How many hours of my life have I wasted playing this fucking piece of shit goddamn

game just so that I can get crystal and party wins and feel good about myself, it's
a fucking joke. That's the only reason pepole tryhard nt really, so I can get
crystal rank cuz like you know no one who tryhards nt is a fucking millionare(?)
you know. Fucking hot bitches and like doing actually important things in life.
Everyone that tryhards NT is a degenerate and trying hard so they can feel good
about themselves. Like how many fucking hours of my life have I wasted doing that
bullshit it's so stupid it's fucking pathetic. All I fucking do is waste my life,
away trying so hard for wins and solo ranks for a temporary goddamn high which
last, fucking you know, a day or so until it goes away and my own team exposes me
for the record shitter I am. Fucking hell dude, what a fucking joke. Tryharding NT
is the most degenerate act man has ever come up with. So we tryhard NT because it
gives us this temporrary feeling of like, oh my god I'm good, I'm the best in the
world at this thing like hardly anyone else does. That's all it is. We're all a
fucking joke. We masquerade around Twitter/Discord like haha, we're so cool but
we're just a pile of goddamn losers that's all we are