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Eager to find out how their senior priest has fallen silent after years of converting
Christians in Japan, Fr. Rodrigues and Fr. Garupe were confronted by the sufferings of the
Christians who held onto their belief and sought comfort in words and poor signs of faith.
Martin Scorsese’s adaptation of Shusaku Endo’s novel Silence captures the discernment of a
Jesuit priest through the Ignatian Exercises and depicts the comfort and struggle in
conversing with God. In his attempt to find Fr. Ferreira, Fr. Rodrigues loses himself and seeks
God’s voice in silence— following the Ignatian Exercises that allowed him to be indifferent
Some may find it absurd that the Christians died for their faith: it cannot be too
difficult to say that they deny God and step on the image of Jesus. However, apostatizing was
more than a denial of one’s faith; it was a betrayal of their conscience. They knew that they
could not live as non-Christians who denied God hence their embrace of death. This is the
reason why the Inquisitor took great pride in the apostation of Fr. Ferreira: they were able to
defeat a priest’s conscience; they were able to take away his freedom to obey and worship
God. Even when an individual successfully betrays their own conscience and lives, they
always carry the sin that they have committed. For instance, Kichijiro was burdened with his
betrayal of his family and Fr. Rodrigues: this is against the calls of God. Due to the primacy
of conscience, we must always heed to its sacred call, and not to our own desires and external
pressures from the people around us. In the case of the Christians in Japan, they knew that
apostatizing was a betrayal of their own conscience hence despite impending death, they still
prayed. The confusion whether it is my own conscience that speaks to me or the expectations
people and on social media. In fact, I often doubt my own actions despite truly believing in
its purpose due to the fear of being “canceled.” I often mistake my fear of being ostracized by
a cruel society for the dialogue between my own voice and the voice of God; since only I can
In fact, the interiority of conscience may cause someone to doubt it. It is a sanctuary
where an individual is alone with God, but a peaceful sanctuary may be infuriating to those
who await a certain and tangible response. Fr. Rodrigues, helpless amidst the silence that he
received from God, engaged in a series of dialogic prayers. He was called to Japan to find Fr.
Ferreira but in the country, he experienced far more than what he imagined: at first, he helped
the Christians in Tomogi gain strength through their appearance. He heard confessions and
gave what he could to the people— tantum quantum. The persecutions of Christians in Japan
could have discouraged Fr. Rodrigues, but he persevered and allowed God to use him in other
ways other than the search for Fr. Ferreira. In his prayers, he began to identify himself with
Christ. He was able to bear God’s silence as he found an ally in Jesus, ultimately able to find
Fr. Rodrigues gave what he could: his most crucial act of indifference was his
apostasy to save the five other Christians. Being a priest was his vocation and to give it up
meant that he had to give up most of his life, but he was indifferent to the title. In his
discernment, he knew that he was called to love and serve his neighbors. To be indifferent to
the riches and titles in the world is difficult, especially when most of our lives, we are shaped
to become successful in terms of titles and wealth. When I was young, I was always asked
what I wanted to be when I grew up, and I always replied, “to be a lawyer.” We were never
really taught to make love our ultimate goal; it seems that love now has become just another
aspect of our lives. Up until now, I always work hard to achieve the titles that I want to
achieve, and admittedly, if one asks me to give them all up, it would be a difficult feat.
Silence shows an individual’s immense love for God: despite his own inclinations as a
priest, he yielded to God’s plan and trusted Him. He was committed and deeply in love with
Him that despite the seemingly absent God as manifested in His silence, Fr. Rodrigues knew
that God was always beside him. He allowed God to use him in order to pursue love for
others. His conscience allowed him to have a conversation with God, which ultimately pulled
him towards a life without title and possibly denounced by the Catholic Church for apostasy,