What if I never played League of Legends?

Will my life be much different from how it is now? I would have such a fantastic existence ahead
of me, with no more restless nights or bad eating habits, and I would be a really content and
stress-free person. If I had a real life outside of League of Legends, I would be lot more
responsible and productive. This game won't confine me to my computer; instead, I'll soar above
the clouds like an eagle, free from the illusion of being bound and without ever worrying of
becoming shackled once again like an animal.

Will I ever find happiness beyond the game of League of Legends? I would have a different
coping mechanism than just being dependent and falling prey to the illusion of happiness playing
League of Legends. Will my life have any purpose? I would be a very lovely person without this
disease destroying my life, free from pain and suffering and growing into something more than
just an addicted child playing a game that will one day kill my life and I will unavoidably regret.

What if I never played League of Legends? Is a question I will ponder throughout the rest of my
life and I would like that question to come true. If I could go back in time, I wouldn't even
attempt to play League of Legends; instead, I would do my best to cope with my addiction and
be a better person overall. I'll approach it not only as a game but as a means of becoming a more
enhanced person.