Professional Documents
Culture Documents
The last two years in nursing school have been the hardest
but most rewarding and exciting years of my life! I have
been challenged in so many unexpected ways, including my
beliefs, friendships, and personal desires for entering the
nursing field. I have had countless breakdowns, bi-monthly
test/HESI anxiety, and fear of failure in lab and clinical.
However, what I have gained overall has been so worth it.
This past month I have been able to reflect on why I wanted
to be a nurse, my journey through school, and how I see my-
self as a nurse in the future. In my fourth semester, I was
placed for my community health clinical in a school district
to teach nutrition to children and for my preceptorship, I
was placed in the Pediatric ICU. Being placed in these two
spots really afforded me the opportunity to use all the skills
and lessons I have learned throughout nursing school. I feel
as though I can now walk into a community and be able to
help serve and help as a somewhat competent and well-
prepared nurse. I can see how this class and the program
overall have prepared me well to see inequities within our
communities, provide empathetic care, and communicate therapeutically to my coworkers/peers and
community members. Serving and working in the community/schools that many of my PICU pa-
tients come from was surreal. I felt like I was seeing two ends of the healthcare system and two ends
of my patients’ lives. For example, one of my patients in the PICU had a random stroke while on the
playground at school. I saw countless children on the playground at school and in the classroom set-
ting and knowing that one of them could be a patient of mine in the hospital was an eye-opening ex-
perience. This experience was life-changing and grew my desire to work with families and help edu-
cate communities about child/adolescent health concerns in the future.
My journey through school has not been flawless or easy. I have not aced every test or passed every
class with an A, and I have not always made the right clinical decision. However, I have pushed my-
self to work hard, advocated for my patients, and sought to always learn more and do better. I know
you have a little more to go and a little more to push through, but you will make it in the end! I am
so excited to see where you'll end up and to see CSUS SON graduates serving in the community.
Resources
Faculty Co-Advisors:
Dr. Denise Wall Parilo
& Dr. Bridget Parsh