Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Rating: Explicit
Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Category: M/M
Fandom: Harry Potter - Fandom
Relationship: Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter
Character: Harry Potter, Draco Malfoy, Hermione Granger, Ron Weasley, Pansy
Parkinson, Albus Severus Potter, Scorpius Malfoy
Additional Tags: Fluff, Humor, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Happy Ending, Enemies to Lovers,
Texting, Social Media, Online Dating, Secret Identity, Coffee Shops,
Alternate Universe - You've Got Mail Fusion, Career Change, Mid-life
Crisis, Divorce, Insecurity, Drinking, Drunk Sex, Falling In Love, Idiots in
Love, Sexting, Daddy Kink, Praise Kink, Hair Kink, Top Harry Potter,
Bottom Draco Malfoy, Rough Sex, Sassy Draco Malfoy, Draco Malfoy
Has Long Hair, Widower Draco Malfoy, Divorced Harry Potter & Ginny
Weasley, H/D Erised 2021, Blow Jobs, First Time, Riding, Anal Sex,
Edging, Shower Sex, Love Confessions, Hung Harry Potter, Epithets,
Barista Harry Potter, Post-Second Wizarding War with Voldemort, Fluff
and Humor, Albus and Scorpius the ultimate wingmen, Frozen (Disney
Movies) References, POV Alternating, Romantic Comedy, Minor Pansy
Parkinson/Ron Weasley
Language: English
Collections: H/D Erised 2021
Stats: Published: 2021-12-09 Words: 45,529 Chapters: 8/8
Leave it to Fate
by greenmegsnoham
Summary
"…I've always done what everyone expected from me, haven't I? I became an Auror,
married Ginny and made my happy little life with sunshine and picket fences and
everything the Saviour deserved."
"You say that like you didn't choose that, Harry," said Hermione stiffly. "You never had to
do any of that."
Sometimes you need to walk away from a relationship that is no longer enough, leave your
job of twenty years to work in a coffee shop, and meet the right person at the right time on
an anonymous dating app.
Wow! This was my first HD Erised and I had a blast. I was not expecting to create one of
the fluffiest / funniest works in my entire writing career, but there's a first for everything.
This is definitely full of many firsts for me and it felt so great to get out of my lane and try
something new! And apparently, I'm really funny?? Thanks to C & W for all your
britpicking and beta help!
I genuinely cried at the end of this fic. It's been a glorious journey and I'm so proud of what
I've made. I hope you enjoy it too! Now, excuse me while I sleep for the entire month of
November… o(-(
**alternatively, feel free to "Hide Creator's Style" for a standard AO3 reading experience!
As the door clicked shut to number twelve, Grimmauld Place, all was silent apart from a slow drip
from a tap in the kitchen. Harry wondered how long it had been like that. Although he never had
the heart to sell the place, Harry hadn't stepped foot into number twelve in over ten years. The
memories of Sirius were an ever-present ache Harry thought he could shake with time. Time
passed, and the ache remained. Standing in the empty entryway, Harry could hear the man's laughs
reverberating against the walls. A distant memory.
The air was musty and stale, with the abandoned house having been closed up for so long. The
place would need some care and cleaning, but Harry had all the time in the world. He let out a
resigned sigh as he grabbed his duffle bag and made his way up the staircase, each step creaking
under his feet just the way he remembered.
After the war, Harry lived at number twelve for almost a year—alone. He'd thought he deserved it
—the pain he carried within its walls. It was as if Harry sought to punish himself for all the lives
lost just so that he could live. He saw them standing in the halls—heard their whispers.
It was Ron and Hermione who stepped in and encouraged Harry to move out—to move on.
"This is not the life Sirius would want for you, Harry," said Hermione. "Not the life we want for
you. The life you deserve."
So Harry moved out. He bought a flat near Diagon Alley, walked into the Ministry, shook
Shacklebolt's patient yet eager hand, accepting what had been waiting for him for over a year.
What everyone expected of Harry—saving the world, one petty crime at a time.
Ginny had been just as beautiful as ever. They grabbed drinks or a bite when she was home from
travelling with the Harpies. Harry would laugh, and it had been ages since he had laughed. He
found his family and second home at the Weasleys', and when Harry and Ginny announced their
engagement and that they were expecting their first child, everyone was thrilled.
Harry and Ginny were married. They had James, then Albus and little Lily. Harry was happy then.
He was happy for a while.
Until he wasn't.
Harry loved his children more than anything. It was everything else that went to shit. He hated
running the Department of Magical Law Enforcement. It was one thing to be out in the field—
doing something. Now it was all meetings and reports, delegating cases to other inept and
undeniably green Aurors while he sat behind a desk.
Then there was Ginny. He wasn't quite sure when things began to change. Harry had been caught
up with longer hours at work, the days passing in a blur. The life they had shared had soon split
into two. Harry couldn't remember the last time they'd spent time together, just the two of them.
With Lily finally off at Hogwarts, Ginny was able to accept the head coach position with the
Harpies, and she was back to travelling for weeks at a time. When she was home, they were just…
tired.
She was still beautiful, but that wasn't what mattered. When they were younger, Harry used to miss
her so much he felt like his heart had been ripped from his chest, travelling the world with the
woman he loved. Every moment together was a gift, a thrill. Now, it felt like a chore, an
inconvenience. If it weren't for the kids, Harry knew they'd have ended things years ago.
Then Ginny met Sasha, and it was the perfect out for them both. Harry had smiled and patted her
shoulder. "Happy for you, Gin."
There had been no affair, at least not in the physical sense, but Ginny's feelings were apparent, as
were Sasha's. So they discussed an open marriage while finalising the details, especially when and
how to tell the children.
Harry and Ginny gave them one last Christmas. The Potters. Looking back, it seemed almost cruel.
The show Harry and Ginny put on. The game they played. It was the Easter holiday when they sat
the children down and told them they were getting a divorce. Lily had cried, while the boys just
seemed uncomfortable, accepting it all the same. They knew their parents weren't happy.
Then Harry shook Shacklebolt's hand and left the Ministry for the last time, resigning as Head of
the DMLE. Kingsley asked him to stay on as an Auror, but Harry'd had enough by then. He was
nearly forty, which was as good a time as ever to make a change. Hopefully, for the better. New
life. New experiences.
So, Harry packed a bag and Apparated to Grimmauld Place. He'd go back for the rest of his things
during Ginny's next trip.
Harry busied himself with cleaning and making minor repairs, often the Muggle way, starting with
the blasted tap. Slowly, the cold, creaky house became almost livable. Each scrub of dust and
grime scoured away the traces of Harry's old life—leaving his path shiny and new. Most of the
furniture had remained, but Harry ripped off the dark, peeling wallpaper in exchange for lighter
hues that made Grimmauld feel less like a prison. Harry ended his days drenched head to toe in
paint or plaster, feeling increasingly lighter every time.
After he deemed the necessary renovations complete, Harry needed to get out of the house. He
wandered the streets of London, popping in and out of Muggle shops, smiling sadly at the sight of
families doing their shopping. A particularly rambunctious little boy was tugging on his parents'
coats, and Harry thought about when Albus was younger. He always wanted to be held. Harry
would scoop the boy up in his arms, and then Ginny would press kisses to his cheeks before
playfully pecking Harry on the mouth.
There was a small coffee shop on a corner, and Harry found he fancied a cup to curb the chilling
spring breeze. He halted, noticing an advert posted in the window.
Harry smiled.
-----
The manager raised an eyebrow as he inspected Harry's résumé. He had to be in his late twenties,
thin and lanky, with long hair tied loosely in a knot at the crown of his head. It was a bit wild, ashy
blond with wisps of hair framing his face. Harry had never appreciated long hair on a bloke before,
though he'd seen his fair share of top knots and 'man buns' in recent years. Sean's was different, and
Harry found he liked the style of it.
"Retired."
The man set down the résumé, crossing his arms on the table as he squinted at Harry inquisitively.
Harry shifted nervously in his chair.
The manager let out a sigh and smiled. "Well. We've had the position available for some time now.
Lord knows we could use the help, so close to the university and all that." He leaned back in his
chair, shaking his head in amusement. "You have a lot to learn, Harry."
-----
"Yeah."
"But…why?"
"Why not?"
Hermione sighed, propped her elbows on the small café table and rested her chin on her interlaced
fingers.
They'd met for lunch at their usual spot every Thursday, a small Muggle café that served
Hermione's favourite spicy tempeh wrap. It was her go-to when her life was exceedingly stressful,
which for Hermione was all the time. When Harry arrived, he prepared himself for the interview
slash intervention he was about to experience.
Hermione peered at Harry over her reading glasses. "Are you sure you're alright? You know you
can always stay with me until—"
"I'm fine, Hermione. Thanks."
"Harry, you can't be fine!" she huffed in exasperation. "Do you remember what you were like last
time? I do. I don't want to see that Harry again."
Harry took a sip of his water, smiling at the waitress as she placed their food in front of them. "You
won't," he said, picking up his sandwich. "It's not the same. It was my choice to lock my mopey
arse in there. That's not what I'm doing now."
Harry tilted his head, meeting her scowl. "Don't be like that. I'm just…I've always done what
everyone expected from me, haven't I? I became an Auror, married Ginny and made my happy
little life with sunshine and picket fences and everything the Saviour deserved."
"You say that like you didn't choose that, Harry," said Hermione stiffly. "You never had to do any
of that."
"Yep."
"Merlin, Harry," she whispered, shaking her head. She finally took a bite of her wrap, the tension
instantly leaving Hermione's shoulders as she let out a soft moan as she chewed.
Harry chuckled into his water glass as he drank. "Sometimes, I think you enjoy that a bit too
much."
"Such a child," said Harry, flinging a pickle at her from across the table.
"Hey!" she yelled, falling into a fit of laughter as she tossed it back.
The laughter died down, and her smile faltered. "So," she said casually. "How's Ronald? I heard
he'll be coming back to England soon."
"What?"
"It's been nearly a year. I love you both, but it just wasn't ever going to be easy for you two. You
know that. And that's okay. You're allowed to deserve more than either of you could give." His
own words struck home, holding more meaning than he intended. Harry took hold of Hermione's
hand and squeezed. "Regardless of everything else, you'd have had to give up your job. He'd never
ask you to do that. You revolutionised the Department of Regulation and Control of Magical
Creatures."
"You mean the Department of Research and Support of Magical Creatures."
"Exactly."
"I know that, Harry. I've made my peace with it." Hermione's lip curved into a half-smile. "I'm
seeing someone, actually."
Her smile broadened as she tossed her hair dramatically over her shoulder and leaned down for
another large bite.
"I have all day, and you only have so much wrap," teased Harry.
Hermione swallowed, coughing as she laughed. She took a drink of water and cleared her throat.
"Viktor."
"What? Krum?"
She nodded. "Yes. We ran into each other at the Werewolf Advocacy Group charity event, and it
just. Well…"
Hermione gave him a gentle slap on the arm. "Those were superficial. What we have is…well, it's
real. It's always been real."
"I'm glad. And you two have a history. Is it really like riding a bike?"
"I didn't mean like that!" But he was rolling with laughter, adjacent tables shooting glares at them
as Harry accidentally banged his elbow on the table. "Sorry, it's just. You know what I meant."
Hermione lifted her glass, taking a drink in an attempt to hide the flush burning in her cheeks.
Harry wiggled his eyebrows at her, and she rolled her eyes, forcing back a laugh.
"Anyway…" said Hermione, clinking her empty water glass against Harry's. "To finding our new
forever, right?"
"Oh, I don't know about that. Never was the dating sort, you know. If Ginny hadn't…"
His chest tightened thinking about it. Ginny had been everything he should want, and she had just
been waiting there, wanting him. There was no work involved. He essentially checked into a life
prepackaged for him. Harry wouldn't know where to begin.
"It's never too late, Harry. You deserve to share your happiness. If that's what you want. You know
I'm the last person to tell you it takes someone else to make you happy."
"It's different for me. You and Ron never had kids. I've got a full circus. No one's looking for a
forty-year-old man with three kids."
"Perhaps another parent? Or someone who wanted children of their own but never had the chance.
Love isn't only for the young, Harry."
Hermione waved the waitress over and paid the check. When they stepped out onto the sidewalk
just outside the café, Hermione wrapped her arms around Harry's waist, and Harry returned the
embrace.
"Just focus on you and this new…whatever it is." She pulled back, tapping his cheek. "You'll have
to give me the address. I want a first-hand account of the Chosen One in an apron."
"You coming to pub night tomorrow? It's been ages, and everyone's been asking about you."
"Show off." Harry bopped her on the nose. "I'll think about it."
"Alright," she said, wiggling her nose as she slipped from his grasp. "See you later then."
She ducked into an alley and Disapparated. Harry took a deep breath as he looked up at the cloudy
sky.
Hermione was right. He could be happy. The sky was the limit, and Harry had always enjoyed
flying.
-----
Even after over twenty years, Dumbledore's Army still gathered at the Hog's Head once a month,
which, with a bit of spiffing up, was now one of the more popular pubs in Hogsmeade. There was a
plaque placed above the hearth, reading:
It still made Harry laugh, especially as many patrons thought it meant Aberforth's Army of Drunk
Dunderheads. And for that, Aberfoth was often bullied by various inebriated individuals to give
'his army' a few rounds on the house.
"Harry! You came!"
Several people turned in their chairs to watch Harry approach the tables occupied by his fellow
Gryffindors and their partners. Neville had waved him over, his arm wrapped around Luna as she
smiled brightly at Harry. He pulled up a chair beside Hermione, extending his hand in greeting to
the man beside her.
"Harry. It's good seeing you," said Krum, shaking Harry's hand.
Harry smiled at Hermione, and she beamed at Viktor as he kissed her forehead. It made Harry's
heart ache.
"Is it true?" asked Seamus, capturing Harry's attention. "You resigned from the Aurors?"
Harry shrugged as he took a sip of his Butterbeer. "I hated it. Why would I stay?"
Neville looked from Hermione to Luna, then back at Harry. "But that's…what you do, isn't it?"
Hermione shot him a nervous smile. Harry's expression remained blank. "It's what I did."
"Did the Defence position open up at Hogwarts?" added Seamus, looking at his husband and then
back to Harry.
Harry shook his head. "I work at a local coffee shop. Or at least, starting on Monday."
"I like coffee," said Luna dreamily. "That sounds like fun, Harry. I'm sure you'll really enjoy it."
"Thanks, Luna."
"Er…" murmured Neville, scratching his head, clearly in search of a change of subject. "How
are…the kids?"
"Good. James is bogged down studying for his OWLs. Lily and Al…well. Staying out of trouble
for the time being. Yours?"
"Rowena's beside herself at the thought of going to Hogwarts next year," said Neville.
"The Harpies are doing great this season. Ginny's really whipped them into shape. Ow!" Seamus
rubbed his arm where Dean had elbowed him. "What was that for?"
"They've split, you muppet," Dean whispered to Seamus. "Do you ever listen to a word I say?"
"It's okay," said Harry kindly. "We're okay. It was mutual. We just grew apart, I guess. Yeah, the
team's doing great. Glad Gin was able to get back with the team again. I know she missed it."
That seemed to give the group leave to discuss the Harpies' stats, including their chances for the
nation's final.
The red-headed man lifted his glass as he sat down beside Harry. "Cheers, mate."
Hermione shifted in her chair, and Ron leaned forward, catching the woman's eye.
"Wow. You're." He looked between Viktor and Hermione and to the arm resting against the back
of her chair. "So you two…er."
Hermione gave a clipped, "None of your concern," just as Viktor said, "Yes."
"Hermione," hissed Harry out of the corner of his mouth. She ignored him.
"Merlin, we're fucking adults," said Dean. "Let's just drink, alright? We've only got a babysitter
until eleven."
Ron seemed to relax as he knocked his shoulder gently against Harry's. "You alright, mate? I'm
sorry it's been so long. Only just got back an hour ago. George told me you'd probably be here."
And that was an understatement. Harry loved Hermione to death, but it wasn't quite the same as
what he had with Ron. Harry had sent him a letter explaining everything, anticipating a Howler the
following day. However, Ron had adjusted surprisingly well to the idea of Harry and Ginny's
separation, and Harry was thankful for it.
"Great. Well, I'm back for the summer. Think you'll be able to make some time around your mad
schedule this time?"
"I'm not."
Harry glanced at Hermione, laughing and talking animatedly with Viktor, Dean, and Seamus.
Harry took a drink. Harry hoped telling Ron would mean a bit less explaining as far as the
Weasleys were concerned. "Working in a coffee shop."
"You're barking."
"Maybe I am."
Harry smiled as he raised his bottle to clink with Ron's before taking a drink. He appreciated Ron's
ability to accept and move on, knowing just when Harry wanted to talk or when he didn't.
Hermione meant well, but it was hard to deter her from a problem where she could supply a
solution.
"Ron. I've only just moved out. What do you take me for?"
"A man. How long has it been? Ginny's had that tart for, what? Six months now?"
"Don't call her that. She's great for Ginny. I think you'd like her. Cannons fan."
Ron snorted. "Yeah, well. Hasn't passed the brother's seal of approval yet, has she?"
Ron scowled. "All I'm saying is, if anyone in the world won't have trouble pulling, it's Harry
Fucking Potter."
Harry rolled his eyes. "Yeah. Harry Potter, maybe. Not Harry. Fuck, it gives me chills just thinking
about it."
Ron leaned towards him, his voice lowered. "I think I know just what you need."
-----
Harry had never owned a mobile phone. He didn't like the idea of being so accessible, what with
the number of owls and interdepartmental memos he got in a day. Ginny and the kids each had one
and tore the mickey out of their dad for it.
He guessed it was about time. Harry hadn't supplied a mobile number for his application papers,
and the manager, Sean, mentioned the inconvenience as far as scheduling and swapping shifts were
concerned. If Harry was moving forward and getting out of his comfort zone, he figured it was
time to embrace the twenty-first century.
Harry knew it would take some getting used to, but he had a tablet, so he wasn't completely inept as
far as the phone went. He started texting with the kids almost immediately, and Harry couldn't
have been more welcome to the change. He knew he'd be able to see them over the summer, but
not living in the same house meant needing alternative ways to keep in touch.
Ron sat down on the couch beside him, tapping an app on Harry's home screen. It was a new
dating app, exclusively for the wizarding world: Fate. Surprisingly, it appeared to have been their
classmate Justin Finch-Fletchley who developed it. A merging of magic and Muggle technology
could not have been an easy feat, guaranteed to help you find your better half. A very Hufflepuffy
outlook in Harry's opinion.
"Fuck, it's not!" said Ron. "I didn't want to say the other night with, you know, certain company.
But I've been talking to this girl for over three months now. Going really great, I think. Though she
lives here in England, so meeting up hasn't been an option yet, but I'm hoping I'll persuade her to
grab a drink while I'm back." Ron wiggled his eyebrows. "If you know what I mean."
"TMI, mate," said Harry. "You really don't know what she looks like?"
"Completely anonymous?"
"Entirely."
Harry chewed on the inside of his cheek. "Here goes nothing then."
"They recommend some spin on your middle name. I felt weird using Bill, so I went with Louis.
What about you?"
"I guess…Jamie?"
"Nice."
"This is so weird."
"Ugh. Just get on with it," said Ron, waving his hand in encouragement.
FATE
Welcome, Jamie! You're one step closer to your Happily Ever After! First, let's get to know
YOU! Please fill out the following to the best of your ability.
GENDER
[ ] Female
[x] Male
+ Click for more options
AGE
39
EMPLOYMENT STATUS
[ ] Unemployed
[x] Part-Time
[ ] Full-Time
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
"Jesus, Ron."
"Go…over there." Harry gestured to the chair across the room. "Actually, go find yourself
something to eat in the kitchen."
"Wicked. Let me know when you're done, yeah? I wanna read your matches."
Harry rolled his eyes. "Yes. I'll show you. Now get the fuck out."
Ron winked, giving him a casual salute before leaving the living room. Harry took a calming
breath as he sunk into the couch.
He did have nice eyes. Apart from his son Albus, he had yet to see anything of the like. As for
everything else, he was fit for a middle-aged dad of three who'd worked behind a desk. He blamed
the "far too busy to eat properly" diet. He didn't hate the way he looked. He just always thought
other blokes looked better than he did. Like Draco Malfoy. Even with a sneer, that posh prat
earned all the vanity he possessed.
Harry was alright looking. Ginny was gorgeous, and she'd never have married a troll.
1. I guess I'll start with my eyes. Everyone's always going on about my eyes.
2. My height? I'm about 182 cm, which I feel isn't too tall or too short.
3. I wouldn't say they are favourites, as the stories behind them aren't the fluffiest, but I have a few
scars that remind me of more difficult times. Puts things into perspective.
4. My crooked smile? It dimples in one cheek, and I'm told it's the "cutest thing". Guess I'm going
off of others' favourites. That works, right?
5. According to my extremely straight best mate, I've got a great arse. Take from that what you
will. At least I think he's straight?
Harry re-read a few times and made some tweaks before resignedly deeming the responses
acceptable under the circumstances. He'd never been one to see his appearance in a positive light.
His hair was a mess, and even with his modern-style glasses, Harry couldn't help but feel a bit
dorky.
Harry let out a forced laugh, a bit sick to his stomach, thinking how boring he actually was. He'd
been so busy with work, everything he used to do or enjoy had been pushed to the wayside,
collecting dust and cobwebs.
He could almost hear Hermione's voice saying, "You're too hard on yourself, Harry. Do you think
so many of us want to spend time with you out of pity?"
Harry was acting stupid, and he knew it. He'd just never taken the time to reflect on himself, and
now was the best time as any.
1. Quiet. I'm not usually one to carry a conversation. But I'm a great listener.
Then he thought of Draco and the Fiendfyre, chills running down his spine as the smell of smoke
and ash filled his senses, his skin scalding with heat from the memory.
2. Loyal. I'd lay down my life for those I love. Even those I don't.
4. I'm a bit bull-headed. I don't usually think before I act. Gets me into trouble as often as out.
5. I'd say my friends would suggest brave, but I'll be honest. I'm feeling pretty anxious. This is
completely new territory. The dating thing. Weird to find this so scary compared to everything else
I've been through.
What were Harry's hobbies? He'd have to resort to the sorts of things he'd do if he had the time. But
he did have that time now. Harry would have to find some new hobbies.
1. Cooking. My previous job didn't allow me to play in the kitchen often, but since shifting to part-
time, I've found I rather like it. Can't promise I'm any good.
2. Flying. It's been ages, but I always felt a sense of relief and freedom in the air. I miss it. I'll have
to dig out my old broom.
3. Spending time with my kids. Also, something I rarely had time for, and that's going to change.
4. Working with my hands? Like fixing and building things. The Muggle way. Though I can speak
for other uses as well…
5. I'll leave this for the new one I discover with all this time on my hands.
FATE
Now, Jamie, let's find out what you are looking for! Please fill out the following to the best of
your ability.
GENDER PREFERENCE
[ ] Female
[ ] Male
[ ] No Preference
+ Click for more options
Harry paused. Having been married to Ginny with little to no romantic experience prior, he hadn't
really considered his sexuality. He'd always found men and women attractive, but was he bisexual?
Then Harry thought about Draco, and his cheeks warmed. He'd definitely had a few hate-fuelled
wanks thinking about the git back in sixth-year. Then there was that bloke from Auror training.
And he'd take the number of times he thought about Bill Weasley to his grave.
GENDER PREFERENCE
[ ] Female
[ ] Male
[x] No Preference
+ Click for more options
AGE RANGE
[ ] 18-25
[ ] 25-35
[x] 35-45
[ ] 45-55
[ ] 55-65
[ ] 65-75
[ ] 75-85
+ Click for more options
EMPLOYMENT STATUS
[ ] Unemployed
[ ] Part-Time
[ ] Full-Time
[x] No Preference
CHILDREN
[ ] No Children
[ ] Has Children
[x] No Preference
The questionnaire continued for a good twenty minutes. Harry was already exhausted. Ron had
peeked in, snacking on a bowl of popcorn before ducking back into the kitchen.
Fate
His final step was choosing an avatar from a list of pre-selected images. He thought a lion was a bit
on the nose, but he chuckled when he came across the black dog. Fate had led him to the Grim in
his past, and perhaps it would guide him towards his future. For the first time in a long while,
Harry thought of his godfather and smiled.
Ron came whipping around the corner, sliding on his socked feet. He threw himself next to Harry
and snatched the phone from his hands.
Ron was already scrolling through the list of profiles. He paused. "Wait. You've got blokes in
here."
"Oh." Ron's cheeks tinged pink. "Well. Alright then." Ron returned to his perusing. "Huh. Not as
many as I thought."
Harry snatched the phone from his hand. "Yeah, well, you don't have kids."
Ron rolled his eyes as he stood. "Fine. I'll leave you to it. Don't you dare delete your profile."
"Trust me. Low risk, high reward. Doesn't work out? Can't kick down a door if you don't know
whose door it is."
"Ron. Mate. I love you. I'm so glad you're back. But you're not coming with me to work. What
about your family? Spend a day with your mum. Or what about that girl you're talking to? Isn't she
excited you're back in England?"
Ron ran his fingers through his hair. "I haven't told her. What if she doesn't want to meet, and this
has all just been a laugh? A siren call ready to toss me to the rocks."
"Fate spokesmodel right there. Ron, if you like this girl, ask her. If you do, I'll let you pick my
first." Harry wiggled his phone playfully.
Ron glared at him, then pulled out his phone. He typed something rather aggressively before
shoving it in Harry's face.
Harry smiled at the icon next to the name 'Violet'. "A puppy? Cute."
Ron smiled at the thumbnail of the curly-tailed pug. "I'm sure she is."
Ding!
Ron's eyes widened as he looked down at the screen. "She said yes!"
After a brief albeit extremely awkward victory dance, Ron had snatched Harry's phone again.
"Okay…so. Since we're into guys now…"
Ron waved his hand in dismissal. "I was there. You got hard for Malfoy, I know."
"Dragons are cool! He's probably some hot dragon wrangler. Hell, maybe it's Charlie."
"Good point. Age doesn't match up anyway." Ron grabbed his jacket off the armchair as he walked
towards the hearth. "Breakfast on Tuesday, then?"
In a flash of green flames, Ron was gone. Harry collapsed, lying sprawled out on the couch. How
that man had the energy of a twenty-something-year-old, Harry would never know. Lack of kids,
most likely. Harry rubbed his eyes before looking back at his phone.
Lucah, 40
Harry laughed. "Well, aren't you a ray of sunshine?" He wasn't sure what compelled Ron to select
this profile, of all things. Perhaps it was just the damn dragon. Yeah. It was definitely the dragon.
GENDER
Male
EMPLOYMENT STATUS
Full-Time
CHILDREN
Has Children
2. I've always been told I could cut glass with this jaw. I require a release form absolving any
responsibility of my own if personal injury does occur.
3. My eyes, the only welcome inheritance from my father. I will not talk about my father.
4. If I were a woman, I assume I'd be the 'legs for days' sort. Thank you, tailoring.
5. And as one would expect, lastly—my Cock[ney accent]. That was a joke, obviously. Two, in
fact. There's only one sort of cock I want coming out of my mouth, and Cockney surely is NOT it.
2. Annoyed at having been coerced to divulge such prattle by my FORMER best friend. Also in
search of a new best friend.
4. Extremely sarcastic. See above, below, and every further conversation in due course.
5. Indomitable. I've never let what happened in the past dictate my future (even if others do)
1. Reading. I have an extensive library and wish to read every book before I die. I shall be living to
the ripe age of 497.
2. Drawing. I happened to take a class with my son over the summer and found it extremely
soothing. If you ask me to draw you like one of my French girls, I swear to God. I don't even know
what that means!
3. Quidditch. I had always dreamed of playing professionally, but life does not always go as
planned. Dreams always die.
Harry laughed out loud on multiple occasions. This Lucah was a character, that was for certain.
Though he came off as a bit of a snob, Harry wasn't entirely put off. In fact, he found it quite
endearing.
After worrying his lip for a good five minutes, Harry tapped the 'Message' button.
Lucah
Today 8:17 PM
Jamie: I, Jamie, hereby waive any and all responsibility of Lucah's regarding physical injury due to
hazardous jawlines.
Jamie: My hair is a disaster. You won't want to touch it. So we're even.
Delivered
Then, because Harry was a bloody coward, he turned on Do Not Disturb and went to bed.
-----
"Why in Merlin's name would they do that? And what are you doing with my phone?!"
Pansy glared at him. "It's not like you use it! It was sitting on the counter, covered in dust. At least
you had the sense to keep it plugged in."
"I do use it, Pans," he drawled. "And that wasn't dust. I had a very eventful evening channelling my
inner Delia Smith. There are biscuits in the tin on the counter. They are dreadful."
Pansy let out a groan. "This is just so sad. Do you want to die alone?"
"Excuse me?" asked Draco in mock offence. "How can I die alone when I have you dashing in and
out of my house at all hours? Uninvited."
She rolled her eyes. "Just look at it. His profile looks decent."
Draco set down his book as he extended his hand for the phone, a look of clear annoyance on his
face. Pansy smirked smugly as she placed it in his hand.
"Jamie. 39. There's no time like the present. Carpe Diem and all that." He arched an eyebrow at
her. "Are you serious?"
"Exactly. There's clearly something wrong with him. Dodging a Bludger, I'd say."
She snatched the phone back, scowling. "Enough of this! It's been over three years. And you and I
both know it wasn't love in the first place. Don't you want to meet your knight in shining armour?
Your true love?"
Draco leaned back in his chair and cracked open his book. "I don't deserve true love."
Pansy let out a huff as she stomped over, grabbing the book from his hands. "Draco Lucius
Malfoy! Everyone deserves to be loved—especially you. If not for yourself, then for Scorpius'
sake. He's so worried about you being on your own."
"I told you. I have you. You're enough to be getting on with, I assure you."
Pansy's cheeks reddened, and her smile broadened. "Not for much longer, I'd say. We're finally
going on a real date," she said dreamily.
"Mhm."
"Hot, right?" she sighed as she slumped onto the chaise longue. "Egypt must be so exotic. I would
look lovely with a tan."
"You say that like he's about to whisk you away to the Middle East on his magic carpet."
"You don't even know what the bastard looks like or if he is who he says he is."
"Fate doesn't allow for anything ingenuine or malicious. He is…or at the very least, entirely
believes he is who he says he is. But of course, if there's no chemistry, there's no getting around
that. I just. I don't know. It feels like…this is it."
Draco looked at the woman, her expression soft and full of hope. He couldn't help the smile that
tugged at the corner of his lips.
Pansy sat up, her eyes sparkling. She cleared her throat. "'I, Jamie, hereby waive any and all
responsibility of Lucah's regarding physical injury due to hazardous jawlines.' Oh, well, isn't that
nice!" She shot a glance at Draco, covering her mouth as she giggled. "'My hair is a disaster. You
won't want to touch it. So we're even.'"
"That's it?"
"That's it."
Draco stared at the screen, re-reading the messages. So, Jamie had a sense of humour. Draco would
bite. It's not like he had anything better to do, and nothing would come of it in the end.
Harry knocked his phone to the floor in an attempt to turn off his alarm. As he leaned down to pick
it up, he noticed there was a Fate notification. He shoved his glasses on his face and sat up in bed.
He tapped the screen, and the chat pulled up.
Lucah
Yesterday 8:17 PM
Jamie: I, Jamie, hereby waive any and all responsibility of Lucah's regarding physical injury due to
hazardous jawlines.
Jamie: My hair is a disaster. You won't want to touch it. So we're even.
Yesterday 8:42 PM
Lucah: Wonderful. I shall alert my solicitor.
Lucah: A fellow disaster gay? What a treat! Though I must also question your sanity having
responded to this disaster of a profile. Good Lord, do you need glasses? My neighbour happens to
be an optometrist. I can get you the Friends & Family discount. However, we aren't friends or
family. Forget the discount. Standard rates apply.
Lucah
Today 7:38 AM
Jamie: As tempting as that sounds, I already wear glasses.
Delivered
Harry slipped out of bed, took a shower and got dressed. Just as he had closed the front door, he felt
it vibrate in his pocket.
Lucah
Today 8:04 AM
Lucah: Ha! As if I'd hand you another man's number when you already have me so thoroughly
dazzled by your wit.
Lucah: It is truly an honour to be hand-selected by the person you trust unequivocally with your
eternal happiness…or, in the unfortunate case of my future partner, perennial torment.
Lucah: You actually wear glasses? By choice? When there are potions, Muggle contacts, and laser
surgery?
Lucah: I'll be honest and say I always liked a man in spectacles. If one has the proper nose for it.
*glasses and nose emoji*
Harry lifted his hand reflexively to inspect his nose. It seemed normal enough. Not too big, and not
too small.
Lucah
Lucah: Well, that remains to be seen, doesn't it? In fact, you did not mention your nose as a
favourite physical feature, so my expectations are quite low.
Lucah: Of course, trimming down my extensive list to ONLY five was excruciating. I'll imagine
the same for you, darling.
Lucah: Jamie. #6: Flawlessly symmetrical and striking nose, perfect for spectacles.
Harry Apparated to the nearest underground station, boarding the train heading towards the
university. He took a seat in the far corner before pulling out his phone again.
Lucah
Today 8:22 AM
Jamie: What's your #6, then?
Lucah: We've only just grown acquainted, and you've already resorted to torture? Frankly, I didn't
realise we would need a safe word this early on.
Harry nearly choked on his saliva, receiving alarmed glances from nearby passengers. He waved
his hand and smiled at a woman nearby.
What the hell was he getting himself into with this bloke? Could he really be…was Lucah
suggesting that he was into the sort of things that required a safe word? Was that what he meant
by…perennial torment? Ginny had been a bit adventurous in bed, sure. But nothing so extreme
as…well. Harry's cheeks heated.
Lucah
Lucah: Let's go with 'doily'. Very unsexy. Should not have any problems avoiding that slip in the
throes of passion.
Jamie: I don't know. You haven't seen what I can do with a tea towel. *smirking emoji*
Lucah: Well, that does wonders for the imagination. *winking-kiss emoji*
Harry had pressed send before he'd even realised what he was doing. He was…flirting? Since when
did he know how to flirt? Even if Harry didn't, it appeared that Jamie did. That seemed to make all
the difference. He was putting Harry aside with no pressure to impress or meet unrealistic
expectations. Harry could just be.
Lucah
Lucah: Blatant flirting aside, I suppose I should begin the "getting to know you" phase. What, my
dearest Jamie, are you up to this fine Monday morning?
Lucah: Really? A bit old for a career change, wouldn't you say?
Lucah: Precisely. We are too old for any dramatic shifts in our lives. In fact, this is exactly why I
shouldn't even be here talking to you.
Lucah: I enjoy my routine. Making the rules. I was born to be the Queen of England. *crown
emoji*
Today 8:39 AM
Jamie: I don't mind being bossed around.
Today 8:48 AM
Lucah: Oh, really?
Jamie: Really.
Delivered
-----
Draco's smirk fell as he looked up at Pansy, who'd set a coffee on his desk beside his nameplate:
D. MALFOY
Editor-In-Chief - The Quibbler
He slipped his phone into his breast pocket as he took a sip of the coffee.
"You can keep your offensive excuse of a nose out of other people's business."
Pansy lifted her hand to her face and gasped. "I paid £5,000 for this nose!"
"And it is absolute perfection, Pans. I just hate that I can't call you my little Pug-nosed Pansy
anymore."
She placed a hand on her hips as she scowled. "And for that Draco Lucius Malfoy, I deserve to
stick this perfect nose in your business."
Draco rolled his eyes as he took another sip of coffee, swivelling in his chair. "Fine. It's this, Jamie.
He is clearly a masochist."
"Who could continue a conversation with Lucah apart from one who enjoys self-inflicted torture?"
Draco lifted his chin, squinting in consideration. "No. I don't think so."
"You're being positively ridiculous, aren't you? You're trying to scare him off! What is it with you
and your relentless pursuit of self-sabotage?"
Pansy came around his desk, placing her hands on his shoulders. "For once in your life, can't you
just…let things happen? You don't have to control every single aspect of your life."
Draco smiled, eyes flashing. "It appears that Jamie does not mind that particular trait."
"It was nothing," he said, waving a hand. "It was in jest, I'm sure."
Pansy stared shrewdly before releasing his shoulders. "Well. You find him interesting, to say the
least."
She smirked, tapping him on the cheek. "If that were true, you'd have ignored him, Mr Very Little
Time."
Pansy winked at him. "Will you come by my place after work? I'll grab your favourite Indian take-
away. You can help me get ready for my date." She smiled giddily as her cheeks flushed.
"You lied to him? I thought you said the app did not allow for malicious intent."
"It wasn't malicious! I had every intention of watching them…eventually. I didn't think we'd be
meeting this soon!"
"I might be a lonely bachelor, but that doesn't mean my evenings are free for you to do with as you
wish."
Draco knew very well that was usually the case. If he wasn't reading or drawing at home or
avoiding society and its graces entirely, he was being dragged off by Pansy to who knows where
for whatever frivolous reason. He loved the woman, but she had always been rather needy. Her
insistence on Draco dating had more to do with her own difficulty living with loneliness rather than
his. But when it came to Pansy, it was best to indulge and avoid unnecessary dramatics.
"You know Minnie's always busy on weeknights," said Pansy, pouting. "Please, Draco. I promise if
there is anything you need in regards to this, Jamie, I'll help you too!"
She let out a squeak as she leaned down to peck him on the cheek. "I'll see you later, darling."
As she floated out the door, it closed swiftly behind her with a flick of Draco's wand. He let out a
resigned sigh as he looked down at the looming pile of articles ready for marking. Luna had gone
on one of her "I can't recall what sleep is and why it is necessary for the human body" phases. This
often meant taking twice as long deciphering sleep-deprived twaddle in conjunction with her usual
factless drivel.
Draco had given up years ago trying to rein in the woman, insisting upon providing concrete proof
behind her outlandish headlines. There was no avoiding it. It was best to treat it as gossip and
entertainment rather than a reliable news source. Not that The Prophet was much better.
If it hadn't been for Luna, Draco knew his career aspirations would have been quite limited. He'd
applied for nearly every posted position after Hogwarts, and Junior Editor at The Quibbler was his
only return owl. Though it first felt like an embarrassment, especially from the point of view of his
parents, Draco soon embraced the unconventional profession. He'd never thought he'd enjoy a job
so much in his life, apart from the bipolar ebb and flow of Luna's bizarre work schedule. Draco had
always maintained his 9 to 5 while the woman might not make an appearance at all.
When Xenophelius finally retired, he immediately expected him to leave it to Luna, but she had no
interest in running a magazine. The Quibbler was far better for it, and if not for Draco, it would
have closed up shop years ago.
Even after almost twenty years at The Quibbler, he had managed to keep his and Luna's
relationship strictly professional. Just because he got along with a Ravenclaw did not mean he had
any interest in dealing with her band of Gryffindor chums. Cordial evenings with Longbottom were
quite enough, thank you very much.
No. Best to keep far away from the Gryffindors. From Potter.
Today 8:54 AM
Jamie: What about you? How's your Monday?
Jamie: Apologies in advance. My shift is about to start. It may be a few hours until I see your
reply.
Jamie
Today 8:56 AM
Lucah: Well. It is a Monday. So there's that nugget of sunshine. *sun emoji* ☀️
Lucah: I've just arrived at work myself. However, I'm prepared to walk straight out the door.
Lucah: There is a stack of parchment that could rival the Eiffel Tower sitting on my desk, no doubt
overflowing with nonsense I have to sort through and make semi-coherent.
Lucah: It appears a particular associate thought it prudent to complete a month's worth of work in
one weekend. *unamused emoji*
Lucah: The life of an editor is thankless work, and surprisingly hasn't turned my brain to mush.
Lucah: I suppose I do have something to look forward to. The next few evenings, I'll be watching
a no doubt tastefully curated collection of films with my friend as she told the bloke she was dating
that she had seen them already.
Lucah: I'm afraid I have no idea what I'm getting myself into, which is a bit more concerning than
a looming workload, if I'm completely honest.
Jamie: It shouldn't matter what you watch. You're spending time with your friend, yeah?
-----
Harry tied his apron as he glanced at his phone, checking the recent messages.
Lucah
Today 8:58 AM
Lucah: Don't be so dull, Jamie. *unamused emoji*
Jamie: You'll have to tell me what you're going to watch. If it's something I haven't seen, I might
watch it with you.
Jamie: Fuck.
Delivered
"Come on, Harry, I need your help re-stocking the pastry case," called Sean from the other side of
the break room door.
Harry turned his phone on silent and stuffed it in his pocket, his heart pounding in his chest as his
anxiety flared. He wished he could excuse it as nerves from starting a new job, but he knew exactly
what it was. Lucah made him nervous. He hadn't felt anything like that since school. He didn't
even know he could feel like this.
"On my way," he called as he straightened his apron, painfully aware of the weight in his pocket.
-----
"Good job today, Harry," said Sean as he counted the till. "Mondays are always mental."
"Thanks. It was…fun."
Sean gave him a sidelong glance. "Give it a week, and you'll be singing a different tune. The
customers were surprisingly pleasant today."
Harry made the final tally on the inventory sheet before handing it to Sean. "Are they not usually?"
"I pray to the product fulfilment Gods that we never run out of oat milk again," whispered Sean,
shuddering. "People are very passionate about oat milk." He placed his hands on his hips and
turned up his nose. "Ugh! What do you mean you don't have oat milk? What am I supposed to do
now? Almond?! Do you know how much water is used to make a litre of almond milk?!"
The petite brunette girl who had helped train Harry on his shift popped out of the break room. "It's
becoming a serious issue in America. One California Almond takes about twelve litres of water—"
"Thank you, Candice," said Sean.
The girl gave a little nod and an awkward wave before grabbing her bag and heading for the exit.
"Everyone's a critic. I dropped dairy altogether last spring, and I swear it's never enough." Sean
shook his head. "At least you have about four months to prepare for the Pumpkin Spice season."
"I'm sure she does. Anyway, here are your tips for the day. See you Wednesday?"
Harry took the envelope and gave his thanks. "See you."
He shrugged on his jacket, waving to Sean as he stepped out onto the street.
Lucah
Today 2:14 PM
Lucah: Is this how our relationship is going to survive the test of time? Memory Charms? You
know, Jamie, I think we may be onto something there. Why waste time with make-up sex when
you could just have sex? *lightbulb emoji*
Lucah: And apparently, our first film is Die Hard. Honestly, I'd rather die hard.
Harry had to stop and pinch the bridge of his nose, his shoulders shaking with suppressed laughter.
It didn't stop the heat from rushing to his groin at the thought of sex with this cheeky mystery man.
Lucah
Today 4:53 PM
Jamie: You'll walk up to the pearly gates like that?
Lucah: Jamie. This is Heaven we are talking about. Obviously, an eternity of unknown pleasures
awaits me there, and I will not remain unsated.
Jamie: Well, it was something new. And that was the point.
Jamie: Nope
Lucah: I have officially broken out in hives. What's your address? I will forward my invoice from
the chemist.
Lucah: Are you always so reckless? I'm not sure my heart could take the spontaneity!
Lucah: I get out plenty! I'm so far out there's practically a Muggle neon sign floating above my
head flashing GAY! *lightbulb-rainbow-lightbulb emojis*
Lucah: I know that's not what you meant. If you haven't noticed by now, I cannot help myself.
Lucah: Actually, you, once again, are right. Obliviate! *magic-wand emoji*
Lucah: I've been sort of a recluse the past year or so. Apart from when my friend, let's call her
Daisy, tugs me out like a sore tooth.
Lucah: Or when my son is at home. He can't sit in one place for more than an hour at most.
Lucah: Oh, goodie! We've reached that little detail about having children. Feel free to delete this
chat now.
Jamie: No need
Jamie: I have 3
Jamie: Divorce.
Lucah: So I'm your emotional security blanket while your ex-wife strips you of all your assets and
rips your heart to shreds?!
Jamie: We were just waiting for the right time to tell the kids.
Jamie: It's complicated. But we're fine. I want her to be happy, and she wasn't happy with me.
Jamie: I thought I was. I guess I don't quite know what happy is anymore.
Lucah: I take it the abrupt career change has been in your favour?
Lucah: I don't think you ever mentioned what it is that you do. Now, that is.
Lucah: Is it weird that I find that surprisingly hot? A little apron and everything?
Jamie: Yep
Lucah: So I can count on fancy coffee in bed each morning? *coffee emoji* ☕️
Lucah: If you could see this face, you would know it was the face of an angel. A face that
deserves all the cappuccinos it desires. *angel-child emoji*
-----
Jamie
Today 7:49 PM
Lucah: Well, this film is…interesting.
Today 7:58 PM
Jamie: Muggles actually think it's a Christmas movie.
Lucah: Really? This is the sort of thing that loved ones huddle up together and watch, drinking
peppermint hot chocolate and eating ginger nuts?
Lucah: I will say, this Hans chap could fuck me into next week, and it wouldn't be nearly enough.
Lucah: Apologies. Was that inappropriate? I don't know what the boundaries are as far as fantasy
celebrity fucks go. Are you the jealous sort? I most definitely am.
Jamie: Then I will refrain from any comments regarding McClane's arse.
Jamie: Also. I think I might be? It's weird. I've never really done this before.
Lucah: What?
Jamie: Talking. Dating. Well. Talking mainly. In school, I had a few crushes, but I never talked to
them. Or the talking was very…counterproductive.
Jamie: I couldn't be surprised that nothing came of it, right? Well, except for…you know—the ex.
Jamie: No. We had this thing in school, but we broke up. Then I guess we just started up where we
left off and
Jamie: Well
Jamie: What I want to change about my life I'm changing now. So what's the point worrying about
what could have been, you know?
Jamie: Okay.
Lucah: I must tell you that I'm literally loling right now. He's most definitely mine. *laughing
emoji*
Lucah: I'm sorry. If you knew what he looked like. What I look like.
Lucah: Well, he looks exactly like me. Just as I look like my father. Scratch that. I don't have a
father. Moving on.
Jamie: I can relate. One of my sons looks a lot like me too, but we couldn't be more different. I'm
happy about that, though. He can be his own person.
Lucah: Oh, yes. My son. Let's call him Ryan. He's full of life and laughter. A delight to everyone
around him. He makes friends so easily.
Jamie: Obviously.
Lucah: Absolutely.
Delivered
Draco looked up and saw that the television had been turned off. When his head turned towards
Pansy, their noses nearly touched. Draco let out a yelp as he jumped away from her. She was
grinning as she rested her elbow on the top edge of the sofa, hand supporting her head.
"Draco."
"Told me what?"
"It's Fate."
"It most certainly isn't! I bet you twenty Galleons that in two weeks, I'll have become a distant
memory to Jamie."
Pansy gave his arm a playful slap. "Stop being so dramatic," she said. She was smiling, but her
eyes looked sad. "Draco. I've never seen you smile like this. Not for ages." Draco's face fell. Pansy
laced her fingers with his. "This is a good thing, love. Even if it isn't Jamie in the end. But tell me,
Draco. How do you feel?"
Not since him. Potter. But that wasn't the same—a one-sided crush with someone who despised
you and would spit on your corpse if they had the chance.
"Never," he repeated.
Pansy wrapped her arms around him, and Draco let her pull him against her chest. She began to
hum the lullaby his mother would sing to them when they were younger that always soothed him.
Pansy ran her fingers through his long hair, and his eyes grew heavy.
Even if he didn't know who to picture, Draco could imagine the embrace and gentle caresses
belonging to someone else entirely.
-----
Harry turned off the television and stood, stretched, then made his way up to the bedroom and
plugged in his phone, grabbing some pyjama bottoms to get ready for bed. As Harry brushed his
teeth, he stared into the mirror. Harry looked tired, but he'd never felt more refreshed. He took a
good long look at his nose, deciding that he did, in his personal opinion, have a decent nose for
glasses.
He'd almost spit out his toothpaste on a few occasions as he recalled some of Lucah's messages.
Harry was giddy, and his cheeks were tingling…among other parts. For the first time in his life, he
felt light—no burden of responsibilities and obligations weighing him down.
When Harry slipped into his bed, he allowed himself to extend a hand, grazing the cool fabric of
the sheets on what used to be Ginny's side of the bed. Did he dare imagine a new companion at his
side? It was all so new, and it had barely even begun.
Harry knew he didn't want anything fleeting. If he was going to put himself out there, he was going
all in. He also knew that it could also mean his desolation. But something in his heart told him this
was different.
Even if Ron had picked Lucah for him…wasn't the app's main goal to lead you to your 'Fate'?
Harry knew he needed to be patient. But something told him that he was on the right track.
He sent a group text to his kids, telling them goodnight and that he loved them.
Lucah
Today 9:38 PM
Jamie: What was the entertainment of choice this evening?
Lucah: Whoever this bloke is, he's an absolute sadist. Who takes nearly the entire Beatles
discography and turns it into the most insane musical train wreck…dare I call it a musical? It's a
blasphemy to thespians worldwide!
Jamie: Are you talking about Across the Universe? I liked that film.
Jamie: Them?
Lucah: You know. 'The Beatles are the most groundbreaking musical talents the likes of which we
may never see again' sort.
Jamie: So if I tell you I like the Sex Pistols, I'm obviously in an underground anarchist group
preparing to storm Parliament?
Lucah: Undoubtedly.
Lucah: I expect your best pomp and circumstance as I'm elevated to the throne as Her Royal
Fierceness, Queen of our new Empire. (You would, of course, be my King Regent, should you
wish to lay claim to the title) *crown emoji*
Jamie: If you wish to see me on my knees so badly, all you need to do is ask.
Lucah: Oh, Dearest Jamie. Why ask when a Queen can command? *smirking emoji*
-----
Lucah
Today 10:12 PM
Jamie: So if you also have a son, were you married before? Or…
Lucah: Yes.
Lucah: No, I'm definitely gay. I'm embarrassed to say it was a deeply closeted existence.
Delivered
Harry was in a unique situation himself. Still, he'd often heard of men in lavender marriages,
exploring their sexuality elsewhere with no true intent of making it into something more. That's not
what Harry wanted. Not that that was what Lucah was offering. Harry could sense the sincerity of
the man. He hoped Lucah sensed it too.
Lucah
Lucah: Thank you. She was very ill for a long time. It's truly a blessing that her suffering has come
to an end.
Lucah: That I was gay? Most definitely. I might have spilled the tea during a particularly sloppy
evening of drinking with her and some of our friends during the 'courting period'.
Lucah: We'd somehow managed to find ourselves in my bed, and she…ahem…made advances.
Lucah: She kissed me on the mouth, and then I said, "I'm gay."
Lucah: I forgot the entire thing. She had to tell me second hand. But I believed her. It destroyed
me to keep it hidden for so long. So many years of living a lie.
Lucah: I was shocked she went through with the marriage. I'm sure my surname was the most
appealing, albeit falling out of favour in recent years. I had always wanted a child of my own, and
she had flawless bone structure. So, why not?
Lucah: Or something.
Lucah: Then she became ill. I cared for her and our son. It was after Ryan left for school when she
had made a turn for the worse. She passed just before the Christmas holiday.
Lucah: He's…strong. Stronger than his father, by far. I know he misses her, but I think he knows
she would want him to enjoy his life to the fullest. In the way she never had.
Lucah: Don't apologise. I know it may come as a surprise, but I can be a bit dramatic. *theatre
masks emoji*
Lucah: I know. I'm a dull, well-mannered gentleman who would not dare attract any attention to
himself. I do hate the spotlight.
Lucah: Why? Because you're so breathtakingly handsome? Perhaps a fellow Duke or something?
Lucah: Fantastic. You deserve a humbled individual on your arm, such as myself. I would never
bask in the shattered hearts beneath my feet.
Lucah: Pity.
Harry gaped at the phone screen as a tingling sensation danced across his skin. He wasn't sure he
was ready for the direction the conversation was heading. Best to put it to bed…for now.
Lucah
Jamie: As much as I hate to say it, I have the morning shift tomorrow, and I need to get some
sleep. *sleepy emoji*
Jamie: Lucah?
After such a deep and heartfelt conversation, Harry knew it was inappropriate to have his main
takeaway be the fact that Lucah wanted his cock. But, fuck, if he didn't want it just as badly. Not
even three days and Harry was reeling.
Jamie
Today 8:47 PM
Lucah: JAMIE!!
Lucah: OMFG!
Jamie: …Okay?
Lucah: Okay. I can acknowledge the first time it was funny. Every instance since then. Dull.
Lucah: There.
Lucah: "…If you ask me to draw you like one of my French girls, I swear to God, I will hex your
balls off. I'm the one dying of desperate need of being drawn like a French girl. MY GOD, LEO!"
Lucah: Sorry, was that too much? *hand over mouth emoji*
Jamie: Yeah.
Lucah: No!
Jamie: No.
Jamie: Yeah?
Lucah: I'm happy too. And I'll be honest. I haven't been for a very long time.
"PANSY!"
She had nodded off on the couch and was rubbing the sleep from her eyes. Draco lifted his phone
into her face, and she blinked. Then her eyes widened.
He placed a hand on her shoulder, pushing her off. "Stop shrieking like a banshee!"
"You need to message him back! Or he'll think he made you uncomfortable!"
"But I am uncomfortable!"
Pansy cut him a glare. "Because you won't admit you just might like him too."
Draco hissed at her as he pushed his dishevelled hair out of his face. His heart was in his throat,
and his stomach was in his arse. He felt all sorts of upside down. He'd never confessed his feelings
before. Not to anyone. Sure, he had always told Astoria he loved her, which was true. But when it
truly mattered…
"No." He tossed the phone across the room. "You can't make me."
Pansy let out a groan of frustration as she launched off the sofa and snatched the phone before
Draco could do anything but gape in horror. She unlocked the phone, and her frown softened as the
corner of her mouth lifted into a smirk.
Draco felt a chill down his spine. "He…he does? Why would he want that?"
"Maybe because, by the look of things, Draco," she said while scrolling, "you're a fucking tease!
'Arm, leg, cock, what's the difference?!'"
Draco sneered at Pansy's smug expression, taking the phone from her extended hand.
Jamie
Jamie: But I guess I don't exactly know if you live anywhere near me.
Today 9:01 PM
Jamie: Shit. Did I scare you off? *anxious emoji*
Today 9:06 PM
Lucah: Sorry for the delay.
Lucah: No, you didn't. I might have had a mini panic attack because, as it appears, I am also 13.
Lucah: Why are you apologising? For being so confident in yourself that you decided to tell a man
you fancy him?
Lucah: Next to a coward who pushes people away because he doesn't want to get hurt again.
Lucah: Indirectly by their actions in which I cannot hold against them whatsoever. I can only
blame my sensitive disposition and youth.
Lucah: Oh, to be in love and know it wouldn't have changed anything in the slightest if he'd
known. He has his beautiful life, and I…well. I have you.
Lucah: Jamie. I like you. A lot. It's absolutely terrifying, actually. I don't know who you are or
what you look like, and perhaps those are the reasons why I've fallen so much further into this than
I would have under different circumstances.
Lucah: Also. I'd love to. Go out that is. Just. Not yet.
Lucah: I know that if we bring the physical in too quickly, I'd see my opportunity to shut out all
these inconvenient emotions you've so offensively pulled from the darkest corners of my being.
Jamie: If anything, I'll fuck it up. And it's fine. You can take as long as you need.
Jamie: It wasn't, but I wouldn't hate hearing a "Come on, Jamie" or "I'm about to come on Jamie"
Lucah: Did I say wait? What are you doing tonight? *monocle emoji*
Lucah: Good.
Lucah: Alright, Jamie. Emotionally drained as I am, I must turn in for the night.
"So?"
"No."
Pansy threw herself down beside him on the couch, pouting. "Why not?"
"Pansy. I absolutely plan to meet him. I just need some time to process all of this. Wouldn't you?"
"Not even."
She took hold of his hand. "Draco. I'm so happy for you. I'm beyond. Now. Let's focus on me,
okay?"
She tossed a pillow at him. "Stop it. I'm so nervous I can't even eat! What if he hates me?!"
Draco tightened his grip on her hand. "Darling, you are going to take his breath away."
-----
Ron was messing with his hair, combing it one way and then the other, wetting it, then spelling it
dry.
"Ron! This girl fell for you without knowing what you looked like. Frankly, she could do far
worse."
"Hey!"
Harry laughed. "I'm just saying. You're a handsome bloke. You're funny. She obviously already
thinks so. You're going to have a great time."
Ron looked at his reflection and smiled, saying, "You're gonna kill it, mate."
Harry slapped him on the back. "That's the spirit. Now go. You're going to be late."
Ron sighed, smiling nervously as he shrugged on his jacket. "Okay. If this goes south, you've got to
pick up the pieces, mate."
-----
Lucah
Today 8:47 PM
Jamie: So. What are you up to this fine Friday evening?
Lucah: Absolutely nothing, I'm afraid. My only friend is off sealing her destiny or some nonsense.
A life which I will no longer be the centre of. It's quite annoying. *annoyed emoji*
Jamie: In English?
Lucah: Yes, it's a bloke. And no, I don't. But not of any fault of his own. I'm sure he's just lovely. I
can't help but be a bit possessive.
Lucah: Fucking hell, Jamie. Here I am, not even 24 hours after telling you I want to take things
slow, and I'm sitting in bed with the most inconvenient erection. *aubergine emoji*
Jamie: Me too
Lucah: Oh?
Jamie: Yes
Jamie: You
Lucah: And?
Harry could barely breathe, and his cock was throbbing with need. He slid down his bottoms and
cast a quick lubrication charm as he took himself in his hand. His stomach was tense as he bit his
lip, groaning as he stroked his cock.
He'd been wanking almost nightly since he started talking to Lucah, but this was completely
different. Lucah knew he was wanking, and was most likely wanking himself. He let out a sharp
gasp as he ran his palm over the sensitive head, then increased his strokes.
He could barely manage it, but he looked down at his phone resting against his thigh.
Lucah
Lucah: Pardon me as I finger fuck myself until I come, wishing it was your glorious cock.
Harry gasped as his orgasm built, imagining his cock sliding in and out of Lucah's arse. Harry'd
never slept with a man before, but he'd watched enough porn to allow his imagination free rein. His
climax rattled through him as he came in violent spurts across his stomach. He would have to work
on his stamina, lest he embarrass himself by coming as fast as a teenager.
Lucah had not replied, and Harry closed his eyes as he pictured a fucked out man with gorgeous
hair and breathtaking eyes, fingers buried inside him. The blurry image made him hard again, but
he was far too spent to attempt another go.
Lucah
Today 8:54 PM
Jamie: You'll need far more than a finger to imagine my cock.
Today 9:09 PM
Lucah: Jamie! My neighbours are sure to call the authorities as there has obviously been a murder
from all of the screaming. *police car emoji*
Lucah: How in Merlin's name could a nondescript individual with a nondescript cock have me
howling and panting like a rabid dog?!
Lucah: You have to be hot. Fucking, hell. Merlin, be fucking hot. I know that's vain of me, but,
fuck, Jamie.
Lucah: Pardon me as I reacclimatise with owning external limbs and fetch a glass of water.
*panting emoji*
Harry chuckled as he cast a Cleaning Charm and pulled up his bottoms. He was parched himself, a
thin layer of sweat coating his skin. He'd made it down to the kitchen and was taking a drink of
water when he heard his phone ping from upstairs. He hurried up as best as he could, his breathing
laboured as the post-climax exhaustion took hold. Gods, he felt old.
Lucah
Today 9:23 PM
Lucah: Fuck. Pillow talk will have to wait. It appears my friend is in a bit of a crisis. If I don't get
back to you tonight, I sincerely apologise, but I could be in for a long one.
Lucah: Tonight was a treat. Best not quite fuck I've had in years.
Lucah: If you don't hear from me in 24 hours, send the hounds. This might get ugly.
Harry jolted at the sound of pounding at the front door. He heard the door open and close.
"Fuck," Harry breathed, grabbing a vest from his drawer and tugging it on.
"Up here," he called, stepping out into the hall and rounding the corner to find an extremely
flustered, pacing Ronald Weasely.
Harry descended the stairs, waiting for Ron to speak first. He continued his pacing, hand covering
his face. Harry could see the red tinge of his ears.
Ron lifted his other hand, waving it aimlessly as he shook his head.
"Oh. OH!"
"Yeah, fuckin', Oh!" Ron turned towards the kitchen. "I need a drink. You got Firewhisky?"
"Er, yeah."
Harry followed. Ron leaned against the counter while Harry opened the cupboard above the stove,
grabbing the bottle of whisky and setting it on the counter in front of Ron. He turned to grab a
couple of glasses from the shelf, and when he turned back, Ron was already drinking straight from
the bottle.
Ron gasped and coughed as he set down the bottle. "Ugh! Fuckin' burns, that shit."
"Mate."
Harry couldn't help it. He laughed. Be it from exhaustion and far too little blood or oxygen having
made its way back to his brain, but he only laughed harder.
"I'm sorry," said Harry, wiping his eyes. "I just…wow. That's…something."
"Got it in one."
Ron rubbed his forehead as he stared at the bottle of whisky. "It was amazing." He looked up.
"She's amazing."
"Isn't that…good?"
"Yeah."
"Ron. I don't understand. If it was good, why all of," Harry gestured at Ron, "this?"
"Harry. You're telling me that if you found out you were talking to…Draco Malfoy. Head over
heels for the bloke. Met him, had the most amazing time and went back home. You wouldn't have
a delayed fucking breakdown?"
"Draco Malfoy?!"
Harry's cheeks were flaming. He thought of Lucah and what had just passed between them not
even a half-hour before. It was true, Lucah could be anyone, and he was Harry's age. They hadn't
talked much about school, and he didn't know if Lucah even went to Hogwarts. If Ron had been in
Egypt and matched with a girl from England, that meant Harry could be talking to some bloke
from…Timbuktu for all he knew.
"Draco Malfoy," Harry chuckled nervously. "No. You're right. I would freak the fuck out. Carry
on."
"Harry." Ron's blue eyes were shining with a mixture of anxiety and joy. "This is the barmiest…I
mean, what do you reckon? She looks different, you know. Grew out of that pug nose." Ron hit
himself on the forehead. "A fucking pug!"
"I was sitting at the bar, waiting for our table. And this girl walks in. Stunning. I mean, fuck Harry.
Had the little red sweater on her arm Violet said she'd be wearing. When she saw me. God, I've
never seen eyes that wide."
"Then what?"
"What do you think? Bloody snorted gin up my nose. Still burns like hell. Spat it all over the poor
bloke next to me. It was a mess, Harry."
Ron's eyes were growing heavy. The liquor was getting to him.
"I'd thought she'd left. Saw my sorry arse and split. But no. She came up behind me with napkins,
apologising to the man. Said she couldn't take me anywhere. Me!"
"Wow, that's…"
"She smiled at me and like…my body went numb and then on fire? At the same time? Does that
even make sense? No sense. Nope."
Ron was starting to wobble on his feet, and Harry held him steady.
"I think it's time for bed, mate. I'll put you up in one of the other rooms. No way am I letting you
go home like this."
"Gave up the…reser…revesation. Reservation. Ended up at a chip van. A van, Harry. She was
dressed to the nines, and we're eatin' mushy peas and chips on the curb."
Ron smiled at him dreamily. "Was nice, wun' it? Nice hair. Her hair's nice. Her lips too."
He let Ron flop onto the bed, and Harry pulled off his boots, then slipped his arms out of his
jacket. Within a few minutes, Ron was snoring. Harry shook his head as he tossed a blanket over
him and turned off the light.
Chapter 4
"Er…"
Ron had gotten sick at some point in the night, expelling what had to be the entire contents of his
stomach all over the bathroom floor. Next to the toilet. It was easy enough to clean up, but Ron was
hungover and still a bit drunk. Harry had washed and dressed him, escorting him back to the
Burrow, where Molly lost her mind with worry, leaving Harry spending twenty minutes convincing
her that Ron was fine and he'd only had a bit too much to drink.
"It's fine. Shit happens," said Sean, shrugging. "You'll be making beverages on your own today.
Think you can manage the espresso machine without proper adult supervision?"
He'd had three shifts that week and was getting the hang of all the different combinations of coffee
he'd never even dreamed of. Americano. Long Black. Cappuccino. Flat White. Pour over. Double-
Shot Skinny Mocha with extra syrup, whip cream, and cocoa nibs.
The clientele were mostly university students, as was to be expected, but the occasional
businessman would stop in early at the opening time before work or on the lunch hour. Whenever
he saw a man his age, he couldn't help but think of Lucah. What did he look like? Was he brunet or
maybe blond? Thin and lanky, or perhaps a bit heavy set?
Harry didn't think he cared that much, but he imagined Lucah as some sexy posh bloke who wore a
three-piece suit at the grocers. Harry, on the other hand, was as much of a disaster as his hair. He
looked down at his ill-fitting shirts and too large jeans. He decided it was time to upgrade his
wardrobe.
"Oh, my God, Harry. Yes! Where are you? When are we going?"
Harry laughed. "Just got done with work. Treat you to a late lunch?"
"Give me twenty minutes, and I'm there! Just have to tell Viktor I won't be home for a while."
"See you."
Harry decided to walk to the café, as it was only about fifteen minutes away and the weather was
surprisingly warm. He felt guilty about not having checked his messages from Lucah, what with
dealing with Ron and Molly, then barrelling into work.
Lucah
Today 10:58 AM
Lucah: Well, that was an experience like none I ever would have anticipated. Do you have female
friends? If you do, get rid of them immediately.
Today 2:17 PM
Jamie: Why? What happened?
Lucah: My life has become a romantic comedy. Or rather Daisy's life specifically. I don't think I
have the energy to go into detail, but what I can tell you is that my life has become either
significantly more interesting or insufferable.
Lucah: Forget it. That's all her business, and I'm just an innocent bystander. I'd much rather spend
time recalling what happened before my life became a telenovela.
Jamie: Oh…that.
Jamie: Thanks. I'm walking down a crowded street in the middle of Muggle London with an
erection.
Jamie: Yeah
Jamie: Yes
Lucah: How…convenient.
Jamie: ???
Lucah
Jamie: So
Harry looked up and realised he was standing in front of the café, Hermione walking towards him,
waving animatedly.
Lucah
Jamie: Sorry, meeting a friend for a late lunch and then doing some shopping. I'll message you
later?
Delivered
Harry nodded, opening the door for her. They took their seats at their table and placed their usual
order.
Harry cleared his throat. "I don't know. I need them, don't I?"
"Desperately."
"Thanks, Hermione."
She raised her hands. "Hey, you asked."
"Well, that's amazing news, isn't it?" she asked. "You can actually meet. That is, if you want to
meet him."
"Hermione. I'm dying to meet this bloke," he said. "I even asked him the other day, and he said he
wanted to but needed some time. I…I really like him."
She covered her mouth with her hand. "Oh, Harry. That's so…"
"I know. As sweet and fluffy as candy floss," Harry smirked. "I've made so many changes, and
already I can feel how much happier I am. Sure, my job's alright, but Lucah…" A blush spread
across his cheeks as he looked down at his shirt.
"Is that…wrong?"
"If it would help with your confidence, you absolutely should pick out some new clothes. And this
wouldn't be for him, Harry. It's for you. If you're happy, comfortable, and confident, he'll take
notice. But what's most important is how you feel."
"So," Hermione started as their plates were set before them. "What do you picture as a first date?"
"I'm not sure. I never liked fancy dinners or going to a bar. I don't know, Hermione. I don't know
what I'm doing!"
Harry rubbed the back of his neck, feeling the tension building at his nape. The last thing he
wanted was to be a disappointment for Lucah.
Harry nodded.
"Ugh. Don't remind me," groaned Harry. "You know his birthday is a day before mine, right?
That's about a month from now."
"Don't you remember? It's next Saturday. Luna, Neville, and Rowena are travelling abroad for the
remainder of the summer, but Luna couldn't pass up an opportunity to throw a party. It would be
out of the public eye. With your friends. Unfortunately, Viktor and I will be visiting his parents in
Bulgaria, but you'll have Neville, Luna, Dean, Seamus, and Ron, of course."
"Wonderful. We'll have to get you something special to wear to the party."
"We'll see."
-----
Harry tossed all the new bags of clothes on the floor of his room. He immediately opened the
wardrobe and drawers, tossing nearly every item he owned into a bin. Harry paused, looking down
at the tiny piece of green cloth at the bottom of his drawer. He took it in his hand, running his
thumb across the smooth fabric. It was the piece of Draco's Quidditch robes that had caught on
Harry's broomstick. He couldn't believe it was still there after all that time.
Harry didn't know why he kept it. Or why he'd carried it around in his pocket those last few years
at school. It wasn't like he was going to try and give it back to Draco. What use did he have for it?
Yet, Harry found comfort in rubbing his fingers across the fabric when he had a particularly
difficult day. He continued carrying it during the year following the war while moping around at
Grimmauld Place. Perhaps it was a reminder of intense emotions that were anything but happiness.
-----
"We're going to Neville's birthday party," said Pansy, handing Draco a cup of tea and another to
Ron.
Since Pansy had a new boyfriend, Draco expected to see far less of her. He had been wrong.
So that was how Draco Malfoy found himself having afternoon tea with Ronald Weasley.
"Don't you have a flat, Pansy?" said Draco, taking a sip, shifting awkwardly in his chair.
She climbed into Ron's lap, and Draco had to look away. The happiness that radiated between the
couple was too much for Draco to bear.
"I'd like for you to come with us and get to know Ron's friends better," said Pansy, running her
fingers through Ron's hair. The man looked on the verge of purring, and Draco's stomach turned.
"Yes. From over twenty years ago. We've changed, and so have they."
"Yes, you must," she exclaimed before perking up. "Why don't you invite Jamie? You said he lives
in London."
Pansy patted his back, face full of concern. "Are you alright, love?"
"Brilliant," he croaked, clearing his throat. "So. Er. Who's Jamie?"
"They've been talking for a while now. On Fate. But they haven't met met yet," she told Ron
before turning to Draco. "You should invite him."
"Have they, now?" asked Ron, his voice a bit higher than usual.
"It's been positively adorable to watch," she said breathily, swooning against Ron.
"Er, Pans," said Ron, shifting beneath her. "I think we should get going. I have a thing."
"Just. Please. We've imposed on Malfoy long enough, don't you think? Right, Malfoy?"
Pansy got to her feet and gathered her bag. She walked over to pat Draco on the cheek. "Just think
about it, alright? You two could be miserable there together."
"See you, Malfoy," said Ron, opening the door. Pansy followed him outside.
As Draco placed the teacups in the sink, he could have sworn he heard a high pitched shriek from
outside the door.
-----
"Dad!"
Harry opened his arms, and Lily came running into them, her small arms clutching at his waist.
He kissed her on the head. "I've got the time now, don't I? I promise you'll be seeing a lot more of
me." Harry smiled as James approached with their trunks.
Harry pulled James in for a sidearm hug against Lily. "Missed you, buddy."
Harry looked up, eyes dancing around the platform, searching all the surrounding faces. "Where's
your brother?"
Lily pulled back. "Saying bye to Scorpius, I think." She lifted a hand to point. Sure enough, Albus
was laughing and talking animatedly with a white-blond boy. He was handsome with kind, bright
eyes, smiling in a way that Harry wouldn't have expected. Then it clicked, as Harry thought he'd
heard the boy's name mentioned before.
"Scorpius Malfoy?"
"Recently?"
"Hah. No. Since Al started at school. You seriously didn't know?" asked James.
This was the end of Albus' third year, and Harry was embarrassed to say he hadn't.
The two boys had said their goodbyes, Albus running towards them as Scorpius turned in the other
direction. Harry followed the blond boy's back as he ran up to a tall, blond man just down the
platform. Harry's breath hitched. He'd thought it was Lucius, but the man had died in Azkaban
nearly ten years ago. The man smiled and hugged Scorpius. His long hair was loosely tied behind
his neck.
It was Draco.
Harry hadn't realised he was staring until the man lifted his head, catching Harry's eye. His gaze
was cold, and he quickly looked back at his son, his smile returning with full force, eyes reflecting
the kindness Harry had seen in the boy's moments before. Draco picked up Scorpius' trunk, and the
two made their way together towards the exit.
Harry blinked, looking down at his daughter and then to James and Albus, their trunks and owl
cages in hand.
-----
"Wow, this place is amazing!" said Albus, dashing in and out of the rooms at number twelve. "I
can't believe you've never brought us here before!"
"You wouldn't have wanted to, believe me," said Harry, turning on the hob to heat the frying pan.
"It was quite nasty."
"It's sort of creepy," said Lily next to her father, placing the head of broccoli on the cutting board
for Harry to chop.
"You're not wrong," said Harry, smiling down at her. "But I promise I chased off all the ghouls."
"Don't listen to him, Lil," said James, leaning against the counter with his Muggle game console.
"He's just trying to scare you."
"Wow! Look at this library!" echoed Albus' voice from down the hall. "It's huge! Might have more
books than Hogwarts even!"
Lily perked up at her brother's exclamation. His two youngest loved to read, while James, on the
other hand…liked his video games.
"Have a good Quidditch season, James? I'm sorry I haven't been able to attend any this year. I
promise that's going to change."
James looked up from his game, smiling at his dad. "I'd really like that. And it went alright.
Ravenclaw's Keeper is really good, so we had to rely on catching the Snitch early if we wanted any
chance of winning. We didn't make it to the final, but there's always next year."
Harry nodded. "I miss Quidditch," said Harry. "Hell. I just miss flying."
"Maybe we could fly together some this summer," said James. "You know, mum always said you
were amazing back in school. The Cannons happen to be in the market for a new Seeker. Ever
thought of playing for real? I mean. You've got the time. Uncle Ron would lose his shit."
"I don't know about that," chuckled Harry, tossing the vegetables. "But I'd love to go flying with
you, James. It really has been ages."
"Dad, do you mind if we take a couple of these home with us?" asked Lily.
Harry laughed at the stack of books in both Lily and Albus' arms. "A couple?"
Albus gave him an awkward shrug, his movement limited by the weight of the books. Harry pulled
out his wand, and the books flew from their hands, dropping them into a Conjured bag for them to
transport.
"Just be sure to bring them back," said Harry. "I know where you live." He winked, and Lily
giggled.
Harry filled four plates with one of his newfound favourites, teriyaki stir-fry, placing them in front
of each of his children.
Harry shrugged, tossing a towel over his shoulder. "I guess I do now."
"Wicked," said Albus. "Mum never made us anything like this. It's usually at Scorpius' that I get
something this good."
This piqued Harry's interest. "I can't believe I didn't know you and Scorpius Malfoy were friends."
"Sorry," said Harry, grasping for any explanation that wasn't anything to do with the boy's father.
"Auror habit."
"I'm sure he is," said Harry. "So you know his dad, then?"
A chill ran down his spine at the thought of his own flesh and blood finding anything regarding
Draco Malfoy remotely pleasant.
"Well, eat up. I've got to get you home by eight. Your mum should be home by then."
Harry's chest tightened as he looked at his daughter's worried expression. "I am a bit, but I've been
spending time with Ron and Hermione. Neville's birthday party is this weekend. I'm sorry to say
it's adults only."
"That's alright," said Albus. "I'm just looking forward to having no homework."
"And we have all those new books to read," said Lily excitedly. "Can we get some more next time
we come over?"
"Let's see how far you get with what you have first," said Harry, smiling. "I'll be curious to know if
you find anything interesting in there."
Harry had made sure to pack away any and all tomes referencing anything regarding the Dark Arts,
knowing just how curious Albus could be. He had his father's knack for sticking his nose where it
shouldn't, but more in the way that Hermione did, seeking as much knowledge as possible,
regardless of the subject.
Albus smirked as he looked down at his plate. "I definitely have something I'm really looking
forward to reading."
-----
Jamie
Today 8:54 PM
Jamie: So your profile mentioned you'd wanted to play Quidditch professionally.
Lucah: Excuse me?! What a question. Of course, I was the world's finest!
Lucah: It was of no fault on my account, that's for damn sure. It just…didn't work out.
Delivered
Draco had tried out for team after team for five years, none of which would take him. He knew for
a fact it wasn't due to his skill but could only find one explanation. It was always the explanation.
A past he could never outrun.
Jamie
Jamie: I'm sorry.
Lucah: I've made my peace with it. It was a long time ago.
Jamie: I'd considered it myself, but I knew it would mean travelling, and my wife did that plenty
when we were dating. I wanted to be around for the kids, and that would have made things hard. So
I went the career route.
Jamie: Which, in the end, took up even more of my time. Sometimes I regret it.
Jamie: That's what my son said. I'm definitely not in any shape to consider it.
Lucah: Forget peace. Let's just say I'm extremely keen on living vicariously through you in the
matter.
Lucah: No.
Jamie: My friends are having a party this Saturday? I was wondering if you'd like to come with
me.
Lucah: As lovely as that sounds, Jamie, regretfully I will be otherwise engaged. Another little
thing I'll be dragged around to by Daisy and her new beau.
Lucah: Lovely.
Lucah: Now, to distract myself from the crippling anxiety regarding our future meeting…
Jamie: Really?
Jamie: So what you're saying is, we could have been standing a metre from each other, and we
would never have known?
Jamie: Yeah.
Draco's heart was pounding in his chest. Jamie and Draco were close to the same age, and they
very well could have been in the same year at school. He wasn't sure what to do with this new
information, but Draco knew he wasn't ready to come clean. Not yet.
-----
Lucah
Lucah: I don't think I'm prepared to answer that question. Nor should you.
Lucah: For the best, I'd think. As I've recently been told, twenty years is a long time, and we have
all changed, but it can be hard to see without experiencing it first hand.
Lucah: Believe me. I'm experiencing it first hand at this very moment.
Lucah: I would hate for pre-existing expectations or assumptions of myself to tarnish the rose-
coloured picture you've painted of me.
Lucah: No comment.
Lucah: Can you just imagine what it will be like to actually fuck me?
Lucah: Jamie!
Lucah: That was a moan, by the way. You can hear that, can't you?
Harry was so glad the kids had already gone home because the groans that escaped him were
positively feral as he wanked himself to completion. In a week and a half they would finally meet.
Harry was losing his mind. Then there was the small thing regarding Harry's…inexperience in the
gay sex department.
Harry let himself sink into his pillow, breathing slowly as his orgasm ebbed. His eyes were heavy
and ready for sleep.
Lucah
Today 9:43 PM
Jamie: Lucah.
Jamie: I've never dated a guy before. So I haven't. Um. I'm not exactly…
Jamie: I've never had sex with a bloke. Or anything remotely sexy for that matter.
Lucah: I swear. We don't even have to take things there until you are ready.
-----
During the rest of the week, Harry was a jittery mess. When he and Lucah finally met, was sex
expected? Or would that come later? Lucah had clearly put the ball in Harry's pitch, but he wasn't
quite sure which game he was prepared to play. Lucah made Harry feel more than he'd ever felt
before—laughter, happiness, anxiety, giddiness, embarrassment, admiration.
Harry wanted to be everything Lucah deserved. He hoped he would be enough. He knew Lucah
was exactly the sort of guy he could see himself with: blunt and rash, but also funny and clever—
not to mention the world's biggest tease.
Harry loved it, and Harry loved Lucah—but he wasn't ready to admit it.
-----
Lucah
Today 5:53 PM
Jamie: Hope you have fun today with Daisy and company.
Lucah: Thank you. My hopes are not high, but I will put in an effort for her sake.
Lucah: Promise?
Jamie: Promise.
Delivered
-----
"Harry, you made it!" Ron clapped him on the shoulder. "Pansy is grabbing us drinks. What would
you like?"
Harry let out a grunt of pain as Ron's hand crushed his shoulder.
"Hi, Harry!" said Pansy, four drinks floating in front of her. "Gin and tonic, alright? I can get you
something else."
"No, this is good," he grabbed a glass from the air, staring down at its contents. "Thanks, Pans."
"I promise it hasn't been poisoned," she teased, though with a sharp edge to her voice.
Harry liked Pansy. A lot. But it would still take some getting used to.
Pansy turned to look over her shoulder. "Draco! Over here, darling!"
Harry stiffened. He watched in awe as the tall blond man appeared in the doorway and walked
towards them. Seeing him up close, Harry could see that Draco still had his sharp, pointed features,
lean and fit physique, though he had to have grown at least ten centimetres since school. And his
hair. It was braided loosely against his shoulder—white gold and shimmering in the dim lighting.
If he let it down, it would definitely fall to the small of his back. Harry's chest tightened,
embarrassed to be so completely enchanted by a man's hair.
She smacked him on the arm, placing a glass in his hand. "Behave yourself. This is a party. We're
here to have fun."
Draco rolled his eyes as he took a sip. "I'll do as I like, thank you very much."
Then Pansy smiled, looking at Harry. "You remember Harry, don't you, Draco?"
Harry's mouth went dry as he met the steely gaze of Draco Malfoy. He tried to swallow, but his
throat felt raw. He took another drink, tearing his eyes away.
Ron shifted beside Harry. "Uh, ahem," he coughed. "Pansy, want to help me with something in the
kitchen?"
Her eyes sparkled as her smile broadened at her boyfriend. "Yes, of course," she replied.
"Apologies, gentlemen," she said unapologetically. "We'll be back shortly. Think you can manage
to avoid killing each other while we're gone?"
"Don't be so dramatic, Pans," said Draco flatly. "I've survived Potter's efforts in the past."
Harry choked on his drink. Leave it to Draco to bring up old wounds—literally. Harry's eyes
dropped to his chest, imagining the Sectumsempra scars that might be lying beneath his shirt.
Pansy tapped Draco on the cheek, a bit too hard. "What did I say about behaving? I apologise for
his rudeness, Harry," she said kindly to Harry, shooting a glare at Draco. "We'll be right back."
The two men stood in silence, the tension palpable as Harry cleared his throat. "I didn't. I didn't
mean…" he started sheepishly, staring at his feet like a bloody coward.
"Save your breath, Potter. I know," said Draco coldly before taking another drink.
Harry followed suit. He needed more liquor in his system. Draco Bloody Malfoy was standing next
to him, within arms reach. Not only was Harry uncomfortable sharing personal space with his
childhood nemesis, he was painfully aware of how hot as fuck he was—with his long hair, silver
eyes, sharp features, tailored shirt and trousers, which left nothing to the imagination whatsoever.
When Draco did not attempt to speak, Harry broke the silence. "You…er. Look good."
Draco's eyebrows lifted before eyeing Harry up and down. "Shockingly, you look mildly
presentable yourself."
"Thanks…I guess?"
Draco looked away, his eyes darting around the room. "And where is darling Ginevra?" asked
Draco, his tone cutting as he spoke Ginny's name.
All the other guests were chatting animatedly, yet Harry couldn't find the strength to pull himself
away, excruciatingly awkward conversation or not.
"I wouldn't go that far," said Harry. "They seem good together."
"Yes, of course, it could only be good. No relationship could ever equal the perfection that is
Potter and Weasley."
"Ginny and I are getting a divorce. Should be finalised any day now," said Harry stiffly.
"Yeah. So don't talk about things you don't understand, Malfoy," Harry spat, poking him in the
chest. "We haven't seen each other in…what? Twenty years? You don't know me any more than I
know you. Not anymore."
"Oh, but I can hazard a guess," said Draco, a bit playfully. Draco's posture had relaxed, the energy
between them a bit less tense. Harry relaxed too. "Just because your marriage fell to ruins doesn't
mean you don't still have your perfect career. Head of the Department of Law Enforcement. How
fitting."
Harry had never seen such genuine shock on Draco's face before. "Surely you're having a laugh."
"I'm not."
Draco gaped at him. "That is positively preposterous. What on Earth would Harry Potter, Saviour
of the Wizarding World, do otherwise?"
-----
Draco cast a Repairing Charm, and the glass flew up into his hands. He held it out for Harry,
taking the man's still half-full glass in return, gulping down its contents.
"Apologies. I'm a bit clumsy at the moment. Too much to drink. Please excuse me." Draco all but
dashed away, leaving Harry confused and blinking.
Draco searched every room, finally finding Pansy pressed up against Ron, snogging in the
entryway. Draco cleared his throat loudly. The two broke the kiss, staring dumbfounded at the red-
faced and shaking Draco Malfoy.
"You," Draco pointed at Pansy. "With me. You," He pointed at Ron. "Out of my sight."
"It's okay, love. I can take a hint. Come find me later." Ron kissed the crown of her head before
winking at Draco. "Whew. Crazy night, am I right?"
Draco's cheeks burned hotter. He grabbed Pansy's hand, opening the front door and dragging her
outside.
"What is this all abo—"
"Wait. What?" asked Draco, blinking at her as he registered what she had said. His nostrils flared.
"You knew?!"
"I'm sorry!" she shouted, raising her hands in defence. "Ron figured it out when we mentioned
Jamie."
"Weasley knows?!" Draco started to pace, raking his fingers through his hair before tossing his
hands in exasperation. "This is an absolute nightmare. This can't be my life."
"Ruin anything?" Draco let out a forced laugh. "Pansy, It's been ruined! Fuck. Twenty years
ruined! When he finds out, he'll be disgusted!"
"I'm not so sure," said Pansy, chewing her lip. "Ron says he's rather mad for Lucah and doesn't care
who he is."
Pansy's mouth quirked into a half-smile. "I see you're not averse to the idea."
Draco stopped pacing. "I. What? No. I can't. It's Potter, Pans."
Pansy's smile broadened. "It's Potter, Draco. And he's in there. Right now."
Draco gaped at her. His heart was pounding, ready to burst from his chest. He had goosebumps
across his skin, and the butterflies he'd so violently forced down were dancing the tango.
"You don't have to tell him, Draco. Just. Let him warm up to you a bit? Ease the blow when he
does find out."
"Thank you, Pansy," he said sarcastically. "Fabulous suggestion. Perhaps he would wish death
upon me to a far less violent degree."
"Stop it," she snapped, pointing her finger as if scolding a small child. "You have no way to know
how he'll react."
'You don't know me any more than I know you,' Harry had said. 'Not anymore.'
"You're right. I don't." Draco sucked in a deep breath. After a few more minutes of silent pacing—
and a strong desire to Apparate home and lock himself away until death took him—Draco let out a
shuddering sigh. "I can't believe I'm doing this. Fuck, I need a drink. No. Make it seven."
He shot one last glare at the smirking Pansy as he opened the front door, taking his first step
towards his demise.
-----
Harry kept staring at the doorway through which Draco had disappeared, bewildered. Draco's face
had gone a shade of pale Harry hadn't known was possible. To have run off so clearly disgruntled,
he was obviously disturbed by Harry's Muggle profession.
Harry huffed. If there was any chance of being civil to one another, that Portkey had vanished a
long time ago, and Harry refused to let the elitist git look down on him. There was a twinge of
discomfort as Harry thought of Ron and Pansy and what sort of strain it would be having their best
friends at odds. In all honesty, what had they expected?
And why did Draco have to be so hot? It was clearly the alcohol muddling his brain.
Harry looked around the room. Dean and Seamus were talking to Susan Bones and Ernie
Macmillan, and the last thing Harry wanted was another awkward conversation explaining his
newfound 'situation'. He ducked into a vacant hallway, taking a deep breath as he leaned against
the wall.
Harry turned his head towards the voice as Ron approached, drink in hand.
"Here you go, mate," said Ron, smirking as he handed Harry a glass of amber liquid.
Harry knew that smirk. The bastard was up to something. He looked down at the cup, gawking at
the near overflowing glass of Firewhisky.
"Best down it in one," said Ron. "Trust me, mate. You'll need it."
Harry pulled a face. "Are you mental? There have to be six shots in here."
Ron placed a hand on Harry's shoulder, meeting his eyes. "Harry. Drink the whisky."
Harry's brow furrowed. "I'd be pissed after this. We aren't in our twenties anymore, Ron. I'd splinch
myself trying to get home, and you know Neville and Luna don't have a fireplace."
"We'll make sure you're properly taken care of, alright?" said Ron, tapping his shoulder before
dropping his hand. "Just relax and…have some fun. You deserve it. You don't work tomorrow,
right?"
"Brilliant. Now be a good boy and drink," said Ron, tapping Harry's cheek.
With a final bout of courage, Harry took two large gulps of the whisky. He nearly spilled the
remnants as he started coughing, and Ron clapped him on the back, taking the glass from his
hands.
"If I get sick, it's your turn to clean up," said Harry, massaging his brow.
"Ahem."
Harry looked up, finding Draco was standing in front of him. Ron was smirking at Draco, and the
man's jaw clenched. He wiggled the half-empty whisky glass in front of Draco's nose. The blond
shot him a venomous glare before snatching it from Ron's grasp. Draco tossed it back, coughing
and sputtering even more than Harry had. Ron mirrored his concern, patting Draco's back.
He turned and winked at Harry before walking away, leaving an increasingly inebriated Harry once
again in the company of Draco Malfoy.
"Here to have another laugh, Malfoy?" said Harry harshly, his stomach twisting from the alcohol
and nerves.
"No, I'm not." He sounded desperate, which caught Harry off guard. "I apologise for running off so
abruptly. It was rude of me," he continued. "I had a sudden urge to…erm…use the facilities. Did
not mean to alarm."
"Facilities?" asked Harry, blinking lazily. "Ah. Loo. You can just say loo, Malfoy."
Harry found himself staring at the sharp line of Draco's nose, his jaw, then down to his wet, red
lips. They looked so kissable, and Harry cursed himself for even thinking about it.
'Remember Lucah?' he thought to himself. 'Don't go getting all jelly-legged because some bloke
you used to fancy happens to be standing right in front of you.'
But Gods, Draco was fit, and Harry was definitely drunk. Harry smiled as his gaze travelled the
length of Draco's hair, a bit more dishevelled than when he first saw him, the braid loose against
his shoulder. It looked soft.
Both men looked down at Draco's slim fingers wrapped around Harry's arm. He didn't let go, and
Harry didn't pull away.
"Excuse me?" Draco curved an eyebrow as his mouth curled up at the corner.
"Merlin, you're not going to start singing, are you?" asked Draco, amused.
Harry grinned and took a deep breath. "Let it go! Let it g—"
Draco stepped forward, using his other hand to cover Harry's mouth. They were so close, with only
Harry's arm separating them. Green eyes locked with silver, and Harry could feel the heat of
Draco's breath on his face. Draco's pupils were dilated, and Harry's mouth fell open slightly, lips
brushing against the man's palm. Harry took a step back, finally ripping his hand from Draco's
hold.
Harry wobbled, and Draco grabbed him by the biceps, holding him steady. "Harry, are you alright?
Do you need to sit down?"
Harry blinked at Draco as if he'd never seen the man before. "You…called me Harry."
Harry barked out a laugh before squinting shrewdly at the blond. "What are you up to, Malfoy?"
Harry's skin felt hot where Draco grasped his arms, his heartbeat quickening as he found it harder
to breathe. Why was Draco so close? He hated Harry. They'd seen each other only in passing; not a
word passed between them in almost twenty years. Wasn't Draco married? But Harry didn't see a
ring. Harry's body was tense, but his stomach was fluttering. He was drunk, and it was definitely a
dream. Draco Malfoy wouldn't be here talking to Harry. Not in another twenty years. Make it two
hundred.
"Is that right?" said Draco coyly, his eyes flashing mischievously.
He slowly walked Harry back against the wall, a smirk broadening on his face. Harry felt his blood
rush to his cheeks—along with other unmentionable locations. He held his breath as Draco leaned
forward to whisper in his ear.
"Perhaps I am."
Harry's skin was on fire, and he could hear his blood pumping in his ears. Too close. Draco was
too close. Harry urged himself to push him away.
Draco drew back, his face passive as he searched Harry's eyes. "I need to know."
Draco leaned in, brushing his lips against Harry's. He pulled back slightly, his silver eyes
questioning. Harry couldn't have stopped himself if he'd tried. His fingers knitted into Draco's hair,
and fuck if it wasn't the softest he'd ever felt. Draco's fingers grasped the nape of Harry's neck, their
mouths clashing. It was filthy and fierce, Draco's body pinning Harry against the wall, hard and
strong.
Draco's fingers were tightening in his hair to the point of pain, but Harry barely felt it. He pressed
his hips harder against Draco's, the evidence of arousal hardening against Harry's pelvis. Heat
rushed to Harry's groin, his own cock swelling against the man's slender hips. Harry was
breathless, intoxicated by Draco and the whisky all at once.
Draco broke the kiss for barely a moment to murmur, "To mine?"
Harry nodded eagerly, and with a CRACK, they Apparated into the living room of a modern flat,
but Harry didn't have a chance to acknowledge his surroundings before he was shoved through a
doorway, stumbling backwards and falling onto a large bed. Draco yanked off his own shirt before
making quick work of Harry's jeans, discarding them to the floor. Harry's cock was fully hard,
tenting his boxers. Draco grabbed the waistband, pulling them down and over his hips and onto the
floor.
Harry gasped as hot skin met cool air, unable to speak or breathe as he stared at the blond hovering
over his cock, gazing hungrily.
"Oh, Gods, yes," breathed Draco, and without hesitation, leaned forward to blow on the tip of
Harry's leaking cock.
Harry cried out, bucking his hips. Thin fingers dug into his thighs as Draco held him firmly against
the bed.
"Let me." Draco's voice was trembling, pleading as he finally met Harry's eyes.
Harry nodded before covering his face with his hands. A hot mouth engulfed his cock, tongue
rolling and swirling expertly against the tip as Draco took him in deeper. Harry writhed and
moaned as his hands flew from his face, fingers curling into the duvet, sparks of pleasure travelling
across his skin.
Harry hadn't been sucked off in years and definitely never like this. Ginny hadn't been particularly
fond, and Harry hadn't minded. But with the way Draco was sucking and moving his tongue, Harry
cursed having denied it from himself for so long.
With some difficulty, Harry lifted his head, watching in wonder as Draco bobbed on his cock, red
lips stretched around his shaft, hair draped to one side, tickling Harry's thigh. Just as he reached out
a hand to slide into Draco's hair, the blond slipped away from Harry's cock. Harry let out a groan of
disappointment.
"Don't worry, Potter. I'm not done with you yet," Draco purred, standing to kick off his trousers
and pants.
His cock bobbed freely, and Harry's eyes travelled along the shape of Draco's body, from his cock
to his narrow waist, firm stomach and hairless chest. There were no scars that Harry could see. He
traced the curve of Draco's throat, thinking of how much he wanted to bury his face against it,
kissing and nibbling down to his shoulders.
Draco raised his hands to tie his hair back, but Harry held up his hand. "Don't."
Draco hesitated but smiled as he let his hair fall. He climbed onto the bed over Harry, his hair
dragging against Harry's chest as he pushed Harry's shirt up and over his head.
Harry ran his fingers through it, streaming like a waterfall of white gold between them. "Yeah."
Draco smiled before bending down to kiss him, and Harry took his chance to wrap his arms around
Draco's waist, pulling him flush against him as he rolled on top of Draco.
Draco let out a gasp of surprise as their cocks slid against one another, Harry's mouth latching on
Draco's neck. He tasted salty and sweet. One hand threaded into Draco's hair as the other found
Draco's open palm, interlocking their fingers above the man's head as Harry rolled his hips.
Draco let out a high-pitched moan, lifting his own hips to meet Harry's. "Merlin. Fuck. Yes!"
Harry murmured the incantation of a lubrication spell against Draco's skin; his intention made clear
as their slick cocks slid easily against one another. After leaving a particularly violent mark on
Draco's neck, Harry reclaimed Draco's mouth, muffling his moans as their tongues intertwined.
Draco tasted of Firewhisky, along with something sweeter—amaretto or something of the like. The
blond's nails dragged across his back, his grip in Harry's hand tightening. Harry could feel the
tingling in his groin as he quickened his pace, the slick slapping sounds of their stomachs echoing
through the room.
Harry broke the kiss to catch his breath, and Draco threw his head back, face contorted with
pleasure as he cried out.
Harry was done for, and with three more rolls of his hips, nails digging into Harry's shoulders as
Draco came, his own climax rattled through him.
"Lucah!"
Harry collapsed against the blond, who had stiffened beneath him.
Harry let out a groan as he rubbed his throbbing forehead. He blinked at the sunlight peeking
through the curtains of a window in a room he did not recognise. Harry was naked and twisted in
silk sheets. His eyes flew open, not daring to breathe as he turned his head. Long blond hair
cascaded over a pillow beside him, a pale back rising and falling.
Anxiety washed over him as he tried to recall the previous night. He remembered kissing Draco,
the feel of his body against him as he held him against the wall. But that was the end of it. It was
all a blur after that. He sat up slowly, wincing at the pounding in his skull.
He grabbed his glasses from the nightstand, blinking as he took in the minimalist bedroom. It was
clean, apart from the clothes scattered across the floor. Harry slowly slid from the bed, pausing to
see if Draco would wake. The man slept on, and Harry picked up his boxers, pulling them on,
followed by his jeans. His shirt was on the other side of the bed, and Harry could see Draco's face,
soft and angelic in sleep. Harry's heart tightened, and his stomach clenched as he stared at him.
He'd gone home with Draco Malfoy.
Harry saw his phone and wand in the corner of the room and snatched them up. He tapped the
home button to review his notifications. There were a few texts from Ron but nothing from Lucah.
Harry ran a hand across his face. He was never drinking again for as long as he lived.
Ron
Today 1:57 AM
Ron: You alive, mate?
Today 8:24 AM
Harry: Yeah.
Delivered
Harry pocketed his phone before slipping out the open bedroom door. He didn't dare try and
Apparate from inside the flat. As quietly as he could, he unlocked Draco's door and stepped into
the hall. It took everything for him to not bolt down the corridor. When he'd made it to the lobby
and stepped out onto the street, Harry buckled over, hyperventilating.
-----
When Draco woke, he was alone.
-----
Ron
Today 9:17 AM
Ron: Harry. What's wrong?
When Harry got home, he ran upstairs, ripping off his clothes and discarding them in the hamper.
He turned on the shower and stepped under the stream, which was still freezing. Harry shuddered
as the water began to warm against his skin. He rested his hands against the tiles as water cascaded
down his head and back, dripping from wet clumps of his hair as he stared unseeingly at the floor.
He racked his brain for any semblance of a memory of what had happened between him and Draco.
He'd woken up clean, so if there had been…events…Draco must have tidied him up. He shuddered
at the memory of Draco's grip on his arms, his mouth on his.
"Fuck. Fuck. FUCK!" screamed Harry, his curses echoing through the small bathroom.
He'd been drunk. Draco was a ruddy, handsome bloke, who Harry may or may not have had
dormant feelings for, and he caved into temptation. Talk about siren calls. Draco had practically
thrown himself at Harry, and with how pissed he was, Harry couldn't be blamed for his actions. At
least that's what he would keep telling himself.
Harry washed his body, scrubbing away the murky memories of last night with the suds and spray.
He thought of Lucah. What was he going to say? Harry would have to tell him. They were going to
see each other at the end of the week, and for all Harry knew, he'd just slept with someone else.
Right after he'd confessed to Lucah that he'd never been with a man.
Even if they hadn't met yet, they'd been clear of their intentions. They were exclusive. They both
wanted to meet. They both wanted…well.
He towel-dried his hair, leaving it more of a disaster than usual, and got dressed. Just as he pulled a
shirt over his head, he heard the click of the front door.
"Harry?!"
Ron was sitting in the drawing-room, his knees bouncing nervously. He looked up at Harry,
smiling.
"So. Malfoy."
"Yeah."
"I don't know! I don't remember any of it," said Harry in frustration. "I remember kissing him in the
hall at the party, and then next thing I knew, I was waking up next to Draco Bloody Malfoy."
Ron chewed his lip as he scratched his head. "You don't remember anything?"
"Nothing."
Ron leaned back in his chair. "Are you going to ask him?"
"Who? Malfoy?! No fucking way. I don't want to see or hear from him ever again."
"Harsh?! I was drunk, and Malfoy…well, he took advantage of that, didn't he? That's shitty as fuck.
Not that I could expect any less from the prick."
"Don't say that. I'm sure it wasn't like that. I know it wasn't like that."
"Er…" Ron's cheeks flushed to match his ears. "Just talk to Draco, alright? Hear him out."
Harry let out a huff, throwing himself down on the couch. "Not happening. And what's more
important, what the fuck am I going to tell Lucah?!"
"It's really not," said Harry, massaging his brow. "I'm sorry for dragging you out here. But I
appreciate you coming over. I should get some more sleep."
"Of course," said Ron, standing. "Let me know…if you need anything, alright?"
Harry nodded, laying down on the couch and covering his eyes with his arm.
"I'm sorry," Ron murmured before his footsteps squeaked across the floor towards the front door.
-----
Harry gasped as he sat upright, a cold sweat on his brow. He'd thought it was a dream, but it was
far too real. Whatever fog that had blocked his memories of his night with Draco had lifted, and it
wasn't what Harry imagined. Draco had asked permission, and then it was Harry who lost control.
Harry hissed at his raging erection, and he groaned as he fell back onto the cushions.
After ten minutes of wallowing in a mix of self-hatred and begrudging arousal, he dared to pull out
his phone. Still no messages from Lucah, but he might have had a long night for himself and was
sleeping in. Harry took a deep breath and pulled up the chat.
Lucah
Yesterday 5:53 PM
Jamie: Don't worry. You'll come with me later. *winking-kiss emoji*
Lucah: Promise?
Jamie: Promise.
Delivered
'Hi, Lucah! Sorry about breaking my promise to make you come. I was busy tossing off with
another bloke. Hope you had a great night anyway!'
Lucah
Today 11:33 AM
Jamie: Hey
Jamie: Sorry I didn't message you last night. Party went a bit longer than planned. I sort of passed
out right after.
Jamie: You?
Lucah: Yes.
Lucah: Do you work today?
Lucah: Ah. Lucky for you, then. You can sleep the day away.
-----
Draco set down his phone and groaned into his hands. How was he going to face Harry after this?
Harry had called him Lucah, and Draco thought there was a chance that Harry knew. But Harry had
left, and based on his recent messages, clearly Harry didn't know he was Lucah. Obviously, Harry
had no intention of telling Lucah about Draco. Not that he'd expect him too. If Draco knew Harry,
he would be crippled by the guilt of what had happened between them.
Was there any chance of fixing…any of this? Draco would have to handle everything with care. For
starters, Lucah was completely oblivious and needed to act accordingly. He needed to save face
and act as normally as possible.
Jamie
Lucah: I'll most likely be sleeping on and off today, so I apologise if I go silent for a while.
Perhaps you should as well! You'll want to be bright-eyed and bushy-tailed for work tomorrow!
As for Draco Malfoy, he wasn't about to concede that easily. Not even to himself.
-----
"Harry, we need more dark roast. Could you run to the back?" asked Sean.
Lucah
Today 9:46 AM
Lucah: I hope you're making it through work okay. I slept all of yesterday, and frankly, I'm still
exhausted. How do young people do it? How did WE do it?!
Today 10:52 AM
Jamie: We were young then too.
Lucah: I give you permission to be old, however. I always did want a Sugar Daddy.
Jamie: What makes you so sure I'm Sugar Daddy material? I work at a coffee shop.
Lucah: In which you make hundreds of sugary treats and beverages! The sweetest Sugar Daddy of
them all!
Lucah: I happen to prefer things a bit more…savoury. But I wouldn't say no to a touch of
sweetness now and again. *winking-kiss emoji*
Harry picked up the bag of roasted beans and pushed the door open. His mouth fell open, eyes
widening as his grip slackened on the bag at the sight of the man lingering at the pastry case.
It was Draco.
"Harry, are you okay?" asked Sean, taking the bag from his hands. "This couldn't have been too
heavy for you," he muttered almost to himself, eying Harry with concern as he placed the beans on
the counter.
"N-no. I—"
That's when Draco looked up, catching Harry's eyes. Harry's cheeks burned brighter.
"So, these muffins," said Draco casually, gesturing to the case. "They are gluten-free?"
"Ah yes, I see the little card. But are they vegan?" asked Draco, his glare piercing as the corner of
his mouth twitched in amusement.
Draco pulled a face of mock surprise. "You don't know? Don't you work here? I see the little
apron. Good help must be hard to find nowadays."
Sean hurried over to Harry's side. "Yes. Everything is vegan, and the double chocolate muffins are
gluten-free. I apologise for my employee's failure to answer. Such. An. Obvious. Question," he
punctuated each word, glaring at Harry.
"Don't pay him mind, Sean. He's just a git," said Harry, glaring at Draco.
"Harry!" the manager gasped before returning his attention to Draco. "Sir, let me offer you a
complimentary beverage. Or a muffin if you prefer. It is no trouble at all. My employee shall be
dealt with accordingly, I assure you."
Draco's mouth quirked into a smug grin. "That's very kind of you." His eyes flashed at Harry.
Harry was grinding his teeth. "This is Draco Malfoy," he scoffed, and Sean jumped. "He is a
personal acquaintance, and he's doing this on purpose."
"Harry, how could you think my intentions are anything but honourable? Is it my fault you don't
know your own products?"
Harry's fists clenched at his sides. "Sean, can I take my break now?"
The man blinked, looking between Harry and Draco. "I…er. Erik gets here in fifteen minutes. I can
let you go then. I really need you on the till, Harry. The queue is getting a bit long." He spun
around, waving at the small girl struggling to refill the dark roast grinder. "Candice, get started on
that Frappé."
Draco frowned. "That was low, even for you, Potter. I'll take an Americano. Hot."
Harry rang him up, shocked to see Draco pull out Muggle money and pay like it was a shop in
Diagon Alley. He handed the man his change.
"Ah, ah, ah," said Draco, shaking his finger. "I believe you owe me a muffin."
Harry scowled. He opened the case, selecting the smallest, ugliest muffin and stuffing it violently
into a paper bag. He handed it to Draco, who happily accepted it.
Candice's smile spoke volumes. She would be needling Harry about it later.
"Here you go, sir. One Americano," she said, handing it to Draco.
"Thank you, dear," he said sweetly. The girl blushed as she ducked behind Harry.
Draco took a sip, winking at Harry before sauntering over to a far window table. Harry rolled his
eyes.
The customer waiting at the till looked a bit nervous, and it took everything in Harry to force a
smile as he took her order.
-----
The way Draco was eating his muffin, he could have been charged with public indecency. Harry's
skin tingled as he walked between tables and towards the blond man, who was slowly licking his
fingers as he watched Harry's approach. Harry pulled out the chair on which Draco had propped his
feet, which he briskly pulled away. Harry sat down in a huff, arms crossed.
Harry rolled his eyes. "Cut the crap, Malfoy. Why are you here?"
"You left."
It was hard to hold Draco's gaze. His expression was hard, but his eyes told a different story
entirely. He was hurt.
"Why?" asked Harry. "Because it was a mistake. We were drunk. It would never have happened
otherwise."
Draco's eyes fell to his empty cup, his fingers tapping against it lazily. "I see."
Draco looked up and gave him a forced smile. "If you say so, Harry."
The man stood, collecting his cup and muffin wrapper. "Enjoy your day, Potter. Apologies if I
made it a bit less pleasant."
He turned, his long hair flowing behind him as he tossed his trash in the bin.
"Malfoy, wait!"
Harry couldn't run after Draco. He was still on the clock. Not that Harry would have. What did he
owe Draco, anyway? Nothing. It was one night. It didn't mean anything. Things like that happened
all the time, didn't they?
When Harry stood and straightened his apron, he could have sworn he smelled Draco's scent
lingering in the air. His chest tightened at the flash of memory—Draco's flushed face, hair strewing
out above his head.
Harry shook his head. He couldn't spare another thought on Draco. Harry's first date with Lucah
was in five days. He wanted to be with Lucah. Not Draco.
-----
Jamie
Today 3:32 PM
Lucah: How was work today?
Jamie: This guy I went to school with happened to come in. We don't exactly get on.
Jamie: I mean, that was obvious. You must think rather highly of yourself if you believe you have
the right to spit on the little guys.
Lucah: But isn't it possible that he was only playing up to it for attention? Perhaps he didn’t get
the proper nurturing or care he needed growing up, which translated into poor behaviour. It's the
loudest ones that are often heard the least, I've found.
Lucah: True. But I'd like to think the best of people. Wouldn't you?
Jamie: Did what he does best. Made a fool of me in front of my boss. Got in my head.
Lucah: I see.
Jamie: I doubt I'll see him again. He wasn't exactly in the best mood when he left.
Lucah: Alright.
Jamie: Sorry. Just a sore subject at the moment.
Jamie: lol
Jamie: Yeah?
Lucah: It's alright. Or at least it was with time. He never knew how I felt, and of course, he lived
his life, and I carried on to live mine. It was a long time ago.
Jamie: That's…
Jamie: Sort of. We had dated in school for a time, but when we broke up, I really thought it was
the end of it.
Jamie: Yeah
Jamie: Let me know if any of this makes you feel uncomfortable, okay? That's the last thing I
want. I like you. I really, really like you. Nothing changes that.
Lucah: Oh?
Jamie: I happened upon it by accident. Just a scrap ripped from his robes. I wasn't sure why I kept
it. A sane person would have thrown it away, right? But not me. Hell. It's still in my dresser. Can
you believe that?
Lucah: I honestly cannot.
Delivered
Draco really couldn't. He knew exactly what Harry was speaking of.
They'd been fighting for the Snitch when Draco's Quidditch robes had caught on Harry's
broomstick. Draco was nearly yanked from his broom, the corner of its hem ripping as he tugged it
free. Draco had mended the tear easily, not giving the discarded piece of fabric another thought. To
think Harry had kept it after all this time…
Jamie
Jamie: It was like it was a secret saved only for myself. I carried it everywhere. Fuck, I sound like
a creep. I swear I'm normal! I don't make a habit of collecting people's things and carrying them
around with me.
Jamie: Well. It was soothing in a way. Looking back…fuck, I was obsessed. Though I think it was
a combination of not understanding what I was feeling at the time and the desire to keep him close.
Jamie: This might sound stupid, but I feel like if we'd just been paying attention, perhaps we'd
have…I don't know. Maybe that's just wishful thinking.
Lucah: But you saw him today. Couldn't you just. Pick up where you left off?
Jamie: Lucah. I'm all in. I couldn't imagine being with anyone else other than you. I'm sorry if
that's a bit forward for how long we've been talking…
Jamie: Why? Are you actually an 87-year-old woman with 17 cats all named Buttons?
Lucah: That was terrifyingly specific. We must unpack that at a later date. *elderly-woman and
cat emojis*
Lucah: Yes, well, I am in denial. Just wait until you hit the big 4-O.
Jamie: Since you're older, does that make you my Sugar Daddy, then?
Lucah: Not a chance. I'm far too comfortable in my role as Sugar Baby.
Jamie: Fair enough. You know I love it when you call me Daddy.
Lucah: As delicious as that sounds, I really must be off. I'm having dinner with Daisy, and it takes
me approximately two hours to get ready.
Lucah: Oh, no! It takes me two hours of meditation and half my body weight in chocolate to
emotionally prepare.
Lucah: Work, I definitely am. Are you cut out for it?
"Read this."
Draco handed his phone to Pansy across the table. She began to read, slowly scrolling through his
most recent interaction with Jamie. Her eyes grew progressively larger, her mouth opening in shock
as she looked up at him.
"Don't be daft, Draco! It's obvious that Harry was in love with you. Oh my God. Harry was in love
with you!"
Draco crossed his arms and legs, leaning back in his chair. "Yes, and what good does that do for
me now? That was then, and he hates me now. Even drunk, I most likely gave him the best sex of
his life, and he still turned me down flat. You should have seen his face, Pansy. It was a mistake."
"Why do you think he fell for Lucah in the first place, hmm? It hasn't even been a month! People
don't fall like that unless they're already halfway there." Pansy tried to catch Draco's eye. "Or
waiting?"
Draco picked up his wine and took a sip. He did not respond.
"Because it's you, Draco. You two just…I don't know. It doesn't make sense, but you just fit. Do
you know what Ron told me?"
"Yes, you do," she said stiffly. "He was shocked when Harry said he'd started dating Ginny again.
He was so sure that Harry was going to…I don't know…attempt some grand 'I died and came back,
and it all put things into perspective, and I need to tell Draco how I feel' gesture."
"How do you not know?! It was in all the papers for months!"
"Ah, because our sources for news and gossip only ever print the truth."
"Anyway. When Ron told me that Harry had locked himself up in Grimmauld Place to 'mourn'
those he had lost—"
Pansy nodded. "Sirius Black left it to Harry, so I understand. He was Harry's godfather," she said
dismissively. "As I was saying, when Ron told me, I got to thinking. Maybe Harry wasn't only
mourning the loss of his friends. Perhaps he was mourning you, too."
Draco blinked. "And why on Earth would Potter mourn me? He knew full well I was very much
alive!"
"Of course, I've forgotten the time I sat in front of the entire Wizengamot and was charged with
war crimes and murders I did not commit."
"So?"
"I was there with you. I remember when Harry tried to talk to you."
At the end of his trial, Draco had remained sitting in the centre of the room long after everyone had
been dismissed, unbelieving that he could just walk out the door a free man. Pansy had met Draco
in the hall, just as Harry had rounded the corner and walked up to Draco, his fingers running
through his bird's nest of hair.
Still raw with humiliation and embarrassment, Draco's snarl was venomous. "What could you
possibly have to say that I give a fuck about, Potter? Why? What do I owe you for your gallantry?
Do you want me to fall to my knees in thanks? Kiss your boots?"
Harry's face had paled, his eyes glassy and shining with unshed tears. Draco hadn't cared enough to
register the hurt on Harry's face as he stormed away. Pansy had tugged on his arm, trying to get
him to turn around—but he refused.
"You'd never known what he was going to say that day. But I think you know now," she said,
lifting Draco's phone. "He's mad for you, and he doesn't even know it. Hell, he probably does and
is an absolute mess. Especially after Saturday night. You need to tell him, Draco."
"I will. I am!" Draco exclaimed. "I just need a bit more time."
"Don't fuck this up, Draco," she said stiffly. "Where's the waiter? I need more wine."
But no amount of wine would be enough to get him through what he needed to do.
Chapter 6
"Malfoy, you can't keep doing this!" hissed Harry in frustration. "Don't you have a job…or an
estate to manage or something?"
Harry had planned to avoid the blond for the rest of his life, if not at least for a few weeks. He was
so confused, ashamed to admit that when he talked to Lucah, he pictured Draco. Harry needed to
put a face to the name as soon as possible, or things would surely get out of hand.
Draco was not Lucah. Draco was a selfish prat who apparently had nothing better to do than
torment Harry at his workplace. Harry had told Draco it was a mistake. That should have been the
end of it.
"No. Why?"
"I was wondering if you and Albus would like to join us for lunch."
Draco gestured towards the teen sitting at a nearby table, mouth stuffed full of muffin, thankfully
fully paid for. Scorpius waved at Harry, and Harry waved back.
"I could have, yes." Draco's smile met his eyes, and Harry's knees turned to jelly. When he did not
respond, Draco waited for a beat before saying, "We'll meet at my place. You remember where
that is, don't you?"
Harry's cheeks heated. "Fine. I'll talk to Al. Now, please, go. I have work to do."
When the door to the shop closed behind Draco and Scorpius, Harry breathed deeply. After a smile
like that, Harry knew the power Draco held over him was alive and well, no matter how hard he
tried to ignore it.
His self-control was crumbling, but he continued reminding himself of what he truly wanted.
Lucah.
Harry would have to keep things civil during this lunch, setting clear boundaries, which shouldn't
be difficult accounting for the presence of their children. Al and Scorpius were friends, and it was
clear that meant there was no avoiding Draco entirely. Practice made perfect, and Harry just needed
more practice sharing a space with Draco.
When Harry met Lucah, and things moved forward from the emotional to the physical, he'd forget
all about Draco and his smile, hair, snark, striking features, and fit body.
With Draco, it was purely physical, and Harry needed more. No. He deserved it.
-----
Thursday, 9th July
"Are you and Scorp's dad friends?" asked Albus as they walked into Draco's building.
Harry smirked, knocking Albus' shoulder with his elbow. "I'm pretty sure it was to invite you over.
I'm just collateral damage."
"I have lunch there a lot actually," Albus turned to see his father standing stiffly in the middle of
the lobby. "Uh, Dad? Are you coming?"
"I'm not feeling so well," said Harry, wiping his brow. "I think we should skip—"
"I told you. He's really nice. I think you'd like him a lot," said Albus as he beckoned his father to
follow. "Come on. We have to use a Muggle lift. It takes ages. You'll hate it."
Harry smirked and rolled his eyes. "Alright. Let's get this over with."
-----
"I…haven't been completely honest with you," said Draco, stirring the soup simmering on the
stove. He turned to face his son, sitting at the counter. "I'm gay, Scorpius."
Scorpius' brow furrowed, and then he burst out laughing. "Merlin, Dad! I know!"
"Auntie Pansy. She told me not to say anything until you felt comfortable telling me yourself."
"Don't blame her! I was the one who asked why you didn't have a girlfriend."
Scorpius smirked, hopping off the stool. "But you'd like to. Is that what this is? Am I your
wingman?"
Draco let out a laugh. "My wingman? Do you even know what that means?"
"Sure I do. I'll tell him all this great stuff about you. He won't be able to resist." Scorpius wiggled
his eyebrows.
"I'd rather you didn't," said Draco, amused. "But I appreciate it all the same."
"I'm listening…"
-----
"Hello, Mr Potter. Hey, Al," said Scorpius, opening the door to let them in.
"Al, I've got something to show you, up in my room. Harry, why don't you help Dad?"
"Er…"
"Kitchen's down there," Scorpius said, pointing down the hall on Harry's left.
The two teens ran in the opposite direction, leaving Harry alone in the entryway.
Harry approached Draco from behind, who was levitating plates, bowls, napkins, and silverware
towards the supper table.
Draco froze, the plates and flatware crashing to the floor. Harry couldn't help himself. He laughed.
The look on Draco's horrified face when he spun around, with the plates swivelling on the floor,
the banging and clattering—it was all too much not to.
"Dad?!" came Scorpius' voice from down the hall. "You okay?!"
Draco regained his composure with effort, raising his wand to send everything on the floor over to
the sink for a good scrubbing.
"You're early," said Draco, a bit breathlessly.
His blond hair was tied back in a high ponytail, which Harry found extremely cute.
"Channelling your inner Elsa? You've got the internal storm and ice down."
"Ha. Ha," said Draco curtly, the table finally set with all the essentials…and non-essentials.
They could have been sitting down for a formal dinner by the looks of the spread—flowers and
candles, various sizes of plates, bowls, forks, and spoons.
Harry walked over to the table. "Is this an etiquette session?" he asked jokingly.
"Why, Potter," said Draco, placing a hand on his chest. "I would be honoured. It's absolutely
amazing you've managed this long with all the parties and galas you used to attend. If I didn't know
better, I would have thought you ate with your hands like a chimpanzee."
Draco snorted, catching himself as he covered his mouth and nose. Harry smiled, shaking his head
as he looked around the dining room. It was similar to what he remembered of Draco's bedroom.
White, greys and blacks with accents of gold. Everything was in its place apart from a small desk in
the corner, covered in what appeared to be graphite drawings and sketches. Did Draco draw? Or
perhaps Scorpius.
The drawings varied from rough sketches to crisp, clean drawings: flowers, trees, and lakes. A few
he recognised as the Hogwarts grounds. There was a partial profile of a man peeking out from
under the stack of drawings. Harry let his curiosity get the best of him, lightly grasping the corner
and pulling it slowly from the pile. His breath caught as he stared down at the smiling face.
It was Harry. Not Harry as he was now. The hair was too long, and his features too soft.
Harry shot a glance at Draco in the kitchen. His back was to Harry as he tended to the pot on the
stove. He quickly thumbed through the stack. There were more of them. It was as if it were a
collection of candid Muggle snapshots in time—Harry laughing, smirking, scowling…crying.
How old were these drawings? They looked recent enough. Harry's eyes fell on the small bowl at
the corner of the desk: a Weasleys' Wizard Wheezes Pocket Pensieve. Was Draco using his
memories to draw Harry?
Then he saw it—another drawing of Harry, but clearly at his current age. Harry was lying on his
front, shirtless, with his arms under a pillow, sleeping. Harry's fingers reflexively grasped the front
of his shirt against his aching chest. Harry looked so peaceful in sleep, not unlike Draco had been.
There was a sharp clang from the kitchen, and Harry looked up again, quickly shuffling the
drawings back into a pile before taking a quick step backwards from the desk. He turned to cross
the room, focusing his attention on admiring the large photographs on the wall. One was a close up
of a smiling woman holding what could only be little Scorpius, rocking in her arms.
"Your…wife?" Harry choked, wiping the smears of graphite from his fingers onto his jeans.
Harry still didn't know if Draco was married. Obviously, Scorpius had a mother.
Draco turned towards Harry. "Pardon?" His face paled as he looked from Harry's awkward
expression to the photograph and cleared his throat. "Former, yes. Astoria."
"She's beautiful," said Harry as a sharp pain shot through his chest.
"Yes. She was." Draco clapped his hands together. "Anyway, I've made some sort of soup? If you
love it, I receive full credit. If you don't…well. It's Lovebottom's recipe."
Draco raised an eyebrow. "Surely you don't go around calling her Luna Lovegood-Longbottom.
That sounds rather suggestive, don't you think?"
Draco's cheeks pinked before looking away. "Regardless, it's an awful name. Every month's print
is just as painful as the last. I've begged and begged. Pick one! Or choose a pen name! Anything
except…that! Alas. It's Luna we're talking about. And when I think of their poor child…"
He and Ginny had remained close with Luna and Neville all the years since school. He couldn't
believe Draco wouldn't have been mentioned at some point. Then again, why would they mention
Draco Malfoy?
"You didn't know? But you've been a Quibbler subscriber for over twenty years! My name is all
over the damned thing!"
"Oh, er. I think Ginny would look through them a bit before binning them."
Draco shuddered violently. "Don't say such hateful things, Potter. If only you knew the amount of
blood and tears I shed for the sake of that shameful tabloid month after month. I'm ashamed even to
acknowledge it."
Harry leaned back against the counter beside Draco, watching the blond stir the large soup pot, his
hair spilling over his shoulder. With the resurging desire to run his fingers through it, Harry crossed
his arms, hands beneath his biceps.
"Would you call me Draco?" the man asked softly, still not looking at Harry.
A smile teased at the corner of Draco's mouth before he laughed, "That was…well, that was
weird."
Harry stared at Draco's profile, so similar to that of his youth but sharper—more defined. He really
did have a handsome jawline. Harry found himself wanting to trace the lines of Draco's face, but
not with a pencil. As Harry's gaze fell, he tried not to think about his mouth against his long, pale
throat.
He swallowed dryly. "I'm not so sure that's a good idea, Mal—Draco."
"Because! We're just…you're you, and I'm me." He gestured to the blond and then to himself.
"Ah, yes. Everything is clear now," said Draco sarcastically, waving his hand.
Harry pinched the bridge of his nose. "I can't do this, Draco."
"I'm serious, I'm—" Harry ran his fingers through his hair. "I know this isn't about friendship. And
I'm—I'm already involved with someone. Before what happened last weekend. I told you it was a
mistake, and I mean that."
"I heard you the first time," said Draco stiffly. "And I'm not suggesting anything of the sort. Just
that we at least be civil to one another. My best friend and yours are together, and from what we
can expect, for the foreseeable future. Not to mention—" Draco gestured down the hall "—our
sons have been close friends for years. We should be able to stand in the same room together."
"Good," said Draco, listing his head as he tossed his hair to his opposite shoulder, neck fully
exposed.
Harry stiffened, eyes following the faint trail of marks along the base of Draco's throat and
disappearing under his shirt collar. His cheeks grew hot.
Draco rolled his eyes, turning to face Harry. "I'm just moving my hair! Is that a crime?"
"It should be!" exclaimed Harry. "You should keep your neck covered. Especially when—" His
eyes glanced down to the marks and up again. "It's not fair."
Draco gaped at him. "Oh, my God. I'm practically a walking wet dream to you, aren't I?"
"Excuse me? That's not—" Harry sputtered. "You're out of line, Malfoy!"
"This was a mistake," said Harry, throwing his hands in the air. "I can't, with you like this."
"That's bullshit, and you know it!" Harry snapped, pointing his finger in Draco's face.
The blond grabbed hold of Harry's wrist, yanking it down. "Don't you dare scold me. I'm not a
child!"
Harry's eyes flashed. "But that's what you want, isn't it?'
Draco's breath caught, backing up against the counter.
"I remember what you called me," said Harry in a gravelly voice.
Draco's eyes darted between Harry's, wide and anxious, his mouth moving soundlessly. Neither
man moved, only continued to stare as if in challenge. Harry was overwhelmed by Draco's smell,
even among the soup's vapour. It had lingered at the coffee shop and on Harry's clothes from that
night, which he couldn't bring himself to wash.
Draco reached behind Harry's neck, pulling him in for a kiss. Harry's fingers were in Draco's hair,
tugging gently. Harry released a soft moan against Draco's lips before stumbling back.
"No. Just. No." He turned from Draco. "I have to go. Can you get Al home? I'll tell Gin."
"But Harry—"
-----
Draco slid to the floor, massaging his forehead as the sound of the door slamming rang in his ears.
"Dad?"
"Dad! Are you okay?" Scorpius dropped to his knees beside Draco.
Albus looked around the kitchen to the dining room. "Where's Dad?"
Draco couldn't look at the boy. He looked so much like Harry it hurt. "He left."
Draco looked at his son, expression pained. "It's never going to happen. I'm not who he wants."
Draco's gaze whipped to Albus and back to Scorpius. "You told him?!"
Draco raked his hands across his face as he leaned against the counter. "Wonderful."
"I mean, if he wants to be with Lucah…that's still you, right?" Albus continued, Scorpius nodding
in agreement.
"Your father is never going to see me as anything other than the prat who made his life hell in
school."
"Boy, did they ever," said Scorpius, pulling out one of the stools to sit at the counter. "Rivals on all
counts. Both Seekers, even."
Albus sat on the stool beside Scorpius. "You mean, you were the Slytherin Seeker?" Albus' eyes
widened in realisation. "Oh, my God. It's you!"
Draco's brow furrowed. "Why? Did your father tell you all sorts of nasty stories about me?"
Draco's eyes widened. "Fuck, I didn't mean…he didn't…oh, God." Draco covered his mouth in
horror.
Albus dropped his gaze. "I mean, he didn't tell me directly. I…er. Found a diary. At Dad's place."
"He kept going on about an M. I thought it had been some girl," Albus scratched the back of his
head. "Sorry, I didn't know Dad was…anyway. He kept going on about that time M kissed him."
"Recently?!" exclaimed Draco, horrified at what could be found in the contents of Harry's latest
diary entries.
"Uh. No," said Albus. "It was from back in 2000 or something."
"But I never kissed him! Not until—I swear I would remember kissing Harry Bloody Potter," said
Draco, heatedly, massaging his temples. He took a deep breath. "I'm sorry, Albus. I know this is
your father we are discussing. But you are mistaken. He must have meant some other M."
"Some other M with gorgeous silver eyes and the Slytherin Seeker? Yeah, okay," said Albus,
smirking.
"Anyway," Albus continued. "It was at some party. You were really drunk. Passed out right after. I
don't know much else. Just that he was really confused. Went on and on about…like you said…
how much you two didn't get on, but also how much he…er—" Albus' cheeks heated again "—got
off…thinking about you."
Draco closed his eyes, raising a hand to silence the teen. "Enough."
"Sorry," said Albus. "It wasn't just…like that. He seemed to really like you. A lot. I just thought
you'd be glad to know?"
"Yes, of course. Tickled to bits at the thought of having no recollection of my secret gay-scapades
with the man I've been trying to forget my entire life," said Draco dramatically.
"Oh, Albus," said Scorpius, patting the other teen's head. "Dad should be locked up in St Mungo's;
he's so mad for him."
Draco glared at Scorpius. "That's enough from you, too."
"Then you should tell him," said Albus. "Who knows…if he was interested before…maybe he
could be again?"
Draco shifted his glare to Albus before releasing a resigned sigh. "Why am I taking love advice
from a couple of teenagers?"
Draco drummed his fingers on the counter as he chewed his lip. "Yes, fine."
Draco rolled his eyes, pulling out his phone and pointing at Scorpius. "But your aggravating arse is
leaving. I need time to think. Without further unsolicited sentiments."
"Do you think I could impose upon your mother?" Draco asked Albus.
Draco scrolled through his recent calls, tapping on Ginny's name. He shook his head as the boys
began to whisper animatedly.
"Hello?"
"Yes, Ginevra? Would it be an inconvenience to send Scorpius over to yours for the weekend?
Tonight through Sunday, more specifically."
"Oh! Not at all, Draco," said the woman on the other line. "And for the millionth time, it's Ginny.
Why? Is something the matter?"
Draco took a deep breath as he chewed his lip, unable to meet the boys' eyes, who were watching
him with interest.
He hadn't meant to tell Ginny. It just…slipped out the last time she had called regarding Scorpius'
limited food preferences. He and Ginny were friends, even if he had secretly wished death upon
her. That was until Harry had mentioned the divorce. After Draco discovered that Harry was Jamie,
it felt like a betrayal to keep it from her—even at the expense of their friendship. Draco could not
have anticipated her response.
"Oh?"
The woman on the other line chuckled. "About damn time. You already know I'm team Drarry."
"You know. Draco and Harry! Never mind…of course, he can stay over. Seriously, I'm rooting for
you, Draco."
"I know Harry, and it's been a genuine pleasure getting to know you, too. I mean this when I say I
couldn't imagine anyone better. For either of you."
"Yes, well. Not as good for him as you are. Believe me."
"I'll just have to take your word for it," sighed Draco, still unconvinced. "I'll send Scorpius and
Albus over shortly."
-----
Sean - B&B
Today 7:10 AM
Harry: I'm sorry, Sean, I'm just not feeling that good. My kids were sick, and they were off for a
few days. I'm so sorry. I don't want to get any of you sick either.
Delivered
Harry did feel sick—sick with guilt. The lines between Draco and Lucah were blurring, and he
needed to get his head straight. He refused to leave the house except for his date on Saturday. Then
there would be no chance of running into Draco before then.
Albus had texted Harry asking where he had gone and that Draco had seemed off. Harry didn't
have the heart to reply.
Those damned drawings! Harry could picture the man hunched over the desk, biting his lip in
concentration as he mapped out every curve and angle of Harry's face. How long had Draco been
drawing Harry? And why?
Harry climbed out of bed, pulling on a jumper. He made his way down to the storage room, where
Harry had shoved random artefacts and trinkets from the house as he'd renovated. Pushing over a
couple of boxes, he found the ancient stone basin. Of course, the Blacks would own a Pensieve.
He took a deep breath, coughing on the dust. He levitated the basin off the shelf and onto a small
wooden table.
What was he even doing?
Harry pressed the tip of his wand to his temple, removing a long string of memories. They floated
to the bottom of the basin, swirling. Harry took a deep breath before leaning forward.
It was the Yule Ball. Harry quickly found himself and Ron sitting at their table, sulking. Harry
snorted. They looked positively as miserable as Harry remembered—watching Cho and Cedric
dance circles around the room. Then Harry found Draco talking animatedly with Pansy. He was
smiling genuinely, light and weightless as Blaise told a joke of sorts. Harry wasn't confident in the
limitations of memories, but he wandered closer all the same.
"How sad," said Pansy, pouting. "Perfect Potty and the Weasel got dumped. Now's your chance,
Draco."
Draco's smile vanished, turning towards the sulking Ron and Harry. That's when his younger self
looked over at the group of Slytherins, catching Draco's eye. The boys stared at each other for a
beat before Draco ripped his gaze away, his pale cheeks a flaming red. That had been the first time
Harry caught Draco staring. Then he'd blushed. Harry had always assumed it was Draco's
continued disapproval of Harry's position as Champion.
"Shove it, Pans," snapped Draco, his cheeks growing redder still.
Draco glared at her. "You and I both know that's never going to happen."
Pansy shrugged, taking a sip of her punch. "Shame. There's something about those rags Weasley is
wearing that's almost…charming? And you know I hate to be upstaged by a date. That would not
be a problem."
Draco was looking at the younger Harry again, whose attention was clearly back on Cho and
Cedric.
"Odd that he has a thing for Seekers," said Blaise smugly. "Just not you."
Harry jumped as Draco smashed his glass on the floor, face contorted with rage. He spun on his
heel and stalked towards the exit.
He remembered Draco storming from the Great Hall, curious what had happened, though not
enough to follow the boy—a favourite pastime in future years.
The scenes shifted to every fleeting moment Harry caught Draco staring: in classes, the pitch, the
Great Hall, sneering almost immediately when Harry caught his eye. But before the sneer…
Draco's eyes told a different story—the same as Harry's own in time.
Harry had thought he'd been dreaming—seeing what he wished to see. It was obvious. Draco had
fancied Harry in school.
Harry himself had been in denial for so long. He'd hated himself for it. What was he doing giving
any fucks for the selfish, sneering bigot with his shit family? Draco had always been handsome,
and Harry couldn't fault himself for noticing…often. But the moment he knew there were feelings
involved…he'd never forget it.
Harry had never told anyone before—about sneaking off to the hospital wing to see Draco that
night. The night of the bathroom incident. He knew the younger Harry would be sitting in the chair
at Draco's bedside, under the invisibility cloak.
Harry approached the bed, watching the younger Draco sleep, wrapped in bandages from the
violence of his own making. His chest tightened, and he wanted to reach down and grab the boy's
hand, but another hand got there first.
The younger Harry let the invisibility cloak slide off his shoulders, eyes red and cheeks soaked
with tears. He was trembling.
"I'm so sorry," the younger Harry whispered shakily. "I didn't know. I d-didn't know."
Harry's eyes widened as he looked from his younger self's crippled form to Draco, whose eyes were
open and staring at the sobbing boy. Draco's eyes closed, and the blond shifted. Harry was yanked
forward from the chair as Draco pulled his hand up with Harry's against his bandaged chest. At the
time, Harry thought it had been done unconsciously in sleep, afraid to pull away in case it would
disturb him. So, the two Harrys sat at Draco's bedside in silence.
When the younger Harry leaned forward, Harry almost looked away. Even as a memory of his
own, it felt voyeuristic—the moment far more intimate than he'd remembered. The boy kissed
across the bandages on Draco's face before meeting his lips, his fingers running through the blond
fringe.
When his younger self pulled back from the kiss, he slowly released his hand from Draco's grip.
The younger Harry turned to throw the cloak over his head, cheeks still stained with tears. That's
when Harry saw them—Draco's tears, his now empty hand clutching the sheets.
Then what had Harry done? He'd abandoned his feelings just like the Prince's textbook and all the
other hidden things in the Room of Requirement. Then, mere days later, he kissed Ginny in front of
the entire Gryffindor common room, intending to forget Draco. He had feelings for Ginny. Of
course, he did. But choosing Ginny had been the simpler path, and he hated to admit it to himself.
Then he'd witnessed Draco in the tower with Dumbledore, trembling with fear as he pointed his
wand at the man. The shake of his voice and the tears on his cheeks were enough to convince
Harry of Draco's heart. He was a boy cornered. Thankfully, Snape had come to Draco's rescue,
shielding him from the horrors of cold-blooded murder. When Snape had taken Draco with him,
Harry felt a part of him break. He didn't know if he'd see Draco again. That's when he knew he
needed to end things with Ginny.
Harry had thought he'd found his chance after the war, the day of Draco's trial. He'd used every
resource he had to help Narcissa and Draco.
"Goodbye, Potter. You've done your job as the Saviour. Now leave me the fuck alone."
That had been the end of it. Apart from that one night, so many years ago. But that had been
nothing. Less than nothing.
When Harry finally managed to pull himself from the Pensieve, his own face was damp with tears.
There was too much pain in their past for a hopeful future. Harry was starting afresh, wasn't he?
That didn't mean travelling down paths uncharted but forming new ones.
Harry had a chance for a fresh start with someone, free of baggage and broken hearts—a potential
future with Lucah. Harry needed to keep everything he'd ever thought, felt or shared with Draco
safely tucked away where it belonged—in the past.
-----
In his nearly twenty years at The Quibbler, Draco had yet to call in a sick day. Not that there was
anyone to call. Draco was the Editor-In-Chief, after all, and Luna wouldn't notice his absence even
if she showed up in the first place.
He rolled over in bed, reaching to grab his phone off the nightstand. Chills ran through his body as
he clicked the chat notification.
Jamie
Today 7:12 AM
Jamie: Tomorrow can't come soon enough.
Today 8:25 AM
Lucah: Aren't you a bit…nervous?
Lucah: No. Of course not. I just don't know what I'd do if I didn't live up to your expectations.
Jamie: What brought all this on? Lucah, I can't wait to meet you. I know it hasn't been that long…
it's really wild when you think about it…
Jamie: Would you hate me if I kissed you in front of everyone in the restaurant?
Draco sucked in a breath as his heart fluttered. If Harry kissed him in public as he had in Draco's
kitchen or any of their previous kisses for that matter, Draco would surely faint. He wanted to kiss
Harry again. And again. That is, if Harry wanted to kiss Draco at all, after this.
Jamie
Lucah: Though a part of me is laughing at the thought of you going up to the wrong person and
snogging some unsuspecting bloke senseless.
Jamie: Oh God *laughing emoji*
Jamie: You'll tell me what you're wearing, right? But it's got to be something unique. Something
tells me you have something or several that fit the bill?
Jamie: No. I'll try and look semi-decent for you. I promise.
Draco wanted to cry. He could feel the tears stinging at the corner of his eyes.
Jamie
Lucah: Jamie…
The tears won out, streaming down Draco's cheeks. He curled up in his bed, paralysed by so many
conflicting emotions—anxiety, excitement, fear, devastation, elation, nausea, mortification,
anticipation, dread.
Love.
If Harry rejected him, Draco wasn't sure he'd be able to come back from it—to move on. Not this
time. Not that he ever truly had.
Draco could still taste Harry on his lips, smell him on his sheets. He had to blink back more tears
as the minutes ticked by, ever closer to the night of reckoning. Had Draco gone about it all wrong?
Should he have kept Harry at arm's length? It was far too late to know.
Jamie
Lucah: You may be more than I deserve, but you're the one I want.
Jamie: Good.
Jamie: It seems silly to keep this up in the app, don't you think?
Draco stiffened, his thumbs hovering over the screen. He knew that would be impossible. Harry
would recognise Draco's voice immediately.
Jamie
Lucah: I'll give it to you at the restaurant. If you decide you actually wish to continue talking to
me afterwards, of course.
Jamie: Are you really that worried I won't want to? This doesn't seem like you.
Lucah: It's not like me, no. But even the most confident man can feel insecure at times.
Lucah: If he had told you, back in school, that he returned your…feelings. What would you have
done?
Jamie: Today?
Jamie: He wouldn't.
Jamie: He doesn't.
Delivered
-----
Harry ran his hand across his face as he leaned back against the headboard. No. There wasn't
anything between him and Draco. Not anymore. Sure, Harry was attracted to Draco, and their
chemistry was undeniable. It had been purely physical—a drunken mistake. And all the days since
then—only a game to Draco.
Harry tried not to think about that night, those shining silver eyes mere centimetres from Harry's
own. Pale, flushed skin. Pink, petal-soft lips. The taunts and teasing. blond hair swaying back and
forth. Slender fingers intertwined with his own.
He needed to forget. If he trusted himself with a Memory Charm, he'd have considered it. Harry
required new encounters to dull the old. Lucah wanted Harry, and Harry wanted Lucah. It felt
genuine. No games. Harry would have to be crazy to walk away before he even gave it a chance.
Lucah
Jamie: You can't ask me that and not expect me to do the same.
Jamie: What?!
Lucah: Well, as you have probably previously gathered, I was a bit of a shit growing up.
Lucah: Now that I think about it. I think I did spit in his face…metaphorically.
Lucah: Well. I yelled at him, so…perhaps I did spit on him.
Lucah: According to Daisy, said nemesis did try to confess, but I don't believe her. No way in his
right mind would he want me after everything I'd done…
Lucah: I believe I told you before that I regret very much. So, yes. I regret it immensely.
Lucah: It's so easy for you to say when you don't know what it is that I've done to him. Or to
others…
Jamie: I don't know, Lucah. He was the biggest arse. Shit to my friends. But I fancied him
anyway. What does that say about me?
Lucah: That you were dropped a few too many times as a child.
Harry's stomach fluttered. It was too early for him to be this hot and bothered, especially with a
conversation so closely tied to Draco.
Lucah
Jamie: Oh.
Jamie: I guess I'll own up to it and say you'd probably not like mine either.
Lucah: Indeed.
Delivered
Chapter 7
Harry shot Ron an incredulous look. "I'm a mess, and you know it."
Ron raised his hands in mock surrender. "That's fair. Hard to be in love with two blokes at once."
"Yeah, okay," said Ron flatly, tapping Harry on the shoulder. "I'm just saying. When you meet this
guy—Lucah. Think long and hard about what you want."
"I know what I want," said Harry, shrugging off Ron's hand. "There's nothing to think about."
Ron took a step back, leaning against the wall. "Fair enough. It's your love life."
"Yeah. It is."
With one last assessment in the entry hall mirror, Harry deemed himself presentable. His hair
would always be a bit of a mess, but at least managing a pressed shirt and tailored trousers left
Harry feeling confident. Even if it wasn't a three-piece peacock suit.
"Well. I'll see you later if this all goes to shit?" asked Harry, chuckling nervously.
The two men said their goodbyes before Ron took off by Floo, and Harry pulled out his phone.
Lucah
Today 6:27 PM
Jamie: On my way out. See you soon?
-----
"Do you have a reservation?" asked the young host as Harry entered the restaurant.
Harry's eyes widened at the opulence of the establishment: gold and crystal chandeliers, Rococo-
style tables and chairs, cloth napkins laden with place settings similar to his near-lunch at Draco's.
Lucah appeared to have expensive taste, and Harry felt extremely underdressed.
The young man scanned his list, nodding as he looked up at Harry. "You're the first to arrive. We
have your table ready if you would follow me."
Harry gave the man an anxious smile, tugging at his collar as he followed the host across the
dining room. They winded towards the back of the restaurant and out onto a stone patio
overlooking a small koi pond. There was a small table set for two, with a small bouquet of white
roses. A few other tables scattered the patio space, but they had been placed a good distance apart
to allow for privacy. Harry was thankful for it. The evening was warm, with a gentle breeze
rustling the nearby trees. The setting sun illuminated every surface with soft pink and orange hues.
The host gestured for Harry to sit, and he settled in the chair with its back to the restaurant,
deciding that if he had to wait, he'd distract himself watching the koi swimming in circles around
one another, as if in an elegant, eternal dance.
Lucah
Today 6:27 PM
Jamie: On my way out. See you soon?
Today 6:51 PM
Jamie: I'm here.
Delivered
Harry's hands were shaking, his heart pumping furiously as the minutes ticked by. His pocket
vibrated, and Harry pulled out his phone.
Lucah
Today 6:27 PM
Jamie: On my way out. See you soon?
Today 6:51 PM
Jamie: I'm here.
Today 6:57 PM
Lucah: Just arrived.
Harry set his phone down on the table, closing his eyes as he took deep, calming breaths. He
considered turning around to sneak an early glance, but he was too—
"Scared, Potter?"
Harry froze, the hair on the back of his neck prickling as a rush of cold trickled down his spine.
Harry sucked in a shaky breath, turning in his seat to meet shining silver eyes.
Harry took in the man's nervous expression, the small smile, hands in his pockets. He'd left his hair
down; half draped across his shoulder. It seemed to glow with the pink and orange hues of the
setting sun. The man's suit was blue and covered in small embroidered peacocks.
Draco's expression softened, his signature smirk pulling at the corner of his mouth. "Jamie."
Two strides, and Harry was kissing him, his fingers slipping into the sleek blond hair that
captivated his senses. Draco let out a small gasp against Harry's lips before wrapping his own arms
around Harry as he pulled him flush against him. Draco released a soft moan as Harry's grip
tightened in his hair, their hips pressed firmly together.
Draco was Lucah. Lucah was Draco. All of his conflicting emotions were so conveniently
unnecessary. He didn't need to force Draco into the past. He was Harry's past, present, and future.
They broke the kiss, panting and still tangled in each other's arms. Harry blushed, looking over
Draco's shoulder at the older man shaking his head.
Harry gave a sharp tug to Draco's hair, but the man's eyes flashed as a blush rose in his cheeks,
sending shocks of pleasure to Harry's groin. He released his hold, allowing his hand to slide down
the nape of Draco's neck.
"Yes," said Draco, smiling devilishly. "But I don't think they have what I'm craving."
Draco spun in Harry's arms, pulling out his wand. By the dreamy looks on the nearby faces, Harry
realised Draco must have cast a wordless Confundus Charm. He wrapped his arms tightly around
Harry, smirking as they twisted into darkness. They landed with a CRACK in the middle of Draco's
bedroom, already ripping and tugging at clothing as they kissed feverishly.
Harry tripped as he attempted to kick off his trousers, falling back onto the bed. It felt like deja vu;
Draco, standing nearly naked before him in only his pants. Harry propped himself up on his elbows
as Draco helped with Harry's socks and trousers.
Draco climbed onto the bed, straddling Harry's hips as he leaned forward to capture Harry's mouth.
Harry's hands roamed across Draco's back, sliding down to cup the man's arse in his hands. Harry
pressed their hips together, and Draco mewled into his mouth. Draco's fingers were in Harry's hair,
nails dragging against his scalp as their tongues intertwined, nipping at each other's lips. The
familiar scent of Draco's sheets made Harry dizzy with need. He slipped his thumbs under the
waistband of Draco's pants, but the man grabbed hold of his arms. Harry looked up at him in
confusion.
"No. Not yet. I want to savour this," Draco breathed huskily. His hands found Harry's cheeks. "Just.
Kiss me, Harry."
Harry engulfed Draco in his arms, golden hair threading through his fingers. Their kiss began soft
and slow, Harry's hands once again caressing Draco's shoulders and down his back. Draco's weight
against him felt so familiar and yet so new. Harry's cock was aching, and the feel of Draco's
erection pressing into him made it difficult to hold back.
"Fuck, this is torture," breathed Harry, rolling on top of the man, using a hand to pin Draco's wrists
above his head.
The blond let out a gasp as Harry's mouth found Draco's neck, sucking and nipping fresh marks
onto the pale skin. Harry slid slowly down, his mouth exploring every centimetre of Draco's
hairless, heaving chest. Harry rolled each stiff nipple between his tongue and teeth, and Draco
gasped sharply as he arched his back, tugging against Harry's grip.
Harry released the man's wrists. His hands immediately threaded in Harry's hair. Draco tugged
gently as he lifted his hips, erection grinding against Harry's chest. Harry let out a groan as his
tongue trailed along the centre of Draco's stomach, circling his navel. His hands gripped the dip of
Draco's waist before sliding down to his hips. Draco did not stop him when he pulled off the man's
pants, cock bobbing freely, stiff and red, its tip glistening with precome.
Harry tossed the pants to the floor, resuming his position between Draco's legs at the edge of the
bed. He didn't stop to think before grasping the base of Draco's leaking cock, wrapping his lips
around the head as he lapped at its tip.
"Oh, my God," Draco cried, arching his back further as Harry took him deep into his mouth.
With no experience of his own, he focused on what he enjoyed himself, exploring Draco's cock
with his tongue as he bobbed. The moans escaping the blond's lips were enough encouragement for
Harry to continue, his free hand grasping Draco's thigh as he feasted on him, his eyes lifting to
admire Draco writhing, face and chest flushed as he met Harry's eyes, looking utterly ruined. Harry
could taste the saltiness of Draco's precome, and Harry pulled back to focus on Draco's head. The
man cried out, and Harry smiled to himself.
Draco's grip on Harry's hair tightened, thrusting his hips upward, hitting the back of Harry's throat.
Harry coughed, slipping from Draco's cock just as Draco's climax rolled over him, crying out as
come splattered in streaks across his stomach. Harry wiped his mouth, and Draco let go of his hair,
his arms dropping limply to his sides as his chest rose and fell, his eyelids fluttering. He placed a
hand across his brow, his breath evening.
Draco's brow furrowed as he huffed, "Was it alright?" His hands grasped the back of Harry's neck,
pulling him down for a kiss. "That was brilliant. Harry…I've dreamt of your mouth on my cock
since I was fourteen."
Harry laughed, kissing him again. "This is all, you know, new territory. I won't be mad if I'm
rubbish or—"
Draco placed a finger over Harry's mouth. "Harry," said Draco, huskily, looking from Harry's eyes
down across his chest to the noticeable bulge in his pants. "You're far too well equipped to be
rubbish at anything."
Draco's arm slipped between Harry's, cupping his sizable package in his hand. The fabric was
damp from Harry's precome, so close to climaxing himself just from watching Draco's face as he
came.
The blond's eyes flashed, chewing his lip as he palmed Harry's erection. Harry's arms crumpled
under the touch, propped up on his elbows, his chest hair brushing against Draco's smooth skin,
making the blond shudder beneath him. Harry kissed Draco just as the blond's hand slipped
beneath the waistband of his pants, taking Harry in hand as Draco began to stroke him lazily. Harry
moaned into Draco's mouth, breaking the kiss with a sharp gasp as Draco squeezed gently. Harry
groaned, and Draco released him as Harry pushed himself back to standing, ridding himself of his
last item of clothing.
Fully naked between the blond's legs, Draco let out a whimper as he took in the sight of Harry's
cock, thick and pulsing, its leaking tip glistening as it bobbed above Draco's. Harry stared down at
Draco's flushed face, the cascade of hair across the sheets, down to his come splattered chest.
Draco hadn't reached for his wand, letting the liquid cool against his pale skin. He was so
beautiful, and Harry only wanted more. He took himself in hand, stroking slowly. Harry wouldn't
last long.
The blond smirked as he raised himself to sit at the edge of the bed. Draco stared up at Harry as he
ran his fingers across Harry's chest as he stood, their cocks brushing as he kissed Harry. Draco
broke the kiss just before Harry lost control.
Harry's cock throbbed in anticipation, and he slowly turned with Draco, sliding back onto the bed.
He watched as Draco climbed over him to straddle Harry's hips, his bollocks close to brushing
against Harry's cock. He placed his hands on Draco's thighs, sliding up across his hips and to his
waist. He was so slender and perfect. Even with his sharp, angular features, he felt soft under
Harry's hands.
Draco pulled Harry's wand hand from his waist, holding Harry's gaze as he dragged Harry's fingers
across his come-slick stomach. Harry sucked in a breath as Draco lifted the hand to his mouth, and
licked his come from Harry's little finger. Harry watched Draco in awe, so far beyond arousal that
he was ready to pin the tease to the bed and pound him senseless, but he'd let Draco have his fun—
this time.
With Harry's fingers slick with come, Draco guided his hand between his legs and beneath his
bollocks. He held Harry's gaze as he leaned forward on his opposite arm, his back arched with his
arse spread. He guided Harry's fingers to his puckered hole, letting out a sharp moan as Harry took
control, smearing the come as he circled Draco's entrance. The blond placed both of his hands on
Harry's shoulders, his face in the crook of his neck as he moaned under Harry's ministrations.
Harry placed a finger at the centre of the pinched skin. "Are you…ready?"
"Nnnnn, yes, Daddy," Draco whimpered, his hot breath against Harry's neck. "Please."
Harry's cock pulsed as pleasure rippled through his body. Harry loved to be called Daddy, and
hearing Draco say it again was nearly enough for Harry to come on the spot. Harry pushed the tip
of his finger past the tight ring of muscles, clenching around his first knuckle. It was an entirely
new sensation, like a velvet vice around his finger.
Draco moaned against his shoulder. "Don't stop, Daddy. Don't stop."
Harry's other hand cupped Draco's arse cheek as he forced his finger inside as far as he could at his
current angle. Draco was already trembling against him, and Harry began to thrust his finger in and
out of the man's tight channel, relishing in Draco's cries, nails digging into Harry's skin. As Draco
began to relax, Harry pressed in a second finger, working Draco open as his fingers curled in search
of the magic button. Harry found the bundle of nerves, and Draco cried out, digging his nails and
teeth into Harry, making him wince at the pain, though not unwelcome. Harry pulled Draco's arse
forward, allowing him a better range of motion as his fingers fucked Draco open.
He sounded positively ruined, and Harry had barely begun. There was slight friction building as the
come began to dry on his fingers, and Harry whispered a wandless lubrication spell as he pushed a
third finger inside. The squelching sounds were positively lewd. Harry had managed a couple more
prods at Draco's prostate before the blond lifted his head and cried, "Enough!"
Reluctantly, Harry pulled his fingers from Draco's hole, and the man kissed Harry hungrily. Draco
pulled himself upright on his knees above Harry. Tufts of hair clung to Draco's chest as the rest fell
sweeping along his back. Harry gasped as Draco took Harry's overly sensitive cock in hand.
Draco smirked. "Don't worry, Daddy," he purred. "Baby will take care of you."
A growl rumbled in Harry's chest, his fingers digging into Draco's thighs as the man lined Harry up
with his slick entrance.
As if Draco couldn't be any more perfect: fucking Baby?! Harry was going to fill his Baby so full...
Their eyes remained locked as the tip of Harry's cock breached Draco's tight entrance, both men
groaning in pleasure. Draco began to slowly sink onto Harry, his own erection bobbing and
leaking. Harry's head rolled back as the pleasure of it consumed him. Draco's face pinched in
discomfort, and Harry grabbed a tight hold of his waist to stop Draco from sinking further, but the
blond pressed on, using his full weight to take Harry in completely.
Both Harry and Draco groaned. It felt so different from sex with Ginny. Draco had swallowed
Harry whole, his tight heat almost too much for Harry's limited self-control. Harry's hands
remained loosely on Draco's waist as the blond acclimatised to Harry's cock.
"Are you okay, Baby?" asked Harry, with what little breath he had left in his lungs.
Draco's hands slid down Harry's arms as he leaned forward, settling on his shoulders, his blond hair
draping like curtains around Harry's face. Harry stared at Draco's navel, fully aware that he was
inside Draco—something Harry had only ever dreamed of.
"Your cock feels so good, Daddy." The words came out slow and sensual, and Harry's skin prickled
with arousal as his cock pulsed inside the man.
Harry released Draco's waist to lift a hand to the blond's neck, pulling him down for a fierce kiss
before breaking away.
Draco's breath hitched, but he did not hesitate. He raised his hips, sliding painfully slowly up
Harry's shaft, then slowly back down. Harry's eyes rolled to the back of his head, overwhelmed by
the sensation of Draco riding his cock. Draco did it again, and once more, before pausing to run his
fingers across Harry's chest. After a few breaths, he repeated the motion, riding Harry at a steady,
controlled pace before pausing again. One bob. Then two. Pause.
He knew how close Harry was—ready to explode at any moment. Harry wanted to come inside
Draco so badly. He wanted to claim the man as his own. All he'd dreamed about since their first
night together.
"Uhhhn, Daddy," Draco cooed. "I love—I love Daddy's cock. So full..."
"You're doing so good," said Harry, petting Draco's hair and brushing Draco's cheek. "Fuck, you're
so tight. So tight around Daddy's big cock."
Draco melted under Harry's words. The blond only managed a few more rounds before Harry had
enough waiting. He grasped Draco's waist tightly, lifting the man before slamming him down on
his cock as his hips bucked upwards. Draco's head fell back, mouth open as his cries of pleasure
echoed through the bedroom. Harry did it again, Draco's bollocks slapping against Harry's stomach.
Soon Draco matched his thrusts, rising and falling back on Harry's cock with vigour as Harry
bucked up into him. The way Draco's hair fluttered with each thrust was driving Harry wild. Draco
was driving him wild.
In a final upward thrust, Harry's resolve crumbled, spilling his seed deep inside Draco in forceful
bursts. Harry grabbed Draco's cock, and the man's cry rattled Harry's bones as Draco came, hot
semen splattering across Harry's stomach. Draco collapsed against him, their breathing ragged as
Harry pulled the blond close, fingers in his hair, and kissed Draco's head.
Harry's softening cock slipped from Draco, his come leaking onto his thigh. Both men worked to
slow their breathing, and Draco's hand found Harry's, interlocking their fingers. When Draco lifted
his head and smiled dreamily, overflowing with joy and affection, Harry knew.
Draco's breath hitched, eyes widening as his mouth fell open. Harry raised his hand to brush
Draco's cheek, his fingers threading into the soft blond hair. Draco leaned into the touch. Harry's
heart exploded in his chest as tears stung the corner of his eyes. This. This is what happiness felt
like.
"It's not me," choked Draco through a small sob. "It's Lucah."
The blond released himself from Harry's embrace, sitting upright with his shoulders slumped. Harry
was on the verge of a panic, completely whiplashed from the abrupt change in Draco. They'd just
made love, life-altering and mind-blowing, bringing them closer together than ever before, and
now Draco was pulling away.
"You made it very clear that you didn't want me," said Draco harshly. "You chose him."
"Wait," said Harry, propping himself on his elbows. "Did you know?"
Draco crossed his arms in front of his chest as if to shield himself from Harry's question. "Since
Longbottom's party," he murmured.
Realisation rushed over Harry. "When you dropped your glass. After I told you I worked in a
coffee shop," said Harry, pulling himself upright, cradling Draco in his lap, not wanting the man to
slip away. Harry felt a twinge of betrayal. "Why didn't you tell me?"
"Oh, right," Draco scoffed. "You discover you've been romantically involved with your childhood
rival, the first thing you think is, 'Yes. I'll tell him. What a brilliant idea. He'll be so pleased!'"
"I would have been! Draco. Gods, we'd just slept together and it was—well, it turned my life
upside down. It was driving me mad, you were driving me mad. You should have told me that day
at the café."
Draco rolled his eyes. "Ah, yes. That lovely chat where you told me what a huge mistake it was."
"Why are you being like this?" asked Harry, the overwhelming happiness dissolving into raw pain
and desperation. "What did you expect me to say? I was the one in the dark, wasn't I? We'd been
drunk. We hadn't spoken a word to one another in over twenty years. What would make me think
you'd want anything more than a quick shag and be on your way?"
"If I hadn't wanted more, I wouldn't have done it at all!" said Draco sharply. "What do you take me
for? Some slag?"
This was wrong. Why did things with Draco always have to go so wrong? Harry didn't know what
to say to bring Draco back to him, so instead of telling, he showed him. Harry wrapped an arm
around Draco's waist as the other hand cupped the nape of Draco's neck, pulling him in for a
passionate kiss. He could taste the salt from Draco's tears as the man clung desperately to Harry.
Draco broke the kiss. "You're the one with no place wanting me," said Draco softly. "I was awful
to you."
"Haven't we been over this?" asked Harry. "I want you, Draco. I want to be with you. Hell, I've
wanted you since sixth year."
Draco shook his head. "That's not true. You and Ginny—" Draco started, but Harry cut him off.
"I broke up with Ginny. I knew it wasn't fair. That I was lying to myself. I couldn't stay with her
when I knew I wanted to be with someone else."
"Yeah, I did. But not until years later. I'd planned to tell you how I felt, but it was made explicitly
clear that you wanted nothing to do with me."
"Yeah," said Harry, dragging a thumb across Draco's cheek. "So, I forced myself to move on. But
the truth is, I never really did. I just got really good at pretending."
Wet silver eyes met green. "I don't deserve it. You."
Harry smiled. "So you said." He combed his fingers through Draco's hair, and the man shuddered.
"I've been such a mess. To think I'd been fighting with myself over feelings for the same damned
person. It's been fucking maddening."
"You're just loving this, aren't you?" Harry scowled as he shoved Draco's arm playfully. "You're
goading me on, you arsehole!"
Draco's fiendish smile broadened as he wrapped his arms around Harry's neck. "Not many blokes
can say they managed to make a man fall in love with them…twice. Obviously, if I were to have a
romantic rival, the only suitable candidate would be myself."
"Oh, Potter," Draco purred, fingers caressing the nape of Harry's neck. "You just did."
Draco laughed and pressed their mouths together. His grip on Harry's neck tightened as Harry
pulled Draco against him, their chests still sticky with Draco's come. As they clung to one another,
it was apparent that neither of them were ever going to let the other go.
With reluctance, Harry pulled back. "We should get cleaned up," he said, reaching for Draco's
wand.
Draco grabbed Harry's wrist and shook his head. "I believe I fancy a shower."
Harry's face fell. He'd been hoping to curl up in bed together for an indeterminate amount of time.
Perhaps forever.
Draco smirked. "With you, Harry. Don't look at me like an abandoned puppy."
He brushed his lips against Harry's, rolling out of his lap to sit on the edge of the bed. Facing away
from Harry, Draco used his fingers to comb through his hair which was rippling across his bare
back. Harry would marry that hair.
Draco peeked over his shoulder before standing, the sheen of Harry's come smeared along the
inside of his thighs, and Harry could feel his cock swelling again. Draco sauntered over to the
bathroom and turned on the shower. Harry placed his hands on his knees, still in a daze of near
disbelief. Harry rose to his feet, reaching down to grab his wand. He cast a Cleaning Charm on the
bed, which remade itself into something less haphazard.
"Coming, Harry?"
He set the wand and his glasses on the nightstand before following Draco into the bathroom.
-----
Draco was already in the shower when Harry slipped in behind him. Harry's hands slid against
Draco's stomach, placing a kiss at the nape of his neck. Draco felt the rush of pleasure down his
spine from the simple contact. He felt empty with the absence of Harry's cock, the ghost of the
sensation lingering, and Draco wanted more. Now that Harry had got off once, he could give Draco
what he desperately craved.
Draco spun in Harry's arms, picking up a bar of soap from over Harry's shoulder. Draco lathered the
soap on a flannel and proceeded to wash every plane and curve of Harry's gorgeous body. His
bedroom had been dimly lit, neither of them taking the time to bother with the lights, too consumed
with lust. In the bright incandescence of the bathroom, Draco could relish Harry's stocky, muscular
form, a bit soft around his middle. Rivulets of hot water fell from Harry's chest hair, collected in
clusters of dark curls as the suds were rinsed away.
Such a delicious Daddy, Draco thought to himself, his fingers running across Harry's chest. The
cloth travelled lower, and Draco ran the flannel along Harry's hardening shaft.
"Why, hello there," purred Draco, taking extra care in cleansing his favourite part of Harry's
anatomy thoroughly…and languidly.
Harry grabbed Draco's wrists, and the cloth fell to the floor as Harry pinned him against the cool
tiles, kissing him passionately. Draco arched against Harry as he opened his mouth, eager to taste
the man again. Draco managed to twist out of Harry's grip with the aid of his slippery skin, turning
around to press his forearms against the wall as he ground his arse against Harry's cock. Harry
grabbed Draco's hips in a bruising grip, his cock sliding along the cleft of his cheeks. The feel of
Harry's hardness slipping against Draco's entrance drove him wild with need.
"And I'll give it to you. You're such a little slut for Daddy."
Draco's cock pulsed at the utterance of Harry's lewd words. "Yes! I need Daddy—Daddy's cock
deep inside me."
Harry leaned forward and bit into Draco's shoulder, and he cried out, arching his back to open
himself wider. Harry placed the tip of his cock against Draco's hole, dripping with fresh lubricant,
and slowly pushed himself inside. Draco gasped, still not used to the stretch of it, but that would
ease with time. He didn't care. He only wanted Harry. Harry fucking him unconscious with his
glorious cock.
Fully sheathed, Harry pulled out slightly before snapping his hips forward. After a few more quick,
shallow thrusts, it was clear that Harry was holding back. This was only his second experience with
anal sex, and the first where he had complete control. It would take time for them to learn and
explore each other's bodies. Draco would have to be explicitly clear about what he wanted. He
wanted to be used—Daddy's little fucktoy.
"Baby…yes," Harry breathed. "You've been so good. You deserve a proper fucking."
Harry only hesitated a moment before he quickened his thrusts, his confidence and roughness
intensifying with each whip of his hips. Draco's cries echoed against the bathroom walls. As his
body rocked forward violently, his arms began to shake as he held himself away from the wall.
Harry took a fistful of Draco's wet hair, yanking his head back as he continued to wreck his abused
hole. Draco yelped as he came, splattering against the tiles.
Harry wrapped an arm around Draco's stomach, pulling him back against his chest, fist still tight in
Draco's hair as he turned the blond's head to capture his mouth. Three more brutal thrusts, and
Harry held himself flush against Draco's arse, cock buried deep, groaning against Draco's hot, wet
lips. As Draco's orgasm ebbed, he could feel Harry's cock pulsing, filling Draco with his come.
Draco raised a hand to hold the back of Harry's neck, deepening the kiss as Harry's hands explored
Draco's chest, grazing his sensitive nipples. Draco's moan shifted to a whine of disappointment as
Harry's softening cock slipped from him. Harry's grip slackened in Draco's hair, and the blond
turned to face Harry, wrapping his arms around the man's neck, in part to hold his lover close as
much as for support, his legs having turned to jelly. Harry walked Draco back against the wall, and
they kissed for some time, leaving lips bitten and swollen before Harry finally pulled back to meet
Draco's eyes.
"I think we'll need another wash," said Harry, smirking as he brushed the wet strands from Draco's
face.
Draco tapped Harry on the back lazily. "Then get to it," said Draco. "Chop chop."
Harry smirked. And if that dimple wasn't the cutest fucking thing Draco had ever seen.
Draco released a sharp gasp as he felt a rush of cold through his abdomen and across his skin as
Harry cast a wandless Cleaning Charm. Harry chuckled.
Harry kissed the corner of Draco's mouth before turning off the water. He grabbed a towel and
tossed it over Draco's head, rubbing vigorously.
"What are you doing?!" shrieked Draco, pushing Harry's hands away. He pulled the towel off his
head, glaring at Harry. "Are you trying to ruin my hair, you oaf?!" he snapped, pushing past Harry
to gape in horror at the mirror.
Harry bit back a laugh at the tangled mess upon Draco's head. "Sorry. I didn't want to cheat."
The men stepped out of the shower, and Draco pulled out a comb to carefully detangle his hair,
grumbling to himself before casting a wandless drying charm. Harry towelled himself off, tucking
it around his waist before wrapping his arms around Draco's middle, pulling him back to kiss the
crook of his neck.
"You always were cute when you scowled," Harry teased, resting his chin on Draco's shoulder,
staring at their reflection.
Draco's sour face softened, leaning his head against Harry's. "I'm glad you think so. It's a signature
Malfoy trait."
Harry slapped Draco's bare arse cheek before exiting the bathroom, walking across the room to
throw himself onto the bed.
"Fuck," cursed Harry, staring at the ceiling. "Now, I'm actually starving."
Draco laughed, walking over to sit next to Harry, running a hand across Harry's chest. "I've heard
successful first dates end with mushy peas and chips."
-----
Harry blinked, rubbing sleep from his eyes. Ron and Pansy were standing in the doorway to
Draco's bedroom, beaming at the two men entangled in the sheets.
There was a grumble beside Harry, and Draco shifted. He lifted his head, and Harry couldn't help
the snicker at the sight of Draco's hair. So much for all the careful combing the night before. The
man brushed it out of his face as he rolled over to stare in horror at their friends.
"Oh, don't mind us," she answered cheerily. "We'll just be in the living room. When you're ready,
we'll go get breakfast! Or rather, brunch by the look of the time."
Both men gaped at her as the door closed behind them, Ron sneaking another wink before the door
clicked shut.
"This has to stop," said Draco, scowling, throwing off the covers.
Wearing only his pants, Draco yanked open the bedroom door, slamming it shut behind him. Harry
could hear Draco's raised voice followed by Pansy's.
"This time, I mean it, Pans. You can't keep showing up here unannounced! As you've most
definitely noticed, I have a gentleman in my bed whom I would very much like to continue shagging
into next Tuesday! TMI? Too bad! You brought this on yourselves!"
"By all means, Draco. We are in no rush. And you won't have to worry about me for much longer."
"I—what?"
The bedroom door flew open again, a smug look on Draco's face. "Rise and shine, darling. It's time
for brunch."
-----
"Did we have to come here?" asked Harry, looking around the coffee shop. His coffee shop.
Sean was over by the till, his eyebrow raised in question as he looked at Harry, nestled closely
beside Draco.
Candice was not so subtly wiping down a nearby table, and Harry shot her a reproachful look. She
smirked, lifting her hand to rub her fingers together. 'Time to pay up,' it said.
Harry could already feel his pocket grow lighter. Wasn't there anything more interesting to these
people than his love life? The answer was clearly no.
Candice had cornered Harry earlier that week, asking for all the details regarding the mystery
blond who sent Harry into an absolute tizzy. He'd given her the abridged version, omitting the
more intimate details.
"This is just beyond adorable. You can't make this stuff up! A real-life enemies to lovers trope!"
"Uh, huh," said Candice, unconvinced. "That man isn't here to drink coffee, that's for damn sure.
What's a cup of Joe next to a steaming cup of Harry?"
"Oh, my God." Harry's cheeks flushed, shaking his hands in dismissal. "Just…no. It's not like that."
"Bet you £50 you two will be dating within the month."
"Well," started Pansy. "When Draco told me you worked here, I had to pop in for myself, and I
have to say, my life is forever changed. You really do serve the best coffee." She took a sip of her
cappuccino, humming happily. "And I love the little jam tarts that I know shouldn't constitute as
breakfast, but I digress. My body, my choice."
"Quite," said Draco. "Now, what's so important that you dragged me so unceremoniously from the
sweltering embrace of my gorgeous lover—God of sex itself?”
Harry covered his face in his hands, cheeks flaming. "Jesus, Draco. We weren't even touching,"
hissed Harry.
"Oh, I promise you," purred Draco, his eyes flashing. "My subconscious was all over you."
"As delightful as this exchange is, can we get back to me, please, Draco?"
Draco extended a lazy hand, "By all means, Pansy. I'm at the edge of my seat. Quite literally. Why
are these chairs so small?"
Pansy glared at him before releasing a heavy sigh. She turned to look at Ron, whose ears were
already starting to redden.
"You're actually going to Egypt, aren't you?" asked Draco, resting an elbow on the table.
Pansy nodded, beaming at Ron. "For a month. If everything goes as planned, I'll come back and get
all my personal affairs in order, but I figured if this is what I think it is. Why wait?"
Ron smiled, leaning forward to kiss her forehead. "Fate doesn't lie."
Draco's cheeks flushed, and Harry grabbed Draco's hand under the table. "We're brilliant," said
Harry, smiling at his lover.
Pansy clapped her hands giddily. "Oh, this is so exciting. Harry, you have no idea how long this
man has been pining for you!"
"It's really quite adorable. Over twenty years holding onto your childhood crush, and it finally
happens! You know, Draco. You can finally stop with those drawings now that you have the real
thing. Though they are quite lovely."
"Pans!"
"Do you mean the drawings of me? Yeah, they're really good, Draco."
Draco's face paled, his head whipping towards Harry. "You saw them?!
Harry shrugged. "I noticed the stack of drawings on your desk."
Harry's gaze darkened. "You know I've had my fingers in worse places, Malfoy."
"Hey," said Harry, petting the back of Draco's head. "It's really sweet when you think about it.
Sure, a bit stalker-ish, but I'll overlook it."
Draco dropped his hand, turning to glare at Harry. "Says the man who quite literally stalked me our
entire sixth year."
"Yep. But you'll overlook that too." Harry leaned forward to kiss Draco's nose.
"Bit wild innit? Who'd have thought, right?" said Ron, looking from Draco and Harry to Pansy.
She flashed him a dazzling smile, raising her cup towards the other two men. "To Fate," she said.
Ron raised his glass beside her, and Harry turned to Draco, who looked on the verge of tears. Harry
squeezed his hand, leaning forward to press his forehead against his. Harry closed his eyes and
smiled.
"To Fate."
Epilogue
Harry waved over to the table, currently occupied by Dean and Seamus. Hermione and Viktor were
up at the bar ordering drinks.
"Yes, Daddy."
"I swear to you, Harry. In less than an hour, I'll have you begging to leave…" he hummed in
Harry's ear.
Harry cleared his throat. "Ron and Pansy will be here soon. You'll be fine."
Draco rolled his eyes. "As if I don't get enough of them on the regular. Apologies if it doesn't tickle
me pink. But I can think of something else that would—"
"Draco! Hey!"
Dean was beaming at the blond as he waved them over, Harry looking from Dean to the kind smile
on Draco's face as he waved back. His stomach twisted, the sensation familiar. Not unlike when he
and Ron had caught Dean with Ginny all those years ago. Once again, the urge to jinx the man was
all-consuming.
"Hello, Dean," said Draco, eyes sparkling as he took the empty seat beside the man.
Harry's chair screeched against the floor as he sat down a bit roughly, scooting closer to Draco.
Draco's brow furrowed at Harry before turning back to Dean. "I'm sorry to have missed the last few
plein air sessions. Life got a bit—" Draco placed a hand on Harry's thigh and squeezed "—
complicated."
Harry relaxed. Draco and Dean must have been taking art courses together. Harry recalled how
talented Dean had been in school, and Draco could learn a lot from him.
Seamus, however, remained visibly agitated. He scowled as he let out a huff, crossing his arms.
"You weren't missed…" he mumbled under his breath.
"Behave yourself." Dean whacked Seamus on the arm. "I've told you. He's not even gay."
Harry burst out laughing, and Dean and Seamus jumped. Harry coughed loudly before clearing his
throat. "Sorry. Just…it's funny."
Dean's brow furrowed. "Why? Something funny about being gay, Harry?" he said tersely.
Harry's eyes widened, raising his hands in defence. "No! I didn't mean—"
"Dean, Dean, Dean. As a queer man yourself, your gaydar has severe room for improvement,"
Draco dragged his nails up the back of Harry's neck and into his hair. "As a matter a fact, I happen
to be quite gay." Draco winked at Seamus before turning to Harry. "Isn't that right, Harry?"
Harry did his best not to purr under Draco's languid ministrations. "Er…yeah."
"Wait…" said Dean, looking between Draco and Harry. "Are you two…"
"Polishing wands? Bobbing the broomstick? Gobbling the Dirigible Plums? Smuggling the Blast-
Ended Skrewt? Parsel-tonguing my Chamber of Secrets? All of the above, I assure you," said
Draco in a velvety drawl.
Seamus' face had gone beet red, his mouth gaping like a codfish.
"Hi, Harry! Draco," greeted Hermione, beaming as she set a couple of Butterbeers in front of them.
Draco looked down at the bottle, and Hermione's smile wavered. "I can get you something else if
you like, Draco."
Draco picked up the bottle, inspecting it as if he'd never seen one in his life.
Draco ignored him, hesitating a moment before taking a sip. He swallowed, staring back at the
bottle. He let out a violent shudder.
"Nope. No. Sorry. I cannot. How on Earth do you drink this sugar-coated piss potion?!"
Harry turned to find Ron standing at his shoulder, smirking at Draco. Pansy placed a gin and tonic
in front of the blond and kissed him on the cheek.
"Harry, can I not trust you to water the dog properly?" she teased. "He'll go positively feral."
Draco pulled a face. "Excuse me? He waters my dog just fine, thank you."
The group all turned to look towards Hermione, standing in front of Ron. Viktor and Pansy looked
between one another and the pair anxiously.
She smiled at him before turning to Pansy. "He's a handful, but something tells me you can handle
it." Then she winked.
Pansy let out a deep sigh. "Oh, thank God." She scrambled over to Hermione's side, grabbing her
hands as the two girls started squealing.
"Minnie, don't–"
Then both women had their arms wrapped around each other, crying.
Draco's shoulders shook with silent laughter. "Merlin, seriously? Didn't she tell you? What am I
saying? It's Pansy. Of course, she wouldn't," Draco murmured into his glass.
Harry and Ron looked at Draco. "What didn't she tell him?" asked Harry.
"You don't know either?! Well, I'm not sure if I feel honoured or cursed."
Draco glanced at the women, still swaying in each other's arms. "You know what Pansy does, don't
you? Professionally?"
Harry remembered the large photo in Draco's dining room. "Did she take the ones of Astoria and
Scorpius?"
Ron's brow furrowed. "I don't understand. What's that got to do with Hermione?"
"Wouldn't be the first time, would it, Weasley?" Draco set down his glass. "She's a boudoir
photographer, Ronald."
Draco rolled his eyes. "It's an opportunity for women to celebrate their bodies. Be that for
themselves or for others. Lingerie, nudity–anything of the like. Although, of course, it is not
limited to women. I myself have been on the waitlist for months…"
Harry shifted in his seat as blood rushed to his groin at the thought of Draco in a corset, hair
cascading across the cushions of a chaise longue.
"And before you open your mouth to say something idiotic, Ronald," Draco continued, "it is not
pornography."
"I wasn't going to say that!" exclaimed Ron. "Fucking, hell. Hermione gave me some of those a
few years back. Do you think—did Pansy take those?!"
"Most definitely," said Draco. "They've been thick as thieves ever since. Hermione recommends
most of her clients."
The two women were wiping tears from each other's cheeks.
"Of course, I will. I'm due for a new session," said Hermione. "How exotic it will be in the
desert…"
The man stood abruptly, bolting for the bathroom. Hermione and Pansy turned to watch the man
dash across the room in bewilderment. Pansy looked at Draco questioningly, and he just shrugged
his shoulders in response.
He leaned in towards Harry. "He's off for a wank thinking about his girlfriend taking suggestive
photos of his ex, isn't he?" asked Draco in a hushed tone.
Draco's breath on Harry's neck was enough to set his skin on fire. "Most likely," said Harry, taking
a swig of Butterbeer.
Harry snickered.
"So, Draco," said Dean. "How's that memory sketch diary going?"
"Ahhh, so that's why you have all those drawings of me from school," teased Harry.
Seamus frowned at his husband. "Why the hell are yours of football matches and Muggle cars
then?"
"Excuse me? I believe it was you who mentioned my dirty laundry," he hissed back.
Harry took Draco's hand and placed it on his groin. "That's not what I'm talking about…"
Draco sucked in a breath. "I'm not sure what I did to deserve it."
"Existing," said Harry, brushing his lips against Draco's, and the blond kissed him.
Harry's fingers threaded into Draco's hair, tilting his head to deepen the kiss. Just before Harry was
swept away by lust, reality struck when Hermione released a sigh.
"I only vaguely remember how I pictured it," said Hermione. "But this is a million times better."
The two men broke apart, glaring at the women. "What is it with you straight women and gay
romance?" asked Draco.
Pansy nodded. "Extremely hot. You two will have to sit for me before I leave."
"Oh, so now I'm a priority," clipped Draco, crossing his arms. "Not going to happen."
"What about us?!" asked Seamus, brow furrowed. "You never got all randy over Dean and me.
What’ve they got that we haven't got?!"
"When have you two ever kissed like that?" Hermione teased, gesturing to Harry and Draco.
Seamus schooled his face and turned to his husband. He nearly knocked over Dean's chair as he
jumped into the man's lap, kissing him hungrily. Dean's shock subsided, his arms wrapping tightly
around his husband as he slipped a hand under his jumper.
"Now that, I can't watch," said Draco, lifting his hand to block the view.
Hermione let out a sharp gasp as Viktor took her in his arms, dipping her slightly as he kissed her.
Hermione smiled against his mouth as she wrapped her arms around his neck.
"Now, what the fuck is happening?" asked Ron, looking from the clashing of bodies that was Dean
and Seamus to Viktor and Hermione.
"Love, Ronald," said Pansy, grabbing the man by his face and pulling him down for a fierce kiss.
His hands grasped her waist and he lifted her in the air. She wrapped her legs around his hips,
fingers gripping his hair as she devoured his mouth.
Draco smirked, hands sliding up Harry's thighs, eyes sparkling. "I told you. Less than an hour."
Then he leaned in to kiss Harry, passionate and suffocating. Harry didn't mind in the least.
An older man sitting at the bar gawked at the group before waving to Aberforth and pointing. "I'll
have what they're having."
-----
Draco
Today 11:28 AM
Draco: Your birthday is in two days?! How dare you withhold this information!!
Draco: I am mortified!
Draco: Potter!
Draco: How on Earth am I supposed to plan my partner's 40th Birthday Extravaganza in just 2
DAYS?!
Delivered
"Hi, Draco."
"Then we'll make it special. Just the two of us. I don't want anything crazy."
"I swear to God, Harry. 1st of August you are a dead man! I'll have to call the reinforcements."
"Who?"
BEEP
Draco
Harry: Hey
Harry: I'm sorry I didn't tell you. It really did slip my mind.
Harry: These past couple of weeks have been amazing, and it's all thanks to you.
Harry: I'm so happy, Draco.
Harry: Honestly, all I want to do for my birthday is spend it with you and the kids.
Delivered
"Er…thanks?"
"Thanks, Draco."
"Just because you're the love of my life does not mean your murder is no longer eminent."
BEEP
Harry froze just in front of the café. He tapped on Draco's name to redial.
Harry's cheeks hurt from grinning so hard. "I'll see you later, then?"
"Yes, of course."
BEEP
Harry pocketed his phone and looked up at the sky, and smiled.
If this was what falling felt like, he never wished to fly again.
-----
Harry's eyes blinked open, focusing on the chirping birds near the open window. Draco was sitting
next to Harry in the bed, pencil scraping against paper on his lap desk.
"Another one for your collection? I thought you already had like five of me sleeping," Harry
grumbled as he stretched.
Draco looked up from the drawing. "Oh, um." Draco lowered his gaze back to the paper. "It's…
well. I was trying to finish before you woke up, but…"
"I wasn't sure what to get you for your birthday," said Draco. "It's your birthday, by the way." The
blond smiled, leaning forward to press a soft kiss to Harry's lips. "Happy birthday."
Draco handed Harry the paper, and he gasped. The piece was so meticulously drawn, it could have
been a photograph. It was Draco and Harry kissing that night at the restaurant. The night
everything fell into place. It was so raw and full of passion. Harry felt transported into the moment,
the shock and relief overwhelming him all at once when it was Draco standing in front of him.
"Draco."
Draco's gaze had fallen again, his expression sombre. Harry pushed up to sit next to the man,
raising a hand to lift Draco's chin. He kissed the blond, and Draco's arms clung to him in
desperation, as if Harry could vanish at any moment.
Tears welled in Draco's eyes. "Harry, this is all too good to be true. What if one day you realise you
deserve so much more than I can—"
Harry placed his hand over Draco's mouth. "Draco. I don't want to hear about what I deserve. I
want you. I love you. I've loved you for nearly twenty-five years. I want to love you for another
hundred. Longer even." He brushed Draco's hair out of his face. "Move in with me."
Harry smiled. "The House of Black should have at least one Black, don't you think? Two if you
count Scorpius. There's plenty of room for all the kids when they want to stay. Of course, it doesn't
have to be here. We can get our own place or—"
Draco threw his arms around Harry's neck, pinning him to the headboard as he kissed Harry
fiercely. Harry had to toss the drawing to the floor for fear of it getting crumpled. Draco was
straddling him, and Harry let out a groan as Draco ground his hips against him. The blond leaned
back, pulling off his shirt and tossing it aside. He ran his fingers across Harry's bare chest, and
Harry shuddered. He was already hard and aching.
Draco's bottoms vanished, his stiff cock bobbing between his legs. Harry's shorts vanished as well,
exposing Harry's thick, throbbing erection. Draco rose to his knees, straddling Harry. He took hold
of Harry's cock, placing the head at the centre of his slick hole.
"Fuck, Baby."
Draco kissed him, and Harry's hands clasped firmly on Draco's arse. Flushed and panting, Draco
held Harry's heady gaze as he continued to roll his hips, soft whimpers escaping him as he chewed
his lip. Harry could feel the stirring of his orgasm as he took Draco's cock in hand. The blond threw
his head back, releasing bone-rattling moans from the intensity of dual stimulation, fucking himself
on Harry's cock while he thrust into Harry's fist.
"You want to move in with Daddy? So Daddy can fuck you like this every day?"
Harry brushed the hair from Draco's flushed face. "Baby, you're so perfect. Why would Daddy
want anyone else? You're so good to Daddy."
"I'll always take care of, Daddy," mewled Draco. "I…uuhhn…want to make Daddy's cock feel so
good. Make you come."
"I know, Baby," Harry grunted, his climax building. "Give everything to Daddy. I'm so close."
Draco picked up his pace as Harry's hands grasped his waist to help guide his hips up and down.
Harry let out a guttural moan as he came, his orgasm rattling through him as Draco cried out, his
climax consuming him as he came in tandem, hot streaks splattering against Harry's chest. Harry
wrapped his arms around Draco, claiming Draco's open mouth as he fully emptied inside the blond.
When they finally broke the kiss, both were panting, sweat glistening on their skin.
Harry grasped a fistful of Draco's hair at the nape of his neck as they pressed their foreheads
together.
"I love you, too," Draco said, combing through Harry's fringe with his fingers. "Happy birthday."
Draco laughed. "Don't get greedy. Just you wait and see what the kids put together for you."
"Speaking of which," said Draco, kissing Harry. "It's time to get ready."
Harry smiled mischievously, slapping Draco's arse cheek. "Get your arse in the shower, and you
may just find out…"
Draco let out a squeak as he slipped from Harry's lap, ignoring the fluid leaking from his hole as he
made a beeline for the bathroom, Harry right on his heels.
They might be fashionably late, but Harry had every intention of keeping Draco far too distracted
to notice.
-----
Draco hadn't told Harry where they were going, only to dress comfortably, so all Harry could do
was look at Draco with curiosity as he snapped his fingers, Kreacher appearing before them.
"How'd you do that?" asked Harry, blinking at the elf's abrupt appearance.
"It is as you said, darling," said Draco sweetly. "The House of Black should have a Black."
Draco smirked. "Alright, I may have had a little chat with Minerva, but I digress—facts are facts,
Harry, darling. Isn't that right, Kreacher?"
"Kreacher is blessed with such a worthy master," said the elf, bowing deeply to Draco, who shot
Harry a smug grin.
Kreacher paled, his ears drooping as he looked at Draco, wide-eyed, lip trembling.
"Look what you've gone and done," said Draco curtly. "Apologise."
Draco looked beseechingly at Harry and then to the trembling elf, rocking on his heels as he
mumbled incoherently. "The poor dear is terrified."
Harry rolled his eyes. "Er…I'm sorry, Kreacher. I promise to never try and…er…free you again,"
he grumbled with annoyance.
The elf's ears perked up again, and Kreacher smiled. "Master Harry and Master Draco," said the elf
bowing to the men before extending his hands. "If you'd be so kind."
"Thank you for your help, Kreacher," said Draco, taking an outstretched hand and gesturing for
Harry to do the same.
Harry squinted at Draco with suspicion as he clasped the small hand, and with a CRACK, they
appeared in the centre of the Hogwarts Quidditch Pitch. A large smile immediately spread across
Harry's face. It felt like he was home.
Of course, it was more than just Ginny, Sasha, and the kids. The entire Weasley family, Pansy,
Ron, Viktor, and Hermione were also there. Harry would be lying if he said he wasn't pleased to
have everyone there with him sharing the day.
Everyone had been ready and waiting, blasting glitter and confetti everywhere as fireworks burst in
the afternoon sky leaving a glowing: YEP! YOU'RE OLD! No doubt at the courtesy of none other
than George Weasley. Harry laughed as he shook the confetti from his hair, snickering at the
amount of glitter and paper clinging to Draco's long hair. Albus and Scorpius ran up to Harry and
Draco, Harry's Firebolt and Draco's Nimbus 2001 in hand.
"We already split the teams, Dad!" said Albus. "Me, James, and Mum will be Chasers for your
team. Scorpius, Uncle George, and Aunt Angie for Draco's. Uncle Ron will be your Keeper and
Viktor for Draco."
"What about the Beaters?" asked Draco. "I'm not sure I'd like to see what Pansy can do with a bat.
The boys snickered. "Lily, Hermione, and Auntie Pansy are going to be tossing Dungbombs at us,"
said Scorpius.
"How delightful," said Draco, catching Pansy's eye as she smirked at him mischievously.
"And, of course," said Albus, extending the broom, "we'll finally get to see this rivalry in action!"
Harry ruffled Albus' hair, shooting Draco a sly grin. "Hear that, Malfoy? Ready to get your arse
whipped?"
Harry playfully whacked Draco on the arm. "Don't go traumatising our sons."
"I think I'm a bit beyond that," mumbled Albus, blushing. Then his eyes widened. "Oh! Draco, did
you ever ask Dad about the kiss?"
"You know," said Albus. "The one where Draco was drunk and jumped you. From your diary."
"My diary?" asked Harry, brow furrowed. Then his eyes widened before squinting shrewdly at his
son. "What were you doing with my diary, Al?"
Albus' gaze fell to the ground, scratching the back of his head nervously. "Er…I found it that first
night at your place. In the library."
"And you thought you'd just give it a read, then?" asked Harry harshly, a smile tugging at the
corner of his mouth.
"I didn't—"
"It's alright," said Harry, pulling Albus in for a one-arm hug. "I'm sure you got more than you
reckoned for. Hope that teaches you a lesson not to snoop through your Dad's old things."
Harry laughed as he gave Albus' hair another ruffle. "And to answer your question, no, he hasn't.
And unfortunately for you, now isn't the time for a stroll down memory lane. It's time for
Quidditch, yeah?" He could feel the heat of Draco's glare burning into the side of his skull.
Both boys' faces fell. "Yeah, okay," said Albus. "But you're telling us later!"
Al and Scorpius bolted over towards James and Ginny to grab their own brooms.
"Potter…" Draco's arms were crossed, his face pinched in displeasure as he glared at Harry.
Harry only smiled and kissed Draco on the cheek before mounting his Firebolt and taking to the
air. It had been years since he'd flown, but it felt like only yesterday. He felt at home on a
broomstick, but even more so with friends and family. With Draco.
"You're going down, Potter!" Draco yelled from the ground, mounting his own broom to follow
Harry.
The game was a mess. Al and Scorpius kept dropping the Quaffle. Meanwhile, dozens of
Dungbombs went flying through the air, exploding in people's faces. Many would have welcomed
a Bludger over the foul, suffocating stench.
Harry tried to concentrate on searching for the Snitch, but with Draco circling below him, it was
hard not to get distracted watching the man flying through the air with grace and ease, his hair
flowing behind him.
Then he saw it, the flash of gold, and Harry was shooting for the ground, Draco on his tail. He
could hear the kids cheering as they watched Harry and Draco dive. Draco slammed into Harry's
side, and Harry nearly fell off his broom, grabbing the handle tightly as he stretched out his arm.
When the small golden ball was safely clasped in his hands, it was too late. It had been years since
he'd flown and even longer since he'd performed the legendary Wronski Feint. Harry collided with
the ground, toppling over himself and landing on his back, the wind knocked from his lungs.
"Dad!"
Draco landed with a thud beside Harry, dropping to the ground beside him, his eyes wide with
terror and roaming Harry's body.
"Harry, are you okay?! Is anything broken? I'll get Sasha and—"
Harry lifted his hand, holding the Golden Snitch. Draco let out a sigh of relief just as Harry
wrapped his arm around Draco's middle, pulling him to Harry's chest before rolling on top of him,
ignoring the sharp pain in his chest. Draco's mouth opened in shock, and Harry kissed him,
breathless as he was. Draco relaxed against him, his fingers slipping into Harry's hair.
"You saying you never wanted me to tackle you to the ground after a match?"
"I didn't say that," said Draco, eyes flashing. "But in my mind, it was always me doing the
tackling."
"You okay, Harry?" said Sasha, instantly at their side with her medical bag, ever the mediwizard.
Ginny and the Harpies were lucky to have someone so vigilant.
"Yeah," he said, grunting as he rolled off of Draco. "I'll just be really sore tomorrow," he said,
winded. A bit lightheaded, Harry slowly sat up, rubbing his chest. "Or all next week."
"I'll give you some potions for the pain," said Sasha. "Just take it easy, alright? No…" she looked
down at Draco and smirked, "…overexertion for a few days."
Draco climbed to his feet, reaching out a hand to help Harry up. "You really are a disaster of a
man, aren't you?" asked Draco.
"Fellow disaster gay at your service," chuckled Harry, resting an arm across Draco's shoulder as
the blond helped him across the pitch.
"Indeed," said Draco tersely. "But you, Mr Potter, have some explaining to do."
-----
Harry did, in fact, have to be admitted to St Mungo's after he passed out not five strides later. He'd
broken a few ribs, one having punctured a lung. Draco was beside himself, but Harry had been
fixed up promptly after arrival. Even with such a violent tumble, Harry smiled as he recalled the
previous day. He had felt so free in the air—wind in his face, twisting and turning with Draco at
his side. James was right. He really did miss it. As for what that meant, he could think about that
later.
Harry was under strict instruction to limit his use of speech, allowing for his lung to heal fully over
the course of the day. So, instead, Draco and Harry fell into a routine all too familiar to them.
Draco
Today 2:47 PM
Harry: I have a question.
Draco: Do you need anything? I'll come if you need me to. I can always bring my work to the
hospital and find a desk somewhere.
Harry: If I had actually told you how I felt back in school, what would you have done?
Draco: Why?
Harry: If you had told me that you fancied me, I wouldn't have believed you either.
Draco: Pardon?
Harry: It took me a while, but I finally put two and two together.
Harry: It still blows my mind how many clues pointed directly at Draco Fucking Malfoy in those
Lucah texts.
Harry: You know that party you attended? When Astoria kissed you, and you didn't remember
what happened?
Draco: What?!
Draco: Impossible!
Draco: You couldn't have been at that party, Harry. It was Slytherin alumni only! Snakes can
smell a lion from a kilometre away!!
Harry: Actually, you'd been issued a noise violation, and the DMLE had to send someone to check
on things.
Harry: I was eager to stay busy, doing practically anything back then. So, I answered the call.
Harry: You were in the front garden pissing in a bush when I got there.
Harry: You were a bit of a mess, so I cleaned you up and somehow managed to get you back
inside. You sure didn't make it easy.
Harry: "That you, Potter? Call me a damsel. You're always rescuing me."
Harry: Though imagine it a bit more incoherent.
Harry: Pansy had to help me carry you up the stairs to your bedroom. You wouldn't stop messing
with my hair, giggling like a madman.
Draco: NO
Harry: She'd run off to find some sort of sobriety potion, so I got you up onto your bed.
Harry: Then you glared at me. "Potter," you'd said in that way you do.
Draco: POTTER!
Draco: OH MY GOD
Harry: "I'm gay. I'm so gay, Potter. Can I kiss you more? I've always wanted to kiss you."
Harry: There was a girl in the doorway I didn't recognise. Dark hair.
Harry: She saw everything…I think that might have been Astoria?
Harry: I can't know for sure. I got out of there as quick as I could.
Harry: I guess she lied about what really happened…not sure why.
Draco: This was TWENTY YEARS AGO! Why haven't you told me until NOW??
Harry: I didn't think it mattered in the grand scheme of things. You were pissed, Draco. I couldn't
expect to believe anything that you said that night.
Harry: Of course, I realise now it was a re-opening of a door I thought had been bolted shut for
good.
Draco: I can't believe this…I'd kissed you, and I forgot everything! All those years with hardly any
wanking material!
Draco: TAKE ME NOW CRUEL WORLD FOR ALL YOU WISH UPON MY SOUL IS
MISERY
Harry: "I'm so gay, I'm so gay, I'm so gay for you, Potter!"
Harry: Then you passed out. Got drool all over my robes. *drooling emoji*
Draco: PRECISELY!
Draco: If not for medical intervention, I would have caved immediately. I have no self-discipline
whatsoever. Now my conscience is clear and I can torture you in peace.
Draco: You know what? You've actually made that sexy… How is that even possible?!
Harry: Draco.
Harry: Good…
Draco: Though I require immediate renovation to the library. Where on Earth am I supposed to
store the entire Malfoy Athenaeum?
Harry: Lucky for you I'm good with my hands. *smirking emoji*
Harry: For some reason, I really want to watch Frozen 2. *blonde-princess emoji*
Draco: ……
Harry laughed to himself, placing his phone on the small table at his bedside. Two months ago, he
never would have guessed the direction his life would have taken. The coffee shop. Ron and
Pansy. Scorpius.
Draco…
His fear of less time with his kids post-divorce was squandered when he discovered Ginny and
Draco were not only friends but that Ginny was happy for them. They had weekly family dinners,
sometimes with the full Weasley crew. Even Narcissa Malfoy finally made her grand entrance.
Once again, Harry was pleasantly surprised. She warmed to him almost immediately. She'd 'never
seen her son so happy'. Harry had nearly cried.
When Harry reflected on his life, there were many things he could have done differently, but he
had much to be thankful for by taking the path that he did. Harry was happy. As far as what the
future would bring, he didn't dare try to guess.
End Notes