You Can Never Go Back

Once, a taste of delight

Thought to be something bright
And yet, with one simple try
It was just a big lie.

All of those whom you hold dear

They all seem to disappear
Your body’s weak, mind’s tired
You become anxious, and you always hide.

From the time you open your eyes

It feels like your about to die
You wish you never woke
For you’ve been broke.

You remember your first time

When you don’t think that it’s a crime
“Just once,” you said
Look at you now, full of dread.
 You asked for more
To others, you shut your door
In a second, everything’s gone
You regret everything, yet the damage has been done.

Here you are, miserable, in grief

Still in a state of disbelief
Regrets swarm your mind, they never stop
Stuck in a never ending drop.