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A blurry sight...
Intro
Me: Can someone please help me!
I'm scared. I might die! And what frustrates me
is that my father is the reason I'm kidnapped.
This room is dark and..scary. I'm just an 18 year
old kid who still has a bright future ahead, now
I'm punished for my father's sins? Just because
my father could not pay back the money he
borrowed?
Me: i promise he's gonna pay it back! I promise!
Still no one answered. I guess i was there the
whole night? And I'm still tied up. I heard a girl
singing. Sounds like she's close by
Me: hello!? Is somebody there?! please help
me!
She kept quiet and i saw a shadow next to the
door
Me: please help me! please help me i beg you
Girl: is somebody in there?
Me: yes! yes! please help me! please
Girl: wait..uh..uhm..I'm coming
She opened the door after sometime and i saw
her approaching me.
Girl: what's your name?
Me: I'm shandre
Girl: Gabby
Me: okay Gabby , Please untie me
Gabby: my father locked you up?
Me: yeah...I'm scared he might come back
She touched my body and her hands were busy
moving around my thighs, its dark and i can't
see her.
Me: what the fuck are you doing? Just untie me
Gabby: wait..
she sounds nervouse because her voice is now
shaking
Me: can't you see the knots?! please i wanna go!
Just hurry!
I felt her hands moving down on my legs then
she got to the big knot
Me: Please hurry!
Gabby: I'm trying!
She's panicking now
Me: try harder! I'm scared as fuck!
Gabby: I..i can't!
Me: what do you mean you can't? Just untie
the..
Gabby: i can't see!!!
I got silent.
Gabby: I'm blind...

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01
Me: you..you can't see?
Gabby: Yes, but please help me relax
Me: how..
Gabby: What's the date today?
Me: huh?
Gabby: what's the date today?
Me: the 29th of April
Gabby: Okay..okay
I heard her breathing out
Gabby: let me just..ohhh..done
My legs were freed up.
Me: You forgot my hands
Gabby: oh?uhmm..okay wai..
Me: please try to just hurry
She moved her cold hands up to my stomach
then around my arms and she's at the back now
Me: Gabby..
Gabby: yes?
Me: relax
Gabby: Okay
she breathed out. And after a few minutes of
struggle my hands were untied. I stood up in a
hurry
Me: Is anyone home?
Gabby: just me and yo..
Me: thank you so much bye
Gabby: you wel..
The door opened and the lights turned on.i
think that's her father! He is scary fuck. I looked
at Gabby and her hat from her hoodie is
already over her face
Him: Gabby
Gabby: just let her go
She sounded calm
Gabby: she did not do anything.
Him: I was actually about to let her go
Gabby: oh?
I widened my eyes in disbelief
Him: Your father payed.
Me: he..he did?
His; yes. I don't know how, but he did.
Me: i told you he will
Him; yeah yeah, now leave
I quickly walked to the door
Him: you pathetic little boy
Me: Sir I'm not a boy!
He turned to face me
His: did you just raise your voice at me?
Me:sir, with all due resp..
Gabby: Shandre leave
Me: I'm..I'm..sorry
I turned back to the door. What he said
honestly pissed me off
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02
I'm Shandre, an 18 year old lesbian (non-label)
that came out 2 years ago but my parents
never took it well. I'm currently repeating grade
11 . I live with both my headless parents and
I'm the only girl with my older brother who's
also hustling at his best. Well we did go
bankrupt and my father had to borrow money
from that dangerous loanshark. I thank God i
made it out alive
Me: am i allowed to go outside atleast?
Mom: no
Me: why?
Mom: its not safe
Me: what if it gets to a point where i have to go
to school?
Mom: i don't know shandre. I don't know
She touched her forehead
Mom: but you can go
Me: thank you. don't worry about me. I'm a big
girl
Mom: Be safe
Me: I'll be back mom, relax
I went to a local friend of mine called Ayanda.
Ayanda: they said you were kidnapped
Me: and?
Ayanda: urgghh nevermind, i knew it was a lie
I rubbed my neck
Me: it was actually true.
Ayanda: really?
Me: yeah its a long story though
Ayanda: when did you come back?
Me: two days ago
Ayanda: are you okay now?
Me: i guess so.
Ayanda: lets go buy something to eat
Me: I'm actually kinda broke
Ayanda: i got you, relax
She pushed my shoulder and we both went to
the tuckshop. I honestly don't know how i got
over what happened to me. Maybe it's because
I'm chilled or i got the idc attitude
Ayanda: look at that granny
Me: granny ?
Ayanda: i think she's crazy
I looked at the granny she was pointing at. She
did look confused and crazy.
Ayanda: she can't see the way, so sad
I shook my head chuckling
Me: you know i was helped by blind girl?
Ayanda; stop lying
She was holding her laugh
Ayanda: Stop playing with me
Me: braa for real
Ayanda: what's her name?
Me: shit i forgot. Abigail or something?
Somewhere there
Ayanda: player!
I rolled my eyes
Me: Ayanda you know i don't play girls
Ayanda: i know
Me: i just forgot her name.
Ayanda:you remember her face?
Me: you think i saw it?
I raised my eyebrow
Ayanda: That's just awkward
Me: for real
I scratched my ear
Ayanda: what do you know about her?
Me: nothing, i just know that she's blind
She sighed
Ayanda: and?
Me: she can sing
Ayanda; is she better then you?
Me: she is, imagine!
Ayanda: yohhh, you finally accepted that
someone is better then you
I paused
Me: yeah, now keep quiet.
Ayanda: haa Shandre!
Me: you talk to much.
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03
So my brother stays in KZN and I'm currently in
Gauteng. Yeah neh its wack! So my parents said
i MUST pack my bags and go visit him. I'm
honestly very excited. When last i saw him?
Mom: you better behave baby
Me: its not like I'll stay there forever
Mom: come here
She's crying and she hugged me so tight
Dad: the fact that we almost lost you makes us
worried
Me: i love you guys
Mom: we love you more
We group hugged.
Dad: make sure you dress up as lady
He winked and i laughed. My mother softly
chuckled. I got inside the bus and it drove to
KZN. Pietermaritzburg, nice. I got off the bus
and my brother who's tall as fuck was already
waiting for me. I honestly ran to jump on top of
him!
Me: Troy!
Troy: Awe Awe
Me: you're worked up what the fuck!
I got off him
Me: how long is my holiday?
Troy: let's ride to my crib first
Me: okay
We got inside he's friend's car. His name is
Akhona? Yeah. We arrived at his crib and it's
clean. Wow. Two rooms? Nice
Me: where you get the money at?
Troy: I'm a hustler
Me: ohh
Troy: catch
He threw something at me. I checked and its a
brand new phone. He said i must give him my
old phone and he broke it
Me: Askies? I had my whole life there
Troy: be grateful i got you a new phone
Me: its nice, i mean..its ncah its advanced
Troy: whatever
I laughed and sat down with him
Troy: what you want? Weed? Alcohol
Me: The fuck? I do none of that stuff
Troy: I'll corrupt you then
Me: No nigga you better pass that thought
Troy; you miss home?
I looked at him
Me: i miss Ayanda
Troy: pshh
Me: how long is my visit here again?
I frowned
Troy: about that...
I looked at him. He is one of the calmest and
coolest people ik. He talks as if he doesn't want
to. With those one word answers. He literally
doesn't care about anything
Troy: you're gonna permanently stay here now,
till you finish matric
Me: Capppp!
He gave me a form , i looked at it
Troy: You're already registered , you're starting
next week, and make sure you don't repeat
grade 11 again
Me: wait what?
Troy:you know i love you sis ,but it was mom
and dad's idea
I don't cry y'all. Not infront of a person or
people. I'm calm , i don't even shout unless I'm
angry.
Me: my friends?!
Troy: suck it in
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04
FIRST DAY AT A NEW SCHOOL
Me: Troy nah i can't..
I tried to turn back and he laughed stopping me
with his hand
Troy: you had a whole week to process this so i
don't know, just walk in
Me: you still gonna buy me that thing?
Troy: its a promise
Me: can i atleast not wear a blazer..
Troy: you wanna be all thugish first day?
I rolled my eyes taking off my blazer and jersey.
I combed my hair up real quick and i winked at
him. He laughed and drove off with his friend. I
inhaled some air and i walked in. I was getting a
few stares. Yeah I'm the new kid so get over it. I
went to the office and i asked for my register
class and the school map. I got all of that and
my first stop was at the bathroom. The bell
went up, i just rushed myself to the bathroom.
Atleast no one was there..i fixed my hair and a
girl that seemed like a hoe walked in shaking
her ass. I looked at her smiling
Me: you're fine
Her: thanks
Her look was seductive. She smiled applying lip
gloss.
Her: a lesbian? Here in this school?
Me:am i the first one?
Her: no we do have lesbians but not studs
Me: I'm not a stud
Her: you're still cute..
I chuckled fixing my shirt looking at her fixing
herself too
Her: so vele you kiss girls?
I frowned
Me: obviously, that's one dumb question
Her: okay
Me: why ask ?
I side smiled
Me: you want me to show you?
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05
Me: you know what? I'm joking
Her: are you serious?
Me: wait, so you really wanted me to kiss you?
She covered her mouth and i laughed. You must
never take me serious
Me: let's forget that, I'm in Class 11B, please
help me get there
Her: I'm in 12B
Me: mhmm
Her: I'm joking we're in the same class, let's go
I laughed and she introduced herself as
Sbonguthando. But Sbo in short. We got inside
the class and everyone was minding their own
business i wasn't even noticed
Teacher: young boy please stand up
I looked around
Teacher: I'm talking to you
Me: me?
Teacher: yes
Me: I'm a girl
Teacher: girls must wear their grey pants with a
blazer and jersey otherwise they wear a skirt
Me: what If I'm not comfortable?
Teacher: that's your own problem
Me: i guess it's your problem too
She widened her eyes
Teacher: lesbians
I frowned.
Me: you got something to say?
Teacher: no
She looked at me
Teacher: can we please mark the register ?
I shook my head laughing
Teacher: Shandre Ameen.
Me: present mam
She looked at me.
Teacher: so you're new?
Me: as you can see
She sighed
Teacher: Feziwe you'll show her around

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A Blurry Sight...
06
At break Feziwe said she wants to show me
around the school.
Feziwe: The HOD's office is that side though
Me: okay
Feziwe: this is miss Ragoo's class
Me: seems like there's a lot of indians in this
school
Feziwe: there's actually a lot of african students
and a lot of indian teachers
Me: interesting
Feziwe: what are you?
Me: I'm a mix
Feziwe: what's that?
Me: nevermind
We kept quiet
Feziwe: you seem chilled
Me: that's because i am
Feziwe: are you kind? Coz you seem mean
Me: I'm honestly in between
Sbo's group passed us and Sbo was busy flirting
with her eyes , i faked a smile
Feziwe: she's a hoe
Me: i know
I looked at Feziwe
Me: where is the tuckshop?
Feziwe: that side, come I'll show you
She showed me where to go and we separated.
So this tuckshop has a dark passage. Okay cool,
i bought chips and i walked out, at a corner i
saw Sbo kissing this boy. She saw me and
ended the kiss. Gosh i never felt so irritated and
disgusted . She looked embarrassed, but i
walked off and in a split second she tapped me
Me: What?
Sbo: are you angry?
I looked at the side irritated
Me: I'm just disgusted
Sbo: I'm sorry
Me: why?
Sbo: you looked angry
Me: at you kissing that guy?
Sbo: yeah i thought you liked me..
I held my laugh. Now i miss Ayanda
Me: Babe, whether you're taken or not. for me,
you are for the streets. Now please don't spoil
my first day
I left her hanging.
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07
Troy: was your day good?
Me; it was okay
Akhona: are you a lesbian?
I got inside the car and took of my bag
Me: i am a lesbian, why?
Troy: dad almost killed you when you said you
will bring a wife home
Akhona laughed starting the car
Akhona: she really said that?
Troy: she's straightforward
Me: there's this girl called Sbonguthando
Akhona: Sbo?
Troy: the one from the location?
I looked at them and they laughed
Troy: she's a hoe
Me: i was about to say that, but it's chai
Troy: you miss home?
I pushed his head
Me: you love asking me dumb questions
Troy: I'm still your older brother
Me: so where are we going?
Akhona: to my apartment
Me: is it clean?
Troy: am i untidy?
Me: no
Troy: i love clean friends
Akhona: Ayke fuseg
I laughed and i layed back creating my social
media accounts. I Searched for Ayanda on
Facebook , sent her a friend request and she
accepted it
Ayanda: "Are you still alive?"
Me: "sorry but I'll be staying in PMB now 🙁"
Ayanda: "it's not like i missed you or something,
stay there"
Me:" tf?"
Ayanda: "block me or I'll block you"
Me: "feel free"
She blocked me. And i felt like crying. Ayanda
was basically my life
Troy: let's go to oval
Me: aren't we in town?
Troy: its where ncah cherries are
Me: can't we turn and go home?
Akhona: why the mood drop?
Me: do you think I'd really explain myself to
you?
Troy turned to look at me
Troy: Akhona braa, just turn
Akhona: yoh
Troy: your moods are crap
Me: why do you care?
Troy: someone dumped you?
Akhona laughed
Me: I don't remember Shandre worked up over
being dumped
Troy: yoh sorry then, don't bite me

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08
Troy: are you okay?
I was in bed busy on my phone and i even
skipped dinner.
Troy: Akhona just left
Me: I'm sorry about what i did today
I set up
Me: this other friend of mine..Ayanda?
He rubbed his chin
Me: she ruined my mood, but that's a story for
another day
Troy: she stole your girl ?
Me:dude I'm single
He laughed
Troy: you got your eyes on somebody?
Me: nope
Troy: nobody has a crush on you?
Me: it was literally my first day at school so i
don't know
He laughed
Me: and i don't give a fuck
Troy: what about Sbo?
Me: she wants me but nah, i wanna fuck
somebody who has a clean cookie
Troy: her cookie is dirty?
Me: a lot of things were jammed in that thing
I'm sure
He pushed my shoulder
Me: your kinda things
My face looked disgusted
Troy: my dick game ain't wack
Me: did you know that i can satisfy your girl
more then you? That i can make her orgasm 5
times in one round?
Troy: you know nothing about orgasms. Shut
the fuck up and sleep
I laughed and he stood up
Troy: coz you're bored, ask sbo out and see if
you can change her hoe tendencies
Me: i don't wanna waste my time
Troy: just for fun, please control her, physically,
emotionally and mentally. She'll change, plus
you look good
I looked at him
Me: I'm sure you're a heartbreaker!
Troy: Uhmm...duhhh
Me: WHAT?!
Troy: I'm joking, relax
We laughed
Troy:but do it just for fun...besides mom ain't
here she won't know
Me: so my older bro is corrupting me?
Troy: just think about it
Me: i still wanna go to heaven
Troy: Flop
He pushed my body undercovers and i slept.
The following day As i was walking to school
this stud was by the gate.
Me: Awe
Her: Awe what's popping?
Me: you're a colourd?
Her: Yea
Me: you're waiting for someone?
Her: well yes, my mom is inside she wants to
transfer me here, She's just taking in a
forms
Me: can we be friends?
Her: you seem cool so why not
She gave me her tenz
Her: im Jorjily
Me: call me Shandre
Her: Awe member
Me: Awe
We fist bumped and i got inside the school
premises. Sbo avoided me and her friends kept
on looking at me with ups and downs. I don't
care..
So, i thought about what Troy said. I'll be
changing her not controlling her, besides i can
do whatever i want . I'm not with my parents so
I'm about to have some fun. Plus, i ain't sticking
my tongue in that thing.
You guys know that when its After school
everyone is all over the place, so i pulled her
outta that space
Sbo: Yini? Ungbambelani?
Me; girl chill
Sbo: you finally know the secluded areas of the
school
She laughed
Me: is it where you kiss your boyfriends?
Sbo: haybo, yazini uyangjwayela wena! Fuseg
She wanted to leave and i held her hand
Me: I'm sorry that came out wrong
Sbo: why am i here?
Me: about yesterday..I'm sorry
Sbo: Mxm
She folded her arms and I'm so irritated right
now. Why am i even thinking of changing her, i
don't even catch feelings
Me: look at me
Sbo: what's there to look at?
Me: you are hurting my feelings
Sbo: yeah coz I'm from the streets
Me: no you ain't..
Sbo: yes i am
Me: no you ain't..
I smiled bringing my face closer to her's
Sbo: i am..
Me: i said you ain't..
I tried keeping that eye contact and she faced
down blushing
Me: what's wrong?
Sbo: Stop doing that
Me: what?
I started flirting with my eyes and lips
Sbo: Shandre
Me: what..?
I pulled her body closer to mine and i looked at
her
Sbo: you are turning me on
Me: am i?
As I'm talking my lips are touching hers a
little .I'm just teasing her coz i won't kiss her.
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09
Sbo: Shandre please..please i beg you to get a lil
nasty
I softly laughed facing down. I softly pushed her
to the wall
Me: what you said?
Sbo: i want you to kiss me please. I beg..
Me: check here, what the fuck is this?
I held her hand and we both looked at it. I
acted as if I'm looking up but i was actually
aiming for her lips. It was unexpected i know, i
kissed her lips slowly and she placed her hands
around my neck and i held her closer, the kiss
was good but she then used her tongue and i
thought of the boy she was kissing
Me: mhmmm
I pushed her softly, i made her not notice I'm
disgusted by kissing her cheek while choking
her neck. I let her go and she was all smiles. I
took my bag and i walked backwards looking at
her and i turned to walk out of school and
straight to my house.
Me: she can kiss, but she needs to know when
to use her tongue
Troy: She's nasty
Me: i..well she is but its just disgusting
Troy: you have to teach her
Me: i don't wanna waste my time. So no
Troy: then she'll disgust you forever
Me: definitely not forever. Even a person that
can't see can know what knots to untie
Troy: huh?
Me: Nothing...I'm just thinking out loud
As we were about to sleep i called Jorjily.
Remember her? Yes, so i called her and she
answered
Me: Awe awe
Jorjily; Shandre?
Me: yes, you're game for drinks afterschool
tomorrow? You'll wait for me by the gate
Jorjily; okay I'm game
Me: nice , sleep tight
I dropped the call. Woke up the next day and
did the usual.Akhona took me to school. Sbo
was waiting for me by the gate and she made
me hug her, she made the hug intense.
People now think we're dating
Me: The fuck?
Sbo: Thought you're my baby now
We're whispering while hugging
Me: now you're making it public?
She let me go and she kinda looked irritated
she even faked a smile
Me: let's go
Sbo: Shandre bu..
Me: Let's go..
Im already irritated so gave her the look and we
walked to the toilet. I checked if no one's
coming, as i turned she smashed her lips on me,
she even made me grab her ass
Me: whooaw girl chill..
Sbo: but i wanna...
Me: you fuck every person you kiss?
She pulled out.
Me: let's keep it lowkey, stop being a hoe
I fixed my shirt. i walked out the toilet well I
was actually gonna fuck her but she turned me
off idk why. I just hate hoes. I was sitted with
Feziwe at all my breaks and yeses she loves
talking. I was avoiding Sbo. I'm really not feeling
her but i like how she's wild at the same time
too, but something about her turns me off. Its
Afterschool and for saying sorry i just held her
hand. The boys behind us kept on placing
comments. I looked at them with ups and
downs. We carried on walking and i looked at
her, i pouted and she laughed. I hugged her
as my "girlfriend " outside the gate. A minutes
later someone tapped me
Me: Jorjily
Jorjily: braa you good?
Me: yes
I Told Troy I'll walk today. So me and Jorjily
walked up the road
Me: where are you from?
Jorj: Durban
Me: mmh
Jorj: you're a stud?
Me: i fucken don't do labels
She laughed
Jorj: I'm just a stem
Me: good for you
Jorj: are you not in the mood to talk to me?
Me: no
Jorj: your tone sounded off
I put my hand over her shoulder
Me: that's just me. And i never see a problem
with it but you're not the first one to complain
about this
Jorj: ohh now i see. You're an Aquarius?
Me: yeah, you?
Jorj: I'm a Virgo
I laughed
Me: Gang Gang
She also laughed
Jorj: so that fucked up girl is your cherry?
Me: Sbo???
I pulled her disgusted facial. We both laughed
Jorj: you like her?
I looked at her
Me: a whole Shandre serious with a hoe like
her?
Jorj: you kissed her though
Me: a kiss is just a kiss phela
Jorj: flop
We sat down on top of the rocks looking at cars
passing.
Me: Imagine kissing with your tongue in
daylight! Daylight!
She looked at me
Jorj: you don't like using your tongue?
Me: i do use it, but not in 2 minutes of kissing.
Maybe when we're both turned on or deep
within the kiss. She must first feel the kiss
before using her tongue
Jorj; What if she was horny?
Me: then that's her problem
Jorjily chuckled
Jorj: i feel you though, imagine going French in
public and its hot
Me: IMAGINE! those aren't the rules!
I clapped my hands
Jorj: But your tongue ain't for kisses only right ?
I looked at her, i held my laugh while pointing
her with my finger
Me: Shut up
Jorj: I'm just asking
I fixed my collar
Me: i know she needs her cat slurped
I smirked looking at her
Jorj: Dude cut it off
Me: hawu what?
Jorj: keep that info to yourself
I laughed
Me: I'm just saying

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Me: why didn't you do a haircut
Jorji: too bad?
Me: I'm joking , you look nice
She fixed her shirt. Fyi , its her first day at my
new school and she's also in my register class
but we chose different subjects
Jorji: I'm nervous
Me: come with me
Jorji: we be looking fine asf
Me: Take your jersey and blazer off, and wear a
cap. I'll wear a beanie
Jorji: where will i fucken put my blazer
Me: you got a bag right?
Jorji: okay
She did just what told her
Me: member you're fine
Jorji: Cavv
She turned around, and i laughed. She got
disturbed by a girl that was passing us to the
school gate.
Me: you wanna chow her?
Jorji: arhh wait
She looked at her again
Me: dude you're checking her out!
Jorji: shut up
She was turning red and i carried on laughing.
We walked in and the bell rang. Even though
she was nervous i made her relax, We got
inside class and Sbo's group was eyeing us.
Teacher: you're new?
Me: she is
Teacher: y'all sisters?
I looked at Jorjily and we laughed
Me: I'm not even a colourd mam
Teacher: okay, what's your name
Jorji: Jorjily Tattam.
Voice: Hey Jorjily..
Jorjily looked at me holding her laugh and i
turned to the back.
Me: who ever it is , she's available
The girls screamed and Jorjily faced down.
Me: I'm also available , if you didn't know
They laughed, i saw Sbo getting angry
Me: I'm joking i won't do that to my baby
She smiled.
Teacher: okay that's enough, let's mark the
register.
After school i decided to take sbo to my house.
Troy was there. He pulled me aside
Troy: i thought you said you ain't fucking her..
Me: eish
I brushed my head
Me: check, i wanna see if I'm still game
Troy: I'll turn the volume up dont worry
Me: Awe. I'll give her a baby, trust me
Troy: fuck off
Me: no , I'm fucking her
I jogged back to my room and she was sitted on
my bed. I locked the door, Troy increased the
volume. I indicated with my hands that she
must come kiss me. She stood up and i gave her
a side smile. We then kissed, i tried keeping it
formal but things just got heated.
Me: what you want?
Sbo: you
I took her shirt off and her boobs looked fine. I
pushed her to my bed and i sucked her breasts.
Sbo: i love you
I paused looking at her face. GIRL I DON'T FEEL
THE SAME! I just wanna fuck you
Me: okay
I kissed her neck and she was holding my my
cheeks. I took her grey pants of and i spanked
her ass we even laughed, i made that eye
contact.
Me: relax
I kissed her on the lips again and our tongues
kinda played with each other "you're getting
nasty" i said that and she stopped biting her
lips.
Undressing. Kissing. Licking.Touching and
exploring each other...trust me, you got my
heart!
Sbo: Shandre please just do what you gotta do.
I rubbed my thumb on her pussy and she
inhaled
Sbo: Shandre..shandre
Me: No shut up, table manners!
She bit her lower lip i stopped to kiss her. She
slightly moaned while i was kissing her
Sbo: Stop torturing me
Me: Call me daddy
Sbo: Daddy please
I then really squeezed her boobs. I think this is
gonna be my addiction. Man i love foreplay!
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11
Sbo: So what are we?
She layed her head on my chest.
Me: Sbo you're a hoe
Sbo: but i love you
Me: you met me like a week ago
Sbo: yeah, so?
Me: you're pretty, you don't deserve a lesbian
like me
Sbo: or you don't deserve a girl like me
Me: i did not say that
Sbo: you did not have to
She stood up wearing her clothes and her body
is fresh as fuck i even started checking her out.
Sbo: what?
She was fixing her tie
Me: you're just..
I quickly wore my vest and held her arms as she
was about to leave
Me: i don't hate you, i just don't have a
romantic vibe or attraction for you
Sbo: then what was that? Huh?
She even had tears in her eyes i frowned
Sbo: I'm tired of being used Shandre, I'm tired
of being used for Sex then people call me a hoe!
I'm not a prostitute! You just love hearing
negative rumours from people!
Me: but i saw you kissing a dude
Sbo: that was a dare
Me: a dare?
Sbo: a dare to make you jealous coz i thought
you also liked me
Me: what about your "other" boyfriends ?
Sbo: i sometimes...i some..
She sat down
Sbo: Ngkhule engekho ubaba. So i just feel like
they'd give me the love i never got from him.
And i started being the "problem child" to my
mom and now i wanna change
Me: is that my problem?
Sbo: Shandre..
Me: and doesn't that make you a hoe?
Sbo: I find that very offensive Shandre, don't
call me that
Me: God forbid.
Sbo: so you really don't have feelings for me ?
Me: no
I looked at her. I can't even lie
Me: my feelings for you are sexual.
Sbo: so you just wanna fuck?
Me: yes
Sbo: it's okay we ca..
Me: Sbo
I held her arms
Me: you can't fuck someone coz you like them.
Leave them alone and move on. That cake of
yours mustn't be seen by every guy or girl.
Sbo: but you sai..
Me: fuck what i said. just do what you wanna
do for once. And only for yourself not for me!
Or anyone else...
She sighed
Sbo: i also wanna fuck
I chuckled then i looked at her from her legs up
to her face
Me: you don't wanna give up neh?
Sbo: I'm not weak
Me: i didn't say you were
Sbo: but you thought i was
Me: okay I'm done here
I opened the door for her to leave and she
shook her ass out. She got drama, and i don't
like drama.

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Cont.
Troy: i had to leave this house for you guys to
naaai each other properly
Me: Cut it off
I was writing homework. And he sat down next
to me with a can of Beer.
Troy: Spill the tea
I looked at him
Troy: what?
Me: Stop tryna be gay
He laughed pushing my shoulder
Me: Her moans are sexy
Troy: Her pussy is clean right ?
I blushed
Me: Yes
Troy: see? Don't turn down some free pussy
Me: get outta here
We stayed up until 00:00. The next day Jorji
was waiting for me by the gate and we're
walking together. It's honestly a walkable
distance but school is far.
Jorji: what took you so long?
Me: i slept late
we shoulder bumped.
Jorji: i scored myself a girl
Me: and I fucked sbo
She laughed looking at me
Me: i told her i just wanna fuck
Jorji: she looks obsessive.
Me: yeah neh
Jorji: just date her then when you finish matric
next year, you'll dump her
Me: I'll look like a player
Jorji: so?
Me: i don't hurt feelings
Jorji: you already did by telling her you just
wanna fuck
Me: 2 full years dating Sbo?!
Jorji: come on.
Me: Yohhh
Jorji: Keep yourself busy
Me: you and Troy are a bad influence
Jorji: mxm
Me: tell me about your girl
She laughed
Jorji: She's cute.
Me: what's her name?
Jorji: Haybo
Me:never mind then
We got to school did what we always do then
at break i followed Sbo to the bathroom. I
made sure no one's coming
Sbo: are you following me
Me: we need to talk
Sbo: why are you so calm?
I pouted and she laughed.
Sbo: what's wrong
Me: just imagine you dating me
Sbo: i did imagine that but I might be over
you
Me: Girl stop tripping. I gave you back to back
good rounds with countless orga...
Sbo: shhh
I laughed.
Me: i don't like drama. If you wanna date me,
you better not have stories or men that'll kill
me
She hugged me.
Sbo: bitch I'm loyal
Me: if you say so
She let go of me smiling
Sbo: so we're dating ?
Me: you want us to break up?
She pushed me against the bathroom door
stopping people from getting in. We then
kissed and people thought the bathroom door
was locked. Sbo even started getting nasty and
i stopped her.
Me: chill baby, chill
Sbo: i can't get over you
Me: you're gonna have all of me today, chill
I whispered and she covered her mouth
blushing. We opened the door and we both
walked out as if nothing happened , girls
waiting by the bathroom to get in were already
assuming we did some "stuff". I fixed my shirt
while walking back to Jorji
Jorji: y'all fucked in the toilet?!
Me: no
I looked at Sbo from a distance and she also
looked at me then i laughed facing down
Jorji: you're in for some shit
Me: tell me about it
Jorji: but then, you'll thank me later
Me: brah, you made me do this
Jorji: as if we don't have decisions or choices in
life
She laughed irritating me
Jorji: you did this to yourself
Me: i know
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12
It's honestly been 3 full months dating Sbo.
Well i kinda catched for her, i get jealous when
she's talking to other guys and she's not like
before. She changed
Jorji: can't wait to work for the police
Me: really?
Jorji: yeah, and find out what your brother is
busy doing
Me: My brother ain't shady
Jorji: I'm kidding.
Me: what are you wearing tonight?
Jorji: I'll be casual
Me: same
We were invited to a house party. I'm kinda
scared coz i bet we'll be the only lesbians.
Me: Troy and his friend will take us there, be
ready
Jorji: Awe
We split and went different directions. When i
got home i set an alarm then i took a nap. It
woke me up then i freshened up. Troy was
with Akhona at the lounge
Me: Big bro, borrow me your White hoodie
please
Troy: if you'll wash it
I definitely won't. I wore it and i put on his
cologne and his wrist watch. I got out his room
and he laughed at me since I'm wearing most of
his things. We went to pick up Jorjily and she
looked fine too. They dropped us off at the
venue .
Troy: be back by 00:00
Me: we'll call you
I honestly love this kinda freedom I'm getting
from Troy. We were getting weird vibes from a
few people then i sat next to Sbo as she was
bored coz i was not there.
Sbo: where the fuck were you? I tried calling
you
Me: I'm here now
I gave her a thirst trap and she blushed.
Sbo: here you go again, not now. Not now
Me: okay I'm sorry
Sbo: you drink alcohol?
Me: no
Sbo: you smoke?
Me: nahh
Sbo: why your lips taste so good then?
Me: wanna taste them again?
We looked at each other for a good 2 minutes ,
She then smiled reaching for a kiss and a guy
stopped us. I think he is our age?
Me: and what's with you?
Him: Sbo you date girls now?
Sbo: as you can see
Me; wait..wait..
I stood up
Me: even if she did, i don't know how that
would've been your business.
Him: we got history
Me: Braa don't embarass yourself like this
Him: you even have the audacity to stand up
and look at me straight in the eye?
Me: You got a problem with that?
Him: Are you forgetting you wear panties?
Me: Are you forgetting you couldn't reach the
spot?
Sbo covered her mouth. The guy is shaking
and I'm just calm.
Me: ask yourself why she's with me
Sbo: babe
Me: i guess you need time to process this
I patted his shoulder and i sat down putting my
arm over Sbo's shoulder then i checked her out .
The guy even walked away
Sbo: i love how calm and mean you are
Me: I'm not mean
Sbo: you put people in their place ,effortlessly !
Me: don't act as if i ever did it to you
Sbo: trust me, you once did
Me: I'm sorry baby, now give me a kiss
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Sbo and Jorjily were to drunk to go back to their
homes. So i called Jorji's mother and told her
she's sleeping with me for the night
Jorji: why didn't you say the whole weekend?
She was already up the next day and i was
telling her to relax i called her mom and set up
a story for her
Me: your mom is scary
Jorji: where's Sbo?
Me: she's still asleep
Jorji: why do you look okay? I wanna throw up
She touched her head
Jorji: my head is pounding
Me: TROY!!!
He answered from a distance
Me: WHAT MUST WE USE FOR A HANGOVER?
He shouted "Cold water with sugar" . I made
that for Jorji and she started sipping it.
Me: reasons why i don't want alcoholic liquids
on my system
Jorji: You're boring
Me: I'm a legend
Jorji: mxm
Sbo woke up 2 hours later and she already
looks freshened up coz she is wearing my vest
and shorts.
Sbo: how do i look ?
Me: you look yummy
I went to kiss her and a cushion was thrown at
us
Troy: can i please get some respect?
Jorji: They are too forward
They laughed
Me: you guys are boring
Sbo: Hey Troy
Troy: Awe Thando
She looked at him with ups and downs.
Me: Thando?
Troy: didn't you say her full name was
Sbonguthando?
Me: no
Jorji: i didn't even know her full name
I looked at Sbo who acted confused
Sbo: what? It's not like he's my ex or something
Troy: I'd neved date her
Sbo: you ain't even my fucken type
Troy: aye aye don't you dare..
Me: Baby go back to my room
Sbo: Your brother...
Me: trust me, you don't want me getting
pissed
Troy: you'd hate her if she's pissed
Me: Why are y'all so worked up?
I softly pushed Sbo to my room then i closed
the door.
Me: never disrespect my brother like that
Sbo: will you also tell him not to disrespect me
like that as your girlfriend?
Me: you heard me right?
Sbo: you ain't fai..
Me: Sbo...
She looked at me shocked then she folded her
arms frowning. My look was serious
Sbo: okay
She looked at me with ups and downs
Sbo: I'm sorry.
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14
Jorji and Sbo left and went back to their homes
and i was left alone watching soccer as Troy
was not here. I got a call and answered it
Me: "Awe"
Voice: "Sweety"
I stood up. My heart pounded
Me: "Im glad you still remember me"
Mom: "your father is here with me"
I rolled my eyes controlling myself from getting
angry while Sbo also pissed me off a little
Dad: "Shandre..."
Me: "i honestly wanna know why I'm staying
with Troy"
Mom: "Your father thinks it ain't safe this here"
Me: "And you think PMB is safer?"
I'm tryna stay calm
Me: "You know i did not even say goodbye to
Ayanda?"
Dad: "Shandre your tone"
Me: "it's not like you'll come here immediately
to smack me"
Mom: "Sweety please breathe "
Me: "YOU GUYS AIN'T FAIR! YOU JUST AIN'T
FAIR"
I breathed in and out
Me: "mom i need you right now, Troy can't
comfort me as you do"
Mom: "please forgive us.."
Me: "just block my number, never call me ever
again"
Dad: "Shandre"
Me: " Bye"
I sat down processing things and Troy came in
Troy: i heard you shouting from a distance,
whatsuppp?
Me: you don't need to know
Troy: i bought us Pizza
Me: naah I'm full
Troy: Lil sis you okay?
Me: No bra! I'm not okay! Why the fuck did you
talk like that to Sbo!? That's my girlfriend and
you better say sorry to her!
I was already facing him and he put the pizza
down
Troy: when i left here, i thought you and me
were cool, what did i do? I'm sure it was not
that deep. What pissed you off?
Me: it was not that deep?! Not that deep? Braa
this place! This house! Everything that's around
me right now is fucking me up! So yes, it is that
deep
I rushed to my room and i locked the door and i
threw my self on top of the bed
Troy; chipmunk
The name he used to call me when i was young
Troy: i hope you heal from whatever shit you
can't talk about
Silence
Troy: Okay?
I started crying silently. I don't even know who i
am.
Y'all still good?

A Blurry Sight...
Cont.
Its Monday and i don't wanna go to school but i
have to.
Me: morning
Troy: morning
Me: I'm sorry about Saturday
Troy: it's okay
Me: i just missed home
Troy: i don't know what to say
Me: you don't have to say anything. Bye
Troy: bye
I walked with Jorji to school and she was also
down as me. We saw a poster by the school
gate and it's a singing competition. In Durban
tomorrow. It will also include learners with
disabilities but they must be able to sing
Jorji: I've heard you singing before and you're
good
Me: i won't waste my time for this thing
She looked at me and i laughed.
Me: okay let's go fill in the forms
Jorji: you'll win either way so don't worry
Me: i won't. I'm not that good
Jorji: let's go then
We got the forms and i filled it in. Jorjily can't
sing! She just cant, she can only dance and rap.
I saw Sbo kissing this other dude in matric and
he's built up, i think he plays Rugby and I'm
scared of him
Me: Sbo is fucking me up for real
Jorji: don't go to her
Me: i will
Jorji: Shandre..
Me: I'll be friendly to the guy
Jorji: to her?
Me: don't ask
Jorji: oh god
I ran to them and i patted her shoulder
Me: Awe man
Him: yeah wassup? You disturbed what we
were doing
Me: can i talk to her real quick?
Him: Sbo, after school neh?
She faced down fiddling her fingers. The guy
walked away and i pulled Sbo by her braids to a
quiet, private space of school.
Sbo: baby I'm sorry it..
I slapped her.
Me: so I'm a fool to you?
Sbo: Shandre I've never, ever been beaten by
anyone in my entire life !
I slapped her again, i honestly just took out my
anger on her coz she was already on the floor
while i was punching her head and back. I
stopped and i breathed in, she's crying and i
don't like seeing a person crying.
Me: Sbo..
Sbo: cela ungyeke
Me: you cheated on me
Sbo: you did not have to beat me up
though!!!!!
I helped her stand up and now i regret myself
Me: I'm sorry
Sbo: i so wanna report you to the police
She wiped her tears off
Sbo: but i care about you and I'm also at fault
Me: I'm sorry
Sbo: no I'm sorry
She brushed dust off her skirt
Sbo: i know what i want neh
She looked at me
Sbo: and this is not it
Me: you're dumping me?
Sbo: i might be wild Shandre
I put my hands on my hips
Sbo: I might be a hoe and I'm sorry you saw
that , but I'm not your punching bag!!!
Me: I'm sorry Sbo
Sbo: I'm sorry too. But you better fix your shit!
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After my break up with Sbo i just felt like i did
not get a chance to speak to her properly as i
was also angry. I don't know how it got to the
point where i beated her up.
Jorji: you're ready for the competition?
Me: yeah
She laughed and she's accompanying me to
Durban as she knows where the venue is. I'm
kinda scared. We both got there and i
registered my self in. It's a very big place and i
won't lie, there are people with disabilities here,
there's people coming from other provinces too.
I don't think I'll win
Jorji: I'll be by the crowd
Me: okay thank you
She smiled and walked off. I was at the bench
waiting for my turn.
Me: you're up next?
I asked the girl that was next to me
Her: are you talking to me?
Me: yes
Her: i guess so
I chuckled
Me: okay.
A woman came to grab her arm as she was next.
Okay so after her, I'm next ? Damn I'm
nervouse. After about a few minutes of
panicking she started singing and i felt like I've
heard this voice before, a few months ago
maybe? I don't know but I've heard this voice
before. It's..It's just soothing. I just can't
remember where I've heard it. But maybe I'm
just crazy. She got off stage and i walked up to
her, she was faced down.
Me: won't you look at me?
Her: aren't you next?
Me: your voice is amazing
Her: thank you, but i think i recognize your
voice
Me: really?
Lady: Shandre Ameen you're up next
Her: Shandre? Are you Shandre?
She tightened her grip on my arms. She doesn't
wana look up
Me: yeah..I'm Shandre..please look at me
Her: i have to go
Lady: Shandre Ameen you're up next!
Me: please atleast tell me your name?
Her: I'm Ga..
Lady : Shandre!
Me: I'm sorry but i have to go.

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16
When i was done singing i quickly went to the
bathroom to wash my face. When i was about
to walk out, a lady was holding a girl's hand.
As if she was accompanying her. It was the girl i
tried talking to earlier
Lady: she's blind, please help her find the toilet
i have to rush to the judges
Me: uh..i..she's bli..okay
Lady; thank you
She gave me her hand and i led the way
Her: whats your name?
Me: i asked for your name but you didn't tell
me
Her: Shandre?
Me: yeah whatever
I was waiting for her to finish and she flushed.
I helped her go to the sink to rinse her hands
Me: please look up
Her: okay
She looked at the mirror and i also looked at
her reflection. I honestly smiled. She has a
medium brown mouth, a small nose, to beauty
spots by her cheek. Her eye colour is grey. Her
eyes are kinda skew.
Her: how do i look?
Me: well you're..you're..
Her: too ugly to look at?
I can't get over the fact that when she talks one
dimple shows. It's not deep, it's cute.
Me: You're not ugly
Her: they complain about my eyes
Me: your eyes are..your eyes are ncah
Her: ncah?
I honestly can't compliment a person. And I'm
struggling to compliment her because she's
blind. What will i say?
Her: I'm Gabby
Me: Gabby..
Gabby: the one that untied you when you were
supposedly kidnapped by my father
Me: ohhh, so that's why i thought i
remembered your voice
Gabby: yeah
Me: can we go chill outside?
Gabby: my father is probably waiting for me by
the sits
Me: it might be the last time I'm seeing you
Gabby: okay then, no problem
She smiled and looked down
Me: you're always faced down?
Gabby: It's more comfortable
Me: okay, i understand
Gabby: you don't.
Me: what do you want me to say?
Gabby: "okay"
Me: so you want me to say that?
Gabby: yes
Me: okay
She giggled and i chuckled
Me: now you're making me feel stupid
Gabby: i did not say you are.
Me: you did not have to
Gabby: maybe i should
I paused, I'm really shocked at her responses.
She intimidates me. I'm scared of her. And
that's the first.

A Blurry Sight...
17
We walked out the bathroom while i was still
holding Gabby's hand. I saw Jorji who looked
like she was looking for someone. She saw me
and she approached me
Jorji: Braa where were you?
Me: i was with Gabby?
Jorji: that's Gabby?
Gabby held my arm with her other hand
tightening her grip. I looked at her hands on my
arm and i smiled
Me: yes, this is Gabby. I'm taking a walk with
her
Jorji: who will i sit with?
Me: i don't know.
I patted her shoulder and i went outside with
Gabby. Bought 2 fanta's and we went to sit
under a tree.
Gabby: who was that?
I helped her open her fanta
Gabby: thank you
Me: pleasure, it was Jorjily. My friend
Gabby: she sings?
Me: She can't
She laughed
Me: she came with me
Gabby: but you aren't with her
Me: I'm with you
Gabby: why?
I looked at her. She's already faced up, she's
not facing my direction . I helped her face me
Gabby: sorry
Me: its okay
Gabby: you did not answer my question
Me: i feel like i have to know you better
She smiled, And her eye balls kept moving.
Gabby: I'm just a boring blind girl
Me: you got friends?
Gabby: my neighbour is my friend.
Me: what's her name?
Gabby: Amo.
Me: mhmm
Gabby: you know..
She placed her hands on my face
Gabby: I've always wanted to feel your skin,
since that day.
I frowned
Me: why?
Gabby: Your skin is smooth.
Her thumbs went to trace my eyebrows and my
nose. Along with my lips
Gabby: am i making you feel uncomfortable?
Me: no
She smiled and i looked at her
Me: i love what you're doing.
She let go of me, putting her hands on my
shoulders
Gabby: Unfortunately we can't get to know
each other more than this.
Me: why?
Gabby: i stay very far
Me: i know, but its cool
Gabby:you want a hug?
I smiled
Me: yes please
We shared a very long hug. She even got on top
of me.
A Blurry Sight...
18
Gabby
I miss Shandre. I miss her so much but its okay
life still moves on. It was obviously the last time
I'd ever talk to her.
We parted ways very badly, my father saw me
with her and it turned to another story. "You go
around sleeping on top of pathetic boys now?"
When he knows very well Shandre is not a boy.
Dad: morning sweety
Me: morning
Dad: did aunty M bring you breakfast?
Me: i told her I'm full
Dad: did you drink your medication?
Me: what's the use?
I played with my hair and i felt his weight next
to me. I don't wanna talk to him honestly
Dad: is it about yersteday?
Me: why do you care?
Dad: i don't want you getting hurt
Me:no, you don't want me making friends
Dad: but you got Amo as your friend.
Me: i know
Dad: but why do you wanna be friends with a
lesbian?
Me: so she dresses up as a guy?
Dad: you didn't know?
Me: no
Dad: your "friend" dresses up as a guy. I bet
she's a lesbian
Me: a lesbian is a female thats attracted to
other females?
Dad: yes
Me: okay
Dad: that's evil
Me: being a homosexual?
Dad: yes
Me: how?
Dad: God doesn't like that
Me: Really?
Dad: it's a sin
I chuckled
Me: but we're all sinning
Dad: Well being homo is a very huge sin
Me: you calling it "a sin" is a sin, it's not your
place to judge
Dad: I'm your father Gabby, don't back chat
Me: I'm not, I'm just telling you facts
Dad: the bible does not allow this! Imagine me
sucking dick or hugging another man! Imagine
you married to another woman!
Me: you're telling me about the bible?
I laughed
Me: if you don't like men then you don't like
men, there's no need for you to criticize those
who love males and they wanna settle down
with them
Dad: sies!
Me: and if i wanna date females, it wouldn't be
your place to judge!
Dad: In the BIBLE, it's written..
Me: The "BIBLE" you're talking about was not
written by "God" but multiple people who
wanted to rule the world and force us to love
jesus.
Dad: you don't love God?
Me: i don't believe in that shit. I prayed for my
eyesight back since i was 12 ,but what
happened? Nothing!
Dad: I'm..im..
Me: so don't tell me about the bible or what
was written in it coz it's just assumptions!
Dad: Being GAY is a sin!
Me: Then being STRAIGHT is a sin too.

A Blurry Sight...
Cont.
Shandre
Jorji: damn, he slapped you real bad
Me: this ain't funny
Jorji: let me see
She softly twisted my face. I was punched by
Gabby's father. My whole cheek is red, thanks
to him!
Jorji: what did you do?
Me: he punched me for hugging his daughter
Jorji: was it just hugging?
I looked at her
Me: it was kinda deep
Jorji: don't tell me you catched feelings for a
blind girl
I rolled my eyes
Me: me? Feelings? For a blind girl? Never!
I faced down with guilt. There's honestly
nothing wrong with catching feelings for a blind
girl
Me: well it's his daughter and i guess we were
too comfortable
Jorji: so you ain't going to school today?
Me: like this? No
Jorji: okay, bye
She stood up
Me: Jorjily tuck your shirt in
She put on her bucket hat
Me: you're gonna get detention
Jorji: as long at Miss Rajesh will be there..
Me: what?
I widened my eyes and she rushed out. She left
me laughing and somehow my laughter got
emotional. I cried than i took a nap. I was
woken up by Troys' knock.
Me: you can come in
Troy: And why aren't you at school?
I sat up and i twisted my head side ways
Troy: who beat you so bad? Why didn't i see
this yersteday when you came in?
Me: i was talking to this girl then her father...
He looked at me with questioning eyes
Me: well i was hugging this girl..
He made his eyes smaller again, curious
Me: WE WERE HUGGING! just hugging...she
was on top of me and he just took her off me
and he punched my face
Troy: you know him?
Me: it was The loanshark that kidnapped me
Troy: you were with His daughter!!!?
Me: she helped me escape that day!
Troy: Still Shandre...Still
Me: she's blind! She needed a friend yesterday
Troy: "Goody goody" Shandre was up for it?
Me: Yes!
Troy: why?
Me: i won't see her again! Don't act as if she's
next door! I got beaten up by her father, SUCK
IT IN!
Troy: you just wanted to fuck her
Me: What the heavans fuck do you take me
for?!
Troy: a perv, i mean...you fucked Sbo. A HOE!
Me: why would i take advantage of a girl thats
Blind! BLIND Troy! Blind...
I softened my voice
Me: Braa you're insane
I breathed in.
Troy: this is eating you up?
My lips started shaking. His voice is now softer
too. I faced up with my eyes open, stopping my
tears from falling
Troy: are you crying?
Me: no Troy, I'm not
Troy: Shandre..
Me: You're in my business man! What the fuck?
A Blurry Sight...
19
GABBY
2 days after i was still longing for Shandre's
scent. I woke up and i held my wall and walked
to my curtains and i opened the window. The
walls helped me walk and plus, i know where
everything is coz I'm used to my room. I got to
my wardrobe and i took a dress, i lotioned
myself and i wore it. The radio is next to my
bed so i turned it on and layed down. Amo just
barged in
Me: Amo!
Amo: Hey, where the fuck were you?
I sat up and crossed my legs
Me: there by my third drawer there's
chips...you can have em
Amo: thanks
Me: i was by this competition but sadly i did not
win
Amo: Arhh sorry
Me: is my hair still curly?
Amo: yes why?
Me: just asking
I heard her laughing
Me: Shandre Ameen is the name...
She touched my knee roughly indicating i
should tell her more. I was just blushing
Me: She lives in Kzn, she's still in grade 11 and
she smells so nice
Amo: y'all were talking?
Me: uhm...yeah yeah
Amo: you seem to really like her, and if she
smells good she prolly looks good too
Me: well i don't know
Amo: don't worry let me search her on social
media..
Me: okay
She slapped my thigh softly
Amo: What is her name again?
Me: Shandre Ameen, from Kzn
Silence
Me: Amo?
Silence
Amo: uhm..friend
Me: yeah
Amo: she's really not good looking at all
Me: don't lie!
Amo: she's nerdish...her style is wack..i would
not want you putting up uhm..with someone so
unattractive...mmm she's...yoh! no she's ugly
Me: but her skin was smooth, her hair was soft
her hugs braa !
Amo: no! She's ugly...like really ugly
I faced down
Amo: look up at me and smile
I looked up while laughing.
Amo: i was taking a picture of you...your eyes
were closed too. You're very pretty!
Me: thank you, but why did you take a picture ?
Amo: You're too beautiful for studs like
Shandre
Me: stop being rude
I laughed
Me: she's nice
Amo: but ugly!
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A Blurry Sight...
20
SHANDRE
Its been a whole week and my cheek healed I'm
now getting ready for school. I wore my
uniform then when i was done, i went to grab
an apple
Troy: i asked Akhona to drive you to school
Me: I'm okay though
Troy: Jorjily will walk alone
I waited for Akhona 's car by the gate. While i
was waiting i logged on Facebook. Gabby sent
me a friend request! what the fuck? am i crazy
or something? She's blind right ? How did?
Okay this picture of her looks good I'm even
smiling, her eyes are closed her smile is
beautiful. I accepted her friend request,
minutes after that i received a text
Gabby: "I'm using a voice projecture, its an app
"
Me: "okay, understandable"
Gabby: " Accept Amo's friend request, she's my
friend"
Me: "okay"
I accepted it and Amo texted me
Amo: "Hey, look Gabby explained everything to
me about you"
Me: "tell her i miss her"
Amo: "thing is she doesn't wanna speak to you
ever again"
Me: "Oh, why?"
Amo: "She's not into girls, and you made her
uncomfortable "
Me: "okay, thank you for letting me know"
Its not like i crushed on her or something!
Amo: "will you block her?"
Me: "yeah, you too"
I blocked her and Gabby then i breathed out.
Akhona parked his car opposite my house, i got
in and faked a smile
Akhona: Troy Omncane
Me: Awe
Akhona: how's your cheek?
He looked at me through the rear view mirror
laughing
Me: you like stories!
We both laughed and he dropped me at school.
I got out, a few learners greeted me and i just
tried faking it but i couldn't. I saw Sbo with
her friends and i went to greet them. Sbo
changed her facial, well they all look angry at
me right now
Me: Can i talk to you?
Girl: who?
I gave the girl a very cold look and she folded
her arms. I looked at Sbo
Me: Somewhere privately?
Sbo sighed, irritated
Sbo: girls, I'll be back
We walked away from her friends, to
somewhere private
Me: Sbo..
Sbo; yini vele?
Me: i want us to talk
Sbo; S'khulume ngani?
Me: Sbo please chill
Sbo: okay bye..
Me: Wait
She folded her arms looking at me with ups and
downs. I unfolded her arms and held her hands,
brought her closer to me then we kissed. We
kissed until we stopped. She was blushing
Me: And?
Sbo: i hate that you do this to me effortlessly
I laughed
Me: so we're back together?
Sbo: uhm...yes, but can we please keep it
between us!
Me: my lips are zipped
We kissed again and i was holding her at the
right places.
Me: did you know it's toxic when we're back
together but it's a secret?
Sbo: you're the toxic one
Me: no, we're toxic
Sbo: Shandre...
I looked at her holding my smile
Me: Okay, okay. Maybe i am
6 YEARS LATER
A Blurry Sight
21
SHANDRE
Me: guys, we have a show tomorrow and you
are still going off tune!
Zee: We don't want any mistakes this time
Me: yeah last year you guys flopped !
I looked at Zee while scratching my scalp. Zee is
my room mate by the way.
Me: Lizzy, Your voice was too squeeky
Zee: which is bad
I went through my list
Me: Just start from the second verse then
we'll see how it goes
They started singing and i left them to drink
water. I saw Sbo approaching me, i even rolled
my eyes
Sbo: You're tough on them today
Me: Miss Browns made me the leader and i
don't wanna disappoint her again
Sbo: when are you gonna tell Troy or your
parents you ain't studying medicine?
Me: did you have to spoil my mood?
Sbo: they have to know
Me: Sbo why are you here?
Sbo: i also wanna start singing
Me: what happened to wanting to be a Tv
Presenter?
To be honest, Going to the same University
with Sbo is hell! She's irritating, she's always
following me! While Jorjily is studying medicine
and I'm here pursuing my dream to being a
singer. My parents don't know, and I'm not
planning on telling them right now, i kept it a
secret for only 4 years, why must i tell them the
truth now?
Me: this is my last year, and you still have to go
register which will also take forever, remember
i waited for 5 full months to be in this class?
Sbo: i know
Me: then what do you want me to say?
Sbo: "Babe, good luck"
Me: Good luck
Sbo: I'm not your babe anymore?
Me: Sbo we did not work out at school, i think
we're cool as just friends
She still thinks I'm her girlfriend, and i always
get angry when she does this!
Sbo: just friends?
Me: yes!
I looked at the students singing, they are really
messing this song up. I walked back to them
angry!
Me: Can't you guys sing?! The lyrics are right
here infront of you!
Lizzy: Shandre you really don't have to shout..
Student: it's unlike you
Me: I'm sorry, but this is just awful!
Lizzy: we're sorry
Me: And i know you'll say sorry tomorrow too!
Jesus!
Zee: okay...calm down, I'm sure we can still try
a new song?
She looked at me
Zee: it ain't too late right?
I sighed rubbing my forehead
Lizzy: An easier song
Me: Who's the leader?
Them: YOU
I shrugged
Me: then you have to do it my way
They all sulked, i clapped my hands boosting
them up
Me: Come on! Come on! Back to the first verse!
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