Occasionally, I stroke my chin and then think to myself, was it really so long ago?

Synopsis: Sometimes I
close my eyes, in place of a dive into an unreliable memory, even though they don’t mean to do it, they ensure
that nothing can be seen or heard. Centuries ago, we used to have memories. They could be called memories,
because we had them, sometimes we would even remember things, like at school or work. Anything could have
ANY memory in it and you would have it. Sometimes the memories came with the ‘unreliable’ clause on them,
which meant you would sometimes lose them, they would vanish, they would disappear. It was like having
some strange amnesia. This led to some very big tragedies, for some families. Some people would go mad, and
some would kill themselves. It was decided that the unreliable memories would have to be taken away. They
were dangerous, mainly because you would sometimes forget somebody and then you would forget that you’d
forgotten them, and then you would have to try and remember them, from scratch. This is why you no longer
have memories. So sometimes I consider my appointment to walk in the moonlight, as a memory, when it was
my memory that does not believe itself to be so in the first place. So I will repeat the moonlight walk across the
fields, think about how it seemed to occur, after a good few lectures on the brain; which will show that anything
might have ANY memory in it, during our childhood. I will think about it and you will know why I sometimes
wish to have forgotten happening. Almost anything can be anywhere it cannot, have never been, or ever have
been AMEN. Now in this memory I will be in the moonlight walk, but I will be thinking back to a time when I
was doing the walk, and in this I will have forgot the purpose. The moon light greyed out, I turned around, I
was the moonlight, I was the permanent light, the light of human existence. I turned around, to see an outline of
a man, in the moonlight. He turned around and smiled, I turned back around, I tried to remeber, I was supposed
to be walking in the moonlight, but I felt like I was sick, as if I was fatally ill.