Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Nostalgia - 09an Indian Pilgrim... (OCR View) - N1817-1920C8
Nostalgia - 09an Indian Pilgrim... (OCR View) - N1817-1920C8
snobbish and give themselves airs. But they could not carry Ramakrishna and Vivekananda but emphasising service as
on like that, because the majority of the higher places at the a means to spiritual developments) and I developed intel
Matriculation Examination had been captured by boys from lectually during this period.
other schools and, moreover, we were soon able to hold our
At College I began to neglect my studies. Most of the
own against the metropolitans.
lectures were uninteresting (this impression must have been
Before long I began to look out for men of my own way of due partly to the fact that my interest in studies had flagged)
thinking among my class-mates. Birds of a feather flock and the professors still more so. I would sit absent-minded
together — so I managed to get such a group. It was and go on philosophizing about why and wherefore of such
unavoidable that we should attract a certain amount of futile studies. Most boring of all was the Professor of
attention because we consciously wore a puritanic exterior; Mathematics whose formulae would bring me to the verge
but we did not care. In those days one could observe several of desperation. To make life more interesting and purpose-
groups (sometimes these groups ran into one another) ful, I engaged in various public activities of the student
among the College students, each with a distinctive charac community, barring sports of course. I also went out of my
ter. There was firstly a group consisting of the sons of Rajas way to get acquainted with such professors as Sir P. C. Ray,
and rich folks and those who preferred to hobnob with them. the eminent Chemist and Philanthropist, who did not belong
They dressed well and took a dilettante interest in studies. to our department but was extremely popular with the
Then there was a group of bookworms —well meaning, students. Organising debates, collecting funds for flood and
goody-goody boys with sallow faces and thick glasses. famine relief, representing the students before the
Thirdly there was a group similar to ours consisting of authorities, going out on excursions with fellow-students —
earnest boys who considered themselves the spiritual heirs such activities were most congenial to me.
Ramakrishna and Vivekananda. Last but not least, there
Inspite of the political atmosphere of Calcutta and the
existed a secret group of revolutionaries about whose exist
propaganda carried on among the students by the terrorist
ence most of the students were quite unaware. The character
revolutionaries, I wonder how I would have developed
College career I found interest in studies. But what I gained order to break the strike, but to no avail. Even the Moulvi
from this was quite different from what 1 had expected in Sahib’s efforts to wean away the Muslim students ended in
my boyhood. At school I had expected that a study of failure. Likewise the appeals of popular professors like Sir
Philosophy would give me wisdom — knowledge about the P. C. Ray and Dr. D. N. Mullick fell flat. Among other
fundamental questions of life and the world. I had possibly disciplinary measures, the Principal levied a general fine on
looked upon the study of Philosophy as some sort of Yogic all the absentee students.
exercise and 1 was bound to be disappointed. I actually
A successful strike in Presidency College was a source of
acquired not wisdom but intellectual discipline and a critical
great excitement throughout the city. The strike contagion
frame of mind. Western Philosophy begins with doubt
began to spread and the authorities began to get nervous.
(some say it ends with doubt also). It regards everything
One of my professors who was fond of me was afraid that
with a critical eye, takes nothing on trust, and teaches us to
I would land myself in trouble being one of the strike
argue logically and to detect fallacies. In other words, it
leaders. He took me aside and quietly asked me if I realised
emancipates the mind from preconceived notions. My first
what I was in for. I said that I was — whereupon he said
50
Courtesy: Presidency Alumni Association Calcutta, Kolkata 700073
that he would say nothing more. However at the end of the fullest support to the staff as against the students. But as
second day's strike, pressure was brought to bear on Mr. O. ill-luck would have it, the Principal fell out with the Govern
He sent for the students’ representatives and settled the ment over the official communique. As the Government
dispute amicably with them, a formula honourable to both orders were issued over his head, he felt that his amour
parties having been devised in the meantime. propre had been hurt and his prestige damaged. He called
The next day the lectures were held and the students as on the Honourable Member-in-charge of Education and
sembled in an atmosphere of ‘forgive and forget*. It was made a scene at his place. The next day another official
naturally expected that after the settlement the Principal communique was issued saying that the Principal was
would withdraw the penal measures he had adopted during placed under suspension for “gross personal insult” to the
the strike, but they were disappointed. He would not budge Honourable Member. (Subsequently, the Principal was
an inch----- the fine would have to be paid unless a student reinstated, probably after he had made amends and he
pleaded poverty. All appeals made by the students as well retired for good. Here I must say in fairness to him that he
as by the professors proved to be unavailing. The fine was very popular with the students for protecting them
rankled in the minds of the students, but nothing could be against police prosecution on several occasions. On the
done. present occasion he probably lost his head and could not
decide whether he should side entirely with the authorities
About a month later a similar incident came like a bolt from
or with the students. If he had done either, he would have
the blue. The report went out that Mr O. had again man
had atleast one party to side with him).
handled a student — but this time it was a student of the
first year. What were the students to do ? Constitutional But before power could slip out of his hands the Principal
protests like strikes would simply provoke disciplinary acted. He sent for all those students who were in his black
measures and appeals to the Principal would be futile. Some list including myself. To me he said — or rather snarled —
t
students therefore decided to take the law into their own in unforgettable words, ‘Bose, you are the most
hands. The result was that Mr. O. was subjected to the troublesome man in the College. I suspend you.’ I said
argument of force and in the process was beaten black ‘Thank You' and went home.
and blue. From the newspaper office to the Government Soon after the Governing body met and confirmed the
House every where there was a wild commotion. Principal's order. I was expelled from the Presidency Col
It was alleged at the time that the students had attacked lege.
Mr. O. from behind and thrown him down the stairs. Little did I then realise the inner significance of the tragic
This allegation is entirely false. Mr O. did receive one events of 1916. My Principal had expelled me, but he had
solitary stroke from behind but that was of no account. made my future career. I had established a precedent for
His assailants those who felled him — were all in front myself from which I could not easily depart in future. I had
of him and on the same level with him. Being an eyewit developed self- confidence as well as initiative, which was
ness myself I can assert this without fear of contradic to stand me in good stead in future. I had a foretaste of
tion. It is necessary that this point should be made clear leadership— though in a very restricted sphere — and of
in fairness to the students. the martyrdom that it involves. In short I had acquired
Immediately after this the Government of Bengal issued a character and could face the future with equanimity.
communique ordering the College to be closed and appoint [ Abridged from Presidency College (1) & (2), Netaji Col
ing a Committee of Enquiry to go into continued disturban- lected Works, Vol. I. Copyright © Netaji Research Bureau,
ces in that institution. The temper of the Government was 1980; by permission ]
naturally very high and it was freely rumoured that the
Government would not hesitate to close down the College
lor good. No doubt the Government would have iiiven the
51
Courtesy: Presidency Alumni Association Calcutta, Kolkata 700073