Dear me

These past few have been

months
difficult .

I know that mad I know that it is

you're
.

genuinely not
fair .

I remember when we
started

those troubles I remember when

having .

I remember when
your
consciousness was
hijacked
and
.

then I also remember when

staying
awake was a war

alive Death seemed to be

staying easy
an
was a war .

I think what was the

way
out.
kept us
goinghated
wouldn't be terms We
fact that it on our .

the desire Pirtle

trenches
of our heart to live .

to
allowing go
us
That wasn't
.

when
I remember
the
absolute devotion was

you thought maybe him

started
walking upto
.

to
you
so
way go
I remember
I remember him not
hearty you
.

akin
betrayal
That was

you feeling betrayedThat

.

to no lover 's
fate ,
was like a
father leaving
his son in wild
for
.

us to
maybe it was
But ,

problems well
learn .
Maybe the current as .

But whatever that is there with us

progress
,
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Pf 's all mine .

It was bound to be like

Maybe ,

to be
not meant
.

just
_
.
.

We were
this .

Maybe ,

to school
I remember anxiety you felt going had
the

Ioemember the guilt you for

everyday .

how I labeled
I remember you
feeling
that .

maybe you just

were
Introvert while
"
"

as

extrovert with
issues
an
.

Because Iremember ,

how much liked to dance , how much liked

you you
altitude how much
to have that
charming ,
you
like to
sing
and and
play go
out .
.
.
.
.

having all

the attention in the world I'm I took

sorry
.

all of that away from Tn I

•

took
away
loved I made believethat
everything
.

sucked at it I'm
you everythi
I made
n g
you
toted ,
you
.

sorry
weak I'm so sad that I'm me

you
.

This is not

fair . I remember never

allowing to grieve ,
because
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apparently ,

you
a .

maybe
other
little we should 've been on each
easy
.

should have as well

Maybe god
.

I have much In heart because

anger my
so

I know I do not deserve all this .

However ,

Hope we
This was
your
chance to
grieve .

again
never do this .