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QAZA
NYONI
He walked away.
Ma: Usadiniwe. Asambe ngiyokuvulela
amanzi okugeza. (He’s still mad. Let’s go
open water for you to bath.)
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Shaka: Nyoni.
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SAMANTHA
I go by the name of Samantha Radebe. I’m
twenty four years old of age and I work as a
teacher at a primary school. . Nyoni and I
went to the same university. She always
helped when I was in need because I had no
one to help me at that time. Since then, we
have been inseparable.
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QAZA
NYONI
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NYONI
QAZA
I wanted to call her now but I wanted to save
that for later. I was still admiring myself on
the mirror. I wore black pants, with a white
shirt and I unbuttoned the first two buttons, I
was wearing my black formal footwear and
a watch. I was still deciding about the
shades. My haircut was still perfectly fine.
Zwelethu made his way in and my friend
also looked like a fireball, very hot.
Lethu: We are entering them my boy.
NYONI
QAZA
NYONI
PHAKEME
I was still carrying this psycho and she was
out here fighting me by kicking her legs.
Bontle: Put me down!
Phakeme: Your parents never taught you the
magic words?
Bontle: Alright, please. Please put me down.
NYONI
Qaza is the one that was driving my car. It
was so quiet and I preferred it this way. The
silence meant nothing, his presence meant
everything.
Qaza: Wanna talk about it?
I shook my head. I didn’t want to talk about
what happened over there. I took a can of
coke that I bought earlier today and it was
still cold. I took off the heels and I placed
the can on my right foot. That fool stepped
on my foot and it was painful as hell.
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BONTLE
QAZA
We all laughed.
Khethi: So, Sis Nyoni how does it feel to
come from like a very rich family?
Nyoni: It is just fine and we’re not rich.
Khethi: What do you do for a living?
Nyoni: I just graduated a week back. I
studied law.
Khethi: Oh my goodness, really? I would
like to do the same thing in varsity.
Nyoni: Your personality says it all because
you always have a question ready with you
and you can make up things, so yeah.
Me: Ukuphapha nje, ayikho enye. (It’s just
forwardness, nothing else.)
Khethi: Mxm. Let me go and run some
water for you Sis Nyoni.
Nyoni: Thanks.
NYONI
NYONI
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We drove to Ruimsug with those four guys.
One of them was driving my car. When we
got into my “new home” I guess, Ntsika and
his dad were patiently waiting outside for us.
Shaka got a call and it needed him to leave
immediately.
Shaka: Don’t worry, I’ll call you.
He walked away.
Ntsika: How are you?
Me: Does it even matter?
QAZA
NYONI
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Qaza
Today was a big day for me. I was going for
a job interview with Mr Nkosi. I couldn’t
even sleep, trying to gather up my “so-
called” speech. At seven am, I was already
up and made some breakfast for my family.
At 8 am I was already dressed in my black
suit, the one that I wear only in special
occasions. I wore a pair of my formal shoes
that I bought just a few months ago, so they
looked new since I only wore them once.
Khethi left for school and I was with my
mom, preparing for the speech. She was
doing the dishes, listening to my whole thing
when we heard a knock. I went on and
opened the door and it was Nyoni.
She chuckled.
Nyoni: It’s a saying you dummy.
Damned. Doomed.
Me: You have her numbers?
Ntsika: I’m your husband. It’s my
responsibility to know every single thing
happening in your life.
Me: We both know that isn’t real Ntsika, cut
it.
Ntsika: I am your husband Nyoni.
Me: So what?
BONTLE
NYONI
QAZA
I’ve been trying to call Nyoni after that sick
text I got from her. “I’m married and it’s
time I focus on my marriage Qaza. I had a
great time with you but I can’t do this
anymore. Ntsika is far more important than
you. Furthermore, you’re too ghetto for me.”
NYONI
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QAZA
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He killed the both of them. That sociopath
killed them and all that I could possibly do
was just scream and cry. I couldn’t stop
asking him why and on his side, he was just
so excited. He couldn’t stop laughing and I
could feel something shaking me. I quickly
opened my eyes and Qaza was standing
right in front of me, holding my hand with
his shirt full of blood.
I just nodded.
Me: I told you guys that I didn’t want this
marriage thing. Baba? (Dad?)
QAZA
NTHUTHUKO
QAZA
BONTLE
NTUTHUKO
I’ve been trying to focus on reading this
book that I was holding but my mind was
just very far. I was so indecisive. I wanted to
go back to med school to finish my studies
but that would infuriate my dad so much.
Amahle: What book are you reading?
Me: Behind Closed Doors by B.A Paris.
Amahle: And your book is upside down.
We both laughed.
Bontle: Oh and guys, I need to tell you
something.
Samantha: Spill.
Me: What is it?
SAMANTHA
We both laughed.
Qaza: But I would really love having one
with you.
Me: What?
Qaza: A baby. You would make a great
mother.
The butterflies I spent almost an hour, trying
to lock them up, hurriedly made their way
out. My stomach was literally turning. I was
even out of words.
He let go of my hand and picked out a little
sunflower on some tree. He came back and
handed it to me.
Qaza: I know this isn’t much but I promise
to buy you proper flowers next time. I love
you so much Nyoni, wholeheartedly.
Me: Qaz-
Qaza: I mean every single word. You make
me feel different, you’re the only thing
that’s making sense in my life presently.
Ngifuna ukukwenza owami MaNdlovu. (I
want to make you my own Ms Ndlovu.)
He planted a kiss on my forehead before
looking at me in the eyes again.
Qaza: I’ll truly respect your decision on
what I’m about to ask you right now kodwa
cela ube ngowami? (but please be mine?)
Me: What do you mean?
Qaza: Ngicela ube yintombi yami. (Please
be my girlfriend.)
Me: I love you Qaza.
Qaza: Is that a yes?
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SAMANTHA
I still can’t believe that Phakeme is in a
relationship with Bontle. How could he?
Who is he? I’ve been panting up and down
the kitchen, trying to think of possible
reasons why Phakeme would do me so dirty.
Was paying for my little brother’s hospital
bills a way for him to say sorry for his
actions? I’ve been staring at my phone
screen that has his numbers dialled,
extravagantly indecisive on whether I should
call him or not.
NYONI
PHAKEME
QAZA
SAMANTHA
I was fast asleep when I heard a very loud
knock coming from my door. Hungover was
having me at chokehold. I had too much
vodka and wine yesterday.
My head was extremely heavy. The knock
continued and it was so infuriating. I had no
other choice but to drag myself to that door
and unlock it.
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Nyoni
Nyoni
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Qaza
I crashed at my mom’s last night. I wanted
to be the one taking Letho to school today.
By six, I was already up. I made breakfast
for everyone. My mom was not her normal
self. I guess what I said to her yesterday
really triggered her.
Nyoni
He kisses my cheek.
Baba: Alright, can we all have dinner first
before partying.
We all laugh.
Baba: And Bontle, you really helped with
preparing everything. You should be an
event planner man, you’re good at this.
Bontle: Kea leboga Pa. (Thank you sir)
Baba: And to my lovely daughter, happy
birthday.
He hands me some papers.
Me: What’s this?
Baba: The law firm. I invested some money
in helping you build your dream law firm.
We all laugh.
Phakeme: One, she’s not unlucky. Two,
she’s with us presently.
Ma: Presently?
Phakeme: Samantha.
Ntuthu: Samantha?
Bontle: Samantha?
Me: Bhut wam, quit making jokes, they’re
not funny. (My brother)
Phakeme: I’m serious and I want to marry
her.
Bontle: Eng? (Ini?)
Me: Kanti aren’t you in a relationship with
Bontle?
Phakeme: Never have.
Bontle
He runs to me.
Phakeme: You can’t do that, you don’t have
the right to do that.
Me: I do have a right and I said what I said.
Just walk away and make a baby with your
new wife since she means everything to you
and I meant nothing.
Phakeme: Bontle-
Me: Fusek.
Amahle
And then?
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Samantha
I’ve been trying to call Phakeme but he
wasn’t answering my calls. He left since last
night with Bontle. Only God knows what
they were up to. I spent the night at Nyoni’s
house because I had no one to take me to my
place last night. I woke early and helped
Amahle with some breakfast. Everyone
came downstairs to have breakfast.
MaNdlovu: Kwaze kwanconsisa amathi
lokudla. (This food is mouth watering)
BabNdlovu: I agree.
Amahle: Samantha is the one that prepared
this food. I just helped her out.
MaNdlovu: Awww Sam, very sweet of you
my daughter.
Ntuthuko
Phakeme
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3pm is about to hit and I have zero plan for
these kids. Maybe I should Uber for them to
come here but how will I do that? Maybe I
should call the admin and ask them to tell
Thabo and Tumi to wait at the admin office
while I request an Uber for them. When I’m
about to do that, I receive a call from Gatsha
and I answer it immediately.
Me: Gatsha.
Gatsha: Abekho la. (They’re not here)
Me: Obani? (Who?)
Gatsha: Tumi and Thabo.
Me: What do you mean?
Gatsha: The school is not out yet. I came
here to fetch them but the admin lady told
me that some guy came to fetch them around
12. Do you know something about that?
Me: No.
Nyoni
“Nyoni!”
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Kagiso
Kagiso Makhupula, that’s me. One energetic
human being and I’m sweet as hell. Well,
I’m out of the closet but it’s not too obvious
for some people. Life has never been
pleasant to me.
Bontle and I both lost our parents back when
I was still doing high school. Bontle tried so
hard to be a good guardian but my parents
death really triggered me because I was
close with the both of them. They knew
about my sexuality and never they have ever
made me feel bad about it, especially my
dad. Their death messed up with me utterly.
A friend of mine introduced me to weed.
From weed, I did drugs. Different sorts but
mostly heroin. I didn’t even pass my matric
really well, because of that. I started stealing
stuff from Bontle just to buy drugs. I was so
messed up but then I went to rehab. I stayed
there for a year and I came back three
months ago. I haven’t relapsed and I’m
proud but hey, it’s not easy.
Amahle
Samantha
We both chuckle.
Me: I love you too.
I hang up. This is serious. Time to own up to
my consequences. Time to play, is seriously
over now.
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Qaza
It’s been very tough for me, my weight loss
says it all. My father has been hospitalized
and it’s like the doctors aren’t doing
anything to help him be better. Every day I
come in here and I see him still lying in the
same position not doing anything, not even
blinking or moving, just lying there, breaks
my heart. I talk to him every day because
apparently, he can hear me. Nyoni really
hurt me by breaking up with me, but I have
far more problems than just a breakup.
Nkosi’s Winery needs my whole attention.
Mbuso and Noluthando, my father’s wife
make their way in. They both do not like me
and they don’t even hide it. I don’t care
about them honestly. Lungile comes in right
after them, wearing her hugest smile.
Lungile: Bhuti wami. (My brother.)
She hugs me. She knows how much I dislike
hugs but she hugs me every time she gets a
chance. The doctor makes his way in.
Dr: Nkosi family.
Noluthando: Tell me you have good news.
Lungile: Yes, please.
Dr: I’m afraid, no. Mr Nkosi has been this
critical for months now. We have tried our
very best but there’s nothing that we can do.
Basically, he’s in life support because the
machines are the ones helping him breathe
since he cannot do that on his own.
Me: What do you mean by that?
Dr: When the patient has reached this level,
most families take the best decision and they
switch off the machines.
Me: Isn’t there another way?
He just shakes his head.
Dr: I will give you guys some time to think
this through as a family.
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I knock for the second time and I can hear
his footsteps approaching the door.
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I can’t believe Qaza did that to me. I get it
that he hates me but why on earth would he
do that? Why? The thought of that makes
me cry. I open the car door and I get inside
the car. Kagiso gets his eyes off the phone
and he glances at me.
Kagiso: What happened? Why are you so
wet?
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Everyone laughs.
Zwelethu: But truth be told, it helped me. A
lot. I wanted to share why I started coming
here because I feel like you guys deserve to
know because you guys really helped me. I
was raped.
He laughs.
Me: You laugh at everything that I say. Do I
look funny?
Zweli: Yeah.
Me: I look funny?
Zweli: I mean you’re funny.
Me: Anyway, let’s create it together.
Actually, my brother is hosting something at
home, don’t you want to come with us?
I point at Amahle.
Zwelethu: Oh. I would love to but I can’t.
Me: Why?
Zwelethu: I had a lot of work today at work,
I want to rest. And Qaza would kill me if he
knew that I went to a party with you.
Me: F him.
Zwelethu: Are you using me to make him
jealous?
Me: Of course not. Come on, you’ll have
fun. My brothers are really cool. Come here.
Amahle
What a day it was today. I honestly learned a
lot from that support group. Every story was
so heart breaking and so heavy but I learnt
something, to not let your problems define
you. Don’t tell God about how huge your
situation is, tell the situation about how huge
God is.
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We’ve been waiting for the doctor to come
back and tell us some good news. Ntuthuko
better fight for his life. I still need him. I
can’t stop pacing up and down. I really
can’t. Mrs Ndlovu is just so depressed.
Nyoni is trying by all means to be strong for
everyone. Phakeme is so mad. Shaka is
asleep on top of the couch. Kagiso and
Zwelethu are just standing, staring at
everything taking place. After some time,
the doctor comes back.
Mrs Ndlovu: Doctor, is my son okay?
Nyoni
Amahle
Zweli
I laugh.
Nyoni: Where are we even going?
Me: I have no idea. It’s a road trip.
Nyoni
He shouts.
Zweli: I think it’s my new favourite song.
Me: It’s a good song.
I smile.
Zweli: Do you ever think about something
and you hate that thought?
Me: Yeah. I’m battling with that.
Zweli: Want to share the thought? I’ll share
mine after you.
Me: Okay. I uh-
He holds my hand.
Zweli: Build a relationship with Him and
you’ll understand what I’m saying. Okay?
I just nodded.
Me: Your turn. Share your thought.
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Zweli
Nyoni
Lwando: Of course.
Zweli
Nyoni
AIDS. Who would’ve thought that I’d be
lying in this bed, fighting for my life,
fighting a disease, fighting AIDS out of all
the diseases in this world. Why not cancer?
Why not kidney failure? Why AIDS? My
family left, the doctor only gave them a few
minutes. I can’t even talk. That’s how bad it
is. Do you know that feeling when you run
for a long time and the minute you stop, it
feels like you’re running out of breath and
you cannot breathe? That’s how I feel.
That’s how it feels like to fight this disease.
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Zweli
Epilogue
THE END. ☺
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