SI FALLOR, SUM

(St. Augustine)

It is was a quite long vacation. We attended an ordination of Rev. Father Maeramar Irinco. It was an
experience of seeing the reality of how is the feeling to be ordained. It reinvigorates and clarify my desire
and motive why I continue to respond this kind of ovation. This gives me another avenue to grow. I
could say to myself from that instance it inspires me.
On the other hand, something different in this experience. First quiz in moral theology I got zero score.
At first glance I thought I will answer. And indeed, I give an answer but it was wrong. Honestly, I felt
nothing guilt and regret for the reason that I did not really encounter such idea. Logically, I did not study.
But this needs an extra effort to study. It needs to have research. What jeopardize me is that I jump with
an in-depth discussion. You know what the quiz is all about? It was all about William of Ockham’s
Freedom of Indifference. I am a little bit indifferent with my action knowing that it was a good experience
in a sense that I reflected more. I look at it in another way around. I bother a little bit, but reflection in me
grows reaches. This is not to justify my laciness of my effort. In fact, I recognize it as an avenue for
growth. I look at it in a supernatural outlook.
This causes me to plunge into the reality of nothingness. A reality that there is something more to be
known. That I made a mistake, but the dynamism does not stop there. A dynamism that moves man to
continue in the midst of turbulent waves of the world that made man to stop in His way to perfection. The
vast horizon of the universe does not limit to that particular aspect of his experience. We can begin
nothing; we begin again even if we commit a mistake. This is an opportunity to grow and development.