Dear future self

Now that im already 17 years old if i will going to look back in the past years of my life ever since i
was a kid there so many things that i wish i can do again
and if I can restart my life
I want to enjoy more my childhood days together with my family and how i wish I have more bonding
time to spend with my Mother because she spent so many years working abroad just to earn money
to provide for our family.
also how i wish that my
Grandfather did not die early. if only he did not die early I will experience to have a very loving and
caring Lolo. and also how i wish to have more siblings
that feeling to have a big brother and Sister.
The sad and memorable part of my life that im still willing to go through is that when our father left us
although everybody wants to have a complete family
I understand that life is not perfect all the time
that we have to accept changes as years go by
I learn to forgive my father for leaving us at first I hate him so much Im mad at him but later on i
realize that after he's still my father
I don't want to keep anger in my heart anymore
thats why I already forgive him and I still love him
for being my father.
10 years from now
I want to become Engineer
thats why I make sure
that im always studying hard to have a brighter future someday. I want to become successful so that
I can help to provide for my family's needs. I also want to have my dream house someday. I also want
to have more business
I want to be financially stable and I will promise myself to share my blessings to those people
who's in need of help.