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know yourself,
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BREAKING FREE
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f o r e wo r d
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contents
foreword v
the questions 14
the unknowable 20
the surrender 34
the inheritance 56
the barbarians 61
annihilation 71
the dreamers 81
zero 89
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togetherness 174
anti-self 181
contagion 198
armor 209
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t h e d i s c o v e ry o f t h e m e t h o d
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the questions
As I presented the list of questions to my various
groups, as well as to many of the clients whom I saw
privately, I kept revising and improving the questions;
I discovered which ones elicited the most productive
and revealing responses. I found that sometimes dif-
ferent questions elicited essentially the same informa-
tion. Here is the final version of my questions:
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Supplementary questions:
Were your thoughts, needs, and feelings given
consideration?
Was your dignity as a human being acknowl-
edged?
When you expressed ideas or opinions, were
they treated seriously?
Were your likes and dislikes treated seriously?
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Did your parents seem to make a genuine,
thoughtful effort to understand you? Did your
parents seem authentically interested in you as
a person? Could you talk to your parents about
issues of importance and receive interested,
meaningful understanding from them?
8. Did you feel loved and valued by your parents,
in the sense that you experienced yourself as a
source of pleasure to them? Or did you feel
unwanted, perhaps a burden? Or did you feel
hated? Or did you feel you were simply an
object of indifference?
9. Did your parents deal with you fairly and justly?
Supplementary questions:
Did your parents resort to threats in order to
control your behavior — either threats of imme-
diate punitive action on their part, or threats in
terms of long-range consequences for your life,
or threats of supernatural punishments, such
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Did your parents project that great things are
possible to human beings — and specifically,
great things are possible to you?
Did your parents project that life could be an
exciting, challenging and rewarding adven-
ture?
19. Did your parents encourage in you a fear of
the world, a fear of other people? Or were you
encouraged to face the world with an attitude
of relaxed, confident benevolence? Or nei-
ther?
20. Were you encouraged to be open in the
expression of your emotions and desires? Or
were your parents’ behavior and manner of
treating you such as to make you fear emo-
tional self-assertiveness and openness, or to
regard it as inappropriate?
21. Did your parents encourage you in the direc-
tion of having a healthy, affirmative attitude
toward sex and toward your own body? Or a
negative attitude? Or neither?
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t h e u n k n o wa b l e
When you were a child, did your parents’ manner of
behaving and of dealing with you give you the impression
that you were living in a world that was rational, pre-
dictable, intelligible? Or a world that was bewildering, con-
tradictory, incomprehensible, unknowable?
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unknowable
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unknowable
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BRANDEN: Are you able to say what you felt for your
father when you were a little boy?
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HENRY: No.
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BRANDEN: NO?
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HENRY: What?
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and turn off your mind, every time you retreat into
dreams when you’re in a situation requiring that
you think.
Could you have avoided withdrawing and
repressing, when you were young? Yes, probably you
could have done better than you did. But to hell
with that. The question is: what are you going to do
now? Because you can certainly do better now.
HENRY: Absolutely.
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the surrender
Were you taught the importance of learning to think, the
importance of developing your mind, the importance of
becoming a rational being? Did your parents provide you
with intellectual stimulation and convey the idea that the
use of your mind can be an exciting pleasure?
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ALFRED: She never had to. School was always easy for
me. So I suppose you would have to say that Mother
was interested in the development of our minds. My
father was sort of indifferent. But Mother was very
concerned that we do our duties: school work, help-
ing with the dishes, that kind of thing.
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BRANDEN: Go on.
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ALFRED: Oh, I’m through with all that crap. That’s not
my problem.
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ALFRED: Huh?
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ALFRED: Yes.
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BRANDEN: Yes.
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ALFRED: Yes, but don’t you see? It’s what N.B. was
saying. You felt guilty because you were not
really that certain. But you wanted to defy them.
So you do stupid, irrational things — things that
would make anyone feel guilt. I mean real guilt,
rational guilt. Then your own sense of guilt and
unworthiness works against you, undermines
you, disarms you, makes you feel: Christ, I am a
sinner, they were right, I’m no good, I’m con-
taminated, I’m unclean, I can’t set myself against
them, I can’t fight them, I’m out of the race, I’m
disqualified. . . . That’s the trap, isn’t it?
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Were you encouraged to think independently, to develop
your critical faculty? Or were you taught to be obedient
rather than mentally active and questioning.
Did your parents project that it was more important to
conform to what other people believed than to discover what
is true?
When your parents wanted you to do something, did they
appeal to your understanding and give you reasons for their
request? Or did they communicate, in effect, “Do it because I
say so”?
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BRANDEN: Go On.
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MARTHA: Yes.
BRANDEN: Yes.
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t h e i n h e r i ta n c e
Did you feel free to express your views openly, without fear of
punishment?
BRANDEN: Why?
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t h e ba r ba r i a n s
Did your parents communicate their disapproval of your
thoughts, desires or behavior by means of humor, teasing or
sarcasm?
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the barbarians
BRANDEN: I understand.
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BRANDEN: Do you?
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a n n i h i l at i o n
Did your parents treat you with respect?
Were your thoughts, needs and feelings given consideration?
Was your dignity as a human being acknowledged?
When you expressed ideas or opinions, were they treated
seriously?
Were your likes and dislikes treated seriously? (Not nec-
essarily agreed with or acceded to, but nonetheless treated
seriously?)
Were your desires treated thoughtfully and respectfully?
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ROGER: Huh?
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Did you feel that you were psychologically visible to your
parents? Did yew feel real to them?
Did your parents seem to make a genuine, thoughtful
effort to understand you?
Did your parents seem authentically interested in you as
a person?
Could you talk to your parents about issues of impor-
tance and receive interested, meaningful understanding
from them?
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Did you feel loved and valued by your parents, in the
sense that you experienced yourself as a source of pleasure to
them? Or did you feel unwanted, perhaps a burden? Or did
you feel hated? Or did you feel you were simply an object of
indifference?
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ALAN: Yes:
ALAN: No.
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ALAN: Yes.
BRANDEN: Go ahead.
ALAN: I’m not sure, but that feels right. Yes, I think
that’s right.
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the sinner
Did your parents deal with you fairly and justly?
Did your parents resort to threats in order to control your
behavior — either threats of immediate punitive action on
their part, or threats in terms of long-range consequences for
your life, or threats of supernatural punishments, such as
going to hell?
Were you praised when you performed well? Or merely
criticized when you performed badly?
Were your parents willing to admit it when they were
wrong? Or was it against their policy to concede that they
were wrong?
JANE: I understand.
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JANE: Yes.
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BRANDEN: Is he dead?
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BRANDEN: Go on.
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JANE: Yes.
JANE: Yes.
JANE: Terror.
JANE: Bewilderment.
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JANE: Rage?
JANE: Yes.
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JANE: But when you hate yourself, you can really act
like a bitch.
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BRANDEN: Of what?
BRANDEN: Good.
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pa r e n ta l l o v e a n d o t h e r
tragedies
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parental love and other tragedies
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ROY: Yes.
ROY: Yes, in a way. There’s always the fear that I’ll say
something that won’t be approved of and then . . .
I don’t know what.
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parental love and other tragedies
ROY: Yes.
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ROY: Yes.
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parental love and other tragedies
ROY: Terribly.
ROY: I know.
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the gambler
Did your parents project that they believed in your basic
goodness? Or did they project that they saw you as bad or
worthless or evil?
BRANDEN: Go on.
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the gambler
TONY: Yes.
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BRANDEN: Did you ever think about why you did it?
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the gambler
TONY: Definitely.
TONY: Yes.
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fa m i ly l i f e
Did your parents project that they believed in your intel-
lectual and, creative potentialities? Or did they project that
they saw you as mediocre or stupid or inadequate?
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family life
JACK: Fear.
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BRANDEN: Okay.
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JACK: No.
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BRANDEN: Go on.
JACK: Probably.
When I do talk to people at work, or make sug-
gestions, I’ll often talk just like my father, in his tone
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JACK: I know.
JACK: Probably.
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JACK: It is.
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the dropout
In your parents’ expectations concerning your behavior
and performance, did they take cognizance of your knowl-
edge, needs, interests and context? Or were you confronted by
expectations and demands that were overwhelming and
beyond your ability to satisfy?
BRANDEN: Go on.
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the dropout
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BRANDEN: Of what?
BRANDEN: By whom?
LEONARD: By anybody.
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BRANDEN: Exactly.
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the dropout
LEONARD: Nothing.
LEONARD: Yes.
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LEONARD: Sure.
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“we poor sinners”
Did your parents’ behavior and manner of dealing with
you tend to produce guilt in you?
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“we poor sinners”
SUSAN: Sadness.
SUSAN: Guilt.
SUSAN: Fear.
SUSAN: Hatred.
BRANDEN: Of whom?
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SUSAN: Exactly.
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SUSAN: No.
SUSAN: Yes.
SUSAN: Nothing.
SUSAN: Yes.
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“we poor sinners”
BRANDEN: Fine, and I’m glad you told me. But that
feeling is wrong, it’s nonsense: you mustn’t act on
it or accept it as valid.
BRANDEN: No.
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SUSAN: What?
BRANDEN: Why?
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“we poor sinners”
BRANDEN: Fine.
Shall we move on to another question?
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t i m e t r av e l
Did your parents’ behavior and manner of dealing with
you tend to produce fear in you?
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BRANDEN: Or what?
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LILLIAN: Nothing.
LILLIAN: Yes.
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LILLIAN: No.
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LILLIAN: Nothing.
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LILLIAN: Yes.
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BRANDEN: Go ahead.
LILLIAN: Wow!
BRANDEN: I know.
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togetherness
Did your parents respect your intellectual and physical
privacy?
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BRANDEN: Go ahead.
BRANDEN: Why?
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ELLEN: Yes.
BRANDEN: Go ahead.
ELLEN: No.
ELLEN: No.
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BRANDEN: I do.
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anti-self
Did your parents project that it was desirable for you to
think well of yourself, to have self-esteem? Or were you cau-
tioned against valuing yourself, and encouraged to be humble?
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NORMAN: Yes.
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NORMAN: Yes.
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NORMAN: Yes.
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t h e bu r d e n e d
Did your parents project that what a person made of his life,
and what you specifically made of your life, was important?
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the burdened
LINDA: No.
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LINDA: Resentment.
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LINDA: All the time. Not really, but that’s the way it
feels.
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BRANDEN: Why?
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LINDA: Why?
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c o n ta g i o n
Did your parents encourage in you a fear of the world, a fear
of other people? Or were you encouraged to face the world with
an, attitude of relaxed, confident benevolence? Or neither?
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JERRY: Yes.
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JERRY: Yeah.
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armor
Were you encouraged to be open in the expression of your
emotions and desires? Or were your parents’ behavior and
manner of treating you such as to make you fear emotional self-
assertiveness and openness, or to regard it as inappropriate?
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armor
STANLEY: No.
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armor
BRANDEN: Afraid?
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STANLEY: Yes.
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STANLEY: Yes.
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STANLEY: Armor?
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BRANDEN: Good.
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STANLEY: I think —
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BRANDEN: So?
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STANLEY: Am I?
STANLEY: Yes.
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the shame mongers
Did your parents encourage you in the direction of hav-
ing a healthy affirmative attitude toward sex and toward
your own body? Or a negative attitude? Or neither?
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BRANDEN: What?
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BRANDEN: Why?
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the shame mongers
BRANDEN: Exactly.
BRANDEN: Go ahead.
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the shame mongers
GARY: Definitely.
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GARY: Yes.
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the end and the beginning
Did your parents’ manner of dealing with you tend to
develop and strengthen your sense of your masculinity or
femininity? Or to frustrate and diminish it? Or neither?
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BRANDEN: Go on.
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JOHN: Small.
JOHN: Yes.
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JOHN: Excruciating.
BRANDEN: Sure.
BRANDEN: Go on.
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ELIZABETH: It fits.
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BRANDEN: What?
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BRANDEN: Ray?
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BRANDEN: Sandra?
BRANDEN: Sure.
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BRANDEN: Miriam?
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a b o u t t h e au t h o r
With a Ph.D. in psychology and a background in phi-
losophy, Nathaniel Branden is a licensed psychothera-
pist, a lecturer, a corporate consultant, and the author
of twenty books, including The Psychology of Self-Esteem,
Honoring the Self, The Six Pillars of Self-Esteem, and The Art
of Living Consciously. Worldwide his books have sold in
the neighborhood of four million copies and his writ-
ings have been translated into eighteen foreign lan-
guages. Dr. Branden lives and works in Los Angeles,
although he does psychotherapy and consulting
with clients all over the world via the telephone. He
can be reached at (310) 274-6361. His e-mail address
is n6666b@cs.com.
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