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Life Within Life - Bianca
Life Within Life - Bianca
BIANCA
ORIGINAL TITLE
A VIDA DENTRO DA VIDA
1990
BY
LUÍS CAVALCANTI
Content
AUTHOR’S PRESENTATION..................................................5
RETROSPECT ON MY FIRST BOOK....................................8
WHEN I BEGAN TO TEACH THE “TECHNIQUE” �����20
MY DEVELOPMENT..............................................................24
1st Part
MY FIRST OUT-OF-BODY EXPERIENCE........................27
IMAGE CHANGE......................................................................34
RETURN TO THE PAST........................................................52
THE CITY OF THE DEAD.....................................................57
2st Part
NEW REALITY.........................................................................67
HOW I MET DR. HULLF.......................................................75
FIRST MOMENTS AFTER THE LOSS OF
THE PHYSICAL BODY ..........................................................82
THE CUSTODIAN....................................................................91
IMAGE RECOVERY.................................................................98
CATHOLIC HOSPITAL........................................................ 115
THE RELIGIOUS REPRESENTATION........................... 130
THE AWAKENING OF CONSCIOUSNESS.................... 141
THE TEMPLE OF THE ORIXÁS...................................... 149
3st Part
THE SEVEN SOURCES OF ENERGY.............................. 169
SYMBOLISM IN “TECHNIQUE”...................................... 197
4st part
PHILOSOFY OF TECHNIQUE.......................................... 218
INTERVIEW WHIT BIANCA ABOUT THE
ECHNIQUE.............................................................................. 230
5st part
OUTCOME WITH OTHER PEOPLE
MY DEVELOPMENT
After my first conscious out-of-body ex-
perience, my life took a significant turn.
This change didn’t affect my way of being
or living but rather my will to live. In addi-
tion to the reasons we all have to be grate-
ful to the Creator for the gift of life, I had
another reason to be thankful. I consider
knowing Karran as a divine opportunity, as
he has taught me to engage with the spiri-
tual world and given me a chance at a new
life. Discovering the existence of this spir-
itual world, where we exist before and after
our physical existence, has made my earth-
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ly life much more fulfilling. I have over-
come the greatest fear shared by humani-
ty—the fear of death. Without the fear of
death, sin, and hell, physical life has be-
come a precious gift from God. As the Bi-
ble says, “we are created in His image and
likeness.” This understanding helped me
overcome the difficulties I faced in prac-
ticing the exercises and accessing this oth-
er side of our existence.
During that time, I diligently practiced
the exercises twice a day—once in the
morning and once at night—because my
desire to control the out-of-body pro-
cess was immense. After nearly two years
of learning, I had discovered which brain
movements facilitated my astral projec-
tion. To ensure I was truly in control, I at-
tempted to leave my body during the ex-
ercises. I even tried to project while in the
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car during our travels or at home during
the day when possible. As a saleswoman, I
only had Saturdays, and holidays to make
these attempts. Traveling made it easier to
prove my projections to my partner since
I could observe the surroundings and lat-
er recount the details to convince him
that I had indeed left my physical body. I
would inform him in advance about high-
way patrols, whether they were using ra-
dar, and any accidents that might have oc-
curred along the way. However, I no lon-
ger engage in such activities today because
I have gained a deeper understanding of
the importance of this work. I now real-
ize that a practice aimed at awareness is
driven by the desire to know, not the need
for convincing. As my extraphysical teach-
er says, “When someone needs convincing
to practice or engage in something, that
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person is not ready to participate.” This
principle applies to the technique as well.
Hence, I have made the decision to teach
the exercises only to those who genuinely
need to learn them.
1st part
MY FIRST OUT-OF-BODY
EXPERIENCE
My first out-of-body experience occurred
three months after my second contact with
Karran. It was during this encounter that
he taught me the proper technique for a
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series of exercises aimed at transitioning
from the physical frequency to the extrap-
hysical frequency, allowing for a conscious
exit from the body and entrance into the
spiritual realm.
The date was April 1977, and I lived on
Cândido Benício Street in Jacarepaguá,
Rio de Janeiro. Following Karran’s instruc-
tions, I diligently practiced the exercises on
a daily basis, either in the morning or eve-
ning. One particular night in April, around
9 pm, I entered the room after putting my
young daughter to bed and started the ex-
ercises.
I began with the breathing exercises,
which served to cleanse the lungs and en-
ergize the body. Next, I focused on ener-
gizing the glands. Subsequently, I lay down
to establish an energetic connection be-
tween the glands. As the process of ac-
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tivating dormant areas of the brain de-
manded intense concentration, I naturally
entered a state of spontaneous relaxation.
While gradually releasing the energy
links that facilitated the transition from
the physical to the extraphysical frequency,
I started sensing a doubling of my body.
It was as if my physical form had expand-
ed and encompassed the entire bed. This
experience manifested as a weighty sensa-
tion, as if I were enclosed within an inflated
ball, with increasing pressure compressing
me against the bed. Alongside these sen-
sations, I also felt the presence of another
version of myself, smaller and detached,
hovering above my body. This was the
first time I had ever perceived such sensa-
tions, and although I felt the duality physi-
cally, my consciousness remained singular.
Through this consciousness, I was able to
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perceive the happenings in both my phys-
ical body and the newly experienced body.
These sensations provided an unprece-
dented sense of well-being. Additionally,
my sense of hearing became remarkably
heightened, as I became attuned to sounds
that had previously gone unnoticed. I dis-
tinctly heard conversations and footsteps
from the neighboring apartment. Howev-
er, without any apparent cause, all of these
sensations abruptly ceased. The duplica-
tion of my body, the weight, and the ex-
pansion vanished, leaving only the height-
ened auditory sensitivity. Expecting the
sensations to return, I persisted in con-
structing the energy links and extending
them from my perceived physical body.
This endeavor continued for quite some
time, perhaps over an hour, as I endeav-
ored to reclaim those feelings. However,
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my attempts proved futile.
It was at this point that I began to feel
thirsty. Consequently, I decided to halt my
activities and proceed to the kitchen for a
drink of water. Due to the intense heat of
the night, I had not covered myself with a
blanket. As was my habit, I shifted towards
the edge of the bed. Upon sitting down, I
attempted to put on my slippers. Strangely,
my feet remained in place, and when I at-
tempted to walk, I realized I was barefoot.
I attempted to put on my slippers several
times, but every time I stood up and tried
to walk, the slippers remained in place. I
attributed this lack of control to the relax-
ation I had just experienced. In response,
I decided to go to the kitchen without my
slippers, walking barefoot. As I approached
the bedroom door, I encountered a prob-
lem. When I touched the doorknob, I felt
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the extreme coldness of the metal, but
lacked the strength to turn it. I resorted
to gripping it with both hands and exerted
force to turn it.
Suddenly, I realized my hands were
clenching with the effort I was exerting.
I was quite surprised at that moment. Al-
though I could still feel the shape of the
doorknob, my fingers passed through it,
as if it wasn’t there. While I tried to com-
prehend what was happening, my daugh-
ter stirred in her crib, accidentally hitting
her leg against the railing. This made me
turn around to check if she had woken up.
Since her crib was positioned at the foot
of my bed, upon seeing her, I also saw my-
self lying on the bed. It was then that I no-
ticed I was standing by the door, attempt-
ing to open it, while my body remained as
if I were doing exercises. Observing this, I
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recalled Karran’s words, “Get out of your
body and you’ll see that you are a mind that
can see, feel, learn and think. Then you’ll
understand that the body is only a part of
yourself and not the whole of you.”
At that moment, I realized that I had
completely separated from my physical
body, and all my senses were intact, inde-
pendent of my body. I also realized that
there was no connection between me and
my physical body lying there, except for
the energy links that emanated from the
body and floated above it in the form of
cones. These links were initially small but
expanded as they moved away from my
physical body. It was also at this point that
I recollected the teachings I had grown up
hearing within my religion. Teachings like,
“One should not attempt to unravel the
mysteries of God” or “The spiritual realm
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is inhabited by angels and demons.” The
term “demon” had always frightened me
immensely, and this fear began to grip me,
fearing that one of them might manifest at
that very moment. Under the influence of
this fear, I released my grip on the door-
knob and hurried back to the bed. That
night, I am unsure of how I returned to
my body, but all I can recall is that when I
did, I trembled with fear to the extent that
the bed shook. This marked my first out-
of-body experience.
I want to clarify to the reader that today,
after thirteen years of practicing this work,
I know from experience that the moment
I left my body was not when I rolled to the
edge of the bed, but rather when I ceased
feeling its weight and the sensation of it
inflating. Furthermore, I wish to empha-
size that this sensation of inflation is a re-
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sult of the heightened perception that ac-
companies our progress in this practice.
Thus, at that particular moment, I could
perceive the energy inherent in the phys-
ical body as well as the energy I had just
harnessed through the breathing exercises.
IMAGE CHANGE
The days that followed were challenging
for me due to the absence of someone to
whom I could confide in about what had
occurred. I was afraid of experiencing an-
other out-of-body episode, but I was un-
willing to cease practicing the exercises
taught by Karran. This was especially true
after I had obtained my first tangible out-
come, confirming Karran’s teachings and
solidifying my belief that I was more than
just a physical body. Consequently, every
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time I engaged in the exercises at night,
I grappled with the certainty of the re-
sults of this practice and my own fear.
This situation became distressing because
whenever I began to perceive the growing
weight and volume of my body, I would
halt the exercise, rise from bed, and go to
the window or the kitchen. When the fear
became overwhelming, I would sit in the
living room and turn on the television. I
did all this in the hope of dissipating the
fear of that moment, and I would only re-
turn to bed when I believed there was no
possibility of leaving my body. Neverthe-
less, something remarkable was unfolding.
Whenever I managed to sleep, my dreams
became much clearer. They no longer had
the confusing mix of images that dreams
usually have. My dreams now had a dis-
tinct beginning, middle, and end, and each
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morning I vividly remembered all that had
transpired during the night. I recalled the
names and appearances of individuals I
had encountered, as well as the topics we
had discussed. Admittedly, I did not al-
ways comprehend why these subjects were
being broached, attributing it to fear and
my preoccupation with leaving my body.
However, I later came to realize that all
those subjects and individuals were striv-
ing to aid me in the challenging yet attain-
able pursuit of self-consciousness.
Some time later, I had my second con-
scious out-of-body experience. On that
night, I didn’t go to bed too early because
I had visitors who left around midnight.
After taking a shower, I mentally got ready
for the exercises and began doing them
like I do every day.
I performed the first two exercises while
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standing, and for the third one, I reclined
and continued my practice. As I began to
sense the weight in my body, the impulse
to rise emerged. However, drowsiness had
taken hold of me. I shifted from my po-
sition and turned onto my side. I attempt-
ed to get up and stroll within the house,
but the overwhelming sleepiness and my
fear of leaving my body impeded me. It
required an extraordinary effort to rise
and make my way to the bedroom win-
dow. My vision was impaired, obscured
by a mist, and I felt incredibly light. Lean-
ing against the window, I intended to rest
there for a while. However, after a few
moments, my vision started to clear, the
drowsiness began to dissipate, and before
long, I felt quite well. It was then that I be-
came aware of the distinctiveness of the
night. Alongside the darkness, there was
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a new luminosity permeating everything I
gazed upon. It emanated from the plants
in the courtyard, the walls of the build-
ings, the pavement of the street, and even
the passing cars. While I was observing all
of this, I noticed an elderly man emerging
from a street that intersected with Cândi-
do Benício Street. He paused and lingered
by the bakery entrance, fixing his gaze up-
on me for a while.
Then he crossed the street towards
the building. When he reached the mid-
dle of the courtyard, he paused, glanced
at me, and continued walking, but not to-
wards the gate. Instead, he moved direct-
ly beneath my window. Being on the ninth
floor, I felt no fear. In fact, his presence
instilled in me a sense of security and tran-
quility. However, something peculiar oc-
curred. He approached the wall and con-
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tinued walking in the same manner, now
heading towards me, moving quietly and
gracefully along the wall. I watched in as-
tonishment, devoid of fear. When he was
nearly on the seventh floor, he halted. His
gaze remained fixed upon me. It seemed
as though, in that moment, he was study-
ing and analyzing me. He must have re-
alized that his presence did not elicit fear
but rather amazement. After all, it was the
first time I had witnessed someone walk-
ing along a wall. He smiled. Then, he lift-
ed his feet off the wall and floated in the
air right in front of me, outside the build-
ing at the height of the ninth floor. Up un-
til that point, neither of us had spoken or
made any direct contact. Unable to bear
the silence any longer, I posed a question
to him, “How do you manage to do this
without falling down?”
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“It is quite simple to accomplish. I am
capable of much more. And I am not the
only one who can do it; you can too.”
I gazed at him, then glanced downward
before uttering, “Wait a second! What is
happening here? How can I do this when
I am even afraid to lean a bit further out
of the window? How can I float outside?”
He responded, “You want to know how
you can do it as well?”
“I cannot!”
“You can! Can you not see that I can?”
“I can see.”
“And do you trust me?”
“I am certain that you are doing this, it is
not about trust, I see it!”
“Then give me your hand, and I will
bring you out here.”
With immense trepidation, I extended
my hands to him. He firmly grasped them,
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and I felt myself being pulled outside.
However, I noticed no effort on his part.
Once I was already outside, he spoke to
me, “If you wish, you can open your eyes
and perceive that you, like me, are out-
side your window. Moreover, you should
understand that space can be as solid as
we desire. It can also be gentle and light
like the wind, as smooth as a breeze. It can
be as dark as the night and as viscous as
swamps. Now, you will encounter a place
where, I believe, you will gain substantial
knowledge.”
We began moving through space, ini-
tially at a slow pace. Eventually, I felt our
speed increasing as the wind blew against
me with greater intensity. At this point, he
said, “Feel the wind passing through your
body, through your hair, and most impor-
tantly, recognize that in space, we can soar
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like birds or swim like fish.”
Immediately after uttering these words,
I felt that we had come to a halt. I believed
we had arrived. I then heard his voice once
again, “You can open your eyes.”
Upon opening my eyes, I found myself
in an environment resembling a hospital
laboratory, filled with individuals dressed
in white uniforms, aprons, and masks. Ev-
eryone was engrossed in their work. He
instructed me once more, “Wait here; I’m
going to that compartment.”
The compartment was another small
room, with half of it appearing like a wall
and the other half resembling glass, allow-
ing me to see him from the waist up. How-
ever, something peculiar occurred. The
room he had entered began to fill with
smoke. The smoke was not white but rath-
er green, and it appeared denser than what
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I was accustomed to seeing. Then, just as
quickly as it had materialized, the smoke
dissipated, and I could not discern where
it had vanished. Yet, when the smoke had
completely dispersed in that compartment,
the person standing before me was no lon-
ger the same as the one who had brought
me there. Now he was a brunette man, ap-
pearing to be around 45 or 50 years old, tall,
with gray hair, strong build, broad shoul-
ders, and he was wearing a white shirt with
black stripes, with the sleeves rolled up to
the middle of his arms. The shirt had a
wide collar and loose, flowing sleeves. He
also wore black high-waisted pants with
buttons at the front. I observed the row
of buttons fastening the waistband. As he
drew near, I inquired, “You went in there
looking one way and emerged looking dif-
ferent, or am I mistaken?”
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“No, you’re not mistaken. However, if
I had approached you in this appearance,
would you have trusted me? Would you
have come here with me?”
“I don’t believe so,” I replied.
“That was precisely the reason for my
change in appearance. Now, Bianca, you
can relax. Do as you please. Walk around,
examine everything up close, and touch
whatever you desire.”
Having spoken these words, he went
to speak with the individuals who were
working in the lab. Meanwhile, I contin-
ued to survey my surroundings. However,
something seemed wrong in that place. As
I walked through the room, endeavoring
to observe things more closely, I noticed
that when I passed by and looked at them,
the individuals acted as if I were invisible.
It was as though they couldn’t see me, as
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they showed no reaction to my presence.
They all continued to work, wholly obliv-
ious to me. This situation left me feeling
perplexed because, simultaneously, while
they seemed oblivious to my presence,
the man who had brought me there was
talking to them. After realizing that I had
already examined everything up close, he
approached me and said, “Now, it’s time
to go.”
He returned to the room where he had
previously changed his appearance. The
smoke reappeared in the room. After it dis-
sipated, he had the same previous appear-
ance, he looked exactly the same—clear
skin, white hair, shorter height, and wear-
ing the same gray suit and brown shoes.
He also appeared much older. When he
approached me again, he asked, “Do you
want to see anything else or ask any ques-
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tions?”
“No. On your way back, please explain
everything to me.”
“Then close your eyes. We will return.”
I closed my eyes and felt that sensation
of my feet leaving the ground once more.
Then there was wind and a sense of speed.
When we arrived, he accompanied me to
the courtyard of the building and asked me
to open my eyes. Then he inquired, “What
now? Will you go through the building en-
trance or stay here?”
“No, I can’t go through the entrance.
My apartment door is locked, and the key
is inside.”
“Then let’s walk.”
“But how do we walk?”
“Just like I arrived.”
He walked a bit on the wall and called
out to me, “Come on!”
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“But I can’t!”
“Yes, you can!”
“I can’t!” I insisted.
I placed one foot on the wall but lacked
the courage to put the other. I was afraid
of falling. He returned to the ground and
said, “I’ll hold you.”
He placed both hands on my back.
“Now you’re going to start climbing.
Don’t be afraid, I’m right behind you, hold-
ing you.”
I began to climb. Then I felt weightless,
light. When I glanced back, he was follow-
ing me, but he was farther down. As soon
as I realized that I was climbing alone, I
began to fall, but he quickly caught me. We
reached my window, and he positioned me
to face him, “I’ll place you inside.”
After I was safely inside the room, I
wanted to know where he had taken me,
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which place it was. He replied that we had
gone to one of their many hospitals. I also
asked if the people in the laboratory had
seen me.
“They did. But they were instructed to
pretend they didn’t see you. We thought it
would be more comfortable for you to see
and touch what you desired.”
What was the green smoke you used to
change your appearance?
It wasn’t smoke. It was plasma energy.
We utilize it to alter our appearance and
materialize things as well.
Why did you change your appearance
again?
We didn’t want anything to frighten you.
Now, it’s time for you to sleep.
But I’m not sleepy!
Nevertheless, it’s good for you to sleep
while I’m here.
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Are you leaving already? I asked.
I will go, but I’ll wait for you to go to
bed first.
You haven’t told me your name so far.
At the moment, I don’t think my name
is important.
But of course, your name is important to
me. How will I refer to you? How should
I address you?
What do you think I resemble, in your
opinion?
Until now, you have acted like a profes-
sor.
Then, for you, I will be the professor.
As he said this, he approached the win-
dow and entered my room. I stepped aside
to let him in. As I moved backward, I
leaned against the wall, facing my bed. On-
ly then did I notice that my body was lying
there. Until that moment, I hadn’t seen my
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body and had thought that everything was
happening within the physical world, nev-
er outside of it. He noticed my fear and
apprehension and quickly came to calm
me down, “You must not be afraid. The
knowledge you have acquired is meant for
this to occur.”
“But, professor, I don’t see the channel
that Karran mentioned, which is meant
for us to exit and enter the body.”
“Do not fear. Approach your body, and
it will draw you towards it.”
He took my hand, and we approached
my body. Before returning to it, I asked,
“And now? How am I going to talk about
everything I have seen? How will I explain
this to others?”
“You will not speak of it. You are go-
ing to return to your body, sleep, and I will
come back another time. It is important
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for you to return to the environment we
visited today regularly. One or two con-
scious exits from our physical bodies are
enough for us to confirm the existence be-
yond our physical form, but it is not suf-
ficient to comprehend the world outside
this physical frequency or attain self-con-
sciousness. So, do not rush. It is a long
journey.”
Before fully merging with matter, before
placing my head into my physical body, I
saw him exiting through the window. Once
I realized I was back in my body, I got up
and sat in the living room. I didn’t sleep
for the remainder of the night. Instead, I
spent the time trying to comprehend what
had happened to me, reflecting on the pro-
fessor’s words. I was particularly intrigued
by how he had used the smoke known as
plasma energy to alter his appearance.
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What fascinated me the most, this time,
was not fear but rather a mix of anticipa-
tion, euphoria, and inner joy. In that mo-
ment, my happiness was so overwhelming
that I even thought I might be the only
truly happy human being on Earth.
2st part
EXTRAPHYSICAL HOSPITALS
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NEW REALITY
In the nights that followed, I contin-
ued studying the same subject. The first
place I visited after the city of the dead
was a hospital. According to my professor,
in order to understand human beings and
gain control over the body, we need first
know what is part of their physical and ex-
traphysical life.
We arrived at the hospital, a large and
beautiful modern building. Its exterior was
painted a vibrant yellow and emitted a ra-
diant glow from the walls. Unlike the des-
olate city of the dead, the hospital bustled
with activity. People were seen walking
around, some leaving the building while
others were entering. We stood in a court-
yard facing the hospital.
Professor placed his arms on my shoul-
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ders and guided me towards the entrance
of the building. We entered and found
ourselves in a reception area with a spa-
cious waiting room. Several people were
engaged in conversations with each oth-
er. Professor left me sitting in the waiting
room and approached the reception desk,
where he spoke to a gentleman seated be-
hind it. The man wrote something on a
card, which professor then brought back
to me. Together, we made our way towards
a set of back-and-forth doors leading to
a wide corridor. Inside the building, there
were doors on both sides of the corridor,
but we proceeded towards a large trans-
parent door near the end of the hallway.
As we passed through that door, profes-
sor handed the card to a man whom I pre-
sumed to be in charge of the hospital. It
seemed that our visit was now authorized.
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We explored various departments, in-
cluding patient wards, intensive care units,
and state-of-the-art operating rooms
equipped with advanced surgical instru-
ments. Throughout the hospital, I wit-
nessed numerous doctors and nurses dili-
gently attending to their duties. It was par-
ticularly fascinating to see doctors dressed
in white garments, carrying medical bags
and stethoscopes, while nurses hurried-
ly entered patient rooms, carrying trays of
medications. Everything appeared so nor-
mal that I began to doubt whether this hos-
pital existed in the physical realm or not.
This led me to ask, “Is this hospital we are
visiting located in the physical plane?”
It was surprising to hear him say that this
hospital existed only on the spiritual plane,
and it wasn’t the only one. There were oth-
ers, some even larger than the one we were
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currently visiting.
“But, professor,” I exclaimed, “I thought
that in the out-of-body state, we could sim-
ply do things without the need for equip-
ment, instruments, or anything of that sort!
Why do the patients here require beds?
Why are nurses and doctors needed? Why
would someone, after losing their physi-
cal body, still require surgery? I had heard
about spiritual surgeries being performed
on individuals with physical bodies, but I
didn’t know it was necessary in the out-
of-body state! I thought that by shedding
the physical body, all problems would be
resolved, and none of this would be nec-
essary. Why does all of this exist, profes-
sor?”
“You have many questions,” he replied.
“Time will bring you understanding, and
the answers will be revealed to you. How-
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ever, I can provide you with an answer to-
day. Everything that exists on the physical
plane first originates here, on the spiritu-
al plane. Nothing occurs there that hasn’t
been first experienced here.”
Our visit continued, and we proceeded to
visit the rooms of the patients. I observed
that some of them were already up and
walking, while others were seated in arm-
chairs. In many other rooms, patients were
lying in bed. Among the patients in beds,
some appeared to be asleep, while others
were awake. I witnessed nurses adminis-
tering medication and fulfilling requests,
such as providing water to a patient who
asked for it. In the largest bedroom, multi-
ple beds were occupied. Within this room,
many expressed complaints of pain in var-
ious parts of their bodies, and some even
shed tears. There were doctors and nurses
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attending to the sick within this room. It
was the last place we visited, because pro-
fessor said that my time was running out
and I’d have to go back to my body.
As we left, we passed by a gentleman
who I believe was the head of the hospi-
tal. He handed the professor the card he
had left when we entered. We walked back
down the same corridor, and as I walked,
I marveled at the beauty of the hospi-
tal. Observing the walls, I noticed a slight
tremor, akin to the ground shaking under
the scorching sun. From a distance, one
could see a translucent glow rising from
the ground in waves. That’s how I saw the
walls, as if they were shimmering. The in-
terior of the hospital was predominant-
ly white, including the beds. Some doors
even had drawings reminding people to
maintain silence, indicating that it was in-
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deed a hospital.
We proceeded to the reception room,
where I waited while the professor ap-
proached the receptionist and handed him
the card. Upon his return, I inquired about
the people in the waiting room, wonder-
ing if they were hospital patients or sim-
ply waiting for visiting hours. The profes-
sor explained that they were most likely
accompanying someone who had recent-
ly lost a loved one. They were still waiting
there for updates and information.
As for the visits of relatives, friends, ac-
quaintances, who are already part of the
spiritual world, aren’t allowed in the first
moments or in the first days that a person
loses their body. Because they don’t know
that this fact has happened. The presence
of people, who they know have no more
body, can increase the trauma and make it
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difficult to recover and adapt to this new
reality. For this reason, they are only vis-
ited by doctors and nurses, or, when nec-
essary, by acquaintances and relatives that
they know they still have body.
All this was being said to me as we left
that hospital. I saw that in that room some
people were tense, worried, others were
calm. Anyway, everything there was very
human, very normal.
When we were outside, the professor told
me that I’d come back there several times,
because it was necessary to learn, and on-
ly practice leads to understanding. There-
fore, there would be given my first classes
on behavior and adaptation of the human
being in the spiritual world. After saying
this, he brought me back to my body.
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HOW I MET DR. HULLF
After my initial visit to the hospital, I
stayed away for a few days because I hadn’t
yet fully mastered consciously leaving my
body. There were times when, even though
I knew I was out of my body, I couldn’t
think clearly or see properly. I would often
forget what the professor and I had dis-
cussed. The lack of control over my vision
made things even more challenging. Some-
times the images would disappear, leaving
everything in darkness. Other times, the
images would shake and move, distract-
ing and confusing me. However, once the
professor noticed that I had gained con-
trol over all my senses, our lessons contin-
ued.
About ten days later, we returned to the
hospital and once again stopped in the
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courtyard in front of the building. The
professor asked me what the place was and
what it contained. I informed him that it
was a hospital and that he had already tak-
en me there before. I didn’t find his ques-
tion strange. It was his usual practice to
have me recount previous experiences
whenever we revisited a location. He be-
lieved it strengthened memories and en-
hanced comprehension.
We then proceeded to walk to the en-
trance of the building. Upon reaching the
front desk, he escorted me to the count-
er to obtain a card. I overheard him intro-
ducing himself. Initially, he mentioned his
name and then said, “I have been assigned
to represent a new line of work that Kar-
ran is undertaking.” With the card in our
possession, we proceeded down the hall-
way. After passing through the transparent
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door, he returned the card to the individ-
ual seated there. This time, the professor
guided me to a room that I had not previ-
ously visited. Inside, I noticed several doc-
tors present. I was introduced to each of
them, with a particular emphasis on one
individual. The professor informed me
that his name was Hulff and that he over-
saw one of the teams at the hospital. This
was an incredibly thrilling moment for me,
as it marked the first occasion where the
professor introduced me to someone be-
yond the physical world. It is worth noting
that while I had encountered and talked
to different individuals previously, this was
the first time I was formally introduced to
someone and learned their name. This mo-
ment remains one of the numerous signif-
icant moments in my journey of learning
beyond my physical body.
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After the introductions, the professor
proceeded to explain to Dr. Hulff the rea-
son for my presence in the hospital and the
purpose of my visit. Dr. Hulff engaged in
a brief conversation with me, seemingly to
assess my level of reasoning and under-
standing at that moment. He quickly real-
ized that I had little to no knowledge of
medicine. Based on this observation, he
concluded that the best approach for me
to learn would be through hands-on in-
volvement in the work whenever possible.
Dr. Hulff extended an invitation to both
the professor and me to accompany him
to the clinic. Upon arrival, I observed that
everyone present, aside from the doctors
and nurses, had recently lost their physi-
cal bodies. They were currently receiving
“first aid” following the separation from
their physical form. Dr. Hulff informed
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me that all the doctors who practice in the
outpatient clinic are general practitioners
and have obtained their medical education
in our physical realm.
He went on to explain that the cause
of each individual’s condition was deter-
mined in the clinic, after which they were
referred to specialized teams based on
their specific case. To provide me with a
clearer understanding of his explanation,
Dr. Hulff took some prepared charts and
approached each person listed on them.
By having the charts in hand, he was able
to address the patients by their names as
he approached them. He then posed the
following questions, “What happened to
you? What brought you here?”
As the person responded, Dr. Hulff put
on his stethoscope and listened to the pa-
tient’s heart. He took their blood pressure
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and then proceeded to press different parts
of the patient’s body, asking if it caused any
pain. He also inquired about the person’s
place of residence and the names of their
close relatives, such as their father, moth-
er, husband, or wife. The main question
he asked was whether the person knew the
name and location of the hospital.
I noticed that Dr. Hulff would accept
whatever name the patient mentioned for
the hospital, as well as their provided lo-
cation. When we were on our way back, I
couldn’t help but ask him a question, “Dr.
Hulff, why do you agree with patients when
they give the wrong name and address of
this hospital? I haven’t heard any of them
answer that question correctly.”
Dr. Hulff explained, “For those who
have recently arrived, this hospital can have
any name and address they desire. Only af-
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ter they, with our assistance, rid themselves
of the sensations of the physical body, can
we show them that this hospital doesn’t
exist on the physical plane. Just as they are
no longer part of it either.”
I wanted to ask more questions, but
the professor advised against it, suggest-
ing that I should focus on assimilating one
thing at a time. I wondered why there was
a rush. As a human being, I was a part of
eternity, so time for learning would not be
lacking.
After saying goodbye to Dr. Hulff, the
professor said goodbye to me as well. We
retraced our steps and exited the building.
Once we were outside, I expressed my ex-
citement to the professor. Once again, his
response left a strong impression on me.
He cautioned me to exercise control over
my emotions when returning to the phys-
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ical world, as the intense emotion I was
experiencing had originated outside the
physical frequency. He explained that this
kind of emotion could be very strong and
different, potentially causing fear or dis-
tress in my physical body. He emphasized
that this was undesirable because a fright-
ened body could hinder our consciousness
while we were within it. Following this ex-
planation, he guided me back to my phys-
ical body.
THE CUSTODIAN
Dr. Hulff ’s assurance that I would fol-
low that woman’s recovery process has sig-
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nificantly increased my motivation to prac-
tice the exercises taught to me by Karran.
These exercises are responsible for grant-
ing me access to the spiritual realm. More-
over, based on my current understanding,
Karran has taken on the role of being my
guide and mentor in the physical world. In
other words, he is my professor.
I firmly believe that without his assis-
tance, I would never have been able to
learn and develop this ability without ven-
turing down the enigmatic and tumultuous
path of mysticism.
Karran possesses a profound knowledge
of both the spiritual and material worlds,
which, to me, seemed infinite until now.
Whenever he concludes an explanation,
he always advises me against the mistake
of interpreting his words. He expresses
it as follows, “The interpretation of facts
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only reveals a lack of understanding about
them because when we truly understand,
we do not interpret, we know.”
It’s important to remember that Karran
also asks me not to interpret the words of
the person guiding me in the extraphysical
realm. In his own words, “We already have
enough understanding to learn and partic-
ipate in the spiritual realm. So, we no lon-
ger need unclear or cryptic phrases.”
“I have been and continue to be encour-
aged by these two men in my pursuit of
knowledge. Although I have been practic-
ing the exercises daily since I learned them,
I realized at that time that I was far from
achieving the ideal—full control of my
body that would enable me to have dai-
ly awareness outside of it. However, this
did not discourage me. Some time later,
when some time later, I managed to leave
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my body, the professor took me back to
that hospital. Upon our arrival, Dr. Hulff
was not in his usual room as he was tend-
ing to the sick. Someone else guided us to
him. This time, he was pleased to see me
and allowed me to observe his work. Once
again, we visited several rooms.
I was eager to see that woman, so I asked
Dr. Hulff how she was doing. He informed
me that she was well but had been moved
to another wing, and we would go there.
On our way, between one wing and an-
other, Dr. Hulff stopped to talk to a doc-
tor who had been looking for him to dis-
cuss a newly arrived patient. It appeared
to me, at that moment, that Dr. Hulff al-
ready knew this patient, as I sensed a cer-
tain sadness between the two doctors. Dr.
Hulff inquired about the cause, and the
other doctor responded that it was cancer
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in the head. This confirmed my suspicion
that the person was known to Dr. Hulff, as
he instructed the other doctor to refer the
patient to Dr. Chen’s surgical team.
Afterward, we proceeded to visit the
woman, but I noticed a change in Dr.
Hulff. He seemed tense or sad. I suggest-
ed that if he wanted to go see the newly
arrived patient, the professor and I would
wait there, and when he returned, we could
visit the woman together. However, he re-
plied that it wasn’t his case, and even if it
were, he wouldn’t be able to assist because
it involved one of his relatives in the phys-
ical realm.
We arrived at the bedroom, and he
opened the door. As I entered, I noticed
that the woman no longer had a swollen
belly and was no longer in pain. Howev-
er, she appeared very calm. Dr. Hulff ap-
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proached her and began to examine her.
Then she asked him a question, wanting to
know if her husband had given any news
or if they had made arrangements for the
burial of the baby. I also observed Dr.
Hulff pretending to be unaware of what
had transpired, giving her unconvincing
responses like, “I don’t believe your child
has been buried. It hasn’t been that long
since your surgery. As for your husband
and relatives, they were all waiting for you
in this room when you returned from the
operating room. If I remember correctly,
he stayed with you throughout the night.
But he shouldn’t be gone for too long, so
stay calm.”
I overheard her asking when she would
be able to have her first meal because she
was hungry. Dr. Hulff inquired about her
food preference, and she mentioned that
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she would like to have some soup. He made
a note of her request on the card. As we
exited the room, he called one of the nurs-
es from that ward and handed her the card,
asking her to ensure that the woman’s food
request was fulfilled. He then requested
the presence of a custodian. Shortly after,
a young man made himself available to Dr.
Hulff, who asked him to go to the woman’s
home and check if he could bring her hus-
band immediately to visit her. When the
young man left, I asked Dr. Hulff what
a custodian was, as the term held biblical
connotations for me. Dr. Hulff explained
that in hospitals like this one, custodians
were responsible for maintaining the con-
nection between patients and the physical
world for as long as necessary. At that mo-
ment, it was crucial for the woman to see
and talk to her husband to find comfort. I
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then asked if her husband would remem-
ber being with her. Dr. Hulff stated that
since it was such a remarkable experience,
he would likely remember it. However, as
he couldn’t explain what had occurred, he
might think it was merely a dream.
Dr. Hulff ’s words deeply affected my
emotions. Suddenly, I realized how un-
aware we humans are of the true nature of
the world around us. We are also defense-
less in the face of the vastness of creation.
I pondered on how much that accident,
which Karran mentioned as the cause of
our unconsciousness, had harmed and lim-
ited our perception of human reality.
Therefore, when I returned to my body,
I couldn’t contain my sadness, and I cried.
I cried intensely, and for the first time, I
cried not for a person or out of pain, but
I cried for what is most sacred to me—hu-
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man beings.
IMAGE RECOVERY
I want to let you know that the days that
followed were not easy for me. Howev-
er, when I regained consciousness, I ex-
plained everything that had been happen-
ing to me and how I felt about this new
reality to the professor. He listened atten-
tively as I spoke and I also asked him a few
questions. I was curious to understand why
I had cried when I returned to my body
previously. Additionally, I wanted to com-
prehend the reason behind my prevailing
sadness and my lack of desire to engage in
conversations with others, preferring soli-
tude instead.
As usual, the professor spoke very lit-
tle, but he provided enough insight for me
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to grasp the situation. He explained that I
had shed tears because I had brought emo-
tions from the spiritual realm back into
my physical body. Regarding the sadness
I experienced, he clarified that one can-
not simply discard feelings acquired out-
side the physical body once inside it. He
assured me that with time, these emotions
would gradually subside, although it had
only been a short while since my return.
The professor elucidated that my reluc-
tance to speak was a result of my deep-
ened understanding of the world and peo-
ple. According to him, this behavior is con-
sidered normal because the more we com-
prehend, the less we feel the need to ver-
balize. After our conversation, we went to
the hospital. Upon arrival, Dr. Hulff took
me to visit various wings and intensive
care units where physiognomy restoration
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was taking place. This allowed me to com-
prehend the significance of surgical pro-
cedures in such treatments. As Dr. Hulff
mentioned, nothing can weigh down a hu-
man being more than knowing that their
appearance is unpleasant to others. Subse-
quently, I was taken to one of the rooms
to witness the process of recovery first-
hand.
On the operating table lay a man await-
ing treatment, or rather, restoration of his
appearance. In that room, Dr. Hulff, the
professor, and I were mere spectators. At
that moment, I posed a question to Dr.
Hulff, seeking to understand if the man’s
appearance would be completely altered.
His response was both affirmative and
negative. With that said, he guided me to-
wards the table where the elderly man lay.
He requested that I observe him closely.
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Initially, all I saw was a tired and weath-
ered face, as the man appeared to be at
least eighty years old. The team of doc-
tors who were responsible for the treat-
ment approached him. Surgical instru-
ments and equipment were arranged near-
by. One of the doctors initiated a conver-
sation with the elderly patient, inquiring
about his well-being and whether he felt
any fear. The old man responded that he
felt fine, but surgery always instilled a fear
within him, as he believed it might result in
his demise. It was at that moment the doc-
tor reassured him, guaranteeing his safe-
ty throughout the procedure. The doctor
also asked if there was anything the old
man wished to express or do before they
started their work. The elderly patient re-
quested a moment to pray, and everyone
in the room waited respectfully as he en-
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gaged in his prayers. The atmosphere was
filled with complete silence. After he had
finished, the doctor who had spoken with
the patient previously informed him that
they would initiate the procedure by ad-
ministering anesthesia, and to avoid losing
consciousness, they would talk throughout
the entire duration of the treatment.
The old man nodded in understanding,
and the procedure began.
I then noticed that each doctor near the
table held pipes connected to large trans-
parent spheres suspended from the ceiling
above the table. These spheres exhibited
various colors—white, yellow, blue, green,
red, pink, and lilac. The colors were not
opaque but rather translucent, and they
flowed within the tubes held by the doc-
tors. I also observed adjustable nozzles at-
tached to the ends of these tubes. Every-
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thing was prepared meticulously, with the
tubes filled with the respective colors cor-
responding to the spheres. From my van-
tage point, I discerned the formation of a
rainbow in the arrangement of these tubes.
Everything appeared exceptionally beau-
tiful and immensely intriguing. However,
the most awe-inspiring moment was yet
to unfold. Dr. Hulff requested that I di-
rect my attention towards the patient. The
doctor positioned at the head of the table
maintained a conversation with him while
the other doctors silently observed. During
their exchange, the doctor gradually shifted
the conversation towards the man’s phys-
ical life, beginning with his place of birth
and the names of his parents. The doc-
tor also inquired about the patient’s child-
hood. I noticed that some answers came ef-
fortlessly, while others required a moment
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of reflection. However, when the doctor
delved into the subject of adolescence and
youth, I felt as though I was witnessing a
miracle. As the elderly man responded to
the doctor’s inquiries, his countenance be-
gan to transform. A youthful and robust
image emerged, gradually overlapping the
weary and aged face of the patient. Al-
though not entirely distinct, both aspects
were perceptible to me. Unfazed, the doc-
tor continued with his questioning. He fur-
ther inquired about the duration and loca-
tion of the man’s marriage, as well as the
name of his wife. With each response, the
overlapping image grew stronger, clearer,
yet remained translucent, adapting to the
passage of time. The doctor persisted with
his inquiries, always leading the old man
to reason as his answers were intrinsical-
ly linked to specific moments in his phys-
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ical life.
And so the conversation progressed.
However, to my astonishment, there came
a moment when the overlapping image be-
came remarkably distinct. When the doc-
tor shifted his questioning towards more
recent events, the old man provided re-
sponses, yet the image no longer corre-
sponded to the current timeframe as it
had previously. Realizing this, the doctor
redirected his inquiries to earlier periods in
the patient’s life. Although the old man an-
swered accordingly, the overlapping image
remained unchanged. The doctor persist-
ed, posing questions about recent times,
but to no avail. The patient answered each
question, yet the image didn’t change. At
that point, the doctor turned his gaze to-
wards the others gathered around the ta-
ble. With a nod of affirmation, everyone
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sprang into action. They retrieved the tubes
with adjustable nozzles they had prepared
and began applying jets of color to specific
points on the patient’s body. The sequence
was as follows: the first at the crown of
the head, the second at the center of the
forehead, the third at the throat, the fourth
at the chest, the fifth at the stomach, the
sixth at the abdomen, and near the pel-
vic region. As these colors were applied,
the overlapping image grew sharper and
more defined. The doctor who had given
the order for the others to make those ap-
plications gestured for them to stop their
actions. He then instructed the patient to
turn onto his stomach, a task that he ac-
complished swiftly. Once in position, the
doctors aligned all the nozzles with the
colors along the patient’s spine, reaching
up to the coccyx. They began applying the
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colors from the bottom of the spine, go-
ing upward, switching beetween differents
shades. The doctor who had the device
placed near the patient’s neck was the last
ine to di this application. It seemed to me
that everything was over. The doctor in-
structed the patient to sit at the table and
attempt to get off it by himself. The man
did so with great agility. As he sat down
and faced the area where Dr. Hulff, the
professor, and I were observing, I had a
look at his face from the front. To my as-
tonishment and excitement, I could wit-
ness a new old man emerging from the ta-
ble. I say a new old man because the pre-
dominant appearance was that of a man
around forty years old. However, through
his new appearance, I could still perceive
the old image of the previous elderly man,
which had not completely vanished yet.
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The old man wanted to know from the
doctors what had happened to him be-
cause, upon leaving the table, he noticed
that everything in his body had changed.
He examined his hands, arms, and legs
with excitement, pacing back and forth in
the room, seeking explanations from the
doctors about the transformation he had
just experienced. None of them respond-
ed, but I could see a smile and a sense
of excitement on each of their faces due
to what they had accomplished. The old
man’s emotions were so overwhelming
that, in that moment, it was nearly impos-
sible for anyone to provide him with an
explanation. However, I could sense that
the emotions had affected everyone pres-
ent, even the professor.
Subsequently, the doctors and the patient
left the room. Only Dr. Hulff, the profes-
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sor, the doctor in charge of the treatment
I had witnessed, and I remained. The doc-
tor approached us and initiated a conver-
sation with Dr. Hulff and the professor. I
was introduced to him, and that’s when I
learned his name was Alan.
Dr. Alan started talking to me because,
just like I was amazed and touched by
what I had witnessed in that room, he also
expressed that he was equally astonished
and moved by my presence in that loca-
tion. He inquired with the professor about
my understanding of the frequencies and
what my intentions were upon returning
to my body, now aware of what had trans-
pired. I do not know the professor’s re-
sponse to Dr. Alan as, at that moment,
I was walking towards the table with Dr.
Hulff to get a closer look at the colored
tubes. Dr. Hulff proceeded to explain that
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inside those transparent spheres, there was
energy extracted from patients in the op-
erating rooms.
In order for me to comprehend what he
meant, Dr. Hulff referred back to the preg-
nant woman. He explained that the wom-
an’s belly contained physical energy, which
accounted for its volume. His team’s ob-
jective was to extract and store that energy,
providing relief to the woman. The colors
I observed within the tubes represented
these energies. There, in that room, they
were used for the recovery of physical ap-
pearances.
I asked Dr. Alan if the patient would still
appear younger. He responded negatively,
explaining that it was the appearance the
patient preferred. Otherwise, the image
would have been fixed at a different stage
of his life. Dr. Alan clarified that his pur-
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pose in that room was to pinpoint the pre-
cise moment in each person’s physical ex-
istence when they desired to have their ap-
pearance restored.
Furthermore, he informed me that the
patient’s treatment was not yet complete,
and he had been referred to another team.
This team would address his psychologi-
cal recovery as it was time for him to ac-
knowledge that he no longer belonged to
the physical world. Once this process con-
cluded, the patient would return to that
room to finalize the restoration of his ap-
pearance. At that point, he would be pre-
pared to actively participate in the spiritu-
al realm.
Dr. Alan asked the professor about my
understanding of that frequency and what
I would do upon returning to my physical
body aware of what had happened in that
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room. I don’t know what the professor’s
response was to Dr. Alan because, at that
moment, I was heading towards the table
with Dr. Hulff to take a closer look at the
colored tubes. Dr. Hulff explained that in-
side those transparent balls, there was en-
ergy extracted from patients in the operat-
ing rooms.
Dr. Hulff explained that inside those
transparent spheres, there was energy ex-
tracted from patients in the operating
rooms.
To help me understand what he was
talking about, he brought up the exam-
ple of the pregnant patient. He explained
that the woman’s abdomen was filled with
physical energy, which accounted for its
size. His team’s role was to remove and
store that energy to provide relief to the
woman. The colored tubes I saw in the
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room represented those energies. They
were used for the restoration of physiog-
nomic aspects.
I asked Dr. Alan if he was still going to
make the patient younger. He responded
that no, because that was the appearance
the patient preferred. If it were different,
the image would have settled at another
moment in his physical life. His purpose
in that room was precisely to find that spe-
cific moment for each person who came
to have their appearance restored.
He also informed me that the patient’s
treatment had not yet been completed
and he had been referred to another team.
This team would handle his psychological
recovery, as it was time for him to realize
that he no longer belonged to the physical
world. Once this work was finished, the
man would return to that room to com-
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plete the recovery of his appearance. Then
he would be ready to fully participate in
the spiritual world.
Afterward, we talked a little more until
Dr. Hulff said goodbye to Dr. Alan. The
professor and I did the same and left.
We left the room and headed towards the
hospital reception. Before parting ways, Dr.
Hulff asked me about my thoughts on my
understanding of the spiritual world and
the human being. I responded that, in that
moment, it was impossible for me to ar-
ticulate anything due to the overwhelming
emotions that hindered my ability to rea-
son and reply. Upon hearing my response,
he paused and looked into my eyes for a
few moments. Then, without further dis-
cussion, he bid us farewell and we left.
Once we were outside the hospital, I at-
tempted to ask the professor something,
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but he didn’t permit it. He stated that I
should refrain from asking questions at
that moment, as the path of knowledge is
filled not only with inquiries but also with
reflections. He encouraged me to take that
time to contemplate rather than ask. Sub-
sequently, he guided me back to my phys-
ical body.
CATHOLIC HOSPITAL
After witnessing, outside of my physical
body, the miracle of human rejuvenation,
something strange happened to me. I be-
gan to feel more confident about life and
death. The fear that torments everyone no
longer troubled me, as I had overcome the
greatest fear of all—the fear of death. It
was then that I realized how this fear lim-
ite us in both our physical and non-physi-
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cal lives. Having witnessed the restoration
of physical aspect, I became certain that
we, as human beings, have a chance be-
yond the confines of the physical body.
Even old age, which is a kind of disease,
had a remedy.
From that point onward, my perception
of the world and its existence underwent
a profound change. Life no longer carried
the same meaning for me as before, where
man is born, grows, and eventually dies, as
taught by my religious upbringing. The no-
tion that only our good deeds are recorded
by God for a potential resurrection lost its
hold on me. I started to feel a sense of se-
curity about life, recognizing it as a divine
gift rather than a reward for our virtuous
actions, as some groups or organizations
try to enforce upon us.
It is important to note that I hold no
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opposition toward any religious group or
sect. During my journey of understand-
ing, I have come to appreciate the signif-
icance of these groups within our physi-
cal realm. However, it is true that I do not
agree with certain methods employed by
these groups. Yet, who am I to engage in
such debates? Who am I to determine what
is right or wrong? Especially after hearing
from Karran that “all that exists was or is
necessary.” Therefore, I shall refrain from
making judgments and instead continue to
share my experiences, as I have done so
far.
I will now recount my sixth conscious
visit to the hospital. On this occasion, up-
on arriving with the professor, Dr. Hulff
asked him if I could accompany them to
another hospital. Initially, I sensed some
concern in Dr. Hulff ’s conversation. How-
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ever, the professor reassured him that it
was not a problem. He explained that al-
though I might not fully comprehend what
I was about to witness, this visit to anoth-
er hospital would provide valuable insights
into the concepts he had been teaching me
since we first met.
The three of us proceeded to the oth-
er hospital. As we entered the courtyard, I
was taken aback to see several nuns among
the people making their way to the recep-
tion. I glanced at the professor, but it was
Dr. Hulff who said to me, “Don’t be sur-
prised, this is a Catholic hospital.”
The sight of the nuns did not astonish
me as much as hearing the words “Cath-
olic hospital.” Until that moment, during
my experiences outside of my physical
body, I had not encountered anything that
reminded me of religious groups. Apart
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from the gentleman whose appearance
was restored and who requested to pray,
leading everyone to respectfully observe
a moment of silence, Dr. Hulff noticed
my concern. Nevertheless, the three of us
walked to the reception.
At the entrance of the hospital, I noticed
several differences compared to the pre-
vious one. The reception area was not as
spacious, and instead of armchairs, there
were large wooden benches. The over-
all atmosphere also seemed darker, likely
due to the gray walls rather than the white
ones in the previous hospital. I noticed
a crucifix image on display at the recep-
tion, something that was absent in the oth-
er hospital. I observed priests entering the
rooms, carrying a rosary and a black book,
which I assumed to be the Bible. I was in-
troduced to the mother superior, who was
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in charge of the facility. This hospital was
also quite large, bustling with doctors and
nurses providing care to the sick.
I accompanied Dr. Hulff as he visited
various wings of the hospital, but the pro-
fessor discouraged me from asking any
questions. He wanted me to focus on ob-
serving what I could. On our way out, I
learned that Dr. Hulff also worked in oth-
er hospitals and had come to visit some
patients here. I had the opportunity to
meet another doctor, a friend of Dr. Hulff,
named Dr. Lino. He introduced himself
to me and mentioned that he had studied
pediatrics when he had a physical body.
However, in this hospital, he was practic-
ing a different field of medicine. We had
conversations about various topics, but I
believe Dr. Lino would prefer that I not
disclose the details of our discussion as it
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delved into personal matters related to his
transition from our physical realm. As we
conversed, Dr. Hulff completed his tasks
and rejoined us where I was with the pro-
fessor and Dr. Lino.
We were waiting in one of the corridors
of the room wings. I referred to it as a
wing of rooms because there were also
collective wings where many people stayed
in the same area. In the wing where we
were waiting for Dr. Hulff, there were on-
ly patients who were in the process of be-
coming aware of their new condition of
life, the extraphysical life. It was there that
I had a great surprise. A priest and some
nuns passed by us, with the priest wearing
his liturgical vestments. He appeared to be
in a hurry. Curious about what was hap-
pening, I decided to ask the doctors. Dr.
Lino quickly replied, “They’re going to the
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chapel. They are going to pray.”
I remember putting my hands on my
head and uttering just one word, “Pray?”
At that moment, the professor asked me
to remain silent and simply observe and
wait. It didn’t take long before we started
hearing the sound of sacred music, which
seemed to resonate throughout the hos-
pital. The music was pure and beautiful,
filling me with delight. It wasn’t loud, but
as the volume decreased, the voice of a
person praying grew more prominent, fill-
ing the atmosphere along with the music.
The voice came to the forefront while the
music receded into the background. It was
then that I noticed something I consid-
ered very significant. The voice belonged
to a single person, yet it echoed in the hos-
pital in multiple languages simultaneously.
As I stood there, deeply moved by what
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I was hearing, something else caught my
attention. People began emerging from
every room, making their way toward the
chapel that Dr. Lino had mentioned. After
everyone had passed, Dr. Hulff informed
us that we could leave if we wished, as he
had completed all his tasks. I expressed
my desire to stay a little longer and con-
tinue listening to the music and prayers. I
asked to be taken to the chapel so that I
could witness the religious ceremony that
seemed so beautiful. However, the profes-
sor thought it would be best for me not to
see it at that moment, so we departed.
When we were outside, I inquired Dr.
Hulff about Dr. Lino performing a role
that wasn’t his usual function. Dr. Hulff
explained that Dr. Lino was still in the ad-
aptation phase, and as a result, his specific
role had not yet been defined.
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I assumed that the professor would now
take me back to my physical body, but to
my surprise, he invited me to sit outside
the hospital. I didn’t understand the reason
for this invitation, but I followed his sug-
gestion and took a seat. He did the same,
and we sat there in silence. As time passed
without him saying anything, I eventually
asked him, “Why did we sit here?”
He responded that it was so I could lis-
ten to the prayers and religious songs that I
had expressed a strong desire to hear. It was
at that moment I realized that even though
we were outside the hospital, I could still
distinctly hear what was happening inside.
This realization made me ask him why we
had left the hospital in the first place since
I could hear everything from outside.
“The reason we left is both simple and
complex,” said the professor. He contin-
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ued, “It’s simple to talk about but complex
to understand. Let’s see how you will com-
prehend it. Due to the accident that Kar-
ran told you about, the human being, in
their physical structure, experienced near-
ly complete inhibition at the energy feed-
ing points.
This inhibition caused blockages in the
distribution of the energy received by the
physical body, leading to differentiation
in its distribution within the human be-
ing. Something was created that didn’t ex-
ist before, not only in the physical plane
but also in the spiritual plane. Until then,
the two planes worked in perfect harmony.
However, with the energetic inhibition on
the physical plane, understanding became
diverse, and there was a complete forget-
fulness of the spiritual plane by those in
the physical plane. The human beings, in
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their physical structure, started to form
groups based on the functioning of their
energetic areas. The similarity in the func-
tioning of energy areas gave rise to similar
visions, reasoning, and understanding, re-
sulting in the formation of these groups.
In order to meet the needs of the physical
plane, the spiritual plane had to organize
itself into groups corresponding to each
group formed on the physical plane. One
of these needs is the non-interference in
the performance of each group on the
physical plane. Since you have a physical
body, you are allowed to observe the work
of each group, but you need authorization
to do so.”
After providing me with these explana-
tions, we lingered there for a while, listen-
ing to the enchanting religious ceremony
taking place inside. Just as the priest’s ser-
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mon was about to begin, the professor in-
vited me outside.
Still in my physical body and under the
enchanting effect of the religious music, I
began to ponder everything that the pro-
fessor had told me.
Reflecting on our conversation, I realized
that he was conveying the same concepts
that Karran had already discussed with me
during our initial encounter. These ideas
encompassed the burning of our neurons
and the subsequent decrease in brain func-
tionality, leading to the loss of memory re-
garding our physical origins and a discon-
nection from the extraphysical realm. That
night, I also observed a distinct difference
in language between the professor and
Karran when discussing the same subject.
For instance, when the professor used the
term “physical structure,” he was referring
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to what Karran denotes as the physical
body. To elucidate what Karran had pre-
viously conveyed about the flow of ener-
gy within our bodies, the professor stated,
“The physical structure of the human be-
ing has undergone nearly complete inhibi-
tion in the energetic feeding points.”
While discussing the brain, he used
the following statement, “This inhibition
caused a blockage in the area responsible
for distributing the energy received by the
physical body.” As you can see, the differ-
ent perspectives on the same subject lead
to a common mistake we make when re-
ceiving information from beings of anoth-
er planet or the spiritual realm, as the pro-
fessor explains.
Often, we presume that they are con-
veying more than what was explicitly spo-
ken, and as a result, we start using our rea-
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soning not to understand but to interpret
their words. Consequently, at some point,
everything that was said loses its intend-
ed meaning, and we abandon true com-
prehension to indulge in the fantasies that
our interpretations offer.
I vividly recall when Karran asked me
not to make this mistake because, as he
said, “Interpreting facts only reveals a lack
of understanding about them. When we
truly understand, we don’t interpret; we
know.’”
That’s why I always make an effort not
to extrapolate beyond the presented infor-
mation. By doing so, I grant myself the
opportunity to learn and, in turn, extend
this opportunity to anyone who seeks it.
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THE RELIGIOUS REPRESENTATION
After being in a Catholic hospital and
encountering priests and nuns, and hear-
ing part of the service, I felt a profound
transformation within myself. I became
incredibly sensitive, and my emotions took
on dimensions that I had never previous-
ly perceived. This change was so sudden
that I even questioned if I had converted
to Catholicism. The longing to reconnect
with religion grew so strong that I found
myself doing something I had never done
before due to my past beliefs. As a Protes-
tant, I had viewed Catholicism, along with
Spiritism and other religions that did not
align with my teachings, in a similar man-
ner. The Assembly of God and the Jeho-
vah’s Witnesses had taught me that they
possessed the truth about humanity, the
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universe, and God because they were with
God, or Jehovah. They believed that any
other religious groups were created by
the devil to deceive and divert humani-
ty from its divine purpose. Therefore, if
it weren’t for the sudden change I experi-
enced, I would have never entered a Catho-
lic church with the intention of experienc-
ing the same sensations and enchantment
that had benefited me during my time at
the Catholic hospital. During that period,
I recall visiting the Catholic church twice
a day—once on my way to work and again
when I returned home in the afternoon. I
also remember avoiding attending church
during the services, fearing that the move-
ment of people might disrupt or diminish
the emotions I was feeling. For this rea-
son, I preferred the times when the church
was empty. I have never gone to church
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specifically for the purpose of praying, at
least not in the way Catholics do. Howev-
er, in my own way, I prayed. When I sat in
silence in the church, I expressed gratitude
to God for teaching me the exercises that
helped me connect with the greater human
reality. As time went by, I started going to
church less and less. It wasn’t because I
stopped experiencing what I felt before,
but rather because I discovered that what
I felt was within me and not confined to a
particular place.
I believe that my enthusiasm for what I
heard at the Catholic hospital influenced
the professor to show me and explore oth-
er subjects unrelated to faith or religion af-
ter I left my physical body. As a result, I
began studying minerals, their forms, and
their energies. Although I desired to con-
tinue my lessons with Dr. Hulff at that
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time, the professor insisted that I wasn’t
ready to visit religious hospitals because
he had noticed that I was still very suscep-
tible to religious influences. He believed
that this vulnerability would hinder my
ability to maintain a clear and logical per-
spective on the spiritual world, causing me
to fall back into religiosity. If that were to
happen, I would completely deviate from
the initial purpose that Karran had taught
me, which was not the path of faith, but
rather the path of self-consciousness.
After the professor explained why he
had discontinued our previous line of
study for some time, I realized how cor-
rect his evaluation of me was. It became
apparent to me how little I truly knew my-
self because, without his knowledge and
understanding of who I am, I would have
easily gone in the wrong direction in my
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learning. To prevent this from happening,
I continued studying the role of minerals
in human existence until I could remem-
ber the Catholic hospital with the same
naturalness with which I saw the other ex-
periences. When one is conscious of the
significance of each event they encoun-
ter, they also possess the opportunity to
analyze these events. Through this analy-
sis, one can determine whether they have
genuinely learned anything. Emotion takes
away from us, human beings, precisely that
vision that gives us a chance to reason. As
the professor emphasizes, “To reason yes,
but with no emotion.” He regards emo-
tion as one of the most powerful human
feelings, capable of obstructing our capac-
ity for rational thought.
Time was passing, and along with it, the
emotional intensity I had experienced in
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the Catholic hospital was fading. It was
then that I started contemplating the ex-
istence of religious practices in the spiri-
tual world. No matter how hard I tried to
understand, I couldn’t, because all of my
learning up to that point indicated that hu-
man matter had been blocked in the ac-
cident we experienced, as Karran had ex-
plained. His words echoed in my mind:
“Only one record of ours was not erased;
the one that tells us that the help to get out
of this situation would come from above,
thus, from the sky.” This record remains to
this day. Also, because of this record, sal-
vation became, for us, the only way out of
the abyss that the amnesia of conscious-
ness caused us. From the moment I first
encountered Karran, I began to regard re-
ligious groups with great fondness and re-
spect. I saw in these groups a continuous
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quest for consciousness, which they refer
to as salvation. However, one aspect trou-
bled me deeply: I couldn’t understand why
there was religion in the spiritual world
since it hadn’t been suffered any blokage
from the accident. After grappling with
this question, I finally decided to approach
the professor for an answer. It is import-
ant to note that when I posed this ques-
tion, nearly a year had passed since I began
studying minerals and had left the Catho-
lic hospital.
Upon asking the question, I observed
that the professor gazed at me for a few
moments before responding.
He prompted me to articulate the rea-
soning behind my inquiry. Only after hear-
ing my developed thoughts did he say, “We,
who exist within this human frequency
(the spiritual world), do not truly experi-
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ence the blockage that was imposed up-
on the physical frequency by the accident.
That is why our senses remain intact and
our perception remains unaltered. Conse-
quently, we do not require prayer, nor do
we need religion to sense the profound
presence, the divine presence, as you de-
scribed. This presence within us is con-
stant. We recognize and feel the existence
of this ‘Creative Force.’ However, in or-
der for individuals to be received into our
world after the loss of their physical bod-
ies, much needs to be created and adapt-
ed according to the beliefs of each group.
Beliefs are determined by the number of
brain impulses, frequencies, and vibrations
unique to each group. To aid them in re-
gaining awareness in this realm, we make
sure that individuals who arrive here after
losing their bodies do not realize they have
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already experienced physical death. This
enables us to help them recover their con-
sciousness. We do everything within our
power, including providing religious rep-
resentation, to give them an opportunity.”
“But professor,” I asked, “if religiosity
emerged due to the blockage, how can it
assist us in the extraphysical plane?”
The professor responded, explaining
that if a person on the physical plane is
accustomed to certain experiences, only
through those experiences can we demon-
strate that they are unnecessary in this
realm. The understanding of this lack of
necessity must progress in a manner that
aligns with the individual’s acceptance of
this truth. Knowing that I would require
more than words to be convinced, he in-
formed me that I would need to witness
and participate in order to grasp the con-
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cept fully. With that, he promptly redirect-
ed my studies toward what we refer to as
religiousness. I distinctly recall that during
this time, I began to comprehend the true
meaning of the word “love,” which we of-
ten discuss but seldom genuinely feel.
I also became acutely aware of how far
removed we are from translating this feel-
ing into action. As the professor elucidat-
ed, love is something that is felt. Acting
in accordance with that feeling is sponta-
neous; it is not learned but rather achieved
through feeling and understanding.
Before returning to the hospital to con-
tinue my learning, the professor took me
once again to experience that particular
part of the service that had greatly im-
pressed me during my previous visit to the
Catholic hospital. I still found it marvel-
ous, but as I returned to my physical body,
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I didn’t feel the same intense emotions
as I did the first time. Curious about this
change, I approached the professor to un-
derstand what had happened. I wanted to
know why I had felt such excitement the
first time but not the second. After exiting
my body, I shared my current feelings with
the professor and posed my questions. In
response, he explained that several factors
had contributed to my initial strong reac-
tion. Firstly, my deep connection to reli-
gion played a significant role, given my up-
bringing in a religious environment. Sec-
ondly, the element of surprise had height-
ened my response, as I hadn’t been pre-
pared for this particular experience be-
forehand. But something unexpected also
occurred during that experience of mine.
Due to my surprise, emotions arose, and
they energetically affect a person. Addi-
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tionally, since music operates on vibra-
tional frequencies, it took me longer to
undergo psychological restructuring, thus
prolonging the duration of the emotion-
al state. However, as he mentioned, once
I emotionally restructured myself, I re-
sumed my pursuit of self-consciousness.”
3st part
HOW KNOWLEDGE PROGRESSES
SYMBOLISM IN “TECHNIQUE”
The experience I am about to recount
was completely different from the ones I
had been having. Until then, all the sym-
bolism shown to me had been explained,
but explained through words rather than
on a sensory level. “However, now” –
said my professor – “you are experienc-
ing a very challenging moment within ev-
erything that your consciousness holds
because, along with you, the closed eyes
of the sleeping ones may one day catch a
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glimpse of the light. The light that hov-
ers above the black veil that surrounds hu-
manity. But not all darkness is complete,
and in order for them to navigate through
the darkness, there is always a crack. And
through that crack, light enters, maintain-
ing in humanity the hope of one day be-
ing able to see it in its fullness, and not
just through a crack where small rays in
the darkness indicate the way. Many say,
‘Accursed rays of light, showing me clari-
ty, but I remain in darkness!’”
I remember even making a joke with
him, saying, “Professor, why don’t you ex-
plain everything you said? Because I still
don’t understand anything.”
After I said that, he explained to me that
I was about to go through a symbolic ex-
perience because symbolism goes hand in
hand with facts. And that this was the ex-
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act moment for me to understand the val-
ue of senses and forms.
Then he took me to a place where a house
seemed to have just been built, as it had a
new appearance. We entered, and the pro-
fessor told me that everything inside be-
longed to me, including the house. I told
him that all of it was very strange because
I had never had a house like that. Once
again, he repeated that he knew and insist-
ed that I shouldn’t forget that my lesson
was symbolic; therefore, I shouldn’t reason
but only feel, as symbolism is only under-
stood through sensation, not information.
After this explanation, he asked me if the
house was good or if something was miss-
ing for me. I looked around and found the
house perfect but mentioned that it would
be complete if there was a lake.
He walked outside for me to show him
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the location where I would like the lake to
be. After I showed him, he told me that
the water was far away and asked what was
needed for me to bring the water to the
lake’s location. I replied that a canal was
necessary. I found everything very curious
because as I spoke, things started appear-
ing as if by magic. There was the lake and
the canal bringing a large amount of wa-
ter.
“Now, is everything perfect?”
I said yes, and that it was just the way I
had imagined. At that moment, he asked
me to look at everything carefully because
we were going to walk along the edge of
the canal. As we started walking, some-
thing incredible began to happen to me.
With each step I took, I felt smaller. I drew
the professor’s attention to what was hap-
pening to me. He replied that he saw it,
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but the moment was not for me to think
but to feel what was happening. Suddenly,
we stopped walking. I looked into the ca-
nal and thought it was very wide and deep.
However, in contrast, I felt the size of a
four-year-old child. But my reasoning re-
mained the same. At that moment, the pro-
fessor said he would lay me down at the
bottom of the canal. He didn’t want me to
think, only to feel what would happen, and
he would be waiting for me outside. He al-
so said that I would only leave the canal
when he took me out from there. When I
was placed in the water, I closed my eyes
and was afraid of drowning, but I heard
the professor saying, “Don’t be afraid and
don’t think. Just feel what will happen.”
It didn’t take long before I started feel-
ing the water flowing over my body, and
even with my eyes closed, I began to see.
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But while I saw the light that seemed to be
from the sun through the water, I also had
a strange sensation of emptiness and time.
Emptiness because it was as if nothing ex-
isted at that moment except for me and
the water flowing over my body. And time
because everything that came as a mem-
ory seemed so distant from me, in a past
that I could never recover. As a moment
of consciousness, the only one I had was
the following: it seemed like I had been in-
side that water for many centuries. During
all these sensations, I felt the professor’s
hand touching mine and pulling me out of
the canal. When I looked at myself, I no-
ticed that I was no longer small but had the
adult form I have today. When I looked at
the canal, I saw that it had also changed be-
cause vegetation had grown around it, and
it was hidden among the bushes that pre-
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vented light from reaching the water. As
I walked back towards the lake, I saw that
the whole landscape seemed abandoned.
Everything that was once new now looked
old and rundown. I felt sad to see that the
old lake I had imagined no longer existed,
and in its place, only a foul-smelling, rot-
ten mud infested the environment with in-
sects. As for the beautiful house, only ru-
ins remained. I tried to ask the professor
what had happened, but he repeated the
same phrase, “Don’t reason, just feel.”
Together, we walked towards the seem-
ingly abandoned house. When we reached
what used to be a beautiful porch, I be-
gan to hear voices coming from inside the
house, and once again, I tried to ask what
was happening. But he didn’t allow it, say-
ing, “Don’t speak! Just feel.”
Confessing that it was very difficult not
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to think, I never argued with him, and
that’s why I did my best to follow his in-
structions.
We entered the room. There, I had a big
surprise because the house was in ruins,
but inside, all my students and close friends
were waiting for me with a grand celebra-
tion. When I saw them, my consciousness
stabilized in the present again because un-
til that moment, I still felt like I was in the
past. While they embraced me with happi-
ness, I asked the professor if my symbolic
experience had already ended. He replied
that it hadn’t, so I would have to continue
without reasoning and simply act and feel
everything that was going to happen.
I was in my house. I started to act as such,
paying attention to and greeting each one,
as I always do. But suddenly, among the
people present, I saw a guy I didn’t know.
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I approached him, introduced myself, and
asked for his name. He replied that his
name was Shiva. I looked at him and made
a comment, saying that I had heard of Shi-
va before but thought it was a woman, not
a man. He smiled and said, “That doesn’t
matter because Shiva is not a human being
but rather a human capability.”
After saying this, he invited me to step
away from the crowd as he had something
specific to show me. I looked around, but
the house was crowded. So I took his hand
and said, “Shiva, right now, only the bed-
room is empty. If it works for you, we can
go there!”
“Yes, let’s go,” he said.
When I entered the room, I saw two
beds, and unlike the rest of the house, it
was new and beautiful, but with a rather
strange detail: the window was open, and
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outside, the sun seemed to be hot as its
light fully illuminated one of the beds and
half of the room, while the other half and
the other bed were in darkness. I looked at
him and said, “How strange! The profes-
sor told me that this house is mine, but I
have never seen this room. Could we be in
the wrong place?”
“No, we’re not,” he replied.
After saying that, he asked me which side
of the room I wanted to stay on. I quickly
answered, “The bright side! The sunlight
is so good!”
When I finished saying where I wanted
to be, he went to the bed, lay down, and
asked me to sit beside him and look into
his eyes. I sat down, looked into his eyes,
and made the following comment, “You
seem Indian, but I didn’t know that Indi-
ans had such dark and beautiful eyes.”
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“If you like, look closely,” he said.
When he finished saying that, my gaze
was already fixed on his. The light that had
been coming through the window focused
on his eyes, which grew larger and took on
a different color. I don’t know how or why,
but in a short time, I found myself seeing
through his eyes. And it was among a vari-
ety of colors that I once again experienced
the feeling of time. However, this time,
the past that had felt so distant while in-
side the canal quickly rushed back, bring-
ing scenes and sensations to the present
moment within the experiment. Another
curious sensation accompanied all of this:
as I saw through his eyes, I could feel the
cold and lifeless nature of the dark side of
the room. In the rest of the house, I ob-
served people laughing and playing, as if it
were a celebration. Yet, from within those
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eyes, I sensed that it was not a celebration.
When it ended, I found myself back in the
living room, with the man who called him-
self Shiva standing next to the professor. I
attempted to ask what had happened, but
Shiva gestured for silence, placing his in-
dex finger over his lips. Meanwhile, one
of my friends caught my attention, saying,
“Are you not going to serve us anything to
eat today? We’re hungry!”
I excused myself to everyone, mention-
ing that I was going to the kitchen to pre-
pare the food. I went alone. As I opened
the door, I saw a large wood-burning
stove. The fire had gone out, and on the
wall above the stove, a large snake was de-
scending. As soon as it noticed me, it coiled
up and prepared to strike and bite me. In
that moment, I began screaming for help.
Then I saw Dalton enter the kitchen to as-
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sist me. When he appeared, I cried out, ter-
rified, “A snake!” pointing in its direction.
But he remained remarkably calm and said,
“Don’t be afraid. It’s just a snake.”
He approached it and extended his arm.
With his hand, he closed the snake’s mouth,
and the snake, with its mouth closed, ex-
pelled something into his hand. Upon
this happening, he opened his hand, and
a man fell out, who promptly ran out of
the house. Once again, the snake opened
its mouth, and he closed it once more, re-
ceiving what it expelled. When he opened
his hand again, another man fell onto the
kitchen floor and, similar to the previous
one, fled from the house. Meanwhile, the
snake prepared to strike again. However,
Dalton extended his hand towards it, grip-
ping its head and pulling it off the wall, stat-
ing, “This is how you deal with a snake!”
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After saying those words, he swung his
arm and threw the snake out the window,
sending it far away from the house.
After everything had calmed down, I
went outside to gather firewood and light
the fire to prepare dinner. To my surprise, I
noticed that the cut firewood, which I had
seen when the house was new, was still in
the same place, stacked in the same way,
but it had rotted. Very rotten. Neverthe-
less, I proceeded to collect it. As I began
removing the firewood, insects typical of
old wood emerged from it. When they fell
to the ground, they transformed into hu-
man beings and ran away from me. Others
threatened to attack me but then gave up
and left. This time, I was afraid, but not as
much as I had been of the snake.
I returned to the kitchen, made the fire,
and prepared the food. While everyone
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was eating, two women knocked on the
living room door, asking to come in and
join the celebration and the dinner, es-
pecially the dinner, as they claimed to be
hungry. I didn’t object. After all, there was
plenty of food! They entered, ate to their
hearts’ content, and engaged in conversa-
tions with everyone present. When they
were preparing to leave, they called me over
and thanked me for the hospitality and the
meal. They left, while my friends and stu-
dents remained in the house. It didn’t take
long before we heard another knock on the
door. When I opened it, I saw that the two
women had returned, but this time they
had brought two police officers with them
to arrest me. I didn’t understand what was
happening or why those two women had
done such a thing. That’s when Humber-
to Brasil approached me, placed his hand
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on my shoulder, and said, “They felt of-
fended by the amount of food you pro-
vided! They believe you are overfeeding
these people, and that’s why they brought
the police; they consider all of this a tre-
mendous waste.”
When I heard him explain the reason for
my arrest, I started crying, saying, “It can’t
be true! I only wanted to offer the best for
everyone!”
While crying, I looked at the professor
and asked, “Professor! Can’t they see?”
It was while I asked this question that
my symbolic experience came to an end.
After the symbolic experience had come
to an end, I wanted to know from the pro-
fessor the meaning of my experience and
how the symbolism would be applied in
the work I have been doing.
“The symbols are part of the universe,”
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he said, “and to be self-aware, one must
understand the language of representa-
tion. And one only understands this lan-
guage and its value through the senses, not
words.”
“Professor, why that house and not mine,
where I live today?”
“Because your house is real, and being
real, it doesn’t represent surprise or novel-
ty.”
“If everything was meant to represent
novelty, why didn’t that house have a lake,
considering how much I love water?”
“That detail only you could perceive
and reproduce in your experience because
symbolically, the lake represents feminine
sexuality.”
“But if the lake was already there, why
did you tell me that the water was far away
and, most importantly, what I thought was
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necessary for it to reach the lake?”
“Because a lake with stagnant water
symbolizes the death of feminine sexuali-
ty, and the canal represented life, as it sym-
bolized man, union, reproduction.”
“And when we were walking along the
canal, why did I feel smaller, professor?”
“This question you asked me, you can
answer yourself! How were you feeling?”
“Small and fragile, professor!”
“Did your consciousness and your sens-
es also become fragile?”
“No, I don’t think so because I noticed
and felt everything that happened to me
while I was inside the canal. Professor,
when I came out of the canal, I saw that a
lot of time had passed because the house
was old, the lake was dead, but the canal,
although hidden in the bushes, still had
flowing water that was fresh. What does
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this mean?”
“The canal represents hope. The house
and the lake represent the moment, the
present. And you? Do you remember how
beautiful the lake was?”
“When I was seeing through the eyes of
the man who claimed to be Shiva, I no-
ticed many things, professor, but only two
really impressed me. One was realizing the
coldness that existed on the dark side of
the room, and the other was seeing that
everyone in the house seemed happy with
my presence, but I felt that they weren’t. I
felt that behind every smile, people were
trying to hide what they were truly feel-
ing. I didn’t see happiness in anyone. Can I
know the meaning of what I felt or not?”
“Let’s refocus your attention on the
room! Remember the bright side and the
dark side. Now tell me, how did you feel
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when you entered it?”
“I felt it was something unfamiliar.”
“And why did you prefer the bright side
of the room?”
“Because there was light and warmth
there, and it was such an enveloping
warmth... so good.”
“And how did you feel about the dark
side?”
“Strange and cold, professor.”
“Well, that room symbolized the two
sides of human beings—what they show
and what they hide. Now let’s go to the
kitchen. There was something there that
you already knew symbolically because
when we studied the power of symbolism,
I explained to you that multiple snakes rep-
resent wisdom, while a single snake rep-
resents betrayal. Therefore, betrayal will
be a constant in your life and can come
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from anyone.”
“And the food? How did it fit into my
experience?”
“This food was requested from you, and
you did not refuse. It is important to re-
member that the thirst for knowledge is in-
satiable. Therefore, for every weight, there
is a measure.”
“And the light, professor? What did it
represent in this experience?”
“I cannot answer that question. But ask
the cracks, and they will give you the an-
swer.”
After telling me this, he asked me not to
ask any more questions, and it was in si-
lence that he brought me back to my phys-
ical body.
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4st part
PHILOSOFY OF TECHNIQUE
What is it? How did it arise? And what
is its objective? These are the questions
we will explore throughout this narrative
about the opening of the work.
Venturing into outer space, seeking the
stars, without truly exploring our inner
space to better understand ourselves, is
the great drama currently faced by human
beings on Earth.
From ancient times until today, a sig-
nificant part of humanity has only expe-
rienced technological advancements. The
planet has become small, and we can quick-
ly reach any point on it without major dif-
ficulties.
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The planet is still entangled in fratricidal
wars for the pursuit of material goods or
the enslavement of thousands of minds
for specific interests, whether they are po-
litical or religious. The thirst to know one-
self better is the fundamental tone of the
era we are currently experiencing, as hu-
man beings have always questioned them-
selves, finding countless answers that have
left them in a state of belief and doubt.
Fantasy, mysteries, and mysticism pro-
vide answers in a mixture where human
beings often confuse what is real and what
they perceive to be real.
To achieve self-consciousness means to
be truly conscious not only of oneself but
also of the entire universe that surrounds
us, free from prejudices, labels, and alien-
ating conditioning, through our day-to-
day experiences, passed down from gener-
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ation to generation.
During this narrative introducing this
work, after this brief history, you will be-
come acquainted with what Maria da Apa-
recida de Oliveira, known as Bianca, has to
convey to you. She was born in Ewbank
da Câmara, a small town in the interior of
Minas Gerais, in the year 1947. At the age
of twenty-eight, she had a unique close
encounter of the third kind with extrater-
restrial beings, which revealed to her un-
explored realms of human existence, sig-
nificantly expanding her understanding of
life. This event took place in 1976.
Today, Bianca endeavors to share with
all those who are interested the knowledge
she has acquired throughout these years of
experience. This knowledge has demon-
strated the infinite possibilities of the hu-
man being.
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The Physical Technique for the Achieve-
ment of Self-Consciousness consists of
simple exercises that must be performed
with dedication and perseverance to
achieve gradual results. These exercises
will enable each of us to expand our per-
ception of the world around us and our
own selves in relation to the Creator.
Therefore...
It is certain that we are going to discuss
a very delicate subject. A subject that has
been troubling human beings since the
first glimmers of consciousness emerged
within them.
Since then, death has ceased to be a nat-
ural consequence of human existence, and
man has delved into the search for an an-
swer to this question: Does life exist after
death?
Along with this question, several others
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arise: if it exists, how would it be? Would
it be a world of light or darkness? Would
this world have shapes or not? If there are
no forms, light, or darkness, how would
it be? Would we be thrown into an emp-
ty space with gentle light and a thin mist,
where eternal peace reigns? Would this
world have a breeze, or would it be cold and
dark, or perhaps there could even be pain,
or maybe none of this exists, and death
is the end of everything, eternal oblivion.
Who knows?
“The knowledge I have in this area to-
day was only made possible after I start-
ed practicing the technique taught to me
by Karran. This technique aims to achieve
self-consciousness.
According to Karran, “only self-con-
sciousness can answer these questions.”
For this reason, I cherish the moment
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when I was filled with doubts, and he, Kar-
ran, helped me by saying, “Get out of your
body and you’ll see that you are a mind that
can see, feel, learn and think. Then you’ll
understand that the body is only a part of
yourself and not the whole of you.”
I confess that at that moment, I didn’t
understand Karran’s words. Nor did I
think that one day I would be able to un-
derstand them because, like all human be-
ings, I was no exception.
It was easier for me to believe that I was
right on my path than to seek confirma-
tion elsewhere because we hardly like to
admit when we are wrong, especially when
it comes to our religious convictions.
When it comes to the spiritual world, it
has always been much easier to imagine it
than to participate in it. Initially, we were
unable to participate in the spiritual world
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due to the significant blockage we expe-
rienced with the burning of our neurons
during the accident with Earth, as Kar-
ran said. But his words also inform us that
“our recovery is magnificent, and there-
fore, we can now stop imagining the spir-
itual world and participate in this great re-
ality, which is the nonexistence of death.”
It is important to remember that we
are not here to say which religious group
or sect is right in their convictions. Kar-
ran says that “everything that exists was
or is necessary.” It is up to each individu-
al to engage in self-analysis or perhaps ask
themselves these questions: does the spiri-
tual world exist? Am I prepared to discov-
er it? Is my faith or the group I belong to
enough for me? Will I be capable of living
in balance without my current fantasies to
face the great reality that awaits me? When
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faced with this reality, will I not become
excessively vain? Will other people remain
the same to me? With this knowledge in
hand, for what purposes would I use it?
If you think that these questions or this
self-analysis have already been done, and I
believe they have, I hope that the only an-
swers you lack are these:
Who are you?
What are you?
And why are you?
To discuss these three questions, let’s re-
visit my second encounter with Karran.
However, some clarifications are necessary.
It was during this encounter that I had the
opportunity to meet Zirr, a resident of a
planet other than Karran’s. Zirr was an in-
dividual who willingly left the comfort of
his homeland to live among us and closely
observe our physical, mental, and techno-
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logical development.
It was Zirr who, upon realizing my lack of
understanding regarding Karran’s words,
explained to me, “No, Bianca, we are not
referring to this consciousness, but rath-
er to another, a different kind of knowl-
edge.”
Who are you? is not limited to who you
are in the present moment but also en-
compasses who you were in previous lives.
What are you? is the study you will under-
take to master your physical body.
And why are you? is the understanding
you will gain from past lives, from mas-
tering your physical body, and potentially
comprehending the purpose of this pres-
ent moment in the future.
It is known that various groups are ac-
tively pursuing self-consciousness, and
this pursuit did not begin recently. It likely
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began when human beings, upon witness-
ing a lifeless body, experienced the pain of
separation and loss, prompting a profound
question: Is life merely this? If so, it seems
meaningless to live.
From that point, the great search for
self-consciousness began, an unrelenting
quest. Humanity has made both mistakes
and correct choices in the pursuit of this
knowledge due to a lack of concrete data.
Nevertheless, many paths have been ex-
plored and continue to be traversed.
Some individuals prefer the path of ab-
stinence, while others choose self-flag-
ellation. There are also those who seek
self-consciousness through fasting and
meditation.
Ultimately, in one way or another, we all
strive to access the spiritual realm. How-
ever, few have succeeded so far. Unfortu-
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nately, some individuals who were certain
of life after death, whether out of vanity
or a lack of information, altered their be-
havior. The image projected by these indi-
viduals has greatly hindered access to the
spiritual world for their followers or ad-
mirers.
For reasons that are not well understood,
these individuals have limited and contin-
ue to limit their lives, essentially renounc-
ing everything that exists in the physical
world. This often fosters a mistaken belief
that being part of the physical or material
world is a negative aspect of being human
and that having a physical body and deriv-
ing pleasure from it is evidence of human
imperfection.
We want to emphasize that this work is
of fundamental importance to us as hu-
man beings. According to Karran, these
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exercises have been taught on our planet
before. Unfortunately, the purpose of this
work has always been altered based on in-
terpretations of events that occur outside
the physical body. We hope that this does
not occur now because the times have
changed, and our understanding has also
evolved.
Karran states that “interpreting facts
only reveals a lack of understanding about
them because when we truly understand,
there is no need for interpretation, we sim-
ply know.”
I would like to emphasize that I am aware
that I am not perfect in the eyes of the ma-
jority who strive for perfection. However,
it is not our current objective to attain per-
fection.
Additionally, Karran reminds us that “ev-
erything that exists was created by the Cre-
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ator, and He does not perceive any flaws in
His creation.” Furthermore, according to
his words, “only once we have gained ac-
cess to our true selves will we possess the
means to verify whether we are aligned
with the profound reality of the universe
or not.”
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5st part
OUTCOME WITH OTHER PEOPLE
ACCOUNTS OF MY EXPERIENCES
By Domício Bering Ferreira
INTRODUTION
Like everyone else, I had a mystical past
from my childhood. I participated in vari-
ous religions, philosophies, and doctrines.
All of these experiences were very helpful
and aided me in thinking more objectively
about engaging with the “spiritual world”
in a more tangible way.
Today, I will discuss the “spiritual world”
based on my concrete knowledge of it. To
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do so, I will draw upon one of the ma-
ny experiences I have had until now, while
actively participating in the Physical Tech-
nique for the Achievement of Self-Con-
sciousness course.
The experience I will share took place in
the apartment where I lived, Brasília, in the
year 1984. This experience was one of the
most memorable I have had in the course
that I have been practicing for five years.
EXPERIENCE
I always did the exercises before going
to bed. In the early hours of the morning,
I woke up with the sensation that I was
about to leave my physical body. I relaxed
and managed to exit. I rose vertically and
reached the ceiling of the room. Looking
down, I observed that I was lying on my
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side, with my back facing my wife. She, in
turn, was also lying on her side, facing our
daughter’s crib. Our daughter’s crib was
positioned at the doorway leading to the
balcony of our room. I could see both of
them and my physical body in the room
very clearly. I observed for some time. It
was the first time I had seen my physical
body while being outside of it. This had
been one of my greatest curiosities since
I started practicing the Technique. My
awareness was complete; I could see and
reason at the same time.
The room was small, and after careful-
ly examining every corner, I realized that
I had satisfied all of my curiosities there.
And I decided to search for evidence in
order to prove my consciousness outside
of the physical body. I went to the oth-
er room where my other two daughters
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slept in bunk beds. I approached them and
looked at them closely. In doing so, I sat-
isfied another one of my curiosities within
that experience.
After completing this step, I thought to
myself, “I will go to the living room and see
if I encounter someone outside the phys-
ical body whom I can speak with.” I im-
mediately arrived there, but it was empty. I
paused for a moment and thought, “What
do I do now?” That’s when I remembered
a colleague who had gone to work in Saudi
Arabia. I was flying at approximately three
meters above the ground at a reasonable
speed. There was brightness, as if it were a
sunny morning, and I could distinguish the
green of the trees, the yellow of the san-
dy ground, and feel the wind on my face
caused by the speed of my travel. I also felt
the branches of the trees brushing against
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me. When I noticed the tree branches and
the wind on my face, I reasoned, “How
can I, without a physical body, be feeling
all these sensations?” Although I didn’t un-
derstand those sensations at that moment,
I continued with my objective.
Shortly after, I arrived at an underground
city and took a tour, still flying. From what
I could perceive, this city seemed to be an-
cient, as its constructions had a rustic ap-
pearance.
I left the city and remained suspended
in the air fora few moments, thinking to
myself, “Does my physical body need me?
No! I think it can endure another fifteen
minutes.”
I continued my journey towards Sau-
di Arabia until I reached a location with a
landscape similar to the surroundings of
the pyramids in Egypt. I stood still, above
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the ground, feeling somewhat disappoint-
ed that I hadn’t achieved my objective, re-
alizing that it wouldn’t be possible at that
moment.
Upon realizing that I wouldn’t achieve
my objective, I decided to make my way
back. After flying for a while, I stopped
and exclaimed, “Now I want to see some-
one!” A man appeared from behind a wall,
but I could only see him from the waist up
as the other half remained hidden. How-
ever, after achieving my wish, I no longer
had an interest in seeing him, and these
were my words in response: “Alright, I’ve
seen you, now you can go.” Following this
scene, I continued my journey back, which
was much faster. I approached the build-
ing and entered through the balcony in-
to the living room. I went to the bedroom
where, at the foot of the bed, I saw the
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same scene that I had visualized during
my first exit. I saw my physical body, my
wife, and our youngest daughter. I knew
that I had to take the initiative to re-enter
my physical body, but I hesitated for a mo-
ment.
That’s when I remembered an experi-
ence shared by a classmate, in which she
said that when she was about to re-en-
ter her physical body, she would lie down
on her body. She would also try to press
the switch that turned on the light. If her
finger went through the switch, it meant
she hadn’t re-entered the physical body
yet, and she would try again. However,
since the light switch in our room was on
the other side, near my daughter’s crib,
I thought, “I have to do this task in my
own way.” I approached my physical body
and lay down on it, thinking I had re-en-
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tered, and tried to stand up, but my hands
sank into the mattress. Then I realized that
I hadn’t re-entered my physical body yet.
I got up and repeated the same process.
This time I succeeded and was able to ex-
perience something incredible: the tran-
sition of consciousness from outside the
physical body to inside the it.
CONCLUSION
After experiencing and personally real-
izing this experience, death ceased to be,
as referred to in the philosophy of the
Course, “the natural consequence of life,”
and I found the answer to the question:
“Is there life after death?”
Yes, there is! Because outside of my phys-
ical body, I observed that it is the matter
that dies, but the human being is immor-
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tal. Not only are we immortal, but we also
retain full consciousness, movement, and
reasoning. Even if I don’t return to inhab-
it my physical body, I would still be alive,
reasoning, moving, and with the same lev-
el of consciousness I have here and now.
Furthermore, the philosophy of the
“Technique” poses other questions, such
as: “If there is life after death, what is it
like? Is it a world of light or darkness?”
I can confidently assert that it is a world
of light, but it can also be a world of dark-
ness. When I was flying toward the East,
I vividly witnessed the brightness of the
light, the greenness of the trees, the yel-
lowness of the sand on the ground. Yet, in
other experiences, I found myself in com-
plete darkness.
Continuing with the philosophy of the
course, which asks: “Does this world have
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forms or not?”
Yes, I can answer this question as well!
During my out-of-body journey, I saw
tree branches, an underground city, rustic
structures, landscapes reminiscent of an-
cient Egypt, vegetation, shrubs and tufts
of grass. I encountered a wall behind
which the person I mentioned was stand-
ing. Therefore, a world with forms is pos-
sible. It’s not only possible, but I want to
remind my colleagues of Karran’s words
to Bianca: “Only with the existence of the
spiritual world does the material world be-
come possible!”
The philosophy of the “Technique” fur-
ther ponders: “Would we be cast into an
empty space with soft light and fine mist,
where eternal peace prevails upon death?
Does this world have a gentle breeze?”
Based on the experience I lived, I per-
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ceive that this is also a reality. Outside of
my physical body, I witnessed light, felt the
breeze caressing my body and face, and ex-
perienced a profound sense of tranquility
toward everything that exists. There was a
profound sense of peace and well-being.
Once again, the philosophical inquiry
of the course expresses itself: “Could this
world be cold and dark, or perhaps even
involve pain?”
For me, these answers became clear and
simple when, outside of the physical body,
I personally felt all the sensations of the
physical world: the brushing of branches,
the breeze, the wind, the ambient tempera-
ture wherever I went, fear, and the very ex-
perience of pain in other instances I had,
as well as the darkness, as I previously de-
scribed.
Lastly, the philosophical considerations
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of the “Technique” ponder: “Perhaps
none of this exists, and death is the end
of everything, eternal oblivion?” I do not
wish to deny any of these possibilities. No,
I will not deny any of these words, but with
the objective certainty I now possess re-
garding all these facts, I want to sincerely
state, based on my experiential knowledge,
that it is not so. All of this exists! Death,
far from being the end of everything, is
the beginning. It is the beginning of every-
thing we can concretely achieve from now
on because it does not cease to exist. When
matter perishes, it does not affect the in-
dividual who, regardless of matter, thinks,
acts, works, learns, reasons, and ultimately
performs all the acts of life. This is a clear
demonstration that “eternal oblivion” is a
mistake.
In concluding all the questions posed
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by the philosophy of the course “Physi-
cal Technique for the Achievement of
Self-Consciousness,” there is the hypothet-
ical conjecture about the spiritual world:
“Who knows?” I, and anyone who exits
their physical body with consciousness,
know!
MY FIRST EXPERIENCE
By Carlos Takanori
RETURN TO YOUTH
This second experience that I am go-
ing to share follows Bianca’s line of work,
which deals with the recovery of a per-
son’s physical appearance in the extraphys-
ical plane after they have passed away.
I met Mrs. Basilides Tagliari a few years
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ago through my professional activity as an
accountant for several companies. We fre-
quently met to discuss my out-of-body ex-
periences, and she was genuinely curious
about how things unfolded.
Mrs. Lide, as she was called, told me that
a significant part of her life had been de-
voted to a convent, where her parents had
taken her when she was a teenager. She re-
mained there for thirty years in search of
knowledge and religious convictions. She
mentioned that those years were not easy
because, after such a long time, she wasn’t
completely certain if she had achieved the
goals she had sought. I could sense that
she felt a great deal of frustration for dedi-
cating so much time to pursuing those ob-
jectives. She expressed that faith was the
foundation of everything and wondered
if it was necessary to devote such a large
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portion of her life to have that faith. We
often discussed this topic, and sometimes
I noticed how deeply it hurt her, causing
her to cry silently. Nevertheless, her faith
remained strong and unwavering.
She once told me that during a trip to Eu-
rope, the ship she was on sank. In the mid-
dle of tremendous despair, she managed
to survive, constantly turning her thoughts
towards God. This experience had a pro-
found impact on her, as she felt truly sup-
ported by God and her faith in Him.
Some time later, she suddenly disap-
peared from my life. It was unusual for
her to be absent for such a long time with-
out any contact. I later learned that Mrs.
Lide had passed away a month ago. In that
moment, I wondered about her emotions
and how she would be in the extraphysi-
cal plane, where we are guided by our own
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desires, fears, and convictions. Finding her
became an immediate goal, and I felt quite
anxious about it.
It took me some time exerting effort to
leave my body, and after about a month, I
achieved a conscious exit. At that moment,
I was filled with excitement at the opportu-
nity to visit Mrs. Lide. I was accompanied
by a person who guided me to her location.
When I arrived, I saw her sitting calmly at
a table. I approached her and asked if she
was okay, already aware of what had hap-
pened. She replied that “now” she was fine.
At that moment, it felt unnecessary to ask
her anything further, as her tranquility and
serenity were evident on her face. I didn’t
know how to express myself, whether with
joy for finding her or with sadness for ac-
knowledging that she had left her physical
body. She immediately noticed this con-
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flict within me. She quickly began justi-
fying her current state, saying, “Now, I’m
fine.” She asked me to closely observe her
face. I kept looking at her, observing the
familiar face that I knew so well. However,
suddenly, her expression started to change
and twist in a continuous movement. Her
facial features were changing rapidly, grad-
ually settling into an almost adolescent ap-
pearance, with longer hair than I had ever
seen before. Although her hair was messy,
it possessed an incredible natural beauty. I
observed this transformation closely, pay-
ing careful attention. She said, “From now
on whenever you see me, you will see me
like this.” And she was immensely joyful
while making this statement.
I also felt that happiness and returned to
my physical body with a profound sense
of satisfaction. I knew that she would now
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live her youth to the fullest and had man-
aged to reclaim what time had taken from
her.
AUTOKINESIS
I left my room, but I hadn’t exited my
physical body. After taking a nap in the af-
ternoon, I got up and walked into the liv-
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ing room of our apartment, and something
very peculiar occurred. As I entered the
room, my gaze fell upon the framed por-
trait from my wedding, which measures
approximately two feet by twelve inches.
The portrait hangs on the living room wall,
about four feet above the floor.
To my amazement, as I looked at the
portrait, it started slowly descending un-
til it ended up resting on top of the tele-
vision, which sits atop a table in the liv-
ing room. I observed the portrait in this
new position for a few minutes, question-
ing the reality of what I was witnessing. I
even rubbed my eyes to confirm if I was
mistaken. Then, gradually, the portrait be-
gan to rise again, and before I knew it, it
had returned to its original position on the
wall. This event took place in March 1989.
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“THE DEATH”
1ST EXPERIENCE
My father passed away from cancer in
December 1984, and I began practicing the
technique in September 1985. Right after
the exercises, I went to sleep, and during
the experience, I saw my father walking
past me, his hand on his stomach and an
expression of pain on his face. He ap-
proached me, and I told him, “You don’t
need to worry about this pain anymore. It’s
over.” I had the impression that my father
understood mentally what I meant. “You
have already passed away, and the cancer
no longer exists...”
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2ND EXPERIENCE
I was in my hometown when suddenly I
encountered my uncle (who passed away
in 1983), and he asked, “What are you do-
ing here?” I explained that I had learned a
technique that allowed me to visit his world
before leaving my world permanently.
3ND EXPERIENCE
There was someone with me, and we
were engaged in a dialogue about how to
make the most of my waking conscious-
ness outside the body. I was filled with eu-
phoria, wanting to do a thousand things at
once. Suddenly, I had the desire to visit a
specific city. There was no need to take a
bus or any other form of transportation
to reach the desired places because such
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limitations do not exist for someone who
is consciously outside of the physical body
during experiences.
These experiences were enough for me
to realize that death does not truly exist.
All my beliefs came crashing down, and
the fear of death vanished. I cannot fear
what I have come to understand. I do not
expect others to accept this evidence blind-
ly, as it is a realm where each individual can
investigate and learn for themselves. How-
ever, some of us can serve as guides and
point the way for others.
The End