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Abstract
There is a paucity of research examining the phenomenology and energetic effects of
spiritually transformative experiences with an energetic component, often referred to as
kundalini awakenings (KAs). This limits our ability to understand and support
individuals who have these often unexpected and powerful experiences. This study
aimed to explore not only the nature of these experiences but also their subsequent
behavioral and physiological transformative effects. Methods: An interview
questionnaire was used to collect detailed descriptions of both the physical and
metaphysical experiences of persons having a spiritually transformative experience
(STE) (e.g., spontaneous energetic awakenings, awakenings occurring through near-
death experiences, and through spiritual practices). Results: Subjects reported that the
entire energetic awakening experience was mystical, involving feelings of expansion
(including conscious awareness leaving the body), and a sense of being enveloped in
light or love. Of 18 descriptors of experiences of energy, 85% of participants reported
unusual flows of energy through or around the body. Principle triggers for these
experiences included concentrating on spiritual matters, the presence of a spiritually
developed person, and intense meditation or prayer. Transformational changes in
participants included, e.g., increased sensory sensitivity, creativity, and changes in
beliefs, including a desire to serve others, a sense of unity with all, and the immortality
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of the spirit. Most participants reported a lack of understanding of the STE
phenomenon by healthcare professionals, resulting in their inability to address the
needs of experiencers when they came to clinicians for help.
Introduction
In a number of Eastern traditions, including Tantric and Yogic traditions, kundalini
awakening (KA) is discussed in detail. KA is the spontaneous emergence of the
dormant kundalini energy considered the biological mechanism driving both individual
enlightenment and evolution of the species toward higher consciousness1,2.
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The term kundalini refers to an all-encompassing consciousness that lives within each
human being and has two forms. In its outer form, kundalini is the force that gives rise
to the universe and governs all our physiological processes, while in its inner form it is
the enlivening force behind spiritual awareness. In the process of creation and
individual birth the knowledge of one’s true nature is concealed, and individuals live in
ignorance of their nature as universal consciousness. According to Tantric tradition,
however, at a certain point in each individual’s evolution, the kundalini is awakened
through the phenomenon of cosmic grace, and the ignorance of one’s true nature is
removed6.
Transformation and its association with the subtle anatomy of the Kundalini within
the body
In both Tantra and Yoga systems transformation is described as a process of
purification, as the energy moves through the channels of the subtle body. This subtle
energetic anatomy includes the central channel, the sushumna, other lesser channels, and
six main centers (chakras) interpenetrating the spinal column 5,12. Yogic texts describe the
centers as focal points of a cluster of energies, aligning the human body with subtle
universal forces. The six primary centers include the muladhara, interpenetrating the
base of the spine, where the originally dormant kundalini is coiled, the svadhisthana, at
the level of the reproductive organs, the manipura, at the navel, the anahata, at the heart,
the vishuddha, at the throat, and the ajna, at the point between the eye-brows5.
The dormant kundalini is envisioned as a coiled (kundalin) serpent, asleep in the root
chakra. Once awakened, she unwraps herself and rises in the central channel,
progressing upward, moving through the chakras, each representing increasing levels of
awareness, as expanded consciousness manifests more clearly in the content of the
aspirant’s experience. This movement of the kundalini often results in physical
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movements of the body, terms kriyas, described as trembling, rapid breathing or
pranayama, spontaneously assuming hatha yoga poses, whirling movements, emotional
responses, and more 6,11. As she moves toward the crown chakra, she is not so much
impelled by the individual, but chooses the course of expansion as it suits her will and
gives benefit to the aspirant 5.
Although within the above cultures all awakenings would be considered manifestations
of kundalini, within the field of psychology energetic awakenings may be distinguished
from other awakenings, which are thought to be due to life events contributing to ego-
dissolution9. For example, Taylor9 proposes that this second type of awakening may,
like energetic awakenings, give insights and expanded awareness, but may not have a
dramatic energetic component.
Current research on kundalini awakening is in its infancy, but results described below
mirror descriptions described in earlier Tantric and Yogic texts.
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Awakenings are for the most part a socially hidden phenomenon. Paradoxically, despite
their apparent prevalence in the general population according to the Gallup poll, they
have been subject to minimal research and are rarely discussed in the media and public
conversation. As a result, persons who have these experiences have no frame of
reference in which to understand, assimilate, and integrate them into their lives. In
addition, due to a limited understanding by medical professionals, dramatic energetic
experiences may be misinterpreted as pathological17-18.
Research studying the characteristics of these awakenings is in its early stages10,11,19. Both
Greyson14 and Sanches and Daniels15 have developed Kundalini Scales (the Physio-
Kundalini Syndrome Index (KI) and the Kundalini Awakening Scale), based on the
assumption that kundalini awakening may be a common underlying factor of mystical
experiences that lead to transformational life changes. Greyson examined
transformational processes in participants who had experienced an NDE and showed
clear behavioral transformations associated with this energetic awakening20. Also pilot
investigations by Sanches and Daniels15 and Kason and colleagues17 on individuals from
the general population who had experienced these awakenings showed similar results.
A limitation of the Greyson study is its focus on NDEs; the two pilot studies also had
very small sample sizes. Thus it is not clear the extent to which their results are
generalizable to larger more diverse samples.
Research by Taylor and colleagues16,21 explored what they call awakening experiences,
described as expanded and intensified awareness, including increased perceptual
abilities, feelings of connection and well-being, with descriptions often equivalent to
KAs. Awakenings varied in intensity and after-effects could include a new sense of
identity, including new values and perspectives. The triggers for these experiences
included both meditation and a state of psychological turmoil leading to dissolution of
self-identity and an egoic sense of self, leaving the individual in a state of liberation
from their challenges in life. He also notes that similar awakenings may be induced
following psychedelic use, as psychedelics also create a temporary dissolution of the
normal sense of self16,21.
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Both historical texts 5-7 and current research21,22 suggest that KA drives a process of
transformation that may lead in time to an experience of deep interconnection with
others, a sense of abiding love, peace and equanimity. It initiates a process of
recognition of the unboundedness of love already existing within the human heart,
which can bring the individual to a life of contemplation, service, sacrifice and
surrender6.
Methods
One purpose of the study was to collect detailed descriptions of both the physical and
consciousness experiences of persons having any type of STE (e.g., spontaneous
energetic awakenings, those occurring through NDEs, and through spiritual practices).
In order to have baseline behavioral data which would be able to serve as a comparison
to previous studies on characteristics of KA and spiritual transformation we used an
interview questionnaire created by the Kundalini Research Network (KRN), with both
quantitative data sections and open-ended survey questions.
One author, Yvonne Kason, MD, coordinated the questionnaire’s development, pilot
testing, and distribution. Participants were recruited through 1) sign-up sheets at
conferences on spirituality, 2) announcements in newspaper interviews, 3) sign-up
sheets in the offices of psychologists, and 4) announcements in one author’s books.
Completed questionnaires were submitted by people from a variety of countries,
including the USA, Canada, Switzerland, France, India, Australia, New Zealand, and
Russia. Inclusion criteria were: persons who believed they had had a spiritual
awakening and were 18 years or older. The questionnaire was tested for reliability by
sending it on separate days to 8 participants. Test/retest reliability was .95.
The questionnaire content was based on spiritual and kundalini texts, clinical and
contemporary understanding of energetic awakenings, and also included broader topics
such as medical history, as you see below. Because the purpose was to explore broad
areas for baseline data and future research, the questionnaire was divided into 8
sections. 1) Consciousness Experiences Inventory, 2) Medical History, 3) Lifestyle
Inventory, 4) Social History Inventory, 5) Family History Inventory, 6) Spiritual History
Inventory, 7) Detailed Consciousness Experiences Inventory, 8) Kundalini Experiences
Inventory.
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The data within this publication are from individuals who completed the questionnaire
utilizing a subset of questions (of 894 total questions) within the Kundalini Experiences
Inventory. The frequency (quantitative) data from this inventory were determined from
342 individuals, while the qualitative verbal descriptions were taken from appropriate
descriptions within the entire questionnaire. The age-range of the sample was 18-80
years with a mean age of 48.8+12.4 yrs. The sample included 59% females and 40%
males (1% missing data). The total number of years having passed since the initial
experience was .5-68 years, with a mean of 23.5+16.5 yrs. Of the participants 74 noted
that it took an average of 7.8+8.6 years to integrate the experience into their lives. An
additional 33 indicated they never felt they had integrated their experiences.
The specific questions that were used in this study are included in the results section.
The open-ended survey questions (qualitative) were analyzed using thematic analysis.
Selected themes were 1) characteristics of the awakening experience, 2) the perceived
characteristics of the energy, 3) the quality of the energy moving within the spine (i.e.,
sushumna), 3) triggering events, and 4) transformational changes as a result of the
experience.
The University of Oregon Institutional Review Board Administrative staff reviewed the
de-identified research study and concluded that it was exempt from IRB review.
Results
General Characteristics of the Kundalini Awakening (KA) Experience
Overall, subjects reported that the entire awakening experience was quite mystical,
involving feelings of expansion (including conscious awareness leaving the body), and
a sense of being enveloped in light or love. In Table 1 are examples describing a sample
of the mystical experiences that occurred.
TABLE 1 HERE
Some of the recurring themes were that the experience could occur spontaneously,
either when awake or during sleep. Kundalini experiences also occurred during
meditation, both in initial exposure to the practice or as a result of intense meditation
practice. Response to the unexpected experience could be either elation or fear.
However, in the long term, the experience left a lasting sense of peace, joy, and often
unity-awareness.
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this energy in general (e.g., unusual flows of energy in and around the body) (Table 2),
and then, more specifically, the exact feelings of the energy rising up within the spine
(or in energetic centers along the spine) (Table 3).
There were 18 possible descriptors of the energy, and as shown in Table 2, the most
common experience was an unusual flow of energy through and/or around the body,
followed by body jerks or spams, shaking or vibration, and feelings of head or body
expansion. The occurrence of spontaneous yogic breathing, spontaneous yogic postures,
and flashes of heat within the body were also noted.
Figure 1 shows increases and decreases associated with KA in five elements under the
category of transformation, including creative abilities, capacity to heal, psychic
abilities, their impact on electrical devices and their overall health. Note that all of these
aspects of transformation showed major increases across the group. Interestingly, there
were increases in the tendency to cause electronic instrument malfunctions after the
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energetic awakening, with 22% of individuals noting a slight and 12% noting a marked
increase in this tendency (total 34%). Individuals also showed substantial increases in
psychic abilities (31% and 36% showing slight and marked increases (total: 67%).
Figure 4 and Table 5 show the quantitative changes in these elements as well as
comments from the participants. Note 47%, 49% and 59% showed a marked increase in
desire to serve others, a belief in the immortality of the spirit and spiritual insights. In
addition, 37%, and 52% of respondents, respectively, indicated a marked increase in
feelings of love and affection toward family members, and a feeling of unity with
humanity.
Figure 5 (quantitative data) and Table 6 (qualitative data), examining the category of
perceptual and behavioral changes, show a marked contrast between the marked
increase in positive behaviors such as coping with stress (42%) and dedication to truth
(49%) accompanying marked and slight decreases in violence/aggression (41% and
18%), materialist goals (39% and 20%), and fear of death (39% and 17%). It is also of
interest that respondents noticed a substantial increase in synchronistic events in their
lives (29% and 54% noted slight to marked increases).
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The final question of the survey asked participants if they have spoken to a health care
professional about their experience and if so, were they given a satisfactory explanation
for the experience. Out of 106 participants only 46% had spoken to a health care
professional about their experience; 80% of these were not satisfied with the response
given. Comments about these interactions are shown in Table 7. It is not surprising that
participants were least satisfied (80%) with health care professionals trained in
traditional medicine and most satisfied (20%) when talking to professionals familiar
with NDEs, trained holistically, or trained in Jungian therapy.
TABLE 7 HERE
Discussion
The purpose of this study was to better understand the phenomenology of spiritually
transformative energetic or kundalini awakenings (STE/KA), including both the nature
of the experiences and the subsequent behavioral and physiological transformative
effects in a large population. The rationale for this study was that though there are
many scientific articles published on stress reduction and increased mental function
related to meditation, yoga and other tools that come from spiritual traditions, peer-
reviewed research on energetic or kundalini awakenings is rare. This may be due to the
phenomenology of this awakening, which does not easily fit into the current materialist
scientific paradigm. Nor is it easily amenable to traditional means of scientific
experimentation and measurement.
Perhaps most surprising is that results from this study confirm both anecdotal and
historical Tantric and Yogic text accounts of the characteristics of the kundalini
awakening process 1, 5-7, 10-11, 14.
Data indicate that KAs could happen in very diverse circumstances; e.g., spontaneously,
during waking or sleep, during an NDE, and meditation (either initial exposure or
during intense practice). Though fear was sometimes a response to the initial
experience, most respondents noted that they greatly benefited from the awakening in
the long-term including feelings of joy, peace, unity awareness, and increased creativity.
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initiation by another person who is considered a spiritual master6, and this trigger
ranked #2 in the current study.
Unusual sensations and bodily movements associated with this awakening have been
documented in a variety of Tantric and Yogic texts, as well as autobiographies of
persons who have undergone spiritual awakenings in the yogic traditions 1,2,32. For
example, Irina Tweedie32, in her autobiography describes her experience in this way:
Burning currents of fire inside; cold shivers running outside, along the spine,
wave after wave, over legs, arms, abdomen, making all the hair rise. It is as if the
whole frame were full of electricity. . . . Then it happened. It was as if something
snapped inside my head, and the whole of me was streaming out ceaselessly,
without diminishing, on and on. There was no “me”—just flowing. Just being. A
feeling of unending expansion, just streaming forth . . . p. 62, p. 13032
In the foundational texts that lay out the historical context for kundalini awakening,
kriyas, or bodily movements are considered part of the purification process associated
with the process of the dissolution of the limited identity. They include trembling,
spontaneous rapid breathing or pranayama, spontaneously assuming hatha yoga poses,
whirling movements, emotional responses, and much more11.
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profound peace, joy, love and a deep aliveness. These experiences seem strikingly
similar to those of KAs described in the cited texts of India.
Changes in physiological sensitivity that could contribute to these abilities noted in our
study include substantial increases in visual, auditory, touch, olfactory and heat
sensitivity (32-69%). Increases in sensitivity also extended to overall nervous system
sensitivity, sensitivity to the mental states of others, mood fluctuations, and sensitivity
to nature (38-86%).
Transformations in beliefs and values included increases in love for family, the desire to
serve others, a belief in the immortality of the spirit, a sense of unity with all, as well as
deeper spiritual insights (average 64-82% increase). Concomitantly, a majority of
individuals were better able to cope with stress and felt a dedication to truth, while
reducing their fears of death, tendencies toward aggression, and interests in
materialistic goals (reductions of 55-59%). These data support reports by William James,
who studied spiritual transformation in the late 19th century37. He described these
transformations as:
A feeling of being in a wider life than that of this world’s selfish little interests;
and a conviction, not merely intellectual, but as it were sensible, of the existence
of an Ideal Power, a sense of the friendly continuity of the ideal power with our
own life and a willing self-surrender to its control, an immense elation and
freedom, as the outlines of the confining selfhood melt down, and a shifting of
the emotional centre towards loving and harmonious affections. . . . (p. 186-187)37
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James also noted that these transformations in the perception of the world had
important behavioral outcomes, including increased patience and fortitude, equanimity,
purity, increased charity and tenderness toward one’s fellow creatures.
Though the research literature may estimate that transformational experiences of this
type are rare, in fact, as previously noted, an estimated 41 percent of Americans3 stated
in a Gallup poll that they have experienced a spiritually transformative awakening.
Are there common foundations for the different triggers of the Kundalini
awakening?
When examining the research on kundalini and other spontaneous energetic
awakenings, it is apparent that many diverse circumstances can trigger the awakening,
including initiation by a spiritual adept, spiritual practices like meditation, and such
seemingly disparate experiences as deep emotional turmoil or psychedelics.
An important issue, then, is whether there is a common element within these triggering
experiences that can explain their potency. One proposed hypothesis is that common to
all these triggering circumstances is the momentary stilling of the mental circuitry
associated with identification with the individual self, and its relation to the world.
Taylor and Egeto-Szabo18 have called this an “intensification and stilling of life energy,”
which is associated with prana in the Yogic texts. In certain cases they believe this can
result in an experience of ego dissolution, as psychological attachments are
surrendered, resulting in a connection to a deeper self and a sense of unity.
Interestingly, research in neuroscience has identified the “default mode network” brain
circuitry as a substrate of the individual’s egoic narrative related to the self and the
world. Studies indicate that individuals undergoing NDEs, meditation experiences, and
psilocybin experiences show reductions in the activation of this brain circuitry,
associated with experiences of ego dissolution and expanded awareness38,39. It is
proposed that during these experiences reduced neural activity in these areas of the
brain, which normally act as a filter or reducing valve mechanism, opens the capacity to
expanded awareness, which is often associated with lasting transformation in the life of
the experiencer40.
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communities to respond appropriately is limited. In fact, the last question of our study
asked participants if they had discussed their experience with a doctor, and if so, asked
if the response was satisfactory. Of those who had discussed it with a doctor 80% found
the response unsatisfactory. Not surprisingly, the 20% who were satisfied had contacted
professionals who were holistically trained or had experience with NDEs themselves.
This attitude has been prevalent in the health care profession from at least the late 1900s
through today. William James37 was critical of the position on this subject taken by the
medical community of his time. He called them “medical materialists” and said that
these professionals typically assumed spiritual awakenings were crises of puberty and
adolescence, hysterical personalities, or medical conditions such as epilepsy or
schizophrenia. It is hoped that the information from this study will serve to reduce or
eliminate this lack of information and thus improve the health care system’s ability to
support the transformation occurring within the lives of these individuals.
Funding: This research did not receive any specific grant from funding agencies in the
public, commercial, or not-for-profit sectors.
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Figure 1.
Transformations
Creativity
Capacity to Heal
Psychic Abilities
Overall Health
0% 10% 20% 30% 40% 50% 60% 70% 80% 90% 100%
Major Decrease Minor Decrease No Change Minor Increase Major Increase
Figure 2.
Touch
Visual Acuity
Light
Odor
Heat
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Figure 3:
Overall Sensitivity
Sensitivity to Nature
Mood Fluctuations
0% 10% 20% 30% 40% 50% 60% 70% 80% 90% 100%
Major Decrease Minor Decrease No Change
Figure 4.
Serve Others
Immortality of Spirit
Spiritual Insights
0% 10% 20% 30% 40% 50% 60% 70% 80% 90% 100%
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Figure 5.
Spiritual Urge
Dedication to Truth
Violence/Aggression
Fear of Death
Materialistic Goals
0% 10% 20% 30% 40% 50% 60% 70% 80% 90% 100%
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Table 1 Examples describing a sample of the mystical experiences that occurred
*95-0131 41 I awoke [from sleep} with a droning sound in my head and my body vibrating. This
yrs. increased to a thunderous roar and electricity pulsating throughout my body; colours
male were very pronounced and my body was sliding across the bed; [I] felt fear at first, but
then utter joy and peace. I basked in this feeling for 45 minutes and broke down in tears
(joy). Afterward, I had no fear of death and vibrations lingered for weeks. [Sensations
associated with subsequent mystical experiences: Extreme (electric like) vibrations;
flashes of light. This transformed his personality in a positive way, was an inspiration in
times of trouble, led to gifts of creativity and increased altruism in his life.]
IAN-024 26 I had been in intense meditation and “doing one thing” for 6-8 days prior [to the
yrs. experience]. [It was] like being electrocuted with joy and light for several minutes.
male Followed by a life review, flashes of all knowing. Knew the instant fear of death left. For
6 months after [I] was in bliss to extreme bliss day and night. During this time [I] had
other revelations and abilities unleashed. [He noted a marked increase in a sense of
radiance around his body. It transformed his personality in a positive way, was an
inspiration in times of trouble, led to increased altruism and an unshakable belief in the
existence of God.]
AFS-032 [This was] my very first meditation. I meditated 20 minutes. I came out of the building
23 yrs. into the summer sunshine and I saw the world totally differently. The sky was bluer the
female sun was brighter, the birds were louder, the grass greener –as if a veil had been lifted
and I could see forever into the universe clearly…no stress –I was “one” with the whole
universe. It grew stronger every day.
[Present experience: Oneness of all creation. Awareness of finest particle structure of
creation at times – see people made of light rather than solid structure. See auras
sometimes, inner “knowingness” before things happen – out of body travel at will.]
YLK-411 I was in the middle of reading Muktananda’s Where are you going? When I started
33 yrs. spontaneously repeating “God is Love” as I was filled with bliss and unconditional love.
female This heat wave started at my feet and swept up my body forcing my eyes into a locked
position at the third eye while the rest of my body was rigid. I saw a vision of the Blue
Pearl as described in Muktananda’s book. My body felt like it exploded in a thousand
orgasms. The next few nights, the Kundalini swept through my body again, though less
dramatically. I started to see my aura very clearly in the mirror while I was in those
states. Many past lives would pass over my face as I looked in the mirror.
CBG-109 15 The experience came quite suddenly one evening while preparing for bed. It was as
yrs. though I was aware of a non-physical being of “energy” or light, emerging from one
male corner of the room. As I approached it “we” merged. At that moment I felt as though
every cell in my body was “on fire” or “charged” in a way unknown before… The
“being” and I were ONE. I was able to see and know things beyond the scope of
experience and knowledge of my 15 years. I seemed to “hear” inaudibly – as though
knowledge and vision were transferred directly into my mind from this source. I felt
incredible peace and joy: a sense that all worked out in the universe – despite the
ostensible appearance. [I] had a global, universal awareness. I consider this the most
“singular” event regarding what’s real that I’ve ever had.
*95-0130 39 I awoke from sleep into a fully conscious intense out of body experience in which I
yrs. male returned to my body and left my body again under control approximately 1 minute later
and experienced floating through walls and I floated about my house. [It was] a life-
changing experience which left me with an absolute knowledge that we do not die and
are definitely spiritual beings, something I had not previously believed. {Unusual body
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sensations that occurred during the experience: An intense dramatic increase in
vibration into a pure energy state. Incomparable wonderful feeling, like every molecule
in my body is individually energized.]
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Glowing 77/144 suddenly this blinding flash of light. My psychic
sight had opened. From that time this has been
continuous.
6 Floating or swept up 51% I awoke from sleep into a fully conscious intense
72/142 out of body experience. [I] experienced floating
through walls and I floated about my house.
7 Intense heat/burning pain 50% At that moment I felt as though every cell in my
67/135 body was “on fire” or “charged” in a way
unknown before.
8 Brilliant light 45% The room was filled with lightning bright light.
61/135 It was warm and soothing.
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Table 5. Changes in Beliefs Experience Quotes
and Values
Change in desire to be of [I have] a great urge to give of healing help to my fellow man.
service to others?
Changes in feelings of Started with feelings of joy and love towards family.
affection/love for family?
Change in your belief in the Made me know rather than believe in the reality of the spirit world
immortality of spirit and life and immortality of life of our spirit.
after death?
Change in feeling of unity with I believe we are all united no matter color, creed, etc. I am more
humanity? tolerant of others, but I do not feel religious.
Developing more I believe in a divine intelligence, higher guidance that orchestrates and
religious/spiritual insights, inter-relates all life, bringing it into balance – united, a holistic vision.
seeing deeper meanings in holy Present experience: love, thanksgiving, creativity, peace, thirst for
books? truth, knowledge. [A]biding urge for communion with cosmic
consciousness.
Change in ability to cope with Have attained a greater awareness of myself and others and I’m quite at
stress/anxiety? peace. My reaction to events and outward turmoil is completely
different.
Change in intensity of spiritual I believe they [the experiences] were meant to convince me, an atheist,
urge? that it was a spiritual universe guided by compassionate higher
intelligence. So that I could bring my scientific training into the task of
helping others to see this not-so-obvious fact…
Change in tendency toward My major angers in life re: power and authority, etc: I’m realizing much
violence/aggression? of what I thought was me is not me.
Change in fear of death? Now little fear of death; belief that existence and personality continue
beyond physical death.
Change in materialist goals? They showed me even more the limitations of material life. Gave me
insights about conditioning, the cage of the ego.
Change in frequency of Spontaneously received creativity: complete poems, self soothing, inner
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creative inspiration? guidance, nature, lyrics to music.
Table 7. Answers to the Question: If you spoke to your doctor did you receive a satisfactory
explanation?
No. The nurses responded that I had been given a shot of Demerol prior to surgery.
No. Didn’t really think things like this happen – only your imagination.
No. Asked about hot flashes. Was tested for early onset of menopause. Results were negative.
Doctor did not suggest any other possible cause. I choose to go to people now who practice
alternative forms of medicine.
No The doctor suggested I get out more and exercise and become active in sports!
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