSt
il
l
December"
Maid:
"it
swil
lbey
ourf
ir
stChr
ist
masas
someone'
swi
fe"
Me:"don'
tremi
ndmeoft
hat,
Iwantamai
den
now"
Mai
d:"Takemepl
ease!"wel
aughed
Me:
"Iwast
hinki
ngoft
aki
ngy
ouv
ele"
"Iwi
l
lbet
heonechoosingthemai
denfory
ou"
Mamasai
dasshegotinsi
detheki
tchen
Me:
"ButMama!"
Mama: "Noandy oubetterstartprepari
ngfood
causeI'
m hungryandZwel iwil
lbeher esoon"I
nodandstartedprepar
inglunch, Thandocame
rushi
ngtome, shesaidZwel ii
sont hephone-
_-
.
.
Me:
"Mageba!"
Hi
m: "I
'm comi
ngbackI'
m st
arv
ingpl
ease
pr
eparesomethi
ngforme"
Me:
"okay"
Hi
m:"I
'
m comi
ngwi
thmybr
otherMt
hunzi
"
Me:"okaywheny
ouar
ri
veher
eIwi
l
lbel
ong
done"
Him:"Bye"IhungupandgaveThandoher
phone..Ineedt
ogetmyphonenow! !
.
.
.
Nat
han:
(
.
.
.
WhenIwentt oherhouse,Iaskedoneofthe
guar
ds,theysaidAnelenowlivesi
n
KwaNongoma, Whatisshedoi ngi
n
KwaNongoma?Iwentbackathome, whenI
gott
her
eIf oundmyguy s,ManI '
m noti
nthe
moodforthem .
.
.
Xav
ier:
"Man!
"
Me:
"heyguy
s"
Bul
let:
"Di
dyouseet
hear
ti
clet
hati
str
endi
ng
onl
i
ne"
Me:
"No"
Kyl
e:"Mant
hatQueenl
ooksj
ustl
i
keAnel
e,
ev
enhersmil
e"
Me:
"WhatQueen"
Ty
son:
"ThenewQueenoft
heZul
uKi
ngdom "
Me:
"ohhIsawt
hat"
Cal
eb:"weshoul
ddor
esear
chont
hatqueen
hey"
Me: "YeahandIwasatAnel
e'
scr
ib,theguar
ds
saidshemov edt
oKwaNongoma"theirj
aws
dropped
Me:
"What!
?"
Ky
le:
"ThenewQueeni
sfr
om KwaNongoma"
Me:"wait?
!.
..What?"Cal
ebtookouthisl
aptop
andtr
ackedAnel
e'sNeckl
aceandthelocat
ion
saidKwaNongomaWTF!I sshemar r
iedfuck!
Noonewi l
lmarr
yherexceptforme>_ <!Ij
ust
stoodupandwenttomyr oom ,Howcanshe
dot hi
stome?Huh!?Myt ear
swer e
threat
eni
ngtocomeoutasIwast hi
nkingabout
ourhappymoments
.
.
.
Angel
i
na♥
.
.
.
Wakingupwasami ssionsometimesIcry
whichissomet hi
ngt hatI'
m notusedtodo, but
Ifi
nall
ymanaget owakeup, Ior
dertheroom
servi
ceaftert
hatIcleanedmysel fandwentto
theair
port,gotinsi
det heplane,DurbanhereI
come,ohhIsomi ssMorgan'
sd**k,I
'
m sorr
y
formylanguagebutI
'v
ebeencravi
ngfori
tquit
e
someti
menow, whenIgett
oDurbanIgot
ta
ri
dehi
m
.
.
.
Zwel
i:
)
.
.
.
Catchingupwi thMthunzi wasfunImeanhis
mybi gbr ot
heranditsnicetohangoutwith
hi
m, Mt hunzihastwoki dsZekhet
hel
oand
Zandil
et wogirlst
heyaret winsandsohandful
.
Wear riv
edatt heroyal
house
.
.
Mt
hunzi
:"Ican'
twai
ttoseey
ourwi
fe"
Me:
"don'
twor
ryy
ouwi
l
lseeher"
Wegoti
nsi
det
hehouse,
theywer
eset
ti
nga
t
abl
e
Mt
hunzi
:"Don'
ttel
lmei
tsher"
ismi
l
ed
Mthunzi:"Dude"wef i
stpumped"she' shot,
l
ookatt hatAss,Idon'twannaev enl
ookather
hi
ps, Manshe'sgorgeousandshe' sshorttoo"
welaughed, shetur
nedandl ookatus, she
smileswewentt ositdownZiy andawasnextto
meIact ual
lyhadmyhandsar oundhertiny
waist,Mom clear
edhert hr
oat
.
.
Mom :"weknowy oujustgotmar r
iedcany ou
pl
easestopbei
ngt ouchytouchyinfrontofus"
hehhhZiy
andablushedlikehell
evenhercheeks
wer
eRed
Me:
"Ar
hmom st
opbei
ngj
eal
ous"
Mom :
"mxm I
'
m notjeal
ous"welaughedather,
Iwhi
sper
edt
oZiyanda'
sear"Ni
cegame!"
Mom :
"st
opwhi
sper
ingsweet
sthi
ngst
oher
Zwel
i"
Me:
"I'
m sor
rymom "
Mom :"ar
eyouokayZi
yandadon'
tyouwanna
changepl
aces?
"
Wi
fe:
"I'
dli
ket
o"
Me:
"Wooohnoonei
schangi
ngpl
acesher
e"
.

Wecarr
iedoneatingwhilelaughingImaysay
i
tswasnicebeingaroundthef amil
ythouDad
wasnotther
e,evenmyWi fewasl aughing,as
wewereenjoyi
ngour sel
vesmyphoner ang
whenIt ookitouti
tswaswr it
ten"Angel
ina
Babe"Ziyandalookedatitandfrown,I
swit
chedmyphoneof fIknowshewoul dkeep
oncall
ing.
.
.
"Whyar
eyouact
ingli
ket
his?
"Sai
dmywi
fe,
shewaswhi
sper
ing
Me:
"Act
ingl
i
kewhat?
"
Her:
"li
kewear
elov
ers,
mov
eyourhandsaway
f
rom me"
Me:
"Idon'
twantt
o"Ismi
rked
Her:
"Iwi
l
lgety
ouf
ort
his"
Me:"l
et'
sthegamebegi
n"Ikissedherl
i
psj
ust
ababyki
ssshewasshocked
Mom :"Guy
s!Getar oom "welaughedand
Zi
yandawaslooki
ngdownIdon' tknowifshe'
s
bl
ushi
ngorAngry..Let'
splayhappyfamil
y;)
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t29:
*
.
.
.
Anel
e♥
.
.
.
Aft
erwhatZwel
idi
d,Iwasv
eryshockedhow
coul
dhe?Mxm Ihatehi
m
.
.
Mama:
"ar
eyouokay?
"
Me:
"yesI
'
mjustt
ir
ed"
Mama:
"Youcansl
eepher
etoday"
Me:
"NoMamai
-"
Hubby:
"That
'swi
l
lbewonder
ful
"
Mama:
"Theny
ouar
esl
eepi
ngher
e"
.
ManIdon'twantsleepwit
hZwel ionthesame
bed,nottheCouchAgain-_-.
..It
swasnowl at
e
we'
vefini
shedeati
ngDinnerev er
ythi
ngwasin
pl
ace..Iwasinsi
deZweli'
sroom , hegoti
nsi
de
.
.
Me:
"Mxm "
Hi
m:"WhatIdi
dnow?
"
Me:"you'
l
lbetheonetaki
ngt
hecouchToday"
Ipul
l
edoverthecover
sandsl
ept,
Iheardhi
m
mov ingaroundther oom ,Iopenedmyey esand
satupst r
aightandl ookedsthim..Hetookmy
bigpill
owputi ti
nt hecouchandsomef lee
blanketandhesl eptIdidthataswell
.
"I
'
m goingtocheckZwel iI'
l
lbeback"that
'swas
Mama, Zweliquickl
ygotofft
hecouchand
fl
iedtothebed, weheardherfoot
steps,Zwel
i
pull
edmecl osertohim andbabyki
ssedme
andsmi l
ed,Isl
appedhim hefrowns
"
Zweli!
"Thatwashismom ,Iquicklywr
apped
myarm ar
oundhisneckIneversignedi
nfor
t
hisshi
t-_
-,hegotontopofme
Mama:
"Whuuhay
ihhboh,
what
'
sgoi
ngonher
e!
"
Zwel i
:"Mamay ou'
redi
stur
bingus"hel
aughed
,Iunwr appedmyarmsandlookeddown, he
sti
llhashishandonmyt i
nywaist
Mama:
"letmel
eav
esy
'al
lthan,
andZwel
iI
'l
lbe
wai
ti
ngformywhitesheet
sandmy
gr
andchi
ldr
en"shel
eft,What
'swhi
tesheet
s?
Me:
"Getof
fme"Ipushedhi
m hef
ell
Ilaughed
Zweli
:"Fucky
oumxm "hewentbackt
ohi
s
couch
.
.
Thenextmor ningIwokeupear lyasusual,I
preparedbr eakfastforeveryoneaft
erawhi l
e
theycameandweat eaftereati
ngwel ef
tI
couldn'tstaythereany morecauseMamawas
busyey eingusasi fwedidsomet hi
ngwr ongI
wassouncomf ortablesoItoldZweliandwe
l
eft..Ont hecar
.
.
Zwel
i:
"I'
m gonnadropyouof
f,t
her
e's
somewher
eI'm needed"
Me:
"Nopr
obl
em "
Zwel
i:
"Pl
easecooksomet
hingni
ce"
Me:
"okaywi
l
ldo"
.
.
Thecardroppedmeof
fandi
tsl
eft,
Iwasback
tot
heprison
.
.
.
Zwel
i:
-*
.
.
.
Yester
daywaslit!♥ ,Il
i
kedthemomentwhen
I
'm caughtusi
nt hebedr
oom ,t
hel
ookon
Anel
e'
sf aceheeehit
sli
keshewas
embarrassedanyway,whi
leIwaseat
ing
br
eakfastIrecei
vedacal
lfr
om Angi
e
.
.
Her:"BabyI'
m att
heair
por
thereinDur
ban
pleasecomeandfetchme,I'
m notf
amil
iarwi
th
thiscount
ry"
Me:
"okayI
'
m comi
ng"
.
.
Aswel ef
tAnele,Iwentst
raightt
otheai
rportI
foundhersi
tti
ngononeoft hebench'
soutsi
de
theair
port,
Irushedtoher
.
.
Her:
"babe"
Me:
"Howar
eyou?
"
Her:
"myf
eet
'sar
eki
l
li
ngme"
Me:
"okayl
etmet
akey
ouhome"
Her:
"Andy
ourwi
fe?
"
Me:
"Don'
twor
ryabouther"
Her:
"okay"
.
.
Weleft,f
oraminuteIevenfor
getI'
m aking,
peopl
ewer et
aki
ngpictur
esofmeandAngel i
na
butIdi
dn'
tcareImeanshe'smywoman, my
fi
ancéei
fAneleacceptusI'
m gonnatakeher
asmysecondwi f
e..
Wegotinsidethecartheguardswer
el ooking
meinaquest i
oninglookbutIdi
dn'
tcareatall,
wefi
rst
lywentar oundtheci
tyIwasshowi ng
hert
heplacesbef or
ewecandr i
veto
KwaNongoma, wewenttoMcDonald'sshewas
cr
avi
ngfori
t,Iboughti
tforher.
..Onthewayt
o
KwaNongomaIrecei
vedacallfr
om Anele
.
.
Me:
"MaNdl
ovu"
Her:
"ar
eyoust
il
lcomi
ng?"
Me:
"Isai
dIwi
l
lcomeback"
Her:
"Kant
iukuphi
"
Me:"Iwasi
nDur bannowI
'
m dr
ivi
ngngi
za
l
apho"shekeptquiet
Me:
"Ar
eyoust
il
lher
e?"
Her:
"yeah.
.Okaygoodby
e"
Me:
"By
e"wewer
espeaki
ngZul
u
Angi
e:"Whowast
hat?
"Konj
eshe'
sinsecur
e:(
Me:
"oneofmyf
ri
ends"
Angi
e:"Mhhokay"
Weconti
nueddri
ving..
.Aft
eranhourand30
minut
eswefinal
l
yar r
ived,
thel
ightwasst
il
lon
i
tswas9h46
.
Igotinsi
deAnel
ewassit
ti
ngonherchair,
sippi
ngonherwineIwal
kedi nsi
dewit
hAngi
e
foll
owingmewit
hherbags,shestoodup
.
.
Me:
"Guyspl
easeputt
hesebagsi
ntheguest
r
oom "
Wif
e:"Whooohstopri
ghtt
her
e"t
heguar
ds
st
oppedandlookedatme
Me:
"youcango"
Wi
fe:
"who'
sbag'
sist
hese?
"
Angie:
"thear
emineandhi
I'
m Angel
i
nahi
s
fi
ancée"Anel
esmil
ed
Wife:"OhhheyI'
m Thewi
fe:
-D"Isawt
hat
Angiewasgetti
ngangry,
Ihadtodo
somet hi
ng
Me:"don'twor
rybabe,she'
smyar r
angedwif
e,
Il
ovey ouandonlyyou"Ipul
ledheri
ntoahug
Angi
e:"Okaybabe"shekissedmeandAnel
e
wasstil
lsmi
li
ng,Iwonderwhat'
sgoi
ngon,on
hermind
Wif
e:"Zwel
itaket
hebagsandputt
hem onmy
r
oom "
Me:"NoI'
m gonnaputt
hem ont
hemai
n
bedr
oom "
Wif
e:"okayt
hen"shesatdownandcar
ri
edon
si
ppi
ngherwine
.
Iwalkedupstai
rswi
thAngi
efol
l
owi
ngme-
_-,
I
putherbagsdown
.
Me:
"youneedany
thi
ng?
"
Her:
"Ineedyoutonight"shesai
dthatbi
ti
ng
herl
i
psIgothornyinstant
ly
Me:"Il
ikeyourmind"Icarr
iedheront
hebed,
shegi
ggledther
estishist
ory..
.
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
.
I
'vet
akenadecisi
onthatI'
m goingto
KwaNongomatoday,IwanttotalktoAneleand
Askherwhydi
dshemademeaf ool.
..Iwas
weari
ngmykappat r
acksui
tpaintsandmy
whit
evest,
Adidastaki
es,mybear dwasbi gger
now, myhairallgrown, Iwasstr
essedoutIgot
i
nmycaranddr ov estrai
ghtt
oKwaNongoma. .
.
After45minIar r
ived,thewayIwasspeedi ngup
i
fthet raf
fi
cpolicesawme, Iwouldhavebeen
arr
est edbynow.Iaskedar oundthevil
lage
,askingwheredoest henewQueenl iv
est hey
tol
dmet helocationandt hedr
ivether
et ookme
anhour
.
.
Her eIwasst andingout si
dethisbeaut
iful
brownhouse, byt helookofityoucantellthat
"Roy alpeopl
elivesher e"Iaskedoneoft he
guar dsthat,i
st hequeeni n,hesaidhecan' t
tel
l met hat,
whati fI
'
m aser i
alki
ll
er?.
..Aser i
al
kil
lerthat'
sbullshi
t
.
.
Me:
"Anel
e!Anel
e!"
Guar
d:"si
rpleasedon'tscr
eam di
dyoumade
anappoi
ntmentwiththequeen?"
Me:
"justf
uckenl
eav
emeal
one!Anel
e!"
.
.
.
Anel
e:(
.
.
.
Icouldn'tsl
eepatni ghtcauseZwel i
wasbusy
sexinghis"fi
ancée"t hat'
sscr eamslike
someonehaschokedher- _-hermoansar e
suchat urnoff, t
hewasshe' ssot hi
ni tsl
i
ke
she'sdyingwi t
hflatassbi gboobsandabi g
head, she'sl
ikeacapi tall
etterP, i
nt he
mor ni
ngwhenIwokeup, Iwasaboutt omake
breakfastwhenIf oundAngel inawearing
Zwel
i'
sshi
rtbusymakingbr
eakf
astsoIl
ether
beandwenttositdown
.
.
Me:"Morni
ng"Isai
dtoZwel
iwhowasav
oidi
ng
ey
econtactwi
th
Him: "hey"Angelinagotcamewi ththefood
andshedi shedoutforZwel
iandher, Ismiled
anddi shedoutformysel f,
pray
edbef ore
eati
ng, IlookedatZwelihewasn'teati
ng, I
tastedthef oodIcoughedToomuchsal t!No:/,
l
et'splaysomegame.
.
Me:
"Zwel
iwhyai
n'
tyoueat
ingy
ourf
ood"
Hi
m:"ummm I
'
mimmm f
ull
"Il
aughed
Angi
e:"butbabey
ousaidyouwer
ehungr
y"he
l
ookedatmeandsmirked
Hi
m:"
Iwashungr
yfory
ounott
hef
ood"Ir
oll
ed
myey
es
Angi
e:"Omgbabe,
wasIt
hatgoody
est
erday
?
"
Him:"y
esbabeIcan'
tgetenough"hebi
tshi
s
l
ips
Me:
"that
'smyquet
oleav
e"
Him:"whyar
ey oul
eavi
ngnow"hesmi
rked
agai
n,howIwishIcoul
dwipet
hatsmi
rkwit
ha
sl
ap
Angi
e:"May
beshe'
sjeal
ousbabe"
Me: "wellI'
m notjealousandgi
rlyyourmoans
aretotall
yat urnoff,youwerel
ikeagoatt hat
wasbei ngslaughtered Bishh!"Istoodupand
wenttot hrowt hatfood,madeaproper
breakf
astandwentt osi
tonthecouchwhi l
e
watchingT. V,t
heycameandsatwi thme, Zweli
keptonl ookingatmyFoodandIwoul dlaugh
manhe' shungr yshameonhi m;)Icarri
edon
eati
ng
.
.
I
tswasnowtheaf
ternoonIwasalonewith
Zwel
ii
nthel
ounge,hisfi
ancéewassleepi
ng
.
Guar
d:"Ndl
ovukazi
ther
e'ssomemanout
side
t
hati
sdemandingtoseeyou"
Me:
"aman?
"Ist
oodup
Guar
d:"YesNdl
ovukazi
"
Me:
"lethi
min"
Guar
d:"
Ndl
ovukazi
!"hel
eft
Zwel
il
ookedatme
Me:
"What?
"
Hi
m:"not
hing".
..
Aft
erawhil
etheguar
dtoldmet hatt
heman
doesn'
twanttogeti
nsi
de,soIhavetogo.
..
.
.
Iwentt
oseet
hatmanandZwel
iwasf
oll
owi
ng
me
Me:
"Andt
hen?
"
Him:"whati
fthey
'vesentt
hatmant
oki
dnap
youagai
n"
Me:
"li
key
oucar
e"
Hi
m: "wel
lIdon'
tcar
e,Ij
ustdon'
twantmy
f
atherbebusynaggi
ngmeaboutyou"
Me:
"Okay"
.
Wewal kedtothegat e,wegotoutIsawmy
oneandonlyman Nat hanstandi
ngt here
l
ookingHotIjustrant ohi
m, t
helookonhi s
faceshowedthathewasangr ybutassoonas
oureyesmether elaxedabit..
.Hewel comed
mewi thhi
swar m armsImi ssedhim,Imi ssed
him somuchhislaugh,hi
slove,hi
scol ogne,
everyt
hingIf
oundmy sel
fcryi
ng,heslowly
brushedmybackandwhi sper
ed"It
sgonnabe
okayI'
m herenow"IheardZweli
clickedhis
tongueandhelef
t
.
Nay:
"Imi
ssedy
ou"
Me:
"Imi
ssedy
out
oo"
Wel ookedateachot herandourheadswer e
sl
owl ygoi
ngf or wardandweki ssedthe
butt
erfl
ywer er unningonmyst omach, heput
hishandsonmyAssgr abbingit,Iwaswear i
ng
mydeni m skirtmyAsswasal lout,asoftmoan
cameout, i sentmyar msst r
aighttohi
sneck
andpulledhim cl oser,weshar edapassi onat
e
ki
ssaf t
erwhatf eltli
kehour sIpulledout,he
mumbl edfuck, he'sstil
lthesameandhi seyes
weresmal landr ed.
.
.
Hi
m:"Whydoy ouli
kedoingthat"hisvoi
ce
wasnowhusky,Il
aughed,whenIl ookeddown
,Manhehasahugeboner, Il
aughed
.
Him:"Don'
tl
aughatmebecauseI
'
mli
ket
his
becauseofy
ou"
Me:"I'
m sor
rybabe"Idon'
twannal
i
eIwasso
happy
Him:"Heydon'
tl
ookather"Il
ookedback,
one
oft
heguardswaslooki
ngatme
Me:
"Don'
tber
ude"
Him:"t
hatguysai
dI'
m aser
ial
kil
l
er"Il
aughed
sohard
Hi
m:"I
'
m gl
ady
ouf
oundt
hissof
un"
Me:"butbabe"Icar
ri
edonl
aughi
ngohhhowI
hav
emi ssedhi
m.
.
.
.
Zwel
i>_
<
.
.
.
Iwassoangr yatAnel eandAngel i
na, t
heyboth
dri
v i
ngmecr azy,Anelei
sbusywi t
hher
boy f
ri
endsinfrontofmygat e,infrontifmy
People!I'
m sti
l
l gonnapunishherandAngel i
na
(Angie)-_
-shemademeeatsal tyf ood,that
shitwasn'tni
cebutwhatcanIsaymxm , whenI
gotinsideImademysel fsomef oodandwent
towat chsoccer
.
.
.
Admi
n:-
D
I
nser
t30♥
.
.
.
Nar
rat
or
.
.
.
Thesepastf ewweeksAnel eandZwel i
wer enot
onspeakingt erms, Zweliwasangr yatAnele
causeoft heNat hanthing,hethreatenedtotell
hismom ifAnel eisbr i
ngi
ngNat hanher etothe
House. .
.Anelewassuspect i
ngthatAngi eis
pregnantbuthedi dn'twanttotellZweliaboutit
,shewasdi sappointedinZwelithathewas
hav
ingi
tRaw:
/,
.
.
.
Anel
e:)
.
.
.
Iquicklywentdownstairs,Todaywast heresul
t
day, Iwassoscar edbutIknowt hatIpassed
butIwashav i
ngthatfeeli
ng,ImissNaysobad
thelasttomeIspentmydaywi t
hhim wason
Christmas, t
odaywast he6thofJan. .WhenI
checkedt heWallwatchthetimewas3: 57am
thepaperwasal r
eadyoutandIhav en'tgotmy
phonebackIdon' tknowwhyandIhav en't
botheredbyit,Thewhol efamil
ywast her e,
Mom , Dad, Zwel
i ,Hi
sMom andDad, they
weretheoneholdingthenewspaper..Angie
l
efttostayatthehotelf
orsomeday sbecause
Zweli'
sMom andDadwer est
ayi
ngwi t
hus
act
uallyvi
sit
ingus..AsIwaswal ki
ng
downstair
sZwelismiledatmeIguessweback
to"acti
nghappyfamily"Mom qui
cklycamet o
me
.
.
Mom :
"Mor
ningbabe"
Me:
"Mom y
oucame"Ihuggedher
Mom :
"Iwoul
dn'
tmissi
t"wewentt
osi
tdown
(Zwel
i
'sMom -Mama)
Mama:"Openthepaperbabywe'
vebeen
wai
ti
ngforyou"
Zwel
i:
"HawuMom "
Hi
sDad: "l
eav
emywi
feal
onewena"
we
l
aughed
Dad:"Her
eisyourphone"Ismi
l
edIr
eal
l
y
missedmybit
chez
Mom :
"wef
oundi
tiny
ourr
oom "
Me:
"If
orgotabouti
t"
Mama:"canweseet
her
esul
tpl
ease"we
l
aughed
.
IopenedthepaperIdon' twantl i
e, myheart
wasbeatingsof ast, wellIcheckedformy
school,t
hewasal onglistthere,thepaper
showsyournameandt heexami nati
on
number, Icheckedf ormyNameBOOM!Isaw
i
tandscreamed, theysmiledIwasev encr
ying
.
Mama:
"Whati
sit!"
Me:
"MamaIpassedwi
thf
ourdi
sti
nct
ions"
Zwel
i:
"What!"heseemedhappy
Dad:"l
etmel
ookati
t"Igav
ehi
m,hi
sli
ps
for
medasmil
e
Mom :"Letmesee"shelookedthepaperf
rom
DadandalsoscreamedIstoodupandwe
huggedeachotherj
umping
Zweli :"Account ing, Economi cs, Business
StudiesandI sizulu, welldonebabe"t heyall
congr atulat edmeandt heywer ehuggi ngme,
Zweli want edt obel astIknewhewasupt o
somet hi
ng, wheni t
swashi sturnedhe
smirkedIr oll
edmyey es, Ihuggedhi m he
whisper ed"I 'm goingt okissy ounow"
unexpect edl yheki ssedmeIhadt oplaymypart
soIki ssedhi m back, hegr absmyAssbusy
brushingi tlovedi tIsof tl
yletoutasmal lmoan,
hewast heonl yonewhohear di t, wecarri
ed
onkissi ngunt ilmyMom compl ained
.
.
Mom :
"west
il
lher
e"
HisDad: "ThatmySont her
e"theyl
aughedI
wasabi tembarrassed"heknowshowweas
Zulus, makesawomenv i
brat
eunderourt
ouch
"wel aughed
Dad:
"Whaty
oui
mpl
yi
ngZul
u"
Hi
sDad:
"Nonot
hing"wel
aughed
Me:
"canIgoandsl
eepnow?
"
Mama:
"Youcangobaby"Inod
.
.
Iwentupst ai
rsandZweliwasf ol
lowingme, I
total
l
yf or
gotthatI'
m shar
ingther oom wi
thhim
, healwayssleepsonthefloor,Igotinsi
dethe
room ,hegotint oo
.
.
Me: "Whatdoy ouwa-"heat t
achedmewi t
ha
ki
ss, Iwastr
yingtofightof
fthisfeel
ingbut
Man hi ssodamngood, Ifoundmysel f
enjoyi
ngthekissiwrappedmyar msaroundhi
s
neckandIkissedhim backhepi ckedmeupnot
breaki
ngthekiss
.
.
Mama:"Hhayi
h!!Youshoul
dclosethedoor,
wedon'
twanttobetr
aumatized"heputme
downIhidemyselft
ohisbuffychest
Zwel
i:
"Mom pl
ease"
Mama: "Ay
ihhMan,zwel
icomeher
e"he
l
ookedatmeIwaslooki
ngdown,heki
ssesmy
f
oreheadandlef
t
.
Ireal
l
yl i
kereal
l
yenjoy
edhiskiss,f
orthefi
rst
ti
mesi ncewestar
tedplay
inghappyfamil
yI
l
ikedhi
ski
ssandthemomenthegr abbedmy
Assmmmmh . .Iwentt
ochargemyphone
andwentt
osleepbusythi
nki
ngaboutZwel
i:
*
.
.
.
Zwel
i♥
.
.
.
Anele, Anel
emmmmhmant hi
sgirl^_^when
sherepliedt
omyki ssIi
nstant
lygothornyI
grabbedherAss, t
hemomentshemoanedGod
!Iwant edtoripof
fhercl
othesbutthef ol
ks
whereher e-_
-, whenDadwasmaki ngj okesI
l
aughedbutIwashur ti
ngImeanIhadt hishuge
borneandwhenshesai dshewant edtosleepI
knewt hiswasmychancebutMom , MyGod
Mom cameandr ui
nedmymoment. .Iwentout
t
oourroom fol
lowi
ngmom , shewentt
othe
l
ounge,thewereal
llooki
ngatme, whi
chis
wei
rdri
ghtIsatdown
.
.
Dad:"Soboy, y
ourmom hasbeennaggingme,
totel
lyouaboutbr
ingi
ngt
hewhitesheet"I
eyedmom
Me:
"she'
snotr
eadydad"
Mom :"Butyouseemshappy,
Iwant
gr
andchil
dren'
snow"
Anel
e'
smom :
"Upy
ourgameson"
Me:
"andy
out
oomom :
O"
Anele'
smom :"Yesson"herf
atherwasqui
et,
I
guesshedoesn'tl
i
kethi
stopi
c
Anel
e'
sdad:
"youcan'
tfor
cemydaught
er"
Me:
"Fat
heri
nlawpl
easet
ell
them "
Anele'
sdad:"i
fshedoesn'
twantt
othenl
eav
e
heralone"
Dad:"thereasonbehindt
his,isbecause
peopl
ewi l
lthi
nkthatthefut
ureKingcan'
tmake
hi
swi f
epregnantthenthedigni
tyofthi
s
ki
ngdom wi l
lbeover"Isi
gh
Me:"OkayIwillt
ry,excuseme"Ist oodupand
wenttoourbedroom ,whenIgotthereAnele
wassleepi
ngIlockedthedoorandjoinedherin
bed, f
orthefi
rstti
mesinceinourmar ri
age,
wesleepi
nginthesamebedIknowshedoesn' t
knowaboutthi
sbutIont heothersi
deI '
m so
happyIswit
chedofftheli
ghtandwesl ept
.
.
.
Al
i
lthi
ngy,
let
shopei
tsenoughi
'
m st
il
lbusy
withmyschool
wor
k,Iwi
l
lpostwhenIgott
ime
..Lovey
a'l
l
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t31
.
.
.
Zwel
i:
)
.
.
.
IwokeupearlythanherIdidn'twantherto
knowthatweshar edthesamebed, thereason
behi
ndusnoti nspeakingt
er msitsbecauseI
wasn'
tagreei
ngt oaccepttheirr
elat
ionshipwit
h
hisguyNat hanandI 'm sti
llnotgoodwi thi
t,I
wentdownst ai
rsandpr eparedbr eakf
astforus,
thepar entswer eal readydr i
nkingTeawhi l
e
wat chi
ngT. v, t
heyal llookedatmeasIhada
trayofbr eakfastf ormyWi fe:-
PandI, Ij
ust
smi l
edandcar r
iedonwi thmywal k,shewas
stil
lti
redI '
venot icedsomet hi
ngabouther, she
l
ikessl eepingal ot..Islowl yshookherandshe
wokeupr ubbingherey esshel ooksso
beaut i
fulGodDamnIwant edtoki ssherbutI
keptmycool
.
Her:
"Br
eakf
asti
nbedhhe?"Ichuckl
ed
Me:
"Yeah"
Her:
"Ishoul
dalwayspassmyst
udi
eswi
than
Di
sti
nct
ionthen"welaughed
Me:"Yeahumm "Icl
earedmyt hr
oat"I
'
m sor
ry
abouty
ester
day,
Ishoul
dn'thav
ek-"
Her:
"It
sokay"
Me:
"IknowbutI
'
m sor
-"
Her:"i
t'
sokayi t
snotli
kei t
ssomet hingnew, l
et
mer i
nsemymout handf acesowecaneatt hi
s
foodbefor
eitsturnscold"Inodshest oodup
andwenttot hebathr
oom . .
.Fewmi nutesl
ater
shecamebackandwesatont hecouchesits
wassoawkwar dandwewer equietaft
erwe
weredone, myphoner angIanswer edwith
checki
ngthecaller
.
.
Me:
"Zul
u"
Her:
"babyi
tsme"
Me:
"Angi
e"Anel
elookedatme
Her:
"ba.
..
b..
ether
e'ssomet
hingwr
ongI
'
m
bl
eedi
ng"
Me:
"What!
?Wher
e?"
Her:
"OnmyAhhh.
."shebi
tt
erl
ygr
oan
Me:
"I'
m comi
ng"
.
.
Shel ookedatmewi thhermar bleeyeswai ti
ng
foranexpl anati
on, Ijustl
ookedmyj acketand
wentdownst air
s, Ihav en'
tev ent ookabat hbut
there'ssomet hi
ngwr ongwi thmyBae: '
(, Itook
mycarkey sanddr ovest r
aightt othehot el,
whenIgett hereshewasl ay i
ngdownont he
fl
oorwi thbloodcomi ngdownhert highsI
panickedIwentt opi ckherupandwentst r
aight
tothehospi tal,t
henur sesattendedus, Iwas
alonei nthewaitingr oom ,noonebot heredt o
callmeIguessAnel emadeal i
eaboutmy
wher eabouts..
.Af t
erwhatf el
tlikehour sthe
Doccame
.
.
Doc:
"Mi
ssAngel
i
na'
sfam-"Iqui
ckl
yst
oodup
Me:
"Yes"
Doc:"canyoupl
easefol
l
owmet omyoff
ice"I
nodandstoodup..Whenwegettohi
sof
fice
wesatdown
.
Doc:"wecoul
dn'tsav
ethebabi
esbutwe
managedtosavethemother"
Me:
"babi
es?Whatbabi
es?
"
Doc:
"shej
usthadami
scar
ri
age"
Me:
"shewaspr
egnant?
"
Doc:
"Yes5mont
hspr
egnant"
Me:
"canIseeher"
Doc:
"Nopl
easecomebackt
omor
row"
Me:"thanksDoc"Istoodupandwentt omy
caranddroveoffIwasn'
theadi
nghomeI
wantedtobeinaplacewherethere'
snoone
ther
ebuthereinKwaNongomat here'
snosuch
placeIdon'
twanttodr i
vefart
henhome,I
stoppedthecarnexttothefor
estwhenI
checkedtheti
mei t
swas19h36asIwasabout
togooutmyphoner angit
swasDad- _
-
.
.
Me:
"Mageba"
Dad:
"Comeher
enow!
"Hehungup
.
Idr
ov ebackhomeIgoti nsideeveryonewas
watchingthet.
v, t
heyal
lturnedandl ookedat
meIhadt hissadfaceIdidn'tut
teranythi
ngI
j
ustwentst r
aighttomyroom andsl eptther
e
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
AsZwel il
eftIknewt hatt
hisWhit
ethingwanted
hisatt
enti
on, butheyitshermanafteral
l..Well
Iwenttotookaboutandwor emyBlacktight
dress,gotabl ackscarft
ocovermyshoul der
andmyBl ackmat t
edoekanddidmyRed
l
ipsti
ckIwant edtolookhot:-
D:-D,Itur
nedmy
phoneonandIcal l
edTee
.
.
Me:
"Tee"
Tee:
"Bi
tch!
!"hescr
eamedIl
aughed
Me:
"Howar
eyou?
"
Tee:
"I'
m goodmyQueeny
ou"
Me:
"real
l
ynowTee"
Tee:
"I'
m sor
ryNdl
ovukazi
"wel
aughed
Me:
"Bi
tch!Ipassedmymat
ri
c"
Tee:"Mymom wassohappybi
tch,
Ial
so
passed"wescr
eamed
Me:
"Imi
ssy
ou"
Tee:"Imissy
outoo,Howist
henewmanGi
rlI
wantallt
heD.E.
T.A.
I.
L.S"
Me:
"Iwi
l
ltel
lyouwhenIseey
ou"
Tee:
"I'
m comi
ngt
ovi
sitTomor
row"Il
aughed
Me:
"Igot
tat
alkt
oZwel
ifi
rst"
Tee:
"Ican'
twai
ttoseehi
mli
ve"
Me:
"yeahr
ight"
Tee:
"isher
eal
l
yHot?
"
Me:
"He'
shotl
i
keH.
O.T"
Tee:
"Ayi
hhI'
m comingt
oKwaNongomat
oo,
maybeIwi
ll
getarealmant
oo"
Me:
"Ai
bohwher
e'sky
le"
Tee:
"Don'
ttel
lmeabouthi
m"
Me:
"Oht
roubl
einpar
adi
se?
"
Tee:
"KindabutMyGodhe'
ssogoodi
nBed"I
l
aughed
Tee:
"Wi
l
ltal
klat
er,
hej
ustgoti
nther
oom "
Me:
"Kant
iukuphi
?"
Tee:"I'
m athi
sCri
b, bye"Il
aughedandleft,
walki
ngdownstai
rs,readi
ngallt
hetext
st hat
peoplehasbeensending
.
.
Mom :
"Wow!
"
Mama:"Yousobeauti
ful
"Ismi
ledIwas
wear
ingmysl
eepers(Zweli
'
sdad-Dada)
Dada:
"Wowy
oul
ookgor
geousmakot
i"
Mama:
"it
sZi
yandababa"
Dada:
"ohhZi
yanda"wel
aughed
Dad:
"cometodaddybabe"Iwal
kedt
ohi
m,
mygodIl
ovemydad
Dad:
"wher
eyougoi
ngl
ooki
ngHotl
i
ket
his?
"
Me:
"I'
m goi
ngout"
Mama&Mom :
"wi
thusr
ight?
"
Me:"y
espl
usy
ouguy
ssai
dyour
'l
lar
eleav
ing
t
oday"
Dad:
"you'
real
readyget
ti
ngr
idofus"
Me:"NodadbutIneedmyspace,
Ineedt
o
st
artappl
yi
ngatt
heUniver
sit
y"
Dad:
"That
'smygi
rl:
*"
Dada:
"youcan'
tbeaqueenandal
soast
udent
"
Me:
"What!
?"
Dada:
"whi
chUni
ver
sit
ydoy
ouwantt
ogot
o?"
Me:
"wi
ts"
Dada:
"nev
er!Whowi
l
ltakecar
eofy
ourdut
ies
"
Me:
"Mydut
ies?"
Mama:
"Youar
eQueennowbabe"
Me:"IthinkI
'm gonnast
epdownasqueen"t
he
mouthsformedal ett
erObutdadsmi
l
ed,Iwas
st
il
li
nhi slap
Me:
"yesIwantt
ofur
thermyst
udi
es"
Dada:
"wher
e'si
sZwel
iweneedt
odi
scusst
his
wit
hhi
m"
Me: "whil
ewear ewait
ingforZweli,
I'
ll
begoing
wit
hmymot herstot
hemal l,Igot
tacelebr
ate"
Istoodupandwentt owor emyblackblock
heelsandwentdownst ai
rs,Mom andMama
wasal r
eadywaiti
ngforme, Welef
tandDad
andDadaf ol
lowedus
•
••
Aswedr
ivi
ngbackhomeIwaskaakt
ir
ed,
my
feet'swerekill
i
ngme, Ihadagr eatbaddestday
Ididn'tknowmom wast hi
snaught y:-
D, she
wast heonewhodr aggedust ot heli
ngerie
shop, weboughtt housandsofi teventhe
handcuf fsmineswer epuffypink,shechose
puffyRedandMamat ooktheblackones, t
here
wer esamboks, ev
erythingIal
sodi dmyhai rgot
30i nchbr ownweav eboughtaf ewdr esses,
scar f
s, doeksandmay betwojeansandshor t
s,
wegothomeandIwentt oputmybagsonmy
room andputonmysl eepers
.
.
Wewer ejustchi
l
lingi
nt helaunge,Dadawas
sti
l
langryaboutthevarsit
ything.
.Afterawhi
l
e
Zweliar
ri
vedhehadt hissadf aceIwonder
whathappened, hejustlookedatusandwent
upstai
rs
.
.
Dada:
"what
'supwi
thhi
m"
Me:
"Idon'
tknow"
Mom :
"goandcheckuponhi
m"
Me:
"okay"
.
Iwentuphewasst
ari
ngatthecel
l
ingboar
d,I
goti
nandwenttol
aynextt
ohim
.
.
Me:
"Ar
eyouokay?
"
Hi
m:"y
es.
.No"
Me:
"doy
ouwantt
otal
kabouti
t?"
Hi
m:"notr
eal
l
y"
Me:
"umm okay,
wantany
thi
ng?
"
Hi
m:"Ij
ustwannacuddl
ewi
thy
ouj
ustf
or
t
oni
ght"It
urnedandl
ookedathi
m
Me:
"Mm okay,
letmet
ell
thef
olks"
Hi
m:"Don'
ttheywi
l
lfi
gur
eitoutt
hem sel
ves"
Me:"youknowt hatt
heyar
egoi
ngbackt
othe
r
oyalhousetoday?"
Him: "IknowbutIwanty ounexttomenow"I
sighandwentt otakemyphoneandchangedt o
myni ghtdr
ess,Igotinsidethecov er
swi t
hhim
,Itextedmom andMamat hesamemessage
"Mom Ican'tgodownst airsr
ightnowZwel i
needsmeso, Nihambekahl e"afterthatI
switchedoffmyphone, wewer efacingeach
other
.
.
Him:"comeandsleepontopofmychest"I
fi
rst
lyl
ookedathimthenwenttol
ayonhis
chest,heput
shisarmsaroundmywaistand
sl
owlydrawingcir
clesonmyback.
.Iwas
l
ovingt
hef eel
ingafterawhi
l
ewewerebot
h
asl
eep
.
.
.
Admi
n^_
^
I
nser
t32
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Atmi
ddl
eoft
heni
ghtIcoul
dn'
tsl
eepZwel
i
's
t
hingywaspoki
ngme, Imov edf
rom whereI
washewokeupandlookedatme, hiseyes
wereredmi
ghtbet
hesl eepi
ng
.
.
Hi
m:"
Andt
hen"
Me:"y
ourthi
ngyi
smaki
ngmeuncomf
ort
abl
e"
hesmil
ed
Hi
m:"wannat
ouchHi
m?"
Me:
"What!
?Hel
lno"
Hi
m:"okayNdabey
ouhear
dhe'
saf
rai
dofy
ou"
Me:
"Ndabe?
"
Hi
m:"y
eaht
hat
'
sHi
sname"
Me:
"wel
lIdon'
twantNdabenextt
ome"
Hi
m:"r
eal
l
y,Icanmakey
ouwanthi
m"
Me:
"Not
hanks"
.
Hegotont opofmeandheshut smewi tha
kiss, Ikissedhi m backhepul l
edback, he
l
ookedar oundandsmi l
ed, hecont i
nued
kissingme, hishandswer esl owlybr ushingmy
thighs, Iwasget ti
nggoosebumps, hewent
downonmyneckl eav i
ngr edmar ks(l ovebi tes
)mybr eathst ar
tedt or i
se, Ihadmyar ms
holdi nghi sshoul der s, hesl owlywentupwi t
h
hishandher eachedmyboobs, theywer eso
har dandMyni ghtdresswasn' tti
ghtact uallyits
wasoneoft hosel ooseni ght dresseshepul led
i
tsup, myboobswer eal louthesmi lesand
wentt osuckont hem hegav ethem bot hequal
attent ionIar chesmybacki tfel
tlikethewas
thisshar ppai nattachi ngmyback, hemov ed
withhi stongueandwentt omybel l
ybut ton, he
circledi tthereImov edup, hepullsmebackhe
car r
iedonandst artedki ssi ngmyi nnert highs,
myhear twasr acinghet ri
edt oopent hem butI
holdthem t ight,hewentupt omyf aceand
kissedt helivi
ngshi toutofmeIguesshesaw
thatIwast enseaf terthatki ssIeasedupal i
l,
heopensmyt hi
ghswi thhi shandIl ethi m be
thenhewentt omuf ftownl ikelyIdidshav ed:-
D
, hestar t
edsucki ngmeIwashol dingthese
soundsIdi dn'twannal etthem out, Icouldn't
holdthem any mor eIsof tlyreleaseamoan, he
wentdeeperwi t
hhi st ongueIf oundmysel f
pushinghi sheadi ndi catingt ogodeeper, I
curledupmyt oes, Ifeltsomel iqui
dcomi ngout
, i
tswasl i
keI '
m peei ngbutt henit'
swasst i
cky,
hel i
ckedt hej ui
cescl eanandwentt omyf ace
andki ssedmemaki ngmet astethesej ui
ce,
thewer esal ty,hesl owl ypul l
eddownhi s
boy l
egandNdabewashugeImeanhuge
.
Hel
ookedupatmeIhadmyey
eshal
fcl
osed
Him:"youst
il
ldon'
twanthim "Ishookmyhead
Iwantedtof
eelhi
mi nsi
de
Hi
m: "i
tsmighthur
talil
"Inod,heputs
Ndabe'
sTiptj
o:'
(Icri
edthatshi
tissohur
tful
,I
movedup
Hi
m:"y
ouwannat
ryi
tagai
n?"
Me:
"Nopl
easegetof
fme"hedi
d
.
.
Ismil
ednaught
il
yandsatont
opofhim,he
gavemeaquestioni
ngl
ook,Iki
ssedhi
m sent
downtohisni
ppleswhi
l
eIwasslowl
ybrushi
ng
Ndabe
.
Him:"Angiepl
easegofaster"hegr
oanedIwas
doingahandjob,Iqui
ckl
ystoppedatt
heword
"Angi
e"
Him:"f
uck,Anel
ebabelook"Ij
ustraisedmy
handasasi
gnoftell
inghi
mtoshutup, Iwore
mypanti
esandpull
eddownmyni ghtdressand
sl
ept,
hekeptont
alki
ng
.
.
Me:
"gett
hef
uckoutoft
hisbed"
Hi
m:"what?
"
Me:"isai
d!Gett
hef uckoutoft
hisbed"Iwas
soangry,
didhejustcall
edmeAngie
Me:"okayIseey oudon'
twannagofi
ne"I
pushedhi
m offthebedandwalkedout,Iwent
tooneoftheguestroomsandsleptt
her
e.
.
.
.
I
'
m sosl
eepy,
youwi
l
lgett
hecont
inuat
ion
t
omorr
ow
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t33
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Arri
vingatDur ban..Iwassot i
redandi t
'swas
atnightsoIbookedmysel fahot eltomorrow
mor ningI'
m goingtomyDad' shouse. .The
mor ningcameIqui cklywentbathandwor emy
dress, scarfanddoekIwenthome, ther
ewas
noonet her
esoIdeci dedtocallTeeandwe
weregoi ngt omeetatt hemall
, Ifi
xedmysel f
forthelasttimebeforegoingint hecar,the
dri
verdr ovethere,TeewasatSt eerssoIwent
ther
eassoonasIgoti
nsi
dehewavedandI
walkedtohi
m wi
thabi
gsmil
eonmyf ace,he
hasgainwei
ght,
webri
efl
yhuggedandsat
down
.
.
Tee:
"Ihat
ewhaty
ouwear
ing"
Me:"t
hatwhaty
ouwer
ewheny
oumar
ri
edt
oa
Zul
uMan"
Tee:
"whatar
eyoudoi
ngher
e,v
ese"
Me:"Ineededf
reshai
randI
'
m her
etof
etch
you"
Tee:
"mmhsot el
lmewhat'
supwithy
ouand
MrS,si
ncewenayou'
remarr
ied"
Me:
"wel
lwesti
ll
seei
ngeachot
herbutI
'
m her
e
t
obr
eakt
hingsof
f"
Tee:"haaah:
OIguesst
hehusbandi
str
eat
ing
yougood"
Me:
"notatal
l"
Tee:
"real
l
y?"
Me:"yeahbutIcan'
ttel
lyouknowwhatthey
say"marri
edwomannev ertel
lsanot
herper
son
hermarri
ageprobl
ems"so"
Tee:
"youmuchmor
ewi
sernow"wel
aughed
Tee:
"don'
tlookback,
MrSj
ustgoti
n..Wai
t..
.
He'
scominghere"
"Ladi
es"itswashim, hisVoice , i
tssaddens
met hatIhav
etobr eakthingsoff,
Idon'twanna
embar r
assmyf amily,especi
all
yMom , t
hey
willj
udgeherfi
rst
Tee:
"hey"
Nay:
"babe"If
akedasmi
l
eon
Me:
"yes"heki
ssedmycheek
Nay:
"youdi
dn'
ttel
lmey
ou'
reher
eal
ready"
Me:
"I'
m sor
ry,
Iwassot
ir
edt
oev
ent
ouchmy
phone"
Nay:"i
tsokaybabe,
whatmat
ter
sist
haty
ou'
re
her
enow"
Me:
"yeah"
Tee:
"I'
m st
arv
ing"
Me:
"met
oo"
Nay:
"letmegoandpl
aceanor
deri
t'
sonme"
hel
eft
Me:
"Bit
chyou'
ref
atnow,
arey
oupr
egnant?
"
Hel
aughed
Tee:
"noKy
lei
str
eat
ingmegood"
Me:
"whenwast
hel
astt
imey
ouspoket
oS"
Tee:
"Gi
rlIdon'
tknowshehasnewf
ri
endsnow
"
Me:"mmhOhk"Naycamewi tht
hefoodand
hesatnextt
ome,weatehavi
ngsmallt
alks
whenit
swast i
met
oleaveNaywant
edtol eav
e
wi
thme, well
wewentusi
nghi
scarmydri
ver
wasf
oll
owingbehi
nd.
.Whenwegott
ohiscri
b
.
Whenwegott her
ether
ewasKy l
e,Ty son,
Bull
etandXav
ier,whenIgoti
nthei
rjaws
dropped
.
Ky
le:
"Ther
esai
sthaty
ou"Inod
Ty:
"myGody
ou'
resobeaut
if
ul"
Nay:
"hey,
she'
smi
ne"
Xav
ier:
"ai
n'
tyoumar
ri
ed?
"
Me:
"Iam "
Bull
et:
"Xavi
erbruhwhywouldyouaskan
obvi
ousquesti
on,st
upid"Teewassit
ti
ngnext
tokyl
e^_^
Me:"Pl
easet
ell
him,
itswasni
ceseei
ngy
ou
guy
s"
Nay:
"yousoundsl
i
key
oul
eav
ingnow"
Me:"umm Ihav etogo"hedr aggedmet
ohi
s
room andhelockedthedoorandcametome,
hekissedthel
ivi
ngshitoutofme
.
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
.
Aftershel
eft,
theguy
shasshockwr
it
tenon
theirf
ace
.
Cal
vi
n:"ar
eyousur
eshe'
syourwi
fe"
Me:
"Iwi
l
lshoey
oupi
ctur
esi
fyoudon'
tbel
i
eve
me"
Tony:
"she'
syoungt
hou"
Zanda:
"howol
disshe?
"
Me:
"that
'snonofy
ourbusi
ness"
.
Wewentt osi ti
ntheloungedr i
nkingbeerwhile
watchi
ngasoccermat ch, t
il
lnightandtheylef
t
Iwassobor edImeanI '
m all
aloneatthisbig
house,Itri
edcalli
ngAnel ebutherphonesent
mest r
aighttovoicemail,soIdecidedtosleepI
waslilt
ipsy..Themor ni
ngIwokeupwi thmy
phoneringi
ng
.
Me:
"Zul
uhel
l
o"Idi
dn'
tcheckt
hecal
l
er
Her:
"babyt
heyar
edischar
gingmet
oday,
pl
easecomeandf
etchme"
Me:"okayI
'l
lbether
enownow"Iwentt obath
andcl
eanedthehouseImeanthecansof
Hei
nekenwereallov
erthepl
aceaf
terthatI
t
ookmycarkey sanddrov
etothehospi
tal
,I
wenti
nandgott oherwar
d,shewassigni
ng
t
hedischar
gingfor
ms
.
Her:
"youdi
dn'
tbr
ingmeanycl
othes?
"
Me:
"Idi
dn'
tknowy
ouwant
edcl
othes"
Her:
"MyGodyousuchafool,
youwantmeto
weart
hesamedr
essthathasmyki
dsblood?
"I
wal
kedcl
oset
oher
Me:"wat
chy ourtonguewheny
out
alki
ngt
ome
,I
'
m notyourfri
end"
Her:
"I'
m sor
ry"
Me:"nowhaty ouwil
lfi
ndy ourwayoutofhere
"Il
eft,
I'
mt i
redofbei
ngt akeneasy,fi
rst
lyi
ts
wasAnelenowhernomanI 'mtheManher e
nott
hem ,Idrovet
otheRoy alhouse
.
.
Mom :
"Myson"
Me:
"Mom howar
eyou"
Mom :
"Si
yancengaNi
na?
"
Me:
"I'
m goodmama"
Mom :"whyar
eyouher
eal
one,
wher
eismy
daught
er?"
Me:
"shewentt
oDur
ban"
Mom :
"hawuwhati
sshedoi
ngt
her
e"
Me:
"Idon'
tknowmama"
Mom :
"she'
syourwi
fe,
howcomey
oudon'
t
know"
Me:
"MamaIhav
etot
ell
yousomet
hing"
Mom :
"Yesbaby"Il
ookedatherwi
tht
he"
What
t
hefucknow"ey
es,shegiggl
es
Me: "Zi
yandahasaboy
fri
endMama, hel
iv
esin
Durban,heoncecamehereandsheleftwi
th
hi
mi nfrontofme"mom j
ustlaughed
Mom :
"You'
redone?
"
Me:"what
'ssofunnymom ,
causeI
'
m ser
ious"
herf
acechanged
Mom :
"whenwast
hat?
"
Me:
"theweekbef
orey
oucamet
ovi
sit"
Mom :
"What!
?"
Me:
"Yesmama"
Mom :"Whydidn'tyoutel
lmeZweli
!?Hhe!?
Thatgi
rli
sheretotonishourname!?
Uzongi
fundaangiqonde"shewasbreat
hingfi
re
,Ihavenevereverinmylif
eseemom li
kethat
Me:
"Mamacal
m down"
Mom :"Don'
ttel
lmet ocalm down!Yousucha
f
ool howcanyouletanothermantakeyourwi
fe
..Yourwi
fe!?Zweli!
?"
Me:
"Icoul
dn'
tsayanyt
hingZiy
andadisr
espect
me,
shetal
kstomel i
keI'
m oneofherfr
iend"
Mom :"Iwishy
ounev erwentt
ot hatAmer
ica,
you'
resosoft,
Inevergivebi
rt
ht osuchaweak
man, goandfi
ghtf
ory ourmarr
iage"
Me:
"mamai
-"
Mom : "Now! !"Iquickl
ystoodupandki ssed
herforeheadandl eftIdrovebacktomyhouse
andj ustwenttosleep, butIcoul
dn'
tImeanI
wast hinkingabouthowmuchofaf oolIam , I
meanIf ir
stl
ybroughtAngiehere,shenev er
compl ained,Imessedupagai nandcalled
Angie'snamei nbedbutst il
lsheneverwentt o
tel
lhisdadaboutt hisbuthereIam busy
runningt oMom whenev erI'
m havi
ngprobl em
withher, Mom wasr i
ghtI'
m suchaweak
uselessmen: /
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t34
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
.
Ther easonwhyIki ssedheri sbecauseIsee
thatthere'
ssomet hingwrongwi t
hher, at
Steersshewasn' therself,fakelaughandf ake
smilesNo!Ihadt odosomet hing, whenshe
want edtogo, Iknewt hat'
ssomet hi
ngwasup
,theAnel eIknowwoul dloveImeanl ov
eto
spendheral lti
mewi t
hmebutt his,she's
diff
erent..Idraggedhertomyr oom andki ssed
her,shedi dn'
treplybutthatdidn'tstopme ,
shepul l
edout
.
.
Me:
"babe"shel
ookeddown
Me:
"babewhat
'sup"
Her:
"Ididsomething"Iwentt
ositonthebed
andtapthespacenexttome, i
ndi
cati
ngthat
sheshouldsi
tnexttome
Me:
"Somet
hingl
i
ke?
"
Her:
"I.
..Umm.
.Iki
ssedZwel
iandIl
i
kedi
t"
Me:
"youwhat
!?"
Her:
"I'
m sor
ry,
buthewast
heonewhoki
ssed
mefi
rst"
Me:"t
hat
'snonsensewhydi
dyoul
ethi
m do
t
hat"
Her:
"Idon'
tknowIwasj
ustcaughtupi
nthe
moment"
Me:
"fuckt
hatmoment
!?"Ist
oodup
Her:
"Zac?
"
Me:
"What!
?Yougotsomet
hingagai
n"
Her:
"Inear
lysl
eptwi
thhi
m"
Me:"WHAT!?Anel
ear
eyoucr
azy?,
youhar
dly
knowtheguy"
Her:
"Iknowbutt hereasonwhyI
'
m her
e,i
sto
t
elly
out hatIl
oveyousomuchbutIhavet
olet
you,setyoufree"
Me:"Whatdoy
oumean?
"It
urnedt
olookat
her
Her:
"It
hinkweshoul
dbr
e-"
Me:"Hel
lNo!"Ipunchedthewall
,whi
ch
f
ri
ghtenAnel
e,shelookedscar
ed
Me:"BabeIl
oveyousomuch,
pleasedon'
t
hur
tmel i
ket
his"
Her:
"Ican'
tdot
hisany
mor
e"shest
oodup
Her:
"canIhav
ethekey
s?"
Me:"Why?Anel
ewhy?WasInotgoodenough
?Whataboutt
hefut
urewepl
anedt
oget
her?
Hhe?Ourl
it
tl
efamil
y"
Her:
"don'
tdot
hat,
thi
sisf
orourowngood"
Me:"NoNoNo!
!"t
her
ewasaknockont
he
door
"i
sev
ery
thi
ngal
ri
ght"
Her:
"Yes"Ihear
dfoot
stepsIguesst
hat
per
sonisl
eavi
ng
Me:
"sot
hisi
sgoodby
e?"
Her:
"Iguessi
tis"Iwal
kedt
oher
.
Icuppedherfaceandpl acedmyl i
psonherl i
ps,
shejustcl
osedherey eswithtear
sr unni
ng
downhercheeks, Islowlykissedheraftera
whilesheki
ssedmebacki tswassosl owfil
led
withpassi
on,ourf aceshadt earsImeanIwas
cryi
ngtoo..
.Afterabout30mi nutesorso,she
pulledbackandhuggedmet i
ghtIheldherti
ght
too, Iwhi
speredinherears"I
'
m notlett
ingyou
gowi t
houtafight"shetr
iedt
alki
ngbutIjust
kissedher, shepulledout
.
.
Her:"Igot
tago"Inod, wewalkeddownstai
rs
ever
yonewasqui etorshoul
dIsaymindi
nd
thei
rownbusinesses
Her:
"by
eguy
s"
Xav
ier:
"mmmhr
edey
esIsee"
Tee:
"babewer
eyoucr
ying?
"
Me:
"nosomet
hinggoti
nsi
deherey
es"
Her:
"IguessIjustwanttolety
ouknowthat,
meandNat hanarenolongeranit
em "t
heroom
wentsi
l
ence
Bul
l
et:
"What!,
Why?"
Her:
"Ineedt
ofocusonmymar
ri
age"
Her:
"TeeIwi
llseeyoutomor
rowmor
ning,
I'
m
l
eavi
ngtomor
rowt hou"
Tee:
"I'
m comi
ngwi
thy
ou"
Kl
ye:
"butbabe"
Tee:"haahahmyfri
endneedsme"Iwasj
ust
qui
etlyl
ooki
ngatAnel
e
.
Aft
erTeetal
kingtoKy l
etheyfi
nal
lylef
t,as
soonastheyclosedthedoorIqui
cklywentto
myroom andcr i
edmyAssout, I'
m notlet
ti
ng
gowit
houtafight:/
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
Thedr i
vetoKyle'
scri
bwasquietIwasthinki
ng
abouthowbr okenNaywasImeanIl ovehim so
muchandIdon' twanttohur
thim,soIhav eto
l
ethim go, wearri
vedatKyl
e'
scri
b,Teet ook
hisbagandwewenthome, whenwegott he
therentswerether
eassoonasIgoti nMom
rushedtomeandhuggedme
.
.
Mom :
"Isawyourcl
othesbutIwaswonder
ing
wher
eareyou"
Me:
"Iwasout"
Mom :
"heyTee"
Tee:
"Mam'
Ndl
ovu"
Mom :
"justcal
lmemom "hesmi
l
ed
Tee:
"Mom ^
_^"
"i
sthatMypr
incessl
ove?
"ThatwasDad
Mom :
"Yesbabe"wewal
kedt
olounge
Dad:
"mypr
incess"t
jomyt
ear
sfel
ll
ikear
iver
Me:
"Dad:
'
("
Dad:
"hey
..What
'
swr
ongbabe"
Me:"DadIr egretwhatIdi
d,IknowZwel
idon'
t
l
oveme, Ijustletgoofsomewhol ov
esme,
DadIst
il
llov ehim:'
("
Dad:
"Whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout?
"Imov
ed
fr
om Dad
Me:
"I'
m sor
ryIshoul
dn'
thav
esai
dthat"
Dad:
"Tal
ktomebabe"
"
Mam'Zul
uunj
ani
i"t
hatwasmom answer
ing
t
hephone
Mom :
"yeboshe'
sher
e"
.
..
.
Mom :
"ameet
ing?
"
.
..
.
Mom :
"okayIwi
l
ltel
lKi
ngandwewi
l
lcome
t
omorr
ow"
.
..
.
Mom :
"okayusal
ekahl
e"af
tert
hatcal
lshesat
down
Mom :
"thatwasthequeen,
shewant
stohav
e
ameet
ingwithus"
Dad:
"what
'smeet
ingnow?
"
Mom :
"shesai
dit
saboutZwel
iandAnel
e"dad
l
ookedatme
Dad:"whyar
eyouher
e?Di
dyoudi
dsomet
hing
wrong?"
Me:"no,canIgoandsleepnow"t
heyall
l
ookedatme, Ij
ustst
oodupandwenttomy
r
oom
.
.
Igotinandl ockedt hedoorIdon'
twantany
dist
urbanceIj usttookmyphoneandl ookat
thevideoswet ook, pi
ctur
essomewer ereal
ly
cute,therewast hi
s, wewereatt
hepool he
wasf rowningIl aughedasIthi
nkaboutthatday
Idecidedtoplaymusi conmyphone
.
"Hear
dami
l
li
onst
ori
esaboutl
ove
Somewer
egoodsomewer
ebad
If
oundouti
fyouhol
dont
oti
ght
Youmi
ghtl
oseev
ery
thi
ngy
ouhav
e
Di
dn'
tthi
nkmyhear
tcoul
deasi
l
ybr
eak
Wheny
ouf
all
inl
ovet
hatt
hechancey
out
ake
NowIknow
Fr
om t
hesel
essonst
hatIl
ear
ned
Fr
om l
ovi
ngy
ou
(
Chor
us)
Iknowt
hatev
ery
bodymakesmi
stakes
Ihopey
oust
il
lbel
i
evei
tsnott
ool
ate
CauseIdon'
tcar
eaboutwhatpeopl
ethi
nkor
say
I
'
drat
hert
akeachancewi
thy
ou
I
'
drat
herbei
nlov
ethanbeal
one
ButInev
erknewthatlovecouldhur
tsomuch"I
wassobbing,I
'
m suretomor r
owmor ni
ngIwil
l
wakeupwi t
heyebags, Icr
iedmyselft
osleep
.
.
.

Admi
nO:
-)
I
nser
t35
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Thenextmor ningIwokeupasIsai dmyey es
wereswollenl i
kehellIwenttobath, woremy
usualsandwentdownst air
s,weat ebreakf
ast
i
nsilentaf
tert hatweleft,Iwaswi t
hTeei nthe
car,Mom waswi t
hdadi nthei
rcarIdecidedto
j
ustsleep...Afterhourswear r
ivedat
kwaNongomai tswasatnoonassoonasIgot
offt
hecarmyphoner angitswasZwel i
.
.
Hi
m:"hey"
Me:
"whatdoy
ouwant"
Hi
m:"wear
eint
her
oyal
house"
Me:"Cool"Ihungupandtoldmom anddad
t
hatweshouldgot ot
heroyalhouse,af
tert
hat
wedrovestr
aightt
other
oyal house
.
.
TherewastheKi
ng,queenandZwel
i,wegot
i
nsideandbowedwenttosi
tdown..
.Teewas
si
tti
ngbymyside
.
Mama:
"Iknowyouall
arewonder
ingwhyI
cal
l
edy
ouhere"sheevi
ley
edme
Mama:"WellThi
sRubbishhere"shepoint
ed
me"isbusycheat
ingonmysi de,br
ingi
ngman
i
nhisour,ki
ssi
nginfr
ontoftheguards,What
ki
ndofqueenareyou!?
"Mypar entswere
shockedImeanDadwasv
erydi
sappoi
nted
Ki
ng:
"Zi
yandai
sthatt
rue"t
ear
sfel
ldown
Me:
"YesmyKi ng"Idroppedmyhead,
my
t
ear
swereuncontr
oll
able
Mom :"
Whatki
ndofdi
sgr
acei
sthi
s?Anel
eI'
m
t
alki
ngtoy
ou"
Me:
"I'
m sor
ryMom "
Mom :"nyor
rymyfoot,Ihav
eneverbeenso
di
sappoint
edli
ket
hisinmywholeli
fe"
Mama: "See,wenaZuluyoubroughtt
hisl
oose
gi
rlhere,j
ustt
otonishourname"shewas
angryandIwassil
entl
ycryi
ng
Ki
ng:
"Cal
m downMakhumal
o"
Dad:"Pr
incessdoy
ouwantt
oexpl
ainy
oursel
f"
Inod
Mama:"explai
nwhat!Thatyoumademysona
l
aughi
ngstockher
einthevil
l
age!?
"
Me:
"JustSt
op!
!"t
her
oom wentqui
et
Me:"I M SI
TTINGHERELI
STENINGTOYOU
INSULTINGMEANDMYPARENT, WHYDON'T
YOUASKYOURPRECI OUSSON,WHYIDID
THAT, TOUWANTTOKNOW RI GHT?"She
nods,Zweliwasl
ooki
ngatmewithpl
eadi
ng
eyes
Me: "YOURSONHEREDI SRESPECTEDMEI N
THEMOSTHORRI BLEWAY, HEBROUGHTHI S
MISTRESSINOURHOUSEITRI EDTALKINGTO
HIM BUTHEALWAYSSAY"I '
M JUSTAN
ARRANGEDWI FENOTHI
NGMORENOTHI NG
LESS"myv oicewasbr
eaking,Teekepton
brushingmyback
Me:"wherewereyouwhentheywer
ehaving
sexinmyhousehhu?,whenshewaspregnant
wit
hhisbabi
es"
Ki
ng:
"What!
?"
Dad:
"yousonofabi
tch"hequi
ckl
yst
oodup
andpunchZweli
countlesst
imesunti
lthe
guar
dscameandst oppedthefi
ght,
Zwel iwas
redwit
hbloodHismom wascryingwhilehi
s
Dadwasangry
Dad:
"Pr
incessl
et'
sgo"
Ki
ng:
"wewi
l
lcont
inuet
hemeet
ingt
omor
row"
Mama:"I
'm sor
ryIdi
dn'
tknow,Ziyanda"Ijust
r
aisedmyhandasasightotel
lhertoshutup
Mom :"I
'm sodisappoint
edi
ny ouMam' Zulu"
weleftt
hem there..DadwasfumingwithAnger
whil
eIwascr yi
ng, al
lofuswerecryi
ngev en
Tee..Webookedour selv
esinahotelandslept
ther
e
.
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
.
Mom :
"zwel
imygodbabe"
Dad:"st
andupboy"Iwasunconsci
ousIt
ri
ed
st
andingupbutf
ail
ed
Mom :
"heneedst
obet
akent
othehospi
tal
"
Dad:
"Takehi
m,he'
snotmysonany
mor
e"
Mom :
"What!
?"
Dadpunchedmeandi
zoneout
.
.
Dadleftmom cry
ingt
her
e,theguar
dstookme
tot
hehospit
al wi
thMom bymysideandIwas
admitt
ed
.
.
.
I
'
m sosl
eepy.
.Cont
inuat
iont
omor
row?
?
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t36
.
.
.
Nar
rat
or
.
.
.
I
t'
sbeenTwoweekssi
ncethemeet
ingt
ook
pl
ace,
Zweli
wasadmit
tedandl
eftt
heotherday
, t
her ewer enodamagesmade, j
ustaf ew
bruises, Anel eandherf ami lyst ayedatt he
hot elunt ilherpar entsl eft, theyat tendedt he
meet i
ngt heot herdaywhenAnel econf essed
ever ythingwhenImeanEv ery t
hingshet al ked
aboutAngi e, pregnancy, andThatt hey'vebeen
pret endingt obehappyj ustt opl easeev ery one
i
nt hef ami lyandt hef ami lieswer ebot hangr y
butt heyunder standwher et heycomi ngf rom
,soAnel e'
sDadwant edZwel itopayaf inef or
disrespect i
ngherdaught erandZwel i
did. .
Nat hanwaspl anningt oki llZwel ihedi dn' tlike
thet houghtofanot hermant ouchinghi sgi r
l
andhi spl anwascomi ngal ongj ustf i
ne. .Af ter
af ewday sAngel i
nal eftthecount r
ycause
Zwel iwasi gnoringher, hedi dn'
twantany thing
todowi thAngi e,soAngi edeci dedt oleav e
event houghshewashur t, shehadnochoi ce
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
ThesepastTwoweekshasbeenf unandli
t,
Teewaswi thmeandwespentmostofour
ti
met oget
her, Aft
erZweli
wasdischar
gedhe
camebackt hingshasn'
tbethesame,the
tensi
oninthehouse- _
-wasonanotherlev
el.
.
HereIwassi t
tinginl
oungewit
hTee
.
.
Tee:
"soareyoupl
anni
ngtofor
giv
ehubbyBae
?"Yeshecal
l
sZwelihubbyBae
Me:
"notwi
tht
hist
alkagai
nTee,
please"
Tee:
"atsomepoi
ntwehav
etoo"Isi
gh
Me:"I
'veal
readyf
orgi
venhi
m butIcan'
tj
ust
f
orget
"
Tee:"atl
easttel
lhi
mt hat,HubbyBaehas
beenmiserabl
e,allheeverdoiswork,wor
k
work,NoGhellytel
lhimyouhav ef
orgi
venhi
m"
Me:
"okayIwi
l
lcanwedr
opt
hisnow"
Tee:
"pr
omi
semey
ouwi
l
l"
Me:
"Iwi
l
l"
Tee:
"Today"Ist
oodup
Me:"Yuuhhgirly
oucanbeanui sance
sometimes"helaughedandshouted"youl
ove
melikethi
s!"Iwenttotheki
tchenandcame
backwithsnacks
Tee:
"SoToday?
"
Me:
"Gosh!YesTeeIwi
l
l"
Tee:
"don'
tgetwor
kedup,
unl
essy
ouummm "
Me:
"I'
m What
?"
Tee:
"youwanthimtobegyou, say'I'
m sor
ry
mywifepl
easefor
giv
eme' oryouwanthi mto
ummm "heclear
edhist
hroat,
Il aughed
Me:
"No!Teest
op"
Tee:
"thatguyi
ssexual
l
yfr
ust
rat
ed"
Me:
"hegotAngi
e"
Tee:
"howIwi
sht
oseeher"
Me:"she'
sbeauti
fuli
nherownwaybuther
body,Thi
xondit
hathengoku(
Lor
dtakeme
now)"
Tee:
"Don'
t"
Me:
"Capi
tal
let
terP"wel
aughed
Tee:
"Youmeanli
ke"hedrewthel
ett
eronai
r,I
nodandwel
aughedourassout
Me:"l
etmest
artwi
tht
hepots,si
tt
ingher
e
wi
thyouev
ery
daywon'
ttakemesomewhere"
Tee:
"it
shi
ght
imeIl
ear
nhowt
ocook,
vede
whotaughtyou?Causel
astt
imeIchecked,
youandthepotswat
erandparaf
fi
n"
Me:
"youknowhowmom i
s"
Tee:
"Godbl
esst
hatwomen"wel
aughed
Me:
"Don'
tst
art"
.
.
Wecar ri
edlaughingwhi
lebusycooking,Imust
sayIlovespendingti
mewi thTee,hemakes
mef orgetaboutmyproblems,He'
sar eal
fr
iendO: -
)
.
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
.
AfterAnel eratt
edmeout, Dadgi vemeonehel l
ofthel ectur
e, hewasev enthr eateningt o
disownmebutheyIapol ogize, anot hert hing
withAnel eI'
m ev enaf r
aidofl ooki ngatheri n
theey e, Imisshercr azysoul butwel i
vei nt he
samehouse, theonl yt hingIdot okeepmysel f
busyi tWor kwor kal way s, Angi et r
iedt or each
outt omebutIdi dn'thav et imef orher, and
aboutt heTwi nsthedoct orconf irmedt hatt hey
wer emi neandIdi dn' tcar eIdon' tknowwhybut
Ididn'ttakeallthetwi nt hingt omyhear t..My
fri
endshasbeenencour agingmet ospeakt o
Anelet ryandmaket hingswor se, Tonyev en
offeredt ohelpmebutIwi lljustt ellthem t hatI
gotev erythi
ngoncont rol whil
eIknowdeep
downt hatnottrue. .AsIwascomi ngbackf rom
wor kIwaswel comedwi thlaught erandi t
swas
coningf rom thekitchen, anot hert hingAnel e's
fri
endTeei sagoodf ri
endt houIdon' tli
kehi m
butheseemst omakeAnel esmil
es,
andlaugh
mor et
hanIdo, Iknowhe'sgayandj
usta
fr
iendbutIdon'
ttrusthi
m.
.
.
Tee:"Gir
lstoppl
ayi
nghar
dt ogetorel
seIwi
l
l
snapyourhubbyBaefr
om y
ou"
Wife:
"bit
chyouarewelcome"Iclear
edmy
thr
oat,Teewassi
tti
ngont opofthekit
chen
count
erassoonasIclearedmythroathe
qui
cklyj
umpedoff,i
shescar edofme
.
.
Wi
fe:
"youback?
"
Me:
"yes"
Wi
fe:
"di
nnerwi
l
lber
eadynownow"
Me:
"okay"Iwentupst
air
s,seewhatImean
everytimeIspeakt oher, herrespondsmake
mescar edhercol dnessscar esmeI '
vetried
apologizingsev er alti
mesbutnot hiswi feof
mineissomet hingel seandt oomuchDr ama, a
Dramaqueenaf terIwasdonewi t
hmyshowerI
gotoutandf oundmycl othesni celyplacedon
thebedIsmi lednomat terhowcompl icatedour
sit
uationi s,shenev erstopsdoi ngherwi fe'
s
chores^ _ ^Igotdr essedandwentdownst ai
rs,
thewer ewat chi ngt .
vsomer ealityshowor
somet hingIwentt ositdownnextt omywi fe
andmypal mswer esweat i
ngIdon' tknowwhy
butIgetner vouswhenIseeherorev ent alkto
herIjustr anoutofwor ds, asIwassi tti
ngnext
toher, shel ookedatmeandst oodupaf tera
whileshecamebackwi thf oodandshegav eit
tome, It hankedherandat ewhenIwasdoneI
tookthepl at
et hatIwasusi ngandwentt o
washi t, Iwentbackt ot helounge
.
.
Me:"umm Anel
ecanItal
ktoyou,
pri
vat
ely
"
shel
ookedatTeeandhenods
Wif
e:"okay"Il
edt
hewayt
omyst
udyandwent
t
ositdown
Me:
"pl
easesi
t"
Wi
fe:
"I'
drat
herst
and"Isi
gh
Me:"Anelel
ookI'm sor
ryabouteveryt
hingI'
m
notgoodinwordsbutknowt hatI
'm deeply
sorr
yforhur
ti
ngy ouIwon'tsayit
swasn' tmy
i
ntenti
onsbutIknewwhatIwasdoi ngI'm sor
ry
"
Wi
fe:
"okay"Il
ookedather
Wi
fe:"i
tsf
ineIfor
givey
oubutthatdoesn'
t
meanIhav
ef or
gott
enabouti
t"
Me:"Iknowandcanweumm "Ibr
ushedmy
f
aceandbreat
hheavi
ly
Me:
"doy
out
hinkmeandy
ouwi
l
lwor
kout?
"
Shel
aughed,
hheshel
aughedwhi
l
eI'
m ser
ious
Wi
fe:
"youwantust
obewhat!
?Angi
zwanga"
Me:"Iwantt
obey
ourf
ri
endandgett
oknow
you"
Wi
fe:
"fi
newi
thme"
Me:
"hug?
"
Wif
e:"nowy
ou'
repushi
ngi
t"shewasaboutt
o
l
eave
Me:
"Anel
e"shel
ookedatme
Me:
"thanky
ou"shenodsandl
eft
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t37
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
AfterIwalkedoutofhisoffi
ceIremember
ed
thatIhavetotal
kt ohim aboutt
heQueenand
Universi
tythi
ng,Iquickl
ywentback,Assoon
asIgotinhesmi les,Ifoundmyselfsmi
li
ng
too
.
.
Me: "umm Iwantustotal
kaboutsomet
hing"
hest oppeddoi
ngwhathewasdoingandputall
focusonme
Hi
m:"Yes"
Me:"Youknowsi
nceIpassedmyMat ri
c,umm
Iwannagotot
heuniv
ersi
ty"Isai
dthatwhil
e
pl
ayi
ngwithmyfi
nger
s
Hi
m: "Iheary
ou,sowhi
chuni
ver
sit
ydoy
ou
wanttogoto?"
Me:
"Wi
ts"
Hi
m:"Wi
ts!Ohnoway"hest
oodup
Me:
"butIwannagot
her
e"
Hi
m:"I
'
m sor
rybuty
ou'
renotgoi
ngt
her
e"
Me:
"Why?
"Ial
sost
oodupandwentt
ohi
m
Him:"becauseIdon'
twantyoutogother
e,and
whataboutyourduti
esasthenewqueen,What
aboutme? "
Me:"AbouttheQueenthi
ng,
umm Iwantt
otel
l
yout
hatI'
m notreadyt
obeaQueen"
Hi
m:"What
!?Ay
iNgi
yal
i
ngwa"
Me:
"Zwel
iIknowy
oul
i
kebei
ngi
nthi
sposi
ti
on
butIcan'
tIj
ustcan'
t"Iatt
emptedtowalkout,
hegrabbedmyarm soft
lyandIfel
tbut
terf
li
es
Him:"l
ookIknowt hepressurei
stoomuch, I
'
m
gonnatal
ktoDadaboutt heQueenthing"I
smil
ed"buttheUniver
sitythi
ngI'
m sorr
yyou'
re
notgoi
ngthere"Ididt
hepuppyey es
Him:"t
rustmei
tswon'
twor
k"Il
aughedand
gaveup
Him: "youthoughtIwouldfal
lforthat, mxm "
hesmi l
edIsmi ledtoo,hecamet omest i
llwi
th
thesmileonhi sface,hehol
dsmywai stand
pull
smecl osermyhear twasbeatingf astI
thoughthewasgoi ngtoki
ssmebuthedi d
huggedmeIf el
tsaf ei
nhisarms,hepi ckedme
up, Il
aughed
.
Me:
"Isweari
fyoudr
opmencncnc"
Hi
m:"rel
axIwon'
t"hespanmearoundIwas
gi
ggl
i
ngnonstop,af
terawhi
leheputmedown
Hi
m:"y
oucangonow"
Me:
"ohy
ouchasi
ngmeout"
Him:"ki
ndabutIneedtoputonal
i
esot
hatI
canconvi
nceyourDada"
Me:
"Iwonderi
fyourmom wi
l
lagr
eeImeani
-"
Hi
m:"ohMygod, Isai
dgo,busytal
ki
ngblah
bl
ah"hepushedmetothedoorIl
aughed
Me:
"I'
m notgonnadi
shf
ory
out
omor
row"
Hi
m:"we'
l
lseeaboutt
hat"
Hecl
osedt
hedoor
.
Iwalkeddownst
air
ssmil
ing,
ifhe'
ssweetl
ike
thi
sImi ghtl
i
kehi
m whoknows;),AsIwas
walki
ngIcameacrossTee
.
Tee:
"Iguessev
ery
thi
ngwentwel
l"
Me:
"yesi
tsdi
d"
Tee:
"Any
wayI
'
m goi
ngt
osl
eep"
Me:
"hawuear
lyso"
Tee:
"yesIwantmybeaut
ysl
eep"
Me:
"youandy
ourbeaut
ysl
eep"wel
aughed
.
.
Iwenttoswitchoffthel
i
ghtmadesur ethatt
he
doorsarealll
ockedandeverything,setupan
Alar
m system andwentupstairs,If
irstl
ywent
toTee'
sr oom if
oundhersleepingont opofthe
bedcovers..Maralomntwana, Igotinand
wenttowakehi m up
.
Me:
"Tee"
Tee:
"mmmmhTher
esal
eav
emeal
one"
Me:
"Vuka!"
Hest
oodup
Tee:
"myGodwhatdoy
ouwant?
"
Me:
"Ij
ustwant
edt
osaygoodni
ght"
Tee:
"don'
tfuckwi
thme"Il
aughed
Me:"I'
mjustmessi
ngwi
thy
ou,
Ngena
engubeni
"
Tee:
"It
houghtIl
eftmymom athome"
Me:"I
'
myournewmom "
hesmi
l
edandl
ookat
me
Tee:
"justgoaway"
Me:
"Goodni
ghtIl
ovey
ou"
Tee:"yeahyeahIlov
eyout oo"hesai
dthat
get
tingunderthebedcovers,Il
efthi
m and
wenttomyr oom whenIgotinIfoundZweli
si
tt
ingont opofmybed, Ichuckl
ed
.
.
Me:"Andthen?
"Hewasholdi
ngabl
anket,
he
wasweari
ngonlyhi
spy
jamapant
s:-
P myGod
hismuscleswereal
lout,
his8packsIwas
seri
ousl
ydrool
ing
Hi
m:"ar
eyoudone?
"
Me:"mxm "Iwentt
omycl
osetandt
ookout
mypyj
amas
Hi
m:"wel
ltodayI
'
m sl
eepi
ngher
e"
Me:
"Nev
er"
Hi
m:"i
tsmyhousephel
a"
Me:
"andi
tsmyr
oom "
Him:"sti
l
lbutt
hisi
smyhouse,
andI
'
m say
ing
I
'm sl
eepi
nghere"
Me: "I
'
m goi
ngtothebathroom andwhenI
comebackIdon'twannaf i
ndyouhere"I
walkedtot
hebathroom andtookthebathaft
er
IwasdoneIwalkedout, Zwel
iwasstil
lsi
tt
ing
ontopofmybed, Ijustl
ookedathim..Ayi
hh
akamameli
.
.
Me:
"Isai
dIdon'
twannaf
indy
ouher
e"
Hi
m: "andIsai
dI'
m notgoi
ngany
way
"he
smi
led
Me:"Igiv
eup"Ir ai
sedmyhandsasasignof
surr
ender
ing,Itookmyl ot
ionandwentbackt
o
thebat
hroom afterIwasdoneIcameback
weari
ngmypy jamas
.
Igotinundert
hebedscoversandsl
ept,Ihear
d
thebedmov i
ngwhenIlookedupZweliwas
gett
ingin
.
.
Me:
"Ai
bohIsai
ddon'
tsl
eepher
e"
Him:"IgotanExt
rablanket,
don'twor
ry"he
goti
nbehindme, Isatupstr
aight
Me:
"Zwel
ipl
ease"
Hi
m: "I
'
m notget
ti
ngoutoft
hisbedi
tswar
m "I
l
ookedathi
m
Hi
m:"okayfi
neIjustwantt
osl
eepwi
thmy
wi
fei
sthatacri
me? "
Me:
"Si
ncewhenweshar
ethesamebed?
"
Hi
m: "sincet
oday,
itssowar
myazi
i,come
l
et'
ssleep"
.
Il
aidonmyback, hepull
smet ohim andIget
shi
versdownmyspi ne,heputhi
sArm around
mywai standwestayedint
hatposi
ti
on
.
Hi
m:"Zi
yanda"
Me:
"ohpl
ease"hechuckl
ed
Hi
m: "okayAnel
e,y
ouwantmet
osi
ngy
oua
l
ull
aby?"
Me:
"wi
tht
hatdeepv
oiceofy
our
s,ohpl
ease"
Hi
m:"y
ouknowIcansi
ngr
ight?
"
Me:
"Idon'
tEv
enwannaknow"
Hi
m:"y
ouIcansi
-"
Me: "ohhpl
easecanyoukeepqui
etI'
mtr
ynna
sleep"hekeptquietandasIwasdozi
ngoff,
he
talked
Hi
m:"ar
eyouasl
eep"
Me:
"MyGodZwel
iyousuchanui
sance"
Hi
m:"HawuhI
'
myourhusband"
Me:
"sowhat?
"
Him:"y
oushouldent
ert
ainme,
Ican'
tsl
eep
yazi
"Ikeptqui
et
Him:"l
etmesi
ngf
ory
oumay
bey
ouwi
l
lbe
awake"
.
*Si
staBet
ina
I
nthemeant
ime
Ohshi
t
Hi
bir
riHi
bir
ri
Ebat
hii
sidl
ubushabet
hu
Ebat
hii
sidl
ubushabet
hu
Si
phet
henabant
wanai
nthemeant
ime*
.
Iwasl
aughingevenmytummyhur
ts,
hewas
sohor
ri
bleIevenhadt
ears
.
Me:
"ar
hyousuchabadsi
ngery
ou"
Hi
m: "Zul
uMansdon'
thav
eagoodv
oice'
s"I
l
aughed
Me:
"yout
rul
yar
eaZul
uman"Il
aughed
Hi
m:"okaynowIdon'
tl
ikei
t,st
opl
aughi
ng"
Me:
"I.
.Can.
.thel
pit"Ibur
sti
nlaught
er
Hi
m:"comel
etsl
eep"hepul
l
smeandwesl
ept
..
.
.
Imustsay,
itsni
cebei
ngwi
thZwel
i

.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t37
.
.
.
Cont
inuat
ion
.
.
.
Zwel
i:
-)
.
.
.
Forthef i
rstt i
memeandAnel esl eptont he
samebedwi t
houtanyundersi tuation, andI'
m
gladthati t
sal lwentwel l,herlaughsI '
m
starti
ngtol ikehear ingthem . .
.AsIwaswaki ng
upIhadt hishugebor neAy ihNdabewas
pointi
ngNor thIqui cklygotof fthebedand
wentt omybedr oom whenIgett hereIwentt o
talkashowerandst ayedt hereawhi leIwas
fi
x i
ngNdabeIcan' tgooutl ookingl i
ket hat,
afterthatIwentt owearmychi nopant s, whi
te
golfT-shirtandmyshoes, Iwalkedoutoft he
bedroom andst r
aightt othekitchent ookoutan
Appleandwal kedout, Iwasgoi ngt otheroyal
house,I'
vealr
eadytoldmydadt hatI
'
m coming
aft
erthatIwentthere,asSoonasmycargot
i
nsidetheyardMom wasal readyoutGoshI
l
ov emyMom ^ _^♥ Igotofft hecarandshe
rantome, webriefl
yhugged
.
Mom :
"MySon,
howar
eyouf
eel
i
ng?
"
Me:
"I'
m good,
unj
ani
imom "
Mom :
"I'
m good,
howar
ethi
ngsathome?
"I
si
gh
Me:"Mom pl
ease,i
sBabain?
"Shenodsand
wewalkedi
nsi
de,Iwentt
owhereDadwasand
gr
eetedwesatdown
Me:"umm Iwant
edtot
hey
ouaboutt
he
r
equestt
hatmywifew-
"
Dad:
"Goi
ngt
oVar
sit
y?"
Me:
"howdi
dyouknow?
"
Dad:
"ify
ouwer
en'
tbusywi
thy
ourmi
str
ess,
y
ouwoul
dhav
eknown"
Me:
"umm Dad"
Dad:
"it
sfi
ne"
Me:"Well
shesai
dshewannast
epdownast
he
Queen"
Dad:
"that
'swon'
thappen"
Me:"DadlookShe'sst
il
lyoung,shesti
ll
s
wannadot hi
ngsandsomeoft hem ar
e
i
nappropr
iate,pl
easeDad"
Dad:
"No!"
Me:"Dadpleaset
hinkt
histhr
ough, Youdon'
t
wantpeopl
etocomplai
naboutthenewQueen
doi
ngs,sheneedstobetrai
nedfi
rst"
Dad:
"okayf
ineIwi
l
lhav
eat
alkwi
tht
heel
der
s
"
Me:
"that
'sal
lI'
m aski
ngDad"
Dad:
"Iseey
ouhav
elear
nedy
ourl
esson"
Me:
"Idi
dDad"
Dad:
"comewi
thme,
I'
m goi
ngt
otheFar
m"
Me:
"whenwast
hel
astt
imeIwentt
her
e"
Dad:
"wheny ouwer
ealit
tl
eboy,unti
lyouwent
t
oAmericaandit
srui
nedyou"welaughedand
wal
kedout
.
AttheFarmt hi
ngswer egreat,t
hefarmer shad
fewcompl ai
nsbutDadsor tthem al
l ,
afterthe
Farm Iwentbacktomyhouseonmywayhome
, t
herewast hi
sblackcarthathadti
nted
windows, butIdi
dn'tpayatt
enti
ontoit,soI
gothomeandIwaswel comedwithlaughter,I
gotinsi
de
.
Me:
"Goodaf
ter
noon"
Tee:
"hey"
Wi
fe:
"Uphumaphi
i?"
Me: "AibohDon'taskmethat"Iwentupstai
rs
andt ookabathaftert
hatIwenttowhereWi f
e
andTeewas. .
.Inthel
oungeIwenttositnext
towifewi t
habi gsmir
konmyf ace,Tee
clear
edhi sthr
oat
.
Tee:
"Am Imi
ssi
ngsomet
hing?
"
Me:
"ohshedi
dn'
ttel
lyou?
"
Tee:
"tel
lmewhat?
"
Wif
e:"he'
stal
ki
ngaboutt
he"
Tal
k"wehad,
me
andyou"
Tee:
"ohhnowy
ouGood?
"
Me:
"youguy
swer
etal
ki
ngaboutme?
"
Wi
fe:"ai
bohy
ounott
hati
mpor
tant"i
washur
t
al
i
lthou
Tee:
"I'
m gl
adev
ery
thi
ngwentwel
lo'
er"
Wi
fe:
"yeahmet
oo"
Tee:"AndhubbyBaepl
easedon'
thur
tmygi
rl
agai
norelse"
Me:
"don'
twor
ryI
'
vel
ear
ntmyl
esson"
Me:
"Mkami
I'
m hungr
y"
Wife:
"Wuhhyougott
wohandsandtwofeet
's,
youknowthewayt
otheki
tchensopl
ease"
Me:
"MmhIwi
l
lleti
tsl
i
dej
ustf
ort
oday"
.
Istoodupandwentt
omakemyselff
oodaf
ter
thatIwentt
omystudyt
ogot
hroughsome
paperwork
.
.
.
Si
phokazi
.
.
.
Heyguy sI
'm backIknowmostofy '
allhave
for
gottenaboutme, ther
e'sast
orm coming
andthatstormisme: )..
.Iwaswit
hNat hanat
thehouse, hi
shouse
.
.
Me:
"Youhear
dthatshe'
smar
ri
ed"
Nay:
"Ifuckensawt
hear
ti
cle,
I'
m gonnamake
t
hem pay"
Me: "Isee,
youl
i
lfrust
ratedmaybeIcanhelp"
Istoodupandwenttositnextt
ohiminthe
couch
Nay:"whatar
eyoudoingnow? "Hewasdrunk
asfuck,It
ookofmydr essIwasonl
ylef
twit
h
mythongandBra,Isatontopofhim,he
gr
oaned
Nay:
"Getof
fme"Isl
owl
yhel
dhi
sneckand
pl
ant
edsof
tki
ssesdownonhi
sneck
Nay:
"IFuckensaidgetof
fme"hepushedme
andif
ellshitmyheadhi
tthef
loorhar
d,he
camerushingtome
Nay:
"lookI
'
m sor
ryIdi
dn'
tmeant
oo"Ist
ood
up
Me:
"it
sokay"
Nay:"l
ookIdon'
twannahurtmyfr
iend,
so
pl
easestopwit
hyourbi
tchyways"Iwor
emy
dr
essandwenttositi
nthecouch
Nay:
"sowhat
'sy
ourpl
an?
"
Me:"Youknowt hatwefri
ends,soI'
m gonna
gother
et ovi
sitherandbefr
iendt
hatwayIcan
keepaclosereyetoherHusband"
Nay:"t
hat'
sagreati
dea"hestoodupand
pacedupanddownwi t
hthebott
leofwhi
skey
onhishand
Me:
"So?
"
Nay:"l
ookIgotsomefewofmyboys,
fol
l
owingtheguysoIneedt
oputt
hepl
anon
act
ion"
Me:
"sowhat
sthepl
an"
Nay:
"thel
easery
ouknowt
hebet
ter"
Me: "I
'm gladt hatIcanhel py ou"Istoodup
andattempt edt owal kbuthehol dsmyar m and
pul
ledmer oughl ytohim, hepickedmyupand
wenttot heci nemar oom Ismi l
edtomysel f:),
whenwegott here, t
hecl otheswer efl
yi
ngasI
wasst i
lli
nt hemomentIf elthishuged* *
konP
andhewasr ough, Imoanedi npain,Manaf ter
awhi l
ehewentsl ow, t
hatwhent hepleasure
ki
ckedi n..
.Ther esti
shi story:-
P
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
.
Thesepastf ewday shasbeenhorri
ble,I'
m
alwaysdrunkandsl eepi
ngaround..WhenS
saidshecanmakemypl anhappenIhadhope
plusshe'
sf r
iendwithmygi r
l,sothechances
thatt
hisplanmi ghtworkarehigh..
.Aft
erthat
SexwithS, Iregret
tedit,
whenIwasf ucki
ng
herIhadapi ctur
eofAnel ei
nmymi nd
.
Shemoaned"Yesbabyr ..
.r
ightthere.
.re"aft
era
awhi
lewebothcame, Shecleanedhersel fal
so
di
dIaftert
hatIchasedheroutIwasf eeli
ng
gui
lt
yIhavebetray
edmyFr i
end. .Fuck!Ihate
myselfnow aft
erthatIwenttosl eep
.
.
.
Guy
sst
ayt
uned,
Ast
ormi
scomi
ng;
)
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t38
.
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
.
It
'sbeenTwoweeksnowandt hi
ngsathome
aregreatnotgoodbutgr
eat,
Myfatherdi
d
haveat al
kwiththeeldersandtheyagreed
whichisgreatbuttheProblem i
sthatthey
've
suggestedthatAneleshouldstaywithmy
parent
swhi chIdidn'
tagreetoit,She'
smywi fe
notmyPar entswife..We'v
ebeenar gui
ng
aboutthiswit
hmyWi fe
.
.
Wife:"Youknowt hatyoucancomewithme"
shesaidthatpackinghercl
othesandI
unpackedthem
Wi
fe:
"Ai
bohZwel
i!
"
Me:"Isai
dyou'
renotgoi
ngandmywor
dis
f
inal
"shesatdown
Wi
fe:
"Nowwhatam Isupposet
odo?
"
Me:"Iwil
ltal
ktoDadaboutt
his,
andSt
op
di
sobeyi
ngme"
Wi
fe:
"Di
sobey
ing?"
Me:"Isai
ddon'
tpackbutyoudi
djustbecause
you'
rest
ubbor
n"shegiggl
edandIjustmelt
ed
Wi
fe:
"okayI
'
m sor
ry"
Me:
"youknowIshoul
djustpuni
shy
ou"
Wi
fe:
"Nott
hatt
alkagai
n"shest
oodup
Me:"Why"Ismi
rked,
we'
vebeent
alki
ngabout
S*
*lat
ely
Wi
fe:
"leav
emeal
oneZwel
i"
Me: "Okayfi
nebutthedayyou'
regonnar
ecei
ve
yourpunishment,
thethi
ngsI'
m gonnadoto
you"
Wif
e:"st
opbluf
fi
ng"shesai
dthatl
aughi
ng
r
unningt
othedoor
Me:
"NxChi
l
d!"
Wife:"Grandpa!"Ist
oodup, shequi
ckl
ywent
outlaughingIchasedherandIwasfastenough
soIcaughther: )
Me:
"Repeatwhaty
ouj
ustsai
d"
Wife:"Gr
andpa!
"Shel
aughed,
Ipi
nchedher
cheeks
Wi
fe:
"Ouch!"shesai
dthatr
ubbi
nghercheek
Me:"I
'
mtaki
ngawayy
ourphone"Il
etgoofher
wai
st
Wi
fe:"What
!?LookZwel
iI
'm sor
ry,
you'
renota
Gr
andpa,pl
easedon'
tdothi
stome"
Me:"Il
i
keitwhenyoubegme"Iwalkedt
othe
l
oungeandshecameandsatnextt
ome
Me:"I
'm notgonnat
akey
ourphoneonOne
Condi
ti
on"
Wi
fe:
"Whatnow"
Me:
"Aki
ss:
*"shequi
ckl
yst
oodup
Wife:
"whuuhovermydeadbody, justsoyou
knowGrandpa,
youwil
lneverevert
akemy
phoneorel
seyouwil
lseeanothersideofme"
Me:
"ist
hatachal
l
enge?
"Ial
sost
oodup
Wif
e:"Mageba,Ndabezi
tha,
Mtwana.
.don'
t
dothi
s"Il
aughed
Me: "Okayfi
ne"shewalkedt omeandgav eme
ababykiss..
.Babykiss!
!Likereall
yI'
m aproud
ZulumanIdon' tdosmal
lkisses,soIgrabbed
herwaistsof
tlynpull
edhercloser
Wi
fe:
"Iknewy
oui
t"
Me: "I
'm waytoool dforbabykisses,Ineeda
realkiss,sobabel etmekissy ou"shejust
gigglenwr appedherar msaroundmyneck,
shewasonhert oes..YeahI'
mt hattal
l.
.Well
weki ssedasl owpassionatekissevenNdabe
wasget ti
nghar dsoIhadt opulloutbeforeI
hurtmysel f
Me:
"That
'showy
ougi
vey
ourmanaki
ss"
Wi
fe:
"not
ed"
Me:
"notanymanj
ustmeonl
ymeorel
sei
mma
ki
l
lthatguy"
Wi
fe:
"mmhj
eal
ous"
.
Iki
ssheronemor etime, Ijustcouldn'tget
enoughofherl
ips,theyar esosof tandmmh. .
.
Ij
ustcan'
texpl
ainthatfeeling:-
P..Af terthe
ki
ssIwenttotakemykey sandwent
downstai
rsIwasgoingt otheRoy al house
.
Me:"MyGorgeousWi
feI'
m out!
!"Isai
dthat
headi
ngt
otheLoungedoor
Wi
fe:
"Okayby
e!"
Me:
"Il
ovey
ou!
"
Wif
e:"Iknowy
oudo!"Ichuckl
edsheal
way
s
say
sthat
Me:
"Comel
etmeseey
ourf
acebef
oreIgo!
"
Wi
fe:
"Al
ri
ghtI
'
m comi
ng"
.
Afterafewmi nutesshecamedownlooki
ng
Hot..MyGodIf eltNdabeget
ti
nghard,
shewas
wearingherDenim shor
tandalacet
op
.
Me:
"MyGod!Youcan'
tbeser
ious"
Wi
fe:
"Wassup?"
Me:"whydoyouhav
etoweart
hosecl
othes
now"shegi
ggled
Wife:"becauseI'
m Fr
eenow"IwalkedtoherI
couldn'
tcontrol
myselfanymor
e,Igrabbedher
Assandpi ckedherup,shewasgi
ggli
ngnon
stop
Me: "Youdidthi
sonPur pose"shel aughedand
hi
dehersel fi
nmychest. .NaughtyGirl!.
.I
walkedwithhertothekit
chenandpl acedher
onthekitchencounter,
Thenwest art
edkissi
ng
andIwasgr abbi
ngherAsst ightshewoul d
moanher eandthereagai nIhadtost opmysel f
beforei
tstool
ate, Wel litswasalreadylate
causeNdabewaspoi ntingNor th,Imov edher
fr
om thecounterandcar ri
eshertot he
bedroom onourway, shepul l
edout, myey es
surel
ywereredasf uck, sheclear
edhert hroat
.
Wif
e:"Ndabeispokingme"Fuck!Thi
sis
bul
l
shit,
Didshejuststoppedmefort
his!.
..
Sel
fContr
olZweliIsai
dthattomysel
f
Me:
"I'
m sor
ry"
Iputherdownandr anupst
air
sassoonasIgot
i
nmypant swerewetArgh!
!Iwentt
otake
anotherbathandchangedmyclot
hesaft
ert
hat
Iwentdownst ai
rs
.
Her:"
Andthen.
..Whydi
dyouchancey
our
cl
othes?
"
Me: "Ilovey ouokay"Iwal kedoutl eav i
ngher
shout ingmyname. .Ilaughedandgoti nmycar
anddr ovest raightt other oy al houseandagai n
thatBl ackrangeRov erwitht int edwi ndows
foll
owedme, Idon'twhyIhav en'ttoldmydad
aboutt hi
s, any wayIdr ovet her e. .
.Af ter45Mi nI
arri
v eandmeandDaddi scussedt hemat ter,
Hewasokaywi t
hi tandMom bei ngMom : -|she
wascompl ainingt hatI '
ml osi ngwei ghtbl ah
blah. .YouknowhowMomsget. ..Af ter
Spendi nganHourt hereIdr ovebackIcoul dn't
wai ttogethomet omyTr oubl esomeWi fe..
That 'sonei sTr oubl eherFr i
endcamet oVisit
afterTeehasl eft, theattitudeshewasgi ving
herpur erude, shewasal way swi t
hmei fI'
m
wor kinghomeshebel i
ke"Idi dn'tinv iteher"so
thatwhyshe' sgi vi
ngheracol dshoul der, I
oncehear dhert alkingt oTeeaboutt hegi rland
Teesuggest edt hatsheshoul dmakehersee
thati t
swasabadi deaofcomi ngher e, Wellmy
Crazywi f
eDi d, sher eall
ydi d. ..Poorgi rlwas
tr
yingal
lmeanst
omeetherhal
fwaybut
Ziy
andawasonfi
re.
..
.
.
AsIwasdr iv
ingIsawNtandoyenkosi
(Jobe'
s
daughtery
eahher)Ihootedandgotoutoffthe
car,ihadthi
shugesmil
eonmyf aceIdon't
knowwhy
.
.
Me:
"HeyNtando"It
ri
edhuggi
ngherbutshe
mov
edback
Me:
"I'
m sor
ryaboutt
hat,
needanyhel
p?"
Her:
"Not
hanksI
'
mfi
ne"
Me:
"butIwannahel
p"
Her:"Pl
ease!!LookIdi
dn'
twantyourhel
p,I
'
m
notoneofthoseloosegi
rlt
haty
ouusedtoo,
j
ustl
eav
emeal
one!
"
Guard:
"Don'
trai
seyourvoi
cet
otheKing"I
rai
dedmyhandsignal
l
inghi
mtostop
Me:
"whosaidI
'
mlooki
ngforagi
rlfort
hat
mat
ter,
Ihav
eawif
e,I'
m onesat
isf
iedman"
Her:
"Sowhatdoy
ouwant"
Me:
"Iwasj
ustbei
ngGener
ous"
Her:
"Idon'
tneedy
ourGener
osi
ty"
Me:
"Fi
necanIt
akey
ouhome"
Her:
"Not
hanks"
Me:
"pl
easeIj
ustwantt
otakey
ouhome"
Her:"Okayfi
nebutyouwil
ldropthreehouses
awayIdidn'
twantpeopl
etotalkaboutme"I
smiledandl
edthewaywegoti nandshe
ref
usedtositi
nfr
ontwithme, Idon'tknowwhy
..
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Thesepastt woweekswer eLi
t:-) ..
.
Ever yt
hingisOkayImeanmeandZwel iwear e
Okay, TeeleftgoingbackhomeandIwasl eft
al
onecauseZwel ii
salway soutandThi sDay
Siphokazi camet ov isi
tmeandIwasshocked
ashel lbutIputonmyf akesmileand
wel comedher. .
.ItoldTeeaboutt hi
sandTee
beinghi scrazyol dselfwantedtocomeback
anddeal withthisHy pocri
tebutItol
dhi m Igot
ever yt
hingundercont r
ol,Zweliwil
lsomet imes
pi
t yherandkeephercompanyandt hatnighthe
willsleepont heFl oor,Onewor dwithherThe
Fl
oor, atl
astshel eftandIwasbackt o
bor
edom .
..Zweli
'
sMom wantedmet ocome
andst
aywiththem andZwel
iwasn'
thavi
ngi
t.
.
HereIwassi t
tinginthelounge,mymi ndwas
sooccupied, AllIwasseeingwasZwel i
,his
l
augh,smileIev enfel
thistouch,ki
ssesI'm
sureashellIwasgoi ngcrazyorMaybeI'm
fal
l
ingforZwel ianditsf
eltsogood^_^Lord!
HelpmeI '
ml osingmysel f
.
.
AsIwaschil
li
ngatthel
oungeandIr
ecei
veda
cal
lfr
om Unknown
.
.
Me:
"Mazul
uspeaki
ng,
Hel
l
o"
.
..:
"Soony
ou'
l
lbeMaSi
biy
a"Iknewi
tswas
Cal
vin
Me:
"Cal
whatdoy
ouwant"
Cal
:"YouknowIwanty
ou"
Me:
"Youwantahappi
l
ymar
ri
edwi
fe?
"
Cal
:"Iknowy
ou'
repr
etendi
ng"
Me:
"St
opf
ool
i
ngy
our
sel
f,l
ookby
e"
Cal
:"wai
t!Iknowt
hatZwel
ii
snott
her
e"
Me:
"Ineversaidhewast
her
easonwhyIwant
t
ocutt
hiscallshor
t"
Cal
:"Ba-Anel
elookcanwemeet"
Me:"No"Ihungup. ..BitchAssni
ggabusy
hi
tti
ngonme- _-Idon'twanthim..
.Ist
oodup
andstar
tedprepari
ngDi nner,
ZwelimustCome
backI'
m bor
ednow: -(..
.
.
.
Nat
han;
-
)
.
.
.
SeeSiphokazi
iisusel
ess,herplannev er
workedworstpartisIsl
eptwit
hherf orWhat?
Hhunothing:-
(..
.Ihaven'
tgotthecour ageto
ConfesstoTysonaboutMeandSi phokazii
...
Wellwhathedoesn'tknowwon' tki
llhim
.
.
Any wayIwasatKwaNongomawi thmyboy s,
wewer ewaiti
ngf orZwel i
...Yest odaywas
THEEDAYmyhoy shasbeenkeepi ngt abson
him soYeahTodayi stheRightday, Can'twait
toSeeAneleO: -
)...Iwasinsi detheTr uckwith
Caleb, t
heTruckwasf ul
lofCamer as , T.v'
s,
watchingeverystepofMyboy syesZwel iwas
goingtoSomepl acewi thaGi r
l..
.He'scheat i
ng
:OBi t
chAssNi ggai scheatingonGi rl!Wellhi
s
Day
sar
enumber
ed;
-
)
.
.
.
Al
lthankst
oLi
naChant
ele^
_^
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t39
.
.
.
Zwel
iO:
-)
.
.
.
Wearri
vedatherArea,Idon'
tknowwhyI '
m
t
hisatt
ract
edtoher,Ievengetaborne
wheneverI
'
m wit
hher, i
sitLustorwhat
.
Her:
"Thanky
ou"
Me:
"thepl
easur
eisal
lmi
ne"
Her:
"Yeah"shegotof
fandIalsodi
dIknow
shet
oldmenottobutIcan'
thel
pmyself
Her:
"Whatar
eyoudoi
ng!
!:O:
O"
Me:"Ijustcoul
dn'
thel
pmysel
f"t
hewas
somethingabouther^
_^
Her:
"youknowwhatIregr
etmeeti
ngyou!,
i
j
ustwishy
oucandieandnevercomeback!"
Me:"I
'
m sor
ryIbr
okemypr
omi
se"shewas
nowcry
ing,
Kanti
Wassup?
?
Her:
"Justgoandnev
erl
ookback"i
tswas
get
ti
ngdar
ker
Me:"l
ookI
'm sosor
ryokay,ifanyper
soni
s
gi
vi
ngyouprobl
emsjusttel
lme"
Her:"No!Byego"ItoldmyGuardstotakeher
Groceri
eshomeandl eav
eaftert
hat,Ipul
l
ed
herforahugat i
ghtone,immedi
atelyaPi
cof
AnelecamethroughmyMi ndandIletgoofher
.
Me:
"whyar
eyoucr
ying?
"
Her:"Surel
ypeoplewi
ll
thinkthatIhaveasugar
daddynow, andtheywi
llstar
tinsul
ti
ngmeand
myf amil
yand...
"
Me:
"Shuuuev
ery
thi
ngwi
l
lbeokay"
Her:"t
hanks,LookI'
m sor
ryaboutwhatIsai
d
earl
i
erIgottagoit
sgetti
nglat
e"shesaidthat
wipi
nghertear
s
Me:
"by
e"
.
Shel eftshakingherAssMadoda!She' sso
beaut if
ul Igotinsidemycarbusywhi stl
ing
softly,Iwassohappyf ortheWhyNami iIdon'
t
knowany wayIt ookmynor mal routinewhi chis
fastandQui ck,AsIwasdr i
vingIsawaTr uck
parkedundert het reesIwonder edwhyAt r
uck
willparkundersomet reesinaf orest!!But
that'
snonofmybusi ness,Thest reetlightwere
on, Icar ri
edonDr ivi
ngandIcameacr osst hi
s
l
adyt hatwasont hef loorcryingwi t
hbl ood
goingdownhi sface, Iqui
cklygotoutandwent
toher, Ihavetohel pasaKi ngt hatismydut y
.
Me:
"ExcusemeMi
ssar
eyouokay?
"
Her:
"Pl
easeHel
pMe!Theyar
egonnaKi
l
lme!
"
Me:"Okaycal
m Down,
Tel
lme,
who'
sgonna
ki
l
lyou?"
Her:
"oneofthel
oanshar
ks,
I'
m owi
ngt
hem
500and.
.."
Me:"It
sOkayletmecheckifIhav
esome
moneyherewit
hme"Iwal kedbacktot
hecar
andcheckedmyWall
etli
kel
yIhad720soItook
i
tall
outandwenttogi
vetot hi
sLady
Her:"Thanky ou,MayGodbl essyou"she
huggedmet ightaft
errubbi
ngmybackandshe
rani
ntosomef or
est,Weirdri
ght!AnywayI
wentbackt omycar
.
.
Aft
erf i
veminutesIst artedget ti
ngDi zzy, Ihad
thi
sterri
bleheadache- _-, Whati shappeni ngto
me! ?Iaskedmysel f, istoppedt hecarf orfew
minutesandi wasget tingwor seitr
iedt aking
outmyphonebuti tsfellasmyhandswer e
shaking,nowi regretletti
ngt heguar dsgoev en
off
eringNtandot otakeherhome, t
heHug!Oh
myGodmywi fe:(Itotall
yf eel l
i
keI'
v echeat ed
onher, Iwasnowdr i
v i
ngmycaronasl ow
paceIcoul
dn'tseeanymoreit
ri
edpicki
ngmy
phonebuteveryt
hingj
ustwentbl
urr
yi l
ostt
he
contr
oloft
hecarandt henBOOM li
ghtout
.
.
.
NARRATOR
.
.
.
*Anelewasi nsi
deherhousewai ti
ngf orZwel i,
anditswaswaypasthi sDi nnertime, Wher eis
Zweli?ShekeptonAski nghersel fthat
Question,IfHewassl eepingintheRoy al house
hewoul dhav ecall
edmay behef orgotbutt hat
hasnev erhappenedbef ore,Whynow. ..She
stay
edatt hel oungepatientl
ywai t
ingaf tera
fewmi nutesshehear dcar sthatwhenshe
star
tedbreathi
ngnor mal l
y,shewai t
edf or
Zwelit
ocomei nsidebutNocame, shef i
xed
hergownandwal kedoutt otheGuar dshouse,
sheknockedandt heyletherin,ThisistheFirst
ti
meherent eri
ngt heGuar dshouse, Zwelisai
d
shemustnotev enbymi stakegetinsidethere
butTodayshedi dn'tcare*
.
.
Her:
"Hel
l
o"
Them :
"MaZul
uNdlov
ukazi
!!"shesmi
l
ed,
she
l
ikedt
hesoundoft
hat
Her:
"Bheki
andThembacanIt
alkt
oyou
out
side"
Them :
"Ndl
ukunkul
u"shewal
kedout,
aft
era
whil
etheGuar
dscameout
Her:"I'
m sosorr
yfort
roubli
ngyouatt
histi
me
butdidZwelisai
dhewillsl
eepatt
heroyal
House?
"Theybot
hscr
atchedt
hei
rheads
Themba:
"Ndl
ovukazi
hasn'
ttheKi
ngAr
ri
ved?
"
Me:"Whywoul
dIbeher
e?Don'
tpi
ssmeof
f
Thembanx"
Themba:
"Myapol
ogi
es"
Bheki:
"WellThekingsaidwemustgo, hewill
foll
owussoont her
e'ssomet hi
ngheneedst o
takecar
eoff"theycouldn'tsel
lZwel
itohiswife
abouthi
swher eabouts,theyvaluet
heirJobs
Her:
"thanksf
ory
ourt
imey
oumaygoback"
Them :
"Ndl
ovukaz
i!"t
hechant
edandbowed,
theyl
eft
.
Anel
ewentbackinsideirr
it
atedasf uck!Why
wouldZweli
bethi
ssel f
ish!?,Can'thejustuse
hi
sphoneandcallheratleasttotellherhe'
s
okay..Anel
ehadnochoi cebuttodo
somethi
ngshewasn'tlookingfor
war dtoit,she
hadt
ocal
lhi
sMom j
ustt
ocheckt
her
e
.
.
Her:
"Mama"
Mama:
"Zi
yandahowar
eyou"
Her:
"I'
m notgoodMama,
isZwel
ither
e?"
Mama:
"Nohel
eftmay
beaboutt
hreehour
sor
so"
Her:
"OhThanksMama"
Mama:
"Wai
twher
e'si
smyson?
"
Her:"MamaI'
vetri
edcal
li
nghi
snumberbutit
s
sendsmestr
aightt
oVoicemai
lIdon'
tknow
whattodo"
Mama:"Maybehe'
soutwi
thhi
sfr
iendsy
ou
knowhowhegets"
Her:"ButMamahealway
scall
sandi
nfor
m me
butno..
w"shest
art
edcryi
ng
Mama:"don'tcr
y,removet
hoseNegati
ve
t
houghtsbabe,hewill
bebacksur
elyby
morni
ngifnotmidni
ght"
Her:'I
tsokayMama"shewentt osleepwit
ha
heavyheart,Shemissbei
nginZwel i
'sar
ms,
sheknowsshewi l
lneverevert
ellZwelit
hatshe
l
ikessleepi
nginhi
sarms
.
.
Meanwhi l
eZwel iwasknockedbyt wocar s
somecamef r
om thef r
ontandot hercamesi de
wayonhi srightside..Yesthatwomanwast he
onewhohel pedNat han, shehadBl ackmagi c
thatwhyZwel iwashav ingaterri
bleheadache. .
.
Nathancameoutoft het r
uckwi thhiscrewand
quicklywenttoZwel i
'
scar, Thef oundZweli
l
ay i
ngont hefloor,badlyinj
uredwi t
hblood
comi ngoutofhismout h, ear
s, oneoft heguys
camecl osetohim andcheckedhi spulse
.
Guy:
"it
sseemsl
i
kehi
sdead"
Nay:
"real
l
y!?
"Hesmi
l
ed
Guy:
"yesIcan'
tfi
ndhi
spul
se"
Cal
eb:
"Whatshoul
dwedonow!
?"
Nay
:"l
et'
sleav
ehi
m her
e,l
et'
sgo"t
heyl
eft.
.
.
.
Anel
e\Zi
yanda
.
.
.
LastnightIcoul
dn'tsleep,Ikeptontossingand
tur
ning, Wherei
sZwel i!
?IkeptonAskingmy
sel
fthat..ButIshouldn'tbeexagger
atingri
ght!
Zweliwi
llbeback, Ikeptont el
l
ingmysel fthat,
Iwentdownstair
saf terIwasdonet akingabath
al
lthehygieneprocess, asIwassi t
ti
ngi n
l
oungecaughtupi nmyt houghts,Ihearda
knockIquickl
ywentt oopenhopi ngitZwel i
but
whywouldheknockonhi sownhouse! ?.
..
.
Me:"OhhSanibona!Pl
easecomein"itswas
t
hePoli
cethatti
memyhear twasbeat
ingoutof
mychest
Me:
"HowcanIhel
pya'
l
l?Jui
ce?"
Poli
ceman1:"wewouldlov
etobutNdl
unkul
u
theti
meisnotonourside"
Poli
ceman2:"Canweasky
ouf
ewquest
ions
aboutyourhusband"
Me:
"don'
ttel
lmehe'
sinj
ail
"Iwasshocked
Pol
iceman1: "NoNdl
ukul
ubutourVi
sither
e,
i
tsallaboutbadnews"
Me:
"badnews?
"Hesi
ghs
Poli
ceman2: "wefoundtheKi ngdeadont he
roadnexttoMqol ofor
est,hiscarwas...
"Allof
thesuddenlyIfel
tli
ketheroom isget
ting
small
er,Ifeltl
i
kei wasstr
uggl i
ngtobreatheI
holdontothetableandmumbl ed"C..
.al
lh..
i.
.s
Mom "
Pol
i
ceman1:
"Ndl
ukul
u!!"
t
heni
tswasl
i
ghtout!
.
..
Iwokeupwi t
hmot herofheadacheswhenI
l
ookedar oundIwasi nhospitalokay!WhenI
l
ookbesi demeIsawCopysl eepingnextt omy
bedont hechairIsmi l
ed ,Isatthererecall
i
ng
whatthepol i
cetol
dme, IswearIt ri
edstopping
myselffrom cryi
ngbutIhadt hi
shugel umpi n
thr
oat,letoutasof tsobIcouldn'tholdit
anymore, Icri
ed,tearswereroll
ing
uncontr
ollabl
eevenhadhi ccupsandIwas
cry
ingIst
artedshaki
ngtheMachi
nesmadethe
"Peep"soundthatwhenCopywokeuphe'
sa
heavysl
eeper
Copy:
"Doctor!
!Nurse!!St
upidhospi
tal!Hang
i
nther
e!"thosewerethelastwordsiheard
bef
oreit
swasl i
ghtoutagain
.
.
I'
m sosor ryguy sIknowI '
v ebeensoscar ce
l
atelyreasonbehi ndthatisbecausetheExams
areappr oachingandgot tastartprepari
ngmy
self,weal lknowhowi mpor t
antistheJune
Examsandt het onsofwor ktheygav eusat
school- _-:
'(, I
tst ookal
lofmyf r
eet i
me, soI
wil
l postwhenev erI '
mf r
ee
.
.
Sor
ryf
orer
ror
s
.
.
Admi
n♥
I
nser
t40
.
.
.
Twomont
hsLat
er
.
.
.
Anel
e/Zi
yanda
.
.
.
I
T'Sbeent
womont
hssi
nceZwel
iwas
hospital
ized, Yeshewasi nt hecoma, Mama
gatheredall t
heVi llageChur chwomen' sto
comeandpr ayatmyhouse, wel lIwasf orced
tobepar toft hatpr ayer, thesepastt wo
mont hsIcoul dn'teat, I'm alway si nhospital to
bespeci fi
cinZwel i
'sWar dt alkingt ohim asi f
hehear smebutt heDoct orassur edmet hathe
couldhearusi fwet alktohi m, Iev enadmi tted
thatIlovehimt oot hinkinghewi ll wakeup
i
mmedi atel
y, it
'shar dl ookingatsomeoney ou
l
ov ewhi l
etheyar ef i
ght i
ngf ort hei rlif
eina
hospitalbed, asal way swhenev erIcomeand
checkuponZwel iIendedupi nt hehospi talbed
becauseIf aintedIdon' tknowwhat 'swrong
withme. .
.Asal way sIwaspr epar ingmysel fI
wasgoi ngt othehospi tal t
houIhat ethem butI
havet obet hereduet ot hesi tuat ionI '
mi n, I
wasi nther oyal houseIcoul dn' tst ayatour
housecauseev erythingr emi ndsmeofhi m, I
don'tgetwhyI '
m sof ondofhi mt hismuch
,may bebecauseIhear dabouthi spastbei ng
soarrogant, Bhut
'Madl
isamay be!butIguess
hehaschangedcausehehasnev ergi
venme
thebenef i
tofthedoubtexceptforAngel
i
na
White, asIwasf i
xi
ngmydoekMamacameI
wasst andinginfr
ontofthemirror.
.
Mama: "Comet hebr
eakfasti
sr eady"Inod
she'
sbeenf or
cingmetoeat, may bethatwhyI
al
waysf ai
ntwhenI'
mi nhospit
al ,I
'm weak.I
gotoutandwalkeddownstair
s, therewasDada
,ThandoandMama
Me:
"Goodmor
ning"
Dada:
"Kot
i"
Thando:
"Heysis"Zwel
iwastheonewhoput
somuchpressur
etohercal
l
ingmeSis,I
smil
ed
Me:
"Ni
njani
"
Mama:
"Si
yaphi
l
a,Thandobl
esst
hef
ood"we
hol
dhandsandshebl
essedt
hef
oodwest
art
ed
eat
ing
.
Me:
"MamaI
'
m goi
ngnow"
Mama:"Youshoul
dgi
vey
oursel
fabr
eak
Zi
yanda"
Me:"Iwantt
obet
hef
ir
stper
sonheseeswhen
hewakesup"
Mama:"butt
heDoct
orsai
dwel
ooki
ngatsi
x
mont
hs"
Me:"IknowMamabutIhavefai
thi
nGod,I
'v
e
beenprayi
ngsohar
dandIknowint
heendhe
wil
lanswermypray
ers"
Mama: "Okaybutpleasedon'tfai
ntagai
n"I
smil
ed"I'mti
redoft heseDoctorscal
li
ngme
concer
ningyou"Ilaughed
Me:"OkayIpr
omiseIwon'
tfai
ntagain"we
wer
edonewi t
hthedi
shes,sheoff
eredtohel
p
Mama:
"Youshoul
dgowi
thThando"
Me:"Okaymay beTomorrow"Iwalkedout
goi
ngtothecar, t
hedri
verwasal
readyther
e,
wedroveofft
ot hehospi
tal
.
.
.
Nat
han/
Zac
.
.
.
Wellthelastmi ssionwentwel
l,I'vebeen
stal
kingAnel ewithahelpofCalebofcourse,
she'
sseemsmi serabl
e,she'
slosingweightand
Ihateit.
.Ical l
edoneofmyDoct orwhoowes
meaf av
or, he'stheonemanagingZwel i
.
Me:
"Whydon'
tyouj
ustki
l
lhi
m"
Graham :
"ManIwon'tj
ustki
l
lhi
m,t
her
e's
camerasever
ywher
e"
Me:
"Don'
ttel
lmenonsense,
youoweme"
Gr
aham :
"Iknow,lookiwi
l
lcal
lyoubackhi
s
wi
fej
ustgotin"hehungup
.
Iwonderwhatblackmagicdidheusecauset
he
AneleIknowwouldn'
tdothat,maybeshehas
changed,Ihear
daknockandIr oughl
y
scrat
chedmyheadasIsawwhowasi nt
he
door,Iwenttoopenforher
.
Me:
"Whatdoy
ouwant?
"
Her:
"Won'
tyoul
etmei
n?"
Me:"Si
phokazi
sayyourpi
eceandl
eav
e"I
l
eanedonthedoor
Her:
"Youser
iousl
ywon'
tl
etmei
n"
Me:
"Idon'
tl
iker
epeat
ingmy
sel
f"
Her:"Okay!FineIwantedtot
ell
yout
hatI
'
m
suspect
ingthatI'
m pr
egnant"
Me:"Weal
lknowt
hat,t
hatbaby"Ipoi
ntedher
st
omach"i
snotmine"
Her:
"Letmein,pl
ease"Imadespacef
orher
andshewentst
rai
ghtt
othelounge
Her:
"whatmakesy
ousosur
ethat
'
s,mybaby
i
snotyour
s"
Me:"becausethefi
rstWomanwhowill
carry
myheiri
sAnel e,
sodon'twor
ryy
ourself,
the
babyi
snotmi ne"
Her:
"butshe'
smar
ri
ed!"
Me:"So!?Andpl
easedon'
trai
seyourvoi
ce
whenyoutal
ki
ngtome, I
'
m notyourf
ri
end"
Her:"Lookt
hechancesarehi
ghthatmybaby
mightbeyoursbecauseI
'
m 9weekspregnant"
Istoodupbusycount
ing,
Shi
t!Shemi
ghtbe
tel
l
ingthet
ruth:
O
Me:"l
ookIneedt
ogosomewher
esocany
ou
pl
easel
eave"
Her:"Thi
nkaboutwhatIsai d"shel eft,Yes
she'
swasgl owing, beauti
fulaftersheleftI
wenttomyr oom andjustthrewmysel fonthe
bed,Man!HowcanIbesocar eless,I
rememberf eeli
ngmybodyt enseup, t
he
condom broke, If
eelasleepinmyt houghts
.
.
.
Si
phokazi
.
.
.
I'
m sostressed, YesIhasbeenaccept edi
n
UniZulu(Universit
yofZululand)it
'l
lbedoing
myf i
rstyearinBcom Admi n, t
hedayIslept
withNathanIt houghthewoul dlovemebutits
seemsmypl anf ai
led,Ihopethisoneworkout
causeit'
l
l bedoomedi fnot
.
*
Flashback*
.
Afterhav
ingast eamysessionwit
hNathan, I
wentt ot
akeashowerandwor emyclothesand
rushedactinglikeIregr
etwhatIdidbutno,
Lord!IwashappyasIgoti nsidehi
scri
b, I
foundhim sit
tingintheloungewatchi
ngThe
soccerhighli
ght s
.
Hi
m:"Youback"
Me:
"umm .
.Yeah"hest
oodupbi
ti
nghi
slower
l
ip,Igotwetdownther
e,wi
thi
nami
nut
ehe
washereinfr
ontofme
Him:"Imi
ssyou"hesaidbit
ingmyneck,
I
knewwhathewantedbutIwassor
edown
ther
e
Me:
"b.
.babeI
'
mti
redIwantt
osl
eep"
Him:"Relaxy ouwon' tdoany t
hing, I
'mtheone
i
ncontrol"IknowIcoul dn'
tsaynocausehewi l
l
besuspicious, hepickedmeupandwewentt o
hi
sroom , therestishistor
y.All Iknowisthat
wedidn'
tuset hecondom butheyIdon' tknow
.
*
endoff
lashback*
.
AllI
'mtry
ingtosayisthati
tseit
herNathanor
Tysonwhoi sthef
atherofmybaby, my
Parent
sdon'tknowI'
m pregnantevenmy
fr
iendsdon'
tknow, yesIgotnewFr i
endsMbal
i
andZol
i
le
.
Mbali
:"Chommi
e!Howdi
ditgo,
didhegi
vei
t
al
ltoyou"
Zol
i
le:
"Youev
engl
owi
ng!
"
Me:
"Nowedi
dn'
tdoany
thi
ng"
Mbal
i:
"si
ncewheny
oukeepi
ngt
hing'
sfr
om us?
"
Me:
"Whuuuh!Mbal
ist
opbei
ngnoi
sy"
Zol
i
le:
"So!
?"Il
aughed
Me:
"God!Sav
eme"
.
Wej ustchi
l
ledasal
way si
nmyr oom ,I
'
m
stay
ingattheRESsinceIdon'
thaveany
rel
ativ
eshereineMpangeni.
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Aft
ercomi ngbackf r
om theHospital
thi
st i
meI
di
dn'tf
aint:-DIwentstrai
ghtt
ot heMalltohav
e
l
unchbef oregoingbackhome, Isett
ledin
St
eers,Ior deredandwenttositdown, asI
wasSitt
ingIr ecei
vedthecal
lfr
om unknown
.
Me:
"Hel
l
o"
.
..:
"Babei
tsme"Iknewi
t'
sNat
han
Me:
"Whatdoy
ouwant?"
Nay:
"lookcanwemeetup?"
Me:
"No"
Nay:
"Whynot"
Me:"Saywhaty
ouwantt
osayorel
seIwi
l
l
hungup"
Nay:"t
her
e'ssomethi
ngIwantt
otel
lyoubutI
can'
tsayi
toveraphonesocanwemeet?"I
si
gh
Me: "OkaymeetatSteerstomor
rowby13:00"
thenIhungup,myOr dercamethenIwent
home, whenIgotthereIheardt
hemaids
tal
king
.
Mai
d1:
"Ai
bohThatwi
fehasahand"
Mai
d2:
"Don'
tsayt
hatwear
enotsur
eofi
t"
Maid1:"l
ookhegotmarri
edt
othi
sgi
rlt
hen
boom caracci
dentandi
nComa?"
Mai
d2:
"thi
sdoesn'
taddup"
Maid1:"Seeifhejustmar
ri
edoneoft hegir
ls
her
ei nVi
ll
age, thi
swoul
dn'thappened"I
cl
earedmyt hroat,t
heywereshocked
.
Them :
"Ndl
ukul
u!"
Me:
"Ni
njani
?"
Them :
"Si
yaphi
l
a"
Me:
"That
'sgood"
Iwal
kedouti
ntheki
tchenanwentt
osl
eep
.
.
Li
tt
let
hingO:
-)
.
.
.
Admi
n

I
nser
t41
.
.
.
AsIwasst andingthere, l
ooki
ngsobeaut iful
wit
hmyof f-shoulderdress,t
hat'shugsmy
bodyperfectl
y,Myweddi ngdress,Iwas
fl
ames Iwai tedont herent
edr oom ,Luther
Vandross'
sSongst ar
tedplayi
ng, Hereisit!I'
m
fi
nal
lymaki nghim myman, Mineal one
.
.
"Ev
ery
day
Lov
emey
ourownspeci
alway
Mel
tal
lmyhear
taway
Wi
thasmi
l
e
Taket
imet
otel
lme
Your
eal
l
ycar
eand
Wi
l
lshowt
omor
rowt
oget
her!
Al
way
sfor
everbaby"
.
.
Ismilednerv
ouslyasIwaswal ki
ngdownthe
aisl
e, wi
thCopybymysi de,hewasso
Handsomewi thhistuxedo,peoplewereon
thei
rfeet,wecarri
edonwal king,Iwasshi
t
scaredmyPal mswer esweating
.
"
Youknowwecanst
il
ltur
nback"sai
dCopy
"Nev
er!
"Ihal
fshout
edandwel
aughed.
Past
or:
"Who'
shandi
ngi
nthi
swoman"
Copy:
"Iam ,butBoybet
ternothurtherorel
se
youwi
lldeal
withme"peoplelaughed
Pastor:"wear egatheredheret
owi t
nesst he
l
ov eofthesetwo, Zwel i
thi
niMorganZuluand
AnelePr i
ncessNdl ov
u, Anyonewhodon' twant
thesetwot ogetherorforev
erhol
dy ourpeace"
welookedaround,Copyalsost
oodupt
oseei
f
any
onei sagai
nstusgett
ingmarri
ed
Past
or:
"Seemsl
i
ket
he-
"
..
.:"Ihav eaproblem !"weal l
turnedbackto
l
ookatt hisperson, Iwi
denedmyey esasIwas
l
ooki ngatt hi
sper son,Nathan!!Howt hehel
l
didhemanagedt ogetinhere, It
oldthe
secur i
ti
est onotlethimin
Nathan:
"Ihav
emyway
s!"her
eadt
hroughmy
mind
Zwel
i:
"Past
orpl
easecar
ryon"
Past
or:
"Ki
ngpl
easey
ouknowt
her
ulesand-"
Zweli:
"Idon'
tgiv
eaf uckcareaboutt
herul
es
al
lIknowisthattodayI'
m makingAnel
emy
wif
e,she'salr
eadymywi f
evel
e"
Nat
han:
"We'
l
lseeaboutt
hat"
.
Al
loft
hesuddenNat
hanr
ushedt
oZwel
iand
stabbedhi mi nhisheart,everyonest arted
runningleavingmeal lalone, evenmyf amily
wasnott here,hisfamily, t
hePast orDol ol
o, I
l
ookatmydr essitshasbl oodoni t,ev enmy
hands, Iscreamed"SomebodyHel p!!"Nat han
keepsonst abbingZwel i,
Icriedbeggi nghimt o
stop"St op!!you'reki
ll
ingHi m! !"
.
.
Iwokeupscr eami ngSt op!!Iwassweat i
ng, my
God! !Whatabaddr eam , howcanIdr eam of
somet hinghorr i
blel i
ket hat?MyZwel i!Dead?
OhhNoi tscan'tbe, Ilookedformyphonen
checkedt heti
mei ts3:30am ,IsighasIwas
recall
ingmydr eam , Igotoutoft hebedand
headedt ot hebat hroom , ri
nsedmyf aceand
wentbackt osleep, Icouldn'
tsleepsoo
decidedt opray, Lor dknowsI 'm notgoodat
prayingbutIwi lltry, Iwentdownonmyknees
andst artedpraying
'HeavenlyFatherIcomebyy ouIknowI '
ma
sinner,butpleasebewi thZweli ashe'sfight
ing
forhisli
fe'Istart
edcrying'Pleasel ordIbeg
youbr i
nghim backt ome' t
hat'
sal l
t hatI
managedt osay, hopefullyasti
megoesonI
willpr
aymuchbet ter,
Ifeltli
ghterafterthe
prayerandIwentt osleep.
I
nthemorni
ngIdi
dmynormalrout
ineasIwas
donedr
essi
ngup,myphoner
angitswasDad
.
Dad:
"baby"
Me:
"Baba"
Dad:
"Ineedyout
hissi
de,t
her
e'ssomet
hing
i
mport
antIwantt
otell
you"
Me:
"Can'
tyout
ell
menow"
Dad:
"Ican'
tdoi
tov
eraphone"
Me:
"okayIwi
l
lcome"
Dad:
"Okayt
hanks"
Iwentt
othekit
chentoeatbr
eakf
ast,
Irecei
ved
amessagefr
om Nathan
>>Ti
mei
sti
cki
ng<<
.
Gosh!: (,Idon'
tknowwhatt osay,Nathan
oncecal l
edme, t
alki
ngaboutZweli
'
slif
eison
myhands, Ineverwenttomeethim, j
ustdidn'
t
feelsri
ght,howcanIgomeet i
ngotherguys
whi l
emyhusbandi sonhisdeadbedafter
refusi
ngt omeethim, hesaidhewil
lmake
Zwel i
'
slif
ehell.
.:'
(
.
.
Dad
.
.
.
I'
vebeenupanddown, sear chi
ngf orthepeopl e
whower ebehi ndt hecauseofZwel i
'
sacci dent,
somet hingt el
lsmet hatsomeonewasupt oit,
soIcar ri
edonsear chingBOOM!Somet hi
ngI
wasn'texpect ing, thi
sBoywasbehi ndt his!
Shitnowonderhel eftthatmess, Ican'tbel i
ev e
thatthisBoydi dthis, ain'thewasAnel e'sf ri
end
? ?I'
m sodamnconf usednow , hewasn' tgood
ashisf ather, YesIdi dabackgr oundcheck
abouthi m, justaGangst erwannabe- _ -,he
wantst obel i
kehisf at her...NcncMi ll
ert he
Venom , thatshisunder gr oundnameIneedt o
talkt
ohi m, Iphonedoneofmyguy sthatIneed
i
nf oaboutVenom af teraf ewmi nutes, hesent
thedetails, Ideci
dest oj ustcallhi m now
.
.
.
..:
"Whatdoy
ouwant!
"
Me:
"Ist
hisVenom "
Venom :
"Whot
hef
uckar
eyou?"
Me: "l
ist
enher eandl i
stencareful
lyIwil
lki
l
l
yourdogdoy ouhearme?Whodoeshet hi
nk
heis?, youbet t
ercomeDownandf etchhi
m or
elseyouwi l
lreceiv
ehisheaddon' tmesswith
me, I
'm warningyouVenom t el
l y
ourdogto
stopprovokingme, worseofall,onmydamn
terr
it
ory!!Nxn"Ihungup, BloodyItal
i
ans
.
.
.
Nt
andoy
enkosi
JobeO:
-)
.
.
.
I
'm Ntandoy
enkosiPri
sci
ll
aJobe,I
'm 21years
ol
d, l
i
v eint
hevil
l
ageKwaNongoma, wellIli
ve
wit
hmyAuntThobi leandMom ,Dadusuall
y
comesduri
ngtheweekendandspendhi
sspar
e
ti
mewithus,heworksfort
heKing
Ifi
nishedschoolingwhenIwas19, wehav e
fi
nancialprobl
emst hat'
swhyIcoul dn'tf
urther
myeducat ion,YesI'
m stil
laVi rgi
nev eryguyin
thevil
lagewant sme, wellmyAuntusual ly
chaset hem awaywhenev ertheytryt o
approachme, Idon'
tknowwhy, I
'
m cur rentl
y
workingatMcDonal d'
sandenj oyit,Ican'tj
ust
stayhomeanddonot hi
ng, Il
ikebeing
i
ndependent
.
Aunt:"Ntando!!"Iqui
ckl
yhi
demyphone, she
doesn'tknowIhaveone,Smisoboughti
tfor
me
Me:
"Ngi
yeza!(I
'
m comi
ng)"Iwentt
oher
Aunt:
"Ineedf
ewt
hingsf
rom t
hemal
l"Iknew
whatshewant
s
Me:
"Idon'
thav
emoney"
Aunt:
"Don'
tl
iet
ome"
Me:
"theonl
ymoneyIhav
eisf
ormyt
ranspor
t"
Aunt:
"Whydoy
oul
ovemoneysomuch?
"
Mom :
"Hheyih!Thobi
l
eleav
emydaught
er
al
one,babyareokay"
Me:
"Yesmom "
Aunt:
"youl
uckyy
ourmom i
sher
e,Nxn"she
l
eft
Me:
"Mom whyi
sAuntal
way
sli
ket
his?
"
Mom :
"Idon'
tknowmyChi
l
d,ar
egoi
ngt
owor
k
t
oday?"
Me:
"NoI
'
mtaki
ngadayof
f"herey
eswi
dened
Me:
"Imeanwewer
egi
venadayof
f"Il
aughed
Mom :
"Iwast
otal
l
yshocked"
Me:
"Exagger
ati
ngMama!"wel
aughed
Mom :
"Nt
ando?
"
Me:
"YesMom "
Mom :
"Doy ouhaveamani
nyourl
i
fe?"okayI
wasn'
texpect
ingt
his
Me:
"No"
Mom :
"Younev
erhadone?
"
Me:
"wi
thAuntThobi
l
eher
e,No"
Mom :"ar
eyoui
ntowomen'
sormen'
s?"I
l
aughed
Me:
"Mom what
'
sgoi
ngon?"
Mom :
"Ij
ustwannaknow"
Me:
"letmej
ustl
eav
eyou,
I'
m goi
ngoutt
oday"
Mom :
"Okay"
.
Iqui
ckl
ywentt
omyr oom whenIgott
her
emy
Pri
vat
ephonewasr
inging,
Me:
"Hel
l
o"Isai
dcal
mly
Smi
so:
"Unj
ani
(howar
eyou)"
Me:
"Ngi
yaphi
l
awena(I
'
m Doi
nggood,
you?
)"
Smiso:"NamiNgiy
aphil
a(I'
m goodtoo)"we
keptqui
etforawhil
ethenhespoke
Smiso:
"Ijustwant
edt
oremi
ndy
ouaboutour
dat
e?Ilaughed
Me:"Howmanyt i
meshoul
dIt
ell
yout
his?t
s
notadat
e!!"Igi
ggl
ed
Smiso:
"wel
ltomei
tsadat
eIdon'
tknowabout
you"
Me:
"OkayIheary
ou"
Smi
so:"MeetmebyNdi
mande'
sTuckshopat
3o'
cl
ock"
Me:
"okay,
bye"
Smiso:
"Iwast heonewhocal
l
edy
ou,
sodon'
t
byeme"Ilaughed
Me:
"whati
fmyAunt
swal
ksi
nandseet
his
phone?"
Smi
so:
"Thatwi
l
lbey
ourpr
obl
em notmi
ne"
Me:
"Whatt
hef
uck!
!"Wel
aughed
Smiso:"I
'mj
oki
ng,
Ineedt
ogoandpr
epar
emy
sel
fforyou"
Me:
"that
'ssogay"
Smiso:"YouknowChommi
e"hesai
dwi
tha
gayaccent,Il
aughed
Smi
so:"By
e!!"hehungup,
Ismi
l
edshaki
ng
myhead
.
.
.
.
Nat
han
.
.
.
It
hinkI
'm goingMad,
I'
m soobsessedwi
th
Anele,
Wel l
Ishoul
dberi
ght?,He'smygi
rl
af
teral
l
Iwaswokenupbymyr
ingi
ngphone
.
Me:
"hel
l
o"Idi
dn'
tcheckt
hecal
l
er
Dad:"Hel
l
omyFoot!,
Whatiswrongwi
thyou,
DoyouwannaDi
e?"Hesai
dinI
tali
anl
anguage
Me:
"medi
e?Whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout?
"
Dad:
"Fuck!
!Ihat
eitwheny
oudoest
his"
Me:"ListenDady
oucan'tj
ustshoutatmefor
not
hing"Iwasgetti
ngangr
ycauseIdon'tknow
whathe'stal
ki
ngabout,
busytalki
nginri
ddles
Dad:
"Iwantyouher
e,doyouhearme?, By
t
omorrowyoushoul
dbehere.Nxn"hehungup
.
.
I'
m st
il
lshocked:O okaynowIknowt here'sa
warcoming, Daddoesn'tcal
lexcepti
fthere's
somethi
ngwr ongthatisgonnahappen, Isigh
andmyphoner angagain
.
Me:
"hel
l
o"
.
..:
"it
sSiphokazi
"Ij
ustdr
oopedt
hecal
lwhat
doesshewantsnowNxn
.
.
.
AuntThobi
l
e
.
.
.
Makhosi
:"howcanIhel
pyou"
Me:
"Iwantl
ovepot
ion"
Makhosi
:"Forwhat?
?"
Me:"don'
tAskmequest
ionsmaKhosi
,wi
l
lyou
or"
Makhosi
:"Fi
nebutusei
tscar
eful
l
y"
Me:"Iknow"Ist
oodupandwal
kedoutofhi
s
r
oundroom
.
Iwill
givethisMut hitoNtando:)thenshewi l
l
gi
v eittotheking, sl
eepwithhim andget s
pregnant, shewil
l befor
cedt obehi ssecond
wife:-D myPl ansarecomi ngtogether
.
.
.
I
'
m notbacky
et
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t42
.
.
.
AuntThobi
l
e
.
.
.
AfterIgotbackf r
om MakhosiIwentback
i
nsidet hehousewentt oZandil
e'
sroom
(Nt ando'
sMom )Isear chedherpurseaft
er
thatIwentt otheTarvenboughtfewbeersman
I
'mt hi
rst
y!?Idrankallt
hebeersandwentback
home, whenIgott her
eNtandowasst i
ll
not
back,whereisshe!
?I'
m sogonnaki
llher!
!If
shedareseverl
oseshervi
rgi
nit
yLor
d!My
Planswil
lberui
ned,I
'm adeadwoman
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Itoldmydr ivertodrivemet oDur banIr eal
ly
want edt ohearwhatDadwant edtosay, onmy
Wayt oDur banIr ecei
vedacal l f
rom the
Hospi talIchangedmyr outi
neandr ushedt her
e
aftersendi ngat exttoDadt ell
inghim whyI
can'tcome, Iwasscar ed,myZwel idied!?No!
Hecan' tdi
enowIneedhi mt hedr i
vetheremy
mindwasbat t
li
ngwi t
hi tsel
f,Isomehow
wasn'treadyfort
henewsthatI'
m gonna
receiv
ecausemymi ndhadallthenegat
ivi
ty,
soit'
swashar dt
othi
nksomet hi
ngposi
tiv
e,I
quickl
ygotoutofthecarandrushedtothe
recepti
onist
Me:
"DrGr
aham "
Recept
ioni
st:
"he'
sst
il
lbusy"
Me:
"Ineedt
ospeakt
ohi
m pl
ease!"
Recept
ioni
st:
"I'
m sor
ryMa'
am "
Me:"Doyouknowwhot
hef
uckIam !
?"Iwas
get
ti
ngir
ri
tat
ednow
Recept
ionist:
"Nobutyoucansitl
i
keother
s
andwaitforyourt
urn"Il
aughedbit
ter
ly
Me:"I
'
m gonnashowyouwhoam I,Mxm "I
t
ookoutmyphoneandcal
ledDrGraham
Me:
"DocI
'
m her
e!!Thewon'
tl
etmei
n!!"
Doc:
"OkayI
'
m comi
ng"i
lookedather
Me: "Betterat
tendbeautyschoolmaybethey
cant eachyouhowt oapplymakeupnott hi
s
shityougotMxm "Iwal kedbacktothewaiti
ng
area, DrGraham camelookinggood,Manhe's
sohandsomeYey y!ButMyZwel iGod!!He
l
ooksgoodev eninhisdeadbed:),Iqui
ckly
stoodupandmethi m hal
fway
.
Doc:
"GoodAf
ter
noonMr
sZul
u"
Me:"Aft
ernoon,
who'
stheowneroft
his
hospi
tal
?"
Doc:
"Whyy
ouwannaknowi
fImayask?"
Me:
"it
sdoesn'
tconcer
nyou,
Iwantt
oknow
t
heowner:
("
Doc: "Um comet
hisway"wewal
kedt
othe
recepti
oni
st
Doc:
"Mbal
i"
Mbal
i:
"It
ri
edt
ell
i
nghert
hatsheshoul
dwai
t
forhert
urnbutNo!TheMi
ssyher
ewant
edt
o
befir
st"Ichuckl
ed
Doc:"i
sthatt
her
easonwhyy
ouwantt
he
owner"
Me:"Idon'
tanswertoyou,
wil
lyougi
vemeor
shoul
dIdoitmyself?"
Doc:
"Umm No"
Doc:"Mbal
icheckMrLeonar
d'sNumbert
her
e"
shequi
ckl
ypunchedthecomputer
Mbali:
"it
's031.
..
..
.."It
ypedthem onmyphone
andcall
edhimrightnowitsr
angaf ewminut
es
bef
oresomeoneanswer edit
.
..:
"MrLeonar
d'sP.
Aher
e,howcanIhel
pyou?
"
Me:
"HyIwoul
dli
ket
ospeakt
oMrLeonar
d"
.
..:
"Letmecheckifhe'
sav
ail
abl
e"Iwai
teda
fewminut
esunti
lIhear
damanlyvoi
cesayi
ng
hel
lo
Me:
"MrLeonar
dri
ght?"
Leonar
d:"HowcanIhel
pyou"
Me:"I
'
m cal
l
ingconcer
ningy
ourHospi
tal
at
Ri
char
dsBay"
Leonar
d:"Yeswhat
'sseemst
obet
hepr
obl
em
ma'am "
Me:"Iwant
edt otel
lyout
hatIwasbadl
y
tr
eat
edhereinyourhospi
tal
byoneofyour
employ
ees,thatwhyI'mr
eport
ingt
oyou"
Leonar
d:"OhI
'
m sor
ryMi
ss?
"
Me:
"Mr
sZul
u"Mbal
i
'sey
espoppedout
Leonar
d:"Mr
sZul
uasi
ntheNewQueen?
?"
Me: "YesIwantedt
otel
lyout
hatpl
easet
each
youremployeessomemanner
s"
Leonar
d:"I'
m sor
ryMr
sZul
uit
swi
l
lnev
er
happenagai
n"
Me:
"I'
m gl
ad"
Leonard:"Doyouknowt hennameofthe
personwhot r
eatedyoubad"Icheckedher
entrycar
ditshasherdetai
ls
Me:"MbalenhleNgobese,Lookthanksf
or
l
ist
eni
ngformycompl ai
nsgott
ago"Ihungup,
t
heyweresilentl
ylooki
ngatme
Mbal
i:
"I'
m sor
rymyqueen"
Me:
"tool
ate,
Doc?
"
Doc:
"Of
fi
ce"Iwal
kedbehi
ndhi
m ashel
edt
he
way
Doc:"wel
lther easonwhyIcal
ledyouherewas
toi
nformyout hatMrZuluisnowrespondi
ngto
newmedicinethatwasgivenhimlatel
y"I
smil
edatleastsomeGoodnews
Me:
"CanIgoandseehi
m?"Ismi
l
eddear
ly
Doc:
"Ummm we-
"
Me:
"Pl
easeDoc"
Doc:
"Okayf
ineonl
yforf
ewmi
nut
es"
Me:
"Thanky
ou"Iwasaboutt
owal
kout
Doc:"bef
oreIfor
gotwe'v
emov edhimto
anot
herward,henolongerusi
ngthemachines
tobr
eath"Ifel
tmytearsthr
eat
eningtocome
out,inod
Doc: "War d32Pr iv
at esecti
on"Iwal kedthere
withmybody guardsbymysi de,bef oreIgotin
Ifi
rstlybreathinandoutandsl owl yopenedhi s
warddoor, Iwalkedsl owl
ytohim Icoul dn't
controlmyt ears,Hewasouti ncoma! ?Godi s
greatItouchedhi sfacehewasnol ongerpale,
ItookoutmyVasel i
nesoIcanappl yittohis
dryli
psaf terIwasdoneIsatbesi deshi mI
smiled, Iwipedmyt earsIcoul
dn'tbelieveit,
Zweli MyZwel i
wasoutofComa! ?Isilentl
y
prayedt hankingtheLor dforbr
inginghi m back
tome, Iholdhishandasusual Islowlybrushed
i
t
.
Me:"Iwassoscaredt ocomeher ewhenthe
Doccall
edme' sni
f f'
Ithoughtmaybeyouwere
deadIknowit
swr ongofmet othi
nkli
ket
hat
butIcoul
dn'
thelpit,I
'm sor
ry!"Icri
ed
Me: "butI'
m gladthaty ounol ongerint he
coma, thankyouf orfighti
ngback' Ismi l
ed'
youknowt hehousei snott hesamewi thout
you, i
tswaysoqui et, Imissy ou, Imi ssyour
deepboldy etnicevoiceofy ours, Wakeupnow
andwe' l
lsi
ngSi st
aBet inatogether, Ipromise
torespectyouandl ovey oulikeyouneedt o
bel
ov edandwheny ou'reawakeIhopey ou
won'tbri
nganyAngel inaDr amaagai norelseI
wil
lsendy oubackher ebymysel f"Ilaughed"
i
t'
sf eel
sgoodt oknowt hatyouback"he
mov edhishandIst oppedt al
king
Me:"doi
tsagai
n"Ist
ooduphol
dinghi
shand,
buthedi
dn'
tmove
Me:"bab-Zwel
ipl
ease"Hedidn'
tmov e,Idi
dn'
t
wanttorusht
ocal
lthedoct
ormay beIwas
i
magi
ningt
hingsy
ouknow,
Isi
gh
Me:"OhhowIwi shyoucoulddothatagai
njust
toassuremethatI
'
m notimagini
ngthi
ngs:("I
satther
eandtol
dhim aboutwhatwas
happeni
nglat
ely
,Iev
entol
dhi
m aboutmydr
eam ,
theDoccame
andsai
dthet
imesup
Me:"Iwi
llcomeandseey outomorr
owagai
n"I
ki
ssedhi
sf or
eheadandsqueezedhi
shand
agai
nbef
or ewalki
ngout
.
.
.
Nat
han:
(
.
.
.
IwaspackingmyBag,Gosh!I'
m goingbackt
o
It
alyhowIwishit
swasundersome
ci
rcumstancesbutnoi
tsamatterofl
if
eand
death,t
hat'
sWhatDadtoldme
.
Me:
"weneedt
olayl
ow"
Caleb:"youknowyounevertol
dusthereason
behindyougoingbackt
oy ourhomel
and"
Me: "AsIsaidCal
eb,mymom i ssickIneedto
goandseeher"Iknewl yi
ngtothewasbest
becauseift
heylear
nedthetr
uth,theywill
pani
c
,I'
m notbeingsel
fi
shri
ght?
Ky
le:
"Weshoul
dgowi
thy
out
hen"
Xav
ier:
"Yeahy
ourmom i
sourmom "
Ty:"That'
sussuppor
ti
ngbei
ngi
nthi
s
br
otherhood"
Me:
"Iknowguy
sandIr
eal
l
yappr
eci
atedi
tbut
"
Bul
let
s:"There'
snobut,
wear
eal
lgoi
ngand
youcan'
tstopus"
Them :
"Yeah"
Me:"Fi
ne,youneedtopackyourbagsnowso
wecancat
chapl anet
omorrowearl
yinthe
morni
ng"
Cal
eb:
"Easyst
uff,
Let
'smebookt
het
icket
s"
Bull
ets:
"ArethereanyGoodl
ooki
ngI
tal
i
angi
rl
s
thatsi
de"Ichuckled
Me:
"Yes"
Ty:"Aret
heGoodl
i
ker
eal
l
yGoodt
yperKy
li
e
JennerGood?"
Me:
"Youobsessedwi
thher"
Ty:
"Justoneni
ghtwi
thher"wel
aughed
Ky
le:
"Um i
sther
eany
-"
Bul
l
ets:
"Gay
s!?No!"
Ky
le:
"whosai
dIwasgonnasaygay
s?"
Bull
ets:
"Iknow,
wher
e'st
hatski
nnyni
ggaof
yours"
Me:
"Tee?
"
Bul
l
ets:
"Somet
hingl
i
ket
hat"Ichuckl
ed
Ky
le:
"he'
snott
hatski
nny"
Bul
let
s:"Jesus!Awhi
ppedgay,
Lor
dtakeme
now"wel aughed
Ky
le:
"Fuckof
fman"
Ty:"It
hinkmyGi
rli
sPr
egnant"weal
ll
ookat
hi
m
Bul
let
s:"Whi
chonecauseal
loft
hem ar
eyour
gi
rl
s"welaughed
Ty:
"Shutup,ImeanMeli
sa"ohIthoughthe
wasgonnasaySi
phokazi
i,Ismel
ltr
oubl
e
Xavi
er:"Ohht
heHol
yMar
ia!Shef
inal
l
ygav
e
youthecake?
"
Me:
"What!
?"
Bull
ets:
"Youdidn'
tknow?, Tohel
py ouout,
hefoundsomegirlonCampuswhichisMelisa
andheapproachher,t
hegir
lref
usedtobehi s
thenhesai
dhewi l
lbeherf
ri
end"Ilaughed
Xavier:"tocutthestor
yshor tBecause
GrandmaBul l
etsl
ikestal
king,theystar
tedas
fr
iendsandi ntoarelat
ionshipwhent henigga
want edthePunani t
hegirlref
usedt al
ki
ngabout
sheissav ingherselff
orhermar r
iage"
Me:
"Soy
ouf
inal
l
ydi
dthedeeds"
Ty:"Yes,Iwassoaddi
ctedt
oherPunanithatI
for
gotthatt
here'
sathi
ngcal
ledCondom "I
l
aughed
Caleb:
"She'
sgi
vi
ngy
ougood"hel
aidbackon
thecouch
Ty:
"Man!thi
nki
ngabouthermakesmehar
d"
wel
aughed
Me:
"What
'saboutS,
sti
l
lhi
tt
ingi
t?"
Ty:
"No,
I'
mthi
nki
ngofbr
eaki
-"
Xavi
er:
"Imustalsot
ast
eMel
i
samay beIwi
l
l
st
opfucki
ngaroundt
oo"wel
aughed
Caleb:"That
'si
mpossi
ble,y
ouwill
onlyst
op
fuckingar
oundoncesomeonepoursalov
e
potiononyou"
Me:
"Hewillst
il
lcheatwi
thhi
slov
epot
ionon"
wel
aughed
Xav
ier:
"Fucky
ouMan!
!"
.
Wecont i
nuedtalki
ng,wel lt
hehelpedmet o
easeupmymi ndalil
,Iwasf uckenworri
ed
aboutwhat'
sDadsai d, atl
eastwitht
he
brot
hersli
kethem ,nothingcoul
dgowr ong.
.
.
.
Zwel
iO:
-)
.
.
It
sbr okemyhear ttohearhercr ylikethi
sI
knowwhatI 'm doi ngi
swr ongbutI '
mt ryi
ngto
best rongenoughsoonceI 'mf ul
l healed,Iwil
l
thengobackhome.Tot ellt
het ruthIwokeup
aweekagobutIaskedt heDoct onotsaya
wor dtoany oneIwant edt osur pri
semywi fe..
WhenIwokeupIhadt hi
shugeheadacheDoc
saidIhi tther oadhar di t
snear lydamagedmy
brainbutl uckilyitsdidn'tdoany t
hing, Ihadfew
scratchesonmyl owerbodyandmyf acewas
bitswol l
en, Itr
iedt orecallwhat shappenedt o
mebutt heDoct oldmenott ost ressmysel f
untilI
'mf ullyheal ed,nowt hatI'm muchbet ter
thatwhyIgott henewwar dIr ecalledonwhat '
s
happenedt hatday, Istil
lremembert hat'
s
Woman' sf acet houghi tswasdar kbutIcanst il
l
seeher, shef ooledme>_ <I'
m her ebecauseof
thatWomanMxm !
!Ihat
emyselfforhel
ping
her,meandmyGoodheart!
!Nx:(
.
Iaskedt heDoct ocall
mywi f
esoshecansee
thatI'mr ecov eri
ngslowlybutsur ely, whenshe
wast alki
ngIwant edtoanswerherbackbutI
holdmysel fbecauseIwasn' tfull
yheal ed, so
tal
kingsomet imesit'
sapr oblem .Ther eason
whyImov edmyhand, YesIcanmov ethem
notf reelythoughbutIcansqueezesomeone' s
hand, actuall
yIwassi gnalli
ngt hatI'm getti
ng
bettersoshewon' tworryaboutmet oomuch,
whent heDocsai dtimesupIsl owlyopenedmy
eyesIsawhermyhear t
swasateaset hough
shel ostal otofwei ghtbutI'
m comi ngbackf or
her
.
.
Doc:
"Youknowwhat
'sy
oudoi
ngi
swr
ong"
Me:
"Ican'
tl
..
leth.
.herseem.
.mel
i
ket
his"
Doc:
"Buty
ouhav
eimpr
oved"
Me:
"Ik.
.know"
Doc:"okayIwi
l
lseey
out
omor
rowmor
ning"I
nod
.
OnceI'
mfull
yhealedI'
m gonnagetthatwoman
andthi
ngsI'
m gonnadot oher.
..Iev
enmysel f
afr
aidoft
hem ,bei
ngKi ngmyfootI'
m gonna
gi
veaslowlypai
nfuldeath.
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t44
.
.
.
Nt
andoy
enkosi
O:)
.
.
.
Afterourapproachwi thmynewf r
iend, Yes
youheardthatright,wear efr
iendsr i
ght?..As
soonasshel eftIrantot hestoreImeanSmi so
wasbusyf oll
owingme.Ai n'
thesupposet obe
atwor k?.WellIgotinandboughtf ewthings
formyselfandqui cklyleftbeforehecanf ind
meagai n,Igotinsidethet axandwentback
homeonmywayIr eceivedat extfrom Smiso
>>Whyar ey ouavoi
dingme? ?Isawy ouatt he
mal lwhenIwascomi ngtoyourdi
rection, you
decidedtorunoff,AnywayIwantust ot alk
aboutwhathappenedt hatday<< Ireadi tbutI
didn'
trepl
ytoit,WhatwasIsupposet osay,
I'
m 100percentsurethati
tswasami stakebut
themi staket
hatf el
tsogood, Agoodmi st
ake
waitwhatam Isay i
ng??Fuckt hatgood
mistakeI '
ver
uinedourf r
iendshipbecauseof
thi
sstupi dmistakeyetgood, Isighandputmy
phonebackt omybag, Af t
erthet axhas
droppedmeof f,Itookmygr oceriesandgot
i
nsidet hehouse
Aunt:
"Hawu!YoubackEar
ly"
Me:
"YesIdi
dn'
twantt
ost
ayt
her
e"
Aunt:
"Wel
lwecanst
artcooki
ngdi
nner"
Me: "Hawu!Auntit
sonly5pm andal readyy
ou
wantust oprepar
esupper"wel aughedImust
sayIlovethi
ssideofhers..Wecarriedon
tal
ki
ngaboutourchildhood,herswasso
i
nterest
ingunli
kemine, shewasthecauseofit,
anywayIshouldn'
tdwellovert
hepast.
.
.
.
Zwel
i
thi
ni
.
.
.
Shegoti
nwitht
ear
srunni
ngdownhercheeks,
shehal
frant
ome
.
Wi
fe:
"How?
?When?
?"
Me:
"Nohel
l
o,howar
edoi
ng?"
Wife:"Hayisuka!!Whendiduwakeup?"she
saidthatcheckingmytemperat
ure,
shewas
feel
ingmyf orehead,Gosh!Thi
swoman
Me:"Asy
oucanseenowI
'
m good,
canInow
hav
emyclot
hes"
Wif
e:"cl
othesf
orwhat?
?Youjustwokeup
f
rom t
hedeathandyoutel
l
ingmeaboutyour
cl
othes"
Me:"Ai
boh!I
'mfinenowyoucanevenaskDoc
Gr
aham ,hewil
ltel
lyout
hatI
'
m goodasnew"
Wif
e:"waitl
etmecallhi
m "shewalkedout,I
smil
edshelookssobeauti
fuly
etthi
n,shelost
somuchwei ght,
aft
erawhileshecameback
wit
hGraham himsel
f
Wi
fe:
"Nowt
ell
mewhaty
ou'
vesai
d"
Me:
"nowIshoul
drepeatmysel
f?"shegav
e
meadeadl
ook
Me:"Okayf
ine,
Docpl
easet
ell
hert
hatI
'
m
goodasnew"
Doc:"Wellhe'
sfi
nenowandI
'
veal
ready
di
schargedhim"
Wi
fe:
"what
!!"
Me:"Docpl
easegi
veusf
ewmi
nut
es"henods
andl
eft
Me:
"Look"Igotof
fthebedandwentt
ost
and
nextt
oher,
shewasi
nAWOL
Me:"youseeI'
m goodasnewthere'
snot
hing
wrongwit
hmenow, sot
hatwhytheDoctor
deci
dedtoletmego"
Wife:"Somet hi
ngdoesn'taddupher e,
Yesterdayyouandnow! !,ther
e'sgot
tabean
expl
anat i
onforthi
s"shel ookatme, st
rai
ghtt
o
theeye, r
ightther
eIknewIcan' tl
ieany
more
Me: "Her
eisthetrut
h,Iwokeupfewday
sback
":O"Iwasn'tful
lyheal
ed,soIt
oldDoct
onot
tel
lanyofmyf amil
ymembersaboutmebei
ng
awakeuntil
now"
Wife:"Soyouletmesuff
erbusymaki
ngafool
ofme"shest art
edcr
ying,whenIt
ri
edtohol
d
her,shepushedme
Wif
e:"Don'
t!
!,Iwantt oknowthewholetrut
h,
whenyoumov edy ourhandwerey
oul ong
awake?"Fuck!!Iknewt hi
sdaywi
llcome
Me:
"ehhh"Il
ookeddown
Wife:"Soy ouwer eawaker ight?,hereIam
cry
ing, pray i
ngf oryourself
ishself,youareso
heart
less, y ouletmesuf fer,Icouldn'
teat,I
bl
amedmysel fforthisaccident,butyou, y
ou
"shepoi ntedatmychestbusyt hrowinglazy
punchesoni twhil
ecrying
Me: "I
'
m sorr
yI'
v eneverl
ookedatitt
hisway,I
wasalsogett
inghurtwheneveryoucomehere
andIwouldpretendli
keIwasn'tawake,I
'm
sorr
y"shejusthuggedme, somuchdr amain
thi
swoman
Me:
"Doy
ouf
orgi
veme?
"
Wife:
"it
snotl
i
keIhav
eachoi
ce"Ihuggedher
back
Me:"OkayletmechangesowecangoandI
wil
ltr
eaty
oul i
keapr
incessy
ouar
ewhenwe
gethome"
Wif
e:"Youbet
ter"Ichuckl
edandwalkedtot
he
bat
hroom t
ochange, shebroughtmybr
own
chi
noandagol fT-shi
rtandsandal
s, t
ypi
cally
me, af
terIwasdoneIwal kedoutandshegav e
meapl ast
icbag,Iranmyey esonitunt
ilIcame
acr
ossmyf avouri
tef r
uit
.
Me:"Thankyou"Ismil
edatherandt
ookouta
Or
angefrui
tandstar
tedpeel
i
ngit
Wi
fe:
"fi
nishupIwantt
ogohome"
Me:"sosinceIwashereinhospit
al,
where
wer
ey oustayi
ngatourhousealone??"
Wi
fe:
"noIwentt
ost
aywi
thMama"
Me:"t
hat'
sgreatmmhy ouknowIheard
ev
eryt
hingt
hatday"shelookedaway
Wi
fe:
"whi
chday?
"
Me:"r
ememberwhenyouconf
essesev
ery
thi
ng
?"Shekeptqui
etf
orawhi
l
e
Wif
e:"Ohthatday,
Iwaspr
obabl
yhi
ghor
somethi
ng"
Me:
"Hi
gh!
?Ar
eyousmoki
ngagai
n?"
Wife:"Yes.
.Butl
i
stenIusual
l
ysmokewhenI
'
m
st
ressed"
Me:
"mest
ressed,
don'
ttel
lmebul
l
shi
t"
Wif
e:"Don'tt
ellmethat,don'
t!CauseI
smokeditbecauseofyou"
Me:"t
hat'
salameexcuse,
howmebeinghere
i
nhospit
all
edyout
osmoking?"shel
ooked
down
Wi
fe:
"youwi
l
lnev
erunder
stand"
Me:
"makemeunder
stand"
Wif
e:"l
et'
sjustl
eav
eit,
sincey
oudonecanwe
go"
Me: "Iwil
lletthi
sgo,letmecarrythatbag"
shef i
rst
lyl
ookatmet hengav emet hebag,we
walkedoutoft heward,wewentt oDoc
Graham'sof f
iceandsaidgoodbyebeforewe
tookthelif
t
.
Me:
"Youknowt
her
easonwhyIwokeup?
"
Wi
fe:
"becausey
oumi
ssedme?
"Il
aughed
Me:"wellthat'
stoo,Ihadaconv er
sat
ionwit
h
Godandhet ol
dmet hatyouwantmet osi
ng
Si
sterBet
inaf oryou"shelaughed
Wi
fe:
"OhNo,
Inev
ersai
dthat"
Me:"real
l
y?youknowIdon'
tmi
nd"she
l
aughedandl
ookedatme
Wi
fe:
"Idon'
twantt
oheary
ourhor
ri
blev
oice"
Me:
"It
houghtIwasgoodl
i
keChr
isBr
own"
Wif
e:"Youthoughtwrong!"Iheldherhandwe
smil
edateachother,
shesl owlyputherhead
onmyshoulder
Wi
fe:
"I'
m happyt
haty
ouback"
Me:
"AndI
'
m backf
ory
ou"
.
Wegotofft
hel
i
ftandwentt
oourcarandwent
backhome
.
.
.
Ki
ng(
Dad)
.
.
.
Fi
nall
yourmi ssionwasonact iont odayt heplan
wastoki l
lthatboy, yesNathanhecan' tjust
hurtmydaught erandsoninlaw andgetaway
withi
t, wehav eev ery
thi
ngonmywar ehouse,
I
'vealr
eadysentmyboy stogett hatboy.Af ter
whatfeltl
ikey earstheycamecar r
yingt wobody
bag,Igav ethem quest i
oni
ngey est hey
mumbl ed'wecanexpl ai
n'theybet terhav ea
goodexplanat i
onorel sehell
wi l
lbreakl ose,
theycarri
edthem tothe'Col
dRoom ' t
hatwere
wet ort
ureourenemies,theyti
edthem onthe
chairandpouredcoldwatertothem ,
Iwentto
standnexttohim Idon'
tknowabouttheother
one
.
Me:
"Hel
l
osunshi
ne,
wemetagai
n"
Hi
m:"You!
!"
Me:
"inf
leshmyboy"
.
.
.
Iknowit
'snotl
ongbutImanaget
owr
it
ethi
s
usingmycousi
n'sphone
.
.
Notedi
ted,
sor
ryaboutt
heer
ror
s
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t43
.
.
Zwel
iO:
)
.
.
Iwokeupear l
ytodayact uall
yther easonbehi
nd
thi
sisbecauseIwantt opr eparemysel ff
ormy
wife:
)Yes!I'
ml ett
ingherknowt hatIwaslong
awakebutIwon' tt
ellherthat;),thenurse
cameandhel pedmebat hafterIwasdoneIsat
onthebedandwat chedT.V, afterhoursDoc
Graham came
Doc:
"MyFavpat
ient"
Me:
"YesmyDoc"
Doc:
"Howar
eyou?
"
Me:
"I'
m doi
nggood,
howabouty
ou?
"
Doc:
"Gr
eatasal
way
s"
Doc:
"Soy
our
eadyt
oday"
Me:
"YesI
'
m 100%r
eady
"
Doc:"That
'sGood, well
yougoodasnewI
mightaswelldi
schargeyou"
Me:
"Thatwoul
dbewonder
ful
"
Doc: "Letmegett heformst hen"hewal ked
outandcamebackwi ththef or
ms, Isi
gned
wher eIwasrequiredtoandev eryt
hingwas
done, Iaskedhimt ocallmywi fesoshecan
comewi t
hmycl othes, wellhewal kedout,I
can'twaittoseeher,may beev enkissher:Pat
l
eastIwi l
lgettotouchher, squeezeherGod!
Imissher, herVoice:'
(Heav enly
.
.
.
Anel
e:-
)
.
.
SoIr eceivedacal lfr
om t hehospital,Gr aham
saidIshoul dbr ingZwel i
'sclot
hes, f
ort hewhy?
Ialsodon' tknow, byt het imeDocwascal lingI
wasal readyeat i
ngbr eakf ast,t
hewayIwasso
happyIcoul dn'tevensl eep, mybae: -
D wasout
ofcoma^ _ ^that'sgreatnew, Godi sreal lya
greatGod, Ididn'ttellhismom , Ididn'
twant
hertogetherhopehi gh, Ipackedhis' clot hs'
andwal kedoutoft heRoy alhouse,Mamaand
hishubbywer eoutoft ownt obespeci f
ict hey
wer eatJohannesbur gf orsomer easons- _ -I
wasal laloneev enThandowasnother e, soI
fi
rstlywentt ot hemal l tobuyZwel i
'sFavf ood, I
don'tevenknowi fhe'sawakeornotbutl etme
j
ust, j
ustf ortodaysi nceI'
mi nt hegoodhappy
moodIwi l
lgowithf ait
h, gotinsidemycarwel l
Zwel i
'
scaranddr ovest rai
ghtt othemal l:),
wentst r
aighttoPick'n'
Payt obuyf r
eshf ruit
s,
helikest hem toomuchespeci all
ytheor ange
afterthatIboughtf ewt hingsf ormy self,
youknowal l
thoseni ce,sweet sthingssuchas
chocol ateallt
hatkindsandonceI 'm done, I
pai
dandwentout, onmywayIcameacr oss
thi
sgi rlshesteppedonmyt oes
Me:
"Ouch!
!"
Her:
"I'
m sosor
ry,
Sor
ryMi
ss"
Me:
"it
sOkay"
Her:
"I'
mreal
l
yreal
l
ysor
ry"
Me:
"it
sokay,
what
'sy
ourname?
"
Her:
"Nt
andoy
enkosi
butt
heycal
lmeNt
ando"
Me:
"I'
m Anel
e,wher
eyouf
rom ?
"
Nt
ando:
"ar
oundher
e"
Me:
"WellMi
naI'
mf r
om DurbanbutIgot
mar
ri
edandnowI'
mi nt
hisside"
Nt
ando:
"mar
ri
ed:
O"
Me:
"wel
lyeah"wel
aughed
Me:"Iwil
lseey
ouar
ound,
her
e'smynumber.
.
079..
."
Ntando:"t
hanks,doest
hismeanswef
ri
ends
now? "Il
aughed
Me:"ki
nda:),
Igetal
i
lbor
edwhenI
'
m al
lal
one
i
nthehouse"
Nt
ando:
"Noki
ds"
Me:"No!!UuhI
'
m wayt
oyoungf
ort
hat"we
l
aughed
Nt
ando:
":)okayby
e"
Me: "by e"wehuggedandIdrovetot
he
hospitalwhenIgotther
e, t
hewasanew
receptioni
st:
D,Iwonderwhatwaswrongwi
th
me, Ical l
edDocGraham andhecamewewent
toZweli'
sWardassoonasIwasnextt ohis
door,Iheardt
heT.Vplay
ingbefor
eIgotinI
askedtheDocgiveusfewminutes,Iwal
kedin
heturnedandoureyesmet,t
hatti
memyhear t
wasbeat i
ngoutofmychest,Gosh!He's
awake:O
.
.
.
Nt
andoy
enkosi
:D
.
.
.
Aft
ermeet i
ngwithsmi
soit
swasastruggl
eto
getbackinthehouse,
ImeanwithAuntThobi
le
bei
ngthere,howsheis,Man!>_
<shecanbea
nui
sancesomet i
mes,Her
eIwaswalkingback
homewi t
hSmi so
Smi
so:
"SowhencanIseey
ouagai
n?"
Me:
"Idon'
tknow ,
may
bewhenI
'
mfr
ee"
Smiso:
"OkayIwoul
dli
ket
ospendanot
her
ti
mewithyou"
Me:
"Okay^_
^"hehol
dsbot
hofmyhands,
I
smi
l
edokaywhat
'swr
ongwit
hhi
m now
Me:
"Smi
so"
Smi
so:
"CanIhol
dyou?
"
Me:"okay"hepul l
smei nt
oahugandwe
huggedIquicklypull
edout,mybodywas
vi
brati
ngIdon'tknowwhatwasWr ongwi
thme,
heslowlymov edhisheadstr
aightt
omy
di
recti
on,het ouchedmyface
Me: "Smi so"that'
scameoutasawhi sper,hi
s
smal ldarkli
pslandedonl i
ps,heslowl ymoved
them , weslowlykissed,Iwasf eel
i
ngacer tai
n
way, diff
erentwayf orthatmatter,butter
fl
ies
runningonmyst omach, hesl
owlypulledme
closer,Iwrappedmyar msar oundhi sneck, we
continuedkissing, hisli
pswer esoftand
smoot hafterawhi le, Ipul
ledoutandr anhome
, t
hef uckwasgoi ngon! !WhydidIl ethim kiss
me?, Histouch, alsohi sl
ipswereinv i
tingbut
whydi dIlethim kissme: (damnt heki sswas
reall
ygoodbutI '
ver ui
nedourf ri
endship. .
.As
soonasIgoti nAuntThobi l
ewassi tti
ngi nthe
l
ounge
Me:
"Hi
"
Aunt:
"Wher
eyoucomi
ngf
rom ?
"
Me:"AyAunt,Mom doesn'
tev
enaskmet
hat
quest
ionbuty
oudo"
Aunt:
"What!!
"Shesl
appedmesohar
dIl
anded
onthefl
oor
Me:
"AuntI
'
m sor
ry"
Aunt:
"Idon'
tknowwhatsgotintoyoubutdon't
youdar
etalktomeliket
hat,I
'
m noty ourfr
iend
andIwil
lneverbey
ourfri
end,Iseethat'
sGuy
f
ri
endyouhav
eisdr
ivi
ngy
oucr
azy"Iwi
dened
myeyes
Aunt:
"YouthoughtIwoul
dknow?"sher
aised
herey
ebrow
Aunt:
"Youbet
tercutt
ieswi
tht
hatboy"
Me:WhyAunt!Whydoyouhat
emesomuch?
Whatdi
dIev
erdotoyou?"shepul
l
edmeto
t
hecouch
Aunt:"Idon'that
ey ou,
Iloveyousomuch, I
don'twanttoseethesepatheti
cboy st
ryi
ngto
rui
ny ou,youwayt oobeauti
ful
,yousospecial,
thoseboysar ewayoutofyourleague,you
deserveroyalt
ybabe,pl
easedon'tsayIhate
you"Isniff
ed
Me:
"Ial
way
sthoughtmay
bey
ouhat
eme"
Aunt:
"NobabeandI
'
m sor
ryf
orsl
appi
ngy
ou"
Me:
"If
orgi
vey
ou"
Aunt:
"Ri
ght,
Iwanty
out
ogot
othemal
land
buysomef
ewt
hings"
Me:
"okayIwi
l
ldoi
t"
Aunt:
"Nowgoandsl
eepwe'
l
ltal
ktomor
row"
.
.
Thenextmor ningAuntThobi lewast hef irst
onet owakemeupwi t
hfreshhotcof feeand
breakfast,Iwentt odomyhy gieneprocessand
wentt ohav ebreakfastafterthatIwentt ot he
mal l
,Iwasav oidi
ngSmi soatal l
cost, Iknow
thathewor ksinthemallandhe' sbeencal li
ng
mey ouknowIev enputitonsi l
ent,whi l
eIwas
i
nt hemal lIsawhi m andheal sosawmeandI
ranthatwhenIcameacr ossAnel e^_^she' sso
beautiful,naturalbeauti
fulwit hherdoekon, I
wasev enshockedwhenshet oldmet hatshe's
mar r
ied, howIwi shIwasher
.
.
.
Cr
opTop
.
t
hisi
sal
lIgot:
'
(
.
.
notedi
ted
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t45
.
.
.
Ki
ng:
)
.
.
Seemyboy saresoquick, t
hey '
veki
ll
edthe
otherper
sont heybroughtbutthisboyisminei
wanttotortur
ehimf orcausingsomuchpai nin
mydaught er'
sli
feidon'tcar
et hathewasthe
onethathelpedusgetAnel ethatday,but
todayiwanthim dead
.
Me:"Soyoular
ti
e,y
ouwer
etheonewho
pl
anedtoki
ll
mysoninl
aw"
Him:"iwassupposetoki
l
lhim, iguessVele
abant
uabamny amabayat
hakatha(blackpeopl
e
bel
iev
einwitchcr
aft"i
wassurpri
sedt hathe
knowszulu,
i smir
ked
Me: "sotheresnoneedf ormet okeep
speakingenglishasi canseeyouspeakzul u
fl
uently"isaidthatasi wastakingmypocket
kni
fe, whenwast helastti
mei didthi
slor
d
knowi mtoool dforthis
.
Istabbedhisleftkneebuthedidn'tcry,itook
outanotherknifeanddidsot otheot herleg,
thatwhenhef li
nchedabi t,
ismi l
edhe' sacti
ng
tough,letmegi vehim hi
ssweet s,iaskedone
ofmyboy st
or oughenhim abit,ireceiveda
callf
rom mywi fe
.
Me:
"Baby
"
Wi
fey:
"Don'
tbabyme!,
yousupposet
otake
meout
"ei
shiforgot
Me:"Ummm babyi
'
m coming,
don'
twor
ry"she
hangup,
iwal
kedtothi
sboy
Me:
"wewi
l
lcont
inuet
omor
row"
.
Iwal
kedoutanddrovestrai
ghthome,iknow
shewil
lcomplai
n.Lord!Whydidifor
gotnow
i
'mintr
ouble
.
.
Anel
e^_
^
.
.
Tosayi washappyt hatZweli
wasoutof
hospit
ali
sanunder standment,iwasexi
ctedi
dontknowwhy, butsomet hi
nginmewas
overj
oy,thedr
iverdrovetotheroyal
house
.
Zwel
i:
"whyar
ewegoi
ngt
other
oyal
house?
?"
Me:
"sot
haty
ourmom canseey
ou"
Zwel
i:"i
don'
twantt
oseeher,
iwanty
ou"i
bl
ushedandl
ookedaway
Me:"Butyouknowthatshewil
lbl
ameme"he
sl
owlytookmyhandsandholdthem t
ight
maki
ngmet olookathim
Zwel
i:"I'
m nott
hatmanany mor e,andi '
m sorry
iwasself
ishbackthenbutnowi promisewe
arei
nthistoget
her,ther
e'snolongery ouorme
i
tsal
laboutus, weandim will
i
ngt owor kon
ourmarri
agebutonlyifyouwantt otry,j
ust
knowiwon'tfor
cey outodosomet hingy ou
don'
tli
ke,soasy ourHusbandi demandt hat
weturnbackandgot oourhouse"i smil
ed
Me:
"idon'
thav
ethehousekey
swi
thme"
Zwel
i:"iknowsomeonewhohast
hem and
don'
taskanyquest
ion"
Me:"Pleasedr
iveusbackt
oourhouse,
i'
m
sor
ryforthi
s"
Dr
iver:
"Don'
tapol
ogiseNdl
unkul
uitsmyj
obto
dr
iveyouany
wayy ouwant"ismi
ledast
hecar
wastaki
ngaUt ur
n
.
Wegotinsi
dethehouse,ever
ythi
ngwas
messedup,Zwelil
ookedatme
Me:
"what
??"
Zweli
:"di
diev
ert
oldy
ouhowbeaut
if
uly
ouar
e
?"ismil
ed
Me:
"No"
Zweli:
"Ndlovu,Gatsheni,Boyabenyathi,
Mpongo, Nkomoezadl aekhayaziswele
uMelusi,Zi
ngelwayo,busongwabusombul uka
Snqandamathesami ,Ndoniyamanzi i
zinsi
zwa
zi
khalangobuhlebakhokodwami na
ngi
zikhal
elangoThandolakho, Ndlovukaziethi
mihambakuzamazameumhl aba,umuhl e
MaNdl ov
u"mycheekswer eburningfrom
bl
ushing,okaymyt earswereoutlookingf or
att
enti
on
Zwel
i:"Don'
tcr
y"hewi
pedt
hem ,
sof
tl
ywi
th
hi
sthump
Me:
"I'
m outofwor
dsMageba"
Zwel
i:"i
tsokaybabe"hepul
l
smeint
oahug,
i
smil
edashisarmswelcomedme
Zwel
i:
"Soar
ewewor
kingonourmar
ri
age?
?"
Me:
"Yes!
"
Zwel
i:
"ohmyl
i
lbaby"i
lazi
l
ypunchedhi
s
st
omach
Zwel
i:
"Oucht
hathur
ts"
Me:
"iwon'
tfal
lfort
hat"
Zweli
:"buti
justgotoutt
hehospi
tal
"ohshi
t!I
for
got
Me:"MyGodi'
m sorr
y,doesitst
il
lhur
t?"i
was
nowpani
cki
ng,hejustl
aughed
Zweli:
"iwasjustpul
li
ngyourl
eg"ifrowned"
i
'm ser
iousi
m hundredper
centheal
ed"
Me:
"Don'
tpl
ayl
i
ket
hat"
Zwel
i:
"i won'
t,nowki
ssyourman"igi
ggl
edas
hepul
ledmeclosert
ohim,ourl
ipsmet
.
Fewweeksl
ater
.
Ever y
thinginthehousei t
sj ustbli
ssf ul,Mama
foundoutaboutZwel i
beingout, shegav eus
onehel lofalecture,butnowshe' sokay, my
relati
onshipwi t
hNt andoisonanot herlevel,
she'slikemybest fr
iendnow, wet alkabout
any t
hingshewasmor eshockedwheni t
oldher
thatim mar r
iedtothef ut
ureki ng,she
distancedher sel
ffrom meaf terawhi l
eshe
camebackt ohersenses, Todayshewas
comi ngt ovi
sit,shesaidshe' safr
ai dofmy
husbandnowZwel ihavetogo
.
Me:
"Babewakeup"
Zwel
i:
"mmmmh"i
shookhi
m agai
n
Me:
"Butbabywet
alkedaboutt
his"
Zwel
i:
"it
shi
ght
imei
seet
hatf
ri
endofy
our
s"
Me:
"Zwel
imar
n!"
Zweli:
"Okayfi
ne!I
m up"her ubbedhiseyes
goshhelookssocute,wil
lourbabiesbeas
cuteasheis?
?Lordpleasemaket hem t
hiscut
e
.
Igotoutthebedandwentt ocleanmyself
beforemakingbreakf
astf
orthisgrumpyman
ofmi ne,
wheni wasinthekit
cheni r
ecei
veda
cal
l f
rom Ntando
.
Me:
"chommi
e!"
Her:
"goshmyear
s"
Me:
"Don'
tbel
i
ket
hat
"
Her:
"whatt
imeagai
n??
"
Me:"Lord!Hel
pmebef
orei
kil
lthi
schi
l
d,i
sai
d
at12h30"
Her:
"Okayi
wil
lbet
her
ewhatshoul
dibr
ing?
?"
Me:
"Justbr
ingy
our
sel
fqha!
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t46
.
.
Anel
eO:
)
.
.
Zwel
i:
"cani
hav
emybr
eakf
astnow"
Me:"sonowy
ou'
regonnabet
hisgr
umpyunt
il
when"
Zweli:
"unti
liseethi
sfr
iendofyour
s,whyar
e
hi
dingyourfr
iend??May bei
tsaguy,ar
eyou
cheat
ingonme? ?
"
Me:"okaynow!You'
reonanotherl
evel
,why
woul
di i
nvi
teaguyinourhouse,don'
tbe
st
upi
dnow"
Zwel
i:
"Aydon'
tcal
lmest
upi
d"
Me:"okayi'
m sor
rybutyour
eall
acti
ngchil
dish
now,ishoul
dbet heoneact
ingl
iket
hatnot
you!
"
Zwel
i :
"Okaybabei
'
m sor
rycanwest
op
fi
ght
ingnow"
Me:"Iwasn'
tfight
ingbuti
'
m al
sosor
ryf
or
say
ingyoustupid"
Zwel
i:"okaycanweeati
npeace"i
nodandi
di
shedupf oroursel
f
.
Zwel
i:
"okaynowi
'
m gone"
Me:"hawuyouwon'
tevensaygoodbyetoyour
wif
e"wewereatthel
ounge,ihavetakenmy
bat
hitswascl
oseto12now
Zwel
i:
"buti
'
m say
inggoodby
enj
e"
Me:
"i meanapr
opergoodby
enott
his"he
smi
rked
Zwel
i:
"Ohwhati
sapr
opergoodby
e?"i
gri
nned
Me:"youreall
ywannaknow?
"it
ookast
ep
cl
osertohim
Zwel
i:
"Yes"hesai
dinal
owerv
oice,
ismi
rked
andki
ssedhi
scheeks
Me:"nowt
hatapr
opergoodby
e"hepul
l
edme
cl
oser
Zweli:
"Yaziuy
adlalawena"igi
ggledandwe
ki
ssedhisli
pstastedli
kemint,
thekisswas
heat
ingupipullouttheki
ss
Zweli
:"whydi
dudot
hat
??"hi
sey
eswer
est
il
l
cl
osed
Me:"becauseyou'
remyhusband"i
laughed
andmov efarf
rom hi
m
Me:"Go!Nowbef
oremyguestar
ri
ves"hel
ook
atmeandlef
t
.
.
Nt
ando:
O
.
.
Wheni heardthatAnel
ewasmar r
iedt othenext
kingiwasshockedi mean, hi
shusbandused
tohitonme, doessheknow? ?,idistancedmy
selffr
om herbecausei di
n'twanttohur ther
whatifwheni gotoherhouseandherhusband
tr
iestohi tonmeagai n??Iwouldn'tbetraymy
fr
iendlikethat.
.
Me: "I'
m goi
ngnowAunt !
"ohmyAuntwas
happywhenshehear dthatmyfr
iendwasthe
nextqueen, shesai
dishoul
dassoci
atemyself
wit
ht hosekindofpeopl
e,peopl
eonmyl evel
sheev enaskedwhenmyf ri
endi
scomingthis
si
de,
itol
dhert
hati
wil
lspeakt
oher
Aunt:
"befor
ey ougo,ibakedsomegood
muffi
ncakesforthepr
incess"ismi
l
ed
Me:
"hawuAunty
oudi
dn'
thav
eto"
Aunt:"iwantedt
o, iknowshe'
syourfr
iendbut
thatdoesn'
tmeany oumustcomeempt y-
handed"she'sri
ght,shewenttof
etchthem
Aunt:
"Anddon'
teatt
hem ,
iknowhowy
ouar
e
"il
aughed
Me:
"notev
enat
inypi
ece?
?"
Aunt:
"theyar
efort
hePr
inceandt
hePr
incess"
Me:
"okay,
iwi
l
lgonow"
.
iwal
kedoutandtookat ax,itsnotthatfarbuti
don'
twannawalksothet axdroveandi gotoff
thet
ax,assoonasi reachedmyst op, itook
oneoft
hecakesi meant heysmelledgreati
coul
dn'
thel
pmysel fanymor e,imoanedas
t
heywer
esogood,
theyt
ast
edgr
eat.
.
Me:
"Chommi
e"i
sai
dasi
opent
hedoor
Her:
"I'
m comi
ng!
"iwentt
osi
tdown
Her:
"I'
m sogl
ady
oucame"
Me:
"youactl
i
kei
wasn'
tgonnacome"
Her:"ohwel
l,aret
hesef
orme? ?"shesai
d
t
akingaTupperwar
econt
ainert
hathadthe
muffins
Me:
"Yes"
Her:
"howdidy
ouknowt
hatt
heyar
emy
f
avouri
te?
?"
Me:
"I'
myourf
ri
endnj
e"wel
aughed
Her:
"letgotothegar
den,
thatwer
ewegoi
ng
t
ochil
l "i
stoodupandwelef
t
Me:"y
oudi
dn'
tev
enof
fermesomet
hingt
o
dr
ink"
Her:"i
fyouwantedsomet
hingy
oucoul
dhav
e
sai
d"wel aughed
.
Afterspendingtimewi t
hAnele,it
swasf unand
ful
l ofnaughtytal
ks, MyGodshei ssonaughty
thatone, iwasabi tti
psy,
wewer edrinki
ngthe
wine, Redwi netobespeci
fic,sheaskedone
ofthedr i
verstodri
v emehome
.
Her:
"hav
easaf
ejour
ney"shewaswal
ki
ngme
out
Me: "YouknowmyAuntisgonnakil
lmeifshe
everhearsthati
wasdri
nki
ngAlcohol"we
l
aughed, sheopenedt
hedoorf
orme
Her:"Don'twor
rywheny ougethome, j
ustgo
str
aighttobedshewon'tnoti
ce"inodandgot
i
nsidethecar,shewavedandt hecardr
oveoff,
anothercarwasgoingi
n, iguessi
tsher
husband..Thatcr
uelman: /
.
.
AuntThobi
l
e
.
.
Iwentt of et
cht helovepoti
ont otheSangoma,
sheassur edmet hatthi
sonei sstr ongandits
willonl
yf adeoncet hatpersondies, ibaked
somegoodmuf fi
nsforthePr i
nce(t henextking
Zwel i
),iknewt hatmyNi eceisgoi ngthereso
thatboywi l
leatthosecakesandassoonashi s
eyeslandst oNt andohewi llbeinl ovewithher,
nomat t
erwhat, soonmyni ecewi llbethe
queenandwewi l
lbewealthy,thingsar egoing
accordingt omypl an;)
.

Anel
e:*
.
AssoonasNt
ando'
scarl
eftZwel
icameandwe
wenti
nsi
de
.
Me:
"Youear
ly"
Zwel
i:"hav
eyoubeendr
inki
ng?
?Yousmel
ll
ike
atar
ven"
Me:
"youcal
l
ingmeadr
unkar
d??
"
Zweli
:"No!Iwasjustaski
ng,
aret
hosemi
ne
??"hepoint
edthemuf f
ins
Me:
"Not
heyar
emi
ne!"
Zweli:
"Canihaveem ,
i'
m cr
avi
ngf
ort
hem "he
tookoneandateit,
Zwel
i:
"Whomadet
hem?
?"
Me:
"Myf
ri
endgav
ethem t
ome"
Zweli
:"Ohhsowewi
l
lshar
ethem r
ight
??"i
rol
l
edmyey es
Me:
"Yeahy
eah"weat
ethem
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t47
.
.
Anel
e^_
^
.
IwokeupwithZweli
'
slegwr appedaroundme
andiwaslay
ingonhischest,itri
edtowi ggl
e
outofhi
sholdbuthedidtheunexpectedhejust
hol
dmet i
ghtandcovereduswi t
habl anket.
.
Me:"Ai
bohbabeiwannauset
het
oil
et"he
l
oosenuphi
sarm
Zwel
i:
"Wi
l
lyoucomeback?
"
Me:
"Yes"hel
etgoofmeandi
wentt
opee
andheadedt
obed,
hesmi
l
edandhol
dsme
Zwel
i:
"let
ssl
eep"
Me:"Nosi
ncei
'
m awakenow,
youmustal
so
wakeup"
Zweli
:"Sincei
'
m sl
eepi
ng,
youshoul
dbe
sl
eepingalso"
Me:
"Letmel
eav
eyout
osl
eept
hen"
Zwel
i:"Okayi'
m awakenow"heslowl
yopened
hi
seyes,thosebeauti
ful
hazel
eyes
Me:
"Muchbet
ter,
baby"
Zwel
i:
"Yes"
Me: "I'
vebeenthi
nkingoftaki
ngour
rel
ationshi
ptoanotherl
evel"hesatupst
rai
ght,
pervert!
Zwel
i:
"real
l
y?"hesmi
l
ed
Me:"Yes,imeanial
wayshearmybr
other
t
alki
ngabouthi
sneedsasaman,soithought
maybeyo-,
youknowwhati
'
m mean"he
l
aughed
Zwel
i:
"igety
oubabe"
Me:
"sowhatdoy
ousay?
"
Zwel
i:"Wellt
here'
snothi
ngwrongwit
hthat,i
'
m
j
ustshockedthatyouweret
hefir
stt
osaythat"
Me:
"I'
m notl
i
keot
her
syouknow,
i'
m di
ff
erent
"
Zweli:
"thatwhatdr
awsmemor
etoy
ou"he
cuppedmyf ace
Me:
"Mor
ningbr
eat
he!"
Zweli
:"Ayvoert
sek!"
imov edawayf r
om hi
m.
Hestoodupandwentt othebathr
oom and
camebackwithoutawarningheattackedmy
l
ips
.
Me:"Let
sgoi don'
twannabel
ate!"i
tswasa
sundayi
thoughtmaybeweshoul
dattend
church,butnotmyhubbyhecamewear
inghi
s
casualcl
othes
Me:
"Zwel
i
!:("
Zwel
i:
"don'
twor
rybabyi
'
m notgoi
ng"
Me:"Youshoul
dhavesai
dso!Mxm "iwalked
outwi
thhi
m screami
ngmyname, idon'
tcare
l
ooknowi'
ml at
e.Iwentt
ochurch
.
.
Zwel
i
.
Guysmywi f
enev erceaset oamazeme, i
wasn' texpecti
ngthis,whowoul dhavethought
thatonedayagi r
l wil
laskmet omov eour
rel
ationshiptothenextl evel,evenAngelanever
didthis, i
tstr
uewhent heysayev ery
dayy ou
l
earnsomet hingnew.Ev ersinceiat
ethose
deli
ciouscakeev erydaymyl oveformywi fehas
gonewor se,idon'
tknowifit
sbecausei have
acceptedourrel
ati
onshi
pbutmani loveherso
much, iwouldeventakeabull
etforher, worse
partheexcit
esmeandNdabe; )andt odayi
thi
nkits"TheeDay"ihavebeenpatientl
y
waiti
ngandmanwheni tearapartherGol den
cookieshewon'tevenwalkforweeks
.
Soassoonasshel efticalledoneofmy
connect i
ont ohelpmedecor atethegar dentoa
beaut i
fulplacef ullofredr osepedal s, t
hering,
smoot hmusi c, foodonpoi nteverythingwason
set,i wasonl ywaitingforherr eturnsot hat
thi
ngscangodown: D,iwaswear ingmynai v
e
sli
mf itsuitwi ththisredr oseonmyhand, as
soonashercardr ovein, igulpeddownt he
whiskeyi wasner v
ious, whati fshet urnsme
down, shewon' tri
ght ,
itswasal readydar k
outsidesot hiswi l
lbeper fectwiththest art
s
shinningsobr ight
.
Babe:"baby?
"i wal
keddownt hest
air
switht
his
rose,thewererosepedal
sleadi
ngtothe
gardenandpinkrosepedal
sleadi
ngtothe
bedroom
Babe:
"what
sgoi
ngon?
?"
Me:"nothingij
ustwantapeacefuldinnerwi
th
mywi fe"shesmil
ed,wewal kedtothegarden,
hereyeswidenedupherfaceshownamazed,
Yerr
rtheydidagreatj
obthere
Me:
"thi
swayMadam "
Babe:"babyt
hisi
ssobeaut
if
ul,
thanky
ouandi
l
oveit"
Me:
"Notbeaut
if
ulasy
ou"shebl
ushed
.
Thewait
erscamewit
hfoodandwestarted
eat
ing,t
heconver
sat
ingwasfl
owi
ngev ery
thi
ng
wasinorder,
whenweweredoneiaskedtheDj
t
opl
ayherf
avour
it
esong
.
"l
ookatt
hisf
ace
i
knowt
hey
ear
sar
eshowi
ng
l
ookatt
hisl
i
fe
i
sti
l
ldon'
tknowwher
eit
sgoi
n'
i
dontknowmuch
buti
knowi
lov
eyou
andthatmaybeal
lineedtoknow"Li
nda
Ronstat
dftAar
onNevil
le
Me:"canihavethisdance"shenodswhi
le
wi
pinghertear
s, whatabeauti
ful
messsheis
westoodupandslowlydancedtothesong,
shekeptonsni
ff
ing,wedancedtoituntit
he
end,igotonmykneeandt ookoutthatbl
ack
diamondri
ngibought
Me:
"wi
l
lyoumakemet
hehappi
estmanon
ear
th?
"
Babe:"Y...
e.s."isli
dtheri
ngonherf ingerand
shehuggedmebusycr yi
ngi stoodupand
spi
nnedherar ound,andslowlyputherdown,
weshar ed1hel lofakiss,thechef,Djand
wait
erswer echeer i
ngforus, shepul
ledout
busyblushing
.
Itookherhandandwenti nsidethehouseas
soonaswegoti ni attackedherwi thakiss,not
j
ustaki ssbutakissf ul
lofhungerandl ovei
pickedherupandshewr appesherl egsonmy
wai st,wewal kedthr oughthest air
sstil
lki
ssing
, wegoti nsidether oom andi sl
owlyputheron
thebed, it
ookoft hatdr essshewaswear ing,
shewasl eftwithmat chingbr aandlacepanty,i
smi ledasi tookofherbr a, t
heni ppleswere
har d,Goshshe' salreadyONmant hiswifeof
mi ne, i
kissedherneckandshehel donme
ti
ght, weakspot; ),i suckonherneckandshe
r
eleaseal
azymoani
wentdownt
oherbr
east
.
.
Admi
n:)
I
nser
t47
.
.
Cont
inuat
ion
.
.
PS"i
fyouunder18donotr
eadt
his!:
p"
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
Iwasf ull
ynakednowandt hi
s, manher ein
frontofmewasst il
lonhissui
t, hecarelessly
brushedmyt hi
ghsendingshiversdownmy
spi ne,hesenthi sli
psdownt omybel lybot t
on,
Godi nowunder standwhenpeopl esay stheyat
cloudni ne, imeani waswaypastcl oudni ne
thisissur elycl
oudtwenty,islowlymoaned,
Wher eisTee? ?Hewoul dhaveadv i
sedmeon
whatt odo, imisshim somucht hatiwasev en
cry i
ngf orreal,
hesmi l
edandki ssedmymar bl
e
ey es
.
Zweli
:"Don'
twor
rybabei
tswon'
thur
t"i
nod
onl
yifheknewwhatwasithi
nki
ng
Me:"mmmhh"thoseweretheonlysoundiwas
maki
ng,hest
art
edrubbi
ngmycl i
tswithhis
t
hump,Damngodthatdrovemecr azyil
oudly
moancal
li
nghi
sname, heputhi
sf i
ngersi
n
Me:
"Ouch!"i
jumpedal
i
lthathur
tsobadhe
mumbl edsor r
yandwentt ogiv emeahead,
JesusChr i
st!Hegotmesi ngingHalell
uyahthe
wayhistonguesweptev er
ythingif
eltmy
orgasi
m bulidupwi t
houtasecondi releasedi
t
onhismout h, idi
dn'tmeanto!Icoveredmy
facehechuckl edremovedmyhandsand
star
tedkissi
ngmeagai nmakingmet astemy
self
.
Ialsotookoffhisclot
heshewasonl ylef
twith
hisboxeri r
anmyhandst ohisfir
m Abs, he
sl
owl ypushedofftheboxermanhi smanhood
stoodfir
m pointi
ngnorth,igotscar
edi t
hinkhe
sawt hat,causehekissedmeassur i
ngthati
willbeokay
.
Zwel
i:
"Okaybabet hi
smi ghthurtali
tt
lebuti
wantyoutoholdmet i
ght,alsokeepsyourey
es
onme, okay?"inod
Me: "willit
shur tsobad? ?"heshutmeupwi tha
ki
ss, ifelthisti
pt r
yingt ogeti n,ij
umpedbut
hepullsmedownagai n, myhear twasbeati
ng
sofast, het r
iedagaini felthisti
pin,ihol
d
ontohimt i
ghtasi feltthepainwasget ti
ng
moreandmor e, hepushedi nagainmani was
cryi
ng, thisshithurtlikehell,Noi won'
tdoit
everagai n!
.
Zwel i:
"Damnbabyy ou'resot i
ght!, l
ookatme
"i slowlyopenedmyey es, hefinall
ygeti nful
ly,
ican' tbel
iev
et hisnow, Im nolongeraVi r
gin!I
sighasbabest artedt omov ealliwasf eeli
ng
waspai noverpai n, thispainnot hingcompar ed
tot heperiodpai ns, het hrustedinsof ast,i
moanedl oudbecauseoft hepai ni wasf eeli
ng,
thewasnopl easur eher e, iwonderwhypeopl e
doest hi
sbecausei tswaysopai nful,af t
erwhat
feltlikehours, ifelthim shaker eleasinghi s
sol dier
sin,hepul l
edoutandf ellnexttome
.
Zweli
:"Thatwasgreat!"i
justfeltasl
eepiwas
waytootir
edtoeventalk,theti
mewascl oseto
hal
f-
pastone,i'
m nevereverdoingthi
sagain
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t49
.
.
.
Anel
eO:
)
.
.
Iwasn'
tly
ingwhenisai
di wil
lnevereverbe
sexual
acti
vewit
hZwelicausethefir
sttime
hurt
edsowhatsthedi
ff
erentnow? ?,i
t'
sbeeni
weeksinceilostmydigni
tytothemani ador
e
andlove,hesomet hi
ngsgetangrywhenever
thi
ngsledtous, y
ouknow: Pbutthewayi'm so
scaredtotr
yitagainwhati
fitshurt
s??Maybe
i
'm avir
ginagain.
.
Todaywasamonday
.
Zwel
i:
"Soyou'
renotgonnawakeupandmake
br
eakf
ast?
?"
Me:
"Soi
shoul
dwakeupbecausey
ouwantme
t
o?"
Zwel
i:
"idon'
tl
iket
hisnewat
ti
tudey
ouhav
e
now"
Me:"Whatat
ti
tude??"i
satupst
rai
ght,
we
wer
eatourbedroom
Zweli:
"Ar
g!!"hestoodupandleftt
othe
bat
hroom ,
i don'
tknowwhatwrongwithhi
m,
he'
sbeenact i
ngali
lwei
rdlat
ely
Me:
"Zwel
i
!"
Zweli:
"What!
?You'
resoannoy
ingy
ouknow
that?Maybei
-"
Me:"Maybewhat?
?Don'
ttal
ktomel
i
ket
hat
!!"
hewal
ktowardsme
Zwel
i:
"Iwi
l
ltal
ktoy
ouhowev
er!
!"
Me: "Don' tst ar
twithmepl ease, i
'
vebeen
patientwithy ounowi '
m atthepeakpointwith
yourgr umpi ness"hel ookedatmesohar d,
unex pectadl yheslappedmewhi chgotme
fl
y i
ngandl endedatt hebed, iholdmycheekin
disbeli
eve, didhejustslapme! ?Heslapped
me! !
Zweli:"seemslikey ouarelosingyourmanners
andi wil
lteachyousomemanner s!"hespi
tted
onthef l
oorandl ef
t, whathappenedt ous??I
neverthoughtZweli wil
lbeav iol
enttype,i
si
lentl
ycr i
edandcr awledupt hebedandsleep,
makingmypi l
l
owwet, howcanhedi dmelike
t
his?
?:'
(
.
.
.
Zwel
i^_
^
.
.
.
I'
mt i
redofAnele'sbehavi
our, she'sbeen
denyi
ngmesex, howcoul dshedomel iket
hat
??Ilov eherbutsometimessheannoyme, she
hasbecomeapai ninaass, wel li
don'tregr
et
hit
ti
ngher, maybeshewi ll
comebackt oher
sense, we'v
ebeenf i
ghti
ngal otlatel
yi don'
t
knowwhathasbeenr eall
yhappeni nginus,
onemomentwewer esoinlovet henextwear e
shoutingateachotherwhichal waysledt oa
fi
ght,i knowit
swr ongbutihav egonebackt o
Ntando, visit
ingher, andspendi ngalotofti
me
, weonceki ssedwhi chledtousmaki ngupina
car, iknowi t
swr ongbutwhydoesi tfeel
sri
ght
? ?Ifeel sohappywheni 'm her,andwheni get
homeGoshmywi febusynaggi ngmeabout
wher ei wascausei alwaysarri
v eatnight
thinki
ngi 'm av oidingherbutNo, she'
salways
awake, typicallyher- _-.
Iwalkedouti washeadingtothemall,actual
l
yi
promisedNt andotobuyhernicethi
ngs, i
drove
tothemal l
togetherthings,iboughther
favouri
teandwentt oherarea,it
ookoutmy
phoneandcal ledher
.
Me:
"Ndon'
yaManzi
"
her:
"SawubonaMntwana"sheknowshowt
o
meltmyheart,
alway
s!
Me:
"Unj
ani
kodwaMaJobe"
Her:
"I'
m good,
Whatdoy
ouwant?"she
gi
ggl
ed
Me: "Hawui
sthatar
ightquest
iont
oaskme?"
iaskedpol
it
ely
Her:
"Yesbecausei
don'
tknowwhaty
ouwant"
shesai
damused
Me:
"I'
m out
sidey
ourhouse,
andi
'
m wai
ti
ng
f
ory
ou"
Her:"Zwel
i
!"ilaughedandt
hewayshe
soundedsoshocked
Me:"I
'mjoki
ngbuti
'
m atourusual
spotandi
'
m
wai
ti
ngforyou"
Her:"Okay,I'
m coming!"shehungup, i
sighedasi'
m havingfl
ashbackonwhati didto
mywi fe,asiwaswai t
ingi endedupf al
li
ng
asleep,iwaswokenupbyt heknockont he
window, ir
ubbedmyey esi sawherstanding
therewit
hthisbeauti
fulsmi l
eonherf ace,i
openedthedoorgotoutandhuggedher,
spinnedheraround"Zwel i
St op!"thatwhat
shekeptonsay
ingwhil
elaughing,ist
opped
andgaveherakissf
ull
oflustandhunger,i
wasn'
tgett
ingi
tsoihavetogetitsomewhere
.
Me:
"Babyi
missedy
ou"
Her:
"imi
ssedy
out
oo"
.
.
.
Notedi
ted
.
.
.
Admi
n<3
I
nser
t48
.
.
Nt
ando
.
.
Itol
dthedri
vertostopthreehousesawayand
hedidasisaid, i
gotoffandthankedhim,i
walkedi
nsi
det hehouseAuntwassi tt
ingt
her
e
watchi
ngt.
v, shesmiledassheseesme
gett
ingi
n,iev enfor
gotthati
'
mt ipsy
.
Aunt:
"Mnt
anami
!"shewel
comedmei
ntoher
ar
ms
Me:
"Aunt,
howwasy
ourev
eni
ng"
Aunt:
"sobor
ingwi
thouty
ou,
your
s?"
Me:
"it
swasokayAunt"
Aunt:
"Didt
heyenjoy
edmycakes,Di
dthe
Pri
nceeatt
hem ,
wereyout
here??
"
Me: "Wooh!Auntsomanyquest
ions,f
ir
stl
ythe
Pri
ncewasn'tther
e"herf
acechangedfr
om
beingsmil
eyfacetoafr
own"AndthePri
ncess
atethem i
thi
nk"
Aunt:
"Whydidulett
hePr
incesseatt
hem!"her
eyeswi
denedup
Aunt:
"Umm i
got
tago,
iwi
l
lseey
out
omor
row
"
Me:
"Soi
'
m gonnasl
eepher
eal
one"
Aunt:"Youaredr
unkany
way, sot
hatwon'
tbe
aproblem "i
shutmymouthandwenttosl
eep
.
OnTuesdayi metupwi t
hSmi so,thi
ngswer e
cl
earwit
hhimt hewasnobadbl ood,all
heev er
wantedwast odateme, soithoughtofgivi
ng
himthechancebuthey, iwasscaredbutwhati
knowisthatifeelsomethi
ngforhim whetheri
t
l
oveorwhat everidon'
tknowbuttheres
somethi
ngabouthi m,anywaywest art
ed
dati
ngonMondaywewer etaki
ngbabystep,i
tol
dhim aboutmychil
dhoodandheunder st
ood
whyim scaredofmyAunt,butheassuredme
thathewil
lmakesurethatAuntwontbea
probl
em
.
Smiso:"St
handwasami
"ismi
l
edashi
svoi
ce
soundedsosoft
Me:"BamboLami
"heki
ssedmycheekand
hol
dsmyhand
Smiso:
"ili
kei
twheny
oucal
lmel
i
ket
hat"i
bl
ushedshl
y
Me:
"KodwaNdosi
!"
Smiso:
"MaSthol
e"wesmi
ledateachother
andhol
dourhands,
hewasaccompaningme
home
Smi
so:
"Whenwi
l
liseey
ouagai
n?"
Me:
"Im al
way
sfr
eenowsi
ncei
m nol
onger
wor
king"t
heyki
ssedbr
ief
tl
y,l
eft
.
.
Aunt
.
.
Whydi dGodgav emeast upidnieceli
ke
Ntando!>_<, iknowbyt hel ookonherf aceshe
atethosecakebr eaki
ngt hecur se!Shit
!She
wasn'tsupposet oeatt hem - _-,NowthePr ince
wil
l bei
nlovewi thhisstupi dpr i
ncess.Aftershe
camebacki quicklywentt ot heSangomat o
givemesomet hingstrongagai n
.
Me:"ThokozaMakhosi
!"i
bowedmyheadasi
goti
nsi
dethehunt
Her:"Ufunani
Thobi
l
e?(whatdoy
ouwant
Thobil
e"
Me:
"Shebr
oket
hecur
seandat
ethemuf
fi
ns"
Her:
"iknowt
hat"
Me: "Nowiwantsomethi
ngstr
ongt hatwil
l
maket hePri
ncefi
ndmynieceat
tracti
ve"she
chanted,gr
oaningdoi
ngt
heSangomat hi
ng
Her:"Bamvi
kel
eloMfanaabaphansi
!(The
Ancestor
sarepr
octet
ingt
heboy)"
Me:
"Ther
esnot
hingy
oucando?
"
Her:
"ihav
eUMut
hit
hatwi
l
lhel
pyourni
ece"i
nod
Her:"Every
dayshemustdrinkt
his,bathwi
th
thatandpourthi
stothePr
ince'
sjui
ceor
somet hi
ng,shemustmakesurehedr i
nksi
tor
theplanwil
lbackf
ir
e"
Me:"Makhosi !"istoodupandl eft,goi
ngto
theotherhuntthathashersnake, zombi
esthe
weretwooft hem , al
ltheanimalsheusesto
prat
iceherevildoings, i
lai
dont hematther
e
nakedast hecreaturesenj
oysthemself
swi t
h
mypr i
vat
epar t,thathowi r
epayher,sati
sfy
hercreat
ure,ineedapl anonhowt omake
Ntandosleepwi t
ht hePri
nce
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
Doy ouknowhowi tsfeelstobei nlov e,Lord
knowsi l
ovemywi fesomuch, Yesterdaywas
i
mf ai
li
ngt ofi
ndthesuitablewor dfori t,i
tswas
outofthiswor l
d,ican'tbeli
ev eidefloweredher
:)i'
m actuall
ygladthatiwast heonet obr eak
thosetightwall
s,shewassopr ecious, callme
sil
lybuti l
ovedhowshewascal li
ngmyname,
whenshehol dontightwiththoset i
nyhandsof
hersifeltherwall
sexpand, enoughaboutl ast
night.
.
Todayi wast hefirstonet owakeup, yes!Iwas
hornybutbecauseoft herespecti havef ormy
wifestoppedme, iwascr av i
ngf orherasshe
wassleepingt hereherl egssepar ated
uncoveredbyt hebl anket,i smi l
edasi recallon
l
astnight,i coveredherwi thabl anketand
headedt othebat hroom , t
ookaqui ckshower
andwentt omakeaf ullenglishbr eakfastfor
her,shedeser vesi t,aft
erthati pr epareda
warm bathf orheri gotinsidet hebedr oom , put
thefoodbesi desusandsl owl yshookher, she
didn'
twakeup, ididagai nsheonl ymov edbut
didn'
twakeup, thiswomani sprov okingme
.
Me:"Thiswi ll
makey ouwakeup"i gotontop
ofherandsl owl yplantedsoftki
ssesinherface
,shelazi
lyopenedherey es,iwenttokissher
neckherey esr oll
edback, ichuckl
edasshe
wasshowi ngt hatsheenj oysthat
Me:
"babywakeupnow"i
sul
ked
Wifey:"o.
.kaybabyi
'm awakenow"shesaid
openinghereyes,imov edf
rom her,
shesatup
st
raight
Me: "Gowashy ourfacesowecaneatbef ore
youtakey ourbath"shenodsandsl owlystood
upandl impedt othedoorshewasst r
uggli
ngto
walk, i
woul dsil
entl
ylaughcauseiknowgod
shewi l
lkil
lmei fsheseesme, shecameback
walkingli
keat ort
ousefinal
l
ysatdone
.
Me:
"Ar
eokayl
ove?
"
Wi
fey:"Doil
ookokay?
"ishutmymout
hand
wesi
lentl
yat
e
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t49:
(
.
.
Cont
inuat
ion
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
Ifel
lasleepaft
erheleft,afterfewhour si woke
upandwentt othebathroom , mycheekwas
swoll
en, FuckyouZwel i
!Myt earsslowlywent
downmyf ace,whatdidi dowr ong? ?,just
becausei di
dn'
twanttosl eepwi thhi
m, that
whyheendedhi tti
ng:(iwassupposet osleep
withHIM !Whatifhewentt osl eepwi t
hot her
womanswhi l
ei'
m hereashi swi f
e, i
'
m cl earl
y
notdoingmywi feduti
es, he'sbeenpat ientwith
me, God!I'mtheonethatpushedhi m away, i
sighedandbr ushedmyt eethsandwal kedout,
ishouldchanget hewayi 'm behav i
ng, iwent
downst ai
rst
oeati washungr yashel l, imade
cerealandsatdown, everythi
ngwasdul l,
my
moodwasof f, i
wat chedt heTeenTi tans
(cartoons)therewasnodoubtt hati wasbored
, ideci
dedtocal lTeewhenwast helastt i
mei
talktohim
.
Me:
"hel
l
oChommi
e!"
Hi
m:"Who'
sthi
s??"
Me:"Ai
boh!Teei
tsMeYourFri
endAnel
e,how
coul
dyoufor
getme!"i
laughed
Hi
m: "Mamel
aSisther
earel
otofAnele'
sint
his
wor
ld,socanyoubemorespeci
fi
cplease"
Me:
"It
sMeAnel
eNdl
ovu!"
Hi
m:"Ohh,
whatdoy
ouwantt
hen?"
Me:
"HawuChommi
ewhyar
eyoubei
ngcol
d
now?
?"
Him: "i'
m notbei ngcol d, youhav enotbeen
call
i
ngf oral lt
hismont handnowal l ofthe
suddeny ouwantmet obehappyt haty ou
call
ed?It riedcal l
ingy oubuty oual way s
rej
ectingmycal lsi t
houghtmay bey ouwi l
l
comebackt ome, ilefttonsofv oicemessages
butnoy ounev ergetbackt ome, sonow
becausey ou'rebor edy oucal lme, nx"hehung
up, whati swr ongwi thmel ately,whyal lthe
peoplei lov eseemst obehur tingme, iknowi
waswr ongnott ocal lTeebuti wassocaught
uptomynewf ri
endNt ando, i t
riedcal li
nghim
againbuthedi dn'tanswer, isighi needt o
consultat radi
tional healermay bet here'ssome
badspi ritthatmakesmel ikethis, i knownot
everyonel ikesmear oundhersi ncei mt hee'
Cit
yGi rl' meani ngZwel ishouldhav echosen
oneoft hegi rl
sher eint hev i
ll
age, iendedup
fal
li
ngasl eepi nthecouch
.
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
Aftermeetingmybeaut i
fulpearl,iwasf ul
lof
l
ust, iwantedtoburrymysel ft
osomeone, i
knowAnel ewon'tletmeandNt andodi dn'
twant
tomakeupt othecarbecause' Irespectmy
selfsomucht odowngr ademysel fl
ikethi
s'
thatwasherwor ds, idr
ovemycaraf ter
spendingtimewithher, iwenttomyMom' s
housei needtoclearmyheadf irstbeforegoing
backhome
.
Mom :
"Baby
!"
Me:
"SawubonaMaKhumal
o"
Mom :"Whyar
ecomi
ngher
eal
one?
?Wher
eis
Zi
yanda"
Me:
"I'
m her
eal
onei
lef
therhome,
she'
snot
f
eel
i
ngokay"
Mom :
"Okayiwi
llgoandcheckifi
don'thav
e
anymedi
cat
iont
hatcanhelpher"inod
Mom :
"Comei'
vepr
eparedl
unch"wewent
i
nsi
de,shewaswat
eri
nghergarden
.
Iwal kedinsidethehouseandi foundher
sleepi ngi
nthecouch, thet .
vwaswat chingits
self, shewasonashor tnightdress, lordher
thighwokenupt hebeasti nme, iquicklywent
toherandsl appedhert highshewor kupand
l
ookedar oundherey esl andedinme, she
releasedaf aintsmi l
ei didn'tret
ur nit, istar
ted
kissingherandsheki ssedmeback, ipicked
herupshepul ledout' iwantust otalkabout
somet h-'
ididn'tlethert ocont i
nuei was
crav
ingforherti
ghtp****thouihavet astedit
oncebutheytheshitissogood!, irushedt o
ourroom andthr
ewheront hebed,i didn't
wanttowastetimei undressedheralsome
.
Her:
"Babewai
t"
Me:
"Whyshoul
dwewai
tnow?
?"
Her:
"Iwantust
otal
kfi
rst"i
wasget
ti
ngangr
y
now
Me:"Tal
kaboutwhat??I
'
minneedy
ouknow"
shesl
owlysatupandf
acedme
Her:
"I'
m sor
ryaboutmyat
ti
tudeandi
'
m wi
l
-"
Me:
"Ar
eyoudonecausei
'
mfedupnow"
Her:
"ButZwel
i"
Me:"Zwelimyfoot!,
will
yougi
vemewhati
wantorshouldigooutandl
ookfori
t"she
shockedherhead
Me:
"wewi
l
ldot
hismyway"
Her:
"Yourway?
?"
Me:
"Yesmyway"i
slowl
ypul
l
edherl
eg
Her:
"Zweli
pleasest
op"i
gotont
opofherand
shest
art
edcryi
ng
Me:"You'
vebeenstar
vingmeforweeksnow,
i
'
m demandingwhatisminenow,ipai
diLobol
a
f
oryousoi wi
ll
haveyouwheneveriwantt
o"
Her:"Zwel ipl
ease!"i didn'
tmindhercry i
ng
andi st
artedgoingi n,shewast i
ghtasf uck,i
sl
owlymov edasi f
eltpl
easureri
sing,she
neverdisappoints,afterfewroundsireached
mycl i
maxandr eleasedmysol di
ersinhere
Me:"ThatswasGreatbabe!"shewasn't
movingshewascrying,ther
ewerefewblood
spotonthesheet-
_-alwayshappenswi
th
vi
rgi
ns
.
.
.
Nar
rat
or
.
.
.
Thobil
egaveNt andotheherbstogi v
ezweliand
theyacci
dentl
ymetont hemal landNt ando
gavezwelit
heher bbutitwasint hej
uicebott
le
shegavehim asaj ui
ce, Zwel
idrankthejui
ce
ri
ghtawayunknowi ngl
ythattheresast r
ong
blackmagicthere
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t50
.
.
.
Nt
andoO:
)
.
.
.
Ibrokeupwi thSmi sofewday sbackbef orei
start
edseeingZwel i ^
_^,hetreatsmesogood
mani '
mi nlove,Smi sowast heonewhobr oke
myv ir
ginit
yidon'tregreti
tcausei thoughthe
waswor thitbutiwi shedicould'
vewai t
edal i
l
l
onger, Zweliwouldbet heonet odef l
owerme,
anywayi wentinsideourhousewi t
hasmi lei
wasf eel
inghappy, good!Igoti nsi
deandMom
wast here
.
Mom :
"Comeher
eNt
ando"
Me:
"YesMom "i
satnextt
oher
Mom :"Ar
eyouseeingthepri
nce"i smil
ed
thi
nki
ngofhi
m, idon'
tthinkishoul
dhidehim
becausemyAuntisapprovi
ngourrelat
ionshi
p
Me:
"YesMom "shest
oodupangr
y
Mom :"What !
!Howcoul dyou??Youbetrayed
yourfr
iend,theonlyfr
iendyouhavewho
welcomedy outoherhousebutonlydidshe
knewthatshebroughtt hedevi
lher
sel
f!,ihat
e
youandI '
m sodisappoint
edinyou!Nx"she
walkedtoherroom andAuntappearedoutof
nowhere
Aunt:
"Don'tMindher,baby"i
nod,buther
wordspi
ercedthroughmyheart,
ist
oodupand
wenttomyr oom tosl
eep
.
.
.
Anel
e:(
.
.
.
Okayi understandt heslapbutt omol estme! !
Myhusbandmol estedmei nahur tf
ul way,he
brokemyhear theev enhitthesmal lerpieces
witht hehammert omakesur ethatitswill
nev erber epairedev eragain, iprayedt oGodt o
givemest rengt htonoki l
l him .Icri
edasi was
staringatt hewal l
,itsbeent woday ssi ncehe
rapedme, thesepastf ewday si haven'tbeen
speaki ng, bathingorev eneat ing,i'
m alway s
seat edatt heguest room ,cr y
ingmysel fto
sleep, howcoul dhedomel i
kethis:'(ihate
him!
.
Zwel
i:
"Yourphoneisbusyr
ingi
ngnonstopand
i
tsi
rr
it
ati
ngme, comeandtakeit"i
sni
ff,
hear
inghi
svoi
cemakesmesoscar
ed
Me:
"Goaway!"
Zweli:"Okayfine,don'
tcomplainwhenismash
i
tont hewal l,
ikeptquei
taft
erfewminutesmy
phoner angagain,iheardsoundsofsomething
breaki
ngt hatgotmef ri
ght
enedbutisti
l
ldidn't
openthedoor
.
Af
teraweek
.
Iwasnowabl etogoout si dether oom andeat
butiwi ll
nev ergetoutt hehousebecausei '
m
scared, ifeelsodirty, idon'tev enlookatmy
ref
lectionont hemi rror, Zwelibr okeme, he
shatteredmyhear t,soul everyt
hing!Asi was
eati
ngi ntheki t
cheni hear dvoicesf i
ll
edwit
h
l
aught er,wheni peakedi sawt hisoldwoman
seatedwi thZwel i,t
heyseem t obehav inga
goodconv ersati
ongoi ng, ifi
xedmy sel
fasi
di
dn'
twantpeopl
etoknowwhathappens
behi
ndt
hedoorofmyf ami
l
yormarri
age
.
Me:"SawubonaMah"shelookedatmeupsi
de
downandcarri
edont
alki
ngtozweli
Me:
"Cani
gety
ousomet
hingt
odr
ink?"
Her:"No,doy oumi nd? ?Iwouldl
iketohave
thi
stalkwit
houty oubeinghere,soplease
excuseyourself"didshejusttal
kedtomel i
ke
that
!
Me:"Zw-Magebay
ouwi
l
lletherspeakt
ome
l
iket
hat??"
Zwel
i:
"Youwantmet
osaysomet
hing?
?"
Me:
"Howcany
ouaskmet
hat!"
Zweli:"i
don'thaveti
mef ory
ournonsense,we
haveaguestsopl easebehave,Mmaletgoto
myst udymay bether
ewewi l
lhavesome
pri
vacy"theystoodandleft,isi
ghZwelii
s
nowtr
eatingmeli
keast
inkysocki
satdown
andwatchedt.
v
.
.
.
AuntThobi
l
e
.
.
.
People!!MyMut hiwor kedjustafewt easpoons
onNt ando'
st eaandont hej ui
cethatshegav e
totheking, ever
y t
hingi srunningsmoot hi
knewmyni ecewasn' tstupidassoonasi have
theroyalbl
oodr unning. .Omgi al
mostr el
eave
mysecr etiwillt
ellya'l
last i
megoeson.Wheni
recei
vedthecal l
edf rom thepr i
nceiknewi
hit
tedthejackpot
.
.
.
Zwel
i
.
.
.
Wewereactual
lyt
alki
ngaboutthewayfor
ward
wi
thmeandNt ando,herAunsugesst
edthat
weshoul
dtalkandseehowthingsendsup
.
Me:
"iwi
l
lcal
lyouMma"
Mma:
"iwi
l
lwai
tfory
ourcal
lsoni
nlaw"
Me:
"il
ovet
hesoundoft
hat"
Mma: "Won'
tyourwif
ehaveapr obl
em about
accept
ingmynieceasyoursecondwif
e?"
Me:"don'
tworryabouther,iknowhowtodeal
wi
thher,besi
desi wasneverinlov
ewit
hitwas
aar
rangedmarr
iageactual
lyit
salov
eless
mar
riage,wej
usttol
erateeachot
her"
Mma:"I'
m gl
ad,
iguessy
ouwi
l
ltr
eatmyni
ece
good"
Me: "i l
ov eherMmai wil
lnev ertreatherbad"
wewal kedoutt hestudyandi t
oldt hedr iverto
driveherbackt oherhouse.Iwasf umi ngwi th
anger, thisstupidwifeofmi newast ryi
ngt o
disrespectmei nfr
ontofmyi nlaws, i'
m goi ngto
teachheragr eatlessont hatshewi llnev erever
forgetev eninherdeat h, iwalkedi nsi deshe
wasqui etl
ylookingatt het.v, i
pul l
edherbyher
hair,shescr eamed, ipull
edheri wasdr agging
herupst airsheadingt omyr oom , ineedt o
teachherav aluablelesson, fir
stt hingi didwas
tothrowheront hewal l,
bef oreundr essingher,
istartedpunchi nghernonst opaf teri '
vesaw
thatshewasunconsci ousi pulledhert ot he
bedandst ar
tedenjoyingmy selfwi t
hhernana
.
.
.
Admi
n
I
nser
t50
.
.
Cont
inuat
ion
.
.
.
Anel
e
.
.
.
Isl
owl
ystoodup,iwasshaki
ng,idi
dn'
tknow
hewasananimal
,ineedtospeakout,
i'
ve
heardst or
iesaboutwomanbei ngkil
ledbythei
r
partnersidon'twantt
odi e,i
'
m sti
llyoungi'
m
17andi 'm al
readywalki
nginat hi
nicebecause
ofthisman, idr
aggedmysel ft
omyr oom ,
i
didn'tcr
yi wasoutoftearsiwenttotakea
showerst ayedtheref
orwhile,idi
dn'teven
wantt olookatthemirroriwassoaf r
aidof
whati wasgoi ngtosee.
Thenextmor ni
ngiwentdownstai
rst
omake
breakf
astformeandmyhusband: )i
gotbea
goodwi f
ethatwayhewon'thur
tme, hecame
.
Hi
m:"You'
reawake"
Me:
"YeboZul
uul
alekanj
ani
"
Hi
m:"Ngi
l
alekahl
ewena?
"
Me:
"Met
oo,
imadebr
eakf
ast"
Him:"Okayiwil
lbewai
ti
ngont
helounge"i
nodandcarr
iedon,iwasev
enhymingasong,
af
teriwasdonei
wal
kedt
othel
oungegav
e
hi
m, hi
sfood
Hi
m:"I
'
m sor
ryabouty
est
erday"
Me: "i
havelongforgi
venyou,ishoul
dn'
thave
disr
espect
edy oul
ikethatandi
shouldn'
tdeny
yousex"
Him:"Lookbabei don'
tknowwhatcameover
mebuti'm notamonster,iwasn'
tmysel
fwhen
ihur
tedyouliket
hat"
Me:
"Asi
sai
dbabei
under
stand"
Hi
m:"Hug?"wesmi
l
edateachot
her
Me: "ofcour
se"istoodupandwentt
ohim we
hugged, hewasgentl
eandi'
mthankf
ulf
orthat
causemybodyi ssoreaf.
.
Iwaswat chi
ngatt het.v,
ifel
ttheurgetovomi
t
iqui
cklyrushedtot hebat
hroom andpuked
aft
erthaticleanedmyselfwentbackt othe
l
ounge, Zwel
icamewear i
nghi
scasualcl
othes
hiscol
ognefi
lledtheroom whi
chmademet o
goandpukeagai n, whati
shappeni
ngt
ome? ?
Icamebacki blockedmynosebecauseididn'
t
wanttoenhal
ehi sperfumeagain
.
Hi
m:"Ar
eyouokay"i
wassoweak,
inod
Me:
"yourper
fumedoesn'
tsmel
lni
ce"
Hi
m:"i
thoughty
oul
ovedi
t"i
smi
l
ed
Me:
"May
bey
ouov
er-
spr
ayedi
t"hesi
gh
Him: "I
'm bri
ngi
ngsomeoneov erpl
ease
preparear oom "i
nod, heki
ssedmyf or
ehead
andleft,iwenttosleepisuddenlyf
eltti
red
.
.
.
Zwel
i:
)
.
.
.
Iwasgoi ngtofetchNt andoi wantedto
i
nt r
oducehert omywi fe, t
heysoonwi llbe
sist
erssoi wast r
yingt omaket hem getalong
together.Iarr
ivedatherar eaandshewas
therewear i
ngherblackj eansandawhi tetop,i
smi l
edandgotof fi attachedherwi t
haki ss,i
didn'
tcareifpeoplewer elookingatus, shewil
l
bemywi fesoonsot heybet t
ergetusedt oit
.
Her:
"babyi
'
m soner
vious"
Me:"Dontwor
ry,
shedoesn'
tbi
te,
she'
s
act
ual
lyagoodwoman"
Her:
"doy
our
eal
i
zet
hati
m ol
dert
hanher"
Me:"YesYou'r
e22andshe'
s17andi
'
m 27so
nj
ewear egood"
Her:
"Whydidyoumarr
yheratfi
rst,
imeanshe
i
syoungenoughtobey
ourchi
ld"
Me: "wewer ear r
anged"webot hkeptqui etand
drov etomypl ace, myhear twasbeat i
ngso
fast, i
wasscar edwhatifAneledisrespecther
andNt andotur nsmedown, shedoesher
thingsi wil
lplainlykil
lher,whoi sshet o
disrespectmywi fe,gosh!Iwouldkill
her
.
Igotinsi
dethehousei l
eftNtandointhecari
fi
rstwantedtocheckAnele'sstatebef
ore
bri
ngingherin,il
ookedaroundt hehousewas
quietiguessshe'
sasleep, i
walkedtoherroom
andshewasi ndeedsleeping,iwokeherupand
shesmi l
ed
.
Her:
"Youback"
Me:"Fixy
ourselfiwanty
outomeetsomeone"
shenodsanddisapper
edtot
hebat
hroom ,
af
terawhi
leshecamebackcleanwit
habit
makeuptohidet
hebrui
sesonherface,
iwas
si
tt
ingont
hecouchwait
ingforher
.
Her:
"I'
m donewher
eisy
ourguest?
"
Me:"i
'
m comingback"ist
oodupandwentt
o
mycartof
etchNtando,
shewassmili
ng
Ntando:
"ial
mostt
houghty
ouwer
enotcomi
ng
back"
Me:"i
'
m sorr
yforkeepi
ngy ouwaiti
ng"wewal
k
handi
nhandinsi
dethehouse, Anel
ewasbusy
wit
hsomethi
ngshewasl ooki
ngdown
.
Me: "Anel
eiwantyoutomeetmysecondwif
e
Ntando"sheslowl
ylookedatme,
hereyes
f
il
ledupwi t
htear
s
Me:
"Nt
andot
hisi
sAnel
emyf
ir
stwi
fe"
Anel
e:"Howcoul
dyou?"shesai
dwi
tha
br
eaki
ngv
oice
Nt
ando:
"I'
m sor
ryi
fel
li
nlov
e"
Me:
"Youguy
sknoweachot
her?"
Anele:
"Sheismyf r
iendt
hati
safr
aidofy
ou!
!,
wereyoureal
lyscar
edofhim??Orit
swasone
ofyourbi
tchyway??"
Me:"Li
stenher
eyouwon'
tcal
lherwi
tht
hose
sor
tofname"
Anele:
"iwel
comedyoutomyhousethi
nki
ng
youaremyfr
iendl
i
ldidiknewt
hatyouher
eto
takemyman, t
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ly"
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terlear
ntoaccepther
becauseshe'sher
etostay"
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ch,
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appedher
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.
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kedaboutthisnx"iwalked
upstai
rswit
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kestr
oublethatone
.
.
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