She need to face it a self

It takes her years to finally whole-souled the pain, and yet, everytime she hear
their song, the same shape of his eyes, his hair, visiting their old places, the
pain come back again and again, and no one can actually understand how hurt she is.
She didnt wish for him to back in her life, it just the memories that slowly
killing her soul deeper and deeper as time goes by.

She curse everytime she woke up in the morning and find out, that theres something
missing, something is unbearable.

Its not him that She will die for, its his memory, his scent, his words, and his
affection that she miss to die, just if she could have it for once again in her
life, even if its from another human being,but he is, he is just an exceptional.

And for all wound that she wound for alone, still darling, her amber alive for only
and only him.

Love should not be hurt. Love should not be hurt

I wishpered.