Locked in my room, four black walls

Tie the noose, no recall

No resolve, fuck withdrawal
Rather shoot up 'til I fall

Murder on call with the 59

Twenty years and it seem like a lifetime
I been hanging everyday from a lifeline
While these fuckers had a dinner every night time
Smo-Smoking that dope off the foil, let me ball
Hoe please don't call, don't fuck with ya'll
Spray paint the walls with blood and whatever
Drag you outside, let you rot in the weather
I don't think I can explain any better
I'm $carecrow the terror, I live for the lesser
My birth was an error

I am the lord of loneliness

I'll hold my breath
Just spoke with death
He said he hopes for the best
Told him i'm roping my neck
Then I woke up choking from the hole in my chest
Somehow i manage to function and hope
Every day got a lump in my throat
Thats the pills swallowed whole
Smoke a blunt and then fuck all da hoes
End up humping their throat

Get the fuck away from me

I hate all of you, thankfully
This world was never made for me
Thankfully I'm trained to see
Past all the lies, the ranks, the scenes
I'll shank my knees then walk the plank and freeze