IT HAD TO BE YOU

Kally Guzmán

I try to open my eyes little by little while in the background I hear

Ana Stuart singing at the top of my lungs. What a way to ruin my
favorite song and I thought you want to hate a song, set it on alarm
and I assure you that you will hate every second of the lyrics,
although I like this one a lot. I get up and take the cell phone and
turn off the alarm when I look at the time, I didn't believe it, it was too
late.

In a hurry I get going, I take off my clothes in which a rooster crows

and wrapping myself in the towel I run quickly and go into the
shower when the water falls on my body it was cold and apart from
being late, today will not be my day. I take the shampo and pour a
little on my head and begin to gently scrub it and relax a little when I
remember that I am late I take off the shampoo and begin to scrub
my entire body, once ready I get out of the shower, I brush my teeth
when My cell phone starts to ring I rinse my mouth and answer the
call.

Is seriously! They answered again you fell asleep as always, if I

have fallen asleep now I change to go out in 5 minutes I will arrive.
Living with Angelica is something fun we don't have anyone, her
parents are shepherds who threw her out of their house for getting a
tattoo when she was 16 years old and I don't have parents, she
used to live with an uncle, but he moved and I started high school so
that's why it's Angelica and me. I open the closet to find what I will
wear, I take a simple blouse and jeans at once, I put on some tennis
shoes and I curl my beautiful black hair.

I hear the horn honk so I take my backpack and while I go out I go to

the kitchen and have an apple, always late, but never hungry, I get
in my friend's beautiful car that we bought together with all our
savings of 4 years, I get in the car and I give him a hug and then
start the car And how did you spend your weekend? I ask while
eating my apple Well, you know with my grandparents and your
weekend? I stop looking at her and look out the window, don't tell
me you fell asleep, Angelica says a little serious and then laugh, I
was tired and I did extra shifts at work that the rent doesn't pay itself.

We arrive and I start walking to the classroom that corresponds to

me, once inside the building I go to my locker and take out some
pencils and notes, when suddenly I heard a loud noise that scares
me, I close my locker and look where the noise. I meet a beautiful
brown-haired boy who is trying to get a helmet into the locker, I stare
curiously, his eyes go up and he sees me, then he begins to walk.

A small paper falls out of his pocket and I curiously pick it up and
walk step by step behind the boy, once by his side I take his arm
and call his attention, but when his furious gaze fixes on me, I regret
having been kind.
Sebastián Jiménez

I leave the house with a severe headache, the party and the races
yesterday were quite good, I tell myself why you drink then if you will
be like this the next day. I stare while I remember everything that
happened at the party, after it I have only relied on parties, alcohol,
races and fights.

I hated how everything had changed and what annoys me the most
is that it was all my fault, I couldn't change the past and there were
no ways to improve my present. I get more pissed off at each of my
thoughts, each one with more truth than the previous one, I get on
my motorcycle heading to school problematic, but not gross.

Once I enter the school some glances are on me making me feel a

little strange I ignore everything around me and walk to my locker, I
try to enter the helmet causes a lot of noise, I slam the locker and
turn to go to my class , but I find the curious gaze of a blackhead
that smiles sweetly at me giving the feeling that I had seen her
before, I ignore her gaze and think where I have seen that face, I
look up again to where I feel her insistent eyes on me , and she kept
looking at me like nothing, without any shame or dissimulation, I
don't like being looked at.

And it's not that I'm nervous, it's that I'm not a statue and his eyes
make me feel like a weird experiment. I turn around and start to
walk, when suddenly soft hands grab my arms, I turn around angrily
I could swear it was that curious girl. But what the hell? He asked
out loud pushing her, the girl was surprised

Can you tell why you did that? Asks the furious black haired girl
approaching me again, when she is in front of me I grab her wrist
and squeeze her tightly to which she lets out a groan of pain trying
to get away and press harder. You can let go of me, you are going
to leave a mark on my wrist and I swear I will hit your beautiful face,
her squeaky voice sounds angry and she smiled at her attempted
warning.

Look little girl, the only one who can get hurt if she gets close to me
again could be you, I answer a little coldly, I see her eyes and I let
go of her wrists and walk to my class. When I enter the classroom
some people stare while my best friend points to a seat next to him I
walk to the free seat while everyone looks at me I stop to look at
them. I thought you weren't coming, says Evan as I settle into the
seat, I don't take out my cell phone either and I see a message from
my friend Michael telling me that there will be an important race
tomorrow.

Tomorrow there is a motorcycle race for you, new girls and this time
there will be more money, I inform my friend Evan seeing a smile on
the face of the great man, he responds while taking out his
notebook.Evan Angelica's best friend is a black hair is coming to this
school right? He answers yes.

Interesting, I answer a bit curtly, while I see how some girls turn to
look at me and smile coquettishly, he looked away from the cell
phone and ignored their looks the class started at once and I kept
thinking about that beautiful curious little girl, I shouldn't have treated
her like that but my ego won over me and I couldn't hold on.
Kally Guzmán
I had in my mind a single idiot word as it was possible that with that
beauty I had that character, I just wanted to be kind and give him his
role and see if I could help him with something since he seemed
quite angry, but I think the one I need there It was me, I look at my
wrist where that boy grabbed me and left a mark on me and it was
red.

Angelica when she sees me that will surely question me about that,
she took care of me a lot, but I think she is right I should not be kind
to everyone and much less curious so that this does not happen to
me again I learned a lesson with this. I heard someone say Miss
Guzmán, what do you think? At that moment I remembered that he
was in class and I was not attending, I replied sorry, what did he
say? That caused half the class to laugh, the teacher looked at me
angrily

The class finally ended, everyone ran out of the classroom and I
was no exception, I went in the corridors to see if I could find
Angelica, I put on my headphones so as not to hear the noise of
people, I am thinking very far when I collide with a person and I said
that If the world was against me today.

Helen and her henchmen is your typical evil red hair with no
neurons. It was a shame, she was beautiful if she had white skin,
her hair like fire, beautiful eyes and a beautiful body even though
she was missing the most important thing…. Brain. Well, I am the
type of person who thinks that beauty is temporary and beauty
without intelligence is only decoration.

Why don't you watch where you walk? I ask with a mocking smile,
without anything to say I leave there and leave her with the word in
her mouth which I do not care, I wondered why she hated me so
much I only knew that she liked my friend Angelica's boyfriend and
how You can't mess with her you can mess with me, but anyway I'm
going to look for my friend and I hope I don't meet the pretty boy,
although deep down if I want to see curiosity again and I'm good
friends, I feel like I'll get in trouble. because of my curiosity.
Sebastian Jimenez

Finally, good news, being at school all day stresses me out and I do
everything to please her, the bell rings, everyone leaves quickly,
Michael and I go down the hall, we met so long ago that I can not
remember it, I just know that he knows everything about me and I
know everything about him.

The money there will be tonight is a lot - Michael pulls me out of my

thoughts.
Oh yeah? I respond without much enthusiasm and with my
expression blank.
Hey brother what's up? I look at Michael with a scowl, he is already
used to my humor
Nothing's wrong with me, leave me alone I'm in a bad mood a young
woman had the nerve to touch me without permission, and ruin my
morning, so leave me alone or I'll hit you. Michael laughs out loud
and when he finishes wiping a tear that came out during his laugh, I
just look at him with a serious expression, but that doesn't matter to
him.

Answer- Who was it that had enough courage to touch King

Sebastián Jiménez.
She was an unimportant crazy girl, stop talking and let's go, I don't
want José to discount my share, Michael looks at me seriously and
remains silent as he follows me, he knows perfectly well that I have
no patience and he knows that he cannot play with me.
Hey Michael- he looks at me curious, he knows that I rarely call him
by his name.
Do you think who we are going to compete with is good?
There is no better than you and you know it. He laughed a little and
hit his shoulder, he is one of the few people who can make me
laugh. He looks good as a clown.

He smiled because it was true there was no one better than me,
and no one would ever be, I put on my arrogant smile and get on my
motorcycle. I go on the road with Michael behind me.

Kally Guzman

I look through the large cafeteria window as I clean one of the many
tables in the cafeteria, I think when the boy clumsily hurt me.
FOOL, that would be the perfect definition for that boy with beautiful
eyes, I hear the doorbell as it is warning that a new client has
arrived, leaving my thoughts on my way to the cleaning room and
leaving cleaning utensils that I have used there. I leave there closing
the door and I see Angelica attend to the person who has arrived at
the premises, I take a deep breath a little tired on the way to the
bathroom and I wash my hands to continue with my work.

The supervisor looks carefully at what I do, his look is a bit

intimidating and harassing which makes me a little nervous, I put on
some gloves and start preparing one of the drinks that table five
asked for, once I serve the shake I notice that There are none of the
crystal glasses where we usually serve the milkshakes, way back
from the kitchen where all the clean glasses are.

I take them from the place where they drain and finish drying with a
clean handkerchief, I begin to pass it to the tray to take them to
where the drinks are prepared, Emmy who is in charge of washing
the dishes says goodbye to me, since her shift is over, when Emmy
leaves I am alone and there I notice how after a few seconds the
supervisor enters.
Do you need a little help? Ask with a tone too sweet and a
closeness that is terrifying. Do not imagine that he is a sugar daddy
otherwise he is a fat daddy has a big belly I could swear he could fit
in there. He had a hideous mustache that made him look older and
he had no hair. No sir, I can do it perfectly well alone, I answer with
a somewhat false smile, take the tray where I have put some of the
glasses that I have dried to continue with my work.

Oh, darling, you can call me Victor, he responds, placing himself in

front of me, blocking my way, I take two steps back and look at him
with a serious expression. Look Víctor, with all due respect I ask you
to please get out of my way so that I can continue with my work,
otherwise you can, since you insist so much on helping, permission-
I answer coldly as I walk around you to continue moving forward, I
feel your hands on my hips which push me back, I lose my balance
a bit from his quick and rough grip.

I just hear how the glass falls to the ground breaking and I feel like I
fall to the ground, I look at where the broken glasses are and I try to
pick it up. You are bleeding- I hear the voice of one of my
companions and I am not even aware that some of them are there. I
stop picking up the broken glasses and look at my hand which is
bleeding a little and standing up I observe the supervisor who is now
watching from afar, I approach where he is and ignore my presence.

This has been his fault, and I want him to know that if he
approaches me again I will tell everyone that he is a disgusting
stalker, now with all due respect I will take what is left of my shift off
and you better accept because this time I will go to the police to
report him for workplace harassment and being supportive I will
leave it as a misunderstanding, but if he comes back to me or some
of my colleagues he will meet me, I take a deep breath and leave
there, I had to keep my job it was not good time to quit. I walk to the
room with some shelves where they let us store our things, when I
open the door I see Angelica there taking her things, she sees me
and walks quickly to me.
But what happened koala? She asks looking at me worried when
she sees my hand and I don't know what she means if the fact that
my hand is bleeding or the bruises that I have on my wrists,
We can go home, today was not a good day.
We get home and I lie on the couch, turn on the television and
change the channel in search of an entertaining program, there is
nothing more boring than Monday night. After several passes I find a
movie that manages to get my attention when I see the handsome
Chris Evans, Angelica who is next to me yawns and gets up from
the couch.

´I´ll make dinner- He announces walking to the kitchen. Do you want

Salmon? She yells from the kitchen, I answer with a simple answer if
I take back the blanket that Angelica has left on the sofa and place it
on my bare feet, after a few minutes that seem very long to me I
hear the doorbell of the apartment, I will answer Angelica from the
kitchen and when he passed in front of me he smiled at him, I think
he is spoiling me a lot due to the fact that I have cut myself.

LIA yelled when I got to the door and received me with a big hug, I
missed you silly she whispers stroking my hair, smiled and kissed
her beautiful freckled cheeks. Stop it, stop it, Angelica says closing
the door, jealous in response, I throw her a kiss and she just rolls
her eyes. What are you doing here, Lia? Angelica asks walking back
to the kitchen, because I have come to look for them friends and
today there is a race, they say that it will be the best of this season,
my beautiful and tender Lia argues with emotion, she is a love is like
my second sister, her red hair contrasted with her white skin, she
had a small nose and pink lips, she is a little shorter than me, so
Angelica and I consider her the smallest, not only in age but also in
height.

I look up when I hear the word race and he smiled.

Of course we will not go, Angelica responds, entering the room and
looking seriously at Lia, like a kind of nagging mother.
Angelica please, please I try to insist as I try to put on a somewhat
manipulative look, but this time her eyebrows are brought together
this will get difficult. After an hour of pleading and changing clothes,
we went and parked the car in what seems like an abandoned area,
a part of the place is full of cars, motorcycles and people by crowd.
We begged Angelica to go and threw ourselves at her feet like little
girls until she finally relented.

When we get out of the car making sure we have the keys and
taking a look at the place to remember it, we go to where there are
several people buying drinks, the music is very loud. Maybe you
wonder how Lia knows about this place because my not so innocent
friend had friends everywhere, she is friendly with everyone and
nobody could tell her that she did not tell us that she had a friend
who knew someone else in this place to entertain herself and that
Lia came to support him since he competed equally.

I see that they clear the street, which is quite long and full of curves,
I approach a little more seems to be moving away from my friends to
observe a little the street that will be used as the track, I see several
boys fixing their motorcycles, greasing certain parts or just cleaning
them. After a while of browsing I heard Lia's voice call out my name
from somewhere so I turn around and look around when a boy
collides with me again. I look at him and he puts on a small smile.

Let's see how I explain them; Michael was the type that drove
Angelica crazy, he loved her or so I think, however, he did not stop
screwing her sometimes with her and that caused a distance
between them. So he was not a bad person. But if a big idiot. I'll be
honest if it's good, it involved anyone and more Angelica
-Wao, look who we have here.
Answer back. It didn't remind you so rude. - Move and don't bother
me, I'm looking for my friend. I hit my shoulder with his arm passing
by the side, not that he is rude, on the contrary, but I know that
Michael will not do anything to me. I feel his hands grab my arms
and when I turn he grabs my wrists, I curse, it hurts a little, does he
not realize the big bruise that I have around it, I withdraw my wrists
and whisper a little "oh". -Sorry, where is my girl? He's looking
around, giggled a little and gave him a bad look.
Look stupid, Angelica stopped being your girl the moment you
decided to betray her trust I use a very serious tone, she puts on an
arrogant smile and I swear I want to hit him right now.
- Kally, here you are. Lia's voice says behind me. He looks at her,
but does not care.
- Goodbye Michael and please stay away from Angelica or I will
have to split your face, but always remember this honey, trust is the
hardest thing to get and the easiest thing to lose. He winked at her
remembering how difficult it was for her to trust him again, that it
was for him to make it difficult to trust someone at this time. I walk
with Lia and buy a soda in the small bar they have set up, I laugh
when I see the small tables arranged very strategically and the
people behind them selling, once I inspect that this new payment
and I toast with my friend which she drinks a beer.

I feel someone hit my butt, instantly my free hand turns into a small
fist and I turn around ready to hit the moron who had the courage to
touch my beautiful and clear somewhat flat back. -Take it easy.
Angelica says laughing when she sees that I am ready to cast some
curses. -Moron. It's the only thing I answer by rolling my eyes. that
you love me, princess. He responds by taking the soda from me and
taking some. –By the way, I saw Tristán, he's beautiful, but he
obviously isn't going to compete. -You can stop being so
manipulative with your boyfriend attempt. I scold her trying to help
poor Tristan, but she just shrugs. -Girls stop fighting and we are
going to find a place where we can observe the race, it will begin.
Lia spoke, making herself present and standing in the middle of us.

Once we find a somewhat safe place and a little away from the
crowds of people we relax and start talking, the race will start soon. -
Good night princesses, how are you going? Michael asks in front of
us with a big smile, I notice how Angelica gets a little uncomfortable
and looks away. - Well, very good, but some better than others. Lia
speaks, laughing a little. You can believe little Angelica had some
action in the car, that's a good way to start the night. Angelica and I
laugh, I see how she regains her confidence a little and smiles. -
Yes, Lia and I did not have the same luck, I had to see your face
twice. Michael just looks at Angelica and she smiles at him a little. I
want to hit her, she still looks at him like an idiot, although deep
down I feel a little sorry, she loved Michael he looks at us with
shame but does not leave.

Even the best healed scar will hurt again at some point
- Michael finishes speaking approaching Angelica and pressing his
lips to her cheek, I am a little puzzled and surprised to see how she
reacts and when I see Lia's face I don't think I have been the only
one who did not expect that. Angelica freezes when Michael kisses
her cheek, she looks a bit shocked, but when she looks up and
looks at him, she raises her right hand and hits it hard against her
cheek. Angelica breathes down and up her chest forcibly.
The black-haired man looks at me expectantly and with a face of:
medícate crazy still holding his cheek. Angelica tells Michael I want
you to get away from me and never in your life ever look at me
again, I can bear to exchange a few words with you, but don't ever
touch me again. -He looks at it up and down and here comes the
strong ... -You disgust me since you had the nerve to have been
unfaithful and to top it off lying to my face while enjoying the birthday
party I prepared for you, I seriously thought that you are a little
different from the rest of your friends. Well at least with me. Avert
your gaze and take a deep breath. Michael says with a broken voice
don't cry now –If you ever loved me, even a little bit, get away from
me, please. Once it is finished, it begins to walk away from us.

I take one last look at Michael who looks truly devastated and walk
behind Angelica, wait. I get her attention as I walk up to her when
she stops. -Koala, please don't come, I'll tell Tristan to go to his
house and watch a movie? -I nod, but before he leaves I give him a
hug. -Don't be late and poor of you that you do. He expressed
seriously. I go back to where Lia was, and as for Angelica I don't
want to leave her alone but I prefer her to be with her boyfriend to
distract herself, than crying at home on my shoulder. -Lia let's watch
the race and try to enjoy the night, she will go with Tristán to her
house. When the race starts we all scream like crazy and I am no
exception, Lia and I look at each other and laugh a little, but my
smile goes away when I see the guilty smile boy for my sore wrists.
He walks arrogantly and carefree towards his motorcycle! The race
starts and Michael and the boy with no name take the lead one
crashes into another and everyone applauds these people are
crazy, Michael and his new friend are at the same distance from the
track until another arrives and hits the caveman with his motorcycle.
I jumped on my axis yelling a Yes causing everyone around me to
look at me badly. Apparently the idiot was his favorite. He manages
to get away from the boy who was hitting him, he brakes suddenly
not completely and accelerates at full speed reaching the goal. I
snort. Beginner's luck perhaps. I ignore the applause and the bustle
and walk to buy a drink, I get in line and a boy stands in front of me.
-Hey, here I go. I protested angrily, getting his attention and
crossing my arms. Only crazy people come here?

He turns and looks at me with a beautiful smile and I look at him a

little serious, not forgetting that he has gone ahead. His cute black
eyes combined with coffee if my eyesight look at me amused as he
apologizes. -My name is Elian Jiménez and I'm sorry, baby, I didn't
see you. He says stretching out his hand, I take it and stare at him
and soften my expression. -My name is Kally Guzmán, and I accept
your apologies if you get behind. I reply with a smile. - What do you
guys want? A boy asks. "I want a beer and a ..." He looks at me with
a raised eyebrow. A soda. I answer the boy who agrees the
payment and looks at me, give me your phone, he says without
impudence, this beautiful hottie was going to steal me.

Seeing the face I put on a cute eye, he laughs and says, it's to put
my number. I give a weird laugh. - And why would I want your
number? I ask. -Well, because we could be very good friends. His
smile is sincere and they will say: Kally you will not give the number
to a stranger right? Well, I did give it to him. why why? Do not judge
me if he were to kidnap me he would leave me, well beautiful if he is
then I'll tell you if he kidnaps me. I'm definitely crazy - And what is a
girl like you doing around here? -Well, I always come around here. I
lie blatantly, besides, I love racing and you? -He comes to see my
brother, his name is Sebastián Jiménez, do you know him?
Not seriously? He is well known for this place, it seems strange to
me that you are not one of those girls who are after him. -Sorry for
not knowing who the magnificent Sebastian is and going after him. I
say waving my hands in the air making him laugh. -Come, I'll take
you to meet him. -Well. We walk to a place where there are several
people, some with their motorcyclists others with their expensive
cars while almost naked girls dance on their cape, others fix their
motorcycles and I see Michael and I look at him in a bad way. -Look
Kally, he's my brother. I do not turn to see him because I share a
duel of glances with Michael and I hear how the boy's brother says: I
told you not to come here, when I hear that hoarse voice I turn
around and think of all the men in the world it had to be this.

Please! Today is definitely not my day and God is upset with me,
what I did to deserve this, the brother is the one who left a bruise on
my wrists, why?
-Sebastián, she is a friend, Kally, speak out of my thoughts, this is
the moment when you behave like a mature person, you do not
make a show and above all do not let him intimidate you, Kally
. -Hi, I'm Kally, I introduce myself with a fake smile on my face and I
extend my hand, he stares at me with the most serious expression
in the world, his eyes don't say anything, doesn't his face look me up
or down? with disgust and with the look of and who is this? And wait,
that idiot is looking at me with disgust, I erase my smile and when I
am about to withdraw my hand, which does not correspond, a
hoarse voice and a strong hand holds mine.

I am Sebastián at that moment we stared at each other, in his eyes I

saw something impressive nothing and they already said that the
eyes are the window of the soul. His dark and cold expression did
not change at any time and as if my hand had leprosy he
immediately released it. He gives me one last look without any
expression and turns to Elian, the latter before speaking to him
smiles at me with shame he realized that I felt angry when I saw that
he was not going to reciprocate. -I have told you a thousand times
not to come Elian, is that you are deaf or what? He speaks to him
with the strongest and most transparent voice I have ever heard in
my life, it does not even seem that his brother is the way I speak to
him, I speak to him with indifference, as if he is the king of the world.

Sebastian I….
Nothing Elian, you nothing, stop acting like a brat and stop bringing
strangers here, you got it, because strangers only bring trouble. Oh
wait, you don't have to tell me that he told me unknown. So quickly
you forget our love Romeo, you almost broke my hand today, my
love and that I can also bring problems, he will be an idiot. It will be?
Oh it is. I want you to go with your "friend" from here and I want it
now.

After that he leaves me with the word in my mouth, I wanted to tell

him who the problem was here, I also did too much not giving him a
couple of slaps, the old Kally would have given them to him without
thinking twice.
-Kally I'm sorry, he is a bit ... -Cold, idiot, lack of expression and
kindness. Don't worry, I realized.

If he is like this ... There is an awkward silence for a few minutes. -

I'm leaving, I don't want to bring "problems" to your brother.
Although I really do shit to bring him trouble I tell myself.
-Oh yes I ... He scratches the back of his neck, he seems nervous. -
Shall I accompany you? Nervous question. - I have a car. I answer
smiling. -Well, getting out of here is complicated, I could help you
and then I would take a taxi home, I would feel better knowing that
you are okay. -Well, let me go for Lia and we will go. -Well. It agrees
with a smile.

After the horrendous event with Elian's brother we were in my car, I

found Lia in a bit of an embarrassing situation with a boy and I'm not
going to give details. - So you're the boy who stole my friend from
me? I had to stay alone. Lia speaks breaking the uncomfortable
silence, the one who was driving gave her a smile of those that take
your sanity to which I give her a look of: Well, you did not seem
scared and much less lonely. To which she gives me a look with a
typical look of: shut up. -Sorry, I didn't want to steal it from you, I just
wanted to introduce you to someone. -If someone lacks education. I
reply, but immediately regret what I said.

And then you ask why you are single.

Elian responds ... -No, it's okay Kally, my brother is a bit difficult to
deal with, I who am his brother, no matter how hard I try, I can't
understand him. He tells me with a smile and I can only nod.
Immediately the shame burns in my bloodstream and I feel that the
heat is rising to my cheeks and is transferred to my chest Indiscrete
and my friend who is oblivious to the situation because she is
listening to music on her cell phone did not hear anything, you will
pay me, the rest of the journey no one speaks the uncomfortable
silence is present until I decided to break it. -And tell me what career
are you studying? I see that his profile gives me a smile. God is that
this boy does not know the word anger, I bet that if it had been
someone else I would have gotten out of my own car.

It shows you are good at not losing patience. Elian laughs. - Why do
you say that? He asks with a beautiful smile. -Aaaah, not because I
tried I swear, but I do not even understand the problem of my friends
or mine and less will I understand those of others, do not play. -I'm
the type of person that if a boy breaks my friend's heart, then I tell
him to pull off the bridge to ease his pain. Elian laughs outrageously.
-Apparently you are very bad at giving advice. -I know, I know ... In
the distance I visualize the building, he parks in front and looked
back and Lia was sleeping. Mm I already know that trick - get up,
we're here. I tell her, Kally, don't wake her up, I better take her.

That's what she wants, she opens the back door and takes her by
the waist and under her legs walks with her to the apartment that
thank God is on the first floor, we opened the door, everything was
dark, Angelica was not here . Leave it on the furniture Elian, thanks
is that Lia is very sleepy and with all the care in the world he leaves
it on the furniture, Lia has a relaxed face and complains a little when
he leaves her there. What a good actress -Well, thanks for
everything you are a love. -Don't worry beautiful, there is no reason.
He kisses me on the cheek and before getting into the taxi he gives
me a smile and recites; - When you can call me and we go out to
dance, this Saturday is the inauguration of a great place to dance. -
Of course. He gives me one last look and gets in the car, I get in and
close the door, my gaze is fixed on Lia pretending. -You can stop
pretending, she's gone, she opens her eyes like the exorcist and lets
out a scream that almost makes me deaf. - iDiosi Kally! How good it
is, you saw how beautiful it is, that abdomen was hard, you can see
that it has infarct abs. He says with genuine emotion and a big
smile. That's why you had to pretend to be asleep, you couldn't ask
her for her number. I say with a raised eyebrow she shrugs. -And -
I'd rather ask for forgiveness than permission. He responds with a
mocking smile. Hey I'm not sleepy, you're staying with me to watch a
marathon of the vampires diaries. I put my doggy eyes on her and
she scowls at me. -No Kally, tomorrow there is an exam so I'm going
to take a shower.

Okay, I'll see you tomorrow, now we are going to bathe to sleep,
bathe in my bathroom and I bathe in the one in the apartment. To
which Lia nods and I go to my room and grab some pajamas. I go
into the bathroom and take off my clothes, fold them and go into the
shower the water is delicious I close my eyes and Sebastian's cold
face comes to mind and the way I treat Elian, poor him and done a
little of soap on the bath sponge and I begin to squeeze my body. I
turn on the shower and get some water in my eye shit like I hate
this. I squeeze my eye and it starts to itch like hell and with that
comes a short flashback a memory comes to my mind of when I was
exactly five years old and I was sick, Mom would bathe me and
almost always water would fall in my eyes, she would dry me her
face and gave me a little kiss on the forehead, I miss her.
 I close my eyes when I feel that vague tears come out of my eyes,
some wounds leave very deep scars, I feel my heart burn, their
memory hurts. But he smiled at the nice memory. I dry the tears and
I turn on the shower I drop water on my face while trying to relax so
as not to cry, when I can no longer breathe I close the shower, I
open my eyes and take the towel I wrap myself in it while I dry my
face with another one, I take the pajamas to then brush my hair and
then my teeth. I get out of the bathroom and walk to my room where
I find Lia asleep in my bed in cute panda pajamas, I take a picture of
her and lie down next to her, and try to relax by pushing away all the
sad memories that threaten to ruin my night more.

Kally wakes up, Kally I listen again and I open my eyes and I see
Lia, who looks at me concerned, I feel how the sweat falls on my
forehead, I wipe it quickly and I hug her. I don't think you know how
strong you are until you face your emotional life once and for all, my
eyes hurt and the tears fall like waterfalls, I hate they only hurt, they
say that with the steps that the few memories of the years the
wounds they heal, but mine never finish healing. -Yeah, Kally it was
all a dream. Lia says in a soothing voice as she strokes my back. -It
was a nightmare, a bad memory, I move away from the shoulder,
she looks at me worried while drying my tears. - Do you want to talk
about that? He asks as I stare at a fixed point as I try to clear my
mind of every memory that threatens to reappear. -No. I answer in
an almost inaudible whisper. He stands up and leaves the room
leaving me alone, five minutes pass and I feel better I look at the
time and it is five in the morning, in an hour we will have to get up to
change and prepare to go to university, I hear footsteps so I
immediately turn around and see Lia come in with a cup. -Take this,
you'll feel much better. Speak with an encouraging smile. We were
on the way in the car to college, she was driving, I look out the
window and see a little girl on the sidewalk walking with her mother.

Worse than when they broke my heart for the first time great stupid
things that are not forgotten, mistakes that you learn from, it is
surprising the stupid things that are done for love, I feel that the car
stops and a hand touches my shoulder. -We arrived. I turn to look at
Lia, she takes a little blush out of her bag and puts it on my cheeks.
-You look very pale, they will think I'm a vampire and I drank your
blood. Laughs a little. - Are you sure you are alright? Seat and under
the car. We enter the building and I see Angelica waiting for us at
my locker. -Hey, girls! Angelica greets with a smile and an energetic
voice, I smile back.

Kally, are you okay? She asked taking my face to look at her and
she brought me closer to her and I just hug her, Lia hugs me from
behind and kisses my head. I love these girls, I open my eyes and
see the cave boy looking at me, we looked at each other for a few
seconds and as always his gaze was empty, nothing was seen. That
is how my gaze must be sure, I close my eyes and then I feel that
Lia lets go of me. I move away from Angelica a bit. Why doesn't
Sebastian's gaze convey any feelings? Is it that he always feels
empty or a demon has taken his soul, I think the second makes
more sense or maybe he is suffering? Sometimes sadness is
expressed in a bad mood.
-Girls see you later, I'm going to class. I report moving away a bit
and starting to walk to my classroom, I look down at my tennis
shoes and continue walking when I see black boots in front of my
tennis shoes, I look up and see Sebastian looking at me.
-Sorry, with permission. I apologize walking again to get away from
him, the last thing I want is a scene, I hear when he whispers
something and my feet stop.

Curiosity wins me over and I turn to meet Sebastian's eyes, which

are looking at me attentively. - Did you tell me something? I ask
trying to make my voice firm, but it's useless, the truth is I didn't feel
like doing anything today, I get a little closer and his gaze becomes
harder. - At what point did you hear your name? He asks with a
raised eyebrow and lets out a laugh showing off his teeth.
- Is seriously? I get out of here. I look into his eyes, anyone would
say that inside you are screaming. You have the face of a drug
addict in abstinence. He does know how to ruin moments.
- It's a joke, right? I ask already a little angry, to which he looks away
a little.

I'm just saying what I see, you look disgusted, your eyes do not
have that sparkle of screwing the lives of others I think that is
worrisome in gossips like you.
- It is not your business if I have shine or not, not all human beings
lack a soul and life like you, my breathing is accelerated who
believed to tell me those things if I look disgusted or not, he cares.
The pressure on my chest threatens to explode an immense urge to
cry they run to me and he looks at me strangely, - Coward
Responds raised a little the voice will be bipolar I approach him and
when my hand was going to stamp on his cheek he grabs my wrist
strong and he stops me, I try to get out of his grip but I can't and
when I hit his face with my other free hand he catches both hands.
-He hits a locker with each wrist next to my head. - Aaron you are
hurting me, let go I say, to which a groan of pain escapes me and he
intensifies his grip, you are hurting the bruises that you caused
- Don't you dare put a finger on me again. He says each word
slowly, each one angrier than the other, at least this hurts less than
how I feel. Do you love those words come to my mind again and
another stupid tear comes out.
- Get away from me, unconsciously I nod and look at her lips. Kally
turns her gaze to my lips and approaches a little, I feel her breath so
I take advantage of it and pink her lips move away quickly from me, I
feel how the heat is rising from my chest to my cheeks and I want
the earth to swallow me. - What are you doing brat? I can see the
anger and confusion on her face because I was going to kiss you
baby

Permission I say quickly and start walking away from there or rather
running away from there.
It looks horrible on me, right? -Asks Lia for the ninth time.
-Noo, how do you think? You just look like a whale, I answer him in
the form of a mockery, earning me a pillow from her, she has a date
tonight, with whom? I do not know, but according to her it is a Greek
god who is beautiful, she is trying on a dress.
-I told you that red suits you if you say no.
-It is that if you tell me that I look like a whale that you want me to
say, she responds with an angry tone, she smiled at her words, I
stand up from the chair and look her in the eyes. You look beautiful,
don't listen to me with a proud smile on your face, look at me, and I
laughed.

But my mind is not here, my mind was on the almost kiss that I gave
Sebastian, what the hell is happening to me whenever I remember
my parents I get that idiot.

-I wonder how he will avoid all kinds of feelings? How will he keep
that expressionless look? How do you keep things from getting to
you? Too many questions, too few answers, but one thing is clear to
me, that is not going to happen again, is it? Not even in a thousand
lifetimes would I be with him, he only grabbed me in a moment of
weakness, well who grabbed him was me, but let's not think about
that.
-Kally, hi! you are listening to me koala Lía taking me out of my
thoughts.
-Ah yes, sorry, what were you saying? he looks at me badly and
crosses his arms. "Someday you are going to tell me that it torments
you," he says in a softer tone, when I think about answering him, the
bell rings and Lia jumps.
-OH LORD!! It has arrived and I am not ready, can you open it for
me? He makes his doggy face as he asks, I roll my eyes, I stand up
and hear I love you when I go out of the room I go to the door and
turn the knob I open the door and OH MY GOD! a boy with fair skin,
blue eyes, pink lips
 -Hi, is this Lía? –Of course, if love I say in a whisper more to myself
than to him, I'm stupid looking at him. Come on, I'm not a date
stealer, but I do admire male beauty from time to time.
-Sorry I didn't hear what you were saying.
Oh thank you, sir who did not listen to me, otherwise I would die of
shame. Not me, I said that if this lia, I answer, come in, come in the
raisin and I see that it has a bouquet of blue flowers, WOW how cute
and I thought that that did not exist.
-And what's your name? Interrogate -My name is Jensy, and you?
Question my name is Kally, it is a pleasure I answer extending my
hand which he accepts with a smile.
-Ah yes, are you the girl who loves to sing? I'm dumbfounded,
singing girl, note to self: kill Lia with a mouth, but before I can
answer someone walks up to us.

It was Lia, I was going to look at her with the face of wanting to kill
her, but when I saw her my anger went away, she was beautiful her
red dress reached a little above her knees her hair was loose and
her makeup was perfect I had to say so, my friend If she was prettier
than others, she looks like a Greek goddess because if she looks
like me, that's how pretty Lia was, her delicate face contrasted with
everything she put on and her eyes were pretty if they looked closely
they were a little different, beautiful because course but different, but
you would have to be very close to her to notice it. It was not much
noticeable her lips were painted red and her almost presentable
freckles stood out, I look at Jensy and he is worse than me, he is
gawking at her, I don't blame him, I am also gawking.
-How bad do I look? - Asks making a face, he goes ahead
You are beautiful, she responds with a silly smile.
-You're kidding, you're beautiful silly she smiles.
-Thank you guys, Jensy extends her arm - Are we going beautiful?
She smiled -Let's go, she answers with a smile I just melt with this
image, if they are happy I am, that is my legacy of friendship,
although I collapse if some of them are happy I will also be it for
more fucked that this, his happiness is mine, unless it is drugs.
 -See you later Kally -He says, Take care of my friend, if I don't
have you, you will see it with me ... -Yeah, Kally - Well, see you later
enjoy. They go to the door and when they are about to leave shout: -
DON'T BE LATE I just laugh and see how he gets in the car, lowers
the window and says with a mother's tone. -No men at home miss I
look at you feigning indignation.
- Yes mom, she goes with her beau and I alone again, Angelica
went out with Tristan and comes back later let's see I go into the
house and look for my cell phone I see a message that said ready to
move the precious skeleton.
-I think about it for a moment and decide that enough of crying and I
answer with a smile of course yes.

İELIAN! Give me my popcorn right now. I scream as he laughs at

me for how I yelled at him, and that's how we started on a Friday
night after getting off work.
-I've already eaten them all, I'll make you others. - Respond by
standing up from the sofa, quick fool, I want to see the movie I
reproach him as I go into the kitchen for some sodas and a few
sandwiches.
-Which will we see Miss Guzmán? - He asks in an elegant tone, if I
admit that sometimes his flirtatious tone made me nervous since his
beauty slapped me every time he could, but over time I realized that
it was part of him and he did not do it on purpose.
-The incantation, dear sweetie, I respond by making a strange
voice so he laughs, I admit that you are like my best friend, I say,
covering my face a little with shame, I am ashamed to admit that a
stranger is my best friend. -These last weeks we are stuck and he is
good company and has kept his word at no time has he
disrespected I am beginning to believe that, it is not the time if it is
not the person.
Elian is no stranger, he helps you clean the house, they always
watch movies, he sleeps here some days of the week I laugh at a
funny moment with him, he had come from the supermarket and I
bought him some cookies which he filled with spice, it is funny since
Elian does not tolerate spicy much, you can already know the show
that was.
- What are you laughing at, sweetie? -Nothing I answer walking to
the sofa -I ALREADY PUT IT PLAY OR YOU ARE COMING OR
YOU WILL NOT SEE ANYTHING! I scream as I hear him snort.
-Love that movie says Elian while helping me wash the dishes, yes,
I love this boy. Can I sleep here today? Ask with a small smile, sleep
with me better, of course the visiting room awaits you, you know that
Lía likes to sleep with me, I answer while I dry my hands.

Elian is the world's best friend, he buys me sweets, helps me,

makes me laugh, hangs out with everyone and best of all he always
watches movies with me when everyone is out.

Great, I'll go to my house for clothes, are you coming with me?
-Yes, come on we left the kitchen and I took my keys and walked to
the door.
He parks in front of a big safe house, his house is the one next
door, I unfasten my seat belt and go out, I walk a bit like that I went
ahead but he stops me and points out the big house, it can't be that I
live here. Or by God, but what a house, rather, but what a mansion.
It looks like Angelica's parents, I have not been going there for more
than three years
When I go in I see a big lamp, it's just beautiful they must have
good money, plus this neighborhood is great. I concentrated on the
house and it has a super elegant style, there are only white,
turquoise and a little black colors. Elian, your house is beautiful, how
do you like to sleep in my apartment when you have all this? I ask,
waving my hands.
-Mom is almost always in meetings, although he takes time for us,
dad almost always has to travel and well, Sebastián is Sebastián, he
answers while he laughs and I join his laughter, I hear someone
come down the stairs and we turn to look at who it was and To my
bad luck it was his brother, I turn around again and look at him who
sees Sebastián a little surprised, you have been avoiding him for
days, and you come to his house perfect
- And you here? Elian asks, looking at Sebastián, I live here or not?
He approaches with quick steps and places a kiss on Elian's
forehead, he made a gesture of affection I almost fell, Elian does not
act surprised like me, and well maybe after all he is not a total crazy.
And take care of your girlfriend, do not go to make him kiss others,
he added with a small mocking smile, I withdraw what I said, for your
information, your brother is my best friend, I answer somewhat
embarrassed and annoyed, making him smile more. I roll my eyes
and look around a bit uncomfortable, Elian climbs up his clothes
leaving me there with the brother, my gaze falls on Sebastian and I
look at every part of his outfit he is completely dressed in black,
some black tight jeans that I must admit It marks her beautiful butt a
bit, her military style boots are completely clean and her black polo
shirt which is a little tight on her is a delight for my eyes and when
my imagination betrays me I feel a little warm on my cheeks, I blush.
I look at his face a little attentive and see the little places that are all
over his face, and a small smile appears on my face immediately I
stop smiling as I try to get serious.

You can stop looking at me like that, you scare me, I don't know if
you're going to throw yourself on me or shoot me. It's a good sight I
put my hands to my mouth once I finish the sentence, damn, I said it
out loud and a small smile appears on his lips
-Yes, you said it out loud girl, I look away avoiding his gaze due to
how embarrassed I am, I curse a little low. And I am the mouthy, it
seems to me that you say less than you think and you show less
than you feel, I suddenly blurted out. His cell phone rings announced
the arrival of a message, he took his cell phone and looked at the
screen, his expression changed completely and I noticed how the
beautiful aura that there was a few moments ago disappears,
bringing Sebastián Jiménez, the new Frankenstein back to life.
-Without saying anything, he goes to the door and leaves the
house, leaving me a little puzzled and with a thousand doubts in my
head.
Angelica is already nine o'clock we have to be ready in an hour, I
speak upstairs tickling her while she tries to stop me.
-Ok, but leave me already, Kally! She screams with laughter so I
leave her alone, we enter her room and start throwing clothes on the
bed like crazy while we look for something for the occasion.
How about I put on this black lace dress? He asks pointing at the
dress and I nod, it's beautiful, I'm going for a more comfortable but
sexy style, I put on a white lace T-shirt and some jeans along with a
matching jacket in case it was cold because you're not so flat when I
finish to get dressed I stand in front of the mirror I must admit that
the outfit is incredible, she passes me some transparent high-top
sneakers I wave my hair a little and I outline my eyes with dark blue
and I put a little blush on my cheeks and of course a little shine and
I'm ready today will be a great night that I hope cool.

Elian parks the car near the place and the girls get out excited, but I
look around and it takes me a few seconds Come on Kally, you are
fabulous I take a deep breath and under the car, when we enter the
place is full of people, the music reverberates in my ears, Angelica
silva and moves her hips pulling me to the dance floor, I decided to
loosen up a bit and start dancing to the rhythm of the music, I move
my hips and smiled while doing some dance steps, I smiled letting
myself be carried away and enjoying the moment.
-The song ends and I walk to the bar and order a daiquiri, the tender
bar watches me for a few seconds and asks for my identification
card, I stare at it a bit serious and indignant and I take the card out
of my bag. This is an offense. She looks at the identification card for
a few seconds and comes back and looks at me, repeats this action
several times until she sees me roll her eyes and hands me the
card, A beer, she nods and prepares to prepare my drink, once who
puts the drink on the counter, I pay and I leave with my drink, I take
a sip and perhaps it is worth being patient. As I walk to the table
where my friends are, I meet Maicol who walks to the bar, he smiles
at me and I ignore his existence and I take a few steps forward and
some steps I notice that idiot with a beautiful smile, with a silly smile
I stop and he me Unavoidable not looking at him for a few seconds
he is smiling what a strange thing, a small dimple is marked on his
right cheek and his perfect teeth are whiter than mine.
When I notice that I have stayed longer than I should and at a
remarkable distance I follow my path before I notice that I observe
him, I pass in front of his table with a smile and I feel a look on me
so I turn his eyes meet mine and the smile that adorns his lips loses
strength. He scans me like a robot and then turns his face and fixes
his gaze on the stunning blonde in front of him.

-I'm a fool, I whisper to myself and I continue on my way, I say that I

lost myself, well, this asshole, but nobody gets tired of what he likes.
I roll my eyes and a male voice calls out to me and someone takes
my hand making me turn around.
-Hi, Maicol greets with a funny smile, Damn Sebastian's eyes and
the girl fall on me, hello I answer removing my hand and I look at
Sebastian who right now looks at us with curiosity, when the girl
greets me.
-Hi, I'm Hannah says the girl smiling, stands up, and if I am
speechless with seeing her sitting up is another thing. She is a
specimen of curves and shapely legs, her long hair reaches her
waist, her eyes are deep green, and a red latex dress covers her
body.
"Nice to meet you, Hannah, I'm Kally, I respond to what she smiles."
-I think I saw you the other day at the races, do you want to sit with
us? - He asks with a smile and Sebastian shifts in his chair.
No honey, I know when I'm not welcome I'd love to. I put on a
somewhat fake smile, but my friends are waiting for me, I answer
and she nods.
I will not say that I hate Sebastián because I really don't know him
enough to reach that conclusion, but apparently he is not interested
in knowing my name and even though it arouses tremendous
curiosity in me, I must respect his space. I get to the boys' table and
I see them talking to each other and since they don't notice my
presence I go back to the bar where I order several shots of tequila,
I feel like each shot burns my throat little by little. But it makes me
feel "good".

I hear Umbrella playing one of my favorite songs, I stop with a smile

and pass by Sebastian's table again and I see Hannah hugging him,
I walk by and get in the middle of the floor to dance like everyone
does not dance badly or so I think. I clap my hands and move my
hips then I jump a little with my hand up and I let myself be carried
away by the music I close my eyes and I feel the music more and
more, more and more, I open my eyes and I see a couple in front of
me is Angelica and Maicol? But what is this doing with my friend? I
will do whatever it takes to make her forget it and she will not let it
pass as she always brought me a little closer and they are not
looking around me, but nothing. Then I see again and now I see
Angelica with Tristan I think the glasses passed me, I keep dancing
and I collide with someone I open my eyes and I see Sebastian and
Hannah I move away a little and I look around again, he can't stand
me He pathetically rejected me when I tried to kiss him, but now he
is dancing very lively with a super sweet and tender girl but what
happened to me today? They know I don't give a damn now say it
without crying.
I look for the bathroom and I look in the mirror and everything seems
normal I dry my face I get out of the bathroom, the dj starts talking
and apparently karaoke time has started, I stand in front of the stage
and hear some people sing who dare to sing while taking another
shot. After some shots and good humor from the notable
drunkenness I raise my hand when they ask for another volunteer
for karaoke.
Sebastián Jiménez

I see how the blonde returns and laughs in my car, we are on the
road, we already left the happy disco that Hannah made me go to. -
I would like to know what you are laughing at? I glance at her
sideways.
How about what about Seba? Seba, how I hate that nickname
-Stop making fun of me, if you don't get off the car, you understand
me, she doesn't even pay attention to me, she just laughs, she says
it was fun, she says raising her eyebrows amusingly -What the hell
is funny about a boy grabbing my butt, Because according to him it's
cute, let him thank God that you were there to prevent him from
hitting him, the blonde laughs again, I can't deny it I love her laugh, I
love her eyes deep like the sea, and I love her abundant blonde hair,
Hannah is one of the few people who consider her as a friend, she is
too important to me and thank God that she considers her my sister
because many times my patience runs out, she doesn't care about
my bad mood, she knows everything about me, absolutely
everything since we come from hell itself.
She is the only girl with whom I feel comfortable, with whom I laugh
non-stop, with whom you cannot pretend, she is my reality, I have
known her since I was twelve years old, she is my light amid so
much darkness, quite a bit of darkness . -Seba calls me Hannah,
pulling me out of my thoughts.
Yes? -I asked you, if you know the girl that Maicol greeted, -Ah if
her name was Kate, Katherine, Karina
-Kally, silly cuts me by looking at me badly.
- His name is Kally, repeat. - Ah if she says without much
enthusiasm, do you know her? She looks at me with a look of
curiosity, since we are standing at a traffic light I look at her, her
beautiful eyes look at me questioning and curious, she was always
too curious for my liking.
She is Elian's friend, why so much interest in her, Hannah? She
looks down at her fingers and continues, she looks like a little girl
about to tell her parents that she was the one who ate the last slice
of cake.
-We must have stopped that redhead who was recording her, sure
tomorrow she will regret it when she finds out what she did today.
-Stop worrying about strangers, if he regrets it or not, it is not our
problem that he learns to drink and already, his friend was there,
Hannah looks at me a little angry knowing that almost nobody
interests me and less the lives of others .
-Ah I know, it's because you don't like her, she tells me with a
mocking smile, one of the things that I love about her is that she
knows when I don't like someone, and I don't like that girl, I don't
even know what the hell I was thinking. When I brush her lips with
mine I swore it would never happen again, she is not my type and I
will not let her be.
-She has challenged you, she does not remain silent like the others,
she makes you curious, she is not afraid of you like everyone else,
she ...
-Yes aha, Hannah interrupted her, stop saying stupid things, I don't
like her and that's it, she smiles this girl is crazy
-We are here, get down, I tell him with a short tone, but since he
never listens to me and takes off his seat belt and climbs on top of
me, I let out a sigh, Hannah is the younger sister I never had,
although sometimes I don't see her like that You could say that she
is one of my weaknesses practically I raise her, she is my confidant
and conflict, she knows when I lie and when not.
- When are you going to quit that gang shit? He asks me with a
subtle tone and an innocent look while stroking my hair. Her scent
trickles down my nose, her hair cascades over my legs since her
hair is very long and never cuts it, her green eyes look at me with
curiosity and innocence, I hold a lock of her hair and smell it while I
answer.
- You know well that I do it so that they have a normal life, you know
that I love them with my life, but I cannot let them hurt them. I would
never forgive myself, because of me they did you a lot of damage.
Without realizing it, I clench my fists when I remember that day, that
day that marked, but especially at her, at my girl she looked at
Hannah who is thoughtful I think that remembering that life, she is
too shy for her age and although I like that for That he does not form
a lot of friends with boys, it also scares me, I know that he needs to
loosen up more and I know that he does not do it out of fear.

-I will never regret having done that, you understand me he

deserved that and the more I hold his face and kiss his cheek, his
eyes are crystallized, he is about to cry, however, the shy girl does
not shed tears little by little he's shedding his shell of shyness and
becoming strong.
- She calls me with a muffled voice and broken without strength, I
wrap her in my arms and press her against my chest. I promise I will
find a way to get rid of them little one, I swear I say as I kiss her
head. And it's true I'm going to do it, I'm not going to allow anything
to happen to them Hannah doesn't know the things I do and I hope
she never finds out, her rejection of this heartless monster would
hurt me a lot, well it's not that she doesn't know, it's that I know He
does the one that doesn't and for better or for worse that is better.
No one is going to be able to with me after all, I am Sebastián
Jiménez, a heartless devil with people who are not from my family
and to my liking, even if it costs me my life, I will be free for her to
have a better life, and for them
-I got out of my car once I was parked in the parking lot, after two
minutes Maicol arrives

What's up brother He asks in the form of a greeting, to which I just

nod.
-Where you were, I didn't see you like two days ago. Maicol
scratches the back of his neck, he seems nervous after a few
seconds when he was about to answer, he opens his eyes super
surprised and looks behind me.
-That's not ... I turn around to see what he is observing and I too am
stunned, Kally's brat gets out of her car slamming the door, but her
angry look is on fire it seems that at any moment she will to blow
smoke from the ears.
- Max is right it's not the type of butt I'm used to, but if it's cute what
the hell I'm thinking, her face is red, but that's not what surprised
me, what surprised me is that she was in pajamas, her hair was
tousled her frown and pajamas are shorts and she is wearing a tank
top, her small breasts are visible above the pajama top.
People look at her like she is crazy and men eat her with their eyes,
she enters the university furious with hurried steps, her two friends
are running after her. -Fuck this will be the fight of the year. Says a
boy, Maicol stops him and asks him. What's the matter? -What
happens is that Megan uploaded a video of Kally singing drunk and
to top it all she recorded as vomit and the whole thing Max just nods
we went to college now I understand Hannah's words, let her learn
to drink and alcohol is not for Kids we should have stopped the
redhead.

The voice of my Hannah sounds in my head, Maicol and I ran into

Kally in the hallway, she rose on my shoulder with her head held
high, a gesture that seems haughty, when we arrive at the
classroom a group of girls laugh together and one redhead says:
Poor thing does not know how to drink that must be Megan of all the
girls in school with her there would be intelligence, the soul of the
person and the good vibes, they are forever, and I do not like
relationships but if one day I would have one, it would be with
someone who is not afraid of herself and shines with her own light,
that I fall in love with more than just her body. Someone dignified
giggled a bit, but the door flung open, pulling me out of my thoughts.
Kally is coming, wait? that's seriously Mickey mouse pajamas, I'd
laugh in his face, but I think he's so furious that I better suppress my
smile. The next thing that happens, it happens quickly. Kally hits her
right fist on the redhead's nose and with a voice loaded with pure
fury, she screeches. ERASE THE DAMN VIDEO! Everyone falls
silent and the redhead stands up and slaps Kally, but Kally is faster
and hits her on the cheek back.
-He has good blows, it does not seem that those flabby and small
arms had so much strength. - Maicol whispers excited next to me,
erase it or you will see it with me.

Kally is about to hit her again but I hold her by the waist while she
kicks, another boy holds the redhead while she is yelling: -YOU ARE
A BITTER !! YOU DON'T HAVE LIFE I hold Kally tightly but before
she responds Angelica and her other friend pounced on the redhead
and her friends, how crazy, how perfect. They grab her and
everything turned into chaos everyone was fighting even Maicol
punched a guy who tried to touch Angelica, everyone in the
classroom fought, I got her out of that mess while she kicked and
was about to hit me. Let go!! damn it or you'll see it with me. I let go
of her and when she is about to hit me I stop her, she opens her
eyes.

Sebastian ... She says with a soft and heavy voice, it seems like she
was running a marathon, her pretty brown eyes were red and her
hair was messy, but what I'm wondering is why the hell did I get her
out of there.
-Yes, brat, I answer already fed up, the first thing she does takes
me by surprise I feel my cheek burn and my face turns, she just
slapped my face, then she starts hitting me with her little fists
against my chest saying why her From there, if I believe her dad,
enough I say to myself, but then she starts crying. Will she have her
period? She collapsed on the floor crying and I just shocked her
surprised by so much bipolarity her sobs are loud, heavy tears
loaded with pain and anger run down her cheeks and I don't know
what to do and being honest I want to get out of here and leave her
crying alone but I can't, I don't know why she does it, but she
reminds me of Hannah when she had her panic attacks, I bend
down to her and raise her face, her eyes are red and she has
horrible dark circles, but still she doesn't stop be beautiful.

- How do you do it? She asks me in a voice choked by crying and

an expression of confusion, I don't respond to what she continues. -
How do you do so that nothing affects you? A smile appears on my
face, if you knew I said to myself, she was going to say something
else, but she makes a face and touches her head. Then he removes
my hand from his chin he stands up, the noises in the classroom
continue to be heard and it seems that the fight continues, he stares
at me and raises an accusing finger but does not say anything
because he vanishes in my arms, perfect, just perfect ...
Kally Guzmán

Kally heard a male voice calling me, I run my hand over my face, I
sit down and open my eyes and look around the room that I don't
know about, I see Sebastian look at me strangely then some words
come to my mind. Never stop singing and always smile even if it
hurts understood, I will soon be a liar. I feel the tears escape and it
is as if I was reliving that moment again, the chills appear and that
emptiness is installed again in my soul, he brought me closer to him
and I hug him tight, while I wonder why it always hurts so much, you
realize who you hug.
-Everything was a lie, a few seconds pass and his arms are loose
when I think that I have been stupid again, strong arms surround
me.
I remove my face from his shoulder and smile at him wiping the
tears, he looks at me confused and with concern, I turn my back on
him and lie back on the bed where I am, I take a deep breath and
close my eyes and smiled, although it hurts, he smiled. What a
stupid thing. -So cold, just Could you be my blanket? (It surrounds
my bones) When my heart feels naked without strength, too weak. –
I whisper and Sebastián sits on the couch, watches me, I close my
eyes and I continue since his presence doesn't bother me.
I open my eyes and he watches me carefully, I look at him and I
continued singing, although it hurts I will sing you are embarrassing
me please
Sebastián Jiménez

When I see Kally fainting in my arms the first thing I think about is
leaving her lying next to one of the lockers, but maybe it's not so bad
to tell her friends, I pick up Kally and take out my phone I call Maicol
to talk with her friends because I can't go there with her like that,
they'll think I did something to her, Maicol doesn't answer the phone
so I call Elian, it's her little friend who takes over. - Hello there? -
Answers Elian a little puzzled, your friend has fainted, what the hell
is he supposed to do with her, tell her friends that I'm out of school.
Take it home, answer as if it were the most obvious thing and leave
it in my room, all of us in the living room have gotten into trouble.
-I snort and hang up, I put her in the back of the car and then I get
ready to drive
We got home and I take her and I take her up to one of the visiting
rooms, I leave her lying on the bed, now that I notice she looks a bit
like Hannah, but black hair and much thinner because Hannah is 18
but has a body of a 20-year-old woman, I remove a lock of hair from
her face and leave the room.
I call Hannah to see if she has already gone out to which she tells
me she is in the direction of staying with Elian as well. I walk into my
room and take off my shirt and throw it in the laundry basket, lie
down on my bed and close my eyes and try to get some sleep, I've
had enough babysitting today. "Sebastián takes care of them a lot
and remind them that I love them" I open my eyes and wipe the
sweat from my forehead, I go into the bathroom and washed my
face, and then I dry it with a towel and look at myself in the mirror, I
see in my eyes darkness and sadness I put on a shirt and left my
room bumping into Dulce one of the employees.

I'm sorry, you apologize head down, nothing's wrong Sweet, take
me a bottle of water to the guest room, from there I point and she
nods. I enter and I find Kally sweating, her breathing is ragged and
then she lets out a sob she approached her and touched her name
with one of the pencils that were on the desk and then quickly
pushed it away but nothing happens she remains motionless, a
What kind of crazy person have I brought to my house? I put my
hand on her shoulder and call her Kally, she opens her eyes
puzzled, sits on the bed then runs a hand over her face, I look at her
and she has a lost look then some Tears from her eyes fuck if she is
suffering so much that she commits suicide she walks slowly
towards me and embraces me and hides her head on my shoulder, I
instantly tense up and she lets out a sob, I stir a little uncomfortable
and I bite my tongue not to tell her some rudeness but when I feel
her tears wet my shirt my arms have a life of their own and I find
myself surrounding her with them I don't know why it reminds me a
bit of Hannah, I think all defenseless girls do.
-Everything was a lie, she whispers, she reminds me so much of
Hannah when I gave her the hardest news of her life, she keeps
crying for a while and then she lifts her head from my shoulder and
smiles, this girl will be crazy, I'm even scared, she wipes her eyes
then I stare at her, I know that look and also that fake smile so many
times I thought her life was perfect but apparently we all have
cracks, Kally turns around and turns her back on me then lies down
on the bed and hugs her pillow whispers low but clear.
Those things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
-Sing with a broken voice and I sit on the desk chair and watch it
then close your eyes and sing again. His voice is surprising even
when he is sad, I imagine when he is happy, but why is he sad? Is it
the video?

She opens her eyes and observes me in silence and I also look into
her eyes and when I notice her expression is so sad and vulnerable
her eyes demand a great pain it is as if she was drowning as if
something was not letting her advance, too bad know that feeling all
too well. Maybe I underestimate her and the loud and talkative girl
screen that I don't like is just a screen, maybe she knows what pain
is and I don't know why she disappoints me a bit that she is that
weak but after all the art Having a head and cold blood is not for
everyone and even if she can carry a thousand demons in her head,
but I can assure you that she wears a fucking angel in her smile, a
smile of light but dangerous, I wonder again what heck I do
comparing her to an angel. We already lost you brother.

It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we do

'Cause I was going down, but I was doing it with you
Yeah, everything we broke, and all the trouble that we made
But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face

When she sings that, I run my hand over my face and take a deep
breath, I need all my self-control not to send her to hell, that song
brings back old and bitter memories.

Then the door opens and Kally stops singing, and I think I have a
moment of love-hate, I don't know if I want to kill the person or thank
him for making him shut up, I look at the door and it's Dulce who
looks at Kally and then to me somewhat confused, he comes over
and hands me the bottle of water and leaves. Here I say, Kally
opens her eyes and sits in the middle of the bed and I give her the
water, she takes a little then closes it and looks at me, and it is as if
her curious eyes are looking for something in me so I look away and
I put something serious, thank you. I look at her again and she is
looking at her hands, Elian told me to bring you here, thank him
when he arrives sounding colder than he expected to sound.

I understand, he responds curtly and continues to observe me. Why

didn't you let me finish her off? -Curious question, is that this was
not your fucking business Sebastián, you had nothing to do with it,
therefore you did not have the right not to let me defend myself, he
speaks wrinkling his nose and a little angry it seems none of those
stupid people thought to stop the fight Besides, because you care,
you should thank me, I did you a favor and you usually say thank
you.
-You're an idiot, I never asked for your help, in case you didn't
notice, I can defend myself quite well on my own, she answers with
her forehead held high, leaving behind the sad expression from a
long time ago.

She needs a therapist, yes, if she needs one, you weren't going to
say that when her boyfriend sent you to hit you, you don't know
where you're getting into girl, I answer now a little angrier.

Well, look, I'm not afraid, he gets out of bed and stands in front of
me challenging me, so I also stand up, you are getting into the
mouth of the wolf, he stares at me challenging me and approaches
me until his bare feet They are in front of my boots, their eyes are
watching me carefully, the difference in height is too noticeable, but
at that moment I felt it on par with me. -I'm sorry Superman, but I
have not yelled for help and in case you think you are the knight of
the night, better save me when you see me climb a platform, smile,
but keep your head up staring at me.
-Believe me I know how to do many things what you have to do is
learn to drink, I am a bad prince, not the good one, she looks away
and smiles again.
-Idiota, responds rolling his eyes when he decides to look, he is still
smiling, but I notice how he blushes when he looks at my lips, his
hands go to my shoulders, I know I told myself that this would not
happen but I want to know how far he is capable of going, but We
hear the door open and Kally takes three steps back. Elian is the
first to enter and watches us both a little curious, but does not say
anything, her friends are the ones who will enter later and hurriedly
walk towards her.
-Don't scare me like that again, silly Angelica says as she hugs her
next to another girl, looking at Kally for the last time and I take
Maicol's arm and walk out of there, being in trouble with skirts is
becoming very constant and that is never good.
Angelica Martinez

The sky was gray, it seems that it will rain this morning, I park the
car and hear two young ladies complaining from the back of the car
for still wanting to sleep, I take a deep breath and turn to see them,
Kally and Lía who are covered by a blanket while They eat a
chocolate bar, being the oldest and responsible for two people who
are adults is my superpower, it was not that I was better than them
but if I saw things from a point of view that they do not, I told them
not to eat chocolate in the morning.
–I extend my palm and they place the chocolates in my hand while
they pout angrily, now, for God's sake stop behaving like this and
get out of the car, little girls I speak the loudest with an authoritative
tone makes them nod and get out of the car. car.
-See you in the cafeteria for breakfast, they with a smile nod and
leave, I watch them go and sigh I feel like a mother leaving her little
ones on the first day of class, she smiled remembering when Kally
said that, if we could keep to Lía, as if it were a puppy and that's
how she began to live with us, let's say well if she loved her, but Lía
was already of legal age and works, it was not a problem for them,
she is clueless but a good girl.
How fast they grow, I say and I hear a laugh behind me, I turn
around and meet Maicol who sees me with a smile, I ignore him and
start walking to my building to enter photography class. - How long
are you going to ignore me? He asks behind me, I take a deep
breath until hell freezes, I answered in a bad mood, I keep walking,
ignoring the desire I have to ask him once again what is wrong with
me, I still feel a little pain when I remember the way in which He
betrayed and destroyed our relationship, but apart from sad and
disappointed I am angry and especially after seeing yesterday how I
hit my boyfriend while he was approaching me.
-Baby, speak once Maicol while he follows me roll my eyes and
curse, it will be that he will never give up and will let me simply
continue with my life with other people and will stop trying
sabotaging what I am gradually building with someone else, I still do
not understand their pleas and their desire to be heard when I look
for what apparently I did not have in someone else.
-I don't know how stupid I seem to still hold a grudge, but I can't
stop thinking about spending two years trying to help and love
someone who doesn't love anyone other than himself, holding a
grudge was not with me, but he was always looking for a way to
disappoint me in the worst way. I stop at my locker and look for my
camera, once I have it I close my locker, but Maicol is in front of me
blocking my way.

Maicol get out of here, get a life and let me live mine in peace, I
need to go to class.
-I don't want to, Angelica please hug me.
- And who do you think you are? the affectionate bear leave me
alone I objected you can leave now, I will not give you a hug tell
Libya to give you a hug I answer by surrounding him and continuing
walking.
-Fuck! even with the same, it was an accident. -He responds by
pulling me out of my neutral state and I turn around angrily and
ready to face him.
-Accident let me see ... stop talking like you didn't do anything!
Maicol you cheated on me, you said you love me, but you betrayed
my trust and made me look stupid, cheating someone is not an
accident, it is a decision, not an accident when you respect
someone you do not lie to them or hurt them on purpose, you do not
drink decisions that will result in such a way by fleeting emotions. So
please get away from me and get on with your miserable life, I hope
one day you will fall in love with someone like you.
-When you continue loving someone who has hurt you so many
times, rebuilding your heart becomes increasingly difficult, but as
time goes by you realize that, although some feelings remain intact,
it is no longer what you want in your life, and there you are alone,
with your peace of mind, your self-love and the small parts of your
broken heart in the process of rebuilding, and it is the most
comforting feeling in the world.
 -Angelica, sorry, she apologizes approaching me and grabs my
waist and hits me against her body, I get out of her grip and turn my
back to her. I know that sometimes I still make mistakes letting you
in, but remember that you are past and nothing else.

-And if you forgive me and we try to forget, baby I have no one, he

whispers head down.
-Forgive and forget? First, I am not God, and second, I do not have
Alzheimer's, just look at this photo, he approaches me and shows
me a photo where we celebrate my birthday, I look at the photo for a
few seconds and a sad smile becomes noticeable on my face, that
This day was very important to me, that day we left school and went
to the beach for breakfast, we spent the day together.
-You should erase these types of photos, no matter how beautiful
certain memories are, they are part of the past, and it is a Pandora's
box that I am not willing to open, Angelica, just remember, it was the
first time we slept together, we stayed in a hotel and you smiled like
a fool while you blushed for everything, my beautiful little bob, I feel
my watery eyes and I feel the need to hug him, but there the bitter
memory appears and my smile fades I only feel the great need to
see him ask for mercy while I do shit your heart.
I approach him cutting the space between us and with a big smile I
approach his hatred and whisper, but I am no longer yours, your
stupid moment of glory is no longer something special, I tell you a
secret, I see how the shoulders de Maicol tense.
-I recently went with Tristán, they continue to prepare the delicious
coffee that you love, he took me away and observed Maicol, his
hands made fists, his expression serious but his sad eyes and
smiling, I tell him the drop that spilled the glass, you could have
been in his Instead, you do not know how much you want it in your
time, but I think that a kiss of a few seconds was better than the
feeling of feeling loved, I walk to my class with my forehead raised
and a smile on my face but slowly falling inside .
I entered the classroom and it had already started, I'm sorry teacher,
it doesn't happen again I apologize when he looks at me
disappointed when I open the door, he nods and takes a seat next to
Tristan who smiles at me tenderly and leaning pressed his lips to my
cheek and Just at that moment the door opens and Maicol enters,
how opportune I see out of the corner of my eye the place where he
takes a seat and I can notice the sad expression on his face, and it
is a pity, I am not God and I do not forgive any sin against me .

Michael Lirio
I hear the annoying voice of the teacher in the background, while my
thoughts and sight are focused on another person, his beautiful hair
falls down his shoulders and I look at his lips which he nibbles a little
distracted and sweet, he smiled when he saw how he rolls his eyes
realizing that I'm watching her, Angelica is so fucking cute.
-The professor cleared his throat and I notice that he is next to me
making everyone look at me, I take a deep breath and look at him.
-Young man, if the class does not seem interesting to you, I invite
you to leave this class, speak politely.
-I'm sorry, I got distracted, I answer, stopping looking at Angelica
who looks at me askance.
-I see answer walking towards her.

He asks her a question and she tenses as she looks around, all
eyes are on her waiting for her answer which she clearly hates, she
doesn't like being the center of attention, she smiled when she
looked at me sideways I remember she used to hold my hand and
answer past tense
-Angelica remains silent and the teacher asks again, she raises her
face with a smile and I see how she looks at Tristan who is next to
her and then she smiles and I stare at her, I see how she takes his
hand and responds.
-Excellent response Miss Angelica says the teacher with a smile and
walks back to me.
-Young, your distraction seems to be quite focused on the class, do
yourself a favor and pay attention you heard the laughter of some
people and I just roll my eyes and take a deep breath. Class time
ends and I stay seated while everyone goes out like animals, I pick
up my backpack and go out when I see Angelica and Tristán
heading to campus holding hands, I involuntarily see my right hand
and close it. You must find a way to tell her the whole truth, look for
one of the easiest and most idiotic solutions causing her to hurt, but
at that moment it seemed the best, Hardin can't know about her or
he will use it against me, as happened with Sebastián, I would have
wanted him to things would end differently, maybe that way I
wouldn't just be the idiot who hurt her.
- I was not good like Sebastian pretending that I did not care
because the reality of it did matter to me a lot.

Someone touches my shoulder taking me out of my thoughts and I

see Sebastian behind me, I don't say anything and we walk to the
cafeteria, we get to our table where all our friends are and I notice
Mark with his girlfriend Sasha who are kissing and they don't notice
my presence . I could never bring Angelica here.
-Michael What's wrong? Sebastian asks with a serious tone, and he
looked away from where I was looking. I stopped looking at
Angelica's table and looked at Sebastian who had his gaze on
another girl.
-Any. - I respond by acting a little strange since what happened next
yesterday.
-Like nothing, what happened to Angelica this time? –He asks
making me angry.
-Nothing that matters to you, I answered angrily.
Take care of your tone with me, if you don't want to talk, go away, I
have no patience, he said it with a cutting tone.
-I asked him for forgiveness again and I even showed him my
favorite photo and Sebastian smiles.
-The photo of the day at the beach. –I nod and look at Angelica And
what happened? -He told me that he went with Tristán to the same
hotel, that they continued to prepare the coffee that I love and that I
should delete the photo since it was a Pandora's box that I was not
willing to open I pause and took a deep breath, she does not know
the whole truth and He won't let me explain it, he always attacks me
and I can see the damage I did to him and you don't know how I
hate myself for that, I'm an idiot.
-It has been years since the last time I fell in love and let me tell you
that I have forgotten how much it feels to be in love, but you
screwed up and you should get over it, months have passed and
you did nothing when you had the opportunity to explain, instead
you kept dating with Libya.
-No, Sebastián, you know I should do it, I answer, earning me a
bad look from him.
-You were a coward and you didn't say anything to her, you just
broke her heart and hid the real reason from her by letting her think
what she wanted, so you have two options, one, you get over her, or
two, you stop regretting and look for the way to do to listen to you.
-I turn to see Angelica and she is crestfallen with headphones,
Tristán caresses her back, and for some reason she raises her head
and looks around as if she feels that they are watching her and
stops in me then it is time to give the face I answer by standing up.
Kally Guzmán

Angelica is by my side in silence while looking at her lunch, but her

gaze is sad and somewhat lost, I look around trying to find Lía when
my eyes fall on the people who are two tables away from me, who
looks at Angelica with confused and curious eyes. Something
happened here Maicol passes a hand over his face and gets up,
leaves the cafeteria with Sebastián following him.
-Stop there! –I shout when I'm close enough, they turn to look at me
and I notice a mocking smile from both of them, shit I should have
chosen my choice of words better
. -Ok, ok police officer Kally, don't arrest me, I'm not guilty, Maicol
answers, raising his hands.
I pounced on him, but I only managed to move him a little from his
place and fall on my butt, wounded cop, I repeat, wounded cop.
-Shit I say to myself and they both laugh, Sebastian holds out his
hands to me and looking at her suspiciously I decide not to accept
her and stand up alone, what's wrong with you, psychopathic
policeman.
- I walk to Maicol and raise my hand to slap him, but agile hands
take me by the waist and draw me to his body.
-Sebastián turns me around and I stare at him and distracting
myself from my mission until I roll my eyes. Maicol, fallen soldier, I
say, even looking at Sebastián and feeling his stronger grip on my
waist, I hear how Maicol laughs behind me and he lets go of me, so
controlling hormones and inappropriate thoughts, I return to my role
of best friend and I I turn to see Maicol.
-What did you do to Angelica? I ask calm but still serious.
-Any. Respond somewhat thoughtfully.
-Don't lie to me, I saw you following her while I was going to my
class this morning, and apart from all that look, stay away from her, I
say this one looks at me curiously.
- What look? Says more interested.
-The one that this brat has when she's sad. Sebastian answers for
me, surprising me, you know, dramatic face, I add.

I need you to tell me exactly which look? He asks a bit desperately,

as if looking for something.
-I feel Sebastian's watchful eye on me and Maicol is desperate to
know my answer and I just enjoy his expressions taking my time.
-As if you were so broken and empty, that you wouldn't know how
to put all your pieces together, I answer once and for all and they
both look at me curiously. Great, what am I doing talking about
empty absorbing feelings with idiots
- But where are you going, I'm not done with you! I speak when I see
how he simply leaves leaving me with the word in his mouth, I turn
to see Sebastián. -
Who taught you to fight? Puts on a little smile
-At ten I started taking boxing classes with my cousins, I had to find
a way to get all my anger out in some way, I answer and he nods a
bit puzzled.

-And why do you call me brat? I raise an eyebrow.

-I didn't know your name.
-As if it were the most obvious thing in the world, but we introduced
ourselves that time, you don't remember I giggle.
Sebastián bites his lips, he looks at me, and makes a serious
expression, he remains silent and I see that he looks away before
answering.
"You weren't very interesting," he says in a cold tone, leaving behind
that beautiful smile.
Kids like you would have to come with instructions and a sign that
says big in capital letters DANGER, HE'S AN IDIOT!
-And you are quite a knight in golden armor, I answer with notable
sarcasm and a big smile of you are an idiot.
-You remind me a lot of Hannah speaking ignoring my comment
apparently irrelevant to the man "I don't give a shit about everything
except Hannah".
- She is your girlfriend? Ask, letting curiosity win.
-He's someone special.
-Oh, I look into his eyes and I can notice that the atmosphere
gradually stops being tense.
- Could you take him away from Angelica? Seriously he should get
away from her.
- Because? He asks raising an eyebrow.

-Maicol hurt her for many months even after she broke up with him,
she needs him to stop harassing her and hanging around her space,
but you know that if you don't want to help me I can do it quite well I
answer now a little angry and he laughs.
-I have tried, but there are also many things that you do not know
about him and believe me his worst punishment is seeing her with
someone else and having to move away.
-I'm glad to hear that, it deserves it, I say with a smile.
-Maicol is not as stupid as you think, maybe you should consider
listening to his version and his real reasons.
-Seat to change the subject. Would you hit me if I break the heart of
one of your friends? He asks with interest and I nod.
- Do you like one of my friends? I ask curiously, doubting if I want
the answer.
"The redhead is beautiful," he says, smiling.
Lía, if I agree a little discouraged and I feel a prick in my pride.
-But I don't think she's my type. I look up and look into his eyes
encouraged by his response and I see that this amuses him so I just
nod.
"See you at the races," he says with a smile and then leaves.
 -And here I am standing like an idiot looking where the boy who left
a bruise on my wrist the first day of school is going what a way to be
a masochist -Come on girls let's finish quickly, Elian will take us to
the races. I cheer for the girls by bringing the last order, and he
smiled.
- And that smile? Lía asks smiling.
-Things I answer while looking at the clock.
- And what things?

Sebastián Jiménez
I see the blonde eating her burger, Hannah raises her head and
looks at me with a smile.
-iiWhat !! Why are you looking at me like that? he says smiling with
flushed cheeks.
-You look beautiful I answer, God this girl can bring out the most
corny in me
-Yes, that's what you say to all your "friends" - He smiled at the
expression I use.
-Well, I don't have as many "friends" as you think.
-Yes, and what about the redhead, the brunette and the twins that
you brought the other day, she says crossed her arms.
-Jealous Hannah ?, I ask with a raised eyebrow, she makes a pout
that more than angry she looked tender.
Who, I'm jealous you're not so good, apart from what my brother
responds with a mocking smile.
"And are you hot?" She shrugs.
-Well, at least I have someone who loves me like that, he replies
shrugging his shoulders, my smile instantly disappears.
- What did you say? he begins to laugh non-stop, but I was not
funny, not funny, absolutely not funny.
-If you had seen your face he tells me while he laughs again.
-I was not amused, I say and he stops smiling.
-I leave the arrogant smile that I have and it seems that the
expression I put on gave her more she throws herself to the floor
with laughter, I took a cushion from the previous furniture and gently
hit her with laughter. In a quick movement Hannah has me on the
floor and is on me I think I should not have taught her to box she
grabs me by the poloche and raises her fist, almost level with my
face as if she were going to hit me, but I know she did not. will do
"Never let your guard down, sir," he says with a subtle smile on his
delicate face, but I notice how he was distracted and we changed
position, she down and I up.
-The one who should never let her guard down is never you, I
answer, staring into her eyes for a moment, I lose myself in the
warmth of her eyes, in her fruit scent, in her pink lips, but I come
back to reality when I clear my throat. interrupts admiring Hannah's
natural beauty
- Hello there! Guys I'm sorry to interrupt this training, but I need you
to help me get the girl I love back or well I think so, because loving
feels like that right? I get up and help Hannah up she is redder than
a tomato and I like that, I like being the only man who is not afraid
of, well and Maicol, although sometimes she is not very attached to
him, she trusts He, although she is not so affectionate, I say she
does not have to be affectionate with anyone, with any man, only
with me that jealousy hurts you.

Sure! monkey, what do you want us to help you with, I laugh at the
nickname we gave Maicol.
-I need Angelica to trust me again, I have no idea how, but I need it
when I hear that name something comes to mind, but I am not very
clear about what I had to do with a brunette girl, if I know flame K ...
Sebastian come, let's help Maicol make a plan so that Angelica
listened to him when I feel that Hannah is talking to me I forgot what
I remembered, and I just followed her.
Kally Guzmán

I was walking through the corridors of the school like a sleepwalker

asleep and unconscious, my body was only moving and my
thoughts were outside of itself how stupid can be to expect
something from someone who seems to give nothing of himself to
others, anger and the disapproval were evident, I was only thinking
about how stupid I saw myself last night discreetly asking everyone
about the so famous Sebastián Jiménez in his world of misdeeds
and adrenaline, I stop when I observe the pleasant and comfortable
image of two young people in In full swing, or rather of a certain
young man, the hands of a stunning brunette caress Sebastian's
hair while he plays with the necklace that rests in the middle of her
breasts with his free hands he takes her waist, drawing it closer to
his body, I clear my throat calling to the attention of these two, who
seem to care very little that the hallways are full of students.

But if the big bad wolf already has new prey I exclaim with feigned
surprise and a big smile of self-sufficiency I notice that my comment
has the desired result.
The girl leaves taking her bag off the floor a little embarrassed and
crestfallen when some people look in her direction.
-Yes, you are the hunter, I roll my eyes and continue my journey
passing by his side, I feel strong hands holding my wrist and with an
unexpected turn and being face to face with him, I remove his hand
from my wrist with a slap .
-Well, right now I'm not the prey, so yes.
-But what has created such a bad mood in our brave Robin Hood.
Are you in a good mood for a moment?
-I am not a thief, much less a heroine of the less fortunate, read a
little more affection.
His breathing is calm and that arrogant smile was still on his stupid
face, he was looking at me thoughtfully.
-But if you stole my black heart to save it from the demons that
torment it, express it with drama, and mock rolling my eyes, I turn
my back on it, ready to resume my way until the next class.
- Where are you going? Ask behind my back.
- That? now we switch roles or what? I ask laughing.
-I try to be nice, I don't know ... Hannah said I have to be a little
nicer she says
–I understand, because I go to the cafeteria for a large portion of
French fries, so go practice your attempt at "kindness" with another
person, maybe you will find someone else and they will be moved by
your act, I answer by making quotation marks.
-You feel good?
-You are a ... you know that there are not even words, you are
pathetic and I do not see why I should waste my time with you when
you did not do a shit to warn me that you were not going to get to
the stupid race you made me go to. once and for all letting out my
anger and my desire to strangle him.
-I'm leaving is the only thing I say to him before continuing on my
way. Sebastian took me by the arm preventing the passage, he
pulled me sharply and I lose my balance, falling on my back I hear
him curse and kneel.
-My head hurts a little, Sebastian takes his hand to my neck
checking that there is no trace of blood, when the pain passes a little
he moves his hand away from me.

-You are a savage, Sebastian completely ignores my comment and

just stares at my eyes for a few seconds until I decide to stand up
- Sorry for that I tilt my head to the side a little confused looking for
some mistake or trick in his words.
-You shouldn't have gone to that race, you should get away from
me, right now he's serious, breaking my little bubble and making me
realize that there was the failure or consequence.
-Sometimes taking some risks are worth it, I whisper boldly taking
two steps forward, getting closer to him, my hands go to his neck
and I notice the effect that the touch of my hand causes on his skin,
I bring my lips to his, I can feel her breathing getting heavier under
my watchful eye. Maybe I will become the girl from a few minutes
ago how bad it would be if I wanted to go for more right now.
-So pretty girls like you like to be in danger, his mocking smile cuts
the small rose of my lips against his, I stop and moving away from
him I watch him, my smile becomes bigger.
-Don't be fooled by my kindness and tranquility of him, he could
show you hell if he so wishes he was definitely a bad idea, and I had
a problem apparently he loved bad ideas.
-Sebastián continues to smile and brings a hand to my waist while
he presses me against his body and his lips are on mine, I take a
deep breath with some anger when I can only feel the slight
pressure of his lips against mine because a voice startled me ,
causing me to turn away from him.
Well, if you were the girl from a few minutes ago, Sebastian shouts
a female voice again, I hear footsteps so we turn around and see
Hannah was looking for you, she speaks too fast, she looks at me
and smiles, but I return a somewhat forced smile.
-It's Maicol, he's fighting with someone, Hannah says with concern,
she turns around and starts walking, just like Sebastián and I feel
that stupid feeling again, I walk to my locker and decide to look for a
book to study, my appetite had missing. And you thought that some
cheesy phrases and the touch of your lips would change Sebastián
Jiménez Oh, girl, you know the world more, the little voice in my
head mockingly expresses it.
-Kally heard his voice and my eyes go to the corridor, maybe you
got speculations very soon dear, you are so naive, honey.

I walk up to him and we head towards where the screams are

coming from, we arrive and there is a round of many people,
Sebastián runs and enters the circle just like me and I can see
Maicol on the ground while Tristán hits him making his nose bleed
Apparently Maicol does not defend himself at any time since he only
stands still receiving the blows, Sebastián does nothing and looks
seriously at the situation deciding not to get in, instead I go up to
them and touch Tristán's shoulder while I yell at him that stop but
what I get is a push from him so hard that I fall to the floor on my
knees.

Sebastián looks at me for a few seconds, but looks away and I

understand that he is not going to help me, I feel hands on my waist
that help me and once I get up I meet Mark, I thank him and once I
get away from him I see Angelica, I notice that she is crying.
-İDO NOT TRY TO KISS MY BRIDE AGAIN, Tristán yells angrily. I
approach Angelica, understanding the situation a bit, but I still
decide to ask.
- What happened? I ask, she cries.
- Are you OK? Did Maicol do something to you that you didn't want?
She shakes her head and wipes her tears.
She will never be your girlfriend as long as she loves me!, Maicol
responds angrily and Tristán punches him in the stomach causing
him to close his eyes, Angelica reacts quickly and approaches
Tristán.
–Yes, stop, he yells while Tristán punches the black-haired man one
punch after another, apparently he won't defend himself this is too
weird, I'm sure that Tristán's blows are nothing compared to Maicol's
after all he was a friend of Sebastián, it is obvious that he knows
how to defend himself.

Tristan, damn it let go, Angelica speaks again trying to push him
away.

- Angelica get out of here! Maicol exclaims suddenly angry when he

sees how Tristán abruptly pushes Angelica away.
- Everything happens in slow motion Tristán pushes Angelica
making her stumble.
 -Maicol in a quick movement has Tristán under his arm while he
punches him several times in the abdomen, when suddenly he
thinks I am important because he is Sebastian at last he decides to
do something.
-If you kill him, I won't help you, he yelled, taking Maicol and
throwing him aside. If you kill him? ¿Has he already killed before?
Teachers suddenly yells a boy who comes running and everything
turns into chaos, students run from one side to another while
teachers and guards come here, but as always I was one of the
unfortunate fools.

Kally Guzmán

Sorry, sorry, sorry repeats over and over as we walk to the parking
lot.
–I didn't know you were left behind, you must have known that, in a
world of gorillas, elephants and snakes, I am the snail. I move my
hands in the air a little angry, Lia rolls her eyes.
-I understood, I understood, I'm going to make it up to him, although
it's not my fault that you're slower than a grandmother, Angelica
went with Tristan to the hospital, they want to make sure everything
is fine, because he deserves it.
-IKally! she exclaims like a mother scolding her child.
- That? It's not like I like Tristan that much, it doesn't hurt Angelica,
but because of him I had to write a hundred-page essay, Lía laughs
and shakes her head.
-You are a serious case, Kally we get in the car and I check my
bag while Lía fastens her seat belt.
-Lia, I must go to my locker for some books, I have an exam
tomorrow, wait for me here, soon she nods, turning on the air
conditioning and taking her cell phone.
-I enter the building, I walk to my locker, when I arrive the corridor is
empty everyone has left, and of course, if I had a five-hour
punishment after all classes, now that I set the scene is like terror, I
feel that at any moment someone will come out with a chainsaw and
there I am, I was good mothers because I am slow to run. -I open
my locker and take out my books, when I go to close my locker I
hear footsteps so I turn around and see Sebastian walking up to me,
at least he doesn't have a chainsaw, I thought.
-Hi, girl says when she comes to me with a half smile, stop smiling
at me it makes me want to kiss you baby I thought.

-Hi Sebastian, you scared me, and Max? It's already better? Hannah
looked very worried I mentioned Sebastian looks at me for a few
seconds in silence.
-About that, I need to talk to you a spark of curiosity is present in my
entire system, but with a serious expression I try to hide the curiosity
I hear you, he looks at me cautiously, his hair is messy, his chest
rises and falls calmly his lips are almost pink they have a color
similar to red their lips look ... Very kissable, too appetizing. And I
was right I have the feeling that if I kiss those lips I will become
addicted to them, and that would be as if I fell into a deep abyss in
which I do nothing but fall and fall, my sane side tells me that he
competes in illegal racing and it wouldn't be so bad to try danger
right? Come on, I don't want to die without telling my grandchildren
the story of how I fell in love with the wrong person, as I said that
says my rational side and since I don't use it much to say I know it's
not a good sign, but my hormones tell me they should kiss them
because I wanted to do it with every second that passed, they are
right.
–Sebastián provokes things in me that no boy does, I would beg him
to do those things to me that both Angelica and Lia talk about if I
didn't have a bit of dignity, that scared me, but I was curious
. -I want you to get away from me his tone of voice was thick, but at
the same time somewhat relaxed, his eyes study me with great
curiosity as if my reaction is what bothers him.
- That? I ask still somewhat confused, roll her eyes and look at me
-What you heard Kally, I know you are not deaf, she speaks while
her tone of voice is getting colder and her expression more serious.
"I don't want you to go back to the races, and I don't want you to
keep getting where they don't call you," he says.
Instead of being offended by the fact of calling me a meticulous, I
feel that anger is gradually rising to my head, making me feel as if
my nose and ears are getting hotter, I cross my arms and with no
kindness tone I answer:
-Let me see if I understand, first you invite me to your careers, then
you leave me standing by "your friend" I make quotation marks with
my fingers. If you realized that the one who approached me was
you, right bipolar? And it turns out that now you tell me to get away
from you, what's wrong Sebastian? Are you consuming something
or your girlfriend does not give you what you want, when mentioning
Hannah her eyes darken somewhat, and her jaw tightens.
-Watch your words Kally, you are not talking to the idiot Maicol and
the idiot Tristán, you cannot scold me as if you were my mother,
because you are not.
-I really don't recognize him. hallway, and says Hannah is her
friend.
-Look, Sebastian, I ... -Nothing, Kally, your nothing pinches the
bridge of your nose and then looks at the sky as if asking God for
patience.
-Just do what I tell you, it is for your sake brat, he answers with the
most relaxed voice, I just stare at him and he looks at me as if I were
a confused girl, ¿he looks at me with hurts?, I hate that they look at
me with pity.
Who is really Hannah in your life? I ask while my look is serious and
something cold, don't say it.
- Hesitate a bit to answer. -That doesn't matter Kally, what matters is
that you listen to me.
–In that instant my hand takes on a life of its own and before I can
react it crashes against her right cheek.
Whoever she is is worth shit to me, if you want to leave I have no
problem with that, just try one thing Sebastian, don't come back.
What the hell was wrong with me? I was not like that.
-And you care who she is, do not make me jealous scenes, that you
and I can hardly stand each other so do not take any attributions
that do not correspond to you, her face was not pleasant but at that
moment I did not It mattered that he was angry and he was not
afraid of him, not today, when I think he is going to kill me or
perhaps hit me back he looks at me with a brief glow which passes
through his eyes it is as if it were guilt I discard the idea when I
observe him one Once again, Sebastián, apparently lacking
feelings, he turns around and turns to walk away from me, but I
refuse, I have not finished with that asshole yet and he will hear me.

Coward yell at him, he stops short, but doesn't turn. You are a damn
coward who does not know what he wants, my vision becomes
blurry I know that I am going to cry, and that makes me angrier,
stupid tears.
-He walks hurriedly towards me, you are a fool ... But I couldn't finish
my sentence, his lips are on mine I am stunned for a few seconds
but later, I return the kiss or so I think I did, I'm not the best kisser of
the world but I am not completely inexperienced either, his tongue
goes to war with mine is not a sweet kiss at all, it was wild, eager, as
if he had been wanting it, his man's perfume sneaks through my
nose and it is a delicious fragrance, I bring my hands to his hair and
his tongue plays with mine, his body is warm, his mouth fits mine
perfectly, we parted due to lack of air, he sticks his forehead to
mine, and we both breathe with difficulty, our breasts rise and fall
with speed.
My lips are tingling from the kiss, they must be swollen now, I don’t
understand anything, he tells me to walk away, but then he kisses
me, ¿what the hell am I going to do? I don't know, but something is
clear to me, Kally Guzmán does not give up so easily.
A stupid smile appears on my lips I touch my lips, still smiling, you
better get ready Sebastián, Hurricane Guzmán is coming for you.

Sebastián Jiménez

I move away from Kally when I can no longer breathe, I look at her
for the last time and I repeat one more time to get away from me,
maybe she is right and I am a coward, but I want to have a
somewhat clear conscience when I try to sleep at night, I have
enough to think about before going to sleep. For guys like me,
feelings could keep you alive to continue for those you care about
and in their memory, to manipulate you with some of them, and
despite his way of being so strange and flashy, I was not ready to
risk everything for a couple of kisses and absurd feelings. Not again,
not to lose again.
Perhaps the limit is yourself saying that you can't, she was black
and white, but she made you want to see the world in color and
captivating people were dangerous, I knew that from experience, I
hardly admit that I kissed her because I wanted to and not because
shut up as I would like to say.

I get to the parking lot, I take a deep breath as I put a hand to my

head, I feel oblivious to this, I don't know how to cope.
-Sebastián calls a voice behind me and still aware that it is her, I
keep walking to my car, because we always get stubborn and
insistent crazy women, worthy of a poison.
-Sebastián, please, his voice sounds disappointed and a little
agitated I get in the car and start it. His hands strongly touch the
glass window causing a certain noise and making me angry, I start
the engine and make it sound for him to go away, but apparently I
am not the only one who is missing screws, the stubborn one willing
not to give up stands in front of my car and touches the hood. - What
do you want?
-Under the car, she walks up to me and looks at me with a frown,
you think you can come kiss me and leave as if nothing happened,
look into my eyes in search of some emotion.
-What do you want me to do, to swear eternal love to you, it was just
so that you would stop yelling at me like crazy, she looks at me with
a disappointed face and then she lets out a long sigh of frustration.
-You know what's wrong, that you're lying, you say pointing with
your finger. You wanted it just like me, the bad thing is that you are
right.
-Of cowards nothing has been written in any story, he shouts as he
walks, I turn around and get into my car.
Don't touch her, I cry desperately, but why? she and I are going to
have a lot of fun, she smirks.
-Sebastián wakes up, I hear a voice yelling at me and when I open
my eyes I find Hannah
-We'll be late, get up, he said, hitting me with a pillow, I get out of
bed, I go to the bathroom again with the same hell, until when. Once
at school I walk to my locker and pick up a book, once ready, I close
my locker and when I turn around I find a black-haired girl with her
back opening her locker, when she turns around she looks a little
down, which is strange that she Kally, I've only seen her like this
twice, once when I bring her home, and once the day she tried to
kiss me.
-Kally, she looks up and prepares to walk, but what is wrong with
her? Isn't that your last name? I tell her she turns and walks towards
me.
-You're a damn bipolar, he says, staring at me, you come kiss me,
then you say to move away and I don't know what's wrong with you,
You have me fed up, tired with your childish attitudes, she screams
like crazy which makes her look cute with all the hand movements
she does.

-Sebastián tell me the truth, what do you want from me? Do you
want me to walk away or what? What do you want? She asks
looking into my eyes and I can see the frustration and despair in her
eyes, maybe she's right and I'm bipolar or I don't know what I want,
I'm just trying to protect her.
-I just want to save you from all this, I do not want more people to
be involved in my life, I do not want you to be part of all this, the
words come out of my mouth as if someone was sending me. But it
is that I cannot, I cannot risk so much, if Mike finds out that I am with
someone it will be another point to have more power in me, I hope it
is not too late and the feelings that Kally is awakening in me do not
condemn her.

Kally stares at me curiously and for the first time in a long time I feel
afraid, afraid of not being able to save her from all this since
sometimes I am very selfish, I will not be able to protect her from all
my demons, from my past and much less from my present.
I don't want it to be late, but with her it is as if she wanted to be me,
sometimes her nonsense makes me laugh, I get angry when my
voice rises, when I bite her lip GOD !, when she smiles it makes me
want to see alone I that smile and be the cause, I become this. In
someone ridiculous who thinks with the heart and not with the brain,
and in my world that pays dearly.
Kally Guzmán

I stare at Sebastián, his world was too different from mine, I felt
stupid, I have not even known him for a year and he already makes
my whole being vibrate, I am beginning to believe that time does not
matter anymore, when he looks at me I feel my heart beating like
crazy, when he rejected me disappointment took hold of me, when
he talks to me I feel as if nothing is happening around me. All of that
is strange since we have only spoken very few times, but sometimes
I feel as if he feels that emptiness, as if he can feel what I feel, as if
he has no shine in his eyes and his smiles are false, It seems cliché,
but come on we all have some cliché inside of us.
-And if I told you that I don't want to be saved.
You would be stupid because you are such a coward, the voice
screeched in my head.
-I would say you're crazy, answer
-I'm already crazy, he puts a small smile and I don't know what to
do, I don't know whether to keep walking or get closer to him, you
never know with Sebastián. I take a step he did not stop me and I
look at him, I take another step and I am in front of him, he looks at
me curiously I put my hands around his neck I have to stand on
tiptoe since he is quite tall.
He looks at me weirdly, I definitely don't know what he wants to
make me walk away or stay, but guess what, I'll get carried away
like you always do. Then don't say I didn't warn you, I think.
-Sebastián, I don't want to be saved, I say, standing on tiptoe, pink
his lips, he grabs me by the waist and hits me more against his
body. Apparently hesitant to walk away, I see the indecision in his
eyes he stared at him and I close my eyes when I feel his lips on my
mouth, his chest against mine feels good. I run my tongue over his
lower lip and then I bite him a little I open my mouth a little and he
introduces his tongue, when his tongue touches mine I feel a small
shock and I think I'm not the only one Sebastian takes his hands to
my butt and lifts me up making me place my legs on his hips, he
turns around and hits me against the locker, I don't know if two
desperate young men, but right now we look like that and I want
everything he has to give me.

I detach myself from his lips and he stared at him, I bite my lower lip
and leave a small kiss on his lips when I hear someone clear his
throat, I turn my face and see Lia who looks at me totally surprised
and opens her mouth I think she does not know what to say , her
freckles are more visible, she wears a short black skirt that reveals
her shapely white legs and her hair is in a high ponytail. Sebastián
leaves me on the ground, he stares at me, his gaze tells me you
solve it, he leaves me alone with her, great now I will have to tell her
something that I myself don't understand.
- Well, Kally? He looks at me from the armchair in my room, his legs
are crossed and the light makes his pretty freckles stand out
Guzmán when she or Angelica call me by my last name it is
because they are upset, he has a slight frown and his arms above
his chest.
-Lia, what do you want me to tell you? Her face is really quite a
panorama.
-I want you to explain to me why you and Sebastian were kissing in
the hall, my eyes widen with feigned astonishment.
That? I ... I finally stop stuttering and clear my throat, I don't know
why I did it.
Because you didn't tell me, he says with an air of annoyance and
frowns more. This is not a good sign.
-Lia, I ...
-You nothing Kally, nothing, you are not supposed to "hate" him, he
makes quotes with your fingers, you are not supposed to be the type
of man you would never be with, that's called swallowing your
words. I lower my head ashamed, it's true, I said it, I said that he
would be the last man I would be with and look at me, now
everything that he does that is not for me bothers me, Lia snorts and
moves her hands putting them to the sky or the ceiling actually.
She was innocent but not stupid and that great gift, as she says, of
knowing who is and who is not, was not taken away by anyone. -
Mister! Why should I have friends who are crazy? You couldn't give
me one less toxic than me, I can't help but laugh at her exclamation.
-Ok Kally I'm going to tell you two things, she settles on the bed and
loosens the ponytail of her hair. The first Sebastian is better than
Nutella, I admit it, then he pretends he was thinking, wait more good
than Nutella is not there, but both are there. Anyway, if he's very
handsome, and if he wasn't so bitter, I swear he'd be ...
Lia, I understand, I mean, she looks at me with the face of few
friends for interrupting her sentence, but continues. The second she
lets out a sigh and adjusts some loose fringes of her hair behind her
ear.
- Kally, he's dangerous, and you know it, he expresses himself with
a sweeter tone. I don't want to be hurt, asshole, because you're a
crybaby if you are, and I'm not going to mind kicking his nice butt
ends up putting on a triumphant smile.
-Because you've really seen it, she has a heart attack butt, she
says, biting her lip, I let out a laugh. Lia shrugs her shoulders. It's
true Kally, he has more butt than you my laugh dramatically goes
and I throw a pillow at his face, even though I knew it was true.
How humiliating Sebastian has more behind than you or envy of the
good way, I do not want you to suffer, that he is in so much trouble
is not good.

-Tell me something the day he is imprisoned, you are going to bring

him food and a blanket, which is beautiful, but you have a life ahead
of you, I have seen Maicol with thousands of women and that you do
not see Sebastián. it means that he doesn't have them.
¿At that moment the blonde Hannah comes to me, why would
Sebastian protect her so much? Could it be that he only wants to
test me, will it be that he only wants to play with me, will he think me
so entertaining to be his game, and if I'm just being a distraction for
him. He is not like that, my subconscious tells me, but another part
says it does not agree and says: no, he is worse. What did he mean
when he told me that he only wanted to protect me and if Lia is right
and if for being an asshole doing what the protagonists of my books
do who try to change the bad boy,
-Kally are you hearing me, Koala says with an annoyed tone.
-I do not know what I am feeling for him, I feel that my heart wants to
leave my chest every time he sees him, when he touches me I feel
that every part of my body is activated, his hardness calls my
attention and why he is angry with the world, what did they do to
make him so cold and bitter? he's not like that all the time
sometimes he's sweet, but then he kind of remembers something
and suddenly he does the same old thing again and I know you'll
say I'm too curious or stupid for my own good, but I just can't do it
avoid, he's not the type of guy to avoid just because of good mental
health.
-Lia stares at me with a look to understand, I want to make my own
decisions, I want to find out who the hell Sebastián Jiménez is, and
I'm sorry, I love you and Angelica, but I want them to respect my
decision, I don't want them to pick me up every time that I fall, I want
to raise itself, life did not raise a coward.

-But if a crying woman screams at what I look at her wrong.

- What if he hurts you? -I think about it for a moment, what if he
hurts me? It wouldn't be the first time they've done it, says the
annoying voice in my head, but my mouth responds, it will be my
problem, not yours. Lía looks at me surprised, I had never answered
her like this, but it is so that they understand that I am not a
seventeen-year-old girl anymore, but that I am a woman who
deserves to make all her decisions, and who has to make mistakes
to learn from them. Some big bugs have nice smiles and brown
eyes.
-This okay says fight for what you think is right, but also recognize
when it's time to let go and stop insisting, I smiled before his words.
-On one condition I look at her confused, you have to tell me
everything that happens with Sekally.
. - Sekally? I ask confused, Lia rolls her eyes to the sky as if it were
obvious.
-Yes silly, Sekally, you and point number two.
-And what is point number one.
-Well, your koala, Sebastian the two raises his funny eyebrows.
-I like him, Lia laughs and I join his laughter Sekally ... I just hope he
doesn't disappoint me and with all my heart I hope that he helps me
to try to change that cold and expressionless face I want him to trust
me and if for some reason burns in hell I want to burn with it.
-Thinking about it, I should go to that race, right? tell him everything I
feel and what I would be able to risk for him.
We already lost you.
-Lia I'll go for him I'll go on the run, this last one gives me a puzzled
look.
Let's see if you're worth it Sebastian

-You will not go to any race, Kally looked at her and raised an
eyebrow, ignored her, looked for a wine red skirt a little short and a
white top I took off my clothes and started to change.
-I'm going with you, he says out of nowhere when he sees that I'm
done.
-No, I'm sorry I'll go by taxi, I'll tell Sebastián to bring me back by
putting on a black leather jacket, I let go of my hair and let it fall as it
is in slings. I take my wallet and put my cell phone and my wallet in,
I put it on and look at Lia who still looks at me surprised and worried.
-Lia I'll be fine, I'll call you from the moment I arrive, I'm not that
stupid, you know that my aunt taught us all to defend ourselves, she
nods following me to the door. Here we go

Thank you sir, I speak by passing the money to the taxi driver who
gives me a smile. I get out of the car and see where the car is going,
I look around this as I imagine it the same as always, I look for my
cell phone in my bag and he sent a message to Lia. The races start,
when it starts I'm screaming like a crazy fanatic, the adrenaline you
feel with each roar of the engine must be incredible. Maybe
Sebastian will ask him to show me one of these days. Before that I
move, with your bad luck you go and kill us.

-Come on Sebastián, you can yell when I see that he is lagging

behind, then he makes the engine roar and puts all the speed next
to the first competitor when they are going to reach the goal point he
slows down and accelerates and that is how Sebastián wins .

Everyone stops and starts yelling Sebastian's name, I walk to the

drinks stand and ask for a beer, I drink it full, I must have a little
alcohol in my system to do this. My cell phone starts ringing and I
take it out of my bag.
-Kally, where are you? Angelica asks a little annoyed.
-Well, I'm ... by the way, hi mommy Angelica I speak using the
most mellow voice I have
-No mommy Angelica, where the hell are you? Lia does not want to
tell me to express even more angry, I smiled before the beautiful
gesture of loyalty from Lia.
-Hi Kally speaks the male voice behind me, I turn to find Mark,
Elian's friend, I make a sign for him to give me a minute.
-Who was that? And where are you? Angelica asks in a worrying
voice.

-I'm fine calm down, see you at home I hear how she lets out a sigh
on the other end of the line.
-I love you, me too, take care of yourself. Having said that the call
ends, I turn around.
-Hi Mark, I’m sorry it was my friend greeted apologizing, ¿putting a
smile - Is Elian here? He asks looking at his hands, he seems a little
nervous, I observe him in silence and for the first time I notice his
appearance. Her skin was tan and her deep green eyes looked like
those of hot brunette models, they had thick black eyelashes as well
as her eyebrows that were incredibly prettier than mine. His body
wasn't overly muscular, but if he had a few strong muscles he was
the kind that looked good even with a sack of potatoes.
-No, now that you ask, I haven't seen him today. I answer thinking
about what Elian will be doing today.

-Well, it does not matter, if you need someone to take you home,
call, respond with a smile and walk away, took a deep breath and
walk to where Sebastian is always with his friends, I see that he is
smiling and my heart leaps with happiness when I see that smile
that so far I have decided that I love it. I stop in my tracks when I see
the girl who smiles at him and sits on his lap, but what is this? I run
my hand over my face to maintain all my self-control, she is wearing
a red dress, the dress highlights her white legs and reveals the tip of
her butt, her brown eyes look at Sebastian with fascination and he
smiles at her and kisses her.
The blood runs down to my feet and my face began to heat up
inside me, a group of negative feelings formed, not towards her, if I
didn't take a certain black-haired deep breath three times in a row
inhaling and releasing the air slowly through my mouth.

I make a quick plan in my head, I will not let myself be humiliated

like that, no sir before dead and married to Voldemort. I comb my
hair with my hands and raise my skirt a little more to my small waist,
while I walk slowly, Maicol who sees me arrive makes a surprised
face.
-Sebastián speaks Maicol when he sees my eyes darken, I turn
around and squeeze my eyes, luckily I'm not wearing makeup.
"Seriously, Maicol, you had to hurt me at the time," Sebastian
answers with a slightly hoarse voice, then I turn around and Maicol
points at me with his finger and he turns to see me. When I see his
eyes that look at me somewhat surprised, but no more than I do
when I walk slowly and sensually, I feel on his free leg, I put on the
most triumphant smile I have while saying animatedly, Will we love
today? I caress the back of his neck, he looks at me with a surprised
face. What? You thought I would cry, the girl looks at me with her
eyes, but I'm very comfortable on Sebastian's leg so she gives me a
threatening look.
-Get off speaking the plastic blackhead.
- Or else what? - I answer bluntly Sebastián who feels
uncomfortable standing by making the stupid woman and I stand on
his legs, he gives us both angry glances.
- We can talk? He stares at me strangely, I would like to know what
the hell is going through his mind and how he does so that none of
the emotions he feels can be seen on his face. If you feel clear.
-Of course Sebastian says out of nowhere I turn and stare at him,
the girl passes by my side bumping my left shoulder and gives me a
look full of hatred and he comes up to me and gives me a smile, I
turn and walk with strong steps but slow, my jaw hurts I think I
already broke a tooth because of how tight it is.

I walk until I find a place where there is hardly anyone, I take a deep
breath and try to calm myself I stop in my tracks and without warning
I slap him in the face, his face has become my favorite place to hit.
-Don't come near me or kiss me, I won't be your new school girl, I
said in a neutral and cold voice, noting all my anger towards him.
-You are getting used to hitting me Kally, lest one day he hit you
back I recite those words too calmly, a sensual smile spread across
his face, my cheeks turned pink and thoughts invaded my head.
-You kissed Emma fuck the image is repeated in my head over and
over again, Emma was a girl from school, which was not from
Megan's group, but from another worse one.
-I can, and you are not my girlfriend to give you an explanation, I
said to get away from me, you kissed me as if I was yours when I do
not belong to anyone, so now do not screw me with your drama and
go cry somewhere else. His words burn in every hole of my body but
I don't show it, or so I tried.
-You got me excited, you only nurtured false hopes, Sebastián
holds his head up with pride and since he won't say anything I am
about to walk when two minutes later I remember that I didn't bring a
car and I remember Mark.
-Hi Mark, I think that tonight I will accept your proposal, I am where
we are I say making sure to speak loud enough so that he can hear
me on the other line because of all the noise there is.
-Well, in a while I'll be there, let me say goodbye to some friends,
he responds by closing. I see Sebastian go by and I stare at him,
then he stops and looks behind him, he looks where I am, I find his
eyes and we stand there looking at each other. Kally is bad enough
and stops looking at him.
A strong hand touches my right shoulder.
-Kally says Mark when I turn to see him, he approached me and I
wrap my thin arms around his waist, he is taller than me which
makes my head, at the height of his heart. He smells of masculine
lotion and lavender, very good, his worked arms surround me, while
I breathed in his delicious smell, he does not feel uncomfortable
because of my daring and I liked that.
- Is something wrong Kally? I could see concern in his words.
-We can go, he nods and starts to walk, we get to his car, and he
approaches to open the door for me, but I stop him.
-I can alone, he nods his head waiting for me to enter, I observe
how he walks around the car to get in but in a quick movement
someone bumps his head against the front glass of the car I am in
shock for a few seconds and then I react.
When I get out of the car the boy's body is almost covered by the
black-haired man who is in a rage, his black locks are desperate and
his chin clenched as he provides punch after punch to the brunette
with no opportunity for him to defend himself.
Sebastian enough shouted trying to push him scared trying to help
Mike, but failed, around the car a gigantic round is formed, but they
do nothing but just be spectators.
Sebastian please speak up doing what I can, I see Mark's face full of
blood and I start to cry from the frustration of not being able to do
anything. When suddenly someone pushes me aside and they
separate Sebastián from Mark, let me go! I have to finish this crap. I
stare at Aaron and I don't recognize him. I've never seen him this
way, or maybe you never wanted to see him like this.
"I told you to stop, you're scaring her," Maicol shouts and he stops
fighting to free himself and watches, but with a cold gaze I return his
gaze and approach Mark.
-You'll be very careless, I'll take you to the hospital, I speak, trying to
clean the blood that comes out of his nose.
-I'm fine, don't be scared, he talks to calm me down, then he spits
blood, I stop to try quickly and he approached Aaron.
-I told you to stay away, you are a monster, look just how you let him
scream
. -Stop shouting, fuck, he replied furiously, get off with your
boyfriend, the one who no longer wants you to come near me is me,
he clenches his fists slowly.
-Now shut up and go, his breathing is abnormal and he has a
struggle with it inside even though he said to leave me, his eyes tell
me otherwise.
-I am not going to shut up anything, you are behaving like a spoiled
child, you are fine with the idea of going out and kissing you the first
time you see it, but you do not accept the magnificent reality that the
world does not revolve around you. Aaron looks at me surprised and
somewhat out of place, I walk over to Mark who is wiping his face
with a napkin while complaining.
Some hands grab me, holding me by the hips and they carry me, let
go of me. I have to leave with my friend. I talk trying to get Sebastián
to let go of me, but I don't achieve anything, we reach a red sports
car.
-Submit is a joke, right? You see me looking like I'm joking, you brat.
-I will not go anywhere with you, did you not see how you behaved, I
do not plan to spend another minute with you, I will go help the boy
you almost killed.
-Your boyfriend will be fine, Maicol will help him, his resulting voice
quite annoying for me and with my look I confirm that I am still firm in
my words, I give him one last look and walk away from him, he takes
my waist and hits his body, his lips collide with mine, but I detached
myself and he looks at me confused.
-I remember telling you not to kiss me and to stay away from me. I
remove his hands from my waist, but he returns and places them
there.
-And if I don't want to, he says a bit seductive, but this guy will be
crazy damn bipolar
-Well, I do, I go back and remove his hands from my waist and I
walk away a little, give me a good reason and I swear that I will and
he runs his hands through his disheveled hair. I do not think there
are reasons for you to stay more relaxed express but with that
indecision in his eyes.

I look at it quite closely and it doesn't even have a scratch, a dark

angel that turns into a beast. His eyes are blacker than normal and
reflect confusion, as if he does not know what he is doing, as if all
this is alien to him.
-He's not my boyfriend, but I don't think I owe you an explanation on
the way to his car and I'll surely go in I'll regret it later, he enters and
starts the car, I look at the window to ignore him, I'm leaving a friend
who needs me, and no I feel very proud of that, I stop avoiding
looking at him and once and for all I do, he drives in silence and
quite thoughtful, the black-winged angels had a certain beauty in
their demons, and he was not one of the good ones.
-Sebastián, this is not the route to get to my house, I speak when I
see how he takes a different route.
- Where are you taking me? I ask a little scared, if you are thinking
of killing me, Lía knows that I came to see you and he turns his gaze
towards me and I visualize how the corner of his mouth rises
simulating the shadow of a smile that quickly disappears, his eyes
are on my thing that I alarm eyes in front I yell at him and close my
eyes tightly when I feel that he stops the car, I look around and we
are in a hotel. He gets out of the car leaving me alone, so I follow
him.

- What are we doing here Sebastian? Well ... we will spend the night
here, I look at it and close and open my mouth looking for the right
words to speak. Once at the reception Sebastian asks for a room for
one night and they give him a card and we go up to the elevator and
it stops on the penultimate floor. When we go out I see a large door,
he inserts the card and we go in because I complain because I am
in a hotel with Sebastián.

The room is beautiful and there is a problem there is only one bed
this situation makes me nervous and anxious to fuck a room, he and
I alone in it I don't know how to feel about this moment.
"I sleep on the couch," I exclaimed, walking to the couch and sitting
on it to take off my slippers.
-No, you will sleep in the bed, he answers, I'll get up from the sofa,
well if you want it, I have no problems. I sit on the bed and I see him
take off his poloche, exposing his abdomen, he turns and looks at
me for a while until he decides to speak.
"She is not my girlfriend," he says, giving me to understand that he
is talking about Emma.

-No problem, you and I are nothing, I say putting a smile, she is also
a good candidate to be your girlfriend, she is beautiful, only she has
no brain, I laugh and he looks at me seriously, apparently he did not
like my comment, all funny, I I lie on the bed and cover myself with
the sheets I hate to sleep with clothes, but no way I can't
-If you knew what my type is, my heart stupidly races, who knows
what his type is, I grabbed my cell phone and sent messages to the
only people who care about me
To: Lía and Angelica I'm fine, don't wait for me, I love you.
To: Mark Sorry for everything, tomorrow I'll explain why I left so I
hope you're well I promise to reward you.

I hope he doesn't report Sebastián, although the idiot deserves it

when I'm done I turn off my cell phone and place it on the table
where the lamp is and turn it off.
-Good night I wish you closing my eyes.
-Good night, little disaster.
The next day I feel a little warm so I open my eyes I look at the
individual who has his head on my stomach while he embraces me,
his breathing is calm and slow, his lips are parted and his arms are
surrounding me. I run my hands over my face, I close and open my
eyes, it can't be that we spent the night like this, I hadn't really felt
anything, the urge to urinate attacked me and even though I want to
leave it there, my bladder wouldn't last long.
-Sebastián whispered, patting his back, but nothing, I feel that the
urine will come out at any moment and I move his hands to get out,
move him slowly since I get him to move quickly I get out of bed I go
to the bathroom and do my morning needs. I didn't bring anything
here for the night so I just take toothpaste, put it on my finger, try to
use it as a brush, pick up my hair, wash my face, and when I think
I'm presentable I go out.
-Good morning Sebastian, he already had his poloche and jacket
on. His hair is messy. I reach for my cell phone and I see the pile of
missed calls I have from Angelica and Lía.
-Shit shout, I fall on the bed my friends will kill me.
What's the matter? He is attentive to every move I make. - What do
you mean? I got carried away once more and I'm sure I will
disappoint several people.
Sit down I have to talk to you before something else happens
expresses annoyance, I do not want to talk to you, but I think I
contradict myself by being here says
Sebastian, I really can't go on with him, I like you, but I hurt you, I
don't believe that bullshit.
-And you who told you that I like you Kally, do you think that I treat
the people that I like that way? If you don't care about me, stop
getting into my life, I don't call you. His words were a low blow.
If you really understood, I hope you don't come back to look for me,
I'll do the same, that's all then, you will push me away without
obvious reasons, I answer, obvious reasons is what I have the most,
but you would never understand it, people of your level never
express it. very coldly. Whatever you want, something from there,
once outside I feel the tears burn in my throat, but I keep them there,
it is not time to cry or so important so when I get out of the elevator I
stop in my tracks I do not know whether to go and say I'm sorry or
leave and solve all this shit with my friends, my cell phone starts to
ring I see Lía's name on the screen and I go.

When I got home I cried uncontrollably, uncontrollable sobs came

out of my throat while some thin arms surrounded me as if it were
the only important thing, I felt weak because I just tried to get close
to him and make him happy but he does not want to, I do not
understand why, it was better for him to hurt me and hope that
giving me explanations through my mind passed all the images of
everything that had lived next to him, the good moments and I cried
louder and the sky cried with me, strong lightning and rain were
heard outside, at that moment I realized realize that I was never the
victimizer ... I was the victim.

THE END