A Wonderful Realization

Q: I just had a wonderful realization.

B: Oh, my!

Q: And it was enhanced by what you were sharing.

B: How synchronous. Thank you.

Q: I really finally got the idea of -- yes, synchronous. Well, synchronous is part
of it too -- about how we are all crystals. And the way I got it is: about a week
-- this is all part of it, it’s all part of the same thing…

B: Yes.

Q: ... the same one thing.

B: That is what it means to be synchronous.

Q: Yes. Anyway, what it is: a couple of weeks ago, you know I was bitching and
moaning about integrating everything all the time as if it were something like:
“Okay, one more thing, and then it will be good, right? Oh no, God, another thing!
Why are those people talking to me that way? Why is she saying, nah, nah and nah,
and all that kind of stuff instead of just…”

Then all of a sudden I could make no rhyme or reason of it. It was totally
ridiculous. I started being amused by it. And then the next thing that happened
was: I thought it was just hysterically funny. And then the next thing I did was
totally surrender to all of it!

B: Ah! Welcome to fourth density!

Q: To the degree that I did. Now, I have little lapses, ha ha. Nevertheless
there’s that…

B: ‘Tis all right. They are very cute little lapses.

Q: Okay. And so now, now when she was sharing that thing about a crystal... I
never could get the idea -- you know, when you gave me this name, Crystal. And I
go, “What do you call me that for?” And... it’s a lovely name, I think it’s a nice
name, and the crystals are pretty... but all of a sudden I got this idea, you know,
like we’re all part of the same one thing (said with a high pitched slightly
hysterical sounding note at the end) and there is no skin. I mean, all this stuff I
say intellectually, but right now…

B: We understand.

Q: It’s like there is nothing between us all, and the ecstasy part... when you
surrender to that neutrality, you can go, “Oh, that was good. So what do you think
about that?” and the person will go, “Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.” And you go,
“Oh, wonderful.” And then you go to that person and say, “So what do you think?”
You know, they give you their advice from their viewpoint. And it’s all different,
and it’s all your creation, or your own considerations. And finally you just laugh
and you go, “Oh, fabulous; I think I’m going to do this!”

B: Yes!!

Q: And it’s just…

B: Thank you.

Q: … and then -- it’s worth being…

B: Yes.

Q: Yes, I see why you love us so much!

B: Yes!!!

Q: What else can I say that…?

B: You have said it all!

Q: Okay.

B: Continue to do.

Q: Oh, yeah.

B: Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

Q: Thank you!! All.

B: You are welcome.

A Wonderful Realization