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being not quite true. The New England summer that year
calendar days. That summer "happened" for her, but far from
wards, claiming not only heat and sea and lazy mornings but
arrived. She was then unknown — unnamed like the new sign
less shops. That tepid limbo month held only the pale New
shoulders and large dogs. The Island resort was still encased
you could hear the sound of hammers on the air, the flap of
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and the month In which the Seaview Inn officially opened for
the dining room so complete that one would think plates and
came from the mainland on the same day, boarding boat and
same place until we all got off at the gates of the Inn s
open, and we'd often come back from work to find a gull
and carefully unoacked her many bags and sought the organi
small ruler, was the light upon which Lu-lu's darkness was
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but it was Kay with whom she spent most of her time in the
like a baby being dipped into the warmth of his first bath.
removed all props around her, leaving Kay, in the end, sol
others like thirst needs water --- needed them even to give
her a name.
She arrived a week later than we, Mrs. Taylor
was Just about to hire someone else when, one morning, she
she could frost the cake he was baking. Within five minutes,
everyone had noticed her — Mrs. Taylor because what she had,
a dropped potato-o
V + cats while tnen
about diseases and pe^ even more dangerous
■Ku the inn, she wa
^he kitchen. Outside loaJam of thoughts
. . «nd exhuberant, a mgJ
’*'0 normalcy----- clever while talking about
wall^®*^
®'nd Vague desires, e^® gold driftwood and common
2®n or a wild island fl®'* i^^hteen years old and a
She was eig
shells to the tourists* ^ skipping both the
when all that remained was snow and poker- and a town of
closed shops.
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get It all back --- what Bob has taken will all return to
she had begun, and looking solemn, left Mary-Agnes' and Kay's
stolen food, aet out. Out! Tend to your people", she cried
her ankles were broken and was frequently late. Yet the
their young and handsome nephews, gave her Yacht Club pass
cards and loaned her their cars. Smiles on old faces emerged
ijt, -
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Mrs. Holmes found her merely appalling, and the girl, real
izing this, reveled in the quiet rage and dislike that she
trend Lu-lu."
"Who", Bob would say to her, hunched in dark tor^-.
ment over the empty squares, "ever told you you were bright?"
off the kitchen trying to converse with Bob's shy and freck
led sons who ate standing up, leaning against the ice-chest,
bus-boy would be there and the dishwasher and the Inn's lone
Lu-lu?"
"Only those who are Important."
the deviation that would prove that play was not perfection.
And always ending with the same sly words --- tired
and expected.
Rob?" And her friends would say that they feared for her.
that were important not the mental Jousts that they Indulged
in every day. That was sport — that was a ball tossed and
seduction and destruction of that which has made you less. "
believe, could only have been spoken to me, for I was perhaps
flat stone over the water. It split the surface and skimmed
events. So that all things ma^ happen to you and you to all
ing silent.
which she gave to the Inn and which Mrs. Taylor advertised
was still light at nine o'clock then and the air smelled of
came out of the gate with our cardigans and left-over cookies
red above the pocket) about two a.m. but they were nonethe
onto the roof. Lu-lu became more and more impatient as the
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night went on, dipping quickly into people's minds and Just
bus-ride.
At one party, Lu-lu sauntered around, peering from
beneath the thick man® of hair that almost concealed her eyes
sance man."
"True or false,"
"What?" he said.
and gave him her pack of cigarettes. "I think it's wonderful
Lu-lu said, "I mean, being the Byronic type and all..."
him and bolted to her room. There she clambered Into the
very fat maiden aunt and began to read, Ignoring those who
came In and sitting awkwardly at the foot of her bed like the
always her absence from a group that was noted, her wandering
Ingenuous skill, she pushed about and captured our lives like
molar, but Lu-lu knew it was more, and told Bob that it was
you key—chain and make people think you have money in your
pocket or you can Just carry it with you to keep from being
lonely", she said, and Bob took it and put it in his pocket.
the new length of the nights — and Just as sure. Mrs. Holmes
which Bob used now to transport Lu-lu to the beach and the
come to work for three days. She lay in bed res.dlng and
she had seen at least ten times before and talking so fast
could do it herself.
It seemed Impossible that the summer should end —
that life being much more real than any existing before June,
Lu-lu to be the last to leave, but one day she told us all
abruptly that she was leaving after the lunch hour and that
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she had already privately given Mrs. Taylor her week's notice.
sandals and shells Into the same laundry bag, emptying the
dust and the cracked mirror that reflected the stripped bed
and barren shelves. She insisted upon taking the bus, even
though there was the Jeep and any number of cars available.
Bob came to the apartment and called for her, giving her a
the Inn, and Bob turned quickly and walked away across the
dark hair back impatiently, ran after him and kissed him
and the more alert and blinking eyes of Mrs. Holmes with
whom Lu-lu had at last made peace. Then she was in the bus,
Lu-lu continued to grin and wave from the window until the
rather than the visitor who must return to less fickle lives.
I stayed on, even after Kay and Mary-Agnes left, even though
most of the tourists had gone and there weren't many tips.
When I went out for breakfast, there was a thick dew on the
Inn. The Seaview was the only guest house on the Island
Jazette, hoping to get the early fall trade when the sea was
very blue end the harbor empty. The mornings would be rusty
the gulls could swoop right down to the wooden walk leading
high and away again on the air currents. Lu-lu had always
but she never quite succeeded with the gulls. They were
much too wild for that, but they did greet her every day
Just Bob, the bus-boy and I were left, although some nights,
One morning when I csine back from town, I found him in her
docks, and yet thinking too that that fact didn't make any
difference.
I saw him standing in the room, his body slumped
of squirrels.
"Your friend Lu-lu», he said. "It's not right
that people should need her so», and dropping the metal port-
ing fleeing, casting off the Island, the freckled boys, the
tion of what he had been to them and to his own family, they
his seduction that had been enacted that summer. They would
at all.
In November I received the card that she had pro-
mlsed. It was postoarked from the town of her college and
would know the awfullness that lay behind the fact that
this was all there was to ssy — that she had never planned