“Imagine waking up every morning with an overwhelming boredom that plagues your

every waking thought. Imagine never being able to enjoy any form of consistency or
happiness because of that nagging boredom. Imagine looking at your ‘friends’ and
‘loved ones’ and seeing nothing more than objects to use at your disposal—jesters
for your daily entertainment. Imagine feeling no connection whatsoever to those
people, beyond what they can offer you at this particular moment. Imagine being
unable to feel love, vulnerability, trust, and compassion. Imagine the only highs
in your life come from sex, drugs, and conning people. Imagine every one of your
relationships following an identical pattern, leaving behind a trail of destruction
and confusion that you carefully planned. Never, not for one second, feeling or
experiencing the beautiful things all around us that make this life worth living.”